Allie, Iris And A True Love!

You know, I've tried watching Medium so many times, but I have it all figured out within the first 5 - 10 min and it ruins everything - same happens with Ghost Whisper and the Dead Zone (when it was on). The only shows that give me food for thought at least 1/2 the time are the CSI, Law & Order and Monk. SIGH. Same thing happens when I read a mystery book - before I hit 1/2 way I have it solved. Dang it all. But that's something I'd love to write - a mystery movie with the viewer having to figure out who done it. Whoever solves the crime sends in a solution. Then the ones who have it right get put in a hopper and a winner is pulled. The whole movie is told through the eyes of the PI hired by the victims family. So what the PI sees, the audience sees. Then after it is out of the theaters & is in DVD, there will be a second mystery to solve. The secondary mystery is located within the main mystery but you don't really notice it as you're paying attention to #1. It's a concept that's been knocking about in my mind for many years.

I'm not sure if I will get the podcast done on Monday. My mom and sister are coming over for a picnic and then it's off to see Indy. I don't care if it has been 19 years since the last movie - Indy is still hot.

For those of you who have been following this blog for awhile you know how I can be a reading junkie. I love getting readings - although I don't get them near what I used to - I'm still tickled when I do get one regardless of the info getting. For my birthday a client surprised ME with a reading. Yeah - I was tickled:) I thought I'd share it with you, I hope she doesn't mind (I don't think she does or I wouldn't share).

The spread I've chosen is called The Birthday Spread, and I found it on a tarot forum I belong to. It is 9 cards and tells you about your past influences, accomplishments of the past year, issues you carry forward into this year, where you are at the moment, challenges you may face in the upcoming year, goals you can achieve this year, the overall focus of your year, and your birthday gift, which is a blessing you will receive during the year. I really love this spread, it reminds me of a solar return almost :) The tarot deck I'll be using is Tarot of a Moon Garden in case you want to google for images of the cards that appear in your reading.

First of all, I just have to say when I drew your cards, you pulled 5 major arcana cards! WOW!!! I have never done a reading like that before! And I think you know that 5 in numerology indicates major changes are ahead!! And because the major arcana usually represents themes or big issues. Psychically, I receive that this is going to be a TREMENDOUS year for you. Clairvoyantly, I see moving toward the East and I am seeing happiness not only for you, but for your son as well. I feel a lot of warmth and laughter. I also see a man walking into your life when you make this move. He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move. I see your business doing tremendously well and your going to write another book for publishing based on dreams and dream interpretation.

Ok with that said, this is what the cards are telling me in the spread I am doing for you:

Card #1 - Past influences that are ending or passing out of your life - Three of Cups - I want to say that you aren't playing the victim anymore. It's like you've underwent through some hard times this past year. You've dealt with the hard times as best as you can, and God is rewarding you. Three is a number of creativity and communications. You probably felt a creative growth spurt this year and you have learned some lessons on how to expand your horizons with regards to your creativity. Your creativity will always be there, don't worry, but it's like the past year, you were on this major creative growth spurt. You were blossoming with ideas all over the place. Also, in my card, there is three fairies in cups. I'm feeling this was a great year for networking for your business and you have reaped the benefits of this networking. The moon in the card is a bright yellowish-orange color and that signifies happiness. It took you awhile to get there, but there is just major happiness flowing from you.

Card #2 - Accomplishments of the past year to reflect on - Temperance - Whenever I think of Temperance, it usually means patience to me. So I am thinking that you have had to learn to be patient and learn to work with your energies in order to manifest your desires. You had to make things work. You were not only patient, but you knew the meaning of "hard work" and you see the rewards that have come with this hard work. I'm also getting that you are trusting your guides more than ever. You have always listened to them, but there was some doubt. But this past year, you learned that they have been more right than wrong. You are becoming more intuitive and more aware. There is a unicorn behind the angel who is pouring a rainbow into a cup in the card, and the unicorn to me symbolizes extra protection and good luck. Your angels were certainly helping you accomplish your goals and made you go after your dreams. There is a path behind the angel, which I think is going to be the angel's next venture which leads to some mountains. You are more prepared than ever for this challenge. Way to go Allie! :)

Card #3 - Issues, tasks, or goals carried forward from last year into the coming year - The Sun - You are learning to trust. I'm feeling you have major trust issues. You don't trust just anyone. They have to understand you. You get along with everyone, but you sometimes feel that you are lacking friends who understand the real Allie. I'm also getting that you will continue to work with your guides more in an every day basis and they are going to lead you to some new people who will understand the real Allie. And these people will be in your life FOREVER. Also, The Sun can indicate partnership, so you may decide to write a book with someone, start a business with someone, or you could enter into a new relationship this year. And this relationship you will learn from. And you will be happy. I feel nothing but good from this card for you. It's just all about working with people and perhaps you may become involved with someone (maybe the man I saw at the beginning of this reading ;) ).

Card #4 - Where you are right now - Justice - You are receiving what you so rightfully deserved. You are in a happy place. The wrongs have been righted. You are ready for your next battle in the game of life. You feel you can tackle anything that comes your way (and you can!). The moon in the card to me represents that there are higher forces working with you. You are always going to have an uplifting from anything no matter what. Nothing will ever be complete doomsday for you.

