George, Will And Tid Bits!

I make some kickin` salsa. I really do. The salsa I made for the family gathering turned out great - but not as good as normal. Why? Because I used store bought tomatoes and not my own since I don't have any -- yet.

My son was jamming to ABBA this weekend -- I had to laugh -- since I was about his age when I started listening to him. He wants to go see Mamma Mia. Not sure if I'll take him or wait for the DVD -- not much of a musical type of gal. Also I'm not sure when I'll see the Dark Knight. Heath has been nice enough to say he'll watch it with me - which I appreciate - but do I really want to feel his energy while he's on the screen? I know me - I'll cry.

I'm a geek. Yes - this is something we all know -- but I out did myself this morning. After I did the podcast I messed around with the software that I record with and discovered that this place also records video podcasts. Well I have a web cam on my computer - never used. So I recorded a video of me being - well me. I laughed my ass off watching it. But no - you won't see it - I deleted it. I had toyed with the idea of doing a video podcast. Doubtful, but you never know:) I had gotten a laptop with a cam just in case I ended up dating someone who I wouldn't see all of the time because of work travel. I thought it would be a good way to communicate. But of course 1st I have to date in order to use the cam:) Which means I have to find someone.

Speaking of finding someone - last week my son and I were in the grocery store and I saw someone that I had coffee with last year (we hit it off immediately - but he was still hung up on his soon-to-be ex so it never went anywhere) and as soon as he saw me he turned and almost ran over someone trying to get away so that I wouldn't see him. WTF? We kept going down the isles and he did everything in his power to let me know that he didn't want a thing to do with me. Wow. I thought to myself - what in the hell did I ever do to you? But I ignored him and my son had no idea that there was even anyone around that I knew. As much as I deal with people - they still baffle me.

Okay - now that I have electric again -- I can continue...

I was working on my podcast this morning -- and when I went to put in what the "Deal of the Week" was - Iris said "no". I'm like - why not? She said - you need to put in spells. I growled at her -- magic? Why? Can't we go to healing if you want me to add something? She said nope - it's magic. But I thought I was done writing/casting it? Nope -- she said, and then Merlin jumped in -- you were just on a mini vacation. You have work to do.

Oh for Pete sakes -- really writing and casting spells again? Iris said - it's Will, that's your common past life connection, besides the love, and if he is to recognize that on his side, then he has to get the feel for it from your side. What affects one of you effects the other. So if you are back into practicing magic - then he will sense it and do the same. Merlin said - expect to visit me in the dreamscape every night until further notice. Iris chimed in - you and Will have to be together, it's written in your soul contracts, so if he is not coming forth with what he already knows, maybe the pull of magic (not by doing a spell on Will, but by doing magic period) will pull him to you.

So those two leave and I fix the deal of the week to reflect what they said. Wa-la. Will arrived. Energy speaking - of course. He had a rather sheepish - yet adorable - look on his face. We exchanged some small talk -- and then as he was leaving I asked - talk to you soon? He smiled and said yes.

Now during my power outage and before my crackberry started to run out of juice - Tracey and I exchanged readings. I asked about many things - one in particular was George -- I'm trying to figure out how he fits in with everything....here is that IM exchange:

Tracey Loper: George seems to be the one that has some key element of bringing you all together -----------and I sense this has to do with his energy and power of charisma - its like he seems to have a way of standing up to Bill even - I see Bill bowing up to George and George just saying give it your best shot - I am going to still be standing when you get done - so get it out

Tracey Loper: He can talk to Bill

Tracey Loper: He's got this way of relating to anyone

Tracey Loper: talking anyone into anything

Tracey Loper: he's sharp

Tracey Loper: and quick minded and thinks on his feet and he seems to be able to do anything he puts his mind to

Tracey Loper: G already knew about you

Tracey Loper: before you knew about him

Tracey Loper: he's known of you

Tracey Loper: and has waited on you

Tracey Loper: wondering when you would get tired of all the blondes

Tracey Loper: lol

Allie: Does he realize that when I write about george that it is him

Tracey Loper: he does

Tracey Loper: he knows

Tracey Loper: its like its about time

Allie: So do we have a soul connection?

Tracey Loper: yes allie

Tracey Loper: you live on the wrong side of the country I think

Tracey Loper: all your people gather in cali

Tracey Loper: lol

Tracey Loper: some on both coasts

Allie: Closer than the other 3?

Tracey Loper: I am not sure about closer -- no -- but you seem to get support from him

Tracey Loper: as a pattern

Tracey Loper: he's a leading man

Tracey Loper: but not the lead man

Tracey Loper: whatever that means

Tracey Loper: in some ways

Tracey Loper: you support the other three

Tracey Loper: more than they support you

Tracey Loper: but G is support for you

Tracey Loper: that's what I get

Allie: So he's on the same level as the other 3...or maybe 2 if will is my other half

Tracey Loper: yes

Allie: And he supports me

Tracey Loper: He seems to be consciously aware of you

Tracey Loper: like he has been

Tracey Loper: for some time

Tracey Loper: and yes

Tracey Loper: I get jealousy around G for Will

And before any of you ask -- yes, me and Will still together, etc....once I get my arse out of Ohio:)

So George seems to have some sort of close connection like the other 3. Who knows...but it is nice to know that when he reads this blog that he knows that when I say George it's him and when Will reads this -- he knows it's him. I wonder if Will and George have it figured out who Will and George are? Humm....

