This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II
Lesson 3: Advanced Dream Sex I
Lesson 4: Advanced Dream Sex II
Lesson 5: Advanced Astral Sex I
Lesson 6: Advanced Astral Sex II
Lesson 7: Advanced Protection From Unwanted Energies
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OBE (Out Of Body) Sex!

Just an FYI as this class is filling up fast. I only take 25 people per class and it's almost full. This class is conducted all via email so it doesn't matter where you live.

I'll be posting this notice to my Numerscope newsletter later today (this group is over 6000+). If need be I'll add another class - but I'm not going beyond two classes at once.

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**You'll notice that I teach you how to connect and then we get into the OBE sex part**

Start: April 2

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dreamgate
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic


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Will, Good Morning Beautiful And Guides!

Will must meditate in the morning or at least set time aside for spiritual growth, since the connection is growing so much stronger. I was in the kitchen this morning - about 7:30 am EST, when I felt a tingly wave come over me - then butterflies in my stomach. I could feel him, his energy felt like a big fluffy comforter wrapping me on a very chilly day. He smiles, and it causes me to smile.

A smile already and I haven't even jumped into the shower yet.

In the shower he as there, but not there. I could feel him trying to stay strongly connected, but that someone or something was pulling his attention away. He must have moved because as I have 1/2 way into washing my hair I here - Good morning beautiful - in that southern drawl that I just love. I told him about my sister being down in NO today and that he needs to be on Bourbon St. tonight. He's like - really? He said he'd make a point of being out tonight for awhile. I mentioned that if I know where she'll be I'll put it in the blog, he said with work today he won't have a chance to get online. So he wants me to telepathically give him places. Okay I told him:)

We talked about him coming up here and how he couldn't make it before the new year. He kept repeating my address:) Of course as he talking to me he's kissing on me too. I kept thinking about what Tracey said about us -- and I couldn't help but laugh. He's like - what are you laughing about? I told him to read the blog. But the telepathic sex continued and I found myself responding just as I done the day before. Only since I was prepared for it this time - it didn't throw me for a loop. That said, I still was very pleasantly devoured - lol.

Funny - I had a few people yesterday get in touch with me and mention - in nice flowery terms - that my muse is alive and well and I can tell a great story. I assured them that it wasn't a story and even though my muse is alive, it wasn't my imagination working overtime. But do I care that people don't believe me? Nope. However, I do feel a touch sorry for them as if they think it is all in the imagination (and in my opinion, imagination gets a very bad rap as people take imagination = fantasy and they are TWO separate things...but anyways), then they will never have the courage to go forth and try it for themselves. And let me tell you - even if you try a telepathic connection or sex half assed - it is still an interesting experience!

My guide Edward just came and chatted into my ear - wants me to concentrate he said. No messing around, no letting myself get distracted. He said, Will's on his way and when he gets here (2008) I have to be ready or his arrival will be delayed. Do I want it delayed? I assured him no - then no distractions. Check boss.

Brigit has also stopped by -- this was odd as she hasn't been around in while. She wants me to follow her - so I do. She shows me a window, in the window I see Ted. He's piling stuff into a box. He's using his arms to sweep stuff off of a dining room table and into a box. You saved him - she said. You're intervention has freed him from her grasp. He's moving on. Be prepared for him to have more of an impact on your life.

Will showed up -- out of the blue - told Brigit - she's not going to him. She's mine. I turned to Will and said - I'm "belong" to no one. That's not what I meant - he said. I mean that you're mine, your my girl. I said - yes I am. But as being part of Ted's cluster, we have a responsibility to both him and Bill - not to mention Matt. I know - Will said - I just lost my head. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and said - I need to get back. And he was gone.

Brigit looked at me and I shrugged. She laughed and said - he really loves you. You're home to him. I smiled - I know. But what about Ted? Bill? All in due time - for now, you continue to be their white light - their power grid. Will is where you must be right now -- it is something that you know and understand. Yes I said.

Edward showed up - let her get back to work. Brigit laughed and said - you've always been the iron fist. And for a reason - Edward bellowed. LOL -- guides.

Everyone left and here I am.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Holy Shit Will!

Wow - wow - fricken wow!! I had the most AMAZING experience will Will this morning while I was in the shower. I had to talk to Tracey ASAP -- just to make sure I wasn't nuts. My energy is different now., I feel alive -- and excited -not sexually, but excited to be alive. I can't stop smiling....

