I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Passion Zone, My Dog And The Cosmic Convention

What a week thus far....I'm so dang busy I'm surprised I remember who I am:) Of course - I'd rather be busy than be bored to tears.

My birthday was great -- had a fabo time. Thanks for those of you who have sent me links/articles to "Today is your Birthday":) Everything that was sent to me came from different sources - which was cool - no duplicate.

Brodie has been having some major nose bleeds. He's been worrying me. I'm thinking that it has something to do with the steroids he's on for his breathing. So I took him off the meds for now - and so far no nose bleeds. But now I have to (and the pet sitter too starting tomorrow) have to keep an eye on his breathing. If you could send some white light his way I'd appreciate.

Catch me here in about an hour for The Passion Zone on Empower Radio from 11 pm - 1 am. Call in 231-348-1963 or you can IM me at the Empower Radio chat at the bottom of the home page. Also - stop by The Passion Zone online and sign up to be a part of the social network. Being a part of PZ allows you to be a part of the forum chats - we've got a few discussions going on - from first kisses, sex toys and more.

I have a poop load of email in my inbox. I'm trying to get back to everyone - but it's a long haul.

Tomorrow morning I'm out of here -- heading to Lansing MI for Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention from May 8th - 10th at the Hampton Inn on Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there all 3 days doing readings - stop by and let's chat. The conventions are the only places where I do in person readings - so don't be shy!

My talk is on Friday evening from 4: 30 - 6 pm:

Your Chakras, Your Sex Life: How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Have a wonderful weekend -- I'm taking my laptop with me, so if anything fabo happens while I'm gone, I'll be able to fill you in.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Empower Radio Line Up!

As promised - I have the Empower Radio line up. This is snagged from Maria Shaw's newsletter. She said everything so well - I figured why reinvent the wheel:)
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This is the place you can call almost anytime you need help, answers, a shoulder to lean on, comforting words, insight and laughter. It is absolutely FREE. The readings are free. The advice is free. The knowledge is free for you all! If you ever have a problem or dilemma, there is now a place you can call and get honest answers from any one of our experts.

Empower Radio is not a psychic call in show. But you can call in for free readings. It is much more than that....it is a place we hope to help listeners from all over the world, tap into their inner power....find their power and empower themselves. Empower Radio...empowering you, is our motto.

We will have many spiritual shows of many natures to listen to with great advice and interviews. You can call in with your questions too. Scroll down and I have provided you with a list of all of the hosts and the shows as well as the time they air live.

With all of the challenges and changes we are going through, Brent and I wanted to offer a place for people to turn to that is real, honest and entertaining as well!

The web site is www.empoweradio.com

The phone number to call the studio for free advice/readings is 231-348-1963. Listen live on the Internet and repeated shows on pod casts.

Shows and Air Times

Here is a list of the shows. Be sure to call in and say hello, offer a comment, ask a question and share story. The hosts want to hear from you. Keep the number handy and call anytime we are live on the air!

This is one way we feel we can give back to the universe and reach many of you. Please tell ten friends and let email everyone and let them know!

Empower Radio will be expanding with more shows in the next month and sponsoring Psychic Fairs, Maria Shaw Cruises and more!

The Maria Shaw Show
12 noon - 3p.m. EST Monday - Friday

Join the stars of the network, Maria Shaw, Sexy Joe and Jimmy Hamm weekdays 12 noon to 3pm. EST for three hours of "enlightened" entertainment. Celebrity interviews, astrology news you can use, best selling authors and experts in the metaphysical field. You'll never know who'll show up to sit in on the show with Maria, Jimmy and Joe. Call in for your free reading. Laugh a little...or a lot. The Maria Shaw Show is like no other metaphysical talk show on the air today. It's contagious and addictive. This team will give you "something to talk about!"
Repeat 4p.m . to 7p.m.

Joe Lawson — Healing the Hurt, Empowering You
Mondays 7p.m. - 8p.m. EST

Do you ever feel alone with nowhere to turn? Just want someone to listen? We've all been through crisis, despair, hurt and painful experiences. Sometimes it just helps to know someone is out there who truly cares and will listen without judgement. Joe Lawson is there for you every Monday with his show "Healing the Hurt; Empowering You". No stranger to riding the roller coaster of life and not afraid to share his personal story of battling depression, Joe is ready and eager to listen to yours. As a talk show host and network producer for years, Joe has met people from all walks of life. Many have claimed he has a strong healing presence. This may be due in part to his ability to get to the heart of matters, tell the truth as he sees it and give listeners hope for the future. His wit and wisdom are sure to touch your heart and keep you tuning in week after week. Together, you and Joe may heal the hurt of past relationships, disappointments and issues that have long been holding you back from living the life you were born to live... to the fullest!

Michelle Evans — Mind, Money and Soul
Mondays 8p.m. - 10p.m. EST

Financial advisor and intuitive Michelle Evans is the host of the most life altering financial show on radio today...."Mind, Money and Soul" on Empower Radio airs Monday 8p.m. - 10p.m. EST

Michelle offers Empower Radio fans over twenty years experience as an executive in the financial industry ,working as a leader in the field for major firms and financial institutions.

Couple her strong background with keen intuitive sense, Michelle helps listeners worldwide create prosperity, happiness and abundance. Whether you're down to your last dollar or leading a fortune 500 company, "Mind, Money and Soul" can help you gain greater wisdom in money matters for spiritual living and more.

Tanya Douglas — Past Lives, Present Lessons
Tuesdays - 7p.m. - 9p.m.

Tanya Douglas wants you to find out who you were, are and can be! She's an internationally reorganized and Certified Hypnotist who specializes in Past Life Regression. The star of Past Lives, Present Lessons on Empower Radio Tanya brings years of experience to share with her worldwide audience. This fourth generation intuitive is also schooled in distance meditation healing and Spiritual Coaching. Tanya is also the founder of Michigan Haunted and Paranormal Investigations.

She currently touring with Maria Shaw’s psychic fun fairs, Conventions, and cruises through out the United States. There you can finder her speaking, doing consultations and giving private Past Life Regression sessions.

Her truly empathy, love and compassion for other people has made her one of the most genuine experts in the field of metaphysics to work with. Thousands seek her advice and help. Her goal is to help increase spirituality, awareness of ones self, and release blockages from former and current life times.

Amy Donahue — Ask Amy
Tuesday 9p.m. - 11p.m.

Crying over a long lost love? Just lost your job? Got a pressing problem about a family member? Perhaps you've just discovered some great news to share! You've got a friend to call every Tuesday night right here on Empower Radio. Global girlfriend Amy Donahue is ready to listen, lend an ear, and offer friendly, caring advice. If you need a shoulder to cry on, some words of encouragement or just an extra pat on the back, "Ask Amy" is here for you. So grab a cup of Joe, sit back and take comfort in knowing you've got someone in your corner who cares. Offer a comment, a word of encouragement to other callers if the mood strikes you, Your network of new friends is limitless now. Let Amy and others help empower you as you swap stories, ideas and memories.

Betty Roberts — Betty Roberts Show, Live your Dreams! The Dream Team
Wednesdays 7p.m. - 9p.m.

Betty comes to Empower Radio with over thirty years of experience in social work and spiritual/healing fields. Betty uses dream interpretation, angel therapy and ancient oracles when counseling people from all walks of life. This Halloween born host has endeared herself to thousands of fans and followers around the country because of her genuine caring nature and sincere advice.

Tune into the Betty Roberts Show, Live Your Dreams! Betty can delve into the hidden meanings of your dreams as well as answer any important questions you may have. Don't miss this amazing woman with extraordinary gifts, helping to empower you!

Amy Donahue — Paranormal Gallery
Wednesdays 9p.m. - 11p.m

Don't miss a moment of this "one of a kind" program from paranormal expert Amy Donahue. She'll lead you down some dark alleys in Venice and take you on a terrifying trip through a haunted prison. Amy's real life ghost stories are sure to thrill and send chills up your spine!

Paranormal Gallery gives you a chance to share your scary stories too on wide variety of topics. Amy invites you to call in with questions, comments and accounts of personal experiences. Expect interviews with people not only in the paranormal field, but also with celebrities who have had spiritual and ghostly encounters too. Paranormal Gallery offers you the chance to be part of a global wide class, actively participating in investigations at select locations around there world. Or just tune in every Wednesday for a sample of the supernatural!

Allie Theiss — The Passion Zone
Wednesdays 11p.m. - 1a.m. EST

Allie is the creator of "Out of Body Ecstasy", a sensual energy technique that produces a unique sexual but spiritual experience. Prior to the creation of OBE, Allie was the erotic advisor for Whispers Media and the sensual host for Showtime's "The L Word" online.

Allie comes to Empower Radio with over twenty years of experience in sexual advice and spiritual healing. Consider her the go to girl for sex and romantic related questions and situations.

Tune into The Passion Zone and hear Allie's stories, accounts and answers to your and millions of other listeners most intimate questions. There's no limited as to what Allie will talk about. Don't miss a minute of the steamy two hour Passion Zone!

Jack and Susan Lewis — Health and Wealth
Thursdays 7p.m. - 9p.m.

A potpourri of information on how to manifest the live you born to live! Next week we will have an entire promo on these two wonderful hosts including their bios and special articles on their show with photos and more.

Get Real with John and Kenny, the Psychic Cousins
Thursdays 9p.m . - 11p.m.

The Inner City Brothers from Different Mothers

Join the Psychic Cousins as they offer advice and knowledge to help Empower YOU. They'll delve into all sorts of spiritual art forms. You'll never know where the conversation will lead but you will come to learn, Get Real with John and Kenny is like nothing else on the airwaves today. Their show is an eye opening, amazing experience! You'll learn more than you ever imagined about everything from paranormal activity to mediation to fakes and frauds in the business. Ask the guys a question, you'll get an honest direct and accurate answer. Their psychic abilities are uncanny. Tune in for your free reading and "Get Real" advice that will change your life!

John Stewart is a deeply connected fourth generation psychic medium with exceptional intuition. He specializes in foreseeing medical complications and has a strong ability to connect with loved ones from the other side as well as spirit guides. John comes from a instinctive spiritualistic family and has honed his natural abilities as a powerful tarot card reader and psychometist. John is also a popular paranormal investigator and has led séances for fifteen years. This gifted Virgo travels nationally with the renowned Maria Shaw, doing lectures and seminars, always "keeping it real."

Ken Bostic is an extraordinary fourth generation psychic medium specializing in the ancient art or tarot and numerology. He is a profound spiritualist and has done remarkable work around the country. Ken has a vast knowledge in Native American teachings. He is an intuitive paranormal investigator and leads séances. His spiritual advice is sought by thousands who appreciate his solid, down to earth and empathic nature. Ken is a regular facilitator at Maria Shaw's national events and conferences both nationally and internationally, teaching people to tap into their inner power while "keeping it real".

DK Brainard — Transformational Journeys
11a.m. - 1a. m. EST

A seamless blend of astrology, therapeutic trance, interviews and more designed to help you realize your personal hero's journey and bring more of your soul into the world.

D.K. Brainard is an astrologer, hypnotherapist and writer who focuses on evolving consciousness and the soul's journey. D.K.'s popular weekly Personal Evolution horoscopes are read each week by thousands of people around the globe. He is a popular workshop presenter and works privately with clients using astrology, therapeutic trance and guided meditation and visualization. Visit D.K. on the web at www.wordsforthepeople.com.

There are more shows and hosts we are signing as of this writing. Keep up to date at www.empoweradio.com

Keep the number handy! Meet Brent Carey and members and hosts of the Empower Radio Network at the Cosmic Connections Convention May 8-10 in Lansing, MI.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Listen To The Passion Zone on Empower Radio!

It's FRIDAY!! Whoo hoo! Now I can tell you my big news:)

Starting next Wednesday from 11:00 pm - 1:00 I am the host of "The Passion Zone" on Empower Radio! A honest to goodness call-in radio show! It's 2 hours full of sex & relationship advice with guests, topics and free readings!

How sweet is that???

The Passion Zone will be a part of the new station: Empower Radio (site will be up on 4/27), where there is a great line up of hosts with shows ranging from dreams to prosperity to keeping it real! There's something for everyone.

During the day noon - 3 Maria Shaw will be on. As soon as I have the final line up I will post it.

I have my own site to compliment my show, it's at http://www.thepassionzone.com/ . The site is not all the way done yet, but right now it'll work:) Stop by, look around and join the PZ social network.

I am so so excited! Please tune in on Wed - and call in! Since it is the 1st show, not sure how many people will be tuning in -- and I've got 2 hrs to fill:) If you do not have a sex or relationship question -- fine -- call in and throw out a topic in either of the two areas.

For those of you who have been following me for awhile - I think we all knew somehow, someway I was going to have my own show on sex & relationships. I must admit though -- I am kind of nervous!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Paul, My Son And A WTF Dream!

We had a good chunk of snow fall here in Wooster over the last 24 hours. I was able to get 1/2 my drive done before my back started to kill me. It wouldn't of been so bad if the snow wasn't so heavy from the freezing rain that fell in between snow blasts. I hurt - all over. I need a guy to massage me - oh yes I do.

An update on my son:

Good news: no cancer, no fluid, no nothing. The spot on his skull is on the brain side of the skull bone and not the hair side. This means it's a "dent" and not life threatening - he will not need to get anything biopsy or reconstructed. So this made up happy - obviously.

Bad news: he may have an aneurism. The MRI showed one blood vessel way too big, while the one next to it is barely visible. This could be because of an aneurism or because he moved during the MRI (I'll put my money on squiggly butt moving). So - with the MRI they also have a MRA scheduled. This means he will be sedated and they will use dye to look at his blood vessels (MRA) and him being asleep will help get a clearer MRI. This is on Feb 9th at 9:40 am in Cleveland at the Cleveland Clinic. I have to find Building L - wherever the hell that is.

Needless to say - now that there are needles involved - he's terrified. And man is he pissed. Because of this -- his acting out is a bit more than the norm. When I dropped him off on Tuesday, I warned his teacher. Sure enough - the kid landed on blue (green being the best, yellow is a warning, blue you're in trouble and red is a trip to the principals office). And he's been a handful here at home.

Surprisingly - the ex said he's come up to Cleveland with us on the 9th. Good for the kid - it will make him happy. My 1st thought was - oh crap - all day with him? What are we going to talk about? Chatting about our son can only go so far. SIGH.

Tom Cruise - he showed up again in my dream. We're friends or something like that - or so it seemed. I can remember rolling over, waking up for a spilt second and saying to myself - well, it's on to Tom. I fell back to sleep and there he was. He greeted me in a swimming pool. We hugged - chatted a bit. We were working together on some sort of project. I can remember me telling someone that he is the nicest guy on the set. The next thing I know - we're in the pool again - he grabbed me and tossed me up into the air. I'm talking I went up in the clouds. On the way down I thought - this is going to hurt when I hit the water. But when I did - it was soft. I went to the bottom of the pool - and it was down 1/2 mile or so (deep pool). When I hit bottom I remember thinking that I forgot to take a breath in when I hit the water - and I wondered if I would make it to the top without drowning. That's when it hit me that I'm in a dream - so of course I could make it to the top. As I was swimming up - I saw that there were hundreds of people at the bottom of this pool trying to swim up. I hit top water - swam to the side and Tom was sitting there. He said - I may be nice, but I'm the boss. He then got up - went into a house and closed the door. I sat there thinking - WTF? Now what did I get myself into? LOL.

Now there's Paul. I know somewhere on this site I had talked about a Paul. But this Paul and that Paul are 2 different men. This Paul - Paul is his real name. The other Paul was a made up name and frankly - I can't remember who that was. At least not right now. This particular Paul is 28 years older than me. Like energies do before they come forward - they hang around - lingering. And I usually can't place why they're there. But Paul really showed up when I was writing that last script. From his energy - I have gathered he is kind, generous, defends people, places and animals that can't defend themselves, he's worldly but down home. He's as comfortable in a neighborhood bar as he would be in one of the finest NYC restaurants. He's helpful, friendly and devoted. He also has a hell of a temper and is stuck in his ways (but really - who isn't). Paul's creative, passionate, patient and multi-lingual. Since he turns 70 this year, I hope we have a chance to meet in person. I have no idea what the connection is - but it's certainly there. I must admit though - I'm intrigued.

I did an horoscope relationship report - just to see:

Sun in the Eighth House

Composite Sun in the eighth house may give the two of you a feeling of "fatedness," that this relationship is going to play an important role in your lives, even if it is not a long-term relationship.

You will be exposed to the most basic and profound aspects of your own and your partner's inner nature. Both of you will experience psychological changes through this relationship.

In a sexual relationship, physical sex assumes an unusual importance. Sex is likely to be seen by both of you as an experience that transcends ordinary reality.

The eighth house is also the house of joint resources and property. This position can give the two of you a strong drive to acquire material possessions. Here again it is necessary not to overdo this emphasis. Emotional needs are actually more important than possessions.

Sun Conjunct Venus

The conjunction of Sun and Venus in the composite chart is one of the strongest indications of a love relationship between two people, even in a friendship. It does not primarily indicate a sexual relationship; instead it signifies love, pure and simple. The attraction indicated by this aspect is so powerful that it can bring together people who are incompatible by ordinary criteria.

If the relationship is laden with conflicts, even a strong feeling of love between you may turn to hatred. In most cases, however, this will be a very fine personal relationship.

Moon in the Sixth House

The sixth house is a rather serious placement for the composite Moon. It suggests that you have a sense of having come together for a specific and necessary task or purpose that may not be completely pleasant. One of you may feel subordinated to the other in some way. Therefore, this is a difficult placement for any relationship that requires you to give and take equally, as most relationships do.

The only way to make this position work is for the two of you to exchange services equally, thus preventing it from becoming a one-way affair.
A related danger is that if one of you is giving more to the relationship emotionally than the other, you could become quite resentful about it.

Whatever the costs, you both must strive to be more nearly equal in giving and receiving.

Moon Opposition Pluto

The opposition of composite Moon and Pluto is an aspect of extreme emotional intensity, calling forth great involvement and strong feelings.
If improperly handled, this combination can give rise to extreme jealousy, struggles for dominance, and excessive possessiveness. As a result, one of you may completely strangle the other's individuality, or at least attempt to do so. If this occurs, the one being dominated will find it very hard to deal with, because the tactics used to dominate will be subversive rather than direct.

The power of this aspect can lead to emotional violence, which could destroy the relationship and leave much bad feeling in its wake. If you are tempted to use these tactics, don't. Be as straightforward and direct as possible. The results will probably be better than you imagine, and at least they will be less destructive.

If you are the victim of such methods by your friend or partner, be direct and call your friend's bluff. Don't allow yourself to be the victim of any kind of emotional blackmail.

Venus in the Eighth House

Composite Venus in the eighth house indicates emotional intensity concerning love.

In a love relationship, the expression of love will be quite intense, with a powerful quality that will transform both of you in some fundamental way. Your love will not be light and gay but something very serious that involves both of you at all levels of mind, body, and soul.

On quite a different level, the eighth house can also refer to joint finances and property. Venus promises material prosperity with this relationship.

Makes me wonder.....one thing I know he's not though - is a father figure. The energy is supporting, loving and giving - but not in a parent-like tone.

Gossip through the grape vine says that Maria Shaw won't be back in Psychiconair.com - due do the fact they won't bring back Joe & Matt. Poo.

And on this note - it's shower time. Before I know it I'll be up and it'll be more snow shoveling....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Weekend, Vincent And Dream Visits!

Last weekend turned out nothing like I had hoped it would. Instead of the fun I envisioned - I had to make an emergency run to the vet with my cat Samantha. She really wasn't doing well - and all the way there I prayed that she'd be coming home with me. She did - with 4 meds 2x a day. Thyroid out of whack, heart mummer, not eating, infection around the liver, red blood count borderline anemic and of course her white cells were through the roof. This cat may be 5.8 lbs, but trying to give her meds that get her so upset she foams at the mouth is a chore. Somehow in the course of giving her meds Sat night, I tore a muscle in my back. God it hurt. With no one to rub any Icy Hot on my back (my son was at his dad's) I spent the whole night in pain - no sleep. Same went for Sun until my son came home and helped me out. Today I bought more Icy Hot and a heating pad. I happened to tear the back muscle in the same spot where I hold all my tension. I think my poor back just had enough. So the weekend sucked big time - but Samantha is doing a touch better. Not great - but better -and I'm thankful.

By now you've seen my previous post about the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com being gone. It sucks - I had fun chatting with those guys every week and tag teaming with Maria on callers. SIGH. Maybe Psychiconair will have a brain and bring them back. I have a feeling though that Maria and gang are moving up to bigger and better things.

BTW...did you listen to today's podcast? You should if you want some good deals on my services :)

Friday evening I had an odd dream about being at my childhood home (where my mom still lives) but it wasn't her home, but mine. In the attached 2 car garage there was an elaborate cage system that was attached to the ceiling of the garage. I have no idea who I was in the garage with - but I told them that my ex husband built it for the cats to have some outside air or if we needed them out of the main house for a bit. The person stated - it's up rather high. My reply - just in case the area floods (the house is no where near water of any kind). For some reason there was a school bus in this garage. Me, this person and I think my son climbed inside of it. While we were in there it tipped to the side and rolled over on its roof. That woke me up. I will also add here that the garage (at least) looked like I or anyone else hadn't lived there in awhile. It was shaken up like an earthquake or like a nuclear bomb that wiped out all the people/animals, but kept the dwelling intact. It was strange.

