I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Readings, Free Readings And Ask Allie Podcast!

Hi Everyone!

Just wanted to touch base with ya'll:) College is going well, I'm passing my classes. Just wrote my 1st term paper in over 20 years. I have another one to write this weekend. Because these are summer classes, I have reading every night and a test just about every week. But it's all going well.

I know that this has been a big adjustment for everyone (including me) with the frequency of the blog posts and so forth. I'm starting to get a schedule down that works. Thanks for being patient with me. So look for more blog postings.

Speaking of going well, I have been able to still fit doing readings. Which is a good thing since this is how I make a living:) All of the email readings are done on the weekends, with chat & phone readings still done during the week. It's all good:) I know that I need back on Keen. I'm thinking that I can do this after my son goes to bed M-W-F during the week w/ every other weekend being on as well. I'm going to get in the habit of sending an email to my Keen clients about the hours I will be on that day. Also - if any of you want 3 free minutes for Keen - please let me know.

So my son's last day of school was yesterday. He left school crying - he'll miss his friends. He looked all night at a picture his teacher took of the class. Now he says homeschool sucks and he doesn't want to do it next year. Sorry to hear that I told him - but too bad. You're already in for 3rd grade. He's not sure how he feels about it.

If you guys follow me on Twitter I post reading/spell/healing specials there whenever the mood strikes me. It works like the podcast specials do (almost). When I post a special, you have to email me the name & price of the special (which is all on Twitter) and I'll send you a Pay Pal invoice. The special is only good to buy until I post the next special. Like the podcast, you still have 6 months to use the special.

With the podcast, I have a new section called "Ponder This". I give a quote of the week and somewhat discuss it. Then I ask the listeners to send me their thoughts on that quote. Out of the emails received for that particular week/quote, I will pick someone to get a free 15 phone or chat reading.

The Mini Cooper is going this week or at the latest next weekend. I'm downsizing - she has gotten way too expensive for my beer budget.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Citrine Wealth Tree And I'm Tired

The Citrine Wealth Tree that I talked about in the latest podcast (and in the Numerscope) has had over 1200 downloads already. An average for the podcast is 400 downloads and that's after it's been up for a week. This one has only been posted for 2 days! The last one that took off like wildfire was the past life regression about Vincent. What else did well? Oh - Life Lemonade. Anyways - I find it interesting.

Did some work on BT. I can't do a lot of work on it at a time because of how low it brings me. Not the story itself - but the research that I do. Well - the story does bring me down to a point because bad things happen to good people.

I did do some work on OBE - but not the book. More like editing past audio with me chatting about OBE. I'll never make a career out of editing audio - that's for sure. I'm trying to make a demo MP3. I'd like to speak at conferences about OBE sex.

Will write more when I have a chance -- this week has been so busy that's it's passing by in a blur.

Happy Passover!

Happy International Day of the Romany!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is It Keith or Kevin?

I hope I can remember most of my dream visit last night. I was with two other people in a car - a guy, girl and myself. We parked outside of a two story office building. The guy got out and mentioned that the empty store/office in front of us had bullet proof glass. I called him either Keith or Kevin - and said that he should rent the place and be a private investigator. Even though it was never said - I knew he was an ex police officer. He saw the woman who owned the building and went after her. I turned to the other girl in the car and mention that she could turn this into a sandwich shop. She mentioned something about what a sandwich shop is called in Brazil. I wish I could remember what she called it - I know it started with a "C". The shop we were at was a place where Kevin/Keith's friend had a business that went belly up.

Next thing I know - we're in a park. I find out that Kevin/Keith is Polish. He wanted to take me to a lake that is on church property. The lake was called Fast Lake. Keith/Kevin was about 6'2" broad shoulder - strong arms. His hair was short, blondish and in tight natural curls. He had on a yellow t-shirt and blue jeans. We got a long like we've known each other forever. I told him that he was not like anyone else I had ever met. He smiled and said - neither are you. There's a connection with his family and Birkenau. I don't know what - but there was something. There was also a mention about he and I meeting once I finished with BT. Not a clue on this dream - but I did wake up in a good mood.

Right before that dream, myself and a guy (have no idea who) were having a tour through this very elaborate house. A pool room was enormous - it was stupid big with a waterfall and all - which took us to the changing room - complete with private hot tub and sauna. Through the back changing room door was entrance to a private court yard. The previous owners lost all of their money and the house was foreclosed upon. It had something like 14 bedrooms, 25 bathrooms - 3 kitchens -- it was just HUGE! I have no idea why I was being shown around a massive place like that. Far too big for me!

My mom's cat Ben died today. He was a great cat - a mancoon. Ben was a stray that my mom came upon who had just been hit by a car and left for dead. That was 7 years ago. He lived to be 12. He cheated death many times - just like my Indy.

Working on a scene for BT. It's coming along well. Structured some OBE stuff. Nothing major - but I did do something with it:)

I did remember to post the podcast to iTunes today:)

I cannot believe that we're supposed to get 3 inches of snow tonight. I thought spring had sprung?

As I said today on the podcast - my heart goes out to those in Italy who were affected by today's earthquake. Tons of energy sent their way!

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Another Day.....

....more stuff done. More work on BT. Did more research - which for me is very important. I have to be able to map out the Gypsy Family Camp (BIIe) and the surrounding area. It's amazing how many sectors were part of Birkenau (Auschwitz II). As part of my research, I watched the film called "The Grey Zone" - about Dr. Miklos Nyiszli, the Sonderkomandos (worked the crematoriums) and the revolt on Oct 7 1944. Not a bad movie - I cried though like I do with all Holocaust films.

I also rearranged a few scenes and am getting it where I can just write.

Technically no OBE work - although I did do some sex coaching.

In the aftermath of last week - I realized today that I never posted last Monday's "Ask Allie" to iTunes. Duh! So I did it today.

We're supposed to get a snow storm this week - there's something really wrong about that.

Also in all the hustle and bustle in March - I forgot to acknowledge the anniversary of "Allie's Two Cents" - this blog has been online since March 2005:) It's nice to know that after all this time people still find it helpful as they journey on their spiritual quest. I started the blog to talk about Bill, Ted and our soul connection. Pretty cool how it grew from that.

