Writing, Will And Ted!

Where to start today? Well - first up I have not been able to post to my OBE blog. For whatever reason, I can't. I have put in request to Blogger and thus far have not heard a thing. The other blogs post just fine - so I know it's not my web hosting company. And I have something really interesting to post too -- grrrr. No - I'm not going to post it here. Although I am tempted to.

DREAMERS is going well:) As I'm working on DREAMERS I am also working on shaping up the OBE book. I'm not sure why I'm so nervous to write this book - but I am. I have to have it done and to the printers by July - and that's stretching it. As always - I am looking for OBE sex stories to include in the book. When I concentrate on the OBE book - I can see glimpses of Will and I talking around the world about soul mates and OBE experiences. He's my #1 cheerleader and I his.

I am also about to start rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE as soon as DREAMERS is squared away. I have 2 other scripts that need written - one dealing with past lives and the other about comas.

A note about Ted -- it has been very hard for me to connect with him consciously. But during dream time I know that I have spent time with him because of the flashes I get of him and I chatting - him getting angry & throwing things, him crying etc... Well it appears that my subconscious efforts have done some good after all. Ted - who was to get married last week - called off the wedding 24 hours before hand. No reason was given except for citing person reasons (isn't calling off a wedding a very personal choice). I only hope that he has checked himself into rehab since his nuptials have been canceled and praying that during another drug induced binge that it does not go back on again. He's a very angry and unhappy man.

My smoke detector had been doing that annoying beep sound - not because there was a fire, but because my friend Dave was trying to say Hi. As soon as I said Hi back - the beeps stopped. I have noticed though that the last several days the beeps are happening every morning as soon as I wake up and as soon as I say - Hi Dave - they stop:)

Last night I was walking through the upper hallway and got an overpowering scent of Roses. After I went through it - I went back to se if the smell was still there - it wasn't. I said Hello? A chill went speeding through my body. At first it was my ex husband's mother coming to tell me sorry her son's an idiot. I told her that there's no reason to be sorry - his stupidity is his problem, not mine. Then it was as if someone gave her the push and my Grams T was there telling me that I'll find love -- and that she doesn't like my hair - lol! I told her yes - I know I'll find love and I'm getting my hair done on Thursday - that seemed to please her.

When I get my hair done on Thursday, I'm actually getting it colored! 1st time for it. I don't have any gray to hide - I just need something different. So it'll be a reddish/purplish color. I'm excited:)

I finally bought some land in Second Life and have set up my own home:) Now I need to find some furniture:) Check it out - look around the beach front property;
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Gypsy/33/82/22 Just don't go looking around on other people's property. They get upset. If you haven't become a part of Second Life it's free to join:)

Off to get my son to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dating, A Bit Shocked And Stuff!

I'm shocked -- I am -- really. Not one person - not ONE took advantage of my confession time yesterday. This tells me that 1) You guys are too damn smart and already figured it out 2) Don't give a damn 3) Give a damn but was afraid of the karma law kicking in as you KNOW you'd tell someone! But at any rate, I don't see the opportunity coming around again any time soon. Of course - I never thought this one would come up - LOL. So who knows?

My ex continues to trash me - it's so very pathetic. He even had the nerve to have one of his whores meet him and my son out yesterday. Am I taking the high road? I sure am trying. Did I mention to him to socialize on his own time? You betcha ya. We'll see - the man wouldn't know how to tell the truth even if his life depended on it.

Men continue to be scared off by my dating profiles - LOL. Thus far it appears that the men in my area want a lazy, dumb woman who can't tell when a man is lying. So not me. I'll have to expand my search. Of course out of the blue yesterday my son and I had this conversation:

Him - Did you call Bill yet?
Me - No - I don't know his number.
Him - It's time for you two to get married and to have another baby. Ted will help.

Now when I asked the kid how Ted will help (so many scenarios went through my mind - lol), he just shrugged and walked off. The kid hasn't mentioned Bill or Ted in at least 6 months, so I was really surprised when he started that conversation. But from his mouth to the Divine's ears:)

Last night I had an interesting dream - and I actually wrote it down! I was being set up on a blind date. When I saw the man come walking towards me, I thought he was a guy I went to high school with - Dave Dietry. He hugged a woman, the woman who was in charge of the dinner - and my surprise date - and I knew it was Dave. Same good looks - even though they were hidden under a well trimmed beard and moustache -- but the guy was still hot after all these years. He came over to me and he knew who I was immediately and gave me a hug. I had on my perfume (Tuscany) and he took a whiff of it and purred in my ear how good I smelled. I remember feeling the butterflies in my stomach and asking myself if I'm dreaming -- because I had to be. Then I stared at him and realized how close to Ted he looked.

