Bill, Will and Vincent!

I have a headache. I think it's from the lack of good quality sleep. Once my head hits the pillow I'm out. But it's not a resting sleep. Oh no. I have to keep traveling. The dream visits I had last night seem to be a continuation of the dream where I couldn't find my physical body. There were three of us in a room - I think it was me with Bill and Will -- and our astral bodies were standing over our physical bodies - that were laying on green slabs of rock? Maybe concrete? We couldn't get back into our bodies. We felt so heavy - like lead. I still can feel the panic I felt. None of us knew what to do. We knew that there was someone in another room that wanted something with us. It was important for us to get back into our bodies, so that we could wake up and get the heck out of there. Bill and Will were arguing on what to do. I kept trying to tell them that if we worked together we'd all get back in. But they wouldn't listen. They were both too wrapped up in being "right". I was so frustrated that I screamed and screamed until I woke up. I then laid there pissed off. Damn those two. I just know that this is going to come back again and again until we get back into our bodies.

Last night I also heard Iris talk about Vincent again and how he's supposed to be the one. I asked her to stop talking about him. If it was that dang important for him to be in my life - then he'll get here - but I'm not going out of my way. She'd tried telling me that I have to go out of the way. Something about me being the light and all. SIGH. I'm not sure what to think about all this. I know that whenever I get a reading from someone - they always pick up on Vincent. Always. But then they can't tell if it's actually supposed to be Vincent or someone who is like Vincent. I'm open to whomever the universe sends me.

I got my Census 2010 in the mail today. In big bold letters it says "Your Response Is Required By Law." Oh really? What's going to happen if I don't return it? Is the gov't going to spend more of our tax dollars on the Census police? I just shake my head.

There have been some strange happenings going on here while I'm wide awake. I don't know if you remember a year or two ago, I would have a black mist/energy/spirit show up in my office. Same thing again. But this time with the shadow - I also have flashes of light. Everything is right in the corner of my eye - I look - and it's gone. It happens all over my house - but in my office it's the worse. I'm not scared or anything - I just wonder who it is - and what do they want?

Gimli has been seeing a ghost in my neighbor's house. Gimli will sit outside of Bob's house and just wag his tail like crazy looking at his house. He paces - barks - looks around the side of the house -- all when Bob isn't home. I think that it kind of freaks Gimli out because I've had a hell of a time getting that dog to go outside to the bathroom. He just stands and stares at the house.

Time to get ready for bed. I'm exhausted.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Little of This and A Bunch of That!

No -- you're not imagining things. This is really a post by yours truly. You guys are so sweet to have missed me. I can't tell you how many emails I have received asking me when I was going to post again. It really is nice to be missed.

I have to switch this from Blogger to Wordpress by my birthday (May 2nd). Someone don't let me forget:) Email me by April 15th and remind me. I'd greatly appreciate it.

As you all  can imagine - A LOT has happened since my last post. So go grab a cup of java, tea or a glass of wine and come back to read.

Brodie died Jan 7th. It broke my heart. His nose had started to bleed more the day before and I couldn't stop it. I knew something was coming. He needed to go outside to the bathroom. He went and then immediately had a stroke. It was horrible - just heart breaking. The tumor had pushed through to his brain. Oh the pain he must of felt. Thank God my neighbor Bob was home (who Brodie adored more than anyone). Thank God through my sobbing he knew what I needed. He helped me carry Brodie to the car - not easy seeing it was 100 lbs of dead weight. Bob had a hard time saying good bye so I could drive off. By the time I finally got him into the vet - his passing was quick and painless. Everyone at the vet loved Brodie and all stopped what they were doing to be there when he passed. I miss that dog so much. But seeing how protective he was in life (he chased away two bible thumpers 15 min before his stroke) I'm sure he's still close by. Gimli had a very difficult time with Brodie's passing. Countless hours were spent outside looking for his friend.

Gimli is doing fine now - he's turning into a good dog. He still eats things he shouldn't - but he's left my couch, carpet and table alone.

