Lansing, Will And Energy!

Today has just been a whirl of me trying to get caught up with work and attempting to put my house in order. Email -- good Lord, I have at least 500 to wade through so who knows if and when I'll get caught up there.

Lansing was just great. It was nice to see the other readers again and the many convention participants from the one in Midland last Sept. I had people come up to me all weekend and tell me that one of the reason they went to Lansing was to see me again. It was a really nice feeling. Thankfully Ben, Lindsey and Terra showed up so that I could eat. It was so crazy doing readings -- non stop all day every day for me -- that I didn't have time to eat. So Terra gave me crackers to munch on and Ben & Lindsey gave me a chicken sandwich and fries on Sat & Sun. The readings went really well. There were only a few people that thought I was crazy with what I told them. I could tell by the glaze over their eyes when I spoke. I guess we'll have to see what happens:)

My gypsy magic talk went fine and the OBE dream talk really went well. I had nothing prepared for the dream talk -- I took in a couple of books and a page of notes - just in case - but going in I had no idea what direction to take the talk. I asked my guides and angels to just let it flow in the right direction and it did. I had many people come up to me and tell me how much they loved that talk -- and many told Maria about it as well. That made me feel good:)

Every evening - and many times during the day my eyes were bloodshot red. Even with using some eye drops - they still turned a nice shade of red. You would have thought that I was on something - but I wasn't. It was just a very draining weekend -- but a good one.

Speaking of my eyes - more than one person said I had an extra spark in my eyes that was missing before. And I was told that my energy was really strong and healthy. I felt good. I think it had to do in part with meeting Will and in part that I'm just happy & grateful with what I have in my life. I'm really trying to adopt the mind set that no matter what happens to me - I'm grateful. I actually feel less stress this way.

I asked a couple of the psychics about Will while I was there. Neither of the women know of Will and they never read my blogs. They almost said the exact thing -- so close to word for word. Rather scary really. But it was all good. Both laid out the trials, tribulations and good stuff that lies ahead. Which, of course, is all I've already seen -- but it was comforting to get two validations.

I'm worn out. I have the last L Word chat to do here in a few minutes and then afterwards -- off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Thoughts And Energy!

Time again for the hunt for Alison Ashby. Seems the promo's for my Pillow Talk on the L Word is gathering steam. Tonight's topic - BDSM. Ought to be an interesting chat indeed! If you've ever wondered how to join me for this free chat, it's free to join The L Word in the virtual world Second Life. Click here to register and download the software: http://lword.sheeplabs.com/cgi-bin/sl_register_user.pl you can find me at the amphitheatre at 10:00 pm EST/7:00 pm SL (second life).

Waiting for the school to call me -- maybe they won't but I bet they probably should of. Why? Because my son went to school with a headache. When this happens - he has an 85% chance of getting the flu. Happens like clockwork. So we'll see if he's in that 15% today:) (I wrote this all this morning. He came home from school fine, but his eyes tell me that he is coming down with something)

By nature I am not an aggressive person. I get mad - blow it off and that's that. If you've done me wrong or my family wrong, I have a very hard time though with forgiveness. But being angry and being aggressive although they can be one in the same, can be separate. I'm working hard to separate them when it deals with my ex. If he invades my thoughts at all, it spikes my blood pressure and alters my mood for the worse. So I have been practicing a ton of thought control over the last week - especially over the weekend. He told our son that he'd see him and then didn't bother to show up or call. My poor son, he doesn't know why his dad does this. I can't tell him because dad is a selfish ass. So I try to divert his attention and it works for awhile - but I can still tell he's sad. So a part of me would like to bash in my ex's head with a baseball bat - the other part of me wishes he would fall off the face of the Earth and explode. Because if you're going to fall of the face of the earth, you might as well do it with style. SIGH. So I push out those thoughts when they crop up and insert thoughts that make me happy:)

Back to the whole thought thing though. I am amazed at how my thoughts shift my energy. When I think about the ex - I can feel my energy shrink and get negative. I can then feel my body getting sick, feels wore down - etc... as soon as I shift it to say Will, my energy immediately shifts to a very positive feel and if I'm ill, I can feel the illness dissipate. When I think about debts - the energy gets all funky like it does it with ex - think about having enough money to pay bills, get an RV and etc....the energy shifts to positive. When the energy around me is positive, I attract good things, more work and give more accurate readings than when my energy is all ratty and blah. Depending on my energy is when I attract certain clients to me - positive energy brings positive clients and positive people into my life.

The way mind and energy works together is a wondrous thing.

I had a dream visit with Ted the other night. We were at -- what else but a party -- and he was chain smoking up a storm - pacing back and forth, one cig after another. He had on a gray hoodie and blue jeans, tennis shoes. I really remember the dull gray as it made his deep green eyes really stand out. . Someone told me that he liked a 13 year old girl -- which I thought was way gross - so I went to talk to him about it. Said that person was mistaken and that he had a daughter who was 13 and looks just like a little woman and it freaks him out. He goes on to say that he has always liked women who are 10 - 20 years younger than him. He said - you almost fit in that age bracket. For the life of me I couldn't remember his age. I kept calling him 45 - but I knew I was 40 and that didn't make sense. Then it dawned on me that he was 48. I grabbed him by the shoulders and drew his face to mine. I told him that I had been looking for an excuse to work out -- maybe he can be my excuse. His eyes lit up -- he said -- that would work you know. That would get you in. I said - it would? He's like hell ya it would. My thought - what a superficial ass. But he had been acting like an ass now for weeks.

I sat down at a long table - he was to sit across form me and we were going to play a game of cards. But he stood against the wall chain smoking. I looked at the guy he was to sit next to and that guy was a non smoker - I think that most of the people at the table were one. So I jerked my head to the left saying - come on -- sit. And he did. But he took the smoke and exhaled it right in that guys face. I said -- that does it. You are a fucking ass and I'm done. I woke myself up.

Now - is there any reason for him to act like an ass? No. But lately that is how he is acting. I wonder where the sweet man went? And I wonder what will make him come back? I think he needs some more light sent to him.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Good Vs. Evil, Will, Ted And My Son!

