Stone Magic, Blue Moon And HNE!

Happy New Year (HNE) everyone!

Can you beleive that in a few short hours it's 2010? I can't. My son will be 10 this year - 10! A double-digit tween. God help me:)

Tonight's an extra special NYE. Why? Because it's "Once in a Blue Moon" New Year's Eve - that's why! For those of you who don't know - a Blue Moon happens when 1 month gets 2 full moons. This normally takes place once every 2 years. For a Blue Moon to fall on a NYE happens once every 19 years!!

So if there's a night to make a wish - this is it. But be careful with your wish as Mercury is still in Retrograde. Be very clear and concise in what you are wishing for:)

I remind you guys every year to do this - this year is no excecption:

New Year's Stone - At sunrise on the morning of the new year, go outside and find the largest stone you can carry. Take this back to your house and put it in a place of prominence. If you keep the stone in your house for a year, it will be one filled with prosperity. Replace the stone every year.

Time to go get ready for tonight's party.

May all of you have a prosperous 2010 full of love, peace and abundance!

Be safe everyone!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Dreams And Changes!

Grab a drink and maybe a snack -- this one is long...

Wow - change is in the air - can you feel it? I know can! I have been a busy person for the last several weeks -- I think that this is the longest I've ever gone without posting. Sorry about that! I'll try to do better but I can't promise anything:)

For those of you born in the 60's or early 70's - can you feel the Saturn Uranus Opposition just kicking your tush? The tug away between structure and breaking free is especially intense for those in their late 30's and 40's. The dates of the tug a war are: Nov 4, 2008 - Feb 5, 2009 - Sept 15, 2009 - Apr 26, 2010 and July 26, 2010. With each occurrence pushing us closer to following our soul's path. This isn't much of a choice here - things will happen around you to push you. I talked about this in Monday's podcast --- no wonder I can't sleep:) Falling asleep isn't the problem - the constant dreams are starting to be.

Even when I ask for a break - I'm not getting it. This always means some major is coming up. My dreams - what I can remember of them (I'm honestly trying to forget so I can sleep which I think is making it worse) have either Bill, Ted or my son in them. Every night all 3 show up - normally in different dream visits - although Bill and Ted do show up occasionally. The last couple of days ex #2 has been showing back up. I think that I'm being pulled in his dreams. They all involve me and him getting back together - but not as a married couple. This last one he moves back into the house- but that's only because he has no where else to go. I move my office into my room so he can have the office. I remember this really ill feeling I had in my stomach at the thought of him living here. I woke myself up. Ex #1 showed up last week several times. The dream visits with him would dip into the romantic/sexual aspect. After the last dream visit last week - I put up my protection so that he would not get back in. I told my guides in no uncertain terms that I wasn't heading back into ex #2 dreams either. I have no idea why either one of them would be bothering me now. Maybe they drank out of the same water source?

Bill has been everywhere I looked. No matter what I've been doing - he pops into my mind. Or I see a picture that reminds me of him. With Bill, I can feel him figuring things out between us. In past dreams he has said that he got it - the connection - but that over thinking mind of his is still trying to put every piece in its place. Plus his soul and his guides are trying to send him down the correct path without him thinking it to death. On top of all this his emotions are all over the board. He's very sensitive. I feel sorry for anyone who pisses him off right now.

I have some good news to tell you in 2 weeks. But I can't tell you till then :):)

In other news -- I'm going back to college. I know - what a shocker? But it's true. When I left in 1996 I was finishing my junior year in Bus Admin. Going back I may be a senior to start - but now my major is Psychology. After graduation - Masters in Marriage & Family Counseling -- and if that much schooling hasn't killed me - Doctorate in Sexual Health. Yes - I'm going to be a sex therapist. That clicked in last week. Since then - things have been going much better. Not fabo - but better. Told me ex #2 - he laughed at me - ass hole. But that's ok - it'll just push me harder to prove him wrong. So during the day I'll home school my son - at night - college. Somewhere in there I'll fit in homework, housework and oh yeah - work. I opted out of the traditional foreign langue requirement and am instead taking Sign Language. The hearing impaired have sexual and marriage problems too - I bet it can get frustrating to go to a hearing person's therapy.

