Soul Mates, Love And Creating Meaning!

I am suffering from one hell of a headache this afternoon. Could be because my son is of school - lol:) They canceled it due to the ice storm. Or it could be because he's getting sick and he is passing it to me and I'm unable to buy any more of that wondrous cooling tea (to starve off colds) as the store in AZ isn't carrying it any more :(

I had my Sawyer fix last night -- all is good:)

DREAMERS has to be just about gutted and revamped. I have a creative weekend ahead of me - providing I can get past the constant "Mom, mom, M-O-M...I NEED you." Little stinker.

The other night I held the Soul Mate Quest workshop - and despite Skype acting up - it was a good workshop. A question was brought up on how can you tell the difference between an obsession and a soul mate? Too many times people blur the lines. This was my response:

Signs of a obsession:

-Cannot think of anything but that person. Other things in their life suffer because of the lack of attention.
-The object of the obsession does not return the feelings in the same manner to which they are given out.
-A person who is obsessed cannot take no for an answer
-A person who is obsessed cannot breathe without the other person
-Feels that the object of the obsession completes them (and visa versa).

Signs of a soul mate:

-Has a full life. Other activities are enriched by the connection.
-Feelings are returned - almost immediate after physical contact. The soul knows what the human brain does not.
-Soul mates can hear no and they are okay by it.
-Soul mates can function without the other person being attached at the hip (as soul mates are also energetically connected)
-Soul mates are complete person in themselves. They know that the other half compliments them not completes them.

An obsession and a soul mate cannot be one. It's soulfully impossible.

Obsession are bad no matter if it is a person, place, object, TV show - etc... When you're obsessed - it removes you completely from the present, disconnects your energy from the Divine and isolates you. Being obsessed also makes you an easy prey for an scams that are out there. I know of a person once who spent over $20,000 on spells, charms - etc...to win a person over. $20,000! A $2.00 card would have worked for soul mate.

Raisin kind of moved in. He's been a lost cat since GFK died. He spent yesterday and last night in my house, but this morning he and Darin got into it and he was too spooked to stay in. I'm hoping the crappy weather will make him want to come back in - but so far he is no where to be seen.

Now that Feb is here - let me show you what Tracey said would happen in Allie's romance and career departments:

ROMANCE

In January, you will be having many astral sexual experiences. Your sexuality and vital energy is very intense and must be released and you may choose to do so in a creative way by writing about these experiences.

You will be fully awake, aware and receptive to the effects of these experiences as there are instantaneously feelings of sexual intimacy and joy. These are moments that cannot be repeated and are great opportunities to develop and improve your ability to connect to those in your soul group on another level of existence.

These experiences may take you by surprise, perhaps some are in dream state but most are when you are fully, awake, aware and in need of concentrating on perhaps other aspects of your daily life.

These are joy-filled and passionate experiences and will give you more understanding of self and those in your inner circle of Light. These are events that are unique and are important to the success of your overall path not just your romantic life.

Tracey treats all OBE as astral:) And let me say, she was dead on.

CAREER
You are doing all the right things to attract the income to you that you need to earn at this time. There are some additional ideas that will come to you by month’s end and these can be very lucrative.

You are struggling in some of your work with the public in some way. Know that your recognition for your work is heavenly even if there is some criticism at times. Do not gauge your success by difficult and negative persons.

You have unique and special spiritual abilities and have been given talents that help you to be able to do a spiritual vocation and your true rewards return in way of additional spiritual gifts and divine inspirations, ideas to support you on this path as well as the goodness that you send out into the Universe that returns to you many times over.

It is your responsibility to express the gift you have been given. This is where your responsibility ends. It is up to those on the receiving end to accept the truth that is given or reject it.

Your true vocation is a combination of many of your spiritual gifts. Hang in there as some of this is just temporary for a season.

And may I say she was bang on again. The sex talk radio show and another story idea. The negative person - amen on that - been very difficult indeed. Struggling with my work - yep - trying to get my Allie's Two Cents, OBE Sex blog and Pillow Talk blogs out there. Hasn't been easy.

