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Friday, April 25, 2008

Psychiconair.com, Maria Shaw And Atlantis!

I was actually going to do a few readings first and then write this entry. But Iris was being very particular to get this done now. So here I am.

I made a stop at the Maria Shaw show this morning on Psychiconair.com! I was on from about 10:10 am to 10:26 am EST. If you want to listen to the segment where I discuss connecting with a famous person via OBE sex - it'll be rebroadcast tonight from 10:10 pm - 10:26 pm EST.

Atlantis keeps coming to the forefront of my mind's eye today. Last night I had a dream visit with Atlantis. In it, I was in a circle of people - men - who were my peers. And they were throwing stones at me. I was trying to have a discussion with them and they just kept throwing things. One hit me in the side of the head - my left jaw - and I woke up immediately in so much pain on my left jaw. It was throbbing. Pain killers wouldn't work - I tried energy balls (usually helps when I'm in pain) and it only made it worse. Finally I got back up - and grabbed some lavender oil to rub on my jaw. After it was applied, I placed my pipestone over my jaw and laid back down.

Iris was there and she told me that I had to connect to Will now. I kept trying to walk down the path to my portal, but every time I tried the pain kept knocking me back out of it. By the time the pain went away - I drifted off to sleep.

I was surprised to wind up right back in Atlantis with Will tending to my jaw. We were next to a natural hot spring and he was applying the healing water to my jaw. I kept hearing him say - you have to go along with what we want - if you don't you'll die. But whatever it was, I knew that I couldn't do that because it was against everything I believed in.

Woke up after this visit -my jaw wasn't hurting at all - and went back to sleep. I don't remember anything after that.

But Atlantis is just right there - rumbling around in my brain. I have done a bit more research in on it - and have had some people email me things about Atlantis that they have cone across (thank you) but nothing stands out as new. Things are told a bit differently with a twist here and there - but basically it's been the same. The main thing I guess that stands out is the literature that says Atlantis was governed by a counsel of all men. I keep seeing women involved. So I don't know....

What I do know is that Iris wants me to grab my healing wand and head into a session....

First thing that I noticed is that I was in a violet robe that hung down to the tops of my bare feet. I was walking along the grass when Bill came out and got me and said it's time. I shook my head and said that there had to be another way. He replied that I have to look within my soul to realize that there is not. I asked about Will. He gave me that look - and said he chose his path. He turned and dashed between two large Eucalyptus trees. I had a vision (inside of this vision) of the portal to the other worlds (like a star gate) had been shut from the other side. We could not get back through to go "home". We had to stay here on earth and handle the situation.

I followed where Bill had gone and there was Ted. He grabbed my hand and told me to hurry. We could feel the earth shake under our feet. Someone asked me how exactly this was to work. I told them that we are to place our memoires of Atlantis and beyond into each our our skulls. Once we transfer the information, we will be mortal (like the rest of Atlantis) and have no memories of our time here. It will be like trying to remember a dream - it's on the tip - but not quite there. Until we are supposed to know in a future life -and that is when us and the skulls will come back together. The skulls will then transfer our memoires back to us and we can once again help mankind from their own destruction. At that time, the star gate (for lack of a better word) will open again and we can go home.

We each took a sharp crystal and pricked our fingers. It wasn't blood as we would see blood - all red - but a white substance that dripped from our fingers and onto our crystal skull - each skull was just that - crystal. After the substances went into the crystal - everyone there placed their hands on the crystals. Now instead of a participant, I'm an observer - as the energy & information was transferred - our bodies shook - like we were having convulsions. When it was over, it looked like we had all passed out. The crystal skulls lowered themselves down into the ground.

I went back to being a participant. Bill jumped up and grabbed my hand - said something about the time capsule - that we had to do it now before we forgot. And the session ended.

The session stopped with me having a hell of a headache. I could feel Iris being there during the entire vision - but I couldn't see her anywhere.

I bought tickets to go up on the Empire State building next Thursday night. I thought it would be cool to see NYC at night - all the lights. My son is scared to ride into elevator - he asked if we could take the stairs. Ahh -- no -- elevator. I think I had him convinced to give it a go.

Back to work...

Crystal Sunhine!
Allie :)

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Maria Shaw, Psychiconair.com And My Forecast!

Well- what a nice surprise I had today -- I called into Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com to get a birthday reading (she was talking about Taurus) and I wound up chatting on air about OBE Sex (my favorite subject).

If you weren't listening to her show (and you really should, it's good) - they'll rebroadcast it tonight from 9 pm - midnight. I came on about 9:20 am until 9:58 am today - so it'll be the same time in the pm if you want to catch it.

My best time for love - is now - now - now:) Maria thinks I'll meet someone at the howdown on May 11th:) Works for me:) Asked about Will -- she said that I have to put myself where ever he is -- easier said than done. I figure, if we're supposed to be in the same place - we will be. But I'm not sitting around waiting for him.

