Tonight's Radio Show, My Lackluster Love Life And My Son!

You guys are a great bunch of readers. Thanks for all of the uplifting and comforting emails about my son, all of the stuff we're dealing with and Will. I'm too swamped to reply to everyone who has emailed me - but I've read all of the emails and they meant the world to me - so thank you.

Speaking of email - the back log is frightening.

His teacher called this morning - I was doing a reading and couldn't answer. She didn't leave a message, so whatever it was it's not earth shattering. A week 1/2 till NYC -- my son is so excited - I think more than me, although I'm dreaming about pizza and cheesecake, so I doubt it:) For my b-day I want to go to FAO Swartz. That's someplace I've wanted to visit since I was a kid. We'll show up either for storytime or for the piano players - whichever they have on a Friday. Then I think the Central Park Zoo would be fun since our hotel is along side the park. Sat is a good day to catch a museum and maybe the Empire State building. I'm not over planning anything - no buying tickets a head of time so we have to be somewhere. I'm going to see how the days unfold and take it from there.

I've thought more about the home school. And if the kid is still okay with it come July - I'll sign him up. My thought is that this will force me to be more organized and to learn more patience. Plus - I think that it will make me a more effective teacher for workshops. And for travel - I don't have to worry about taking him out of school since we'll take it with us.

I met an interesting fireman last night online. I met him 1st and then found out what he did for a living. My #1 fantasy turn on -- firemen. So -- needless to say I was pretty darn happy about that. Any ways - we were chatting and he asked what I did for a living. I hesitated for a split second and then said I was a writer. In the past when I've come right out and said I was a psychic & a writer - either the guy ran -- or he was intrigued. When they were intrigued, eventually they would find my web site -- and then my blogs. Then they would run...

So I'm hesitant to say much to this guy as of now. But this got me to thinking -- if I'm to have a meaningful relationship with anyone - it either has to be someone from the blogs or a man who doesn't freak because of what I write. And when I do find someone - and if he is not Will (remember, the man has free will here) - then what happens to what I write - even if he's okay by it? I don't know. Seems to me that to keep a guy longer than a few days, I have to keep this part hidden. But to keep any part of my authentic self hidden is against what I believe. So what do I do? I know - it'll all play out the way it's supposed to. But the whole scenario got me thinking -- if someone from this blog doesn't step up, then how long will I be single? A year? 5 years? 10 years? I remember several intuitive friends (Tracey, Sky and Gabriele) all saying that once I got divorced (they all said this back in 2006 & 2007) that I would be alone for a spell and then get married (not necessarily in the traditional sense) for the final time. But no one could say how long that alone time would be.

Humm... this just all got me to thinking. I'm not bothered by any of it - it was just food for thought last night as I was drifting off to sleep. I'm pretty comfortable in knowing that what is supposed to happen will happen -- so I just go about my daily routine.

Speaking of which - I will be on Blog Talk Radio tonight with Phil Harris: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pharris from 8:00 pm - 9:00 pm EST. I pray that my son lets me get through this with as little guff as possible.

Writing is going slow - but is is moving on this next draft of DREAMERS.

Off to get the kid!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Psychiconair.com And Just Because!

Just because I simply adore this woman and I AM pretty psyched about her show -- I thought I'd post the official press release:)

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE:

Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw Headlines CBS’s New Psychic Radio Network


Los Angeles, CA – April 8, 2008 - Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw is headlining CBS radio’s new Psychic Radio Network (www.psychiconair.com), a 24-hour online radio network with her live call-in show, The Maria Shaw Show.

This new worldwide CBS Radio-owned network will stream programming devoted to the burgeoning metaphysical and new age markets. The CBS-owned radio station WYCD out of Detroit, MI, is the home of the Psychic Radio Network. The network will be heard in all of CBS's 120 markets around the country, as well as being streamed worldwide through www.psychiconair.com and through all CBS Radio Streaming players including WYCD and www.WYCD.com.