My son thought it was great that I'm going back to school. He is going to love to see his mom do homework:) I'll be back up at The University of Akron. My son did have a mini cow and worry that I wouldn't be writing scripts any longer. I told him - never you fear - I have to write like you have to play with your Hot Wheels. He liked that idea. Besides - just got a new idea for a TV show I have to write:) But 1st I have to finish a couple of other rewrites.

This is the 3rd day in a row that I've forced myself to go on Keen:) I figure if I keep forcing, it'll be a habit. If anyone wants some free minutes - email me.

I have this wonderful stone spirit called Wulfenite. It's not as flashy as the rest of my stones, so it normally doesn't get a lot of attention (since I overlook it). But lately it's been calling out. What this stone promotes is the acceptance of the existence of the negative aspects that exist in this crazy -mixed-up world in order to allow one to recognize issues and not allow roadblock to stop or slow down progress. It also helps on to continue on in spite of potential limitations. And yes - it came to my attention last week. So it's no surprise that I'm going back to school. This little gem also allows one to transition between the physical plane to the psychic and astral planes with a quickness. It's been wanting to go with me into my bedroom - but I don't sleep as it is. I'm afraid to see how much dreaming I'll do with it. But I may try -- just to see. In fact, I just went and put in my bedroom.

What else can this puppy do? It can help to bring forth the knowledge and skills needed for white magic. It promotes contact with the spiritual world in the form one manifests; to allow the attunement to those of ancient civilizations (in my case - Atlantis), to those of the near distant past or those of future worlds. It makes a strong connection and attunement to higher dimensions. It also stimulates a bonding between souls who are in the Earth plane and have agreed to meet again during this life time (hear me Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent)?

My guides also had me change my 3 stone pendant. Now it has Herkimer Diamond, Tektite and Moldavite. Now with the HD - I have 2 HD that were joined at one time. A larger one and then a smaller one that attached to the side. The larger one is for Bill - the smaller one is mine. Instead of putting the one that is mine in the pendant - my guides told me to put Bill's in. The HD has a ton of helpful properties. But the jest of it is: helps one to begin again in this lifetime,,, assists one in clearing the body-mind system of unconscious fears and repressions, allowing for total relaxation and expansion of the life energy. .. known as a stone of attunement.... stimulates clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities...it also facilitates and strengthens telepathic connections. What else is nice about this stone is that you can store information into this stone before you give it to another. Maybe I'm supposed to wear it now so that it stores my energy in it before I give it to Bill?

Tektite has a ton of helpful attributes as well. It's rather cool that it is from outer space:) It is said to a charm of great power, as well as bring wealth and fertility to it's owner. It provides one with encouragement to gather knowledge. It helps to sweep away any lasting impressions of undesirable experiences and holds onto lasting impressions of desirable experiences. Tektite balances the feminine and masculine properties of ones character. It also acts to strengthen ones energy field and to provide for increased contact during daily activities. It accelerates thought transmissions within the physical realm and between the physical realm and the location of origination of the stone. Using tektite can also draw one to another, or another to one, due to information provided during transmissions, or due to an attraction which is recognized by others who have the same transmission frequencies aligned in the ethereal body (me, Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent again).

Now Moldavite is a form of tektite as it is also from space. But this is considered a "gem quality" stone of ET origin. This is a powerful stone - one full of energy and purpose. It stimulates cooperation with those of ET's origin with those on Earth. It carries one beyond the physcial reality to a home that has long been forgotten - absent from the conscious mind - as it provides the visions of eternality and the energy to translate the visions into reality. It facilities strong, clear, and direct interdimensional interconnected-mess between ones consciousness and the higher planes of light. It expands the scope of vibrational energy/dimensions which one can approach, while allowing an easier path to those dimensions one has already been to. One will see more clearly and will see with an expansion of vision. it works well with the third-eye, throat charka and the crown chakra.

