Off To MI, Spider Sense Is On High Alert!

My headache has been full tilt all week. It has just been nuts. I know that Will is not "in" my energy like he's my astral body -- but he is still very much here. And I mean he has zoned in big time. I have no idea what he's doing - but it's something that has me under consideration.

That said - my spider sense is on high alert. I know this weekend will bring a love into my life. I just know it with every sense that I have. I have been seeing me walking around the corner and my heart stopping in my throat. It's a vision that I've had repeatedly all week long. I have no idea who I am running into or being introduced to - but it is someone who will take my breath away. It's a major - holy shit - happening.

And no - I honestly have no idea if it is Will. I mean - what would he be doing at a hoedown in Detroit? But I asked the universe to please send me someone as I'm tired of being alone. And if Will doesn't want to step up - then please send someone. I've been alone for over 10 years and I'm tired of it. Just because I was divorced only last year doesn't make me alone for only a year -- trust me, my ex and I have been apart for a very long time. I think that's why I was so surprised that my son was conceived. I was like - how'd that happen - lol.

It's also not Bill, Ted, Matt or even Sawyer who I will run into:) And BTW -- Heath and I have come to a mutual satisfying resolve about him popping in and out to chat.

Any ways - heading out the door now to go to my niece's 4th b-day party and then it's off to MI. I'll have the crackberry with me - so when I'm swept off my feet, I'll tell you about it -- much later:)

If all else fails and there's no love this weekend -- I still know that I'll have a good weekend as I'll be spending it with people I both like and respect -- and I know they return the feelings.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Guide Change, New Cycle And Dream Counsel!

Last night I had a dream visit with someone who I'll call Dan. I was surprised to see him. I know "of him" but don't actually "know him" in any sense of the word. He's not part of my soul cluster, circle or family. But I did recognize him immediately. Maybe a past life connection?

I entered into a very dark room. I could tell someone else was there. I said - hello? Then I heard his voice - I thought you'd never get here. Then a light from above (?) shown down and Dan stepped from the shadows. He had on a crisp white long sleeve shirt, red tied, brown dress pants w/suspenders. No jacket. His hands were in his pant pockets. A definite frown on his face. I'm supposed to be here - I ask? You were waiting? He nods. I've been waiting for months.

I didn't know I was being called - or I would have been here sooner. He cracks a small smile -- why do you think "Elliot" (I made up the name) has been showing up all over the place? And when you didn't see him - you were drawn to seek him out (very true I might add)? I didn't realize it until now -- was my response. Well, I'm just glad you're here - Dan replied.

How did you hear about me? I wondered. We all know about you - he replied. Who's we? I asked.

He waves his hands around -- we -- us -- everyone -- souls. We know that you help people. Word gets out. You're very well liked and thought of on this side.

Oh, okay. That's good to know. So what can I help you with?

My wife. I don't know what to do with my wife. She hasn't let me touch her in years and I know about her string of affairs. Yet I can't let her go.

Have you talked to her about it?

He nods yes. But she won't let me divorce her.

What's more important -- your money or your life?

He thinks about it for a few seconds. My life - he answered.

Then give her your money and move on with your life. That's the only way you'll find the happiness you crave.

Now I have no idea what happened next...but somehow we got to this next part....

He was lying down on his side, fully clothed, and I knew he was dreaming. I slide into his arms and he wraps them around me. He mummers about how long it's been since he has touched anyone. I tell him that he's dreaming, my name is Alison (not sure why I said Alison when I usually go by Allie) and I'm not his wife.

Then I woke up. So it was like we were in a shared dream visit, then the visit ended and I astral traveled to where he was sleeping.

Ethan just showed up and now Edward. Get used to it - Ethan says. Souls from all over will be asking you for aid - Edward chimes in. Is this a good thing? I had to ask. Yes, Ethan replies, it's part of your soul path. Be prepared for things to start moving at a very rapid pace - Edward says. It'll be as if a strong wind sweeps you off your feet -- you will not be manhandled, but things will move very fast, and when this cycle is over you will be set down gently.

The hard parts behind you - Edward says - and because of this, our time with you is now over. I felt my heart sink. Ethan kisses me on the top of the head (I can feel a tingle in my crown chakra and some pressure) and says -- we're never far away. But who will be here then? I could feel them just go -- with a good bye.

Two show up -- Jezell and Brigit:) Behind them Galadriel. I hear Jezell say - welcome to some serious female power. Those three laugh. And I feel and energy surge through my body.

Jezell wants me to follow her -- not astral wise - but with my sight. I do and I can see myself and my son on a plane - sitting first class. He's playing with his iPod and I'm working on my laptop. Get used to this - Jezell says. Embrace who have you become - Brigit chimes in -- and let us glide (yes, glide and not guide) you -- Galadriel says. I keep hearing the word "healing".

Jezell says - we'll be back in a bit. When you're working on the BLACK TRIANGLE. And they were gone.

So - I headed BACK to my Runes because obviously something has changed since yesterday. Asked now what cycle am I in?

Perth - reversed (initiation) - Present
Gebo (partnership) - Attitude to take to make it through cycle
Sowelu (wholeness) - Consequences derived from the attitude

The old way has come to an end. Time to call in scattered energies and concentrate on myself at the moment. I need to keep my sense of humor during obstacles and rerouting opportunities. Also - keep positive while keeping my faith firm. A partnership is coming to me - love and/or business - and I have to be prepared not to lose myself in it. I have to remember that with this gift, that I have to remain separate and whole - no matter how easy it is to become one with the partner. This partnership will also lead me to the solidification with my higher self and with the Divine. There is no more doubt lingering. This union is where all my other gifts will flow though. With this I will continue to move down my soul's path. I have to remember to let the right action flow through me and it is brought to me for a reason. Don't fight it - just flow with it and all will work out as its supposed to.

Boy oh boy:)

I wanted to add - before I forget again -- that I got a couple of emails from people who are worried that I have placed Will, Bill, Ted and Matt on some sort of pedestal. Ahhh -- there isn't any worry here. They're men -- enough said:) Besides, we all have faults and limitations -- Lord knows I have my share of them:) At the core I am a very simple person who enjoys simple things (although I do like complex people) and I'm sure because of this -- my soul cluster is the same way. I wonder if we all sat around a camp fire - who would have the best ghost story? LOL.

Have a good day...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Why Do I Post?

