NOLA, OBE Sex Workshop And My Readings!

Well before anyone asks - Nickelodeon took a pass on the project for now. They need some things changed and some established talent w/credits, to come on board. We are invited to resubmit later on down the road. So we'll see. Am I bummed? Not really. I'm so used to being shot down that it really doesn't phase me any more. Now when I finally get a yes - that will register. So back to the drawing board on this - DREAMERS and the new project I just started.

I did not see Will in NOLA and I can honestly say that I didn't care. In fact, I'm at that point that if I never see him again in this life - I'm fine with it. I can still push his buttons 24/7 and no matter who he's with, they'll never be able to do that.

NOLA really was a blast. I met a lot of fabo people while I was there. I did spend Sat. night stumbling down Bourbon St. with my sister and a good friend of mine. We all know that if I start crying - my friend starts calling me a fucking whore and my sister says - it's all good....that we've had too much and it's time to stop:) The only thing that was wrong with me Sun was that I was tired. I never got sick, nor did I have a hangover:) I did go to Jackson Square (which I LOVED) and saw all of the stray cats that the town feeds. I also got a reading by a woman named Fox. I'll tell you what she said - along with Amy, an angel reader - what she had to say in a bit.

My OBE sex talk went well - a few people looked confused - some looked like they were too advanced with what I was trying to teach -- and others had no idea why they were drawn to the talk. That is until they got a reading from me and had "uh-ha" moments! I met many people who are still trying to get their lives back on track after Katrina. Others I met were dealing with discovering and/or meeting with their soul mate/soul clusters. One young woman I met was so gifted at seeing the dead - I mean WOW gifted. She is trying to get a handle on how to help them. One tall spirit guy was standing behind me as we talked and he kept touching me - very interesting. But she is a wow factor -- honestly - she has more of a gifted insight than John Edwards and Sylvia Browne combined (not to mention the original Ghost Whisperer). Anyways - I'd love to see where she is in a few years.

I did do a ghost/vampire tour which was a blast. Our feet hurt so we left it early - but we still had a good time. The French Quarter was nice - I liked the houses and just the "oldness" of that place. I rode the street car/trolley to get to The House Of Broel in the Garden District (where Maria had the show). We were stuck in Atlanta until late Monday night (weather related) - but the time I got home it was early Tuesday morning. And I'm still tired.

Now both readings - very similar in scope. Amy said that I have to trademark my OBE stuff and start doing workshops on my own. Doesn't matter if I have one couple show up - that this is where my bread and butter lies. That it will propel me to an area I didn't think possible. I do agree - I have to come up with something and I would love to give workshops on OBE sex - my problem is that I don't know how -- meaning I don't know how to come up with a curriculum. I guess I could base it on my OBE email class? And what I'm putting in my book? What else? Both ladies said that my energy is not putting out the right vibes to attract a love - that I'm prickly. Both wanted to know about the fireman and that I shouldn't keep him at arms length. Both said I scared off Will (by him reading my blog) and the person he is with doesn't scare him - he's more in control with her. Whatever. Both said that they doubt that Will and I will do what we have to in this life as he's too scared to take the next step. So oh goody - I get to come back and do this again.

Amy wants me to evoke Aphrodite. Say she wall help me lower my guard and allow someone into my life. Fox said I won't be getting laid till about forever. Both said that I have to focus and not to dawdle with what is in front of me - take the bull by the horns - etc....

Let's see money will continue to be tight but I will find a way to make ends meet. 2009 will be a great year - more money will start to come my way end of 2008. That's all I can remember.

I did feel something shift while I was in NO - I have to idea what, but it was good and had to do with my career. Time will tell.

Back to thinking about the OBE workshop. 3 days - one day per method. Ohh..I just thought of some wonderful oils & incense combos that would be a fabo part of the workshop. Plus crystal sex toys - oh yes - you heard correctly. I did have some OBE experiences while in NO. I have to find the time tonight to write them in the OBE sex blog.

Just so you know - I will be in FL from Aug 16 - 20 with my son to see my dad and step-mom. Then my son starts school the next week. Dang - where did the summer go?

My email is so scary that I don't even want to think about it. But I will eventually get back to everyone.

Oh - I did Maria's show live in NO on Monday instead of being on today -- but you probably already figured that out. I still would have loved to have my own show on Psychiconair.com - but I guess that it wasn't meant to be.

Which gets me to thinking about an OBE sex radio show - again. What in Goddesses name would I have on that show? Readings - sex & love - obviously. But what else? I wonder if I could have a co-host? Hey Matt (he knows who I'm talking about)...what do you think? Okay - I'm just thinking -- and on that note...

...I'm off to get my shower!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Soul Mates, Love And Creating Meaning!

I am suffering from one hell of a headache this afternoon. Could be because my son is of school - lol:) They canceled it due to the ice storm. Or it could be because he's getting sick and he is passing it to me and I'm unable to buy any more of that wondrous cooling tea (to starve off colds) as the store in AZ isn't carrying it any more :(

I had my Sawyer fix last night -- all is good:)

DREAMERS has to be just about gutted and revamped. I have a creative weekend ahead of me - providing I can get past the constant "Mom, mom, M-O-M...I NEED you." Little stinker.

The other night I held the Soul Mate Quest workshop - and despite Skype acting up - it was a good workshop. A question was brought up on how can you tell the difference between an obsession and a soul mate? Too many times people blur the lines. This was my response:

Signs of a obsession:

-Cannot think of anything but that person. Other things in their life suffer because of the lack of attention.
-The object of the obsession does not return the feelings in the same manner to which they are given out.
-A person who is obsessed cannot take no for an answer
-A person who is obsessed cannot breathe without the other person
-Feels that the object of the obsession completes them (and visa versa).

