Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, His Energy And Dream Visits!

Holy Toledo Batman!

That's how it felt this morning when Will has some kick ass breakthrough. I have no idea what happened or how it happened. But the energy surge that went through my body about took me to my knees. And his energy was/is not only strong - that baby is on fire. It was more of a WHAM than when Bill or Ted had any of their breakthroughs -- had I not known better I would have sworn it was me who had the wall come down - but I knew it wasn't. After I said a few cuss words to myself - I through out a few tarot cards to find out what happened: The Tower, Wheel Of Fortune, Lovers. Which for a long story short means the man got blindsided but something that shook his world all over the dang place but it opened up a window of opportunity. It's up to him whether to take it or not - but it's a choice that needs to be made and if he doesn't make it -- and/or choose the wrong answer (wrong meaning the wrong path that will not take him to his next destiny marker) than he'll have the chance again to make that choice. Each time that choice will be presented to him - it will be a harder choice to make -- as going in the correct direction will not be as easy as it is today.

So lets all pray that he makes the right choice now - sooner rather than later.

Last night I had a dream visit with a few of the readers from the Maria Shaw psychic fairs. Joanne was the one I remember the most -and I'm pretty sure Betty was there as well (both are just awesome people) - but we were looking at a class that someone was teaching -- it said Learn The ____ Tarot. The name I don't remember - but it started with an "O". And no - I don't think it was the orgasm tarot - lol:) But if so -- sign me up! Any ways -- I commented on how I could teach that class too -- and then mentioned teaching the OBE sex classes.

The readers and I were in a school. Next thing I know - I'm in a class room, with Will, in this same school. We had just started to date. He was shy, very loving, very kissy. We were taking a class - there were a lot of adults around - when he left, he gave me a kiss and said he had to run. He had on a white t-shirt and when he turned and walked out ahead of me, I could see a red haze around his lower back - reminded me of a coiled snake.

When I got into the hallway, it's packed with adults all walking to and from class. I look over and there's Will - but it's not Will. Same white t-shirt though. I asked - you're not Will. He smiled and said no I'm not. Who are you -- I asked? I'm Will's twin - Carl. This Carl was very loving - but very stern and matter of fact. He wanted to know about me. I told him that I owned my own home, paid my bills - I do not have any collection people after me. I'm not dating anyone - talked about my son. I have pets - 2 dogs and 4 cats. He tapped his lips with his index finger. I asked if that was good - the 4 cats. He said - oh yeah, that's good.

I told him that there is no way in the world that I'd ever hurt Will on purpose. He asked if I would die for Will and without hesitation I said - of course.

Then I woke up:)

At 1st I thought - Will does not have a twin. But then I remembered he's a Gemini -- so astrological wise, there are 2 of him - 2 half's. The red coil - my thought, because where it was located and the BAM from his energy I felt today, it could be his kundalini energy. It must of risen today -- or is getting dang close to doing so.

Taxes? Did you get them done? I'm finishing up mine tonight. I figured I owe - why hurry?

I did a good topic today on the podcast about Open Living -- which is the opposite of Closed Living -- being closed off from what we need - what we deserve. Since I have put into practice what I talked about - things have been working for me. For many months I had a hard time picking out what topics to cover in the podcast - but once I started ask my guides what I should cover -- it's been a piece of cake:)

17 days until NYC - but who's counting?

And speaking of counting - it'll be time to get my son before I know it. Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Overestimated Just A Bit...

The pain in my mouth that is....

I had every intention of doing the Ask Allie podcast today -- but I got my 1st fillings today and I honestly had no idea how much my damn mouth would hurt after the numbness wore off. Plus it doesn't help that I have a canker sore on my tongue (it's huge - the sore not the tongue - LOL) and where my tongue connects to my throat.

So my mouth is killing me and I can finally speak complete sentences. But I'm damn tired and have a killer headache - so I'm going to bed. I can't seem to get to bed early to save my life -- even like today when I'm dragging....

A few weeks ago I set out to see if I could get a copy of Bill's divorce papers. I searched around for the information I need to submit my request, paid the fine and waited.

Well today it arrived. I read through the papers and got to the end where it's signed. He signed it Sept 4, 1997.

When did I get the papers? Sept 4, 2007.

I read the papers 10 years after he signed them to the day.

What were the odds? There are no odds and for me this was just yet another sign that it's time.

Soul Mates for eternity -- no matter how I look at it - I can't help but love that tid bit.

I'm off to bed:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Icky Bathrooms, Dreams, And More!

I should be in bed -- it's 11:15 pm and I'm dog tired. Why does spending time with family members get draining? Even when you like being around them? Go figure.