On another note - I did some much-needed cleaning today along with a butt load of laundry. Tomorrow I take my son to see the sensory therapist here in Wooster. Still having to listen to
"What About Now". I hope I get the message soon. The message from "Under The Tuscan Sun" was Italy. I figured that out by picking something for my son and I to watch - and it was "Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade". I was 1/2 way through it - and it dawned on my, Italy. I haven't had the urge to watch either movie since. Now why Italy? That I have no clue - yet.

One nice thing about me having to check in is that I write here daily:) Now if I could only write once a week in the OBE blog!

BTW -- love hearing what people are doing or not doing on their "To-Do" list.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Dreams And Changes!

Grab a drink and maybe a snack -- this one is long...

Wow - change is in the air - can you feel it? I know can! I have been a busy person for the last several weeks -- I think that this is the longest I've ever gone without posting. Sorry about that! I'll try to do better but I can't promise anything:)

For those of you born in the 60's or early 70's - can you feel the Saturn Uranus Opposition just kicking your tush? The tug away between structure and breaking free is especially intense for those in their late 30's and 40's. The dates of the tug a war are: Nov 4, 2008 - Feb 5, 2009 - Sept 15, 2009 - Apr 26, 2010 and July 26, 2010. With each occurrence pushing us closer to following our soul's path. This isn't much of a choice here - things will happen around you to push you. I talked about this in Monday's podcast --- no wonder I can't sleep:) Falling asleep isn't the problem - the constant dreams are starting to be.

Even when I ask for a break - I'm not getting it. This always means some major is coming up. My dreams - what I can remember of them (I'm honestly trying to forget so I can sleep which I think is making it worse) have either Bill, Ted or my son in them. Every night all 3 show up - normally in different dream visits - although Bill and Ted do show up occasionally. The last couple of days ex #2 has been showing back up. I think that I'm being pulled in his dreams. They all involve me and him getting back together - but not as a married couple. This last one he moves back into the house- but that's only because he has no where else to go. I move my office into my room so he can have the office. I remember this really ill feeling I had in my stomach at the thought of him living here. I woke myself up. Ex #1 showed up last week several times. The dream visits with him would dip into the romantic/sexual aspect. After the last dream visit last week - I put up my protection so that he would not get back in. I told my guides in no uncertain terms that I wasn't heading back into ex #2 dreams either. I have no idea why either one of them would be bothering me now. Maybe they drank out of the same water source?

Bill has been everywhere I looked. No matter what I've been doing - he pops into my mind. Or I see a picture that reminds me of him. With Bill, I can feel him figuring things out between us. In past dreams he has said that he got it - the connection - but that over thinking mind of his is still trying to put every piece in its place. Plus his soul and his guides are trying to send him down the correct path without him thinking it to death. On top of all this his emotions are all over the board. He's very sensitive. I feel sorry for anyone who pisses him off right now.

I have some good news to tell you in 2 weeks. But I can't tell you till then :):)

In other news -- I'm going back to college. I know - what a shocker? But it's true. When I left in 1996 I was finishing my junior year in Bus Admin. Going back I may be a senior to start - but now my major is Psychology. After graduation - Masters in Marriage & Family Counseling -- and if that much schooling hasn't killed me - Doctorate in Sexual Health. Yes - I'm going to be a sex therapist. That clicked in last week. Since then - things have been going much better. Not fabo - but better. Told me ex #2 - he laughed at me - ass hole. But that's ok - it'll just push me harder to prove him wrong. So during the day I'll home school my son - at night - college. Somewhere in there I'll fit in homework, housework and oh yeah - work. I opted out of the traditional foreign langue requirement and am instead taking Sign Language. The hearing impaired have sexual and marriage problems too - I bet it can get frustrating to go to a hearing person's therapy.

My son thought it was great that I'm going back to school. He is going to love to see his mom do homework:) I'll be back up at The University of Akron. My son did have a mini cow and worry that I wouldn't be writing scripts any longer. I told him - never you fear - I have to write like you have to play with your Hot Wheels. He liked that idea. Besides - just got a new idea for a TV show I have to write:) But 1st I have to finish a couple of other rewrites.

This is the 3rd day in a row that I've forced myself to go on Keen:) I figure if I keep forcing, it'll be a habit. If anyone wants some free minutes - email me.

I have this wonderful stone spirit called Wulfenite. It's not as flashy as the rest of my stones, so it normally doesn't get a lot of attention (since I overlook it). But lately it's been calling out. What this stone promotes is the acceptance of the existence of the negative aspects that exist in this crazy -mixed-up world in order to allow one to recognize issues and not allow roadblock to stop or slow down progress. It also helps on to continue on in spite of potential limitations. And yes - it came to my attention last week. So it's no surprise that I'm going back to school. This little gem also allows one to transition between the physical plane to the psychic and astral planes with a quickness. It's been wanting to go with me into my bedroom - but I don't sleep as it is. I'm afraid to see how much dreaming I'll do with it. But I may try -- just to see. In fact, I just went and put in my bedroom.

What else can this puppy do? It can help to bring forth the knowledge and skills needed for white magic. It promotes contact with the spiritual world in the form one manifests; to allow the attunement to those of ancient civilizations (in my case - Atlantis), to those of the near distant past or those of future worlds. It makes a strong connection and attunement to higher dimensions. It also stimulates a bonding between souls who are in the Earth plane and have agreed to meet again during this life time (hear me Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent)?

My guides also had me change my 3 stone pendant. Now it has Herkimer Diamond, Tektite and Moldavite. Now with the HD - I have 2 HD that were joined at one time. A larger one and then a smaller one that attached to the side. The larger one is for Bill - the smaller one is mine. Instead of putting the one that is mine in the pendant - my guides told me to put Bill's in. The HD has a ton of helpful properties. But the jest of it is: helps one to begin again in this lifetime,,, assists one in clearing the body-mind system of unconscious fears and repressions, allowing for total relaxation and expansion of the life energy. .. known as a stone of attunement.... stimulates clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities...it also facilitates and strengthens telepathic connections. What else is nice about this stone is that you can store information into this stone before you give it to another. Maybe I'm supposed to wear it now so that it stores my energy in it before I give it to Bill?