Looking forward to see if what she predicted comes to pass in Feb!

One last thing - about creating meaning in your life.

Adapted from The Book of Secrets by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2004).

The universe runs on a switch with only two positions, on and off. "On" is the material world. "Off" is pure possibility, your source.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: Exploring the following 10 conditions is the way you create the meaning of your own life.

1. The deeper you go, the more power is available to change things.

2. Reality flows from more subtle regions to more gross ones.

3. The easiest way to change anything is to first go to the subtlest level of it, which is awareness.

4. Still silence is the beginning of creativity. Once an event starts to vibrate, it has already begun to enter the visible world.

5. Creation proceeds by quantum leaps.

6. The beginning of an event is simultaneously its ending. The two co-arise in the domain of silent awareness.

7. Events unfold in time but are born outside of time.

8. The easiest way to create is in the evolutionary direction.

9. Since possibilities are infinite, evolution never ends.

10. The universe corresponds to the nervous system that is looking at it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Attitude, Intention And Progress!

When I get upset, I shut down - emotionally, spiritual and physically. It's hard for anyone to break through to me when I am that closed off. But Will -- he never gives up. All day yesterday as I was crying over Girlfriend Kitty - he kept saying -- let me in, let me in, I can help you. I could feel the warmth of his love and light pushing to get through. He really pushed too -- there was not one moment where he backed off. I finally allowed him in around 10:30 pm last night. Every time a GFK image came into my mind or I could hear her getting hit by the car - or feel her overwhelming fear - he was there to push it aside and bring himself into focus. He knows as well as I that anytime he's here - I feel loved and very calm. This kept going on until after midnight when I finally went to sleep. I did try to go to sleep earlier - but then I remembered "10 Items or Less" was on -- and I wanted to laugh (and I did). As I was falling asleep Will and I had an amazing telepathic connection all the way into the dream world and into our first dream visit. In the telepathic connection - we were in log cabin in the middle of a mountain range (feels like Smokey Mountains), and we were each finishing up on some writing. He was making changes to a script, and I was making changes in a book I was writing. He came up behind me and kissed me several times on the neck - and asked me if I was hungry:) This shifted into the dream visit we were making lasagna in a very big - and nice - country kitchen - in that cabin. He kept trying to distract me from making the sauce - a kiss here - a touch there -- you can imagine where this lead to...

When I woke up this morning, Ted was the first person on my mind. I can still remember his laugh. That's what I heard as I was coming out of my sleep - he was laughing. In this dream visit he and I were sitting on a rocky coast - I think in Wales - and we were talking. I mentioned something about pink handcuffs and leather -- and he just started cracking up. I caressed his face and told him how much I missed that laugh. He said - you're good for me and for a laugh. And he just kept on chuckling until I became fully awake. His green eyes looked so -- what do I want to say? Snappy. Yes, they looked snappy. It has been a very long time since I saw his eyes looks so alive.

I am a big into manifestation and intention. When I do reading or write spells for people, I do everything I can for them not to be so focused on the outcome, but instead let it go. This has always been a chore for myself, so I know how hard it is to do. Plus, that attitude is everything - if an attitude reflects that something will not happen, then it won't. But I came across an article which sums things up pretty well:

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

Before you become master of your own life, you feel inadequate and powerless. Unforeseen things happen all the time. By contrast, after you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: When highly successful people are interviewed, many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

I am steadfast in my attitude that:

1. Will and I will be together in a relationship
2. I will sell DREAMERS to a TV network
3. That Will will intro me to Bill who will in turn intro me to Ted
4. That I am happy, loved and successful

And I leave it go at that. I'm no longer attached to the "how" "when" or the "why". Although I am always curious how things are progressing.

Plus - this is a big one - I have finally adopted (and believe) the attitude of that I deserve it. I still worry from time to time that I'm not good enough to be with Will. But anytime that thought passes into my head - guess what? You got it - he's there with that incredible love and energy to tell me otherwise.

I haven't felt Merlin in quite sometime -- but he's right here on my left. He wants me to burn some frankincense in my office. Be right back.....

