Bill, Universal Light Expo and Updates!

Hi Everyone!

I didn't forget - Bill turned 51 on October 20th! I thought about him for most of the that day. He is still such a sex - sexy man. Good thing I have an eternity to meet up with him. Until then we'll keep meeting up in the dream state. When he's in the US we dream visit nightly. If he's traveling around the globe (which is what he usually does) we still connect during the day. The connections are brief - just like a "Hey, how ya doing? Miss you. Ciao." But I'll take what I can get.

I know - it's been awhile since I posted anything. Sorry about that. But I did warn you that while classes are going on my postings would dwindle off - there just isn't enough time in the day for it all. Especially since now I've been allowed to be a part of a research team. Granted - I'm just an assistant and get to do all the low level stuff - but it looks good on my grad school application.
College is going fine -- homeschool with my son is a challenge, but we're getting there. If he would just realize that writing things is a needed skill in life. Not everything mind you - but you do have to use a pen/pencil to paper - probably daily. Until then he spends a lot of time being grounded and I'm stressed far more than I should be.

Brodie isn't doing very well. If you all could send him healing light - I would (and so would he) appreciate it. The tumor hasn't made his nose malformed yet. But he has a hell of a time trying to breathe and his nose bleeds are horrible. Hard to believe it's been a year since Indy passed away. Man I miss that dog - so does Brodie.

Brodie - more than money - is the reason I'm not doing Maria's Cosmic Convention next weekend. I refuse to be gone when Brodie dies. I still feel horrible about Indy passing away in that vet office without me there. I just can't let it happen again. So for all of you who are going to the Cosmic Convention - I'm sorry I won't see you. I hope to be able to go in May - as long as it jives with my finals schedule.

The Universal Light Expo was great. I met a lot of new people, saw many familiar faces. A few people came down from MI (and who I usually see at Maria's fairs) to see the expo - stopped by to say hi. It was fabo to see them all. I had a family from Romania (who lives in Cleveland) stop by. They drove down specifically to see me. That was really nice of them. I sold a lot of books - did many readings - a very good weekend in all.

BTW - for all of you who have emailed or called to see how I'm doing because I haven't posted in a while or did a podcast - your thoughts and concerns were/are very appreciated!

The last several months I've had my feelings really hurt by a couple of people who I thought were my friends. One person I told everything to - everything - and that is not a easy thing for me to do. I'm usually very guarded and tell people & my friends only the parts that I know they'd want to hear or that they can grasp (if that makes sense). So very few people have ever known all of me - in fact - I can count on one hand how many (with fingers left over). Everyone of these people ended up stabbing me in the back one way or the other. It sucks. But since I'm in a 9 Personal Year - those people, places and things that are not in my highest good drift away. So in a way it's good. But it still sucks. Sucks even more that I miss them. But I don't allow myself a lot of "missing" time. That heart chakra of mine just keeps getting stepped on. Sheesh. I want it opened up and accepting - not closed off and defensive. Onward and upward!

Love life is still zero. I haven't found anyone that even peeks my interest a bit. Had a neighbor that did - but he moved and we could never find time to connect.

I stopped screenwriting. My heart just isn't in it any longer. I'm tired of my ideas sucking or my writing being less than desirable. Eventually I'll work on The Black Triangle again - because I know I have to - it's a Destiny Marker for me.

Of course Will was a Destiny Marker for me (and I for him) and we saw how well that worked out. Like with Bill - Will and I have eternity. But I would like to cross some things off my list.

Even though I'm not posting here in the blog or doing podcasts often - that doesn't mean I'm not doing readings. I've allotted myself time every week just for that. So please keep me in mind for your reading needs:)

I've had many people ask my opinion on 2012. What do I think will happen? My personal opinion is don't believe all the hype. The hype - as in the world is coming to an end. Granted someday it will - but not for a very long time. What I think will happen is a shift in consciousness. Instead of being more greed, material - earth bound based -- it'll be more spiritual, love, accepting based. I also feel at this time, what crystal skulls haven't already been awoken - will wake up. The skulls will help the shift.

On a completely separate adult note: when I stopped my sex radio show & podcast - I took down the adult store that went with them. Well, I just revamped it making it better than ever with a lot of products: http://www.thepassionzone.com/ I have no idea it's you if you buy. So no worries!

I just remembered the other night - when I lost my site Gypsy Girl Press, I lost the years of data that I saved in regards to Bill and Ted - mainly Bill. All gone. I had saved it all on the GGP server thinking it would be safe. SIGH. If we were ever to sit down and talk - I don't have any notes/dates to compare to him.

I had two readings at the ULE - both psychics picked up on Vincent. Oh yes they did. If (though his free will) he's going to show up in my life at all during this lifetime - it'll be before the end of this year. It was amazing how they both described him to a "T". I'm always open to the possibilities.

Vincent did visit me the other night for a fun dream visit! I wrote about it in the OBE blog.

Better get going. Need to do a few readings, my podcast, laundry, write a paper and carve some pumpkins!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Yep - I'm Still Kicking!

Boy oh boy -- where to start? Humm...

Obviously I'm not dead, injured or on the lam. Be my friend on Facebook and you'll know what I'm up to if I'm not posting on this blog: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1402733541
Although I may have ot be careful what I post since one of my sisters is friends with my ex and they're buds on FB. I certainly don't want him in my business. We'll see - she put some blocks into place on FB on him. Don't know if it'll work or not.

Summer classes are over - yay! I managed to get 2 "A" and 2 "A-" - not bad for a 13 year break from college. Fall classes start on Aug 24th! Taking another full time load of 4 classes. I'll be FT until I either graduate or my brain falls out - whichever comes 1st!

All of my son's homeschool stuff is here. Wow - there's a lot of stuff. His two favorite items were the art & math stuff that we opened. Classes for him start on Aug 17th. I have to figure out where to put everything!

Until classes start I will be on Keen every day - times vary. More morning/afternoon hours than evening hours. If you want to chat and I'm not there - "Arrange a Call" with me and I'll get right back with you.

I'm going to be back doing sex toy reviews for a web site. Whoo Hoo! Not sure when the start date is - but it'll be soon.

I have to update my Personal Appearances:

- Every Tuesday I'm on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio in the 1:00 hour.