Money & career - looking FABO for the next year from May 2 2008 to May 2 2009! Time to bust a serious move and not hold back:)

If you tune in - I gave some more tips about connecting for OBE Sex:)

Okay -- so much to get done...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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OBE Sex II!

An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II
Lesson 3: Advanced Dream Sex I
Lesson 4: Advanced Dream Sex II
Lesson 5: Advanced Astral Sex I
Lesson 6: Advanced Astral Sex II
Lesson 7: Advanced Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 8: Advanced OBE Sex Magic

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Allie, Psychiconair.com And Astral Sex!

Hey Guys -- just got asked to be back on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com for tomorrow, Wednesday April 9th! Yay!

I'm not exactly what time I will be on - but I do believe it will be after the 9 o'clock hour. That would be in AM in EST:)

We're going to continue our talk about OBE sex - moving into Astral Sex I do believe.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

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Friday, April 04, 2008

Psychiconair.com, Writing And Will!

Hey - guess what? I have an actual date and time for the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com. 9:15 am on Monday. I'm excited:) We're going to chat about OBE Sex and a few other items. I have to update my personal appearance page as I signed up for a few more of Maria's psychic fairs: 1 in June, 3 in August. She hopes to have me on her radio show a few times a month - but definitely at least once a month. As far as I know there is no way to record the snippet that I'll be on. But you can listen directly from the Psychiconair.com site.

I suggest to About.com to have me as a guide on the topic of gypsies. They like the idea and are taking it under advisement. Fingers crossed that they say yes:)

The BLACK TRIANGLE is still going well. Every block I run into I find away to make it better. This script is connected to Will in the way that Iris came to see me the other day -- she told me that once I hand in this version to my manger, I'll hear from Will. Granted - that is great incentive to get a move on -- but I'm not rushing the script. However, I hope to have it to my manager by Sunday night.

I'm not sure who put the wall up between Will and I -- but it's been there for over a week. I think it was my guides to be honest. Iris just popped in -- and she says -- your point is? I understand why it was put there - I have gotten allot of things done. But I want to be the one who puts up a wall when I feel I need the wall. Iris chimes in - as your guide I do what is best for you. What is best is that you get the script done. Trust me honey - Will's not going anywhere.

That's good to know - I say. I am rather busy right now.

The OBE sex e-class is going well. So well - that I think I may add an advanced class in either late April or mid-May.

I have a lot of my plate today - have to run!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

OBE (Out Of Body) Sex!

Just an FYI as this class is filling up fast. I only take 25 people per class and it's almost full. This class is conducted all via email so it doesn't matter where you live.

I'll be posting this notice to my Numerscope newsletter later today (this group is over 6000+). If need be I'll add another class - but I'm not going beyond two classes at once.

Discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

**You'll notice that I teach you how to connect and then we get into the OBE sex part**

Start: April 2

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dreamgate
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic



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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Join Allie At Create Abundance Now!

Just a reminder that tomorrow Feb 11th:

Create Abundance Now! with Roxanne Brown!

Join Allie at 1:00 pm PST (4:00 pm EST) on: http://www.bbsradio.com/ (on BBS 1) for a no-holds bare all show where Allie will chat about OBE sex, magic, her psychic abilities and more! It'll be an open call show meaning that Allie will be doing FREE readings for the entire show!!

CALL-IN NUMBERS:
Toll Free 877-876-5227 - USA only
Toll Free 888-815-9756 - USA/Canada
530-876-3222 Direct Line

It'll be fun guys - call in and join us!!

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Monday, January 14, 2008

Writing, Will And Ted!

Where to start today? Well - first up I have not been able to post to my OBE blog. For whatever reason, I can't. I have put in request to Blogger and thus far have not heard a thing. The other blogs post just fine - so I know it's not my web hosting company. And I have something really interesting to post too -- grrrr. No - I'm not going to post it here. Although I am tempted to.

DREAMERS is going well:) As I'm working on DREAMERS I am also working on shaping up the OBE book. I'm not sure why I'm so nervous to write this book - but I am. I have to have it done and to the printers by July - and that's stretching it. As always - I am looking for OBE sex stories to include in the book. When I concentrate on the OBE book - I can see glimpses of Will and I talking around the world about soul mates and OBE experiences. He's my #1 cheerleader and I his.

I am also about to start rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE as soon as DREAMERS is squared away. I have 2 other scripts that need written - one dealing with past lives and the other about comas.

