Readings, Free Readings And Ask Allie Podcast!

Hi Everyone!

Just wanted to touch base with ya'll:) College is going well, I'm passing my classes. Just wrote my 1st term paper in over 20 years. I have another one to write this weekend. Because these are summer classes, I have reading every night and a test just about every week. But it's all going well.

I know that this has been a big adjustment for everyone (including me) with the frequency of the blog posts and so forth. I'm starting to get a schedule down that works. Thanks for being patient with me. So look for more blog postings.

Speaking of going well, I have been able to still fit doing readings. Which is a good thing since this is how I make a living:) All of the email readings are done on the weekends, with chat & phone readings still done during the week. It's all good:) I know that I need back on Keen. I'm thinking that I can do this after my son goes to bed M-W-F during the week w/ every other weekend being on as well. I'm going to get in the habit of sending an email to my Keen clients about the hours I will be on that day. Also - if any of you want 3 free minutes for Keen - please let me know.

So my son's last day of school was yesterday. He left school crying - he'll miss his friends. He looked all night at a picture his teacher took of the class. Now he says homeschool sucks and he doesn't want to do it next year. Sorry to hear that I told him - but too bad. You're already in for 3rd grade. He's not sure how he feels about it.

If you guys follow me on Twitter I post reading/spell/healing specials there whenever the mood strikes me. It works like the podcast specials do (almost). When I post a special, you have to email me the name & price of the special (which is all on Twitter) and I'll send you a Pay Pal invoice. The special is only good to buy until I post the next special. Like the podcast, you still have 6 months to use the special.

With the podcast, I have a new section called "Ponder This". I give a quote of the week and somewhat discuss it. Then I ask the listeners to send me their thoughts on that quote. Out of the emails received for that particular week/quote, I will pick someone to get a free 15 phone or chat reading.

The Mini Cooper is going this week or at the latest next weekend. I'm downsizing - she has gotten way too expensive for my beer budget.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Ted!

Okay.....

First of all the good news - my son doesn't have an aneurysm! Very - very good news.

Then the not so great news: he had an adverse reaction to the sleep meds. On top of that, he caught a flu bug.

Do what has been happening is he's been very tired - so much so I can't get him to stay awake for very long (he slept for 22 hrs on Tuesday). Frequent vomiting (from the sleep meds), diarrhea (from the flu), body trembling & muscle cramps (sleep meds), headaches and a low grade fever (flu).

So Monday it was the Cleveland Clinic in the day - ER at night. Tuesday - ER. Wednesday - Many doctors. He's had blood drawn, IV w/fluids. There's a fear that his pancreas could be damaged from the sleep meds - so more blood was drawn yesterday.

I have pills to stop him from throwing up so that I can get him to drink Gatorade. Problem is - all he wants to do is sleep. All he does is sleep - all I do is stay awake. To say I'm tired would be an understatement.

The ex though, I will admit, has pulled his weight through this whole thing. Cleveland Clinic, ER visits and watching our son so that I can get some running around done.

I'm so behind on everything that I could scream - but I am slowly - oh so slowly - getting caught up. I "hope" to get the podcast done today - and the WUYO podcast done tonight. It would be great to post something on the OBE site - I'll try that later too. Email - as you can imagine - is a nightmare. Don't be surprised if you do not hear back from me until sometime late next week. Oh - and for some unknown reason I cannot get to Facebook. Every time I try - my computer freezes.

The meeting with ABC Family is postponed to next week. This is actually good news as the last second some changes were suggested to make it different from Disney or a Nickelodeon show. Had the meeting not moved - we wouldn't have been able to make the changes and ABC Family would have said no.

I'm throwing this in here - Kirk - got your voice mail:) I knew you were going to call - a little birdie told me - glad to hear your news. Sorry too that I can't come to NOLA at the end of the month :(

The small time I did sleep this week - I had a great dream visit with both Bill and Ted. Lately they both have been in the same dream visit - it was so cool. The atmosphere was very peaceful and calm. Ted sat in front if me and I knew I shouldn't bring up our soul relationship - that I was there to help him and I had to do so without giving him more information about us. He and I were discussing his marriage and the shambles its in (gee - I'm shocked). Bill had gel in his hair and it made it all spiky. I have no clue why I remember that part - except that he did look really cute. He kept walking past me and either giving me a quick hug or a kiss. The guy was all smiles. I also knew not to bring up the soul connection to him either - but I also knew that knew already and it could go unspoken. In the midst of all this - I was on set of an Indy film I wrote (I'm guessing the one I am working on now). Steven Spielberg was there reading the script (he was directing). My assistant called him Steven Spiel - Berry! I about had a heart attack. I corrected her immediately - he didn't even look up from the script. Will Smith came up behind me as I was watching the start of 'Men In Black" - I looked at him and said: You did make the suit look good. He was like - huh? So I explained to him about his line in the movie about the suit. Then I woke up.

My son and I are back on the home school kick. Today I was supposed to be ganged up on in the office again to talk about his behavior. I personally have had it with that school. Lucky for me he's still sick and I had an excuse to cancel. God I need to get him and I out of this town.

I added a new Soul Awakening Healing service as well as an email option to the Full Scale readings.

Next week, starting on Tuesday, I should be back to Keen & Live Person. Well - I should say Keen as I've been doing Live Person.

Going to go check on my son - you guys have a good weekend and thanks for all of your love, light and support.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, An MRI and Paul!

This is going to be a quick post - I don't have a lot of time to catch everyone up to speed, so I'll do what I can.

First of all my son. He has had a soft spot on his head for a year or two now- probably about the same time as his headaches. Fast forward - he asked to take him to the doctor - ok, I did. When I made the appointment, I didn't think much of it, neither did the nurse or the doctor.

But on Friday - at the appointment - the doctor ordered x-rays and we discovered that the spot that hurts on my son's head is honeycombed - not solid. This type of bone is cancerous (most of the time) and this can occur if cancer is involved or if his bones did not form correctly after he was born.

Fast forward - had an MRI today. The kid was a trooper. The doc said nothing "scary" was on the MRI. But (you knew that was coming) there is a gray area on the MRI - could of been from him moving. So we have to go to Cleveland to get another MRI - as opposed to going down the street (the clinic here is part of the Cleveland Clinic).

Tomorrow morning at 9:00 am, we have to go in to look at his MRI and discuss what the next steps will be. We have to determine if that bone is cancerous and it also has to be repaired. No matter what MRI #2 says - we're at the start of this journey.

I've been doing my best to stay out of panic mode.

Second up - I will be with Dr. Lynn from 9 - 10 pm ET at Soulsjourneyradio.com stop by - listen - call in.

Third up - I got my screenplay done:)

Fourth up - another soul has entered my life - Paul - and he is much older than I am - much. I have no clue where this headed. And I mean his energy has entered his life - not his physical self. Oh - and this Paul is not to be confused with a previous Paul that I mentioned (I think).

Fifth - with all that is going on - I'm going to try to keep my Keen and Live Person's schedules going, if only that I'm on sometime during the time frame I want.

And that's it for now. Got to do dinner, his homework and then it's on to the radio show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Keen and Live Person

I forgot to add into my entry below that I've worked out a Keen and Live Person schedule that I like.

KEEN: Mon - Fri: 10 am - 2:00 pm est
www.keen.com/Allie Theiss
If you want 3 free minutes - let me know!

LIVE PERSON: Weekends. No specific times. Will be on more though every other weekend - starting this weekend.
http://www.liveperson.com/allie-theiss
All sessions start free.

Also if you look at the top of each column on main site or here in the sidebar - you'll be able to see when I'm on:)

I'm trying to work out a new format so that I can fit everything in and not sit idle:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This, That and the Other!

Is anyone going to watch the Golden Globes tonight? First time in 30 years I'm not watching it and I'm having withdrawal already. No cable = no Golden Globes..or Oscars.

When Mercury Retro kicks in (which was today) that's when most people start to feel the affects. Me? A week earlier. Never fails. Between MR messing things up, my ongoing fight with iTunes & Hipcast (both bastards still say that the podcast problem is the other ones fault), and the "New Kid on the Block" as AJ said:) It's been a headache of a 2009 already.

Plus this last week I'm still catching up on the special priced readings I sold back in Dec.

Oh - and I shoveled snow yesterday (have to do more today) and did something to my lower back. What took me 5 min is now almost 15. SIGH - the wonders of being over 40. This is on top of my pulling a muscle in my upper back when I went to put my hair in a ponytail last Tuesday. Nice....

I watched BURN AFTER READING yesterday. I can't begin to convey my disappointment. How can so much talent come out with so much crap? And the Coen Brothers? WTF? What happened? I wish you could have seen me yelling at my TV - it was funny. Good thing my son wasn't home;)

I'm entering an Indy filmmaker contest. I have only a week or so to write the 1st draft of the script and then only a week to make changes. So if there's no postings this upcoming week (or next) - you know why. But I'll try not to drop off the face of the Earth.

Now for the last week. This was such a WTF - and a WTH every day. I have to thank Chris for this. Now who is Chris? He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill - and somehow I'm stuck in the middle. Another love triangle. Hell. What in the world did I do in my past lives? When another energy comes in - my body hits the emotional overload until I'm used to that new energy. Plus - I can't sleep. So last week I spent my time either pissed off, crying, or just sitting there without a thought in my head. All of it - not the norm of Allie. When Friday rolled around - I was back to the norm Allie. However - I still can't sleep - so something else must be coming down the pike.

So what's Chris like? Energetic, supportive, creative, kind & loving. Very good friend material. As Vincent stands around and "protects" me - Chris yammers in my ear to have to try this - or try that. It's like Chris pushes me and Vincent protects me. It's nice having them both around - but they have a habit of pulling me in 2 different direction - Chris wanting me to try something and Vincent wanting me to stand still and be safe.

I had a dream visit with them both the other night. They were fighting over who would "get" me. I stepped in the middle and said that I'm not doing this again (referencing Bill and Ted). I pointed to Vincent and said him - he's the one who gets me. Chris is like - what? Wait a minute - I haven't had a chance to prove myself. I told him- not in this life. In this life we're friends and some how you help me with Vincent because you two are already friends in the physical world. Vincent comes up and puts his arm around me - gives Chris a smug look. I punched him and told him to grow up. I can still change my mind - which made Chris smile. I told them that I had things to do and left them standing there - lol.

How did I realize that Chris was part of this whole soul circle thing with me? He kept popping up. Same as Ted did. I'd be in a vision with Vincent - and there he was. Iris said something to me that made the light bulb go off. I asked Andrew if Chris was one of "his" as well. Andrew said no.

Which made me ask Andrew - where's this love life I was supposed to have? He said - it's coming - mid 2009. This news made me roll my eyes. He said that I'll be way to busy till then and everything I am doing career wise is setting me up romantic wise. I told him that I didn't want to know any more. It gives me a headache. He did say though that this upcoming week I should hear something positive abut my career. That works:)

Need to kick my tush into gear.

Have a great - what's left of the weekend !

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Dead Date, OBE and Ice!

This has been an interesting week. I landed some more writing jobs, sold a lot of readings (because of the good deals I was offering) and a lot more of the healing/attunement specials from the podcast than I expected. I certainly have enough to keep me busy during the days I'm actually going to work between now and the 1st of the year. I told myself that when my son is home I'm going to chill more than work. This includes working on any of my books or screenplays. I've had plenty of dreams and visions that 2009 is going to be a very busy year for me - and even Iris agrees that I need to rest now. And hell - I'm not about to argue with her:)

But during my rest time if I'm not playing my new "Tomb Raider" X-box game (or getting my butt kicked by my son in Lego's Batman or one of the new racing games he got) or reading "The Toilet Paper Entrepreneur" - I'm working on my Goal Plan for 2009. Have you started your Goal Plan? Everyone needs one - even if you're not pushing forward with anything major - you should at least accomplish something. And this is where the plan comes in handy. Writing wise for myself - in Jan I want to finish both the OBE outline and the Bloody Mary one. Work wise I want to be on either Keen or Live person Monday - Friday, plus introduce OBE to two sex sites/blogs a week.

Feb will see me sending out book proposals for OBE and writing BM. Keen, LP and sex blogs still apply to this month.

And so forth and onward.

In 2009 I want to pay off a poop load of bills so that way in 2010 I can get the RV my son and I want:) If it happens sooner - wonderful - of not, 2010 is my goal. I need an RV big enough to haul me, the kid, Brodie (dog) and the monster cats. I wonder where I could stick litter boxes? I figure if we move to CA - I'd like to move and then live in the RV for awhile. Make sure things take off before buying real estate. Of course if it's NYC - I don't think an RV will fit:)

Today I did break down and Feng Shui my office. Not an easy task - the office was dusty & cat dust balls just tumbled across the floor. But I think that I have it all situated now. I moved a bunch of things around - cleaned - created better chi flow. There is still clutter that needs dealt with - but it's not as bad as before:)

In case you haven't noticed - I moved all of the OBE stuff to it's own URL: http://www.outofbodyecstasy.com/ I see that Samantha already found out:) OBE has taken on a life of it's own - so I thought it's own home was well deserving. Besides - cleans up GA a bit.

Christmas Eve - my son and I went out in the afternoon. We got out of the car and I told him - the parking lot is icy - be careful. In two steps he fell face first onto the pavement. Busted his lip wide open and loosened one of his front - permanent - teeth. As he was falling - reflex for me - I reached out to grab him and SLAM - right on my back. I wasn't hurt at all (or so I thought) - I just saw a bunch of blood pouring out of his mouth :( Got him into the store - ice & a towel. By the time we got home, the tooth hurt (and so did the lip) but it wasn't as loose. The dentist - being Christmas Eve wasn't in. Fingers crossed I let him go to his dad's and just begged him not to eat with his front teeth, Poor guy - had dirt embedded into his right tooth :( He came back that night - his tooth didn't hurt that bad. Christmas morning - he was fine. Me on the other hand --- as you may or may not know - I have a bad tailbone. Slamming it on the pavement did not help it at all. It also did not help my neck - which - in case you remember from a couple of years ago - I got whiplash from falling backwards in my chair. Yeah I know - who would have thunk? But damn it - if there's a way - you bet your sweet ass I'd find it:) So anyways - my neck was killing me. Next day - the kid is just peachy - and I feel like I'm 60. SIGH.

We actually had a thunderstorm this afternoon. A thunderstorm! Tommorrow it's supposed to be 61 - on Sunday - 24:) Gotta love Ohio. My son asked me the other day why it's always so gray looking in the sky. All I could do was laugh.

Seems like the dead is trying to date. I know when I was just a tiny chick, Dan Blocker (actor when westerns were "in") died -- but here he is again trying to snag a date: http://www.singlesnet.com/?setlocation=view_profile&setarea=view_profile&setselected=14765027
If he could hook me up with Michael Landon I'd appreciate it.

I have to tell ya - when I was playing "Tomb Raider" tonight - my son told me he'd never heard so many bad words come out of my mouth. He asked me if it hurt - lol! I forget that the reason I stopped playing TB years ago was that I'd get so pissed off. Oops!

I need to head to bed -- I am one tired pup!

Hope everyone has been having a wonderful holiday season no matter what holiday you celebrate!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Ted and Dream Visits!

What I week - I mean wow - I've been busy. Trying to do all of my readings before the holidays next week. This hasn't been an easy task. With my 50% off sale that has been going most of the month - many people have taken advantage of this offer. Since I have a couple thousand clients worldwide - you can just imagine the overload I've had.