Now Sat night I had a dream visit with Vincent. We were on of all things - a bus. But it was one of those decked out charter buses, not a school bus. He looked tired, worn down, but okay - like he had just gotten himself out of a bad situation and he knew that he was on the mend. On this bus we were driving through Wooster - I was showing him around, he was amazed on how cheap everything was here. I told him that compared to NYC, just about anywhere but LA or London is cheaper:) What was weird is that he knew of our connection, but he wanted me to know that he knew without anyone else on the bus knowing he knew. He sat across from me for the longest time and just stared at me. It was a bit unnerving - because his stare can be very intense. He kept putting his hand over his mouth - like his chin would rest in his hand. Finally he got up and sat next to me (we were in the back of this bus and I was on the very back seat which was a bench seat). Next to me I had a bunch of books. He picked up the stack so that he could sit next to me - I saw him slip something inside of the top book - and he did it so that I would see. He wanted to look at that book - it was an 8 x 11 book with a black cover - I think it said something like Magic 101 as the title.

As he was about to look at the book, I slipped my hand in and pulled out the piece of note book paper he slid in. The handwriting was as bad as mine:) The front of the paper said something like "I know who you are and our connection" and the back had 2 martini recipes on it. I looked at him and said shaken or stirred (my question to him to make sure this was indeed the paper he put in) and he said - shaken. I commented - oh like James Bond. He then handed me a book with a bookmark - it was his diary that was in book form. He told me to turn to Chapter 20 - I did - and on it, circled was him meeting Bill and shaking hands - knowing full well who he was in relation to the soul group. Now he put Bill real name in quotes like: I saw "Bill" standing outside the pizzeria..... When I turned to ask him why he put Bill's real name in quotes and didn't put Bill in there - I woke up. Now somewhere in this dream I introduced him to one of my sisters and said that in the blog I called him Bob at first. She said - you mean like the Bob you said I'd marry someday? I said yes, but they weren't the same guy. I thought about it afterwards - Bill's birthday is on the 20th. Interesting that he was in Chapt 20 of Vincent's book.

I fell back to sleep and Vincent and I were in Central Park - holding hands and enjoying the snow falling. We didn't talk - didn't even look at one another - just walked in silence. I woke up again, but this time I stayed up.

Andrew and Paul showed up last night as I was getting ready for bed. I said something like - long time no see! They assured me that they had been busy. I asked - working on Vincent? They said yes. I asked how that was coming along? They told me the man has some heavy emotional baggage to get rid of - which he is in the process of - and then he'll be fine. In the meantime he's just very heavy energy wise - and will keep tapping into me in order to keep himself afloat. So if all of a sudden I feel down in the dumps - it's him. not me, and I have to refocus my energy. I asked the guys since they are in charge of my love life and nothing is really happening at the moment (I mean it is - but it isn't) with it if I missed some condition. They assured me that all is in place for me - career wise. I haven't missed anything. I said - are you sure - I didn't have to have the OBE book or outline done? They said no - that whatever relationship I'm supposed to be in will help with the completion of the book. Hummm.....okay I said. At least on my end I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

Time to go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sad News...The Maria Shaw Show is no longer on Psychiconair.com!

(which of course means Allie is no longer chatting about OBE sex on Wed)

What happened?

Due to budget cuts, CBS fired Sexy Sag Joe and Whiny Pisces Matt. They wanted Maria to do the show without them and just say that she is off to bigger and better things, but Maria said "it was all 3 of them, or none of me". Psychiconair.com is airing repeats of The Maria Shaw Show but not even in chronological order.

What can you do?
WRITE! E-MAIL! CALL!
Please contact the following people:
Debbie Kenyon - Market Manager
Debbie.kenyon@cbsradio.com
248-799-0601

If you plan on e-mailing, please be sure to send a copy of the e-mail to Tim Roberts (as he is the one that had to can Matt and Joe). Debbie is Tim's boss. Here is where you can contact Tim:
tim.roberts@cbsradio.com

Do not just e-mail him alone, Debbie is TOP PRIORITY!!

You can call 248-799-0601 and ask for Tim Roberts as well, but most importantly you want to get threw to Debbie. Do not let them transfer you to anyone else!! Leave a voicemail if you have to!

And remember, be non-threatening and just say how much you love the show and if possible, what you gain out of this show (did you learn something? Did it change your life? etc.) and well, that you want it back on, but not just the show itself, but you want Maria, Matt, and Joe together as they make a great team!

Do not just send one...send multiple e-mails or letters or make several phone calls! If you can, get your family and friends involved even if they don't listen to the show!

Don't know what to say? Below is an e-mail you can send as well as a telephone transcript you may say.

Together we can make a positive impact!

Sincerely,
Samantha Vandefeller & Terra Graves
Co-Presidents of The Maria Shaw Show Fan Club - Michigan/National Chapters
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E-MAIL YOU MAY USE

Dear Miss. Kenyon & Mr. Roberts:

I am a fan of psychiconair.com and am disappointed you removed my favorite radio program The Maria Shaw Show. Not only did you remove quality programming, you let go two of the most hard working, entertaining, and dedicated hosts, Joseph Lawson a.k.a. "Sexy Sag Joe", and Matt Vaughn a.k.a. "Whiny Pisces Matt". Please reconsider your decision as they have a fan base as well. We not only listened to the show for Maria, but also because Joe and Matt felt like old friends to us.

(_____insert your reasons why you want the show back or anything you'd like to add_______)

Us fans are in shock and total disappointment of CBS and psychiconair.com.

Thank you for taking your time to read this.

Sincerely,
(your name here)
A fan of The Maria Shaw Show
(your e-mail address)
(your home address)
(your phone number)
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TELEPHONE TRANSCRIPT:

If the receptionist picks up, ask for Debbie Kenyon. If they wish to transfer you to someone else, ask for voicemail if possible.

If you get voicemail:
"Hello Miss Kenyon. My name is _____________ and I am calling in regards to the firing of Joseph Lawson and Matt Vaughn from The Maria Shaw Show. I am a fan and loyal listener, and would like to discuss with you over the phone how I feel about it as I am very disappointed you guys let go two of the most hard-working, dedicated, and entertaining men on the radio. You can call me back at (your phone number here) at your earliest convenience.

OR

"Miss Kenyon, my name is _______ and I am a fan of The Maria Shaw Show. I am very disappointed that psychiconair.com is not running any new shows of The Maria Shaw Show. I would like to express my anger and disappointment as I am a loyal listener of not just The Maria Shaw Show but psychiconair.com. I would like to just let you all know that psychiconair.com will be NOTHING without The Maria Shaw Show, especially if there is no Joe Lawson and Matt Vaughn. Thank you and have a nice day.

If you do get threw to Debbie, please remember:
*Be polite
*Be non-threatening
*Say what you mean as she is probably a very busy woman and would appreciate it if you got right to the point.
*Say what you feel!
*And just tell her that she hopes CBS will care about their listener's opinions and you are a listener and therefore, MATTER!

Allie's Past Life Regression

Below is the regression I was telling you about - I finally had a chance to convert it and upload to the blogs. If you subscribe to my podcast - it's also up on iTunes.

Enjoy!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Allie's past life regression session on Oct 23, 2008 at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Convention in Midland, MI.

Regression by Tanya Douglas.

Main focus of the regression (discussed after the regression was complete - not recorded) was Vincent. He is the central male figure/love interest in each lifetime.

Some clues from the PLR on why Allie does not let too many people get close to her in the present life, emotionally and mentally, especially men.

The recording starts at the point of the first regressed life.

An FYI - At the point in the regression where Allie was naked with Vincent - it was not as you think, not for sex, but for skinny dipping while the kids were off playing. It wasn't explored in the regression (although Allie knew why at the time), but discussed afterwards.



MP3 File

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Rambles #3

Allie rambles about Vincent and his connection to her past life regression and the weekend at the Maria Shaw Cosmic Convention.



MP3 File

Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

I must admit - I'm surprised at how many people have listened to my Vincent Rambles from the other day. There will be a part 2 coming up when I have some time. If you haven't noticed yet - I have a msg to Vincent on the front page of Gypsyadvice. It's rather a bold move I think - somewhere I must keep a set of balls. I have a 95% feel that he'll be back to this site - we'll see if he realizes that I'm talking about him. If not -- the powers that be will put us in the same place when the time is right. Damn having patience as one of my lessons in this lifetime.

Yesterday as I was trying to work I kept feeling Vincent's energy right here. Well, it was making it difficult to do what I had to get done - so I made a comment that I needed a little "off" time. Out of no where I feel Bill & Will's energy surround me like a big thick wall. Ted's energy was there too - but it wasn't nearly as secure as the other two. Any ways - so I feel the guys close ranks and at the same time I could feel Vincent's blood pressure go up -- and my chest had one of those pains. Vincent then proceeded to create an enormous surge of energy (it was @ucking massive) and burst through the wall. I heard him say - I don't think so.

I thought damn- I can't even create that much energy - yet. The things I could learn off of him. He definitely got my attention. But I told him that I really needs him to chill a bit. He withdrew a portion of the energy and said: just as long as you don't cut me off. I promised him I wouldn't. He kept his word - I did mine - and I was able to get some things done.

When I'm at Maria's Cosmic Convention the weekend before Halloween - I'm getting a 2 hr past life regression - when I get there on that Thursday. I'm psyched. I have so many things I want to cover. It would be so cool if Vincent was in the room with me -- so cool.

Speaking of cool - I colored my hair again (well, I didn't do it - that would be a disaster) - this time with more red than violet in it. Still looks very good.

Sunday night at 10:00 pm (EST) I'm going to be on WLIP AM-1050, which broadcasts through Milwaukee and into Northern Illinois. This is going to be a fun show. To find out more about it, go to: http://www.mothershipradio.com

And before I forget - The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com is changing their time from 9 - noon to noon - 3:00.

I'd better go hop in the shower! Talk to you guys later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Vincent And Discoveries!

What a day! The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com went great. I think that I was on for an hour - from 9:30 - 10:30. As always - I love chatting with those guys and tag teaming with Maria on callers. I felt though, like I was being tested today for some reason. I can't quite put my finger on it -- but it felt like a test. After my time was done I thought to myself that I should of pushed harder to finish my thoughts on some of the callers. I hate talking over Maria (it's rude) and interrupting her (still rude) so when she moved forward - I just moved with her without saying everything I wanted to say. Oh well - if it was a test I hope I didn't flunk:)

Even though Mercury is in Retrograde - I still managed to get my wireless fixed. I had to pat myself of the back for that one. I made the mistake of calling support. HA! A new bra would have given me more support than the support staff could - sheesh! I finally said - screw it - and fixed it myself. Dog-gone-it-all!

I have to talk about Vincent tonight - and I mean actually TALK about him. What I wanted to do initially was just call someone up (who knows about Vincent) and just chat about him. I need to talk - talk - talk.....it's like I'm going to burst if I don't get a chance to get out all of the discoveries I've been making. Sure - writing down helps - but things fly at me with such speed that my fingers can't keep up and I keep forgetting things. So then Andrew said for me to talk and record it - make it into one of those podcast things - he said. Okay - although I'm not sure who would want to listen to me go on about Vincent - but I know that Will will show up as well as George, Bill and Ted. Seems like I have a lot of things to say - I just hope I remember what they all are once I start talking. LOL.

Today Vincent's energy has been VERY intense - and I mean heart-pounding intense. It was like he was in my body - if that makes any sense. Will did this several times to me over the last couple of years - step in - so to speak. But with Vincent - the feeling is different. There's the high energy aspect that is the same - along with insatiable sexual urges. But the real difference comes in with Will there was also fear - with Vincent, there's no fear, but loneliness. Like a soul in search of that missing piece. As I'm thinking back - Bill's difference was a judgment energy while Ted had sadness. When any of the guys do this - I have a hell of a time thinking about anything else besides them. Today I tried to keep breaking that lock by watching - you guessed it - 30 Rock.

One of the things I discovered today - was that back in the 1600's - Vincent, me and Andrew were the best of friends. Feels like Andrew was my brother - and Vincent was his best friend - who I married. I keep seeing us, sitting around laughing. It makes perfect sense then why Andrew felt so bad about Vincent and I dying as kids in that 1930's life and the in the 40's.

For the last several days I've been getting chest pains. But every time one comes on - I hear a voice tell me they're not my pains (hell- they feel real enough) but they're Vincent's. Today with his intense energy - my heart would pound so hard it felt like it was coming out of my chest. And I kept hearing Vincent's vice tell me to calm down - take a deep breath, work through the energy. It's his energy that ramps up my heart and he tells me to take a deep breath! But no worries - if it were to feel really bad on my part, I would call 911.

Now that his energy has taken a step back (wow - just felt a warm calm go from head to toe) I'm tired:) So if I don't get to the vocal part tonight - I will tomorrow. I still need to go get my shower.

Speaking of shower - reminds me of wedding - which is where I will be this weekend. I'll be at the 20th Century Club in Pittsburgh for my cousin's wedding. My son is so excited to stay in a hotel overnight - lol. This is the 1st get together my family has done - that wasn't funeral related - in 7 years. So good times this Sat!

I need to bust some sort of move - providing I don't hurt myself!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Update Via Maria Shaw

Hi Everyone,

I'm dog tired..but before I hit my bed I wanted to share with you Maria's astrological and intuitional feel about Vincent and myself.

With all of the guys I've thrown at her for the last two years, she's never suggested that I actually get together with a person in the physical (regardless of the karmic ties, soul mate connection, etc...). Until now.....

Hi Allie - Vinny shows up in the spiritual teacher house of your chart....higher love, getting to know thyself.....traveling to higher places than ever before! There's so much more you can learn from one another. He could be your greatest teacher. His moon conjuncts your north node...very karmic. In fact, you should attach yourself to him because he can take you higher than you have ever before. He is good for you. He can help you achieve greatness, wisdom and perfection in relationships. He is here to teach you what a relationship should really be about. He is here to make sure you feel loved and there is balance in your world between both worlds; spiritual and mundane. His moon also hits your sun sign so there was likely a strong bond or a marriage in a former lifetime.. In his chart, you show up as a friend and his north node is on your rising sign so there is a mutual identity here.....same likes and dislikes....same needs, etc. He "gets you" and last but not least, go figure, your moon falls in the house of sex. You are a very mysterious woman for and to him, one that is willing to try new things and emotionally can hit him in a deep place. I bet if this were a real physical relationship, not just on the astral plane, you two would get along famously!

A man who actually "gets" me. Amazing :)

I knew his energy felt great to be around.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bob, OBE Sex And Will!

Mercury Retrograde isn't due till Sept 24th - and let me tell you, it's kicking my ass already. My computer - grrr - my internet - double grrr and my wireless - &^^%$$#$%%^&**. That's all I have to say about that! Thankfully it hasn't cut the balls off of my good mood:) I'm so far behind on things that even with a telescope I can't see my large behind -- but I'm determined to get caught up. My alarm clock now says 5:00 am (it was 6:00 am) and next week if I'm not where I'm supposed to be - it'll go to 4:30 am. Any earlier than 4:30 and I may kill someone by 7:00 pm :)

Today on Psychiconair.com, before I came on at 9:17 am, Maria was talking about how the full moon brought out emotions. Well let me tell you - boy my emotions are causing havoc. But - they only jump out as I'm rewriting the BLACK TRIANGLE. I swear - I cry the whole time I'm writing - it's horrible. I'm thinking of rewriting the sex scenes just so I have something to look foreword to! But, I've recently become obsessed with the NBC show - 30 ROCK. I've already breezed through seasons 1 & 2 (thank you Netflix) and am now going through them again. If you haven't watched the show - it is so damn funny. Alex Baldwin is brilliant in this show. Tina Fey and her supporting cast are also excellent - but it's Baldwin that has me rolling. That show is making my rewrite move forward. Every time I get overly emotional - on comes 30 ROCK and I laugh myself silly. I need to write something that I could get that man to play in - he's great no matter what role he's taken on. What can I say? I've been a fan since BEETLE JUICE.

So BLESS YOU 30 ROCK!

Okay - moving on......today's chat on the Maria Shaw Show was great. We talked about my appearance at the 2nd Cosmic Convention at the end of October - the OBE Sex class I'm teaching as well as the séance that myself and Monica T are going to do! Maria brought up adding a class on Tantric Sex to the convention. I had been thinking about adding that element to my weekend OBE workshops. We'll see if we can fit it in - it'll have to be a very basic class!

Bob has been right there next to me now for a few weeks. He's this big hulking energy - very protective - VERY. I thought Will was protective (and he is bless his heart), but with Bob it's a massive amount of protective energy. A gentle giant -- that's a good way to describe Bob. Because although he is this massive energy and I can feel that this is something he's been exploring and learning more about -- he's also very tender - gentle. Andrew has been saying since Friday that I have to put Bob's real name into the blog and not use Bob. He's pretty dang crazy about it too. Seems that Bob has either already been by the blogs and thinks that he's Bob or he will soon and he has to know that what he reads is him. I wish you could see Andrew now - this usually very calm guide is jumping up and down like a crazed man. Do it now -- now -- NOW! He's being wow - vocal. I ask why now? He's says: why do the women in your family have to be so difficult (I have to smile on that one)? Don't ask "why" there's a reason.

Me - being me - had to draw a tarot card to see what I need to know about putting the name in now. I drew the Serpent - it's all about healing and knowledge. It's about understanding and taking what you know to transform your life - to shed the "skin" of the old and embrace the new with "new skin". Then I drew Burden: to release burdens to allow others to follow their path. That I carry weight that is not my own. I had to draw one more card - King: male authority - and sexual energy, The king puts one on notice to take affirmative action and to put their house in order (as something is about to change).

Okay - it's VINCENT. Not Bob. Vincent is his name. The reason I was very hesitant is because I can feel a female energy that is very attached to him through a karmic connection/past lives. This energy does not want anyone else involved in his energy. Of course - I know that the female energy knows I'm already involved. I can feel her on the outskirts. Andrew assures me that the female energy is not a problem at all - nor will she give anyone a problem. She may be very attached -but she is also kind-hearted and spiritual.

So sometime today Maria is going to send me the scoop on Vincent and when she does - I'll post it. I did feel much better using his real name - never liked using the fake name.

My son's teacher called me the other day to say what a wonderful student he is being this year! No trouble at all - a great leader and is setting a fine example for the other students. I knew my energy methods would work:)

Last weekend, my friend Pat and I went out. He's my friend from high school (the fire chief). We had a good time - it was nice to chat with him. I had forgotten how much in common he and I have. My ex, of course, dodged talking my son for the day like he said he would - and Pat was cool about me bringing my son with us. The kid was remarkably good - I was shocked. Of course - he does want me to get married again:) If Pat and I lived in the same state - I don't know - we might actually date. Of course he's about to move to one of my favorite states - Montana. I've been to MT at least 8 times over the last 10 years - simply love Big Sky Country!

George and Will have been trying to out-do one another in showing up in my visions & energy field. They're funny. One vision with Will is that he and I are in a room - some sort of meeting. I come in, shake his hand and say something like: Hi I'm Allie, I met you back in Feb in NYC at.......Will smiles and says oh I know who you are. How's your son? His gaze is very direct - like his eyes are looking through me when he says he knows who I am. We have the meeting or whatever we're at. Afterwards, I see him in the hall and tell him that my son and I are going to go grab something to eat - would he like to join us? He doesn't even think about it - he just says yes.

SIGH. I can't wait to see him again. I truly - truly - cannot wait.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Artemis, Atlantis And Andrew!

I still feel like crap. But at least the world isn't spinning. Now it's the change of seasons yuck that I get - although today it is supposed to be 90. Next week it'll be in the low 70's upper 60's. I spent the day yesterday at the doctor's for my son and the vet for Brodie. Each got medicine. For my son - he has a combo allergies & sinus infection. For the dog - I made the vet put him back on his original meds from July - they seemed to work - they just weren't prescribed long enough. So I have double the amount this time. And what do you know - Brodie didn't have to snort out the mucus this morning when he got up. So they are working already.

With my son -- the battle has begun for school. Wow - he really didn't want to go. He wants to go to a different school - but he wouldn't tell me why. I'll try to get it out of him again tonight. It is probably the back lash from last year when the kids called him the "weird one". I told him he'll switch schools soon enough as this time next year we'll be in CA or NYC. He was happy about that.

I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today - they reran last week's show. Seems that Joe (the producer) is MIA and Maria is driving through the mountains of Tenn. in an effort to make it back to MI after they were both kicked out of NOLA due to the hurricane. Blessings that everyone gets home safe and sound.

I was asked to do a quick session this morning with my healing wand - haven't done on of those in awhile. As soon as I took the wand and was settled in - I was transported to a large room - looked like a large bedroom. My guide, Andrew, was there. After we exchanged greetings - I asked him where we were - he said watch. So I did and I see me in a long, vintage yellow dress - looks silky - and I was thin! Not skinny mind you - but thinner than I am now with muscle tone! I looked at Andrew and asked if this was me in the next life - he said no -- money can buy you an amazing physical trainer. I was like - really? Then George came in - dressed to the nines in a wonderful tux. Andrew said we were off to some awards event that I was nominated for. I was like - wow - how cool is that?

Then he had me sit down and said: Listen - things are going to move for you very fast - very soon. The time might be perfect for you to find romance, but I'm not so sure how much energy you will have for it. Between work, your son and moving. But it will be there if you want it. Where's Iris - I asked. She's near by - all of those ideas you are getting now for DREAMERS - that's her hand in it all. Her time with you is wrapping up and she's only pushing you so that you don't miss your window of opportunity to get the ball rolling in your career.

So breathe deep - and enjoy the stillness while it lasts.

And with that he was gone.

I don't think that I'll miss any window of opportunity with Iris around - she simply wouldn't let it happen.

