Atlantis, The Meadow And Dream Time!

Grab a drink and get situated -- this one's kinda long....

This week just has not gone as planned - same as last week. Hell - the whole month of February has been a huge problem not only for me, but for my poor son. He now has the flu - the nasty flu with the high fever, body aches, headache, nausea...I am just praying to anyone who will listen in the universe for me not to get this. I'm trying to push through with the bronchitis I think I have - thank you very much. I don't need anything else.

But what I've been doing with my congestion and nasal snafu is sending white ball of energy to help speed up the healing process. For my lungs I imagine a nice big ball of white light going into my lungs, through the back, and back in again out the front. I do the same with my throat and my sinuses. Anytime I do this, I feel much better afterwards. So I'm trying to send the light through several times a day.

I don't quite get 2009 yet - what it has in store for me. It hasn't gone as I thought it would. Thus far all scripts and what not have been turned down. I'm about as creative as a barn door - which isn't very helpful in the rewrite process. Readings aren't there - readings on Keen & Live Person haven't been going very well - the people I do help (not very many) that don't know me or how I work - give me bad marks. Those that have used me before for a reading (not just an email exchange) - I've been fine with - they know how I work. The one thing that has worked - I guess - is the Wake Up Your Orgasm podcast. My Ask Allie podcast gets about 500 - 600 faithful listeners a week. The WUYO podcast gets about 3000 - 5000 a week. I know - how crazy is that? It's normally in iTunes "Top Audio Podcasts" for sexuality.

I did ask my guides to show me what direction I should be heading into -- and it looks like sex advice is it. Although they are telling me not to give up on my scripts either - that I have to keep pushing that right along with my OBE book and the WUYO podcast. But since I know I can't concentrate on two things at once - I have to pick - book or script rewrite. They pull on me the same.

Which brings me to a radio show. I want to do one radio show, once a week to start with. Now since sex seems to have caught on - do I have it be a sex advice themed show? Or since the majority of people I know work in the metaphysical/healing fields - should it be more like Ask Allie? Or - should I mash them both and do a "Allie Theiss" show that encompasses all of it. But I think that would be too wide spread - don't you think? I like the being a sex psychic and I like promoting that part. It's easier , I think, to bring the psychic part into the sex than it is to bring the sex into the psychic part. Does that make sense? I know it'll be clearer the closer I get to actually doing this. But I should would appreciate some clear cut answers every now and again. Answers that are extremely obvious and leave to room for interpretation.

All of the visions I have of me giving workshops in a large arena deal with the Wake Up Your Orgasm theme. So again, I suppose, that's another sign. I can see the whole thing - a large gathering with me giving a WUYO talk 3x over a course of 3 days. Then there are smaller workshops that people can sign up for and get the know on different kind of fetishes, toys and of course OBE sex. There are also a host of vendors there to sell their fetish products, clothes and toys. Wow - I just got all of that. Pretty cool.

I keep getting a push to go back to the meadow. For those of you who don't know what the meadow is - it's a place that Bill, Ted and I used to meet quite a bit several years ago. Then the woman who actually owns the meadow in the physical world - we had a major falling out - and we've only been back once since then. I'm getting really bothered by it right now. Oh hell - I'm going to grab my healing want and see what happens - hold on.

Okay - first of all when I grabbed my healing wand and closed my eyes - it felt so strange in my hands, like is was bendable - like one of those bendy kid straws you see. As I was at the meadow - it felt like I was bending it, reshaping it, but when I was done at the meadow it was feeling very solid again.

Now at the meadow I was greeted by both Bill and Ted. They looked pretty good - run down, tired, but overall good. The meadow was lush, green and full of vibrant energy - like it had once been. Several hundred feet away I spied a woman. I knew immediately that she was the woman I/we had the falling out with - the one who owns the meadow. I didn't want to go anywhere near her. But then Jesus showed up (this seems to be a favorite place of his as well) and told me that I have to walk over and see her. We need each other right now - I/we need the meadow to move forward in our lives and she needs us in the meadow so that she can move forward with her life.

I told Bill and Ted to stay put and I walked across the grass - felt very velvet like on my bare feet. I was close to her and I just stared at her. She held out her hand, but I didn't take it. She repeated what Jesus had already said - we need to make peace in order to move forward. I shook her hand - but I told her to stay away from us. She nodded in agreement - and she was gone.