- Next Wednesday I will be on Live Your Dreams at 7:00 pm with Betty & Holly on Empower Radio.

- Next Thursday I'm a guest of Susan Norgren's on Psychic Buzz at 10:00 pm EDT.

Gypsy Girl Press's web site is no longer. I forgot to pay the fee and the canned the site. I moved the Gypsy Magic and Gypsy News blogs to Gypsy Advice. Make sure you change your bookmarks. Over the week I'll get the information up about the Gypsy Magic book series and links to where you can buy them.

Dreams have been a plenty - but I've been so set on sleeping that I haven't written anything down. Last night Michael was pretty prominent in the last dream I had before I woke up. He and I were lying down on a bed inside of a small RV. I was kind of a sleep and he was watching me sleep. Then I sprung and tickled him - lol. He mentioned about me being bold. LOL.

My guides have just been hanging back - which I find interesting. Iris did step up once and tell me a couple of things - but she also told me not to put specifics here - lol. Overall - it was about my future and the visions I had had about a clinic - stones/crystals and flower essence. They are combined with my sex coaching/therapy. It's an interesting road she's directing be down.

I was guided though to watch the Celestine Prophecy. I had read the book back in 1997 and honestly haven't thought about since then. The DVD was a good refresher and a reminder about past lives, intution and what will supposed to be will be - regardless of what you try to do to stop it. My son really enjoyed it.

There was a cay hit and killed close to my house a couple of weeks ago. It wasn't Raisin. But I haven't seen Little Black Kitty at all since then :( Someone hit the cat and kept driving - another car stopped and picked the cat up to take him to a vet. That's when I arrived as the lead car was putting the cat in the car - never saw the color of the cat.

I've caught up on my backlog of email from all my email addresses. If you haven't heard from me by now (and obviously you sent an email) then you're not going to. If it was important - please resend.

Better go check on the kid -- he's too quiet!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Passion Zone, My Dog And The Cosmic Convention

What a week thus far....I'm so dang busy I'm surprised I remember who I am:) Of course - I'd rather be busy than be bored to tears.

My birthday was great -- had a fabo time. Thanks for those of you who have sent me links/articles to "Today is your Birthday":) Everything that was sent to me came from different sources - which was cool - no duplicate.

Brodie has been having some major nose bleeds. He's been worrying me. I'm thinking that it has something to do with the steroids he's on for his breathing. So I took him off the meds for now - and so far no nose bleeds. But now I have to (and the pet sitter too starting tomorrow) have to keep an eye on his breathing. If you could send some white light his way I'd appreciate.

Catch me here in about an hour for The Passion Zone on Empower Radio from 11 pm - 1 am. Call in 231-348-1963 or you can IM me at the Empower Radio chat at the bottom of the home page. Also - stop by The Passion Zone online and sign up to be a part of the social network. Being a part of PZ allows you to be a part of the forum chats - we've got a few discussions going on - from first kisses, sex toys and more.

I have a poop load of email in my inbox. I'm trying to get back to everyone - but it's a long haul.

Tomorrow morning I'm out of here -- heading to Lansing MI for Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention from May 8th - 10th at the Hampton Inn on Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there all 3 days doing readings - stop by and let's chat. The conventions are the only places where I do in person readings - so don't be shy!

My talk is on Friday evening from 4: 30 - 6 pm:

Your Chakras, Your Sex Life: How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Have a wonderful weekend -- I'm taking my laptop with me, so if anything fabo happens while I'm gone, I'll be able to fill you in.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Empower Radio Line Up!

As promised - I have the Empower Radio line up. This is snagged from Maria Shaw's newsletter. She said everything so well - I figured why reinvent the wheel:)
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This is the place you can call almost anytime you need help, answers, a shoulder to lean on, comforting words, insight and laughter. It is absolutely FREE. The readings are free. The advice is free. The knowledge is free for you all! If you ever have a problem or dilemma, there is now a place you can call and get honest answers from any one of our experts.

Empower Radio is not a psychic call in show. But you can call in for free readings. It is much more than that....it is a place we hope to help listeners from all over the world, tap into their inner power....find their power and empower themselves. Empower Radio...empowering you, is our motto.

We will have many spiritual shows of many natures to listen to with great advice and interviews. You can call in with your questions too. Scroll down and I have provided you with a list of all of the hosts and the shows as well as the time they air live.

With all of the challenges and changes we are going through, Brent and I wanted to offer a place for people to turn to that is real, honest and entertaining as well!

The web site is www.empoweradio.com

The phone number to call the studio for free advice/readings is 231-348-1963. Listen live on the Internet and repeated shows on pod casts.

Shows and Air Times

Here is a list of the shows. Be sure to call in and say hello, offer a comment, ask a question and share story. The hosts want to hear from you. Keep the number handy and call anytime we are live on the air!

This is one way we feel we can give back to the universe and reach many of you. Please tell ten friends and let email everyone and let them know!

Empower Radio will be expanding with more shows in the next month and sponsoring Psychic Fairs, Maria Shaw Cruises and more!

The Maria Shaw Show
12 noon - 3p.m. EST Monday - Friday

Join the stars of the network, Maria Shaw, Sexy Joe and Jimmy Hamm weekdays 12 noon to 3pm. EST for three hours of "enlightened" entertainment. Celebrity interviews, astrology news you can use, best selling authors and experts in the metaphysical field. You'll never know who'll show up to sit in on the show with Maria, Jimmy and Joe. Call in for your free reading. Laugh a little...or a lot. The Maria Shaw Show is like no other metaphysical talk show on the air today. It's contagious and addictive. This team will give you "something to talk about!"
Repeat 4p.m . to 7p.m.

Joe Lawson — Healing the Hurt, Empowering You
Mondays 7p.m. - 8p.m. EST

Do you ever feel alone with nowhere to turn? Just want someone to listen? We've all been through crisis, despair, hurt and painful experiences. Sometimes it just helps to know someone is out there who truly cares and will listen without judgement. Joe Lawson is there for you every Monday with his show "Healing the Hurt; Empowering You". No stranger to riding the roller coaster of life and not afraid to share his personal story of battling depression, Joe is ready and eager to listen to yours. As a talk show host and network producer for years, Joe has met people from all walks of life. Many have claimed he has a strong healing presence. This may be due in part to his ability to get to the heart of matters, tell the truth as he sees it and give listeners hope for the future. His wit and wisdom are sure to touch your heart and keep you tuning in week after week. Together, you and Joe may heal the hurt of past relationships, disappointments and issues that have long been holding you back from living the life you were born to live... to the fullest!