Below is our convo:

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:21 AM): Thanks for fitting me in at such a short notice

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:27 AM): Anytime

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:39 AM): but what happened today just wow - throw my ass into a loop

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:52 AM): oh boy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:53 AM): what happened

Allie (11/13/2007 11:21:37 AM): I was in the shower, minding own biz I was going to do my energy exercises when I felt Will's presence. He told me to wait a min from the energy ex and I said sure

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:13 AM): The next thing I knew we were telepathically connect (like normal) but this was really - really strong, like he was testing out a theory

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:59 AM): I opened (this is in the connection now) my front door and there he was - smiling. I couldn't believe he was there and I touched his face - he was crying. I hugged him when I realized he was real and invited him in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:12 AM): I commented that I didn't shave my legs and he laughed

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:18 AM): how bad is it? he asked

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:31 AM): I showed him and he laughed again. I said - yeah, I need to take care of this

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:49 AM): so he went into my office and looked around - loved the books I have - he has most of the same

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:09 AM): I'm in the shower shaving and he is in the bathroom talking to me through the curtain

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:16 AM): he said that he should just come in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:26 AM): and I told him if he did we're staying in here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:34 AM): so he took the book and went into my bed room

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:50 AM): I finished the shower, just wrapped my towel around me and I went in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:20 AM): He kissed me - so soft and full of passion. I normally feel him

when he does this -- but I could have sworn that he was really right here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:26 AM): that I could reach out and touch him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:36 AM): my lips responded as if he actually was here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:59 AM): and I found myself kissing air (I was still in the shower physically - BTW)

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:26:45 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:26:47 AM): he ripped up my towel and we were both on my be. I really can't put this into words, but I felt his hands, mouth all over my body and my physical body (in the shower) was on fire

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:08 AM): my physical body had an energy shooting threw it that I never had before - ever

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:49 AM): you know when you are actually having sex with someone and noises slip out (if you are having any fun) because you can't help it? well that was me in the shower

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:59 AM): it was like I was there - but I wasn't there

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:28:10 AM): Amazing!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:33 AM): and at the end -- it was really the end and my body responded but the energy that zipped through me was the most amazing feeling

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:44 AM): I felt like a firecracker

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:51 AM): a very white light one

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:00 AM): and he told me that he's coming to get me

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:04 AM): get me in a good way'

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:17 AM): and he wanted me to repeat my address to him over and over again

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:29 AM): he told me that the scene we just had was how it was going to be when he showed up

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:40 AM): I asked him to give me a date - so that I can shave

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:43 AM): he said no

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:08 AM): then I could feel his energy body - soul merge in my body - I could feel the man in there -inside

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:18 AM): he's like - so this is what it's like to be really inside of you
Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:19 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:30:25 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:42 AM): and I did my energy work - he did it with me and I could feel our combined energies getting stronger

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:53 AM): and he said again - I'm coming for you

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:03 AM): he repeated my address back I don't know how many times

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:17 AM): and my body now -- still feels as tingly as before

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:20 AM): I feel so alive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:28 AM): that is the only way to describe it

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:38 AM): please tell me that he was conscious of this as well

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:52 AM): after this I'll tell you what my son said

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:31:58 AM): I get a definite yes to that

Allie (11/13/2007 11:33:26 AM): I've never felt so alive and excited - not sexually excited - but excited about life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:33:57 AM): I get his ability to open to you and communicate with you is completely wide open and clear. He can hear and see with clarity and is very aware of your oneness. I get that he has been meditating and working on his ability to clear his mind and clearly see - and hear and has been doing some exercises and has gotten some type of energy clearing or cleansing. It was believed that there was a block and now he is completely spiritually open and able to tune in on all levels!

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:23 AM): The connection between you is deeper - he feels this too - he could feel all the sensations as if he were there.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:31 AM): He has the address.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:48 AM): He has it and do not be surprised if he shows up because I got 'homecoming'

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:56 AM): He is ready for the homecoming.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:19 AM): He feels love, compassion, appreciation - sees you as a potential lover, companion and friend.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:33 AM): He feels very alive right now - sex energizes him.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:41 AM): He is feeling peaceful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:04 AM): He has profound and intense feelings, sensations - he is referring to this as after shocks and he smiles.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:36:16 AM): yeah -- I can understand that

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:23 AM): He did experience this on a core level.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:46 AM): And - I am getting something about him receiving insight or information about the two of you in a past life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:02 AM): In this past life you were separated due to different races. This was very painful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:25 AM): He will not let you be separated in this life just because you travel in different social circles if you will.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:37 AM): He will make contact with you and he is likely to just show up.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:00 AM): I can't stop smiling -- it's the strangest thing. My tummy has butterflies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:04 AM): He is ready and he hopes you are ready so shave your legs and keep them shaved.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): HE is smiling too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:19 AM): yeah - be ready