School is kicking my butt. Social Psych and Sign Lang 2 are going great. Stats hurts my brain (but I think I have a B in  there) and Ethics is killing me. I'm doing piss poor in that class - but so is most students. That class may ruin my dean's list for this semester. I'm still part of a research team at school and I like doing this. I discovered that I won't be able to graduate till May 2011 instead of Dec 2010. I have 2 classes that I can't fit in - 7 classes in a semester is a recipe for disaster.

I don't know if I mentioned that I was going to get my certification in sex coaching. Even though I have been ding it awhile - I thought it would be nice to be certified. This is going well. I love learning about this - educational and fun:)

I had a part time job and lost that same part time job. They are trying to talk me out of quitting - which is nice. But I don't think I do well as a follower. I also though to myself -- is this the best use of my time? No. I love to help people - period. This job wasn't even close to it. So I told myself that if I dedicated x hours a day to that job. Then I could do the same back at Gypsyadvice and Keen. That's what I'm doing.

After I post this -- I'll be doing the podcast and the OBE blog. I know - shocking:) I do have some surprises coming up for the OBE site that I'm excited to implement. When it's ready I'll let you know.

It's a shame I wasn't betting in an Oscar pool last night - I got them all right but the winner for editing and short film:) Speaking of which - screenwriting has taken a back burner. I honestly don't want it on the back burner - even though I guess I can't write believable dialogue to save my life. I think I'll take a break from rejection for a bit. I'll keep rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE when I have time. This is a must-do script.

I wanted the movie AMAZING GRACE over the weekend. This is a song that I always sing and I have no clue as to the why. So I'm watching this movie and it brought up a whole range of emotions that make me think WTF? As I kept feeling these strange emotions - esp when I watched the main character William and his wife Barbara - I kept thinking that dang, William is someone who I would be attracted to - why can't I find someone like that? Then Bill's face popped up. I thought - yeah, he's a lot like Bill. But Bills face wouldn't leave. So I thought again WTF? The it was like Iris hit me on the head -- you big dummy, Bill was William in a past life -and I guess that made me Barbara. Ahhhh....then it dawned on me - lol. But Iris quickly jumped in and said that the real William and Barbara were not exactly how they were portrayed in the movie (gee - hollywood taking a creative license about a true story - I'm shocked). At some point in time I have to read more about William and Barbara.

Bill has been around a lot. He never really wants anything - just to show that he's here. He's in my dreams too. Every night without fail.

Someone else is in my dreams every night - but I can't make out who they are. The set up though is always the same. He's wealthy - lives with his wealthy parents. The house is modern, well kept with modern furnishings. There is a huge wall of windows that overlooks the ocean. I'm friends with his parents but his father wouldn't approve of our relationship (or would at least have a hard time) and he's sick - so we can't approach him with our situation. He has cancer. This guys bedroom has a really big bed with a red comforter. A couch is in from of the bed with a flat screen TV. Not a lot of clutter is on the dressers. The adjourning bathroom is huge and marble (plus very tidy). He likes to sleep on the same side of the bed I do (if you're looking down at the bed from the foot - it's the right side) but I don't mind sleeping on the left side. They have a dog - I think it's a yellow lab like Gimli. I have no idea why I keep showing up here and who these people are. But I'd like to find out.

I'm going to be at the Universal Light Expo again this October. The topic of my workshop will be Sexual Energy:)

My son is doing ok back in public school. He's had some bumps - but overall he's well.

I keep catching a spirit or maybe an astral body floating around at all hours of the day/night. I'm thinking this is either Bill or Will - maybe Vincent. All the guys are still around - I find myself being drawn into thinking about them. But I don't allow the connection to last very long.

Because I don't allow the connection to last - I don't get the full benefit of being connected to them. I'm not talking about sex here - but the benefit of their energy - their love. I miss that closeness. But I also do not want to get sucked in (so to speak)- I have too much to do.

I know there's more to talk about - there has to be. But I'm out time if I'm going to do the podcast. So I'm going to boggie out.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ranting, Bill And A Visit From Grams P!

I'm on another rant - oh yes I am. What is it with these readers/psychics charging up to $39.99 a minute for their service? I kid you not -- $39.99 per minute! That's $2399.40 an hour -- an hour! I thought my previous WTF was outrageous at $20.00/minute. SIGH. I'm not sure what baffles me more - the balls of the readers/psychics to think they're worth that much or the clients need to pay them big bucks for peace of mind.