My inbox has more emails that I know what to do with. If you've sent me an email - especially a follow-up email to a reading - I have it. I'm just buried - so please be patient.

Lately there has been an onslaught of people emailing me for free advice instead of submitting it to the column (okay, so I'm REALLY behind on this column) or the podcast. I can't and I won't answer those emails - they automatically get deleted. This last week I've been getting 20+ a day - I'm only one person doing the best I can. Free questions have to be submitted to the Ask Allie column/podcast.

Plus (pat myself on the back) I was on Keen and Liveperson this week. As I'm working on the OBE outline - again - I'll be on LP.

What else has been going on? Oh - you know Cheryl who likes to comment on this blog? She and her 12 year old son are moving from TX to live up here in OH with my son and I. Her son and my son are soooooo happy that they are going to finally have a "brother". Remember when I said that I couldn't find one friend in Wooster to hang out with? I finally got tired of it and am now importing my friends - lol. The boys are going to share a bedroom - Cheryl is taking my office and somehow - I'm moving my office into my bedroom. Creative arranging -- but somehow it'll all fit. Even if I have to line my walls with shelves. She should be up here right after Christmas. And yes - I warned her about the cold.

My Wordpress problem - I'll have to forgo a WP blog on my site as I'm on a new, very secure server. If I want WP to work, I have to be moved back to an older, less secure server. I leave it where it is.

My screenplays - sitting at the top 5 Hollywood agencies. Fingers crossed. H-Wood is closed down for the holidays and then there's Sundance in Jan. So we'll see if we can hear from someone in Jan. If not - the plan is to have me in Los Angeles in Feb to meet with the agencies and production companies. You never know:)

I did have a lunch date today. No - I'm not going to tell you anything about him, but I will say that I had a nice time. Will there be a second date? No idea - that's up to him. But either way I had a pleasant afternoon.

Wednesday night I had two separate dream visits - one from Bill and the other one Ted. With Bill he and I are sitting around chatting, For some reason he said that he likes a small back yard. I tell him that I have a small back yard. He looked at me with this strange look on his face -- and I said, well ya it's small because I have a 2 1/2 car garage on my property. He was also showing me pictures he had taken -- I don't remember what the pictures were about except that they were of landscapes and some ancient ruins. He was very excited to show me these pictures and I was just as thrilled to be looking at them. I kept asking - when are we going to go? He said -not yet, not everyone is here.

Next dream visit I was sitting wit Ted on a comfortable couch in a large house. I can remember the big fireplace and the beige couches. He and I are just chatting up a storm. He leaned over, put his arm around me and pulled me close. I asked - what are you doing? He leaned in to kiss me - I backed away. I commented - aren't you married? Just then his wife came in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He went to introduce me, but she didn't care and just kept walking. He said - some wife. If you were my wife and I was on the couch with another woman, you'd beat the shit out of me. My reply - naw -- I'd just take all of your money:) So he learned in again to kiss me and again I backed away. I told him to stop it. I'm not anyone's "second". He mumbled something under his breath - when a Brit gets pissed and they start letting the words fly - it's hard to figure out what in the hell they're saying! So I had no clue. I just told him I'd see him later. As the dream was ending I heard him say - you're damn right you will - lol.

I am so tired I swear I could sleep for a week. Off to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE, Odds And Ends and My Weekend!

So what have I been up to? Well on Friday I was a working fiend - it's was nice, been getting some things done. This weekend my son was supposed to be with his dad - so that I'd be able to concentrate on the OBE outline. But -- the little dude got the flu Sat night and came back home. But speaking of OBE - my OBE blog was given the JanesGuide stamp of approval for quality and originality. Good stuff:) Needless to say - my traffic is up and I HAD to get my OBE stuff done - just have too! And somehow I did get that OBE stuff done. The goal with this book right now is to get it to a publisher such as Hay House or Llewellyn so I'm trying to make what I have publisher "friendly".

This past weekend - despite getting the OBE stuff done - rather sucked. My son was nice enough to pass off his sickness to me - luckily I have been keeping it at bay (barely) - my computer has not been Allie friendly at all since I installed Norton 2009 and Sean -- is no more. Oh he's alive, there just is no chance of a me and him developing. It's okay - he has his path and I have mine. And I guess mine is going to continue to be date-less for awhile longer.

I think Samantha made a prediction that I would get attached to a new stray cat and I think it is because of a past life. Well - "little black kitty" (although he is not that young I suspect) has been coming on my porch for several months to get food. Usually he would eat and just hiss at me. The past couple of days he's been staying on of the cat houses on the porch. He was staying in Raisin's home - until I think there was a fight - now he's in the other one. He's letting me pet him somewhat. Poor things has an upper resp mess going on. It's eyes are very goopy, one was gooped shut today and it has stuff coming out of it's nose. It allowed me to wipe it's eyes a bit - it was enough so that the one eye would open. No hissing today. I'm hoping he lets me work on him some more. This time I know it's a him because he hasn't been fixed. I was thinking of naming him Salem because he's black. We'll see - hopefully he'll trust me enough and I'll have the money to take him into the vet. But in the mean time I am adding Vit C to his dry food and garlic to the wet food to try to build up his immune system.

I've been on Live Person most of the day today - and probably will be tonight. I had planned on being on Keen - but with my son home from school I thought it best not to do phone readings - ya know:)

I mentioned on the podcast today about Angel Food Ministries - a good place to go for quality food at cheap prices. Income isn't a factor and they do take food stamps. I picked up my December food last weekend. All quality stuff - not top shelf - but it'll do nicely.

I have decide to move my OBE blog from Blogger to Wordpress. This will enable me (I believe) to have all OBE/sexual stuff in one place. I've been working on it most of today - and I admit, I'm pissed. I've gotten everything on the WP blog to work - except the ability to add plugins to the blog. It keeps coming up as an error - so I don't know. I have to give myself some more time to look it over.

I know that I have plenty more to write - but right now I'm just brain dead. Stress I think....so I'm going to go play the x-box with my kid and make supper.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Bill and Atlantis!

Here I am, it’s 4:25 pm est and I haven’t been on my computer since this morning. Why? Because it hates me. I have no idea what is going on -- so I have been running all of the nice diagnostic tools and it is taking forever. I did though get a chance to watch “Live Free, Die Hard” in the mean timeJ What can I say - I’m a Die Hard fan - always have been. Someone asked me once who I would take on a deserted island if I could take one person and one person only (this was asked pre my son) and I said: MacGyver as he’d build me the island of my dreams, or John McClane because he’d get me the hell off that island - lol!

This past weekend was interesting. My son and I went to see our neighbors in a Christmas play Sat night. When we got home, the storm drain under the house 2 doors down had smoke and flames billowing out of it. Before you know it - the electric guys were there and in order to get down there to fix this problem, a few city blocks had to be shut down. So they were. Burr...it was 15 or something like that Sat night. Electric was out until sometime early Sunday morning.

Sunday I was a good girl and spent it working on my OBE sex book. I worked on it as much as I could in between the “Mom -- mom -- where are you?” and “Mom, I need you.” every 5 or so minutes J In the process of all of this, I had been trying to talk to Tracey. I haven’t been sleeping well and usually (as you know) when that happens, something is either about to change or I’m not getting a message (usually from Bill). I want to sleep - so she and I were playing email tag for a few days. I was about to get my shower when she and I finally connected.

As our hour chat was coming to a close, she told me that I had to post the chat to the blog - for Bill and Vincent to see. It’s below - but I took out a lot of items that could give away more information on the two of them than I am comfortable with.

Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:06 PM): I have 4 projects in Hollywood - SC, GG - the kids show, Dreamers and The Black Triangle.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:20 PM): will anything of this take off in 2009? and if so - around when?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:44 PM): I get yes to SC and to GG
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:58 PM): I get that SC is the first part of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:03 PM): and GG around June
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:10 PM): you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:14 PM): kind of stressed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:23 PM): but you will get used to the pace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:38 PM): I sense that there is immediate interest in SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:51 PM): There seems to be something coming with it in the first three months of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:01 PM): I sense you will know of this around January
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:10 PM): but may not get started then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:14 PM): it may start in march
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:26 PM): funding has to be secured and some things put together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:39 PM): so you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:58 PM): someone really is pushing this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:03 PM): wants to run with it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:10:11 PM): will I stay in Wooster while SC is going on? and then move after GG takes flight?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:28 PM): I do not get the move until July
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:33 PM): but you will be traveling a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:36 PM): back and forth
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:21 PM): there seems to be a lot of interest around this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:26 PM): a knowing that it will be a good one
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:34 PM): cool.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:49 PM): what about the out of body sex book I am writing - will that show me success as well?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:01 PM): I get yes but not in 2009
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:07 PM): this will come in 2010
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:20 PM): its like there is more 'focus' on you in 09
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:27 PM): that brings success for it in 10
Allie (12/7/2008 8:12:38 PM): okay - that works
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:41 PM): I really sense that once you are out there
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:43 PM): on the SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:50 PM): this is going to draw attention to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:13:08 PM): and then followed by GG - you are really hot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:35 PM): I just sense a lot of positive changes for you - finally in this area of your career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:40 PM): new doors finally opening
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:49 PM): and I see you thinking at times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:53 PM): that you are overwhelmed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:00 PM): and wondering why it came all at once
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:05 PM): but you will adjust to it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:15:06 PM): I believe it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:09 PM): and be able to manage it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:19 PM): its in the beginning when its hairy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:27 PM): esp when you add GG to the mix
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:49 PM): around Vincent I am getting that he’s sort of stretched
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:52 PM): in his career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:00 PM): he’s feeling pulled in different directions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:08 PM): and he’s having a hard time deciding what to do next
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:12 PM): he has some offers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:16 PM): but to do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:21 PM): he has to give up something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:05 PM): he does not want you working with Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:09 PM): he feels if you do
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:14 PM): you may have an affair with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:22 PM): he does not want that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:34 PM): this affair will take place
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:40 PM): whether you are together then or not
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:48 PM): and he would be hurt either way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:58 PM): but esp. if you were together then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:04 PM): he’s knowing the marriage has to end
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:09 PM): he feels he must end it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:12 PM): to be with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:20 PM): he feels like he’s going to have to do this soon
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:28 PM): he just feels change all around him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:37 PM): and all changes that occur
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:42 PM): he considers you in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:47 PM): and how it may bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:51 PM): or push you apart
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:02 PM): so he’s trying to make decisions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:06 PM): with you in mind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:17 PM): he also feels lie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:18 PM): like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:24 PM): you don't find him attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:28 PM): he had a dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:31 PM): where you told him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:34 PM): he needed to shave
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:38 PM): and clean himself up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:42 PM): and lose weight
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:52 PM): and he wonders what that is all about
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:57 PM): so he’s a bit insecure
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:03 PM): that he’s not attractive to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:09 PM): he does not understand the dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:12 PM): its just that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:18 PM): he needed to change his appearance
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:24 PM): for work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:27 PM): not for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:22:30 PM): exactly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:31 PM): in the situation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:39 PM): and you have to be honest
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:41 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:00 PM): he has to lose only 20-30 pounds
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:06 PM): and it won't be that rough
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:14 PM): and he will actually be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:17 PM): more attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:20 PM): and feel better
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:23 PM): so it won't hurt him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:29 PM): he’s so sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:34 PM): very sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:46 PM): he felt like you were talking to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:48 PM): the other day
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:57 PM): it was Wednesday or Thursday
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:02 PM): he felt like he could hear you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:05 PM): but faintly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:11 PM): like a bad phone connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:16 PM): he was awake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:18 PM): lucid
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:23 PM): he thought that was neat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:15 PM): he has to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:19 PM): to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:24 PM): he senses that work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:29 PM): is to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:31 PM): but love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:34 PM): keeps you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:39 PM): he feels he is to work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:42 PM): combining
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:46 PM): talents
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:48 PM): and ideas
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:31 PM): so anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:41 PM): he is stopping by your website often
Allie (12/7/2008 8:28:45 PM): he does get that the Vincent in the blog is him - right?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:50 PM): he makes sure he has access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:52 PM): all the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:55 PM): from his phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:58 PM): or laptop
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:03 PM): no matter what he is doing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:04 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:11 PM): that you would add a feature
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:19 PM): where he could be notified of new posts
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:23 PM): to your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:34 PM): so he can get them right away
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:44 PM): he’s thinking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:50 PM): you will know how to do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:58 PM): and that the inspiration will hit you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:08 PM): he uses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:13 PM): some kind of texting service
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:15 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:20 PM): like paging
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:26 PM): but text messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:31 PM): through email?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:37 PM): I dunno
Allie (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): me neither
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): I am behind the times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:46 PM): on that stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:53 PM): he has a phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): with everything
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): on it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:02 PM): even mp3
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:08 PM): an d he listens to you?
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:12 PM): sounds like an iPhone
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:15 PM): podcast
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:18 PM): ah
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:21 PM): okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:28 PM): likes to listen to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:32 PM): likes your voice
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:33 PM): did he listen to the past life regression I put up that was about him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:34 PM): calms him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:38 PM): thinks you are interesting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:43 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:52 PM): he’s listened to lots
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:55 PM): of Allie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:15 PM): he feels you are brilliant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:17 PM): and a
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:19 PM): spiritual guru
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:21 PM): giant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:26 PM): compared to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:33 PM): I sense strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:39 PM): that you will meet in connection to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:42 PM): to your work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:52 PM): its going to be mid-year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:55 PM): July
Allie (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): what does his spiritual guru say about me and him? what advice do they give him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): maybe June
Allie (12/7/2008 8:33:04 PM): maybe when I move?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:05 PM): that he needs
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:09 PM): to facilitate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:13 PM): getting together with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:17 PM): that he needs to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:22 PM): to bring that into reality
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:26 PM): and that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:29 PM): he needs to prepare
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:32 PM): for you in his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:34 PM): make room
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:36 PM): changes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:39 PM): like marriage
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:41 PM): career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:48 PM): and that he may have to move
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:50 PM): physically
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:57 PM): they have told him 'Hollywood'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:05 PM): in other words he needs to be in that area
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:56 PM): he’s amazed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:00 PM): by how close
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:03 PM): you feel to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:14 PM): you WILL be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:18 PM): if you are doing all this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:21 PM): at the same time
Allie (12/7/2008 8:35:23 PM): so I guess I'd better enjoy what down time I have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:29 PM): no kidding
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:40 PM): he’s getting his 'affairs'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:43 PM): in order
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:51 PM): my sense is that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:56 PM): the notification
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:04 PM): of ending
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:06 PM): things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:09 PM): is in the new year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:13 PM): just after the first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:16 PM): he’s being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:19 PM): empathetic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:22 PM): to the holidays
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:02 PM): he thinks that you are awesome
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:09 PM): and that what he is experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:16 PM): with you is completely amazing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:57 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:02 PM): he’s tired of his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:06 PM): and that he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:08 PM): for moving on
‘Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:50 PM): also he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:53 PM): he and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:57 PM): are going to be friends
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:03 PM): he has been dreaming about Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:05 PM): in fact
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:13 PM): Bill warned him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:16 PM): that if you run into Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:20 PM): affair is likely
Allie (12/7/2008 8:39:24 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:26 PM): and so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:35 PM): he made an instant friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:45 PM): he feels like W and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:48 PM): don't jive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:55 PM): but he gets along with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:02 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:06 PM): B will be a part of your life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:09 PM): why fight it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): I sure hope he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): he’s okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:21 PM): he does not feel like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:23 PM): you and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:27 PM): will be romantic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:29 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:34 PM): he feels you love each other
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:39 PM): which makes him feel good actually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:41 PM): because
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:47 PM): he feels B is protective
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:48 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:53 PM): so he sees it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): as a brotherly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:03 PM): and he is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:15 PM): but I do sense
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:19 PM): that he’s right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:20 PM): in terms
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:22 PM): of the role
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:24 PM): B is choosing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:30 PM): he will be there for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:37 PM): as a protective force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:40 PM): and a guiding force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:46 PM): he’s going to help promote you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:48 PM): and work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:52 PM): and be your best friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:05 PM): Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:10 PM): is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:14 PM): and he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:23 PM): he is not in competition
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:26 PM): with Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:32 PM): they both
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:34 PM): want you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:40 PM): to be happy and successful
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:44 PM): also
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:47 PM): he trusts B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:51 PM): respects him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:58 PM): he’s been reading about B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:01 PM): he did not realize
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:06 PM): how smart Bill was
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:21 PM): he just did not know about him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:25 PM): and he’s thought of contacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:26 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:31 PM): and my sense is that he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:38 PM): and he’s going to bring you up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:43 PM): and direct Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:45 PM): to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:49 PM): and your website
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:32 PM): Bill senses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:35 PM): that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:38 PM): is a friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:41 PM): but for some reason
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:45 PM): he receives Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:48 PM): as a foe
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:50 PM): most of the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:06 PM): he likes that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:08 PM): is big
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:11 PM): he sees him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:12 PM): as your
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:15 PM): thors hammer
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:18 PM): ?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:26 PM): he feels Vincent is good for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:32 PM): lol - B wear a thors hammer as a pendant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:37 PM): NO WAY
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:40 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:41 PM): WAY!
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:46 PM): he also feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:48 PM): you need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:54 PM): call on Thor and Freya
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:58 PM): to give you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:03 PM): the extra umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:06 PM): to get things rolling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:10 PM): with your business
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:22 PM): he feels you need
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:26 PM): more personal power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:33 PM): he knows you have a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:42 PM): but he feels you need more umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:44 PM): behind you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:52 PM): apparently
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:00 PM): B is into Gods and Goddesses
Allie (12/7/2008 8:47:05 PM): yes he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:07 PM): Bill that is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:14 PM): and he’s sending you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:16 PM): power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:18 PM): energy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:22 PM): and light
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:26 PM): to push things through
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:27 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:34 PM): he’s been around you lately
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:39 PM): he’s even asked Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:41 PM): to muster up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:46 PM): what strength
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:48 PM): he has
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:49 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:55 PM): and Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:58 PM): has done so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:06 PM): Ted also needs help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:07 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:09 PM): B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:15 PM): feels that in helping you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:19 PM): this will strengthen T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:21 PM): too
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:30 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:36 PM): feels he is in a position
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:38 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:41 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:44 PM): he’s feeling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:49 PM): like he’s reached
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:51 PM): a level
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:56 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:01 PM): a higher level in meditation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:06 PM): that most can't achieve
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:12 PM): and he’s feeling in awe of it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:24 PM): he’ taking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:30 PM): a retreat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:32 PM): or break
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:35 PM): to time out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:38 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:42 PM): and he’s going somewhere
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:44 PM): inspiring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:50 PM): with mtns.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:55 PM): that have a smoky haze
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:01 PM): and I see a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:04 PM): of some kind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:07 PM): behind him
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:09 PM): Nepal?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:17 PM): yes - that resonates
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:19 PM): he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:28 PM): has to finish
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:30 PM): something first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:36 PM): he wants T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:38 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:39 PM): but T
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:44 PM): does he still have the letter my sister gave him for me?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:46 PM): said he had to bring the Bitch
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:52 PM): and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:55 PM): said no way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:00 PM): he does
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:03 PM): have the letter
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:08 PM): always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:11 PM): I get always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:15 PM): he will have it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:19 PM): he values it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:25 PM): its sacred to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:30 PM): he’s writing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:36 PM): things on the outside
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:39 PM): for the paper
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:43 PM): or envelope
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:48 PM): symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:55 PM): he wonders if you receive the messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:04 PM): he feels like the two of you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:10 PM): were able to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:13 PM): communicate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:16 PM): this way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:22 PM): in the ancient times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:33 PM): and he’s fascinated
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:35 PM): that he
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:38 PM): can do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:41 PM): its some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:45 PM): kind of sacred
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:46 PM): text
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:49 PM): in symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:55 PM): he’s
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:58 PM): wanting so badly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:02 PM): to share things with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:05 PM): that he’s learning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:09 PM): and experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:12 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:16 PM): he could blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:19 PM): about this stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:24 PM): but no
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:27 PM): bad for image
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:32 PM): he thinks that’s shit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:40 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:43 PM): he’s asked
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:47 PM): to hide who he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:49 PM): often
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:53 PM): and he’s not wanting to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:58 PM): he is not ashamed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:03 PM): he feels he is enlightened
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:07 PM): and he’s going
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:12 PM): to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:16 PM): when he gets back
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:26 PM): against 'advice'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:30 PM): so that you have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:33 PM): access to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:36 PM): some things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:39 PM): he wants you to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:42 PM): so he wants you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:45 PM): to pay attention
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:50 PM): to the internet
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:55 PM): and to watch for
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:57 PM): something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:59 PM): from him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:06 PM): he knows you will understand it all
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:08 PM): even if
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:14 PM): its above the average
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:19 PM): persons conception
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:26 PM): of spiritual
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:30 PM): information
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:47 PM): he feels like you are to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:48 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:52 PM): in terms of
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:56 PM): writing a book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:00 PM): he sees you being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:09 PM): co-writers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:11 PM): and he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:15 PM): publish it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:19 PM): and do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:23 PM): kind of artwork
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:29 PM): for the cover
Allie (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): that would be cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): he’s created
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:39 PM): some kind of drawing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:46 PM): that has spiritual meaning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:49 PM): to your connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:53 PM): and he does not understand it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:55 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:00 PM): that he’s to put the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:05 PM): in a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:10 PM): in Nepal for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:16 PM): and he hopes that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:24 PM): the two of you can interpret
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:30 PM): the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:33 PM): for this book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:38 PM): its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:40 PM): to the message
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:44 PM): and this has to do with
Allie (12/7/2008 8:57:48 PM): it has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:49 PM): spiritual connections
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:51 PM): and the past
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:53 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:01 PM): he’s very excited
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:04 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:06 PM): that this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:10 PM): has to be energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:12 PM): in some way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:18 PM): so that you can access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:22 PM): the hidden meanings
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:28 PM): he does not understand it all now
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:33 PM): but he’s putting things together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:36 PM): and he was led
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:42 PM): to delivering it to nap
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:45 PM): for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:56 PM): I sense that he’s also been working on
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:02 PM): locating someplace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:07 PM): for the two of you to visit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:12 PM): this has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:16 PM): and some hidden
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:19 PM): crystals
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:21 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:25 PM): and he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:28 PM): you are to go with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:32 PM): on this journey
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:36 PM): he feels
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:41 PM): you are to return
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:42 PM): to this area
Allie (12/7/2008 8:59:43 PM): he won't get very far without me
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:53 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:03 PM): there is to be some diving involved
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:07 PM): do you dive?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:09 PM): anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:19 PM): he feels like there is a lot of research to do
Allie (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): yes, have to dive into a lake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): on location
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:30 PM): cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:36 PM): you will need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:42 PM): to go where he wants to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:44 PM): he’s looking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:48 PM): at these grids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:50 PM): and maps
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:55 PM): and overlaying them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:57 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:04 PM): he’s figuring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:06 PM): something out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:12 PM): with the help of his guides
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:16 PM): and its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:20 PM): and he thinks
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:22 PM): that its okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:27 PM): if Vincent goes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:32 PM): his powerful energy is good
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:33 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:38 PM): some of the exploring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:43 PM): is just for you and Bill
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:05 PM): yes - just B, T and I can get to some places
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:10 PM): right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:14 PM): Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:17 PM): will get
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:24 PM): dragged by the hair
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:27 PM): if need be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:30 PM): and no Bitch
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:32 PM): Vincent will stand guard or something like that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:34 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:36 PM): likes her
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:48 PM): like he likes hemorrhoids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:50 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:51 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:52 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:01 PM): Vincent is to stand guard
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): so is this why I'm not sleeping - because Bill is doing exploring?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): protection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:08 PM): yes
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:13 PM): damn him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:16 PM): he can't let you sleep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:18 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:23 PM): but Vincent is there - always, like a body guard
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:26 PM): yep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:29 PM): Thor
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:32 PM): in my dreams if we are not interacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:06 PM): I wonder where Freya comes in
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:09 PM): You?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:20 PM): you must have Freya energies
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:23 PM): it has to be me - I have had visions I think with her in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:28 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:34 PM): it's been awhile - I have to look back at my notes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:36 PM): you must put this reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:39 PM): in your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:43 PM): I sense that strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:49 PM): so don't forget
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:52 PM): so that Bill and Vincent can see it
Allie (12/7/2008 9:06:50 PM): I'll put it in tomorrow
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:53 PM): this has been an awesome reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:57 PM): I feel so energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:02 PM): the energy has been great
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:17 PM): I hope you feel it too

Now I know what Tracey is talking about with Atlantis - I’ve written before about Bill and his maps, grids, the crystal cave, lake and so forth. And no - she doesn’t come to my blog to read what I have written - so she really doesn’t have a clue. I am happy to hear that we are supposed to be still going after Atlantis. This week I’m going to empower myself with Thor’s energy and then with Freya - I’ll let you know how it goes.

My son came up with a killer biz idea over the weekend. It’s so good that I can’t tell you about it (yes, paranoid about someone making off with it) but I will say it has to do with food and kids of all ages. I’m just so proud of him. As soon as I sell a script or something, we’re going to try to get it going.

I have no idea when I’ll get to the podcast - maybe late tonight or tomorrow. All depends on my computer - it has all my files & podcast questions on it.

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie J

Gabreael, Dreams And I Need Structure!

I had my twice a year reading today with Gabreael. As always it's great to talk to her. My friend Dave came through, he likes to keep an eye on me - Mitch, an ex boyfriend just stood back to let me know he was there. Both my grams came through. Gram T was there first, she watches me and likes how I'm living my life, Gram P butted in and has been around a lot in the past six months for support. She's in my dreams a lot. 2009 will be a better year - it's a year of renewal and regeneration. I'm supposed to hang in there - have hope for tomorrow.

Health - I need to back off of caffeine (which I have been already), keep an eye on my ovaries, watch my neck (future arthritis) and be careful with my lower back. Money wise - Gab saw a tight fist - meaning money will keep to be tight, but I will have enough every month to make ends meet. I will also get some extra money come in the 1st qtr of 2009. Career wise - scripts will go through, but Gab saw a U-Haul, she took it as I'll be in for the long haul (meaning it's going to be awhile). I took it as moving. Maybe it's a combo of both. She said one script will go before the others. I need to finish the OBE book (yepper) and then get started on my next book. Guides suggested that I add some sort of certification to my coaching - may make it easier for me to get speaking engagements.

I have to get my tush in gear on Keen and Liveperson - that will pay for the certification. I'm a person who needs a schedule - structure - to make things work. I can't understand why I cannot come up with a set schedule on when I should work when. I could do readings in the evenings - but I have to set in a time to relax. I can't work from the time I roll out of bed, until I roll back into bed. There has to be a happy medium that I can find.

Paul Newman is having fun being a guide in training :)

As for love...SIGH...she said that I have to get out and about more and meet people. To get back on the dating sites (personally I don't want to). She doesn't see me with anyone serious until the end of 2009. That's not saying I haven't met that person yet - it's just that it won't turn to serious until the end of 2009. Oh - she also said he'd be a white collar worker. The guides wouldn't tell her anything else. Which is fine because I don't want to get set on whoever I'm supposed to be serious with - like they should have a certain look, in a certain job and so forth. They'll be who they'll be.

Hummm...we'll have to see about everything. As always she's dead on about my deceased relatives and friends. Time will tell for everything else. I like getting readings from her - she pushes me like I push people - so that I get in gear.

My dreams last night were very busy. It's almost as if in my dreams I'm trying to help everyone I can't get to in the waking life. I kept hearing the phone ring in my dreams and it would wake me up. But there were no phones ringing in my bedroom. I remember going from situation to situation helping people make changes in their lives. I didn't know anyone that I ran in to - to my, everyone was a stranger. I did meet one older woman who looked at me and said - I knew someday you'd come. Many times I just sat there and talked to people - I would show them a TV screen of what could be and what will be if they don't make changes. Most of the time though, I would simply put my hands on the person and I could see different colors of light go through me to the person. Each person would have a different combination of colored light. I think that the phone ringing was my signal that someone else needed me.

I can feel something's about to break loose. I have no idea what - or if its good or bad - but I can feel something below the surface.

Time to get my shower and off to bed...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Tracey And Validation!

I can honestly say that my soul feels rested. It's not in search mode any longer. It's such a great feeling - knowing that I found the person I'm supposed to learn my life lesson with -- now everything will fall into place. Maybe not as fast as I want it - but that's okay because I still know that it will fall into place. I'm shifting my focus to the big picture and not the details - although I'm as curious as hell about the little things. I had to - of course - get my 3rd opinion on Vincent. That's what I do -- I feel my own confirmation, then I either ask Maria or Tracey - then go to who I haven't asked. If my "knowing" is validated by both - then I'm pretty comfortable in that.

(BTW - as a side note to my friend Kally who called me from NYC to rub it in that she was there and I wasn't the below reading has a bearing on what you and I talked about. Now you know why I asked what part of Manhattan you were in)

And Tracey validated my feel on Vincent as well as Maria's:

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:09:54 PM): okay! Vincent is very sensitive - and intuitive - a very deep person - people tend to think he is standoffish but has on a higher plane most of the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:18 PM): he does remember your dream visits with him and he knows you - he knows that he is to be with you - he knows his marriage is to end

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:29 PM): he feels guilt and a sense of obligation to his wife

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:41 PM): he seems to feel he owes her on the conscious level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:59 PM): but in his dreams he has seen insight that tells him these feelings are not warranted

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:02 PM): and that she wants to be free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:14 PM): he seems to be thinking about that in relation to you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:21 PM): he knows you are coming and soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:45 PM): he seems to feel creatively drawn to you --the two of you have been lovers who have created together too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:54 PM): he feels that he is meant to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:59 PM): and he feels you are part of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:04 PM): he does know who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:08 PM): he found you by accident

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:18 PM): in a dream he had about you he saw you as a gypsy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:24 PM): and he typed something into the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:29 PM): and found your website

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:38 PM): he has been reading your blog

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:42 PM): and he knows who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:48 PM): and this seems to be kind of exciting to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:54 PM): its like validating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:57 PM): he knows your eyes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:01 PM): he remembers them well

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:13 PM): he knows that the sex btw you two is going to be magical

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:17 PM): he seems to think about that a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:28 PM): he is not sure how you will come together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:34 PM): he thinks he will meet you soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:43 PM): he feels that you will be coming into his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:49 PM): through your creative genius

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:01 PM): he has been pursuing other things besides his current job

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:15 PM): he seems to want to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:18 PM): he has higher goals

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:26 PM): he seems to have a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:36 PM): he is polished on some level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:43 PM): he seems to be very intelligent

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:47 PM): if he is not well educated

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:53 PM): then it is innate wisdom

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:03 PM): he finds your blog awesome

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:11 PM): he laughs when he reads it because you think alike

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:19 PM): he understands you and the way you think

Allie (9/19/2008 2:15:26 PM): he knows that when I put Vincent in there that it is him - right?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:30 PM): he thinks that you are very brilliant

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:36 PM): yes he knows

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:55 PM): he knows and it makes him smile - he has this really slight smile sometimes - sort of like a grin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:11 PM): he seems to feel that something is happening with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:13 PM): something big

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:22 PM): and has got this feeling of excitement, nervousness all in one
Allie (9/19/2008 2:16:31 PM): I have the same feelings..