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:23 AM): yeah -- they need shaved -- will do

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:31 AM): he won't wait for you to shave them though

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:37 AM): so either way

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:40 AM): it does not matter

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:52 AM): its like he will not care

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:02 AM): about your legs being unshaven

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:12 AM): he thinks so what

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:21 AM): he does not want to hump your legs

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:22 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:24 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:26 AM): he's kinda funny

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:34 AM): has a sense of humor

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:37 AM): yes he does

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:51 AM): he seems to be feeling pretty chipper now

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:54 AM): feisty

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:09 AM): his strong energy has gotten to my son too. He said the other day out of the blue that Will is coming and that he needs to clean his room

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:30 AM): no way! that child is so psychic!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:31 AM): then - that Will and I will get married and he'll have a baby sister

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:35 AM): sooo sensitive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:37 AM): I asked about Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:42 AM): he said after Will dies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:46 AM): oh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:48 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:51 AM): so intuitive

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:12 AM): Will is doing a spiritual workshop - going to one.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:18 AM): He is having a lot of dreams.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:30 AM): He is seeing scenes in his mind - like a movie.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:41:48 AM): he is -- I've had the thought for weeks now about Will and I being together and one of the things is how the soul survives. We're going to show the world that he will come back for me - in a spiritual sense.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:06 AM): he gets cancer - but it's a blood clot that kills him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:20 AM): he knows it's coming and Bill is there too

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:29 AM): it's like he hands me off to Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:31 AM): so to speak

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:33 AM): In one of them he sees himself riding bareback on a brown horse with his head down like he is injured after a battle and realizes that he got shot by a white man - he is an Indian in the dream but knows its him. this place where he is shot is the cancer area.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:51 AM): or clot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:53 AM): rather

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:08 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:11 AM): I sense that he is taking some type of advanced courses spiritually.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:22 AM): he has to be in order to push forward

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:24 AM): Its like he gets some personalized attention.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:35 AM): he's in new Orleans right now - so maybe he is seeing someone there too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:47 AM): In this class - and its about telepathic communication and also past lives.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:53 AM): Awesome.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:06 AM): He is going to get some more healing too.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:16 AM): and you are right

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:20 AM): its at his current location

Allie (11/13/2007 11:44:33 AM): are you still seeing him showing up after the 1st? Or do you think it could be sooner?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:39 AM): they will help him physically, mentally, emotionally and with spiritual issues.......

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:52 AM): after the 1st - sooner is a problem

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:57 AM): he can't before then

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:59 AM): or he would

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:07 AM): today would not be quick enough

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:21 AM): when he gets his one on one sessions

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:23 AM): look out

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:35 AM): because he will connect on an even deeper level

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:44 AM): and the passion will be like an animal

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:49 AM): wow -- and this one threw me

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:54 AM): he wants more

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:58 AM): so do I

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:59 AM): now he really wants you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:46:15 AM): so his longings will increase - his need - very strong!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:46:30 AM): too bad I can't fast forward to the 1st

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:13 AM): he's a very intense person

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:16 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:28 AM): well - he is up to the challenge

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:30 AM): so look out

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:33 AM): amen - so am I

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:43 AM): he will be spiritualized by then

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:44 AM): what can you see of our relationship?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:48 AM): the energy will be hyped

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:00 AM): I know that it will not be an easy one - but ones with lessons usually aren't

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:05 AM): well - I like, your son do see a little girl

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:14 AM): and surprisingly blonde

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:18 AM): beautiful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:23 AM): but your eyes

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:25 AM): he's blond -- and he has no kids, that I know of

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:33 AM): and she's lovely

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:37 AM): smart

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:42 AM): very psychic

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:49 AM): surprise surprise

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:53 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:56 AM): and I do see you two fighting a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:59 AM): you and the daughter

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:02 AM): in later years

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:08 AM): teens

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:10 AM): ugh

Allie (11/13/2007 11:49:10 AM): just great

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:16 AM): she's hard headed

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:19 AM): strong willed

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:36 AM): not like your sweet boy

Allie (11/13/2007 11:49:41 AM): as long as her and my son take care of one another, that's all that matters

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:45 AM): she is full of drama at times

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:54 AM): yes, she and he get along great

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:56 AM): perfectly

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:02 AM): she is like you and her father

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:10 AM): she can write, direct and act

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:16 AM): wow -- too cool

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:16 AM): so she is really something

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:20 AM): and sing

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:23 AM): dance

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:26 AM): beautiful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:28 AM): anyway

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:30 AM): wow -- too cool

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:32 AM): moving to you and will

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:34 AM): any idea when?