Tektite has a ton of helpful attributes as well. It's rather cool that it is from outer space:) It is said to a charm of great power, as well as bring wealth and fertility to it's owner. It provides one with encouragement to gather knowledge. It helps to sweep away any lasting impressions of undesirable experiences and holds onto lasting impressions of desirable experiences. Tektite balances the feminine and masculine properties of ones character. It also acts to strengthen ones energy field and to provide for increased contact during daily activities. It accelerates thought transmissions within the physical realm and between the physical realm and the location of origination of the stone. Using tektite can also draw one to another, or another to one, due to information provided during transmissions, or due to an attraction which is recognized by others who have the same transmission frequencies aligned in the ethereal body (me, Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent again).

Now Moldavite is a form of tektite as it is also from space. But this is considered a "gem quality" stone of ET origin. This is a powerful stone - one full of energy and purpose. It stimulates cooperation with those of ET's origin with those on Earth. It carries one beyond the physcial reality to a home that has long been forgotten - absent from the conscious mind - as it provides the visions of eternality and the energy to translate the visions into reality. It facilities strong, clear, and direct interdimensional interconnected-mess between ones consciousness and the higher planes of light. It expands the scope of vibrational energy/dimensions which one can approach, while allowing an easier path to those dimensions one has already been to. One will see more clearly and will see with an expansion of vision. it works well with the third-eye, throat charka and the crown chakra.

I have no idea what my guides have planned for me with this stone combination. But my intuition is telling me it's about connecting with Bill in the physical realm. He was the key that unlocked all of this - the dreams, soul mates, OBE, soul clusters - the whole kit and caboodle. He's the reason I started this blog. To be able to sit down and talk to him about everything would be a dream come true. I don't want anything from him but a nice long conversation. I'm just dying to compare notes:)

My mother almost died the other day - or should I say she should of died. But my grams had her back. She was traveling along 77 in Akron - during a busy time - when the SUV in front of her hit something - it flew into the air and scooped up under her car. She smelled something burning and was able to pull over to the right (this is a section of the highway where the on/off ramps are too short and normally cars are on it moving at a high speed). She tried to go somewhere - but the smell of tire rubber was too great. An hour later a tow truck picked up the car. Fast forward - the mechanic calls her in (my sister takes her to the garage)...he shows her what went under her car - a tire wedge that truckers use behind their wheels when they are pulled over or stopped for the night. It flew under her car and wedged itself in-between my mom's front driver's side tired and the tire well. What SHOULD of happened is the car would of stopped immediately (when she was going 65), flipped up in the air and rolled a few times. This would have caused the heavy traffic behind her to slam into her - causing more death and injury. It costs her $12.50 to get her car fixed. It wasn't her time to die. For that I am very grateful.

I think I MAY have figured out what type if disorder effects my son. It's called Sensory Integration Disorder (http://www.spdfoundation.net/).

"SPD can affect people in only one sense–for example, just touch or just sight or just movement–or in multiple senses. One person with SPD may over-respond to sensation and find clothing, physical contact, light, sound, food, or other sensory input to be unbearable. Another might under-respond and show little or no reaction to stimulation, even pain or extreme hot and cold. In children whose sensory processing of messages from the muscles and joints is impaired, posture and motor skills can be affected. These are the "floppy babies" who worry new parents and the kids who get called "klutz" and "spaz" on the playground. Still other children exhibit an appetite for sensation that is in perpetual overdrive. These kids often are misdiagnosed - and inappropriately medicated - for ADHD.

SPD is most commonly diagnosed in children, but people who reach adulthood without treatment also experience symptoms and continue to be affected by their inability to accurately and appropriately interpret sensory messages.

These "sensational adults" may have difficulty performing routines and activities involved in work, close relationships, and recreation. Because adults with SPD have struggled for most of their lives, they may also experience depression, underachievement, social isolation, and/or other secondary effects.

Sadly, misdiagnosis is common because many health care professionals are not trained to recognize sensory issues. The SPD Foundation is dedicated to researching these issues, educating the public and professionals about their symptoms and treatment, and advocating for those who live with Sensory Processing Disorder and sensory challenges associated with other conditions."

My kid is in overdirve 24/7 and has been misdiagnosised with ADHD. But - of course - I cannot find anyone in my area who I can take him to. The place in Stow Ohio doesn't exist any more and all other places are 1 1/2 hrs. + away. So I don't know what in the heck I'm going to do - but I have to do something.

I found this great place called: Day Spa For The Mind. From their site:
"Day Spa for the Mind is an online space where you can relax, unwind, and clear your mind to make room for positive change in your life. We all have busy lives and the thought of meditation or personal development, even though we all know the benefits, can seem all too daunting.

Day Spa for the Mind combines meditation techniques, hypnotherapy and guided visualization to help relieve stress, create deep relaxation and focus your mind towards attracting wealth, love, creativity, motivation, and inner peace."

I opened an account. Thus far I really like it. Try out their 10 min sample and see for yourself.

I'm sure I have typos in this entry - I'm tired. If you want, point them out, just don't be too rude about it please:)

For those of you that I owe email to - I know I do. I'm doing the best I can. I'm hoping to be caught up by the time I hit 42.

What else is happening -- I know there's more - but right now I'm brain dead so I think I'll stop and get some shut-eye.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, The Meadow And Dream Time!

Grab a drink and get situated -- this one's kinda long....

This week just has not gone as planned - same as last week. Hell - the whole month of February has been a huge problem not only for me, but for my poor son. He now has the flu - the nasty flu with the high fever, body aches, headache, nausea...I am just praying to anyone who will listen in the universe for me not to get this. I'm trying to push through with the bronchitis I think I have - thank you very much. I don't need anything else.

But what I've been doing with my congestion and nasal snafu is sending white ball of energy to help speed up the healing process. For my lungs I imagine a nice big ball of white light going into my lungs, through the back, and back in again out the front. I do the same with my throat and my sinuses. Anytime I do this, I feel much better afterwards. So I'm trying to send the light through several times a day.

I don't quite get 2009 yet - what it has in store for me. It hasn't gone as I thought it would. Thus far all scripts and what not have been turned down. I'm about as creative as a barn door - which isn't very helpful in the rewrite process. Readings aren't there - readings on Keen & Live Person haven't been going very well - the people I do help (not very many) that don't know me or how I work - give me bad marks. Those that have used me before for a reading (not just an email exchange) - I've been fine with - they know how I work. The one thing that has worked - I guess - is the Wake Up Your Orgasm podcast. My Ask Allie podcast gets about 500 - 600 faithful listeners a week. The WUYO podcast gets about 3000 - 5000 a week. I know - how crazy is that? It's normally in iTunes "Top Audio Podcasts" for sexuality.