Now George showed up - energy wise - after that reading - as I was just sitting outside trying to stay cool with no electric. He showed up and I asked him - any chance we'll ever be romantic? He said no. I said damn. His reply - it's not up to me. It's not - I asked? Would you ever do anything to hurt Will? An easy answer - no. He said - there you go, you with anyone, including me would hurt Will and you'd never be able to do that and just be his friend. Of course If you ever change your mind, I'd like to be the 1st to know. Yeah -- I thought -- I'd never hurt Will intentionally. So George is right. But I still said damn to him again -- and he laughed. He said - as long as you and I are alive, there's always a chance. Then he faded from view...

No news from Nickelodeon yet.

Heard from the vet today - Brodie's heart is fine (thank goodness). I just have to keep an eye on his breathing.

No news about my son's brain EEG.

Haven't had time to think about new readings.

Now sure what I'm doing about Cheat Peeps - so stay tuned.

Off to make dinner!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Tracey, Ethan And Merlin!

Okay, it doesn't fall on deaf ears that all of this is coming at me on the solstice. Ethan just popped up - he leans in and whispers: be ready, the damn about to break loose and you're going to get catapulted forward. Go with the flow, don't resist, analyze or judge - just go with it.

And he disappeared. Now he showed up the other evening as I was flowing asleep and told me to be patient. Now this...

Merlin also just arrived and said that he wants me to meet him...here go my hands again (see previous entry)..wow are they hot. I'm in Merlin's cave - in the magic room. He grabs my left hand and wants me to stand in between two large crystals. When I'm on the crystals, he chants in a language I don't know --but in English it translates to: You are free. He draws a star on my third eyes and a triangle within a circle on my crown chakra. Wow - what a jolt of energy that is -- then I'm back here again.

I'm not sure what that meant or what it did. But I find it interesting that Merlin showed up right after Ethan sneaked in and said that the damn is about to break loose. Now I am getting a headache - a pounding one.

Tracey just emailed me back about Will - I had asked her if she removed the negativity from his energy field:

Yes, a lot in fact - he had a lot of dark black smoky stuff - and sludge that was removed. His chakras were a mess to say the least. I am going to do another chakra BCC next week to be sure I got all the dark spots in his chakras and to be sure they are still functioning properly. I am going to do some more healing on him on Sunday between 9-11 PM. I am actually putting him on my schedule so that I do not forget and do it when I have time! :)

I forgot to mention in the previous post that Will actually did show up last night and apologize for being so nervous and scatterbrained.

Must get back to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Powerful Stone Trio, Destiny Markers And Telepathic Connection!

Ahh..the start of Spring Break..my son is in heaven - me, while I love having him around, I swear he's a brain sucker. Are all kids like this? I know at some point in time I had some intelligence, but I swear I can't seem to find it when he's around - or any focus. Okay - I think the focus is just me -- but the brain power sucking out of...yadda...that's him:) So for the next 10 days if I don't make a whole lot of sense (and we're talking worse than normal here) you'll know why.

The guides are after me to change my 3 stone pendant again -- this time to opal, moldavite and faden quartz. I asked what are they trying to do to me - keep me connected to the everything but where I'm at? Iris said - no. It's to give that last boost of power to telepathiclly communicate with Will. I reminded her that the stones I have are too big for a pendant and do I have time to find smaller stones? She said no. So...I proposed that I put my faden, moldavite and opal together and when I telepathic connect with Will I will simple put my left hand on all 3 stones and get that extra boost that way. Her reply - get busy. I grabbed my faden & moldavite from my bedroom and held both in my left hand as I was looking through my stones for the opal. The power with just these two stones gave me an instant headache. Wow - what a combo to hold together! I found the opal and placed all 3 on my desk. My faden is quite large - so the other two fit on it with ease. I put the moldavite directly on the faden and the opal on the moldavite - like it would be had I had these 3 in a pendant.

I placed my left hand over the combo (lightly touching the opal). within 10 seconds I could feel this massive vibration going through my left hand - massive vibe. I concentrated on Will, and it was as if I flipped on the TV and he was right there -- that's how quick it was -- and it was crystal clear. No fuzziness or working to establish a stronger connection. I could see myself go into his mind and work on any blockages that he may still harbor (and there were quite a few). I "blasted" the blockages away, the took a floor broom and swept up the leftovers. I felt his body twitch like a zing of energy went through it -- then that energy went through mine. I took my hand off the stones and closed this intense connection. I didn't have a headache while the connection was there - but afterwards it came back. He's going to have that breakthrough tonight -- I just know it. Something will trigger one present memory, which will trigger another present memory, then another, then another (4 in all) when BAM it all floods to him. As someone who this has happened to 5 times now -- it's overwhelming and takes some time to adjust to.