Okay - he had me add some cloves and myrrh to the frankcensense. Then open one of my windows in my office a crack. After I did what he requested, he faded from view.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Barry Manilow, Will And Time!

Barry Manilow on the iPod again -- this time "Weekend In New England" (my favorite) and all I can see is Will and I running over cobblestones - in the midst of a heavy downpour - and entering a bar housed in a stone building - in Salem Mass. I can see some more short glimpses: us once we enter the bar shaking off the rain and laughing because we're soaked, us sitting at a table eating sandwiches, drinking beer and noting that people were staring at us. It doesn't matter what BM song comes on - I get visions with all of them. For example:

Can't Smile Without You & Daybreak: Us on stage during our 2 man play.
Even Now: Us on Oprah talking about our connection.
This One's For You & Ready To Take A Chance Again: Will taking me to Bill's house.

And so forth - and so on.

I've been thinking some about our connection and (not) making that phone call. If he and I made a soul promise to connect in this life - then we will connect no matter what. If we didn't - no matter what I do or say, it won't happen. No how I push - it will not happen, if it is supposed to, before the time we set. This also goes for Bill, Ted and Matt. In a way it's frustrating - but also comforting as everything is happening because it's supposed to happen. I still don't get why Will and I didn't physically meet last year when all of my spidey powers said we were going to. It could have been what I felt was the emergence of a more powerful connection where it would feel as if we were in the same place - which did happen - and I could have used my wishful thinking and turned it into a physical meet.

In my quest to get rid of stuff (much to the horror of my son), I came across a few resources (compliments of Care2.com) that could help you declutter as well:

National Mailing Lists
The Direct Marketing Association (The DMA) is a trade association of businesses who advertise their products and services directly to consumers by mail, telephone, magazine, Internet, radio or television. Fortunately, they allow consumers to manage their preferences about how their names are used on mailing lists. Managing your preference here can wipe out much, but not all, of your junk mail in one fell swoop. Hurray!

Catalogs
Catalog Choice allows you to select the catalogs you no longer want to receive and then they contact the catalog provider and request your name be removed form their list. You need to select all of the catalogs you wish to stop, but this service is great because it requires only one registration and they take care of all of the correspondence. You should have a copy of the catalogs that you wish to discontinue so that you can get the code from the mailing label. The rest is very simple.

Pre-Approved Offers of Credit.
This one is especially annoying, since pre-approved offers of credit tempt you to accrue debt and pose identity theft opportunities. There are four credit bureaus in the United States: Equifax, Experian, TransUnion and Innovis. Many companies that you do business with share their data with these bureaus. In turn, the bureaus rent their lists to banks and creditors. Although specific financial information isn't included in these databases, they do categorize the lists by general income brackets and consumer habits. The insurance industry also uses these lists to solicit business. Thankfully, the federal Fair Credit Reporting Act and some states' laws require credit reporting companies to delete any consumer's name and address from mailing lists at the consumer's request. You can do so by calling (888) 5OPTOUT (888-567-8688) to opt out of the mailing lists for all four of the credit bureaus.

My credit card debt is gone - my credit cards are in my safety deposit box (except of one for emergencies) and I am going to do everything in my power to keep it that way. I'm dropping off at the recycling center today 15 years worth of Writer's Digest magazine. 15 years worth! Plus all of the other magazines that I've had lying around. I let all of my subscriptions run out and I'm not renewing. I bought a couple of fun things from Sony for the house - sending them back. I also informed my son that I'll be canceling cable soon. Reason? The expense and all the darn commercials. He wants everything and it is just plain stupid how they market to kids. No wonder the country is in a credit mess.

I'm also moving stones/crystals around my house to create a nice flow of energy.

The last several days I have been driving around a new 2008 Mini Copper S. Why? Because the dealership in Columbus still has my car. They found some things that needed replaced so they gave me this loaner care. Now my S is a super charge car. This Mini is a turbo. Good lord does it have power. I hit 110 mph on the highway without breaking a sweat. Of course, I slowed it down - no need for a ticket. But it was fun!