I had a "no shit" moment hit me yesterday and I didn't have time to tell you about it. Remember all of the dirty, disgusting bathroom dreams I had been having when the toilets were so damn gross - filled with poop and lord knows what else?? And the time I spend in hotel rooms or in resorts - on planes, in cars? Since me and the ex split -- not one dream like the for mentioned. Not a one.

Before my computer blew up I did have a dream with a bathroom in it, although it was rather messy - it wasn't anything I couldn't do my business in. So get rid of the life-draining energy in my house and what do you know -- no more of those dreams. I find that amazing! I guess when the dreams were saying I had shit all over....

Knock on wood I'll be able to get my podcast done! Fingers crossed as tomorrow looks horrible activity wise.

Bill and Ted - wow they are so on my mind. I try not to think about them a lot as I have to much work to do. But I can't help myself. Bill is right there....

And he is right now....

...To which I'm going to head to bed and hopefully snag a visit!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crystal Skulls, Atlantis And A Live Show!

My day started off good this morning -- and then I ran across my ex husband's NEW Myspace page. I cannot believe the things he said about me. He has trashed me up one side and down the next. I have not trashed him at all - in public or private - regardless of all the things he has done to me. Yes, I know -- I have more class and I'm a better person than he is. But it still hurts to read the things that he wrote. He makes me sound like I'm a lazy - no good psycho. Yes, I know that I'm not one - but it still stings. I have been very nice, civil and courteous to the man - I have cut him a lot of slack. I will continue to be civil for our son - but everything else if off the table. Of course maybe this will give me thicker skin where my personal life is concerned. Professionally I'm good. But maybe the Universe is trying to get my personal fortitude up? I'm going to bet that the universe is going to put me in a position where I have to have thick skin personally.

Why do lessons have to hurt? I would really like a fun lesson now:)

I am so tempted to post his Myspace page URL for you guys. But that would make me as low as him - wouldn't it? SIGH. Start climbing to the higher ground Allie - you can do it!

GRRRRRR......

Okay -- to something good and I think - interesting. Last night I was opening my gate more and in the midst of surrounding myself with white light, a crystal skull appeared - I couldn't see it, only feel it. It told me to place my hands on it - and I did. The skull was very warm to touch and very smooth. He said that he is my skull. I asked what's his name? Where can I find him? Why can't I see him? He told me that I'm not ready yet - to know who he is and how to find him. When that time has arrived, I will see him more clearly (heck, I just wanted to see him at all).

I looked down for some reason and realized that the skull was sitting on a raised triangle base and around me was a circle on the ground. The triangle inside the circle again! The white light around me was traveling at a high speed and I could feel the energy surging through my body. Mentally I could see a triangle in the center of my forehead open up. The white light exploded as it always does -- but instead of a doorway in front of me where I could see the guys and call out to them - they were all 4 already standing there. Bill approached me first, then Ted, Will and Matt. Bill and Ted each gave me a kiss, Will said, "I knew you could do it" and Matt commented, "This is an interesting ride."

It then flashed in front of me about the legend of the 13 skulls (Native American legend tells of 13 life-size crystal skulls said to contain crucial information about humankind's true purpose and destiny. The legend prophesied that at a time of great crisis for humanity, all of the crystal skulls would be rediscovered and brought together to reveal information vital to the very survival of the human race.) and where the skulls are located -- at various ancient observatories around the globe. When the 12 are brought together, the 13th will make itself known. Atlantis figures into this somehow. Either all 13 skulls bring Atlantis back or the 12 bring Atlantis back and the 13th is on Atlantis.

The skull did tell me that he is the 13th. I asked him is that why Bill, Ted and I were incarnated at the same time? He said yes -- he contains power that is too great for one human to handle -- that's why us 3 are here and why we will work together as a team -- he belongs to all three of us. He makes appearances to Bill and Ted in their dreams - buy they haven't caught on yet.

I'm doing my regular recorded podcast today. But on Thursday I'm going to try something new - a live broadcast where you can either call in or chat in a chat room. I have no idea how this will go -- and until I get it down I will probably screw it up:) You can either listen/join here: http://www.nowlive.com/member.asp?id=100223729 or go to the podcast blog here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast.htm or http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html.

For this live one I may go on the search for a co-host. And maybe even interview people. But let's see if I can get the technology down first - LOL!

Don't forget to join me tonight at The L Word on Second Life for the sex chat - Pillow Talk! It starts at 10:00 pm EST!

Time to head to the grocery store -- then I'll come back and do the podcast!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)