I've noticed that I've had an rush of new onlookers to Allie's Two Cents and I have a feel that most people who are new to this blog - just don't get it. Why did I start writing Allie's Two Cents? Do I enjoy hanging out my personal life to the public? Not really -- in fact, I'm a very private person by nature and don't talk about myself unless asked -- then it's like pulling teeth to get me to talk. I don't like talking about myself and sticking it all out there for people to see and talk about - or criticize about. So why do I do it? So that people who have the experiences that I do know that they are not alone. That in this crazy mixed up world there are people out there having the same experiences -- but feel that they are alone in those experiences. If people who have the experiences like I do tell others what happens - and those people do not share in similar experiences - all of a sudden the person who is telling of their experiences are labeled as delusional, odd, crazy, disturbed or simply not "all there". That is why I tell what happens in my life - it's not to help me. What would help me is to keep my thoughts and experiences to myself -- I could just journal this stuff and be just fine. I do this to help other people who have similar experiences such as: psychic episodes, soul mates, soul circle, angels, guides, OBE, OBE sex, telepathic connections, spirits, Atlantis, past lives and magic.

Have I ever seen a shrink? Twice in my life after my 2 divorces. This last divorce (2007) I was at the shrink not even a month -I filled him in on life and my metaphysical experiences - and he said I was perfectly sane (something I already knew but it's nice to hear a pro say that). I don't do drugs - recreational or prescription -- I don't drink very often.

The people I blog about -- that are included in my experiences are all very private people, just as I am. My goal has never been to piss off, upset or alienanate the people I love - ever. Hence why not EVERYTHING is posted. Bill and Ted (for example) are fake names - to protect the identify of the true people. Will and Matt are real names for real people - and I have gotten their permission (mind you not in person, this would have been spiritual permission) to use their names. Everyone else is either a guide or a friend (real names are use) and all other in my soul circle - I use fake names as well. Oh - and Sawyer -- let's not forget Josh. His name is real (the Josh part) but he's my fantasy guy and I'm not shy about that -- I don't think the man objects to being a part of a woman's fantasy life:)

I would only come out and say someone's real full name only if I had permission - verbal permission - to do so - when it pertains to my soul circle.

No one could possible come in and read a page or so of the posting or concentrate on only one label (ex: Ted, Bill, Will, Soul Mates, Writing, Matt, etc..) and get my blog. If you really want to get this blog - and why I write what I do and the people who are in the blog - then you have to do some more reading.

And that's really all I have to say on the matter....

Hope you're having a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Willy P, Ted And Astral Travel!

What a weekend! I spent it writing and finishing up the latest round of DREAMERS. The TV series bible is sitting in the hands of the owner of the management agency - waiting to see what he says about it. Fingers crossed. Ahh..just heard (isn't it nice when things just happen like that -- now if only Will could do the same) -- he's intrigued -- that's a good sign:) But I have more work to do on the format. Will do -- will do:)

The last 12 hours that Will has popped into my head - I keep hearing "Willy P" - which sounds like " Will he pee?" and I keep cracking up. I have no idea why that is in my head, but there you go.

For those of you who have sent me email - I am way -way - way far behind. Which to most doesn't come as too much of a surprise - but still.

Ted has been inching his way back into my energy. He's there - but he's not there. Hard to describe as he's always connected - but he has shifted himself to be on the fringe so that he's part of my energy, but not part of my daily routine. Does that make sense? He's very sad - and not sober very often. I have watched him repeatedly in the same vision throw a whisky bottle against a wall. Just really slam it. He's so angry and upset. Light - I'm sending white light to him all the time. Some days I wonder if I even make a dent in his negativity armor. This is the 1st time me - Ted, Bill and Will have all been single at the same time. Matt has a gal - but it won't last much longer. What does this all mean? No idea.

For those of you who have been sending your good and positive thoughts about Will and I being together - thank you. Please keep sending the light to join he and I - it's making a difference, I can tell that it is. He's so close that I can almost taste him. Sounds sexual - but that's not the way I mean it. You know how you see a piece of fruit or maybe a chocolate cake and your taste buds kick into overdrive because you can taste it without actually tasting it? Your energy connects with the objects energy and that is why it is like you are actually tasting the yummy of your desire. Well that's the same way here. He's not here in the physical sense, but he's so close to being here that I can almost taste him. It's almost as if I moved to the left a touch, it wouldn't be an "almost" any longer. And this has got my energy body in high gear. Man -- the hair keeps standing up on my arms. It feel like someone is trailing their fingers up and down my back. It's wild. He's right there --- UGH!! So close -- so close. The dream sex last night was intense.

My intuitive friend Sky suggested that I listen more to music to tune in to things. I didn't know what she was talking about at the time (this was several weeks ago) as I listen to music all the time. But as I was getting ready for bed it dawned on me - listen to my iPod while I'm bed before I fall asleep. I used to do this all the time 16+ years ago (but it was with my cassette player - lol). So I did do just that last night. My astral body kept floating out and mingling about on the closest astral layer -- then a note or something in a song would bring me back and then I would go again. After an hour of being an astral yo-yo I turned off the iPod and went to sleep. But I'm going to try again tonight.

Only 3 days until LOST and Sawyer.........I am soooooo excited!

I had an light bulb moment today - this will be a repeat for those of you who listen to the podcast - I'm going to start a sex talk radio show. Now it isn't "sex talk" but talk about sex with guests who can chat it up with me. Since Mercury went retro today I won't be starting it until after Feb 19th - but I'm pretty psyched about it. I have a good feeling about it:)

And on that note - the kid just came home from his dad's so I have to run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Death, Skeptical And Will!

I'm having a hard time getting anything done this morning as I'm having a horrible time dealing with the actor Heath Ledger's death. Absolutely horrible. I'll be dammed if I don't know why this is so tough for me. I've watched some of his movies - he felt like a very kind and gifted soul. Granted - age 28 is too young to die. I can't recall meeting him on any level at any time. That doesn't mean I haven't - I just don't remember if I had. I'm trying to avoid the news as I keep seeing news about his death. It only makes me cry and cry and cry. The way my emotions are acting you would have thought we were friends. I believe I can feel his presence in my office. I can feel his sadness - he cries and he's quiet. He's scared - he feels like an idiot. But I'm not one to jump on if it is actually him I feel. I keep trying to give myself reality checks. Yet - he's still here. My office is very cold - no matter how much heat I keep pumping into the room. When I allow myself to believe it is him - I get that energy rush through my body. The energy that tells me I'm not crazy. Yet --- I'm still skeptical. I can't help but ask myself - why would he come to me when there are many known and gifted mediums? Why am I having such a hard time with his death?