I went back to Bill and Ted and let them know that we should be able to come here again without any problems. The large oak tree that Bill and I used to travel up in to reach the heavens had a white glow up top. I could also hear some angelic calling. I looked at the guys and said that they want to talk with us. Now Ted had never been up there with Bill and I. And he didn't want to go. He said he wasn't ready - such a look of fear in his eyes. I told him that if he wasn't ready he wouldn't be here. He didn't care - he said he'd do this later. With that he disappeared.

I looked at Bill and asked if we really needed to go up? I could feel the tug so I knew it was important - but like Ted I just didn't feel like it right now. Bill said no - it can wait until tomorrow. We laid down under the oak tree, I wrapped myself around Bill, he put his arms around me. I said that I missed these visits - he agreed - he did too. I mentioned that the powers that be will snag us in our dreams. He laughed and said - of course they will. And with that the connection was broken.

What does this all mean? Specially I don't have a clue. But I'm sure it has to deal with the increased time I have been spending in Atlantis during my dream time...

Each time I have visited Atlantis over the last week, I have been clothed in a very deep purple or violet flowing robe or maybe it's a dress. But it's very light feeling, like I have no clothes on. Bare feet with nothing on underneath this dress. There is a gold belt or sash around the middle. My hair is up - I have no jewelry on. But I do notice a star tattoo/birthmark inside my left wrist. The star is a light red/purple in color - too light to be a tattoo I think. Maybe times I go from person to person, giving them some sort of clear liquid from a crystal vial. They open their mouths and I pop a few drops in. It's like their daily wellness drops. Then I'm at a clinic of sorts. When people come in, they put their palms on a crystal scanner - after they are scanned, they are allowed into the next section of the clinic for treatment. I'm told that this security was put in because people from other sects were trying to sneak in and have us heal them. Seems that the other sects already began to fall to the dark side ( I feel like I'm in Star Wars) and our sect was one of the few remaining that was all light.

Last night though - it was interesting when I walked deep into a cave. There were no lights in the cave, but I made my way without missing a step. I emerged into this large cavern that was aglow with thousands of crystals (although this was not the Crystal Cavern I've talked about before). In here, were dozens of people from not only our sect, but many others, engaged in an orgy. But it wasn't an orgy like you would think about now a days - it didn't have that negative aura surrounding it. During the time of Atlantis, love was given and received freely - pleasuring one another in a group setting was the way we spread the love (so to speak). I kept hearing that we were vessels of love. That having a physical body to make love to was a new experience for a handful of us who were born just as energy - myself included. When we came to Atlantis through the portal - that is when we received a physical body. Although the pleasure derived from merging energy with energy was greater - the physical aspect of connecting proved to be not only interesting but fun. I could feel though that this form of sexual expression would frustrate me at times as I always wanted to strive for that orgasmic punch I had when I was pure energy.

Anyways -- more on the Atlantis orgy at Out of Body Ecstasy.

It just dawned on me - -just now. Why I'm here - one of the main reasons. Oh hell - sometimes I am just so slow. The more times souls spend in the physical body - the less they remember what it felt like to love outside the physical body. That is what I'm here to do (in part) is to have people reconnect with love & sex outside the physical body - to help them get in touch with who they truly are - their soul - and not that physical body they're in. For the most part, very few people can remember the orgasmic qualities to being pure energy and having sex. Hence - here I am. To help people with their sex lives by using their energy bodies. Also to get sex out of the closet. It's not a dirty thing - it's a wonderful, necessary process for our souls. I guess this just answered my radio show question - didn't it?

Can you believe it's been a year since I met Will? God how time flies. What I wouldn't do to meet him again. How I wish he would've called like he said he would. I wonder what part of me scared him? Was it that I knew him in a different light than everyone else did? Maybe he was worried that by knowing me he'd mess up his current relationship? He could be fearful of change? Whatever it was - I only wish that he showed the same faith that I did when I hopped on that plane to see him with my son. Just a little bit of faith - that's all. Which makes me wonder how Vincent will act. And even if I want to risk being rejected by him.

Today starts the Telepathic Connection e-class. If you haven't signed up yet, you still have time to do so!

BTW..I'm still not HOT yet with the Start Up Nation's Mom Contest <--- Keep voting please!

Kirk - email me - I can't find your email address anywhere.