Michelle Evans — Mind, Money and Soul
Mondays 8p.m. - 10p.m. EST

Financial advisor and intuitive Michelle Evans is the host of the most life altering financial show on radio today...."Mind, Money and Soul" on Empower Radio airs Monday 8p.m. - 10p.m. EST

Michelle offers Empower Radio fans over twenty years experience as an executive in the financial industry ,working as a leader in the field for major firms and financial institutions.

Couple her strong background with keen intuitive sense, Michelle helps listeners worldwide create prosperity, happiness and abundance. Whether you're down to your last dollar or leading a fortune 500 company, "Mind, Money and Soul" can help you gain greater wisdom in money matters for spiritual living and more.

Tanya Douglas — Past Lives, Present Lessons
Tuesdays - 7p.m. - 9p.m.

Tanya Douglas wants you to find out who you were, are and can be! She's an internationally reorganized and Certified Hypnotist who specializes in Past Life Regression. The star of Past Lives, Present Lessons on Empower Radio Tanya brings years of experience to share with her worldwide audience. This fourth generation intuitive is also schooled in distance meditation healing and Spiritual Coaching. Tanya is also the founder of Michigan Haunted and Paranormal Investigations.

She currently touring with Maria Shaw’s psychic fun fairs, Conventions, and cruises through out the United States. There you can finder her speaking, doing consultations and giving private Past Life Regression sessions.

Her truly empathy, love and compassion for other people has made her one of the most genuine experts in the field of metaphysics to work with. Thousands seek her advice and help. Her goal is to help increase spirituality, awareness of ones self, and release blockages from former and current life times.

Amy Donahue — Ask Amy
Tuesday 9p.m. - 11p.m.

Crying over a long lost love? Just lost your job? Got a pressing problem about a family member? Perhaps you've just discovered some great news to share! You've got a friend to call every Tuesday night right here on Empower Radio. Global girlfriend Amy Donahue is ready to listen, lend an ear, and offer friendly, caring advice. If you need a shoulder to cry on, some words of encouragement or just an extra pat on the back, "Ask Amy" is here for you. So grab a cup of Joe, sit back and take comfort in knowing you've got someone in your corner who cares. Offer a comment, a word of encouragement to other callers if the mood strikes you, Your network of new friends is limitless now. Let Amy and others help empower you as you swap stories, ideas and memories.

Betty Roberts — Betty Roberts Show, Live your Dreams! The Dream Team
Wednesdays 7p.m. - 9p.m.

Betty comes to Empower Radio with over thirty years of experience in social work and spiritual/healing fields. Betty uses dream interpretation, angel therapy and ancient oracles when counseling people from all walks of life. This Halloween born host has endeared herself to thousands of fans and followers around the country because of her genuine caring nature and sincere advice.

Tune into the Betty Roberts Show, Live Your Dreams! Betty can delve into the hidden meanings of your dreams as well as answer any important questions you may have. Don't miss this amazing woman with extraordinary gifts, helping to empower you!

Amy Donahue — Paranormal Gallery
Wednesdays 9p.m. - 11p.m

Don't miss a moment of this "one of a kind" program from paranormal expert Amy Donahue. She'll lead you down some dark alleys in Venice and take you on a terrifying trip through a haunted prison. Amy's real life ghost stories are sure to thrill and send chills up your spine!

Paranormal Gallery gives you a chance to share your scary stories too on wide variety of topics. Amy invites you to call in with questions, comments and accounts of personal experiences. Expect interviews with people not only in the paranormal field, but also with celebrities who have had spiritual and ghostly encounters too. Paranormal Gallery offers you the chance to be part of a global wide class, actively participating in investigations at select locations around there world. Or just tune in every Wednesday for a sample of the supernatural!

Allie Theiss — The Passion Zone
Wednesdays 11p.m. - 1a.m. EST

Allie is the creator of "Out of Body Ecstasy", a sensual energy technique that produces a unique sexual but spiritual experience. Prior to the creation of OBE, Allie was the erotic advisor for Whispers Media and the sensual host for Showtime's "The L Word" online.

Allie comes to Empower Radio with over twenty years of experience in sexual advice and spiritual healing. Consider her the go to girl for sex and romantic related questions and situations.

Tune into The Passion Zone and hear Allie's stories, accounts and answers to your and millions of other listeners most intimate questions. There's no limited as to what Allie will talk about. Don't miss a minute of the steamy two hour Passion Zone!

Jack and Susan Lewis — Health and Wealth
Thursdays 7p.m. - 9p.m.

A potpourri of information on how to manifest the live you born to live! Next week we will have an entire promo on these two wonderful hosts including their bios and special articles on their show with photos and more.

Get Real with John and Kenny, the Psychic Cousins
Thursdays 9p.m . - 11p.m.

The Inner City Brothers from Different Mothers

Join the Psychic Cousins as they offer advice and knowledge to help Empower YOU. They'll delve into all sorts of spiritual art forms. You'll never know where the conversation will lead but you will come to learn, Get Real with John and Kenny is like nothing else on the airwaves today. Their show is an eye opening, amazing experience! You'll learn more than you ever imagined about everything from paranormal activity to mediation to fakes and frauds in the business. Ask the guys a question, you'll get an honest direct and accurate answer. Their psychic abilities are uncanny. Tune in for your free reading and "Get Real" advice that will change your life!

John Stewart is a deeply connected fourth generation psychic medium with exceptional intuition. He specializes in foreseeing medical complications and has a strong ability to connect with loved ones from the other side as well as spirit guides. John comes from a instinctive spiritualistic family and has honed his natural abilities as a powerful tarot card reader and psychometist. John is also a popular paranormal investigator and has led séances for fifteen years. This gifted Virgo travels nationally with the renowned Maria Shaw, doing lectures and seminars, always "keeping it real."