I can feel my friend Dave. Heath is off to my right - Dave to my left. I ask Dave if he will talk to Heath. He says yes. I can hear Heath saying - what have I done? What have I done? I introduce them - Dave this is Heath, Heath this is Dave. Dave's a friend of mine who was a firefighter and police office who died in a car accident because he did not have his seat belt on when he ran a stop sign. Dave says - accidents are not accidents. Dave helps Heath up. Heath looks back and me and I tell him that he can come back anytime - but that Dave needs to talk to him about what is going on. The two of them disappear.

My office is still chilly - but I can no longer see my breath - which is nice.

Now I KNOW that was Dave and I know we had a convo. So why is it so difficult for me to wrap my mind around Heath? Because in life he was famous? Could be. Or it could be that I'm a huge skeptic until something happens to me several times over. I can still see Heath in my mind's eye - very vivid. I don't know why he keeps showing me a mole on his back left hip. I have no idea if the man actually had one -- or why he would show this to me.

So here I am baffled and sad.

On the other side of my emotions - I am elated at the good news I got about Bill and about Matt. Very - very - very proud of them both. And very happy about what has taken place in their lives. Yesterday I cried for Bill - but it was a very happy cry. I'm just so damn proud of him.

Yesterday as well, images of my meadow had been entering my thoughts. I'm not sure why as I haven't even thought about the place in a long time. But something about it keeps calling me to return.

My son and I just received our yellow belts in our karate class:) He was so tickled. I signed up to take a weapons class from the same place. I'm excited about that. So Tues & Thurs are my lesson days for karate and weapons:)

I had to just chuckle. Will is off to my left. He's standing there with his hands in his pockets. I asked what he's doing and he replies - waiting for you to ask me for help. Help for what, I ask. To take away your pain - he replies. As soon as Will replies to me, my hands get very hot. The kind of hot that happens when I do energy work. His energy is behind me - his left hand over the left side of my face, his right hand on my right shoulder. I can feel the pain of my tooth and the pain of Heath being removed from my body. I feel very light as this is going on. Will moves his right hand down to my right elbow to take away the pain of the tennis elbow. I hear him whisper - I'm always here for you - always. Then I hear him think - not like those other two (Bill and Ted). He moves around front and tells me that he loves me. In a blink of an eye, he's gone.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Dreams!

My hair is the bomb. It looks so fabo that I should have done this years ago. My son loves it - says it makes me look fancy - lol! All night he kept telling me how beautiful I was. And the kid needed to make some bonus points - I'll explain that in a bit. He and I went out to eat last night and the male population in the restaurant was pretty attentive - age didn't really matter. First time in a long time I've had anyone take a second glance at me. It was nice:) I think I'll keep this color;) It's much darker now with a great reddish = purplish tint. I definitely look younger.

Now my son. He has been very disruptive in class. I just found this out on Friday right before he brought home his report card. His grades are excellent - but his work attitude during school hours are piss poor. His disturbs other students, is loud, day dreams too much (yet can tell the teacher how to do whatever it is they are working on) and has regressed in every work habit category on the report card. SIGH. When his teacher called me that morning and told me about it - I thought about it for a bit and then I told her - he's bored. So now they are going to test him for being gifted. I wanted to tell him that yeah - he's gifted - he's psychic - but that would freak her I think. Plus - he is an empath and I've been trying to work on an energy shield for him to take to school. I think that this will help him to chill at school. As far as being gifted - the kid is in 1st grade and is doing 4th grade math and reading at home. So what do you think? We'll see what happen in Feb when he's tested. Right now I just need to keep him out of the principals office.

He and I have had many talks about him being gifted - in the metaphysical sense. There are times he believes me and other times when he doesn't. So I asked Tracey to do a couple of questions for him - one was his gifts and the other was his life purpose. This is what she said:


We see he has many, many spiritual gifts. He is a pure and true channel for Spirit, in word, deed, and action, having the ability to do automatic writing, verbal channeling, and spirit communication. He has many psychic gifts, the gift of knowing, sensing, seeing, visioning, dreaming, and perceiving. He is a gifted empath. He has artistic abilities, the ability to do spirit art, spiritual expression with much strength and inspiration. He has the gifts of discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and mercy, compassion. He is going to lead, teach, counsel, minister, guide, others, in his lifetime. He has telepathic gifts.

He has many purposes in this life as he is lead others to higher consciousness in this life, a higher level of evolution, is enlightened, and therefore enlightening. He is a spiritual humanitarian leading humanity into the highest consciousness and light, healing. He has much ancient wisdom combined with new spiritual insights, ideas, ideals, thoughts and perspectives that will make positive changes in the collective consciousness of all.

His Higher callings will be direct from Spirit and he will know these and hear these clearly, specifically and he will answer his higher callings and fulfill his missions on Earth. He will actively seek his spiritual purposes. He will always seek the illusive truth, search for the deeper meaning and purpose in all situations. He already recognizes his spiritual self and will answer the calls to express this in the directions that he is called to in this life.

Then I asked about him and Will:


He and Will are going to be very close to one another, developing a strong bond and friendship built on trust and mutual respect. They will have an instant rapport with one another. He is highly intuitive and he knows things before they happen and this allows him to know and sense whom he can trust in his life and with those whom he loves.

There will be a deep relationship formed between the two of them. There will be no distinction that he is your son, that Will is his step father, as Will is going to treat him as his own son, and your son will treat him as his dad. The two of them will have much love, admiration and affection for one another. They will spend much time with one another. They will be friends, companions, and yet he will have the utmost respect for him, and see Will as someone he can trust and listen to and will value his support, and even considerations in times when he needs to have heart to heart talks that may be difficult for both of them.

To say that my son was overjoyed not only by his information - but that of Will, was an understatement.

I of course asked about the guys and they are all where I thought they would be. Even poor Ted who I had a telepathic sex encounter with the other day. Will is always around me - very strong and very loving - Bill is like a big shinning star, Ted is in the depths of despair and Matt is learning.

I had a great dream visit with Bill last night. We, of course, were with a large group of people. He had a very large leather bound book - his memory book - that had journal entries, pictures, ticket stubs - anything that would anchor a memory. He let me flip through the book. There was one entry in particular that had to do with a birthday party. I can remember an "L" being on a slip of paper in that book. It was a long word that started with the L and it was the only word on that paper. I gave the book back to Bill - but then I wanted to see it again. he told me okay - but -- and I chimed in - I know, I'll keep your entries private. As he handed me the book - he asked why my Mini Cooper was parked in a different spot. Knowing that I've never told him I have a Mini, I thought to myself (HA - I knew you read my blog) - but didn't say a word. Just took the book.