I need to know from the people who read this blog if any of you would be interested in being a moderator for a GA board I'm starting. I need someone for magic/spells and another one for OBE (astral travel, not sex), dreams and telepathic connections. If anyone is interested - email me . I can't pay you, but it will be exposure for yourself and if you have a business.

I know that there's more to tell you - but right now I haven't got a clue to what it is:) Besides - I think that this is long enough!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Guides, Three Goddesses And TMI!

TMI = Too Much Information for those of you who aren't up on the lingo. So much going on in the last 12 hours - I hope I can remember everything. Plus - every time I go to write - something else comes up.

As I was eating my bowl of ice cream (yeah, I know - good lunch), it dawned on me my dream visits last night. I forgot everything as soon as I opened my eyes - not even a fragment. But then as I was watching Las Vegas (TV series), a character reminded me of Montel Williams. Then it went from him to Sylvia Browne -- this is when a dream visit started to come back. I am in a large room with lots of tables - I know that I'm there to do readings. In walks Sylvia Browne - she had on a yellow dress - I called it a moo moo dress, which sounds really condescending - but I think that's what it's called. Anyways she says - you're Allie. I nod. She said - I need to talk to you. My 1st thought was - oh God, is something going to happen and she has to tell me about it? But no -- she sits down, I sit across from her and she puts out her hands. I hold her hands -- and just look at her. No one says anything -- then she says - well? I take it you're not here to tell me anything? She said - hell no. Come on, your psychic - why am I here? I take my hands away from hers and tell her that I don't have to hold her hands to get a vision. Then I tell her that I'm not going to tell her when she's going to die. Go look at her own records if she wants to know. She gives me that "look" - then says, quit being a smart ass. If they would show me then I wouldn't be here - would I? Now tell me because I'm not coming back again and I want to have time to tie up lose ends before I go. I tell her the date June 2011 pops into my head, but something will happen around June 2010 as well. She tells me - the June 2010 is you dear, and that is when you enter my physical life.

The next thing I know Montel Williams comes strolling in and I'm excited because I've always liked MW. Sylvia introduces us and tells Montel that this is the woman (meaning me) that will replace me. I looked at her and said - WHAT? She goes - you're not deaf are you? What about your son? I askd. He'll have his hands full running my church and the foundation. What about your daughter-in-law? She can write. A moment of uneasy silence. Okay -- and I start to walk away -- this is too much information for me right now. I see two teenage girls come in -- as I walked towards them I turn to Sylvia and said - the next time I see you, how about a little insight my way? She replied -- you and Will will be fine. I looked at her for a spilt second and smiled. I went to the girls who have sat down at an empty table for a reading. I ask them what I can help them with -- and the one teen girl with long dark hair reaches into her pocket and pulled out a handful of gold coins. I stared at them -- not really getting why she is paying me in gold. She puts her hands back in her pocket and keep bring out gold coins.

Then I woke up.

I may call these three - Jezell, Brigit, Galadriel - the trio of annoyances. Although they are not in my face as Edward and Ethan - they are still always "there" - saying stuff and giving me flash visions so that I know what's coming up. I don't know if I want to know all that is on the horizon -- it's getting pretty overwhelming. I can't even go to the bathroom without someone saying something. Do you know how irritating it is for someone to be whispering in your ear while you're trying to poo? I told them if they want me constipated, they're on the right track. They found that funny -- I wasn't being funny.

As I finished writing the above - all three arrived and said that they had to take me someplace. For some reason it felt like they were going to take me to someplace vitally important -- and I was right. We were in the meadow. My meadow - where I've only been there once (maybe twice) in the last 18 months. I asked why am I here? Jezell said that I have to be here - Brigit chimes in that this is my portal. My soul clusters portal. I reminded them that the woman who actually owned this land - and myself - do not speak to one another nor do I want to. I want another place as my portal -- not here. Again I am told that I have to be here -- that Will and I have to visit here - the physical here. I told them no @ucking way am I coming here with Will or with anyone else. The woman who owned this would not let me on the land and I'm not about to sneak on. Why - oh why do Will and I have to be here? Because this is where you lived in your last life together - said Jezell. What? I thought it was outside of Salem? This is outside of Salem, Brigit replied. But isn't it TOO far outside of Salem? No - Galadriel said, people came far and wide for your services. There wasn't a place in the New England states that didn't know about the two of you. Why do you think that the plants and flowers grown here now for flower essences work so well? Why do you think there are guardians? Why do you think that the right caretaker is here to service the light?