My dreams last night were really intense. They revolved around the crystal skulls and Atlantis. The dream memory that stands out the most has me in a flowing dark blue robe - sitting to a fire pit - talking with my crystal skull Artemis. My hands are very tingly as I hold the skull and the top of my head feels as if it is on fire. She reveals to me a new healing method of crushing a crystal and mixing it with lavender oil. The mixture is then placed on wounds for healing. I am against that I would crush a crystal - knowing there is a spirit inside. Artemis tells me that the crystals gladly give up their existence - it is their destiny in their current lifetime to do so. After the mixture has helped heal the wound, it is to be returned to the soil so that a new crystal could be brought forth. When the new crystals emerge they would be rose and/or lavender in color and exhibit wondrous qualities of love and the psychic sense. The vibrational qualities of Artemis were extraordinary.

It was an amazing skull. I hope I can remember more connections with Artemis.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

George, Iris And Will!

What a busy day so far! It's keeping me on my toes - that's for sure! I was on the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com this morning from 10:15 - 10:30 am ET if you want to catch when it repeats this evening. We chatted about the number 5, OBE sex, the newsletter and George. It was - as usual - a good time.

Iris is pushing me so hard to finish this draft of DREAMERS. She knows it's the last one - that it's the one who will get the show sold. I must admit, as much as I want to get on with my life, I'll miss Iris and her no-nonsense guiding. Iris is what they call the big guns. She shows up when a major life change is on hand - a life change that once it happens, there is no going back to the way life had been. For those in her charge she only shows up once -maybe twice in a lifetime. But when she does - it going to be a blow-your-socks-off change. She's moving on to one of my clients. This client already knows that Iris is on her way - she's showed up plenty of times already, just watching. The client called me yesterday, out of the blue, to chat. She's worried about Iris. I assured her there's nothing to worry about. She asked how will she know if she's hearing Iris? Before I could answer, she launched into "her" idea about going to vet clinics (she is to be an animal healer) and giving away free energy healing for practice - she went on to say a few more ideas. When she paused -- I jumped in. So, you want to know how you will hear Iris? What were you just telling me? SILENCE. Then Oh @hit. Yep -- Iris had been chatting with her all along:) She how she works?

LOL.

So I'm waiting on Andrew to then show up and take over my love life. Andrew, from all accounts, was such a loving and giving soul when he was alive. My Great Grandmother (his mom) was a moonshine runner (family had their own speakeasy, gambling and moonshine operation). When she was caught by the police, Andrew took the rap for her and went to jail. That's what kind of guy he was -- my grams loved him so dang much. When he died of pneumonia he was 29 (he was 10 years older than grams) they had been married for 2 years. Anyways - not only was he kind, but he was forthright and could also stand up and be heard. Something - as you know - I need. No passive guides for me - I need people in the trenches:) My mother still has Andrew and grams wedding rings. I think I'll hunt them out when I'm at her house this weekend.

My son - so far - likes school and is staying out of trouble. Every morning we are going over the rules of what he should not do in school - coupled with him raising his energy walls. Once a week I'm doing the laying on the stones - and he has a few amethysts in his room. I'll get his energy straightened out eventually.

Now that I've had a reading about George - guess who is slowly pushing his way back more into my energy field - yep - Will. It's kind of like - I know I'm not going to do anything but I don't want you to forget about me because of George - type of energy. Lord - how can one forget about their other half? But with Will's energy comes a mentoring energy as well. It's hard to describe - it's a love energy, but one where he is a teacher and not a lover. Like this all started out years ago when he first contacted me - he was to be a mentor or teacher of sorts and it appears that his energy has stepped back into that role. I wonder how I can be in the same room and not want to kiss the hell out of him? Well, I may want - but as long as he is in the teacher/mentor role, it's a line I will not cross. It's strange with Will - there is no karma to tie up, no lessons to learn - but we have a mutual mission that has to be accomplished together. It is rather refreshing not to have past karma with someone.

George and I have past karma - he making things up with me. If he wants to make things right in this life, I do believe that I will let him do just that. It's a strong urge from him to make things right - I would say it's a primal urge. It's something that his soul is hungry to do - something he must do. And when approached in this lifetime, I will let him do it. When I came to solid grips with that decision, more visions started flying in - and I'm not ignoring them any longer. I've had visions of George and our friendship/relationship for years now - and I have just pushed them to the side. They have been around since I discovered Bill and this whole world opened up to me. I'd love to see George and Bill have a talk - it would be very interesting. Both are deeply committed souls - wanting to make the world a better place for mankind, animals and the environment. Both are Democrats and outspoken.

The visions I get with George in them revolve around children. My son, George's friends children and more. There's always laughter and good feelings. He's always doing things for me - I can see me telling him just to stop it. But that's what he wants to do -- keep giving and giving. The whole thing just seems so surreal to me right now.

I can hear someone now saying - what if Will wakes up and comes to his senses about more than a mentor relationship? If he does so before I get involved with someone, then I'm open to it. If it happens after, then he's too late. At least in this life.

Time to get back to work:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Karma, George And Will!

Oh for the love of Goddess and all that's sane -- what a day thus far. I thought things would run more smooth since my son is back at school. That podcast of mine took 7 - yes 7 tries to get it to go. My brain was actually getting fried from having to repeat the same thing so many times. It's all because of that George. Yes - George. You know who you are George...in fact, I'll also bet that Will knows which George I'm talking about too although I'm almost certain they haven't met -- yet.

Okay - so over the weekend I was thinking back on my life - especially back to my childhood (I took out my old diary's) and I discovered that most of my Ken dolls I named "George", my pet I wanted to name "George" I even wrote that my husband's name was "George". This got me thinking about George. His energy is what Will's was - very persistent and patient. But with one difference from my side - I am keeping him at a distance on purpose. But I don't know why I'm doing that. George by all outward appearances is kind, generous, creative, handsome and exactly how Samantha described my future mate to be (although I did think at 1st this was Mr. Client guy - I was hoping actually that it was Mr. Client Guy and not George who 1st popped into my head): He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move.

Now right now I don't "know" George - so again when his named popped into my head, I dismissed it.

But this made me shift through my old chat logs with Tracey and came upon an old reading that she kept saying the name George in. One of the people I was asking about kept saying George and I had no idea what she was talking about. This was back in May I think. So -- this all led me to ask Maria Shaw about George and I got her answer right before I did the podcast - blew my mind away and explained a lot:

This guy shows up in the marriage part of your chart......I think the past life has to do with the fact that you were married three times in other lifetimes. He feels a strong need to be with you....like he is supposed to be with you but I am not so sure you want to remarry him again! One relationship lifetime he was abusive. The other one he was a drinker and the other one he was a good man. He was never the woman. He had to learn about his male energy (side) so always reincarnated as a male. It is he who cannot let you go. He has a strong need to possesses you. You feel a connection but also something is not right. He will revert back to old patterns from those lifetimes with control and your soul knows it doesn't want to go there but he wishes to fix the karma. He really does but do you wish to sacrifice another lifetime to allow him to do it? It is up to you! He has a Pisces rising sign (addictions) that falls in the 5th house of your chart which rules love affairs.....and taking risks in love. It also speaks on where your personal wounding is (for Allie). He wounded you in former lifetimes. His moon opposes your Jupiter EXACT. He may not support your traveling or even your spiritual growth in time to come. He may go along with it now but long term could limit your spiritual growth and advancement.

In his chart you show up as someone who could be financially supportive of him as well as someone to teach him his self worth. You also show up in the house of marriage! Go figure. Those past life aspects are pretty strong in both your charts and in the same places too. And yes, your moon shows up in the 12th house of his chart...which is one if not the biggest indicator of past life ties. I took a class in this years ago and this is amazing. Many marriage connections. I am fearful of the things I mentioned above; addiction, temper, possessiveness, control issues once he is married to you.....his past life personality may shine through eventually. But it is UP TO YOU. You have your reservations about this. You should but since you say he is patient then you have time. Take your time. The findings could be exciting, revealing and release you of karma for good with this man. OR you could choose to marry him and work them through. It is your choice.

So -- after I collected my thoughts and stopped yelling "SOB" & "you've got to be kidding me" at the computer - it all made sense. Why his energy is always there pursuing me and why I am very standoff-ish about him. It took me a few rereads but something else hit me. When I was married to George 1st he was abusive - my 1st ex husband in this life was abusive, the 2nd time I married George he was an alcoholic - ex husband #2 was yes, an alcoholic. The 3rd time George was a good guy and everyone has told me that my last partner will be a good one and it will be a past life connection. Could my soul actually have sought out the 1st 2 husbands in order to get that part of my experience with George out of the way? So that when he does come along I let him in? Could it also be that I am alone now to work on me and build me and my spirituality up so he will not have a chance to try to control?

I don't know....but it actually all makes sense to me without me trying to have it all fit. It's not something that I had to work on. Now if I am with George, then I'm not with Will. And if I'm not with Will then I'm not with Bill later on -- and then we do not complete whatever it is we are to complete this time around. We'll have to try it again.

Being with George is something that is up to me while being with Will is something that is up to Will.

Will I be as scared of George as Will is of me? No. Because I understand.

So George - what in the hell are you waiting on? Seriously. Will hasn't made a move and who knows if he will. Let's see if you have more guts than I give you credit for:)

Now on an unrelated kind of note - I had this wacked out dream the other night. I was walking along side a castle with someone - I can't remember who - but I was telling him that he was in my soul circle. I was trying to tell him without sounding like a nut job. But as I was telling him the castle was getting ready for battle and there was a spy in our castle. We (as I guess I was the queen) built a secret chamber under the castle so that my son could hide out there during the war. He had enough food, water and air to last him several years. I was to go to battle with everyone else. But I was told no - that I had to go below with my son and ensure his survival. It was too important to have him survive - since I was a warrior as well, I could battle anyone that found us.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta run. I still have a crap load of emails in my inbox. many of you have a ordered readings, classes and coaching - I'll get back to everyone as soon as I can.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

NOLA, OBE Sex Workshop And My Readings!

Well before anyone asks - Nickelodeon took a pass on the project for now. They need some things changed and some established talent w/credits, to come on board. We are invited to resubmit later on down the road. So we'll see. Am I bummed? Not really. I'm so used to being shot down that it really doesn't phase me any more. Now when I finally get a yes - that will register. So back to the drawing board on this - DREAMERS and the new project I just started.

I did not see Will in NOLA and I can honestly say that I didn't care. In fact, I'm at that point that if I never see him again in this life - I'm fine with it. I can still push his buttons 24/7 and no matter who he's with, they'll never be able to do that.

NOLA really was a blast. I met a lot of fabo people while I was there. I did spend Sat. night stumbling down Bourbon St. with my sister and a good friend of mine. We all know that if I start crying - my friend starts calling me a fucking whore and my sister says - it's all good....that we've had too much and it's time to stop:) The only thing that was wrong with me Sun was that I was tired. I never got sick, nor did I have a hangover:) I did go to Jackson Square (which I LOVED) and saw all of the stray cats that the town feeds. I also got a reading by a woman named Fox. I'll tell you what she said - along with Amy, an angel reader - what she had to say in a bit.

My OBE sex talk went well - a few people looked confused - some looked like they were too advanced with what I was trying to teach -- and others had no idea why they were drawn to the talk. That is until they got a reading from me and had "uh-ha" moments! I met many people who are still trying to get their lives back on track after Katrina. Others I met were dealing with discovering and/or meeting with their soul mate/soul clusters. One young woman I met was so gifted at seeing the dead - I mean WOW gifted. She is trying to get a handle on how to help them. One tall spirit guy was standing behind me as we talked and he kept touching me - very interesting. But she is a wow factor -- honestly - she has more of a gifted insight than John Edwards and Sylvia Browne combined (not to mention the original Ghost Whisperer). Anyways - I'd love to see where she is in a few years.

I did do a ghost/vampire tour which was a blast. Our feet hurt so we left it early - but we still had a good time. The French Quarter was nice - I liked the houses and just the "oldness" of that place. I rode the street car/trolley to get to The House Of Broel in the Garden District (where Maria had the show). We were stuck in Atlanta until late Monday night (weather related) - but the time I got home it was early Tuesday morning. And I'm still tired.

Now both readings - very similar in scope. Amy said that I have to trademark my OBE stuff and start doing workshops on my own. Doesn't matter if I have one couple show up - that this is where my bread and butter lies. That it will propel me to an area I didn't think possible. I do agree - I have to come up with something and I would love to give workshops on OBE sex - my problem is that I don't know how -- meaning I don't know how to come up with a curriculum. I guess I could base it on my OBE email class? And what I'm putting in my book? What else? Both ladies said that my energy is not putting out the right vibes to attract a love - that I'm prickly. Both wanted to know about the fireman and that I shouldn't keep him at arms length. Both said I scared off Will (by him reading my blog) and the person he is with doesn't scare him - he's more in control with her. Whatever. Both said that they doubt that Will and I will do what we have to in this life as he's too scared to take the next step. So oh goody - I get to come back and do this again.

Amy wants me to evoke Aphrodite. Say she wall help me lower my guard and allow someone into my life. Fox said I won't be getting laid till about forever. Both said that I have to focus and not to dawdle with what is in front of me - take the bull by the horns - etc....

Let's see money will continue to be tight but I will find a way to make ends meet. 2009 will be a great year - more money will start to come my way end of 2008. That's all I can remember.

I did feel something shift while I was in NO - I have to idea what, but it was good and had to do with my career. Time will tell.

Back to thinking about the OBE workshop. 3 days - one day per method. Ohh..I just thought of some wonderful oils & incense combos that would be a fabo part of the workshop. Plus crystal sex toys - oh yes - you heard correctly. I did have some OBE experiences while in NO. I have to find the time tonight to write them in the OBE sex blog.

Just so you know - I will be in FL from Aug 16 - 20 with my son to see my dad and step-mom. Then my son starts school the next week. Dang - where did the summer go?

My email is so scary that I don't even want to think about it. But I will eventually get back to everyone.

Oh - I did Maria's show live in NO on Monday instead of being on today -- but you probably already figured that out. I still would have loved to have my own show on Psychiconair.com - but I guess that it wasn't meant to be.

Which gets me to thinking about an OBE sex radio show - again. What in Goddesses name would I have on that show? Readings - sex & love - obviously. But what else? I wonder if I could have a co-host? Hey Matt (he knows who I'm talking about)...what do you think? Okay - I'm just thinking -- and on that note...

...I'm off to get my shower!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Psychic Stuff, Readings And WTF?

Dang it's hot. I don't realize how hot my office is until I go downstairs - wow - what a difference. And where are 3 of my 4 cats -up here with me. They did throw me a look kike - are you ready to put in AC now? Nope - I'm not. So here we are -- a bit hot & muggy, but otherwise okay.

My son is so nervous to go to the Cleveland Clinic tomorrow for his EEG (I think I had called it a EKG) of his brain. I had to assure him that all they were going to do was to place electrodes on his scalp - and they'll ask to breathe certain ways - flash a light in his eyes -- all to see if his brain has mini seizures. I'm sure he'll be fine and the test will turn out perfect. But we're going cause the doc suggested it. The kid has a thing about anything feeling "pricklely" or sticky on his body. He was almost having a fit when he was thinking about when they remove the electrodes! Sticky stuff in his hair -- and there may be pain! The kid was funny. I calmed him down enough. The clinic wants him tired for the test - so I told him he could stay up as late as he wanted tonight -- that make him feel good.

Tomorrow is pitch day for Nickelodeon - fingers crossed!

I was tweaking a few things on Liveperson & Keen last night -- and I know I shouldn't have done this -- but I started looking around at the prices of other readers again. It made my blood boil. I found one on Liveperson for $20.00/minute - what the hell? AND people are actually paying it! WTF? Come on guys -- does anyone but me think that this is in excess? I could see a sex hot line charging that much (like Nite Flirt) because you're just there to get off, you're not vulnerable and seeking advice. It just rubs me the wrong way. I pray to the Goddess above that my ego never gets that big that I charge someone $1200/hr for my psychic services.

BTW -- I've had several people contact me about Cheat Peeps. I'm good -- and I'll be contacting the people I've already talked to to chat again about what I need.

New readings - I'm still thinking about adding a few more from what's been suggested to me - because they're all good. But I haven't had time to really give it thought -- so later on that one.

I really enjoy giving sexual energy readings. The ones I gave the hosts for the Unexplained World and for The Maria Shaw Show (Psychiconair.com) were very short. There's only so much time in the slots I was on air - so I had to scale back a bit on what I wanted to say -- but I just love doing this. Any ideas for sexual readings would be appreciated - and if it's picked - you get one of those readings for free. So put on your sexual thinking caps!

Will, Bill and Ted have all taken a giant step back - I have no idea why. George has taken a step forward. I'm sure there's something for me to learn here - I just do not know what it is. And if Tracey's work with the guys is over (which it is) what in the hell happened? I still haven't gotten that call from Will (Iris is here saying - be patient, you will). It's not that I'm not patient and it's not like I want to jump into something with the man any time soon - but I would like to talk to him. George seems just as baffled as I am to why he is right here now. But he's smooth about it - I guess I could say - reminds me of Frank Sinatra smooth. I know that for the last few days as my headaches have come back and my sleep patterns are screwed up - that it has to do partly with him and maybe the guys somehow. I do know that a big life change is on it's way. When I throw the tarot cards down to see what -- I keep getting the Tower card. Now the Tower I don't consider to be a bad card - I just see it as being blindsided and your world is drastically shifted into another direction.

But WHAT direction?

Iris and I had a chat the other day about marriage. I asked her if I really had to get married again in this lifetime in order to fulfill a Destiny Marker or my Soul Path? She said no - but that I would be in a committed relationship. I can do that - committed. But I honestly never want to do the marriage thing again. I don't see the purpose in it. It's not that I'm against marriage - I just do not see it's logical purpose in this day and age - especially with the divorce rates as high it is. It's not the 1950's any more - women work outside the home, you don't have to be married to have children. Plus since we all have several Life Partners to help us on our Life Path with our life's lessons - the odds of getting divorced are astronomically high. Luckily for me - the man I am supposed to be with views marriage the same way I do:)

BTW - Mr. Client Guy - dropped off the face of the earth. I haven't chatted with him in over 2 weeks. Oh well. I'm okay with that.

Thank you for those who have been my psychic pimp:) Please keep it coming - I have a feeling when I take Brodie to the vet again on Friday - it's going to be a hefty bill.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

An Upcoming Shift, Dreams & Radio Show!

I've done nothing this weekend but chill with my kid and play Halo 3 on the X-Box. I did manage though to actually update my Cheat Peeps web site/blog - with some more stuff on me and a change in prices. I need to hire someone to do blog postings on affairs, cheating, divorce, online dating and so forth. I just don't have the time to do that - which is blatantly obvious by my lack of attention to the site.

Fingers crossed for Thursday - this is when my show is being pitched to Nickelodeon. Send positive vibes please!! I wish I could tell you more about it -- but right now I can't. That said -- it's such a cool idea that even my mother loved it. And she's very hard to impress.

Depending on the outcome of my show - whether or not Nickelodeon and/or Disney turn it down or try to pick it up - will help me to decide whether or not to go for my PI license. It's something I'd be damn good at - but if I'm doing the show, there won't be any time to be a PI, so why get the license? If both networks say no - then the universe is trying to send me in another direction. Maybe I was a detective in a past life and that's why I love it so much? No idea.

Over the weekend (and last Friday) I did look around Live Person and even do a few readings. Revamped Keen a bit too. Let me tell you - I'm shocked at what I see. The prices the psychics/readers are charging is unreal. And that someone would pay it? Oh good Lord! I saw some at 6.99/minute - others at 9.99/minute and still others at $16.00/minute! I think $4.99 is too much! I'm at $1.99 for now, and I'm sure it will go up. But gosh - $16.00 a minute? Granted - psychics need to charge for their services - no doubt about it. But isn't some of this greedy? I don't know -- seems like some are in it more for themselves than to help other people -- it just ain't right. But in all professions there are people who are into it more for themselves -- these people usually get stuck or find themselves backed into a corner with no place to go -- especially when they need help. Oh well....

I just finished with The Unexplained World (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw) and had a blast - knew I would. When I logged on my phone came up as straight 11111111 against the board and at the same time of my connection - I lost my internet. Gave the 3 hosts and Ed's wife sexual energy readings. I love doing those! If you click on the link you'll be taken right to the show's page and the show I was on is the one that pops up & plays. Will be that way for the next 2 weeks - you can also download it to your MP3 player. They talked about me going back - looking forward to doing just that.

I wanted to write in the blog tonight (this morning) as I'm not positive I'll have a chance mid tomorrow. Brodie (the black lab) is not doing well. He still is struggling to breathe - he's in a constant stage of panting. So I'll be calling the vet 1st thing in the morning. I know the universe will have my back - but dang I hope I can afford the next onslaught of medical bills.

I need to move my office into the bathroom. I told my son that and he almost birthed a cow - lol. But really - I get my best story ideas, visit from guides/angels/deceased - plus "ahh ha" months + OBE Sex in that dang bathroom. Anyways - this time my "ah ha" had to do with dreams. The dream world is comprised of an infinite number of dimensions (kind of like the show SLIDERS or STAR GATE) where every door, window or mirror can be a portal to another dimension. And something in one dimension may not look the same in another dimension even though you're in the same spot in both dimensions. So when you are in a dream and you have a random series of events happening to you as you travel through this dream - you are going through portals to different dimensions and while landing at the same "sector" as the previous dimension, the lay of the land is completely different (or in some cases slightly) because of how that dimension is run. That's why at times we have some whacked out dreams of seaminglessly random things happening during a dream - we're dimension hopping. Once I realized that (as I was sitting on the potty last Friday) my jumbled dreams actually weren't so jumbled and didn't feel that way upon awakening.

Whew!