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:32 PM): he feels like he is picking up on your emotions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:08 PM): he is intuitive and he seems to be spiritually advanced - meaning that he meditates and listens to his intuition - he knows things, sees things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:18 PM): he knows that you are destined for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:30 PM): and that the two of you are destined for some real greatness as a team

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:49 PM): he seems to feel like you can do anything

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:56 PM): and he feels this kind of confidence in himself too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:02 PM): not in a stuck up sort of way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:07 PM): but a healthy balanced way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:11 PM): he is positive

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:18 PM): he sees the bigger picture

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:28 PM): he also knows about your son

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:38 PM): and he feels he has a part in his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:39 PM): a role

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:46 PM): he feels that he is his child too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:48 PM): on another level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:54 PM): like he has parented him before

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:59 PM): he also feels as though

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:04 PM): you are to have two children with him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:20 PM): he has a sense of responsibility to your son though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:19:27 PM): oh good lord - another child or two from me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:30 PM): like he feels like there are things he is meant to do and be for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:33 PM): hahahhahaha

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:34 PM): yep

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:39 PM): hope they come at once

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:41 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:03 PM): he wonders if you know how rich he is

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:13 PM): he does not want that to be intimidating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:25 PM): has not a pomp driven kind of guy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): but there is wealth all around him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): I have no idea how much money he has - and it really doesn't matter to me.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:42 PM): No - he doesn't seem pomp

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:51 PM): he seems to just draw things to himself

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:55 PM): like me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:59 PM): he has a way of manifesting

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:00 PM): me being drawn to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:04 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:12 PM): he thinks you know about his eyes too

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:13 PM): I know this is his doing - me figuring out it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:19 PM): this seems to be something he feels you could not miss

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:29 PM): he has tried sending you messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:34 PM): tried talking to you on the astral

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:41 PM): but he was not sure you were hearing him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:30 PM): he's a gentle giant

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:39 PM): his energy is very protective and loving

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:43 PM): that's sweet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:49 PM): he towers over you

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:58 PM): he's almost 6'4"

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:00 PM): he will be the kind that will want to be with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:02 PM): all the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:07 PM): two steps behind you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:08 PM): hovering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:18 PM): he thinks and he tells you things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:24 PM): I see him standing over you at your computer

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:29 PM): you two are writing something

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:35 PM): and coming up with ideas together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:41 PM): this one is the one

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:46 PM): like the big bucks for you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:49 PM): the main network

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:00 PM): he will be so happy to work with you on this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:08 PM): I hear a baby crying in the he background

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:17 PM): so I think the kid is coming

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:19 PM): like it or not

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:23 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:28 PM): the baby is going to be long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:30 PM): really long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:34 PM): and thin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:44 PM): I see you adoring him (its a boy)

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:49 PM): I keep feeling we'll meet by the end of the year. although like him - I have no idea how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:50 PM): but you will have another one too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:52 PM): a girl

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:56 PM): so be careful

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:59 PM): just after baby one comes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:05 PM): oh lord!

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:10 PM): you may find you are really fertile myrtle

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:21 PM): dang

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:29 PM): I sense that he won't care

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:37 PM): he would be so happy with more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:05 PM): he likes kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:11 PM): they inspire him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:14 PM): because they are so open

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:17 PM): and free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:23 PM): whereas grown ups are so closed

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:37 PM): he would have more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:41 PM): and more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:52 PM): he likes the sounds of kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:57 PM): running through the house

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:01 PM): he will chase after them

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:03 PM): he plays

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:08 PM): he's a sweetheart

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:12 PM): a real sweet man

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:52 PM): he is a big fella

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:31 PM): He's very talented - I see him doing all kinds of things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:40 PM): I see a visage of him playing the piano

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:42 PM): and singing

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:47 PM): kids hanging on him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:13 PM): he also likes to draw sometimes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:16 PM): he seems to get messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:19 PM): random ones

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:28 PM): and he is trying to work on this more

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:40 PM): do you think we will meet by the end of the year?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:42 PM): so that he can ask questions and get more specific answers

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:44 PM): will he know it's me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:45 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:47 PM): and yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:53 PM): I sense you will meet him very soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:01 PM): perhaps as soon as Halloween or a little later

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:06 PM): and he will know your eyes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:31:07 PM): I keep getting that too - hence my nervousness

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:08 PM): anywhere

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:16 PM): yes, I can see why you would feel nervous

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:21 PM): but I sense you need not be

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:24 PM): he's so kind

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:28 PM): so personable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:33 PM): he will make you feel very comfortable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:42 PM): he's got a way about him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:50 PM): sort of like someone you can immediately trust

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:04 PM): I sense he will keep touching you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:09 PM): like touch your arm

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:11 PM): your shoulder

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:13 PM): your back

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:14 PM): your hand

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:21 PM): he uses gestures a lot when he talks

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:28 PM): and every time he touches

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:29 PM): you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:33 PM): its like energy zap

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:35 PM): I keep getting that he like the group Abba too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:40 PM): yes he does

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:42 PM): I gesture too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:46 PM): he likes a lot of old stuff like that

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:56 PM): I keep having to play Dancing Queen

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:01 PM): he likes 'mellow stuff'

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:05 PM): he finds them mellow

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:10 PM): he used to smoke pot a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:18 PM): but he does not now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:27 PM): but it seemed to make him feel mellow

Allie (9/19/2008 2:33:29 PM): does he have someone he goes to to ask about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:32 PM): and helped control visions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:35 PM): he does

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:41 PM): he has someone that costs a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:49 PM): he liked an ad or something you wrote about this

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:01 PM): off the phone now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:05 PM): he laughed and laughed about the costs of services

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:10 PM): for readings and such

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:16 PM): you were so right

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:22 PM): he enjoyed reading this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:28 PM): I hope you know what this is about

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:33 PM): yes I do

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:38 PM): he pays a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:42 PM): but feels this person is accurate

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:44 PM): and worth it

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:50 PM): and has this person talked about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:52 PM): and he feels she helped him with the dream

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:58 PM): in such a way that he found you on the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:02 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): of course

Allie (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): and has this person told him how good I will be to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:16 PM): yes - she has spoken of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:24 PM): and he seems to be looking forward

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:32 PM): because his current wifey is not good to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:40 PM): and she is materially driven

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:42 PM): and he is not

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:56 PM): he feels like her personal atm

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:06 PM): do you think I'll be living in NYC or in LA?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:14 PM): I sense both at times

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:18 PM): and what that means to me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:22 PM): is that you will be living in both

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:23 PM): that's what I thought

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:24 PM): back and forth

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:32 PM): so get ready

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:35 PM): for a lot of flights

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:46 PM): has he figured out where I live yet?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:50 PM): my address

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:53 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:59 PM): he knows that you live there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:03 PM): he wonders why

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:06 PM): he thinks you need to move

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:10 PM): has he been to Wooster yet?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:14 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:18 PM): he's checked it out

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:20 PM): I knew it. He should of come to the door.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:22 PM): recently?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:24 PM): and was like nooooooooo

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:26 PM): gotta move

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:27 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:32 PM): recently in the past month

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:44 PM): he's not feeling its good for you there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:51 PM): he senses some negative energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:58 PM): I think its your ex's energy though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:02 PM): and the unknown caller who didn't say anything today when I picked up the phone? him maybe?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:09 PM): oh yeah - I must move - I know that.

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:15 PM): yes most certainly it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:19 PM): he called while he was there too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:24 PM): but I am not sure you answered

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:30 PM): no I didn't

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:35 PM): I usually do not answer unknown callers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:44 PM): well, you should start!

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:47 PM): I will

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:05 PM): I feel like this guy is your man - you are uncovering the mysteries

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:14 PM): getting to the real deal

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:28 PM): he's waiting

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:35 PM): its like he is waiting for more insight

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:37 PM): answers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:39 PM): how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:46 PM): he keeps wondering how he will meet you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:48 PM): but you know

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:05 PM): I keep getting in a crowded area

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:09 PM): like a party

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:12 PM): or gathering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:14 PM): oh - cool

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:24 PM): and I can feel him looking at me from across the room

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:33 PM): you would def feel his energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:45 PM): he is definitely focused on you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:52 PM): he's got a lot of questions

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:56 PM): so do I

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:59 PM): like should he end his marriage now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:00 PM): or wait

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:13 PM): he's not sure about how you will come together

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:15 PM): now so he's free by the time I get there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:27 PM): he's going to come to that conclusion

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:35 PM): he's just thinking things through

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:49 PM): any idea when I'll be moving?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:58 PM): I get moving in January

Allie (9/19/2008 2:42:06 PM): that's what I thought too

What I haven't been able to figure out is if he's part of my soul circle or if this is simply a karmic connection. To me it doesn't matter - but what can I say? I'm always curious - always searching for answers. That's probably why I love mysteries and cop shows so much:)

No worries about Will, George, Bill and Ted. My desire to work and talk to these guys is steadfast.

I have no idea when I'll get the "Ask Allie" column caught up. I'm pushing myself to finish THE BLACK TRIANGLE and when I'm short on time - the column is the 1st to be put on hold - followed by the blogs. So we'll see.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex DVD, Runes And The Universal Light Expo!

So I was trying to work yesterday and my mind kept drifting to the Universal Light Expo that I will be a part of in Columbus Oct 11 & 12 (Booth 894). I give a talk about OBE sex on the 12th at 11:00 am. Being that I am on a shoestring budget, I was trying to think how can I get the word out about what I do without spending a lot of money? Especially since the OBE sex book will not be done and out on time for the expo. Plus I want to get the word out about the in person OBE workshops I am going to put on in 2009. Yes - I decided to do weekend workshops (sat & sun) for couples and singles a like. Any ways - so I'm think away and later on I get an email from one of the ULE people that there will be a person there who will video tape our talks, edit them and put it in DVD form into their network of distribution for the cost of $0.00. Yep - I don't pay a dime. Divine intervention for sure. Now I have to make sure I put together a good 50 min workshop that gives an overview of what I want to teach, without giving too much away. And yes, I'll be able to sell the DVD's from my site.

Speaking of which - I'm also going to start selling the stones, crystals and herbs that I talk about all the time. I hope to have that segment up by November. Sooner if I can help it.

On a separate note - I just landed a gig writing adult video cards. So up my alley:)

It's been awhile since I've given myself a Rune reading to determine what cycle I am trucking through.

I drew:

Raido - reversed (journey) - Present
Berkana (growth) - Attitude to take
Uruz (strength) - Consequences derived from the attitude

For the present it appears that obstacles, road blocks and so forth are not there to drive me nuts - rather they are rerouting opportunities. Plus this is a time where personal relationships can rupture and fall apart instead of reconciliations. It's important to keep my sense of humor. Well let me tell you - my sisters and I have gone through a few spells lately that turned out in a way that I'm surprised we are still talking. Yet we are -- we kept our sense of humor. The road blocks deal more with my readings than anything else. I know that doing readings is not where I'm supposed to be - yet they are trying to pay the bills. And I say trying because only some things are getting paid. So I understand this rerouting time - I just wish it would hurry up and reroute. I think that I made some progress yesterday when I shifted my focus from readings to the OBE workshops. I know that my future deals with both the screenwriting and the OBE sex information.

For my attitude to take to make it through this cycle - it's all about growth. I have to step into the flow to allow things to transform instead of fighting against the current. I have to get rid of any resistance that may be in my way and then I have to push forward and accomplish my work. I have to be focused, clear with my indent and controlled in my work methods. I have been getting up earlier to rewrite DREAMERS, plus I have been working on my OBE stuff in the evening.

My consequences that come around because of my attitude is that of a fresh start - a new beginning. It's all about terminating the past and embracing a new future. My current life would be outgrown and because of this - I have to let it go so that a new life can take form. I have to keep my eyes open for an opportunity that is disguised as a loss - something to which I have an emotional bond to. It will take strength for this new beginning and I'll have to learn how to adapt to a very creative time. I was thinking about this - what could it be that I have to let go in order to embrace the new life - and it hit me: Gypsy Advice. I would have to give up readings all together - and probably the blogs. It could all be short term - but I know that there is no way to do the TV shows and all that I do now. So there would have to be some heavy cutting - and it would pain me to do so. We'll see what I can still handle when the time is right. It would al work out if I could shift what I do now into a radio show such as what is on Psychiconair.com now or XM satellite would be great!

Have a great weekend! I'll be writing all weekend long:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

George, Swinging And Will's Upset!

I want to send blessing and love to all of my friends in the New Orleans area and all other areas of the gulf where Gustav may strike. In New Orleans - who is going to capture and save the cats of Jackson Square? Surely something has to be done for them - some sort of shelter - right? The new picture in my profile is of me and one of my sisters drinking far too much in NOLA. It's funny - I'm considered the "normal" sister - LOL! So you can imagine what my two sisters are like - ha! My poor parents....

Speaking of parents - me in particular - I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad -- but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.

Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He's no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.

Okay - 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse - back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that's it - then we'll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can't get his congestion under control - and thus far they've ran all the tests they can - then they'll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I'll be a fricken mess.

And my son is sick.....

In the midst of everything today - Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I "swinging". This is what she said:

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know - he knew before you knew - and its like he's been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like - welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He's got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing - that's something that you can count on. He's smiling - I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he's happy.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he's got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see - perhaps more detailed - sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind - like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He's been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?

Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He's very hot - he's got healing qualities - but sexually - omg!!!!!!!!!!!!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He's got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He's got this weird charisma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He's sort of a playboy

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he's charming

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he's been wondering about you lately.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he's not feeling it for you in NYC

Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I'll be in LA 1st. Yes - talked about moving to NYC on the blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he's thought of making a comment on your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it

Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too

Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no - not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that's it then

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts - his mind is always twirling

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no - he's not like Bill or Will in that respect

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he's shallow

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don't think so

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don't think so either

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he's in his own world and he's pretty happy there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he's kind of arrogant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes - arrogant and sarcastic

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will - he knows he owes you - he knows about the karma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He's got no problem with that

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay - no problem

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he's been waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he's there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in your group

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he's enjoyed it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he's got this grin - smile thing going on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts - sorry)

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he's thinking that you are brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too

Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he's not read your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on - what does he think and will he do anything?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that's good

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he's jealous

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell - what nerve is that?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he's been wronged in some way

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes - what nerve is that

Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he's pouty

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he's sulking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he's kind of depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he's down and out

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he's bored

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he's not drinking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he's smoking cigars?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there

Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call - one phone call - that's it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he's not doing it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he's feeling rejected but its all in his mind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he's holding himself back

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he's fooling himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he's punishing himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he's sabotaging his own happiness

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you - feeling you rejected him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that's not true

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no - it's not true - not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he's been having a hard time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he's not doing well with his work

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can't sleep

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he's got insomnia

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he's got everything

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn't have the one thing he needs - and that's me

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he's missing a vital part of his life

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know

Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out - it has to be before I meet George or forget it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding

George and hours of sex -- that's a pleasant mental picture:) Will - I don't know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.