A note about Ted -- it has been very hard for me to connect with him consciously. But during dream time I know that I have spent time with him because of the flashes I get of him and I chatting - him getting angry & throwing things, him crying etc... Well it appears that my subconscious efforts have done some good after all. Ted - who was to get married last week - called off the wedding 24 hours before hand. No reason was given except for citing person reasons (isn't calling off a wedding a very personal choice). I only hope that he has checked himself into rehab since his nuptials have been canceled and praying that during another drug induced binge that it does not go back on again. He's a very angry and unhappy man.

My smoke detector had been doing that annoying beep sound - not because there was a fire, but because my friend Dave was trying to say Hi. As soon as I said Hi back - the beeps stopped. I have noticed though that the last several days the beeps are happening every morning as soon as I wake up and as soon as I say - Hi Dave - they stop:)

Last night I was walking through the upper hallway and got an overpowering scent of Roses. After I went through it - I went back to se if the smell was still there - it wasn't. I said Hello? A chill went speeding through my body. At first it was my ex husband's mother coming to tell me sorry her son's an idiot. I told her that there's no reason to be sorry - his stupidity is his problem, not mine. Then it was as if someone gave her the push and my Grams T was there telling me that I'll find love -- and that she doesn't like my hair - lol! I told her yes - I know I'll find love and I'm getting my hair done on Thursday - that seemed to please her.

When I get my hair done on Thursday, I'm actually getting it colored! 1st time for it. I don't have any gray to hide - I just need something different. So it'll be a reddish/purplish color. I'm excited:)

I finally bought some land in Second Life and have set up my own home:) Now I need to find some furniture:) Check it out - look around the beach front property;
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Gypsy/33/82/22 Just don't go looking around on other people's property. They get upset. If you haven't become a part of Second Life it's free to join:)

Off to get my son to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Monday, October 22, 2007

Robert Bruce, PLR And Happy Birthday Bill!

I can't even begin to tell you how tired I am. Plus it really was a piss poor day. I should be in a rotten mood - especially since the Indians got hammered and it's raining. But surprising, I'm in a really good mood. Oh - and did I mention I'm getting sick (and so is my son)?

No - I haven't done the podcast yet. Probably not until tomorrow afternoon or maybe Wednesday - all depending.

There's so much I want to chat about - but let me try to tell you as much as I can in a short period of time so that I can go to bed.

1) I'm getting a past life regression tomorrow! I met the woman, Cindy, at the ULE. Something told us both to go to Ted Andrews booth - and we did. Now I'm going back down to the Columbus area tomorrow about 11:00 am in my appointment. I'm really excited to go. My hope is that I can go se her once or twice a month and draw out what we can about my past lives. This way I can document them in a book. My goal for Tues is to go to Atlantis and to go back to when I was a princess of the Star Gate. Very curious about both.

2) For those of you who have been here a while know how much I love Robert Bruce. He's a good guy, honest and can laugh at himself. Plus, his energy methods are top notch. Last weekend I went to his workshop and had a fabo time. Next year when he's in the Cleveland area he's going to have a workshop for kids - which I will take my son to - as well as certifying teachers to teach his energy method - I will be there for that. The venue in Hinckley was great, the people there were very nice and it was a very uplifting weekend. If you don't have his book "Energy Ways" you really should get it - no matter whose energy method you have learned in the past.

3) Happy birthday to Bill on Oct 20th! I didn't forget - even sung the man happy b-day -- but had no time to jot it down in the blog. Happy 49th Bill -- XXOO!

4) Ted -- he has been struggling to get through to me. I can feel him right there and then getting yanked back. It's the she devil. That evil woman - -God I wish he would just wake up and dump her ass. Even if he and I never speak a word to one another -- she is toxic to his soul. Yucky ka-ka-poo!

5) Back to Bill. He's right here -and then gets yanked away. I get tired of trying to connect with him so I pull back a bit and it is almost as if his energy arms reach out frantically and pull me back. He's overworked and very stressed right now. All he wants to do is to go off on his own and be creative.

6) May 2008 I'll be in Paris France - November 2008 - Venice Italy and Greece. I'm beyond psyched for both! More as both times get closer. But if you are in the UK or France -let me know and maybe we can chat while I'm there! For Venice and Greece -- I will be in Venice for a couple of days and then I hop a cruise ship for Greece. So if you can make it to Venice - let me know. We are also stopping at all of the Greek islands -- again, let me know:)

7) I may have found an agent for my metaphysical stuff. Ask and you shall receive:) We'll see.

8) I am also going to write a book on psychic scams - what they are - how to spot one and what to do. Along with actual happenings. So now I'm working on: OBE sex book, psychic scam book, past life book and my DREAMERS script. Although the only actual writing I'm getting done is on DREAMERS. I need two of me.

9) Speaking of which -- I have the email from fricken hell. If you have sent me something and it's been over a month - resend the email as it is way way lost. Everyone else hang in there.