I'm outta here in an hour to get my hair colored. I'm a bit nervous since this is the 1st coloring I've ever had. I told my son about it - he asked me not to look like a tomato head. I promised him I'd do my best - lol!

I saw a friend that I hadn't talked to since I got married this last time and she told me that I seem lighter. My energy doesn't feel heavy like it did before -- then she asked - what did I do? I told her divorce:) She said it agreed with me and I agreed with her completely. She's not the only one who has said that to me. People have mentioned that I do seem more energized, lighter and happier. I would agree. This is what happens to anyone who follows what their soul wants them to do. But it isn't just the divorce that has changed my energy (although it was a big part). I also am writing more. I know that this is where my purpose lies - in writing (among other things I haven't figured out), not in giving readings. So I've tried to shift my focus without breaking my bank account:) It hasn't been easy since I've been doing readings more than writing for such a long time.

Plus I'm trying to incorporate the meditation, energy raising and some exercise into my daily routine. Focus, focus, focus -- that's the key. And thankfully, I finally figured that out:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Maria Shaw And Dreamers!

Ahhhh...the sound of silence:) My son had been with me since Dec 14th and needless to say - it was not quiet around here. In fact - it sounded like a cross between a construction site (noise, not foul language) and a race track (compliments of the X-box 360). Work - was non existent. I did get a chance to go see National Treasure 2 (not as good as #1, they should of let Ed Harris be a really bad guy like Sean Bean was) and Alvin & The Chipmunks (cute movie). Drove to mom's house several times and ate too many Christmas cookies:)

Christmas was good - my son got too much and I do love my video iPod that Santa got me:) New Years Eve my son and I went out to eat and that's when we saw the chipmunks. All in all -- it was a good holiday season for me. My son, of course, couldn't figure out why he only saw his dad once over break when dad was off work too. I'm not one for lying, but I made something up about where his dad was and that seemed to pacify his emotions. You'd never know the guy lives less than a mile down the road.

I pulled all of my dating profiles off the dating web sites. I've decided that the men there just don't "get" me and it' a waste of my time and energy. Eventually someone will enter my life and treat me and my son right:)

I asked Maria Shaw about Will. He has been on my mind and since I discovered his phone number -- my guides have been non-stop in wanting me to call. I have a hard time ordering pizza - let alone picking up the phone and calling Will. What would I say? What would he say? So I had hoped that Maria would tell me that it would be okay and he would just come to me - no need to call or take action. I mean - he found ME to begin with! He needs to do something.

This is what she said:

Will has aspects between Jan 10-15th and a real big aspect on the 18th of January but there is a limited time frame on that day...only on that day, not the day after. He also has good aspects this coming Sat/Sun to meet some one.....so the early part of this year, I can tell you he is open to a relationship. The time is ripe....the cosmic forces are working in harmony. Someone will waltz into his life around these periods that he would take notice of.
Where are you going to be? This would be great time to reach out or be where he is at. He would be open and intrigued by a new relationship at this point but it would not get off the ground until mars went direct after the 28th of January. However, you do have a mercury retrograde coming at that time as well.

GOOD TIME TO WORK WITH BOSS OR THOSE IN CONTROL NOW THROUGH JAN 5TH

Now through early January we get a cycle that is great for getting the assistance or approval of leaders and people who have authority and control. These are people who can help you and they're more willing than ever at this point to give you their help if you approach them in an appropriate way. If you have a project that could benefit from some assistance, take advantage of this!

Allie- reach out to his "go to" people to set up a New Year's reading for him. Tell him you are doing this as research for your new book or your web site, etc. Whatever you can think of that comes from truth that can get you in a position to be on contact...whether it be on the phone or in person, I don't care but this is just one way I was thinking you could handle this. If this doesn't work, put your intuition to work on how to get to him. I feel you have already done a great deal of psychic work on him and making that soul/spiritual connection, now it's time to make physical or verbal contact. Each year, around this time, psychics and astrologers are asked for new years predictions, this time would make logical sense for you to ask for an interview request. If you don't think you can get it, then ask a person in the media you know to arrange it for you; like a local TV or radio producer who has contacts.But as New Years draw to a close, the aspects and the time element wane, so get moving with your research tomorrow. Also check his schedule out and see if he is even in the country or if he is vacationing someone else over the holidays. I feel he is on a trip. I see a hotel on southeast coast or even foreign country but he is headed back home.