As I was thumbing through it - I realized it was about all of Bill's lives and although the book was light - it was never ending. At the start was a 5 -pointed star. On each of the tips were names: Ted, Bill, Matt, Will and a name I couldn't read -- and then my name was in the center.
The place I was at was very dark, like a library - but felt more like a very large coffee house. It was comfy and there were floor pillows all over the place. Bill sat down next to me and asked me how I was doing. I replied - I though you'd never ask.

Then I woke up.

My son is home today from school - hence why I am behind in everything and I have not recorded my podcast yet. When he goes to his Tiger Cub meeting with his dad, I'm hoping to do it then:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Barry Manilow, Will And Time!

Barry Manilow on the iPod again -- this time "Weekend In New England" (my favorite) and all I can see is Will and I running over cobblestones - in the midst of a heavy downpour - and entering a bar housed in a stone building - in Salem Mass. I can see some more short glimpses: us once we enter the bar shaking off the rain and laughing because we're soaked, us sitting at a table eating sandwiches, drinking beer and noting that people were staring at us. It doesn't matter what BM song comes on - I get visions with all of them. For example:

Can't Smile Without You & Daybreak: Us on stage during our 2 man play.
Even Now: Us on Oprah talking about our connection.
This One's For You & Ready To Take A Chance Again: Will taking me to Bill's house.

And so forth - and so on.

I've been thinking some about our connection and (not) making that phone call. If he and I made a soul promise to connect in this life - then we will connect no matter what. If we didn't - no matter what I do or say, it won't happen. No how I push - it will not happen, if it is supposed to, before the time we set. This also goes for Bill, Ted and Matt. In a way it's frustrating - but also comforting as everything is happening because it's supposed to happen. I still don't get why Will and I didn't physically meet last year when all of my spidey powers said we were going to. It could have been what I felt was the emergence of a more powerful connection where it would feel as if we were in the same place - which did happen - and I could have used my wishful thinking and turned it into a physical meet.

In my quest to get rid of stuff (much to the horror of my son), I came across a few resources (compliments of Care2.com) that could help you declutter as well:

National Mailing Lists
The Direct Marketing Association (The DMA) is a trade association of businesses who advertise their products and services directly to consumers by mail, telephone, magazine, Internet, radio or television. Fortunately, they allow consumers to manage their preferences about how their names are used on mailing lists. Managing your preference here can wipe out much, but not all, of your junk mail in one fell swoop. Hurray!

Catalogs
Catalog Choice allows you to select the catalogs you no longer want to receive and then they contact the catalog provider and request your name be removed form their list. You need to select all of the catalogs you wish to stop, but this service is great because it requires only one registration and they take care of all of the correspondence. You should have a copy of the catalogs that you wish to discontinue so that you can get the code from the mailing label. The rest is very simple.

Pre-Approved Offers of Credit.
This one is especially annoying, since pre-approved offers of credit tempt you to accrue debt and pose identity theft opportunities. There are four credit bureaus in the United States: Equifax, Experian, TransUnion and Innovis. Many companies that you do business with share their data with these bureaus. In turn, the bureaus rent their lists to banks and creditors. Although specific financial information isn't included in these databases, they do categorize the lists by general income brackets and consumer habits. The insurance industry also uses these lists to solicit business. Thankfully, the federal Fair Credit Reporting Act and some states' laws require credit reporting companies to delete any consumer's name and address from mailing lists at the consumer's request. You can do so by calling (888) 5OPTOUT (888-567-8688) to opt out of the mailing lists for all four of the credit bureaus.

My credit card debt is gone - my credit cards are in my safety deposit box (except of one for emergencies) and I am going to do everything in my power to keep it that way. I'm dropping off at the recycling center today 15 years worth of Writer's Digest magazine. 15 years worth! Plus all of the other magazines that I've had lying around. I let all of my subscriptions run out and I'm not renewing. I bought a couple of fun things from Sony for the house - sending them back. I also informed my son that I'll be canceling cable soon. Reason? The expense and all the darn commercials. He wants everything and it is just plain stupid how they market to kids. No wonder the country is in a credit mess.

I'm also moving stones/crystals around my house to create a nice flow of energy.

The last several days I have been driving around a new 2008 Mini Copper S. Why? Because the dealership in Columbus still has my car. They found some things that needed replaced so they gave me this loaner care. Now my S is a super charge car. This Mini is a turbo. Good lord does it have power. I hit 110 mph on the highway without breaking a sweat. Of course, I slowed it down - no need for a ticket. But it was fun!

I'm outta here in an hour to get my hair colored. I'm a bit nervous since this is the 1st coloring I've ever had. I told my son about it - he asked me not to look like a tomato head. I promised him I'd do my best - lol!

I saw a friend that I hadn't talked to since I got married this last time and she told me that I seem lighter. My energy doesn't feel heavy like it did before -- then she asked - what did I do? I told her divorce:) She said it agreed with me and I agreed with her completely. She's not the only one who has said that to me. People have mentioned that I do seem more energized, lighter and happier. I would agree. This is what happens to anyone who follows what their soul wants them to do. But it isn't just the divorce that has changed my energy (although it was a big part). I also am writing more. I know that this is where my purpose lies - in writing (among other things I haven't figured out), not in giving readings. So I've tried to shift my focus without breaking my bank account:) It hasn't been easy since I've been doing readings more than writing for such a long time.

Plus I'm trying to incorporate the meditation, energy raising and some exercise into my daily routine. Focus, focus, focus -- that's the key. And thankfully, I finally figured that out:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Declutter, Maria Shaw And Will!

Before you ask, no I haven't called Will and I won't. If he and I made a soul agreement to meet as I intuitively know we have in this life - then we'll meet when we are supposed whether we call each other or not. But Will and I did have a nice telepathic encounter - that was fun -- and very interesting seeing I saw & felt what was going on in a spilt screen format.