Yesterday there seemed to be a rush on "Alison Ashby". Not sure why - but many people are arriving to this blog just by sticking that name into their favorite search engine. If you don't know, Alison Ashby is the name I use on the L Word's Monday night sex chat - Pillow Talk. I would be the host for that chat and it's always interesting and never turns out the same twice. My kind of chat!

You know what I just discovered today? That my divorce was filed on Will's birthday. LOL. For some reason I find that funny -- and interesting. I wonder if I wrote that in the blog back on Will's birthday? Could be. I'm lucky I remember what happened last week.

I did not spend the weekend as I had planned. What was the plan was to rake some leaves, write DREAMERS and work on the book project I'm doing with someone (not the OBE project). What happened instead was I indeed did the leaves on Sunday - raked them until I got blisters on my thumbs (that should have been safe under my gloves) and my arms ached. However, Monday morning it looked just as bad as the two trees that hadn't let all the way loose yet did so this Monday morning. SIGH. They're staying there. Plus on Sat. I spent the time cleaning mold off my son's walls and ceiling. I'm a very observant person and when I saw the amount of mold all over my son's room - I was beyond shocked. How could I have not seen it sooner? His room stays closed so the cats don't pee all over his room and for the last 2 weeks, his vaporizer has been going. Put hot moist air with no circulation and you have mold. Duh Allie. So I spent Sat. cleaning his room and burning my lungs with bleach fumes (yes, I did have his windows open and the ceiling fan on) -- it was great. But the mold was all gone.

So during the podcast yesterday I mentioned America's Psychic Challenge - which is a show here in the states on Lifetime. Each week 4 psychics go through a series of tests and collects points on the answers they get right. The top two point winners move to the next round, the bottom two are eliminated. I had a client suggest that I should do this -- and I had a few more earlier in the year say the same thing. When I mentioned it on the podcast, and how do I find out about casting - low and behold a client went looking and sent me the scoop. Now all I have to do is fill out the paperwork and put together my 5 min audition tape. One of my sisters said they tape it for me on Turkey Day. I'll drop it in the mail on Friday and we'll see. Every time I mention it I get butterflies in the tummy. It's butterflies and then a warm wave of calm with the electric tingles. It sounds rather ego-ish to say I know I'll be on -- but I do know I'll be on - lol. I'll just state for the record that I have a good feeling about this and leave it at that.

I had a dream visit with Ted the other night and he was being so high on himself. It was almost as if he was saying -- hey, look at me I'm great! We were at a party (what is it with me and a large group of people in the dream visits with Bill and Ted), and he was outside goofing off. Someone was filming him and he was just so smug. I told him to get off his high horse and get realistic. He said - no, I don't have to be and I don't want to be. I replied - so you get rid of the Ms. Negativity and you act like a school boy? He smiled and got into my face -- yes, he replied, because I feel free, and I'm worth it. And then he ran off to a group of scantly clad women. I shook my head and thought - mid-life crisis time. Personally, in the physical world, if he is going through that, I want no part of it. I'll see him once he hits the flip side:) Yeah - what in the hell am I saying -- do you think I'd turn down a meet with Ted just because he's reliving adolescence? Nahhhh:) It's nice enough that I can walk away when I want to.

No sign of Bill or Matt lately. Not even crumbs. When I try to communicate with either - I get a busy signal (so to speak). So I know that both do not want to be disturbed and I'll honor that.

I had a very odd dream over the weekend - I woke myself up because I just didn't want to know more. I'm in a area with rolling hills -the grass is green. There are people everywhere - or so I think. What I am seeing is beyond the veil - I am seeing the spirit world. There are thousands of people moving about. I am walking along with my cell phone - looking at my son's picture and seeing that I have only 2 bars on my battery. I chew myself out as I know that there is no chance for me to charge my phone before "it" starts. As I'm walking down a hill towards a small town, to my left I see Archangel Michael. Behind him, three people across and I lost count how deep - are young people in purplish robes, all holding candles, the pass me. Heading into what I turn around and see as a swirling black cloud high overhead of the land. I turn and keep walking toward the town - knowing that the battle between good and evil is about to happen. I can feel it - the battle and I am supposed to be in the center of it all. But it is important to me to get to this town. I enter a small pub and see a group of people. One of the people is my ex husband's uncle. We chat for a bit and I tell him to get the biggest steak -- eat like it's his last meal. He smiled and said - sure! I gave him a fake smile knowing it was to be his last meal and said that I had to find my son.

Everywhere I walk, I can see tons of spirits - but no other human can - that is until I find my son who is with his dad. He wants to come with me - I tell him no., he can't help. He's upset as he knows he has the power to help. I tell him that he does, but I remind him that once this is over, there will have to be a leader - someone that people can look up to. He says that he doesn't want to do it without me. That he can help me now. I tell him that this is something I must do on my own and that his dad has survival skills and will be able to take care of him until he is older. My goal, I tell him, is to come back for him. He gives me a huge and a kiss - he's crying. We both know that we'll not see one another again in this life. I actually hug my ex and tell him to take care and take care of our son. I turn around and start walking back - while I can hear my son crying and begging me to stay.

I'm standing with Will in front of this massive dark cloud. For as far as the eye can see, you can see candles lit. Still - no one else can see the people/angels but now Will and I. He looks at me and asks if I'm ready. I say yes. We walk down a football field to the other side and next to the blackness. I wake up.

What was strange about all of that is that Will and I (and I too think my son) could see all of the angels and the deceased walking about and we knew it was going to be a good vs. bad battle - but most of mankind did not. But what happens in the spiritual world will effect life on earth -- I saw weather patterns out of control and WW3 -- all because of the battle on the spiritual level which was being fueled by the attitudes, thoughts and therefore energy, of the physical level. All way too intense for me.