I did ask my guides to show me what direction I should be heading into -- and it looks like sex advice is it. Although they are telling me not to give up on my scripts either - that I have to keep pushing that right along with my OBE book and the WUYO podcast. But since I know I can't concentrate on two things at once - I have to pick - book or script rewrite. They pull on me the same.

Which brings me to a radio show. I want to do one radio show, once a week to start with. Now since sex seems to have caught on - do I have it be a sex advice themed show? Or since the majority of people I know work in the metaphysical/healing fields - should it be more like Ask Allie? Or - should I mash them both and do a "Allie Theiss" show that encompasses all of it. But I think that would be too wide spread - don't you think? I like the being a sex psychic and I like promoting that part. It's easier , I think, to bring the psychic part into the sex than it is to bring the sex into the psychic part. Does that make sense? I know it'll be clearer the closer I get to actually doing this. But I should would appreciate some clear cut answers every now and again. Answers that are extremely obvious and leave to room for interpretation.

All of the visions I have of me giving workshops in a large arena deal with the Wake Up Your Orgasm theme. So again, I suppose, that's another sign. I can see the whole thing - a large gathering with me giving a WUYO talk 3x over a course of 3 days. Then there are smaller workshops that people can sign up for and get the know on different kind of fetishes, toys and of course OBE sex. There are also a host of vendors there to sell their fetish products, clothes and toys. Wow - I just got all of that. Pretty cool.

I keep getting a push to go back to the meadow. For those of you who don't know what the meadow is - it's a place that Bill, Ted and I used to meet quite a bit several years ago. Then the woman who actually owns the meadow in the physical world - we had a major falling out - and we've only been back once since then. I'm getting really bothered by it right now. Oh hell - I'm going to grab my healing want and see what happens - hold on.

Okay - first of all when I grabbed my healing wand and closed my eyes - it felt so strange in my hands, like is was bendable - like one of those bendy kid straws you see. As I was at the meadow - it felt like I was bending it, reshaping it, but when I was done at the meadow it was feeling very solid again.

Now at the meadow I was greeted by both Bill and Ted. They looked pretty good - run down, tired, but overall good. The meadow was lush, green and full of vibrant energy - like it had once been. Several hundred feet away I spied a woman. I knew immediately that she was the woman I/we had the falling out with - the one who owns the meadow. I didn't want to go anywhere near her. But then Jesus showed up (this seems to be a favorite place of his as well) and told me that I have to walk over and see her. We need each other right now - I/we need the meadow to move forward in our lives and she needs us in the meadow so that she can move forward with her life.

I told Bill and Ted to stay put and I walked across the grass - felt very velvet like on my bare feet. I was close to her and I just stared at her. She held out her hand, but I didn't take it. She repeated what Jesus had already said - we need to make peace in order to move forward. I shook her hand - but I told her to stay away from us. She nodded in agreement - and she was gone.

I went back to Bill and Ted and let them know that we should be able to come here again without any problems. The large oak tree that Bill and I used to travel up in to reach the heavens had a white glow up top. I could also hear some angelic calling. I looked at the guys and said that they want to talk with us. Now Ted had never been up there with Bill and I. And he didn't want to go. He said he wasn't ready - such a look of fear in his eyes. I told him that if he wasn't ready he wouldn't be here. He didn't care - he said he'd do this later. With that he disappeared.

I looked at Bill and asked if we really needed to go up? I could feel the tug so I knew it was important - but like Ted I just didn't feel like it right now. Bill said no - it can wait until tomorrow. We laid down under the oak tree, I wrapped myself around Bill, he put his arms around me. I said that I missed these visits - he agreed - he did too. I mentioned that the powers that be will snag us in our dreams. He laughed and said - of course they will. And with that the connection was broken.

What does this all mean? Specially I don't have a clue. But I'm sure it has to deal with the increased time I have been spending in Atlantis during my dream time...

Each time I have visited Atlantis over the last week, I have been clothed in a very deep purple or violet flowing robe or maybe it's a dress. But it's very light feeling, like I have no clothes on. Bare feet with nothing on underneath this dress. There is a gold belt or sash around the middle. My hair is up - I have no jewelry on. But I do notice a star tattoo/birthmark inside my left wrist. The star is a light red/purple in color - too light to be a tattoo I think. Maybe times I go from person to person, giving them some sort of clear liquid from a crystal vial. They open their mouths and I pop a few drops in. It's like their daily wellness drops. Then I'm at a clinic of sorts. When people come in, they put their palms on a crystal scanner - after they are scanned, they are allowed into the next section of the clinic for treatment. I'm told that this security was put in because people from other sects were trying to sneak in and have us heal them. Seems that the other sects already began to fall to the dark side ( I feel like I'm in Star Wars) and our sect was one of the few remaining that was all light.

Last night though - it was interesting when I walked deep into a cave. There were no lights in the cave, but I made my way without missing a step. I emerged into this large cavern that was aglow with thousands of crystals (although this was not the Crystal Cavern I've talked about before). In here, were dozens of people from not only our sect, but many others, engaged in an orgy. But it wasn't an orgy like you would think about now a days - it didn't have that negative aura surrounding it. During the time of Atlantis, love was given and received freely - pleasuring one another in a group setting was the way we spread the love (so to speak). I kept hearing that we were vessels of love. That having a physical body to make love to was a new experience for a handful of us who were born just as energy - myself included. When we came to Atlantis through the portal - that is when we received a physical body. Although the pleasure derived from merging energy with energy was greater - the physical aspect of connecting proved to be not only interesting but fun. I could feel though that this form of sexual expression would frustrate me at times as I always wanted to strive for that orgasmic punch I had when I was pure energy.

Anyways -- more on the Atlantis orgy at Out of Body Ecstasy.

It just dawned on me - -just now. Why I'm here - one of the main reasons. Oh hell - sometimes I am just so slow. The more times souls spend in the physical body - the less they remember what it felt like to love outside the physical body. That is what I'm here to do (in part) is to have people reconnect with love & sex outside the physical body - to help them get in touch with who they truly are - their soul - and not that physical body they're in. For the most part, very few people can remember the orgasmic qualities to being pure energy and having sex. Hence - here I am. To help people with their sex lives by using their energy bodies. Also to get sex out of the closet. It's not a dirty thing - it's a wonderful, necessary process for our souls. I guess this just answered my radio show question - didn't it?

