Guide Change, New Cycle And Dream Counsel!

Last night I had a dream visit with someone who I'll call Dan. I was surprised to see him. I know "of him" but don't actually "know him" in any sense of the word. He's not part of my soul cluster, circle or family. But I did recognize him immediately. Maybe a past life connection?

I entered into a very dark room. I could tell someone else was there. I said - hello? Then I heard his voice - I thought you'd never get here. Then a light from above (?) shown down and Dan stepped from the shadows. He had on a crisp white long sleeve shirt, red tied, brown dress pants w/suspenders. No jacket. His hands were in his pant pockets. A definite frown on his face. I'm supposed to be here - I ask? You were waiting? He nods. I've been waiting for months.

I didn't know I was being called - or I would have been here sooner. He cracks a small smile -- why do you think "Elliot" (I made up the name) has been showing up all over the place? And when you didn't see him - you were drawn to seek him out (very true I might add)? I didn't realize it until now -- was my response. Well, I'm just glad you're here - Dan replied.

How did you hear about me? I wondered. We all know about you - he replied. Who's we? I asked.

He waves his hands around -- we -- us -- everyone -- souls. We know that you help people. Word gets out. You're very well liked and thought of on this side.

Oh, okay. That's good to know. So what can I help you with?

My wife. I don't know what to do with my wife. She hasn't let me touch her in years and I know about her string of affairs. Yet I can't let her go.

Have you talked to her about it?

He nods yes. But she won't let me divorce her.

What's more important -- your money or your life?

He thinks about it for a few seconds. My life - he answered.

Then give her your money and move on with your life. That's the only way you'll find the happiness you crave.

Now I have no idea what happened next...but somehow we got to this next part....

He was lying down on his side, fully clothed, and I knew he was dreaming. I slide into his arms and he wraps them around me. He mummers about how long it's been since he has touched anyone. I tell him that he's dreaming, my name is Alison (not sure why I said Alison when I usually go by Allie) and I'm not his wife.

Then I woke up. So it was like we were in a shared dream visit, then the visit ended and I astral traveled to where he was sleeping.

Ethan just showed up and now Edward. Get used to it - Ethan says. Souls from all over will be asking you for aid - Edward chimes in. Is this a good thing? I had to ask. Yes, Ethan replies, it's part of your soul path. Be prepared for things to start moving at a very rapid pace - Edward says. It'll be as if a strong wind sweeps you off your feet -- you will not be manhandled, but things will move very fast, and when this cycle is over you will be set down gently.

The hard parts behind you - Edward says - and because of this, our time with you is now over. I felt my heart sink. Ethan kisses me on the top of the head (I can feel a tingle in my crown chakra and some pressure) and says -- we're never far away. But who will be here then? I could feel them just go -- with a good bye.

Two show up -- Jezell and Brigit:) Behind them Galadriel. I hear Jezell say - welcome to some serious female power. Those three laugh. And I feel and energy surge through my body.

Jezell wants me to follow her -- not astral wise - but with my sight. I do and I can see myself and my son on a plane - sitting first class. He's playing with his iPod and I'm working on my laptop. Get used to this - Jezell says. Embrace who have you become - Brigit chimes in -- and let us glide (yes, glide and not guide) you -- Galadriel says. I keep hearing the word "healing".

Jezell says - we'll be back in a bit. When you're working on the BLACK TRIANGLE. And they were gone.

So - I headed BACK to my Runes because obviously something has changed since yesterday. Asked now what cycle am I in?

Perth - reversed (initiation) - Present
Gebo (partnership) - Attitude to take to make it through cycle
Sowelu (wholeness) - Consequences derived from the attitude

The old way has come to an end. Time to call in scattered energies and concentrate on myself at the moment. I need to keep my sense of humor during obstacles and rerouting opportunities. Also - keep positive while keeping my faith firm. A partnership is coming to me - love and/or business - and I have to be prepared not to lose myself in it. I have to remember that with this gift, that I have to remain separate and whole - no matter how easy it is to become one with the partner. This partnership will also lead me to the solidification with my higher self and with the Divine. There is no more doubt lingering. This union is where all my other gifts will flow though. With this I will continue to move down my soul's path. I have to remember to let the right action flow through me and it is brought to me for a reason. Don't fight it - just flow with it and all will work out as its supposed to.

Boy oh boy:)

I wanted to add - before I forget again -- that I got a couple of emails from people who are worried that I have placed Will, Bill, Ted and Matt on some sort of pedestal. Ahhh -- there isn't any worry here. They're men -- enough said:) Besides, we all have faults and limitations -- Lord knows I have my share of them:) At the core I am a very simple person who enjoys simple things (although I do like complex people) and I'm sure because of this -- my soul cluster is the same way. I wonder if we all sat around a camp fire - who would have the best ghost story? LOL.