And on that note - I'm exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

NOLA, OBE Sex Workshop And My Readings!

Well before anyone asks - Nickelodeon took a pass on the project for now. They need some things changed and some established talent w/credits, to come on board. We are invited to resubmit later on down the road. So we'll see. Am I bummed? Not really. I'm so used to being shot down that it really doesn't phase me any more. Now when I finally get a yes - that will register. So back to the drawing board on this - DREAMERS and the new project I just started.

I did not see Will in NOLA and I can honestly say that I didn't care. In fact, I'm at that point that if I never see him again in this life - I'm fine with it. I can still push his buttons 24/7 and no matter who he's with, they'll never be able to do that.

NOLA really was a blast. I met a lot of fabo people while I was there. I did spend Sat. night stumbling down Bourbon St. with my sister and a good friend of mine. We all know that if I start crying - my friend starts calling me a fucking whore and my sister says - it's all good....that we've had too much and it's time to stop:) The only thing that was wrong with me Sun was that I was tired. I never got sick, nor did I have a hangover:) I did go to Jackson Square (which I LOVED) and saw all of the stray cats that the town feeds. I also got a reading by a woman named Fox. I'll tell you what she said - along with Amy, an angel reader - what she had to say in a bit.

My OBE sex talk went well - a few people looked confused - some looked like they were too advanced with what I was trying to teach -- and others had no idea why they were drawn to the talk. That is until they got a reading from me and had "uh-ha" moments! I met many people who are still trying to get their lives back on track after Katrina. Others I met were dealing with discovering and/or meeting with their soul mate/soul clusters. One young woman I met was so gifted at seeing the dead - I mean WOW gifted. She is trying to get a handle on how to help them. One tall spirit guy was standing behind me as we talked and he kept touching me - very interesting. But she is a wow factor -- honestly - she has more of a gifted insight than John Edwards and Sylvia Browne combined (not to mention the original Ghost Whisperer). Anyways - I'd love to see where she is in a few years.

I did do a ghost/vampire tour which was a blast. Our feet hurt so we left it early - but we still had a good time. The French Quarter was nice - I liked the houses and just the "oldness" of that place. I rode the street car/trolley to get to The House Of Broel in the Garden District (where Maria had the show). We were stuck in Atlanta until late Monday night (weather related) - but the time I got home it was early Tuesday morning. And I'm still tired.

Now both readings - very similar in scope. Amy said that I have to trademark my OBE stuff and start doing workshops on my own. Doesn't matter if I have one couple show up - that this is where my bread and butter lies. That it will propel me to an area I didn't think possible. I do agree - I have to come up with something and I would love to give workshops on OBE sex - my problem is that I don't know how -- meaning I don't know how to come up with a curriculum. I guess I could base it on my OBE email class? And what I'm putting in my book? What else? Both ladies said that my energy is not putting out the right vibes to attract a love - that I'm prickly. Both wanted to know about the fireman and that I shouldn't keep him at arms length. Both said I scared off Will (by him reading my blog) and the person he is with doesn't scare him - he's more in control with her. Whatever. Both said that they doubt that Will and I will do what we have to in this life as he's too scared to take the next step. So oh goody - I get to come back and do this again.

Amy wants me to evoke Aphrodite. Say she wall help me lower my guard and allow someone into my life. Fox said I won't be getting laid till about forever. Both said that I have to focus and not to dawdle with what is in front of me - take the bull by the horns - etc....

Let's see money will continue to be tight but I will find a way to make ends meet. 2009 will be a great year - more money will start to come my way end of 2008. That's all I can remember.

I did feel something shift while I was in NO - I have to idea what, but it was good and had to do with my career. Time will tell.

Back to thinking about the OBE workshop. 3 days - one day per method. Ohh..I just thought of some wonderful oils & incense combos that would be a fabo part of the workshop. Plus crystal sex toys - oh yes - you heard correctly. I did have some OBE experiences while in NO. I have to find the time tonight to write them in the OBE sex blog.

Just so you know - I will be in FL from Aug 16 - 20 with my son to see my dad and step-mom. Then my son starts school the next week. Dang - where did the summer go?

My email is so scary that I don't even want to think about it. But I will eventually get back to everyone.

Oh - I did Maria's show live in NO on Monday instead of being on today -- but you probably already figured that out. I still would have loved to have my own show on Psychiconair.com - but I guess that it wasn't meant to be.

Which gets me to thinking about an OBE sex radio show - again. What in Goddesses name would I have on that show? Readings - sex & love - obviously. But what else? I wonder if I could have a co-host? Hey Matt (he knows who I'm talking about)...what do you think? Okay - I'm just thinking -- and on that note...

...I'm off to get my shower!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Very Quick Update

From spending most of the day at the vet (and this dang heat which makes me very tired), I am very behind. Here's a fast update:

- If you sent me email -- it's in ever growing stack. I'm gone all weekend - so I will try to respond on Monday.

- My son did really great at the EEG for his brain (it was cool to watch the brain waves). No test results yet.

- The pitch at "Nick" went great - from our end it couldn't have went better. Nick said this was the magical world they were looking for. They have a couple of magical type shows in development (but not on the lineup) - so we'll see. Now it's a waiting game.

- Brodie is doing better. His lungs are improving. Took a scan today of his heart - will know something on Monday.

- Still haven't had time to make up my mind for more readings.

Both the kid and I were stung by hornets (him yesterday - me today). I have a nest -- and a spray to kill the @uckers -- but I'm scared to do it. SIGH.

Okay - gotta go, have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychic Stuff, Readings And WTF?

Dang it's hot. I don't realize how hot my office is until I go downstairs - wow - what a difference. And where are 3 of my 4 cats -up here with me. They did throw me a look kike - are you ready to put in AC now? Nope - I'm not. So here we are -- a bit hot & muggy, but otherwise okay.

My son is so nervous to go to the Cleveland Clinic tomorrow for his EEG (I think I had called it a EKG) of his brain. I had to assure him that all they were going to do was to place electrodes on his scalp - and they'll ask to breathe certain ways - flash a light in his eyes -- all to see if his brain has mini seizures. I'm sure he'll be fine and the test will turn out perfect. But we're going cause the doc suggested it. The kid has a thing about anything feeling "pricklely" or sticky on his body. He was almost having a fit when he was thinking about when they remove the electrodes! Sticky stuff in his hair -- and there may be pain! The kid was funny. I calmed him down enough. The clinic wants him tired for the test - so I told him he could stay up as late as he wanted tonight -- that make him feel good.

Tomorrow is pitch day for Nickelodeon - fingers crossed!

I was tweaking a few things on Liveperson & Keen last night -- and I know I shouldn't have done this -- but I started looking around at the prices of other readers again. It made my blood boil. I found one on Liveperson for $20.00/minute - what the hell? AND people are actually paying it! WTF? Come on guys -- does anyone but me think that this is in excess? I could see a sex hot line charging that much (like Nite Flirt) because you're just there to get off, you're not vulnerable and seeking advice. It just rubs me the wrong way. I pray to the Goddess above that my ego never gets that big that I charge someone $1200/hr for my psychic services.

BTW -- I've had several people contact me about Cheat Peeps. I'm good -- and I'll be contacting the people I've already talked to to chat again about what I need.

New readings - I'm still thinking about adding a few more from what's been suggested to me - because they're all good. But I haven't had time to really give it thought -- so later on that one.

I really enjoy giving sexual energy readings. The ones I gave the hosts for the Unexplained World and for The Maria Shaw Show (Psychiconair.com) were very short. There's only so much time in the slots I was on air - so I had to scale back a bit on what I wanted to say -- but I just love doing this. Any ideas for sexual readings would be appreciated - and if it's picked - you get one of those readings for free. So put on your sexual thinking caps!

Will, Bill and Ted have all taken a giant step back - I have no idea why. George has taken a step forward. I'm sure there's something for me to learn here - I just do not know what it is. And if Tracey's work with the guys is over (which it is) what in the hell happened? I still haven't gotten that call from Will (Iris is here saying - be patient, you will). It's not that I'm not patient and it's not like I want to jump into something with the man any time soon - but I would like to talk to him. George seems just as baffled as I am to why he is right here now. But he's smooth about it - I guess I could say - reminds me of Frank Sinatra smooth. I know that for the last few days as my headaches have come back and my sleep patterns are screwed up - that it has to do partly with him and maybe the guys somehow. I do know that a big life change is on it's way. When I throw the tarot cards down to see what -- I keep getting the Tower card. Now the Tower I don't consider to be a bad card - I just see it as being blindsided and your world is drastically shifted into another direction.

But WHAT direction?

Iris and I had a chat the other day about marriage. I asked her if I really had to get married again in this lifetime in order to fulfill a Destiny Marker or my Soul Path? She said no - but that I would be in a committed relationship. I can do that - committed. But I honestly never want to do the marriage thing again. I don't see the purpose in it. It's not that I'm against marriage - I just do not see it's logical purpose in this day and age - especially with the divorce rates as high it is. It's not the 1950's any more - women work outside the home, you don't have to be married to have children. Plus since we all have several Life Partners to help us on our Life Path with our life's lessons - the odds of getting divorced are astronomically high. Luckily for me - the man I am supposed to be with views marriage the same way I do:)

BTW - Mr. Client Guy - dropped off the face of the earth. I haven't chatted with him in over 2 weeks. Oh well. I'm okay with that.

Thank you for those who have been my psychic pimp:) Please keep it coming - I have a feeling when I take Brodie to the vet again on Friday - it's going to be a hefty bill.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

More New Readings!

I'm on the move with adding more Specialty Readings to my mix:

Business Forecast (thanks Samantha)
Career/Job Forecast
Past Lives

Keep the suggestions coming! Samantha earned herself a free reading of the reading she suggested:)

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie ;)

An Upcoming Shift, Dreams & Radio Show!

I've done nothing this weekend but chill with my kid and play Halo 3 on the X-Box. I did manage though to actually update my Cheat Peeps web site/blog - with some more stuff on me and a change in prices. I need to hire someone to do blog postings on affairs, cheating, divorce, online dating and so forth. I just don't have the time to do that - which is blatantly obvious by my lack of attention to the site.

Fingers crossed for Thursday - this is when my show is being pitched to Nickelodeon. Send positive vibes please!! I wish I could tell you more about it -- but right now I can't. That said -- it's such a cool idea that even my mother loved it. And she's very hard to impress.

Depending on the outcome of my show - whether or not Nickelodeon and/or Disney turn it down or try to pick it up - will help me to decide whether or not to go for my PI license. It's something I'd be damn good at - but if I'm doing the show, there won't be any time to be a PI, so why get the license? If both networks say no - then the universe is trying to send me in another direction. Maybe I was a detective in a past life and that's why I love it so much? No idea.

Over the weekend (and last Friday) I did look around Live Person and even do a few readings. Revamped Keen a bit too. Let me tell you - I'm shocked at what I see. The prices the psychics/readers are charging is unreal. And that someone would pay it? Oh good Lord! I saw some at 6.99/minute - others at 9.99/minute and still others at $16.00/minute! I think $4.99 is too much! I'm at $1.99 for now, and I'm sure it will go up. But gosh - $16.00 a minute? Granted - psychics need to charge for their services - no doubt about it. But isn't some of this greedy? I don't know -- seems like some are in it more for themselves than to help other people -- it just ain't right. But in all professions there are people who are into it more for themselves -- these people usually get stuck or find themselves backed into a corner with no place to go -- especially when they need help. Oh well....

I just finished with The Unexplained World (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw) and had a blast - knew I would. When I logged on my phone came up as straight 11111111 against the board and at the same time of my connection - I lost my internet. Gave the 3 hosts and Ed's wife sexual energy readings. I love doing those! If you click on the link you'll be taken right to the show's page and the show I was on is the one that pops up & plays. Will be that way for the next 2 weeks - you can also download it to your MP3 player. They talked about me going back - looking forward to doing just that.

I wanted to write in the blog tonight (this morning) as I'm not positive I'll have a chance mid tomorrow. Brodie (the black lab) is not doing well. He still is struggling to breathe - he's in a constant stage of panting. So I'll be calling the vet 1st thing in the morning. I know the universe will have my back - but dang I hope I can afford the next onslaught of medical bills.

I need to move my office into the bathroom. I told my son that and he almost birthed a cow - lol. But really - I get my best story ideas, visit from guides/angels/deceased - plus "ahh ha" months + OBE Sex in that dang bathroom. Anyways - this time my "ah ha" had to do with dreams. The dream world is comprised of an infinite number of dimensions (kind of like the show SLIDERS or STAR GATE) where every door, window or mirror can be a portal to another dimension. And something in one dimension may not look the same in another dimension even though you're in the same spot in both dimensions. So when you are in a dream and you have a random series of events happening to you as you travel through this dream - you are going through portals to different dimensions and while landing at the same "sector" as the previous dimension, the lay of the land is completely different (or in some cases slightly) because of how that dimension is run. That's why at times we have some whacked out dreams of seaminglessly random things happening during a dream - we're dimension hopping. Once I realized that (as I was sitting on the potty last Friday) my jumbled dreams actually weren't so jumbled and didn't feel that way upon awakening.

Whew!

I also realized that I'm so dang blessed with the people I know -- that I could just do a happy jig! No - I'm serious. I'm blessed and I thank all of you for making me that way:)

Also - depending on the outcome of Thursday/Disney/Nick - I may add a weekly live radio show to my mix. I keep getting the urge to do that. I don't know. Would you listen? Would you listen to that and the podcast? They'd be 2 separate shows. I'm rather attached to my weekly rambling podcast and I'd hate to give it up. Maybe have the live radio do reading too - chat about sex and have a guest on? Maybe a co-host or a slew of regular guests? Hummm.....

I have a headache coming on -- must mean a visit from one or all of the guys. I discovered that I can get burned out by the guys. All of them - doesn't matter who. I must put up a wall - or maybe they do - when we've had enough of one another. My wall came down - I'm ready to rock and roll again.

I feel that shift coming up. I should be sleeping - but I'm not. Granted - my energy is up from the radio show - but normally I'd be in bed now sleeping. When I'm awake -- that means a shift - headache - shift. Something good is coming my way! Ya-hoo!

In case you guys didn't know or forgot -- I will be in New Orleans Aug 2 & 3 for Maria Shaw's psychic fun fair: 2220 St. Charles Ave, New Orleans, LA, 11a.m. to 5p.m., Admission $10 includes hourly lectures, Readings $10. REALLY looking forward to this. As you know I only do in person readings at these fairs - the next one won't be until the end of Oct.

Three books I need to find time to write: OBE Sex (finish), Psychic Scams & 101 Ways To Bust Your Partner (meaning cheating/affairs).

BTW -- thanks for the great reading ideas! I'll take them all into consideration.

And on that note I'm going to force myself to go to bed -- I have to get up at 6:00 am and it's midnight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Brodie looked better this morning - he isn't panting ALL the time. But I still made an appointment for him for Friday!

Quick Reading Update!

I put the new readings on the web site faster than I thought I would do. Iris said do it now -- and I did! I added a couple more MP3 readings and tweaked the Advanced & In Depth ones.