I have no idea what my guides have planned for me with this stone combination. But my intuition is telling me it's about connecting with Bill in the physical realm. He was the key that unlocked all of this - the dreams, soul mates, OBE, soul clusters - the whole kit and caboodle. He's the reason I started this blog. To be able to sit down and talk to him about everything would be a dream come true. I don't want anything from him but a nice long conversation. I'm just dying to compare notes:)

My mother almost died the other day - or should I say she should of died. But my grams had her back. She was traveling along 77 in Akron - during a busy time - when the SUV in front of her hit something - it flew into the air and scooped up under her car. She smelled something burning and was able to pull over to the right (this is a section of the highway where the on/off ramps are too short and normally cars are on it moving at a high speed). She tried to go somewhere - but the smell of tire rubber was too great. An hour later a tow truck picked up the car. Fast forward - the mechanic calls her in (my sister takes her to the garage)...he shows her what went under her car - a tire wedge that truckers use behind their wheels when they are pulled over or stopped for the night. It flew under her car and wedged itself in-between my mom's front driver's side tired and the tire well. What SHOULD of happened is the car would of stopped immediately (when she was going 65), flipped up in the air and rolled a few times. This would have caused the heavy traffic behind her to slam into her - causing more death and injury. It costs her $12.50 to get her car fixed. It wasn't her time to die. For that I am very grateful.

I think I MAY have figured out what type if disorder effects my son. It's called Sensory Integration Disorder (http://www.spdfoundation.net/).

"SPD can affect people in only one sense–for example, just touch or just sight or just movement–or in multiple senses. One person with SPD may over-respond to sensation and find clothing, physical contact, light, sound, food, or other sensory input to be unbearable. Another might under-respond and show little or no reaction to stimulation, even pain or extreme hot and cold. In children whose sensory processing of messages from the muscles and joints is impaired, posture and motor skills can be affected. These are the "floppy babies" who worry new parents and the kids who get called "klutz" and "spaz" on the playground. Still other children exhibit an appetite for sensation that is in perpetual overdrive. These kids often are misdiagnosed - and inappropriately medicated - for ADHD.

SPD is most commonly diagnosed in children, but people who reach adulthood without treatment also experience symptoms and continue to be affected by their inability to accurately and appropriately interpret sensory messages.

These "sensational adults" may have difficulty performing routines and activities involved in work, close relationships, and recreation. Because adults with SPD have struggled for most of their lives, they may also experience depression, underachievement, social isolation, and/or other secondary effects.

Sadly, misdiagnosis is common because many health care professionals are not trained to recognize sensory issues. The SPD Foundation is dedicated to researching these issues, educating the public and professionals about their symptoms and treatment, and advocating for those who live with Sensory Processing Disorder and sensory challenges associated with other conditions."

My kid is in overdirve 24/7 and has been misdiagnosised with ADHD. But - of course - I cannot find anyone in my area who I can take him to. The place in Stow Ohio doesn't exist any more and all other places are 1 1/2 hrs. + away. So I don't know what in the heck I'm going to do - but I have to do something.

I found this great place called: Day Spa For The Mind. From their site:
"Day Spa for the Mind is an online space where you can relax, unwind, and clear your mind to make room for positive change in your life. We all have busy lives and the thought of meditation or personal development, even though we all know the benefits, can seem all too daunting.

Day Spa for the Mind combines meditation techniques, hypnotherapy and guided visualization to help relieve stress, create deep relaxation and focus your mind towards attracting wealth, love, creativity, motivation, and inner peace."

I opened an account. Thus far I really like it. Try out their 10 min sample and see for yourself.

I'm sure I have typos in this entry - I'm tired. If you want, point them out, just don't be too rude about it please:)

For those of you that I owe email to - I know I do. I'm doing the best I can. I'm hoping to be caught up by the time I hit 42.

What else is happening -- I know there's more - but right now I'm brain dead so I think I'll stop and get some shut-eye.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Lighthouse, My Prosperity Grid And Empowerment Classes!

Boy this week has been busy - just trying to get caught up has been a chore and a half! I'm heading outside today to give my yard some much needed TLC! It's in such a state of overgrowth. It's supposed to be sunny and 73 today - just perfect for outside work!