Have a good day...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, Will And Psychic Parties!

I went outside my comfort zone last night - and I'm glad I did. Over the last couple of years I have done parties where I go to the party and do readings for the guests. But it's always been for friends - and obviously I knew people there before I showed up. Well last night I did a party for a woman that I had never met. I had a great time. Some were skeptical of having a "psychic" there - while others were cool or intrigued by it. I did meet a couple of people who listen to my podcast, which was cool. Oddly enough - after the party was over and there were just a few people left - Ethan wanted me to show them who Will is. I have no idea why - but I did anyways. I think that I may add to my web site a page on hiring me to do parties. Although I think it would be smart to bring someone with me if I feel it warrants it.

The Art Of Divination e-class starts today. There's still time to sign up if you're interested!

The Darin/Raisin saga seems to be working itself out -- ever so slowly. No one is trying to kill anyone and Darin is no longer hiding under the bed. BTW -- Darin here is the aggressor -- Raisin is just tickled to sleep on my bed.

The writing on DREAMERS is coming along. As well as the OBE sex book. I had been thinking about spending more time on Keen (or really I should say just time period) but my guides keep telling me to write. I keep reminding them that I have to pay the bills. They remind me that there will be enough money to do what I have to do -- just write and trust in what I am doing is what I'm supposed to be doing! SIGH.

I was thinking last night - I like my life. I mean I really like it. I think that it's the 1st time I've ever said that. Sure things can get tough - but that's a part of life. I'm at peace with myself and grateful for what I have - not always wishing to have what is out of my reach. Besides - the only drama in my life now is when I turn on LOST or CSI:) Plus - my son is really the only other drama I want:)

BTW - in case you didn't hear, Heath Ledger's death was ruled an accidental overdose - just as I thought. His state when he came to me after his death was a "oh shit" type of thing -- not that I'm sad and I wanted to die thing. I hope that his family can heal now.

Have you ever drank CoffeeMate without the coffee? You would have had to watch "10 Items of Less" to get that:)

Do any of you belong to Bebo? I just joined: http://www.bebo.com/AllieT28

A little bit ago, Edward stopped by to talk to me. He wanted to expand on the Atlantis reveal that came about with Will the other day. He showed me that despite what has been written about Atlantis, it was overseen by a counsel of 13 women - with one of those women being "in charge". Men wanted a bigger say in the dealings of Atlantis - one of the biggest voices was Will. He pushed to have 14 members with more men on the board - half female and half male. It would not happen. So a civil war erupted. Before things got out of hand - two things happened: the secrets were placed into the crystal skulls and the record of Atlantis was placed in the time capsule. Then - of course - things went out of hand. Ted sided with me and the women (as did many men) but Bill went with Will. Will was in charge of the "other side" and his magical abilities enabled him to have a firm control. When Atlantis faded from view - Will realized the severity of his errors. But by then it was too late. It was either push forward with the status quo or disappear. So he disappeared. The next person in charge put the hit out on me, Ted and the children. That next person in charge was my ex husband (as in the second, not the first). When Will learned what had happened, he vowed to spend eternity making it up to me and children as a whole. Then he killed himself.

This is why in the past life where he was burned at the stake (instead of me) he was keeping with his soul's promise -- and he still is in this lifetime. Although when I am to be by his side as he dies, I am to tell his soul that the debt has been repaid -- this way his soul can be at peace. It also explains the way my ex and I interacted with one another - and why his purpose with me was to give me a child. Heck- I could have been divorced 7 years ago!

Now it makes sense - to a point. But better than it was before.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Headaches, Change And Will!

I woke up again this morning with a killer headache. My dreams have been very active the last two nights. So much so that I spend most of my night tossing and turning. What bugs me is that I can't really grasp what I dreamt about (besides Will). There's fast moving water and fire. I can briefly remember running towards something as everyone else was running away. Other things that I can remember snippets are guns being fired, and a wave of peace. When this type of dreaming happens w/me waking up with a headache - some big change usually happens in my life. It could be good or bad -- don't know. I could use some good:)

Now if I can't sleep as well as having the above, then it's a change coming for a large group of people -- this is what happened to me before 9/11, Katrina and the 2005 Tsunami. So if the no sleep happens - I'll let you know.

Either way something is going to shift in my life. I've told myself to pay better attention to the dreams.

I noticed the clock this morning -- it didn't say 8:12, instead it was 8:05. Now 805 stands for: The changes that you're considering or experiencing are Divinely guided, and they help you to be more financially secure.