And that's about it for now. I know I have more -- like Bill being in my dreams every darn night -- some he is in my dreams other times I am in his. Oh - and I am going to do an OBE sex board/community.

I need to go to bed......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Universal Light Expo, Ted Andrews And My Gypsy Magic Books!

Wow - what a weekend! The Universal Light Expo in Columbus went great. The energy this year was at positive full tilt. My talk about Gypsy Magic went well - although I didn't talk about half the things I wanted to - yet I ended my talk early. Why? Because while there were several people in the class that were at a magical stage where they could handle more creative or advanced spell work - I also felt a stronger vibe that there were a few people in there that were just at the beginning stages and if I gave them too much information, that they would jump into something that they were not ready for -- and it would backfire. So I held back - considerably.

The book sales went well - many people who bought last years 2 books, bought this year the 2 new ones to round out the set. I was asked over and over about when is my next book is coming out - and what it will be on. I was very flattered that people wanted to know more. When I mentioned it'll be about OBE sex - that seemed to peek all of their interests. So I know with that book that I am on the right track.

A woman who was at my talk came up to me afterwards and asked who were the three men that kept dodging around me - and without giving it much thought I said it was Robert, Edward and Ethan - my guides. However, it just dawned on me that I was wrong. Yes, the guides were there - but that wasn't who she saw -- she saw Bill, Ted and Will. Ethan says had I paid attention I would have known that I was telling her the wrong names.

I've been getting a lot of flack lately from the guides - saying that I'm not paying attention. I would agree - to a point. I do pay attention, just not as much as they want me to. I have too much on my mind and on my plate. I will try to do better - because I can feel with the changes coming up in my life, I am going to have to listen in order to make the right moves.

A couple of stores approached me and want to carry my book as well as two separate people running two different events, invited me to be a part of their workshops.

Something else really great happened while I was there. The 1st metaphysical book I ever picked up was by Ted Andrews - Uncovering Your Past Lives. When I heard he was going to be at the expo, I brought my book to have him sign it. I kept putting it off, and putting it off - when I heard Edward tell me to go. So I did. I met him, he signed my book and as I was asking him about past lives -- who can I turn to help me -- etc...he replied for me to find a hypnotherapist that can do past lives -- I was about to say that has been a futile search, when this woman pops up and says "I do that"! Here her and Ted know each other - and her booth was on the other aisle - someone told her to "go see Ted" - she had no idea why. Ted's like - well this is cool - you two are here for each other.

She took me over to her booth so we could chat more - and I realized that her booth was the one I kept being stopped at all weekend long. Repeatedly I passed the booth and looked at her picture - no matter where I would go in that hall - I ended up there. But I knew it wasn't for a reading. I was floored when I realized it was her. So -- she's down around Columbus and I'm going for a past life regression on Oct 23rd:) I am sooooooo looking forward to it! My plan is to write a book about my sessions. We'll see how often I can afford to go with her --or if we can work out a deal where we work on the book together. I don't know which way it'll swing right now -- but I am so psyched. What time period do I want to go to 1st? Either Atlantis or Joan of Arc days. I'll let the universe direct me to what is more important for me to know right now. And move on from there.

I did get a reading over the weekend -- cause you know me - I can be a reading junkie:) Her name was Michelle and she used a really cool tarot deck that I forget what the name is. I 1st asked about Will - basically with Will she says that there is a very controlling woman around him and although it's a very destructive relationship, he feels some type of obligation to her. He and I will have a good business relationship and adopt a very close friendship - the odds of sex are high but a long-term romance is probably out of the question. Okay - she was right in line with what I already thought. Next up - career/money -- I have to focus more and develop a plan. Where do I want to go? How big do I want the business to grow? Thinking about it is great - but I have to write it down. If I take time to write screenplays - I have to remember to keep writing books in order to keep my name out there. Money out will be replaced by money in -- so no worries. Again - yep, in line with what I thought. Last up (this was a 15 min reading), I asked about Bill. Now I know asking someone about Bill or Ted without telling them their real names and a history on both is simply not fair. The energy is too intertwined. I asked about Bill - but used his real name - however, I didn't give any other information about him. What she picked up is that he is unmoving, and although he is growing leaps and bounds spirituality, he refuses to budge into the direction he is supposed to go. She saw lots of sex here - tons matter of fact (poor woman, it embarrassed her to tell me - I'm like hell ya), but as far as a relationship that is worthwhile and romantic - nope nadda. In fact, she sees me reaching a wall and to a point I finally say enough is enough and I pull back my energy. She only looks 12 - 18 months a head tops - so what lies beyond that she couldn't tell me. But seeing that I'm not supposed to settle down again until 2010 - 2012 -- her reading only takes me to the start of 2009. She couldn't help but smile -- told me that I was a very interesting read. Very nice woman -- I'm sure I'll go back to her next year.