The Specialty Readings are:

-Who Is Your Soul Mate Reading?
-Who's In Your Soul Cluster Reading?
-Business Compatibility Reading
-Relationship Compatibility Reading
-Faithfulness Compatibility Reading
-Relationship Outlook Reading
-Life Partners Reading
-Future Forecast Reading
-Soul Purpose & Life Path Reading
-Divine Gifts Reading
-Dream Analysis Reading
-Divine Helpers Reading


And I'll be adding more. If you have a suggestion for one - please email with it. If I add it to my offerings, you'll get your suggested reading for free!

BTW- my Mini Cooper is now fixed:) Yay!

Off to the doctor (for my son).

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Radio Shows, Life Lemonade And Readings!

Before I forget - two things:

1) I was on Psychiconair.com at 9:30 am today and not in the 10 hour. We had fun - as usual.
2) I will be on "The Unexplained World" this Sunday (7/13) at 9:00 pm CDT (10:00 pm EDT) at: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw phone lines will be open. These guys seem like a great bunch of people - I'm looking forward to being on!

Okay -- so my Mini died. Yep - the Cooper blew God knows what last night. So it's just sitting in my garage right now. I hope to have it fixed today so that I can drive my son to his eye therapy tomorrow. I have no idea where the money will come from in order for me to fix it -but since the universe has my back, I'm sure something will come up.

My son -- the neurology appointment went well. There's nothing that is not firing the way it should be. But since he tends to shriek out (doc called them vocal tics) we're going to make sure that he's not having any seizures when that happens. Next Thur we'll be up in Cleveland for an EKG on his brain - a week after that, up at the Cleveland Clinic for some evaluations.

I'm doing my best to make Life Lemonade out of the lemons I'm being thrown, but I'm still a bit stressed. It's nothing too insurmountable - but I'd like a short break from my challenges. I'm sure many of you know how I feel.

But to be able to pay for my car, the vet bills and now my son's doctor bills - I've had to go back to Keen & Liveperson to do readings. I'm going to arrange it so that I am on Keen - Mon, Wed & Fri with Liveperson on Tues & Thurs. When school is back in session - Keen Mon - Fri during the day and Liveperson in the evening. I like Liveperson because I can do readings via chat and my client will not hear my son in the background. He doesn't disrupt me when I do a reading since I do not go into a meditative state or anything - but it's unprofessional in my eyes to have my client hear him during the reading. Now the podcast is different - it's free - so that's why I'm not such a stickler on him being on that podcast. So on the front page of Gypsyadvice are two icons for both services that will let you know when I'm on. I may put them here on the blog as well.

Any help that you can give me to improve my ratings on either Keen or Liveperson is appreciated. With Keen I can give you free minutes. Email me if your are interested and I can send you the minutes to use. Also with Keen, when you use that service and give me feedback, I will give you free minutes for a follow up. As soon as Liveperson adopts the same policy of give away free minutes (although every session is started for free) I will give away more minutes.

Be my Psychic Pimps guys -- tell your friends and family members about me. I really need the business - thanks.

For the OBE Book the title: Out of Body Ecstasy! (sub title) The Anywhere, Anytime Orgasmic Experience! Thanks to everyone that voted! I've had to put the book on the back burner again -- but I hope to still have done in 2008!

I'm going to be adding a "Specialty Reading" category to the Psychic Advice page. Readings tailored for: Soul Mates, Soul Clusters, Destiny Markers, Relationship Compatibility, Lifetime Partners and more! Look for that next week. If you have any suggestions fort a specialty reading - email me and let me know!

There's a guy named Tim that has been showing up in my dreams. I cannot remember anything but his name - Tim. I have no clue what happened or what we chatted about -- just his name. Very strange.

Will is around me more often - which is really nice. He's not in my face, but he's not too far away either. He does seem a bit on the sexual side - and I ALWAYS like that:)

And on that note - I have to go and get some more work done.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Allie, Iris And A True Love!

You know, I've tried watching Medium so many times, but I have it all figured out within the first 5 - 10 min and it ruins everything - same happens with Ghost Whisper and the Dead Zone (when it was on). The only shows that give me food for thought at least 1/2 the time are the CSI, Law & Order and Monk. SIGH. Same thing happens when I read a mystery book - before I hit 1/2 way I have it solved. Dang it all. But that's something I'd love to write - a mystery movie with the viewer having to figure out who done it. Whoever solves the crime sends in a solution. Then the ones who have it right get put in a hopper and a winner is pulled. The whole movie is told through the eyes of the PI hired by the victims family. So what the PI sees, the audience sees. Then after it is out of the theaters & is in DVD, there will be a second mystery to solve. The secondary mystery is located within the main mystery but you don't really notice it as you're paying attention to #1. It's a concept that's been knocking about in my mind for many years.

I'm not sure if I will get the podcast done on Monday. My mom and sister are coming over for a picnic and then it's off to see Indy. I don't care if it has been 19 years since the last movie - Indy is still hot.

For those of you who have been following this blog for awhile you know how I can be a reading junkie. I love getting readings - although I don't get them near what I used to - I'm still tickled when I do get one regardless of the info getting. For my birthday a client surprised ME with a reading. Yeah - I was tickled:) I thought I'd share it with you, I hope she doesn't mind (I don't think she does or I wouldn't share).

The spread I've chosen is called The Birthday Spread, and I found it on a tarot forum I belong to. It is 9 cards and tells you about your past influences, accomplishments of the past year, issues you carry forward into this year, where you are at the moment, challenges you may face in the upcoming year, goals you can achieve this year, the overall focus of your year, and your birthday gift, which is a blessing you will receive during the year. I really love this spread, it reminds me of a solar return almost :) The tarot deck I'll be using is Tarot of a Moon Garden in case you want to google for images of the cards that appear in your reading.

First of all, I just have to say when I drew your cards, you pulled 5 major arcana cards! WOW!!! I have never done a reading like that before! And I think you know that 5 in numerology indicates major changes are ahead!! And because the major arcana usually represents themes or big issues. Psychically, I receive that this is going to be a TREMENDOUS year for you. Clairvoyantly, I see moving toward the East and I am seeing happiness not only for you, but for your son as well. I feel a lot of warmth and laughter. I also see a man walking into your life when you make this move. He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move. I see your business doing tremendously well and your going to write another book for publishing based on dreams and dream interpretation.

Ok with that said, this is what the cards are telling me in the spread I am doing for you:

Card #1 - Past influences that are ending or passing out of your life - Three of Cups - I want to say that you aren't playing the victim anymore. It's like you've underwent through some hard times this past year. You've dealt with the hard times as best as you can, and God is rewarding you. Three is a number of creativity and communications. You probably felt a creative growth spurt this year and you have learned some lessons on how to expand your horizons with regards to your creativity. Your creativity will always be there, don't worry, but it's like the past year, you were on this major creative growth spurt. You were blossoming with ideas all over the place. Also, in my card, there is three fairies in cups. I'm feeling this was a great year for networking for your business and you have reaped the benefits of this networking. The moon in the card is a bright yellowish-orange color and that signifies happiness. It took you awhile to get there, but there is just major happiness flowing from you.

Card #2 - Accomplishments of the past year to reflect on - Temperance - Whenever I think of Temperance, it usually means patience to me. So I am thinking that you have had to learn to be patient and learn to work with your energies in order to manifest your desires. You had to make things work. You were not only patient, but you knew the meaning of "hard work" and you see the rewards that have come with this hard work. I'm also getting that you are trusting your guides more than ever. You have always listened to them, but there was some doubt. But this past year, you learned that they have been more right than wrong. You are becoming more intuitive and more aware. There is a unicorn behind the angel who is pouring a rainbow into a cup in the card, and the unicorn to me symbolizes extra protection and good luck. Your angels were certainly helping you accomplish your goals and made you go after your dreams. There is a path behind the angel, which I think is going to be the angel's next venture which leads to some mountains. You are more prepared than ever for this challenge. Way to go Allie! :)

Card #3 - Issues, tasks, or goals carried forward from last year into the coming year - The Sun - You are learning to trust. I'm feeling you have major trust issues. You don't trust just anyone. They have to understand you. You get along with everyone, but you sometimes feel that you are lacking friends who understand the real Allie. I'm also getting that you will continue to work with your guides more in an every day basis and they are going to lead you to some new people who will understand the real Allie. And these people will be in your life FOREVER. Also, The Sun can indicate partnership, so you may decide to write a book with someone, start a business with someone, or you could enter into a new relationship this year. And this relationship you will learn from. And you will be happy. I feel nothing but good from this card for you. It's just all about working with people and perhaps you may become involved with someone (maybe the man I saw at the beginning of this reading ;) ).

Card #4 - Where you are right now - Justice - You are receiving what you so rightfully deserved. You are in a happy place. The wrongs have been righted. You are ready for your next battle in the game of life. You feel you can tackle anything that comes your way (and you can!). The moon in the card to me represents that there are higher forces working with you. You are always going to have an uplifting from anything no matter what. Nothing will ever be complete doomsday for you.

Card #5 - New influences that will be coming into your life in the near future - The Emperor - When I first saw this card, I immediately thought of a teacher/father figure. He is going to be someone that you can confide in, someone you will go to for advice, and someone who is as spiritually enlightened as you are. I'm feeling that he could have Aries energy since The Emperor is sitting on a throne with Ram horns. And I really feel a masculine energy in this card too. This person could also be a female, just someone who has a lot of masculine energy. I really could be wrong, but I feel this will be a male more than likely, and this could be the man that I'm seeing you enter into a relationship with. He's going to be very loving. You will be his Goddess ;) It's like first he'll come into your life as a teacher, but then he will become a lover.

Card #6 Challenges you may face in the coming year - The Magician - You may have writer's block or not all the desire to do as many readings as you have been doing. You've expanded your energy so much on helping people that you will want a vacation. Make sure you are taking time out for yourself, even if it post pones readings. Your energy may ware thin. Be sure to get lots of sleep. Don't be on the go all the time. And I'm feeling a lot of movement within this card, so I think there may be some stress with moving, but that's natural :) Make sure you breathe and just take time out for yourself once in awhile. You may also feel that there is some blockage or deception, but remember, you can overcome anything! You are a very powerful wizard ;) (since the card has a wizard for the Magician). You are a wiz! Your metaphysical and spiritual knowledge will help you fight your writer's block and intuitive blocks and/or the people you feel that are deceiving you.

Card #7 - Goals you can achieve in the coming year - Knight of Swords - You are going to continue to fight for what you believe in. And the result will be very positive for you. I'm feeling your trust issues will be tackled and you'll have such numerous support from people. I feel you are going to complete something that is either draining your energy or you just don't have time for anymore.

Card #8 - The Overall focus or outlook for the coming year - Four of Pentacles - This is going to be ALL ABOUT YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! ALLIE! ALLIE! ALLIE! You will focus more on yourself this year and I see you focusing on your writing more. Your business is going to get so busy with your appearances on Maria's show, you may also get a radio show of your own! You have to remember when to say no to the people who you can turn away. You will know who to say no to because they will support you no matter what. I'm seeing a move in this card as finances will be ok to move. You will be in a much happier place and you are just so thankful for the way things have turned out.

Card #9 - Your birthday gift - a blessing you will receive during the year - Queen of Staffs - You are going to become a business savvy woman. You are going to be balanced (or at least seem to be balanced LOL). I also see a new pet. This pet you are going to be so attached to. It's going to be a stray, but you are so drawn to it, like it's a past life connection or something. You are going to start feeling beautiful and will want to flaunt what you got ;) And you are a beautiful soul. The Queen of Staffs also means a good friend and mother and devoted wife. So this year could be...it. Even though you are in your money year, I still feel that romance will blossom for you and this could lead into a marriage or long term relationship. You are never going to be broke, you will always have just enough to get by when times are rough.

The guy she described in the beginning sounds a lot like Will - except that Will's hair isn't black. But heck, as long as I meet a good guy who is good to me and my son - I don't care who he is. She's not the only one who has told me that I'll be moving east and it could be as early as mid summer. Plus - again not the only one who says I will burn out and want to slow down some this summer. So if I try to work in moderation now - maybe I won't burn out this summer?

Iris and I had a little chat about romance last night. I asked her how a SOB like my ex could find someone (although he had several while we were married) and move in with them -- when me -- the nice person - still hasn't found anyone. She said -- well Allie, you're ex will take anyone and while his girlfriend has a kind heart, he'll mess that one up too. And then he'll go on to the next and so forth. You on the other hand know what you will accept and will not accept. You have asked the Divine to send you a true love - not just any love - and that is what you are waiting for. Just anyone will not due for you - you refuse to accept anyone into your life -- and the life of your son -- who doesn't have your highest good in mind. Because of this, only men who meet the conditions set out by you will be brought to you. And where you live - there isn't many - if any. You'll meet your love when you are out of town. And before you ask - I will not tell you if it's Will or not. It should be - but he has free will to turn his back. If he does that - then you will be brought another true love as you have more than one. Fear not for you will be in a positive, loving relationship by the end of 2009. In the grand scheme of things, another year or so isn't that long. Besides, your work load is heavy now and is about to get heavier. There's only so much time in a day.

And yes, there is only so much time in the day. And with school ending next Friday, my days will be busier. Although he is going to go to his favorite day camp 3x a week this summer - I still have to pay for it - so it's more work for me:)

On that note - it's time for me to go and get some more things done. For those of you in the states, have a great Memorial Day weekend and stay safe.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Séance, The Dreamer Whisperer And Ask Allie!

I had a first over the weekend - and I have few of those these days. A friend of mine was throwing a party and wanted me to come over and do readings for people -no problem. Then she asked - Allie, can you hold a Séance at the party? I thought - SWEET! And said, heck ya! After the readings were done, we all sat around the dining room table (there were 12 of us - 13 with me - in all). I had three candles in the middle (lit) and some frankincense burning - some nice music in the background.

We held hands and I took everyone through some energy exercises. I then said a short opening speech - inviting the spirits in that are for our highest good into the room. The temperature dropped. It was kind of freaky:) Then we went around the table one at a time and they asked a yes or no question - the answers came through me. We heard something knock over and I had to bring everyone's focus back to the table. Once we were done with the questions I told the spirits thank you for their aid -- to focus in on the flames of the lit candles and to go back to the other side.

We talked about our experiences afterwards. Each person saw images, movies, words in their mind's eye.

It was so much fun that my friend is throwing another party this summer and I'm going to go and do readings & hold another Séance. Whoo hoo!

I'm doing that at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention in Oct - holding a Séance -- it'll be a blast I'm sure!

I found a TV proposal that I wrote years ago -- it was for the Ask Allie radio/TV show. If any of you have ever watched the Howard Stern show, he had his radio show & at the same time their filmed it and placed it on TV. Like that. I would do listeners readings, have on guests to discuss different metaphysical topics, have a daily, numerology forecast -- etc... I forgot that I even wrote this so many years ago. Now I can add to it OBE sex, helping others improve their sex lives and so forth. I still think it's all a good idea:)

Next Monday - May 5th - I'm going to be raising all of my reading prices (and probably add a few new readings to the mix). So if you want the current prices - buy now until next Monday. If you want to buy a reading and hold it until later - that's fine - just let me know. Keep in mind that if you purchase the reading Thur - Sun that I will not be home (and I'm not taking the lap top, only the crackberry) so I will confirm your purchase on the 5th.