Amazing on Keen. I have been doing well, having some good people to talk to. And I knew it would happen eventually - someone calling just to give me a bad rating. She didn't let me get a word in edge wise - hung up - and then said I was making things up. What a bitch. But I guess jealously will do that to you - now won't it? Make you bitter and just down right mean. Glad to know that what goes around will come around - it's comforting really:)

Okay -- off to work.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Falling Behind, John And The Sex Of Strangers!

Nope - you're not missing the podcast, I haven't done it yet. It's on the "to-do" list for tomorrow. My son had a doctor's appointment today, and that took time that seemed to snowball - and then my phone just kept ringing. And here you are - 9:20 pm Monday night and no podcast in sight.

Sunday I had something odd happen to me at Applebee's. My son and I were there enjoying our lunch when all of a sudden I "saw" and "heard" the sexual fantasies and sex lives of the people around me. I'm like - what the hell? I couldn't shut it off right away either -- it just bombarded me from all sides and let me tell you - some of the people that were near me were scary with their clothes on. But to see them naked in the midst of sex -- I lost my appetite. I have no idea why this happened or if it will happen again. But it's really odd when you can see the guy next to you in leather with a woman (not his wife who was sitting right there) in handcuffs begging for more. Wow it was strange!

Sunday night I had a great dream with John in it (for those of you who do not know who John is - he is in my soul circle and John is not his real name). We were holding hands over an open pit fire. We were amused at something -- but I commented that we could get in a lot of trouble together. He laughed and said he knows. But we agreed that in this life it isn't going to happen. I can still smell his cologne - no idea of the name of it. We were dancing around the fire and I was leading. For some reason we found that funny - seems I have never led before with him. He commented that he will always be there at my side - if not physically, the in spirit. He knows me - knows I exists in the same manner as Matt does - but isn't sure of the particulars. He wants to talk to Will about all of this (Will and John know each other in real life).

Again Sat & Sun night I had dreams about a younger guy -- I keep thinking he is the guy I met at the College of Wooster last year (after my talk) and both nights it was sexual -- I kept telling him I don't go for younger guys. And he kept saying that I must be mistaken - lol. I can see his body perfectly - but not his face. And that's aggravating - as I can't tell positive or not if it was that guy from COW or not. Grrrr,,,,,,I was happy that he could last for as long as I wanted him too - lol!

I still haven't been able to shake that bug I got last Tuesday. It's not that bad -- but it is still very annoying.

I kept seeing the number 49 today. So I looked it up and here's what it means: The angels ask you to get to work on your Divine mission without delay. Now is the time to finish any incomplete projects. Clear the space in your calendar to work on your true priorities.

Now -- all weekend I tried to finish DREAMERS and didn't get it done as my ex didn't pick up our son like he was supposed to. As much as I love spending time with my son - it's very difficult to be creative with him underfoot. So now I'm trying to work in time to finish it -- but this week I won't be able to and this weekend I'll be gone in Columbus at the Universal Light Expo. I'm trying not to push myself too much as with my divorce - went my health insurenace. So I am paying more attention to my body - when it's tired, it's tired and I'm not pushing it any more.

Time to go get ready for my sex chat on The L Word!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Emerald, Citrine And Iolite, Plus Bill And Ted!

Over the weekend Edward kept bothering me about changing my 3 stone pendant. In fact, he's been after me about it ever since he came back on to the scene. But I haven't --- too busy. Well, he wasn't going to take that as an excuse any more and really turned up the volume on Sunday. So I said - fine-- what stones do you want me to use? His response - pick out the ones that call to you. Then sit down and see which ones fit into the existing wrap without much trouble.

I did just that, bring back a nice handful of stone spirits. The ones that fit inside the pendant without much trouble were emerald, citrine & iolite.

Emerald - my birth stone. It enhances memory and stimulates the use of a greater mental capacity. It beings for the choice of "right" action and that action being the only one available. It's helps to quiet the emotions and to bring harmony to life. It can help to spur one to activity and to facilitate intensity and focus ones actions. It will eliminate negativity from ones life and bring for the positive actions required to remain centered and focused on ones lifework. It can bring awareness of the unknown (past, present and future) to conscious recognition, helping to access the laws of order within the universe and to eliminate that which impedes progress. It can bring recognition to one. It opens up the heart chakra and attracts love.

Citrine - this wonderful stone does not hold and accumulate negative energy (like an amethyst), but dissipates and transmutes it, working out the problems on both the physical and subtle levels. It's a "merchant stone", and having one in the cash box, or one in the work environment it produces more income for the merchant - not only bringing wealth in, but maintaining the wealth. It also balances the yin-yang energy and aligns the chakras with the ethereal place. It brings forth creativity, personal power and physical energy. It stimulates both mental focus and endurance. It brings forth the intuitive self and promotes contact with the higher forces of intelligence.

Iolite - It's used in the third eye area for healing, meditation and astral travel. Helps one towards spiritual growth and enhanced visualization techniques. When in contact with the auric field it strengthens and aligns the field with the subtle bodies. It stimulates visions and can influence spirits. Helps to release discord form ones life. It enables one to enjoy each moment and to awaken inner knowledge which has been waiting to be accessed. It is also acts as a compass, helping one have knowledge of directions and directional forces. It can help with the elimination of debts and also can help one accept responsibility to the self.

Interesting combo - don't you think? Especially since I'd been trying to get rid of the negativity (ex husband residue), make more money, dig into my creativity, get focused and ferret out the mysteries of my past lives.

When I put the pendant on -- I kid you not, I walked sideways. I had the hardest time walking in a straight line for several minutes and felt very light headed. It was the stones taking care of my chakras and my energy field. After a few moments I was fine.

The last couple of night Bill and Ted (at the same time) have been in my dreams. Ted is usually being an ass while Bill is somewhat aloof - although not as bad as before - with him asking me 20 questions about my life, what I know about him and I -- etc... Although last night Ted was around for awhile and then Bill and I cut to a nice dream sex visit. I'm curious to see what happens tonight.

My email is out of control - seriously out of control. I must have 500 emails that need my attention. I need 2 of me.

I have a killer headache tonight and my son is coming down with something. I hope it's nothing serious since I'm leaving for MI on Thurs:) I'm looking forward to the conference and getting to teach 2 classes.