Speaking of Will - because of our dream sex last night - pineapple will never look (or taste) the same again!

Tonight is a Friday with a full moon so it is perfect for anyone who wants to do a love spell:) Plus it's Good Friday and the day after the Spring Equinox (and the Rosicrucian New Year) - added power just doesn't get any better than this.....

The other night I was talking with one of my clients and I brought up Destiny Markers. We all have certain destinies to reach at specific times of our lives - this is what I call the Destiny Markers. No matter what - we have to end up at certain places in certain time frames. But we have the free will to determine if we take the easy path, hard path or the damn difficult path (otherwise knows as the scenic route). In my life for the most part -- it's all been scenic. That's because I did not pay attention to the signs and listen to my inner voice. I have always known several things about my current life: 1) I'm a writer - to make movies/TV, 2) I'm psychic 3) A healer 4) An advisor 5) To have one great love (and many minor loves) 6) Success wouldn't hit until after 40.

Because I am listening to my self and paying attention to the signs - what I knew about my life is now coming to pass. Could I have had an easier time getting to my Destiny Markers if I had listened earlier - definitely. But what happened has happened -- and all I can do is be more aware from this point forward. There are more Destiny Markers that I'm not privy to yet -- but I can feel that they are right around the corner.

How can you become more in tune and reach your Destiny Markers with less hassle than most? I found the below message several weeks ago and it was relevant and timely.

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

When you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt -- you know your Destiny Markers and trust that you will get there. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

When highly successful people are interviewed (because they keep reaching their Destiny Markers), many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

Of course I do not believe anything is a "chance event" - everything happens for a reason.

Off to see what my son is up to and to do another reading. For those of you who celebrate Easter - Hoppy Easter!

Looking forward to making my Easter ham with the pineapple .

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Why Do I Post?

I've noticed that I've had an rush of new onlookers to Allie's Two Cents and I have a feel that most people who are new to this blog - just don't get it. Why did I start writing Allie's Two Cents? Do I enjoy hanging out my personal life to the public? Not really -- in fact, I'm a very private person by nature and don't talk about myself unless asked -- then it's like pulling teeth to get me to talk. I don't like talking about myself and sticking it all out there for people to see and talk about - or criticize about. So why do I do it? So that people who have the experiences that I do know that they are not alone. That in this crazy mixed up world there are people out there having the same experiences -- but feel that they are alone in those experiences. If people who have the experiences like I do tell others what happens - and those people do not share in similar experiences - all of a sudden the person who is telling of their experiences are labeled as delusional, odd, crazy, disturbed or simply not "all there". That is why I tell what happens in my life - it's not to help me. What would help me is to keep my thoughts and experiences to myself -- I could just journal this stuff and be just fine. I do this to help other people who have similar experiences such as: psychic episodes, soul mates, soul circle, angels, guides, OBE, OBE sex, telepathic connections, spirits, Atlantis, past lives and magic.

Have I ever seen a shrink? Twice in my life after my 2 divorces. This last divorce (2007) I was at the shrink not even a month -I filled him in on life and my metaphysical experiences - and he said I was perfectly sane (something I already knew but it's nice to hear a pro say that). I don't do drugs - recreational or prescription -- I don't drink very often.

The people I blog about -- that are included in my experiences are all very private people, just as I am. My goal has never been to piss off, upset or alienanate the people I love - ever. Hence why not EVERYTHING is posted. Bill and Ted (for example) are fake names - to protect the identify of the true people. Will and Matt are real names for real people - and I have gotten their permission (mind you not in person, this would have been spiritual permission) to use their names. Everyone else is either a guide or a friend (real names are use) and all other in my soul circle - I use fake names as well. Oh - and Sawyer -- let's not forget Josh. His name is real (the Josh part) but he's my fantasy guy and I'm not shy about that -- I don't think the man objects to being a part of a woman's fantasy life:)

I would only come out and say someone's real full name only if I had permission - verbal permission - to do so - when it pertains to my soul circle.

No one could possible come in and read a page or so of the posting or concentrate on only one label (ex: Ted, Bill, Will, Soul Mates, Writing, Matt, etc..) and get my blog. If you really want to get this blog - and why I write what I do and the people who are in the blog - then you have to do some more reading.

And that's really all I have to say on the matter....

Hope you're having a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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A Dark Dream, Will And Making Choices!

I really need to hire someone to come into my office and reorganize me. It's really very shameful. How can I Feng Shui my office if I have clutter? You can't have clutter with Feng Shui - the energy gets stuck. So somehow I have to put some time aside just to put things away. Yes, I realize that if I would just put things away after I use it (after all, that's what I tell the kid) then there wouldn't be a problem. SIGH. At least my super powered Feng Shui fountain is pumping and doing its job!