Can you believe it's been a year since I met Will? God how time flies. What I wouldn't do to meet him again. How I wish he would've called like he said he would. I wonder what part of me scared him? Was it that I knew him in a different light than everyone else did? Maybe he was worried that by knowing me he'd mess up his current relationship? He could be fearful of change? Whatever it was - I only wish that he showed the same faith that I did when I hopped on that plane to see him with my son. Just a little bit of faith - that's all. Which makes me wonder how Vincent will act. And even if I want to risk being rejected by him.

Today starts the Telepathic Connection e-class. If you haven't signed up yet, you still have time to do so!

BTW..I'm still not HOT yet with the Start Up Nation's Mom Contest <--- Keep voting please!

Kirk - email me - I can't find your email address anywhere.

I need to know from the people who read this blog if any of you would be interested in being a moderator for a GA board I'm starting. I need someone for magic/spells and another one for OBE (astral travel, not sex), dreams and telepathic connections. If anyone is interested - email me . I can't pay you, but it will be exposure for yourself and if you have a business.

I know that there's more to tell you - but right now I haven't got a clue to what it is:) Besides - I think that this is long enough!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Ego, Lessons And Ted!

Today the snow was falling - falling - falling down in Wooster. If I looked at the sky, 1/2 is dark and the other 1/2 light. Reminded me of the battle of good vs. evil. Since I am in Amish Hell - the sun faded from view and the sky was a drappy gray - yuck. Just before the sun set it broke through the clouds for 20 min of sunshine. We really could use more sun around here - seriously.

So on today's podcast I talked about how the ego is our enemy. I really believe that. Our egos hold us back, frustrated us, give us impressions of others or ourselves that are not in line with reality - egos make us less than what we are meant to me. I think that sucks. The whole ego thing was a lesson of mine. I don't think I've learned my lesson completely - but at least the light bulb turned on so that I can make improvements in myself. I get why I've been treading water for so long. I got the responsibility lesson a couple of years ago when I got divorced. Next I'll be heading into the patience lesson (even more so than I have been). Why? Because I'm going to homeschool my son next year.

His current school just is not for him. It's like fitting a square peg into a round hole - no matter how much you try - it isn't going to work. I see him suffer because of it - he's just a different kind of kid - he can't help it. The labels he has for being weird, strange and different doesn't help him. All he wants is friends and to do so he gravitates towards the kids who are different - but in a bad way (meaning they get in a lot of trouble being bad) and this in turn gets him in trouble and the cycle continues. My ex and I talked about it - I told him for as long as we're in Ohio, he's going to have to help. Science and math were always the ex's strong suits - so I suggested he be our son's "coach" (which is what the school calls the adult since there are online teachers) in those subjects. He agreed. But we'll see what happens come the school year.

Stress will come from keeping the kid and the dog apart since all they like to do is aggravate one another. Somehow, of course, I will have to work. I mulled over getting up at 4:00 am - working on Keen till 8:00 am and then do school. But I know there is no way in hell I'm getting up at 4 am. So I'll have to keep thinking.

Ted made a very nice comeback over the weekend. I wrote about it in the OBE blog. I was actually very supposed to see him since Will and Vincent were the ones that kept popping up in my energy. Will - it feels to me - is coming to a turning point in his life and he's not sure which way to turn. His current and long-time relationship feels very shaky. But by being together so long - is it love that keeps things together? Or the "being used to" the partner? My money is on the "used to". Vincent - poor guy is just so confused. He has no clue on where to turn or what to do. His life is such a "pineapple upside down cake" right now that he's frozen from making any important decisions. And Ted -- he is crashing hard. A big crash. I am hoping that he has hit the bottom without 1) landing in the hospital 2) going to rehab. A divorce has to be soon -- even if she is trying like hell to get pregnant.

Trouble (the cat) was running after air today - I'm going to assume it was Indy coming back to say hi. Ever since he died Trouble has been glued to poor Brodie who tries to convince Trouble that he is not a dog - but a cat.

Off to bed...have a good night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Inner Dialogue, Writing And A New Podcast Idea!

I'm behind on email - not just a little - but a lot. If you've put in an order - I already have it and it's scheduled. I'll email you soon to let you know when to expect it. If you've had a reading and asked some follow up questions - I'll probably get to them this weekend.

I have to hunker down tonight and this weekend to get draft 2 done of my script. I'm on a tight deadline so there's no dilly dallying:)

Found out today that my son won't see any needles for his MRI/MRA. Thankfully they will 1st give him someone to drink to relax him, then place a mask over his face. I'll be back there with him. I'm focused in on him having a clean scan and that the spot on his other MRI was due to his wiggly ways. The kid love the show NORTHERN EXPOSURE now. Remember that show? I grabbed season 3 from my labara - and he just loves it. We call it the "moose" show.

And I'm watching 24 - Season 6. I saw Season 1 as well. I've missed 2 - 5. Can someone tell me what happened to David Palmer? Did he get assassinated? And how did his brother become President? Oh - and whatever happened to David Palmer's wife? What else? Oh - who is this Chloe (I think I spelled it right) chick? She's annoying.

I've been thinking about adding another show to Gypsy Advice. My thought was to call it "The Psychic Roundtable". This would be something on BlogTalk where people can call in. I thought it could be a discussion of whatever the metaphysical topic of the week was on my "Ask Allie" podcast. People would call in and I would have as many people on the line as I could. I've also thought about grabbing a few other psychic's - readers and have them on too. Say for instance there's me and two other psychics. We'd pick a topic and all talk about it from our points of view. Lord knows I know enough psychics/readers/healers, but to find a few who would do it -- and I could alternate them. Allie (not me, another one) would be good for this. Hummmm.....any ways - giving both ideas a thought.

Mercury goes direct tomorrow at 23:11 - yay! That's 11:11 pm ET for those of you who do not know military time.

In dealing with my son, I've payed more attention to my inner dialogue than I had before. Usually I try to be postive about love or even career. But I forgot to be positive about everything else. So my guides led me to this as a reminder:

Adapted from The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire by Deepak Chopra (Harmony Books 2003).