Then the dream shifted to me showing someone my office. It was in an old building - a building that was old and very cool. Myself and a woman went into an office, 530, and it was a good size. I assumed it was my office. I was looking around and noticed a stereo and then a man's leather soft sided briefcase (the kind that slings over your shoulder) and I knew that this wasn't my place. So me and this woman went in search of my office and we found one office sliced down the middle with the numbers 531 & 532. I opened 532 and it was my office - very apparent that I hadn't been there in a very long time. There was a vase of flowers -and they were all dead but a strand of purple flowers - still alive. I wish I could remember what type of flowers they were. They reminded me of lilacs (which is my favorite). Somehow the number 613 came into play, but I can't remember how.

After I woke up I went to Classmates.com and posted that I am looking for Dave. His name has popped into my head several times in the last couple of weeks -- and now with that dream -- who knows? I really haven't thought about him in over 20 years.

I have a web cam now on my computer. I have no idea how to use the silly thing:)

I'm going to offer more readings via Skype and Second Life.

We are so close to closing a winger of a deal for my co = Whispers Media! I get to be as raunchy and as bad as I want (writing wise)! I LOVE it!

Oh - BTW - completely off the depression meds - have been since last Sat:)

Off for some dinner and CSI!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Lighthouse, Dream Time And Second Life!

A lighthouse. That's what I keep seeing everywhere I turn. A lighthouse. Last year or was it the year before I had several visions of Bill on the beach with Ted and I arriving on horseback. I can see the lighthouse as plain as day in my mind -- it has a white house off to the side of it - yet it's connected to the lighthouse. The lighthouse itself is white until you get to the top, then it has a red stripe around it and the top is black. From the beach standpoint, it looks like there is tall grass that separates the actual beach from the lighthouse property. There's many stairs. I keep sensing it's the East Coast - for some reason though, Oregon just popped into my head. I have no clue.

But back to the lighthouse. When I ask my guide Ethan why I am shown the lighthouse repeatedly he gives me two answers:

1) I'm the beacon of light for my soul circle (which we knew)
2) Bill and I will own the same lighthouse in this lifetime that we were light keepers of in a past life. Ethan goes on to say that the lighthouse is currently haunted pending our arrival. It appears to be haunted by "us". Since our souls know no bounds and are timeless -- our souls have reached beyond our current bodies into this lighthouse (and into the past) to keep everyone away but us. The same thing is being used by Ted and I and our Dunshire Castle. No wonder I'm tired all the time - lol!

Ethan keeps telling me to send out the light -- it has to be a constant beacon. This is why Bill is so strong with me lately - he has caught the beacon - consciously - and he is holding on. Ted catches it consciously - but then his she-devil girlfriend does God knows what and he drops the connection - when she's gone, he reconnects. Matt - no clue yet and Will is trying. Constant - constant Ethan tells me. He's pounding it home so that I get it -- and I do. I really need to set myself up on a schedule that I can live with. If everything is written down and with times next to it - I do much better.

My dream time is so busy these days. I mean stupid busy like I'm being trained for something. By the time I'm actually awake I can't remember what I dreamed about - except in some rare instances. I need to push myself to write things down. I know I NEED to -- but for some reason I can't get myself to. I don't get why. Ha - Ethan just said I'm being lazy. Okay -- I'll give him that, I probably am. He says -- that if I am really ready for the next step in my development and with the guys - I'll listen to him and write things down. I have to remember my dreams. It's critical - Ethan says.

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Speaking of Second Life - I'm going to start to do readings there in my office. Stay tuned for more info!

Okay - I have a hungry kid barking at my heels -- better go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Muse, A Magnet And Sex!

Since I've been on these meds, it's been hard to connect to my guides and the guys as I have over the last several years. Now doing readings - I have no problem at all. But when it's for me, there has been that block there that I've had to fight through. Since papers are signed, the x is out and he was the reason I was on them - I am on a plan to wean myself off of the meds. I can tell a difference already and it's only been since Monday that I've been cutting back. Many more spontaneous connections and visions. Plus, it's easier for me to be creative and work. It's difficult to write when you keep searching for that light switch to turn on your muse. So all is getting much - MUCH better in Allie world.