Card #5 - New influences that will be coming into your life in the near future - The Emperor - When I first saw this card, I immediately thought of a teacher/father figure. He is going to be someone that you can confide in, someone you will go to for advice, and someone who is as spiritually enlightened as you are. I'm feeling that he could have Aries energy since The Emperor is sitting on a throne with Ram horns. And I really feel a masculine energy in this card too. This person could also be a female, just someone who has a lot of masculine energy. I really could be wrong, but I feel this will be a male more than likely, and this could be the man that I'm seeing you enter into a relationship with. He's going to be very loving. You will be his Goddess ;) It's like first he'll come into your life as a teacher, but then he will become a lover.

Card #6 Challenges you may face in the coming year - The Magician - You may have writer's block or not all the desire to do as many readings as you have been doing. You've expanded your energy so much on helping people that you will want a vacation. Make sure you are taking time out for yourself, even if it post pones readings. Your energy may ware thin. Be sure to get lots of sleep. Don't be on the go all the time. And I'm feeling a lot of movement within this card, so I think there may be some stress with moving, but that's natural :) Make sure you breathe and just take time out for yourself once in awhile. You may also feel that there is some blockage or deception, but remember, you can overcome anything! You are a very powerful wizard ;) (since the card has a wizard for the Magician). You are a wiz! Your metaphysical and spiritual knowledge will help you fight your writer's block and intuitive blocks and/or the people you feel that are deceiving you.

Card #7 - Goals you can achieve in the coming year - Knight of Swords - You are going to continue to fight for what you believe in. And the result will be very positive for you. I'm feeling your trust issues will be tackled and you'll have such numerous support from people. I feel you are going to complete something that is either draining your energy or you just don't have time for anymore.

Card #8 - The Overall focus or outlook for the coming year - Four of Pentacles - This is going to be ALL ABOUT YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! ALLIE! ALLIE! ALLIE! You will focus more on yourself this year and I see you focusing on your writing more. Your business is going to get so busy with your appearances on Maria's show, you may also get a radio show of your own! You have to remember when to say no to the people who you can turn away. You will know who to say no to because they will support you no matter what. I'm seeing a move in this card as finances will be ok to move. You will be in a much happier place and you are just so thankful for the way things have turned out.

Card #9 - Your birthday gift - a blessing you will receive during the year - Queen of Staffs - You are going to become a business savvy woman. You are going to be balanced (or at least seem to be balanced LOL). I also see a new pet. This pet you are going to be so attached to. It's going to be a stray, but you are so drawn to it, like it's a past life connection or something. You are going to start feeling beautiful and will want to flaunt what you got ;) And you are a beautiful soul. The Queen of Staffs also means a good friend and mother and devoted wife. So this year could be...it. Even though you are in your money year, I still feel that romance will blossom for you and this could lead into a marriage or long term relationship. You are never going to be broke, you will always have just enough to get by when times are rough.

The guy she described in the beginning sounds a lot like Will - except that Will's hair isn't black. But heck, as long as I meet a good guy who is good to me and my son - I don't care who he is. She's not the only one who has told me that I'll be moving east and it could be as early as mid summer. Plus - again not the only one who says I will burn out and want to slow down some this summer. So if I try to work in moderation now - maybe I won't burn out this summer?

Iris and I had a little chat about romance last night. I asked her how a SOB like my ex could find someone (although he had several while we were married) and move in with them -- when me -- the nice person - still hasn't found anyone. She said -- well Allie, you're ex will take anyone and while his girlfriend has a kind heart, he'll mess that one up too. And then he'll go on to the next and so forth. You on the other hand know what you will accept and will not accept. You have asked the Divine to send you a true love - not just any love - and that is what you are waiting for. Just anyone will not due for you - you refuse to accept anyone into your life -- and the life of your son -- who doesn't have your highest good in mind. Because of this, only men who meet the conditions set out by you will be brought to you. And where you live - there isn't many - if any. You'll meet your love when you are out of town. And before you ask - I will not tell you if it's Will or not. It should be - but he has free will to turn his back. If he does that - then you will be brought another true love as you have more than one. Fear not for you will be in a positive, loving relationship by the end of 2009. In the grand scheme of things, another year or so isn't that long. Besides, your work load is heavy now and is about to get heavier. There's only so much time in a day.

And yes, there is only so much time in the day. And with school ending next Friday, my days will be busier. Although he is going to go to his favorite day camp 3x a week this summer - I still have to pay for it - so it's more work for me:)

On that note - it's time for me to go and get some more things done. For those of you in the states, have a great Memorial Day weekend and stay safe.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Séance, The Dreamer Whisperer And Ask Allie!

I had a first over the weekend - and I have few of those these days. A friend of mine was throwing a party and wanted me to come over and do readings for people -no problem. Then she asked - Allie, can you hold a Séance at the party? I thought - SWEET! And said, heck ya! After the readings were done, we all sat around the dining room table (there were 12 of us - 13 with me - in all). I had three candles in the middle (lit) and some frankincense burning - some nice music in the background.

We held hands and I took everyone through some energy exercises. I then said a short opening speech - inviting the spirits in that are for our highest good into the room. The temperature dropped. It was kind of freaky:) Then we went around the table one at a time and they asked a yes or no question - the answers came through me. We heard something knock over and I had to bring everyone's focus back to the table. Once we were done with the questions I told the spirits thank you for their aid -- to focus in on the flames of the lit candles and to go back to the other side.

We talked about our experiences afterwards. Each person saw images, movies, words in their mind's eye.

It was so much fun that my friend is throwing another party this summer and I'm going to go and do readings & hold another Séance. Whoo hoo!

