Happy Birthday Ted!

Today Ted is 50 - Happy Birthday to him! This week has been a crazy week - just like last week and the week before that. I'm exhausted. So much so that I forgot to say Happy Birthday to Michael on the 14th - he turned 41. I didn't forget it was his b-day - I just forgot to say it.

I'll be out of town Sat & Sun - I have so much to do that I really need to stay home - but I really don't have a choice. So......I'll suck it up and go. Eventually I'll be able to tell you guys what I'm up to. I thought I could by now -- but alas - just like most things right now it hasn't gone as I planned.

I think what I'm going to stop doing is planning. Cause if you really think about it - it's not up to me. The day to day stuff is - but the overall plan isn't. I wonder if I'll finally be on one to one talking to Bill or Ted by the time I turn 50? I was thinking the other day - it's been 7 years since I discovered Bill, 6 for Ted, I think 3 for Will and 1 for Vincent. Or maybe it's 4 for Will and 2 for Vincent?

Lately my attention jumps back and forth between Vincent and Bill. For some reason Bill's energy is always laughing - as in happy laughter and Vincent stands there with that grin on his face. He doesn't say anything - do anything - he just grins. Michael just hangs around.

I haven't gotten anywhere with BT or OBE all week. It's been very disheartening. The bug field trip with my son's class went well. I was the ONLY parent there out of the whole 2nd grade. I couldn't believe it. My son and I were doing well until we got to the bug-eating part. Couldn't do it. There were live bugs, fried bugs and chocolate covered bugs. Just no way.

I am so tired -- heading to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spiritual Mission, OBE Sex and Will!

You know what I forgot to tell you guys about? Hell - I forgot about it myself till just now -- my OBE DVD's came in. Remember the workshop I gave back in Oct 2008 at the Universal Light Expo? Well - I have the puppies. I have not watched me -- although I know I did great that day. I can no more listen to me than I can watch me. Maybe I should just watch a peek so I can see what I dork I look like on camera. Hold on...I look pregnant - seriously...SIGH...my hair is messed up - looks like I hadn't slept in weeks. Someone just shoot me. On the flip side - I do sound like I know what I'm talking about - that is a bonus. And I did have plenty of class participation - another bonus. I also liked my top. It's a nice green color. But I still look pregnant....lol.I have 4 copies of this if anyone wants one - email me. Cost $14.95 and that includes shipping. When I do have more and I put them on the site the price will be $29.95.

Now this next part is really quite important......

I'm on a quest now - one that can help thousands of people, but I need your help to get this off the ground. I have to prove to a several important individuals that the need for spiritual/metaphysical help is real.

What I need for you to do is twofold:

1) Email me a note about how someone or something spiritual has helped you move on with your life. It could be a psychic podcast, a spiritual book, an astrology reading, a past life regression, psychic reading, TV show, etc....and how you NEED metaphysical/spiritual help. Why do you need it? What in your life at present do you need it for? It is VERY important that I show these important people that there is a need and WHY that need is there. How can this particular genre of help - help you? Please be as specific and personal as possible when it comes to your story or what you need help with.

2) Use your social networks to spread the word: chat rooms, MySpace, FaceBook, email lists, your web site, podcast, newsletter etc......here's something you can post:
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Hi, my name is Allie Theiss and I run a web site called GypsyAdvice.com. I'm on a mission to prove that metaphysical/spiritual help is real and it is needed. I am asking for your help in order to prove my point.

What I need from you is a note about how someone or something spiritual has helped you move on with your life. It could be a psychic podcast, a spiritual book, an astrology reading, a past life regression, psychic reading, TV show, etc....and how you NEED metaphysical/spiritual help. Why do you need it? What in your life at present do you need it for? It is CRUCIAL that I prove that there is a need and WHY that need is there. How can this particular genre of help - help you? Please be as specific and personal as possible when it comes to your story or what you need help with.

You can email it to me at gypsyadvice@yahoo.com or snail mail a handwritten letter to: Allie Theiss, GypsyAdvice, PO Box 1511, Wooster Oh 44691 USA. You do not have to sign your name - although it does add some credibility if you sign it someway - even with your initials and what city, state, country you are writing to me from.

Your email/home address will not be sold or added to anyone's list.

Thank you for all of your help.

Crystal Sunshine,
Allie Theiss
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I told the group that is involved with this already that I had a good, strong, network of people that can help and get the word out. Please don't make me out to be a liar. You know how I feel about people who lie. Thank you - Thank you - Thank you!My muse has been gone since Jan. Just got up and left one day. Not even a good-bye note. I've been looking for it - asking it to come back. Guess who popped into my shower last night? Will. I asked what was he doing "here" - he replied - I hear you're looking for me. I have been sorely uncreative -- I told him. He said - I know - but for this to work you have to let me back in. I told him I wasn't too hip about him having free reign in my energy again - it causes too many problems. He said everything in life has problems, you need to learn how to adapt. With that he was gone. I must admit - damn it was good to see him. I mean damn..... Heck, you know I'll let him stay. I do like it when he's around - and I guess he's right, I do have to learn how to channel our combined energy better. Ever since he showed up - my several energy is getting mighty high. I either have to learn how to channel it all so that I'm creative - or I'll exhaust myself "taking care of things" before the day is over. Why do you think I remember about the OBE DVD? LOL.

I drove up to the University of Akron and talked to my advisor. Nice girl - she really couldn't been more than 25. When I told her my end game - to be a sex therapist - she quickly looked over to my son to see if he had a reaction. He didn't - he was too busy with that iPod if his. I did discover that when I left school in 1996 that I was a senior. I actually still have a couple of piss ant classes to take and then my core psych classes. I may be able to get done by the end of 2010 - although I really think that's pushing it. 2011 for sure.

Now to try to talk my son into getting a shower. What is it with boys and basic hygiene?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Michael, Mike And Seriously WTF!

I wrote the below $.02 Saturday/Sunday Morning.....

I should be sleeping - I really should. But here I am after drinking a bottle of wine - and I'm awake at 1:18 am. Doesn't make sense. Wine should have made me fall sleep. But oh no....not now. I have too much outside energy running around inside of me.

What does that mean? Well I can feel Bill being very connected. So is Will and Vincent. CJ is still hanging about - taking more of an interest in me than he ever thought he would or that he thought he was comfortable with, You know it's difficult to dream about someone most of your life and then all of a sudden have them wind up on your radar. That's what happened where Bill is concerned with me - and that what happened where I'm concerned with CJ. Especially since most of the dreams he can remember me in we were just kids. It's a bit disarming. And quite frankly you just want things to go back to the way they were - before your "new knowledge".

There's a part of me that's tired of new knowledge. Why can't something happen with the old knowledge before someone else shows up? I don't get it. Any of you - do you get it? Cause I'm at a lost. Like this guy named Michael (not to be confused with Mike from before). He's showed up in my "area" for years now - years. And for the most part I've been able to compartmentalize him. Keep him tucked away as a curiosity and that's it. But now this guy has superseded my curiosity. I want to know why. What possible connection do we have? And why now? Serious. Don't I have enough going on?

I asked Andrew. You know what he said? Vincent is too stuck in his life, Will is too scared, CJ is confused and Bill doesn't have the balls -- so we open up the connection with Michael. I have to ask - is he a chicken shit too? Or would he seek out to explore something that he doesn't quite understand? Andrew says he's an explorer. Always has been - ever since he was a kid. I don't know why Andrew is showing me Michael with a toy sail boat in his hands - but he is. The said boat is has a red base. Andrew also tells me that Michael's mother is something else - and he means that in a good way. She pushes, yet protects Michael. If she find something or someone that can be a positive part of Michael's life - she'll put two and two together - despite Michael protests. So I wonder then - what will happen when she comes upon my blog? When she puts me together with the dreams he's had most of his life. Then what? Does she call me 1st to chat? Or does she just hand the information over to him and guide him? I swear I don't know. I wish I did. But I don't.

I then said "screw it" and went to bed. We'll see if anything comes of this connection. I'm rather tired of the "one-way" feel I've had with the past group.

Michael has been kind enough to keep hanging around. I keep getting the oddest flash visions with him:

Vision 1 - He and I shake hands. I can feel a zap of electric go through me - although I try not to react to it. The same happened to him - I think. We are then sitting at a table with two other women. Michael asks if the two ladies would leave us. They do. He leans across the table at me - and with a very stern look on his face he asks - why me? I open my mouth and start to say because of his past....he waves his hand to signal stop. Give me the real reason - he demands. I sit there and just look at him - trying to figure out what I'm going to say. I finally say - do you believe in soul groups? He smacked his hands together and said - I knew you felt the energy when we shook hands.

Vision 2 - He and I are on the beach. We are by some sort of rock formation. As the sun sets, the beams hit a crystal in the rock formation - which gives off another beam of light to a cave off the coast.

Vision 3 - Michael is inside a house looking outside. From his POV I can see me running to Vincent and jumping in his arms. Michael takes a sip of coffee and says - if he hurts her I'll kill him with my bare hands. I hear a voice (sounds like Will) say - he'd no sooner hurt her than you or I would.

Vision 4 - He's at my 25th High School reunion with me and we're having a blast.

There's more -- but those are the ones I can remember off the top of my head.

My son told me tonight that guys are put on the Earth to drive girls crazy (I couldn't agree more) and for guys to get big muscles so that they can be chick magnets. LOL. I tried not to laugh. I told him to remember that girls are nothing but trouble. He replied - oh mom, guys are trouble too. Snicker...oh how right he is....

Speaking of trouble - there's a guy in Wooster who's a psychologist who I find to be interesting. He and I have known each other since I moved to Wooster - he lives by me. You know how you know when someone is interested in you? Well he's given me that sideways look for the last 8 years. When I could feel him looking at me - I would just keep looking straight ahead. He was married - I was married. Not about to go there or even give the appearance of going there. He was always polite when he saw me or my ex - never anything flirty or over the top. Well, then I got divorced. Still basically ignored him as I know his wife and I think she's a great person - I didn't want any signals to go anywhere that might be misread. So he tells me two weeks ago that he's getting a divorce - been separated at that time for a month. Thought I would hear it through the neighborhood gossip line. Ha! I'm not looking the other way any more. But since our kids go to the same school - I do keep everything low key - flip him a hi when I see him and that's about it. If we happen to be walking the same way in the morning - we'll chat. We'll see what happens - if anything. Well- something will happen, it's just a matter of what and when. He does have the same kick ass divorce lawyer that I had...that guy in Orville is great! What I need to do is to find out when his birthday is -- I pray he's not a Sag or a Leo. Been there - did that.

Oh and guess what? His name is Mike. Yeah - seriously. No - that connection with what's going on with Michael has not been lost on me.

I'm finally HOT in the Start Up Nation Contest! Whoo Hoo! I'm a smoking mamma!

On that note -- it's shower time:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Ego, Lessons And Ted!

Today the snow was falling - falling - falling down in Wooster. If I looked at the sky, 1/2 is dark and the other 1/2 light. Reminded me of the battle of good vs. evil. Since I am in Amish Hell - the sun faded from view and the sky was a drappy gray - yuck. Just before the sun set it broke through the clouds for 20 min of sunshine. We really could use more sun around here - seriously.

So on today's podcast I talked about how the ego is our enemy. I really believe that. Our egos hold us back, frustrated us, give us impressions of others or ourselves that are not in line with reality - egos make us less than what we are meant to me. I think that sucks. The whole ego thing was a lesson of mine. I don't think I've learned my lesson completely - but at least the light bulb turned on so that I can make improvements in myself. I get why I've been treading water for so long. I got the responsibility lesson a couple of years ago when I got divorced. Next I'll be heading into the patience lesson (even more so than I have been). Why? Because I'm going to homeschool my son next year.

His current school just is not for him. It's like fitting a square peg into a round hole - no matter how much you try - it isn't going to work. I see him suffer because of it - he's just a different kind of kid - he can't help it. The labels he has for being weird, strange and different doesn't help him. All he wants is friends and to do so he gravitates towards the kids who are different - but in a bad way (meaning they get in a lot of trouble being bad) and this in turn gets him in trouble and the cycle continues. My ex and I talked about it - I told him for as long as we're in Ohio, he's going to have to help. Science and math were always the ex's strong suits - so I suggested he be our son's "coach" (which is what the school calls the adult since there are online teachers) in those subjects. He agreed. But we'll see what happens come the school year.

Stress will come from keeping the kid and the dog apart since all they like to do is aggravate one another. Somehow, of course, I will have to work. I mulled over getting up at 4:00 am - working on Keen till 8:00 am and then do school. But I know there is no way in hell I'm getting up at 4 am. So I'll have to keep thinking.

Ted made a very nice comeback over the weekend. I wrote about it in the OBE blog. I was actually very supposed to see him since Will and Vincent were the ones that kept popping up in my energy. Will - it feels to me - is coming to a turning point in his life and he's not sure which way to turn. His current and long-time relationship feels very shaky. But by being together so long - is it love that keeps things together? Or the "being used to" the partner? My money is on the "used to". Vincent - poor guy is just so confused. He has no clue on where to turn or what to do. His life is such a "pineapple upside down cake" right now that he's frozen from making any important decisions. And Ted -- he is crashing hard. A big crash. I am hoping that he has hit the bottom without 1) landing in the hospital 2) going to rehab. A divorce has to be soon -- even if she is trying like hell to get pregnant.

Trouble (the cat) was running after air today - I'm going to assume it was Indy coming back to say hi. Ever since he died Trouble has been glued to poor Brodie who tries to convince Trouble that he is not a dog - but a cat.

Off to bed...have a good night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And No Wasted Time!

I'm almost caught up on my emails and the readings from the special back in December. Whew. The screenplay - still working on it. Once I have a chance to write - it flows. I just have to be able to work on the darn thing - you know?

Little Black Kitty is back outside. He drove me batty yesterday with the clawing at the door and the crying. I put him back out last night. He seems to be doing fine with it. But I do suspect that he'll be asking to come back in before the day is out. He can - for a few - then it's back out again. Samantha is not doing too well. It was as if she aged 5 years overnight (she's already 13). She's still eating, drinking and cleaning herself. But that's it. No more playing - no more nothing but sitting there. It breaks my heart. If I pick her up - she wants to be glued to me - permanently. Trying to detach her from my clothes is tough. I just hope she's okay health wise. I just couldn't take it if something happened to her - not so close to Indy dying.

Will's back:) I could feel his energy close yesterday as I worked. Almost like he was just sitting there watching me. I love it when he's around. Not only because I like the feel of his energy (it's always very high - I would call it jazzed) but he's my muse. When he's around, I just write better. As I was writing the script yesterday, he did make a connection for telepathic sex which I wrote about it in OBE. Last night as I was falling asleep, I could feel him around me. When I was walking down my path to enter my dream portal - Ethan was there as always - he told me to expect the past to be back but with a twist. I asked Ethan what he was talking about - he said that I know he can't tell me more. But that I have to put my nose to the grindstone and keep plugging away. No wasted moments - no sitting idle. I told him okay - and moved on. Further down the path was Will. He was in a long white flowing robe. Around his body is vibrated a wonderful golden energy. I asked if he was going to step through the portal with me. His reply - I'm already there. I stepped through and he was - at the Willow Tree by the river. I don't remember anything else - except that when I saw him I ran to the tree:)

With Will usually comes Merlin at some point in time and sure enough Merlin has been on my heels since I woke up this morning. In fact - he was the last thing I remembered about my dreams from last night. He and I were working in the magical space in the cave. Will was somewhere in the background. Next to me I had an enormous faden quartz crystal. I was putting mugwort around it - Merlin was putting candles around the ring of mugwort. There were 9 candles - 5 violet and 4 blue. During the day today - I keep hearing him tell me we have to get back to work. I have no clue what we're working on - why the mugwort, crystal and candles.

I asked Andrew today - where's my love life? He laughed and said I know where it is - and it isn't in Wooster. I know;) I took down all of the dating ads and what have you that I had online. I've washed my hands of it as long as I live in Wooster. Will I change my mind if I'm still here past July? I might. But lets put the energy out there that I'm moving forward! Any ways - Andrew says there's much more going on behind the scenes of my life than I'm privy to. So keep the faith - keep working and it will all shift the way it's supposed to. He says that January and February are all about work - lots of it. The work will transform not only my career - but my love life - so I must not stop. No wasted time. I tell Andrew that this is what Ethan basically said - no wasted time. He replies- there's a reason 2 of your guides tell you the same thing - listen to our words. And I have:)

LOST is back tonight!! Whoo Hoo! Okay - so since I can't watch it till tomorrow morning - no one email or post about what happened on LOST - okay? Don't tell me! Ahhhh...Sawyer:)

Oh -- I almost forgot...Will and Vincent know one another now. Yep - they met. Don't ask me how I know - I just do:) So now Bill & Ted know one another and so does Will & Vincent. Things are aligning up for me to come on board:)

Vincent is going through a very deep thought process right now. He seems to contemplate everything. He's so deep in thought that I don't dare disturb him. What is he thinking about? His life. What he needs to do and how he's supposed to do it. He's looking at all angles to see what is best for everyone involved.

Back to work I go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Headache Of The Golden Globes

I am still having trouble with Hipcast and iTunes - both places are blaming the other and no one will fix the podcast problem. To say I'm upset is an understatement.

And moving forward with the upset part - I saw last night from the Golden Globes site that you could watch the GG. I was excited - because I haven't missed one in 30 years and without cable....I would miss it. Anyways I went - paid the fee - and got sent to this TV Player Pro software that I had download. No problem. Did as told. Problem was - I couldn't find the GG anywhere. I put a request into support at 7:30 pm. At 9:45 pm (they sent it at 9:08, but I wasn't at the computer) I got a reply that it wasn't that software I needed, but the Real Player (which I had) in order to access the show. Since I missed the show - I immediately asked for a refund. Last night I got the sure...you can have one - but we're changing your $9.95 for our software. It's a strict refund policy.

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I saved the convo - see it below (start from the bottom up):

Svetlana Za 1/12/2009 8:56:47 AM
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Alison 1/12/2009 7:31:03 AM
What part of CANCEL MY ACCOUNT don't you get?

And I'l make sure every last person knows about your policy - including the Golden Globes.
Irina S 1/12/2009 7:22:23 AM
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Alison 1/12/2009 7:10:19 AM
This is a load of crap - and I'm going to make sure everyone I know - knows about this. The only reason I got the software was to watch the Golden Globes - which I didn't get to see. AND according to you documentation - the Golden Globes would have been watched from Real Player NOT your software.

Cancel the account.

I'm also emailing the producers of the Golden Globe to let them know how I got ripped off trying to watch their show.

I repeat - cancel this account.
Luydmila G 1/12/2009 7:05:06 AM
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The promotional offer of 20 USD for a membership with a credit of 19,95 USD is still available to you.

At this moment no changes have been made to your account. Please respond to this ticket so that we can adjust your account accordingly.

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Alison 1/12/2009 6:50:02 AM
You have got to be kidding me - I have to pay a fee for a service I never used?

Cancel this account.
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Alison 1/11/2009 7:27:27 PM
I'm trying to find the GG. I have downloaded my player - it works. Where can I find the show?

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And that's that - the rat bastards are keeping the $9.95. It's not the money - it's the principle. No where anywhere did it say that I was to watch the GG on Real Player - no where. When I would log in from the GG site - I kept getting their screen for downloading their software.

Oh - this place is called: http://tv-subscription.com/

I was very-very happy this morning to read Heath won:) I wish I could have seen Christopher Nolan's acceptance speech. I was also happy for 30 Rock and Kate Winslet. How about Mickey Rourke - damn I wish I could have seen that.

Now - on to something pleasant.

I had another wonderful dream visit with Bill. We were at my mom's house - my son, mom, sister's and family were there - along with Ted. Ted stayed in the background this whole dream. He stayed on the couch - just sitting there. Bill had on a long-sleeved red shirt -with some blue in it. There were words on the shirt no idea what. A woman came over - he spoke to her in Spanish - and she went to get us something to drink.

It was a laid back dream - he was showing me a letter he wrote to the editor of the NYT about Pres Bush. I asked him if he included Iran in that letter. He looked hurt for a second - like of crap I forgot to include it - and said no. He said this was the letter as of Jan 12th. His neck and back hurt - so as he was telling me about the letter - I was massaging his shoulders - neck. I got up - kissed him on the cheek and went in to see what my mom wanted. My sisters were there with her and all 3 were commenting on how nice it is to see Bill in the house and that he and I are very comfortable around one another. I agreed and then quickly said- we're just friends - nothing more. The ladies were bummed. I started over to Ted - when Bill intervened and wanted to go outside for a walk. Seems that my mom's house was a cabin in the middle of the woods (it certainly isn't in the physical world). I had my arm through his and we talking about the animals we saw - the different trees. It was all very calm, peaceful and it just felt right. I told him that I had to go poop. Yes - I used those exact words. He pointed over in the distance to a potty he built into the ground.

I'm there - doing my thing. When somehow the scene shifted from that (however I was still on the potty) to a table with 3 other people. I couldn't believe no one could smell my poo. We were discussing this home buying process. Seems that a bunch of homes were about to go on market for cheap prices. We had to reach in and pull out a slip of paper - which would tell us which house we got to buy. I was looking at this Spanish-styled house. It was very nice - over 5000 sq ft with a pool, outdoor kitchen and a hot tub. I told them this was too big and all I wanted was a small place by the beach. They said only big houses were available to me.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This, That and the Other!

Is anyone going to watch the Golden Globes tonight? First time in 30 years I'm not watching it and I'm having withdrawal already. No cable = no Golden Globes..or Oscars.

When Mercury Retro kicks in (which was today) that's when most people start to feel the affects. Me? A week earlier. Never fails. Between MR messing things up, my ongoing fight with iTunes & Hipcast (both bastards still say that the podcast problem is the other ones fault), and the "New Kid on the Block" as AJ said:) It's been a headache of a 2009 already.

Plus this last week I'm still catching up on the special priced readings I sold back in Dec.

Oh - and I shoveled snow yesterday (have to do more today) and did something to my lower back. What took me 5 min is now almost 15. SIGH - the wonders of being over 40. This is on top of my pulling a muscle in my upper back when I went to put my hair in a ponytail last Tuesday. Nice....

I watched BURN AFTER READING yesterday. I can't begin to convey my disappointment. How can so much talent come out with so much crap? And the Coen Brothers? WTF? What happened? I wish you could have seen me yelling at my TV - it was funny. Good thing my son wasn't home;)

I'm entering an Indy filmmaker contest. I have only a week or so to write the 1st draft of the script and then only a week to make changes. So if there's no postings this upcoming week (or next) - you know why. But I'll try not to drop off the face of the Earth.

