A Guide Ambush, Energy Healing And Progress!

Man is it cold here. Last night it was 1 with the wind chill - 22 degrees F. Granted - not as cold as Minn or maybe the Dakota - but dang it was still cold. I felt so bad for Little Black Kitty (I really should just call him Salem). He wanted to come in so bad last night - and who could blame him? But I can't let a sick - un-neutered male - into my house. Thankfully, his eyes are starting to look better because of the garlic & vit C that I've been giving him.

I was certainly busy on the Winter Solstice. A lot of cooking baking, present wrapping and some more decorations up and out. By the time the day was over - I looked like a bag of powdered sugar exploded on me - lol!

When the day was over and I was looking forward to some shut eye - I was ambushed by my guides. Yep - ambushed. Before I knew it I had Andrew, Paul, Ethan. Edward, Robert, Jezell, Brigit and Iris. I'm like WTF?

I asked what's up? Before anyone could say anything - Iris stepped up. I said - don't get all over about the Cheryl situation. I can't help it. She said for me not to sass her. SIGH. I said fine - but that she didn't have to yell at me. She said she wasn't going to. Just that she'll be popping in and out because my life is about to do a 180. I asked if it is supposed to be a good 180? Because life isn't a bowl of cherries right now - I'd hate to see things go south even more.

She said no - not bad. It'll be like a dam breaks, and it'll take all of them - including her - to keep me on the straight and narrow. Sheesh - what in the hell is supposed to happen? Iris showed me a quick glimpse of airports, meetings, workshops and hotels. She said that's all I need to know. Iris said she'd be back and she left.

So I "looked" around to the rest of them - and Edward stepped up. He said that I need to keep sleeping now - and to work on my dreaming skills - to advance them even more. That's when Robert stepped up and said the OBE book needs to be done - the outline. It's overdue. That brought Jezell up to tell me to work on my manifestation skills and to be very VERY careful on where I decide to place my thoughts. Brigit was next and said that I have to start offering my healing - to which Andrew agreed. Paul told me to get ready because a new love is about to enter my life - Andrew agreed.

Andrew then said that something will happen before Jan 15th that will start the ball rolling in my direction. Ethan stepped forward and said he wanted me to write my affirmations in my journal - which I did.

All I have to say is we'll see what happens:)

The healing part I put in today's podcast. Healing and attunement information before I list it on the site at the start of the year.

It's so difficult to work with an 8 year old in my ear - lol.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted, Day Dreams and Atlantis!

I'm chilling out with the kid today -- he's off until Monday and it's nice to just hang and play X-Box with him. I'm not taking it easy all day - I am working:) But the chill factor is mighty high. Tomorrow will be a day of fun and way too much food over at mom's house. This year I'm in charge of the sweet potatoes...yummy! Looking forward to giving thanks and eating some good stuff!

Speaking of food - besides the other day with the frozen chicken fingers and fries - I actually cooked. And when I mean cook - I mean not opening a box of something, adding a thing or two to it, and then eating. I mean actually cooking - like I used to do before the divorce. I forgot how much I liked to cook. My son asked if I could do this more often and I assured him I would.

The dreams I've been having the last two nights have been rather funky like. Last night I had one of the hotel dreams - but it was not a nice hotel. Or it might of been, but they didn't clean my room. In the dream I walked into my hotel room and saw that it was a mess. In the back portion of the room was a closet and to the side of the closet was another door. Through that door was the housekeepers room. The housekeepers where actually storing their sweepers in the closet of my room. I opened up and yelled in to someone if they could come clean my room. A woman peeked into my room - murmured something under her breath and said right away. I couldn't get over the mess here - it had two double beds (one for me and one for my son) that were in shambles - there was cereal (I think corn puffs) all over our floor - the toilet wasn't cleaned....it looked as if someone had a party while my son and I wasn't there.

The dream then shifted to me running into an old high school boyfriend. Jim was in my dream the night before too. In the previous night's dream, I ran first into a guy I kind of knew from high school named Mike. Next to him was Jim. I told them - Hi - I'm Allie and we're friends on Facebook. Jim walked off - Mike grabbed my hand to shake it and my left hand went to hit him on the side of his leg (I have no idea why) but he moved and I hit his butt. He asked me if I was trying to smack his butt - I assured him no I wasn't. Then we talked about his wife and how they were high school sweethearts and then were still married - yadda. I went off in search of Jim and he was talking with my father - they acted like they were old friends. Jim just said hi to me and left.