I'm doing that at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention in Oct - holding a Séance -- it'll be a blast I'm sure!

I found a TV proposal that I wrote years ago -- it was for the Ask Allie radio/TV show. If any of you have ever watched the Howard Stern show, he had his radio show & at the same time their filmed it and placed it on TV. Like that. I would do listeners readings, have on guests to discuss different metaphysical topics, have a daily, numerology forecast -- etc... I forgot that I even wrote this so many years ago. Now I can add to it OBE sex, helping others improve their sex lives and so forth. I still think it's all a good idea:)

Next Monday - May 5th - I'm going to be raising all of my reading prices (and probably add a few new readings to the mix). So if you want the current prices - buy now until next Monday. If you want to buy a reading and hold it until later - that's fine - just let me know. Keep in mind that if you purchase the reading Thur - Sun that I will not be home (and I'm not taking the lap top, only the crackberry) so I will confirm your purchase on the 5th.

I slept ZERO last night. Every time I tried - I got pulled into an intense dream visit. I'm exhausted. This happened Friday night - Sunday night -- I have one heck of a headache. No time for naps. The dream visits were with people I don't think I know in the physical world - but each need my help about something. One was in an abusive relationship (where the wife was the abuser) and he didn't know what to do. She was there in the dream as well. I taught him how he can change his dream and lock her out. And suggested what he should do in the physical reality with his marriage. Another was on the verge of losing her home and having her and her 7 kids on the street. I helped her shift her dream from the dark despair of being homeless to money coming in and everything around her being bright.

Another person had ovarian cancer - I administered healing, another person was depressed after their boyfriend broke up - and the list goes on. I woke up after each dream visit - which is why I remember them. Just call me the Dream Whisperer!

Friday night/Sat morning - Heath Ledger was front and center. He was doing a lot of pacing -- man, and I thought Will could pace. I kept telling Heath he has to cross over - he kept saying that he wasn't finished yet - still had things to do. I told him what my friend Dave was to take him over - and Dave said he did - so what is he doing back here? Heath said that he did indeed go over - but he came right back. His soul hurts - he misses his daughter and Michele something fierce and he can't leave them. He has a lot of guilt.

So since he pulled me into this visit - I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. Then he and I were in a 1960/early 70's big 4 door dark blue car with a white roof. And he's driving -- and we're driving it up this huge (length & width) staircase. And we were having a heck of a time getting it up the stairs. Heath's pissed -- and I asked him why is he doing this? He told me that he promised his dad he'd deliver the car.

Then it switched to a hotel. But Heath disappeared. So I went looking for him. Opened one hotel room - nothing, The next one was my room and I walked in - nothing. But my lap top was on the bed and my screensaver was on -- the screensaver was Heath. I remember thinking to myself - I wonder if that freaked him out -- seeing himself as my screensaver? BTW -- he is not my screensaver in the physical reality - in fact - the guy is not on my computer or in my movie collection at all. So I can't figure out why he's drawn to me.

Any ways - I opened the third hotel door and there was a woman lying in one bed, with her head at the foot of the bed - a man in the other bed - with his head at the top of the bed. I started to close the door when the woman stopped it. She asked if I was looking for Heath? I said yes. She replied that he had an appointment and was down at the shower room. I started to close the door - changed my mind and reopened it -- she said that she had a 9:00 am meeting and really needed to get some sleep. I closed the door.

Now I'm at the shower room - which is a large shower building where men & women can shower - each with their own stall. I see Heath running form one building to shower room and I yell out to him. Now - my son is next to me. Heath turns and looks at us - saying he has to be someplace at 5:00 and if I would come stand guard at the shower so that people will leave him alone.

I told my son that he too needed a shower and for him to hurry up - I put him in the stall next to Heath. I had to keep shooing people away from Heath - they wanted his autograph. Now how rude is that? The man is taking a shower! I peeked my head into my son's shower as it was 4:55 and Heath had to run. Heath flew out of the shower (fully dressed) and I grabbed my son. Heath said we'll talk later...

And I woke up.

When my son got up the 1st thing out of his mouth - I hate it when you make me take showers. I told him that he didn't have a shower last night. He says no mom, in my dream - in my mind you made me take a shower. Now stop it. I asked if he remembered anything else -- he said no.

The pressure just dropped in my office - Heath showed up. I asked what he wanted - he said he was lonely. I told him that if he would cross over he wouldn't be lonely any more. He rolled his eyes and left. SIGH. One thing that he did say before he left is that he is not haunting Michelle. I think she think he's haunting her when all he's doing is standing by to make sure she's okay. There's no haunting involved - he'd never do anything to scare her on purpose.

Will has been around - but at a distance and that's fine by me. He pops in - pops out. Kind of like telepathic pacing. I only wish he would make the decisions he needs to make and then take action. Him keeping himself in limbo is doing nothing but driving him crazy which in turn - drives me nuts.

Speaking of driving nuts. I've been trying to work on DREAMERS. And I say try because my internal critic has been being very naughty. Many negative comments which I keep countering with positive reactions. The negativity in me says to hang it up -- while the positive side remind me that I'm not a quitter. I push forward until it is obvious that I have to change my course. It's not obvious here except that I push forward. So I will prevail - there's no choice but that.