Thus far the places I have contacted to help me with my past life research -- nadda -- haven't heard a peep. I find it hard to believe that I cannot find anyone who wants to do this with me. I guess when the time is right, they'll arrive.

Better go get a bit more done before I do my L Word chat:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Crystal Skulls, Atlantis And A Live Show!

My day started off good this morning -- and then I ran across my ex husband's NEW Myspace page. I cannot believe the things he said about me. He has trashed me up one side and down the next. I have not trashed him at all - in public or private - regardless of all the things he has done to me. Yes, I know -- I have more class and I'm a better person than he is. But it still hurts to read the things that he wrote. He makes me sound like I'm a lazy - no good psycho. Yes, I know that I'm not one - but it still stings. I have been very nice, civil and courteous to the man - I have cut him a lot of slack. I will continue to be civil for our son - but everything else if off the table. Of course maybe this will give me thicker skin where my personal life is concerned. Professionally I'm good. But maybe the Universe is trying to get my personal fortitude up? I'm going to bet that the universe is going to put me in a position where I have to have thick skin personally.

Why do lessons have to hurt? I would really like a fun lesson now:)

I am so tempted to post his Myspace page URL for you guys. But that would make me as low as him - wouldn't it? SIGH. Start climbing to the higher ground Allie - you can do it!

GRRRRRR......

Okay -- to something good and I think - interesting. Last night I was opening my gate more and in the midst of surrounding myself with white light, a crystal skull appeared - I couldn't see it, only feel it. It told me to place my hands on it - and I did. The skull was very warm to touch and very smooth. He said that he is my skull. I asked what's his name? Where can I find him? Why can't I see him? He told me that I'm not ready yet - to know who he is and how to find him. When that time has arrived, I will see him more clearly (heck, I just wanted to see him at all).

I looked down for some reason and realized that the skull was sitting on a raised triangle base and around me was a circle on the ground. The triangle inside the circle again! The white light around me was traveling at a high speed and I could feel the energy surging through my body. Mentally I could see a triangle in the center of my forehead open up. The white light exploded as it always does -- but instead of a doorway in front of me where I could see the guys and call out to them - they were all 4 already standing there. Bill approached me first, then Ted, Will and Matt. Bill and Ted each gave me a kiss, Will said, "I knew you could do it" and Matt commented, "This is an interesting ride."

It then flashed in front of me about the legend of the 13 skulls (Native American legend tells of 13 life-size crystal skulls said to contain crucial information about humankind's true purpose and destiny. The legend prophesied that at a time of great crisis for humanity, all of the crystal skulls would be rediscovered and brought together to reveal information vital to the very survival of the human race.) and where the skulls are located -- at various ancient observatories around the globe. When the 12 are brought together, the 13th will make itself known. Atlantis figures into this somehow. Either all 13 skulls bring Atlantis back or the 12 bring Atlantis back and the 13th is on Atlantis.

The skull did tell me that he is the 13th. I asked him is that why Bill, Ted and I were incarnated at the same time? He said yes -- he contains power that is too great for one human to handle -- that's why us 3 are here and why we will work together as a team -- he belongs to all three of us. He makes appearances to Bill and Ted in their dreams - buy they haven't caught on yet.

I'm doing my regular recorded podcast today. But on Thursday I'm going to try something new - a live broadcast where you can either call in or chat in a chat room. I have no idea how this will go -- and until I get it down I will probably screw it up:) You can either listen/join here: http://www.nowlive.com/member.asp?id=100223729 or go to the podcast blog here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast.htm or http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html.

For this live one I may go on the search for a co-host. And maybe even interview people. But let's see if I can get the technology down first - LOL!

Don't forget to join me tonight at The L Word on Second Life for the sex chat - Pillow Talk! It starts at 10:00 pm EST!

Time to head to the grocery store -- then I'll come back and do the podcast!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Muse, A Magnet And Sex!

Since I've been on these meds, it's been hard to connect to my guides and the guys as I have over the last several years. Now doing readings - I have no problem at all. But when it's for me, there has been that block there that I've had to fight through. Since papers are signed, the x is out and he was the reason I was on them - I am on a plan to wean myself off of the meds. I can tell a difference already and it's only been since Monday that I've been cutting back. Many more spontaneous connections and visions. Plus, it's easier for me to be creative and work. It's difficult to write when you keep searching for that light switch to turn on your muse. So all is getting much - MUCH better in Allie world.

The online dating -- interesting. It's like - BOOM - they are coming out of the woodwork. Flattered - certainly. Taking it seriously - not really. I suppose that once I go out on an actual date I'll be more serious about it.

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And speaking of sex -- by OBE experiences are back with a BANG:) The OBE blog will be written in more often --in fact I already have been there today! The experiences here are really flooding back - major.

Ted and Will -- both are so right there in my thoughts - in my energy field right now. I honestly think that I can tell if either one takes a piss. Really - it's a strange, yet invigorating feeling (not the piss - LOL - but the connection). Last night, Bill's energy was so intertwined with mine that I could taste him. Now get your minds out of the gutter - it's hard to describe, but I could taste his energy. I have ants in my pants -- very ancy to sit down and actually talk with these guys. I can feel the heightened energy as my nerves reposition themselves outside my skin. One phone call - that's all I need to hop on a plane to go chat. I have so much information and experiences that I want to share with them. So much I want to hear about. It's getting close -- so close now.

Poor Bill. He knows what he knows and he has seen some visions that knock his socks off. But he is so befuddled on what to do with me - with the knowledge. With my energy heightened, so are the guys. Bill and Ted will know what it is - Will and Matt will be on the confused side. But this is nothing that Will and Matt cannot figure out. In fact, Will is working now with someone to figure it all out. Matt's a good ole republican Texan, so he'll probability be confused a bit longer -- but the guy has the drive to figure this all out. He's just asking the wrong people - a priest won't be able to give him the answer -- he needs someone like me to figure it all out.

I'm waiting very patiently for my notice from the Nicholl Fellowship. I entered The Black Triangle in it - and they should be announcing the Quarter-Finalists soon. Fingers crossed.

