Gabreael, Dreams And I Need Structure!

I had my twice a year reading today with Gabreael. As always it's great to talk to her. My friend Dave came through, he likes to keep an eye on me - Mitch, an ex boyfriend just stood back to let me know he was there. Both my grams came through. Gram T was there first, she watches me and likes how I'm living my life, Gram P butted in and has been around a lot in the past six months for support. She's in my dreams a lot. 2009 will be a better year - it's a year of renewal and regeneration. I'm supposed to hang in there - have hope for tomorrow.

Health - I need to back off of caffeine (which I have been already), keep an eye on my ovaries, watch my neck (future arthritis) and be careful with my lower back. Money wise - Gab saw a tight fist - meaning money will keep to be tight, but I will have enough every month to make ends meet. I will also get some extra money come in the 1st qtr of 2009. Career wise - scripts will go through, but Gab saw a U-Haul, she took it as I'll be in for the long haul (meaning it's going to be awhile). I took it as moving. Maybe it's a combo of both. She said one script will go before the others. I need to finish the OBE book (yepper) and then get started on my next book. Guides suggested that I add some sort of certification to my coaching - may make it easier for me to get speaking engagements.

I have to get my tush in gear on Keen and Liveperson - that will pay for the certification. I'm a person who needs a schedule - structure - to make things work. I can't understand why I cannot come up with a set schedule on when I should work when. I could do readings in the evenings - but I have to set in a time to relax. I can't work from the time I roll out of bed, until I roll back into bed. There has to be a happy medium that I can find.

Paul Newman is having fun being a guide in training :)

As for love...SIGH...she said that I have to get out and about more and meet people. To get back on the dating sites (personally I don't want to). She doesn't see me with anyone serious until the end of 2009. That's not saying I haven't met that person yet - it's just that it won't turn to serious until the end of 2009. Oh - she also said he'd be a white collar worker. The guides wouldn't tell her anything else. Which is fine because I don't want to get set on whoever I'm supposed to be serious with - like they should have a certain look, in a certain job and so forth. They'll be who they'll be.

Hummm...we'll have to see about everything. As always she's dead on about my deceased relatives and friends. Time will tell for everything else. I like getting readings from her - she pushes me like I push people - so that I get in gear.

My dreams last night were very busy. It's almost as if in my dreams I'm trying to help everyone I can't get to in the waking life. I kept hearing the phone ring in my dreams and it would wake me up. But there were no phones ringing in my bedroom. I remember going from situation to situation helping people make changes in their lives. I didn't know anyone that I ran in to - to my, everyone was a stranger. I did meet one older woman who looked at me and said - I knew someday you'd come. Many times I just sat there and talked to people - I would show them a TV screen of what could be and what will be if they don't make changes. Most of the time though, I would simply put my hands on the person and I could see different colors of light go through me to the person. Each person would have a different combination of colored light. I think that the phone ringing was my signal that someone else needed me.

I can feel something's about to break loose. I have no idea what - or if its good or bad - but I can feel something below the surface.

Time to get my shower and off to bed...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Update On Gab's Reading!

I'm a firm believer that only three things are certain in life: change, our physical death and our destiny markers. Anything else is up for grabs. So what did Gab say? Grams T immediately came through and she said that she's been watching and knows what's going on. Very proud of me and what I've done thus far. Old boyfriend Mitch says hi and that he visits me in my dreams a lot. She mentioned a very quiet energy around me - someone who is just hovering and watching. When I asked her to describe more - she described Bill:)

Guides Robert and Jezell were around. Showed Gab that I had a very long and bumpy road behind me filled with rocks, pot holes and curves. In front of me was a nice straight road with the sun coming up. The worst for love, career and money are behind me.

I asked about Heath -- she sat there for a second and said -- why are they showing me Heath Ledger? I said because that's the correct Heath. Seems that he just loves to talk to me (yep I know) and will hang around with me until I tell him that I've had enough. I went and asked about all these people who I keep helping in my dreams. She said that I'm a Spiritual Mentor.

2007 - 2008 is all about reorganization, getting priorities in a row and discovering me. 2010 is my career, money and love year - although 2009 is better in all three than 2008 was and the last 1/2 of 2008 is better than now.

Asked about my project for Nickelodeon - she said if this doesn't fly exactly how I want it to try again - as it will get picked up. DREAMERS - looks like the 2nd place we send it to takes it and she suggested we send it to Steven Spielberg and his new paranormal channel.