The online dating -- interesting. It's like - BOOM - they are coming out of the woodwork. Flattered - certainly. Taking it seriously - not really. I suppose that once I go out on an actual date I'll be more serious about it.

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And speaking of sex -- by OBE experiences are back with a BANG:) The OBE blog will be written in more often --in fact I already have been there today! The experiences here are really flooding back - major.

Ted and Will -- both are so right there in my thoughts - in my energy field right now. I honestly think that I can tell if either one takes a piss. Really - it's a strange, yet invigorating feeling (not the piss - LOL - but the connection). Last night, Bill's energy was so intertwined with mine that I could taste him. Now get your minds out of the gutter - it's hard to describe, but I could taste his energy. I have ants in my pants -- very ancy to sit down and actually talk with these guys. I can feel the heightened energy as my nerves reposition themselves outside my skin. One phone call - that's all I need to hop on a plane to go chat. I have so much information and experiences that I want to share with them. So much I want to hear about. It's getting close -- so close now.

Poor Bill. He knows what he knows and he has seen some visions that knock his socks off. But he is so befuddled on what to do with me - with the knowledge. With my energy heightened, so are the guys. Bill and Ted will know what it is - Will and Matt will be on the confused side. But this is nothing that Will and Matt cannot figure out. In fact, Will is working now with someone to figure it all out. Matt's a good ole republican Texan, so he'll probability be confused a bit longer -- but the guy has the drive to figure this all out. He's just asking the wrong people - a priest won't be able to give him the answer -- he needs someone like me to figure it all out.

I'm waiting very patiently for my notice from the Nicholl Fellowship. I entered The Black Triangle in it - and they should be announcing the Quarter-Finalists soon. Fingers crossed.

My son and I are going to Columbus all day on Friday. Taking the Mini Cooper S in for it's maintenance. Lucky for me that the maintenance is built into the price of the car - provided you take it to a Mini dealer (which is the same as a BMW dealer) and there is only 3 in Ohio that deal with Mini's:) So Columbus it is:)

Wow - I feel like a flirty little tramp today. I'm sure it will pass - well, maybe it will:) But because of my energy - I feel like a magnet on overdrive. Not sure if that's good or bad. But damn - I need to draw those 4 in...

....so - being the good girl I am, I have been listening to Ethan and being a magnet for the 4 guys (yes, I know that's why I feel like a magnet overall). Every day I have been opening the gateway and drawing them in. This is how my session goes:

I sit with my healing wand. Eyes closed, I see a white light ahead of me. Taking that white light, I have it spread out vertically like a board - then I move it close to my skin. Taking this board of light, I move it around my body slowly, moving further out from my body with each full turn - increasing speed as the white light extends out of my body until it is everywhere -- and it's almost as if it explodes, and there's nothing there but a huge open triangle, with a circle around it -- and coming from the midst of the triangle is a very brilliant white light.

Through this white light I can see the guys - only one at a time. If I look at me - I am one big white light - by body is encased in white light. I see Bill and I call out to him. His astral body separates and comes to me with a grin on his face. He usually (like today) leans in and gives me a kiss. When that happens I wrap my arms around him and draw him to me to become one. Next comes Ted. I call to him and he smiles wide and always gives me a very deep kiss. I bring him too into me. Next is Will - I never have to summon him, he is already there - through the gate. I always hear him say - you'll never have to call me, I know when you're around. He kisses me tenderly and I bring him into me. Then there's Matt. I call to him and he arrives in a jiff. He too smiles and tells me he doesn't know what's happening -- but it sure does interest him. He does a running jump and just walks into me 1/2 the time.

I call out their names one by one -- raising the energy with each name. At the end it is as if the white light explodes and we're done - all back where we are supposed to be. I find that I cannot do this at night as I'm so energized from it. So I'm doing it mid-day when I get sleepy. Wakes me right up.

And I'm done for now:) Back to work -- and then the kid and I have T-Ball!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie ;)

Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

If any of you follow me as Alison Ashby in The L Word in Second Life - I'm being auctioned off for a good cause tomorrow (Thursday ) night. Stop by and bid on me and help support the gay and lesbian community:) Info on how to find me is in the side bar:)

I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Updates, Sex, Ethan And Ted!