I'm trying something new with my son this week - laying on the stones. He doesn't sit still for very long, so I have been putting off doing it. But his aggressive behavior this morning warranted a try. I had him lie down - with a crystal point about his head pointing down: and a stone on each chakra: amethyst, azurite, emerald, citrine, honey calcite and a ruby - with another crystal point at his feet pointing down. He said immediately that he could feel like a burning from his head all the way down to his feet along the chakra line. He actually laid there for 15 min (I was impressed it was that long) and when I took the stones off, the ones at the brow, throat and heart were very warm to touch. He felt the most activity in his brow chakra, At 1st I had a purple fluorite there - but it was too strong and was giving him a headache - so I grabbed the amethyst and did a switch. I want to get a couple of big amethyst's for his room. I have tried to get him to wear one or to put it in his pocket - but he loses them all.

I'm going to do this with him once a day for while and see what happens. I also have to remember that no matter what he says or does - I have to control my anger as his energy absorbs it and then all hell breaks loose. I have discovered though, that he has been by dad in a couple of past lives. Hence why he has such a hard time listening to me and doesn't appreciate being "demanded" to do something. Demanded is his word - all I do is ask - and then ask again.

I had a nice chakra grid set up for Will during his healing with Tracey. I took it down this morning. I am very open and willing to communicate and meet/be with the guys on a spiritual level - anytime, anywhere. But as far as me trying to shift their energy so that they make physical contact - I'm done. I'm very firm with the "I'm Done" too -must be the Taurus in me :) They all know where to find me and if they ever want to talk - they know how I can be reached.

So after I took down Will's grid - I decided to do one for me (which is a first). I decided on a prosperity/abundance grid - when I laid them down I focused in on my career. In the middle I have a aventurine heart to represent me, along with a stauroliteutile (fairy cross) and rutile. Around them I have 3 malachite's, 1 emerald, 1 aventurines and 1 aquamarine. Around this I have 9 quartz crystals with the points inward. 3-6-9 are the stones.

I want to get a statue of Aphrodite and one of Brigit. Ever since Amy in NOLA suggest I call Aphrodite in to help me with my life, I have felt her very strong presence around me. Iris suggested that I find a stature in her honor - I told her that was fine, but Brigit deserves one too. She agreed.

I found the lighthouse that has been in my visions with Bill and Ted. I stumbled across it and knew immediately, that this was the one I saw: http://www.gallooislandlighthouse.com/ of course in my visions it is painted, fixed up - etc....but that's it. I about fell over when I came across it. My son and I were talking about lighthouses and he mentioned how he'd love to live in one - well I'd love it too - so I thought I'd look around, just for the hell of it. And wouldn't you know - it's for sale - for $295k. Actually - the whole dang island is for sale too (for something like $17.5 mil) - it would make a GREAT spiritual retreat - the whole island. With the lighthouse being the central point for healing, readings - etc..... Of course my son wants me to buy it right now (the lighthouse, not the island) -- I told him that I don't have the cash right now, but if we are to have it in this life, then we will:)

I have updated the Empowerment eClass page for Sept - new prices and a new class: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm

The sale for Empowerment Coaching ends in 2 weeks. Buy now, use later -- just as long as it is by the end of 2008: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm payment plans are available on all of the coaching plans.

Lastly - I have started an OBE Sex newsletter. It'll be bi-weekly and cover:

- A OBE story not found on the blog.
- New S.ex Position (do-able in both OBE & Physical)
- Sexual Energy Exercise- OBE S.ex Tip

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/obesex/join

Tonight I will be on:

The Unexplained World

From 10:00 pm EDT - 11:00 pm as to talk about OBE sex and guides/angels!

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw

And on that note - outside I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Being A Dork And Busyness!

Sometimes I am such a dork. I know -- hard to believe isn't it? (Ha) But yet, that's what I am. Raisin (the outdoor cat) hasn't wanted to spend much time in this house because Darin keeps beating the snot out of him when I'm not around. I've tried all the keeping away - territorial stuff, but Darin just hates Raisin - it's just that simple. So I found my sons water guns and filled them up. Then (and here's the dorky part) I put on my son's play gun holster and put the water guns in. Yeah I know -- where's my fake sheriffs badge and hat:) So anyways - Darin went after him and I pulled out the guns and doubled gunned him with water. I felt sorry for him -- for an instant. He ran and hid. 10 min later he tried it again - so I got him again. He ran. From that point on every time he saw one of the water guns - he hid. Samantha also was bugging Raisin - but when I squirt her -- she just looks at me as if to say -- is this all you've got? This is the same cat who loves to jump in the shower with me every once in a while - so I should of known it wouldn't phase her - but every other feline - you betcha. So now I have one gun up and one gun downstairs in case I need them.