Ken Bostic is an extraordinary fourth generation psychic medium specializing in the ancient art or tarot and numerology. He is a profound spiritualist and has done remarkable work around the country. Ken has a vast knowledge in Native American teachings. He is an intuitive paranormal investigator and leads séances. His spiritual advice is sought by thousands who appreciate his solid, down to earth and empathic nature. Ken is a regular facilitator at Maria Shaw's national events and conferences both nationally and internationally, teaching people to tap into their inner power while "keeping it real".

DK Brainard — Transformational Journeys
11a.m. - 1a. m. EST

A seamless blend of astrology, therapeutic trance, interviews and more designed to help you realize your personal hero's journey and bring more of your soul into the world.

D.K. Brainard is an astrologer, hypnotherapist and writer who focuses on evolving consciousness and the soul's journey. D.K.'s popular weekly Personal Evolution horoscopes are read each week by thousands of people around the globe. He is a popular workshop presenter and works privately with clients using astrology, therapeutic trance and guided meditation and visualization. Visit D.K. on the web at www.wordsforthepeople.com.

There are more shows and hosts we are signing as of this writing. Keep up to date at www.empoweradio.com

Keep the number handy! Meet Brent Carey and members and hosts of the Empower Radio Network at the Cosmic Connections Convention May 8-10 in Lansing, MI.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Listen To The Passion Zone on Empower Radio!

It's FRIDAY!! Whoo hoo! Now I can tell you my big news:)

Starting next Wednesday from 11:00 pm - 1:00 I am the host of "The Passion Zone" on Empower Radio! A honest to goodness call-in radio show! It's 2 hours full of sex & relationship advice with guests, topics and free readings!

How sweet is that???

The Passion Zone will be a part of the new station: Empower Radio (site will be up on 4/27), where there is a great line up of hosts with shows ranging from dreams to prosperity to keeping it real! There's something for everyone.

During the day noon - 3 Maria Shaw will be on. As soon as I have the final line up I will post it.

I have my own site to compliment my show, it's at http://www.thepassionzone.com/ . The site is not all the way done yet, but right now it'll work:) Stop by, look around and join the PZ social network.

I am so so excited! Please tune in on Wed - and call in! Since it is the 1st show, not sure how many people will be tuning in -- and I've got 2 hrs to fill:) If you do not have a sex or relationship question -- fine -- call in and throw out a topic in either of the two areas.

For those of you who have been following me for awhile - I think we all knew somehow, someway I was going to have my own show on sex & relationships. I must admit though -- I am kind of nervous!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Paul, My Son And A WTF Dream!

We had a good chunk of snow fall here in Wooster over the last 24 hours. I was able to get 1/2 my drive done before my back started to kill me. It wouldn't of been so bad if the snow wasn't so heavy from the freezing rain that fell in between snow blasts. I hurt - all over. I need a guy to massage me - oh yes I do.

An update on my son:

Good news: no cancer, no fluid, no nothing. The spot on his skull is on the brain side of the skull bone and not the hair side. This means it's a "dent" and not life threatening - he will not need to get anything biopsy or reconstructed. So this made up happy - obviously.

Bad news: he may have an aneurism. The MRI showed one blood vessel way too big, while the one next to it is barely visible. This could be because of an aneurism or because he moved during the MRI (I'll put my money on squiggly butt moving). So - with the MRI they also have a MRA scheduled. This means he will be sedated and they will use dye to look at his blood vessels (MRA) and him being asleep will help get a clearer MRI. This is on Feb 9th at 9:40 am in Cleveland at the Cleveland Clinic. I have to find Building L - wherever the hell that is.

Needless to say - now that there are needles involved - he's terrified. And man is he pissed. Because of this -- his acting out is a bit more than the norm. When I dropped him off on Tuesday, I warned his teacher. Sure enough - the kid landed on blue (green being the best, yellow is a warning, blue you're in trouble and red is a trip to the principals office). And he's been a handful here at home.

Surprisingly - the ex said he's come up to Cleveland with us on the 9th. Good for the kid - it will make him happy. My 1st thought was - oh crap - all day with him? What are we going to talk about? Chatting about our son can only go so far. SIGH.

Tom Cruise - he showed up again in my dream. We're friends or something like that - or so it seemed. I can remember rolling over, waking up for a spilt second and saying to myself - well, it's on to Tom. I fell back to sleep and there he was. He greeted me in a swimming pool. We hugged - chatted a bit. We were working together on some sort of project. I can remember me telling someone that he is the nicest guy on the set. The next thing I know - we're in the pool again - he grabbed me and tossed me up into the air. I'm talking I went up in the clouds. On the way down I thought - this is going to hurt when I hit the water. But when I did - it was soft. I went to the bottom of the pool - and it was down 1/2 mile or so (deep pool). When I hit bottom I remember thinking that I forgot to take a breath in when I hit the water - and I wondered if I would make it to the top without drowning. That's when it hit me that I'm in a dream - so of course I could make it to the top. As I was swimming up - I saw that there were hundreds of people at the bottom of this pool trying to swim up. I hit top water - swam to the side and Tom was sitting there. He said - I may be nice, but I'm the boss. He then got up - went into a house and closed the door. I sat there thinking - WTF? Now what did I get myself into? LOL.

Now there's Paul. I know somewhere on this site I had talked about a Paul. But this Paul and that Paul are 2 different men. This Paul - Paul is his real name. The other Paul was a made up name and frankly - I can't remember who that was. At least not right now. This particular Paul is 28 years older than me. Like energies do before they come forward - they hang around - lingering. And I usually can't place why they're there. But Paul really showed up when I was writing that last script. From his energy - I have gathered he is kind, generous, defends people, places and animals that can't defend themselves, he's worldly but down home. He's as comfortable in a neighborhood bar as he would be in one of the finest NYC restaurants. He's helpful, friendly and devoted. He also has a hell of a temper and is stuck in his ways (but really - who isn't). Paul's creative, passionate, patient and multi-lingual. Since he turns 70 this year, I hope we have a chance to meet in person. I have no idea what the connection is - but it's certainly there. I must admit though - I'm intrigued.

I did an horoscope relationship report - just to see:

Sun in the Eighth House

Composite Sun in the eighth house may give the two of you a feeling of "fatedness," that this relationship is going to play an important role in your lives, even if it is not a long-term relationship.