My son and I are going to Columbus all day on Friday. Taking the Mini Cooper S in for it's maintenance. Lucky for me that the maintenance is built into the price of the car - provided you take it to a Mini dealer (which is the same as a BMW dealer) and there is only 3 in Ohio that deal with Mini's:) So Columbus it is:)

Wow - I feel like a flirty little tramp today. I'm sure it will pass - well, maybe it will:) But because of my energy - I feel like a magnet on overdrive. Not sure if that's good or bad. But damn - I need to draw those 4 in...

....so - being the good girl I am, I have been listening to Ethan and being a magnet for the 4 guys (yes, I know that's why I feel like a magnet overall). Every day I have been opening the gateway and drawing them in. This is how my session goes:

I sit with my healing wand. Eyes closed, I see a white light ahead of me. Taking that white light, I have it spread out vertically like a board - then I move it close to my skin. Taking this board of light, I move it around my body slowly, moving further out from my body with each full turn - increasing speed as the white light extends out of my body until it is everywhere -- and it's almost as if it explodes, and there's nothing there but a huge open triangle, with a circle around it -- and coming from the midst of the triangle is a very brilliant white light.

Through this white light I can see the guys - only one at a time. If I look at me - I am one big white light - by body is encased in white light. I see Bill and I call out to him. His astral body separates and comes to me with a grin on his face. He usually (like today) leans in and gives me a kiss. When that happens I wrap my arms around him and draw him to me to become one. Next comes Ted. I call to him and he smiles wide and always gives me a very deep kiss. I bring him too into me. Next is Will - I never have to summon him, he is already there - through the gate. I always hear him say - you'll never have to call me, I know when you're around. He kisses me tenderly and I bring him into me. Then there's Matt. I call to him and he arrives in a jiff. He too smiles and tells me he doesn't know what's happening -- but it sure does interest him. He does a running jump and just walks into me 1/2 the time.

I call out their names one by one -- raising the energy with each name. At the end it is as if the white light explodes and we're done - all back where we are supposed to be. I find that I cannot do this at night as I'm so energized from it. So I'm doing it mid-day when I get sleepy. Wakes me right up.

And I'm done for now:) Back to work -- and then the kid and I have T-Ball!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie ;)

The Magic Room, Will And Sex Magic!

Why is it when I don't post to the blog is when I get the most visitors? Can anyone tell me that? It isn't a fluke - it happens every time when I don't post for 3 days or more. Very very odd.

So after being busy, sick and having my niece be born -- now the heat is kicking my ass. The humidity is something horrible and it has been putting me to sleep every afternoon. I just can't stay awake. Today I had a couple of morning appointments, a couple of readings early afternoon and then I laid down. 3 hours later I woke up. I went and got my son, made dinner, did things around the house and here I am. Dang if it isn't still too fricken hot.

Okay - what's been going on here? You may remember last week when I wanted to auction off my bod on The L Word for a good cause. No really - I did - for breast cancer research. But what I wanted and what actually happened were 2 separate things. Thursday at the date auction on the L word - my avatar kept freezing. Then it started dancing and no one could get it to stop! Then Friday - even though I was in the right group and I knew how to get in that booth - Second Life (the virtual world where the L word is located) wouldn't allow me in the kissing booth :( And then I froze again. So -- like Thursday I said forget it. SIGH. Oh well, I'll try again next year!

My dream visit with Ted Sunday night/Monday morning was located at the same spot of another dream visit with him last month (or maybe a few months ago) where we were in what reminds me of a lunch room with long tables - lots of people - and Bill was there too at the opposite end of the room were Ted and I were sitting. I wanted to go and talk to Bill, but every time I tried, Ted talked me out of it. Ted was very loving, very smooth and knew exactly what to say to get me to stay. But I had this nagging feeling that I had to talk to Bill and I felt Bill's gaze on me. When I looked to see if he was looking, he of course was not.

Somehow I ended up at the same spot as Bill and asked him what was going on. He told me to get back to Ted. I asked why? And why wasn't he sitting with us? Bill replied that the two of them didn't see eye to eye. On what - I ask? On you, he said. What in the hell is there to fight about?

Bill said that Ted wants to break their deal and talk to me now instead of waiting for Bill to contact me first. And -- Ted refuses to step back and let me be with Bill.

I shook my head. I thought you two have grown up by now. You'd think since you've been around since the start of time you would have found some common sense. No one is going to "let" me do anything. I will do what I want. Neither of you control me - I control me.

With that I was back with Ted. He asked where I've been and I told him I was talking to Bill. He clenched his jaw. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd talk to him later. Before he could say anything - I woke up.

Now for some reason Tracy was MIA today for our session. As soon as the session started I was taken into my magic room in the castle. Sitting there waiting for me was Will. I looked around and asked where's Merlin? Will replied that Merlin was here but he wanted the two of us to become more familiar with the room on our own.

Will went to a very large bookcase and picked up some reading material. I wandered over to a large cylinder container that was in the floor. It was made of stone with many crystals, lapis, amethyst. emerald, ruby, sapphire and diamonds (all rough stones) embedded throughout the structure. I looked inside and it was full of water. I took my finger and swirled the water around several times to get a small whirlpool going. What I saw in the center of it was me, Bill and Ted sitting in an outdoor cafe or pub with pints of beer - laughing about something. The images took my breath away from a second and upset my stomach like I just went down the 1st hill of a rollercoaster.

Will asked me what was wrong and I told him what happened. He asked me if I cast a spell in it yet and I told him no. He told me to give it a try. I found rose petals, patchouly and orris root. I said a few words about Bill, Ted and I as I sprinkled the rose petals into the water. Next I placed the patchouly in while commenting on careers and money - lastly the orris root to draw all three of us together as well as the items I asked for. I then took my finger and swirled the water around to make a strong whirlpool. As the herbs went around and around - there was a great amount of energy that cam out of this cylinder. The water turned pure white and then back to normal. All the herbs were gone and the water was calm.