Of course the sex books that just arrived for my sex talk radio show (which I'm calling Sex With Allie) - needs to be put away. My son's birds and the bees talk will have to wait until anther day - preferably another year or two, three, five:) I think that I've fund a place to produce the live call in show - and of course I'll release it as a podcast too. I need to have a 1st guest for the show. Any suggestions? I'm also going to have a give a way each show - maybe a sex toy, or some erotic audio, a novelty. I'll have a fantasy contest where people send me their fantasy, and which ever one is the best -- will win the prize:) What else am I going to have? Sex toy reviews and either a sex position of the week - or maybe a sex game of the week. Maybe I'll alternate them? Plus sex in the news: sex health, sex topics -- etc... It's be a good hour show.

As I was taking my son to school this morning, we were discussing his behavior and how he is always on "blue" (behavior is color coded: green = good, yellow = warning, blue = big trouble, red = kiss your butt goodbye, you're going to the Principals office). He tells me that it's the other kids fault that he gets in trouble. I reply with that's not true - you and only you are in charge of your choices. Every minute of every day you are able to make a good choice or a bad choice -- but either way the choice is up to you. He really didn't have much to say about that. But as I was walking back home - I told myself - Allie, why not listen to your own good sense? You bitch every day because you don't have time to fit it all in -- and we've been down this road before. When all you have to do is make good choices. Thus far on any given day - your choices lean more towards the good choice - but the bad choices eat up for too much of your time. So what are you going to do - good choices or bad choices? I'm all for the good choices and that's where I'm concentrating now.

After all, I do believe I have finally conquered the thought process. When something bad comes into my line of though - I quickly scoot it away and bring in something else. I've gotten so good at it that I don't have to think about doing it - it just happens. So now I have to do the good choice, bad choice thing. Wow - shaping your life to live it in a positive manner sure is difficult. What made it this difficult? The media? Family? Society? or maybe a combination? But no matter what shifted us to that point of living more in the greed of darkness instead of the happiness of light - it's up to each of us to change our lives around.

I noticed that yesterday I kept seeing the number 99. So I decided to look it up in Angel Numbers: Get to work Lightworker! Your Divine life mission is needed now more than ever, and any contribution you can make toward bringing more light and love into your world is imperative. The preparation for your life's work is complete now. I found that to be very interesting as I had felt the same over the last several days. I felt a shift - a good shift.

Will has written one book. Well that book arrived yesterday - it's musing from his notebook over the years. It's a light read, but gave me a much stronger prospective of his conscious side as well as his ego. I like getting to know the whole person, not just the spiritual side and/or his soul, which I already know. Even in this books - he writes short blurbs about seeing spirits and about knowing that there is someone out there for him. Tired of a meaningless life - success hasn't brought him happiness. Tired of being alone and feeling old. His notes were from 76 - until 98, this being published in 99. I wonder if he published again - if his notebook musing would have taken on a different tone? Oh -- and he did mention that he wants sex -- lots and lots of sex. I had to smile at that one.

Speaking of Will, he and I had one wild dream visit last night. It was very dark. Not only in the tone, but it was dark in the dream. He and I are using magic to battle these odd looking creatures that appear to be half lizard and half cat.

It's wearing us out. No matter how many we take out, they seem to multiply. This feels like the continuation of a dream I had many months ago about he and I going off to battle (date: Nov 20th 2007). Our energy is low, the sky is dark, the air is dense and the earth is stained red. There's a part of each of us that just wishes to let them kill us so that we can just rest. All of a sudden, we hear a swishing sound behind us. The creatures scatter. What is coming towards us is the largest snake I have ever seen. It can take out buildings. In fact, it takes out a grocery store with people in it. We can hear the panic cries of them being devoured. Will and I both know that our energy is depleted - how can we take this thing on?

Will grabs my hand and we run into a near by cave. Sex he says - sex will bring our energy up to the highest level and reconnect us to the source. I assure him that I'm in no mood for sex and well - he assured me neither is he. You can go to the OBE sex blog to read what happened - and then come back here to read the rest.

We exit the cave and head towards the snake - which by now has gobbled up half of the town. People are running around in complete panic. I stand on one side of the snake - Will on the other. We utter words in a tongue I do not consciously recognize. Fire, water, strong winds, swords, bugs, -- we try everything we can on this snake and it only stuns him - doesn't kill it. Then I read Will's mind, we have to be inside of it. Not that I want to - but I know we have to. So we run into a house that is in his path of destruction and sure enough - up goes the house.

All around us the house breaks into toothpicks - as the pieces go down into the snake- so do we. The smell in the stomach was horrible - everything in there was being digested very slow. People, animals and things were all in different stages of decay -- almost as if we went directly to hell. Will and I gasped hands and yelled an incantation that would blow up the snake. It worked - and we were thrown through the air like rag dolls.

As I landed with a thud in the dream - I did so on my bed I woke up. And it's amazing - my body hurt as if I had just slammed into something. Cats were staring at me. I got up, drank a glass of wine - and went back to bed. It was something like 3:05 am.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Attitude, Intention And Progress!