You will be exposed to the most basic and profound aspects of your own and your partner's inner nature. Both of you will experience psychological changes through this relationship.

In a sexual relationship, physical sex assumes an unusual importance. Sex is likely to be seen by both of you as an experience that transcends ordinary reality.

The eighth house is also the house of joint resources and property. This position can give the two of you a strong drive to acquire material possessions. Here again it is necessary not to overdo this emphasis. Emotional needs are actually more important than possessions.

Sun Conjunct Venus

The conjunction of Sun and Venus in the composite chart is one of the strongest indications of a love relationship between two people, even in a friendship. It does not primarily indicate a sexual relationship; instead it signifies love, pure and simple. The attraction indicated by this aspect is so powerful that it can bring together people who are incompatible by ordinary criteria.

If the relationship is laden with conflicts, even a strong feeling of love between you may turn to hatred. In most cases, however, this will be a very fine personal relationship.

Moon in the Sixth House

The sixth house is a rather serious placement for the composite Moon. It suggests that you have a sense of having come together for a specific and necessary task or purpose that may not be completely pleasant. One of you may feel subordinated to the other in some way. Therefore, this is a difficult placement for any relationship that requires you to give and take equally, as most relationships do.

The only way to make this position work is for the two of you to exchange services equally, thus preventing it from becoming a one-way affair.
A related danger is that if one of you is giving more to the relationship emotionally than the other, you could become quite resentful about it.

Whatever the costs, you both must strive to be more nearly equal in giving and receiving.

Moon Opposition Pluto

The opposition of composite Moon and Pluto is an aspect of extreme emotional intensity, calling forth great involvement and strong feelings.
If improperly handled, this combination can give rise to extreme jealousy, struggles for dominance, and excessive possessiveness. As a result, one of you may completely strangle the other's individuality, or at least attempt to do so. If this occurs, the one being dominated will find it very hard to deal with, because the tactics used to dominate will be subversive rather than direct.

The power of this aspect can lead to emotional violence, which could destroy the relationship and leave much bad feeling in its wake. If you are tempted to use these tactics, don't. Be as straightforward and direct as possible. The results will probably be better than you imagine, and at least they will be less destructive.

If you are the victim of such methods by your friend or partner, be direct and call your friend's bluff. Don't allow yourself to be the victim of any kind of emotional blackmail.

Venus in the Eighth House

Composite Venus in the eighth house indicates emotional intensity concerning love.

In a love relationship, the expression of love will be quite intense, with a powerful quality that will transform both of you in some fundamental way. Your love will not be light and gay but something very serious that involves both of you at all levels of mind, body, and soul.

On quite a different level, the eighth house can also refer to joint finances and property. Venus promises material prosperity with this relationship.

Makes me wonder.....one thing I know he's not though - is a father figure. The energy is supporting, loving and giving - but not in a parent-like tone.

Gossip through the grape vine says that Maria Shaw won't be back in Psychiconair.com - due do the fact they won't bring back Joe & Matt. Poo.

And on this note - it's shower time. Before I know it I'll be up and it'll be more snow shoveling....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Weekend, Vincent And Dream Visits!

Last weekend turned out nothing like I had hoped it would. Instead of the fun I envisioned - I had to make an emergency run to the vet with my cat Samantha. She really wasn't doing well - and all the way there I prayed that she'd be coming home with me. She did - with 4 meds 2x a day. Thyroid out of whack, heart mummer, not eating, infection around the liver, red blood count borderline anemic and of course her white cells were through the roof. This cat may be 5.8 lbs, but trying to give her meds that get her so upset she foams at the mouth is a chore. Somehow in the course of giving her meds Sat night, I tore a muscle in my back. God it hurt. With no one to rub any Icy Hot on my back (my son was at his dad's) I spent the whole night in pain - no sleep. Same went for Sun until my son came home and helped me out. Today I bought more Icy Hot and a heating pad. I happened to tear the back muscle in the same spot where I hold all my tension. I think my poor back just had enough. So the weekend sucked big time - but Samantha is doing a touch better. Not great - but better -and I'm thankful.

By now you've seen my previous post about the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com being gone. It sucks - I had fun chatting with those guys every week and tag teaming with Maria on callers. SIGH. Maybe Psychiconair will have a brain and bring them back. I have a feeling though that Maria and gang are moving up to bigger and better things.

BTW...did you listen to today's podcast? You should if you want some good deals on my services :)

Friday evening I had an odd dream about being at my childhood home (where my mom still lives) but it wasn't her home, but mine. In the attached 2 car garage there was an elaborate cage system that was attached to the ceiling of the garage. I have no idea who I was in the garage with - but I told them that my ex husband built it for the cats to have some outside air or if we needed them out of the main house for a bit. The person stated - it's up rather high. My reply - just in case the area floods (the house is no where near water of any kind). For some reason there was a school bus in this garage. Me, this person and I think my son climbed inside of it. While we were in there it tipped to the side and rolled over on its roof. That woke me up. I will also add here that the garage (at least) looked like I or anyone else hadn't lived there in awhile. It was shaken up like an earthquake or like a nuclear bomb that wiped out all the people/animals, but kept the dwelling intact. It was strange.

Now Sat night I had a dream visit with Vincent. We were on of all things - a bus. But it was one of those decked out charter buses, not a school bus. He looked tired, worn down, but okay - like he had just gotten himself out of a bad situation and he knew that he was on the mend. On this bus we were driving through Wooster - I was showing him around, he was amazed on how cheap everything was here. I told him that compared to NYC, just about anywhere but LA or London is cheaper:) What was weird is that he knew of our connection, but he wanted me to know that he knew without anyone else on the bus knowing he knew. He sat across from me for the longest time and just stared at me. It was a bit unnerving - because his stare can be very intense. He kept putting his hand over his mouth - like his chin would rest in his hand. Finally he got up and sat next to me (we were in the back of this bus and I was on the very back seat which was a bench seat). Next to me I had a bunch of books. He picked up the stack so that he could sit next to me - I saw him slip something inside of the top book - and he did it so that I would see. He wanted to look at that book - it was an 8 x 11 book with a black cover - I think it said something like Magic 101 as the title.