I slept ZERO last night. Every time I tried - I got pulled into an intense dream visit. I'm exhausted. This happened Friday night - Sunday night -- I have one heck of a headache. No time for naps. The dream visits were with people I don't think I know in the physical world - but each need my help about something. One was in an abusive relationship (where the wife was the abuser) and he didn't know what to do. She was there in the dream as well. I taught him how he can change his dream and lock her out. And suggested what he should do in the physical reality with his marriage. Another was on the verge of losing her home and having her and her 7 kids on the street. I helped her shift her dream from the dark despair of being homeless to money coming in and everything around her being bright.

Another person had ovarian cancer - I administered healing, another person was depressed after their boyfriend broke up - and the list goes on. I woke up after each dream visit - which is why I remember them. Just call me the Dream Whisperer!

Friday night/Sat morning - Heath Ledger was front and center. He was doing a lot of pacing -- man, and I thought Will could pace. I kept telling Heath he has to cross over - he kept saying that he wasn't finished yet - still had things to do. I told him what my friend Dave was to take him over - and Dave said he did - so what is he doing back here? Heath said that he did indeed go over - but he came right back. His soul hurts - he misses his daughter and Michele something fierce and he can't leave them. He has a lot of guilt.

So since he pulled me into this visit - I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. Then he and I were in a 1960/early 70's big 4 door dark blue car with a white roof. And he's driving -- and we're driving it up this huge (length & width) staircase. And we were having a heck of a time getting it up the stairs. Heath's pissed -- and I asked him why is he doing this? He told me that he promised his dad he'd deliver the car.

Then it switched to a hotel. But Heath disappeared. So I went looking for him. Opened one hotel room - nothing, The next one was my room and I walked in - nothing. But my lap top was on the bed and my screensaver was on -- the screensaver was Heath. I remember thinking to myself - I wonder if that freaked him out -- seeing himself as my screensaver? BTW -- he is not my screensaver in the physical reality - in fact - the guy is not on my computer or in my movie collection at all. So I can't figure out why he's drawn to me.

Any ways - I opened the third hotel door and there was a woman lying in one bed, with her head at the foot of the bed - a man in the other bed - with his head at the top of the bed. I started to close the door when the woman stopped it. She asked if I was looking for Heath? I said yes. She replied that he had an appointment and was down at the shower room. I started to close the door - changed my mind and reopened it -- she said that she had a 9:00 am meeting and really needed to get some sleep. I closed the door.

Now I'm at the shower room - which is a large shower building where men & women can shower - each with their own stall. I see Heath running form one building to shower room and I yell out to him. Now - my son is next to me. Heath turns and looks at us - saying he has to be someplace at 5:00 and if I would come stand guard at the shower so that people will leave him alone.

I told my son that he too needed a shower and for him to hurry up - I put him in the stall next to Heath. I had to keep shooing people away from Heath - they wanted his autograph. Now how rude is that? The man is taking a shower! I peeked my head into my son's shower as it was 4:55 and Heath had to run. Heath flew out of the shower (fully dressed) and I grabbed my son. Heath said we'll talk later...

And I woke up.

When my son got up the 1st thing out of his mouth - I hate it when you make me take showers. I told him that he didn't have a shower last night. He says no mom, in my dream - in my mind you made me take a shower. Now stop it. I asked if he remembered anything else -- he said no.

The pressure just dropped in my office - Heath showed up. I asked what he wanted - he said he was lonely. I told him that if he would cross over he wouldn't be lonely any more. He rolled his eyes and left. SIGH. One thing that he did say before he left is that he is not haunting Michelle. I think she think he's haunting her when all he's doing is standing by to make sure she's okay. There's no haunting involved - he'd never do anything to scare her on purpose.

Will has been around - but at a distance and that's fine by me. He pops in - pops out. Kind of like telepathic pacing. I only wish he would make the decisions he needs to make and then take action. Him keeping himself in limbo is doing nothing but driving him crazy which in turn - drives me nuts.

Speaking of driving nuts. I've been trying to work on DREAMERS. And I say try because my internal critic has been being very naughty. Many negative comments which I keep countering with positive reactions. The negativity in me says to hang it up -- while the positive side remind me that I'm not a quitter. I push forward until it is obvious that I have to change my course. It's not obvious here except that I push forward. So I will prevail - there's no choice but that.

It's been 1 year since I found out my ex was cheating on me - one year that I had that feeling. It was an overpowering feeling too - way overpowering. On my b-day it'll be one year since I had proof of the affairs. And I say affairs as he had his online/phone woman for cyber & phone sex and then the woman he was screwing here in the physical realm. And wow - what a year this has been. My health, attitude, energy and overall well-being has improved 400% as soon as he moved out. What a year, what a year -- and this next year will be even better!

And on that note I need to eat lunch and then to the podcast:)

3 days till NYC - but who's counting:) Me - that's who:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, Will And Psychic Parties!

I went outside my comfort zone last night - and I'm glad I did. Over the last couple of years I have done parties where I go to the party and do readings for the guests. But it's always been for friends - and obviously I knew people there before I showed up. Well last night I did a party for a woman that I had never met. I had a great time. Some were skeptical of having a "psychic" there - while others were cool or intrigued by it. I did meet a couple of people who listen to my podcast, which was cool. Oddly enough - after the party was over and there were just a few people left - Ethan wanted me to show them who Will is. I have no idea why - but I did anyways. I think that I may add to my web site a page on hiring me to do parties. Although I think it would be smart to bring someone with me if I feel it warrants it.

The Art Of Divination e-class starts today. There's still time to sign up if you're interested!

The Darin/Raisin saga seems to be working itself out -- ever so slowly. No one is trying to kill anyone and Darin is no longer hiding under the bed. BTW -- Darin here is the aggressor -- Raisin is just tickled to sleep on my bed.

The writing on DREAMERS is coming along. As well as the OBE sex book. I had been thinking about spending more time on Keen (or really I should say just time period) but my guides keep telling me to write. I keep reminding them that I have to pay the bills. They remind me that there will be enough money to do what I have to do -- just write and trust in what I am doing is what I'm supposed to be doing! SIGH.

I was thinking last night - I like my life. I mean I really like it. I think that it's the 1st time I've ever said that. Sure things can get tough - but that's a part of life. I'm at peace with myself and grateful for what I have - not always wishing to have what is out of my reach. Besides - the only drama in my life now is when I turn on LOST or CSI:) Plus - my son is really the only other drama I want:)

BTW - in case you didn't hear, Heath Ledger's death was ruled an accidental overdose - just as I thought. His state when he came to me after his death was a "oh shit" type of thing -- not that I'm sad and I wanted to die thing. I hope that his family can heal now.

Have you ever drank CoffeeMate without the coffee? You would have had to watch "10 Items of Less" to get that:)

Do any of you belong to Bebo? I just joined: http://www.bebo.com/AllieT28

A little bit ago, Edward stopped by to talk to me. He wanted to expand on the Atlantis reveal that came about with Will the other day. He showed me that despite what has been written about Atlantis, it was overseen by a counsel of 13 women - with one of those women being "in charge". Men wanted a bigger say in the dealings of Atlantis - one of the biggest voices was Will. He pushed to have 14 members with more men on the board - half female and half male. It would not happen. So a civil war erupted. Before things got out of hand - two things happened: the secrets were placed into the crystal skulls and the record of Atlantis was placed in the time capsule. Then - of course - things went out of hand. Ted sided with me and the women (as did many men) but Bill went with Will. Will was in charge of the "other side" and his magical abilities enabled him to have a firm control. When Atlantis faded from view - Will realized the severity of his errors. But by then it was too late. It was either push forward with the status quo or disappear. So he disappeared. The next person in charge put the hit out on me, Ted and the children. That next person in charge was my ex husband (as in the second, not the first). When Will learned what had happened, he vowed to spend eternity making it up to me and children as a whole. Then he killed himself.

This is why in the past life where he was burned at the stake (instead of me) he was keeping with his soul's promise -- and he still is in this lifetime. Although when I am to be by his side as he dies, I am to tell his soul that the debt has been repaid -- this way his soul can be at peace. It also explains the way my ex and I interacted with one another - and why his purpose with me was to give me a child. Heck- I could have been divorced 7 years ago!

Now it makes sense - to a point. But better than it was before.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Barry Manilow, Will And Time!

Barry Manilow on the iPod again -- this time "Weekend In New England" (my favorite) and all I can see is Will and I running over cobblestones - in the midst of a heavy downpour - and entering a bar housed in a stone building - in Salem Mass. I can see some more short glimpses: us once we enter the bar shaking off the rain and laughing because we're soaked, us sitting at a table eating sandwiches, drinking beer and noting that people were staring at us. It doesn't matter what BM song comes on - I get visions with all of them. For example:

Can't Smile Without You & Daybreak: Us on stage during our 2 man play.
Even Now: Us on Oprah talking about our connection.
This One's For You & Ready To Take A Chance Again: Will taking me to Bill's house.

And so forth - and so on.

I've been thinking some about our connection and (not) making that phone call. If he and I made a soul promise to connect in this life - then we will connect no matter what. If we didn't - no matter what I do or say, it won't happen. No how I push - it will not happen, if it is supposed to, before the time we set. This also goes for Bill, Ted and Matt. In a way it's frustrating - but also comforting as everything is happening because it's supposed to happen. I still don't get why Will and I didn't physically meet last year when all of my spidey powers said we were going to. It could have been what I felt was the emergence of a more powerful connection where it would feel as if we were in the same place - which did happen - and I could have used my wishful thinking and turned it into a physical meet.

In my quest to get rid of stuff (much to the horror of my son), I came across a few resources (compliments of Care2.com) that could help you declutter as well:

National Mailing Lists
The Direct Marketing Association (The DMA) is a trade association of businesses who advertise their products and services directly to consumers by mail, telephone, magazine, Internet, radio or television. Fortunately, they allow consumers to manage their preferences about how their names are used on mailing lists. Managing your preference here can wipe out much, but not all, of your junk mail in one fell swoop. Hurray!

Catalogs
Catalog Choice allows you to select the catalogs you no longer want to receive and then they contact the catalog provider and request your name be removed form their list. You need to select all of the catalogs you wish to stop, but this service is great because it requires only one registration and they take care of all of the correspondence. You should have a copy of the catalogs that you wish to discontinue so that you can get the code from the mailing label. The rest is very simple.

Pre-Approved Offers of Credit.
This one is especially annoying, since pre-approved offers of credit tempt you to accrue debt and pose identity theft opportunities. There are four credit bureaus in the United States: Equifax, Experian, TransUnion and Innovis. Many companies that you do business with share their data with these bureaus. In turn, the bureaus rent their lists to banks and creditors. Although specific financial information isn't included in these databases, they do categorize the lists by general income brackets and consumer habits. The insurance industry also uses these lists to solicit business. Thankfully, the federal Fair Credit Reporting Act and some states' laws require credit reporting companies to delete any consumer's name and address from mailing lists at the consumer's request. You can do so by calling (888) 5OPTOUT (888-567-8688) to opt out of the mailing lists for all four of the credit bureaus.

My credit card debt is gone - my credit cards are in my safety deposit box (except of one for emergencies) and I am going to do everything in my power to keep it that way. I'm dropping off at the recycling center today 15 years worth of Writer's Digest magazine. 15 years worth! Plus all of the other magazines that I've had lying around. I let all of my subscriptions run out and I'm not renewing. I bought a couple of fun things from Sony for the house - sending them back. I also informed my son that I'll be canceling cable soon. Reason? The expense and all the darn commercials. He wants everything and it is just plain stupid how they market to kids. No wonder the country is in a credit mess.

I'm also moving stones/crystals around my house to create a nice flow of energy.

The last several days I have been driving around a new 2008 Mini Copper S. Why? Because the dealership in Columbus still has my car. They found some things that needed replaced so they gave me this loaner care. Now my S is a super charge car. This Mini is a turbo. Good lord does it have power. I hit 110 mph on the highway without breaking a sweat. Of course, I slowed it down - no need for a ticket. But it was fun!

I'm outta here in an hour to get my hair colored. I'm a bit nervous since this is the 1st coloring I've ever had. I told my son about it - he asked me not to look like a tomato head. I promised him I'd do my best - lol!

I saw a friend that I hadn't talked to since I got married this last time and she told me that I seem lighter. My energy doesn't feel heavy like it did before -- then she asked - what did I do? I told her divorce:) She said it agreed with me and I agreed with her completely. She's not the only one who has said that to me. People have mentioned that I do seem more energized, lighter and happier. I would agree. This is what happens to anyone who follows what their soul wants them to do. But it isn't just the divorce that has changed my energy (although it was a big part). I also am writing more. I know that this is where my purpose lies - in writing (among other things I haven't figured out), not in giving readings. So I've tried to shift my focus without breaking my bank account:) It hasn't been easy since I've been doing readings more than writing for such a long time.

Plus I'm trying to incorporate the meditation, energy raising and some exercise into my daily routine. Focus, focus, focus -- that's the key. And thankfully, I finally figured that out:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Headaches, Change And Will!

I woke up again this morning with a killer headache. My dreams have been very active the last two nights. So much so that I spend most of my night tossing and turning. What bugs me is that I can't really grasp what I dreamt about (besides Will). There's fast moving water and fire. I can briefly remember running towards something as everyone else was running away. Other things that I can remember snippets are guns being fired, and a wave of peace. When this type of dreaming happens w/me waking up with a headache - some big change usually happens in my life. It could be good or bad -- don't know. I could use some good:)

Now if I can't sleep as well as having the above, then it's a change coming for a large group of people -- this is what happened to me before 9/11, Katrina and the 2005 Tsunami. So if the no sleep happens - I'll let you know.

Either way something is going to shift in my life. I've told myself to pay better attention to the dreams.

I noticed the clock this morning -- it didn't say 8:12, instead it was 8:05. Now 805 stands for: The changes that you're considering or experiencing are Divinely guided, and they help you to be more financially secure.

Hummm...I'm not considering any changes right now -- but if you take in account my dreams -- then the changes being made must be to give me a better financial foundation. That would be nice.

I know that I am trying to revamp things to give myself some more writing time. It's hard for me to do anything past 4:30 when I go pick up my son. I get him, do house work, supper, homework, some play time, his bath, bed and then some more house work. By this time it's 10:00 and I'm pooped. I do keep trying to get up sooner - but me and the snooze button are loving each other way to much. I think that I'll ask my guides for help on that.

Speaking of guides, as I was falling asleep last night, I was walking down my path toward my dream portal when I saw Edward and Ethan. They said that everything is going as it should and that I need not worry so much. Then Edward chimes in and says my worries take me away from my path. Ethan adds - they need to feel your light. My goal was to walk through the portal and go see Will. But as I moved closer to it, I could see him standing there waiting for me. I asked him what in the heck is he doing? He replied - you were coming to se me anyways - right? I nodded. Well, I though I'd save you the trouble of finding me and enter into our dreams side by side. I asked - how can you be here and enter into my portal and not your own. He smiled and said - I have so much to teach you. And we walked through.

I barely remember the visit since it was at the start of the night and then I had all of that activity (which Will might have been a big part of - I don't know). What I do remember is him showing me a large leather bound book that we wrote our "teachings" into centuries ago. The place we were at was our magic room on the astral plane.

Keen was a waste of time today -- as it had been all week thanks to that wonderful person who left me the negative feedback. If you can respond to my plea of help in the below posting -- that would be great. But I'm not going to leave it there very long - so if you look below this and there is no posting about Keen, then I erased it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Help Allie Out!