Inner dialogue is one of our most basic characteristics. When we meet new people and situations, a little voice inside our head is constantly assessing this and evaluating that. Useful though it is, this little voice would have you believe that you and it are one and the same, that its goals are your goals.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: The two best ways to overcome being overruled by this little voice are to meditate and to consciously practice positive inner dialogue. Positive inner dialogue helps move us in the right direction, fosters synchronicity, and promotes spiritual development. With positive internal dialogue, we can create self-power.

When we find ourselves looking at the world and saying "There's nothing out there for me," we should probably also look into our hearts and ask, "If there's nothing out there, is there anything in here?" We need to examine our inner dialogue to discover where we might be blocking the conscious energy flow, then remove the ego, step out of the way, and let the fire of the soul shine through us.

The spirit is reflected in impeccable speech and behavior, refraining from anything that could potentially be considered hurtful. The spirit is reflected in confidence, happiness, good humor, fearlessness kindness and thoughtfulness. The quality of your inner dialogue is instantly obvious to other people.

Practice for Positive Inner Dialogue
Imagine that you are centered and totally at peace.
Imagine that you are looking at the world with knowingness and peace.
Imagine that all beings are your equal.
Imagine that you are not affected by flattery or criticism.
Imagine that you are focused on the journey, not the destination.
Imagine that in your presence all hostility is overcome by a profound peace.
Imagine that you're detached from the outcome.
Imagine that a deeply profound ocean of calm exists in you that is not affected by any turbulence.
Imagine that love radiates from you like light from a bonfire.
Imagine that you are in love with everything and everybody. Imagine that you are intoxicated with love.
Imagine that the right answer comes to you spontaneously whenever you are confronted by any question.
Imagine that you know exactly what to do in every situation.


Because of the above and the fact that my guides led me there - I'm trying my best to transform every inch of my inner dialogue. When was the last time you paid close attention to your inner dialogue?

Can I just say that Sawyer is still incredibly hot on LOST? Whew! I like Desmond too:)

And on that note - it's time to make dinner!

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crap What A Week!

What a #$^&* up week! Nothing went as planned. I'll get ya'll up to speed either tonight or over the weekend. In the meantime:

Ask Allie Podcast (finally done): http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html you can't download this or any podcast (for some unknown reason - Hipc ast and iTunes are blaming each other) from iTunes. You'll have to listen on the site or download the MP3 file and listen.

Wake Up Your Orgasm:
http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/2009/01/09/wuyo-sex-q-a-pineapples-rock-chick/ will be up on iTunes soon - they're reviewing it.

And in 10 min I'll be here: www.Blogtalkradio.com/wingsofloveshow until 3:00 pm EST - call in:)

Oh - there's a new guy on the block - Chris. He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill. Fun....

Will catch you up soon...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

ps: where in the hell are my archives? My recent posts? UGH!!

Holiday Catch Up Time!

(Just an FYI - I've been trying to get this to post since Sat. late morning)

Happy New Year! Sure - I'm a few days late - but I mean it just the same:) I hope that 2009 brings all of you what you need.

I honestly have no idea where to start - even at the beginning doesn't sound right. Silly huh? So here's a quick run down....

These past two weeks have been so busy - so silly busy - it's unreal. First, as you know, my son is home from school. His dad - being the "whatever" that he is, has decided to be MIA. So with the exception of Christmas Eve - he hasn't stopped by to get his son when he was supposed to - nor has he called him. The SOB is alive and well. He's just being - well...him. Needless to say, my little guy has been very disappointed, which in turn makes my life more difficult. The plans I had for myself all had to be canceled. Which of course is disappointing - but my disappointment doesn't come close to my son's - so I try to keep things in perspective. I've also been lying and making up excuses to my son - so that he won't think his dad has forgotten about him - as he did. That man is going to regret being such an ass when his son lives 2000 miles away instead of 5 min. Yeah - that's what I said - 5 min. Grrrrr.....Of course he finally did email me after I sent the latest asking if he was stopping by - seems that he's been "sick" and can't see his kid this weekend. Yeah - whatever.

So my son has made things very interesting - and stressful - here at the Allie ranch. He and Brodie (the black lab) fight like they are little girls. The kid yells at the dog - the dog barks back at the kid and it goes on and on. I had to banish Brodie to the back room and my son to his room just for some peace and quiet. Overall - the last two weeks have been fine with my son - he's 8 - he acts like an 8 year old. The longer he doesn't see his dad, the more rambunctious he gets.

Iris has been here - as busy as can be. That woman. She has promised me that she's not about to leave my side again. I don't know if I should be happy or scared. She did say though that she's in the background - Andrew is still "in charge" at this point in time. Andrew was talking to me yesterday and my grandmother came up and kissed him. I'm like - not in front of the children!

Now that's it's Jan 3rd, only 18 days till LOST! God I can't stand it -- I have major Sawyer withdraw.

But Iris gave me an idea in the shower - it's about another podcast called Waking Up Your Orgasm: http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/ the site is FAR from complete. My hope is to have the podcast up and running by next Friday (and Friday's from that point on) the 9th. It'll be in the same simple format as Ask Allie - with Q & A sex questions, toy reviews, aphrodisiacs and so forth. Well, I don't know what the "so forth" is yet. Sexual positions and sexual energy I deal with in the OBE newsletter (when I have time to write it). Any ideas? I only want to keep it 30 min or less. I'm also going to do the listener appreciation by giving discounts on the OBE web site.

Dreams - man have they been wild. Ever since I Feng Shui my office (and found about a dozen or so tiny Herkimer Diamonds that I placed on my Faden Quartz next to my bed) they have really been eventful. Bill has been in many of the ones I remember. Two of the visits I've had to entered into his dreams as I remember just standing back watching him pour over books. He's at a round table (both times)...

Okay - I have to interrupt my story for just a moment -- this still has to do with dreams, but....

Earlier last week (can't remember which night) - I had a dream where I was sitting down on a couch, that was a step lower than the room it was in - a sunken couch. An African American man (in his lower 30's I guessed) walked in and it was just as two old friends who haven't seen each other in a while. We hugged, gave each other kisses on the cheek and sat back down on the couch. I was leaning on him, his arms wrapped around me - and he started to tell me how he's been able to write - that he's releasing a new cd. I told him that it was great, I was excited for him (he seemed really pleased with himself) - kissed him a few more times on the cheek. Then I woke up.