Hummm...I'm not considering any changes right now -- but if you take in account my dreams -- then the changes being made must be to give me a better financial foundation. That would be nice.

I know that I am trying to revamp things to give myself some more writing time. It's hard for me to do anything past 4:30 when I go pick up my son. I get him, do house work, supper, homework, some play time, his bath, bed and then some more house work. By this time it's 10:00 and I'm pooped. I do keep trying to get up sooner - but me and the snooze button are loving each other way to much. I think that I'll ask my guides for help on that.

Speaking of guides, as I was falling asleep last night, I was walking down my path toward my dream portal when I saw Edward and Ethan. They said that everything is going as it should and that I need not worry so much. Then Edward chimes in and says my worries take me away from my path. Ethan adds - they need to feel your light. My goal was to walk through the portal and go see Will. But as I moved closer to it, I could see him standing there waiting for me. I asked him what in the heck is he doing? He replied - you were coming to se me anyways - right? I nodded. Well, I though I'd save you the trouble of finding me and enter into our dreams side by side. I asked - how can you be here and enter into my portal and not your own. He smiled and said - I have so much to teach you. And we walked through.

I barely remember the visit since it was at the start of the night and then I had all of that activity (which Will might have been a big part of - I don't know). What I do remember is him showing me a large leather bound book that we wrote our "teachings" into centuries ago. The place we were at was our magic room on the astral plane.

Keen was a waste of time today -- as it had been all week thanks to that wonderful person who left me the negative feedback. If you can respond to my plea of help in the below posting -- that would be great. But I'm not going to leave it there very long - so if you look below this and there is no posting about Keen, then I erased it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Good Morning Beautiful And Guides!

Will must meditate in the morning or at least set time aside for spiritual growth, since the connection is growing so much stronger. I was in the kitchen this morning - about 7:30 am EST, when I felt a tingly wave come over me - then butterflies in my stomach. I could feel him, his energy felt like a big fluffy comforter wrapping me on a very chilly day. He smiles, and it causes me to smile.

A smile already and I haven't even jumped into the shower yet.

In the shower he as there, but not there. I could feel him trying to stay strongly connected, but that someone or something was pulling his attention away. He must have moved because as I have 1/2 way into washing my hair I here - Good morning beautiful - in that southern drawl that I just love. I told him about my sister being down in NO today and that he needs to be on Bourbon St. tonight. He's like - really? He said he'd make a point of being out tonight for awhile. I mentioned that if I know where she'll be I'll put it in the blog, he said with work today he won't have a chance to get online. So he wants me to telepathically give him places. Okay I told him:)

We talked about him coming up here and how he couldn't make it before the new year. He kept repeating my address:) Of course as he talking to me he's kissing on me too. I kept thinking about what Tracey said about us -- and I couldn't help but laugh. He's like - what are you laughing about? I told him to read the blog. But the telepathic sex continued and I found myself responding just as I done the day before. Only since I was prepared for it this time - it didn't throw me for a loop. That said, I still was very pleasantly devoured - lol.

Funny - I had a few people yesterday get in touch with me and mention - in nice flowery terms - that my muse is alive and well and I can tell a great story. I assured them that it wasn't a story and even though my muse is alive, it wasn't my imagination working overtime. But do I care that people don't believe me? Nope. However, I do feel a touch sorry for them as if they think it is all in the imagination (and in my opinion, imagination gets a very bad rap as people take imagination = fantasy and they are TWO separate things...but anyways), then they will never have the courage to go forth and try it for themselves. And let me tell you - even if you try a telepathic connection or sex half assed - it is still an interesting experience!

My guide Edward just came and chatted into my ear - wants me to concentrate he said. No messing around, no letting myself get distracted. He said, Will's on his way and when he gets here (2008) I have to be ready or his arrival will be delayed. Do I want it delayed? I assured him no - then no distractions. Check boss.

Brigit has also stopped by -- this was odd as she hasn't been around in while. She wants me to follow her - so I do. She shows me a window, in the window I see Ted. He's piling stuff into a box. He's using his arms to sweep stuff off of a dining room table and into a box. You saved him - she said. You're intervention has freed him from her grasp. He's moving on. Be prepared for him to have more of an impact on your life.

Will showed up -- out of the blue - told Brigit - she's not going to him. She's mine. I turned to Will and said - I'm "belong" to no one. That's not what I meant - he said. I mean that you're mine, your my girl. I said - yes I am. But as being part of Ted's cluster, we have a responsibility to both him and Bill - not to mention Matt. I know - Will said - I just lost my head. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and said - I need to get back. And he was gone.