I also adopted some really nice crystal spirits. Some of my favorites were from Gemworld, LTD (gemworld2@yahoo.com.br) who had fabo crystal pieces at reasonable prices from Brazil, that they mine and polish themselves. It's a definite that I will adopt from them again. I was bummed that my crystal skull I was looking at last year - and this year - was adopted out at the end of the weekend. I did have many chances to bring him home - but I couldn't see myself using 2 house payments to do so -- at least not yet.

I met a lot of great people and just had a blast this time around. I'm also going to ask the Expo people if I can talk about OBE sex next year.

I have met a great guy via MySpace (of all places), who knows all about me yet hasn't run away in fear yet:) I'll let you know if anything comes of it -- he's a nice guy so I hope at least friendship stays around. But let me tell you. the last three times I've dozed off - the OBE sex was intense.

I took a 3 hour nap today. I started this entry this morning and I had to nap -- just had to.

My son was so cute when I picked him up from my mom's last night. He drew me 2 pictures when we got home. One was a circle with the words: You are my love. And the second was another circle that he said was a postcard and it said: I had good days with you mom. I just love that little guy....

And I'd better get to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

FYI - OBE Sex Blog

Hi Guys,

Just in case you forgot or maybe never knew -- I am now posting all of my OBE sex experience over at the other blog. Bill has been a busy man.....

http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Updates, Bill And Changes Ahead!

Boy - where to start here? I've had a lot of stuff going on in the last several days. Let's see if I can give you a quick run down of each item....

- Bill and I had a dream visit where we were at a party. He was outside on a picnic table and I was inside looking out at him. I saw his son walking around, talking to a friend. I went to go talk to Bill and a good looking woman sat down at the table. I decided that now wasn't the right time. Nothing about where I was or what was going on was familiar to me. The people I had no clue except for Bill and his son. I determined that I walked into one of Bill's dreams.

- An OBE with Bill - wrote about it in the OBE blog.

- Ethan has been chattering around my head. I am to turn the Empowerment E-class and Workshops into an Empowerment Self-Serve. Meaning that I am to talk all of my classes and condense them into small e-books for people to download and use whenever they want. Then discontinue the workshops and classes. The coaching I am to up the price and add more information to the page. The MP3 readings -- I am to add a couple of readings here as well.

- OBE book -- I am to offer the people who get picked to have their story included $50 and a copy of the book. I am also to get going on that book.

- First, before that book, I have to stop being so hard on myself about script rewrites. I'm my worst critic. Just get them done Ethan says - quit being such a wimp:)

- Oh, no more live shows for now - Ethan says I just do not have the time. Maybe in 2008 I can give it another go. That's okay though - last week's trial run was too dang funny!

- I am to make a DVD set of my magic course. Not sure how I'll do this one -- but Ethan was pretty straight forward about the fact that I have to figure out how.

- I need to lose weight. I want my outer body to reflect the inner happiness that I feel. Besides - when I do date again I don't want to be so self conscious -- and I want to be healthy:) So this SAT I am trying out for NBC's "Biggest Loser". We'll see....

- The other day my smoke alarm outside my office kept going off. I'd tell it to shut up and it would. This went on for over an hour -- I knew that it was my friend Dave stopping by and saying Hi as he was a fireman. No matter how many times I told him to stop with the alarm - he would and then 5 min later start up again. So I'm like - fine..and went looking through my house for smoke. Nothing. I came back up to my office and sat down and it went off again. I'm like - damn, has to be something in my office. I normally use my wireless keyboard when I'm at my desk - so I don't touch my laptop for the most part. But now I did and dang gone it all -- it was HOT! I mean - hot - hot. I shut it down, let it set - and the alarm hasn't come back on again. And yes - I did tell him thank you.

- I have my own office in Second Life now -- I don't know the surl off the top of my head -- but if you go in and do a search for "Ask Allie" you should find my office. I want to start to do readings there as well.

So that's a quick run down. Today I keep getting that feeling that something big is coming up. I can't put my finger on it - but I can feel it. Something good - something long overdue -- but it's on the way. I kept getting flash visions of me being in an office, with an assistant. I don't know - I really don't. But it factors in to what I keep feeling about that good thing happening. I'm not going to worry about it -- just keep moving ahead.

And speaking about moving ahead -- emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically I feel great! I'm almost off those depression drugs altogether - 3 more 1/2 pills to take and I'm done. I no longer hold resentment or bitterness towards my ex - I, in a way, feel sorry for him. He doesn't know how to make it on his own and he really doesn't want to try. In fact, he's on a date right now. I'm just pleased that after Sept 19th that he will no longer legally be my husband. Ironically our anniversary is Sept 14th (11 years) and the pastor that married us just died of heart complications.