Now for the last week. This was such a WTF - and a WTH every day. I have to thank Chris for this. Now who is Chris? He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill - and somehow I'm stuck in the middle. Another love triangle. Hell. What in the world did I do in my past lives? When another energy comes in - my body hits the emotional overload until I'm used to that new energy. Plus - I can't sleep. So last week I spent my time either pissed off, crying, or just sitting there without a thought in my head. All of it - not the norm of Allie. When Friday rolled around - I was back to the norm Allie. However - I still can't sleep - so something else must be coming down the pike.

So what's Chris like? Energetic, supportive, creative, kind & loving. Very good friend material. As Vincent stands around and "protects" me - Chris yammers in my ear to have to try this - or try that. It's like Chris pushes me and Vincent protects me. It's nice having them both around - but they have a habit of pulling me in 2 different direction - Chris wanting me to try something and Vincent wanting me to stand still and be safe.

I had a dream visit with them both the other night. They were fighting over who would "get" me. I stepped in the middle and said that I'm not doing this again (referencing Bill and Ted). I pointed to Vincent and said him - he's the one who gets me. Chris is like - what? Wait a minute - I haven't had a chance to prove myself. I told him- not in this life. In this life we're friends and some how you help me with Vincent because you two are already friends in the physical world. Vincent comes up and puts his arm around me - gives Chris a smug look. I punched him and told him to grow up. I can still change my mind - which made Chris smile. I told them that I had things to do and left them standing there - lol.

How did I realize that Chris was part of this whole soul circle thing with me? He kept popping up. Same as Ted did. I'd be in a vision with Vincent - and there he was. Iris said something to me that made the light bulb go off. I asked Andrew if Chris was one of "his" as well. Andrew said no.

Which made me ask Andrew - where's this love life I was supposed to have? He said - it's coming - mid 2009. This news made me roll my eyes. He said that I'll be way to busy till then and everything I am doing career wise is setting me up romantic wise. I told him that I didn't want to know any more. It gives me a headache. He did say though that this upcoming week I should hear something positive abut my career. That works:)

Need to kick my tush into gear.

Have a great - what's left of the weekend !

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crap What A Week!

What a #$^&* up week! Nothing went as planned. I'll get ya'll up to speed either tonight or over the weekend. In the meantime:

Ask Allie Podcast (finally done): http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html you can't download this or any podcast (for some unknown reason - Hipc ast and iTunes are blaming each other) from iTunes. You'll have to listen on the site or download the MP3 file and listen.

Wake Up Your Orgasm:
http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/2009/01/09/wuyo-sex-q-a-pineapples-rock-chick/ will be up on iTunes soon - they're reviewing it.

And in 10 min I'll be here: www.Blogtalkradio.com/wingsofloveshow until 3:00 pm EST - call in:)

Oh - there's a new guy on the block - Chris. He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill. Fun....

Will catch you up soon...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

ps: where in the hell are my archives? My recent posts? UGH!!

Holiday Catch Up Time!

(Just an FYI - I've been trying to get this to post since Sat. late morning)

Happy New Year! Sure - I'm a few days late - but I mean it just the same:) I hope that 2009 brings all of you what you need.

I honestly have no idea where to start - even at the beginning doesn't sound right. Silly huh? So here's a quick run down....

These past two weeks have been so busy - so silly busy - it's unreal. First, as you know, my son is home from school. His dad - being the "whatever" that he is, has decided to be MIA. So with the exception of Christmas Eve - he hasn't stopped by to get his son when he was supposed to - nor has he called him. The SOB is alive and well. He's just being - well...him. Needless to say, my little guy has been very disappointed, which in turn makes my life more difficult. The plans I had for myself all had to be canceled. Which of course is disappointing - but my disappointment doesn't come close to my son's - so I try to keep things in perspective. I've also been lying and making up excuses to my son - so that he won't think his dad has forgotten about him - as he did. That man is going to regret being such an ass when his son lives 2000 miles away instead of 5 min. Yeah - that's what I said - 5 min. Grrrrr.....Of course he finally did email me after I sent the latest asking if he was stopping by - seems that he's been "sick" and can't see his kid this weekend. Yeah - whatever.

So my son has made things very interesting - and stressful - here at the Allie ranch. He and Brodie (the black lab) fight like they are little girls. The kid yells at the dog - the dog barks back at the kid and it goes on and on. I had to banish Brodie to the back room and my son to his room just for some peace and quiet. Overall - the last two weeks have been fine with my son - he's 8 - he acts like an 8 year old. The longer he doesn't see his dad, the more rambunctious he gets.

Iris has been here - as busy as can be. That woman. She has promised me that she's not about to leave my side again. I don't know if I should be happy or scared. She did say though that she's in the background - Andrew is still "in charge" at this point in time. Andrew was talking to me yesterday and my grandmother came up and kissed him. I'm like - not in front of the children!

Now that's it's Jan 3rd, only 18 days till LOST! God I can't stand it -- I have major Sawyer withdraw.

But Iris gave me an idea in the shower - it's about another podcast called Waking Up Your Orgasm: http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/ the site is FAR from complete. My hope is to have the podcast up and running by next Friday (and Friday's from that point on) the 9th. It'll be in the same simple format as Ask Allie - with Q & A sex questions, toy reviews, aphrodisiacs and so forth. Well, I don't know what the "so forth" is yet. Sexual positions and sexual energy I deal with in the OBE newsletter (when I have time to write it). Any ideas? I only want to keep it 30 min or less. I'm also going to do the listener appreciation by giving discounts on the OBE web site.

Dreams - man have they been wild. Ever since I Feng Shui my office (and found about a dozen or so tiny Herkimer Diamonds that I placed on my Faden Quartz next to my bed) they have really been eventful. Bill has been in many of the ones I remember. Two of the visits I've had to entered into his dreams as I remember just standing back watching him pour over books. He's at a round table (both times)...

Okay - I have to interrupt my story for just a moment -- this still has to do with dreams, but....

Earlier last week (can't remember which night) - I had a dream where I was sitting down on a couch, that was a step lower than the room it was in - a sunken couch. An African American man (in his lower 30's I guessed) walked in and it was just as two old friends who haven't seen each other in a while. We hugged, gave each other kisses on the cheek and sat back down on the couch. I was leaning on him, his arms wrapped around me - and he started to tell me how he's been able to write - that he's releasing a new cd. I told him that it was great, I was excited for him (he seemed really pleased with himself) - kissed him a few more times on the cheek. Then I woke up.

Now I had no idea who this person was - never saw him before in my waking life (had no idea if he was alive or not) - had no idea why I would meet up with him - but there has to be some sort of past life/karmic connection. I thought about it after I woke up - couldn't figure it out, so I filed it away. So today I'm thumbing through some online sites - just looking around - and there he was. I was floored. I must of sat there for 10 min just saying nothing. I did find a page for him on MySpace - I sent him a friend request - no idea if he'll say yes. But what the hell - right? Still no clue on the "why" of the dream visit. I'm sure some day I'll figure it out.

Now back to the other dreams and Bill -- so he was at a round table. Books all over the place - most of them open - he had bookmarks in several places in each book. He had a notepad - a journal - where he was writing everything down. I walked up to him and asked how it was going. He's all excited saying he found the portal to Atlantis - but he can't figure out how to get to the portal. Seems that you have to take tunnels and what have you in order to get there - and he can't figure out where the tunnels originate. I asked - isn't it in the bottom of a Mayan temple in Mexico? He stops and stares at me for a spilt second then says - I don't know, they haven't discovered the room yet and when they do, it'll look like an ordinary room. But this (and he points to the triangle inside of a circle) will be in that room. I looked at him again and said - Mexico, it's in Mexico. He replied - but Atlantis's portal isn't in Mexico. I said I know - it's in Belize. But we get to Belize through the Yucatan Peninsula. He stared - it seemed like forever. Then it looked like a light bulb went off because he yelled - now it makes sense and grabbed a book. I woke up. We went through this same scenario twice - and I woke up each time. So I have no clue what he showed me.

Another dream visit we were at my mom's house. My sister's were there along with my brother-in-law, nieces, my son and my mother. Bill was in the basement with my son - I was upstairs watching a large category 3 tornado come towards us. I kept yelling for everyone to stay in the basement - the tornado would spilt off into three smaller tornados, and then regroup into one. The color of the tornado was brown - but when they split apart, 2 of them were gray. I knew my son was safe because Bill had him. My brother in law wasn't listening to me and would not get down stairs. When it got close - he and I ran down. In the basement - I could hear my dog Brodie upstairs. Before I could run up to get him, I woke up.

Vincent has been around during my waking hours. I can feel him move with me. He reminds me of my own astral body guard:) There have been a few instances where the connection was tight and clear - I could see him smiling - laughing. It was nice to be able to feel him feel something other than unhappiness.

Will - he's always around too - but not as close as Vincent - Vincent won't let him. I had a flash visit of me, Bill, Ted and Vincent in a hotel room - chatting. I announced that I want Will here too. Panic spread on their faces and they all said no at once. I told them tough shit - if they want me here - then they'd better go get Will. LOL.

Samantha went back to the vet - her thyroid is still a little high - but all other worries are now gone:) That was so nice to hear. Even though she is not happy to get her pill 2x - she takes it. I'm happy to have my Ninja cat back!

My lower back still kinda hurts - and I noticed a fine crack in my son's tooth. I'm using a heating pad and he goes to the dentist on Tuesday.

I managed to get some medicine in Little Black Kitty's eye last week - only problem is that he hasn't been back since :(

For some reason I'm obsessing over Sex In The City. No idea why. I never watched it on HBO or the reruns - never went to see the movie. But all of a sudden I have to watch it. Very strange.

I got my spring seed catalogs in the mail today - whoo hoo! My kid eats apples like you wouldn't believe - so I'm getting 2 apple trees to put in. Of course I won't see any apples for a couple of years - but I'm still doing it! It goes along with my grapes, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries:) My way of thinking is if I plan it - it better feed me or bring me some luck. There's always that chance that we won't even be living here by even summer - but I do plan on keeping the house. After I win an Oscar I'll put the house up for sale on eBay - lol!

I know there's more going on - I just can't think what else right now.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted and Dream Visits!

What I week - I mean wow - I've been busy. Trying to do all of my readings before the holidays next week. This hasn't been an easy task. With my 50% off sale that has been going most of the month - many people have taken advantage of this offer. Since I have a couple thousand clients worldwide - you can just imagine the overload I've had.

My inbox has more emails that I know what to do with. If you've sent me an email - especially a follow-up email to a reading - I have it. I'm just buried - so please be patient.

Lately there has been an onslaught of people emailing me for free advice instead of submitting it to the column (okay, so I'm REALLY behind on this column) or the podcast. I can't and I won't answer those emails - they automatically get deleted. This last week I've been getting 20+ a day - I'm only one person doing the best I can. Free questions have to be submitted to the Ask Allie column/podcast.

Plus (pat myself on the back) I was on Keen and Liveperson this week. As I'm working on the OBE outline - again - I'll be on LP.

What else has been going on? Oh - you know Cheryl who likes to comment on this blog? She and her 12 year old son are moving from TX to live up here in OH with my son and I. Her son and my son are soooooo happy that they are going to finally have a "brother". Remember when I said that I couldn't find one friend in Wooster to hang out with? I finally got tired of it and am now importing my friends - lol. The boys are going to share a bedroom - Cheryl is taking my office and somehow - I'm moving my office into my bedroom. Creative arranging -- but somehow it'll all fit. Even if I have to line my walls with shelves. She should be up here right after Christmas. And yes - I warned her about the cold.

My Wordpress problem - I'll have to forgo a WP blog on my site as I'm on a new, very secure server. If I want WP to work, I have to be moved back to an older, less secure server. I leave it where it is.

My screenplays - sitting at the top 5 Hollywood agencies. Fingers crossed. H-Wood is closed down for the holidays and then there's Sundance in Jan. So we'll see if we can hear from someone in Jan. If not - the plan is to have me in Los Angeles in Feb to meet with the agencies and production companies. You never know:)

I did have a lunch date today. No - I'm not going to tell you anything about him, but I will say that I had a nice time. Will there be a second date? No idea - that's up to him. But either way I had a pleasant afternoon.

Wednesday night I had two separate dream visits - one from Bill and the other one Ted. With Bill he and I are sitting around chatting, For some reason he said that he likes a small back yard. I tell him that I have a small back yard. He looked at me with this strange look on his face -- and I said, well ya it's small because I have a 2 1/2 car garage on my property. He was also showing me pictures he had taken -- I don't remember what the pictures were about except that they were of landscapes and some ancient ruins. He was very excited to show me these pictures and I was just as thrilled to be looking at them. I kept asking - when are we going to go? He said -not yet, not everyone is here.

Next dream visit I was sitting wit Ted on a comfortable couch in a large house. I can remember the big fireplace and the beige couches. He and I are just chatting up a storm. He leaned over, put his arm around me and pulled me close. I asked - what are you doing? He leaned in to kiss me - I backed away. I commented - aren't you married? Just then his wife came in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He went to introduce me, but she didn't care and just kept walking. He said - some wife. If you were my wife and I was on the couch with another woman, you'd beat the shit out of me. My reply - naw -- I'd just take all of your money:) So he learned in again to kiss me and again I backed away. I told him to stop it. I'm not anyone's "second". He mumbled something under his breath - when a Brit gets pissed and they start letting the words fly - it's hard to figure out what in the hell they're saying! So I had no clue. I just told him I'd see him later. As the dream was ending I heard him say - you're damn right you will - lol.

I am so tired I swear I could sleep for a week. Off to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Bill and Atlantis!

Here I am, it’s 4:25 pm est and I haven’t been on my computer since this morning. Why? Because it hates me. I have no idea what is going on -- so I have been running all of the nice diagnostic tools and it is taking forever. I did though get a chance to watch “Live Free, Die Hard” in the mean timeJ What can I say - I’m a Die Hard fan - always have been. Someone asked me once who I would take on a deserted island if I could take one person and one person only (this was asked pre my son) and I said: MacGyver as he’d build me the island of my dreams, or John McClane because he’d get me the hell off that island - lol!

This past weekend was interesting. My son and I went to see our neighbors in a Christmas play Sat night. When we got home, the storm drain under the house 2 doors down had smoke and flames billowing out of it. Before you know it - the electric guys were there and in order to get down there to fix this problem, a few city blocks had to be shut down. So they were. Burr...it was 15 or something like that Sat night. Electric was out until sometime early Sunday morning.

Sunday I was a good girl and spent it working on my OBE sex book. I worked on it as much as I could in between the “Mom -- mom -- where are you?” and “Mom, I need you.” every 5 or so minutes J In the process of all of this, I had been trying to talk to Tracey. I haven’t been sleeping well and usually (as you know) when that happens, something is either about to change or I’m not getting a message (usually from Bill). I want to sleep - so she and I were playing email tag for a few days. I was about to get my shower when she and I finally connected.

As our hour chat was coming to a close, she told me that I had to post the chat to the blog - for Bill and Vincent to see. It’s below - but I took out a lot of items that could give away more information on the two of them than I am comfortable with.

Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:06 PM): I have 4 projects in Hollywood - SC, GG - the kids show, Dreamers and The Black Triangle.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:20 PM): will anything of this take off in 2009? and if so - around when?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:44 PM): I get yes to SC and to GG
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:58 PM): I get that SC is the first part of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:03 PM): and GG around June
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:10 PM): you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:14 PM): kind of stressed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:23 PM): but you will get used to the pace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:38 PM): I sense that there is immediate interest in SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:51 PM): There seems to be something coming with it in the first three months of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:01 PM): I sense you will know of this around January
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:10 PM): but may not get started then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:14 PM): it may start in march
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:26 PM): funding has to be secured and some things put together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:39 PM): so you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:58 PM): someone really is pushing this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:03 PM): wants to run with it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:10:11 PM): will I stay in Wooster while SC is going on? and then move after GG takes flight?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:28 PM): I do not get the move until July
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:33 PM): but you will be traveling a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:36 PM): back and forth
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:21 PM): there seems to be a lot of interest around this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:26 PM): a knowing that it will be a good one
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:34 PM): cool.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:49 PM): what about the out of body sex book I am writing - will that show me success as well?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:01 PM): I get yes but not in 2009
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:07 PM): this will come in 2010
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:20 PM): its like there is more 'focus' on you in 09
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:27 PM): that brings success for it in 10
Allie (12/7/2008 8:12:38 PM): okay - that works
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:41 PM): I really sense that once you are out there
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:43 PM): on the SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:50 PM): this is going to draw attention to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:13:08 PM): and then followed by GG - you are really hot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:35 PM): I just sense a lot of positive changes for you - finally in this area of your career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:40 PM): new doors finally opening
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:49 PM): and I see you thinking at times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:53 PM): that you are overwhelmed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:00 PM): and wondering why it came all at once
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:05 PM): but you will adjust to it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:15:06 PM): I believe it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:09 PM): and be able to manage it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:19 PM): its in the beginning when its hairy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:27 PM): esp when you add GG to the mix
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:49 PM): around Vincent I am getting that he’s sort of stretched
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:52 PM): in his career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:00 PM): he’s feeling pulled in different directions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:08 PM): and he’s having a hard time deciding what to do next
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:12 PM): he has some offers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:16 PM): but to do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:21 PM): he has to give up something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:05 PM): he does not want you working with Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:09 PM): he feels if you do
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:14 PM): you may have an affair with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:22 PM): he does not want that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:34 PM): this affair will take place
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:40 PM): whether you are together then or not
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:48 PM): and he would be hurt either way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:58 PM): but esp. if you were together then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:04 PM): he’s knowing the marriage has to end
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:09 PM): he feels he must end it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:12 PM): to be with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:20 PM): he feels like he’s going to have to do this soon
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:28 PM): he just feels change all around him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:37 PM): and all changes that occur
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:42 PM): he considers you in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:47 PM): and how it may bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:51 PM): or push you apart
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:02 PM): so he’s trying to make decisions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:06 PM): with you in mind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:17 PM): he also feels lie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:18 PM): like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:24 PM): you don't find him attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:28 PM): he had a dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:31 PM): where you told him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:34 PM): he needed to shave
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:38 PM): and clean himself up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:42 PM): and lose weight
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:52 PM): and he wonders what that is all about
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:57 PM): so he’s a bit insecure
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:03 PM): that he’s not attractive to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:09 PM): he does not understand the dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:12 PM): its just that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:18 PM): he needed to change his appearance
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:24 PM): for work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:27 PM): not for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:22:30 PM): exactly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:31 PM): in the situation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:39 PM): and you have to be honest
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:41 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:00 PM): he has to lose only 20-30 pounds
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:06 PM): and it won't be that rough
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:14 PM): and he will actually be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:17 PM): more attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:20 PM): and feel better
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:23 PM): so it won't hurt him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:29 PM): he’s so sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:34 PM): very sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:46 PM): he felt like you were talking to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:48 PM): the other day
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:57 PM): it was Wednesday or Thursday
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:02 PM): he felt like he could hear you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:05 PM): but faintly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:11 PM): like a bad phone connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:16 PM): he was awake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:18 PM): lucid
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:23 PM): he thought that was neat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:15 PM): he has to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:19 PM): to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:24 PM): he senses that work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:29 PM): is to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:31 PM): but love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:34 PM): keeps you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:39 PM): he feels he is to work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:42 PM): combining
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:46 PM): talents
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:48 PM): and ideas
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:31 PM): so anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:41 PM): he is stopping by your website often
Allie (12/7/2008 8:28:45 PM): he does get that the Vincent in the blog is him - right?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:50 PM): he makes sure he has access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:52 PM): all the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:55 PM): from his phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:58 PM): or laptop
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:03 PM): no matter what he is doing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:04 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:11 PM): that you would add a feature
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:19 PM): where he could be notified of new posts
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:23 PM): to your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:34 PM): so he can get them right away
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:44 PM): he’s thinking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:50 PM): you will know how to do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:58 PM): and that the inspiration will hit you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:08 PM): he uses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:13 PM): some kind of texting service
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:15 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:20 PM): like paging
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:26 PM): but text messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:31 PM): through email?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:37 PM): I dunno
Allie (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): me neither
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): I am behind the times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:46 PM): on that stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:53 PM): he has a phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): with everything
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): on it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:02 PM): even mp3
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:08 PM): an d he listens to you?
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:12 PM): sounds like an iPhone
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:15 PM): podcast
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:18 PM): ah
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:21 PM): okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:28 PM): likes to listen to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:32 PM): likes your voice
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:33 PM): did he listen to the past life regression I put up that was about him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:34 PM): calms him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:38 PM): thinks you are interesting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:43 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:52 PM): he’s listened to lots
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:55 PM): of Allie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:15 PM): he feels you are brilliant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:17 PM): and a
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:19 PM): spiritual guru
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:21 PM): giant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:26 PM): compared to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:33 PM): I sense strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:39 PM): that you will meet in connection to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:42 PM): to your work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:52 PM): its going to be mid-year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:55 PM): July
Allie (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): what does his spiritual guru say about me and him? what advice do they give him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): maybe June
Allie (12/7/2008 8:33:04 PM): maybe when I move?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:05 PM): that he needs
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:09 PM): to facilitate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:13 PM): getting together with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:17 PM): that he needs to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:22 PM): to bring that into reality
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:26 PM): and that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:29 PM): he needs to prepare
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:32 PM): for you in his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:34 PM): make room
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:36 PM): changes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:39 PM): like marriage
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:41 PM): career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:48 PM): and that he may have to move
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:50 PM): physically
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:57 PM): they have told him 'Hollywood'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:05 PM): in other words he needs to be in that area
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:56 PM): he’s amazed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:00 PM): by how close
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:03 PM): you feel to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:14 PM): you WILL be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:18 PM): if you are doing all this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:21 PM): at the same time
Allie (12/7/2008 8:35:23 PM): so I guess I'd better enjoy what down time I have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:29 PM): no kidding
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:40 PM): he’s getting his 'affairs'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:43 PM): in order
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:51 PM): my sense is that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:56 PM): the notification
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:04 PM): of ending
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:06 PM): things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:09 PM): is in the new year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:13 PM): just after the first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:16 PM): he’s being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:19 PM): empathetic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:22 PM): to the holidays
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:02 PM): he thinks that you are awesome
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:09 PM): and that what he is experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:16 PM): with you is completely amazing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:57 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:02 PM): he’s tired of his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:06 PM): and that he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:08 PM): for moving on
‘Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:50 PM): also he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:53 PM): he and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:57 PM): are going to be friends
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:03 PM): he has been dreaming about Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:05 PM): in fact
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:13 PM): Bill warned him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:16 PM): that if you run into Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:20 PM): affair is likely
Allie (12/7/2008 8:39:24 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:26 PM): and so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:35 PM): he made an instant friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:45 PM): he feels like W and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:48 PM): don't jive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:55 PM): but he gets along with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:02 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:06 PM): B will be a part of your life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:09 PM): why fight it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): I sure hope he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): he’s okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:21 PM): he does not feel like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:23 PM): you and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:27 PM): will be romantic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:29 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:34 PM): he feels you love each other
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:39 PM): which makes him feel good actually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:41 PM): because
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:47 PM): he feels B is protective
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:48 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:53 PM): so he sees it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): as a brotherly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:03 PM): and he is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:15 PM): but I do sense
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:19 PM): that he’s right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:20 PM): in terms
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:22 PM): of the role
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:24 PM): B is choosing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:30 PM): he will be there for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:37 PM): as a protective force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:40 PM): and a guiding force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:46 PM): he’s going to help promote you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:48 PM): and work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:52 PM): and be your best friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:05 PM): Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:10 PM): is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:14 PM): and he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:23 PM): he is not in competition
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:26 PM): with Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:32 PM): they both
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:34 PM): want you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:40 PM): to be happy and successful
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:44 PM): also
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:47 PM): he trusts B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:51 PM): respects him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:58 PM): he’s been reading about B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:01 PM): he did not realize
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:06 PM): how smart Bill was
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:21 PM): he just did not know about him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:25 PM): and he’s thought of contacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:26 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:31 PM): and my sense is that he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:38 PM): and he’s going to bring you up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:43 PM): and direct Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:45 PM): to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:49 PM): and your website
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:32 PM): Bill senses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:35 PM): that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:38 PM): is a friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:41 PM): but for some reason
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:45 PM): he receives Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:48 PM): as a foe
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:50 PM): most of the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:06 PM): he likes that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:08 PM): is big
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:11 PM): he sees him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:12 PM): as your
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:15 PM): thors hammer
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:18 PM): ?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:26 PM): he feels Vincent is good for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:32 PM): lol - B wear a thors hammer as a pendant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:37 PM): NO WAY
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:40 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:41 PM): WAY!
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:46 PM): he also feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:48 PM): you need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:54 PM): call on Thor and Freya
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:58 PM): to give you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:03 PM): the extra umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:06 PM): to get things rolling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:10 PM): with your business
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:22 PM): he feels you need
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:26 PM): more personal power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:33 PM): he knows you have a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:42 PM): but he feels you need more umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:44 PM): behind you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:52 PM): apparently
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:00 PM): B is into Gods and Goddesses
Allie (12/7/2008 8:47:05 PM): yes he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:07 PM): Bill that is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:14 PM): and he’s sending you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:16 PM): power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:18 PM): energy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:22 PM): and light
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:26 PM): to push things through
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:27 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:34 PM): he’s been around you lately
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:39 PM): he’s even asked Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:41 PM): to muster up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:46 PM): what strength
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:48 PM): he has
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:49 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:55 PM): and Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:58 PM): has done so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:06 PM): Ted also needs help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:07 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:09 PM): B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:15 PM): feels that in helping you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:19 PM): this will strengthen T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:21 PM): too
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:30 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:36 PM): feels he is in a position
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:38 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:41 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:44 PM): he’s feeling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:49 PM): like he’s reached
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:51 PM): a level
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:56 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:01 PM): a higher level in meditation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:06 PM): that most can't achieve
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:12 PM): and he’s feeling in awe of it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:24 PM): he’ taking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:30 PM): a retreat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:32 PM): or break
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:35 PM): to time out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:38 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:42 PM): and he’s going somewhere
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:44 PM): inspiring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:50 PM): with mtns.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:55 PM): that have a smoky haze
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:01 PM): and I see a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:04 PM): of some kind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:07 PM): behind him
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:09 PM): Nepal?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:17 PM): yes - that resonates
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:19 PM): he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:28 PM): has to finish
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:30 PM): something first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:36 PM): he wants T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:38 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:39 PM): but T
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:44 PM): does he still have the letter my sister gave him for me?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:46 PM): said he had to bring the Bitch
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:52 PM): and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:55 PM): said no way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:00 PM): he does
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:03 PM): have the letter
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:08 PM): always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:11 PM): I get always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:15 PM): he will have it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:19 PM): he values it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:25 PM): its sacred to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:30 PM): he’s writing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:36 PM): things on the outside
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:39 PM): for the paper
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:43 PM): or envelope
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:48 PM): symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:55 PM): he wonders if you receive the messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:04 PM): he feels like the two of you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:10 PM): were able to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:13 PM): communicate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:16 PM): this way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:22 PM): in the ancient times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:33 PM): and he’s fascinated
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:35 PM): that he
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:38 PM): can do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:41 PM): its some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:45 PM): kind of sacred
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:46 PM): text
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:49 PM): in symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:55 PM): he’s
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:58 PM): wanting so badly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:02 PM): to share things with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:05 PM): that he’s learning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:09 PM): and experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:12 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:16 PM): he could blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:19 PM): about this stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:24 PM): but no
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:27 PM): bad for image
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:32 PM): he thinks that’s shit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:40 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:43 PM): he’s asked
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:47 PM): to hide who he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:49 PM): often
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:53 PM): and he’s not wanting to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:58 PM): he is not ashamed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:03 PM): he feels he is enlightened
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:07 PM): and he’s going
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:12 PM): to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:16 PM): when he gets back
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:26 PM): against 'advice'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:30 PM): so that you have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:33 PM): access to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:36 PM): some things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:39 PM): he wants you to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:42 PM): so he wants you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:45 PM): to pay attention
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:50 PM): to the internet
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:55 PM): and to watch for
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:57 PM): something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:59 PM): from him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:06 PM): he knows you will understand it all
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:08 PM): even if
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:14 PM): its above the average
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:19 PM): persons conception
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:26 PM): of spiritual
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:30 PM): information
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:47 PM): he feels like you are to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:48 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:52 PM): in terms of
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:56 PM): writing a book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:00 PM): he sees you being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:09 PM): co-writers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:11 PM): and he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:15 PM): publish it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:19 PM): and do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:23 PM): kind of artwork
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:29 PM): for the cover
Allie (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): that would be cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): he’s created
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:39 PM): some kind of drawing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:46 PM): that has spiritual meaning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:49 PM): to your connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:53 PM): and he does not understand it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:55 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:00 PM): that he’s to put the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:05 PM): in a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:10 PM): in Nepal for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:16 PM): and he hopes that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:24 PM): the two of you can interpret
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:30 PM): the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:33 PM): for this book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:38 PM): its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:40 PM): to the message
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:44 PM): and this has to do with
Allie (12/7/2008 8:57:48 PM): it has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:49 PM): spiritual connections
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:51 PM): and the past
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:53 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:01 PM): he’s very excited
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:04 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:06 PM): that this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:10 PM): has to be energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:12 PM): in some way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:18 PM): so that you can access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:22 PM): the hidden meanings
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:28 PM): he does not understand it all now
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:33 PM): but he’s putting things together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:36 PM): and he was led
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:42 PM): to delivering it to nap
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:45 PM): for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:56 PM): I sense that he’s also been working on
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:02 PM): locating someplace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:07 PM): for the two of you to visit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:12 PM): this has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:16 PM): and some hidden
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:19 PM): crystals
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:21 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:25 PM): and he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:28 PM): you are to go with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:32 PM): on this journey
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:36 PM): he feels
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:41 PM): you are to return
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:42 PM): to this area
Allie (12/7/2008 8:59:43 PM): he won't get very far without me
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:53 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:03 PM): there is to be some diving involved
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:07 PM): do you dive?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:09 PM): anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:19 PM): he feels like there is a lot of research to do
Allie (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): yes, have to dive into a lake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): on location
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:30 PM): cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:36 PM): you will need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:42 PM): to go where he wants to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:44 PM): he’s looking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:48 PM): at these grids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:50 PM): and maps
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:55 PM): and overlaying them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:57 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:04 PM): he’s figuring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:06 PM): something out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:12 PM): with the help of his guides
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:16 PM): and its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:20 PM): and he thinks
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:22 PM): that its okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:27 PM): if Vincent goes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:32 PM): his powerful energy is good
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:33 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:38 PM): some of the exploring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:43 PM): is just for you and Bill
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:05 PM): yes - just B, T and I can get to some places
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:10 PM): right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:14 PM): Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:17 PM): will get
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:24 PM): dragged by the hair
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:27 PM): if need be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:30 PM): and no Bitch
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:32 PM): Vincent will stand guard or something like that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:34 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:36 PM): likes her
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:48 PM): like he likes hemorrhoids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:50 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:51 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:52 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:01 PM): Vincent is to stand guard
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): so is this why I'm not sleeping - because Bill is doing exploring?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): protection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:08 PM): yes
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:13 PM): damn him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:16 PM): he can't let you sleep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:18 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:23 PM): but Vincent is there - always, like a body guard
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:26 PM): yep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:29 PM): Thor
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:32 PM): in my dreams if we are not interacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:06 PM): I wonder where Freya comes in
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:09 PM): You?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:20 PM): you must have Freya energies
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:23 PM): it has to be me - I have had visions I think with her in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:28 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:34 PM): it's been awhile - I have to look back at my notes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:36 PM): you must put this reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:39 PM): in your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:43 PM): I sense that strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:49 PM): so don't forget
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:52 PM): so that Bill and Vincent can see it
Allie (12/7/2008 9:06:50 PM): I'll put it in tomorrow
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:53 PM): this has been an awesome reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:57 PM): I feel so energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:02 PM): the energy has been great
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:17 PM): I hope you feel it too

Now I know what Tracey is talking about with Atlantis - I’ve written before about Bill and his maps, grids, the crystal cave, lake and so forth. And no - she doesn’t come to my blog to read what I have written - so she really doesn’t have a clue. I am happy to hear that we are supposed to be still going after Atlantis. This week I’m going to empower myself with Thor’s energy and then with Freya - I’ll let you know how it goes.

My son came up with a killer biz idea over the weekend. It’s so good that I can’t tell you about it (yes, paranoid about someone making off with it) but I will say it has to do with food and kids of all ages. I’m just so proud of him. As soon as I sell a script or something, we’re going to try to get it going.

I have no idea when I’ll get to the podcast - maybe late tonight or tomorrow. All depends on my computer - it has all my files & podcast questions on it.

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie J

Chakras, Vincent And That Dang Cat!

I seriously haven't been able to figure out what ABBA and Vincent have to do with one another. Maybe he likes the group - I have no idea. But when I'm stuck in my writing, I see him as plain as day tell me to put on "Dancing Queen" and dance -- as who can be pissed during that song? It's funny, but it works. If I have a block, I hear him tell me that - I put it on and bingo. But I do wonder if the man actually listens to ABBA in the physical reality - could he be a closet ABBA fan - lol?

Vincent must have more time on his hands lately - he's been around a lot the last week. Everywhere I turn, there's his energy. It's almost as if I'm wearing a big old energy protection coat that has a whole lot of love wrapped up in it. Feels very snuggly. Last night's dream visits had us doing a lot of talking. About what - I can't remember. Had Darin not landed on my head (out of fright) when the alarm went off, I would've had time to grab my journal and write everything down. But by the time I dislodged him from my hair and turned off the alarm - it was too late. Dang cat. I also remember Vincent following me around in all my dreams. I kept making dream visits again to help people, and in every visit he was in the background standing guard.

I sure wish I could be in Sandy, Utah next week - it's just a random out loud thought. If you don't know why - don't ask - lol.

I woke up at 4:19 this morning - Andrew said to remember the number. So I did - and looked it up in my Angel Numbers book. It said: The angels ask you to hold positive thoughts about your Divine life mission. You are qualified, ready and able to heal and help others.

I thought that was a pretty cool message.

Chakras - I've been trying to work with them lately. You know how the saying goes - the carpenter has the house of unfinished projects or the mechanic has the car that doesn't run? Well, same applies with the psychic. I'm so busy helping everyone else (which I love to do) that I neglect my spiritual growth. I think that is one of the reasons why my dreams have been so busy lately - I haven't been doing things in my waking life to aid in my soul growth.

Any ways - back to the chakras. The front chakras get a lot of attention - but the back chakras - not so much. That is unless I'm pushing an energy ball through the front, out the back and then back through again. In writing up homework for a coaching client, I remembered how important the back chakras are since they deal with our unconscious issues (front deal with conscious issues). If you can deal with and heal what's going on in your unconscious, the conscious will always follow. Just like heal or excite the energy body and the physical body will follow.

So I have been sending colored energy balls (color based on what chakra it is) one at a time, into each back chakra. And energy going through this way feel pretty funky. I can feel a pressure that morphs into a tingle. The pressure is pretty intense, like someone is pushing a round rubber ball onto the chakra. I think that I'll make these chakras my metaphysical topic of the week in my podcast on Monday.

This weekend the focus is on OBE sex - if all goes well and I get what I need done, done, then it'll be back onto Bloody Mary for the following weekend.

It is so cold here -- so dang cold. I dread leaving here to pick up my son from school. Speaking of him - he tells me this morning how he is freaking his friends out at school by reading their minds. I told him to scale back a bit on the telepathic connection - lol. He also says he's been getting a lot more "pictures" of the future and into the past. Heck - I'm about to get a reading from the kid:) I think that I'll get him a beginning set of tarot cards (he likes mine) or maybe just a set of mine in order to focus his abilities.

BTW -- if you want to take advantage of my great site-wide deals, don't forget to listen to the current podcast! Great deal ends on Monday!

Time for me to get all bundled up to freeze with the rest of the parents!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

My Weekend, Vincent And Dream Visits!

Last weekend turned out nothing like I had hoped it would. Instead of the fun I envisioned - I had to make an emergency run to the vet with my cat Samantha. She really wasn't doing well - and all the way there I prayed that she'd be coming home with me. She did - with 4 meds 2x a day. Thyroid out of whack, heart mummer, not eating, infection around the liver, red blood count borderline anemic and of course her white cells were through the roof. This cat may be 5.8 lbs, but trying to give her meds that get her so upset she foams at the mouth is a chore. Somehow in the course of giving her meds Sat night, I tore a muscle in my back. God it hurt. With no one to rub any Icy Hot on my back (my son was at his dad's) I spent the whole night in pain - no sleep. Same went for Sun until my son came home and helped me out. Today I bought more Icy Hot and a heating pad. I happened to tear the back muscle in the same spot where I hold all my tension. I think my poor back just had enough. So the weekend sucked big time - but Samantha is doing a touch better. Not great - but better -and I'm thankful.

By now you've seen my previous post about the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com being gone. It sucks - I had fun chatting with those guys every week and tag teaming with Maria on callers. SIGH. Maybe Psychiconair will have a brain and bring them back. I have a feeling though that Maria and gang are moving up to bigger and better things.

BTW...did you listen to today's podcast? You should if you want some good deals on my services :)

Friday evening I had an odd dream about being at my childhood home (where my mom still lives) but it wasn't her home, but mine. In the attached 2 car garage there was an elaborate cage system that was attached to the ceiling of the garage. I have no idea who I was in the garage with - but I told them that my ex husband built it for the cats to have some outside air or if we needed them out of the main house for a bit. The person stated - it's up rather high. My reply - just in case the area floods (the house is no where near water of any kind). For some reason there was a school bus in this garage. Me, this person and I think my son climbed inside of it. While we were in there it tipped to the side and rolled over on its roof. That woke me up. I will also add here that the garage (at least) looked like I or anyone else hadn't lived there in awhile. It was shaken up like an earthquake or like a nuclear bomb that wiped out all the people/animals, but kept the dwelling intact. It was strange.

Now Sat night I had a dream visit with Vincent. We were on of all things - a bus. But it was one of those decked out charter buses, not a school bus. He looked tired, worn down, but okay - like he had just gotten himself out of a bad situation and he knew that he was on the mend. On this bus we were driving through Wooster - I was showing him around, he was amazed on how cheap everything was here. I told him that compared to NYC, just about anywhere but LA or London is cheaper:) What was weird is that he knew of our connection, but he wanted me to know that he knew without anyone else on the bus knowing he knew. He sat across from me for the longest time and just stared at me. It was a bit unnerving - because his stare can be very intense. He kept putting his hand over his mouth - like his chin would rest in his hand. Finally he got up and sat next to me (we were in the back of this bus and I was on the very back seat which was a bench seat). Next to me I had a bunch of books. He picked up the stack so that he could sit next to me - I saw him slip something inside of the top book - and he did it so that I would see. He wanted to look at that book - it was an 8 x 11 book with a black cover - I think it said something like Magic 101 as the title.

As he was about to look at the book, I slipped my hand in and pulled out the piece of note book paper he slid in. The handwriting was as bad as mine:) The front of the paper said something like "I know who you are and our connection" and the back had 2 martini recipes on it. I looked at him and said shaken or stirred (my question to him to make sure this was indeed the paper he put in) and he said - shaken. I commented - oh like James Bond. He then handed me a book with a bookmark - it was his diary that was in book form. He told me to turn to Chapter 20 - I did - and on it, circled was him meeting Bill and shaking hands - knowing full well who he was in relation to the soul group. Now he put Bill real name in quotes like: I saw "Bill" standing outside the pizzeria..... When I turned to ask him why he put Bill's real name in quotes and didn't put Bill in there - I woke up. Now somewhere in this dream I introduced him to one of my sisters and said that in the blog I called him Bob at first. She said - you mean like the Bob you said I'd marry someday? I said yes, but they weren't the same guy. I thought about it afterwards - Bill's birthday is on the 20th. Interesting that he was in Chapt 20 of Vincent's book.

I fell back to sleep and Vincent and I were in Central Park - holding hands and enjoying the snow falling. We didn't talk - didn't even look at one another - just walked in silence. I woke up again, but this time I stayed up.

Andrew and Paul showed up last night as I was getting ready for bed. I said something like - long time no see! They assured me that they had been busy. I asked - working on Vincent? They said yes. I asked how that was coming along? They told me the man has some heavy emotional baggage to get rid of - which he is in the process of - and then he'll be fine. In the meantime he's just very heavy energy wise - and will keep tapping into me in order to keep himself afloat. So if all of a sudden I feel down in the dumps - it's him. not me, and I have to refocus my energy. I asked the guys since they are in charge of my love life and nothing is really happening at the moment (I mean it is - but it isn't) with it if I missed some condition. They assured me that all is in place for me - career wise. I haven't missed anything. I said - are you sure - I didn't have to have the OBE book or outline done? They said no - that whatever relationship I'm supposed to be in will help with the completion of the book. Hummm.....okay I said. At least on my end I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

Time to go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Rambles #3

Allie rambles about Vincent and his connection to her past life regression and the weekend at the Maria Shaw Cosmic Convention.



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Is There A Jeff In The House, Vincent, Will and More!

Earlier in the week I found out that the guy who gave me my 1st real kiss had a massive stroke - he's 41. Devin had been a body builder - Mr. KY at some point in time. He was in great health - had a great life with a wonderful wife, a good job and children. But in Nov 2007 his whole life changed -- and I just found out about it. I just discovered his battle not only for his life but with the insurance agencies - and with his trip to China for alternative health care. I'm trying to stop beating myself up for not knowing what happened to him - but I think about the dozens of times since we graduated in 1985 that he asked me to stay in touch -- and I didn't. I haven't had a chance to tell him how sorry I am for my lack of friendship - that even though I didn't get in touch, that I have thought about him quite a bit over the last 20 + years. Hopefully his wife and brothers will allow me to send a card or something at a later date. Even though he had a stroke - I know he'll remember me.

So that's been on my mind lately.

My son seems to be doing better today (probably because there was no school today) and yesterday too in regards to Melanie. She's moved up on the transplant list. We'll see. I hate to be excited for her to get a heart because that means another child must die in order for that to happen. But I still want her to be okay. My son just came up and got me saying - I tried to be strong and say I could do it, but I can't! So I asked - what? Spiders! He wanted me to be string and go get a couple of x-box games that fell behind the TV and into the spider web zone. LOL. I did. He then said that his wife will have to be strong because he just doesn't like spiders.

I have been down right exhausted all week long. No matter how much sleep I think I get - it's not enough. I'm in a good mood - just damn tired. I saw a picture of Vincent today - taken yesterday I think - and he looks like hell. Andrew tells me that during dream time Vincent and I spend a majority of our time together and if we're not together than we spend our time looking for one another. It's no wonder we're both so tired. He also tells me that neither one of us will get a good night's sleep until we talk - either in person or on the phone. Because once we do that - we'll still be drawn to one another when we sleep - but it's not such a longing that we're that always active. Lord - I hope this doesn't take forever. Paul chimes in and says if I finish BT again that it will go faster. So I ask - is BT a condition that has to be met before I chat with Vincent. I'm told no. But things will move faster if I do. PLUS - I am told -things will be smoother all the way around if I get my OBE book and in person workshops up and moving. Is that also a condition? No - I am told, but financially I won't be as stressed which will make my energy better all the way around.

Okay - got it. Maybe I need a coach to get the OBE stuff done. That is a thought. Anyone know a good coach that can help me with my book & putting together my workshops that won't break the bank? Let me know.

So last night I'm in dream time and just moving about the dreamscape when I come upon a NYC diner - FRANKS. I walk in and I hear someone to my right clear his throat. I turn and it's Vincent, Will, Elliot (remember him?) and a new one - Jeff. I stare over at the group and say hi to Will. He goes to intro me to the rest and I say I know who they are and say hello. Vincent & Will are are one side of the booth (Vincent on the inside) - Jeff and Elliot on the other. I can't remember what is said - but I hurry up and say - well you two (V & W) are always on my blog - you're V & W. I mumbled something else and turn to walk back out in a hurry. Will has my arm and is pulling me back to the table. Vincent says to join them - Jeff says I can't wait to hear about this - and Elliot smiles. So I slide in and am now sandwiched with Vincent on my left and Will on my right. All I can think is how in the hell am I going to explain this - will they actually believe me.

So Jeff jumps in and says to tell him about all of this -- he extremely interested. So I try to explain energy and how we carry the same energy signatures - etc....and he's kind of getting it. So I tell him to put his hands on the table - palms up. He pulls his sleeves up a touch and does just that. I hold my hands over his - maybe about 3 inches away and just let the heat flow. He can feel it - boy can he. His eyes are wide, he's grinning. I pull my hands away and he's like a kid in a candy store - tell me more - tell me more.