Brigit looked at me and I shrugged. She laughed and said - he really loves you. You're home to him. I smiled - I know. But what about Ted? Bill? All in due time - for now, you continue to be their white light - their power grid. Will is where you must be right now -- it is something that you know and understand. Yes I said.

Edward showed up - let her get back to work. Brigit laughed and said - you've always been the iron fist. And for a reason - Edward bellowed. LOL -- guides.

Everyone left and here I am.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Will And More Will!

Good Lord, Will's energy is so strong. Much stronger than any energy Bill or Ted have been able to expend towards me or each other thus far. My heart keep racing, my hands are on fire and I have the tickling in my belly - the kind of tickle you get when you see someone that you really like or are attracted to. Now this energy surge has been going on since a week or so ago. And it's constant - there is no fluctuation - no down one second and up the next. It's a constant state of "ON". But - I have noticed that this constant state of "ON" gets stronger every day. So while the energy isn't variable throughout the day, each day it does increase in small increments throughout that day. It's almost as if Will had a light bulb moment and has now turned his attention to making a stronger connection.

Unfortunately, when my computer crashed a few months back, I lost all of the readings I had done on Will (there weren't that many, but still) - one was really very interesting from Maria Shaw, and she doesn't save the readings after she does them. So I have no way to get it back and post it for you guys. But the gist of the reading was once an energy likes ours is connected, there is no turning back. It gets stronger and stronger and there's no way to deny it. The energy is a once in a lifetime connection. It's not an easy match up - there is a huge roller coaster of events that happen with big extremes of good and bad. But then again, being part of a soul cluster/circle is not an easy thing. I want easy -- I want good times noodle salad. But I do want someone who pushes and challenges me -- I think Will could push me to places that no one else could. Why? I don't know -- it's just a feeling I get. Bill too could push me and make me grow - but I don't think he has as much of an impact as Will.

I don't know why I feel that. Maybe because I know that Will is a mentor and that I will learn from him - where both Bill and Ted are learning at the same time as I. And Matt -- well, he's my fun buddy - he has a good job as far as I'm concerned.

Speaking of which - I didn't forget that Matt had a birthday over the weekend - Nov 4th to be exact. He's still a pup in his late 30's:) Happy Birthday Matthew!

I have been a good girl and raising my energy in the morning. I find that it is easier to do when I'm in the shower as opposed to turning off the email. I'm a mail whore - email, snail mail - I just love mail. Can't always get to it to respond, but I love it just the same:) This could be why Will is much stronger- hell, the man could be raising his energy too. And I get a "yes" from my guide Edward. In fact - Edward says that Will has taken it upon himself to learn as much as he can about how to connect. Plus learn about past lives, soul mates and etc.....as he knows he has found someone he has been looking for (which would be me) and now that I've made contact - he's a quandary on what to do now. Life changing things have a way if making someone put on the brakes and think.

If the energy is this strong when we're apart - can you just imagine what it will be like when we're physically in the same room? I have no doubt that this is in the cards (so to speak) and had I not put off contacting him via that letter - this meeting, I'm sure, would have already taken place. But it's a comfort to know that it will.

Just like it will with Bill in 2008. No doubt in my mind - none that he and I will be in the same room and have a very interesting, if not mind blowing, conversation.

And Ted - no doubt in 2008, if not sooner as he will discover that his negative girlfriend has been destroying what I had sent him and has not allowed any correspondence to go through between him and I. Every fiber of my being knows that he has written me, but she threw it away before it could be mailed. He'll come to his senses and realize that the numbers in his phone that are missing, the web sites gone from his computer, the letters not mailed to various people will all have a common denominator - her.

Saw my 1st snowflake of the 2007-2008 snow season today. Of course this 1st flake has many followers:) Not too enthused about the snow. Maybe it's because I'm the one who has to shovel my long drive this year;)

Last night Will was the last person on my mind as I fell asleep and the 1st person I thought of as I contemplated killing my alarm this morning. In between that time, we had a very interesting dream visit. Let me explain -- I walked into an auditorium, with people milling about everywhere. I had a picture in my hands, a picture of Will with short hair (like it normally is) and I was looking for him. I'd pass someone, look at the picture and look at the guy. I didn't talk to anyone, just kept looking.

Then I found a man on the stage, sitting down, that looked like Will. I held up the picture next to his face and he asked if he was the guy in the picture? I said close enough -- you're hair's too long (it was way past his shoulders and in a ponytail), but it's you. So I jumped up on the stage and sat next to him. He asked to look at the picture and I gave it to him -- he said it was an old picture and that he'd been looking for me for a long time. I told him that his eyes would give him away, not matter what the rest of him looked like. He replied -- I was counting on that. So I asked - now what? He replied - we wait.

