Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

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I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A River, Faith And A White Light!

Today starts my weekly mediation session with Tracey -- and what a great session I just had! I placed myself on the floor with three crystals around me and my healing wand in my hands. As soon as I sat with that healing wand my hands got zapped with the energy that was going through my body and then the wand.

As soon as I started the session I had a sensation of flying. I was flying up- up -up through the clouds. When I landed, I did so in the woods, by a rushing river. It was overcast and rather dismal looking. I glanced over and there was Will. I asked him what was he doing here? He told me that he laid down for a nap and here he was. Will had on all white. When I looked down at myself so did I.

Across the raging river I saw Bill and Ted. They too were dressed in all white. Behind them was a light. Over to my right and up in the sky I could see Tracey in a ball of white light - hovering and watching what was going on. Her hands were outstretched and she had an amazing white light coming from her and around her. I also saw three peace doves around Tracey's white light - flying with her.

Bill and Ted wave Will and I to come over. We look down at the rushing water and we both know that there is no way we can get across. We then hear a voice that says -- have faith. We make sure that the other one heard that voice - and we did. Will says this must mean that we can get across if we have faith that we can. He grabs my hand and I tell him that I'm scared. He replies that he will never let anything happen to me. That he will be there to make sure I am safe. I glance across the river and Bill and Ted are walking away - towards the light.

Will and I take a deep breath and step onto the water - we don't sink! Hand and hand we walk over the water to the other side. Once on land - we glance back at the dark shore where we just came from. I ask Will if he noticed what way Bill and Ted went? He didn't see. But I can see a light in the distance. coming from a cave and we move towards it. We enter the cave and it is so very dark and cold. I call out their names and I can hear Bill replies that they are on the other side of the cave. How do we find you? I hear Ted reply - follow the light. And that's where I see it - a light in the distance.

Will and I make our way towards the light. It's a tough go, many boulders to climb over, some rough stones to maneuver over, some water - I slip, Will catches me. We get to a section and I can see the light, but it looks like it is straight down. Both Will and I slip and go falling down this very bumpy and rocky passage way - when we got to the bottom - Will broke my fall. I asked if he was okay - and we both hurt - but were fine. Now we saw the light up above us and we knew we had to climb. With Will behind me - we move up the rocky wall. Sometimes slipping, sometimes getting a decent grip. A few times when I slipped - Will was there to stop me from falling any more.

We kept following the light and the more we followed it - the bigger it got. We finally hit a straight surface and went walking through - hand and hand towards the light. When we reached the light we reached the end of the cave. The other side was wonderful - light - joyous. I could see angels everywhere - birds, animals, plants, trees -- it had such a good feeling to it.

Ted and Bill both hug us. Ted said - I told you we'd be here when you made it through to the other side. Bill went on to say - make through the pain and this is what you have to look forward to. Will jumped in -- and I will be with you every step of the way.

Jesus came over to me and told me that he has missed me. That he has watched me struggle in the darkness. There has always been a light for me to see - but sometimes I had blinders on and could not see help when it was offered. Everything that is happening to you is a gift he said. Everything is a test - a lesson and is making you into the person you are meant to become. Do not struggle so much against the darkness - rather work through it and you will see the light. Follow the light as it will lead you down your path. That I have a light, love and a new path to look forward to. In the distance I can see the castle that I had many visions on in the past - it is the castle with my healing center.

I can see Tracey still in a big ball of white energy with the doves. She smiles and me and fades from view. The guys tell me how much they love me and one by one they fade away.

And I'm done:)

I defiantly get what this session means - about what is coming up from me and that I will make it. I understand it all and I have really been working on seeing all of this as a gift. I know why it is all happening - but it's that Taurus part of me that hates change:)

BTW...I have noticed a large group of new people are reading this blog - welcome! Just an FYI that I do not use real names in this blog EXCEPT for me, Tracey and Will. It is also noted that all of my interactions with these real people have taken place on the astral plane, in dreams and by telepathic connection. The only person that I have physically ever met is Bill and that was many years ago.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Riding The Rapids And It Was A Test!

Bill has been reaching out all morning. I've been putting him off seeing that my energy is supposed to be elsewhere - but he is very insistent.

As soon as I start my session I am taken to a fallen log by a river. The water in the river is moving pretty rapidly and there are a series of rapids - starting small and getting larger - down the way a few yards. I can see the rapids end into calm water.

I sit down on the log and listen to the rushing water. It really does sound calming, yet invigorating all at once. Bill arrives and sits next to me. We both sit in silence for a few, just listening to the music of the water. Finally he speaks - how are you? I manage a weak smile - shitty. How are you? He chucks a bit and replies - the same.

I turn to face Bill. Why are you here? Why were you around all weekend? He reaches out to have his fingers lightly caress my left cheek. Because you need me -- and no matter what is said, if you need me than I'm here.

What I need is for you to pick up the phone and call me. What I need is to hear your voice - your physical voice.

What about me - will I do? - says a very familiar British voice.

I turn and there is Ted, smiling -- he sits down on the other side of me and gives me a hug. I tell him that his voice will always work:)

All three of us sit and stare at the water. I comment - the words 'Remember The Titans' are coming to mind. You don't think that ---

Ted says - what can they do?

Bill replies - keep us apart longer.

I bury my head in my hands -- I'm thinking to myself that this is all I need, more stress. I'm a pressure cooker as it is. Both guys rub my back.

Jesus appears in front of us, bathed in the most splendid of white lights -- he's almost blinding. We get to our feet immediately. He motions for us to sit back down and we do.

I ask - are we in trouble?

Jesus smiles - no child, he says, there is only love where you three are concerned.

Bill gets that "I get it" look in his eyes and says - this was a test, wasn't it?

Ted mummers something like a British slang or two under his breath......

Jesus nods. Yes, and you passed. We knew that your love for one another was stronger than anything. But you had to know it too.

I chime in -- and now we do.

Jesus smiles (he has the most healing smile that I have ever seen).

I continue -- but what about Will?

Jesus gets serious and responds - you need to meet him, that was no test but a must. Too many souls depend on your physical connection. And these two (he nods to Bill and Ted) are to help you by sending connecting energy to the two of you -- this will help to facilitate a meeting by the end of the calendar year.

And this water -- I ask -- who is it supposed to represent?

Jesus says - you. See how the water moves into the rapids and into the calm waters? I nod. This is you now (points to the part before the rapids) over the next several weeks your life will move through the rapids and arrive into the calm. A test for you in the show of strength is among you. You will persevere.

And with that Jesus leaves.

Bill looks at me and asks - did you feel a shift in my energy lately? I reply - yes, as soon as you said that you had to break contact -- it was almost as if you had an "ah-ha" moment. He nods - that's because I did. I had a vision of making a higher connection with you - I saw the energies intertwine around one another.

Ted says - and I had a vision of the three of us in some sort of ancient attire, at an altar and it looked like one person was marrying us to one another.

In the distance I can hear my husband calling me -- he needs my help. I tell the men that I will see them later.

And I was done.

I'm drained today -- I could really use a nap. Too bad I have no time for one. Off to help the hubby.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)