As he was about to look at the book, I slipped my hand in and pulled out the piece of note book paper he slid in. The handwriting was as bad as mine:) The front of the paper said something like "I know who you are and our connection" and the back had 2 martini recipes on it. I looked at him and said shaken or stirred (my question to him to make sure this was indeed the paper he put in) and he said - shaken. I commented - oh like James Bond. He then handed me a book with a bookmark - it was his diary that was in book form. He told me to turn to Chapter 20 - I did - and on it, circled was him meeting Bill and shaking hands - knowing full well who he was in relation to the soul group. Now he put Bill real name in quotes like: I saw "Bill" standing outside the pizzeria..... When I turned to ask him why he put Bill's real name in quotes and didn't put Bill in there - I woke up. Now somewhere in this dream I introduced him to one of my sisters and said that in the blog I called him Bob at first. She said - you mean like the Bob you said I'd marry someday? I said yes, but they weren't the same guy. I thought about it afterwards - Bill's birthday is on the 20th. Interesting that he was in Chapt 20 of Vincent's book.

I fell back to sleep and Vincent and I were in Central Park - holding hands and enjoying the snow falling. We didn't talk - didn't even look at one another - just walked in silence. I woke up again, but this time I stayed up.

Andrew and Paul showed up last night as I was getting ready for bed. I said something like - long time no see! They assured me that they had been busy. I asked - working on Vincent? They said yes. I asked how that was coming along? They told me the man has some heavy emotional baggage to get rid of - which he is in the process of - and then he'll be fine. In the meantime he's just very heavy energy wise - and will keep tapping into me in order to keep himself afloat. So if all of a sudden I feel down in the dumps - it's him. not me, and I have to refocus my energy. I asked the guys since they are in charge of my love life and nothing is really happening at the moment (I mean it is - but it isn't) with it if I missed some condition. They assured me that all is in place for me - career wise. I haven't missed anything. I said - are you sure - I didn't have to have the OBE book or outline done? They said no - that whatever relationship I'm supposed to be in will help with the completion of the book. Hummm.....okay I said. At least on my end I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

Time to go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sad News...The Maria Shaw Show is no longer on Psychiconair.com!

(which of course means Allie is no longer chatting about OBE sex on Wed)

What happened?

Due to budget cuts, CBS fired Sexy Sag Joe and Whiny Pisces Matt. They wanted Maria to do the show without them and just say that she is off to bigger and better things, but Maria said "it was all 3 of them, or none of me". Psychiconair.com is airing repeats of The Maria Shaw Show but not even in chronological order.

What can you do?
WRITE! E-MAIL! CALL!
Please contact the following people:
Debbie Kenyon - Market Manager
Debbie.kenyon@cbsradio.com
248-799-0601

If you plan on e-mailing, please be sure to send a copy of the e-mail to Tim Roberts (as he is the one that had to can Matt and Joe). Debbie is Tim's boss. Here is where you can contact Tim:
tim.roberts@cbsradio.com

Do not just e-mail him alone, Debbie is TOP PRIORITY!!

You can call 248-799-0601 and ask for Tim Roberts as well, but most importantly you want to get threw to Debbie. Do not let them transfer you to anyone else!! Leave a voicemail if you have to!

And remember, be non-threatening and just say how much you love the show and if possible, what you gain out of this show (did you learn something? Did it change your life? etc.) and well, that you want it back on, but not just the show itself, but you want Maria, Matt, and Joe together as they make a great team!

Do not just send one...send multiple e-mails or letters or make several phone calls! If you can, get your family and friends involved even if they don't listen to the show!

Don't know what to say? Below is an e-mail you can send as well as a telephone transcript you may say.

Together we can make a positive impact!

Sincerely,
Samantha Vandefeller & Terra Graves
Co-Presidents of The Maria Shaw Show Fan Club - Michigan/National Chapters
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E-MAIL YOU MAY USE

Dear Miss. Kenyon & Mr. Roberts:

I am a fan of psychiconair.com and am disappointed you removed my favorite radio program The Maria Shaw Show. Not only did you remove quality programming, you let go two of the most hard working, entertaining, and dedicated hosts, Joseph Lawson a.k.a. "Sexy Sag Joe", and Matt Vaughn a.k.a. "Whiny Pisces Matt". Please reconsider your decision as they have a fan base as well. We not only listened to the show for Maria, but also because Joe and Matt felt like old friends to us.

(_____insert your reasons why you want the show back or anything you'd like to add_______)

Us fans are in shock and total disappointment of CBS and psychiconair.com.

Thank you for taking your time to read this.

Sincerely,
(your name here)
A fan of The Maria Shaw Show
(your e-mail address)
(your home address)
(your phone number)
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TELEPHONE TRANSCRIPT:

If the receptionist picks up, ask for Debbie Kenyon. If they wish to transfer you to someone else, ask for voicemail if possible.

If you get voicemail:
"Hello Miss Kenyon. My name is _____________ and I am calling in regards to the firing of Joseph Lawson and Matt Vaughn from The Maria Shaw Show. I am a fan and loyal listener, and would like to discuss with you over the phone how I feel about it as I am very disappointed you guys let go two of the most hard-working, dedicated, and entertaining men on the radio. You can call me back at (your phone number here) at your earliest convenience.

OR

"Miss Kenyon, my name is _______ and I am a fan of The Maria Shaw Show. I am very disappointed that psychiconair.com is not running any new shows of The Maria Shaw Show. I would like to express my anger and disappointment as I am a loyal listener of not just The Maria Shaw Show but psychiconair.com. I would like to just let you all know that psychiconair.com will be NOTHING without The Maria Shaw Show, especially if there is no Joe Lawson and Matt Vaughn. Thank you and have a nice day.

If you do get threw to Debbie, please remember:
*Be polite
*Be non-threatening
*Say what you mean as she is probably a very busy woman and would appreciate it if you got right to the point.
*Say what you feel!
*And just tell her that she hopes CBS will care about their listener's opinions and you are a listener and therefore, MATTER!

Allie's Past Life Regression

Below is the regression I was telling you about - I finally had a chance to convert it and upload to the blogs. If you subscribe to my podcast - it's also up on iTunes.

Enjoy!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Allie's past life regression session on Oct 23, 2008 at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Convention in Midland, MI.

Regression by Tanya Douglas.

Main focus of the regression (discussed after the regression was complete - not recorded) was Vincent. He is the central male figure/love interest in each lifetime.