Will called to me with excitement in his voice. I hurried over and he showed me this book with two drawing of almost a perfect images of he and I. With something like the founders or something similar - I can't remember - under our pictures. But I asked what book he was reading and he said a book on sex magic. I'm like - WHAT? We're the pioneers of sex magic? He shrugged and said looked that way. Want to find out what we can remember of that time (he asked with a naughty grin on his face)? I told him I can't stay that long - too much to do.

And with that I ended it.

LOL - no wonder I like sex:) Hahaha -- too funny. Really does fit with me writing the OBE book, web page and blog (web page is almost done).

Speaking of the OBE sex blog -- it is going to be written by more people than just me. If you are interested in being a contributing writer, email me at:
allie @ gypsyadvice . com (without the spaces of course). I'm only going to picked a limited number of people to do this with me so if you want to - let me know now:)

Off to sleep I go.

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

If any of you follow me as Alison Ashby in The L Word in Second Life - I'm being auctioned off for a good cause tomorrow (Thursday ) night. Stop by and bid on me and help support the gay and lesbian community:) Info on how to find me is in the side bar:)

I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Updates, Sex, Ethan And Ted!

My little sister is due to give birth at any time now -- her and her wonderful British husband are awaiting the birth of a baby girl. My son just rolls his eyes at the thought of another girl cousin that he has to watch over. Not that he doesn't love my niece as it is -- but she's 3 and he'll be 7 so he's getting too old for her (his words) - LOL! My sister is the one who lays out my books and since I was sidetracked in March/April (very busy months) and May my head has been up my ass - I'm behind in the last gypsy magic book. I'll have my part done within a day or two -- but my sister won't be able to get it laid out until she's on maternity leave and has had some proper sleep (well - some sleep anyways, how much sleep can you get with a newborn?). So knock on wood it'll be done this summer.

But as soon as my writing part is done, I'm jumping into the astral/dream/telepathic sex web page as well as getting the outline done for the book. Lord knows I have enough stories of my own to fill this book with examples for each section - but I will also be asking for people to submit stories -- real names would not be used in the book - in order to give the book more of a variety. As soon as I get that up and going, I'll let you know.

Last Monday I tried to do my sex chat on the L word but couldn't since I blew up my DSL modem and GASP - was on dial-up! But DSL is back and working, so I'll be there tonight, 10:00 pm EST at the L word in Second Life if you'd like to join us. It's a lively bunch and nothing is taboo. The chat is for male and females alike - straight, gay or bi - doesn't matter. Info on how to join us in the sidebar of this blog.

Remember last year when Cindy and I would do our sessions and then I would tell you guys about it? Well we're gearing up again to start on Wednesday. Her guides and my guides told us both to start it up again - so here we go. Her real name is Tracey and she has given me permission to use her real name in this blog so I will from now on. Whenever we start to do these sessions, some sort of spiritual breakthrough happens for both of us! I can't wait to see what happens this time!

I hope my reading/computer glasses come in soon so that I can stop my headaches -- that's what I get for being on the computer 60 + hours a week!

I want to do a quick session. As soon as I grab my healing wand and close my eyes I am taken to the pine trees in a wooded area near my home. Ethan is there waiting for me. We say our greetings. He asks me how I'm doing. Today not so bad - I reply. He tells me that the next several months will not be easy at all - in fact they could be down right horrible. But I have to stick in there and see things through. I assure him that I will and there really is no other course of action but to proceed forward. Ethan tells me that I must keep writing -write, write, write he says. I nod my head -- then he shoots me one of those "looks". I say - I know, Robert told me that I this book should have been done last year - I know. It's almost done. Ethan says - good -- because the sex book is what is really going to make a difference. Then from that point writing the erotica book as well as Kyra will also make their marks. But I can't slow down, I have to put fingers to the keyboard and get it all out.

In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over.

We round a corner and there is the blue farmhouse from past visions. He tells me to go inside and follow my nose. Ethan smiles and disappears.

I enter the house and I can smell brownies! I move past the large front staircase down the hall and to the kitchen. There in the kitchen is Ted in an apron. It's a sight - let me tell you! The kitchen looks like WW3 hit it and the man is covered with flour and I think powdered sugar. He tells me to come in -- and then says stop laughing! I never imagined you a cook I say. He replies - I'm not really, but I'm working on it. He wants me to try a chocolate brownie. I sit at the wooden kitchen table and he gives me a cup of tea. I say - tea? No beer, no coffee? Who are you and what have you done with my Ted? He laughs and says he doesn't know why there is only tea here - but that's all he's got. Will and Bill and both busy he says, so I hope you don't mind being my guinea pig. No - I'm good with that. I take a sip of the hot tea - it's pretty good - but then if an Englishman made bad tea with would be a travesty! Anyway - the brownie is moist and pretty good. I'm not sure he cooked it all the way though cause it was rather gooey in the center - but it was good. He's wiping powdered sugar off my face as I am putting more on his -- when the session abruptly ends.

Ted in the kitchen -- what a sight! My guess is that he was jolted out of his session which ended the connection.

Off to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Nightmare, Life Force And Ted!

What a weekend! Easter was fabo..and my ham was even better than that! Best one to date I believe - the ham that is...not the holiday:) I also spent some much needed down time playing my Lord of the Rings online role playing game. Man...it rocks:) I forgot how much I enjoyed playing a RP game. The other part of the weekend had me ripping apart The Black Triangle -- again. It's been rearranged, torn part and looking damn good about now. I have a few more things to change on it which I'll work on before I host the L Word's Monday night sex chat as Alison Ashby. It's nice as now they have two of our stories playing during the chat in case someone wants to listen. The two tonight I wrote both of them.....so I'm kind of partial to people listening to them. More info on how to join us for FREE along the right side bar of this blog.

I had actually started to write this entry last night as Brigit keeps tell me to relay this nightmare I had -- one that is way too vivid in my mind. I hate these type of dream visits, especially when I'm an observer only and not able to change anything. Okay -- so there are a hundred or so people in this very old and very large house. It actually reminded me more of a small castle than a house. The two that live there, a young couple in their 30's, are the life of the party. Everyone loves them and everyone is having a great time. There is an abundance of drugs and booze floating around. I'm watching all of this and I ask myself -- how did these two get so much money -- especially since I had this sense that it was old money, old money not from either one of their families?