Which brings us to last night after the hotel dream. Jim shows up and I tell him - guess what I had a dream about you last night and I proceeded to tell him about it. He said something like - you are beautiful - and then hugged me. He asked me out to dinner -- I noticed he was wearing a wedding ring -- so I told him sure , but it would be dinner only. And I stressed that point - only dinner, don't expect anything else. Then I woke up.

I think it's strange that he was in my dreams 2 nights in a row when I haven't thought about him in about 20 years. There's a reason, I just don't know what it is yet!

I've been purposely setting aside each day to just day dream. During these day dreams, it's almost like it was when I would go into meditation and into a session with Tracey or one of my guides. But with just day dreaming I can retain more information. Normally, as I enter a day dream, it looks like someone turns on a flat screen TV - everything in the picture has a vibrant color to it - I then step through the TV into whatever picture is there. Sometimes though instead of a TV there, I'm in the middle for the woods with a river flowing in front of me. I jump into the river and see where it takes me. At times I try to swim against the current - but that always tires me out. If I try that - when I'm done with the day dreaming I reflect upon what images I saw and then combine it with that tired feeling of swimming upstream. This way I figure out what I've been fighting against and I let it go.

Earlier today when I had my day dream, I jumped into the river and went with the flow. This time though it took me right over a falls. I almost pulled myself out of the day dream because the falling sensation was so real. When I hit the bottom, I went under and saw a cave a short distance away. When I swam into it - I swam right into Atlantis. I pulled myself out of the water and there was Bill and Ted. Just sitting there. Bill smiled and said - it's about time. Ted chimes in - do you think we have all bloody day? Smart asses they are!

Bill said - we got off task - we went our separate ways and stopped searching for the way into Atlantis from our world. I told Bill that we need the leather bound book - the one that has been in tons of our night time dream visits. He said - right - but we have to do something that will start us in the right direction. I told him that he needed to go to Peru. He asked why. I told him that I don't know - but he is to go there in person, in the physical. There you find some sort of clue in an old odds and ends shop. That clue will remind you of me in the physical reality, then you and I will meet up.

Well, what in the hell am I supposed to do - asked Ted? Get divorced - I said. Can you imagine what your greedy wife would do if you found Atlantis? Bill said - what if the world isn't ready for Atlantis. My reply - the ones who need to be ready will be.

Did you find the skull yet - Bill asked? Ahhh - no skull has been found - I would have called for you sooner if it had. Mexico Ted said - it's in Mexico.

This is when Robert showed up - she has no time to be running around looking for a skull. She has to focus. You're not going to let her focus.

Bill stood right in front of Robert - nose to nose almost - you're not separating us again. We have to do this - you know we do.

I never said you didn't - Robert said - but she has to focus in on what she is currently working on. Then she can run off and play Tomb Raider. Robert turned and looked me and said: get back to work.

And I was forced out of the day dream with a jolt. Sheesh.

I asked Andrew why didn't he show up and help out. He shook his head - not my battle. My job is your love life - which will go well if you let it. What's that supposed to mean - I asked? That the only one who will stand in your way of happiness is you - so don't allow yourself to close off again - you've been doing well, keep it up.

Okay Andrew -- Okay Robert.....

And on that note - I'm outta here.

Have a great Thanksgiving and remember to be thankful for what you have, not pissed at what you don't have!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Hotel Rooms, Ted And Will!

I cannot believe how tired I am. Seriously. I'm so tired that I could sleep for 48 hours easy. My dream travels are really kicking my butt. I'm back to the hotel dreams. Remember I had those before my divorce? Well this signals another major change on the horizon. Last time the hotel rooms were crowed, small and in disarray. Now they are large suites, plush, with all the trimmings. I'm hoping this means my very long phase of being broke is over. I could use the shift - as I'm sure many of you could use as well.

The dreams too for the last couple of nights, I would wake up and it would still feel like was floating about in the dreamscape. I don't know how to describe it really - I would wake up, but it didn't feel like I woke up. Almost like waking up in dream that was still a dream. But I could see what was going on in my room in real time.