Then I woke up. I found that dream interesting because I knew who I had to look for, found him, he said he had been looking for me and now that we found one another we had to wait for further instructions. And that last part is something I've felt for some time now -- that I/we won't be getting instructions on what we need to do until we're all together. Plus, it is in line with what Edward said - that Will is at a crossroads and that decisions that he has to make takes some time. But of course with Merlin in my ear right now he says that I have to step up my magic practice and that Will has stepped up his.

I wonder if part of the magic Will has stepped up on is sex magic? Because let me tell you - his libido is almost as high as mine - if not an even keel. I'll comment on that soon in the OBE sex blog:)

And on that note I better go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Harrison Ford, Maria Shaw And Another Benchmark!

Okay - so I'm sick, my son is sick and we've had two days of complete togetherness.He is now bouncing off the walls (which I would assume is a good sign) and I'm just hoping to make it to the walls. Now mind you, it's not as bad as yesterday which was - I pray I can stay off the bed for more than 15 min at a time. So I'm pleased with the improvement. But gosh- I hate being sick and my throat is killing me. I knew when I was trying to give my talk on intuition and I kept messing up on a bunch of words, that I had been talking too much -- and I did -- I talked non stop almost for 3 days straight. No wonder my throat is bugging me. But in the mean time I have a ton of yard work that awaits me -- and waits, and waits. I got a nasty note from postal dude saying I have to do something about the bees near my porch. Now mind you these bees have been there since March - and now he complains. They're almost at the end of their cycle - right? Bees are a sign of good fortune and I really don't want to kill anyone - and potentially kill my good fortune:)

I had a very distrubing dream about Harrison Ford Tues night/Wed Morning and then I woke up Wed being sick. I saw both of my sisters throughout the day and finally the middle sis asked how I was doing (with the good ole hand on my shoulder). I replied - fine, why? Her face went white and she's like oh --- you don't know. Know what-- I asked??? Harrison's dead -- she said. This information, in the real world would be enough to really hit me - same as when my mom found out that Elvis died. The same knock in my gut happened in my dream. Seems - the story was - that Harrison just finished Indy 4 and went out on his boat for some R & R. 4 days after he left, the toothpick (otherwise known as Calistia Flockheart) called in and reported him missing. They went to the boat and discovered he had a heart attack and had been dead for several days. Meaning as soon - almost - he got on the water, he died. I immediately looked at my sis and said that Calistia did it - she poisoned him somehow. That is why she waited so long to make the call. Her excuse for not reporting it sooner was that she thought Harrison wanted time to himself and that's why he wasn't answering her calls.

That made me wake up. I was so upset when I opened my peepers that it didn't surprise me that I didn't feel good. In my dream the news knocked the wind out of my sail and when I was awake, I had no energy. Hearing that HF was dead would almost be as devastating as hearing about Will and Matt being dead - but no one but my son could could come close (or in my son's case beat) the feeling I would get if Bill or Ted were dead. Which got me to thinking.....what in the world is taking so darn long. If we're supposed to meet - and we are - and I passed my benchmarks - then why now is there a hold up? Edward tells me - just now - that I have to be better known 1st. Better known as in how - in what field? He said the how, when and why will take care of it's self as long as I keep pushing myself. Just great -- another benchmark to make. But - he says - that I am on Bill and Ted's radar - so things are drawing closer, not further away. Plus with everything I am doing and writing about - I am getting better well known. One thing lead to another -- the snowball effect.

And Edward says -- love is not on my radar for awhile. But there is a glimmer of hope towards the end of Oct. But bedsides that - nothing pops up until mid next year at the earliest.

I had asked Maria Shaw about life in the next six months and this is what she had to say:

"Your money will be okay...don't worry. You are protected now and nothing will fail. You are actually in a good cycle now and until end of year so don't worry. Your writing is really getting noticed in 2008. You have short stories, computer interest, lots more PR due to your readings, writings and teaching. This next year could be huge for this. You could move in early 2008 or 2009 (all year are great aspects to move).

Even with Neptune on your moon (making you more psychic) and feeling confused, you are able to make wise decisions. You are a lot more stable emotionally that you one would think! Relationships? Possibly meeting someone in late October/November; like minded, party or Halloween thing or even though your work. Just average guy but kinda quirky. Then next year is even better for new romance; especially around birthday time. You will get a check or some money from another source (ex husband?) soon or within days if you already haven't. Also more possibly in late January and onward of 2008. In Feb and lasting until June 2008, you have the greatest chance of getting a book published, getting more recognition, newspaper and articles, more long distance travel and much more teaching becomes available to you as well. Your career then goes gang busters May 2008- July 2008. Don't take a vacation then because you may miss out on good things....very busy then....great job opportunities too. Your biggest disappointment will be friendships. Best year for romance 2010. Marriage? 2012."