She told me to go get a check up - didn't like the way my ovaries looked/felt. She kept sensing a lot of heat. And since Ovarian cancer has killed just about every female on my mom's side - it's time for a check up.

Will & Ted - both soul mate, kindred spirits - but neither man is long-term in this life. They are both more of a thorn in my side.
Bill - soul mate, kindred spirit - he stays by my side closer than Will or Ted. Our history has more past - more than Will and I even though Will and I are older souls - I've been with Bill in more lives. She said that he is not good for me. In fact none of the three are because we will keep battling for who is in charge (gee really). But she never said that he wasn't long-term, just that being with him will not be easy.

I'm going to have a string of lovers starting sooner rather than later -- and eventually I will settle down again - but not till 2010.

I have to finish the OBE sex book - sooner rather than later. Business will be even busier with Gypsy Advice.

My son is very restless and needs a constant outlet for his energy. If not - then he's prone to turn to drugs & alcohol when he's older.

And that's about it.

It's nice to know that what's in front of me is sunnier than what I have already been through:) It's also nice to know that the guys will be as difficult as I thought they would.

But damn it Will! SIGH. At least tomorrow is Thursday!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Strange Letter, Thursday And The Guys!

Okay -- it takes a lot for me to stand back and say - WTF? But this is a bit out there -- even for me. Now you have been following the Bill, Will and Ted saga - right? If not - read below this entry and get acquainted or this tid bit I'm about to say won't mean squat to you.

Tracey emailed me yesterday - all freaked out - and very perplexed. Seems she received a letter in the mail with no return address - postmarked in RI. Inside there was a single sheet of nice white stationary paper and on it, written with a fine black marker, was:

See you on Thursday.

The writing was neat - good penmanship. No signature - no nothing.

Ah yeah -- I would've freaked too.

Could it be one of the 3? There's always a chance. Who else would it be? She and I think it's the same person - Bill. I told her that if Bill shows up on her doorstep - after she regains consciousness she is to give him my address and tell him to start driving - lol:)

Neither Tracey or I think it's him 100% - we're about 95% sure. Now I really can't wait for tomorrow!

I spent a good part of the day planting raspberries, blueberries, strawberries and grapes. Tonight I'll put in my tomatoes, peppers and corn. I'm tired already:) I just hope everyone lives...Sometime - maybe tomorrow - I have to go out and trim things: trees, shrubs -- they're a bit out of control.

Very soon today - I'm going to be getting a ready from my friend Gab. I get a reading from her about once a year - she's great with talking to the deceased and for communicating with your guides. I have a whole range of questions to ask her (and yes, Will, Bill and Ted are among them) and I'm really curious to hear what the deceased has to say. I wonder if Heath will show up? I normally ask about the guys -and I asked last year she said:

Will: will meet in 2008 - mind blowing experience.
Bill: Has been to my web site dozens of times. Has no idea what to do or to make of the situation.
Ted: Gab wanted to know if I had met him. He was very strong around me. Seems that when I get a reading - people always ask if he and I have talked.

I get that always about Ted -- and he's the 1 I haven't met! I seriously will pass out when he's in front of me some day. I hope I'm already sitting down when he walks into the room.

What else did Gab say last year? Oh that I have a lot of love around me, I'm never alone and that although things will be tight - money wise - everything will work out and I will always have enough to make ends meet. Love wise - alone for 2007 - most of 2008 until fall of 2008. That's when I find someone who will treat me like a queen and I will know what it is like to experience heaven on earth. In the meantime though I will be very experimental sex wise. This has to be about the explosion of OBE sex I've had this last year....

I'll let you know what she says this time around:) She really is amazing calling out people by name (all you do is give her your name - that's it) talks about how they know you and how they died - then messages delivered. She's really very good.

Okay - must run - will be talking to her in a few.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Astral Sex, Dreams, Finding Help And Ted!

Don't forget to catch me in, Sex With Allie, with Gabreael live during "A Glimpse Through The Veil ", tonight, Feb 14th from 9 - 10 pm EST!
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Gab and I are chat it up on one of my favorite subjects - sex. Physical sex, astral sex...no holds bar sex. But knowing us, who knows where this conversation could go! Stop by ask questions, get involved or just say hi:)

If you have a question for me (We were swamped with astral sex questions the last time I was on, so yes this is a no holds bar show. Ask away) please email Gabreael to ask me on the air at:

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The chat on The L Word's Second Life went well Monday night until the grid crashed and we all got kicked off. We were right in the middle of talking about some really cool sex toys too - humph! But I will be back next week - maybe at a later time - 10:00 pm EST. It's up to me if I want the time change and I'm considering it. I'll let you know.