My head's spinning and I sit down against a tree. I do not make nice to anyone who tries to hurt one of my guys - it just isn't who I am. Jezell sits down next to me -- and she is not about to make nice to anyone who would harm the light she has been entrusted to watch over. But you are both wrong and eventually - you two will realize that. Do you not like her friend? The other one who does flower essence - I asked? Yes - her. Yes, I like her very much - she warm, loving and full of light. This one is condescending, full of herself and a know it all. There's a difference. Jezell smiles - you will both see the light, there is no other path to take. Great -- I murmured to myself. But she will not let us be here.

She will - in time - and you will not have to deal with her one on one - Will will be here and she will let you two roam long the meadow and respect your distance and privacy. Trust us - there is no other path to travel for this lesson. At this point there is no part of me that is happy with this realization. I start to object yet again when the earth opens up and rising from it is -- well, for lack of a better way to describe her - Mother Nature. She's tall, yet robust. She's clothed in white, long dark hair & eyes -- with a crown made of grass, twigs and flowers. A Robin sits on her shoulder (no idea where it came from). Her voice is low & soft, but commanding. She said - all of this earth which is mine and mine alone do I share with the earth dwellers who are determined to see it destroyed. There are many who have been called into service to protect the earth and all of it's inhabitants. She, the one on this meadow, is one of those light workers. But she does not own the land - I own the land and it is up to I who steps on a parcel and who does not. If someone steps on a portion of land where I do not want them, I unleash the weather and the bugs to show my wrath. No wrath will befall you or Will as you make haste to this parcel of my soul. You are welcomed here as it is part of your being - part of your light. She will allow this - the light keeper of this land - when the time is right.

From Mother Nature's right the goddess Hathor shimmers into view, on her left the goddess Isis. Brigit goes and stands among them - Mother Nature tells me that it is with these three goddesses am I to ascend to the next level. I'm to work with 3 goddesses? At once? Hathor told me not to panic. Who's panicking? I replied.

Jezell grabbed my hand -- come with me. We walk through a tree and now we're behind a stage. I could hear a lot of people. She points and I can see Will and I. Jezell said that this is the play that I envisioned for Will and I. People far and wide come to see this play based on eternal love. I watch Will and I go out of stage - Jezell whisked me through a wall and we end up behind another stage. She pointed towards the curtain and I peek through -- it's me - and the place is HUGE and packed. I glanced over at her as if to say -- no way am I doing this. She smiled and said - oh yes you will. What am I talking about - I ask? This particular one is about OBE sex - the one last night was dreams and tomorrows talk is about soul mates. It's a three-day sold out event. You talk 3 days in a row for 4 hours each time. You will combine all of this into one 6 hour show that will always sell out -- and at a high price I might add. You do have another show about telepathic connections, psychic gifts and astral travel. But it's way too much to cram it all into one weekend.

I have a headache just thinking about it all......

Jezell grabbed my hand and through a wall we go. Now we're at a set. This is DREAMERS Jezell said - this is what starts it all. You'll never stop making TV and movies - never. You always find a way to do this intertwined with your books and workshops. Rest now - because it's all about to go crazy.

Now we're back at the meadow.

Brigit approached me -- we've given you a lot to think about - and there is so much more to know - rest now and we'll talk later. They all disappear from view.

I sit down against the tree and let the sun shine down on me. Then I hear -- hello Sunshine. I open my eyes and it's Bill. I smile - hi Bear. He sits down down to me - never thought we'd be here again - did you? Part of me knew - I just hoped.....

I know, Bill said, but you want Ted to be okay, don't you? I look over at him - that's a stupid thing to say, of course I want Ted to be alright. Have you had any visits from him lately? Bill asked.

No - I don't think any on purpose -- but I was drawn to him late last evening. I could see him sitting on top of a castle ruin (like in a run-down tower) just staring off into space. Then he kicked the stone wall a few times and screamed at the top of his lungs - why do I keep fucking everything up? Huh? Why can't I choose correctly? And he was sobbing. Then the vision faded and I haven't heard anything. You?