I need some help guys. Remember that wonderful person who "bombed" my Keen account? Well, their little stunt is costing me days of business - about a weeks worth - and with Christmas here I can't afford to lose that much business. Until I can get her comments moved off of the 1st page of my listing, this will go on.

This is where you come in. If you let me read for you on Keen, I will send you 3 free minutes to chat - but you also have to have at least 1 minute of pay time in order to leave feedback. I'm at 2.99 a min. So if we chat for 4 min, it'll cost you $2.99. If you are already on Keen, let me know what your id (via my gypsyadvice email) is and I'll send you the free minutes. If you are not on Keen, use the button below to join:




and then email me at allie @ gypsyadvice .com . DO NOT email through Keen's email service as they moderator it. Then after our convo - leave me the good feedback (if I deserve good, if not, just don't leave anything please) and that will help me out big time.

Again - I would appreciate any help you can give me.

Thanks!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, The Beach And Keen!

Last night Will came to me as I was about to go to sleep and he said Hi:) I asked if he was out and about on Bourbon St. He said no. Then he said he was sorry - but the day was so long that he couldn't keep his eyes open. After work he got something to eat, did grab a quick drink and headed to bed. The next day (today) was supposed to be just as busy. He must have mumbled sorry about 3 times, I could tell that he was falling asleep fast and I turn off the conversation so that he could go to sleep. But me - being me - had to go join him in the dream world, so he is where I placed all of my concentration as I fell asleep.

Our dream visit was short and sweet as he really just needed to crash and rest - we were on an island, not sure where. And he and I were walking around in shorts, t-shirts and bare feet. A black dog (that looked like my lab Brodie) was off in the distance chewing on a large stick. The air was warm, with a slight breeze coming off the water. Will grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. After a long kiss he asked - can we come back here? I smiled and said of course. And it ended.

Today in the shower, I was working on my energy raising when I felt his presence. I asked him to step back as I was right in the middle of this and I didn't want to lose my consentration. He said - I know...but today is going to be busy. Just wanted to tell you that I love you and sorry I couldn't see your sister last night. And he was gone.

I could tell today that he was really busy but he kept popping in and out to see how I was doing. My day today was very busy and will continue to be so until I go to sleep. I have to get ready here in a few minutes to take my son back to the school for a family dinner and a movie date:) So it's pizza, milk and "Meet The Roberson's". Hopefully, he can sit through the entire film. He usually gets ancy 1/2 way through.

Besides writing today and doing readings - I started my calls on Keen. It went really well and I was busy when I had my call number on. If any of you are interested (you get 3 minutes free):




Now I'm off....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Danny, The Psychic Challenge And eBay!

Some really interesting dreams last night. One dream I and another woman were in a glass building. We knew that we had to get out without being detected. It was like an invasion of the body snatchers thing - the people in there were not the people we thought that they were. Their insides have been "removed" (which I would take as their souls) and replaced with an alien inside. It was a very painful procedure where the person was awake the whole time. Me and this person went in undercover to try to expose what was going on and to try to help return the souls to their rightful bodies. The souls were kept in a holding tank - think of an eternal "in-between" state - where they could feel & experience what the physcial body was going thorough, but couldn't do anything about it.

Talk about hell.

The woman and I heard people coming towards us. I grabbed a book and she and I proceeded to walk past a group of people. They didn't really pay attention to us. We were walking towards the door and I left. The person that was with me was stopped. She was required to put her palm on this hand scanner that could tell if her soul was still in there. She flunked. They never detected me and I know that they couldn't because I had my protection energy up to where it was supposed to be. I heard her screams as they took her of. I kept walking in the other direction, determined to make it back to the base and report what happened.

Then I went where I was seeing a guy (no idea who) and in his house we had 3 refrigerators. His (that had a lock on it) ours and mine. I was sitting there in a recliner, watching the news and eating dinner. I was there to surprise him, he didn't know I was going to be there. I went to throw something away, and there was this pink yogurt coming out of his trash can. That got me thinking on what he was eating. So I broke into his fridge and there was stuff in there I had never heard of. This told me that he was part of "them" and his soul was trapped in the holding tank.

I woke up - had enough of that dream theme.

Fell back to sleep and I was in a very high-tech modern kitchen. There was a really sexy guy making dinner. He smiled at me (great smile) and said he knew I'd show up eventually. I asked his name, and he told me Danny. This man was about 6'1", slender, tan skin, black hair and dark brown eyes. Very-very sexy. I asked if I could help him. He told me no - he has it handled. He was at the stove, and he nodded over to the counter. I saw two glasses of red wine. I took one and handed the other to him. It was a dry wine with a sweet aftertaste. He asked if I would like to learn the salsa after dinner - and I said sure.

We were at a candle lit table - soft music in the background. And I was eating the most incredible meal. It was pasta with some sort of creamy white sauce I have no idea what it was - with veg and cheese. Homemade garlic bread (with homemade bread), salad and a raspberry mouse cake (also made by him). It was all so good. I asked him to tell me more about him. He said - in time. I don't want you to know too much and then leave. I asked if knowing too much about him would make me leave? He said that he's complicated and most women run. I replied that complications intrigues me as long as he's not psycho. He laughed and said that he wasn't.

He grabbed by hand and we were in a dark dance club. There were very few lights on, yet everyone seemed to know where they were going without running into anyone. Odd. I have two left feet, and Danny had patience in teaching me how to dance. We laughed more than we danced - I think. Then we got into a rhytumn and it was as if I was dancing the salsa my whole life. This dance lead to a very nice sexual dream encounter - which I covered I the OBE sex blog.

I'm really looking forward to knowing more about this guy.

Yesterday I went to Lifetime's Psychic Challenge page. Curious to see if they were accepting any new contestants. I know I would do well in this show - no doubt about it. While I was there (and they are not looking for anyone new right now - darn), I decided to take their challenge and kept only getting 2 wrong out of 20. Not bad:) My guides were right on and my listening ears were in tune :)

I raised my energy this morning instead of checking email 1st thing. The day has gone pretty well thus far -- we'll see how the rest of the day goes:) I haven't had to drink too much coffee.

I added some reading specials to eBay today. Buy a reading and get a spell free.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Frauds, Fakes and Scammers......

This pisses me off to no end. I don't know WHICH spellcaster/spiritual guru is pulling this crap - but I think it's dirty. I subscribe to many writer's newsletters for freelance jobs. One ad landed in my email that caught my eye:

Title: 100 Testimonials (50-200 words each)
Project ID: 301334

Category: Writing / Editing / Translation

Description:100 Testimonials (50-200 words each) For magic & spirits paranormal website. Success with Love Spells, Money Spells, and authentic spiritual help.

My Client will provide information about products and service.

Will also provide examples to give the writer an idea of what we are looking for.

That is SOOOOOOOO wrong! Providing 100 fake testimonials of spells and spiritual help. Bull crap - do it the honest way and get REAL testimonials -- not the made up @hit.

People like this give people like me a bad name and I am so tired of this fight. This is why it is so important for you guys to do your own spells. This is why I teach the magic class, write the magic books - this is why I write PERSONALIZED spells for you to cast.

When using a spellcaster or a reader/psychic - go to someone that you are recommend to. How can you believe web site testimonials if you don't know if they are real or made up just to get your hard earned money?


GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.............................

Love you all......(except for these people - I just feel sorry for them -- karma baby!)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Dunshine Castle And Telepathic Sex!

Ted, Ted, Ted -- God bless this man. I have been so closed off to energies these last few weeks that I failed to notice that I really missed Ted. I mean I miss all three guys - Ted, Bill and Will - but Ted -- it's so hard to explain with him -- so I won't. But because of my energy opening experience with Tom the other night, Ted was able to finally reach me, and it felt good. Felt great actually -- like a tall cool glass of sweet tea on a hot august day. Refreshing, invigorating - satisfying.

The dream visit last night had us at Dunshire Castle. I remember candles, a fire and a bottle of red wine. Ted told me how much I needed to relax and that I have to open myself up more, that being so closed off is not only dimming my light - but his as well. He asked if I had spoken to Tracey lately and I said briefly last week. He said - I took control of the airplane and I know where I'm headed now. It's a non-stop flight. Then he smiled at me and those green eyes twinkled. I knew what was he talking about as Tracey had told me a few months earlier that she kept having a dream with Ted in it where they were on a plane - she was flying it - and Ted said there was no need for him to do anything as she and I were doing all the work. So the fact that he has taken control of the "plane" is a big step for him.

I knew he was gunning straight for me and for the first time in years I genuinely smiled a big smile.

Then I heard an alarm go off and I woke up. But I didn't have to get out of bed for another 2 hours so I laid there and tried to get back to sleep to finish seeing Ted. No such luck. That's when the telepathic connection kicked in and I heard him say that he wasn't done with me yet. I couldn't help but smile at that. Telepathic sex can be like an intense day dream or should I say an intense day dream intermingles with telepathic sex. I could feel his breath on my neck, feel his hands grab my body and hold me tight. His lips brush gently against my cheek causing the hair to stand up on my arms and my body to go weak. His touch was like heaven on earth. But it wasn't going where I thought it would - instead he said he had to show me something.

We are standing off to the side watching us. It looks to be that I'm in London, trying to figure out how to ride the Tube when I see Ted standing there. I know who he is and I try to casually ask him directions on what I'm supposed to do - what to take where in order to get to my biz partner's house. I told my partner that I didn't need his help to do this - but I find that I'm lost. Ted gives good instructions and then adds - I'm going that way, why don't I just drop you off? I told him only if he would let me buy him a pint at the pub later. He agreed. We discuss what I do for a living and he seems intrigued. He drops me off at my destination and asks me if I would like to see a football game tonight. I say sure.

We go to the game and have a wonderful time. We go and have a few pints - still having fun. No matter what I do or what I'm saying he doesn't take his eyes off of me. It's exhilarating and unsettling all at once. I ask him to take me someplace haunted. He doesn't want to. So I call him a chicken. He agrees to take me. Not sure where we're at - but it's the UK - there's bound to be a lot of haunted places. We looking around in the dark and I could feel a coldness that had my hair stand on ends. I ran and left him in the dust - he ran after me. We got a kick out of it and he took me back to my partner's house which is where I was staying. He told me he wanted to see me again and I agreed.

The next thing I know we are out again, not sure where - but outside. He finally kisses me and I had a hard time standing with my legs wanting to buckle. He gave me a look - one that I've never seen in this lifetime -- all I can say is that it was full of love and devotion -- and he asked me if I believed in love at first sight. I told him yes. He asked how many times has it happened to me. I said - once. And him? Yes - once he said. I asked how it turned out. He replied - I don't know I'm still working on it:)

We're at Dunshine Castle again. We are both excited to be here - we're discussing past lives - etc....and we go up to the top. We are looking at the sunset and it was fabo. I turned to say something to him and he's down on one knee. He asked me if he could devote his life to loving me and if I would do the honor of being his wife? He opened up a box and inside was a marvelous diamond and emerald ring that he designed. I of course said - yes.

Then Ted looked at me (the Ted and I that were watching "us") and said - see what we have to look forward to? Then he kissed me with such passion and there was such energy from all of our chakra's merging that it was a climatic explosion - and I mean that literally. I fell back to sleep relaxed and with a grin on my face.

I love mornings like this!

BTW....I have a favor to ask of you guys. I need for you to be my psychic pimp:) With this serious life change I'm going though I'm going to need some serious cash and I'm not too proud to ask for it. So if you could pass my name and web site out to your family and friends I would appreciate it. Pimp me out -- I don't mind working for a living:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Reading, Ted's Plea And Bill's Non-Action!

I can't get a darn thing done today and I'm about to throw a hissy fit. Why can't I work? Bill and Ted -- more Ted than Bill. His pull today is so strong today that I can't seem to shut the door between us. I can hear him saying over and over -- I'm not giving you up -- I'm not giving you up to anyone. Over and over -- and he keeps getting louder. One of the times I heard him today I had a flash vision of he and I out in the middle of a fricken downpour. It's night - we're out of the car and in the path of our headlights. He's desperately trying to get me to understand that he loves me. That despite what people say about him, he is not a superficial moron. I scream at him -- what do you want from me? He grabs my shoulders and replies - Let me love you! And that's it. I can see his green eyes as plain as day, with tears running from them.

GOD! Why doesn't Bill just get the trio together? That's one of his jobs in this trio -- he's the one who brings us together. I wish I could pick up the phone and just yell at him to get off his ass and make this happen. I could care less what part of the world he's in and what he's doing. SIGH. Frustration -- such hair-pulling frustration from my end. Good thing I'm going out with the girls on Sat night to drink and be a bit crazy. I need some let-loose time.

I think what promoted this door wide-open thing is the reading I got last night from my friend Tracey (who I've called Cindy all this time but she gave the okay to use her real name). I asked about the guys and this is what she said:

We see that indeed Bill is making progress, with regard to you, is recognizing what blocks him and hinders him from clear seeing and knowing. He is seeing what needs to be healed within him so that he can move towards you.

Bill is learning much about himself, his spiritual strengths, is accepting his psychic abilities, his spiritual gifts on a deeper level realizing that he can trust the information he sees, feels, senses, visions and dreams about with great expectancy that it is real and not an illusion. He is open to the lessons at hand and is learning them so that he can move to the next lesson and he is making choices in his life that bring forward his greatest progress, growth, emotionally as well as vocationally.

He is inspired and feels that he owes the inspiration to you. He is remembering more and more each day, and is amazed at how clearly he is seeing now, and understanding, what he is remembering is truly special to him, is beyond his own comprehension of amazing. He is in awe now.

Bill sees the part he is to play in this situation and knows of what he is to do but he wants to look to you, to connect to you, is trying to communicate to you to understand more of your role, to affirm your role in his life path. His answers are coming in more quickly now and he feels more comfortable with the insights he is gaining rather than automatically rejecting them. He is looking backward to all the signs that are pointing him in your direction and is on the cusp of leaping towards you. There is a deep longing and yearning for you right now, and this is so great it is causing him physical pain.

Ted has been through a lot in the past six months. We see that his lack of energy is a byproduct of the past events and relationship. In this situation, he has felt hurt, afraid, angry, rejected, belittled, ashamed, and all of these strong emotions have negatively affected him and have dimmed his light quite a bit, leaving him ever so sensitive.

As his sensitivity has sharpened, he has experienced remembering more and connecting to you, to the past, and the present, and desperately wants to know what lies ahead. He is recognizing some inner pain from past lifetimes when he lost you and this is upsetting to find that the external reason most often was Bill.

Because he blamed Bill in the past, he did not attend to his inner hurts. Ted is feeling these tremendous pains at this time, is feeling angry and frustrated with Bill, and trying to avoid him. In his heart, and mind, he is trying to accept all of these truths, and they are overwhelming emotionally.

Ted is exhausted, mentally overwhelmed, physically tired and feeling blue and sad. There is a great desire to be with you and he is having vivid dreams of you. He is feeling the love for you and feels he can be with you in the now without judging himself, being true to him this lifetime, rather than worrying that Bill is in love with you. There is some frustration about Bill not taking any steps towards you and he is on the verge of taking matters into his own hands, to charting the course. He does not intend to hand you over to Bill in this lifetime, as he is not sure that he can do it, thus he is strongly considering taking the step toward you without Bill’s knowledge.

So -- where's that beer? Sometimes I feel I'm right in the middle of some stupid soap opera and I want to run like hell the other way. I won't though - run. No matter how frustrated I get, how pissed I get that things are taking too long -- I am always just a phone call away.

Back to work I go.......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)