I've found myself completely unmotivated to do anything. Absolutely nothing interests me. I'm working on changing that as I can't stand just sitting here.

Gram P stopped by to say hi to my son and I. Lights all over the place were flickering - it was rather cool - my own light show. I'm glad she and I decided on this signal before she passed on. I've also been getting visits from my deceased friend Dave. The ex fireman is kind enough to make the smoke detector go off when he says hi. He really has to quit stopping by at 5:00 am. I know he gets a kick out of waking me up!

Bill stopped by last night for a dream visit. We were (of course) in a library. Very tall, deep dark wood bookcases lined the walls. Brass trim - big red leather chairs to sit in. He and I were discussing my college classes. I told him how I've been doing - he said he knew how well my classes went and that he was proud of me. I couldn't understand how he knew my grades. He smiled and said: Have you forgotten our connection? I always know what you're thinking. He turned around, grabbed a book and headed to another floor. I found him later in a corner chair with headphones on reading a book. I decided not to disturb him.

Off to go watch a movie with my son!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Play Catch Up!

The last full day of President "Dick Wad" Bush. I am soooooo relieved!! I cannot wait to see Obama swore in tomorrow. I hope that my son's school will have all the children in the gm to see this happen. Luckily for me, it'll be online:) I've been warning people in their readings that the man will not be able to fix things overnight. It'll take at least a year before things start to really change in a positive direction. By late July - August we'll notice a slight change, but for most it won't be a whole lot to write home about. This Feb - May we'll hit rock bottom - so we haven't seen the worst yet. That's important to remember that the worst will happen after he takes office - but it's' not because of him.

There are so many psychics and readers who are taking advantage of people during this tough time. Again - Live Person and Keen -- they are charging anywhere from $6.99 up - I've seen as high as $25.00 a minute!! I cannot believe that these people can feel good about themselves at night - not the ones charging and not the ones paying. As long as someone will pay that high price - greed will charge it. Hell - I'm raising my price to $2.49/minute and I feel guilty about it. I know I shouldn't - but I do. The only reason I'm doing so is that the readings from the web site have dropped off significantly. I'm just about caught up from the craziness of Dec - but once I am -- that's that.

I brought Little Black Kitty into the office. I couldn't help it. Last week the low was - 25 and I was worried he wouldn't live. So he and his upper resp infection are in my office. He's much older than I thought he was - maybe 10 or so. And he is a lover. This cat is a lap cat to the max. No worries - he is kept away from all other cats. All but Samantha that is. She ran in here last week (she just had to see why the door was closed) - saw LBK and about had a heart attack. He didn't attack her - but instead it was love at first sight (he's not fixed). So after I got her out (without him screwing her) he now sits at the door when he's not sleeping and cries for his little Sam. Before seeing her - he didn't cry at all. But then again - before the vaporizers and aromatherapy, I don't think that cat could meow at all :( I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't afford to take him to the vet. I put him outside and he just sits at the front door meowing.....so until I decide what to do - he's stuck in my office.

I didn't reach my goal of writing the script in a week. Between getting sick on Thursday and my son off from school from Thursday (weather) till today (MLK Day), I haven't had much peace to write - or when I was awake to write. Getting sick knocked me out. I'm not one to nap - but I sure did Thur and Fri! I will continue to write this week. I'm 1/2 way done - so fingers crossed!

I did work out the problem with my podcast and iTunes. It was Hipcast - I hit a setting I shouldn't of. Now it's all fixed - no thanks to any of them.

During my son's 5 days off - I have decreased my coffee from 8 cups to 6 cups a day. So for me - two full mugs. Then I drink two cups of green tea and I seem to be okay. Not too many headaches.

We have had many spirits visit us the last couple of days. The cats have been looking off into space - the dog is acting crazy and my son keeps asking me if I felt that:) No one has been a pain, but they have been observant.