You chart shows good aspects after the mercury retrograde in late February/March BUT you have to put forth the effort and put yourself where he is....he may not come to you all the time, even though you can certainly draw energy to you and manifest he appears in a nearby town etc. but you gotta go after him.

The other aspects that are very good for meeting are late April and May.

Allie - you really have nothing to hold you back energetically now, putting you two together unless he has a jealous woman around him....but you are free now of another attachment so you can fly! You need to manifest a baby sitter who can drive your son to school if you need to chase down Will!!!!

You will not meet him unless you go to him.........at this point, his chart is saying Jupiter oppose the sun, conjunct mars and oppose 4 other planets, which means people coming to him...new relationships drawn to him, coming at him. The opportunity is there for him to notice you, you have to find a way to reach out. The intense feelings you are having is the universe's way of saying "ACT NOW!". I am sure they have been growing in intensity and hit hard in late November and December when one aspect peaked. Check his location out and manifest a way to get to meet him. It's not impossible...difficult maybe...but not impossible.

@UCK! That was my reaction. What in the hell am I to do? I have about as much chance as climbing Mt. Everest barefoot as I do making up an excuse for him. And yes -- I hear you and I've tried to be positive about it. Trying very-very hard to do so. But I am painfully shy when it comes to picking up a phone. It's stupid. I honestly only order pizza from Papa Johns as I can order it online and not have to speak to someone. How goofy is that? Now if someone calls me - I'm fine. So I don't know what I'm going to do.

So I have to say - HELP, HELP, HELP universe and bring someone to me now that can make this connection! (thank you)

On another front - I finished the latest draft of DREAMERS like a good girl and it's in my manager's hands for a read-through. The guides of course were pushing me on that as well:)

I had an interesting dream this morning: I had a dream where I was lying on a couch, watching TV. There were people in my house - like at a party. All of a these men in all black came scaling down and landed on my balcony. They came in and I said - I've been off my computer for 6 days - it wasn't me. He said - we had a signal from here. I said - if you had a signal then why would it be me if -- and he finished - lived west of here. Exactly - it's not me - but someone hacked into the system and pretended to be me. This place I was at was my 2nd place in the city and the place with the computer in question was out at my other house in the country.

Then I was lying in bed and Bill stood at the bedroom door. I asked him to come here and he did come around to the other side of the bed and leaned over to me. I put my arms around him, he laid his head on my chest and asked how I was doing. I told him that I was very tired, but not as tired as he was. I had a feeling that whatever he was doing was very physically draining.

Then I woke up.

Off to get my son.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Jessie Davis, My Divorce And Manifestation!

Tracey and I will not be doing sessions for a while. Her mother is building a healing center in CA (which is fabo) and she'll be helping her mother get set up. So maybe in 2008 we can start up again.

I keep hearing my guide Ethan telling me not to stop writing. Write-write-write he says -- but when I try nothing comes out. I'm not used to writer's block, so this is yet something new for me to work through. But I have to as I think when I write more my mind will not drift to things that piss me off:)

For some reason I keep seeing me with a police officer. Not getting in trouble or anything, but it seems like flirtation and a date. I do not know any police officers, so I'm not sure where this is coming from. But it'll be interesting to see if anything comes of it. I'm all for a date:) Heck, I haven't dated in 15 years. LOL! I hope I remember how.