When I get upset, I shut down - emotionally, spiritual and physically. It's hard for anyone to break through to me when I am that closed off. But Will -- he never gives up. All day yesterday as I was crying over Girlfriend Kitty - he kept saying -- let me in, let me in, I can help you. I could feel the warmth of his love and light pushing to get through. He really pushed too -- there was not one moment where he backed off. I finally allowed him in around 10:30 pm last night. Every time a GFK image came into my mind or I could hear her getting hit by the car - or feel her overwhelming fear - he was there to push it aside and bring himself into focus. He knows as well as I that anytime he's here - I feel loved and very calm. This kept going on until after midnight when I finally went to sleep. I did try to go to sleep earlier - but then I remembered "10 Items or Less" was on -- and I wanted to laugh (and I did). As I was falling asleep Will and I had an amazing telepathic connection all the way into the dream world and into our first dream visit. In the telepathic connection - we were in log cabin in the middle of a mountain range (feels like Smokey Mountains), and we were each finishing up on some writing. He was making changes to a script, and I was making changes in a book I was writing. He came up behind me and kissed me several times on the neck - and asked me if I was hungry:) This shifted into the dream visit we were making lasagna in a very big - and nice - country kitchen - in that cabin. He kept trying to distract me from making the sauce - a kiss here - a touch there -- you can imagine where this lead to...

When I woke up this morning, Ted was the first person on my mind. I can still remember his laugh. That's what I heard as I was coming out of my sleep - he was laughing. In this dream visit he and I were sitting on a rocky coast - I think in Wales - and we were talking. I mentioned something about pink handcuffs and leather -- and he just started cracking up. I caressed his face and told him how much I missed that laugh. He said - you're good for me and for a laugh. And he just kept on chuckling until I became fully awake. His green eyes looked so -- what do I want to say? Snappy. Yes, they looked snappy. It has been a very long time since I saw his eyes looks so alive.

I am a big into manifestation and intention. When I do reading or write spells for people, I do everything I can for them not to be so focused on the outcome, but instead let it go. This has always been a chore for myself, so I know how hard it is to do. Plus, that attitude is everything - if an attitude reflects that something will not happen, then it won't. But I came across an article which sums things up pretty well:

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

Before you become master of your own life, you feel inadequate and powerless. Unforeseen things happen all the time. By contrast, after you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: When highly successful people are interviewed, many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

I am steadfast in my attitude that:

1. Will and I will be together in a relationship
2. I will sell DREAMERS to a TV network
3. That Will will intro me to Bill who will in turn intro me to Ted
4. That I am happy, loved and successful

And I leave it go at that. I'm no longer attached to the "how" "when" or the "why". Although I am always curious how things are progressing.

Plus - this is a big one - I have finally adopted (and believe) the attitude of that I deserve it. I still worry from time to time that I'm not good enough to be with Will. But anytime that thought passes into my head - guess what? You got it - he's there with that incredible love and energy to tell me otherwise.

I haven't felt Merlin in quite sometime -- but he's right here on my left. He wants me to burn some frankincense in my office. Be right back.....

Okay - he had me add some cloves and myrrh to the frankcensense. Then open one of my windows in my office a crack. After I did what he requested, he faded from view.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

"Gypsy Magic for the Dreamer's Soul" + Bonus!

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The Magic Room, Will And Sex Magic!

Why is it when I don't post to the blog is when I get the most visitors? Can anyone tell me that? It isn't a fluke - it happens every time when I don't post for 3 days or more. Very very odd.

So after being busy, sick and having my niece be born -- now the heat is kicking my ass. The humidity is something horrible and it has been putting me to sleep every afternoon. I just can't stay awake. Today I had a couple of morning appointments, a couple of readings early afternoon and then I laid down. 3 hours later I woke up. I went and got my son, made dinner, did things around the house and here I am. Dang if it isn't still too fricken hot.

Okay - what's been going on here? You may remember last week when I wanted to auction off my bod on The L Word for a good cause. No really - I did - for breast cancer research. But what I wanted and what actually happened were 2 separate things. Thursday at the date auction on the L word - my avatar kept freezing. Then it started dancing and no one could get it to stop! Then Friday - even though I was in the right group and I knew how to get in that booth - Second Life (the virtual world where the L word is located) wouldn't allow me in the kissing booth :( And then I froze again. So -- like Thursday I said forget it. SIGH. Oh well, I'll try again next year!

My dream visit with Ted Sunday night/Monday morning was located at the same spot of another dream visit with him last month (or maybe a few months ago) where we were in what reminds me of a lunch room with long tables - lots of people - and Bill was there too at the opposite end of the room were Ted and I were sitting. I wanted to go and talk to Bill, but every time I tried, Ted talked me out of it. Ted was very loving, very smooth and knew exactly what to say to get me to stay. But I had this nagging feeling that I had to talk to Bill and I felt Bill's gaze on me. When I looked to see if he was looking, he of course was not.