Now I had no idea who this person was - never saw him before in my waking life (had no idea if he was alive or not) - had no idea why I would meet up with him - but there has to be some sort of past life/karmic connection. I thought about it after I woke up - couldn't figure it out, so I filed it away. So today I'm thumbing through some online sites - just looking around - and there he was. I was floored. I must of sat there for 10 min just saying nothing. I did find a page for him on MySpace - I sent him a friend request - no idea if he'll say yes. But what the hell - right? Still no clue on the "why" of the dream visit. I'm sure some day I'll figure it out.

Now back to the other dreams and Bill -- so he was at a round table. Books all over the place - most of them open - he had bookmarks in several places in each book. He had a notepad - a journal - where he was writing everything down. I walked up to him and asked how it was going. He's all excited saying he found the portal to Atlantis - but he can't figure out how to get to the portal. Seems that you have to take tunnels and what have you in order to get there - and he can't figure out where the tunnels originate. I asked - isn't it in the bottom of a Mayan temple in Mexico? He stops and stares at me for a spilt second then says - I don't know, they haven't discovered the room yet and when they do, it'll look like an ordinary room. But this (and he points to the triangle inside of a circle) will be in that room. I looked at him again and said - Mexico, it's in Mexico. He replied - but Atlantis's portal isn't in Mexico. I said I know - it's in Belize. But we get to Belize through the Yucatan Peninsula. He stared - it seemed like forever. Then it looked like a light bulb went off because he yelled - now it makes sense and grabbed a book. I woke up. We went through this same scenario twice - and I woke up each time. So I have no clue what he showed me.

Another dream visit we were at my mom's house. My sister's were there along with my brother-in-law, nieces, my son and my mother. Bill was in the basement with my son - I was upstairs watching a large category 3 tornado come towards us. I kept yelling for everyone to stay in the basement - the tornado would spilt off into three smaller tornados, and then regroup into one. The color of the tornado was brown - but when they split apart, 2 of them were gray. I knew my son was safe because Bill had him. My brother in law wasn't listening to me and would not get down stairs. When it got close - he and I ran down. In the basement - I could hear my dog Brodie upstairs. Before I could run up to get him, I woke up.

Vincent has been around during my waking hours. I can feel him move with me. He reminds me of my own astral body guard:) There have been a few instances where the connection was tight and clear - I could see him smiling - laughing. It was nice to be able to feel him feel something other than unhappiness.

Will - he's always around too - but not as close as Vincent - Vincent won't let him. I had a flash visit of me, Bill, Ted and Vincent in a hotel room - chatting. I announced that I want Will here too. Panic spread on their faces and they all said no at once. I told them tough shit - if they want me here - then they'd better go get Will. LOL.

Samantha went back to the vet - her thyroid is still a little high - but all other worries are now gone:) That was so nice to hear. Even though she is not happy to get her pill 2x - she takes it. I'm happy to have my Ninja cat back!

My lower back still kinda hurts - and I noticed a fine crack in my son's tooth. I'm using a heating pad and he goes to the dentist on Tuesday.

I managed to get some medicine in Little Black Kitty's eye last week - only problem is that he hasn't been back since :(

For some reason I'm obsessing over Sex In The City. No idea why. I never watched it on HBO or the reruns - never went to see the movie. But all of a sudden I have to watch it. Very strange.

I got my spring seed catalogs in the mail today - whoo hoo! My kid eats apples like you wouldn't believe - so I'm getting 2 apple trees to put in. Of course I won't see any apples for a couple of years - but I'm still doing it! It goes along with my grapes, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries:) My way of thinking is if I plan it - it better feed me or bring me some luck. There's always that chance that we won't even be living here by even summer - but I do plan on keeping the house. After I win an Oscar I'll put the house up for sale on eBay - lol!

I know there's more going on - I just can't think what else right now.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, His Energy And Dream Visits!

Holy Toledo Batman!

That's how it felt this morning when Will has some kick ass breakthrough. I have no idea what happened or how it happened. But the energy surge that went through my body about took me to my knees. And his energy was/is not only strong - that baby is on fire. It was more of a WHAM than when Bill or Ted had any of their breakthroughs -- had I not known better I would have sworn it was me who had the wall come down - but I knew it wasn't. After I said a few cuss words to myself - I through out a few tarot cards to find out what happened: The Tower, Wheel Of Fortune, Lovers. Which for a long story short means the man got blindsided but something that shook his world all over the dang place but it opened up a window of opportunity. It's up to him whether to take it or not - but it's a choice that needs to be made and if he doesn't make it -- and/or choose the wrong answer (wrong meaning the wrong path that will not take him to his next destiny marker) than he'll have the chance again to make that choice. Each time that choice will be presented to him - it will be a harder choice to make -- as going in the correct direction will not be as easy as it is today.

So lets all pray that he makes the right choice now - sooner rather than later.

Last night I had a dream visit with a few of the readers from the Maria Shaw psychic fairs. Joanne was the one I remember the most -and I'm pretty sure Betty was there as well (both are just awesome people) - but we were looking at a class that someone was teaching -- it said Learn The ____ Tarot. The name I don't remember - but it started with an "O". And no - I don't think it was the orgasm tarot - lol:) But if so -- sign me up! Any ways -- I commented on how I could teach that class too -- and then mentioned teaching the OBE sex classes.

The readers and I were in a school. Next thing I know - I'm in a class room, with Will, in this same school. We had just started to date. He was shy, very loving, very kissy. We were taking a class - there were a lot of adults around - when he left, he gave me a kiss and said he had to run. He had on a white t-shirt and when he turned and walked out ahead of me, I could see a red haze around his lower back - reminded me of a coiled snake.

When I got into the hallway, it's packed with adults all walking to and from class. I look over and there's Will - but it's not Will. Same white t-shirt though. I asked - you're not Will. He smiled and said no I'm not. Who are you -- I asked? I'm Will's twin - Carl. This Carl was very loving - but very stern and matter of fact. He wanted to know about me. I told him that I owned my own home, paid my bills - I do not have any collection people after me. I'm not dating anyone - talked about my son. I have pets - 2 dogs and 4 cats. He tapped his lips with his index finger. I asked if that was good - the 4 cats. He said - oh yeah, that's good.

I told him that there is no way in the world that I'd ever hurt Will on purpose. He asked if I would die for Will and without hesitation I said - of course.

Then I woke up:)

At 1st I thought - Will does not have a twin. But then I remembered he's a Gemini -- so astrological wise, there are 2 of him - 2 half's. The red coil - my thought, because where it was located and the BAM from his energy I felt today, it could be his kundalini energy. It must of risen today -- or is getting dang close to doing so.