BT was received well by my manager's boss. I had some minor things to change but that was it. Now it's off to make its rounds in Tinsel Town. Fingers crossed. No new words on Dreamers or GG as of now. Again - sometimes no news is good news.

I'm going to be kicking the OBE sex book into high gear this weekend. I've cleared the whole weekend to work on that and my yard. My yard has some serious leaves on it. I'm looking foreword to jumping in to the OBE book - my guide Robert is very eager to see that it is done. He has been hanging out lately throwing "Obe" in my face (so to speak) so that I get with the program. He and Ethan are very happy that the BT is done. In fact, Ethan let out a side of relief. I asked him if he'll be around more often and he said - no. But he's always near by if I want to chat.

So I asked Andrew, since he mentioned that having BT done would help things along with Vincent - has anything changed. His reply was that things are moving behind the scenes. If Vincent would wake up to the signs that are right in front of his face and now wait for a nuclear meltdown to realize what was going on - things would move faster. But it seems that he is a stubborn soul (gee - what a surprise) but he will come around . Just like with Will - you (as in me) will be put in front of them until they do something about it - even if it's friendship or a business partnership. Something will have to be done. But - Andrew says - in Vincent case, he won't be able to rest until a romantic relationship ensues between the two of us.

My only reply was - ok, just wanted to know if things were moving. I guess they are:)

Will surprised me today - I wrote about it in the OBE blog. It was nice to feel his energy so close again.

Ted's back --I can feel him. I'm sure something will come of this over the next couple of days. I sure hope he ditched that bitch of a wife. I don't say something normally so horrible about a person I haven't physically met - but her energy is heavy and just pure yuck. I hope he actually visits soon.

Better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Three Guides And Energy!

Today I was starting to think that either I forgot to put my clothes on or I only put half on and had pasties on my nipples. Why? Guys kept looking at me while I was out doing errands today. I checked to see if I was "too cold" - nadda. Nothing hanging from my nose. I was perplexed. Until I felt Andrew by my Mini Cooper. Ahhhhh.....I thought - that's why. So I asked him if he put the love mojo on me or something like that. His reply - something like that....you'll get used to it.

I told him if he's doing that - go sprinkle it on the RIGHT person. Not some Joe Farmer here in Wooster. He told me not to worry about it - but to tune into him when I got home.

Okay - so I get home. Right away Robert and Ethan show up. Robert is saying that I need to prepare for the OBE workshop. I need to finish the book. Plan my next step in the OBE world. Copyright or trademark my process. Ethan jumps in -- no, she needs to work on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. She needs to have it done by mid October. She needs to have the OBE by mid-October - Robert quipped back.

SIGH.

So I speak up - HEY! Guides don't fight - they guide. Do I have to call Iris back? Silence from both of them - lol. In a calm voice they both state that I have to have the respected projects done. I told them that I agree. But -- I can't do both at once. With the OBE it would be nice to have someone to guide me - like a coach. Robert took offense to that. He says that I don't need a mortal - I need to listen to him. He'll tell me the steps. So I had to bite here - I asked, what are your steps? This is what he said:

1) Work on the workshop for both Oct shows. They can be the same workshop as they are both 50 min shows. Write the workshop like you would a spell. Do the beginning, the end and then the middle.
2) Have that workshop copy written or trademarked (he said whatever you humans call it) as that process will be the basis of my in-person weekend workshops.
3) Finish the OBE book by end of Oct/Nov
4) Have it in print in Jan for Valentines Day 2009

I thought that it sounded like a workable plan. He was pleased about that. Ethan chimed in - what about BT? I told him that I have a plan for BT. I'm going to rewrite the structure part of it until the 24th or so - when mercury reto kicks in. Then for the next week I'm going to take a character a day and work on their dialogue. I'll have it to my manager by Oct 4th. Then she and I can work on any rewrites until Mercury goes direct on Oct 15th. Finished....I know I cannot get it done by the time mercury goes retro - so I have some time to get it done - and done right.

Both guides were happy.