In line really with what Edward had to say and what Ethan had said in the past. Humm...marriage in 2012? That sounds okay - not in a big hurry. For my 41st b-day I am actually planning on being in Paris (as in France) so some great romance then would be great!

Ted finally made an appearance the other night - which is about time. I'm amazed what a tender soul he can be when he wants to. Bill - he's MIA. But with both of us working, I don't have time to make the contact (as I'm sure he doesn't have the time either).

I have a couple of dogs staring at me that they have to go "outside potty". Better fly.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Emerald, Citrine And Iolite, Plus Bill And Ted!

Over the weekend Edward kept bothering me about changing my 3 stone pendant. In fact, he's been after me about it ever since he came back on to the scene. But I haven't --- too busy. Well, he wasn't going to take that as an excuse any more and really turned up the volume on Sunday. So I said - fine-- what stones do you want me to use? His response - pick out the ones that call to you. Then sit down and see which ones fit into the existing wrap without much trouble.

I did just that, bring back a nice handful of stone spirits. The ones that fit inside the pendant without much trouble were emerald, citrine & iolite.

Emerald - my birth stone. It enhances memory and stimulates the use of a greater mental capacity. It beings for the choice of "right" action and that action being the only one available. It's helps to quiet the emotions and to bring harmony to life. It can help to spur one to activity and to facilitate intensity and focus ones actions. It will eliminate negativity from ones life and bring for the positive actions required to remain centered and focused on ones lifework. It can bring awareness of the unknown (past, present and future) to conscious recognition, helping to access the laws of order within the universe and to eliminate that which impedes progress. It can bring recognition to one. It opens up the heart chakra and attracts love.

Citrine - this wonderful stone does not hold and accumulate negative energy (like an amethyst), but dissipates and transmutes it, working out the problems on both the physical and subtle levels. It's a "merchant stone", and having one in the cash box, or one in the work environment it produces more income for the merchant - not only bringing wealth in, but maintaining the wealth. It also balances the yin-yang energy and aligns the chakras with the ethereal place. It brings forth creativity, personal power and physical energy. It stimulates both mental focus and endurance. It brings forth the intuitive self and promotes contact with the higher forces of intelligence.

Iolite - It's used in the third eye area for healing, meditation and astral travel. Helps one towards spiritual growth and enhanced visualization techniques. When in contact with the auric field it strengthens and aligns the field with the subtle bodies. It stimulates visions and can influence spirits. Helps to release discord form ones life. It enables one to enjoy each moment and to awaken inner knowledge which has been waiting to be accessed. It is also acts as a compass, helping one have knowledge of directions and directional forces. It can help with the elimination of debts and also can help one accept responsibility to the self.

Interesting combo - don't you think? Especially since I'd been trying to get rid of the negativity (ex husband residue), make more money, dig into my creativity, get focused and ferret out the mysteries of my past lives.

When I put the pendant on -- I kid you not, I walked sideways. I had the hardest time walking in a straight line for several minutes and felt very light headed. It was the stones taking care of my chakras and my energy field. After a few moments I was fine.

The last couple of night Bill and Ted (at the same time) have been in my dreams. Ted is usually being an ass while Bill is somewhat aloof - although not as bad as before - with him asking me 20 questions about my life, what I know about him and I -- etc... Although last night Ted was around for awhile and then Bill and I cut to a nice dream sex visit. I'm curious to see what happens tonight.

My email is out of control - seriously out of control. I must have 500 emails that need my attention. I need 2 of me.

I have a killer headache tonight and my son is coming down with something. I hope it's nothing serious since I'm leaving for MI on Thurs:) I'm looking forward to the conference and getting to teach 2 classes.

Thus far the places I have contacted to help me with my past life research -- nadda -- haven't heard a peep. I find it hard to believe that I cannot find anyone who wants to do this with me. I guess when the time is right, they'll arrive.

Better go get a bit more done before I do my L Word chat:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

A Distrubing Nightmare, A Farmhouse And Ted

As I was going to sleep last night my thoughts were of Bill - I could hear him wanting me to visit. But then my guide Edward jumped in and said no - go to Ted. I'm -- are you sure? He said positive. Okay then.....I walked down my forest path full of pine needles towards my dream portal - Edward walked along with me. I asked him, why Ted? Edward replied - there are many things that do not require extra knowledge - this is one of them.

