Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dream Visits: Dreams, Past Live Memories Or The Future?

Will no longer feels like a tidal wave, he's a constant contact now. One that is so life affirming. I wish I could explain what this feels like to those who have not found this type of connection. It's a powerful energy - a life force that is no way shape or form can be denied, no matter if I wanted to deny it I couldn't. Granted, this same connection is with both Bill and Ted - but with Will, it's just different. It's like Bill and Ted are two apples and Will is an orange. Will can and will open me up to possibilities that I had never thought were achievable. My path with him is different than my path with Bill and Ted yet they are all connected or flow into one another. I won't say that I'm not confused here - because I am. It's like go here - do this....no..instead run over here and try this -- no, no, no...you forgot to do this over here first....yadda...yadda.....it can drive a person mad.

I had an interesting telepathic connection with Will today. I could hear the rummaging of papers, and him humming a song. I asked what is he doing...and all stopped for a second. I hear -- hello? So I asked again.....what are you doing? He asks - is this Alison? I said yes Will, it is. He says - I'm trying to figure out who you are. I told him - you found me, you should already know who I am. He says - one would think that, wouldn't they. I can't remember more than a flash at a time. I told him to keep working on it - it'll all come to him. He said that he was getting a headache and needed to break off for a bit. We said our good-byes and went our separate ways.

My dreams last night were really odd and disturbing. At one point I was in a stone fortress with a bunch of other people - we were protecting ourselves from some outside power or mob of people. It was important that none of us go outside the safety of the stone walls. The walls were holding back whomever or whatever was out there -- it was a very strong wall. But our fortress was supposed to be a secret - we were a secret society. I remember asking a man if I could go to the tower and frighten the power away with some magic. I was immediately chastised by saying that and thrown into a dungeon. I escaped the dungeon by saying a spell (wish I could remember what words I used) and left the fortress by means of a secret passage.

I was in a neighborhood and on a side walk looking up at a blue house. The front lawn had a slight hill to it from the sidewalk to the lawn. Up on the left there was a person in a wheelchair who waved hi to me. I knew who they were and I started to wave back. From the right of the lawn came this woman in a gray dress telling the wheelchair person not to talk to me. I said to her -- why are you doing this? I'm still the same person? She came over to me and told me to go away and never come back, I'm no longer wanted here. The person in the wheelchair though wanted to talk to me. I was with a person (not sure male or female) who tugged at my arm and told me that we needed to get out of here before we were spotted.

Then I am at a farm house and I see a bunch of stuff (suitcases, coats, a lap top) on a table & chair next to the back door. I see someone -a woman - picking a bunch of stuff up and I ask -- where are you going? She says that they're getting out of here while they can. She races out with a bunch of stuff in her hands. I yell -- wait for me -- and I grab what is left and race out of the house. Only problem here is when I left the house...the earth started to rumble and split apart, a fierce wind picked arrived and threatened to blow me into the cracks in the earth -- which were molten lava. The scene reminded me of Superman -- the 1st one with Christopher Reeve, when his planet was coming apart. The ground shook, shifted - lava spit up. The property was determined to keep me there. I couldn't see the people who I was leaving with -- but I remember hoping that they got away. I threw down the stuff and yelled -- if you want me to stay you're going to have to do better than that. I said some words in a language I do not consciously know and was surrounding the place in a while light. Angels by the thousands arrived - it felt like a good ole show down between good and evil. Then I woke up.

Dang it.

It was all so strange and so vivid. I could feel the heat -- feel that wind on me....feel the pain in my heart when I was ejected by that woman in the gray dress. Everything was right there when I awoke.

BTW....hubby passed his doctor appointment with flying colors. Seems that they took a few dozen polyps out of his sinuses at the surgery and he doesn't have cancer! What he has is a rare form of bacterial sinus infection that I guess doc's in this area never see. So he's on some high dosage meds and he'll be fine. Thank you for al who had sent all of the white light, well wishes and kind words.

I hear the movie "Ghost" on downstairs -- I think I'll go watch!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)