It's been 1 year since I found out my ex was cheating on me - one year that I had that feeling. It was an overpowering feeling too - way overpowering. On my b-day it'll be one year since I had proof of the affairs. And I say affairs as he had his online/phone woman for cyber & phone sex and then the woman he was screwing here in the physical realm. And wow - what a year this has been. My health, attitude, energy and overall well-being has improved 400% as soon as he moved out. What a year, what a year -- and this next year will be even better!

And on that note I need to eat lunch and then to the podcast:)

3 days till NYC - but who's counting:) Me - that's who:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, Will And Psychic Parties!

I went outside my comfort zone last night - and I'm glad I did. Over the last couple of years I have done parties where I go to the party and do readings for the guests. But it's always been for friends - and obviously I knew people there before I showed up. Well last night I did a party for a woman that I had never met. I had a great time. Some were skeptical of having a "psychic" there - while others were cool or intrigued by it. I did meet a couple of people who listen to my podcast, which was cool. Oddly enough - after the party was over and there were just a few people left - Ethan wanted me to show them who Will is. I have no idea why - but I did anyways. I think that I may add to my web site a page on hiring me to do parties. Although I think it would be smart to bring someone with me if I feel it warrants it.

The Art Of Divination e-class starts today. There's still time to sign up if you're interested!

The Darin/Raisin saga seems to be working itself out -- ever so slowly. No one is trying to kill anyone and Darin is no longer hiding under the bed. BTW -- Darin here is the aggressor -- Raisin is just tickled to sleep on my bed.

The writing on DREAMERS is coming along. As well as the OBE sex book. I had been thinking about spending more time on Keen (or really I should say just time period) but my guides keep telling me to write. I keep reminding them that I have to pay the bills. They remind me that there will be enough money to do what I have to do -- just write and trust in what I am doing is what I'm supposed to be doing! SIGH.

I was thinking last night - I like my life. I mean I really like it. I think that it's the 1st time I've ever said that. Sure things can get tough - but that's a part of life. I'm at peace with myself and grateful for what I have - not always wishing to have what is out of my reach. Besides - the only drama in my life now is when I turn on LOST or CSI:) Plus - my son is really the only other drama I want:)

BTW - in case you didn't hear, Heath Ledger's death was ruled an accidental overdose - just as I thought. His state when he came to me after his death was a "oh shit" type of thing -- not that I'm sad and I wanted to die thing. I hope that his family can heal now.

Have you ever drank CoffeeMate without the coffee? You would have had to watch "10 Items of Less" to get that:)

Do any of you belong to Bebo? I just joined: http://www.bebo.com/AllieT28

A little bit ago, Edward stopped by to talk to me. He wanted to expand on the Atlantis reveal that came about with Will the other day. He showed me that despite what has been written about Atlantis, it was overseen by a counsel of 13 women - with one of those women being "in charge". Men wanted a bigger say in the dealings of Atlantis - one of the biggest voices was Will. He pushed to have 14 members with more men on the board - half female and half male. It would not happen. So a civil war erupted. Before things got out of hand - two things happened: the secrets were placed into the crystal skulls and the record of Atlantis was placed in the time capsule. Then - of course - things went out of hand. Ted sided with me and the women (as did many men) but Bill went with Will. Will was in charge of the "other side" and his magical abilities enabled him to have a firm control. When Atlantis faded from view - Will realized the severity of his errors. But by then it was too late. It was either push forward with the status quo or disappear. So he disappeared. The next person in charge put the hit out on me, Ted and the children. That next person in charge was my ex husband (as in the second, not the first). When Will learned what had happened, he vowed to spend eternity making it up to me and children as a whole. Then he killed himself.

This is why in the past life where he was burned at the stake (instead of me) he was keeping with his soul's promise -- and he still is in this lifetime. Although when I am to be by his side as he dies, I am to tell his soul that the debt has been repaid -- this way his soul can be at peace. It also explains the way my ex and I interacted with one another - and why his purpose with me was to give me a child. Heck- I could have been divorced 7 years ago!

Now it makes sense - to a point. But better than it was before.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Barry Manilow, Will And Time!

Barry Manilow on the iPod again -- this time "Weekend In New England" (my favorite) and all I can see is Will and I running over cobblestones - in the midst of a heavy downpour - and entering a bar housed in a stone building - in Salem Mass. I can see some more short glimpses: us once we enter the bar shaking off the rain and laughing because we're soaked, us sitting at a table eating sandwiches, drinking beer and noting that people were staring at us. It doesn't matter what BM song comes on - I get visions with all of them. For example:

Can't Smile Without You & Daybreak: Us on stage during our 2 man play.
Even Now: Us on Oprah talking about our connection.
This One's For You & Ready To Take A Chance Again: Will taking me to Bill's house.

And so forth - and so on.

I've been thinking some about our connection and (not) making that phone call. If he and I made a soul promise to connect in this life - then we will connect no matter what. If we didn't - no matter what I do or say, it won't happen. No how I push - it will not happen, if it is supposed to, before the time we set. This also goes for Bill, Ted and Matt. In a way it's frustrating - but also comforting as everything is happening because it's supposed to happen. I still don't get why Will and I didn't physically meet last year when all of my spidey powers said we were going to. It could have been what I felt was the emergence of a more powerful connection where it would feel as if we were in the same place - which did happen - and I could have used my wishful thinking and turned it into a physical meet.

In my quest to get rid of stuff (much to the horror of my son), I came across a few resources (compliments of Care2.com) that could help you declutter as well:

National Mailing Lists
The Direct Marketing Association (The DMA) is a trade association of businesses who advertise their products and services directly to consumers by mail, telephone, magazine, Internet, radio or television. Fortunately, they allow consumers to manage their preferences about how their names are used on mailing lists. Managing your preference here can wipe out much, but not all, of your junk mail in one fell swoop. Hurray!