Will chimes in and says - you mean to tell me that in your Vincent Rambles 2 - I'm the Will you're talking about. I say yes. He says - I would hope that I have more control than that - I replied - I wish the same too - but that's what they said. I turned and we stared into each other's eyes - I could feel my blood pressure starting to rise and other things well - starting to get turned on. That's when Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and got my attention. You and I need to talk, I've been looking for you for a very long time - is what he said. Yes I replied back - and the sooner you physically get a hold of me the better. I was yanked out of the dream by a cat jumping on me. But as I woke up I could hear Jeff still saying - we'll talk more - I can't wait.

Now speaking of a Jeff - but not this one - I had another dream the night before with a guy named Jeff. He had on a teal long-sleeved short - well built - American Indian. I was a doctor and he was a cop. We were discussing a patient's injury's. I remember grabbing his arm and having a wondrous feel of safeness come over me. I'm thinking that Jeff was really Vincent and his name was Jeff in a past life or maybe in a future life we haven't gotten to yet.

And not to get too confused but there's a Jeff back from my posting in Oct 2006: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2006_10_01_archive.html

Geez....

So to wrap:

Jeff in dream with Vincent, Will and Elliot - Jeff is his actual name
Jeff in dream where I'm a doctor - I think that it is Vincent in a past life
Jeff from Oct 2006 is a fake name - his real name is Kyle.

This is why fake names just don't work with me any more - I get too confused.

George made a stop in my dreams last night. I was sitting around a fire talking to him and another girlfriend of mine. We're just chatting away while my friend's guy just sat there and stared at me - just stared. Even tough he was far away from us - he knew everything we were saying -- really intense energy.

Over the last week I've had 6 people ask me about writing and/or casting spells. And every time I opened one of those emails - Merlin was right next to me saying - yep, I told you so. Fine. I added back into the site: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/gypsy_magic_spells_personalized.htm

And on that note - I'm tired. Time to head to bed and MAYBE get some real sleep. Although I doubt it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Rambles #2

Allie rambles about Vincent - with a mixture of Will, Andrew and Paul. Plus an interesting experience at the Universal Light Expo.

But she does ramble - you have been warned:)



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Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

I must admit - I'm surprised at how many people have listened to my Vincent Rambles from the other day. There will be a part 2 coming up when I have some time. If you haven't noticed yet - I have a msg to Vincent on the front page of Gypsyadvice. It's rather a bold move I think - somewhere I must keep a set of balls. I have a 95% feel that he'll be back to this site - we'll see if he realizes that I'm talking about him. If not -- the powers that be will put us in the same place when the time is right. Damn having patience as one of my lessons in this lifetime.

Yesterday as I was trying to work I kept feeling Vincent's energy right here. Well, it was making it difficult to do what I had to get done - so I made a comment that I needed a little "off" time. Out of no where I feel Bill & Will's energy surround me like a big thick wall. Ted's energy was there too - but it wasn't nearly as secure as the other two. Any ways - so I feel the guys close ranks and at the same time I could feel Vincent's blood pressure go up -- and my chest had one of those pains. Vincent then proceeded to create an enormous surge of energy (it was @ucking massive) and burst through the wall. I heard him say - I don't think so.

I thought damn- I can't even create that much energy - yet. The things I could learn off of him. He definitely got my attention. But I told him that I really needs him to chill a bit. He withdrew a portion of the energy and said: just as long as you don't cut me off. I promised him I wouldn't. He kept his word - I did mine - and I was able to get some things done.

When I'm at Maria's Cosmic Convention the weekend before Halloween - I'm getting a 2 hr past life regression - when I get there on that Thursday. I'm psyched. I have so many things I want to cover. It would be so cool if Vincent was in the room with me -- so cool.

Speaking of cool - I colored my hair again (well, I didn't do it - that would be a disaster) - this time with more red than violet in it. Still looks very good.

Sunday night at 10:00 pm (EST) I'm going to be on WLIP AM-1050, which broadcasts through Milwaukee and into Northern Illinois. This is going to be a fun show. To find out more about it, go to: http://www.mothershipradio.com

And before I forget - The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com is changing their time from 9 - noon to noon - 3:00.

I'd better go hop in the shower! Talk to you guys later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Past Lives, Emotions And No Where To Go!

I'm sitting here working on THE BLACK TRIANGLE -- and it's a tough go. The relationships between the characters are heartfelt - and I can feel their emotions as I type. I can feel the struggle, Jeta, the main character has trying to keep her girls alive in a concentration camp while she's falling in love with an SS officer. As a mom - I know the lengths I would go through to save my son from harm - there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Parents shouldn't outlive their kids. At the same time - Jeta is a woman who craves love and has that primal urge to survive. I get that too.

As I sit here and feel their EMOTIONS - it actually forces me to examine being psychic - and what I've discovered thus far. I'm not bitching that I have this gift - trust me - I know that I am blessed. But at the same time I want so bad to talk to someone about what I see - what I hear -- what I know and feel. I write things down - obviously - in this blog and in my journal. I try to pour things out, to empty it from my system. But it still lingers - waiting for me to have a face to face chat with any of the guys: Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted or George.

With every karmic and/or soul connection that I discover - I too then discover the feelings for the past associated with that soul. The good - the bad - it doesn't matter, what matters is that they are all there. I keep them bottled up - because, what in the hell am I going to do with them? But I get to a breaking point -- and I reached it again. The BT is an emotional story that takes all of my energy not to cry as I rewrite -- so I cannot use that energy to hold back the sea of emotions and past life memories.

I really don't have much more to say. I don't mean to sound bitchy - I guess I'm just frustrated. All this information & emotions and no where to direct it. I'll be able to patch it up - keep it bottled again -- but I'm telling you, I know I'm a leaky dam. I have to talk to one of them soon or go up to Glacier National Park and just keep screaming until my voice is gone - and I'm too pooped to give a damn.

My soul is stil rested after this last puzzle piece with Vincent. It just really needs to talk - and have someone listen.

Thanks for letting me vent -- back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, Tracey And Validation!

I can honestly say that my soul feels rested. It's not in search mode any longer. It's such a great feeling - knowing that I found the person I'm supposed to learn my life lesson with -- now everything will fall into place. Maybe not as fast as I want it - but that's okay because I still know that it will fall into place. I'm shifting my focus to the big picture and not the details - although I'm as curious as hell about the little things. I had to - of course - get my 3rd opinion on Vincent. That's what I do -- I feel my own confirmation, then I either ask Maria or Tracey - then go to who I haven't asked. If my "knowing" is validated by both - then I'm pretty comfortable in that.

(BTW - as a side note to my friend Kally who called me from NYC to rub it in that she was there and I wasn't the below reading has a bearing on what you and I talked about. Now you know why I asked what part of Manhattan you were in)

And Tracey validated my feel on Vincent as well as Maria's:

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:09:54 PM): okay! Vincent is very sensitive - and intuitive - a very deep person - people tend to think he is standoffish but has on a higher plane most of the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:18 PM): he does remember your dream visits with him and he knows you - he knows that he is to be with you - he knows his marriage is to end

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:29 PM): he feels guilt and a sense of obligation to his wife

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:41 PM): he seems to feel he owes her on the conscious level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:59 PM): but in his dreams he has seen insight that tells him these feelings are not warranted

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:02 PM): and that she wants to be free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:14 PM): he seems to be thinking about that in relation to you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:21 PM): he knows you are coming and soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:45 PM): he seems to feel creatively drawn to you --the two of you have been lovers who have created together too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:54 PM): he feels that he is meant to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:59 PM): and he feels you are part of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:04 PM): he does know who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:08 PM): he found you by accident

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:18 PM): in a dream he had about you he saw you as a gypsy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:24 PM): and he typed something into the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:29 PM): and found your website

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:38 PM): he has been reading your blog

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:42 PM): and he knows who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:48 PM): and this seems to be kind of exciting to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:54 PM): its like validating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:57 PM): he knows your eyes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:01 PM): he remembers them well

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:13 PM): he knows that the sex btw you two is going to be magical

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:17 PM): he seems to think about that a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:28 PM): he is not sure how you will come together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:34 PM): he thinks he will meet you soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:43 PM): he feels that you will be coming into his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:49 PM): through your creative genius

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:01 PM): he has been pursuing other things besides his current job

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:15 PM): he seems to want to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:18 PM): he has higher goals

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:26 PM): he seems to have a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:36 PM): he is polished on some level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:43 PM): he seems to be very intelligent

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:47 PM): if he is not well educated

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:53 PM): then it is innate wisdom

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:03 PM): he finds your blog awesome

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:11 PM): he laughs when he reads it because you think alike

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:19 PM): he understands you and the way you think

Allie (9/19/2008 2:15:26 PM): he knows that when I put Vincent in there that it is him - right?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:30 PM): he thinks that you are very brilliant

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:36 PM): yes he knows

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:55 PM): he knows and it makes him smile - he has this really slight smile sometimes - sort of like a grin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:11 PM): he seems to feel that something is happening with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:13 PM): something big

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:22 PM): and has got this feeling of excitement, nervousness all in one
Allie (9/19/2008 2:16:31 PM): I have the same feelings..

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:32 PM): he feels like he is picking up on your emotions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:08 PM): he is intuitive and he seems to be spiritually advanced - meaning that he meditates and listens to his intuition - he knows things, sees things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:18 PM): he knows that you are destined for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:30 PM): and that the two of you are destined for some real greatness as a team

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:49 PM): he seems to feel like you can do anything

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:56 PM): and he feels this kind of confidence in himself too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:02 PM): not in a stuck up sort of way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:07 PM): but a healthy balanced way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:11 PM): he is positive

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:18 PM): he sees the bigger picture

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:28 PM): he also knows about your son

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:38 PM): and he feels he has a part in his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:39 PM): a role

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:46 PM): he feels that he is his child too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:48 PM): on another level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:54 PM): like he has parented him before

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:59 PM): he also feels as though

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:04 PM): you are to have two children with him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:20 PM): he has a sense of responsibility to your son though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:19:27 PM): oh good lord - another child or two from me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:30 PM): like he feels like there are things he is meant to do and be for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:33 PM): hahahhahaha

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:34 PM): yep

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:39 PM): hope they come at once

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:41 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:03 PM): he wonders if you know how rich he is

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:13 PM): he does not want that to be intimidating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:25 PM): has not a pomp driven kind of guy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): but there is wealth all around him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): I have no idea how much money he has - and it really doesn't matter to me.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:42 PM): No - he doesn't seem pomp

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:51 PM): he seems to just draw things to himself

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:55 PM): like me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:59 PM): he has a way of manifesting

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:00 PM): me being drawn to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:04 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:12 PM): he thinks you know about his eyes too

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:13 PM): I know this is his doing - me figuring out it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:19 PM): this seems to be something he feels you could not miss

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:29 PM): he has tried sending you messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:34 PM): tried talking to you on the astral

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:41 PM): but he was not sure you were hearing him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:30 PM): he's a gentle giant

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:39 PM): his energy is very protective and loving

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:43 PM): that's sweet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:49 PM): he towers over you

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:58 PM): he's almost 6'4"

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:00 PM): he will be the kind that will want to be with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:02 PM): all the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:07 PM): two steps behind you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:08 PM): hovering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:18 PM): he thinks and he tells you things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:24 PM): I see him standing over you at your computer

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:29 PM): you two are writing something

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:35 PM): and coming up with ideas together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:41 PM): this one is the one

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:46 PM): like the big bucks for you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:49 PM): the main network

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:00 PM): he will be so happy to work with you on this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:08 PM): I hear a baby crying in the he background

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:17 PM): so I think the kid is coming

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:19 PM): like it or not

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:23 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:28 PM): the baby is going to be long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:30 PM): really long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:34 PM): and thin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:44 PM): I see you adoring him (its a boy)

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:49 PM): I keep feeling we'll meet by the end of the year. although like him - I have no idea how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:50 PM): but you will have another one too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:52 PM): a girl

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:56 PM): so be careful

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:59 PM): just after baby one comes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:05 PM): oh lord!

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:10 PM): you may find you are really fertile myrtle

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:21 PM): dang

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:29 PM): I sense that he won't care

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:37 PM): he would be so happy with more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:05 PM): he likes kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:11 PM): they inspire him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:14 PM): because they are so open

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:17 PM): and free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:23 PM): whereas grown ups are so closed

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:37 PM): he would have more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:41 PM): and more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:52 PM): he likes the sounds of kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:57 PM): running through the house

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:01 PM): he will chase after them

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:03 PM): he plays

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:08 PM): he's a sweetheart

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:12 PM): a real sweet man

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:52 PM): he is a big fella

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:31 PM): He's very talented - I see him doing all kinds of things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:40 PM): I see a visage of him playing the piano

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:42 PM): and singing

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:47 PM): kids hanging on him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:13 PM): he also likes to draw sometimes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:16 PM): he seems to get messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:19 PM): random ones

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:28 PM): and he is trying to work on this more

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:40 PM): do you think we will meet by the end of the year?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:42 PM): so that he can ask questions and get more specific answers

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:44 PM): will he know it's me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:45 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:47 PM): and yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:53 PM): I sense you will meet him very soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:01 PM): perhaps as soon as Halloween or a little later

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:06 PM): and he will know your eyes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:31:07 PM): I keep getting that too - hence my nervousness

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:08 PM): anywhere

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:16 PM): yes, I can see why you would feel nervous

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:21 PM): but I sense you need not be

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:24 PM): he's so kind

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:28 PM): so personable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:33 PM): he will make you feel very comfortable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:42 PM): he's got a way about him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:50 PM): sort of like someone you can immediately trust

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:04 PM): I sense he will keep touching you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:09 PM): like touch your arm

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:11 PM): your shoulder

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:13 PM): your back

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:14 PM): your hand

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:21 PM): he uses gestures a lot when he talks

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:28 PM): and every time he touches

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:29 PM): you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:33 PM): its like energy zap

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:35 PM): I keep getting that he like the group Abba too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:40 PM): yes he does

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:42 PM): I gesture too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:46 PM): he likes a lot of old stuff like that

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:56 PM): I keep having to play Dancing Queen

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:01 PM): he likes 'mellow stuff'

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:05 PM): he finds them mellow

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:10 PM): he used to smoke pot a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:18 PM): but he does not now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:27 PM): but it seemed to make him feel mellow

Allie (9/19/2008 2:33:29 PM): does he have someone he goes to to ask about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:32 PM): and helped control visions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:35 PM): he does

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:41 PM): he has someone that costs a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:49 PM): he liked an ad or something you wrote about this

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:01 PM): off the phone now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:05 PM): he laughed and laughed about the costs of services

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:10 PM): for readings and such

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:16 PM): you were so right

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:22 PM): he enjoyed reading this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:28 PM): I hope you know what this is about

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:33 PM): yes I do

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:38 PM): he pays a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:42 PM): but feels this person is accurate

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:44 PM): and worth it

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:50 PM): and has this person talked about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:52 PM): and he feels she helped him with the dream

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:58 PM): in such a way that he found you on the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:02 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): of course

Allie (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): and has this person told him how good I will be to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:16 PM): yes - she has spoken of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:24 PM): and he seems to be looking forward

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:32 PM): because his current wifey is not good to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:40 PM): and she is materially driven

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:42 PM): and he is not

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:56 PM): he feels like her personal atm

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:06 PM): do you think I'll be living in NYC or in LA?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:14 PM): I sense both at times

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:18 PM): and what that means to me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:22 PM): is that you will be living in both

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:23 PM): that's what I thought

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:24 PM): back and forth

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:32 PM): so get ready

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:35 PM): for a lot of flights

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:46 PM): has he figured out where I live yet?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:50 PM): my address

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:53 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:59 PM): he knows that you live there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:03 PM): he wonders why

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:06 PM): he thinks you need to move

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:10 PM): has he been to Wooster yet?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:14 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:18 PM): he's checked it out

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:20 PM): I knew it. He should of come to the door.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:22 PM): recently?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:24 PM): and was like nooooooooo

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:26 PM): gotta move

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:27 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:32 PM): recently in the past month

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:44 PM): he's not feeling its good for you there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:51 PM): he senses some negative energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:58 PM): I think its your ex's energy though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:02 PM): and the unknown caller who didn't say anything today when I picked up the phone? him maybe?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:09 PM): oh yeah - I must move - I know that.

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:15 PM): yes most certainly it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:19 PM): he called while he was there too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:24 PM): but I am not sure you answered

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:30 PM): no I didn't

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:35 PM): I usually do not answer unknown callers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:44 PM): well, you should start!

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:47 PM): I will

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:05 PM): I feel like this guy is your man - you are uncovering the mysteries

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:14 PM): getting to the real deal

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:28 PM): he's waiting

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:35 PM): its like he is waiting for more insight

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:37 PM): answers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:39 PM): how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:46 PM): he keeps wondering how he will meet you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:48 PM): but you know

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:05 PM): I keep getting in a crowded area

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:09 PM): like a party

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:12 PM): or gathering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:14 PM): oh - cool

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:24 PM): and I can feel him looking at me from across the room

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:33 PM): you would def feel his energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:45 PM): he is definitely focused on you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:52 PM): he's got a lot of questions

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:56 PM): so do I

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:59 PM): like should he end his marriage now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:00 PM): or wait

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:13 PM): he's not sure about how you will come together

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:15 PM): now so he's free by the time I get there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:27 PM): he's going to come to that conclusion

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:35 PM): he's just thinking things through

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:49 PM): any idea when I'll be moving?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:58 PM): I get moving in January

Allie (9/19/2008 2:42:06 PM): that's what I thought too

What I haven't been able to figure out is if he's part of my soul circle or if this is simply a karmic connection. To me it doesn't matter - but what can I say? I'm always curious - always searching for answers. That's probably why I love mysteries and cop shows so much:)

No worries about Will, George, Bill and Ted. My desire to work and talk to these guys is steadfast.

I have no idea when I'll get the "Ask Allie" column caught up. I'm pushing myself to finish THE BLACK TRIANGLE and when I'm short on time - the column is the 1st to be put on hold - followed by the blogs. So we'll see.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Update Via Maria Shaw

Hi Everyone,

I'm dog tired..but before I hit my bed I wanted to share with you Maria's astrological and intuitional feel about Vincent and myself.

With all of the guys I've thrown at her for the last two years, she's never suggested that I actually get together with a person in the physical (regardless of the karmic ties, soul mate connection, etc...). Until now.....

Hi Allie - Vinny shows up in the spiritual teacher house of your chart....higher love, getting to know thyself.....traveling to higher places than ever before! There's so much more you can learn from one another. He could be your greatest teacher. His moon conjuncts your north node...very karmic. In fact, you should attach yourself to him because he can take you higher than you have ever before. He is good for you. He can help you achieve greatness, wisdom and perfection in relationships. He is here to teach you what a relationship should really be about. He is here to make sure you feel loved and there is balance in your world between both worlds; spiritual and mundane. His moon also hits your sun sign so there was likely a strong bond or a marriage in a former lifetime.. In his chart, you show up as a friend and his north node is on your rising sign so there is a mutual identity here.....same likes and dislikes....same needs, etc. He "gets you" and last but not least, go figure, your moon falls in the house of sex. You are a very mysterious woman for and to him, one that is willing to try new things and emotionally can hit him in a deep place. I bet if this were a real physical relationship, not just on the astral plane, you two would get along famously!

A man who actually "gets" me. Amazing :)

I knew his energy felt great to be around.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bob, OBE Sex And Will!

Mercury Retrograde isn't due till Sept 24th - and let me tell you, it's kicking my ass already. My computer - grrr - my internet - double grrr and my wireless - &^^%$$#$%%^&**. That's all I have to say about that! Thankfully it hasn't cut the balls off of my good mood:) I'm so far behind on things that even with a telescope I can't see my large behind -- but I'm determined to get caught up. My alarm clock now says 5:00 am (it was 6:00 am) and next week if I'm not where I'm supposed to be - it'll go to 4:30 am. Any earlier than 4:30 and I may kill someone by 7:00 pm :)

Today on Psychiconair.com, before I came on at 9:17 am, Maria was talking about how the full moon brought out emotions. Well let me tell you - boy my emotions are causing havoc. But - they only jump out as I'm rewriting the BLACK TRIANGLE. I swear - I cry the whole time I'm writing - it's horrible. I'm thinking of rewriting the sex scenes just so I have something to look foreword to! But, I've recently become obsessed with the NBC show - 30 ROCK. I've already breezed through seasons 1 & 2 (thank you Netflix) and am now going through them again. If you haven't watched the show - it is so damn funny. Alex Baldwin is brilliant in this show. Tina Fey and her supporting cast are also excellent - but it's Baldwin that has me rolling. That show is making my rewrite move forward. Every time I get overly emotional - on comes 30 ROCK and I laugh myself silly. I need to write something that I could get that man to play in - he's great no matter what role he's taken on. What can I say? I've been a fan since BEETLE JUICE.

So BLESS YOU 30 ROCK!

Okay - moving on......today's chat on the Maria Shaw Show was great. We talked about my appearance at the 2nd Cosmic Convention at the end of October - the OBE Sex class I'm teaching as well as the séance that myself and Monica T are going to do! Maria brought up adding a class on Tantric Sex to the convention. I had been thinking about adding that element to my weekend OBE workshops. We'll see if we can fit it in - it'll have to be a very basic class!

Bob has been right there next to me now for a few weeks. He's this big hulking energy - very protective - VERY. I thought Will was protective (and he is bless his heart), but with Bob it's a massive amount of protective energy. A gentle giant -- that's a good way to describe Bob. Because although he is this massive energy and I can feel that this is something he's been exploring and learning more about -- he's also very tender - gentle. Andrew has been saying since Friday that I have to put Bob's real name into the blog and not use Bob. He's pretty dang crazy about it too. Seems that Bob has either already been by the blogs and thinks that he's Bob or he will soon and he has to know that what he reads is him. I wish you could see Andrew now - this usually very calm guide is jumping up and down like a crazed man. Do it now -- now -- NOW! He's being wow - vocal. I ask why now? He's says: why do the women in your family have to be so difficult (I have to smile on that one)? Don't ask "why" there's a reason.

Me - being me - had to draw a tarot card to see what I need to know about putting the name in now. I drew the Serpent - it's all about healing and knowledge. It's about understanding and taking what you know to transform your life - to shed the "skin" of the old and embrace the new with "new skin". Then I drew Burden: to release burdens to allow others to follow their path. That I carry weight that is not my own. I had to draw one more card - King: male authority - and sexual energy, The king puts one on notice to take affirmative action and to put their house in order (as something is about to change).