Is it May 1st yet? I'm hankering to get back to NYC:)

My son this week did as I feared - sucked out my brain power. I love spending time with him - but I'm amazed on how brain-dumped I feel once he goes to bed.

When I have too much to do I get overwhelmed and shut down. That is how it's been this week (plus the kid of course). I have my readings, coaching, classes, blogs, screenplay and OBE book to do next week - on top of the normal household things with animals, a kid and well - a house. I tell myself not to panic - I can do all of this as long as I plan ahead -- I'm a Taurus - I like plans. So I took my calendar, wrote everything down - spread it out -- took a look and laughed at myself. Heck - I figure that I don't sleep anyways....plus I would rather be busy than bored.

As I was doing my schedule for next week - Iris pops up and tells me to get used to it - the busyness of it all. I asked if anything eventually fades away into the background. She says - nope, not supposed to. In fact - she continues - there will be more on a daily basis. you feel crappy when you're not writing and crappy when you're not doing all of your metaphysical help -- so honey face it - you're to do both. You're not given anything you cannot handle as long as you focus. You want to play - you want to have a good time - that's fine by me and everyone else -- but when you sit at that computer - honey you have to focus. You want to drift off to Wills-ville -- do so on your own time, before you go to sleep.

Now I have to say something -- what about fun? Can I have some fun? Sure you can - she says - but there is a time and a place for everything. This is your year to move career wise - you've worked hard to get here - don't back off now. Remember this? She pulls out form behind her back the ruby sphere from my Cleopatra visions. Yes - what about it. Grab your ruby sphere you have in this life and carry it with you. The star ruby that the sphere was made from will help you. And with that she was gone.

I went and found my ruby sphere and I'll keep it with me until she tells me something different.

My son and I keep playing a telepathic guessing game (his idea) where we keep guessing what each other is thinking. It's fun and it helps build the telepathy muscle!

The song "Unforgettable" by Nat Cole keeps going though my head. If I'm so unforgettable to someone I wish they'd do something about it:)

I don't know why this dawned on me - but last year when my ex moved out, it was June 30th, one day before my son's birthday and the anniversary of my grams P death (died in 2001). Two very pivotal endings that opened new doors in my life. I wonder if anything pivotal will happen this June 30th?

I need an agent or manager for my metaphysical dealings. Know of anyone? Or maybe a marketer who specializes (or is knowledgeable about) metaphysical stuff? The person who I had before would just concentrate on Keen - and frankly - I'm not too hip on Keen. I equate cold call readings (meaning someone who gets a reading without an appointment) to a cold sales call. It just doesn't sit right with me no matter how many times I do it. If you know of anyone that could help - let me know!

And on that note - I've got to run and get back to the screenplay!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Powerful Stone Trio, Destiny Markers And Telepathic Connection!

Ahh..the start of Spring Break..my son is in heaven - me, while I love having him around, I swear he's a brain sucker. Are all kids like this? I know at some point in time I had some intelligence, but I swear I can't seem to find it when he's around - or any focus. Okay - I think the focus is just me -- but the brain power sucking out of...yadda...that's him:) So for the next 10 days if I don't make a whole lot of sense (and we're talking worse than normal here) you'll know why.

The guides are after me to change my 3 stone pendant again -- this time to opal, moldavite and faden quartz. I asked what are they trying to do to me - keep me connected to the everything but where I'm at? Iris said - no. It's to give that last boost of power to telepathiclly communicate with Will. I reminded her that the stones I have are too big for a pendant and do I have time to find smaller stones? She said no. So...I proposed that I put my faden, moldavite and opal together and when I telepathic connect with Will I will simple put my left hand on all 3 stones and get that extra boost that way. Her reply - get busy. I grabbed my faden & moldavite from my bedroom and held both in my left hand as I was looking through my stones for the opal. The power with just these two stones gave me an instant headache. Wow - what a combo to hold together! I found the opal and placed all 3 on my desk. My faden is quite large - so the other two fit on it with ease. I put the moldavite directly on the faden and the opal on the moldavite - like it would be had I had these 3 in a pendant.