Bill nodded -- this morning -- I saw him at my feet begging me for help before he goes too far and this kills him. What kills him? I asked. Bill shrugs - I don't know. But I tried to call him and he hasn't answered. Bill looks off to his right. He glances over at me and kisses me on the forehead. He gets up and said - Will's a good guy. He won't let you fall. I know - I replied. Bill gave me a nod and disappeared.

I know there's more that has happened - but nothing else is coming to mind right now. I wonder what the next 12 hours will bring?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Leap Of Faith, Dream Visits And The Meadow!

I wanted to get to my session today as I've had that little birdie tell me to get a move on. I am immediately taken to the meadow. Archangel Michael is waiting for me. We greet one another and he asks me to walk with him. All around us are hints of a blossoming spring. He asks me if I remember my dreams from last night. I nod. He asks what stands out the most from my travels?

First I bring up Ted. I am walking through a house and he is sitting with his back to a window, head down, hands clasped together with his arms on his knees. He looks up and one of those heart-stopping smiles cross his face. He has on a black sweater with a high neck, blue jeans and his hair is longer. But what I remember even more than his smile, was the vivid green of his eyes. It was as if all of his energy was concentrated there - his soul trying to get me to notice -- and I did. He gives me a great big hug. I tell him how happy I am to see him and that it is has been far too long. He agrees that it has been too long, but he had to settle a part of his life that was out of control. We stand there and just stare at one another for awhile, drinking in the appearance of the other, we convey how much we've missed one another. He asks me if I'll walk with him. I thread my arm through his and we start to leave this home -- and that is all I remember.

Next there is this house made of huge black tiles that had fallen into a crevice during a storm and mudslide. It was a deep crevice with trees, a stream, plenty of plants. Another man was there, one who I know I know, but I cannot remember who it was right now -- he was stepping on the house tiles and making them move. I kept telling him to stop or he was going to get caught and banished. He told me not to worry so much. That sometimes you need to just take a chance.

I'm staying with a woman who is just graduating college. And it is time for me to move on. I go out to my Mini Cooper and there is a small child in it -- when I get closer there is a man in the back, in my son's booster seat. I start to yell for him to get out, but then I see that he has an infant sleeping on his chest. For some reason I knew that these 3 and a woman were homeless and they were using my car for shelter. As soon as I realized it was them, I let them stay. But the man was smoking in the Mini and that is a no-no. Not only because it's my car but there are children there. So I make him give me the cig and I throw it out. I still remember the sting on my left palm from the hot ash. I get in the drivers side and now the mother is leaning into the passenger window. I tell them that they can stay in this cabin in a bit as the woman who owns it just graduated college and she will be drinking too much. She won't even know that they are there - just make sure that they are gone in the morning.

I remember Bill being in a visit - but cannot remember what.

Next my son and I are in the Cooper and driving in Wooster. We are approaching the north end where Wal-Mart is located ( I don't see the store, but I instinctively know that is where we're at). A swift rain kicks in, windshield wipers go on, lights on. As we near a gas station on the right, I can see up ahead a horrible storm. The electricity is out past this station. I think about my computer being on at home with no electricity and that I hope the battery was holding in. Then I remembered that my husband was at home and we need to get there. As we approached the traffic light that was out, the storm picked up, everyone pulled over to the side of the road but us. Past that light was pure blackness. I cranked up the speed on my wipers, made sure my glasses were on, put on the high-beams. I creep up to the disabled traffic light, knowing full well if another vehicle is coming the other way we will not be able to see one another. So this was faith. I asked my son if he was ready - he said yes. I floored it -- and woke up.

Archangel Michael asks me if I understand why I had those dream visits - in particular the last one. I think I understand them all. The last one is alerting me that my son and I are going to be thrown into the darkness, rather swiftly because of my husband, but if we keep our faith and move full steam ahead we will be fine. We will have to jump into the void of the unknown. Archangel smiles and says - that is correct.

Can I ask when this is going to happen? He shakes his head - no. But you are prepared for when it does. Hold to your faith, and to your son and always remember that you are never alone.

Bill and Ted are on the other side of the void, aren't they? Archangel Michael simply smiles and fades away.

It would be nice to get a straight answer form someone:) Seems like angels and guides talk in code. I know that I have to figure things out, and I will --- but it would be nice to have a straightforward hint. As I typed that I hear -- you had the dream, that IS your hint.

Back to work I go! Today is parent's lunch at school, so I get to go join my dude for food time!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Meadow, The Fellowship And A New Era!