Okay - it's VINCENT. Not Bob. Vincent is his name. The reason I was very hesitant is because I can feel a female energy that is very attached to him through a karmic connection/past lives. This energy does not want anyone else involved in his energy. Of course - I know that the female energy knows I'm already involved. I can feel her on the outskirts. Andrew assures me that the female energy is not a problem at all - nor will she give anyone a problem. She may be very attached -but she is also kind-hearted and spiritual.

So sometime today Maria is going to send me the scoop on Vincent and when she does - I'll post it. I did feel much better using his real name - never liked using the fake name.

My son's teacher called me the other day to say what a wonderful student he is being this year! No trouble at all - a great leader and is setting a fine example for the other students. I knew my energy methods would work:)

Last weekend, my friend Pat and I went out. He's my friend from high school (the fire chief). We had a good time - it was nice to chat with him. I had forgotten how much in common he and I have. My ex, of course, dodged talking my son for the day like he said he would - and Pat was cool about me bringing my son with us. The kid was remarkably good - I was shocked. Of course - he does want me to get married again:) If Pat and I lived in the same state - I don't know - we might actually date. Of course he's about to move to one of my favorite states - Montana. I've been to MT at least 8 times over the last 10 years - simply love Big Sky Country!

George and Will have been trying to out-do one another in showing up in my visions & energy field. They're funny. One vision with Will is that he and I are in a room - some sort of meeting. I come in, shake his hand and say something like: Hi I'm Allie, I met you back in Feb in NYC at.......Will smiles and says oh I know who you are. How's your son? His gaze is very direct - like his eyes are looking through me when he says he knows who I am. We have the meeting or whatever we're at. Afterwards, I see him in the hall and tell him that my son and I are going to go grab something to eat - would he like to join us? He doesn't even think about it - he just says yes.

SIGH. I can't wait to see him again. I truly - truly - cannot wait.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bob And NYC!

For the last several weeks I've looked forward to watching "Burn After Reading" today. But did I? No. SIGH. My stupid movie theater doesn't have any afternoons shows when then kids are in school. Blah. Don't they think adults actually watch movies too? So now I have to wait until some evening when my ex has my son for more than an hour or two. I could do tomorrow - but I'm meeting an old high school friend for dinner. And before you ask yes - the friend is male. He happens to be a firefighter out in WY. Actually - he's a Fire Chief in WY. No - there isn't anything romantic here -- that's why we've been friends since we were 5. Besides - did I mention he lives in WY? I'm not moving there. Of course - he is trying to find a job in CA. Any ways - it will be nice to see him.

DREAMERS is a go with my manager and my manager's boss - and let me tell you, that man (as in the boss) is not an easy sell and he thought it was fantastic (give myself a pat on the back for that one). As Iris said - this will be the version that sells. Finger crossed! I brings me one step closer to Will!

I finished part one on Robert's list - I got the outline of the workshop complete:)

Now - remember Bob from a few days ago? He is making himself more known during the waking hours. His energy feels very protective - like a Knight protecting his Queen. In fact. I keep getting fast glimpse of me as a queen and he as my knight. But he was a knight who was very creative - very poetic and smart. He could read - and write marvelous poetry. My king was much older than me, a friend of my father's and I married him out of duty, to unite the two houses. He died protecting me from the enemies of my husbands. We were also lovers - as I can see him touching me very tender like. He had that twinkle in his eye when he looked at me.

So - Bob is here and no matter what I'm doing or working on - he pops up into my third eye. In this life - he is currently married for the 2nd time. He has a few children. The scene that keeps popping my my vision goes like this:

We're in Central Park. He and I are talking about life in general. About our wishes, dreams. I can tell by the way we interact that we've met like this many times. I tell him that he has to either make it work with his wife or let her go. It's not fair to either of them. And plus - I don't play second fiddle to anyone if I'm in a relationship. It doesn't matter how I feel about them. I have more respect for myself than that.

He looks at me, with a sidewise glance - so you do like me? Now don't take this out of context - I say. You just need to make it work - or leave because you want to leave. That's all I'm saying. So in order for you to get your head on straight - I don't think we should meet like this any more. I couldn't look him in the eyes - they looked -- wounded. Tears were hanging on - he struggled to keep his cool. Then - I hugged him. It was a long hug, nether one of us wanted to let go. I pulled away, and I had tears flowing down my face. He's like - you're crying -- you do care about me. I get pissed and start yelling at myself -- you had it under control - why did you hug him you idiot.

He wrapped his big ole arms around me - and it felt so snug and protective - like I was safe from the world. But I pushed away and told him good - bye.

I walked away - his eyes stared right through me. My legs felt like lead - it took everything I had to move forward and away from him.

Then the vision shifts -- I'm not sure how far after this happens.....a messenger comes to the studio and drops off an envelope for me. I open it up and it's a copy of Bob's divorce papers with a note - Meet me and Franks at 10:00 pm.

At 10:00 I walked into Franks - he was waiting for me.

Then it was over.

So being the person that I am - I looked up Franks in NYC and got this: http://www.frankrestaurant.com/ And this was it -- this was the place from my vision. I know I will certainly have to scope it out.

When I do meet Bob in person (and I know I will) - it's in that crowded room - I feel him staring at me - I immediately look right at him and when I do it's as if someone hit him in the stomach. He smiles - but I can tell there's that "what in the hell just happened" look.

Before I forget - I wrote about an OBE with Bob. I also asked Maria about him - I'll post the reading when I get it.

I got a new tarot deck today - The Wisdom of the Avalon. I drew cards for Will - Merlin & the High Priestess came up - I drew cards for Bob - The Grail Knight & The Bee. Both got the Spider card. So to make a long story short - I work on creative projects with both of them - with Will what I see will come to pass and with Merlin in the midst, everything will unfold as it should. With Bob - the bee brings good luck and the knight -- protection.

I have to work with this deck more - but what I see so far I like.

Damn -- just had an "ah-ha" moment. I was upset with Will becasue he pulled away. He was upset with me because I pulled away - and in his eyes I was "moving on". But it wasn't me or him that pulled away -- it was IRIS! She put a wall between us - it was the only way I would get DREAMERS done. Big fricken DUH ALLIE! See Will - I told you there's no reason to be mad at me.

Need to get to bed - I'm one tired pup!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Iris Is Gone!

Yep - that's right - Iris is gone. I cried like a baby. I didn't mean to, it just flowed right out of me. I finished DREAMERS last night and I must admit - it's pretty good this time. Of course, I thought it was good previous times when it actually sucked:) But this time I know it's different. How? Besides the fact that it read better - I had chills up and down my spine as I was getting ready to send it. Iris told me not to worry - that it will all flow as it should and that huge changes are ahead for me in the upcoming months. I need to remain grounded during and after the change happen (sounds like menopause, doesn't it- lol). She told me to make frequent trips back to Ohio (after I move obviously) so that I don't lose touch with where I came from. It'll be too easy to get swept up in the hoop-la of Holly-Weird, especially after the years of hard work and personal sacrifices I've made. I told her we'd have to see about that -- I'm not packing my bags yet.

Before she left I asked her if I should tell my manager that she's gone? Iris said - no. Wait until she reads your script and calls you to tell you what a good ob you did. After that, believing everything I have told you about your life changing will be easier to believe. She said her good-byes, told me to stop crying and pull it together:) They'll be a time where she and I will meet again - many years down the road. And that was that - she was gone.

In her place Andrew stepped in and Ethan plus Robert were both back. I laughed and said - it takes 3 men to fill 1 woman's shoes. Andrew laughed - Robert and Ethan did not :) Ahh - next to me right now is Edward. Sheesh -- seems like the gang is here:) Andrew said that he's going to give me some down time ater al the hard work I've done - and then we'll jump into my love life :)

Later on last night, my manager called and said exactly what Iris said she would. After she was done - I told her Iris was gone.

Now as my manager is doing her thing - I'm back on THE BLACK TRIANGLE.

My son is off school today - as it's "Fair Day" for the kids in Wooster. So he, my mother and one of my sisters will be heading down to the fair. I doubt that I will have a chance to do the podcast today - but you never know.

I didn't get a wink of sleep last night. I'm a tired pup. My brain wouldn't shut off. As you know - when this happens - change is in the air. As I was trying to sleep, Will kept popping up. Nothing annoying or intrusive. The visits were more - how are you? How's your son - etc....His energy was like it was in the beginning - when he first arrived and acknowledged himself. It was calm. soothing and patient. Maybe he has made some life decisions that has smoothed out his energy field? I hope he has - for his sake - his energy was too spiky before. I'm looking forward to seeing him again.

Ted was all over the board last night. Man is his energy just @ucked up. He needs an intervention - one to get away from his psycho wife and two to get into rehab. I try to connect to him, to give him more white light. But it's almost as if I'm trying to connect to a mosquito. His energy darts around and it's rather sharp. I'll keep trying though -- I have to.

Bill stopped by to say "Hi" - the man is all smiles. Not sure what he's so go-happy about, but I wish he would send some of it to Ted. Although, Bill is pretty dang cute when he smiles;)

And of course - George showed up. His energy was more like a kid who had too much sugar. He was quite funny and I found myself chuckling:) Good thing no one was around as I was laughing with no one there - and no obvious external cause for the laughter:)

It's a beautiful day for the county fair!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

George, Swinging And Will's Upset!

I want to send blessing and love to all of my friends in the New Orleans area and all other areas of the gulf where Gustav may strike. In New Orleans - who is going to capture and save the cats of Jackson Square? Surely something has to be done for them - some sort of shelter - right? The new picture in my profile is of me and one of my sisters drinking far too much in NOLA. It's funny - I'm considered the "normal" sister - LOL! So you can imagine what my two sisters are like - ha! My poor parents....

Speaking of parents - me in particular - I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad -- but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.

Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He's no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.

Okay - 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse - back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that's it - then we'll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can't get his congestion under control - and thus far they've ran all the tests they can - then they'll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I'll be a fricken mess.

And my son is sick.....

In the midst of everything today - Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I "swinging". This is what she said:

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know - he knew before you knew - and its like he's been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like - welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He's got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing - that's something that you can count on. He's smiling - I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he's happy.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he's got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see - perhaps more detailed - sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind - like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He's been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?

Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He's very hot - he's got healing qualities - but sexually - omg!!!!!!!!!!!!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He's got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He's got this weird charisma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He's sort of a playboy

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he's charming

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he's been wondering about you lately.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he's not feeling it for you in NYC

Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I'll be in LA 1st. Yes - talked about moving to NYC on the blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he's thought of making a comment on your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it

Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too

Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no - not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that's it then

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts - his mind is always twirling

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no - he's not like Bill or Will in that respect

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he's shallow

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don't think so

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don't think so either

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he's in his own world and he's pretty happy there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he's kind of arrogant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes - arrogant and sarcastic

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will - he knows he owes you - he knows about the karma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He's got no problem with that

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay - no problem

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he's been waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he's there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in your group

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he's enjoyed it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he's got this grin - smile thing going on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts - sorry)

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he's thinking that you are brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too

Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he's not read your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on - what does he think and will he do anything?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that's good

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he's jealous

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell - what nerve is that?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he's been wronged in some way

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes - what nerve is that

Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he's pouty

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he's sulking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he's kind of depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he's down and out

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he's bored

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he's not drinking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he's smoking cigars?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there

Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call - one phone call - that's it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he's not doing it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he's feeling rejected but its all in his mind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he's holding himself back

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he's fooling himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he's punishing himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he's sabotaging his own happiness

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you - feeling you rejected him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that's not true

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no - it's not true - not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he's been having a hard time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he's not doing well with his work

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can't sleep

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he's got insomnia

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he's got everything

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn't have the one thing he needs - and that's me

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he's missing a vital part of his life

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know

Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out - it has to be before I meet George or forget it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding

George and hours of sex -- that's a pleasant mental picture:) Will - I don't know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.

And on that note - I'm exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

George, Iris And Will!

What a busy day so far! It's keeping me on my toes - that's for sure! I was on the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com this morning from 10:15 - 10:30 am ET if you want to catch when it repeats this evening. We chatted about the number 5, OBE sex, the newsletter and George. It was - as usual - a good time.

Iris is pushing me so hard to finish this draft of DREAMERS. She knows it's the last one - that it's the one who will get the show sold. I must admit, as much as I want to get on with my life, I'll miss Iris and her no-nonsense guiding. Iris is what they call the big guns. She shows up when a major life change is on hand - a life change that once it happens, there is no going back to the way life had been. For those in her charge she only shows up once -maybe twice in a lifetime. But when she does - it going to be a blow-your-socks-off change. She's moving on to one of my clients. This client already knows that Iris is on her way - she's showed up plenty of times already, just watching. The client called me yesterday, out of the blue, to chat. She's worried about Iris. I assured her there's nothing to worry about. She asked how will she know if she's hearing Iris? Before I could answer, she launched into "her" idea about going to vet clinics (she is to be an animal healer) and giving away free energy healing for practice - she went on to say a few more ideas. When she paused -- I jumped in. So, you want to know how you will hear Iris? What were you just telling me? SILENCE. Then Oh @hit. Yep -- Iris had been chatting with her all along:) She how she works?

LOL.

So I'm waiting on Andrew to then show up and take over my love life. Andrew, from all accounts, was such a loving and giving soul when he was alive. My Great Grandmother (his mom) was a moonshine runner (family had their own speakeasy, gambling and moonshine operation). When she was caught by the police, Andrew took the rap for her and went to jail. That's what kind of guy he was -- my grams loved him so dang much. When he died of pneumonia he was 29 (he was 10 years older than grams) they had been married for 2 years. Anyways - not only was he kind, but he was forthright and could also stand up and be heard. Something - as you know - I need. No passive guides for me - I need people in the trenches:) My mother still has Andrew and grams wedding rings. I think I'll hunt them out when I'm at her house this weekend.

My son - so far - likes school and is staying out of trouble. Every morning we are going over the rules of what he should not do in school - coupled with him raising his energy walls. Once a week I'm doing the laying on the stones - and he has a few amethysts in his room. I'll get his energy straightened out eventually.

Now that I've had a reading about George - guess who is slowly pushing his way back more into my energy field - yep - Will. It's kind of like - I know I'm not going to do anything but I don't want you to forget about me because of George - type of energy. Lord - how can one forget about their other half? But with Will's energy comes a mentoring energy as well. It's hard to describe - it's a love energy, but one where he is a teacher and not a lover. Like this all started out years ago when he first contacted me - he was to be a mentor or teacher of sorts and it appears that his energy has stepped back into that role. I wonder how I can be in the same room and not want to kiss the hell out of him? Well, I may want - but as long as he is in the teacher/mentor role, it's a line I will not cross. It's strange with Will - there is no karma to tie up, no lessons to learn - but we have a mutual mission that has to be accomplished together. It is rather refreshing not to have past karma with someone.

George and I have past karma - he making things up with me. If he wants to make things right in this life, I do believe that I will let him do just that. It's a strong urge from him to make things right - I would say it's a primal urge. It's something that his soul is hungry to do - something he must do. And when approached in this lifetime, I will let him do it. When I came to solid grips with that decision, more visions started flying in - and I'm not ignoring them any longer. I've had visions of George and our friendship/relationship for years now - and I have just pushed them to the side. They have been around since I discovered Bill and this whole world opened up to me. I'd love to see George and Bill have a talk - it would be very interesting. Both are deeply committed souls - wanting to make the world a better place for mankind, animals and the environment. Both are Democrats and outspoken.

The visions I get with George in them revolve around children. My son, George's friends children and more. There's always laughter and good feelings. He's always doing things for me - I can see me telling him just to stop it. But that's what he wants to do -- keep giving and giving. The whole thing just seems so surreal to me right now.

I can hear someone now saying - what if Will wakes up and comes to his senses about more than a mentor relationship? If he does so before I get involved with someone, then I'm open to it. If it happens after, then he's too late. At least in this life.

Time to get back to work:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Karma, George And Will!

Oh for the love of Goddess and all that's sane -- what a day thus far. I thought things would run more smooth since my son is back at school. That podcast of mine took 7 - yes 7 tries to get it to go. My brain was actually getting fried from having to repeat the same thing so many times. It's all because of that George. Yes - George. You know who you are George...in fact, I'll also bet that Will knows which George I'm talking about too although I'm almost certain they haven't met -- yet.

Okay - so over the weekend I was thinking back on my life - especially back to my childhood (I took out my old diary's) and I discovered that most of my Ken dolls I named "George", my pet I wanted to name "George" I even wrote that my husband's name was "George". This got me thinking about George. His energy is what Will's was - very persistent and patient. But with one difference from my side - I am keeping him at a distance on purpose. But I don't know why I'm doing that. George by all outward appearances is kind, generous, creative, handsome and exactly how Samantha described my future mate to be (although I did think at 1st this was Mr. Client guy - I was hoping actually that it was Mr. Client Guy and not George who 1st popped into my head): He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move.

Now right now I don't "know" George - so again when his named popped into my head, I dismissed it.

But this made me shift through my old chat logs with Tracey and came upon an old reading that she kept saying the name George in. One of the people I was asking about kept saying George and I had no idea what she was talking about. This was back in May I think. So -- this all led me to ask Maria Shaw about George and I got her answer right before I did the podcast - blew my mind away and explained a lot:

This guy shows up in the marriage part of your chart......I think the past life has to do with the fact that you were married three times in other lifetimes. He feels a strong need to be with you....like he is supposed to be with you but I am not so sure you want to remarry him again! One relationship lifetime he was abusive. The other one he was a drinker and the other one he was a good man. He was never the woman. He had to learn about his male energy (side) so always reincarnated as a male. It is he who cannot let you go. He has a strong need to possesses you. You feel a connection but also something is not right. He will revert back to old patterns from those lifetimes with control and your soul knows it doesn't want to go there but he wishes to fix the karma. He really does but do you wish to sacrifice another lifetime to allow him to do it? It is up to you! He has a Pisces rising sign (addictions) that falls in the 5th house of your chart which rules love affairs.....and taking risks in love. It also speaks on where your personal wounding is (for Allie). He wounded you in former lifetimes. His moon opposes your Jupiter EXACT. He may not support your traveling or even your spiritual growth in time to come. He may go along with it now but long term could limit your spiritual growth and advancement.

In his chart you show up as someone who could be financially supportive of him as well as someone to teach him his self worth. You also show up in the house of marriage! Go figure. Those past life aspects are pretty strong in both your charts and in the same places too. And yes, your moon shows up in the 12th house of his chart...which is one if not the biggest indicator of past life ties. I took a class in this years ago and this is amazing. Many marriage connections. I am fearful of the things I mentioned above; addiction, temper, possessiveness, control issues once he is married to you.....his past life personality may shine through eventually. But it is UP TO YOU. You have your reservations about this. You should but since you say he is patient then you have time. Take your time. The findings could be exciting, revealing and release you of karma for good with this man. OR you could choose to marry him and work them through. It is your choice.

So -- after I collected my thoughts and stopped yelling "SOB" & "you've got to be kidding me" at the computer - it all made sense. Why his energy is always there pursuing me and why I am very standoff-ish about him. It took me a few rereads but something else hit me. When I was married to George 1st he was abusive - my 1st ex husband in this life was abusive, the 2nd time I married George he was an alcoholic - ex husband #2 was yes, an alcoholic. The 3rd time George was a good guy and everyone has told me that my last partner will be a good one and it will be a past life connection. Could my soul actually have sought out the 1st 2 husbands in order to get that part of my experience with George out of the way? So that when he does come along I let him in? Could it also be that I am alone now to work on me and build me and my spirituality up so he will not have a chance to try to control?

I don't know....but it actually all makes sense to me without me trying to have it all fit. It's not something that I had to work on. Now if I am with George, then I'm not with Will. And if I'm not with Will then I'm not with Bill later on -- and then we do not complete whatever it is we are to complete this time around. We'll have to try it again.

Being with George is something that is up to me while being with Will is something that is up to Will.

Will I be as scared of George as Will is of me? No. Because I understand.

So George - what in the hell are you waiting on? Seriously. Will hasn't made a move and who knows if he will. Let's see if you have more guts than I give you credit for:)

Now on an unrelated kind of note - I had this wacked out dream the other night. I was walking along side a castle with someone - I can't remember who - but I was telling him that he was in my soul circle. I was trying to tell him without sounding like a nut job. But as I was telling him the castle was getting ready for battle and there was a spy in our castle. We (as I guess I was the queen) built a secret chamber under the castle so that my son could hide out there during the war. He had enough food, water and air to last him several years. I was to go to battle with everyone else. But I was told no - that I had to go below with my son and ensure his survival. It was too important to have him survive - since I was a warrior as well, I could battle anyone that found us.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta run. I still have a crap load of emails in my inbox. many of you have a ordered readings, classes and coaching - I'll get back to everyone as soon as I can.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Allie, Empowerment Coaching And Will!

Back from Florida - still in one piece after tropical storm Fay came through. I spent most of my trip helping my dad but the hurricane stutters on and then staying inside because of the rain & wind. But we did get to go to the gulf and do some swimming which was great! It was my son's 1st time being in the ocean/gulf and he had a really great time. It was nice to visit with my dad and step-mom. Hopefully we can do it again soon - this time in better weather! My son and I are going away for the weekend - so I'll be back to my reg schedule come Monday.

My inbox is jammed packed - over 1000 emails in there. Give me time to weed it out and get back to you if you wrote me while I was gone.

My son starts school on Monday. He's excited - let's hope he keeps up that enthusiasm. And with him starting school - the Empowerment Coach prices go back up to reg price. If you want a deal on coaching - buy now and use by the end of 2008. I only put the coaching on sale during the summer season. In case you don't know what I can help you with during a coaching month - here's a list:

• Discovering your passion

• Starting your own psychic/healing business

• Opening your heart to love

• Attracting love

• Finding your Soul Mate

• Strengthening a relationship

• Making a goal plan

• Finding balance

• Improving magical skills

• Astral Travel

• Dream Visits

• OBE skills (telepathic, astral, dream)

• OBE Sex (telepathic, astral, dream sex)

• Improving your sex life

• Strengthening and/or discovering divination skills

• Developing meditation techniques

• Connecting with your guides, angels

• Unlocking your psychic abilities

• Rediscovering your creativity

• Understanding dreams

• Dream walking

• Energy healing

• Crystal healing

• Atlantis healing (using a combination of crystals, herbs, oils and energy)

• Raising your Vibrational Energy

• Soul Awakening

• Discovering & living your Soul Purpose

• Accessing your Akashic Records

• Unearthing Past Lives

There's more I can do - I just don't have it listed. If there's something you need help with that is not listed - email me. If you know of someone who could use the help - you can purchase coaching as a gift.