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:39 AM): she will come about

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:47 AM): I sense some arguments btw you two too

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:53 AM): Will's 53 now

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:55 AM): she will come soon after you and will connect

Allie (11/13/2007 11:51:00 AM): okay

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:05 AM): its like uh-oh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:08 AM): oops!

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:11 AM): surprise!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:51:13 AM): will he be happy?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:19 AM): fertile myrtle

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:23 AM): yes he will

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:30 AM): he will be surprised

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:36 AM): but happy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:41 AM): I sense a marriage

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:54 AM): and the two of you have serious sex issues

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:57 AM): lots of sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:10 AM): and I see you with him at black tie events

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:15 AM): does he go to a lot of them

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:22 AM): I keep seeing you in diff dresses

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:25 AM): and him in tuxedos

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:28 AM): and limos

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:35 AM): its awards

Allie (11/13/2007 11:52:42 AM): sweet

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:44 AM): you two are going to work together

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:48 AM): and get awards

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:51 AM): this is good

Allie (11/13/2007 11:52:53 AM): super sweet

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:53 AM): success

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:03 AM): and I see him wanting to disappear

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:06 AM): just the four of you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:10 AM): all the time

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:17 AM): lets get away

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:19 AM): just us

Allie (11/13/2007 11:53:34 AM): but I'm too busy right? and this causes friction?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:37 AM): kids learning - education may be different than you expect

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:48 AM): a little yes

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:00 AM): but you learn to adjust and move around a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:08 AM): I see you travelling a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:17 AM): planes, trains and autos - lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:54:21 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:24 AM): you are moving all the time

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:30 AM): its good though

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:33 AM): you love it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:42 AM): and have a very sophisticated look

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:45 AM): about you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:51 AM): and you have help

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:54 AM): will is helpful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:00 AM): believe it or not

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:02 AM): he is

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:04 AM): a helpful man - imagine that

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:05 AM): he will help you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:11 AM): he's capable

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:13 AM): and strong

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:16 AM): and really kind

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:17 AM): loving

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:20 AM): good dad

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:22 AM): loves your son

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:24 AM): hates your ex

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:28 AM): good man

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:29 AM): thinks he's a piece of shit

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:35 AM): well...

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:37 AM): its like

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:40 AM): yeah you can see him

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:44 AM): come to London asshole

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:48 AM): anytime

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:55 AM): you know

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:02 AM): its like will does not want to cooperate with him

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:07 AM): but he acts so nice

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:16 AM): he feels like money talks

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:25 AM): like well look

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:30 AM): since you can't come

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:35 AM): I will send you a little money

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:45 AM): and its like he buys him away

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:48 AM): if that makes sense

Allie (11/13/2007 11:56:53 AM): it makes sense

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:05 AM): he just wants your son to be happy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:08 AM): and normal

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:13 AM): he's protective

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:17 AM): how do we do it with me in Wooster and him in CA in 2008?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:17 AM): your son is sensitive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:22 AM): yes, he is very sensitive

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:30 AM): you will do it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:33 AM): on the airplane

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:37 AM): and in the car

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:39 AM): elevators

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:45 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:45 AM): lol -sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:47 AM): you two

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:48 AM): gosh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:50 AM): no shame

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:51 AM): I meant the relationship - not sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:54 AM): I know

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:55 AM): lolololo

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:01 AM): just thought you might like that update

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:05 AM): love it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:08 AM): its just back and forth

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:17 AM): lots of back and forth

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:21 AM): effort - work

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:24 AM): do we finally live in the same house?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:24 AM): a little difficult

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:35 AM): yes eventually

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:41 AM): and basically you do

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:42 AM): I would hope if I have his girl

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:49 AM): yes

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:07 AM): well Allie lots of exciting things for you!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:59:09 AM): did you ever think you and I would talk about me with someone before Bill? I know I never thought so

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:13 AM): wowwwwiiiieeee

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:15 AM): no

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:17 AM): I did not

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:21 AM): actually

Allie (11/13/2007 11:59:27 AM): Will blindsided us

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:36 AM): but will is awesome

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:40 AM): his energy is awesome

Now, I JUST talked to my sister and guess we're she's going tomorrow? New Orleans! She's only there a day for some fun and drinking on Bourbon St. So Will, since I know you read this blog, I'll post what bar she'll probably be at Wed night.