Snow - man did we get nailed. I haven't seen it this bad in at least 10 - 15 years. It's not as bad here as in upstate NY. But it is still bad enough to have businesses shut down and the kids off from another day of school. My kid is liking these snows days way too much:)

I've tried 3 or 4 times to go into a session today and it just isn't happening. All I keep seeing is me being very very busy - writing, speaking and doing radio shows (my own and being a guest on others). Then it all goes dark and I hear Jezell tell me to 1) hire a manager 2) hire a publicist 3) hire a assistant. Now, I think all ideas are great. BUT - where would one find a manager that would manage my readings (book me for psychic fairs), schedule workshops, manage my books, my screenplays, my writing, my column, my blogs, podcast and hopefully upcoming radio show? Where does one find a creative metaphysical manager? I don't have a clue either. The publicist would be great - but I'd like to find one who wouldn't charge an arm and a leg and also the assistant -- but again, money plays in. Maybe I could live with the assistant and the publicist? I don't have a clue. But I cannot get any further than this, so it must be pretty damn important that I do something if the Divine wall not let me past this point today. So it's all under advisement.

Now Will has taken a back seat for now, and Bill is coming in and out. Seems like Bill's busy, but he wants to stay in touch. I keep hearing him tell me that no soul flies closer to me than him - no soul. Ted - he is staying in my energy field but on the outskirts. It's weird, because I can feel him, but he's not "right there" which is what I'm used to when it comes to one of the guys hanging out. I asked him if there is something that I could do for him - since he is hanging about. And he simply replies that he needs the comfort of my energy. He won't elaborate and I'm not going to push. He was in the tail end of my dream visits last night. He had to go to work but didn't want to. We were in what appeared to be an underground lake, man made. And there was a huge cement tunnel that he had to go through that he didn't want to. He, I and someone else were in the water and he said he had a butt cramp. So here I am massaging his butt when I wake up. I had to laugh. That was a first.

Now my dreams are still going on that hotel theme. Every night I am in a hotel getting ready to check out. They are all nice hotels and I know that I am there for work. This last one though had me climb into a two person, light green metal elevator with a Hispanic man. He fiddled with this pressure gauge in it and up we went, 9 stories. I had my eyes closed and he said not to worry that nothing would happen to me. Then we shot under the busy roads in some old, yet sturdy tunnel and came out on the other side of the roads at a very old brick building. When I asked him what this used to house, he said it was the old Westinghouse plant - and so was the place we just came from. The elevator system was used to get people back and forth between the two plants. He jumped up and went to find the part that would fix whatever I needed to get into in order to get home. I had to stay there and guard the elevator, which after we shot out of this tunnel was horizontal and not vertical.

Now my grandfather, William (we called him Bill), worked for Westinghouse as a young man. I don't know if that ties into anything, but I knew that connection as soon as I awoke. The other part of my dreams I remember is that I was driving and took the wrong expressway - I took 77N instead of 71N. Now when it came to a spot for me to do a u-turn, I did, in front of a State Highway Patrol post and as I did it I saw a sign that had I kept going straight the next exit would have taken me to 71N. I heard a voice tell me that I'm taking the long way but I'll make my destination and if I want to speed things up, it is in my control.

Also - last night while I'm remembering -- I was a bank teller again and my drawer was 36 dollars short. But I knew that was BS and so did everyone else. I kept telling them it was a computer glitch. Now when I was a bank teller in real life - many years ago - my drawer did come up short $900 and we were having computer problems that day. I never took the money- yet I was written up for it. About a year or so after I quit the bank - I found out that the head teller had been manipulating the computers and stealing money. Guess I know where that $900 went!

One last thing before I go -- Ted keeps wanting me to go back to the meadow with him. He's ancy about it -- I keep telling him that it is not a good idea for him to ever go back there without all of us with him - not just me. He is insistent that there is something there for just me and him -- but I have no urge to go.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex With Allie

Not to be confused with Sex WITH Allie! I'm not having sex with anyone during this radio show!

Catch me with Gabreael live during "A Glimpse Through The Veil." on Feb 14th from 9 - 10 pm EST!

Gab and I are chat it up on one of my favorite subjects - sex. Physical sex, astral sex...no holds bar sex. Stop by and give us a listen to! But I recommend that if you have children, they should be no where around!

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