Edward went away and I stepped through my dream portal. I saw Ted as soon as I entered.

Ted, Bill and I were in a farmhouse with my son. Outside the farmhouse, was a barn -- and I think a UFO - although I am not positive. We were grouped in the kitchen - Bill wasn't speaking to me and Ted was being an ass. He was acting like one would if someone just broke up with them unexpectedly. He was snide and rude. I asked why was he doing this -- he replied that I left him and he's pissed. I told him no -- and he interrupted saying he didn't want to hear any more. There was a woman sitting next to me who kept blowing through something (I think it was hooch) and her breath kept hitting my face. I asked her repeatedly to stop it and she wouldn't. I got mad and decked her. The room went silent like I just punched a high-ranking official or something.

My son and I looked around for a bit -- still Bill not talking (to anyone) and Ted was still being very snide. Somehow my son and I got split up and I was walking down a road from my old neighborhood - I think it was Schlabach down to N. Church. It was raining out - but I wasn't getting wet. A car tried to make a left hand turn from N. onto Schlabach and missed - ending up in the corner house's lawn - I saw another very large car - a rust color- from the 1970's hydroplane over the center and keep moving. The car in the lawn continued on. I crossed the street - I think I was going to my car (?? these roads are in the middle of nowhere in Hartville) when I sensed something and turned around. Standing, facing me -- but I couldn't see his face was a man - he rushed me and before I could do anything he threw me down to the ground. My 1st through was all that karate I took was useless, my 2nd was this guy was going to kill me, 3rd - I knew who he was but I couldn't tell who he was. Then I felt this tingling all over - especially in my head and I woke up. I looked at the clock - it was 2:01 am EST. I was asleep for maybe an 1 15 min.

I laid there trying to figure out who that was -- I know that I know him, but I don't have a clue who it was or why he wanted to hurt me. The sense I got was that it was someone I ignored or pushed to the side - but not on purpose. It wasn't Ted -- but someone else that was in that farmhouse. I just don't know who. I rarely have any bad dreams - especially since the ex and I split. So this one is really bugging me.

I tossed and turned for the rest of the night and got up about 5:30 -- said screw it - I can't sleep anyways.

No clue on this one.....

Crystal Sunshine,
Allie ;)

Gypsy Magic, Edward, Bill, Ted And More!

Can you say AMEN! The DREAM book is finally done and at the printers! Out of the 4 gypsy magic books - this one is the best. I love talking about dreams and astral travel! This is just in time for my divorce hearing next week. Remember, I kept being told in order to go to the next stage in my life, the books had to be done? And -- I had to be divorced? Well -- there you go. Robert - my guide - is such a happy little clam. Now he's pushing me to get going on my TV pilot DREAMERS. And I have to say - yes sir - on this one -- cause every fiber of my body is telling me to move it. I asked Robert -- what about The L Word or Tell Me You Love Me or even The Dead Zone -- what about writing for them? He tells me not to get a head of myself. Damn. At least it wasn't a no way:)

Bill is something else. I swear. Just sitting back, trying to get to the center of me - of my mind - on purpose. He has that need to be "right there". I don't mind it though, he's a creative soul and his muse just melds with mine. I had a really wicked idea for a story that involves Bill, me and other dimensions -- maybe add in the co-dependency of Ted. A supernatural, love, erotic story thriller with violence. It just flowed out from me to my notepad as an outline. The more I think about it -- the more I think about what a kick ass story this is. One thing at a time Allie -- get DREAMERS done 1st. Work on the OBE Sex book next. Of course -- the OBE sex book would flow well with the story. I'd call it an erotic thriller - the new story - not the OBE book.

I have to shift my focus.....

Will. He keeps popping in and out to say - hey - if you have a moment I'd like to remind you that I'm still here. I have something on the table and should be out the door next week in order to get a hold of him. Every fiber of my being knows that as soon as he gets it, he'll act on it. Maybe that's why I keep putting it off -- kind of like the oh crap - what do I do now? But now, it's not a crap - what do I do? I know what to do -- and I can do -- that is a very freeing feeling!

I've been trying to focus in on Ted the last several days -- but Bill won't let the connection last very long. So today I'm going to blast through (so to speak) and send Ted some energy. He's really low on the energy -- he gets this way if he and I haven't been connected in a while. He/we could have the on connection always like Bill and I have graduated to - but Ted still has some issues to work through before he can get to that stage. He close - so close -- but not close enough. It would help matters if he would just dump the soul-sucking vampire he's been with the last two years. But he hates to be alone. When I asked Ethan about this - I'm single now - if Ted knows this (and he does) then why doesn't he dump the negative entity and contact me? Ethan tells me that Ted knows there is no way in hell Bill would sit back and let this happen. And Ted's love for both you and Bill far outweighs the love he has for himself. That said, he prays that you both will allow him in your lives as a good friend.