The Maria Shaw Show airs daily from 9 am to noon and again from 9 pm to midnight EST. As the star of the Psychic Radio Network, Maria Shaw will allow listeners and fans to call-in and share their personal experiences with ghosts, intuition, karma and spirituality.

Maria Shaw is America’s top celebrity astrologer. Whether you’re a faithful reader of her popular horoscope column in the National Enquirer, tune into her radio talk show on CBS Radio in Detroit or catch her guest appearances on national television; she’s a voice in the metaphysical world that millions have come to know and trust. She has nine books to her credit, published in six languages including Soul Mates and Cell Mates and The Enchanted Soul. Maria has appeared on VH1, MTV, Fox News, The Tony Danza Show, SoapNet, The Anna Nicole Show, The Oxygen Channel, Life and Style and many other programs. She is a regular contributor to more than sixty radio stations across the country and also writes columns for Soap Opera Digest and Complete Woman. Maria has been featured in hundreds of magazines and newspaper articles and her weekly forecasts reached 69 million homes as the TV Guide Channel astrologer. Currently, Maria is touring across the county, promoting her latest book Maria Shaw’s Sun Signs.

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CONTACT: STEVE ALLEN MEDIA
Steve Allen – media@steveallen.net
Direct Number: 661-255-8283
East Coast Office: 914-909-0764

Join Allie At Create Abundance Now!

Just a reminder that tomorrow Feb 11th:

Create Abundance Now! with Roxanne Brown!

Join Allie at 1:00 pm PST (4:00 pm EST) on: http://www.bbsradio.com/ (on BBS 1) for a no-holds bare all show where Allie will chat about OBE sex, magic, her psychic abilities and more! It'll be an open call show meaning that Allie will be doing FREE readings for the entire show!!

CALL-IN NUMBERS:
Toll Free 877-876-5227 - USA only
Toll Free 888-815-9756 - USA/Canada
530-876-3222 Direct Line

It'll be fun guys - call in and join us!!

Soul Mates, Love And Creating Meaning!

I am suffering from one hell of a headache this afternoon. Could be because my son is of school - lol:) They canceled it due to the ice storm. Or it could be because he's getting sick and he is passing it to me and I'm unable to buy any more of that wondrous cooling tea (to starve off colds) as the store in AZ isn't carrying it any more :(

I had my Sawyer fix last night -- all is good:)

DREAMERS has to be just about gutted and revamped. I have a creative weekend ahead of me - providing I can get past the constant "Mom, mom, M-O-M...I NEED you." Little stinker.

The other night I held the Soul Mate Quest workshop - and despite Skype acting up - it was a good workshop. A question was brought up on how can you tell the difference between an obsession and a soul mate? Too many times people blur the lines. This was my response:

Signs of a obsession:

-Cannot think of anything but that person. Other things in their life suffer because of the lack of attention.
-The object of the obsession does not return the feelings in the same manner to which they are given out.
-A person who is obsessed cannot take no for an answer
-A person who is obsessed cannot breathe without the other person
-Feels that the object of the obsession completes them (and visa versa).

Signs of a soul mate:

-Has a full life. Other activities are enriched by the connection.
-Feelings are returned - almost immediate after physical contact. The soul knows what the human brain does not.
-Soul mates can hear no and they are okay by it.
-Soul mates can function without the other person being attached at the hip (as soul mates are also energetically connected)
-Soul mates are complete person in themselves. They know that the other half compliments them not completes them.

An obsession and a soul mate cannot be one. It's soulfully impossible.

Obsession are bad no matter if it is a person, place, object, TV show - etc... When you're obsessed - it removes you completely from the present, disconnects your energy from the Divine and isolates you. Being obsessed also makes you an easy prey for an scams that are out there. I know of a person once who spent over $20,000 on spells, charms - etc...to win a person over. $20,000! A $2.00 card would have worked for soul mate.

Raisin kind of moved in. He's been a lost cat since GFK died. He spent yesterday and last night in my house, but this morning he and Darin got into it and he was too spooked to stay in. I'm hoping the crappy weather will make him want to come back in - but so far he is no where to be seen.