But I really am doing well. And my son seems to be doing well too. All of your well-wishes and white light has helped tremendously -- thank you!

And on that note it's time to pooper scoop litter boxes, collect trash and put together my brand new electric lawn mower:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Friday, June 22, 2007

Jessie Davis, My Divorce And Manifestation!

Tracey and I will not be doing sessions for a while. Her mother is building a healing center in CA (which is fabo) and she'll be helping her mother get set up. So maybe in 2008 we can start up again.

I keep hearing my guide Ethan telling me not to stop writing. Write-write-write he says -- but when I try nothing comes out. I'm not used to writer's block, so this is yet something new for me to work through. But I have to as I think when I write more my mind will not drift to things that piss me off:)

For some reason I keep seeing me with a police officer. Not getting in trouble or anything, but it seems like flirtation and a date. I do not know any police officers, so I'm not sure where this is coming from. But it'll be interesting to see if anything comes of it. I'm all for a date:) Heck, I haven't dated in 15 years. LOL! I hope I remember how.

I haven't been sleeping well lately. And no - it has nothing to do with the divorce as I'm fine with that. There's a girl here in Ohio that is nine months pregnant and missing. Maybe you've heard of her -- her name is Jessie Davis. The main suspect, or so it seems, is the father of her baby - a married police officer named Bobby Cutts Jr. But I don't think he had anything to do with the woman's disappearance for her 2 year old (who he is also the father of) was left at the home and was found two days later by Jessie's mother - fine - but in very soiled diapers. Although the man does have a host of problems and I can certainly see why he is a suspect. But - the toddler hasn't said a thing about daddy being there when his mom disappeard - nothing. I think that he can be involved indirectly - by saying something to the wrong person - but as much as I want to think that he did it, I can't.

Then there was a newborn baby girl (Jessie is due to have a baby girl) that showed up here outside of Wooster on the doorstep of someone in a wicker basket. They are doing DNA tests on the baby to see if she is Jessie's. The baby is white - Jessie's other child is mixed as she is white and the father is black.

I can see Jessie on a bed, crying - begging for them to leave her alone. Then I can see her wrapped up in the comforter at the bottom of a lake. It's very disturbing and it has been keeping me up every night. So last night I did send a tip in to the Stark County Sheriff office saying that I think she is in the quarry off of Fromes Ave NE - and who I think is more involved than the baby's father. But I know how law enforcement views psychics and I swear -- I really pray with everything in me that I'm wrong. I really - really want to be wrong. I'm very good at what I do - but now I want to be piss poor and have it all wrong. My mother's house is right in between the boyfriend's house and Jessie's.

Any ways - I hope that they find the Jessie and it would be nice if all of you could send light and energy to Jessie, her family, to the thousands of people who are looking for her and her 2 year old son.

Back to my divorce. Things are moving along. My husband was served his papers yesterday and he will be out of my house right after our son's birthday (which is July 1st). I'm doing much-much better with this as I know that I will be just fine and in fact improve in every shape way and form after he is out of the house and I can cleanse the house of its negativity. I really am looking forward to being single. It's been a long time and I will like not having to share my nice king size water bed:) Or not having to worry about anyone but me and my son (and animals).

And I am trying really hard on forgiveness. I know that this is something that I have to do in order to be able to move on and be happy. Not an easy task. But If I can handle sleeping in the same bed with my husband for almost 2 months with knowing what I knew and not blowing a gasket - I think that I can do just about anything:)

I do plan on heading back out to CA in Sept -- hopefully to run into Bill once again. I don't have any dates yet for it -- but once things are settled I'll let you know.

I've also been trying to work out a outline for my OBE book - but writer's block is getting in my way. In case you haven't checked out the OBE (dream sex, astral sex and telepathic sex) blog you should: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html and if you would like to contribute to the blog - either on a reg basis or if you want to just email me a story and I'll submit it -- please -- let me know.

My dreams have been really funky lately -- but I've been a bad girl and am just rolling over and going back to sleep instead of writing them down and by the time I'm awake in the morning I only remember fleeting moments.

I wanted to give myself a Rune reading to see what cycle I'm in. I drew:

Present Situation: Laguz (Flow): Flow, water, sea, a fertility source, the healing power of renewal. Life energy and organic growth. Imagination and psychic matters. Dreams, fantasies, mysteries, the unknown, the hidden, the deep, the underworld. Success in travel or acquisition, but with the possibility of loss.

Attitude to take: Perth (Initiation): Uncertain meaning, a secret matter, a mystery, hidden things and occult abilities. Initiation, knowledge of one's destiny, knowledge of future matters, determining the future or your path. Pertaining to things feminine, feminine mysteries including female fertility, and vagina. Good lot, fellowship and joy. Evolutionary change.