I'm amazed on how much my gifts have grown over the last year. You might have noticed that I no longer have to do a session to get messages or see visions/images. I never had to do a session when it pertained to doing a reading for someone. But when it dealt with me and my life - I always had to hit a session of some sort in order to extract information. It's nice that I don't have to now. At least there's something in my life that I don't have to work so darn hard at any longer.

But that aside - I can feel the pull of a handful of guides - so it's just easier to go into a session.

As soon as I started, there was Ted, bigger than life. But he was back a bit - stuck in a haze or mist. I could hear Ethan tell me to raise my energy as high as I could get it. I just stood there and stared at Ted -- his energy aura around him was weak and what was there was a brownish black. It was heart breaking to see someone in such a stage - especially someone like him who has such a giving heart. Ted laid down on a bed (not his - he's not at home). With my feet planted firmly on the ground, I imagined a plank of energy going around me - slow at 1st and as it increased speed I increased the distance of it from my body. As the plank moved out - a white energy hugged the middle between us. As that moved out into the ethers - I placed myself in a glass tube, having it close to my body and started it to go around clockwise. Faster and faster it went - still relatively close to my body. On the outside of that tube - I took another glass tube and made it go counter clockwise. When my energy is being raised to this level - my tummy always feels really odd - like I'm heading down that 1st roller coaster hill. When I can feel my astral body wanting to go exploring - I stop the energy raising. I focused my energy to go out through my hands and into Ted. As the energy moved into him - he groaned and tossed and turned, finally resting on his back.

Not sure how I got there - but I was straddling Ted, with my hands on his chest looking down. His eyes flew open and it was as if he could look right at me. His green eyes seemed to grow wide and looked onto mine. He said "Oh God Allie" and I was whisked back out of there - back next to Ethan. I watched as my energy infused Ted -- making all of the brownish black drift away. His energy aura grew in size and strength. A blackness left his body from the middle of his back.

He got up and walked over to a pill bottle. He stared at it for a few seconds, opened a drawer and threw them in. I looked at Ethan and he said that they were tranquilizers. Ted walked out of the room.

I turned and there stood, Ethan, Robert, Jezell and Brigit. I asked what did I do to garner so much attention? Robert said that they were there to let me know how proud they are on the progress I have made. Brigit said that the 4 of them will be right next to me, helping me through the next step. It's time to progress further - Ethan commented. Jezell told me to turn around ,there there was someone new I had to meet.

I turned and was face to face with a man in violet. He had on a long - velvet-like violet robe, open in the front. Underneath he wore an outfit of white with a high, but open collar. His hair is pure white and very short/cropped - almost like a business man's hair cut. His face was chiseled - high cheek bones and dark blue eyes. He extended his hand and said that his name was Edward. I looked at him and replied - but haven't we met before? In this life? He smiled and said yes - I'm glad you remembered. He tells me to walk with him.

As we walk I can see Bill right next to us following us. I comment about Bill and Edward said that I'd better get used to it. Bill will always be on the outskirts of my energy just like I him - when we are not physically in the same room. It's our telepathic connection - it's an constant "on". I asked about the man I saw a glimpse of in all red. Edward tells me that he is Abraham and I will meet him next - when the time is ready.

We arrive in my magic room - the one where Merlin always is. And there he was - Merlin. I asked why am I being doubled teamed? Merlin laughed and said that Edward's the brains and he's the brawn of this operation. Merlin chuckled - Edward didn't.

I am told that the time is now for me to expand in to greater magical practice. Edward said that what I do - my purpose in this life - will affect everyone on the planet. Merlin jumped in and said that I must get a hold of Will - there is much to do. Will and I are to start to come here - consciously (as we have been for some time unconsciously) to our magic room and start to prepare. We are to do our magic on the astral level. I asked about the physical level - Merlin said that yes it would work - but the real power is not in the 2 dimensional physical world - but in the multi dimensional world of the planes -- which is accessed astrally. Is there anything I should do 1st? I asked? Get Will to call you - Edward replied. They didn't care how I do it -- but it must be done now. Time is of the essence. Will and I need to be in conscious, physical contact. It's not a need or a want -- it's a must.

I asked if this has anything to do with bring Atlantis back into the physical dimension. They tell me that in time all will be revealed. Don't get ahead of myself.

And with that the session was over.

Gee - nothing like adding the pressure on!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)