It's like a have a pop rocks factory inside my body and it's all going off at once. Too weird:)

Back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Guys, Robert Bruce, And Allie's Divorce!

Tonight my son and I start karate lessons! We're so excited.....After I'm done with my two biz trips I want to sign us up for fencing lessons. Mainly me -- but he says that he might be interested. I told him to let me try it out 1st and then we'll see if he'd like it or not. I can't decide between European fencing or Japanese fencing. For only an extra $25 I can take both - so I think that I may do that.

Spring time I'm going to add horse back riding lessons to the list as well as swimming lessons (swimming lessons would be for him - not me). But what I'm going to start doing is swimming every morning after I drop him off at school.

How am I going to fit all of this in? Glad you asked!

The message I'm getting from my guide Jezell is that if I take all of these classes/lessons -- then when I sit down and work doing the day I won't be as distracted. The lessons will help me to focus. To me this makes sense - especially with the karate and fencing lessons. Plus I need to get out more and away from my computer. Doing so will help me not to zone so much as I'm sitting in front of it:)

I'm also cutting way back on my readings. Granted - and yes I realize - that it is how I make the bulk of my $$$ right now. But I have to walk a fine line and get my writing the way I want it to be going. In order to do that - I have to cut back on readings. They take me out of the writing mode and it's hard to get back into it. I lose too much time in the transition.

But -- if things go as I want - my focus will improve - so who knows?

I also want to try to find some kickboxing lessons. If I could do that during the day -- that would be grand. I'm either going to set aside 10 min at night or in the morning for mediation. I can never sit longer than 10 min -- no matter how hard I try.

The last 1 1/2 weeks or so, I've noticed that I've had a lot of hits from the Chicago area on this blog. I've always had some -- but it's been since the 6th or so. It really didn't dawn on me, the increase, until yesterday -- and then it hit me like a Mac truck -- Ted's in Chicago. And guess when he got there? Yep - around the 6th. He still isn't coming through all that well to me. But when he does, his energy looks better. I am still sending him light on a daily basis and forcing through Bill to get to Ted for the connection. Ted's energy doesn't seem that heavy.

Will -- he's something else. He tickled my mind in a great session of telepathic sex. His energy always brings a smile to my face. Ted and Bill can bring with them sadness and anger along with the joy/love they bring. But Will is nothing but joy/love and I am finding out that Matt is the same. This only reinforces my feel that with Will and Matt, our lessons have been finished. Bill, Ted and I - not yet. Matt arrives sporadically though the day. His smile is the 1st thing I notice and his blue eyes just twinkle mischievously. Will I am to learn from - or relearn from previous lifetimes. He's here to teach me. Matt is here - I believe to show me how to have fun. It's just the sense I get.

As a group we have work to accomplish - which will be revealed once we're all together.

I'm still working on the letter I am to send to Will. No worries - I know that there is no such thing as perfect. But I wouldn't mind it being close;)

My divorce hearing is tomorrow - wed - morning at 9:30 am! I cannot wait to get this over with! I have put aside most of tomorrow to just relax and enjoy the knowledge that the past is behind me. And wouldn't you know my gypsy magic book has made it through pre-press and should be up on Amazon.com soon. Wouldn't it be a hoot if it happened tomorrow as well?

Oh - and this blog and the labels that are underneath. Blogger just added the labels within the last - what -- 8 months? I haven't gone through and labeled most of the old posts. So if you are looking for information on Bill and Ted - they go all the way back to the start. Will and Matt are labeled when they arrived in my life.

You know how much I love Robert Bruce? If you've been reading this long enough - you know. I'm attending his workshop in Hinckley Ohio on Oct 20 & 21. It deals with energy work and it felt fitting to do so on Bill's b-day weekend (he turns 49 on the 20th). I'm trying to incorporate Robert's energy techniques with my desire to unlock past lives. If his energy methods improve your immune system, enhances energy, healings, helps appetite/weight, increases development of spiritual and psychic abilities (and yes - they do all of that -- I know from personal experience) -- then why can't it be used to unlock past lives? Or -- if you think about it - what if we are living past, present and future now -- with time being vertical and not horizontal? If our soul's are pure energy being shoved into this physical human shell - then by moving and increasing energy, my conscious mind should be able to tap into the trove of energy memories. Makes sense to me.