Someone shows up next to me - all in white and asks if I really want to know why. I feel a sense of dread grow in my stomach, but my curiosity got the best of me so I say - yes. I see the house rewind in time a year earlier. There were many people around, another party. The young man was coming into a lavish bedroom with a huge 4 poster bed made of cherry, with a deep red comforter. It was a great room and a great bed. There is a woman lying in the middle of the bed, asleep. She has long dark hair, a long but elegant nose. Fine features, thin body - but healthy looking. She's on top of the bed like she passed out -- wearing white shorts and a pink short sleeve shirt. The man takes a glass next to the bed and places it in the base of a planter.

The woman is barely conscious. The younger woman I saw with him in the future comes in and they put this woman on a large rug -- the kind the mob would use to roll a dead body up in. The older woman tries to struggle, but she is powerless to do much. People are coming in and out of this room, but no one seems to be helping the woman. The two younger ones place liquid cement in this woman's nose and mouth. Then they roll her up into the carpet and walk away. I can see the carpet move as she struggles to breathe. Her legs kicks out, I can see the bottom half of her. I can feel her life force draining from her and I'm filled with this severe panic. I know (for some reason) that a certain being should not see me here observing as harm could come to me and my family if I am caught witnessing this. I guess that I am also this woman's assistant (somehow...I don't know) and I have a great affection for her in this life time. Seeing her die and not being able to help her is just killing me. I scream that I've seen enough and everything is fast forward to the present where I see the young - married - couple enjoying this dead woman's money. Seems that her death was ruled natural and he inherited everything.

What I don't get is how did they get the hardened cement from her nose without leaving any evidence behind? And why am I watching all of this? What purpose is it to me? All I have to do is think about this dream and it make me ill. So there you go. I was just told that the purpose is not for me but for someone who will read this blog. It will strike a cord with them.

Lately I have been able to tastes Ted's essence -- and don't get all dirty minded there -- I mean it, his life force--I can feel it, taste it, smell it. He is very here all the time now. There's such a change with him and Will. I can feel either man touch me while I'm awake, while I'm going about my day-to-day things. The touches aren't sexual in nature, but small energy caresses to let me know that they are here. Ted consciously is seeking me out. He knows where I'm at, he knows how to find me -- and he has a hard time understanding all of this. But he willing to take a chance on something because so far his life choices (in love and in friendship) haven't really been all that good. I think that he is tired of feeling like he does and that is why he is willing to try this. Will on the other hand is also reaching out consciously -- but he does not know it's "me". So in his conscious mind he is searching for the energetic spiritual body of someone who he has this longing for. He has no idea what I look like (unlike Ted) so he does not have a face to go along with the energy. Since Will is higher up the spiritual food chain than I am -- and he did find me to begin with -- I am positive that he will figure this out. Even if he arrives at this blog "by accident".

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Riding The Wave With Will!

Being connected to Will is like riding a tidal wave. It's a gradual build, then it's so strong that you are holding on for life -- until it crashes into the beach and scatters, leaving nothing behind. Then the wave starts again....I'm on the upswing of another wave. It feels so strange. I can feel his apprehensions, his curiosity and his fortitude to see it through. I don't think on a conscious level he has totally gotten it -- but it's right there at the tip. It's almost as if he stops by this blog by accident - reads his name - and is like - no shit, that sounds like me. Because, as you know, in this case of my blog -- Will is his actual name. A nice man with the charm and the wit one would expect from a gentleman born in Charleston, with a sexy southern drawl that I find irresistible. A Gemini 13 years my senior. A Taurus and a Gemini -- interesting astrological mix. His date of birth was my mom's actual due date with me (I was early), my son's due date (he was late) and now my new niece's due date. Life is interesting.

I want to get into a session real fast before I have to pick up my son, I am transported directly to the lake, by that tree. Will is waiting for me. He smiles and says that he hasn't seen much of me since we did that past life regression trip together. I said, no - haven't been around, but that information was pretty intense. His hand caress my face, he smiles -- those blue eyes twinkle - and he tells me that I never have to pull away from him again. No matter what the pain or the confusion, no matter what I might hear from someone else, that I am always to go to him. He will always be my safe harbor. He is committed to that - to seeing me safe - and happy. I told him thank you - I appreciate it. He goes on to say especially with what you have on your plate now. I ask - like what? He says, you know -- your husband. Ah yes - he's ill. Will nods and looks out to the lake. Nothing is said for a spell. Then he turns and looks at me - don't turn your heart off. Don't put up your wall and shut out the world when you need support the most. No matter how strong you think you are, no one can survive alone. You have a support team, to lean when you need to. I won't let you fall. I love you Allie Cat. He kisses me. Be safe he says -- and stay close. With that he leaves.

And I'm done.

Okay - have to go get my son....will be back in a few to write some more.

Over the weekend I had some interesting dream visits with Will. I can still remember the texture of the hair on his arms. Isn't that a strange thing to remember? His mouth tasted real sweet too - like he just enjoyed a serving of peach cobbler before my arrival. We went down into a cave, I'm not sure where we were at exactly, but as we were descending, we discussed how my great grandparents and his grandparents were rum runners. My great grandmother actually was one -- and a damn good one at that (from the stories told). I was telling Will how to make my grandfather's blueberry brandy. He said that he'll have to give it a go. We ended in a back room where there were old barrels - Will tells me that these were forgotten from the 20's and 30's and every once in a while he comes down here and enjoys some fine aged booze. He takes out two paper cups and pours some out of a barrel. It smells like cleaning fluid - fruity cleaning fluid. I ask if he thinks I'm going to drink this. He smiles and says - of course -- very quickly I suspect. We down this lighting fluid and it burned -- even after I awoke I remember that burn in my throat. As I'm trying not to gag from the taste - he comments that the booze is strong, but there is something that he can do in order to take my mind off of the taste. I wanted to catch my breath and ask him what -- but before I could say anything his tongue was exploring my mouth. I can distinctly remember the energy zap through my body and my knees wanting to buckle. But I held my ground -- and wanted more.