No more stressing over Will, Bill, Ted, Matt or anything else that I figure out or meet. No more stressing to finish things. I'm steadfast in creating for myself as stress-less life. Meaning not stress free - because that's impossible - but less stress than I have now. And I stress by worrying and obsessing about that worry. My guides want me to get things done - but not by stressing me out, rather having me focus. They also want me to take a step back and chill. I have to find daily time to reflect and meditate. I know that I keep saying that I will - but I never do. It's a time thing. But if I look closer at it - it isn't really time but a focus thing. I have enough time to get everything done that I have to do - but I have to learn how to focus. By mediating, even if its only for 10 min a day, will help me get in focus - I do believe. Plus - I let me energy raising slip - bad Allie. So if I can train myself to do the energy raising in the morning and the meditation before I go to bed - it's a winner.

I'm also trying to ease back on the java. I love coffee - love it, love it, love it. But I drink at least a pot a day - sometimes 2 depending.

While I was going through my email this morning, I noticed an email from Overstock - free shipping. So I click on it and look around. I look around my office and decide -- I need a bigger bookcase (I DO have piles of books all over my office). As I was about to hit the last button to conform my sale - it dawned on me -- I shouldn't be getting a bookshelf to house more stuff - I should be getting rid of the stuff so that what I have fits! This little tid bit compliments, I'm sure. of the History of Stuff video. So I canceled my order and stared at my office. All of my books -- get rid of some of them? Oh God -- that sounds like a horrible thought! Then I considered the 10 years of Writer's Digest magazines I had stuffed in a bookshelf. Will I actually read them? I highly doubt it. They've been read once and I never even got the issues from the last 8 months (I did let this subscription run out). I would be able to put books in there. So then I would have to think what to do with what I still had -- take them down to the used bookstore for credit. Brilliant idea. Then I thought of my son's room that is a neat freak's worst nightmare. Time to go through that and either donate or take down to the used bookstore. After thinking about all this -- I came across this article:

Declutter Your Way to Peace and Beauty

By Annie B. Bond, author of Home Enlightenment (Rodale, 2005).

Practitioners of meditation have long known that spiritual growth leads to less clutter, but a new trend does it in reverse. People are now decluttering their way to spiritual growth! The end result from both processes is the same: Simplicity brought about by a yearning for peaceful beauty. Peaceful beauty! Such a place is not where you find old stuck energy that has ended in a confused mess! No wonder the No. 1 rule of feng shui is to remove clutter! Declutter your way to spiritual growth using Clutter Codes. Here's what they are, and how they help:

SIMPLE SOLUTION:

Decluttering your way to spiritual growth is about dealing with the issues of our lives that come up when dealing with the clutter. Are your mother's ashes on the mantle piece? Are you 50 years old and still have every test and paper from high school? Instead of seeing clutter as a meaningless mess, you can classify it and begin to understand its place in your life. Some clutter can stay, some must go. Coping with the meaning of the clutter provides spiritual healing.

Tag all of your clutter with one of the following Clutter Codes. I've given some examples for each one. Once you've coded your clutter, resolve clutter that falls in the "stagnant" code first.
Stagnant energy holds you back and festers. On the other end of the spectrum, "active" clutter can remain. Active energy is alive and vibrant!

Stagnant: Things that you can no longer use.A pile of magazines and catalogs that has been read or are no longer relevant and out of date. (You know you will never go back to them.)Clothes that no longer fit.Old vitamins and pills.Expired coupons.

Stuck: Things that you will probably not use.Papers, magazines, fliers that you think you might peruse but most likely will eventually become stagnant.Books you may or may not read, but probably won't.The high school papers, mentioned above.Broken items that you want to fix, but probably won't.Unfinished craft projects.

Waiting: Things you use very occasionally or seasonally.Holiday and seasonal decorations that aren't stored coherently.Seasonal clothing and sporting equipment that don't have an off-season home.

Active and Disorganized: Things that you use regularly, but not frequently.Clothes, papers, projects that are may be used within a few weeks but that are "homeless" in that they are not filed, processed or stored in a way that is out of the way. (This is more about "mess" than "clutter.")Kitchen appliances that you use only occasionally.

Active: Things that you actively useActivities of the day, or the next few days, that are in process.Things that you like easy access to for daily use—sunglasses, coats, schoolbags, etc.
And since I do not believe that things "just happen" I took this as a sign that I am definitely on the right track.

I'm going to go through and re-Feng Shui my house. I haven't done it since the ex moved and this too is long overdo.

But this weekend I am putting away Christmas decorations and working on DREAMERS. We're making head way. As soon as we're done, I can move forward to THE BLACK TRIANGLE:)

For those of you who have been thinking about coming to see me at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention #2 in Lansing MI - I really hope you're going to!

Here some info:
Three Magical Days and NightsBrand News Workshops! Some never before seen in MichiganFebruary 29, March 1, 2, 2008Hampton Inn off Canal Rd 517-627-8381 - Hotel Number

Special nightly room rates $69 includes hot breakfast Save $30! Be sure to ask for the Maria Shaw Conference Rate.

The conference itself which runs from 10a.m on Friday to 5p.m. Sunday is offered at only $99 per person to the first 50 guests who sign up. The price jumps to $150 after those slots are filled. We will have close to 20 speakers, readers and holistic health practitioners. Call 810-631-6887 to register.

Muses Hall - Readings from over a dozen psychics, palm, tarot and astrologers. Make prior appointments or just walk in. Gem and crystal area as well as huge jewelry, new age book sale and more. Relocation reports and natal charts available too. The Muses Hall will be open 9a.m. to 11p.m. Friday and Saturday. 9a.m. to 5p.m. on Sunday.

The two classes I am teaching are Gypsy Magic and OBE Experiences:) To find out more information: http://www.mariashaw.com/convention/ I would love to see you guys and at these conventions are the only times I do in person readings!

I just bought myself a piece of land in Second Life - beach front on a private island:) More when I have a house built!

Time to get my son!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Matt, Dreams And My Headaches!

Where to start? My headaches - that's a good place to begin. As you guys know fro last week I was having some very busy dreams as well as waking up with horrible headaches that would last throughout the day. When this stuff usually happens, a change is coming up, usually something that will blindside me and usually slanted to the worst (at least at first). Sat. it dawned on me what it was -- my ex was up to something that would have really screwed me over (and his son - BTW). As soon as it hit me - my headache went away. And so did the crazy dreams with fire and stuff. It going to take some leg work on my part to shift things so that he cannot do what he was hoping to do (and now can't do) -- but I stayed one step ahead of him thanks to my dreams and intuitive feel. HA! Why do people have to be so rotten? I just don't get it.

Which moves me to Keen. I have met many nice people thus far - but as well some rotten apples. People who want to be spiteful or refuse to hear what I'm saying and still write the bad feedback. SIGH. Onward and upward!