Someone once asked me -- why am I so interested in past lives? Because to me -- it tells me who I am (soul wise) and why I'm here (in this current life time). Can you imagine how well I'll do in fencing if I can tap into my Joan of Arc memories?

And on that note - back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

An Innocent Question, The Guys And Cheat Peeps!

My kid and I are driving back home from his allergist appointment. It's only a 5 min trip - but it was one of the longest of my life today.

So my son asks -- how does a man and woman make a baby? I cringed. He's 7 for God sake -- isn't it too early to wonder? But like me -- he's always curious and loves to seek out answers. So I plunged in with a man has little fishy things and a woman has an egg - they get together and bingo -- a baby starts to form. A fish mom? Like the kind you eat (yes my mind went directly to oral sex but I didn't go there). No honey - more like tadpoles (I secretly prayed that this conversation would end. No such luck.) How do the tadpoles come out? From a man's hands? Oh crap -- how do I handle this one - SIGH - let's jump into the truth -- from a man's penis. Oh -- what happens to the pee then? I don't know honey - I'm not a man. Why don't you ask your dad?

So does the egg crack inside of the mom and then the baby grows. Yes I said (I know - a little white lie). But mom - how do the tadpoles get to the egg?

LOOK HONEY LOOK AT THAT BIG FLUFFY WHITE DOG!!

He looked...

..I zoomed into the driveway and parked the car.

Mom?

Let's go play the x-box! I shouted.

Alright mom!

Situation defused.

This last week has been very hectic. So much to do and not enough time to get it all done. So I've had to prioritize -- work that I get paid to do 1st and if there is time - free stuff 2nd. This is why the blogs, podcast and the AA column are all way behind.

As I was putting my PR together for the Cheat Peeps release -- I remembered something that Ethan said (from May 21st 2007):

"In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over."

Although I'm investigating for CP - there is a fair amount of writing involved -- I wonder?

I posted in the OBE Sex blog a reading I got from Tracey about the guys -- what can I say -- I love readings. But I didn't post all of it and I omitted Will and Matt. Here's it all - I love it when I have my knowledge conformed:)

We see that Bill has absolutely no control over his sexual thoughts, visions and urges and you are literally sexually on his mind continually. He is trying to focus his mind elsewhere but the more he tries not to think of the telepathic/dream sex encounters the more he thinks of them and it seems they can come up at the most inopportune times for him. He is finding himself having constant sexual thoughts. He cannot seem to stop the strong sexual influence that these encounters are having upon him. He is transmitting energy towards you and it is very strong and his emotions are up and down and his sexual urges are constant. His thoughts are so erotic and he keeps seeing scenes in his mind and he has to satisfy himself, relief or pleasure himself if you will in order to gain some amount of relief. The visions are very intense. When he has the encounters he feels very tired as if he has just had a sexual encounter. He feels very vulnerable right now and very connected to you in a way that he cannot really describe though he is writing about it. The feelings that are coming over him are very powerful and the sexual encounters very real.

Ted is experiencing similar issues with his sexual thoughts and urges except that he is so sensitive that he experiences orgasms at the time of the encounters almost always and sometimes when he thinks of the experiences. He is experiencing some serious urgings and longings for you though not just sexually. These are emotional, mental, physical and so much deeper and more intense than they have been in the past. He is so sensitive in a sexual way
that he has great sensitivity in his groin area - is very sensitive to touch and is finding himself having different sex partners trying to relieve some of his extra sexual energy and sensitivity. He is having a sexual peak in his life, and he is enjoying the feelings and sensations, but he longs for you. He has experienced some depression and feelings of incompleteness, loneliness, and a great deal of anxiety in the past few weeks. He seems to be coming out of it now but wishes he did not have to deal with some of the headaches of his life. There seems to have been some trouble between him and his kids as well as some issues in the career. In the career there are people that aggravate him and he often lets it go but recently spoke his mind. He seems to hate when he does that as it does not gain merit for his career but it relief's some of his hostilities towards people who aggravate him greatly. He has been speaking to you or trying to talk to you about things going on in his life and is unsure you are hearing him or that his words are being received, are reaching you.

We see that Will enjoys his telepathic dream encounters with you. He smiles with the thought of these, of you, has a sunny disposition because of them. It is like you are a ray of sunlight in his life guiding him and he is consciously aware that you are with him and a part of his journey though he is not quite sure the how and when of things. He seems to think about these encounters and to do so bring him pleasure. He has been very happy lately, in the past months, and your energy and light have brought him creative inspiration and ideas, concepts, thoughts, and he is connecting some of these to you and waiting for you to enter his life at the right time. There is a knowing within that you will arrive in his life. He feels secure and happy about this knowingness.