I placed my left hand over the combo (lightly touching the opal). within 10 seconds I could feel this massive vibration going through my left hand - massive vibe. I concentrated on Will, and it was as if I flipped on the TV and he was right there -- that's how quick it was -- and it was crystal clear. No fuzziness or working to establish a stronger connection. I could see myself go into his mind and work on any blockages that he may still harbor (and there were quite a few). I "blasted" the blockages away, the took a floor broom and swept up the leftovers. I felt his body twitch like a zing of energy went through it -- then that energy went through mine. I took my hand off the stones and closed this intense connection. I didn't have a headache while the connection was there - but afterwards it came back. He's going to have that breakthrough tonight -- I just know it. Something will trigger one present memory, which will trigger another present memory, then another, then another (4 in all) when BAM it all floods to him. As someone who this has happened to 5 times now -- it's overwhelming and takes some time to adjust to.

Speaking of Will - because of our dream sex last night - pineapple will never look (or taste) the same again!

Tonight is a Friday with a full moon so it is perfect for anyone who wants to do a love spell:) Plus it's Good Friday and the day after the Spring Equinox (and the Rosicrucian New Year) - added power just doesn't get any better than this.....

The other night I was talking with one of my clients and I brought up Destiny Markers. We all have certain destinies to reach at specific times of our lives - this is what I call the Destiny Markers. No matter what - we have to end up at certain places in certain time frames. But we have the free will to determine if we take the easy path, hard path or the damn difficult path (otherwise knows as the scenic route). In my life for the most part -- it's all been scenic. That's because I did not pay attention to the signs and listen to my inner voice. I have always known several things about my current life: 1) I'm a writer - to make movies/TV, 2) I'm psychic 3) A healer 4) An advisor 5) To have one great love (and many minor loves) 6) Success wouldn't hit until after 40.

Because I am listening to my self and paying attention to the signs - what I knew about my life is now coming to pass. Could I have had an easier time getting to my Destiny Markers if I had listened earlier - definitely. But what happened has happened -- and all I can do is be more aware from this point forward. There are more Destiny Markers that I'm not privy to yet -- but I can feel that they are right around the corner.

How can you become more in tune and reach your Destiny Markers with less hassle than most? I found the below message several weeks ago and it was relevant and timely.

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

When you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt -- you know your Destiny Markers and trust that you will get there. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

When highly successful people are interviewed (because they keep reaching their Destiny Markers), many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

Of course I do not believe anything is a "chance event" - everything happens for a reason.

Off to see what my son is up to and to do another reading. For those of you who celebrate Easter - Hoppy Easter!

Looking forward to making my Easter ham with the pineapple .

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Happy Anniversary, Telepathic Sex and Apophyllite!

Will and I driving with the top down on a white 1957 T-Bird with a red interior. The road is curvy and takes my tummy by surprise. One side of the road hugs the tall cliffs while the other side gives us a great view of the ocean. No idea what coast we are on. The sun is shinning, traffic is light and an immerse feeling of happiness flows trough my veins. That is how I woke up last night after one of my dream visits with Will - such happiness. I went back to sleep and wound up in a Jeep Wrangler (soft top - top down) with Bill at the wheel. Two people were in the back seat - I think one was my son and the other was a younger girl. We turned a corner and I felt the Jeep's frame shift. Bill and I looked at each other like - oh no. We stopped the Jeep at the end of this road - where what was in front of us was a bridge without a floor. There was nothing to drive on. The bridge's structure though, was this massive stone and cement thing. It was so massive! I knew that somewhere, a person had to flip a switch so that the floor of the bridge would come out from the side of the mountain we were on -- and once that happened we could cross. We were up high - really high - and I could see a fast moving river below. Bill asked me if he should gun it? The floor started to come out from the mountain side. One of the kids yelled - they're coming. Bill floored it and we were airborne. I woke myself up before I found out if we landed on the bridge or continued down into the river. When I woke up it still felt like my tummy was going down the 1st hill of a roller coaster! Bill and I weren't frightened in this dream - but there was a sense of urgency.