I made some really good headway with DREAMERS last weekend - despite my son yanking me out of creative mood many times over:)

Matt made a breakthrough last week. Not sure exactly what it was or how it affected him. But the tremors that wouldn't stop hit me hard, along with the energy surges. I had a hard time trying to figure out who it was that had the breakthrough - so I went down the names to see whose name would call in another energy surge. I saved Matt for last and that is who it was. It's about time the guy had some sort of breakthrough, It's been a long time coming. When I asked my guides if it had anything to do with me - they said it dealt with his spiritual growth and since I'm a part of that - so yes, I am involved. I'll be interested to see where this goes from this point forward.

Had a very nice - long - afternoon coffee break today. Very nice. Looking forward to the next one.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Good Vs. Evil, Will, Ted And My Son!

Yesterday there seemed to be a rush on "Alison Ashby". Not sure why - but many people are arriving to this blog just by sticking that name into their favorite search engine. If you don't know, Alison Ashby is the name I use on the L Word's Monday night sex chat - Pillow Talk. I would be the host for that chat and it's always interesting and never turns out the same twice. My kind of chat!

You know what I just discovered today? That my divorce was filed on Will's birthday. LOL. For some reason I find that funny -- and interesting. I wonder if I wrote that in the blog back on Will's birthday? Could be. I'm lucky I remember what happened last week.

I did not spend the weekend as I had planned. What was the plan was to rake some leaves, write DREAMERS and work on the book project I'm doing with someone (not the OBE project). What happened instead was I indeed did the leaves on Sunday - raked them until I got blisters on my thumbs (that should have been safe under my gloves) and my arms ached. However, Monday morning it looked just as bad as the two trees that hadn't let all the way loose yet did so this Monday morning. SIGH. They're staying there. Plus on Sat. I spent the time cleaning mold off my son's walls and ceiling. I'm a very observant person and when I saw the amount of mold all over my son's room - I was beyond shocked. How could I have not seen it sooner? His room stays closed so the cats don't pee all over his room and for the last 2 weeks, his vaporizer has been going. Put hot moist air with no circulation and you have mold. Duh Allie. So I spent Sat. cleaning his room and burning my lungs with bleach fumes (yes, I did have his windows open and the ceiling fan on) -- it was great. But the mold was all gone.

So during the podcast yesterday I mentioned America's Psychic Challenge - which is a show here in the states on Lifetime. Each week 4 psychics go through a series of tests and collects points on the answers they get right. The top two point winners move to the next round, the bottom two are eliminated. I had a client suggest that I should do this -- and I had a few more earlier in the year say the same thing. When I mentioned it on the podcast, and how do I find out about casting - low and behold a client went looking and sent me the scoop. Now all I have to do is fill out the paperwork and put together my 5 min audition tape. One of my sisters said they tape it for me on Turkey Day. I'll drop it in the mail on Friday and we'll see. Every time I mention it I get butterflies in the tummy. It's butterflies and then a warm wave of calm with the electric tingles. It sounds rather ego-ish to say I know I'll be on -- but I do know I'll be on - lol. I'll just state for the record that I have a good feeling about this and leave it at that.

I had a dream visit with Ted the other night and he was being so high on himself. It was almost as if he was saying -- hey, look at me I'm great! We were at a party (what is it with me and a large group of people in the dream visits with Bill and Ted), and he was outside goofing off. Someone was filming him and he was just so smug. I told him to get off his high horse and get realistic. He said - no, I don't have to be and I don't want to be. I replied - so you get rid of the Ms. Negativity and you act like a school boy? He smiled and got into my face -- yes, he replied, because I feel free, and I'm worth it. And then he ran off to a group of scantly clad women. I shook my head and thought - mid-life crisis time. Personally, in the physical world, if he is going through that, I want no part of it. I'll see him once he hits the flip side:) Yeah - what in the hell am I saying -- do you think I'd turn down a meet with Ted just because he's reliving adolescence? Nahhhh:) It's nice enough that I can walk away when I want to.

No sign of Bill or Matt lately. Not even crumbs. When I try to communicate with either - I get a busy signal (so to speak). So I know that both do not want to be disturbed and I'll honor that.

I had a very odd dream over the weekend - I woke myself up because I just didn't want to know more. I'm in a area with rolling hills -the grass is green. There are people everywhere - or so I think. What I am seeing is beyond the veil - I am seeing the spirit world. There are thousands of people moving about. I am walking along with my cell phone - looking at my son's picture and seeing that I have only 2 bars on my battery. I chew myself out as I know that there is no chance for me to charge my phone before "it" starts. As I'm walking down a hill towards a small town, to my left I see Archangel Michael. Behind him, three people across and I lost count how deep - are young people in purplish robes, all holding candles, the pass me. Heading into what I turn around and see as a swirling black cloud high overhead of the land. I turn and keep walking toward the town - knowing that the battle between good and evil is about to happen. I can feel it - the battle and I am supposed to be in the center of it all. But it is important to me to get to this town. I enter a small pub and see a group of people. One of the people is my ex husband's uncle. We chat for a bit and I tell him to get the biggest steak -- eat like it's his last meal. He smiled and said - sure! I gave him a fake smile knowing it was to be his last meal and said that I had to find my son.

Everywhere I walk, I can see tons of spirits - but no other human can - that is until I find my son who is with his dad. He wants to come with me - I tell him no., he can't help. He's upset as he knows he has the power to help. I tell him that he does, but I remind him that once this is over, there will have to be a leader - someone that people can look up to. He says that he doesn't want to do it without me. That he can help me now. I tell him that this is something I must do on my own and that his dad has survival skills and will be able to take care of him until he is older. My goal, I tell him, is to come back for him. He gives me a huge and a kiss - he's crying. We both know that we'll not see one another again in this life. I actually hug my ex and tell him to take care and take care of our son. I turn around and start walking back - while I can hear my son crying and begging me to stay.

I'm standing with Will in front of this massive dark cloud. For as far as the eye can see, you can see candles lit. Still - no one else can see the people/angels but now Will and I. He looks at me and asks if I'm ready. I say yes. We walk down a football field to the other side and next to the blackness. I wake up.

What was strange about all of that is that Will and I (and I too think my son) could see all of the angels and the deceased walking about and we knew it was going to be a good vs. bad battle - but most of mankind did not. But what happens in the spiritual world will effect life on earth -- I saw weather patterns out of control and WW3 -- all because of the battle on the spiritual level which was being fueled by the attitudes, thoughts and therefore energy, of the physical level. All way too intense for me.