Matt is somewhat behind the others right now as we see there is much on his mind as of late. He has some personal issues as well as career affairs that he is working on right now. He is having trouble remembering his dreams, though there are some that are so vivid that he does not forget. He remembers your face, your smile, your dark hair, the shape of your eyes – he cannot get this image out of his mind. He seems to know you – to know he knows you. He is trying to figure things out more, to understand. He feels a little crazy as some visions and or dreams are reoccurring and he is trying to understand the meaning of these. He seems to be distracted and is not as focused on things as he should be because he thinks about these much of the time. He feels a little lonely, alone, removed from others right now. He needs more work or money.

The dream state is busy. There is lots going on as you sleep. We see that you are to focus on things outside your ordinary arena of awareness though it is not important that you remember your dreams. You are overcoming barriers in your dream state. There is no conscious effort on your part that is needed. Let go of any frustration about not remembering. Your concern for the daily world is drifting away and the soul looks forward to dream time because you shut off the internal voice, dialogue of the daily concerns if you will. You are going to gain greater energy as you are letting go of negative energy, old energy, freeing space for positive energy, while receiving sleep time, rest, rather than having to consciously participate and be aware of dream details. If there is anything that requires your special attention you will be consciously made aware of it thus worry not that you are missing anything. There is nothing that you should be writing down at this time.

Matt being behind is a given - he was the last one to jump on board. I am absolutely certain that I will physically meet Will this year. Don't know how or exactly when - but it doesn't matter. Bill and Ted -- what I wouldn't do to tie them up on a bed and have my way with them - lol! My dream state is off the charts. Odd that I'm really not al that tired.

Speaking of which -- better get to bed:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

FYI - OBE Sex Blog

Hi Guys,

Just in case you forgot or maybe never knew -- I am now posting all of my OBE sex experience over at the other blog. Bill has been a busy man.....

http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will's Birthday And OBE Sex!

Before I do anything else, I want to wish Will a happy birthday wherever he is! Happy Birthday Will!!!

I finally have the OBE sex web page done and the blog! Of course the blog is empty right now until myself and others contribute to the content. But heck - it's still there and you can sign up for the RSS notification on when it's updated!

OBE page: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/out_of_body_ecstasy.htm

OBE blog: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

If any of you want to be an author on the new blog - let me know!

Now it's time to get a move on the book:) I already traded services with a kick butt editor and my sis will lay it out again and do the cover design.

So write-write-write Allie!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Magic Room, Will And Sex Magic!

Why is it when I don't post to the blog is when I get the most visitors? Can anyone tell me that? It isn't a fluke - it happens every time when I don't post for 3 days or more. Very very odd.

So after being busy, sick and having my niece be born -- now the heat is kicking my ass. The humidity is something horrible and it has been putting me to sleep every afternoon. I just can't stay awake. Today I had a couple of morning appointments, a couple of readings early afternoon and then I laid down. 3 hours later I woke up. I went and got my son, made dinner, did things around the house and here I am. Dang if it isn't still too fricken hot.

Okay - what's been going on here? You may remember last week when I wanted to auction off my bod on The L Word for a good cause. No really - I did - for breast cancer research. But what I wanted and what actually happened were 2 separate things. Thursday at the date auction on the L word - my avatar kept freezing. Then it started dancing and no one could get it to stop! Then Friday - even though I was in the right group and I knew how to get in that booth - Second Life (the virtual world where the L word is located) wouldn't allow me in the kissing booth :( And then I froze again. So -- like Thursday I said forget it. SIGH. Oh well, I'll try again next year!

My dream visit with Ted Sunday night/Monday morning was located at the same spot of another dream visit with him last month (or maybe a few months ago) where we were in what reminds me of a lunch room with long tables - lots of people - and Bill was there too at the opposite end of the room were Ted and I were sitting. I wanted to go and talk to Bill, but every time I tried, Ted talked me out of it. Ted was very loving, very smooth and knew exactly what to say to get me to stay. But I had this nagging feeling that I had to talk to Bill and I felt Bill's gaze on me. When I looked to see if he was looking, he of course was not.

Somehow I ended up at the same spot as Bill and asked him what was going on. He told me to get back to Ted. I asked why? And why wasn't he sitting with us? Bill replied that the two of them didn't see eye to eye. On what - I ask? On you, he said. What in the hell is there to fight about?