Consequence of attitude taken: Algiz (Protection): Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life. It can be used to channel energies appropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned.

The above all makes complete sense with what I am currently going through and what I think will happen in the upcoming year.

I had a chat with my intuitive friend Sky today and she was really driving home that my powers of manifestation are incredibly strong right now and will grow as soon as my husband moves out. So I have to be very careful what I am thinking about. All I know is that between what Sky said today and the above rune reading - I'm pretty damn pleased with the path my life is taking. I wonder if Bill, Ted and Will will be able to feel my manifestation powers at work:)

Off to find my son some birthday presents - hard to believe he'll be 7 in just over a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Will's Birthday And OBE Sex!

Before I do anything else, I want to wish Will a happy birthday wherever he is! Happy Birthday Will!!!

I finally have the OBE sex web page done and the blog! Of course the blog is empty right now until myself and others contribute to the content. But heck - it's still there and you can sign up for the RSS notification on when it's updated!

OBE page: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/out_of_body_ecstasy.htm

OBE blog: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

If any of you want to be an author on the new blog - let me know!

Now it's time to get a move on the book:) I already traded services with a kick butt editor and my sis will lay it out again and do the cover design.

So write-write-write Allie!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

The Magic Room, Will And Sex Magic!

Why is it when I don't post to the blog is when I get the most visitors? Can anyone tell me that? It isn't a fluke - it happens every time when I don't post for 3 days or more. Very very odd.

So after being busy, sick and having my niece be born -- now the heat is kicking my ass. The humidity is something horrible and it has been putting me to sleep every afternoon. I just can't stay awake. Today I had a couple of morning appointments, a couple of readings early afternoon and then I laid down. 3 hours later I woke up. I went and got my son, made dinner, did things around the house and here I am. Dang if it isn't still too fricken hot.

Okay - what's been going on here? You may remember last week when I wanted to auction off my bod on The L Word for a good cause. No really - I did - for breast cancer research. But what I wanted and what actually happened were 2 separate things. Thursday at the date auction on the L word - my avatar kept freezing. Then it started dancing and no one could get it to stop! Then Friday - even though I was in the right group and I knew how to get in that booth - Second Life (the virtual world where the L word is located) wouldn't allow me in the kissing booth :( And then I froze again. So -- like Thursday I said forget it. SIGH. Oh well, I'll try again next year!

My dream visit with Ted Sunday night/Monday morning was located at the same spot of another dream visit with him last month (or maybe a few months ago) where we were in what reminds me of a lunch room with long tables - lots of people - and Bill was there too at the opposite end of the room were Ted and I were sitting. I wanted to go and talk to Bill, but every time I tried, Ted talked me out of it. Ted was very loving, very smooth and knew exactly what to say to get me to stay. But I had this nagging feeling that I had to talk to Bill and I felt Bill's gaze on me. When I looked to see if he was looking, he of course was not.

Somehow I ended up at the same spot as Bill and asked him what was going on. He told me to get back to Ted. I asked why? And why wasn't he sitting with us? Bill replied that the two of them didn't see eye to eye. On what - I ask? On you, he said. What in the hell is there to fight about?

Bill said that Ted wants to break their deal and talk to me now instead of waiting for Bill to contact me first. And -- Ted refuses to step back and let me be with Bill.

I shook my head. I thought you two have grown up by now. You'd think since you've been around since the start of time you would have found some common sense. No one is going to "let" me do anything. I will do what I want. Neither of you control me - I control me.

With that I was back with Ted. He asked where I've been and I told him I was talking to Bill. He clenched his jaw. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd talk to him later. Before he could say anything - I woke up.

Now for some reason Tracy was MIA today for our session. As soon as the session started I was taken into my magic room in the castle. Sitting there waiting for me was Will. I looked around and asked where's Merlin? Will replied that Merlin was here but he wanted the two of us to become more familiar with the room on our own.

Will went to a very large bookcase and picked up some reading material. I wandered over to a large cylinder container that was in the floor. It was made of stone with many crystals, lapis, amethyst. emerald, ruby, sapphire and diamonds (all rough stones) embedded throughout the structure. I looked inside and it was full of water. I took my finger and swirled the water around several times to get a small whirlpool going. What I saw in the center of it was me, Bill and Ted sitting in an outdoor cafe or pub with pints of beer - laughing about something. The images took my breath away from a second and upset my stomach like I just went down the 1st hill of a rollercoaster.

Will asked me what was wrong and I told him what happened. He asked me if I cast a spell in it yet and I told him no. He told me to give it a try. I found rose petals, patchouly and orris root. I said a few words about Bill, Ted and I as I sprinkled the rose petals into the water. Next I placed the patchouly in while commenting on careers and money - lastly the orris root to draw all three of us together as well as the items I asked for. I then took my finger and swirled the water around to make a strong whirlpool. As the herbs went around and around - there was a great amount of energy that cam out of this cylinder. The water turned pure white and then back to normal. All the herbs were gone and the water was calm.