Oh - have you noticed the change in my profile picture? That's the kid and I and my dad's house. That's the only picture I have of my son on the web site and I'm not sure how long I'll leave it up there.

Today from 4 pm - 5 pm ET I will be on Connecting The Light with Mike Quinsey @ http://www.bbsradio.com/bbc/connecting_the_light.php

While I was gone, Will's energy was really strong. It still is - but during those 5 days in FL it was mucho strong. I kept expecting to turn around and see him. Ay down time I had, I kept hearing him say "Hi" and that he missed me. I also keep getting the feeling that he and I meeting again is coming up soon. By soon I mean by the end of 2008. I don't know how or why - but I can just feel that energy. I guess that if it is supposed to happen, that the Divine will arrange things so that it does happen.

I decided to join the dating sites again. But this time I'm not looking to meet anyone - just if it happens that's great. Does that make sense? I'm joining without any expectations.

I'm also taking a copywriting class. Even if I don't work as a full-fledged copywriter - it can't hurt to learn how to write like one. Plus, it'll be a good supplemental income.

I've also decided to close Cheat Peeps at the end of this month. My life is taking me in another direction and that company is anchored to my past.

By being in FL -it also added more fuel to the fire for us to get the hell out of Ohio and to a coast.

Podcast will be back on Monday.

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie :)

Will, Bill, Atlantis And Energy Work!

All I have to say is why didn't I think of this:

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God that would have been great!! HA! But that's long over and I'm finally - I do believe - all over it. I feel that over the last year no matter how happy I was to be rid of the negative weight my marriage brought me - I still held onto some of the anger. But oddly enough - I just woke up this week and it was gone. Don't know why - don't know how - but that doesn't matter. I also had an unexpected shift that resulted in a determination to move out of Ohio. Sure I've always said I wanted to -- but now I'm determined to -- that's a whole different ball game.

I'm getting ready to leave for FL. If you've emailed me and I haven't gotten back to you yet - the odds are slim that I will before I leave. Although I am taking my lap top with me. This only in case I'm inspired to write - I've had some interest in Dreamers so I have to redo that again. I'll be by the gulf - lounging on the beach for 5 days - and I do get my best ideas in and around water -- so you never know. The lounging part al depends on how much my father drives me crazy - or the combo of my father and my son - through my step-mom into the mix and I just don't know. It won't be a dull trip - that's for sure! My son is excited that I won't work (technically) for 5 days - he's excited we get to play all the time:) His favorites games are Trouble and Uno! I'm trying to get him interested in Clue - but so far no deal.

My son is all signed up to go back to his school upon our return from FL. I don't know if it was good or bad that the principal remembered him by name. I'm thinking bad. He's kind of of excited to go - that should last maybe a week - probably more like 3 days. I'm working on him energy wise - the laying of the stones is going well. I am also working on him after he goes to bed with what I call Energy Smoothing. It's taking the uneven parts of his energy field and making them smooth. I don't do this over him while he's asleep - but I stay in my office while he's in bed. I can zone in on his energy field and pour colors into his energy field or take the excess away. Then it's like my hands go over his energy field to smooth out the rough edges - it's a pretty cool process that I had a dream about weeks ago. I had forgotten about even having the dream until I went back through my dream journal the other day. In the dream I was in Atlantis. I was working on Ted's energy with the process I described above. As I was working on his energy, Bill was placing different crystals/stones in this water channel that ran around the outside of the crystal bed Ted was on - it was very cool. I would shift energy, Bill would then change stones and I would fine tune Ted once again. This went on until when Bill changed stones - Ted's energy wouldn't flux, but stayed smooth. I haven't quite figured out how to incorporate the crystal table/water channel with stones. Unless I worked on him while he took a shower - and I could but some crystals/stones around the tub. Humm...

When I get done with my son - I should work on Ted. That man and his energy - dang it's all screwed up. I don't see how that man functions on a day-to-day basis. His face/energy did come by yesterday - but it was a very short visit. It was almost as if he was checking in on me and then he left. I tried to get him to come back - no dice.

Bill is in my dreams a lot lately. Mostly we are doing the same thing we always do - pour over notes, books and maps. This last dream we were in a very dusty, moldy - haven't been touched in over 200 years - type of room. Whatever clue we found in the previous dream led is here (I, of course, didn't write that dream down). Both of us kept coughing because of all of the dust we stirred every time we moved. We were looking for a book that had 3 interlocking silver circles and the circles were interlocked so that it formed a triangle. We searched and searched and finally found it. Bill removed it from the shelf and we thumbed through it. There wasn't anything there. He was complaining - and I took my flashlight and shown it into the empty space where the book has been. I saw something.....told Bill to come here and we removed some books. Back into the shelf was a 3 stone lock - meaning there were places for the placement of 3 stones. We looked at one another - we need Ted. Both of us looked panicked - Ted isn't the most reliable one on the planet these days. Bill said he'd work on him -- and he left, I woke up. No wonder Ted's energy came through earlier in the day (it just dawned on me - duh), we needed him in our dream visit.

Iris told me this morning that her time with me is almost over - at least for now. I asked who was coming next, she said my guide Andrew. I asked if he was my great uncle Andrew who was actual my grandma's 1st husband (had pneumonia and died - then she married his brother - my gramps). When she answered me - I had a hard time receiving her answer as my brain got involved and wanted it to be a yes. So I took a step back, cleared my mind and asked to see a picture of my guide Andrew. It was a picture of my Uncle Andrew. I'm curious to see how this is going to play out as the stories I heard from Grams about him was that he was a very loving, kind and gentle man. Nothing like his brothers. I asked Iris what is his purpose with me? She said to find love. That's a good thing:) But Iris will be here for a spell longer - she said as soon as one thing slips into place in regards to my career - the door closes with her (for now and she stressed the FOR NOW part - lol). She of course, did not tell me what needs to slip into place - but I'm sure it has to do with my screenwriting -- or -- my OBE Sex workshops.

Last night Will actually popped in while I was taking a shower. No - nothing happened. But the exchange went something like this:

W: It's about time.
A: What?
W: It's about time that you let me back in.
A: Last time I checked you were old enough to use the phone without your mommies permission.
He didn't say a word for a few moments and then....
W: I know. But we're going to see each other soon.
A: We are? Why?
W: Does the why matter?
A: Yep.
W: I don't know the why except that it has something to do with your Dreamers.
A: Why can't you pick up the phone - seriously. Your girlfriend has plenty of male friends and you have plenty of female friends. Why can't I just be one of those friends?
W: Because -- it wouldn't work that way and you know it.
A: Do I now? I know how to say no.
He shot me a sideways look, raised an eyebrow (damn it was cute).
W: No you don't.
A: You do not have that much power of me -- now if you were British AND could speak Italian, you may stand a chance.
Will smiles.
W: We'll see. In the mean time, I can't call.
A: And in the mean time I am not waiting around - nor am I putting the energy into having you contact me.
W: I know. I know. (in a very irritated voice)
A: Now go place house or whatever it is you do and let me finish my shower.
W: You're bull headed.
A: And you're a chicken shit.

And he was gone. He did leave with that cute grin of his. I guess we'll see what happens once I finish the latest version of Dreamers.

BTW -- has anyone seen the trailer to Burn After Reading ? I have to see the movie just because Brad Pitt is such a dork in this trailer -- and George Clooney is not far behind.

I don't know if you noticed or not, but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com this week. Maria's producer, Joe, was in the hospital. He's out and feeling okay now - thanks goodness, he's good person -- and apparently no one has my contact information except Joe. Next week I'll be in FL so I won't be on either.

On that note I am out of here. If anything exciting happens I'll send you a message on the Crackberry. If not - see you in a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Raindrops, George and New Orleans!

"Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head" - I swear to anyone who will listen I can't get this song out of my mind. Each time it pops up, I can hear/see George singing it. I have no fricken clue. But I hope that this song will have provided it's purpose soon so that I can move forward to another song:) Maybe the man likes the song -or the rain? Maybe both? If there is a message in there - I don't get it. Unless seeing George is the message. The man could show up in New Orleans - he does have friends there.

I would probably have a heart attack if I rounded the comer and ran into him - no correction, not him - but Will. Who -BTW - over the years I've had dream visits with him in it where we were in NO. The man does like the city. Last night's dream visit had me checking into Hotel M (where I'm actually staying) and seeing him in the lobby. I don't know whose heart skipped more - it was rather humorous to se the look on his face and I know I must of mirrored him. Any way - he immediately gathered himself and said hi, asked how my son was and why as I in town. I explained why. The next day he showed up to get a reading -- lol. That woke me up. I laid there for a bit thinking to myself - so what would come up in a reading for him? Besides that I'd be the best sex he'd ever have :)

I've had a feeling that this weekend will be pivotal to me in some manner. I'm not sure how - just that feeling I get. I did throw down a few tarot cards and got The Sun, One of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, Queen of Cups. So I know whatever it is will be good - I just don't know what exactly. The cards portray a mix between money/career and romance/love - so many I'll get a little bit of both. I really can't wait to head out of dodge though - can't happen soon enough.

Although I am still working on DREAMERS - I'm now working on a sci-fi/action pitch for a feature. So I'm not entirely sure when I'll be able to write again in this blog this week. I am however taking the crackberry so if there's any interesting updates....

No more visits from Bill since last week. But I'm in the "I can't sleep mode" and Tracey has her headaches, so something is going to happen.

With the fireman - no worries, slow is the only speed I'm on.

Ths is a short entry - but I haven't had much time for anything to go on today:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

George, Will And Tid Bits!

I make some kickin` salsa. I really do. The salsa I made for the family gathering turned out great - but not as good as normal. Why? Because I used store bought tomatoes and not my own since I don't have any -- yet.

My son was jamming to ABBA this weekend -- I had to laugh -- since I was about his age when I started listening to him. He wants to go see Mamma Mia. Not sure if I'll take him or wait for the DVD -- not much of a musical type of gal. Also I'm not sure when I'll see the Dark Knight. Heath has been nice enough to say he'll watch it with me - which I appreciate - but do I really want to feel his energy while he's on the screen? I know me - I'll cry.

I'm a geek. Yes - this is something we all know -- but I out did myself this morning. After I did the podcast I messed around with the software that I record with and discovered that this place also records video podcasts. Well I have a web cam on my computer - never used. So I recorded a video of me being - well me. I laughed my ass off watching it. But no - you won't see it - I deleted it. I had toyed with the idea of doing a video podcast. Doubtful, but you never know:) I had gotten a laptop with a cam just in case I ended up dating someone who I wouldn't see all of the time because of work travel. I thought it would be a good way to communicate. But of course 1st I have to date in order to use the cam:) Which means I have to find someone.

Speaking of finding someone - last week my son and I were in the grocery store and I saw someone that I had coffee with last year (we hit it off immediately - but he was still hung up on his soon-to-be ex so it never went anywhere) and as soon as he saw me he turned and almost ran over someone trying to get away so that I wouldn't see him. WTF? We kept going down the isles and he did everything in his power to let me know that he didn't want a thing to do with me. Wow. I thought to myself - what in the hell did I ever do to you? But I ignored him and my son had no idea that there was even anyone around that I knew. As much as I deal with people - they still baffle me.

Okay - now that I have electric again -- I can continue...

I was working on my podcast this morning -- and when I went to put in what the "Deal of the Week" was - Iris said "no". I'm like - why not? She said - you need to put in spells. I growled at her -- magic? Why? Can't we go to healing if you want me to add something? She said nope - it's magic. But I thought I was done writing/casting it? Nope -- she said, and then Merlin jumped in -- you were just on a mini vacation. You have work to do.

Oh for Pete sakes -- really writing and casting spells again? Iris said - it's Will, that's your common past life connection, besides the love, and if he is to recognize that on his side, then he has to get the feel for it from your side. What affects one of you effects the other. So if you are back into practicing magic - then he will sense it and do the same. Merlin said - expect to visit me in the dreamscape every night until further notice. Iris chimed in - you and Will have to be together, it's written in your soul contracts, so if he is not coming forth with what he already knows, maybe the pull of magic (not by doing a spell on Will, but by doing magic period) will pull him to you.

So those two leave and I fix the deal of the week to reflect what they said. Wa-la. Will arrived. Energy speaking - of course. He had a rather sheepish - yet adorable - look on his face. We exchanged some small talk -- and then as he was leaving I asked - talk to you soon? He smiled and said yes.

Now during my power outage and before my crackberry started to run out of juice - Tracey and I exchanged readings. I asked about many things - one in particular was George -- I'm trying to figure out how he fits in with everything....here is that IM exchange:

Tracey Loper: George seems to be the one that has some key element of bringing you all together -----------and I sense this has to do with his energy and power of charisma - its like he seems to have a way of standing up to Bill even - I see Bill bowing up to George and George just saying give it your best shot - I am going to still be standing when you get done - so get it out

Tracey Loper: He can talk to Bill

Tracey Loper: He's got this way of relating to anyone

Tracey Loper: talking anyone into anything

Tracey Loper: he's sharp

Tracey Loper: and quick minded and thinks on his feet and he seems to be able to do anything he puts his mind to

Tracey Loper: G already knew about you

Tracey Loper: before you knew about him

Tracey Loper: he's known of you

Tracey Loper: and has waited on you

Tracey Loper: wondering when you would get tired of all the blondes

Tracey Loper: lol

Allie: Does he realize that when I write about george that it is him

Tracey Loper: he does

Tracey Loper: he knows

Tracey Loper: its like its about time

Allie: So do we have a soul connection?

Tracey Loper: yes allie

Tracey Loper: you live on the wrong side of the country I think

Tracey Loper: all your people gather in cali

Tracey Loper: lol

Tracey Loper: some on both coasts

Allie: Closer than the other 3?

Tracey Loper: I am not sure about closer -- no -- but you seem to get support from him

Tracey Loper: as a pattern

Tracey Loper: he's a leading man

Tracey Loper: but not the lead man

Tracey Loper: whatever that means

Tracey Loper: in some ways

Tracey Loper: you support the other three

Tracey Loper: more than they support you

Tracey Loper: but G is support for you

Tracey Loper: that's what I get

Allie: So he's on the same level as the other 3...or maybe 2 if will is my other half

Tracey Loper: yes

Allie: And he supports me

Tracey Loper: He seems to be consciously aware of you

Tracey Loper: like he has been

Tracey Loper: for some time

Tracey Loper: and yes

Tracey Loper: I get jealousy around G for Will

And before any of you ask -- yes, me and Will still together, etc....once I get my arse out of Ohio:)

So George seems to have some sort of close connection like the other 3. Who knows...but it is nice to know that when he reads this blog that he knows that when I say George it's him and when Will reads this -- he knows it's him. I wonder if Will and George have it figured out who Will and George are? Humm....

Now George showed up - energy wise - after that reading - as I was just sitting outside trying to stay cool with no electric. He showed up and I asked him - any chance we'll ever be romantic? He said no. I said damn. His reply - it's not up to me. It's not - I asked? Would you ever do anything to hurt Will? An easy answer - no. He said - there you go, you with anyone, including me would hurt Will and you'd never be able to do that and just be his friend. Of course If you ever change your mind, I'd like to be the 1st to know. Yeah -- I thought -- I'd never hurt Will intentionally. So George is right. But I still said damn to him again -- and he laughed. He said - as long as you and I are alive, there's always a chance. Then he faded from view...

No news from Nickelodeon yet.

Heard from the vet today - Brodie's heart is fine (thank goodness). I just have to keep an eye on his breathing.

No news about my son's brain EEG.

Haven't had time to think about new readings.

Now sure what I'm doing about Cheat Peeps - so stay tuned.

Off to make dinner!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychic Stuff, Readings And WTF?

Dang it's hot. I don't realize how hot my office is until I go downstairs - wow - what a difference. And where are 3 of my 4 cats -up here with me. They did throw me a look kike - are you ready to put in AC now? Nope - I'm not. So here we are -- a bit hot & muggy, but otherwise okay.

My son is so nervous to go to the Cleveland Clinic tomorrow for his EEG (I think I had called it a EKG) of his brain. I had to assure him that all they were going to do was to place electrodes on his scalp - and they'll ask to breathe certain ways - flash a light in his eyes -- all to see if his brain has mini seizures. I'm sure he'll be fine and the test will turn out perfect. But we're going cause the doc suggested it. The kid has a thing about anything feeling "pricklely" or sticky on his body. He was almost having a fit when he was thinking about when they remove the electrodes! Sticky stuff in his hair -- and there may be pain! The kid was funny. I calmed him down enough. The clinic wants him tired for the test - so I told him he could stay up as late as he wanted tonight -- that make him feel good.

Tomorrow is pitch day for Nickelodeon - fingers crossed!

I was tweaking a few things on Liveperson & Keen last night -- and I know I shouldn't have done this -- but I started looking around at the prices of other readers again. It made my blood boil. I found one on Liveperson for $20.00/minute - what the hell? AND people are actually paying it! WTF? Come on guys -- does anyone but me think that this is in excess? I could see a sex hot line charging that much (like Nite Flirt) because you're just there to get off, you're not vulnerable and seeking advice. It just rubs me the wrong way. I pray to the Goddess above that my ego never gets that big that I charge someone $1200/hr for my psychic services.

BTW -- I've had several people contact me about Cheat Peeps. I'm good -- and I'll be contacting the people I've already talked to to chat again about what I need.

New readings - I'm still thinking about adding a few more from what's been suggested to me - because they're all good. But I haven't had time to really give it thought -- so later on that one.

I really enjoy giving sexual energy readings. The ones I gave the hosts for the Unexplained World and for The Maria Shaw Show (Psychiconair.com) were very short. There's only so much time in the slots I was on air - so I had to scale back a bit on what I wanted to say -- but I just love doing this. Any ideas for sexual readings would be appreciated - and if it's picked - you get one of those readings for free. So put on your sexual thinking caps!

Will, Bill and Ted have all taken a giant step back - I have no idea why. George has taken a step forward. I'm sure there's something for me to learn here - I just do not know what it is. And if Tracey's work with the guys is over (which it is) what in the hell happened? I still haven't gotten that call from Will (Iris is here saying - be patient, you will). It's not that I'm not patient and it's not like I want to jump into something with the man any time soon - but I would like to talk to him. George seems just as baffled as I am to why he is right here now. But he's smooth about it - I guess I could say - reminds me of Frank Sinatra smooth. I know that for the last few days as my headaches have come back and my sleep patterns are screwed up - that it has to do partly with him and maybe the guys somehow. I do know that a big life change is on it's way. When I throw the tarot cards down to see what -- I keep getting the Tower card. Now the Tower I don't consider to be a bad card - I just see it as being blindsided and your world is drastically shifted into another direction.

But WHAT direction?

Iris and I had a chat the other day about marriage. I asked her if I really had to get married again in this lifetime in order to fulfill a Destiny Marker or my Soul Path? She said no - but that I would be in a committed relationship. I can do that - committed. But I honestly never want to do the marriage thing again. I don't see the purpose in it. It's not that I'm against marriage - I just do not see it's logical purpose in this day and age - especially with the divorce rates as high it is. It's not the 1950's any more - women work outside the home, you don't have to be married to have children. Plus since we all have several Life Partners to help us on our Life Path with our life's lessons - the odds of getting divorced are astronomically high. Luckily for me - the man I am supposed to be with views marriage the same way I do:)

BTW - Mr. Client Guy - dropped off the face of the earth. I haven't chatted with him in over 2 weeks. Oh well. I'm okay with that.

Thank you for those who have been my psychic pimp:) Please keep it coming - I have a feeling when I take Brodie to the vet again on Friday - it's going to be a hefty bill.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

An Upcoming Shift, Dreams & Radio Show!

I've done nothing this weekend but chill with my kid and play Halo 3 on the X-Box. I did manage though to actually update my Cheat Peeps web site/blog - with some more stuff on me and a change in prices. I need to hire someone to do blog postings on affairs, cheating, divorce, online dating and so forth. I just don't have the time to do that - which is blatantly obvious by my lack of attention to the site.

Fingers crossed for Thursday - this is when my show is being pitched to Nickelodeon. Send positive vibes please!! I wish I could tell you more about it -- but right now I can't. That said -- it's such a cool idea that even my mother loved it. And she's very hard to impress.

Depending on the outcome of my show - whether or not Nickelodeon and/or Disney turn it down or try to pick it up - will help me to decide whether or not to go for my PI license. It's something I'd be damn good at - but if I'm doing the show, there won't be any time to be a PI, so why get the license? If both networks say no - then the universe is trying to send me in another direction. Maybe I was a detective in a past life and that's why I love it so much? No idea.

Over the weekend (and last Friday) I did look around Live Person and even do a few readings. Revamped Keen a bit too. Let me tell you - I'm shocked at what I see. The prices the psychics/readers are charging is unreal. And that someone would pay it? Oh good Lord! I saw some at 6.99/minute - others at 9.99/minute and still others at $16.00/minute! I think $4.99 is too much! I'm at $1.99 for now, and I'm sure it will go up. But gosh - $16.00 a minute? Granted - psychics need to charge for their services - no doubt about it. But isn't some of this greedy? I don't know -- seems like some are in it more for themselves than to help other people -- it just ain't right. But in all professions there are people who are into it more for themselves -- these people usually get stuck or find themselves backed into a corner with no place to go -- especially when they need help. Oh well....

I just finished with The Unexplained World (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw) and had a blast - knew I would. When I logged on my phone came up as straight 11111111 against the board and at the same time of my connection - I lost my internet. Gave the 3 hosts and Ed's wife sexual energy readings. I love doing those! If you click on the link you'll be taken right to the show's page and the show I was on is the one that pops up & plays. Will be that way for the next 2 weeks - you can also download it to your MP3 player. They talked about me going back - looking forward to doing just that.

I wanted to write in the blog tonight (this morning) as I'm not positive I'll have a chance mid tomorrow. Brodie (the black lab) is not doing well. He still is struggling to breathe - he's in a constant stage of panting. So I'll be calling the vet 1st thing in the morning. I know the universe will have my back - but dang I hope I can afford the next onslaught of medical bills.