Signs of a soul mate:

-Has a full life. Other activities are enriched by the connection.
-Feelings are returned - almost immediate after physical contact. The soul knows what the human brain does not.
-Soul mates can hear no and they are okay by it.
-Soul mates can function without the other person being attached at the hip (as soul mates are also energetically connected)
-Soul mates are complete person in themselves. They know that the other half compliments them not completes them.

An obsession and a soul mate cannot be one. It's soulfully impossible.

Obsession are bad no matter if it is a person, place, object, TV show - etc... When you're obsessed - it removes you completely from the present, disconnects your energy from the Divine and isolates you. Being obsessed also makes you an easy prey for an scams that are out there. I know of a person once who spent over $20,000 on spells, charms - etc...to win a person over. $20,000! A $2.00 card would have worked for soul mate.

Raisin kind of moved in. He's been a lost cat since GFK died. He spent yesterday and last night in my house, but this morning he and Darin got into it and he was too spooked to stay in. I'm hoping the crappy weather will make him want to come back in - but so far he is no where to be seen.

Now that Feb is here - let me show you what Tracey said would happen in Allie's romance and career departments:

ROMANCE

In January, you will be having many astral sexual experiences. Your sexuality and vital energy is very intense and must be released and you may choose to do so in a creative way by writing about these experiences.

You will be fully awake, aware and receptive to the effects of these experiences as there are instantaneously feelings of sexual intimacy and joy. These are moments that cannot be repeated and are great opportunities to develop and improve your ability to connect to those in your soul group on another level of existence.

These experiences may take you by surprise, perhaps some are in dream state but most are when you are fully, awake, aware and in need of concentrating on perhaps other aspects of your daily life.

These are joy-filled and passionate experiences and will give you more understanding of self and those in your inner circle of Light. These are events that are unique and are important to the success of your overall path not just your romantic life.

Tracey treats all OBE as astral:) And let me say, she was dead on.

CAREER
You are doing all the right things to attract the income to you that you need to earn at this time. There are some additional ideas that will come to you by month’s end and these can be very lucrative.

You are struggling in some of your work with the public in some way. Know that your recognition for your work is heavenly even if there is some criticism at times. Do not gauge your success by difficult and negative persons.

You have unique and special spiritual abilities and have been given talents that help you to be able to do a spiritual vocation and your true rewards return in way of additional spiritual gifts and divine inspirations, ideas to support you on this path as well as the goodness that you send out into the Universe that returns to you many times over.

It is your responsibility to express the gift you have been given. This is where your responsibility ends. It is up to those on the receiving end to accept the truth that is given or reject it.

Your true vocation is a combination of many of your spiritual gifts. Hang in there as some of this is just temporary for a season.

And may I say she was bang on again. The sex talk radio show and another story idea. The negative person - amen on that - been very difficult indeed. Struggling with my work - yep - trying to get my Allie's Two Cents, OBE Sex blog and Pillow Talk blogs out there. Hasn't been easy.

Looking forward to see if what she predicted comes to pass in Feb!

One last thing - about creating meaning in your life.

Adapted from The Book of Secrets by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2004).

The universe runs on a switch with only two positions, on and off. "On" is the material world. "Off" is pure possibility, your source.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: Exploring the following 10 conditions is the way you create the meaning of your own life.

1. The deeper you go, the more power is available to change things.

2. Reality flows from more subtle regions to more gross ones.

3. The easiest way to change anything is to first go to the subtlest level of it, which is awareness.

4. Still silence is the beginning of creativity. Once an event starts to vibrate, it has already begun to enter the visible world.

5. Creation proceeds by quantum leaps.

6. The beginning of an event is simultaneously its ending. The two co-arise in the domain of silent awareness.

7. Events unfold in time but are born outside of time.

8. The easiest way to create is in the evolutionary direction.

9. Since possibilities are infinite, evolution never ends.

10. The universe corresponds to the nervous system that is looking at it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Perceiving Connections -- Compliments Of Bill!

Bill has always been good at making me think. He leads me to ponder things when before I wouldn't have given it a second thought. Tonight is all about perceiving and the connection. Do we have a relationship with those things that we do not perceive? Did Bill, Ted and I have a relationship in this life time before we perceived one another? Until I acknowledged and accepted the two of them, did an actual relationship exist on any level? How can you have a relationship with someone if you do not perceive their existence?

Once that perception and acceptance has been made - who are you then? Are you the connection or are you still you but part of the connection? And once the connection is complete, how do you not become fused with another part of that connection, thereby losing who "you" are at your core? Once us 3 are together, and the connection has been consciously accepted and acted upon -- how do we not collapse into one another? How do we not become someone else? Or is all parts of our connection a piece of the one soul and once together we fuse as one yet remain separate?

Will I speak and write more eloquently as Bill? Or will I be able to draw like either Ted or Bill. Could I design jewelry like Ted? Will either of them write more like me? Will they pick up my psychic gifts? How will their gifts change me and visa versa?

Is the why, where or when of things irrelevant with only the what being important? How does one drop the wall of protection and forget the differences and desires that separate or repel us?

We need to love.And to believe. Faith is knowledge with the help of love. -Andrey Tarkovsky

I cannot see us though, losing ourselves. What I see is us enhancing one another. I think that it is possible to be part of something so close, yet be able to remain who you are as long as there is a conscious effort on your part not to collapse into the union. Once that conscious effort is gone, then it is difficult and pain-staking to discover who you are once again.

Also after much thought, I have come to the conclusion that you can have a relationship with someone who you have not perceived yet. As perception is a human condition and the relationship is at a soul level. The soul knows no boundaries. The human mind conjures too many.

This is what occupies my mind this evening.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)