Amazing on Keen. I have been doing well, having some good people to talk to. And I knew it would happen eventually - someone calling just to give me a bad rating. She didn't let me get a word in edge wise - hung up - and then said I was making things up. What a bitch. But I guess jealously will do that to you - now won't it? Make you bitter and just down right mean. Glad to know that what goes around will come around - it's comforting really:)

Okay -- off to work.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Will And More Will!

Good Lord, Will's energy is so strong. Much stronger than any energy Bill or Ted have been able to expend towards me or each other thus far. My heart keep racing, my hands are on fire and I have the tickling in my belly - the kind of tickle you get when you see someone that you really like or are attracted to. Now this energy surge has been going on since a week or so ago. And it's constant - there is no fluctuation - no down one second and up the next. It's a constant state of "ON". But - I have noticed that this constant state of "ON" gets stronger every day. So while the energy isn't variable throughout the day, each day it does increase in small increments throughout that day. It's almost as if Will had a light bulb moment and has now turned his attention to making a stronger connection.

Unfortunately, when my computer crashed a few months back, I lost all of the readings I had done on Will (there weren't that many, but still) - one was really very interesting from Maria Shaw, and she doesn't save the readings after she does them. So I have no way to get it back and post it for you guys. But the gist of the reading was once an energy likes ours is connected, there is no turning back. It gets stronger and stronger and there's no way to deny it. The energy is a once in a lifetime connection. It's not an easy match up - there is a huge roller coaster of events that happen with big extremes of good and bad. But then again, being part of a soul cluster/circle is not an easy thing. I want easy -- I want good times noodle salad. But I do want someone who pushes and challenges me -- I think Will could push me to places that no one else could. Why? I don't know -- it's just a feeling I get. Bill too could push me and make me grow - but I don't think he has as much of an impact as Will.

I don't know why I feel that. Maybe because I know that Will is a mentor and that I will learn from him - where both Bill and Ted are learning at the same time as I. And Matt -- well, he's my fun buddy - he has a good job as far as I'm concerned.

Speaking of which - I didn't forget that Matt had a birthday over the weekend - Nov 4th to be exact. He's still a pup in his late 30's:) Happy Birthday Matthew!

I have been a good girl and raising my energy in the morning. I find that it is easier to do when I'm in the shower as opposed to turning off the email. I'm a mail whore - email, snail mail - I just love mail. Can't always get to it to respond, but I love it just the same:) This could be why Will is much stronger- hell, the man could be raising his energy too. And I get a "yes" from my guide Edward. In fact - Edward says that Will has taken it upon himself to learn as much as he can about how to connect. Plus learn about past lives, soul mates and etc.....as he knows he has found someone he has been looking for (which would be me) and now that I've made contact - he's a quandary on what to do now. Life changing things have a way if making someone put on the brakes and think.

If the energy is this strong when we're apart - can you just imagine what it will be like when we're physically in the same room? I have no doubt that this is in the cards (so to speak) and had I not put off contacting him via that letter - this meeting, I'm sure, would have already taken place. But it's a comfort to know that it will.

Just like it will with Bill in 2008. No doubt in my mind - none that he and I will be in the same room and have a very interesting, if not mind blowing, conversation.

And Ted - no doubt in 2008, if not sooner as he will discover that his negative girlfriend has been destroying what I had sent him and has not allowed any correspondence to go through between him and I. Every fiber of my being knows that he has written me, but she threw it away before it could be mailed. He'll come to his senses and realize that the numbers in his phone that are missing, the web sites gone from his computer, the letters not mailed to various people will all have a common denominator - her.

Saw my 1st snowflake of the 2007-2008 snow season today. Of course this 1st flake has many followers:) Not too enthused about the snow. Maybe it's because I'm the one who has to shovel my long drive this year;)

Last night Will was the last person on my mind as I fell asleep and the 1st person I thought of as I contemplated killing my alarm this morning. In between that time, we had a very interesting dream visit. Let me explain -- I walked into an auditorium, with people milling about everywhere. I had a picture in my hands, a picture of Will with short hair (like it normally is) and I was looking for him. I'd pass someone, look at the picture and look at the guy. I didn't talk to anyone, just kept looking.

Then I found a man on the stage, sitting down, that looked like Will. I held up the picture next to his face and he asked if he was the guy in the picture? I said close enough -- you're hair's too long (it was way past his shoulders and in a ponytail), but it's you. So I jumped up on the stage and sat next to him. He asked to look at the picture and I gave it to him -- he said it was an old picture and that he'd been looking for me for a long time. I told him that his eyes would give him away, not matter what the rest of him looked like. He replied -- I was counting on that. So I asked - now what? He replied - we wait.

Then I woke up. I found that dream interesting because I knew who I had to look for, found him, he said he had been looking for me and now that we found one another we had to wait for further instructions. And that last part is something I've felt for some time now -- that I/we won't be getting instructions on what we need to do until we're all together. Plus, it is in line with what Edward said - that Will is at a crossroads and that decisions that he has to make takes some time. But of course with Merlin in my ear right now he says that I have to step up my magic practice and that Will has stepped up his.

I wonder if part of the magic Will has stepped up on is sex magic? Because let me tell you - his libido is almost as high as mine - if not an even keel. I'll comment on that soon in the OBE sex blog:)

And on that note I better go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Guys, Robert Bruce, And Allie's Divorce!

Tonight my son and I start karate lessons! We're so excited.....After I'm done with my two biz trips I want to sign us up for fencing lessons. Mainly me -- but he says that he might be interested. I told him to let me try it out 1st and then we'll see if he'd like it or not. I can't decide between European fencing or Japanese fencing. For only an extra $25 I can take both - so I think that I may do that.

Spring time I'm going to add horse back riding lessons to the list as well as swimming lessons (swimming lessons would be for him - not me). But what I'm going to start doing is swimming every morning after I drop him off at school.

How am I going to fit all of this in? Glad you asked!

The message I'm getting from my guide Jezell is that if I take all of these classes/lessons -- then when I sit down and work doing the day I won't be as distracted. The lessons will help me to focus. To me this makes sense - especially with the karate and fencing lessons. Plus I need to get out more and away from my computer. Doing so will help me not to zone so much as I'm sitting in front of it:)

I'm also cutting way back on my readings. Granted - and yes I realize - that it is how I make the bulk of my $$$ right now. But I have to walk a fine line and get my writing the way I want it to be going. In order to do that - I have to cut back on readings. They take me out of the writing mode and it's hard to get back into it. I lose too much time in the transition.