Catalogs
Catalog Choice allows you to select the catalogs you no longer want to receive and then they contact the catalog provider and request your name be removed form their list. You need to select all of the catalogs you wish to stop, but this service is great because it requires only one registration and they take care of all of the correspondence. You should have a copy of the catalogs that you wish to discontinue so that you can get the code from the mailing label. The rest is very simple.

Pre-Approved Offers of Credit.
This one is especially annoying, since pre-approved offers of credit tempt you to accrue debt and pose identity theft opportunities. There are four credit bureaus in the United States: Equifax, Experian, TransUnion and Innovis. Many companies that you do business with share their data with these bureaus. In turn, the bureaus rent their lists to banks and creditors. Although specific financial information isn't included in these databases, they do categorize the lists by general income brackets and consumer habits. The insurance industry also uses these lists to solicit business. Thankfully, the federal Fair Credit Reporting Act and some states' laws require credit reporting companies to delete any consumer's name and address from mailing lists at the consumer's request. You can do so by calling (888) 5OPTOUT (888-567-8688) to opt out of the mailing lists for all four of the credit bureaus.

My credit card debt is gone - my credit cards are in my safety deposit box (except of one for emergencies) and I am going to do everything in my power to keep it that way. I'm dropping off at the recycling center today 15 years worth of Writer's Digest magazine. 15 years worth! Plus all of the other magazines that I've had lying around. I let all of my subscriptions run out and I'm not renewing. I bought a couple of fun things from Sony for the house - sending them back. I also informed my son that I'll be canceling cable soon. Reason? The expense and all the darn commercials. He wants everything and it is just plain stupid how they market to kids. No wonder the country is in a credit mess.

I'm also moving stones/crystals around my house to create a nice flow of energy.

The last several days I have been driving around a new 2008 Mini Copper S. Why? Because the dealership in Columbus still has my car. They found some things that needed replaced so they gave me this loaner care. Now my S is a super charge car. This Mini is a turbo. Good lord does it have power. I hit 110 mph on the highway without breaking a sweat. Of course, I slowed it down - no need for a ticket. But it was fun!

I'm outta here in an hour to get my hair colored. I'm a bit nervous since this is the 1st coloring I've ever had. I told my son about it - he asked me not to look like a tomato head. I promised him I'd do my best - lol!

I saw a friend that I hadn't talked to since I got married this last time and she told me that I seem lighter. My energy doesn't feel heavy like it did before -- then she asked - what did I do? I told her divorce:) She said it agreed with me and I agreed with her completely. She's not the only one who has said that to me. People have mentioned that I do seem more energized, lighter and happier. I would agree. This is what happens to anyone who follows what their soul wants them to do. But it isn't just the divorce that has changed my energy (although it was a big part). I also am writing more. I know that this is where my purpose lies - in writing (among other things I haven't figured out), not in giving readings. So I've tried to shift my focus without breaking my bank account:) It hasn't been easy since I've been doing readings more than writing for such a long time.

Plus I'm trying to incorporate the meditation, energy raising and some exercise into my daily routine. Focus, focus, focus -- that's the key. And thankfully, I finally figured that out:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Headaches, Change And Will!

I woke up again this morning with a killer headache. My dreams have been very active the last two nights. So much so that I spend most of my night tossing and turning. What bugs me is that I can't really grasp what I dreamt about (besides Will). There's fast moving water and fire. I can briefly remember running towards something as everyone else was running away. Other things that I can remember snippets are guns being fired, and a wave of peace. When this type of dreaming happens w/me waking up with a headache - some big change usually happens in my life. It could be good or bad -- don't know. I could use some good:)

Now if I can't sleep as well as having the above, then it's a change coming for a large group of people -- this is what happened to me before 9/11, Katrina and the 2005 Tsunami. So if the no sleep happens - I'll let you know.

Either way something is going to shift in my life. I've told myself to pay better attention to the dreams.

I noticed the clock this morning -- it didn't say 8:12, instead it was 8:05. Now 805 stands for: The changes that you're considering or experiencing are Divinely guided, and they help you to be more financially secure.

Hummm...I'm not considering any changes right now -- but if you take in account my dreams -- then the changes being made must be to give me a better financial foundation. That would be nice.

I know that I am trying to revamp things to give myself some more writing time. It's hard for me to do anything past 4:30 when I go pick up my son. I get him, do house work, supper, homework, some play time, his bath, bed and then some more house work. By this time it's 10:00 and I'm pooped. I do keep trying to get up sooner - but me and the snooze button are loving each other way to much. I think that I'll ask my guides for help on that.

Speaking of guides, as I was falling asleep last night, I was walking down my path toward my dream portal when I saw Edward and Ethan. They said that everything is going as it should and that I need not worry so much. Then Edward chimes in and says my worries take me away from my path. Ethan adds - they need to feel your light. My goal was to walk through the portal and go see Will. But as I moved closer to it, I could see him standing there waiting for me. I asked him what in the heck is he doing? He replied - you were coming to se me anyways - right? I nodded. Well, I though I'd save you the trouble of finding me and enter into our dreams side by side. I asked - how can you be here and enter into my portal and not your own. He smiled and said - I have so much to teach you. And we walked through.