Now Andrew (who had been standing back watching all this) steps forward. He asked me if I would work on my heart chakra - to open it up more. I said sure. He said that Will has been consciously connecting to me over the last two days. I told him - I know. He miss you. I know - I said - it's mutual. Because he's consciously connecting to you, your energy is shifting to a higher frequency and it is absorbing his feelings for you, your soul is responding by putting out the energy signals for him. I jumped in -- so that's why these men are looking at me like I'm dessert? Because my energy is projecting a certain frequency to Will? Andrew said - yes.

Oh hell - I said. Is there a way for my energy not to do that? Sure he said, you could close yourself off from Will again - then he'll close himself from you and you two will be back to where you were this summer. Well I don't want that. I want to move FORWARD. Andrew agreed. Then he chimed in - you better watch Will when George enters you life.

So me being me asked -- so they'll both be in my life at the same time. Andrew said - yep. And Will won't want George around - but George will try to smooth things out with Will.

I asked Andrew - any idea when I'll see Will next? He smiled and said -- sooner than you think.

And with that all 3 were gone.

Will has been around a lot the last two days. Not so much that I can't get anything done - but quite a bit. It's been really nice to know he's right here again. Let's hope this time he doesn't go anywhere.

Now for the dream I had last night that I can't put my finger on the why. I walked into a restaurant - where there was some sort of party going on - like a retirement party or new hire - something like that. Seated at a long table was this man I'll call Mike. I felt him staring at me as I was in another part of the restaurant picking out a dress to wear to my cousin's wedding (which is at the end of Sept). He walked over and introduced himself - I smiled, intro back and then went on with what I was doing. People kept bothering him - women mostly - he is a well-known person. He was persistent and kept walking up to me and suggesting what dress I should buy. I finally bought one (at his suggestion) and as I was leaving he asked if he could call me sometime. I asked why? He said because he would like to take me out. I was hesitant - I gave him my number.

We went out a couple of times - had fun. Next thing I know is he and I are swimming in the YMCA pool here in Wooster. I'm standing next to him in my swim suit - I tap his abs and say - now that's a body. He blushed and laughed. I asked if he was going to help me get in shape - and he said if that was what I wanted. We're in the water and he has one arm around me and is twirling me in the water. He commented that this was a nice pool. I said that yes it's nice - but although I have a membership - I haven't been here since Feb (which is true) - and that my son never picked up his membership card yet (also true). Mike said that we'll be at that pool every day. I'm like - every day? He said yes.

So later on we are walking into the same restaurant where we met - and as we're walking in I hear a couple women talk among themselves is if he's so and so. I leaned over - smiled - and said , yes he is. Then I woke up. Why I would have a dream like that about a guy I don't know, who's not my type, and the odds will never meet - is beyond me. Andrew said (just now) that he has stumbled upon my blog just recently. But I still don't get the dream.

Hummm...

For those of you who voted for me yesterday - thank you! I greatly appreciate the help. Remember you can vote once every 24 hours:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Iris Is Gone!

Yep - that's right - Iris is gone. I cried like a baby. I didn't mean to, it just flowed right out of me. I finished DREAMERS last night and I must admit - it's pretty good this time. Of course, I thought it was good previous times when it actually sucked:) But this time I know it's different. How? Besides the fact that it read better - I had chills up and down my spine as I was getting ready to send it. Iris told me not to worry - that it will all flow as it should and that huge changes are ahead for me in the upcoming months. I need to remain grounded during and after the change happen (sounds like menopause, doesn't it- lol). She told me to make frequent trips back to Ohio (after I move obviously) so that I don't lose touch with where I came from. It'll be too easy to get swept up in the hoop-la of Holly-Weird, especially after the years of hard work and personal sacrifices I've made. I told her we'd have to see about that -- I'm not packing my bags yet.

Before she left I asked her if I should tell my manager that she's gone? Iris said - no. Wait until she reads your script and calls you to tell you what a good ob you did. After that, believing everything I have told you about your life changing will be easier to believe. She said her good-byes, told me to stop crying and pull it together:) They'll be a time where she and I will meet again - many years down the road. And that was that - she was gone.

In her place Andrew stepped in and Ethan plus Robert were both back. I laughed and said - it takes 3 men to fill 1 woman's shoes. Andrew laughed - Robert and Ethan did not :) Ahh - next to me right now is Edward. Sheesh -- seems like the gang is here:) Andrew said that he's going to give me some down time ater al the hard work I've done - and then we'll jump into my love life :)

Later on last night, my manager called and said exactly what Iris said she would. After she was done - I told her Iris was gone.