Somehow I ended up at the same spot as Bill and asked him what was going on. He told me to get back to Ted. I asked why? And why wasn't he sitting with us? Bill replied that the two of them didn't see eye to eye. On what - I ask? On you, he said. What in the hell is there to fight about?

Bill said that Ted wants to break their deal and talk to me now instead of waiting for Bill to contact me first. And -- Ted refuses to step back and let me be with Bill.

I shook my head. I thought you two have grown up by now. You'd think since you've been around since the start of time you would have found some common sense. No one is going to "let" me do anything. I will do what I want. Neither of you control me - I control me.

With that I was back with Ted. He asked where I've been and I told him I was talking to Bill. He clenched his jaw. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd talk to him later. Before he could say anything - I woke up.

Now for some reason Tracy was MIA today for our session. As soon as the session started I was taken into my magic room in the castle. Sitting there waiting for me was Will. I looked around and asked where's Merlin? Will replied that Merlin was here but he wanted the two of us to become more familiar with the room on our own.

Will went to a very large bookcase and picked up some reading material. I wandered over to a large cylinder container that was in the floor. It was made of stone with many crystals, lapis, amethyst. emerald, ruby, sapphire and diamonds (all rough stones) embedded throughout the structure. I looked inside and it was full of water. I took my finger and swirled the water around several times to get a small whirlpool going. What I saw in the center of it was me, Bill and Ted sitting in an outdoor cafe or pub with pints of beer - laughing about something. The images took my breath away from a second and upset my stomach like I just went down the 1st hill of a rollercoaster.

Will asked me what was wrong and I told him what happened. He asked me if I cast a spell in it yet and I told him no. He told me to give it a try. I found rose petals, patchouly and orris root. I said a few words about Bill, Ted and I as I sprinkled the rose petals into the water. Next I placed the patchouly in while commenting on careers and money - lastly the orris root to draw all three of us together as well as the items I asked for. I then took my finger and swirled the water around to make a strong whirlpool. As the herbs went around and around - there was a great amount of energy that cam out of this cylinder. The water turned pure white and then back to normal. All the herbs were gone and the water was calm.

Will called to me with excitement in his voice. I hurried over and he showed me this book with two drawing of almost a perfect images of he and I. With something like the founders or something similar - I can't remember - under our pictures. But I asked what book he was reading and he said a book on sex magic. I'm like - WHAT? We're the pioneers of sex magic? He shrugged and said looked that way. Want to find out what we can remember of that time (he asked with a naughty grin on his face)? I told him I can't stay that long - too much to do.

And with that I ended it.

LOL - no wonder I like sex:) Hahaha -- too funny. Really does fit with me writing the OBE book, web page and blog (web page is almost done).

Speaking of the OBE sex blog -- it is going to be written by more people than just me. If you are interested in being a contributing writer, email me at:
allie @ gypsyadvice . com (without the spaces of course). I'm only going to picked a limited number of people to do this with me so if you want to - let me know now:)

Off to sleep I go.

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

Write and Cast Your Own Magic!

Write and Cast Your Own Magic

DATES: June 4 - 11, 2007

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Salem Witch Tour, Site Changes And An Assistant!

How did your weekend go? Mine was busy finishing up The Black Triangle. I completely gutted the screenplay and redid it. Same theme of love and hope (concentration camp, love triangle) but I added new scenes and new locations -- so it really does sound good. Pat Pat on my back....I've put it aside to let it simmer for a few days and then I'll give it another go at it later on in the week -- just in time to submit it to some high-profile contests. Fingers crossed!

I also found myself unwinding last night playing The Lord of the Rings RP game. You simply do not know how much time has past until you look up at the clock and realize it's 1:00 am!

I am really considering some changes to the site and to what I offer in the way of services. I know I want to add a forum for astral travel, magic, dreams, past lives and OBE sex (dream, astral and telepathic) -- and a page on each of the 3 OBE sex methods with tips on how to do the basic stuff -- and a notice that I am collecting stories to put in a book. I may change my readings too. I haven't really decided on that once. Take for instance the Basic reading I have for $20. A person now asks 1 question and normally gets 3 paragraphs back as an answer. But I'm thinking if I have 3 paragraphs -- they could also have the option of asking 3 questions and getting a 1 paragraph answer on each. I'm going to think it all over next week while I am with Maria Shaw in Ark. for our Healing Arts weekend! I can't wait! If you are in the area, (Holiday Inn Express- 4253 Central Ave. Hot Spring AR 71913 Phone 501-520-6400 ) stop by on Sat 11 am - 5 pm as I'll be doing readings in person:)

Also - speaking of can't wait -- I'm booked for Maria Shaw's Salem weekend in Oct! I'll be talking about magic and witchcraft! This will be soooooo cool:) I need to get it up on the site. Spots are going fast, so if you want to be a part of it, here's the scoop:

Maria Shaw's Salem Witch Tour - October 4-7, 2007

You've studied the Salem Witch Trials in grade school. You've read the ghastly accounts of witch hangings in the 1600's. Perhaps you've felt compelled to visit. Maybe you feel a "connection" to this historic city. Now's your chance to experience a piece of history for yourself...on Maria Shaw’s Salem Witch Tour.