Some clues from the PLR on why Allie does not let too many people get close to her in the present life, emotionally and mentally, especially men.

The recording starts at the point of the first regressed life.

An FYI - At the point in the regression where Allie was naked with Vincent - it was not as you think, not for sex, but for skinny dipping while the kids were off playing. It wasn't explored in the regression (although Allie knew why at the time), but discussed afterwards.



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Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Rambles #3

Allie rambles about Vincent and his connection to her past life regression and the weekend at the Maria Shaw Cosmic Convention.



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Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

I must admit - I'm surprised at how many people have listened to my Vincent Rambles from the other day. There will be a part 2 coming up when I have some time. If you haven't noticed yet - I have a msg to Vincent on the front page of Gypsyadvice. It's rather a bold move I think - somewhere I must keep a set of balls. I have a 95% feel that he'll be back to this site - we'll see if he realizes that I'm talking about him. If not -- the powers that be will put us in the same place when the time is right. Damn having patience as one of my lessons in this lifetime.

Yesterday as I was trying to work I kept feeling Vincent's energy right here. Well, it was making it difficult to do what I had to get done - so I made a comment that I needed a little "off" time. Out of no where I feel Bill & Will's energy surround me like a big thick wall. Ted's energy was there too - but it wasn't nearly as secure as the other two. Any ways - so I feel the guys close ranks and at the same time I could feel Vincent's blood pressure go up -- and my chest had one of those pains. Vincent then proceeded to create an enormous surge of energy (it was @ucking massive) and burst through the wall. I heard him say - I don't think so.

I thought damn- I can't even create that much energy - yet. The things I could learn off of him. He definitely got my attention. But I told him that I really needs him to chill a bit. He withdrew a portion of the energy and said: just as long as you don't cut me off. I promised him I wouldn't. He kept his word - I did mine - and I was able to get some things done.

When I'm at Maria's Cosmic Convention the weekend before Halloween - I'm getting a 2 hr past life regression - when I get there on that Thursday. I'm psyched. I have so many things I want to cover. It would be so cool if Vincent was in the room with me -- so cool.

Speaking of cool - I colored my hair again (well, I didn't do it - that would be a disaster) - this time with more red than violet in it. Still looks very good.

Sunday night at 10:00 pm (EST) I'm going to be on WLIP AM-1050, which broadcasts through Milwaukee and into Northern Illinois. This is going to be a fun show. To find out more about it, go to: http://www.mothershipradio.com

And before I forget - The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com is changing their time from 9 - noon to noon - 3:00.

I'd better go hop in the shower! Talk to you guys later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Vincent And Discoveries!

What a day! The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com went great. I think that I was on for an hour - from 9:30 - 10:30. As always - I love chatting with those guys and tag teaming with Maria on callers. I felt though, like I was being tested today for some reason. I can't quite put my finger on it -- but it felt like a test. After my time was done I thought to myself that I should of pushed harder to finish my thoughts on some of the callers. I hate talking over Maria (it's rude) and interrupting her (still rude) so when she moved forward - I just moved with her without saying everything I wanted to say. Oh well - if it was a test I hope I didn't flunk:)

Even though Mercury is in Retrograde - I still managed to get my wireless fixed. I had to pat myself of the back for that one. I made the mistake of calling support. HA! A new bra would have given me more support than the support staff could - sheesh! I finally said - screw it - and fixed it myself. Dog-gone-it-all!

I have to talk about Vincent tonight - and I mean actually TALK about him. What I wanted to do initially was just call someone up (who knows about Vincent) and just chat about him. I need to talk - talk - talk.....it's like I'm going to burst if I don't get a chance to get out all of the discoveries I've been making. Sure - writing down helps - but things fly at me with such speed that my fingers can't keep up and I keep forgetting things. So then Andrew said for me to talk and record it - make it into one of those podcast things - he said. Okay - although I'm not sure who would want to listen to me go on about Vincent - but I know that Will will show up as well as George, Bill and Ted. Seems like I have a lot of things to say - I just hope I remember what they all are once I start talking. LOL.

Today Vincent's energy has been VERY intense - and I mean heart-pounding intense. It was like he was in my body - if that makes any sense. Will did this several times to me over the last couple of years - step in - so to speak. But with Vincent - the feeling is different. There's the high energy aspect that is the same - along with insatiable sexual urges. But the real difference comes in with Will there was also fear - with Vincent, there's no fear, but loneliness. Like a soul in search of that missing piece. As I'm thinking back - Bill's difference was a judgment energy while Ted had sadness. When any of the guys do this - I have a hell of a time thinking about anything else besides them. Today I tried to keep breaking that lock by watching - you guessed it - 30 Rock.

One of the things I discovered today - was that back in the 1600's - Vincent, me and Andrew were the best of friends. Feels like Andrew was my brother - and Vincent was his best friend - who I married. I keep seeing us, sitting around laughing. It makes perfect sense then why Andrew felt so bad about Vincent and I dying as kids in that 1930's life and the in the 40's.

For the last several days I've been getting chest pains. But every time one comes on - I hear a voice tell me they're not my pains (hell- they feel real enough) but they're Vincent's. Today with his intense energy - my heart would pound so hard it felt like it was coming out of my chest. And I kept hearing Vincent's vice tell me to calm down - take a deep breath, work through the energy. It's his energy that ramps up my heart and he tells me to take a deep breath! But no worries - if it were to feel really bad on my part, I would call 911.

Now that his energy has taken a step back (wow - just felt a warm calm go from head to toe) I'm tired:) So if I don't get to the vocal part tonight - I will tomorrow. I still need to go get my shower.

Speaking of shower - reminds me of wedding - which is where I will be this weekend. I'll be at the 20th Century Club in Pittsburgh for my cousin's wedding. My son is so excited to stay in a hotel overnight - lol. This is the 1st get together my family has done - that wasn't funeral related - in 7 years. So good times this Sat!

I need to bust some sort of move - providing I don't hurt myself!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Update Via Maria Shaw

Hi Everyone,

I'm dog tired..but before I hit my bed I wanted to share with you Maria's astrological and intuitional feel about Vincent and myself.

With all of the guys I've thrown at her for the last two years, she's never suggested that I actually get together with a person in the physical (regardless of the karmic ties, soul mate connection, etc...). Until now.....