My little sister is due to give birth at any time now -- her and her wonderful British husband are awaiting the birth of a baby girl. My son just rolls his eyes at the thought of another girl cousin that he has to watch over. Not that he doesn't love my niece as it is -- but she's 3 and he'll be 7 so he's getting too old for her (his words) - LOL! My sister is the one who lays out my books and since I was sidetracked in March/April (very busy months) and May my head has been up my ass - I'm behind in the last gypsy magic book. I'll have my part done within a day or two -- but my sister won't be able to get it laid out until she's on maternity leave and has had some proper sleep (well - some sleep anyways, how much sleep can you get with a newborn?). So knock on wood it'll be done this summer.

But as soon as my writing part is done, I'm jumping into the astral/dream/telepathic sex web page as well as getting the outline done for the book. Lord knows I have enough stories of my own to fill this book with examples for each section - but I will also be asking for people to submit stories -- real names would not be used in the book - in order to give the book more of a variety. As soon as I get that up and going, I'll let you know.

Last Monday I tried to do my sex chat on the L word but couldn't since I blew up my DSL modem and GASP - was on dial-up! But DSL is back and working, so I'll be there tonight, 10:00 pm EST at the L word in Second Life if you'd like to join us. It's a lively bunch and nothing is taboo. The chat is for male and females alike - straight, gay or bi - doesn't matter. Info on how to join us in the sidebar of this blog.

Remember last year when Cindy and I would do our sessions and then I would tell you guys about it? Well we're gearing up again to start on Wednesday. Her guides and my guides told us both to start it up again - so here we go. Her real name is Tracey and she has given me permission to use her real name in this blog so I will from now on. Whenever we start to do these sessions, some sort of spiritual breakthrough happens for both of us! I can't wait to see what happens this time!

I hope my reading/computer glasses come in soon so that I can stop my headaches -- that's what I get for being on the computer 60 + hours a week!

I want to do a quick session. As soon as I grab my healing wand and close my eyes I am taken to the pine trees in a wooded area near my home. Ethan is there waiting for me. We say our greetings. He asks me how I'm doing. Today not so bad - I reply. He tells me that the next several months will not be easy at all - in fact they could be down right horrible. But I have to stick in there and see things through. I assure him that I will and there really is no other course of action but to proceed forward. Ethan tells me that I must keep writing -write, write, write he says. I nod my head -- then he shoots me one of those "looks". I say - I know, Robert told me that I this book should have been done last year - I know. It's almost done. Ethan says - good -- because the sex book is what is really going to make a difference. Then from that point writing the erotica book as well as Kyra will also make their marks. But I can't slow down, I have to put fingers to the keyboard and get it all out.

In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over.

We round a corner and there is the blue farmhouse from past visions. He tells me to go inside and follow my nose. Ethan smiles and disappears.

I enter the house and I can smell brownies! I move past the large front staircase down the hall and to the kitchen. There in the kitchen is Ted in an apron. It's a sight - let me tell you! The kitchen looks like WW3 hit it and the man is covered with flour and I think powdered sugar. He tells me to come in -- and then says stop laughing! I never imagined you a cook I say. He replies - I'm not really, but I'm working on it. He wants me to try a chocolate brownie. I sit at the wooden kitchen table and he gives me a cup of tea. I say - tea? No beer, no coffee? Who are you and what have you done with my Ted? He laughs and says he doesn't know why there is only tea here - but that's all he's got. Will and Bill and both busy he says, so I hope you don't mind being my guinea pig. No - I'm good with that. I take a sip of the hot tea - it's pretty good - but then if an Englishman made bad tea with would be a travesty! Anyway - the brownie is moist and pretty good. I'm not sure he cooked it all the way though cause it was rather gooey in the center - but it was good. He's wiping powdered sugar off my face as I am putting more on his -- when the session abruptly ends.

Ted in the kitchen -- what a sight! My guess is that he was jolted out of his session which ended the connection.

Off to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Second Life, The "L" Word And Alison Ashby!

Don't forget to stop by and gab about sex with me at The "L" Word's virtual world, Second Life from 8:00 pm EST on Monday. It's a steady gig and it's my Pillow Talk from Whispers Media in real time with fun Q & A, sex toy chat and erotica entertainment gab.

It's free to join Second Life and if you haven't done it yet -- it is FABO fun!

For people in the US: http://www.sho.com/site/lword/second_life.do
For the rest of the planet: http://lword.sheeplabs.com/cgi-bin/sl_register_user.pl

I'll see ya'll at the Planet!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)