Taxes? Did you get them done? I'm finishing up mine tonight. I figured I owe - why hurry?

I did a good topic today on the podcast about Open Living -- which is the opposite of Closed Living -- being closed off from what we need - what we deserve. Since I have put into practice what I talked about - things have been working for me. For many months I had a hard time picking out what topics to cover in the podcast - but once I started ask my guides what I should cover -- it's been a piece of cake:)

17 days until NYC - but who's counting?

And speaking of counting - it'll be time to get my son before I know it. Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Overestimated Just A Bit...

The pain in my mouth that is....

I had every intention of doing the Ask Allie podcast today -- but I got my 1st fillings today and I honestly had no idea how much my damn mouth would hurt after the numbness wore off. Plus it doesn't help that I have a canker sore on my tongue (it's huge - the sore not the tongue - LOL) and where my tongue connects to my throat.

So my mouth is killing me and I can finally speak complete sentences. But I'm damn tired and have a killer headache - so I'm going to bed. I can't seem to get to bed early to save my life -- even like today when I'm dragging....

A few weeks ago I set out to see if I could get a copy of Bill's divorce papers. I searched around for the information I need to submit my request, paid the fine and waited.

Well today it arrived. I read through the papers and got to the end where it's signed. He signed it Sept 4, 1997.

When did I get the papers? Sept 4, 2007.

I read the papers 10 years after he signed them to the day.

What were the odds? There are no odds and for me this was just yet another sign that it's time.

Soul Mates for eternity -- no matter how I look at it - I can't help but love that tid bit.

I'm off to bed:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Icky Bathrooms, Dreams, And More!

I should be in bed -- it's 11:15 pm and I'm dog tired. Why does spending time with family members get draining? Even when you like being around them? Go figure.

I had a "no shit" moment hit me yesterday and I didn't have time to tell you about it. Remember all of the dirty, disgusting bathroom dreams I had been having when the toilets were so damn gross - filled with poop and lord knows what else?? And the time I spend in hotel rooms or in resorts - on planes, in cars? Since me and the ex split -- not one dream like the for mentioned. Not a one.

Before my computer blew up I did have a dream with a bathroom in it, although it was rather messy - it wasn't anything I couldn't do my business in. So get rid of the life-draining energy in my house and what do you know -- no more of those dreams. I find that amazing! I guess when the dreams were saying I had shit all over....

Knock on wood I'll be able to get my podcast done! Fingers crossed as tomorrow looks horrible activity wise.

Bill and Ted - wow they are so on my mind. I try not to think about them a lot as I have to much work to do. But I can't help myself. Bill is right there....

And he is right now....

...To which I'm going to head to bed and hopefully snag a visit!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crystal Skulls, Atlantis And A Live Show!

My day started off good this morning -- and then I ran across my ex husband's NEW Myspace page. I cannot believe the things he said about me. He has trashed me up one side and down the next. I have not trashed him at all - in public or private - regardless of all the things he has done to me. Yes, I know -- I have more class and I'm a better person than he is. But it still hurts to read the things that he wrote. He makes me sound like I'm a lazy - no good psycho. Yes, I know that I'm not one - but it still stings. I have been very nice, civil and courteous to the man - I have cut him a lot of slack. I will continue to be civil for our son - but everything else if off the table. Of course maybe this will give me thicker skin where my personal life is concerned. Professionally I'm good. But maybe the Universe is trying to get my personal fortitude up? I'm going to bet that the universe is going to put me in a position where I have to have thick skin personally.

Why do lessons have to hurt? I would really like a fun lesson now:)

I am so tempted to post his Myspace page URL for you guys. But that would make me as low as him - wouldn't it? SIGH. Start climbing to the higher ground Allie - you can do it!

GRRRRRR......

Okay -- to something good and I think - interesting. Last night I was opening my gate more and in the midst of surrounding myself with white light, a crystal skull appeared - I couldn't see it, only feel it. It told me to place my hands on it - and I did. The skull was very warm to touch and very smooth. He said that he is my skull. I asked what's his name? Where can I find him? Why can't I see him? He told me that I'm not ready yet - to know who he is and how to find him. When that time has arrived, I will see him more clearly (heck, I just wanted to see him at all).

I looked down for some reason and realized that the skull was sitting on a raised triangle base and around me was a circle on the ground. The triangle inside the circle again! The white light around me was traveling at a high speed and I could feel the energy surging through my body. Mentally I could see a triangle in the center of my forehead open up. The white light exploded as it always does -- but instead of a doorway in front of me where I could see the guys and call out to them - they were all 4 already standing there. Bill approached me first, then Ted, Will and Matt. Bill and Ted each gave me a kiss, Will said, "I knew you could do it" and Matt commented, "This is an interesting ride."

It then flashed in front of me about the legend of the 13 skulls (Native American legend tells of 13 life-size crystal skulls said to contain crucial information about humankind's true purpose and destiny. The legend prophesied that at a time of great crisis for humanity, all of the crystal skulls would be rediscovered and brought together to reveal information vital to the very survival of the human race.) and where the skulls are located -- at various ancient observatories around the globe. When the 12 are brought together, the 13th will make itself known. Atlantis figures into this somehow. Either all 13 skulls bring Atlantis back or the 12 bring Atlantis back and the 13th is on Atlantis.

The skull did tell me that he is the 13th. I asked him is that why Bill, Ted and I were incarnated at the same time? He said yes -- he contains power that is too great for one human to handle -- that's why us 3 are here and why we will work together as a team -- he belongs to all three of us. He makes appearances to Bill and Ted in their dreams - buy they haven't caught on yet.

I'm doing my regular recorded podcast today. But on Thursday I'm going to try something new - a live broadcast where you can either call in or chat in a chat room. I have no idea how this will go -- and until I get it down I will probably screw it up:) You can either listen/join here: http://www.nowlive.com/member.asp?id=100223729 or go to the podcast blog here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast.htm or http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html.

For this live one I may go on the search for a co-host. And maybe even interview people. But let's see if I can get the technology down first - LOL!

Don't forget to join me tonight at The L Word on Second Life for the sex chat - Pillow Talk! It starts at 10:00 pm EST!

Time to head to the grocery store -- then I'll come back and do the podcast!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)