Join The National Enquirer's Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw for her 4-day Salem Witch Tour, celebrating the Halloween season in historic Salem, Massachusetts. Your "bewitching" weekend will include guest speakers, magical sites and visits to places filled with hauntings and history of the Salem witch-era. As part of Maria's group, you'll be staying at a comfortable hotel in Danvers, Massachusetts the actual site of the witch "hangings". Known in 1692 as Salem Village, Danvers was the birthplace of witchcraft in Essex County. Our group will tour spectacular sites and museums including Putman Cemetery, Site of Salem Village Meetinghouse and Wadsworth Cemetery.

Salem, only 9 miles away, takes great care to present a special array of fun and witchcraft during the month of October. We will stroll down Essex Street, feel the energy near the “Burying Point” and browse the shops at Pickering Wharf. Maria will host classes with experts and authors, offering a look from historical and modern day perspective on witches and their craft. Enjoy classes, planned tours and group events that include a Psychic Fun Fair on Saturday.

These are just a few of the sites that are included:

Salem Witch Museum - She afflicts me! She comes to me at night and torments me! She's a witch! Words such as these struck terror into the hearts of Salem townspeople in the early spring of 1692 as hysterical young girls called out names. The Salem Witch Museum brings you there, back to Salem 1692.

Salem Trolley - Take a fun and fascinating one hour tour of Salem and then use the trolley as an all day shuttle to see the things you want to see the most. Hop on and off all day to see every sight in Salem. A convenient and informative way of seeing Salem.

House of Seven Gables - Includes a guided tour of the Turner-Ingersoll Mansion (The House of the Seven Gables), a visit to the Nathaniel Hawthorne House, the Counting House, the Colonial Revival Gardens, and the waterfront.

Single $629 - Double $459 – Triple $399 - Quad $369 - Five (roll away) $349

All prices are per person and include accommodations for 3 nights, breakfast, admission tickets to sites listed, classes, lectures and special events planned by Maria Shaw. Space is limited. We only reserved a limited number of rooms so please call as soon as possible to pay your non-refundable deposit of $150. Final Payment must be paid prior to August 1st, 2007. (Does not include food or transportation)

Contact Clay Thomas 504.231.9127 to reserve your spot on this Bewitching Tour! Email: clayrolfs@yahoo.com or see more at www.MariaShaw.com

**Make sure you tell Clay that Allie sent you!**

Singles can inquire about sharing rooms, we will help but it’s not a guarantee.

So guys if you can make it we'd have a blast!

Okay - so back to what I want to do. I also want to get certified in PLR (past life regression). I'm not sure I'd want to be a PLR therapist, but I'd have a wide open market if I did. The closest one to me is either in Cleveland or in Columbus. So it's 2 hours each way no matter how I would look at it! Plus I'll be talking my courses for the Rosicrucian Order. I keep waiting for my guides to tell me I'm too busy and to slow down on something -- but I have yet to hear that. What I am still hearing through is why isn't the last gypsy magic book done? Almost -- almost.

BTW...I really do have to start looking for an assistant to help with the forums, editing and a few other tasks. Any one interested? If so -- email me.

Okay - back to work I go! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dreamscape, Stonehenge and Alchemy!

I'm in a pretty good mood today - despite the fact that I had to rerecord my podcast 4 times! Speaking of the podcast, I put in there a spell from the upcoming book, Gypsy Magic For The Dreamer's Soul about "Dedicating Your Dream Trio" (Dream Diary, Dream Stone and Dream Portal/Workspace): you can listen to it here:
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/2007/04/ask-allie-04-02-2007.html

Gosh, I have such a different perspective on life since that connection to Will solidified last week. I still get ticked, don't get me wrong, but not nearly to the heights that I did before. I'm more like a duck with water rolling off my back. It's nice -- so nice. I want to shout from the highest mountain top about Will....I have a silly high-school grin on my face. And what I mean by that is the thrill you would get back in high school when the person you had been interested in finally says "Hi" -- you can't stop grinning. That's how I am.

And that's how I found Bill today. I had a quick session before I picked up my son from school. I found Bill back at the meadow, chewing on a piece of tall grass. He had a silly grin on his face -- real goofy like. I asked how he was doing - with a smile on my face -- and he replied great. He said - I've been watching you and you're smiling a lot these days. Looks like Will was better for you than I thought - or hoped he would be. I hugged Bill. Don't worry Bill, he doesn't replace you or Ted -- he a compliment to the trio. Although I haven't figured out how this all fits together yet. Bill grinned a cute little devilish grin and cocked his head to the side -- I know -- he said. Care to fill me in - I asked? He shook his head -- nope, you need to figure it out -- just don't overthink it! Ha! This came from the King of overthinking! I told him that I'm determined to figure it all out -- therefore I will.