I barely remember the visit since it was at the start of the night and then I had all of that activity (which Will might have been a big part of - I don't know). What I do remember is him showing me a large leather bound book that we wrote our "teachings" into centuries ago. The place we were at was our magic room on the astral plane.

Keen was a waste of time today -- as it had been all week thanks to that wonderful person who left me the negative feedback. If you can respond to my plea of help in the below posting -- that would be great. But I'm not going to leave it there very long - so if you look below this and there is no posting about Keen, then I erased it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Help Allie Out!

I need some help guys. Remember that wonderful person who "bombed" my Keen account? Well, their little stunt is costing me days of business - about a weeks worth - and with Christmas here I can't afford to lose that much business. Until I can get her comments moved off of the 1st page of my listing, this will go on.

This is where you come in. If you let me read for you on Keen, I will send you 3 free minutes to chat - but you also have to have at least 1 minute of pay time in order to leave feedback. I'm at 2.99 a min. So if we chat for 4 min, it'll cost you $2.99. If you are already on Keen, let me know what your id (via my gypsyadvice email) is and I'll send you the free minutes. If you are not on Keen, use the button below to join:




and then email me at allie @ gypsyadvice .com . DO NOT email through Keen's email service as they moderator it. Then after our convo - leave me the good feedback (if I deserve good, if not, just don't leave anything please) and that will help me out big time.

Again - I would appreciate any help you can give me.

Thanks!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, The Beach And Keen!

Last night Will came to me as I was about to go to sleep and he said Hi:) I asked if he was out and about on Bourbon St. He said no. Then he said he was sorry - but the day was so long that he couldn't keep his eyes open. After work he got something to eat, did grab a quick drink and headed to bed. The next day (today) was supposed to be just as busy. He must have mumbled sorry about 3 times, I could tell that he was falling asleep fast and I turn off the conversation so that he could go to sleep. But me - being me - had to go join him in the dream world, so he is where I placed all of my concentration as I fell asleep.

Our dream visit was short and sweet as he really just needed to crash and rest - we were on an island, not sure where. And he and I were walking around in shorts, t-shirts and bare feet. A black dog (that looked like my lab Brodie) was off in the distance chewing on a large stick. The air was warm, with a slight breeze coming off the water. Will grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. After a long kiss he asked - can we come back here? I smiled and said of course. And it ended.

Today in the shower, I was working on my energy raising when I felt his presence. I asked him to step back as I was right in the middle of this and I didn't want to lose my consentration. He said - I know...but today is going to be busy. Just wanted to tell you that I love you and sorry I couldn't see your sister last night. And he was gone.

I could tell today that he was really busy but he kept popping in and out to see how I was doing. My day today was very busy and will continue to be so until I go to sleep. I have to get ready here in a few minutes to take my son back to the school for a family dinner and a movie date:) So it's pizza, milk and "Meet The Roberson's". Hopefully, he can sit through the entire film. He usually gets ancy 1/2 way through.

Besides writing today and doing readings - I started my calls on Keen. It went really well and I was busy when I had my call number on. If any of you are interested (you get 3 minutes free):




Now I'm off....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Danny, The Psychic Challenge And eBay!

Some really interesting dreams last night. One dream I and another woman were in a glass building. We knew that we had to get out without being detected. It was like an invasion of the body snatchers thing - the people in there were not the people we thought that they were. Their insides have been "removed" (which I would take as their souls) and replaced with an alien inside. It was a very painful procedure where the person was awake the whole time. Me and this person went in undercover to try to expose what was going on and to try to help return the souls to their rightful bodies. The souls were kept in a holding tank - think of an eternal "in-between" state - where they could feel & experience what the physcial body was going thorough, but couldn't do anything about it.

Talk about hell.

The woman and I heard people coming towards us. I grabbed a book and she and I proceeded to walk past a group of people. They didn't really pay attention to us. We were walking towards the door and I left. The person that was with me was stopped. She was required to put her palm on this hand scanner that could tell if her soul was still in there. She flunked. They never detected me and I know that they couldn't because I had my protection energy up to where it was supposed to be. I heard her screams as they took her of. I kept walking in the other direction, determined to make it back to the base and report what happened.

Then I went where I was seeing a guy (no idea who) and in his house we had 3 refrigerators. His (that had a lock on it) ours and mine. I was sitting there in a recliner, watching the news and eating dinner. I was there to surprise him, he didn't know I was going to be there. I went to throw something away, and there was this pink yogurt coming out of his trash can. That got me thinking on what he was eating. So I broke into his fridge and there was stuff in there I had never heard of. This told me that he was part of "them" and his soul was trapped in the holding tank.

I woke up - had enough of that dream theme.

Fell back to sleep and I was in a very high-tech modern kitchen. There was a really sexy guy making dinner. He smiled at me (great smile) and said he knew I'd show up eventually. I asked his name, and he told me Danny. This man was about 6'1", slender, tan skin, black hair and dark brown eyes. Very-very sexy. I asked if I could help him. He told me no - he has it handled. He was at the stove, and he nodded over to the counter. I saw two glasses of red wine. I took one and handed the other to him. It was a dry wine with a sweet aftertaste. He asked if I would like to learn the salsa after dinner - and I said sure.

We were at a candle lit table - soft music in the background. And I was eating the most incredible meal. It was pasta with some sort of creamy white sauce I have no idea what it was - with veg and cheese. Homemade garlic bread (with homemade bread), salad and a raspberry mouse cake (also made by him). It was all so good. I asked him to tell me more about him. He said - in time. I don't want you to know too much and then leave. I asked if knowing too much about him would make me leave? He said that he's complicated and most women run. I replied that complications intrigues me as long as he's not psycho. He laughed and said that he wasn't.