I also realized that I'm so dang blessed with the people I know -- that I could just do a happy jig! No - I'm serious. I'm blessed and I thank all of you for making me that way:)

Also - depending on the outcome of Thursday/Disney/Nick - I may add a weekly live radio show to my mix. I keep getting the urge to do that. I don't know. Would you listen? Would you listen to that and the podcast? They'd be 2 separate shows. I'm rather attached to my weekly rambling podcast and I'd hate to give it up. Maybe have the live radio do reading too - chat about sex and have a guest on? Maybe a co-host or a slew of regular guests? Hummm.....

I have a headache coming on -- must mean a visit from one or all of the guys. I discovered that I can get burned out by the guys. All of them - doesn't matter who. I must put up a wall - or maybe they do - when we've had enough of one another. My wall came down - I'm ready to rock and roll again.

I feel that shift coming up. I should be sleeping - but I'm not. Granted - my energy is up from the radio show - but normally I'd be in bed now sleeping. When I'm awake -- that means a shift - headache - shift. Something good is coming my way! Ya-hoo!

In case you guys didn't know or forgot -- I will be in New Orleans Aug 2 & 3 for Maria Shaw's psychic fun fair: 2220 St. Charles Ave, New Orleans, LA, 11a.m. to 5p.m., Admission $10 includes hourly lectures, Readings $10. REALLY looking forward to this. As you know I only do in person readings at these fairs - the next one won't be until the end of Oct.

Three books I need to find time to write: OBE Sex (finish), Psychic Scams & 101 Ways To Bust Your Partner (meaning cheating/affairs).

BTW -- thanks for the great reading ideas! I'll take them all into consideration.

And on that note I'm going to force myself to go to bed -- I have to get up at 6:00 am and it's midnight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Brodie looked better this morning - he isn't panting ALL the time. But I still made an appointment for him for Friday!

Dirk, Kevin And Dreams!

Psychiconair.com and the Maria Shaw went went great today. Looks to be that I'm in the 10:00 hour every Wednesday. Today I chatted about the Orgasm Enhancing Oil form the OBE blog, but we called it Lovemaking Oil - just to be PC on CBS:) I also chatted about Thyme oil and some other oils that help to give you energy.

Kevin. This is a guy who kept showing up in my dreams last night. I remember telling him that he was awful persistent. He replied that eventually his charm would win out and I'd speak to him - lol. We were in a bar - there were a lot of people and I was helping a few of them with readings. Kevin kept walking back and forth. He was tall - probably about 6'2", thin (but not rail thin) with reddish-brown hair and glasses. He said that he was perfect for me. I laughed and told him that I wasn't looking for perfect - but for someone who is good to my son and I, is loving, kind, encouraging and a friend who has to be secure enough in themselves not to feel threatened by my success or my relationship with my soul cluster. He smiled and said - that's me - see I AM perfect for you.

And that's all I can remember except for him massaging my shoulders - which felt really good. We'll see if he shows up again in my dreams and/of if I remember.

From Kevin we go to Dirk. He's still hanging around. But since he's good looking I really don't mind:) He keeps a very respectful distance. His energy doesn't interfere in any way - rather like it was with Will when he first showed up. Will - BTW - is here but not really here. His energy is always merged with mine, but he's busy working - not sure on what expect that it's creative. Between working he's resting - his energy feel exhausted as if he had just run a marathon. As far as I know Tracey's work with Will is finished and although I emailed over the weekend and asked how everything went - have the guys visited - etc...I have yet to hear back. So once I hear something I'll let you know.

My dreams were so busy last night - so much so that I am exhausted today. I'm sure my son not being home contributed to the busy night. He actually stayed with his dad last night - 1st time since Oct 2007. Any time he's away from me I have a hard time sleeping - this happens as well when I'm traveling for the psychic fairs. I don't remember waking up in between dream visits - but I can remember visiting person, after person and trying to help them. Maybe it just so happened that many people needed help last night and it had no baring on my son being gone? Or -- maybe I've hit that time where things are about to change in my life. We'll see tonight, If I'm exhausted again in the morning then there's more going on than me helping people -- change is in the air.

My son and I had fun on his birthday yesterday. We went to his favorite eatery and then to see WALL-E (which was a cute movie).

I doubt if I'll write again here in the blog this week with the 4th on Friday with my family coming down to visit. But if anything exciting happens, I'll be sure to update you:) I'm also not too sure when I'll get to another issue of the "Numerscope" or if I'll even get any "Ask Allie" columns for the next week done. It's major do stuff around the house time.

And on that note -- I have to go mow the lawn:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill and Tracey!

My lower body is fricken killing me. And no, I didn't get lucky last night. I had karate yesterday - twice. My private lesson and then the lesson with my son. In the morning I was flipping people and learned a new kick - had a blast. In the evening my son flipped me a few times and he learned the kick I did that morning as well as both of us learning a few moves. Last night when I went to bed - no problems at all.

Getting out of bed proved to have it's own set of problems. I was like - WTF? Wow -- what a difference a day makes. My son and I are taking the summer off from karate - he thinks it's to give us a break - but actually its to pay for his eye therapy and other things he wants to do this summer. Plus his 8th birthday is July 1st (I can't believe he'll be that old!).

Of course this morning I couldn't believe how old I felt! HA!

I woke up at 2:58 last night and couldn't go back to sleep for about an hour. Will and Bill are rummaging around and keeping me awake. When I woke up I knew I had just come from seeing them - but I don't know what happened. I asked Iris to clue me in and she said that it's better if I don't consciously know what was said. To me that sounds like I'd be really pissed if I knew. But I was awake, and trying to fall back to sleep kept bring up images of those two fighting. I finally feel asleep in time to wake back up again.

I emailed Tracey Monday night and told her to watch out for the two of them - I just had this feeling....she emailed me back and said that Bill already visited her Sat night in the midst of a Reiki session and then woke her up with a start Tuesday morning at 5:00 am CDT. I write back to say that I woke up at 6:00 am EDT with a start - we both knew it was Bill. She told Bill to go away both times, as she was busy -- I told her he'd be back. She wrote me back twice yesterday:

Well, Allie, I went back to sleep and I guess I must have been in a coma because I just woke up. So, surprise no more because they both visited me in my dream.First, Bill and I are in this office with a long table. We are sitting at the end of the table. There is a large window at the end of the office.

Bill tells me that has pissed off because he stepped back to allow Will to come forward and the bastard (his words not mine) has not come through. So, he wants me to sit in on a meeting with Will. He tells me he has called him in under the pretense of talking to him about a business opportunity. I say okay - so what am I to do? He says, you are my assistant - here....and he hands me a laptop. I say okay?

He says the plan is confrontation time. Either he will come forward with Allie or I will. I am tired of waiting around on this. I tell him okay. (Its obvious he's in charge)

It was ten minutes to eleven in the dream and Will was to be there at eleven. At ten minutes after eleven we get a call on the speaker phone that he's on his way to the conference room. At eleven, eleven he arrives.

He comes in and shakes Bill's hand and Bill introduces me and Will shakes my hand and stares at me for a long time and says, okay, what's going on? He is looking at me!

Thankfully Bill says, Well, Will, (very condescendingly) here's the deal. I stepped back from Allie. to allow you to move forward and you are not coming forward so to put it bluntly ...... WTF is your problem and are you going to show up or not?

Will, looks stunned - and then he says, you know, Bill, (condescendingly) I don't owe you an F'ing explanation. Bill says I think you do! I am the captain of this team!

Will says well, then I quit! Bill says you can't quit, you idiot! Will says well, I am not sure what I am doing. Bill says, clearly! (condescendingly)

Then Will goes silent - and Bill does a lot of yelling - with lots of F words...........Bill tells me to leave the room. I feel like he's about to get physical with Will.............so, I leave.........

I hear all kinds of fighting - finally Will pipes in with some choice words!

Then Will leaves and slams the door. He kisses me on the cheek and walks down the hall to the elevator and gets in.

Bill opens the door abruptly - and looks at me laughs and smiles and says, I win - and I wake up!

Tracey was confused as to what it meant to "win" here. I told her that one or the other would be back to give her more of a clue. I also told her that indeed Bill and Ted stepped back awhile ago to let Will in. Later on I got my second email:

Well, I could not stay awake. I took another nap.

This time I just got Bill - he said that he has worked out things with Will - he says the issue with Will is that he does not understand all of this fully! (geesh)

So, Bill said that he and Will have to calm down and sit down again. He thinks that he may have let his anger take control and then things got out of control. He's going to let me know when - he's sick of everyone being busy. He feels like he cannot get through to everyone he wants to talk to. He said he wants Ted there too.

He feels like you (Allie) have pulled back and he does not like that because he's afraid that you are giving up and he's afraid you are right that if someone does not step up everyone loses. He also wants you to know his girlfriend is dispensable and he smiled.

He seemed much more calm. He said he is going to stop drinking caffeine again (while he was smoking) and he's going to take a nap. He has not slept in over 24 hours. He's also going to create a less intimidating place to meet. So, he told me to be on the look out for something different and unique!

I had told Tracey that once one of them showed up to tell them that one better step up and soon or no one will need to bother making all of us have to repeat this lesson in the next life -- and let me tell you if that happened I will make sure they have to really - really work to get to me.

Now I'm just waiting for another email from her as I'm sure they showed up last night. The poor girl - she is going to be soooo tired.

Speaking of tired - DREAMERS still isn't where it needs to be. It's the dialogue -- I can't get it. To me it sounds natural - but to everyone else it doesn't. Maybe I just talk weird:) Back to the drawing board on that. Still working on that treatment for the Nick show. Fingers crossed here for me guys -- some light to help me unlock any creativity that is stuck would greatly be appreciated.

I'm on Psychiconair.com and/or AOL today on the Maria Shaw Show in the 11:00 hour to talk about OBE sex and some love magic. Tonight I will be on Global Psychics http://globalpsychics.com from 8 - 9 pm EDT to discuss gypsy magic and do on air psychic readings!

And on that note -- I'm back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Bill, Ted, Will And Destiny Markers!

Think Allie -- think. That's what I've been trying to do for the last several hours since my mom dropped on me that she cannot watch my son while I attend my conferences and do my talks & readings. Work changed her schedule and she cannot have a flex schedule. So she can watch him on the weekends - but Thur & Fri is out. But without Thur & Fri - there's no weekend. His dad is a no (besides the fact that he is completely unreliable - knowing that I was out of town he would take my son to see his children - this is a complete no-no and is in the divorce agreement. But he would do so and tell my son to lie - just like he did several years ago and my kid has horrible nightmares that I was going to leave him because he saw his two evil half siblings behind my back...anyways), my sisters - a complete no as well. I have no friends here - my neighbors are cool and would help with some things if I needed it - watching my son for several days is not one of them.

So what in the hell am I going to do? The only think I can do is bring him. But heck - how am I going to do readings if he is right there? And how can I talk about OBE sex during a workshop if he's sitting right there? UGH! I talked to my son about this and he said he'd do readings too - we can be a mother - son team. I reminded him he'd only be 8 at the time and adults probably wouldn't listen to what he had to say. He assured me they would - lol.

UGH -- I hate not having a plan. I'm a planner - I like plans. I'll figure something out - I always do. I just don't know what right now. I could win a lot of money -- or sell a script and then I could hire someone to watch the tyke while I work and take the both of them.

Speaking of scripts - I'm pretty damn determined to get DREAMERS done sooner rather than later (and no -- I'm not rushing it) especially after seeing Indy. I have no comment really except that Indy's crystal skull needed one of those head shrinkers from a remote Amazon tribe. But I say this as I'll be writing a lot over the next several weeks. Breathe deep if the posts aren't on scheduled every week. I will at least post twice because I have stuff that I need to share with everyone. I get crabby if I don't blog:)

But I will be able to share every week on The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com! I'll be there weekly every Wednesday - starting today - in the 10:00 hour. Today we'll talk about OBE sex -- not sure what we'll discuss every week. I think it'll be a surprise. I'm excited to be a regular contributor. Okay - was just on - from 10:16 or so until 10:30. Chatted about the OBE sex and also the Magical Item of the Week:)

Bill. Man he is back and persistent. But he's not a pain. He's visiting me in my dreams every night - I know he's there - but I don't remember the whole scope of the visits. We are always with a group of people to start with -- we chat for a bit -- then either we are on a countryside or on a ship. None of the visits are draining - all are positive. During the waking hours he is also there, in my energy field, more on the fringe than close in my face. He's not draining - he's contributing. It's almost as if he's contemplating a major life change and he's hanging out with me while he thinks things over. Maybe he'll get married again like Ted did? I have no idea what it is - but I do know he's doing a lot of heavy thinking. He won't allow me any further into his mind, and I'm not pushing it. On the way back this morning from dropping my son off at school, Iris joined me. I asked her why is Bill back? She said he feels you're safe and comforting - he needs to think some things through. But what does he have to do about Will (because I can feel this also has something to do with him) and she replied - who is the one soul who is major competition for your heart - the one Will could worry about? I would guess either Bill or Ted -- she says no -- Bill. When Bill and Ted said bye to you many moons again - it is because Will is to be with you and your energy. They have stepped back out of respect for your twin connection to Will. Both men know that you and Will being together is needed in order for hundreds, many thousands of people to reach their next Destiny Marker. If the stakes were not so high, they would not have pulled back. And Ted wouldn't have felt lonely and gotten married - I add. Iris says - correct.

So since we all have free will - and this includes Will - what if he decides that our connection is too powerful, that it scares him, and he prefers not to deal with it. There's no "what if" Iris says, the Divine will keep putting you two together - or should I say, putting you in his path, until he says yes. This is something that has to happen - if not, then thousands of souls have to do this life over again - and none of them want that. If Will and I are some sort of key to something bigger - why won't you tell me what. Because you'll write about it in your blog, Will will read it, and it'll push him away even further. Besides, it's best if you two are on a need to know basis.

Okay - so why does Will and I have to be together for Bill and Ted? Because you and Will unlock something within one another, that once it is unlocked in you, it will unlock in Bill and Ted - then you 3 can move forth with your destiny. So my destiny with Bill and Ted is separate from what I'm doing with Will? Correct - separate but completmenory - you need both halves. Your destiny will not work unless both halves are activated and for that to happen - Will is it. Okay - so if I get this straight I have two seperate paths which lead me to my destiny in this life time. In this lifetime and beyond - Iris adds.

Then I arrived home and she was gone.

So what in the hell am I supposed to be doing while Will contemplates? His energy has pulled way back and walls have gone up. I'm not treading over there to find out what's going on specifically- what I feel is that he had to attend to some unpleasant things and is now just paying attention to himself. So - I will let the man be. In the mean time -- time waits for no one -- and I'm a busy gal. Maybe not relationship wise, but I have enough on my plate to keep me occupied and out of trouble:) Besides, with my son out of school - who knows when I'll have a moment of peace:)

I have been contemplating - again - studying past life regression. There's no one in this area that does it - no one. You either have to travel to Cleveland or Columbus. Both are about 1 1/2 away in good weather. I found that Dick Sutphen is teaching courses this summer in NYC: http://www.fellowshipsspirit.org/spiritually_based_hypno_plr.php but I run into the problem with my son. No one to watch him so that I can go get training. I have thought about a home study program. I just don't know. I do know that this is something I want to do - I just don't know how to go about doing it. Iris just showed up - she says don't worry about it, it's not on your life's path. You'll design a course of study for people to have improved sex lives via OBE sex - that's part of your path. Move on she says...

Okay - that was one way to take care of that. I still want to do it though - dang it:)

There's only so many hours in that day - speaking of which I got to move on to the next item on my list....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Psychiconair.com, Maria Shaw And Atlantis!

I was actually going to do a few readings first and then write this entry. But Iris was being very particular to get this done now. So here I am.

I made a stop at the Maria Shaw show this morning on Psychiconair.com! I was on from about 10:10 am to 10:26 am EST. If you want to listen to the segment where I discuss connecting with a famous person via OBE sex - it'll be rebroadcast tonight from 10:10 pm - 10:26 pm EST.

Atlantis keeps coming to the forefront of my mind's eye today. Last night I had a dream visit with Atlantis. In it, I was in a circle of people - men - who were my peers. And they were throwing stones at me. I was trying to have a discussion with them and they just kept throwing things. One hit me in the side of the head - my left jaw - and I woke up immediately in so much pain on my left jaw. It was throbbing. Pain killers wouldn't work - I tried energy balls (usually helps when I'm in pain) and it only made it worse. Finally I got back up - and grabbed some lavender oil to rub on my jaw. After it was applied, I placed my pipestone over my jaw and laid back down.

Iris was there and she told me that I had to connect to Will now. I kept trying to walk down the path to my portal, but every time I tried the pain kept knocking me back out of it. By the time the pain went away - I drifted off to sleep.

I was surprised to wind up right back in Atlantis with Will tending to my jaw. We were next to a natural hot spring and he was applying the healing water to my jaw. I kept hearing him say - you have to go along with what we want - if you don't you'll die. But whatever it was, I knew that I couldn't do that because it was against everything I believed in.

Woke up after this visit -my jaw wasn't hurting at all - and went back to sleep. I don't remember anything after that.

But Atlantis is just right there - rumbling around in my brain. I have done a bit more research in on it - and have had some people email me things about Atlantis that they have cone across (thank you) but nothing stands out as new. Things are told a bit differently with a twist here and there - but basically it's been the same. The main thing I guess that stands out is the literature that says Atlantis was governed by a counsel of all men. I keep seeing women involved. So I don't know....

What I do know is that Iris wants me to grab my healing wand and head into a session....

First thing that I noticed is that I was in a violet robe that hung down to the tops of my bare feet. I was walking along the grass when Bill came out and got me and said it's time. I shook my head and said that there had to be another way. He replied that I have to look within my soul to realize that there is not. I asked about Will. He gave me that look - and said he chose his path. He turned and dashed between two large Eucalyptus trees. I had a vision (inside of this vision) of the portal to the other worlds (like a star gate) had been shut from the other side. We could not get back through to go "home". We had to stay here on earth and handle the situation.

I followed where Bill had gone and there was Ted. He grabbed my hand and told me to hurry. We could feel the earth shake under our feet. Someone asked me how exactly this was to work. I told them that we are to place our memoires of Atlantis and beyond into each our our skulls. Once we transfer the information, we will be mortal (like the rest of Atlantis) and have no memories of our time here. It will be like trying to remember a dream - it's on the tip - but not quite there. Until we are supposed to know in a future life -and that is when us and the skulls will come back together. The skulls will then transfer our memoires back to us and we can once again help mankind from their own destruction. At that time, the star gate (for lack of a better word) will open again and we can go home.

We each took a sharp crystal and pricked our fingers. It wasn't blood as we would see blood - all red - but a white substance that dripped from our fingers and onto our crystal skull - each skull was just that - crystal. After the substances went into the crystal - everyone there placed their hands on the crystals. Now instead of a participant, I'm an observer - as the energy & information was transferred - our bodies shook - like we were having convulsions. When it was over, it looked like we had all passed out. The crystal skulls lowered themselves down into the ground.

I went back to being a participant. Bill jumped up and grabbed my hand - said something about the time capsule - that we had to do it now before we forgot. And the session ended.

The session stopped with me having a hell of a headache. I could feel Iris being there during the entire vision - but I couldn't see her anywhere.

I bought tickets to go up on the Empire State building next Thursday night. I thought it would be cool to see NYC at night - all the lights. My son is scared to ride into elevator - he asked if we could take the stairs. Ahh -- no -- elevator. I think I had him convinced to give it a go.

Back to work...

Crystal Sunhine!
Allie :)

Something Shifted...

Hi -me again:) I just noticed a shift - my career is in the forefront of my mind now and not love. Not that love is not important to me - as it is...but all of a sudden it was if a fog was lifted.

I can't really explain it - but things are much clearer now. I'm definitely more focused. Wow, what a difference.

Whatever happened - I'll take it. Something about Maria's reading for me did it. Boy am I grateful

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Psychiconair.com And My Forecast!

Well- what a nice surprise I had today -- I called into Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com to get a birthday reading (she was talking about Taurus) and I wound up chatting on air about OBE Sex (my favorite subject).

If you weren't listening to her show (and you really should, it's good) - they'll rebroadcast it tonight from 9 pm - midnight. I came on about 9:20 am until 9:58 am today - so it'll be the same time in the pm if you want to catch it.

My best time for love - is now - now - now:) Maria thinks I'll meet someone at the howdown on May 11th:) Works for me:) Asked about Will -- she said that I have to put myself where ever he is -- easier said than done. I figure, if we're supposed to be in the same place - we will be. But I'm not sitting around waiting for him.

Money & career - looking FABO for the next year from May 2 2008 to May 2 2009! Time to bust a serious move and not hold back:)

If you tune in - I gave some more tips about connecting for OBE Sex:)

Okay -- so much to get done...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Where Do I Begin?

This week has been well -- a learning experience to put it mildly. My son's pediatrician called me and asked me if I knew about the letter that he got from the school. I said that yes, I knew that they were sending one out. But have you read it? The Dr. asked (mind you this man has never called my house). I said no - I had not. He said - well I'll have my nurse make a copy - you really should read it. Okay - I'll stop down after I take my son to the eye doctor. Fine.

Now at the eye doctor I thought this was going to be a routine examine and he would need glasses. He had complained that he couldn't see the board. But oh no - nothing routine about it. Come to find to that they think he has: Convergence Insufficiency. Which means (doc definition): a sensorimotor anomaly that affects the binocular visual system and is characterized by an inability to adequately coverage or sustain coverage for visual tasks at near. So -- my son has to work 10x as hard to read what is in front of him than the normal child. When I told the doc that he is at a 3rd grade reading level she couldn't believe it. Usually children with this do not like to read and fall way behind. I always knew he was smart:) So -- I have to take him in for a series of tests and then start him on visual therapy.