I've gotten that a lot as of late - an urgency to physically meet. This feel comes from all 3 men. But Will has really been pushing it today. Our telepathic connection is really strong right now - has been for the last 48 hours. When I am working or doing something that doesn't involve those three - Will pushes back into my mind. He keeps telling me not to forget. I assure him like I always do - that I haven't forgotten. With this telepathic connection - telepathic sex has been intertwined to my day today. As your mind is your largest sex organ, telepathic sex is such a unique way to have an orgasm. Granted - it's not as volcanic as astral sex or as surreal as dream sex -- but it is as equally as pleasing. It's very easy to be in the midst of telepathic sex and it merges into a day dream as it is difficult if not impossible to see the images of sexual intimacy in your mind's eye as those same images translate to an ethereal feel all over your body. So if during telepathic sex your nipples are being teased into a harden temple - it is almost a sure given that in your physical body your nipple is going to get hard. You know how with the law of attraction your thoughts & emotions (AKA your mind) creates your reality -- well it is the exact same thing with telepathic sex. This is also why that if you climax during telepathic sex, your body is going to respond in the physical sense. Unlike astral or dream sex - telepathic sex your conscious mind is still housed in your physical body -- so this sexual act can feel so much more real than astral or dream sex. And besides - all of your bodies (physical, emotional, astral, mental etc..) are all together so it is much easier to recall telepathic sex than astral or dream sex.

And man, Will keeps telepathically kissing my neck. I have to force myself not to think about sex. Because if I do - I can grab onto that telepathic connection and not get a damn thing done today except having telepathic sex:) Of course - it would be a fine way to spend the day if I didn't have a poop load of work to do:)

But -- one more thing about sex -- the astral/dream/telepathic sex idea I have for the book and web page are coming along very nice:) I have a name for the book and an outline is almost done:)

Before I go any further -- I want to say - HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ALLIE'S TWO CENTS! Whoo Hoo! It's been 2 years now and it's been such a trip in the last 24 months - hasn't it? I've learned so much and I'm learning more and more every day. I hope that by me bring my experiences to light that I am helping some of you realize that if you too experience what I do that you are not alone and certainly not crazy! If you do not experience any of what have -- maybe, just maybe what I write about can help you think outside the box. Thank you for being a part of my life -- I appreciate YOU!

Now -- back to business -- I have a piece of Apophyllite (one of the naturally shaped pyramids) taped to my third eye. I decided to give it a try since I have heard so many wonderful things about this stone spirit that I've had in my care for over a year. It is supposed to help with astral travel to consciously remember what has happened with little or no effort - it creates a bond between the physical and spiritual worlds, enhances clairvoyance, energy and dream recall. It feels very strange in the middle of my forehead. I can feel a tingling, but that sense is from deep within my skull. I can't feel anything on the surface, it's all inside. Since I have placed it there - I keep getting flash visions of my past life as Cleopatra. I can see myself in the Library at Alexandria writing that dang scroll. I still cannot tell what I am writing - but this time I can sense it has to do with some sort of art. But it's not art as in painting -- it's more of a sexual art - something like Tantra? I'm not sure this makes sense. It is an act that has only been taught to the elders or royalty of Egypt -- it is a form of sexual magic, a form of merging oneself with the higher conscious of the Divine. I can't type the symbols I see and we know how sucky my drawing is.....

I'm not sure why it is being written down and why is she/I doing this? It's all very sketchy..but it definitely has to do with sexual magic. I just don't understand why I keep seeing art. I wonder if it is written anywhere in the history books that Cleopatra would ask her male and female servants to sexual please her when no other royalty or a partner was around? She would school her servants into the art of the sexual magic by having them take part in rituals. I can see jugs of water, flowers, oils....incenses/herbs burning. Jasmine maybe? The ruby sphere is present everywhere. Wow -- it's intense.

Okay - that was enough - I took the Apophyllite off of my third eye.

So - when I was Joan of Arc - sex and clairvoyance -- major stuff....as Cleopatra - sex and clairvoyance and magic -- major stuff....as Allie - sex and clairvoyance and magic -- major stuff. Interesting....very interesting.....

Again - thank you so much for being with me over the last 2 years -- here's to the next 2 years!!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)