He grabbed by hand and we were in a dark dance club. There were very few lights on, yet everyone seemed to know where they were going without running into anyone. Odd. I have two left feet, and Danny had patience in teaching me how to dance. We laughed more than we danced - I think. Then we got into a rhytumn and it was as if I was dancing the salsa my whole life. This dance lead to a very nice sexual dream encounter - which I covered I the OBE sex blog.

I'm really looking forward to knowing more about this guy.

Yesterday I went to Lifetime's Psychic Challenge page. Curious to see if they were accepting any new contestants. I know I would do well in this show - no doubt about it. While I was there (and they are not looking for anyone new right now - darn), I decided to take their challenge and kept only getting 2 wrong out of 20. Not bad:) My guides were right on and my listening ears were in tune :)

I raised my energy this morning instead of checking email 1st thing. The day has gone pretty well thus far -- we'll see how the rest of the day goes:) I haven't had to drink too much coffee.

I added some reading specials to eBay today. Buy a reading and get a spell free.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Frauds, Fakes and Scammers......

This pisses me off to no end. I don't know WHICH spellcaster/spiritual guru is pulling this crap - but I think it's dirty. I subscribe to many writer's newsletters for freelance jobs. One ad landed in my email that caught my eye:

Title: 100 Testimonials (50-200 words each)
Project ID: 301334

Category: Writing / Editing / Translation

Description:100 Testimonials (50-200 words each) For magic & spirits paranormal website. Success with Love Spells, Money Spells, and authentic spiritual help.

My Client will provide information about products and service.

Will also provide examples to give the writer an idea of what we are looking for.

That is SOOOOOOOO wrong! Providing 100 fake testimonials of spells and spiritual help. Bull crap - do it the honest way and get REAL testimonials -- not the made up @hit.

People like this give people like me a bad name and I am so tired of this fight. This is why it is so important for you guys to do your own spells. This is why I teach the magic class, write the magic books - this is why I write PERSONALIZED spells for you to cast.

When using a spellcaster or a reader/psychic - go to someone that you are recommend to. How can you believe web site testimonials if you don't know if they are real or made up just to get your hard earned money?


GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.............................

Love you all......(except for these people - I just feel sorry for them -- karma baby!)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Dunshine Castle And Telepathic Sex!

Ted, Ted, Ted -- God bless this man. I have been so closed off to energies these last few weeks that I failed to notice that I really missed Ted. I mean I miss all three guys - Ted, Bill and Will - but Ted -- it's so hard to explain with him -- so I won't. But because of my energy opening experience with Tom the other night, Ted was able to finally reach me, and it felt good. Felt great actually -- like a tall cool glass of sweet tea on a hot august day. Refreshing, invigorating - satisfying.

The dream visit last night had us at Dunshire Castle. I remember candles, a fire and a bottle of red wine. Ted told me how much I needed to relax and that I have to open myself up more, that being so closed off is not only dimming my light - but his as well. He asked if I had spoken to Tracey lately and I said briefly last week. He said - I took control of the airplane and I know where I'm headed now. It's a non-stop flight. Then he smiled at me and those green eyes twinkled. I knew what was he talking about as Tracey had told me a few months earlier that she kept having a dream with Ted in it where they were on a plane - she was flying it - and Ted said there was no need for him to do anything as she and I were doing all the work. So the fact that he has taken control of the "plane" is a big step for him.

I knew he was gunning straight for me and for the first time in years I genuinely smiled a big smile.

Then I heard an alarm go off and I woke up. But I didn't have to get out of bed for another 2 hours so I laid there and tried to get back to sleep to finish seeing Ted. No such luck. That's when the telepathic connection kicked in and I heard him say that he wasn't done with me yet. I couldn't help but smile at that. Telepathic sex can be like an intense day dream or should I say an intense day dream intermingles with telepathic sex. I could feel his breath on my neck, feel his hands grab my body and hold me tight. His lips brush gently against my cheek causing the hair to stand up on my arms and my body to go weak. His touch was like heaven on earth. But it wasn't going where I thought it would - instead he said he had to show me something.

We are standing off to the side watching us. It looks to be that I'm in London, trying to figure out how to ride the Tube when I see Ted standing there. I know who he is and I try to casually ask him directions on what I'm supposed to do - what to take where in order to get to my biz partner's house. I told my partner that I didn't need his help to do this - but I find that I'm lost. Ted gives good instructions and then adds - I'm going that way, why don't I just drop you off? I told him only if he would let me buy him a pint at the pub later. He agreed. We discuss what I do for a living and he seems intrigued. He drops me off at my destination and asks me if I would like to see a football game tonight. I say sure.

We go to the game and have a wonderful time. We go and have a few pints - still having fun. No matter what I do or what I'm saying he doesn't take his eyes off of me. It's exhilarating and unsettling all at once. I ask him to take me someplace haunted. He doesn't want to. So I call him a chicken. He agrees to take me. Not sure where we're at - but it's the UK - there's bound to be a lot of haunted places. We looking around in the dark and I could feel a coldness that had my hair stand on ends. I ran and left him in the dust - he ran after me. We got a kick out of it and he took me back to my partner's house which is where I was staying. He told me he wanted to see me again and I agreed.