Now that Feb is here - let me show you what Tracey said would happen in Allie's romance and career departments:

ROMANCE

In January, you will be having many astral sexual experiences. Your sexuality and vital energy is very intense and must be released and you may choose to do so in a creative way by writing about these experiences.

You will be fully awake, aware and receptive to the effects of these experiences as there are instantaneously feelings of sexual intimacy and joy. These are moments that cannot be repeated and are great opportunities to develop and improve your ability to connect to those in your soul group on another level of existence.

These experiences may take you by surprise, perhaps some are in dream state but most are when you are fully, awake, aware and in need of concentrating on perhaps other aspects of your daily life.

These are joy-filled and passionate experiences and will give you more understanding of self and those in your inner circle of Light. These are events that are unique and are important to the success of your overall path not just your romantic life.

Tracey treats all OBE as astral:) And let me say, she was dead on.

CAREER
You are doing all the right things to attract the income to you that you need to earn at this time. There are some additional ideas that will come to you by month’s end and these can be very lucrative.

You are struggling in some of your work with the public in some way. Know that your recognition for your work is heavenly even if there is some criticism at times. Do not gauge your success by difficult and negative persons.

You have unique and special spiritual abilities and have been given talents that help you to be able to do a spiritual vocation and your true rewards return in way of additional spiritual gifts and divine inspirations, ideas to support you on this path as well as the goodness that you send out into the Universe that returns to you many times over.

It is your responsibility to express the gift you have been given. This is where your responsibility ends. It is up to those on the receiving end to accept the truth that is given or reject it.

Your true vocation is a combination of many of your spiritual gifts. Hang in there as some of this is just temporary for a season.

And may I say she was bang on again. The sex talk radio show and another story idea. The negative person - amen on that - been very difficult indeed. Struggling with my work - yep - trying to get my Allie's Two Cents, OBE Sex blog and Pillow Talk blogs out there. Hasn't been easy.

Looking forward to see if what she predicted comes to pass in Feb!

One last thing - about creating meaning in your life.

Adapted from The Book of Secrets by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2004).

The universe runs on a switch with only two positions, on and off. "On" is the material world. "Off" is pure possibility, your source.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: Exploring the following 10 conditions is the way you create the meaning of your own life.

1. The deeper you go, the more power is available to change things.

2. Reality flows from more subtle regions to more gross ones.

3. The easiest way to change anything is to first go to the subtlest level of it, which is awareness.

4. Still silence is the beginning of creativity. Once an event starts to vibrate, it has already begun to enter the visible world.

5. Creation proceeds by quantum leaps.

6. The beginning of an event is simultaneously its ending. The two co-arise in the domain of silent awareness.

7. Events unfold in time but are born outside of time.

8. The easiest way to create is in the evolutionary direction.

9. Since possibilities are infinite, evolution never ends.

10. The universe corresponds to the nervous system that is looking at it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Astral Sex, Dreams, Finding Help And Ted!

Don't forget to catch me in, Sex With Allie, with Gabreael live during "A Glimpse Through The Veil ", tonight, Feb 14th from 9 - 10 pm EST!
http://www.easternparanormal.com/Paranormal_Radio_Show_A_Gli.html

Gab and I are chat it up on one of my favorite subjects - sex. Physical sex, astral sex...no holds bar sex. But knowing us, who knows where this conversation could go! Stop by ask questions, get involved or just say hi:)

If you have a question for me (We were swamped with astral sex questions the last time I was on, so yes this is a no holds bar show. Ask away) please email Gabreael to ask me on the air at:

radioguest@easternparanormal.com

The chat on The L Word's Second Life went well Monday night until the grid crashed and we all got kicked off. We were right in the middle of talking about some really cool sex toys too - humph! But I will be back next week - maybe at a later time - 10:00 pm EST. It's up to me if I want the time change and I'm considering it. I'll let you know.