Bill said that Ted wants to break their deal and talk to me now instead of waiting for Bill to contact me first. And -- Ted refuses to step back and let me be with Bill.

I shook my head. I thought you two have grown up by now. You'd think since you've been around since the start of time you would have found some common sense. No one is going to "let" me do anything. I will do what I want. Neither of you control me - I control me.

With that I was back with Ted. He asked where I've been and I told him I was talking to Bill. He clenched his jaw. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd talk to him later. Before he could say anything - I woke up.

Now for some reason Tracy was MIA today for our session. As soon as the session started I was taken into my magic room in the castle. Sitting there waiting for me was Will. I looked around and asked where's Merlin? Will replied that Merlin was here but he wanted the two of us to become more familiar with the room on our own.

Will went to a very large bookcase and picked up some reading material. I wandered over to a large cylinder container that was in the floor. It was made of stone with many crystals, lapis, amethyst. emerald, ruby, sapphire and diamonds (all rough stones) embedded throughout the structure. I looked inside and it was full of water. I took my finger and swirled the water around several times to get a small whirlpool going. What I saw in the center of it was me, Bill and Ted sitting in an outdoor cafe or pub with pints of beer - laughing about something. The images took my breath away from a second and upset my stomach like I just went down the 1st hill of a rollercoaster.

Will asked me what was wrong and I told him what happened. He asked me if I cast a spell in it yet and I told him no. He told me to give it a try. I found rose petals, patchouly and orris root. I said a few words about Bill, Ted and I as I sprinkled the rose petals into the water. Next I placed the patchouly in while commenting on careers and money - lastly the orris root to draw all three of us together as well as the items I asked for. I then took my finger and swirled the water around to make a strong whirlpool. As the herbs went around and around - there was a great amount of energy that cam out of this cylinder. The water turned pure white and then back to normal. All the herbs were gone and the water was calm.

Will called to me with excitement in his voice. I hurried over and he showed me this book with two drawing of almost a perfect images of he and I. With something like the founders or something similar - I can't remember - under our pictures. But I asked what book he was reading and he said a book on sex magic. I'm like - WHAT? We're the pioneers of sex magic? He shrugged and said looked that way. Want to find out what we can remember of that time (he asked with a naughty grin on his face)? I told him I can't stay that long - too much to do.

And with that I ended it.

LOL - no wonder I like sex:) Hahaha -- too funny. Really does fit with me writing the OBE book, web page and blog (web page is almost done).

Speaking of the OBE sex blog -- it is going to be written by more people than just me. If you are interested in being a contributing writer, email me at:
allie @ gypsyadvice . com (without the spaces of course). I'm only going to picked a limited number of people to do this with me so if you want to - let me know now:)

Off to sleep I go.

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

If any of you follow me as Alison Ashby in The L Word in Second Life - I'm being auctioned off for a good cause tomorrow (Thursday ) night. Stop by and bid on me and help support the gay and lesbian community:) Info on how to find me is in the side bar:)

I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex, Bill, Ted, Will And A Goddess!

What a weekend. I got a lot of work done - thank goodness. Although not as much as I needed to get done. But one step at a time:) My sister is still pregnant. We had a false alarm over the weekend -- but that kid is still hanging in there.

I had an intense chat with my guide Ethan and the Goddess Brigit. This chat came about after a friend connected with me - telepathically - to remind me how much strength I have in my soul. How powerful my energy really is and what I can accomplish. When Ethan and Brigit showed up, he disconnected. The chat with these two was very - mind opening and intense. So mind blowing to me that I'm not really sure what to make of the information. It appears that I am a major Goddess that comes back into human form because of love and because mankind does not have the right view of "me". I guess I'm not the type of Goddess/person you would want to piss off:) Now they said which Goddess and all, but I'm not real comfortable talking about which one. As I said - this is hard even for me to swallow. But it makes sense - especially with Ted, Bill and Will and the connections there. And it makes sense with all of the warrior images I have had - and the past lives as Joan of Arc and Cleopatra. I don't know - I don't know - I don't know. I'm supposed to change the view of mankind towards this Goddess/me and finally have the love connections that have been denied. SHRUG. We'll see. I'm sure at some point I'll tell you more -- when I know more.

Now someone asked a question in another blog entry about astral sex and telepathic sex. Isn't there some sort of astral connection during telepathic sex? In short - no. I tried to explain the 3 types of OBE sex below:

Astral/dream sex: To become sexually aroused and