I woke up a few interesting ways the past few days. This morning I fell into my body - same as the day before. Two days earlier instead of falling in, I slid in. It was so odd - I was running towards my body, I dropped on my stomach and on the way to my body I turned to my side and curled like I was sleeping. I slid right in. When I woke up from this one my 1st thought was that I was going to slide off the bed. The dreams themselves though - I have no idea. All I know is that I was busy and I remember a school.

If I had cable - it would be 2 days till LOST and SAWYER! Whoo Hoo! But since I am cableless - will have to watch online Thursday morning!

Back to work I go. I hope everyone has a great week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Indy, My Son And BT!

My son was so funny last night - I had to keep waking him up (at his insistence) to let him know when the votes changed for Obama or McCain. He was one happy camper (and so was I) when I told him who won.

Indy's pitter pattering continue here at the Allie household - and not only do my son and I hear it - but so do the people who stop over. It's nice to know he's right here keeping an eye on us. Too bad he can't tell Brodie when someone is approaching - Indy was the ears of the dog operation (while Brodie is the muscle). Indy would let Brodie know when someone was a mile or so away and start barking. Now you almost have to be on top of Brodie to have him hear you.

Brodie's congestion is still there and it hasn't gotten worse. Samantha's tooth on the other hand has - and I'm not sure how much longer the antibiotics will work until her body became immune to them. Let's hope it's awhile.

I woke up with an urgency to finish BT. So that's what I'm aiming to do this week. As you know - when I'm in super write mode - the blogs and the column usually lack updates. So don't be surprised if you don't hear from me until Monday.

Still really no sleep - still plenty of headaches. Looking forward to when this shift occurs so I can get some much needed snooze time! Maybe the shift will happen when BT is done? Still no word on my other shows - sometimes no news is good news.

And on that note I have to run. Having lunch with my son at school- and then it's back again later for parent-teacher conferences. Fingers crossed his teacher says good things about him!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, A Mischievous Spirit And The ULE!

I don't know if you noticed or not - but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today (and still won't be since it ends at 3:00). They're on the road in Salem and it's difficult to have call ins. So listen for me next week!

So you WANT more Vincent ramblings? You guys are great! Either that or really - really bored:) I'm not sure when I'll get to it because I'm finally jamming on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. I was having a hard time there for the last week - just wasn't into it. But after Vincent's dream visit last night - he must of jarred loose whatever was stuck - too bad I can't remember what he said.

What I do remember is that he and I were spending the night in some house - but in separate bedrooms. I was dead tired and trying to sleep - he was wired and kept coming into my room. He'd shake me to make sure I was awake - sit on the edge of the bed and just yammer on. About what you ask? About the excitement of each of us having change in our lives. He kept saying that I've got something big coming up -- and so does he -- and the actions will be freeing to both of us. On and on about how excited he is and will be once we meet. He really was bouncing around like an ADHD kid. Finally I said that if he doesn't let me sleep I'm going to take him down regardless of his size. He bounced in saying - you're going to go down on me regardless of my size?

NOOOOOOO I screamed. Now out - out! He dashed over - covered my face in kisses and out he went. I woke up thinking - what the hell was all of that? Laughed to myself and went back to sleep.

But since I am making headway with BT - you know what suffers - the column and the blogs. I'll try to keep up with some of it -- but this script really has to get done before the ULE next weekend in Columbus OH. Speaking of the ULE - if any of you are going to be there let me know and maybe we can meet out for dinner or lunch. During the expo I never eat - so if I have someone to go eat with - then I will eat something. Besides - if you show up you can meet my friend Kal who helps me out every year. She's Kal, I'm Al and most people who visit my booth either think we're sisters or lesbian lovers. LOL. Oh - and even though it's not advertised - I can give readings at my booth (#894):)

Last night my office door closed on me. There was no wind - the windows were closed. I opened back up and just said - stop it. That's when I heard my bedroom door start to close - I put my hand on it to stop and I could feel pressure on the door. This time I said - Hi David -- don't freak out the animals and you know I'm spooked now anyways (I had been mulling over this horror story I want to write after BT and it scares the crap out of me as is). So the door was left alone. I let the dogs out for one last time (it was close to midnight) - we came in and all of the animals were in the kitchen with me - all 6 of them. When all of a sudden I felt a chill. As SOON as that happened -the animals scattered like their lives depended on it. I thought to myself -- nice, and I'm the one who feeds you.