I wasn't going to write anything tonight - yet here I am. Bill has been pulling me, in fact, he just showed up here to my right -- real close to my body. He startled me and when I looked he was gone. I know what this means -he wants me to meet him in the meadow. SIGH. Only for him (or Ted) would I set foot back in there. Let's see what he wants. But before I go, Jezell tells me to put on my soundtrack from "Fellowship of the Ring" - I'm not sure why. But I figure - why not?

I immediately arrive in the meadow. There are the briefest signs of spring here. Bill is there waiting, he smiles and says that he knew I'd come. I ask where's Ted? He says Ted is busy at the moment. I ask him- shouldn't you be working? He laughs and says that he should be sleeping! Of course - it's the middle of the night in London! LOL!

I tell him that this isn't right, the actual meadow should be barren because of the season. He chuckles and reminds me that things are different here on the astral side. I ask about her - the owner of the land - won't she come and try to remove us. Let her he says. If the Divine wants us here - no human can stop us, regardless of who they think they are.

He wants me to walk with him, so we hold hands and walk through the grass. I can hear the swish-swish as we move through it. He stops by a bunch of trees, turns and takes my face in his hands. Remember when you discovered who I am to you? How could I forget - I reply. You said that you'd never give up on me, you swore you wouldn't, please keep that promise. I've never given up on you Bill - you or Ted. What gave you that idea? Silence. You mean because you couldn't feel that constant connection? He shrugs. Bill, I have to work too you know -- I can't think about you all the time. He smiles. What about if I did this -- he leans in and gives me such a passionate and rememberable kiss. As we are kissing, I can feel heat around me. I open my eyes and we are both bathed in a white light -- now our clothes are white. The white light disappears and there are the elementals, all moving about - saying how happy they are that we're together. I heard something about the start of a new era.

I can see the tree open in the end - the one tree that he and I have traveled up in so many times. We arrive at the top, get out and waiting there is Clive, Peter and Larry. I'm ecstatic to see all of them. From behind me I hear someone clear their throat. Within 1/2 sec I am in Ted's arms hugging the guy like crazy. There are hugs and greetings going on all over!

Archangel Michael calls us over - flanking him on both sides are the rest of the Archangels. We are all asked to get on our knees. Bill, Me and Ted in front with Clive, Larry and Peter behind us. There are words said that I do not recall - another bright light and the sounds of angels singing.

Then I felt my stomach drop like I'm in a roller coaster and I'm back.

Now I understand why the cd soundtrack was put on. Us 6 have not been together in a very long time - too long.

Now off to bed to see if I can visit these guys longer.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Jezell, Last Night And The Meadow!

Jezell was bugging me last night during my night out of drinking and let loose time. She keep bugging me to go up to certain women in our group (and one man at the bar) and convey some information. Now I didn't know these women - this was my 1st time at the Femibeast Bash - they only 2 people I knew was the women who hosts it and my best buddy Linda. Now - what I was supposed to go up and tell the ladies had to do with their love lives and I knew that they didn't want to hear it. But -- I do what I'm told and I think that I really pissed them off as they believe that they are going down the right paths when they really are not. One woman, when I was looking for Linda towards the end of the night -- looks at me and says - what? have some more good news about my future? In the most sarcastic tone that I've heard in a while. When I said no - looking for Linda. She softened up. Then the poor guy - who, was pretty handsome - was there looking for love -- but I kept trying to tell him that he's looking for it in the wrong place. He wasn't pleased at all. I think that he thought I was a @ucking loon -- but when I'm told that it is important for someone to hear something - there's a damn good reason why. We'll see if they talk to me next year.

Now she is also really bothering me about returning to the meadow. If you remember, Bill, Ted and I were kicked out when my friendship with the actual land owner crashed and burned. Now , Bill - Ted and I don't actually set foot on the physical property, it's in the astral plane. But Jezell keeps saying that we have to go back. There's something there that needs our attention. I ask - why can't she just do it. But of course that is a big no. I ask for a hint - I get a no. I really do not want to go back - at all. The land owner will sense us on the astral plane as she always had in the past, and I really don't want to communicate with her on any level. So I'm at a loss. There's a reason that we have to go back and it must be a big one or we wouldn't have been asked. But on the other hand I know how not welcomed we are in the land owners space.

I'm going to sleep on it and see if I get any answers.

Sweet dreams!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)