I need to move my office into the bathroom. I told my son that and he almost birthed a cow - lol. But really - I get my best story ideas, visit from guides/angels/deceased - plus "ahh ha" months + OBE Sex in that dang bathroom. Anyways - this time my "ah ha" had to do with dreams. The dream world is comprised of an infinite number of dimensions (kind of like the show SLIDERS or STAR GATE) where every door, window or mirror can be a portal to another dimension. And something in one dimension may not look the same in another dimension even though you're in the same spot in both dimensions. So when you are in a dream and you have a random series of events happening to you as you travel through this dream - you are going through portals to different dimensions and while landing at the same "sector" as the previous dimension, the lay of the land is completely different (or in some cases slightly) because of how that dimension is run. That's why at times we have some whacked out dreams of seaminglessly random things happening during a dream - we're dimension hopping. Once I realized that (as I was sitting on the potty last Friday) my jumbled dreams actually weren't so jumbled and didn't feel that way upon awakening.

Whew!

I also realized that I'm so dang blessed with the people I know -- that I could just do a happy jig! No - I'm serious. I'm blessed and I thank all of you for making me that way:)

Also - depending on the outcome of Thursday/Disney/Nick - I may add a weekly live radio show to my mix. I keep getting the urge to do that. I don't know. Would you listen? Would you listen to that and the podcast? They'd be 2 separate shows. I'm rather attached to my weekly rambling podcast and I'd hate to give it up. Maybe have the live radio do reading too - chat about sex and have a guest on? Maybe a co-host or a slew of regular guests? Hummm.....

I have a headache coming on -- must mean a visit from one or all of the guys. I discovered that I can get burned out by the guys. All of them - doesn't matter who. I must put up a wall - or maybe they do - when we've had enough of one another. My wall came down - I'm ready to rock and roll again.

I feel that shift coming up. I should be sleeping - but I'm not. Granted - my energy is up from the radio show - but normally I'd be in bed now sleeping. When I'm awake -- that means a shift - headache - shift. Something good is coming my way! Ya-hoo!

In case you guys didn't know or forgot -- I will be in New Orleans Aug 2 & 3 for Maria Shaw's psychic fun fair: 2220 St. Charles Ave, New Orleans, LA, 11a.m. to 5p.m., Admission $10 includes hourly lectures, Readings $10. REALLY looking forward to this. As you know I only do in person readings at these fairs - the next one won't be until the end of Oct.

Three books I need to find time to write: OBE Sex (finish), Psychic Scams & 101 Ways To Bust Your Partner (meaning cheating/affairs).

BTW -- thanks for the great reading ideas! I'll take them all into consideration.

And on that note I'm going to force myself to go to bed -- I have to get up at 6:00 am and it's midnight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Brodie looked better this morning - he isn't panting ALL the time. But I still made an appointment for him for Friday!

The Guys, Tracey And George!

I'm trying not to cry - but I'm a big chicken worrier. My Black Lab - Brodie - has a lot of fluid in his lungs. He is going to the vet today at 2:15 EDT. Labs are famous for congestive heart failure and lung tumors. I am praying for bronchitis. Indy is also going to the vet today - 1:00 - for his annual thyroid test. He hasn't been eating very much - and for a dog who lives for food - that worries me. So fingers crossed that my snoops are okay because if they're not - then mamma here is not okay.

The kid goes in tomorrow for his neurology consult. I don't think that anything is going wrong in his head - and I feel it is the energy he absorbs is the problem - but you never know.

Now would be a good time to have someone where to lean on. I'm not good at leaning - in fact - I suck at it. Blame it on me being the oldest child or that I help people for a living - I just bite at it. One of my lessons, I'm sure.

My son asked me if I was gay over the weekend. I told him no - not as far as I know - but why did he want to know? He said because I am not dating anyone and he thought it was maybe because I loved a girl. I told him no - that's not why. Mom doesn't have the time to date and even if I did - the pool in Wooster Ohio is but a puddle for me to find a date in. He replied that he's tired of just one adult here - he wants another person with us. My reply - when I have time - and have some men to choose from (that are actually interested) I will consider dating.

So then he said - what about Will? I said - what about Will? Why hasn't he called - he said? I don't know - I replied - maybe he's scared of us? We're not monsters - the kid chimed in - we can love him. I know honey - I replied - this is something that time will have to take care of. He was not happy with that. The thing with the kid is he's just as psychic as I am - and seeing the future or knowing what is supposed to happen, doesn't help. It's very frustrating to me - so I can only assume how frustrating it is to him.

On that note - both Tracey and I had major headaches last Thursday -- this could only mean one thing, a visit from the guys. They did -- and she emailed me this the next morning:

First, I remember Will coming to me and saying that he would not like to attend the meeting because he was feeling so great from his healing that he did not want Bill to ruin it with any anger towards him. He said that he is having a hard time being in Bill's 'field of energy' because he's so angry. He said - further - Ted is just as intolerable as he is in need of 'cleaning up his act'. He told me that he had been saying prayers for Ted that he would get to rehab because he is concerned that if he does not he will have seriously ill health.

Then I remember Bill coming to me. He was all in white. He had this oversized white blouse on with puff sleeves and white pants similar to the type that men in India wear but different. He had on a necklace and it was made of ivory and there was a shark's tooth on the necklace. There was light all around him. He told me that he had been cleansed and purified in 'the lodge'. He further told me Allie did the ceremony. So, he said, tell Will I am no longer angry with him - I only have brotherly love for him.

Then I remember Ted coming in - oddly he had on Harley Davidson type clothes - all black, leather - not his typical garb. I remember in the dream feeling I had to ask him - so I did! I said, Ted what is with the clothes? He said - well since I am the villain in this situation I decided to fit the part. I am evil - don't you know? Drinking and drugs - sex and rock and roll - all that stuff! Piss on Will! He thinks he is better than me! He said that he was living his life the way he wanted to and that no one including, Will would tell him how he should live his life! He said that Will was a judgmental prick. He lite a cigarette and pulled a flask out of this bag he was carrying. I remember looking in the bag and it was full of all kinds of alcohol and drugs, etc. I told Ted that he did not have to 'play' this role and that he could fill his bag with treasures instead. I filled it with healing stones and crystals. Then he illuminated and his clothes turned to an aqua greenish blue color and he looked much different. He said that he no longer needed those old things and that he was unhappy. He told me he needed healing too and asked if I would work on him and I said yes.

Then I remember the three of them coming together. Rather than talking about you at this point - they were talking about themselves. Will apologized to Bill and to Ted for seeming difficult and judging - and for not moving forward. He talked to them about needing to deal with issues and emotions and he told them he felt that he was a different person. He was thinking so much more clearly now. He could see the good in both of them and within himself. He thanked them for not giving up on him and for being his soul brother and friend.

Bill apologized and he shared that his love for everyone was what made him so passionate about bringing everyone today. He told Ted that coming together is important and that Ted would experience a transformation once the group was together. He told Will that he had an impt. part in all of this. He told him that his actions would change many lives. He told him that he was proud of him - that he loved him and that he did not want to bicker with him anymore. He looked to Ted and he said we are brothers and we are friends. We are on the same team. We are one.

Bill and Will embraced Ted. Ted was holding their necks tightly. Then this Gold Light surrounded all of them. There were these two triangle grids that formed into one shape. I hope this makes sense. The three of them were in the center of this grid. There was this sphere of light that appeared between them - in the center. It was golden white. It brightened. Then it ignited into a bluish flame. Then it turned into a gold flame. The energy was expanding all around them and it was spinning, pulsating, and I remember that I could feel the heat and the intensity of the fire. Just above them I saw an image of your face - like you were there but far away - it was so faint but it was there. Behind you I saw a blue Angel. She was faint or faded looking as well. The two of you sort of blended together into the background outside of the pyramid(s) grid.That is all I remember......but it seemed as though there was more or that these were really long or took a long time............I woke up feeling like I had not slept.

Before she sent me that email - I had asked her to ask Bill about George. Now George is someone who has been around for awhile - and keeps trying to make himself better known to me - but I keep pushing his energy away. There's a definite soulful connection as when I even think about George, my heart chakra expands. He's 6 years older than me, from the Midwest (is KY the Midwest?). dark hair and dark eyes - and his b-day is only a few days different than mine. I don't know about this one - what role he's played and will play. I've mediated on him - asked Iris for input - and all I'm told is that if I know ahead of time it will freak me out and I'll change the course. So hell - I don't know. I can see where knowing more would freak me out - but I want to know more. I feel about George how I felt about Bill when I first discovered our connection - the "You've got to be kidding me" phase. But I don't know our connection yet. So maybe I'll hit the "Holy Shit" phase when that happens....

And yes, George is his real name.

So Tracey said she would concentrate on George and Bill as she fell asleep. This is what she wrote the next morning:

I had another dream this morning but I have no idea what happened. I saw a flash of what seemed like another planet. There were aliens. They were communicating telepathically but I could 'hear' their thoughts........ and I saw this purple, amethyst - violet - hues of purple looking dome thing and I was in a space ship and so were you and Bill - although I did not see either of you -- I just 'knew' you were there. I woke up saying - B??????????? A??????? That is all I remember. But I had set that intention of G and B when I fell asleep - so maybe this is part of the answer?

So the plot thickens - even though I don't want it to thicken, I want something to happen so that we can move forward. SIGH.

And on that note - time to start to get ready to take Indy to the vet.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dirk, Dreams And The CIA!

I'm trying to get some readings done this late morning, do the podcast and THEN write in this blog. But the powers that be keep bugging me to write about Dirk. Okay, I hear you - who's this one? Dirk is someone I met when I was 13 and it was (until my son was born) the #1 best moment of my life. Now Dirk shares spot #2 with Will. I've tried to move Dirk to #3, but it doesn't feel right to do. So there he stays - until Will calls, then maybe he'll move to #3:)

So Dirk is handsome - wonderful blue eyes, nice smile, very charming. Nothing ever romantic here - but I have always thought he was pretty darn hot. Age wise, he's now in his 60's - but again, he's still hot. Periodically over the last 28 years I've thought about him - nothing too intensive and usually not more than maybe a day at a time. But Sat., something happened that triggered my memory of him, and he's been right there ever since. Yesterday I realized two things about Dirk: 1) he influenced the way on why I do not eat out very often, once calling restaurants (especially fast food) as drive-thru cancer centers and 2) influenced my two trips to Montana (he lives there) and although I was with my ex - two of the next vacations I have ever had. I LOVE MT - even more than NYC or Calif.

Okay - why now - why is he "right there"? I don't get it. I keep getting flash visions of he and Will sitting there chatting and me being very nervous, yet flirting with both. I don't know why he's here - but Ethan said it was important for me to mention him in the blog, Iris is here too agreeing with him and saying for me to breathe deep. Why? Is something going to come out of left field? Quite possibility. Another vision I keep seeing is Dirk and I with papers around us discussing creative ideas.

I so wish visions came with a guide book -- not just the guide:) And I don't know how Dirk fits in with the whole soul cluster, soul group thing. He fits in some way - I just do not know how. Wow - what a sizzling energy I had zap through me (the kind that makes your skull tingle). If I find out anything else, I'll let you know. And Dirk, when you stop by this blog (and someday you will), let me know what you get of our connection.

Before you ask - Dirk is his real name. I was told to use it and that it would be okay to do so.

Dreams last night. One was me standing in line at the bank, trying to make a deposit - but there was only one teller working. Another one was messing around. She finally came over and another guy with 2 small kids cut in front of me. I looked over at him and said "excuse me" - he took a step back. I handed the woman the check and the deposit slip. She looked at it and said she'd be right back. The Bank Manager (a woman) came over and told me that this was a rather large check and would I met her at her desk. Okay -- I go over. We sit down and she proceeds to tell me that this is too much money to place in one account. That it would be good to put some in a savings, IRA, etc....I assured her I'd think about it after I deposited the check and paid off things. With what's left -I will spend some on fun stuff and put the rest away. I assured her that this was not my last big check so I wasn't worried about running out of money.

In this next dream, I was in a research facility. I had to go into someone's dream to help them out of a coma. But first I had to pass the "Dream Keeper" - a very scary looking dude in orange & black armor - you had to pass him in order to get into the Dreamscape. He was like a dream gatekeeper. He knew my energy signature, so they did not want to send me in 1st, Someone else had to go in and distract the DK. I keep getting this was in CIA. Anyways -- a woman put on a special dream helmet and laid down. She went to sleep and on a flat screen TV, it showed us what she was dreaming about. We could hear what was said, what she did -- and with the DK coming towards her (with a very loud and deep voice) I had to turn off the TV, as I was concentrating too much on DK - to do so would alert him that I was around. I didn't need a helmet to enter into this dream world - I sat back in a recliner - Will came over and told me to remember not to think about DK at all, or he will be drawn to me. I tell him - okay - he tells me to be careful -- and I go into the dream.

I am in a very dark area. I don't nee a flashlight as I can see quite well in little light. There are rocks, and smoke everywhere - the land is barren. I'm using all of my brain power on concentrating on this person I have to find. I can see a white light glowing up head to my left. I can hear crying - but I ignore it - moving straight towards the light something catches my eye over to the right. I look and it's Bill. I ask him what's he doing here? He replied that he thought I might need the help. As soon as he said that - it alerted DK and it showed up behind him - I screamed at Bill to wake up NOW. I woke myself up.

As I was lying there in my bed - heart pounding a million miles an hour...I wondered if Bill was lying in his bed doing the same? And would he remember what just happened? That was really interesting -- although DK scared the crap out of me.

Off to the store -- the kid is driving me crazy.

Okay - it is now dinner time and I'm finishing this up for now. I had to get caught up on my readings. My podcast - I hope - will be later tonight. The dinosaur show up in Cleveland was a lot of fun on Saturday and his party on Sunday was a blast. Tomorrow it's his actual birthday so I'm taking him to see WALL-E. We seem to see a Pixar flick every birthday. Then on Friday the family gathering with fireworks that evening.

I did see orange kitty today - I was relieved. His paw/leg still isn't healed - but it does seem to look better. Mr. Client Guy called today too - didn't have a lot of time to talk with the kid's phone radar, but at least we chatted - so that was good.

As of today the kid and I have been on our own for a year! Yay! I always knew I could do it - but knowing and then doing are two separate things. I give great thanks that the Universe has always had my back - and will continue to do so! It hasn't been easy - but I am very grateful for the experience. Besides - I'm much better off today (mentally, emotionally and spiritually) than I was a year ago.

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Odd, Ends And Me Bitching!

I hope my brain doesn't fall out over the next two weeks. Seriously - I hope not. The kid is home with me for the next two weeks and if they go like this last week did - I'm in trouble. He's really pushing those boundaries and that mouth --- talk about having to count backwards from 100 so I wouldn't kill him. And he's grounded - from everything that he loves (that usually keeps him out of my hair as I work) - which in turn is punishing me. But - I can't give in -- and I won't.

Phase one with Nickelodeon is complete - and the project passed. Now we have to go to phase two and pass through a test in person (not me in person but my Rep's) - and this will not happen until everyone is back from their vacations. We're looking at the week of the 14th. Fingers crossed for that:) I've done my own tarot reading on it and it looks really good. Hopefully I didn't put too much of "me" into the reading and skewed the results.

I feel like I'm in a big void of nothing. I have all of this stuff that I need to do - but no excitement to do it. All of the waiting I've had to do for a variety of things has zapped my "want to do something" mood. I need something to shake loose somewhere. Whether it's my non-existent love life (yes folks, I do believe I have scared off another person and this one already knew all about me), stalled career or beyond hilarious - getting me very stressed out - money situation - something has to move forward. I know something will have to move because change is inevitable - but come on already. Frustration doesn't do well for my complexion.

Yes, I do believe another man has gone running in the opposite direction. SIGH. And no, I have no idea what happened. One second everything was fine - the next nothing. I guess that I'm just not supposed to be with anyone for now. Maybe someone WILLed Mr. Client Guy away? I have no idea. But it doesn't set well with what self-esteem I do have left. I just can't wrap my head around my good for nothing ex having a happy love life - when I can't seem to get a guy interested for more than 2 weeks. UGH!!!

Okay - enough of me whining -- moving on...

The kid and I are heading up to Cleveland soon with my mom to see a dinosaur show up at the "Q" (which is where are Cavalier's play) in a couple of hours. Should be a nice outing. Hopefully the weather won't be too disagreeable and make driving a big hassle. Tomorrow is my son's kid party - should be fun.

Will's been around more than usual the last couple of days. It's been nice to see his face in my mind's again. The two scenarios that keep flashing through my mind are he, my son and I walking into a building where there is a doorman and he knows my kid and I as we live there -- he also knows that Will is a frequent guest. The other scene I see is Will, the kid and I in a small Italian restaurant sharing a pizza -- we're laughing about something. Both scenes are uplifting and positive. I rarely ever have a bad scene with Will in it. Even the fight visions I get aren't that bad because the make up sex is well worth the fighting:)

Speaking of sex - with Tracey's healing on Will the sexual energy clog that he's had is certainly cleared up. His energy has let me know that he's feeling much better.

Either Bill or Will has been doing a lot of blog checking lately. Not sure which one as both of their energies are strong right now. Could be both - don't know.

An odd last dream last night/this morning --- I was in my house, and my cats were chasing something. It looked like a small dragon - but I thought it was a frog - it had red spots. My cat Cera really kept bothering it. I finally got all of my cats into my bedroom and shut the door so that I could find this little creature and put it outside before it was eaten. I find it -- and what is it - but a tiny cat. Like it got put into a shrinking ray or something. It's a long-haired white cat with reddish & black spots. It looks at me and just lets out the biggest meow! I picked it up and it sits in the palm of my hand, just being as vocal as can be. Now I'm thinking - what in the heck am I going to do with this cat so that my other cats don't kill it? I put it in a an open dresser drawer and think about getting a very large bird cage to put it in. I call my mom to ask what I should do and I wake up.

I just went outside to let my dogs do their business when that butterfly who tried to run into me before - tried it again. It sees me and it's like I'm a magnet. Very strange. I saw orange kitty a few days ago - his front left leg was looking really bad -- and he hasn't been back since.

Off to go get some writing done and then heading up to Cleveland!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Bill, Will And Tracey!

Finally -- I woke up this morning with this email waiting for me...

Hi, Allie. I went to bed and set the intention for a dream visit. I had a dream visit with Bill. We were on an airplane together. He had all these papers he was working on - lots of paperwork. He said, see how busy I am and yet I have time to meet with you. I said yes. He told me he was pissed at Will because he is not answering him - not responding. He said he had a solution to that - he would just get in his face until he answers.

I asked him where we were going and he said where else? NYC. I said okay. He told me he was going to keep on bugging Will until he got mad - angry - cried or something.

So, the plane lands. A limo is waiting and Ted is leaning against it waiting on us. He comes over and helps Bill with his bags. He goes to take Bill's brief case thingie and Bill says no let me keep this.

We get in the limo and Ted says, want a drink? Bill says no! And, we need to talk about the drinking. Ted rolls his eyes while making himself a drink. He tells Ted that he cannot take watching him kill himself. Ted says he's going to be around forever and not to worry about it. Bill tells Ted he needs to look in the mirror as he looks like shit - looks like he's aged 10 years. Ted says he's not stopping and doesn't want to talk about it or else they will just fight. Bill says okay.

We get to this hotel. Its a really nice one - we check into the hotel. Bill asks me where my bags are and I said I did not bring any as I did not think I was staying. He says, no problem, here is my credit card. Get some stuff from the shops on the first floor and meet us in our room which is room number 311. I say okay. I go to the shops down there and buy some clothes, toiletries, etc.

I go into the bathroom and get in a stall and call you on your cell phone to tell you what is going on so far. You tell me not to let Bill go off on Will as Will is not going to respond well to it anyway and they will just butt heads and nothing will get accomplished. I say okay. I hang up. I go up to room 311.

I get there and Bill is on the phone arguing with someone about speaking to Will. Ted rolls his eyes at me and says are we having fun yet, wanna go to the bar? Bill is half listening and he shakes his head no - to me - so that I say no. I tell Ted no, lets just stay in and have a drink. He says okay lets go on the terrace.

Then Bill hangs up and comes out onto the terrace and takes our drinks and empties them over the side of the terrace. He says to Ted - I mean it - STOP. Bill goes into the bathroom. Ted grabs my hand and starts pulling me out of the room. I am thinking to myself how do you say no to these guys! So, we go down to the bar. We are sitting there a few minutes and Will walks in.

He sits next to us. He says call Bill and tell him to come down here. We can talk here as long as he can be civil.

We call Bill and he comes down. So, he tells Will that he's not going to yell or argue but that he is angry with him. He's angry because he's not answering his calls and angry because he did not show up for the meeting - he's angry because he's hurting Allie.

Will says that he is sorry that his actions are hurting Allie, that it is the last thing he would want to do. He tells Bill the truth is he is freaked out - not sure what to do - he's angry and upset because Allie is seeing someone. He's deeply hurt by it and he feels that perhaps Allie is happy without him.

Bill cuts him off and says - save it Will - go get the girl - get over yourself - what are you, a pus? She met someone - so what - go and get her - stop pouting like a baby! He tells him that he does not blame Allie for seeing someone since Will is afraid of his own shadow and will not come forward. He tells Will he needs to deal with his fears and insecurities and stop thinking and start acting.

Will says that he's struggling right now with all of this - and Bill say boo hoo - Will - do something or everyone loses - this is on you!

Then Will says no it was on you and you did not do anything and now you want me to and I am just trying to process my feelings and decide what is best for me!

Bill says - you are so stubborn and hard headed - and analytical - and just annoying - and Will says well look in the mirror -everything that annoys you about me is within you!

Bill laughs. Will says he has something he wants Bill to look at and Bill says funny I have something I want you to look at. So, we go back to the room. They are comparing information from your website but I can't see what it is. Then Will says - right, that makes sense. That's what I will do then and I will see you next week. He leaves. Bill smiles and Ted and I look at each other like WTF?

I wake up.

I can vaguely remember talking on my cell in the dream and that it had something to do with Will - but I don't remember who I was talking to. I can also remember Will walking across a hotel lobby and Bill with a stack of papers. Seems almost as if I was looking in on it - but I really don't remember any of it (maybe because I wasn't supposed to be in the meeting?)

I looked up 311 in my angel number book and it says: The ascended masters are helping - and urging - you to keep your mind focused on creating and manifesting at the highest level of light and love. Avoid addictive behaviors as they mask your desire to create.

Interesting message to the 3 men - don't you think?

I know that Will is upset with my new interest, but it's not like I'm marrying the guy tomorrow.

I can feel that a dam is about to break - in a good way - but I'm not sure if it deals with my personal or professional life -- or both. I'm just ready for something to move forward:)

Off to get moving on the day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Guys And I'm Smitten!