So I said out loud: Unless you want me to banish your ass to an earthbound hell - I'd advise you to go NOW. I waited for a few seconds and added: And leave my animals alone!

That wasn't David or Heath - or anyone evil -- I figured it out after he left - it was my Uncle Wally. That jokester died back in 1985. I don't think he'll freak the animals again on purpose.

I added the Empowerment Classes for October: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm with 2 new ones: Gypsy Healing and Metaphysical Business.

I also added a new MINI FS MP3 reading: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_advice.htm

Did you notice that some ass hacked the site last night? Luckily I had it fixed in a jiffy!

Okay - back to writing I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Jezell, Faith And My Reality!

I wanted to talk to Jezell this morning. I could feel her hanging around on the outskirts of my energy field. My bet is that she knew I was troubled by the comments made yesterday by Bill and Will in regards to divorcing my husband. It's one thing if two people do not get along and decide that they need to go their separate ways or if one is tired of trying to make it work and the other just is not interested -- or even if they have just outgrown one another. But to be told that this has to be done in order to get to the next step didn't sit right with me. Maybe because I don't like being told what I should or should not do. Of course - I do keep asking what is coming up next. In a way this could be viewed as me wanting someone to tell me what to do. But, what it is meant to be is me asking for what the next level or step is - and then me coming up with the path to take to get there. I'm a girl who likes options.

I find Jezell at the meadow. She has a certain spark to her eyes, I don't know, but it's kind of mischievous, yet soothing. We exchange hellos and stroll around the meadow, which is this realm is sunny and in full bloom. She asks how I'm doing after my talk with Bill and Will. I reply that she knows I was not happy with it and I ask - were they right? Is that what really has to happen or where they putting their own personal agenda in there? And what's wrong with Ted - is what they say true about him?

In your heart you know it's true about Ted. He misses you. He yearns every day for you. But how he deals with that it up to him, not you. His life choices are his choice - not yours. Your relationship with your husband has no baring on the next step. What will happen with you two is already set into motion and it is not of your concern. Well, I would think that it should be of my concern - after all it does affect my life and my son's. Jezell nods - correct. But what is in motion cannot be stopped by you or by anyone else on the earthly plane. What is to be is to be. Concern yourself with only the things that are within your control.

That doesn't seem to be much - I add. Oh, there's more than you think that is in your control. For instance - your last book could have been done last year. But it wasn't. You could have had your book done on Kyra as well as the book on your gypsy holocaust story. But no. The time that was given to you, in your control,was spent doing something else. Your reactions to your husband or to any of the men are within your control. How they respond is not up to you. Your health, your spirituality - is all within your control. If it pertains to you -- have control over it. So you see, there are many things in your control.

Nothing like a guide to put things into perspective. Jezell laughs - I'm just doing my job. Speaking of which, when are you going to get that last book done? That really is what the hold up is in your life, the limbo you feel, it's that book. Is that why Robert was pushing me so hard last year to get them done? Jezell nods in agreement. You need to stop fearing what comes next and accept it. You always tell people that change is inevitable and that one should embrace it. Time you lived what you preached.

I stop by this wonderful oak tree and have a seat. But what if I'm no good at it? What if I let people down? Jezell sits next to me. You were born for this -- the path you are on is your human shell's destiny and the final mission of your soul before you become a guide. You have more strength in your pinky finger Allie, then most people have in their entire body. You can move mountains if you wanted to -- but you have to have the faith that you can. No one can give that faith to you.

All I can do is to stare off into space. My mind is blank and I am actually speechless.

She takes my hand and moves my head so that I am looking at her. Remember when you first discovered Bill? Yes. That shook your world didn't it? Yes it did. It changed everything that I was brought up to believe. But, Jezell says, you had faith that what you knew was the truth, regardless of what anyone said or your past beliefs. That's correct, I reply.

The same with Ted and then lastly Will - you know in your soul that it is truth - you have the faith - correct? I nod in agreement. Then your mission in this lifetime demands no less show of faith than what you have had in regards to your soul mates and soul circle. Once you accept your role, you will know it is the truth and then your faith will reflect that. In turn, your reality will reflect your faith. You know what you say about thought. Yes, I reply, it is something that I firmly believe in.