Now as my manager is doing her thing - I'm back on THE BLACK TRIANGLE.

My son is off school today - as it's "Fair Day" for the kids in Wooster. So he, my mother and one of my sisters will be heading down to the fair. I doubt that I will have a chance to do the podcast today - but you never know.

I didn't get a wink of sleep last night. I'm a tired pup. My brain wouldn't shut off. As you know - when this happens - change is in the air. As I was trying to sleep, Will kept popping up. Nothing annoying or intrusive. The visits were more - how are you? How's your son - etc....His energy was like it was in the beginning - when he first arrived and acknowledged himself. It was calm. soothing and patient. Maybe he has made some life decisions that has smoothed out his energy field? I hope he has - for his sake - his energy was too spiky before. I'm looking forward to seeing him again.

Ted was all over the board last night. Man is his energy just @ucked up. He needs an intervention - one to get away from his psycho wife and two to get into rehab. I try to connect to him, to give him more white light. But it's almost as if I'm trying to connect to a mosquito. His energy darts around and it's rather sharp. I'll keep trying though -- I have to.

Bill stopped by to say "Hi" - the man is all smiles. Not sure what he's so go-happy about, but I wish he would send some of it to Ted. Although, Bill is pretty dang cute when he smiles;)

And of course - George showed up. His energy was more like a kid who had too much sugar. He was quite funny and I found myself chuckling:) Good thing no one was around as I was laughing with no one there - and no obvious external cause for the laughter:)

It's a beautiful day for the county fair!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Update On Gab's Reading!

I'm a firm believer that only three things are certain in life: change, our physical death and our destiny markers. Anything else is up for grabs. So what did Gab say? Grams T immediately came through and she said that she's been watching and knows what's going on. Very proud of me and what I've done thus far. Old boyfriend Mitch says hi and that he visits me in my dreams a lot. She mentioned a very quiet energy around me - someone who is just hovering and watching. When I asked her to describe more - she described Bill:)

Guides Robert and Jezell were around. Showed Gab that I had a very long and bumpy road behind me filled with rocks, pot holes and curves. In front of me was a nice straight road with the sun coming up. The worst for love, career and money are behind me.

I asked about Heath -- she sat there for a second and said -- why are they showing me Heath Ledger? I said because that's the correct Heath. Seems that he just loves to talk to me (yep I know) and will hang around with me until I tell him that I've had enough. I went and asked about all these people who I keep helping in my dreams. She said that I'm a Spiritual Mentor.

2007 - 2008 is all about reorganization, getting priorities in a row and discovering me. 2010 is my career, money and love year - although 2009 is better in all three than 2008 was and the last 1/2 of 2008 is better than now.

Asked about my project for Nickelodeon - she said if this doesn't fly exactly how I want it to try again - as it will get picked up. DREAMERS - looks like the 2nd place we send it to takes it and she suggested we send it to Steven Spielberg and his new paranormal channel.

She told me to go get a check up - didn't like the way my ovaries looked/felt. She kept sensing a lot of heat. And since Ovarian cancer has killed just about every female on my mom's side - it's time for a check up.

Will & Ted - both soul mate, kindred spirits - but neither man is long-term in this life. They are both more of a thorn in my side.
Bill - soul mate, kindred spirit - he stays by my side closer than Will or Ted. Our history has more past - more than Will and I even though Will and I are older souls - I've been with Bill in more lives. She said that he is not good for me. In fact none of the three are because we will keep battling for who is in charge (gee really). But she never said that he wasn't long-term, just that being with him will not be easy.

I'm going to have a string of lovers starting sooner rather than later -- and eventually I will settle down again - but not till 2010.

I have to finish the OBE sex book - sooner rather than later. Business will be even busier with Gypsy Advice.

My son is very restless and needs a constant outlet for his energy. If not - then he's prone to turn to drugs & alcohol when he's older.

And that's about it.

It's nice to know that what's in front of me is sunnier than what I have already been through:) It's also nice to know that the guys will be as difficult as I thought they would.

But damn it Will! SIGH. At least tomorrow is Thursday!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)