Moving on...

Stopped at the pediatricians' office and got a copy of the letter. It is two pages of what kind of monster my son is. And I mean monster. Two pages of rotten, horrible things that have been taken grossly out of context and not one kind word about the boy. Labels were stuck all over him without actually putting a label on. I'm not exaggerating at all - I showed this to a few people and they couldn't believe it. The doctor said this was the 1st of its kind in his office in over 40 years of practice. My kid's an empath with a heightened sense of awareness. But no one here gets that. So......just to rule out that his brain isn't @ucked up - now he has to go see a neurologist for a consult. If it warrants it - then testing. But I am really going to have to be convinced before any tests are run.

SIGH. Which brings me to...

School. I don't want him to go back there. If that is how they view my boy - the hell with them. I talked to my son about home school. He jumped all over it. In fact - he's been wanting me to do that since Kindergarten. I told him that he wouldn't see his friends at school. He said mom, you're my only friend. That broke my heart. Then he launched in to how the kids make fun of him and call him weird. We all know how cruel children can be -- and my son is ultra sensitive - doesn't help him being a Cancer. So I looked into home schooling and discovered that Ohio has a public school online. It's a virtual public charter school. It costs me nothing - and they send the school books, supplies and a computer if we needed it. Plus he has teachers online and I would be a teacher assistant. This follows the K12 program which is supposed to be top notch.

Last year Tracey did a reading for me which in it said that once Will was in our lives that my son would not be learning in a conventional manner. It doesn't matter where in the world we are located - we just have to log into the computer on a school day before 11:59 pm to complete the assignments. So for traveling - this is great.

But how do I take care of my home, animals, child, myself - everything that is involved there - plus work and home school? I'm going to lose my mind. I'm strong, I can do a lot -- but I'm not sure if this is over the top or not. But what I do know for my son's sake is that I have to try to make it work. My ex about had a cow when I told him about everything including the home school. I'm like - it really doesn't matter what you think because you don't do anything anyways!

Like little league starts on Saturday. My son is sooooooo excited. My ex is supposed to take him. Well, wouldn't you know him and his GF are going away for the weekend. So I'm taking him and the kid is heartbroken -- again.

If there was ever a time for Will to pick up that phone - this would be it. I could really use a pair of shoulders right now. Mine are too heavy and tense to move. Really - really could use that shoulder.

So that's that for now.

On May 11th I'm going to now be in Detroit at the hoedown:) Maria Shaw is having a booth there and several of us readers are showing up to do well -- readings. I wonder if I'll remember to eat between 11 am - 7 pm? LOL. I need to find a place to crash Sat night - any suggestions for a safe and economical place in Detroit?

I have been experimenting the last couple of weeks with vitamins and specifically with calcium. Calcium "600" (from oyster shell; Vit D3 - 600 IU, Calcium - 1200 mg & Sodium - 15 mg) made by Solgar. I have found that if I take the correct dosage (2 pills) right before I go to bed - my dreams are much more lucid AND I remember them better. Much...MUCH better.

Now yesterday (April 17) was Ted's 49th birthday. In 20 years I haven't forgotten his birthday until yesterday. It dawned on me before I went to bed. Luckily for me, I had a chance to make it up in the Dreamscape: Ted and his wife were sitting at a round table with a white table cloth enjoying a birthday dinner. He kept looking at me and vice versa. Finally he came over and introduced himself and asked if we knew one another - I said of course we do. He said how? I told him to think about it for a bit - that door has closed on him and he needs to think about it in order for it to reopen. He went back to his table and talked to his wife - she glared at me (oh please). I could tell he was really thinking about it and it dawned on him -- a "oh shit" moment. I took that moment to go introduce myself to his wife and to assure her that I was no threat to her marriage. I'm not meant for Ted - at least not now.

She bitched about something and was getting really drunk. He told me to wait at my table and he would be back. I assume that he put her in bed at a hotel - because it didn't take long and he was back. He really looked good. His hair was really light - he was tan, the hair came down to his shoulders - almost. He was scruffy and he just looked soooooo good. Anyways - so I told him happy birthday and that I was sorry I forgot. He smiled and said that was alright - he had forgotten everything about me - about us - until now. He wanted me to walk with him...so we go outside.

Walking through what reminded me of a royal garden - he looked at me and asked - who's left? I replied - Bill, we need Bill. He kind of frowns and I say - Ted -- you're the only one he'll take a call from. He nods and goes on with -- tell me more about our soul cluster. So I fill him in on me, him, Bill and Will. He asked where Will was -- I told him that I'm working on it. He smiled and said - lucky bastard. I asked - if you can help out from this side of the dimensions - I'd appreciate it. He said - I'll see what I can do.

The visit was very light hearted and friendly. We talked and we talked about past lives, soul clusters - he and I - he and Bill, me and Will and so forth. Finally I told him that I had to go to the bathroom. He said - you'd better wake up and go then. I said - but I don't want this to end. He said - no worries, we'll do this again and now I won't let anyone make me forget about this. He kissed me on the forehead and said - I love you Allie - now go pee. He chuckled at that last part and I woke up. And sure enough - I had to go - in a hurry too.

He was so tense around his wife - and so much at ease around me. It was sure nice to be with him again. I hope he's right and that we'll have another dream visit soon.

Back to work I go! I hope next week is more of a move forward week - with little stress instead of one with learning experiences! Because of the week I've had -- I am wayyyyy behind in email- just to let you know.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Psychiconair.com And Just Because!

Just because I simply adore this woman and I AM pretty psyched about her show -- I thought I'd post the official press release:)

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE:

Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw Headlines CBS’s New Psychic Radio Network


Los Angeles, CA – April 8, 2008 - Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw is headlining CBS radio’s new Psychic Radio Network (www.psychiconair.com), a 24-hour online radio network with her live call-in show, The Maria Shaw Show.

This new worldwide CBS Radio-owned network will stream programming devoted to the burgeoning metaphysical and new age markets. The CBS-owned radio station WYCD out of Detroit, MI, is the home of the Psychic Radio Network. The network will be heard in all of CBS's 120 markets around the country, as well as being streamed worldwide through www.psychiconair.com and through all CBS Radio Streaming players including WYCD and www.WYCD.com.

The Maria Shaw Show airs daily from 9 am to noon and again from 9 pm to midnight EST. As the star of the Psychic Radio Network, Maria Shaw will allow listeners and fans to call-in and share their personal experiences with ghosts, intuition, karma and spirituality.

Maria Shaw is America’s top celebrity astrologer. Whether you’re a faithful reader of her popular horoscope column in the National Enquirer, tune into her radio talk show on CBS Radio in Detroit or catch her guest appearances on national television; she’s a voice in the metaphysical world that millions have come to know and trust. She has nine books to her credit, published in six languages including Soul Mates and Cell Mates and The Enchanted Soul. Maria has appeared on VH1, MTV, Fox News, The Tony Danza Show, SoapNet, The Anna Nicole Show, The Oxygen Channel, Life and Style and many other programs. She is a regular contributor to more than sixty radio stations across the country and also writes columns for Soap Opera Digest and Complete Woman. Maria has been featured in hundreds of magazines and newspaper articles and her weekly forecasts reached 69 million homes as the TV Guide Channel astrologer. Currently, Maria is touring across the county, promoting her latest book Maria Shaw’s Sun Signs.

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Bill, Ted And Will!

Today's appearance went great on Psychiconair.com! I was on around 9:15 am EST and stayed on until 9:40 am or so. We chatted about astral sex -- had a fun time and I do like discussing things with Maria, Matt and Joe. If you missed my radio appearance, it will be on again this evening from 9:15 pm - 9:40 pm EST.

I've spent most of my day writing - writing - writing the OBE sex book -- and my Ask Allie column. Tonight I hope to get to the next draft of DREAMERS. Every draft gets better than the last. Maybe with this one I'll almost be there...

Bill, Ted and Will have all been hovering close lately. Will closer than the other two. I find it odd. Not sure why I find it odd - but I do. Maybe because I haven't felt all 3 of them this close in a very long time. Not since that day when Bill & Ted said bye - that they were stepping back until Will and I had a chance to meet. Okay - duh moment. Will and I did meet - and these two come back. So now what? Will and I are not together - so why group together now? What's the purpose to close in rank (so to speak)? None of them really say anything or have a whole lot of interaction - they're just there.

I can feel another shift coming - but I have no clue at what it's in. Could be Will - could be my career. I can honestly say I'm in the dark about the "what" - I just know it'll happen. But I want someone to shine a big ole flashlight on the "what". Oh well -- time will tell as usual, won't it?

Will's has been connecting to me telepathically - but they are short connections. Almost as if he is trying to connect during a break and that we are in different time zones. Every time he connects though - he smiles. Which, of course, makes me smile. I love his grin.

Too bad I won't have the chance to do any retreats this year. Remember last year when I mentioned I wanted to do a couple of workshops/retreats of my own (meaning I host it and people show up) - doesn't look like it's going to happen. But then again - it's only April.

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Allie, Psychiconair.com And Astral Sex!

Hey Guys -- just got asked to be back on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com for tomorrow, Wednesday April 9th! Yay!

I'm not exactly what time I will be on - but I do believe it will be after the 9 o'clock hour. That would be in AM in EST:)

We're going to continue our talk about OBE sex - moving into Astral Sex I do believe.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Ted And Psychiconair.com!

My day completely got away with me. This morning everything was going along as planned - on schedule and all. The Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com went great. We talked mostly about OBE Sex. I emailed Maria to thank her and this was the email she sent back " you were great! The big boss was listening and said it was great!!!! We will have you on again " so that was very encouraging to hear. Had I wrote this when I wanted to this morning - you would have known that if you missed me at 9:15 am EST - you could have heard me at 9:15 pm EST as they repeat the program at night. At the end of this blog entry, there an 8 min file of my radio program (thanks David) - the whole talk isn't there - but there's a snippet anyways.

One of my son's classmates died over the weekend - his name was Kristopher and he was only 7. All I know so far is that the little guy got a virus and died. They're doing an autopsy on him. His poor parents - I can't even imagine. My son was friends with him. He's doing "okay" with it -- if he thinks about it he's 1/2 sad and 1/2 mad. The school had a crisis team to talk to the children. We couldn't have started to see the psychiatrist at a better time starting tomorrow. Timing is everything - isn't it?

Speaking of which, I had to go pick my son up at school today. He has been getting headaches now for a couple of months and they seem to be getting worse. Today he had to go lay down at the office so I went and got him. Nothing wrong with his noggin - thank Goodness - so I have to keep a headache journal so we can try to determine if they are stress/tension related or migraine. He sways both ways right now. I'm sure the death of one of his friends hasn't helped his head much.

I turned in THE BLACK TRIANGLE over the weekend to my manager - yay me:) So that is now out of the way -- for the time being. Now to do some rewrites on DREAMERS and when she's done looking at BT - I'll be back on it again. Just got the rewrites for DREAMERS - more than I thought there would be. But that's okay -- I'm forging ahead! Each draft is better than the last!

I had a couple of interesting visits over the weekend - Will's guide Sarah and Ted:) Will's guide visited me in the shower Friday night:

Iris pops in to see me and I tell her that I need a sign that things are going in the right direction with Will - that things will move. She asks me what sign? I tell her that if my evening went a certain way than he will call me by the end of next week -- and if doesn't go like I hope, then by my birthday 2008. Because -- I promise that I will have this versions of BT to my manager by Sunday night.

She thinks about it for a sec and says - okay.

Next I can feel Will's guides around - so I'm like -- hey, can you come here? This one with long curly thick red hair shows up and I'm like - what the heck? She says that Will has been fidgeting around - wanting to call, picking up my card, thinking about things -- but when he's about to, they through something in his path to make him do something else than call. Why? Because they are waiting for the okay from Iris. And from what I hear - Iris is high up on the guide chain - you don't cross her. But the man certainly wants to call.

And I ask -- and he had the breakthrough I felt he had -- oh yeah she says -he sure did. Now he's just trying to get a handle on it all. I ask - so is the reason he likes women with red hair have to do with your red hair? She smiles and says I have known him for awhile -- but not as long as you have. No - he loves red hair because that is the color you've had in so many lifetimes -- my hair is truly strawberry blonde (and her hair changes color).

Iris come in from the right and this guide says - I've got to go. I'm like - wait -- what's your name? It's Sarah. And she's gone...

SIGH -- and my night DID NOT go how I wanted it too. So I'm looking for him to ring around my birthday. I'm hoping that means this birthday and not 2009. If he rings up in 2009 for the 1st time -- I'm not answering.

So then here's Ted last night. Man have I missed though gorgeous green eyes and kick ass British speak. Seems he's had it with his wife already (gee - like I'm surprised). He was dressed in a long sleeve white sweat shirt, jeans and tennis shoes. He was leaning against a tree - looking well -- so Ted like. We had some small talk - he let on how abusive his wife is and how hot tempered he is at her. That they'll either wind up in matching holding cells or maybe his & her rehab. I tried to get him to talk about drug use, but it irritated him immediately and he clammed up. He said - that Will, he's a fine man. he'll be good to you. I asked - you think so? Aye he said -- and I can't say that I'm not jealous, cause I am. Maybe some day....

He was quiet and I asked him -- so what do you want Ted? He let me know - short sweet and to the point. I put it in the OBE sex blog.

The Maria Shaw Show asked me to come back Tuesday morning to continue our chat (just got the email) unfortunately I will be at the doctor's with my son. It's a good feel to know they would want me to come back the next day. Maybe next time:)

Just had a bang of an idea for DREAMERS. Dang -- my mind is a whirl now. I wonder how much sleep I will get? Any of you guys who read this blog a grad student or have been one? If so - email me -- especially if you were a psych major. I was never a grad student - and I have to know how their days progress - just an overview.

Will visited Tracey the other night in a dream. She sleeps at the oddest hours - like he has been doing. So I guess it's no wonder they connected. She and I had a chat about it and this is what she said happened:

yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:01 PM): I was sleeping at my desk
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:06 PM): and kept waking a bit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:08 PM): thinking
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:11 PM): I need to go to bed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:17 PM): but I did not want the connection to stop
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:19 PM): soooooo
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:21 PM): anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:24 PM): this is what happened
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:31 PM): First
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:43 PM): I am in these beautiful woods in a mountain area.
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:02 PM): I climb up in a tree and there was a deer stand type thingy I guess cause I sat on this platform
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:12 PM): it was in a tree but the branch was hanging over a cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:18 PM): I looked down over the cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:21 PM): and there was Will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:26 PM): and he said Hi
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:34 PM): I said hi - you scared the crap out of me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:41 PM): he said sorry did not mean to
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:49 PM): he said I am glad you finally arrived
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:55 PM): been trying to get you here for awhile
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:59 PM): I said oh?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:01 PM): why?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:04 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:08 PM): I will show you
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:15 PM): So, then this opening came
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:18 PM): like Sliders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:22 PM): lol if you know that show
Allie (4/6/2008 5:33:26 PM): I do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:28 PM): and we went into the opening
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:33 PM): and we were at this old house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:38 PM): like back in time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:39 PM): time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:47 PM): and it was Will's family home
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:52 PM): (in the dream)
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:56 PM): I don't know if it really was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:58 PM): but anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:02 PM): his dad came out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:06 PM): and he said to us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:11 PM): your grandmother
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:30 PM): has made some rice and gravy, roast, fresh veg's out the garden - and cake
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:39 PM): you should wash up and go into the kitchen
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:41 PM): so we did
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:45 PM): and we both realized
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:48 PM): we were kids
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:54 PM): and we laughed about it in the dream
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:56 PM): his grandfather
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:02 PM): had on suspenders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:09 PM): don't know why but it struck us as funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:19 PM): so then he took them off and put on a robe and slippers
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:23 PM): we laughed again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:28 PM): so we are sitting at the table
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:37 PM): and Will's cousin's (2 boys) come in
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:42 PM): and are rowdy playing around
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:48 PM): and they knocked the cake off the counter
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:53 PM): and it fell to the floor
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:55 PM): all messed up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:00 PM): and they were like oh no!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:05 PM): she said really softly
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:08 PM): no problem boys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:10 PM): watch this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:13 PM): she got a plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:17 PM): and put it on there
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:24 PM): turned it upside down on another plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:28 PM): so that it was right side up again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:33 PM): and smoothed out the frosting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:40 PM): and with the exception of a few imperfections
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:44 PM): it was as good as new
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:48 PM): and she said shhhhhhhhhhh
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:51 PM): don't tell anyone
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:57 PM): and Will started to tear up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:59 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:00 PM): to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:02 PM): that's how she was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:07 PM): so I am assuming
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:11 PM): grandma is in Spirit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:22 PM): and then he took me to visit some other people
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:27 PM): they were very down to earth
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:32 PM): just like his grandparents
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:35 PM): like Mayberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:37 PM): but he called it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:39 PM): willberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:41 PM): to be funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:47 PM): its like they all lived close
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:49 PM): we walked about
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:51 PM): it was nice
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:58 PM): he talked to me about all kinds of silly stuff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:02 PM): about when he was a boy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:04 PM): so anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:06 PM): I said will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:09 PM): why I am here
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:12 PM): I don't understand
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:16 PM): and he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:28 PM): because you need to know this so you can tell Allie
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:31 PM): that underneath
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:35 PM): I am just a plain
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:38 PM): good old guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:42 PM): with not much fluff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:47 PM): and who appreciates
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:49 PM): small things
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:51 PM): and really
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:54 PM): I am kind of a quiet guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:57 PM): sometimes even shy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:59 PM): though
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:03 PM): I have learned to be bold
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:09 PM): but I still struggle with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:45 PM): coming out with things - like being forward even when I have made up my mind to do so - I am underneath a really simply laid back salt of the earth person - stuff and money means nothing to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:49 PM): and he started to cry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:51 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:59 PM): that his time with his grandma for example
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:06 PM): means more to him than anything he has today
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:11 PM): he would give it all for that time again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:18 PM): so I said okay
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:20 PM): I will tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:23 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:24 PM): tell her this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:29 PM): once I promise her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:35 PM): and seal it with a kiss
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:39 PM): then it is done
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:41 PM): it is so
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:45 PM): and there's no going back
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:47 PM): like the mafia
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:50 PM): you don't get out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:54 PM): and he laughed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:57 PM): and smiled
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:03 PM): and he turned back into a man again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:09 PM): and then I noticed I was a girl again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:12 PM): but then he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:18 PM): tell Allie that the place you saw
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:21 PM): is our place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:24 PM): I said what place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:28 PM): your grandma's house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:30 PM): he said no
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:32 PM): the first one
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:38 PM): I said in the mtns?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:41 PM): he said yeah
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:45 PM): do you think she will like it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:50 PM): I said I think she will love it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:53 PM): it was beautiful
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:56 PM): he said good
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:01 PM): I am buying 2000 acres
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:05 PM): and building a place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:08 PM): for her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:13 PM): I said her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:16 PM): what do you mean
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:18 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:22 PM): whatever she wants to do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:29 PM): when she feels like working with you guys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:32 PM): she can do retreats
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:36 PM): when she wants to write
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:44 PM): she can have an inspirational place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:48 PM): when we want to hide
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:51 PM): no one will find us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:55 PM): and then
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:57 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:58 PM): and tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:02 PM): I will even get horses
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:06 PM): for her Texas friend
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:11 PM): for her to come to see and work with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:13 PM): and I said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:17 PM): Allie and horses?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:22 PM): that should be interesting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:23 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:27 PM): she can do anything
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:33 PM): and that's all I remember
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:35 PM): I know
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:38 PM): too much information
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:45 PM): but it was so clear and vivid
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:50 PM): and I could not sleep

Funny enough - I love horses and have ALWAYS wanted a stable full of them -- with a house up in the mountains. Tracey - knew none of this about me -- so when she mentioned this, I had to smile.

Okay - I have got to try to quiet my mind down so that I can sleep!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)


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Psychiconair.com, Writing And Will!

Hey - guess what? I have an actual date and time for the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com. 9:15 am on Monday. I'm excited:) We're going to chat about OBE Sex and a few other items. I have to update my personal appearance page as I signed up for a few more of Maria's psychic fairs: 1 in June, 3 in August. She hopes to have me on her radio show a few times a month - but definitely at least once a month. As far as I know there is no way to record the snippet that I'll be on. But you can listen directly from the Psychiconair.com site.

I suggest to About.com to have me as a guide on the topic of gypsies. They like the idea and are taking it under advisement. Fingers crossed that they say yes:)

The BLACK TRIANGLE is still going well. Every block I run into I find away to make it better. This script is connected to Will in the way that Iris came to see me the other day -- she told me that once I hand in this version to my manger, I'll hear from Will. Granted - that is great incentive to get a move on -- but I'm not rushing the script. However, I hope to have it to my manager by Sunday night.

I'm not sure who put the wall up between Will and I -- but it's been there for over a week. I think it was my guides to be honest. Iris just popped in -- and she says -- your point is? I understand why it was put there - I have gotten allot of things done. But I want to be the one who puts up a wall when I feel I need the wall. Iris chimes in - as your guide I do what is best for you. What is best is that you get the script done. Trust me honey - Will's not going anywhere.

That's good to know - I say. I am rather busy right now.

The OBE sex e-class is going well. So well - that I think I may add an advanced class in either late April or mid-May.

I have a lot of my plate today - have to run!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

High Heels, A Mysterious Stranger And Dreams!