You know why you refuse to be told what to do? Because you are a leader, not a follower. Even the greatest of leaders have doubts about their abilities when they allow their human minds and ego to cloud their soul's judgment.

You know what needs to be done. Jezell kisses me on top the head and disappears.

And I'm done.

Time to get to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spirits, Merlin, Power And Astral Travel!

I have been trying since this morning to do my podcast. But the spirits that are in my room just will not leave. They are really screwing with the recording equipment and my head -- I have a killer of a headache. I've asked if they want something and nothing is said. I have left on the recording equipment to see what it can pick up. I do not have the fine tuning equipment needed to hone in on something. When I listen back I hear different levels of that humming sound and intermitted with static. So I'll try one more time before I pick up my son -- if it is still too much it will either have to go as is or wait until tomorrow.

BTW...between the paranormal being in my office and the cold weather -- I am freezing here! My personal heater is cranked, I'm in layers and I still shiver. Grrrrr.....

Speaking of paranormal, it reminds me of orbs. When my husband and I took our son to the "Polar Express", we took a bunch of pictures...and many of them have orbs in it! Not since last Christmas has my camera picked up orbs around me and my son. It's really very cool. I wonder if this Christmas will bring them out once again? I guess we'll see!

That darn podcast is bugging me. I'm going to go record it regardless - and I'll be right back...

Okay, I recorded the podcast with that dang buzzing noise all the way through!

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I have been working on improving my thought process. It is important to me that I have my inner thoughts reflect the life I want to lead. No more are negative thoughts allowed to enter my mind. When they do, I immediately acknowledge that thought and the emotions associated with it -- and whisk it away. In its place I bring in a positive thought. This is not an easy process - but it has been an eye open for me to realize how many negative thoughts flitter through my mind on any given day. They seem to spring out of no where and just take up space as one bad thought attracts another and so forth. But this also applies to positive thoughts -- like attracts like. I'm retraining my mind. You should give it a try!

I'm looking forward to being on, A GLIMPSE THROUGH THE VEIL WITH GABREAEL, come Wednesday. She and I will be discussing astral travel and astral sex from 9 - 10 pm EST. Listen in: http://www.easternparanormal.com/Paranormal_Radio_Show_A_Gli.html. If you remember, Gabreael is someone who I've had multiple readings with over the last couple of years. She's a great gal and very insightful!

Merlin has been wanting to talk with me again. I can hear him calling my name.....

I am underwater...I break the surface and I can see a cave a short distance away. I swim to it. The water I find is rather warm, strange as the air is very cool. I stay in the water into deep inside the cave and get out. There is a towel for me to dry off. I do and proceed up a staircase carved from stone. This staircase is circular. I wind up in Merlin's magical room (for lack of a better title), the same place I was at last time. He greets me and asks if I would like any tea. I say no, I have coffee waiting for me back at home. I ask why he summoned me??

You are making good strides. Finally, you have accepted your gifts and have proceeded towards your destiny. Have you noticed that things are more positive, more centered? Yes I reply -- but I have also noticed that more spirits are coming into my office - making it hard for me to work. It's your power Merlin says. If you do not want them in at certain times, you have to learn how to create a barrier. But I know how to do a barrier. Not one strong enough -- now that you have accept who you are and your path, your power has grown making more spirits come to you for advice. You have to build a stronger wall. Is there something that I have to do that I have not done? Yes -- your two windows are protected with the crystals - but your door is not. You must place a crystal in your doorway.

Okay - I will do that tonight. Good - Merlin says. Next what you have to do is to keep working on your thought process and add back in your energy exercises. Adapt them to better serve you. There is no need for me to tell you how -- follow your instinct. Merlin grabs my hand and traces a triangle on my palm. Now go back and continue to work, Merlin says.

And that's it.

Now my left hand is tingly and very hot. I can feel an great deal of energy in that hand -- which is traveling through my body to my right hand. Not both hands are red and burning up. Very interesting indeed. I wonder what doors this will open up?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)