That was when Ted came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me - hi beautiful - that drop-dead gorgeous British voice whispered into my ear. Man -- why does this guy always make my knees go weak? He gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked in front me so that I could look at the two of them together. Ted said to Bill - she's smiles a lot now. Bill replied - yeah, and it's not because of us! So the two of them ribbed me for a spell.

Then it goes serious for a moment. It was great seeing you two again. Good to see you too Sunshine - Bill said. Yes, very good to see you -- Ted replied. I have to get back and get my son. Could you both do me a favor and keep putting your energy into Will and I physically meeting? Then we can all get together and get to work. Bill and Ted both nod. Bill went on to add - there's a lot to do. We need to tend to the Sacred Circle. Ted and I voice our agreements -- and I leave.

I feel the growing urgency to our life mission. I can also feel the tractor beam pull to Will and the quickness that we have to get something done. It's that "what" I don't get. I know that Bill and Ted have to do with Atlantis. But Will -- my gut says something about Alchemy - the true Alchemy and the magic involved with it -- not the generic term that new age circles seem to spin on it -- reminds me of the spin that the advertisers and some new age people put on soul mates. I don't know -- I can't overthink it -- so if I chill, it may come to me:)

I keep having little snippets of scenes from Stonehenge. I haven't had these types of visions since I had one of Ted and I in the center of Stonehenge -- in the midst of getting married or some sort of sexual ritual. But with these flashes all I am getting are Bill, Ted, Will and I there - all in cloaks - I can see dark brown cloaks and white cloaks. Not sure what kind we have on, I can't remember. It's all there at the tip of my conscious mind....just like when you're hunting for a word or phrase to describe something and it's right there on the tip of your tongue but you can't quite get it.

Off to make supper! Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Will And Our Soul's Core!

Although the sun is shinning I feel like royal crap today - sick, sick, sick I am! It is so cold out that they canceled school. The outdoor cat is indoors in my office and I have 4 cats wanting to get in. A fun Monday morning!

I want to jump into a quick session before my son comes up to say hi!

I'm taken rather quickly into Merlin's secret abyss under the falls. He comes to me and give me a hearty hello - he is always happy to see me. Asked if I was ready to get to work, and I think I hesitated too long for he asked - what's wrong? I tell him that I can feel another energy around here and am I being watched by someone. He tells me that I'm astute and waves someone in from behind me. I turn to look and it's Will. He is wearing a cloak with the hood up, he takes the hood off and comes towards me.

I look at Merlin and ask why is he here? He says that Will is my other magical half. That separate we're more powerful than anyone, but together we're unstoppable. I look at Will and ask if he knew this. He says yes. I ask if this is why he wanted me to do the PLR the other day - he says yes. I ask them both why do we need to be unstoppable - what good is that great of a power. A power, I might add, that I'm not too crazy with having. I look at Will and ask if he's using our connection solely to have this power. My tone suggests that I'm not a very happy person at this point in time.

Will tells me to calm down and Merlin tells me to sit down. I can hear Will mumble about that fire in my belly -- or something along those lines.

Merlin drones on and on...this is what I remember him saying -- that in 2012 there will be a huge shift in the world and one where Will and I have to be ready. At this same time will come a discovery of Atlantis - from Bill, Ted and I. I ask about using my magical strength to help with Atlantis and with whatever Will and I are supposed to do. Correct I am told. Why can't Bill and Ted find Atlantis on their own? Will chimes in - they need the power of 3 to unlock it. You three put it in its place all those years ago and you three must unlock it. But what about you Will - what do you have to do with Atlantis? Merlin and Will just look at each other and stay silent. Merlin speaks up - there is a time and a place for you to know things and now is not it. Stop wasting time and let us get on to the lesson at hand.

No, no , no I cry -- not until I understand all this. So us 4 are the soul's core - correct. Merlin nods. I'm magical and a healer - Will is all magical - Bill is a healer and Ted is a healer and a warrior - correct? But isn't there someone who should be all warrior then? Merlin says yes, but you a touch off. Ted is a warrior who has picked up healing from you and Bill - but at his core he is a spiritual warrior. You my dear are also a warrior. This is why you are so fused with all three souls - you are magical, healing and a warrior. You are them and they are you.

I place my head in my hands - this is too much information. Will puts his arm around me - you wanted to know. I'm thinking - ya smart ass I know.

Merlin says - this is why you are so powerful -- it is because you hold the kernels for all three - you are no less powerful than the three of them and you can mix your strengths for outcomes they cannot do.

Will looks over at the long wooden table and holds his hand out. A candle stick flies from the table into his hands. See - Will says - you can do this too.

I'm done for now. I don't feel good anyways and you two have giving me even a bigger headache.

And I left and I'm done.

Okay - so what do I think of the information given? I'm not sure. But if it's true, then how did I get nominated for this job? SIGH. I'm tired just thinking about it.

Have a good day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)