Will called to me with excitement in his voice. I hurried over and he showed me this book with two drawing of almost a perfect images of he and I. With something like the founders or something similar - I can't remember - under our pictures. But I asked what book he was reading and he said a book on sex magic. I'm like - WHAT? We're the pioneers of sex magic? He shrugged and said looked that way. Want to find out what we can remember of that time (he asked with a naughty grin on his face)? I told him I can't stay that long - too much to do.

And with that I ended it.

LOL - no wonder I like sex:) Hahaha -- too funny. Really does fit with me writing the OBE book, web page and blog (web page is almost done).

Speaking of the OBE sex blog -- it is going to be written by more people than just me. If you are interested in being a contributing writer, email me at:
allie @ gypsyadvice . com (without the spaces of course). I'm only going to picked a limited number of people to do this with me so if you want to - let me know now:)

Off to sleep I go.

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

If any of you follow me as Alison Ashby in The L Word in Second Life - I'm being auctioned off for a good cause tomorrow (Thursday ) night. Stop by and bid on me and help support the gay and lesbian community:) Info on how to find me is in the side bar:)

I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Friday, June 01, 2007

Ted, Telepathic Sex And Anger Management!

I have good days and bad days. Yesterday - not so good. Today - bad in the morning and it's getting better as the day goes on. I woke up at 2:15 am last night and I could not go back to sleep. When I finally had a chance to doze off - my son came bouncing in on me. Now the kid is out of school. Yesterday was his last day of Kindergarten and I had to drag him out of bed at 8:00. Today - a day where he could sleep in as he doesn't start day care until Monday - he's up at 6:00 am - shakes head - sometimes I just can't win:) On top of no sleep I am breaking in a new pair of reading/computer glasses - so this is a lot of fun:) It feel like a constant headache right behind my eyes. But at least my brain and my intuition are still working just fine.

Now what woke me up at 2:15 am? Ted. I awoke out of a dream visit with him. We were checking out of a swanky hotel and moving back home -- so it felt like this hotel was our home for a period of time. Then I heard a boom or something and the dream visit was over. So I'm guessing something woke him up -- of course it could have been something on my end too, but he wasn't ready to break that connection yet. Oh no - he wanted to telepathically link - and boy did he.

I'm guessing that he and psycho girlfriend must of split up for good as he has had some major sex on his mind. No big complaints from me - although I would have liked to go back to sleep. He was very much into kissing. And the kissing did not stay at my lips either. He was very hungry, very expressive during this session. He kept saying how tired he was of being apart. Every place he kissed me I could feel an intense heat on my physical body. He was driving me crazy and I kept telling him - abet weakly - that I needed to sleep. When you can feel someone down on your lower half - so to speak - but you "know" that there is no one physically there -- it's maddening. Something clicked then and I turned into the aggressor, which doesn't happen so very often. And by the exclamation in his voice/thoughts - I could tell he was pretty happy with the switch. Now I don't know how exactly I could bring sex toys into the telepathic mix, but I did - a vibrating cock ring to be exact. And BTW -- from personal physical experience - these things really are a gem:) Anyways - it surprised him as much as it did me when all of a sudden it was there. It worked just as well on the OBE plane as it did on the physical plane. Next thing I can remember I was dozing off to sleep - with him saying 'I Love You" in my ear.

Now when I do physically meet Ted later on this year - and this is something that I just "know" will happen, I wonder how I'll act? Will I be cool about it? Will me knees go weak? Will I be able to form complete sentences? What will he do? His reaction? I know that all of these things are in the future and I need to concentrate on the present -- but I like to give it a think every now and again.

It's too damn hot here -- it's supposed to be in the 70's, not 90's. I have a poop load of email I need to get to. So if you've emailed me and you are waiting for a return email - hang in there! As long as my sister does not have that baby this weekend - I should be able to get caught up -- knock on wood:)

Also this weekend I hope to write the Shamanism part of the gypsy magic book and have my part of the book done so that I can move forward with the OBE sex area. It dawned on me either last night or early today that this is what I'll be known for - mostly - my experience with OBE sex - at least in the immediate future. Also how past lives tie into the picture, soul mates/soul circles - etc....eventually I won't be doing readings -- at least as many as I do now or am doing to make ends meet. If you can think of any names I can call the OBE sex part of my site/book/blog let me know. The OBE sex will deal with telepathic, dream and astral sex.

I started to see a shrink today for my anger/anxiety management when it pertains to my life change. I'm not used to being in such a down place more times than not - so I thought it would help along with the low dose of drugs they stuck me on. The guy is great. He's a psychologist who is