But -- if things go as I want - my focus will improve - so who knows?

I also want to try to find some kickboxing lessons. If I could do that during the day -- that would be grand. I'm either going to set aside 10 min at night or in the morning for mediation. I can never sit longer than 10 min -- no matter how hard I try.

The last 1 1/2 weeks or so, I've noticed that I've had a lot of hits from the Chicago area on this blog. I've always had some -- but it's been since the 6th or so. It really didn't dawn on me, the increase, until yesterday -- and then it hit me like a Mac truck -- Ted's in Chicago. And guess when he got there? Yep - around the 6th. He still isn't coming through all that well to me. But when he does, his energy looks better. I am still sending him light on a daily basis and forcing through Bill to get to Ted for the connection. Ted's energy doesn't seem that heavy.

Will -- he's something else. He tickled my mind in a great session of telepathic sex. His energy always brings a smile to my face. Ted and Bill can bring with them sadness and anger along with the joy/love they bring. But Will is nothing but joy/love and I am finding out that Matt is the same. This only reinforces my feel that with Will and Matt, our lessons have been finished. Bill, Ted and I - not yet. Matt arrives sporadically though the day. His smile is the 1st thing I notice and his blue eyes just twinkle mischievously. Will I am to learn from - or relearn from previous lifetimes. He's here to teach me. Matt is here - I believe to show me how to have fun. It's just the sense I get.

As a group we have work to accomplish - which will be revealed once we're all together.

I'm still working on the letter I am to send to Will. No worries - I know that there is no such thing as perfect. But I wouldn't mind it being close;)

My divorce hearing is tomorrow - wed - morning at 9:30 am! I cannot wait to get this over with! I have put aside most of tomorrow to just relax and enjoy the knowledge that the past is behind me. And wouldn't you know my gypsy magic book has made it through pre-press and should be up on Amazon.com soon. Wouldn't it be a hoot if it happened tomorrow as well?

Oh - and this blog and the labels that are underneath. Blogger just added the labels within the last - what -- 8 months? I haven't gone through and labeled most of the old posts. So if you are looking for information on Bill and Ted - they go all the way back to the start. Will and Matt are labeled when they arrived in my life.

You know how much I love Robert Bruce? If you've been reading this long enough - you know. I'm attending his workshop in Hinckley Ohio on Oct 20 & 21. It deals with energy work and it felt fitting to do so on Bill's b-day weekend (he turns 49 on the 20th). I'm trying to incorporate Robert's energy techniques with my desire to unlock past lives. If his energy methods improve your immune system, enhances energy, healings, helps appetite/weight, increases development of spiritual and psychic abilities (and yes - they do all of that -- I know from personal experience) -- then why can't it be used to unlock past lives? Or -- if you think about it - what if we are living past, present and future now -- with time being vertical and not horizontal? If our soul's are pure energy being shoved into this physical human shell - then by moving and increasing energy, my conscious mind should be able to tap into the trove of energy memories. Makes sense to me.

Someone once asked me -- why am I so interested in past lives? Because to me -- it tells me who I am (soul wise) and why I'm here (in this current life time). Can you imagine how well I'll do in fencing if I can tap into my Joan of Arc memories?

And on that note - back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The 9th And Final Soul Circle Member Is In Place.

It's 12:50 am and I should be in bed. But I'm not. Why you ask? Because I was putting the editing touches on the Gypsy Magic Dreamers book. Looking this book over - it's the best out of the 4 of written and I can't wait to release the darn thing! Should be heading to the printers soon. Remember my guide Robert? Well, he's hanging out here saying that it's about time. I think that he's going to help me to get to the next level as soon as that book is off to the printer. He's nodding his head -- so I'd have to say yes.

Does Robert have anything to do with Robert Bruce? Yep. But until RB believes in guides - I'm not saying a word.

But right now Ethan, Robert, Bridget and Jezell and are around me -- just as happy as a bunch of peas in a pod. They look too happy.

Bridget steps up and says that they are so pleased because the next stage is here. And each of them took a part in getting me here.

Right at midnight on 9/9/07 (which in numerology it's a 9-9-9 day.....very powerful) I had a vision to write a symbol in my journal along with saying a few phrases. As I did this I could feel a swoop of energy go through me and Bill was right there. I kept hearing - the Age of Atlantis has returned. I had a brilliant circle of energy coming from me and I looked to see Bill, Ted, Will, Matt, Peter, Clive, Larry coming towards me. Off to my right I see DC - who in real life is really good friends with Bill. I turn and I say - what? He says - are you ever going to get to me or what? Then it dawned on me -- he's #9. It hit me like a ton of bricks. So on a 9-9-9 day I finally discovered who #9 is in our soul circle. 8 men and me - 1 female. I like my odds:)

But with that realization - it takes me back to when I saw Bill back in 2005. DC was there. In fact, DC kept showing up everywhere I turned. I had no idea why. But the universe was TRYING to show me - hey you -- here's another one in your soul circle -- wake up -- you need him to be a complete group. But I was so focused on Bill - that DC slipped under my radar. Until now.

Will popped up in my telepathic thoughts today. I could see him looking at his watch -- saying over and over -- Allie it's time - do something. Send that letter. I don't care what it says - just send it. I know what he's talking about. I had a dream that in order for us to meet - I sent him a letter about a business proposition and he responded. It's on my "to do" list for the week.

I have been listening to "Little Wonders" by Rob Thomas. I cannot get enough of this song. When I ask why -- I don't even get the full thought out and Bill shows up. So this song deals with him. I looked up the lyrics:

Let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder,
Don't you know, the hardest part is over, let it in,
Let your clarity define you in the end,
You will only just remember how it feels.
Our lives are made, in these small hours, these little wonders
These twisted turns of fate, time falls away,
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.
Let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you, let it stand,
Till you feel it all around you,
And I don't mind if it's me you need to turn to, we'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end.
Our lives are made, in these small hours, these little wonders
These twisted turns of fate, time falls away,
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.
All of my regret, will wash away somehow,
But I cannot forgive the way I feel right now.
In these small hours, these little wonders, these twisted turns of fate,
All these twisted turns of fate, these twisted turns of fate
Yeah, times falls away
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.
They still remain, these little wonders, all these twisted turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours, these little wonders
Still remain.


All I can do is smile.

And I think I can hear Bill calling me -- off to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)