Bummer deal -- for those of you who were waiting for me to post something about my chat on Psychic On Air, it never happened. They didn't call - which means that either others ran over their time or they didn't need anyone to fill in for anything. I'll let you know when I'll have some scheduled time on the Maria Shaw Show:)

Dreams - continue to be a bit on the funky side. There's a guy that keeps showing up that I "know" but for the life of me I can't figure out who he is. He's taller and younger (I think) than me. Blue eyes - dark hair, scruffy on his face. It's not Sawyer (damn) or Matt. No matter what dream visit I was a part of - he popped in a some point. Most times not interfering with what was going on in the dream visit - but being involved in the visit on the outskirts. We would always briefly look at one another - he'd smile and then he'd be gone until the next dream visit. This will bug me until I can figure it out. It's almost as if he's taunting me to figure out who he is. I'm game.

In one dream visit - we did have a very short conversation. I was walking up these steps to a very nice bathroom - he cut me off and walked in ahead of me. In his hands he had some women's clothes. I asked -- washing clothes again? He responded with a devilish smile - they keep throwing them at me. What can I say? I turned around and sat down on the stairs to wait for him to get out of the bathroom. He sits on the step above me - behind me - puts his arms under mine, lifts me up the stair so that I'm sitting in between his legs - facing the same way he is. He pulled me back so that my back side was pushing into his crotch. Then he whispered - you're very naughty. I laugh and responded - isn't that the truth.

Next thing I know he handed me a dress and high heels. Now a dress I MAY do in the physical reality - but heels? Not a chance in hell. I grab the stuff and ran off with him shouting - change here! I ran down a path laid of large round gray stones with some etching on them. I got to a point where someone was working in the path - he looked up and it was Dan. I ran behind him and we chatted while I changed clothes -- and into a short black dress. I put the heels on and I remembered I felt nervous about taking a step - but I walked just fine. Dan was gone - but where he was at was now a bridge made of a very fine black cloth. I knew that I had to walk over it to make it back. But my thought was in heels - they are going to rip this and I'll get stuck or fall through. Much to my surprise, I walked right over it without even a slight rip in the fabric.

I was running up these marble steps and into this kick butt marble foyer with a circular staircase from the second floor. There were a group of people there - two were my sisters, another was Elliot, and I'm showing off that I have heels on -- they were just as shocked as I was. When they looked at the heels - they saw a high thin heel. When I looked at it - I saw a a high heel - but it wasn't lean and thin like a regular heel - this heel was very wide and sturdy. But what they saw and what I saw were two separate things.

Then my alarm went off and I really had to go to the bathroom!

This situation with me not getting who this guy is bugs me. I know that smile of his -- it is a lot like Ted's but it's not Ted. SIGH. Well like everything else that comes my way eventually I'll figure it out:)

My appointment with my sons school yesterday -- now that deserve a BIG SIGH. His teacher is sweet - and I know she really cares what's going on. But the other 3 (principal, school counselor and school nurse) not so sure. My son is a very emotional person - he expresses himself and if he is feeling happy - loves to hug and to be hugged. Well hugging is called inappropriate behavior or touching in an inapropriate manner. Then I get that he and another boy rubbed against each other in a homosexual manner. For @#$%^Y sake! Plus he shrieks out in class and makes noises to disturb other kids. Long story short - I have to take him to see a shrink if I want him to stay in school. So luckily I'm taking him to the guy I went to see briefly when I found out about my cheating ex - this guy has a metaphysical side - so I'm happy about that. Amish hell is such a sexually repressed place that I'm surprised that anyone ever has any children. But -- my son does have a problem with getting in people's faces -- which I do find very annoying. So we'll see if the doc can help him out. Thankfully we only have 2 months of school left - this has been a very long school year.

Okay - back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Maria Shaw, Dream Visits And Other Musings!

I think that my son was one of the first to school this morning - lol! He didn't complain that much about going - so I think he was excited to see his friends. I get to have a meeting with his teacher, school counselor and principal tomorrow afternoon. Oh joy. Wish me luck:)

The national radio show I mentioned last week is Psychic On Air: http://www.psychiconair.com a CBS show out of Detroit MI and staring Maria Shaw (3 other psychic/intuitives have their own shows too). Maria's show will go form 9 am - 12 noon Mon - Fri with the official start date tomorrow - April 1st. But today (Monday march 31) she is on from 2 - 6 pm. I will be on with her somewhere between 2 - 4 pm. Not sure the exact time - her producer is simply going to ring me. It'll be great national exposure not only for myself, but for the other readers who do Maria's fairs. I'm not sure how often I'll be on every month with her - maybe a couple to start and see how I do. But no matter how often I'm on - I'm excited to be on the show and grateful she asked me to do so. After the official launch tomorrow - you should be able to listen to the show right from the Psychic On Air web site. In May, the show joins forces with AOL:)

I spent the weekend working on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. It's still not where I want it to be - but it's getting close. I freed up some more time today to work on it. But I too have to really get my butt in gear with the OBE book. I've worked on it a little here and there -- but haven't really buckled down. That too is on my "to-do" list this week.

I was investigating spy wear yesterday -- specifically hidden camera and audio equipment. I want to start busting psychic scam artists and showing their tricks on You Tube. I have absolutely no idea when I can do something like this -- but it's in the Allie "think" tank - as well as putting together a book.

I had yet another dream with Dave Dietry (from high school) over the weekend. We were in a bar (which seems to be the norm with his dream visits) and he was telling me that he noticed me in high school. Me on the other hand is like - right - you were Mr. Football, Baseball and dating the head cheerleader. I must of been in your rear view mirror. He got a kick out of that. But replied - no really, I did notice you. It's a shame we didn't run with the same people. I laughed. Then he asked - did you really have a crush on me in high school? I'm like - yep. Then that was it for the dream.

I moved on to a dream visit with an old high school friend - Shelly. She and I were in a one bedroom apt in NYC and I was commenting how I can't believe that we finally moved here. The front door had three locks: dead bolt to the side, a chain, and a dead bolt that went into the floor. The coat closet was on your left - around the corner and you were in the living room, with the kitchen off that to the left. To the right in the living room was a sliding glass door & balcony. I commented that it is hard to believe that only 10 years ago you could have see the twin towers from here. The opposite side of the living room was the bedroom and next to the bedroom - a bathroom. There was a TV screen by the front door so that we could see who was in the hallway. For some reason I was out in the hall with floor 11 having just a few lights on by the first 4 doors (it was like each apt door had their own porch light - with no porch of course) and the rest was dark. Floor 12 was completely black/dark and there was no way I was going on that floor. In fact, floor 12 really freaked me out -- had that icky feeling about it like death was just beyond the elevator.

I cannot remember any dream visits with Will or with anyone else in the soul cluster over the weekend. It felt like my dream visits were either for visiting forgotten friendships or for helping out strangers. In fact, Will has not been very strong at all over the weekend - and he still isn't. Usually when one of the guys is not very strong on my energy is when I get surprised by something. So we'll see.

Remember when my guides told me to start doing healing for others again? Well now their telling me to hold off on that. Since when can't guides make up their minds? Jezell tells me that there are some things going on behind the scenes that they were not even privy too until now. And no - they're not going to tell me. Iris says it's to not send me into freak out mode. I guess that I can appreciate that. Now all they keep saying to me - in unison - is write, write, write. SIGH. Okay bosses - will do:)

You guys have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Lansing, Will And Energy!

Today has just been a whirl of me trying to get caught up with work and attempting to put my house in order. Email -- good Lord, I have at least 500 to wade through so who knows if and when I'll get caught up there.

Lansing was just great. It was nice to see the other readers again and the many convention participants from the one in Midland last Sept. I had people come up to me all weekend and tell me that one of the reason they went to Lansing was to see me again. It was a really nice feeling. Thankfully Ben, Lindsey and Terra showed up so that I could eat. It was so crazy doing readings -- non stop all day every day for me -- that I didn't have time to eat. So Terra gave me crackers to munch on and Ben & Lindsey gave me a chicken sandwich and fries on Sat & Sun. The readings went really well. There were only a few people that thought I was crazy with what I told them. I could tell by the glaze over their eyes when I spoke. I guess we'll have to see what happens:)

My gypsy magic talk went fine and the OBE dream talk really went well. I had nothing prepared for the dream talk -- I took in a couple of books and a page of notes - just in case - but going in I had no idea what direction to take the talk. I asked my guides and angels to just let it flow in the right direction and it did. I had many people come up to me and tell me how much they loved that talk -- and many told Maria about it as well. That made me feel good:)

Every evening - and many times during the day my eyes were bloodshot red. Even with using some eye drops - they still turned a nice shade of red. You would have thought that I was on something - but I wasn't. It was just a very draining weekend -- but a good one.

Speaking of my eyes - more than one person said I had an extra spark in my eyes that was missing before. And I was told that my energy was really strong and healthy. I felt good. I think it had to do in part with meeting Will and in part that I'm just happy & grateful with what I have in my life. I'm really trying to adopt the mind set that no matter what happens to me - I'm grateful. I actually feel less stress this way.

I asked a couple of the psychics about Will while I was there. Neither of the women know of Will and they never read my blogs. They almost said the exact thing -- so close to word for word. Rather scary really. But it was all good. Both laid out the trials, tribulations and good stuff that lies ahead. Which, of course, is all I've already seen -- but it was comforting to get two validations.

I'm worn out. I have the last L Word chat to do here in a few minutes and then afterwards -- off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Home At Last!

Finally made it home from MI about 30 min ago. A 5 hour trip from MI to mom's house and then another hour to get home. I'm tired - my house is trashed - Brodie ate the carpet (Indy can't as he doesn't have any teeth) and the cats went on a spray fest. SIGH. Nice. But Indy was so happy to see me that I could of sworn I saw tears in his eyes - and Brodie and his big black lab tail almost took me out he was so happy.

And of course my son was soooooo happy to see me:)

It is good to be home no matter what the destruction.

I have much to tell about MI - but it will have to be tomorrow. I'm dead tired.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, My Son And MI!

Wow -- what a couple of days. My son and I had such a good time in NYC. No time for pizza though - but I'm hopeful that I will have a reason to return and stay a few days. Then I'll get my pizza and maybe take in some sights. Right now though, I'm bone tired. But my mind will not stop whirling. I made it to MI a few hours ago for Maria Shaw's convention.

I'll be here in Lansing MI at the Hampton Inn (on Canal) until someday Sunday afternoon. Then it's a 4 1/2 hour drive back home. So say a certain male someone was free after wrapping things up Sat night and flew into Lansing Sunday morning - then it would give us 4 1/2 of uninterrupted time to chat if this person were to drive back to Ohio with me. It's a thought - I plan to leave by 2:00 unless I get a call first. Hey - you never know unless you put the idea out there - right? Besides, my son would be ecstatic.

Speaking of my son - he had the best time meeting Will. I have never seen him so excited - and man was he happy. After the rough year he's had - it made my heart feel good to see him so happy. Will talked to him - not at him. And even though the time was short - he made my son feel important - that what my son said and did mattered. And my kid really needed that. So even if Will and I never spoke again, that sliver in time will always be with me.

A part of me is panicking about Will -- just a small part - but just the same it's there. I have done the no-no and am thinking "What if". As in "What if he's never been to this site before?" or "What if once he reads this blog that he has no idea what in the hell I'm talking about?" or worse yet "What if he reads this blog and thinks I'm @ucking nuts and never speaks to me again?"

And then my $.02 tells me -- if it's supposed to happen it will happen. Period.

I'm okay for a short time, then it kicks in again.

For whatever reason - email isn't working right. So more than likely I will not be able to do email again until Monday morning.

I need to go to sleep. When I tried to snooze last night I spent the whole time talking to Will (in dreams). I remember telling him that I felt very comfortable around him (and he me) and that is why I was able to be as upfront and as bold as I was.

Good night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Ted And More Change!

I'm exhausted. What a week last week was. After I got all of the Will details fleshed out for the 27th - and energy shift occurred. This happens when there has been a change and my physical body tries to adapt to the shift in my energy body's higher frequency. So for over a week - sleep has been more pathetic than usual, headaches, body tremors, brain on hold -- the fun stuff. Luckily when I do readings it's something that just flows through me and doesn't really require any brain work. So to help with this shift I have stayed away from all extra spiritual work - no mediations, no on purpose dream visits, no anything. This is why I haven't written all last week - when I stay away from things - I stay away.

I don't feel too bad today which is why I thought it was fine to write. I have been doing a lot of shifting and putting things behind me over the last week. I resigned from Whispers Media. No - nothing happened, it was just time to move forward. I have nothing but love for that company. So no more sex toy testing for me - damnit:) But I do have over 60 toys as it is and frankly -- do I really need any more? Maybe a good glass dildo or two -- but that's it. I'm also going to be done with the L Word and I'm not going to do the sex talk show. Maybe some day I'll do the talk show - just not right now. I've decided to focus all of my extra time and energy to my screenwriting. I'm good at it. And with my manager's talent and fine-tuning ability -- there's no reason why I can't make it -- or at least make it to a point where something else opens up. No worries - I am still writing the OBE sex blog and book.

My guides told me to go out and by yellow for Will. I have to wear a yellow shirt when I talk to him. I have no idea why -- but they comment and I just follow their lead. 3 days till I see him. He's been in my mind a lot -- not intrusive like - but it's almost as if he's here to see what I'm doing and how I'm doing. Looking forward to Wed and I find myself nervous. Not nervous to see him - that'll be a piece of cake. It's NYC with my 7 year old - that's what makes me nervous. I have no idea what I'm doing, yet I have to act like I do. I have no idea how to hail a cab and the subway? I get hives just thinking about it. We'll be okay - it's just the big city and I'm a country girl:)

I won't be doing any readings this week - I'm scheduling for the next week and beyond. And it's filling up rather fast.

Watching the Oscars. I'm such a geek I never miss it. I've been watching since I was 10 years old. It's cool as right now they are showing the Kodak theater - and I've been in there. My sister and I went in once for a tour. Tommy Lee Jones and Jack Nicolson sitting by one another -- that would be a trip to be in that area and just listen to those two. I - of course - am going to cry when they show the stars that have passed this last year. I always do. This is the 80th awards and I remember having a dream once where this award show was significant for me. Not sure why. I guess maybe I'll find out afterwards.

My dreams have been jamming lately -- well, should I say -- still. They are just so darn busy. Will and Bill are always in them -- but I can't remember exactly what happens, I just know that they are there.

BTW...Ted finally did marry the vamp last week. Good luck to them both -- they are sure going to need it. I give it 3 years tops.

Back to Will -- as he's obviously on my mind. When we're telepathically connected - I can sense fear, excitement, uneasiness, love, impatience and longing. I think that we are bouncing it off of each other. I can tell that he is not 100% about having his life tipped upside down - even if it is for a good reason. Change is scary no matter if it's wanted or not. Add to this the unknown -- and it can make the most optimistic person a pessimist. This is where I lie - I sway between optimism and pessimism. I think that I put the pessimism in my thoughts so that if things do not go as I would like - then it won't be such a let down. Of course I am honestly not expecting much at all - more like this is a seed expedition. Planting a seed of curiosity. Will's a thinker - once that seed is planted, he'll work on it till he gets it worked out. A lot like Bill -- but Will doesn't overthink. We'll see what happens. But one thing is for sure - the following Monday will usher in a new time for me, regardless if NYC goes well or not. I'm ready for something new in my life. I'm ready for something good.

I will not have my computer in NYC - but I will have the Crackberry (AKA Blackberry) with me in case there is a need and/or time to shoot off a quick post.

Don't forget that Fri - Sun I'll be in Lansing MI for Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Covention. Stop out and say "Hi".

Off to keep on watching the Oscars and working on "The Black Triangle".

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Declutter, Maria Shaw And Will!

Before you ask, no I haven't called Will and I won't. If he and I made a soul agreement to meet as I intuitively know we have in this life - then we'll meet when we are supposed whether we call each other or not. But Will and I did have a nice telepathic encounter - that was fun -- and very interesting seeing I saw & felt what was going on in a spilt screen format.

No more stressing over Will, Bill, Ted, Matt or anything else that I figure out or meet. No more stressing to finish things. I'm steadfast in creating for myself as stress-less life. Meaning not stress free - because that's impossible - but less stress than I have now. And I stress by worrying and obsessing about that worry. My guides want me to get things done - but not by stressing me out, rather having me focus. They also want me to take a step back and chill. I have to find daily time to reflect and meditate. I know that I keep saying that I will - but I never do. It's a time thing. But if I look closer at it - it isn't really time but a focus thing. I have enough time to get everything done that I have to do - but I have to learn how to focus. By mediating, even if its only for 10 min a day, will help me get in focus - I do believe. Plus - I let me energy raising slip - bad Allie. So if I can train myself to do the energy raising in the morning and the meditation before I go to bed - it's a winner.

I'm also trying to ease back on the java. I love coffee - love it, love it, love it. But I drink at least a pot a day - sometimes 2 depending.

While I was going through my email this morning, I noticed an email from Overstock - free shipping. So I click on it and look around. I look around my office and decide -- I need a bigger bookcase (I DO have piles of books all over my office). As I was about to hit the last button to conform my sale - it dawned on me -- I shouldn't be getting a bookshelf to house more stuff - I should be getting rid of the stuff so that what I have fits! This little tid bit compliments, I'm sure. of the History of Stuff video. So I canceled my order and stared at my office. All of my books -- get rid of some of them? Oh God -- that sounds like a horrible thought! Then I considered the 10 years of Writer's Digest magazines I had stuffed in a bookshelf. Will I actually read them? I highly doubt it. They've been read once and I never even got the issues from the last 8 months (I did let this subscription run out). I would be able to put books in there. So then I would have to think what to do with what I still had -- take them down to the used bookstore for credit. Brilliant idea. Then I thought of my son's room that is a neat freak's worst nightmare. Time to go through that and either donate or take down to the used bookstore. After thinking about all this -- I came across this article:

Declutter Your Way to Peace and Beauty

By Annie B. Bond, author of Home Enlightenment (Rodale, 2005).

Practitioners of meditation have long known that spiritual growth leads to less clutter, but a new trend does it in reverse. People are now decluttering their way to spiritual growth! The end result from both processes is the same: Simplicity brought about by a yearning for peaceful beauty. Peaceful beauty! Such a place is not where you find old stuck energy that has ended in a confused mess! No wonder the No. 1 rule of feng shui is to remove clutter! Declutter your way to spiritual growth using Clutter Codes. Here's what they are, and how they help:

SIMPLE SOLUTION:

Decluttering your way to spiritual growth is about dealing with the issues of our lives that come up when dealing with the clutter. Are your mother's ashes on the mantle piece? Are you 50 years old and still have every test and paper from high school? Instead of seeing clutter as a meaningless mess, you can classify it and begin to understand its place in your life. Some clutter can stay, some must go. Coping with the meaning of the clutter provides spiritual healing.

Tag all of your clutter with one of the following Clutter Codes. I've given some examples for each one. Once you've coded your clutter, resolve clutter that falls in the "stagnant" code first.
Stagnant energy holds you back and festers. On the other end of the spectrum, "active" clutter can remain. Active energy is alive and vibrant!

Stagnant: Things that you can no longer use.A pile of magazines and catalogs that has been read or are no longer relevant and out of date. (You know you will never go back to them.)Clothes that no longer fit.Old vitamins and pills.Expired coupons.

Stuck: Things that you will probably not use.Papers, magazines, fliers that you think you might peruse but most likely will eventually become stagnant.Books you may or may not read, but probably won't.The high school papers, mentioned above.Broken items that you want to fix, but probably won't.Unfinished craft projects.

Waiting: Things you use very occasionally or seasonally.Holiday and seasonal decorations that aren't stored coherently.Seasonal clothing and sporting equipment that don't have an off-season home.

Active and Disorganized: Things that you use regularly, but not frequently.Clothes, papers, projects that are may be used within a few weeks but that are "homeless" in that they are not filed, processed or stored in a way that is out of the way. (This is more about "mess" than "clutter.")Kitchen appliances that you use only occasionally.

Active: Things that you actively useActivities of the day, or the next few days, that are in process.Things that you like easy access to for daily use—sunglasses, coats, schoolbags, etc.
And since I do not believe that things "just happen" I took this as a sign that I am definitely on the right track.

I'm going to go through and re-Feng Shui my house. I haven't done it since the ex moved and this too is long overdo.

But this weekend I am putting away Christmas decorations and working on DREAMERS. We're making head way. As soon as we're done, I can move forward to THE BLACK TRIANGLE:)

For those of you who have been thinking about coming to see me at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention #2 in Lansing MI - I really hope you're going to!

Here some info:
Three Magical Days and NightsBrand News Workshops! Some never before seen in MichiganFebruary 29, March 1, 2, 2008Hampton Inn off Canal Rd 517-627-8381 - Hotel Number

Special nightly room rates $69 includes hot breakfast Save $30! Be sure to ask for the Maria Shaw Conference Rate.

The conference itself which runs from 10a.m on Friday to 5p.m. Sunday is offered at only $99 per person to the first 50 guests who sign up. The price jumps to $150 after those slots are filled. We will have close to 20 speakers, readers and holistic health practitioners. Call 810-631-6887 to register.

Muses Hall - Readings from over a dozen psychics, palm, tarot and astrologers. Make prior appointments or just walk in. Gem and crystal area as well as huge jewelry, new age book sale and more. Relocation reports and natal charts available too. The Muses Hall will be open 9a.m. to 11p.m. Friday and Saturday. 9a.m. to 5p.m. on Sunday.

The two classes I am teaching are Gypsy Magic and OBE Experiences:) To find out more information: http://www.mariashaw.com/convention/ I would love to see you guys and at these conventions are the only times I do in person readings!

I just bought myself a piece of land in Second Life - beach front on a private island:) More when I have a house built!

Time to get my son!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Maria Shaw And Dreamers!