Snow - man did we get nailed. I haven't seen it this bad in at least 10 - 15 years. It's not as bad here as in upstate NY. But it is still bad enough to have businesses shut down and the kids off from another day of school. My kid is liking these snows days way too much:)

I've tried 3 or 4 times to go into a session today and it just isn't happening. All I keep seeing is me being very very busy - writing, speaking and doing radio shows (my own and being a guest on others). Then it all goes dark and I hear Jezell tell me to 1) hire a manager 2) hire a publicist 3) hire a assistant. Now, I think all ideas are great. BUT - where would one find a manager that would manage my readings (book me for psychic fairs), schedule workshops, manage my books, my screenplays, my writing, my column, my blogs, podcast and hopefully upcoming radio show? Where does one find a creative metaphysical manager? I don't have a clue either. The publicist would be great - but I'd like to find one who wouldn't charge an arm and a leg and also the assistant -- but again, money plays in. Maybe I could live with the assistant and the publicist? I don't have a clue. But I cannot get any further than this, so it must be pretty damn important that I do something if the Divine wall not let me past this point today. So it's all under advisement.

Now Will has taken a back seat for now, and Bill is coming in and out. Seems like Bill's busy, but he wants to stay in touch. I keep hearing him tell me that no soul flies closer to me than him - no soul. Ted - he is staying in my energy field but on the outskirts. It's weird, because I can feel him, but he's not "right there" which is what I'm used to when it comes to one of the guys hanging out. I asked him if there is something that I could do for him - since he is hanging about. And he simply replies that he needs the comfort of my energy. He won't elaborate and I'm not going to push. He was in the tail end of my dream visits last night. He had to go to work but didn't want to. We were in what appeared to be an underground lake, man made. And there was a huge cement tunnel that he had to go through that he didn't want to. He, I and someone else were in the water and he said he had a butt cramp. So here I am massaging his butt when I wake up. I had to laugh. That was a first.

Now my dreams are still going on that hotel theme. Every night I am in a hotel getting ready to check out. They are all nice hotels and I know that I am there for work. This last one though had me climb into a two person, light green metal elevator with a Hispanic man. He fiddled with this pressure gauge in it and up we went, 9 stories. I had my eyes closed and he said not to worry that nothing would happen to me. Then we shot under the busy roads in some old, yet sturdy tunnel and came out on the other side of the roads at a very old brick building. When I asked him what this used to house, he said it was the old Westinghouse plant - and so was the place we just came from. The elevator system was used to get people back and forth between the two plants. He jumped up and went to find the part that would fix whatever I needed to get into in order to get home. I had to stay there and guard the elevator, which after we shot out of this tunnel was horizontal and not vertical.

Now my grandfather, William (we called him Bill), worked for Westinghouse as a young man. I don't know if that ties into anything, but I knew that connection as soon as I awoke. The other part of my dreams I remember is that I was driving and took the wrong expressway - I took 77N instead of 71N. Now when it came to a spot for me to do a u-turn, I did, in front of a State Highway Patrol post and as I did it I saw a sign that had I kept going straight the next exit would have taken me to 71N. I heard a voice tell me that I'm taking the long way but I'll make my destination and if I want to speed things up, it is in my control.

Also - last night while I'm remembering -- I was a bank teller again and my drawer was 36 dollars short. But I knew that was BS and so did everyone else. I kept telling them it was a computer glitch. Now when I was a bank teller in real life - many years ago - my drawer did come up short $900 and we were having computer problems that day. I never took the money- yet I was written up for it. About a year or so after I quit the bank - I found out that the head teller had been manipulating the computers and stealing money. Guess I know where that $900 went!

One last thing before I go -- Ted keeps wanting me to go back to the meadow with him. He's ancy about it -- I keep telling him that it is not a good idea for him to ever go back there without all of us with him - not just me. He is insistent that there is something there for just me and him -- but I have no urge to go.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex With Allie

Not to be confused with Sex WITH Allie! I'm not having sex with anyone during this radio show!

Catch me with Gabreael live during "A Glimpse Through The Veil." on Feb 14th from 9 - 10 pm EST!