I haven't been sleeping well lately. And no - it has nothing to do with the divorce as I'm fine with that. There's a girl here in Ohio that is nine months pregnant and missing. Maybe you've heard of her -- her name is Jessie Davis. The main suspect, or so it seems, is the father of her baby - a married police officer named Bobby Cutts Jr. But I don't think he had anything to do with the woman's disappearance for her 2 year old (who he is also the father of) was left at the home and was found two days later by Jessie's mother - fine - but in very soiled diapers. Although the man does have a host of problems and I can certainly see why he is a suspect. But - the toddler hasn't said a thing about daddy being there when his mom disappeard - nothing. I think that he can be involved indirectly - by saying something to the wrong person - but as much as I want to think that he did it, I can't.

Then there was a newborn baby girl (Jessie is due to have a baby girl) that showed up here outside of Wooster on the doorstep of someone in a wicker basket. They are doing DNA tests on the baby to see if she is Jessie's. The baby is white - Jessie's other child is mixed as she is white and the father is black.

I can see Jessie on a bed, crying - begging for them to leave her alone. Then I can see her wrapped up in the comforter at the bottom of a lake. It's very disturbing and it has been keeping me up every night. So last night I did send a tip in to the Stark County Sheriff office saying that I think she is in the quarry off of Fromes Ave NE - and who I think is more involved than the baby's father. But I know how law enforcement views psychics and I swear -- I really pray with everything in me that I'm wrong. I really - really want to be wrong. I'm very good at what I do - but now I want to be piss poor and have it all wrong. My mother's house is right in between the boyfriend's house and Jessie's.

Any ways - I hope that they find the Jessie and it would be nice if all of you could send light and energy to Jessie, her family, to the thousands of people who are looking for her and her 2 year old son.

Back to my divorce. Things are moving along. My husband was served his papers yesterday and he will be out of my house right after our son's birthday (which is July 1st). I'm doing much-much better with this as I know that I will be just fine and in fact improve in every shape way and form after he is out of the house and I can cleanse the house of its negativity. I really am looking forward to being single. It's been a long time and I will like not having to share my nice king size water bed:) Or not having to worry about anyone but me and my son (and animals).

And I am trying really hard on forgiveness. I know that this is something that I have to do in order to be able to move on and be happy. Not an easy task. But If I can handle sleeping in the same bed with my husband for almost 2 months with knowing what I knew and not blowing a gasket - I think that I can do just about anything:)

I do plan on heading back out to CA in Sept -- hopefully to run into Bill once again. I don't have any dates yet for it -- but once things are settled I'll let you know.

I've also been trying to work out a outline for my OBE book - but writer's block is getting in my way. In case you haven't checked out the OBE (dream sex, astral sex and telepathic sex) blog you should: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html and if you would like to contribute to the blog - either on a reg basis or if you want to just email me a story and I'll submit it -- please -- let me know.

My dreams have been really funky lately -- but I've been a bad girl and am just rolling over and going back to sleep instead of writing them down and by the time I'm awake in the morning I only remember fleeting moments.

I wanted to give myself a Rune reading to see what cycle I'm in. I drew:

Present Situation: Laguz (Flow): Flow, water, sea, a fertility source, the healing power of renewal. Life energy and organic growth. Imagination and psychic matters. Dreams, fantasies, mysteries, the unknown, the hidden, the deep, the underworld. Success in travel or acquisition, but with the possibility of loss.

Attitude to take: Perth (Initiation): Uncertain meaning, a secret matter, a mystery, hidden things and occult abilities. Initiation, knowledge of one's destiny, knowledge of future matters, determining the future or your path. Pertaining to things feminine, feminine mysteries including female fertility, and vagina. Good lot, fellowship and joy. Evolutionary change.

Consequence of attitude taken: Algiz (Protection): Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life. It can be used to channel energies appropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned.

The above all makes complete sense with what I am currently going through and what I think will happen in the upcoming year.

I had a chat with my intuitive friend Sky today and she was really driving home that my powers of manifestation are incredibly strong right now and will grow as soon as my husband moves out. So I have to be very careful what I am thinking about. All I know is that between what Sky said today and the above rune reading - I'm pretty damn pleased with the path my life is taking. I wonder if Bill, Ted and Will will be able to feel my manifestation powers at work:)

Off to find my son some birthday presents - hard to believe he'll be 7 in just over a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)