Ahhhh...the sound of silence:) My son had been with me since Dec 14th and needless to say - it was not quiet around here. In fact - it sounded like a cross between a construction site (noise, not foul language) and a race track (compliments of the X-box 360). Work - was non existent. I did get a chance to go see National Treasure 2 (not as good as #1, they should of let Ed Harris be a really bad guy like Sean Bean was) and Alvin & The Chipmunks (cute movie). Drove to mom's house several times and ate too many Christmas cookies:)

Christmas was good - my son got too much and I do love my video iPod that Santa got me:) New Years Eve my son and I went out to eat and that's when we saw the chipmunks. All in all -- it was a good holiday season for me. My son, of course, couldn't figure out why he only saw his dad once over break when dad was off work too. I'm not one for lying, but I made something up about where his dad was and that seemed to pacify his emotions. You'd never know the guy lives less than a mile down the road.

I pulled all of my dating profiles off the dating web sites. I've decided that the men there just don't "get" me and it' a waste of my time and energy. Eventually someone will enter my life and treat me and my son right:)

I asked Maria Shaw about Will. He has been on my mind and since I discovered his phone number -- my guides have been non-stop in wanting me to call. I have a hard time ordering pizza - let alone picking up the phone and calling Will. What would I say? What would he say? So I had hoped that Maria would tell me that it would be okay and he would just come to me - no need to call or take action. I mean - he found ME to begin with! He needs to do something.

This is what she said:

Will has aspects between Jan 10-15th and a real big aspect on the 18th of January but there is a limited time frame on that day...only on that day, not the day after. He also has good aspects this coming Sat/Sun to meet some one.....so the early part of this year, I can tell you he is open to a relationship. The time is ripe....the cosmic forces are working in harmony. Someone will waltz into his life around these periods that he would take notice of.
Where are you going to be? This would be great time to reach out or be where he is at. He would be open and intrigued by a new relationship at this point but it would not get off the ground until mars went direct after the 28th of January. However, you do have a mercury retrograde coming at that time as well.

GOOD TIME TO WORK WITH BOSS OR THOSE IN CONTROL NOW THROUGH JAN 5TH

Now through early January we get a cycle that is great for getting the assistance or approval of leaders and people who have authority and control. These are people who can help you and they're more willing than ever at this point to give you their help if you approach them in an appropriate way. If you have a project that could benefit from some assistance, take advantage of this!

Allie- reach out to his "go to" people to set up a New Year's reading for him. Tell him you are doing this as research for your new book or your web site, etc. Whatever you can think of that comes from truth that can get you in a position to be on contact...whether it be on the phone or in person, I don't care but this is just one way I was thinking you could handle this. If this doesn't work, put your intuition to work on how to get to him. I feel you have already done a great deal of psychic work on him and making that soul/spiritual connection, now it's time to make physical or verbal contact. Each year, around this time, psychics and astrologers are asked for new years predictions, this time would make logical sense for you to ask for an interview request. If you don't think you can get it, then ask a person in the media you know to arrange it for you; like a local TV or radio producer who has contacts.But as New Years draw to a close, the aspects and the time element wane, so get moving with your research tomorrow. Also check his schedule out and see if he is even in the country or if he is vacationing someone else over the holidays. I feel he is on a trip. I see a hotel on southeast coast or even foreign country but he is headed back home.

You chart shows good aspects after the mercury retrograde in late February/March BUT you have to put forth the effort and put yourself where he is....he may not come to you all the time, even though you can certainly draw energy to you and manifest he appears in a nearby town etc. but you gotta go after him.

The other aspects that are very good for meeting are late April and May.

Allie - you really have nothing to hold you back energetically now, putting you two together unless he has a jealous woman around him....but you are free now of another attachment so you can fly! You need to manifest a baby sitter who can drive your son to school if you need to chase down Will!!!!

You will not meet him unless you go to him.........at this point, his chart is saying Jupiter oppose the sun, conjunct mars and oppose 4 other planets, which means people coming to him...new relationships drawn to him, coming at him. The opportunity is there for him to notice you, you have to find a way to reach out. The intense feelings you are having is the universe's way of saying "ACT NOW!". I am sure they have been growing in intensity and hit hard in late November and December when one aspect peaked. Check his location out and manifest a way to get to meet him. It's not impossible...difficult maybe...but not impossible.

@UCK! That was my reaction. What in the hell am I to do? I have about as much chance as climbing Mt. Everest barefoot as I do making up an excuse for him. And yes -- I hear you and I've tried to be positive about it. Trying very-very hard to do so. But I am painfully shy when it comes to picking up a phone. It's stupid. I honestly only order pizza from Papa Johns as I can order it online and not have to speak to someone. How goofy is that? Now if someone calls me - I'm fine. So I don't know what I'm going to do.

So I have to say - HELP, HELP, HELP universe and bring someone to me now that can make this connection! (thank you)

On another front - I finished the latest draft of DREAMERS like a good girl and it's in my manager's hands for a read-through. The guides of course were pushing me on that as well:)

I had an interesting dream this morning: I had a dream where I was lying on a couch, watching TV. There were people in my house - like at a party. All of a these men in all black came scaling down and landed on my balcony. They came in and I said - I've been off my computer for 6 days - it wasn't me. He said - we had a signal from here. I said - if you had a signal then why would it be me if -- and he finished - lived west of here. Exactly - it's not me - but someone hacked into the system and pretended to be me. This place I was at was my 2nd place in the city and the place with the computer in question was out at my other house in the country.

Then I was lying in bed and Bill stood at the bedroom door. I asked him to come here and he did come around to the other side of the bed and leaned over to me. I put my arms around him, he laid his head on my chest and asked how I was doing. I told him that I was very tired, but not as tired as he was. I had a feeling that whatever he was doing was very physically draining.

Then I woke up.

Off to get my son.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Will And More Will!

Good Lord, Will's energy is so strong. Much stronger than any energy Bill or Ted have been able to expend towards me or each other thus far. My heart keep racing, my hands are on fire and I have the tickling in my belly - the kind of tickle you get when you see someone that you really like or are attracted to. Now this energy surge has been going on since a week or so ago. And it's constant - there is no fluctuation - no down one second and up the next. It's a constant state of "ON". But - I have noticed that this constant state of "ON" gets stronger every day. So while the energy isn't variable throughout the day, each day it does increase in small increments throughout that day. It's almost as if Will had a light bulb moment and has now turned his attention to making a stronger connection.

Unfortunately, when my computer crashed a few months back, I lost all of the readings I had done on Will (there weren't that many, but still) - one was really very interesting from Maria Shaw, and she doesn't save the readings after she does them. So I have no way to get it back and post it for you guys. But the gist of the reading was once an energy likes ours is connected, there is no turning back. It gets stronger and stronger and there's no way to deny it. The energy is a once in a lifetime connection. It's not an easy match up - there is a huge roller coaster of events that happen with big extremes of good and bad. But then again, being part of a soul cluster/circle is not an easy thing. I want easy -- I want good times noodle salad. But I do want someone who pushes and challenges me -- I think Will could push me to places that no one else could. Why? I don't know -- it's just a feeling I get. Bill too could push me and make me grow - but I don't think he has as much of an impact as Will.

I don't know why I feel that. Maybe because I know that Will is a mentor and that I will learn from him - where both Bill and Ted are learning at the same time as I. And Matt -- well, he's my fun buddy - he has a good job as far as I'm concerned.

Speaking of which - I didn't forget that Matt had a birthday over the weekend - Nov 4th to be exact. He's still a pup in his late 30's:) Happy Birthday Matthew!

I have been a good girl and raising my energy in the morning. I find that it is easier to do when I'm in the shower as opposed to turning off the email. I'm a mail whore - email, snail mail - I just love mail. Can't always get to it to respond, but I love it just the same:) This could be why Will is much stronger- hell, the man could be raising his energy too. And I get a "yes" from my guide Edward. In fact - Edward says that Will has taken it upon himself to learn as much as he can about how to connect. Plus learn about past lives, soul mates and etc.....as he knows he has found someone he has been looking for (which would be me) and now that I've made contact - he's a quandary on what to do now. Life changing things have a way if making someone put on the brakes and think.

If the energy is this strong when we're apart - can you just imagine what it will be like when we're physically in the same room? I have no doubt that this is in the cards (so to speak) and had I not put off contacting him via that letter - this meeting, I'm sure, would have already taken place. But it's a comfort to know that it will.

Just like it will with Bill in 2008. No doubt in my mind - none that he and I will be in the same room and have a very interesting, if not mind blowing, conversation.

And Ted - no doubt in 2008, if not sooner as he will discover that his negative girlfriend has been destroying what I had sent him and has not allowed any correspondence to go through between him and I. Every fiber of my being knows that he has written me, but she threw it away before it could be mailed. He'll come to his senses and realize that the numbers in his phone that are missing, the web sites gone from his computer, the letters not mailed to various people will all have a common denominator - her.

Saw my 1st snowflake of the 2007-2008 snow season today. Of course this 1st flake has many followers:) Not too enthused about the snow. Maybe it's because I'm the one who has to shovel my long drive this year;)

Last night Will was the last person on my mind as I fell asleep and the 1st person I thought of as I contemplated killing my alarm this morning. In between that time, we had a very interesting dream visit. Let me explain -- I walked into an auditorium, with people milling about everywhere. I had a picture in my hands, a picture of Will with short hair (like it normally is) and I was looking for him. I'd pass someone, look at the picture and look at the guy. I didn't talk to anyone, just kept looking.

Then I found a man on the stage, sitting down, that looked like Will. I held up the picture next to his face and he asked if he was the guy in the picture? I said close enough -- you're hair's too long (it was way past his shoulders and in a ponytail), but it's you. So I jumped up on the stage and sat next to him. He asked to look at the picture and I gave it to him -- he said it was an old picture and that he'd been looking for me for a long time. I told him that his eyes would give him away, not matter what the rest of him looked like. He replied -- I was counting on that. So I asked - now what? He replied - we wait.

Then I woke up. I found that dream interesting because I knew who I had to look for, found him, he said he had been looking for me and now that we found one another we had to wait for further instructions. And that last part is something I've felt for some time now -- that I/we won't be getting instructions on what we need to do until we're all together. Plus, it is in line with what Edward said - that Will is at a crossroads and that decisions that he has to make takes some time. But of course with Merlin in my ear right now he says that I have to step up my magic practice and that Will has stepped up his.

I wonder if part of the magic Will has stepped up on is sex magic? Because let me tell you - his libido is almost as high as mine - if not an even keel. I'll comment on that soon in the OBE sex blog:)

And on that note I better go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Harrison Ford, Maria Shaw And Another Benchmark!

Okay - so I'm sick, my son is sick and we've had two days of complete togetherness.He is now bouncing off the walls (which I would assume is a good sign) and I'm just hoping to make it to the walls. Now mind you, it's not as bad as yesterday which was - I pray I can stay off the bed for more than 15 min at a time. So I'm pleased with the improvement. But gosh- I hate being sick and my throat is killing me. I knew when I was trying to give my talk on intuition and I kept messing up on a bunch of words, that I had been talking too much -- and I did -- I talked non stop almost for 3 days straight. No wonder my throat is bugging me. But in the mean time I have a ton of yard work that awaits me -- and waits, and waits. I got a nasty note from postal dude saying I have to do something about the bees near my porch. Now mind you these bees have been there since March - and now he complains. They're almost at the end of their cycle - right? Bees are a sign of good fortune and I really don't want to kill anyone - and potentially kill my good fortune:)

I had a very distrubing dream about Harrison Ford Tues night/Wed Morning and then I woke up Wed being sick. I saw both of my sisters throughout the day and finally the middle sis asked how I was doing (with the good ole hand on my shoulder). I replied - fine, why? Her face went white and she's like oh --- you don't know. Know what-- I asked??? Harrison's dead -- she said. This information, in the real world would be enough to really hit me - same as when my mom found out that Elvis died. The same knock in my gut happened in my dream. Seems - the story was - that Harrison just finished Indy 4 and went out on his boat for some R & R. 4 days after he left, the toothpick (otherwise known as Calistia Flockheart) called in and reported him missing. They went to the boat and discovered he had a heart attack and had been dead for several days. Meaning as soon - almost - he got on the water, he died. I immediately looked at my sis and said that Calistia did it - she poisoned him somehow. That is why she waited so long to make the call. Her excuse for not reporting it sooner was that she thought Harrison wanted time to himself and that's why he wasn't answering her calls.

That made me wake up. I was so upset when I opened my peepers that it didn't surprise me that I didn't feel good. In my dream the news knocked the wind out of my sail and when I was awake, I had no energy. Hearing that HF was dead would almost be as devastating as hearing about Will and Matt being dead - but no one but my son could could come close (or in my son's case beat) the feeling I would get if Bill or Ted were dead. Which got me to thinking.....what in the world is taking so darn long. If we're supposed to meet - and we are - and I passed my benchmarks - then why now is there a hold up? Edward tells me - just now - that I have to be better known 1st. Better known as in how - in what field? He said the how, when and why will take care of it's self as long as I keep pushing myself. Just great -- another benchmark to make. But - he says - that I am on Bill and Ted's radar - so things are drawing closer, not further away. Plus with everything I am doing and writing about - I am getting better well known. One thing lead to another -- the snowball effect.

And Edward says -- love is not on my radar for awhile. But there is a glimmer of hope towards the end of Oct. But bedsides that - nothing pops up until mid next year at the earliest.

I had asked Maria Shaw about life in the next six months and this is what she had to say:

"Your money will be okay...don't worry. You are protected now and nothing will fail. You are actually in a good cycle now and until end of year so don't worry. Your writing is really getting noticed in 2008. You have short stories, computer interest, lots more PR due to your readings, writings and teaching. This next year could be huge for this. You could move in early 2008 or 2009 (all year are great aspects to move).

Even with Neptune on your moon (making you more psychic) and feeling confused, you are able to make wise decisions. You are a lot more stable emotionally that you one would think! Relationships? Possibly meeting someone in late October/November; like minded, party or Halloween thing or even though your work. Just average guy but kinda quirky. Then next year is even better for new romance; especially around birthday time. You will get a check or some money from another source (ex husband?) soon or within days if you already haven't. Also more possibly in late January and onward of 2008. In Feb and lasting until June 2008, you have the greatest chance of getting a book published, getting more recognition, newspaper and articles, more long distance travel and much more teaching becomes available to you as well. Your career then goes gang busters May 2008- July 2008. Don't take a vacation then because you may miss out on good things....very busy then....great job opportunities too. Your biggest disappointment will be friendships. Best year for romance 2010. Marriage? 2012."

In line really with what Edward had to say and what Ethan had said in the past. Humm...marriage in 2012? That sounds okay - not in a big hurry. For my 41st b-day I am actually planning on being in Paris (as in France) so some great romance then would be great!

Ted finally made an appearance the other night - which is about time. I'm amazed what a tender soul he can be when he wants to. Bill - he's MIA. But with both of us working, I don't have time to make the contact (as I'm sure he doesn't have the time either).

I have a couple of dogs staring at me that they have to go "outside potty". Better fly.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Cosmic Convention And My Divorce!

My divorce is final today -- ya hoo!! I am now technically a free chick:) I'm sitting here in my hotel room, chilling out with some Absolute that a client gave me with orange soda. The Cosmic Convention has been going very well. My workshop on tarot went really well. I had a layout or clas plan, that I wanted to do - but at the last second Edward tells me no - wing it -- so I did. The class was great and I had a nice group of people. The readings have been non stop. I did 12 hours of readings on Friday and the same here on Sat. Sunday will be 7 hours of readings, my class on intuition and then I jump in the Cooper to scoot it back home. I should make it out to my mom's to get my son and then make it back to Wooster by midnight...man I'll be tired Monday morning!

If you've sent me an email it's buried in inbox hell -- and I have no idea when I can get to it. I'll start wading through maybe Tuesday or Wednesday of next week.

Thanks...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Emerald, Citrine And Iolite, Plus Bill And Ted!

Over the weekend Edward kept bothering me about changing my 3 stone pendant. In fact, he's been after me about it ever since he came back on to the scene. But I haven't --- too busy. Well, he wasn't going to take that as an excuse any more and really turned up the volume on Sunday. So I said - fine-- what stones do you want me to use? His response - pick out the ones that call to you. Then sit down and see which ones fit into the existing wrap without much trouble.

I did just that, bring back a nice handful of stone spirits. The ones that fit inside the pendant without much trouble were emerald, citrine & iolite.

Emerald - my birth stone. It enhances memory and stimulates the use of a greater mental capacity. It beings for the choice of "right" action and that action being the only one available. It's helps to quiet the emotions and to bring harmony to life. It can help to spur one to activity and to facilitate intensity and focus ones actions. It will eliminate negativity from ones life and bring for the positive actions required to remain centered and focused on ones lifework. It can bring awareness of the unknown (past, present and future) to conscious recognition, helping to access the laws of order within the universe and to eliminate that which impedes progress. It can bring recognition to one. It opens up the heart chakra and attracts love.

Citrine - this wonderful stone does not hold and accumulate negative energy (like an amethyst), but dissipates and transmutes it, working out the problems on both the physical and subtle levels. It's a "merchant stone", and having one in the cash box, or one in the work environment it produces more income for the merchant - not only bringing wealth in, but maintaining the wealth. It also balances the yin-yang energy and aligns the chakras with the ethereal place. It brings forth creativity, personal power and physical energy. It stimulates both mental focus and endurance. It brings forth the intuitive self and promotes contact with the higher forces of intelligence.

Iolite - It's used in the third eye area for healing, meditation and astral travel. Helps one towards spiritual growth and enhanced visualization techniques. When in contact with the auric field it strengthens and aligns the field with the subtle bodies. It stimulates visions and can influence spirits. Helps to release discord form ones life. It enables one to enjoy each moment and to awaken inner knowledge which has been waiting to be accessed. It is also acts as a compass, helping one have knowledge of directions and directional forces. It can help with the elimination of debts and also can help one accept responsibility to the self.

Interesting combo - don't you think? Especially since I'd been trying to get rid of the negativity (ex husband residue), make more money, dig into my creativity, get focused and ferret out the mysteries of my past lives.

When I put the pendant on -- I kid you not, I walked sideways. I had the hardest time walking in a straight line for several minutes and felt very light headed. It was the stones taking care of my chakras and my energy field. After a few moments I was fine.

The last couple of night Bill and Ted (at the same time) have been in my dreams. Ted is usually being an ass while Bill is somewhat aloof - although not as bad as before - with him asking me 20 questions about my life, what I know about him and I -- etc... Although last night Ted was around for awhile and then Bill and I cut to a nice dream sex visit. I'm curious to see what happens tonight.

My email is out of control - seriously out of control. I must have 500 emails that need my attention. I need 2 of me.

I have a killer headache tonight and my son is coming down with something. I hope it's nothing serious since I'm leaving for MI on Thurs:) I'm looking forward to the conference and getting to teach 2 classes.

Thus far the places I have contacted to help me with my past life research -- nadda -- haven't heard a peep. I find it hard to believe that I cannot find anyone who wants to do this with me. I guess when the time is right, they'll arrive.

Better go get a bit more done before I do my L Word chat:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

A Done Deal!

Done - finished -- that chapter of my life is now behind me:) Divorce will be "final" in 10 days. It's been final in my mind for along time.

And before you ask - Theiss is my maiden name so yes, that is still the name I will be using.

Interesting -- and I just realized -- this whole cheating, divorce thing came out when I went to Maria's Shaw's ARK workshop to talk and do readings in April. When will it be final? When I'm at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention - teaching and doing readings! Now I'm only doing 2 of her shows this year (had to back out of the Salem trip) and they both correspond with the start and the finish of my divorce stuff. Hummm.....

Numerology wise today is a 1 day (9 + 1 (1+9 = 10 = 1+0 = 1) + 9 (2 + 0+ 0 + 7 = 9) = 19 = 1+9 = 1.

1 days are new beginnings, fresh starts. A 9 year (which is what 2007 is) is for endings - and I'm personally in a 7 year (spiritual growth). The Divine knows what it's doing - doesn't it?

My leg and arm muscles hurt a bit (not THAT much though) after karate last night. Had a good time, learned some moves. My son is ecstatic to be there! He's funny though, I told him as we were driving that he had to listen to the instructor., He tells me -- mom, I know karate - from before when I was big. LOL -- and he probably does.

Things just feel right - and that is such a good feeling.

Off to the store...then back to writing!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Maria Shaw’s 1st Annual Cosmic Connection Convention

Here's the Metaphysical Conference that you've been waiting for!

Hosted and Organized by the country's top celebrity astrologer and
metaphysical author, Maria Shaw

Allie will be speaking about - How to Unlock Your Psychic Senses! &
How to Read The Tarot!

Maria Shaw’s 1st Annual Cosmic Connection Convention

Friday September 28- Sunday September 30

Midland Valley Plaza Convention Center

Midland MI

Dear Friends; Do not let the price of my convention fool you! I am purposely keeping the price very very low so everyone can attend. I want everyone who feels they need or want to be here to be able to come. In other areas, this type of gathering could cost as much as $400 per person. Mine is under $100 if you book early. Similar events I have attended, have cost several hundreds of dollars and more. So in keeping the price low, I would ask that you spread the word and tell your friends all over the country to join us. It will be so wonderful to be around spiritually minded individuals and share their knowledge. You are probably reading this because you are supposed to be a part of the conference. Whether you are a speaker, a reader or a guest, we are all on this spiritual journey and path together. I invite you to share your wonderful spirit and energy at my first Cosmic Connection Convention.

National Speakers from all over the country and Canada!!!!