Before ya'll ask -- I haven't heard from Tracey today. Yesterday - last time I talked to her late evening - no one had stopped by for a visit. However, all day the energy around me was very heavy and depressing. I was fine as long as I was talking to someone or engaged in a reading. As soon as I was flying solo - the heaviness crept in. This is something that wasn't coming from me - yet I could feel it in my heart chakra. When I did talk to Tracey she commented about feeling the same thing - very heavy and depressing around her.

I think that I may know what has brought on this heavy, depressive feeling - Will. I have found someone who has grabbed my attention - he's a client of mine and we've had a mutual attraction for quite some time - but never acted on it. I kept hearing to email him Wed night - so I did - just to say hi. Thursday was spent with each of us telling each other how we've been attracted to one another from the get go. And in fact - Gab had him pegged years ago, described him to a "T" - and I knew it was him when I met him - but didn't say anything. So anyways as we're talking yesterday I told him about Gab's readings - twice - she talked about him - but not by name. Several years earlier I had a reading and that person called him by name. And guess where he lives? NYC:) Anyways -- that's what I think brought on the depression from Will - as what happens to me is felt by them and visa versa.

As I'm writing this -- I got this email from Tracey:

I did not get anything - so I finally went to sleep. Bill came into my dream - and he said that Will was not cooperating and did not want to meet - and he said that he was going to keep trying and that hopefully he could get Will to agree sometime before the weekend was over. He said 'Will is angry and depressed, but he will not open up and is not willing to talk right now.' I said okay - this is disappointing news, but I guess that's the way it is. Bill told me that he needed me to send Ted some healing because he's staying high a lot and he thinks that there are things Ted is not facing. He feels Ted is running away from his problems. He thinks he is unhappy in his relationship. He said that he was sending Ted healing and to ask Allie to do the same. He showed me a triangle by drawing it with his finger in the air and he said there are three sides and if all three of us send him healing there is strength in this. I said I agree and told him I would and then I said but what about Will? He said, oh yeah - I guess we can do that too. So, he tells me - I am 'on call' - basically and that's really all I remember. I am so bummed. I expected there to be something BIG you know. I think I am actually disappointed.

So let's see if they contact her over the weekend. If I get something in I will post it:)

Wait a minute -- that reading that I posted from a client to me (it was Samantha BTW) said that I would be with someone older than me - not too much older. Oh, here's a snippet: Clairvoyantly, I see moving toward the East and I am seeing happiness not only for you, but for your son as well. I feel a lot of warmth and laughter. I also see a man walking into your life when you make this move. He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man?

Sounds like him. He's a Cancer - me a Taurus - so from a zodiac prospective it's a good match. We'll see - it's far too early to tell anything -- but I like what I see & feel so far.

Talk to you later -- I'm sure!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Update On Gab's Reading!

I'm a firm believer that only three things are certain in life: change, our physical death and our destiny markers. Anything else is up for grabs. So what did Gab say? Grams T immediately came through and she said that she's been watching and knows what's going on. Very proud of me and what I've done thus far. Old boyfriend Mitch says hi and that he visits me in my dreams a lot. She mentioned a very quiet energy around me - someone who is just hovering and watching. When I asked her to describe more - she described Bill:)

Guides Robert and Jezell were around. Showed Gab that I had a very long and bumpy road behind me filled with rocks, pot holes and curves. In front of me was a nice straight road with the sun coming up. The worst for love, career and money are behind me.

I asked about Heath -- she sat there for a second and said -- why are they showing me Heath Ledger? I said because that's the correct Heath. Seems that he just loves to talk to me (yep I know) and will hang around with me until I tell him that I've had enough. I went and asked about all these people who I keep helping in my dreams. She said that I'm a Spiritual Mentor.

2007 - 2008 is all about reorganization, getting priorities in a row and discovering me. 2010 is my career, money and love year - although 2009 is better in all three than 2008 was and the last 1/2 of 2008 is better than now.

Asked about my project for Nickelodeon - she said if this doesn't fly exactly how I want it to try again - as it will get picked up. DREAMERS - looks like the 2nd place we send it to takes it and she suggested we send it to Steven Spielberg and his new paranormal channel.

She told me to go get a check up - didn't like the way my ovaries looked/felt. She kept sensing a lot of heat. And since Ovarian cancer has killed just about every female on my mom's side - it's time for a check up.

Will & Ted - both soul mate, kindred spirits - but neither man is long-term in this life. They are both more of a thorn in my side.
Bill - soul mate, kindred spirit - he stays by my side closer than Will or Ted. Our history has more past - more than Will and I even though Will and I are older souls - I've been with Bill in more lives. She said that he is not good for me. In fact none of the three are because we will keep battling for who is in charge (gee really). But she never said that he wasn't long-term, just that being with him will not be easy.

I'm going to have a string of lovers starting sooner rather than later -- and eventually I will settle down again - but not till 2010.

I have to finish the OBE sex book - sooner rather than later. Business will be even busier with Gypsy Advice.

My son is very restless and needs a constant outlet for his energy. If not - then he's prone to turn to drugs & alcohol when he's older.

And that's about it.

It's nice to know that what's in front of me is sunnier than what I have already been through:) It's also nice to know that the guys will be as difficult as I thought they would.

But damn it Will! SIGH. At least tomorrow is Thursday!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Strange Letter, Thursday And The Guys!

Okay -- it takes a lot for me to stand back and say - WTF? But this is a bit out there -- even for me. Now you have been following the Bill, Will and Ted saga - right? If not - read below this entry and get acquainted or this tid bit I'm about to say won't mean squat to you.

Tracey emailed me yesterday - all freaked out - and very perplexed. Seems she received a letter in the mail with no return address - postmarked in RI. Inside there was a single sheet of nice white stationary paper and on it, written with a fine black marker, was:

See you on Thursday.

The writing was neat - good penmanship. No signature - no nothing.

Ah yeah -- I would've freaked too.

Could it be one of the 3? There's always a chance. Who else would it be? She and I think it's the same person - Bill. I told her that if Bill shows up on her doorstep - after she regains consciousness she is to give him my address and tell him to start driving - lol:)

Neither Tracey or I think it's him 100% - we're about 95% sure. Now I really can't wait for tomorrow!

I spent a good part of the day planting raspberries, blueberries, strawberries and grapes. Tonight I'll put in my tomatoes, peppers and corn. I'm tired already:) I just hope everyone lives...Sometime - maybe tomorrow - I have to go out and trim things: trees, shrubs -- they're a bit out of control.

Very soon today - I'm going to be getting a ready from my friend Gab. I get a reading from her about once a year - she's great with talking to the deceased and for communicating with your guides. I have a whole range of questions to ask her (and yes, Will, Bill and Ted are among them) and I'm really curious to hear what the deceased has to say. I wonder if Heath will show up? I normally ask about the guys -and I asked last year she said:

Will: will meet in 2008 - mind blowing experience.
Bill: Has been to my web site dozens of times. Has no idea what to do or to make of the situation.
Ted: Gab wanted to know if I had met him. He was very strong around me. Seems that when I get a reading - people always ask if he and I have talked.

I get that always about Ted -- and he's the 1 I haven't met! I seriously will pass out when he's in front of me some day. I hope I'm already sitting down when he walks into the room.

What else did Gab say last year? Oh that I have a lot of love around me, I'm never alone and that although things will be tight - money wise - everything will work out and I will always have enough to make ends meet. Love wise - alone for 2007 - most of 2008 until fall of 2008. That's when I find someone who will treat me like a queen and I will know what it is like to experience heaven on earth. In the meantime though I will be very experimental sex wise. This has to be about the explosion of OBE sex I've had this last year....

I'll let you know what she says this time around:) She really is amazing calling out people by name (all you do is give her your name - that's it) talks about how they know you and how they died - then messages delivered. She's really very good.

Okay - must run - will be talking to her in a few.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill And Will With A Sprinkle Of Ted!

I'm not mechanically inclined. Try as I might -- I just can't figure out how things go together unless the instructions are ironclad. Well, the direction for my fan were not that straight forward. What would have taken my ex maybe 10 min, took me almost 40. But -- I did get it together - so for that I have to give myself a pat on the back.

I also have a horrendous tooth ache I'm battling. Getting my 1st cavity at 38, I'm not used to mouth trouble. But this tooth is just killing me! Well, it's not just a tooth, it in loves 1/2 my jaw. Now I realize part of the problem is that I clench my teeth as I sleep and I've used one of those store bought guards for awhile (a dentist made one is way out of my price range) -- but dang. I think part of my filling came out. They couldn't get me in to see he dentist till next Thursday. So until then I'm a crying and popping Tylenol. But Goddess..this thing REALLY hurts!!

With my tooth and the "kick me in the ass" pain - I can't eat. It hurts to eat or drink - unless everything goes through a straw. Plus - it hurts to talk. That's a bummer on so many levels. Not exactly sure about the podcast tomorrow - if I do one it may be really-really short.

(The above I wrote on Friday)

Today - Tuesday - I'm going to the dentist -- they had a cancelation!

(Below - This dream visit I tried to write about on Sunday)

I had a dream visit last night with Bill, Will and Ted. I entered the dream in a long hallway with high arches. Everything looked to be made from moonstone and marble. There were quartz crystal sconces on both sides of the hall - no visible flame or light bulb, but they glowed anyways and lit the way. Bill came running out of a doorway - stopped - looked at me and flashed me his million dollar smile. What are you up to? I asked? Nothing at all - he replied.

But I knew he was full of it -- something was up.

Bill commented - You're going to love NYC! I'm sure I will - I replied - any idea when I'll be there? He laughed - sooner than you think. He grabbed my hand and started to pull me down the hall. I'm like - where are we going? He said - any place but here.

Which of course made me think - why?

Then I knew why -- Will came out of a door. Will looked down and us and shouted - Hey!

I gave Bill that "look" - like shame on you.

Then those two started yelling at one another - oh good lord the cuss words. Finally I said (and I remember this line crystal clear) -- both of you shut the fuck up!

Startled they both looked at me -- I kept yelling: what do I look like - a piece of property you two can barter over, decide who I will be with -- talk to me as if I wasn't here when I'm standing right here! That's it -- I pick Ted.

The look on their faces was simply priceless. You can't do that -- Bill said. And who in the hell made you team captain? I yelled back. I'm the oldest soul Bill replied - that's why. Wrong - oh wrong -- I said, Will is. You're wrong - said Will. Am not - I said. Yes you are - we're the oldest soul - Will said.

Roll of the eyes -- whatever. I pick Ted. And when I roll over morning, noon or night and look into those scrumptious green eyes -- I will not be thinking of either if you.

He's married - Will said. Today he is -- but it's Ted, give him a few more months, a year tops.

Where's Tracey - Bill said. Not here - I replied -- and I'm outta here. Bye boys.

A look of sheer terror came over them.

I woke up and smiled. They have no clue who they're messing with -- but they'll catch on.

And on that note - off to the dentist I go...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill And Tracey Part 2!

I told you I was waiting for an email from Tracey. With as much sleep as I did not get last night I just knew they were there with her. So I emailed Tracey and told her she was killing me keeping me wondering what's going on. Here's her reply:


How in the heck do you always know what will happen. I have not had ONE WINK of sleep tonight! Not one!

So here is the break down.....

11:30 PM - Bill pops in - are you available? and I say yes! He says good. He is going to get with Ted and make sure he can meet us at 12:00 PM - he wants me in my meditation room.........

12:00 PM - Bill again! Ted is there too! No Will! Bill says, okay - here is the deal - I need to talk to Will but I need you there for the energy support - and I need Ted there for moral support and to calm me down if I get crazy again! Ted says, me? I am crazier than you! Bill says, this is serious - Ted says, I am serious - Bill says stop drinking the rest of the night - Ted says how about pot? Bill - says nothing! Ted - says - I can't do that! Bill says grow up - Ted say no! (I feel like I am watching a ping pong match with adolescents) Bill says brb let me get Will in here.....

Ted asks me what I think of Will. I tell him I like him but I want him to come forward for Allie. Ted says he does not really like him for you (Allie) but if she (Allie) wants him then he will help. I said well thats what is important then.

12:10 PM Bill is back, Will won't be ready until 2:30 AM, Ted rolls his eyes, Bill gives him the finger and I just say okay see you then.

2:30 AM Bill is back, Ted is back, no Will - Bill and Ted have select words - Bill says Will was involved in something important (didn't say what) and that maybe he was running late - he would meet back at 2:45 am Ted says this is such b.s.

2:45 AM Bill is back, Ted is not there, Will is late by 5 minutes - Bill apologizes for his outbursts, Will accepts apologizes for his - Bill tells him someone needs to come forward - Will agrees - He says that he is not sure he is ready - tells Bill this is a lot to digest - to understand - to trust - and that he's having a hard time with it all - and has been feeling like he's crazy, second guessing himself - the whole situation - is nervous, scared, skeptical - Bill asks him to meet with he and I and possibly Ted once a week this month about this and Will says okay - Bill asks him if he thinks by the end of this month if he will know one way or the other what he will do - and Will says yes he thinks so. Bill says fair. Then Bill tells me that he is going to take Will to the places we have already been - back in time - and throughout the various meditation visions - the ones with me, the ones with Allie - and that he won't make me go again. I say thanks! :) He and Will shake hands - Bill puts his arm around Will - and they kind of step over something I cannot see and they are gone.

5:00 AM - Bill is back - Wanted me to know Ted passed out drunk and high.....I said that figures - lol - and he said - well, it was okay anyway, I say yes. He says Ted will meet with us....and he will coordinate the when each week - and that next week it may be tuesday or thursday....I say okay let me know - he says he thinks Will will step up. I say good. He says when I get your bill its going to be big! I say no its free but can I go to sleep now? He said yeah and that he thought he could sleep now. He kissed me on the cheek, gave me a hug and he was gone.

And there you go...the saga contiunes.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill and Tracey!

My lower body is fricken killing me. And no, I didn't get lucky last night. I had karate yesterday - twice. My private lesson and then the lesson with my son. In the morning I was flipping people and learned a new kick - had a blast. In the evening my son flipped me a few times and he learned the kick I did that morning as well as both of us learning a few moves. Last night when I went to bed - no problems at all.

Getting out of bed proved to have it's own set of problems. I was like - WTF? Wow -- what a difference a day makes. My son and I are taking the summer off from karate - he thinks it's to give us a break - but actually its to pay for his eye therapy and other things he wants to do this summer. Plus his 8th birthday is July 1st (I can't believe he'll be that old!).

Of course this morning I couldn't believe how old I felt! HA!

I woke up at 2:58 last night and couldn't go back to sleep for about an hour. Will and Bill are rummaging around and keeping me awake. When I woke up I knew I had just come from seeing them - but I don't know what happened. I asked Iris to clue me in and she said that it's better if I don't consciously know what was said. To me that sounds like I'd be really pissed if I knew. But I was awake, and trying to fall back to sleep kept bring up images of those two fighting. I finally feel asleep in time to wake back up again.

I emailed Tracey Monday night and told her to watch out for the two of them - I just had this feeling....she emailed me back and said that Bill already visited her Sat night in the midst of a Reiki session and then woke her up with a start Tuesday morning at 5:00 am CDT. I write back to say that I woke up at 6:00 am EDT with a start - we both knew it was Bill. She told Bill to go away both times, as she was busy -- I told her he'd be back. She wrote me back twice yesterday:

Well, Allie, I went back to sleep and I guess I must have been in a coma because I just woke up. So, surprise no more because they both visited me in my dream.First, Bill and I are in this office with a long table. We are sitting at the end of the table. There is a large window at the end of the office.

Bill tells me that has pissed off because he stepped back to allow Will to come forward and the bastard (his words not mine) has not come through. So, he wants me to sit in on a meeting with Will. He tells me he has called him in under the pretense of talking to him about a business opportunity. I say okay - so what am I to do? He says, you are my assistant - here....and he hands me a laptop. I say okay?

He says the plan is confrontation time. Either he will come forward with Allie or I will. I am tired of waiting around on this. I tell him okay. (Its obvious he's in charge)

It was ten minutes to eleven in the dream and Will was to be there at eleven. At ten minutes after eleven we get a call on the speaker phone that he's on his way to the conference room. At eleven, eleven he arrives.

He comes in and shakes Bill's hand and Bill introduces me and Will shakes my hand and stares at me for a long time and says, okay, what's going on? He is looking at me!

Thankfully Bill says, Well, Will, (very condescendingly) here's the deal. I stepped back from Allie. to allow you to move forward and you are not coming forward so to put it bluntly ...... WTF is your problem and are you going to show up or not?

Will, looks stunned - and then he says, you know, Bill, (condescendingly) I don't owe you an F'ing explanation. Bill says I think you do! I am the captain of this team!

Will says well, then I quit! Bill says you can't quit, you idiot! Will says well, I am not sure what I am doing. Bill says, clearly! (condescendingly)

Then Will goes silent - and Bill does a lot of yelling - with lots of F words...........Bill tells me to leave the room. I feel like he's about to get physical with Will.............so, I leave.........

I hear all kinds of fighting - finally Will pipes in with some choice words!

Then Will leaves and slams the door. He kisses me on the cheek and walks down the hall to the elevator and gets in.

Bill opens the door abruptly - and looks at me laughs and smiles and says, I win - and I wake up!

Tracey was confused as to what it meant to "win" here. I told her that one or the other would be back to give her more of a clue. I also told her that indeed Bill and Ted stepped back awhile ago to let Will in. Later on I got my second email:

Well, I could not stay awake. I took another nap.

This time I just got Bill - he said that he has worked out things with Will - he says the issue with Will is that he does not understand all of this fully! (geesh)

So, Bill said that he and Will have to calm down and sit down again. He thinks that he may have let his anger take control and then things got out of control. He's going to let me know when - he's sick of everyone being busy. He feels like he cannot get through to everyone he wants to talk to. He said he wants Ted there too.

He feels like you (Allie) have pulled back and he does not like that because he's afraid that you are giving up and he's afraid you are right that if someone does not step up everyone loses. He also wants you to know his girlfriend is dispensable and he smiled.

He seemed much more calm. He said he is going to stop drinking caffeine again (while he was smoking) and he's going to take a nap. He has not slept in over 24 hours. He's also going to create a less intimidating place to meet. So, he told me to be on the look out for something different and unique!

I had told Tracey that once one of them showed up to tell them that one better step up and soon or no one will need to bother making all of us have to repeat this lesson in the next life -- and let me tell you if that happened I will make sure they have to really - really work to get to me.

Now I'm just waiting for another email from her as I'm sure they showed up last night. The poor girl - she is going to be soooo tired.

Speaking of tired - DREAMERS still isn't where it needs to be. It's the dialogue -- I can't get it. To me it sounds natural - but to everyone else it doesn't. Maybe I just talk weird:) Back to the drawing board on that. Still working on that treatment for the Nick show. Fingers crossed here for me guys -- some light to help me unlock any creativity that is stuck would greatly be appreciated.

I'm on Psychiconair.com and/or AOL today on the Maria Shaw Show in the 11:00 hour to talk about OBE sex and some love magic. Tonight I will be on Global Psychics http://globalpsychics.com from 8 - 9 pm EDT to discuss gypsy magic and do on air psychic readings!

And on that note -- I'm back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Writing, Dreams Visits And Old Friends!

Oh boy -- so much going on here at the Allie household! I did finish another version of DREAMERS over the weekend and sent it in. This one is an improvement over the last (in my opinion anyways). So we'll see if this one will work -- or at least most of it;) In the mean time while I'm waiting for a verdict, I have another project to work on ASAP - it's the TV treatment for the series on Nickelodeon. It's gotten a two thumbs up thus far and I have to flesh out my ideas sooner - rather than later. So that's what I'll be working on every day this week. Don't be surprised if my blog posts are again sporadic.

Friday night I had a dream visit from a guy I'll call Al. We were on a sailboat, it was night and we were sitting on the hull (I believe that is the front - right - or is it the stern?), drinking some red wine. The air was cool - the water calm. We were both laid back, laughing away at something - his arm was around me and it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. I looked at him and asked if it was all worth it? I was talking about his drug & alcohol addictions. He sat there for a few minutes in silence - looked at me and said yes. But would you do it all again the same way - if you could have a do-over? He shook his head - no, he wouldn't. But he would want the outcome to be almost the same as it had been - maybe with a bit more glory and money. I reminded him that if he wouldn't have had his addictions, he would have had more of the glory & money like his friends. He laughed and said - but I wouldn't have made people laugh as hard.

Al looked at me - really gave me a stare - if you know what I mean -- and I asked what he was doing? He replied that everything was going to be okay for me - that it was all working out as it should. I nodded. I asked Al that if I ever saw him in the physical world if he would know who I was. He sat for a minute -- and replied probably not. But you would peak my interest and I would want to know more about you. So eventually I would put two and two together. He told me to be ready for that - to brace myself for running into people that I've known and/or helped in this lifetime and before. Many people are going to want to talk to me without knowing why - and it will bother them on why they want to talk to you - but they will anyways. And as time goes on their fear will subside and they will be happy to speak with you without fear or hesitation. This includes Will you know - and Bill and Ted. I laughed and said - of course it does - kind of hard to separate me from them and visa versa. Al kissed me on the forehead and said it was great to see me again.

Then I woke up.

Saturday night I had a dream visit about Bill (he was also in a separate dream visit that night that I don't remember though), in the mail I received an announcement card with his business name on it (I think -- or maybe from one of his "people"). It was a light blue card in a light blue envelope.

When I took the card out of the envelope, in the center was printed "Congratulations". Of to the left was two stick figures (a man & a woman) holding hands. Under the couple it said "Bill and Allie forever", under that was signed "his initials and a little doodle". I recognized it as his handwriting and his favorite black Sharpe markers that he wrote with.

I was on the phone with his assistant and she said she didn't mail it - so it couldn't of come from Bill. I told her that he's a big boy and probably mailed it on his own - after all, he tends to do things when he wants to in his own special way. I was so elated to be holding this card in my hand -- so very happy that I finally had a sign that he "gets it".

I woke up with a smile on my face.

When Bill is around me more - he is around Tracey as well. I emailed her and asked "How's Bill" without telling her about my experiences - and she had plenty to say about him - lol. He must be in between creative projects or maybe is starting on one. But I'm glad he's back more often.

I had another dream visit Thursday night with this Hispanic male and it dealt with sex and condoms:) I'll write more about it in the OBE sex blog when I have a chance. But for now it's time to make dinner:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)