Hi Allie - Vinny shows up in the spiritual teacher house of your chart....higher love, getting to know thyself.....traveling to higher places than ever before! There's so much more you can learn from one another. He could be your greatest teacher. His moon conjuncts your north node...very karmic. In fact, you should attach yourself to him because he can take you higher than you have ever before. He is good for you. He can help you achieve greatness, wisdom and perfection in relationships. He is here to teach you what a relationship should really be about. He is here to make sure you feel loved and there is balance in your world between both worlds; spiritual and mundane. His moon also hits your sun sign so there was likely a strong bond or a marriage in a former lifetime.. In his chart, you show up as a friend and his north node is on your rising sign so there is a mutual identity here.....same likes and dislikes....same needs, etc. He "gets you" and last but not least, go figure, your moon falls in the house of sex. You are a very mysterious woman for and to him, one that is willing to try new things and emotionally can hit him in a deep place. I bet if this were a real physical relationship, not just on the astral plane, you two would get along famously!

A man who actually "gets" me. Amazing :)

I knew his energy felt great to be around.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bob, OBE Sex And Will!

Mercury Retrograde isn't due till Sept 24th - and let me tell you, it's kicking my ass already. My computer - grrr - my internet - double grrr and my wireless - &^^%$$#$%%^&**. That's all I have to say about that! Thankfully it hasn't cut the balls off of my good mood:) I'm so far behind on things that even with a telescope I can't see my large behind -- but I'm determined to get caught up. My alarm clock now says 5:00 am (it was 6:00 am) and next week if I'm not where I'm supposed to be - it'll go to 4:30 am. Any earlier than 4:30 and I may kill someone by 7:00 pm :)

Today on Psychiconair.com, before I came on at 9:17 am, Maria was talking about how the full moon brought out emotions. Well let me tell you - boy my emotions are causing havoc. But - they only jump out as I'm rewriting the BLACK TRIANGLE. I swear - I cry the whole time I'm writing - it's horrible. I'm thinking of rewriting the sex scenes just so I have something to look foreword to! But, I've recently become obsessed with the NBC show - 30 ROCK. I've already breezed through seasons 1 & 2 (thank you Netflix) and am now going through them again. If you haven't watched the show - it is so damn funny. Alex Baldwin is brilliant in this show. Tina Fey and her supporting cast are also excellent - but it's Baldwin that has me rolling. That show is making my rewrite move forward. Every time I get overly emotional - on comes 30 ROCK and I laugh myself silly. I need to write something that I could get that man to play in - he's great no matter what role he's taken on. What can I say? I've been a fan since BEETLE JUICE.

So BLESS YOU 30 ROCK!

Okay - moving on......today's chat on the Maria Shaw Show was great. We talked about my appearance at the 2nd Cosmic Convention at the end of October - the OBE Sex class I'm teaching as well as the séance that myself and Monica T are going to do! Maria brought up adding a class on Tantric Sex to the convention. I had been thinking about adding that element to my weekend OBE workshops. We'll see if we can fit it in - it'll have to be a very basic class!

Bob has been right there next to me now for a few weeks. He's this big hulking energy - very protective - VERY. I thought Will was protective (and he is bless his heart), but with Bob it's a massive amount of protective energy. A gentle giant -- that's a good way to describe Bob. Because although he is this massive energy and I can feel that this is something he's been exploring and learning more about -- he's also very tender - gentle. Andrew has been saying since Friday that I have to put Bob's real name into the blog and not use Bob. He's pretty dang crazy about it too. Seems that Bob has either already been by the blogs and thinks that he's Bob or he will soon and he has to know that what he reads is him. I wish you could see Andrew now - this usually very calm guide is jumping up and down like a crazed man. Do it now -- now -- NOW! He's being wow - vocal. I ask why now? He's says: why do the women in your family have to be so difficult (I have to smile on that one)? Don't ask "why" there's a reason.

Me - being me - had to draw a tarot card to see what I need to know about putting the name in now. I drew the Serpent - it's all about healing and knowledge. It's about understanding and taking what you know to transform your life - to shed the "skin" of the old and embrace the new with "new skin". Then I drew Burden: to release burdens to allow others to follow their path. That I carry weight that is not my own. I had to draw one more card - King: male authority - and sexual energy, The king puts one on notice to take affirmative action and to put their house in order (as something is about to change).

Okay - it's VINCENT. Not Bob. Vincent is his name. The reason I was very hesitant is because I can feel a female energy that is very attached to him through a karmic connection/past lives. This energy does not want anyone else involved in his energy. Of course - I know that the female energy knows I'm already involved. I can feel her on the outskirts. Andrew assures me that the female energy is not a problem at all - nor will she give anyone a problem. She may be very attached -but she is also kind-hearted and spiritual.

So sometime today Maria is going to send me the scoop on Vincent and when she does - I'll post it. I did feel much better using his real name - never liked using the fake name.

My son's teacher called me the other day to say what a wonderful student he is being this year! No trouble at all - a great leader and is setting a fine example for the other students. I knew my energy methods would work:)

Last weekend, my friend Pat and I went out. He's my friend from high school (the fire chief). We had a good time - it was nice to chat with him. I had forgotten how much in common he and I have. My ex, of course, dodged talking my son for the day like he said he would - and Pat was cool about me bringing my son with us. The kid was remarkably good - I was shocked. Of course - he does want me to get married again:) If Pat and I lived in the same state - I don't know - we might actually date. Of course he's about to move to one of my favorite states - Montana. I've been to MT at least 8 times over the last 10 years - simply love Big Sky Country!

George and Will have been trying to out-do one another in showing up in my visions & energy field. They're funny. One vision with Will is that he and I are in a room - some sort of meeting. I come in, shake his hand and say something like: Hi I'm Allie, I met you back in Feb in NYC at.......Will smiles and says oh I know who you are. How's your son? His gaze is very direct - like his eyes are looking through me when he says he knows who I am. We have the meeting or whatever we're at. Afterwards, I see him in the hall and tell him that my son and I are going to go grab something to eat - would he like to join us? He doesn't even think about it - he just says yes.

SIGH. I can't wait to see him again. I truly - truly - cannot wait.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)