Learn How to Develop Your Intuition, Read the mystical Tarot, Decode hidden messages in numerology, Learn to meditate, explore your spirituality, Connect with your Guardian Angel and Spirit Guides, Discover ancient spiritual teachings, Work with karma, past life issues and find your soul mate!


Two Conference Tracks- Below is just a sampling of some of the classes and workshop included. We will be adding many more as the months pass and speakers are confirmed from the United States and Canada. We have already had confirmation from authors and speakers in Texas, Minnesota, Michigan, California, Ohio, Louisiana, Illinois and Canada. We will be adding at least 10 more classes to the list for the second conference track. There will be two conference rooms with classes running concurrently so you will have plenty to choose from that suits your interest.

The Muses Hall

One great room dedicated to metaphysical musings. Dozens of respected mediums, astrologers, palmists, psychic and tarot readers from all over the county and Canada coming in. Huge crystal and gem area with over 4,000 pieces. Aura photography, astrological reports, new age book sale, angel artists, holistic health professionals, massage and body workers. Open 8a.m. to 10p.m. Friday and Saturday. Sunday 8a.m. to 5p.m.

The Huron Room and the Erie Room

Conference Tracks with authors, metaphysical experts and speakers, here to assist you on your spiritual journey. You can pick and choose your classes for the day. Some of the topics we are waiting to confirm are ghosts and the spirit world, "The Secret", Working on Karma, Recognizing your soul's purpose and much more. Each guest will be given a wristband to wear which
will offer admittance to all of the classes and the Muses Hall at any time starting at 8a.m.


Special Evening Events

Will be held in the Huron Room and are included in your cost. The special events run after dinner. You can also spend time in the Muses Hall and visit our gem area, a reading, speak with new age experts and authors, visit the aura photography area, get a relaxing massage and much more!

Friday

Check - in 8 a.m. - 9 a.m.

10 a.m - 11:30 a.m.- -How To Read the Tarot; Learn the ancient art of tarot reading; the history behind the cards as well as how the tarot can help you in making decisions on a daily basis. Learn how to do layouts and spreads that reveal answers for love, health, career and much more. Maria Shaw's Tarot Kits for Beginners will be available in the Muses Hall if you need them for this class. Otherwise, bring your own deck!

11:30a.m. - 1p.m. - Numerology - The Power in Numbers; Decipher the
Universe's Code

Every day we see numbers, everywhere! Do you constantly see the same ones over and over? Do you know that using number patterns is one way the universe can send you secret messages? Learn more about how your birth numbers and even your birth "name" number can affect your entire life. Sometimes, just by altering a few letters in your name, you can change your life. Also this class will show you how to predict your future using numerology.
What lies ahead? Numbers will and can reveal your destiny!

Break for Lunch

2p.m. - 3:30p.m.- Learn how to Meditate -Can't relax? Or are you just not sure you are getting enough from your meditation? Learn the art and some special techniques that will help you relax, receive messages and use meditation to improve your health, intuition and life! Many people say they have never meditated or feel they can't. Think about this; you're driving on the highway and your mind wanders and before you know it, you've already driven 40 minutes
and are at your destination. It seems as if the time has just flown by. Does this sound familiar? If so, you can meditate and our expert will show you how you easily can train yourself at will in a few short steps. A beautiful, soothing guided meditation is also offered with this class.


4p.m. - 5:30p.m. - Dreams and Interpretation. Decode the hidden messages in your dreams. Examine the different types of dreams and learn how to interpret and understand their meanings. Examples shared by audience members will be interpreted by our panel of dream experts. Bring your dream to class!

Break for dinner

7:30p.m. - 9:30p.m.

Past Life Meditation class and soul mate class

Maria Shaw will speak on the karmic connections we all have with special people and the relationships in our lives. Find out who your soul mate really is. You may be surprised! We will explore the past life, karmic ties and soul mate connections to gain a better understanding of why we draw certain people to us. There will also be a guided meditation that will help you discover your pecial true soul mate.

Saturday

9am. - 10:30a.m. - Connecting with your angels and sprit guides. Ever wonder who's working behind the scenes to help you get through a difficult period? Who's got your back? Discover your guardian angel and how you can call on them to assist you in your every day life. The theory of spirit guides will also be explored. At different points in our lives, we need special spiritual
guidance and this is often when spirit guides appear as wonderful teachers. Learn how to tap into the power they wish to share with you, to recognize the signals they are sending you and most importantly how to make them a part of your daily life on a conscious level. For many of your in this class, your angel and spirit guides' names will be revealed!

11;00a.m. 12:30p.m.- How to Us a Pendulum

This wonderful ancient tool is probably the easiest one you will ever use to attain answers from the universe. You will learn how to use the pendulum to get yes and no answers, to make choices that are for your highest good as well as keep you from making huge mistakes. Demonstrations for the audience and a hand on approach will be offered.

2p.m. - 3:30p.m. -Palm reading 101

Wash your hands and come to class! Learn what the lines in your palms reveal about your personality and your future. Are you destined to marry more than once? How many children will you have? How strong is your love life? When will you move or travel? Are you psychic? The lines reveal so much so about your past, present and future. Time lines will be broken down for you so you can predict your life path up to age 70!

4:p.m. - 5:30p.m. - How to get anything you want; attract love into your life increase your prosperity; the power of attraction- You have feel as if you life is stagnant or if you;re always getting a bum rap. Doors closed? Money issues? Heartache? Family problems? You can get anything you want if you understand the ancient laws and the power of attraction. This is a class you won't want to miss. Our panel of experts will share their wisdom on the power of attraction. learn to change your life for the better, make things happen and draw your needs, wants and desires. Make your dreams come true!

Psychic fun fair and Muses Hall open all day from 8a.m. to 10p.m.

Break for dinner

7:30pm. To 9:30p.m. - The Psychic Circle -Our gifted mediums will offer a gallery type meeting, similar to what John Edwards does on Crossing Over. Come with an open mind. Connect with your loved ones, receives channeled messages and more!

Sunday Morning Prayer for Peace Circle 8:30-a.m. J

Join us for a spiritual message and prayer circle.

9a.m,. -10:30 a.m.- Working with your energy field for a healthier you! Balancing your chakras (the seven points in your energy field), understanding the aura and how to project, protect and work with it. Thoughts are energy too. Money is a form of energy. Our emotions produce energy and in turn, our body, mind and spirit react. This is an interactive class with a hands on approach with a panel of experts.

11 a.m. - 12:30 p.m.- The Age of the Soul - Discover the age of your soul and
its lesson. More details coming

Break or lunch

2:00 to 3:30 p.m.- Sun Sign astrology. Maria's new book Maria Shaw's Sun Signs is here! In this class you will learn the basics about each zodiac sign, helping you to understand your mate's lover's child's and even you nemesis' personality. Maria will also give her 2008 predications for each sign, the economy and much more!


4p.m. Closing meditation, remarks and raffle. We will close the conference with a short, peaceful meditation so we will continue to carry the energy and spiritual connections we have made over this weekend in our hearts and mind into the coming weeks and months ahead. We will also have a raffle of gift items donated by many of the speakers and readers.

WATCH THIS SPACE -- MORE INFORMATION COMING SOON ABOUT MORE CLASSES

Prices

**You Have To Tell Them That ALLIE Sent You!**

Early Bird Special - Book before June 1st and save $50!

Price $99 before June 1st

Book between June 1- August 1 -Pay the discounted rate of $115

August 2- September 10 price of $125

September 11- September 28- full payment of $149 is due

Walk-in the day of the event-pay full price all three days - $149

Day passes - $50 each day

Price includes wristband to all classes, Muses Hall, workshops,
special evening events, prayer circles, etc. Additional fees for
individual readings in the Muses Hall, overnight accommodations.

Credit Cards accepted. Refunds minus $50 fee. After that, no refunds for any
reasons. But ticket is transferable.

Reserve seating

Limited number of people due to space and availability

Salem Witch Tour, Site Changes And An Assistant!

How did your weekend go? Mine was busy finishing up The Black Triangle. I completely gutted the screenplay and redid it. Same theme of love and hope (concentration camp, love triangle) but I added new scenes and new locations -- so it really does sound good. Pat Pat on my back....I've put it aside to let it simmer for a few days and then I'll give it another go at it later on in the week -- just in time to submit it to some high-profile contests. Fingers crossed!

I also found myself unwinding last night playing The Lord of the Rings RP game. You simply do not know how much time has past until you look up at the clock and realize it's 1:00 am!

I am really considering some changes to the site and to what I offer in the way of services. I know I want to add a forum for astral travel, magic, dreams, past lives and OBE sex (dream, astral and telepathic) -- and a page on each of the 3 OBE sex methods with tips on how to do the basic stuff -- and a notice that I am collecting stories to put in a book. I may change my readings too. I haven't really decided on that once. Take for instance the Basic reading I have for $20. A person now asks 1 question and normally gets 3 paragraphs back as an answer. But I'm thinking if I have 3 paragraphs -- they could also have the option of asking 3 questions and getting a 1 paragraph answer on each. I'm going to think it all over next week while I am with Maria Shaw in Ark. for our Healing Arts weekend! I can't wait! If you are in the area, (Holiday Inn Express- 4253 Central Ave. Hot Spring AR 71913 Phone 501-520-6400 ) stop by on Sat 11 am - 5 pm as I'll be doing readings in person:)

Also - speaking of can't wait -- I'm booked for Maria Shaw's Salem weekend in Oct! I'll be talking about magic and witchcraft! This will be soooooo cool:) I need to get it up on the site. Spots are going fast, so if you want to be a part of it, here's the scoop:

Maria Shaw's Salem Witch Tour - October 4-7, 2007

You've studied the Salem Witch Trials in grade school. You've read the ghastly accounts of witch hangings in the 1600's. Perhaps you've felt compelled to visit. Maybe you feel a "connection" to this historic city. Now's your chance to experience a piece of history for yourself...on Maria Shaw’s Salem Witch Tour.

Join The National Enquirer's Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw for her 4-day Salem Witch Tour, celebrating the Halloween season in historic Salem, Massachusetts. Your "bewitching" weekend will include guest speakers, magical sites and visits to places filled with hauntings and history of the Salem witch-era. As part of Maria's group, you'll be staying at a comfortable hotel in Danvers, Massachusetts the actual site of the witch "hangings". Known in 1692 as Salem Village, Danvers was the birthplace of witchcraft in Essex County. Our group will tour spectacular sites and museums including Putman Cemetery, Site of Salem Village Meetinghouse and Wadsworth Cemetery.

Salem, only 9 miles away, takes great care to present a special array of fun and witchcraft during the month of October. We will stroll down Essex Street, feel the energy near the “Burying Point” and browse the shops at Pickering Wharf. Maria will host classes with experts and authors, offering a look from historical and modern day perspective on witches and their craft. Enjoy classes, planned tours and group events that include a Psychic Fun Fair on Saturday.

These are just a few of the sites that are included:

Salem Witch Museum - She afflicts me! She comes to me at night and torments me! She's a witch! Words such as these struck terror into the hearts of Salem townspeople in the early spring of 1692 as hysterical young girls called out names. The Salem Witch Museum brings you there, back to Salem 1692.

Salem Trolley - Take a fun and fascinating one hour tour of Salem and then use the trolley as an all day shuttle to see the things you want to see the most. Hop on and off all day to see every sight in Salem. A convenient and informative way of seeing Salem.

House of Seven Gables - Includes a guided tour of the Turner-Ingersoll Mansion (The House of the Seven Gables), a visit to the Nathaniel Hawthorne House, the Counting House, the Colonial Revival Gardens, and the waterfront.

Single $629 - Double $459 – Triple $399 - Quad $369 - Five (roll away) $349

All prices are per person and include accommodations for 3 nights, breakfast, admission tickets to sites listed, classes, lectures and special events planned by Maria Shaw. Space is limited. We only reserved a limited number of rooms so please call as soon as possible to pay your non-refundable deposit of $150. Final Payment must be paid prior to August 1st, 2007. (Does not include food or transportation)

Contact Clay Thomas 504.231.9127 to reserve your spot on this Bewitching Tour! Email: clayrolfs@yahoo.com or see more at www.MariaShaw.com

**Make sure you tell Clay that Allie sent you!**

Singles can inquire about sharing rooms, we will help but it’s not a guarantee.

So guys if you can make it we'd have a blast!

Okay - so back to what I want to do. I also want to get certified in PLR (past life regression). I'm not sure I'd want to be a PLR therapist, but I'd have a wide open market if I did. The closest one to me is either in Cleveland or in Columbus. So it's 2 hours each way no matter how I would look at it! Plus I'll be talking my courses for the Rosicrucian Order. I keep waiting for my guides to tell me I'm too busy and to slow down on something -- but I have yet to hear that. What I am still hearing through is why isn't the last gypsy magic book done? Almost -- almost.

BTW...I really do have to start looking for an assistant to help with the forums, editing and a few other tasks. Any one interested? If so -- email me.

Okay - back to work I go! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Playgirl, The "L" Word And More!

So unlike me to go this long without an update. I've been seriously busy - honest I have. I'm going to do a list in order to catch ya'll up to speed.

- Jan 25th/26th I'll be in NYC at the Playgirl party. Damn that Whispers Media - I hate job perks - don't you?

- Speaking of Whispers Media, we are going to host events on The "L" Word's virtual community called - Second Life:) http://www.sho.com/site/lword/second_life.do (for US residents only). Now for those of you who have been reading this blog for awhile - you KNOW how much I love The "L" Word! So this to me is just fricken fantastic! As soon as I have dates/times for our WM events, I'll let you know.

- Yesterday's blog entry I mentioned the Healing Arts weekend I'll be a part of at the end of April. If you want to go - NOW is the time to sign up. I'll be doing two more events with Maria Shaw in 2007: Salem Witch Tour in Oct and a psychic cruise in either Dec or Jan 2008. I am beyond psyched and honored to be a part of these events:)

- Speaking of Maria, she did a reading for me on Will. I'll get to that in a minute -- but Will has continued to be right there. A very loving, very respectful energy that is not pushy, self-serving or angry. His spirit embodies everything I could possibly want in a good friend, a teacher and whatever else the universe has in store for us. Last night we had another wonderful dream visit. We chatted about my cat Darin and how he is my night-time angel who takes his protection job very seriously and trust me, as soon as the sun sets he is at my side until I wake up. The cat is relentless! Any ways - this morning I woke up with a smile on my face and I could smell Will - a type of cologne or maybe soap - I don't know but it was woodsy and spicy all at the same time.

- I asked Maria about Will and what is our connection as I couldn't get a handle on why he is so predominate in everything I do now. Maria's good -- and for only $40 you get a question answered: http://www.mariashaw.com/store/one_question/index.html . I told her what I know about him this is what she said:


Dear Allie - Without his birth time, it will be a more difficult to say how you fit into his chart but I do know where he fits in yours.

This Will gentlemen...and BTW, you will likely meet or at least correspond sometime this year; either before April or after August. He would make a good business partner because he would be very supportive of your efforts and offer assistance; either his energy, time, knowledge, resources, etc. to help you on your path.

You will really like him because your Venus conjuncts his sun sign in Gemini. Whenever you see an aspect such as this between two people, it is great for chemistry; sometimes for love and other times for friendship. In other words, this is a wonderful connection to have.

I spoke with a reporter from Kenya yesterday who is doing a story on me for a LA-based magazine. I did his chart before he called and saw that we had a Venus connection like yours and Will's. The conversation was wonderful; just like 2 old friends talking. We both has the same views and both understood what the other was talking about. The interview just flowed and was a pleasure to do. You have the same connection with Will.

It also shows that he could be a great teacher. You could learn a lot from this man and by knowing him, you could grow spiritually even more so. He could introduce you to a new way of looking things and expand your vision of the world in some way. Also there is a spiritual connection between you two and the main purpose is for "learning" and spiritual growth. I guess if you took it further, you two could collaborate on a book, a seminar or a teaching tool in some way. But definitely there is strong spiritual growth associated with this relationship.

On a mundane level, there could also be an attraction between you two; first because of the "mind"......you will be drawn to the intellectual side of Will or his deep, intensity and communication style.

In some ways, this could be a lucrative business partnership and if you were to take a different route, a more personal relationship.

So in answer to your question; yes, you can be together in this lifetime if you pursue the relationship, from a business stand point first. You may need to reach out since you are the "student". You know that when the student is ready, the teacher appears. But you need to grant him permission to help you. He has already appeared to you. But you will need to pursue the relationship first and then get it rolling. Venus and some other connections in your chart will help you two come together.

So I thought about what she said for a spell and then did a short incantation to let the Universe and Will know that I an open and give permission to Will for his help and guidance. That next morning I sent Maria an email and told her a few more personal items about Will that I knew. Minutes later she offered me the chance to join her on a few of her projects. Coincidence? Nope - there's no such thing.

- I have also given great thought over the last couple of weeks that Will reads this blog. He found me, not the other way around like Bill and Ted. And now, just like Bill and Ted will do at some time with me - I have to pursue Will to let him know that I am ready.

- So what about Bill and Ted? Not much really - at least lately. Ted has pulled way back and he seems to be sulking over something and Bill - I can tell - is very busy with work and when that happens all doors are closed until he is done. That's okay -- they both know where to find me.

- I wrote the prof I did a talk for at the College of Wooster and asked her if she knew of anyone who would like to do research/write a paper on past lives. This is what she wrote back:

I first wanted to let you know thatin the final journal entries for my FYS students and on the course evaluations, at least half of the students cited your visit as one ofthe most memorable, enjoyable and informative aspects of this course!

I know you won't be offended when I say that for some, it was because they found you a little wacky but entertaining (i.e. they weren'tconvinced!), but others found your visit to be informative, comforting(especially for a couple students who had experienced recent losses!),and thought-provoking. So, thank you!

In response to your latest email, one of the things I liked best about meeting you was your skepticism and need to "increase the sample size" before really believing some of the things that have happened to you. I don't know of anyone at the College interested in studying past lives, I'm quite sure there's nobody in the biology department, but I will forward your email to a friend in the psychology department in case there is anyone over there that would be interested.

I'm entertaining, wacky and comforting -- I wouldn't have it any other way!

And I think that is it for now. I'll try to keep up, but it's difficult with the amount of daily work I have to do.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Allie + Maria Shaw’s Healing Arts Weekend!

Nobody yell at me -- I've been soooooo busy. I will catch everyone up on everything - honest!

But 1st I want to tell you about an incredible weekend coming up.

I will be a speaker at Maria Shaw's Healing Arts Weekend in Ark. April 26 - 29 -- just in time for my 40th b-day on May 2nd!

During this incredible weekend of healing and inner peace I will chat about "Obtaining Your Power Crystal And Attuning It To Specific Needs."

On Sat. evening we are having a psychic fair and I will have my own table and do readings that evening!

http://www.mariashaw.com/healing_arts/index.html

Hot Springs and Mt Ida Arkansas
April 26 - 29, 2007
3 nights, 4 days of healing the mind, body and soul

ONLY ONE Room Available -- Share Your Room And Cut Down Costs!

Your Healing Arts Weekend Package will include:

-Three nights lodging with hot breakfast each morning

-Crystal Mining on top of a breathtaking mountain in Mt. Ida

-Mine your own crystals. Find your personal power crystal. Your permit is covered in your cost and you can take home as many crystals as you want. There is no limit!

You should bring gloves, water and duffle bags to carry your crystals back in. We will be driving up the side of a mountain.. But it is not scary by any means. The mines are at the top and you will be able to see a breathtaking view from the top, reaching as far as 20 miles away. This is really food for the soul.

You will be able to stay at the mines as long as you want and take home as many crystals as you want. If you don't want to carry crystals back on the plane you can take then into the Mt Ida post office and ship them back. There is a flat rate box at the post office. It doesn't matter how much it weighs, whatever you can fit in the box, you will only pay $8.10.

For those of your driving, you can certainly take back quite a bundle, especially the huge big boulders and clusters of crystals that you see in the gem stores that cost hundreds and even thousands of dollars.

At some point, you will find a special crystal which we call your power crystal and we will do a meditation at the top of the mountain as we all tune our crystals for healing work or whatever your intention may be. The mediation will be a powerful one to expand our mind and open ourselves to spiritual wisdom

-Three Meditation Sessions on Sacred Grounds;
1 Designed for the Mind - Mt Ida Mountain
1 for the Body - Botanical Gardens
1 for the Spirit - TBD after we have mined our crystals

-Classes and Workshops
Working with Crystals
The Angelic and Fairy Realms
Holistic Healing
And much more!

-Psychic Fun Fair

-Two scheduled private visits with Arkansas’ most respected crystal and gem experts

-Visit to historic Hot Springs; tour the bath houses.

-Step back into time and meander around the old district into quaint shops antiques, boutiques and an option to enjoy a mineral bath

-Tour the breathtaking Garvan Woodland Gardens, featuring 210 acres of woodland gardens surrounded by 4-1/2 miles of Lake Hamilton shoreline biracial gardens. These tickets are included in your package price

Package prices:

4 people in a room - 2 queen beds - $249 per person
3 people - 2 queen beds - $279 per person
2 people - 2 queen beds - $320 per person
1 person - 1 king bed - $467 per person

A non refundable deposit of $125 per person is due upon booking. The balance is to be paid by March 15, 2007. You can pay by credit card by calling 810-631-6887 to Maria Shaw or send a check or money order to Maria Shaw P.O. Box 490 Genesee MI 48437

* We are only booking 9 rooms so if you are interested, don't delay. We are keeping the group small. First come, first serve.

The weekend is filling up fast. To find out more information and/or to secure a spot, please call Maria and make sure you tell her that ALLIE sent you:) She has to know who referred you to her.

http://www.mariashaw.com/healing_arts/index.html

Please join me for this incredible weekend and help me ring in my 40's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)