Gab and I are chat it up on one of my favorite subjects - sex. Physical sex, astral sex...no holds bar sex. Stop by and give us a listen to! But I recommend that if you have children, they should be no where around!

http://www.easternparanormal.com/Paranormal_Radio_Show_A_Gli.html

A Dream Visit With Bill, Astral Sex And A New Screenplay!

I don't recall ever being this tired since I had my son. No matter what I do today, I cannot shake the cobwebs out of my head. It could be that my neck is aching again (remember - the stupid chair whiplash) giving me an unholy headache. Nothing really is kicking that either. Herbs, oils, crystals/stones, warm items on my neck - I've tried such a variety over the last couple of days. At least though, it hasn't gotten worse!

I had another nice dream visit with Bill last night. We were in a large room full of people, there were rows of long tables with chairs and plastic tablecloths. Reminded me of a wedding reception, but it wasn't. Bill sat at one table and I sat down across from him. We discussed a stack of books he had in front of him, he had been reading all of them during his down time. I noticed one of my books (don't know which one or if I even wrote it yet in my waking life) and he asked me to sign it. I told him I felt funny doing it and he gave me one of those faces...so I agreed to and did. A TV was behind him and a commercial came on about a set of movies - I comment that no matter how many times I watch them I still love them all. He frowns at me and I shrug back at him.

Someone came up and asked if he was hungry. He said that he hadn't eaten because it is not easy for him to do so. He'll grab something at a drive-thru later. I told him BS, you need food now. So out we went to my Mini Cooper. He went to his car and pulled out a dark blue plastic bag full of stuff. I drove over to him as I was thinking -- why is my son's booster seat still in the back of the Cooper? He went to get in and I woke up:)

The whole visit was very calm as we bantered back and forth like we've been together forever.

A comment about my radio show with Gabreael, we're going to have a re-do. This one will air on Jan 10th from 8 - 9 pm EST, right before my Soul Mate phone workshop begins!

In the process of finishing the dream book and rewriting the Easter book, I am also writing another screenplay. I know - with what time available? Right now it is in the outlining stages, and the I'm thinking a lot about it stage -- and that is as far as I've gotten. I'm taking a screenwriting class so that it forces me to work on it. I am proud of myself thus far though, as it is a thought-provoking story that has a gypsy woman as the lead character. I can't tell you much more about it yet as it isn't written and it's what is considered a high concept story in Holly-Weird. So as soon as I get further along with it, I'll fill you in more. What I do feel about it is that this is the script that will get "The Black Triangle" looked at by a studio. So fingers crossed all the way around with this one!

There's a part about astral sex that my over-thinking mind still cannot get around -- I know that it is the energies that have sex - there are no body parts involved. But why does it seem more time than not that there are body parts? If the energy from the throat chakra is what intersects and surrounds one another - then why can I feel hands on my body, lips touching mine - etc...? Could it be that since on the astral plane you can create just about anything, that we create the sensation of physical sex in order to enjoy or feel comfortable with the sex act more? Has anyone else who has experienced astral sex know what I'm talking about?

As this continues to tumble about in my mind --- if we astral travel when we dream, and we've all had dreams where we've had sex with another person, then at one time or another we've all had astral sex -- right? And energy can be formed into anything as everything is composed of energy.

Food for thought.

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Astral Travel, Astral Sex And Gabreael's Radio Show!

I just finished my radio show a bit ago with Gabreael and I had a blast. I think my energy and Dave had too good of a time too cause her equipment keep fouling up. Of course it hasn't happen to her in this way before (although she has done it to other people when she was their guest) -- we have no idea yet if the show was able to get taped or not. If not, then I'll go back:) But we ran out of time and there were people asking questions via Yahoo chat - so it was cool.

To listen to the show (if it got taped correctly) go to her archives at: http://aglimpsethroughtheveil.easternparanormal.com/

You know me, I love to chat about astral travel and of course - astral sex:) Hopefully I was entertaining and I hope helpful to those who were listening.

I am one tired puppy - so I'll be heading to bed now for another night of interesting dream travel/visits!

Sweet dreams!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)