The next thing I know we are out again, not sure where - but outside. He finally kisses me and I had a hard time standing with my legs wanting to buckle. He gave me a look - one that I've never seen in this lifetime -- all I can say is that it was full of love and devotion -- and he asked me if I believed in love at first sight. I told him yes. He asked how many times has it happened to me. I said - once. And him? Yes - once he said. I asked how it turned out. He replied - I don't know I'm still working on it:)

We're at Dunshine Castle again. We are both excited to be here - we're discussing past lives - etc....and we go up to the top. We are looking at the sunset and it was fabo. I turned to say something to him and he's down on one knee. He asked me if he could devote his life to loving me and if I would do the honor of being his wife? He opened up a box and inside was a marvelous diamond and emerald ring that he designed. I of course said - yes.

Then Ted looked at me (the Ted and I that were watching "us") and said - see what we have to look forward to? Then he kissed me with such passion and there was such energy from all of our chakra's merging that it was a climatic explosion - and I mean that literally. I fell back to sleep relaxed and with a grin on my face.

I love mornings like this!

BTW....I have a favor to ask of you guys. I need for you to be my psychic pimp:) With this serious life change I'm going though I'm going to need some serious cash and I'm not too proud to ask for it. So if you could pass my name and web site out to your family and friends I would appreciate it. Pimp me out -- I don't mind working for a living:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Reading, Ted's Plea And Bill's Non-Action!

I can't get a darn thing done today and I'm about to throw a hissy fit. Why can't I work? Bill and Ted -- more Ted than Bill. His pull today is so strong today that I can't seem to shut the door between us. I can hear him saying over and over -- I'm not giving you up -- I'm not giving you up to anyone. Over and over -- and he keeps getting louder. One of the times I heard him today I had a flash vision of he and I out in the middle of a fricken downpour. It's night - we're out of the car and in the path of our headlights. He's desperately trying to get me to understand that he loves me. That despite what people say about him, he is not a superficial moron. I scream at him -- what do you want from me? He grabs my shoulders and replies - Let me love you! And that's it. I can see his green eyes as plain as day, with tears running from them.

GOD! Why doesn't Bill just get the trio together? That's one of his jobs in this trio -- he's the one who brings us together. I wish I could pick up the phone and just yell at him to get off his ass and make this happen. I could care less what part of the world he's in and what he's doing. SIGH. Frustration -- such hair-pulling frustration from my end. Good thing I'm going out with the girls on Sat night to drink and be a bit crazy. I need some let-loose time.

I think what promoted this door wide-open thing is the reading I got last night from my friend Tracey (who I've called Cindy all this time but she gave the okay to use her real name). I asked about the guys and this is what she said:

We see that indeed Bill is making progress, with regard to you, is recognizing what blocks him and hinders him from clear seeing and knowing. He is seeing what needs to be healed within him so that he can move towards you.

Bill is learning much about himself, his spiritual strengths, is accepting his psychic abilities, his spiritual gifts on a deeper level realizing that he can trust the information he sees, feels, senses, visions and dreams about with great expectancy that it is real and not an illusion. He is open to the lessons at hand and is learning them so that he can move to the next lesson and he is making choices in his life that bring forward his greatest progress, growth, emotionally as well as vocationally.

He is inspired and feels that he owes the inspiration to you. He is remembering more and more each day, and is amazed at how clearly he is seeing now, and understanding, what he is remembering is truly special to him, is beyond his own comprehension of amazing. He is in awe now.

Bill sees the part he is to play in this situation and knows of what he is to do but he wants to look to you, to connect to you, is trying to communicate to you to understand more of your role, to affirm your role in his life path. His answers are coming in more quickly now and he feels more comfortable with the insights he is gaining rather than automatically rejecting them. He is looking backward to all the signs that are pointing him in your direction and is on the cusp of leaping towards you. There is a deep longing and yearning for you right now, and this is so great it is causing him physical pain.

Ted has been through a lot in the past six months. We see that his lack of energy is a byproduct of the past events and relationship. In this situation, he has felt hurt, afraid, angry, rejected, belittled, ashamed, and all of these strong emotions have negatively affected him and have dimmed his light quite a bit, leaving him ever so sensitive.

As his sensitivity has sharpened, he has experienced remembering more and connecting to you, to the past, and the present, and desperately wants to know what lies ahead. He is recognizing some inner pain from past lifetimes when he lost you and this is upsetting to find that the external reason most often was Bill.

Because he blamed Bill in the past, he did not attend to his inner hurts. Ted is feeling these tremendous pains at this time, is feeling angry and frustrated with Bill, and trying to avoid him. In his heart, and mind, he is trying to accept all of these truths, and they are overwhelming emotionally.

Ted is exhausted, mentally overwhelmed, physically tired and feeling blue and sad. There is a great desire to be with you and he is having vivid dreams of you. He is feeling the love for you and feels he can be with you in the now without judging himself, being true to him this lifetime, rather than worrying that Bill is in love with you. There is some frustration about Bill not taking any steps towards you and he is on the verge of taking matters into his own hands, to charting the course. He does not intend to hand you over to Bill in this lifetime, as he is not sure that he can do it, thus he is strongly considering taking the step toward you without Bill’s knowledge.

So -- where's that beer? Sometimes I feel I'm right in the middle of some stupid soap opera and I want to run like hell the other way. I won't though - run. No matter how frustrated I get, how pissed I get that things are taking too long -- I am always just a phone call away.

Back to work I go.......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)