The air was so cool down in this cave, and his hands were so hot. It was such a contrast on our bodies as our hands explored one another. Things were getting really intense as his mouth devoured my body. But just as things fevered to that all-consuming pitch......the alarm went off. I could hear him scream - damn it - as I was whisked away back into reality. After considering sending the alarm out the window - I laid there for awhile. Trying to remember everything that I could. It was all so vivid. I could still taste not only the booze in my mouth, but the sweet taste of him. Wow - it was intense.

The other dream visit was just as intense, but a different subject matter all together. I was helping Will read his lines for a play he was either in or trying out for - can't remember. He loved the way I delivered lines - he just sat back and smiled as I read down the script - just tickled on how I was getting into the parts. I remember the room - it was like a den, with a leather recliner, love seat, red or burgundy drapes/shades, drawn to keep out the hot sun. Books all about. A computer. A pipe and for some reason one hockey stick. He tells me that I should try out for one of the parts that haven't been cast yet. I tell him - no way - I do not get up in front of people. Nope -- nadda. He keeps trying to convince me otherwise. He is adamant about getting me to go to this place and audition. I finally give in - just so he'll shut up. I'm standing outside of the playhouse when I think I force myself awake. I woke up with butterflies in my stomach. It was so surreal.

And now I have to go get some more work done. Don't forget to stop by The L Word tonight at 10:00 pm EST and join me for a sex chat - info in sidebar here! Had a blast last week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Stuff, Ted And A New One Named Jo!

I've never been able to understand it. The days that I do not post anything are the days when the most people visit. Does that make sense to you? Me neither.

The last week has been difficult. I still have this cold that insists that I cough up a lung and my husband has the mother of all sinus infections. They did a CAT scan on his sinus area a little over a week ago and the ER doctor said he's never seen so many notes come back from the radiologist. He had 3 pages of notes on his sinus instead of the normal few lines. He's so infected that they can't tell what's going on inside of there until they can get some of the infection gone. And let me tell ya - that gunk isn't leaving without a fight. Yesterday he went to the ear, nose , throat specialist and it isn't good. Not good at all. He is having surgery done on the 13th so that they can determine what is growing inside of his sinus. Until then the man can move from point A to point B and that's about it. So between the two of us - I haven't gotten much sleep at all - and my lungs are really starting to hurt from all the coughing. I have no fever - nothing else is wrong (except for the drainage) so the doc says there isn't much to be done for me except to wait it out. Same for the kid. So I have extra home duty. This is where I've been for the last 10 days.

Monday night's chat at The L Word on Second Life went really well. I have such a good time at the events and meet such interesting people. If you haven't stopped by yet, it's all free, all you have to do is sign up and download the software. There is a catch though - you have to have DSL or Broadband to log on. Look me up on there - I'm Alison Ashby!

I answered two ads this past week on people looking for female erotica writers. I thought - right up my alley -- perfect! Boy was I wrong -- they didn't want a writer, what they wanted is a woman who could have sex with someone while they watched and took notes. So I turned down both of their well-paying, but not for me, jobs.

On the way to taking my son to school last Monday there was a really nice snowfall happening. It was the perfect snowfall,the kind you see in the movies. Well I wasn't paying attention and I wiped out in front of his school. Nothing broken, but my right arm killed me for days.

Monday, Feb 26th, was the 6th anniversary of the "Ask Allie" column! The podcast turned a year old last December! This blog will head into year 3 this month! I tried to look back to see how many pages I have to this blog -and it's around 600 right now. I decided to check after I got an email the other day about when I was going to come out with my soul mate book. I hope soon - after the one I want to write on astral sex. So many ideas -- so little time.

Ted has been around so much lately. Not the annoying in your face - but right there so that I can feel his energy without him being intruding. When I ask what he's doing - he only replies - just observing. There have been a ton of flash visions with him that I can't really grasp. Just tiny glimpses of scenes like wallpaper with roses on them, a Victorian high-back chair, a large hedge maze, goblets, laughter, fun, love, happiness, pain, anger, separation. I haven't had a flash vision that has anything to do with forgiveness, which I for some reason find very odd. Maybe that's what this current life is for. He's always so determined he is going to make me happy - that he loves me more than anyone could ever love. Maybe he's supposed to take care of me so that I forgive him for the past. SHRUG. I don't have a clue. When I ask my guides about it I never hear anything back -- which means I'm not supposed to know.

I had an interesting dream last night about this woman, I'll call her Jo, who I have found out is in my soul circle. She's a gorgeous woman in real life - simply gorgeous, and in this dream I'm in her house just staring at her. She jokes about is there something on her face and I laugh and tell her that I can't believe I'm sitting here. I hand her a piece of paper and on it is all about Bill, Ted and Will. She looks at me and says am I one? I tell her yes you are -- it's you, me and a whole bunch of testosterone. She gave me a great big smile and couldn't believe her luck. She was so happy to be part of our circle. Her partner is her soul mate - so I we talked about how he fits into our soul circle because I've never felt he was part of it, but he must be if they are soul mates. And she said that she has felt that he and Will were part of her soul circle, but never felt Bill and Ted (or me) so there you go.

Jo then showed me around her huge place - I asked where her better half was with the kids and she said they were out. But in this house there were so many people in there - some with their hair up in curlers, others were getting make up on, while others where trying on clothes. I felt almost if I were on a movie set. I asked Jo if she took care of all these people and she said yes. I asked why. She replied that someone had to. As she opened this huge vertical case of make-up & beauty supplies - I noticed how dusty everything was. I told her that these people were talking advantage of her generosity. She giggled and called me a worry wart. Then I woke up.

One big thing I remember about the dream is that she was sp pleased to be part of our soul circle. So happy - that she glowed. You know, the kind of glow a pregnant woman would have - that kind of glow.

I think that I'm going to head to bed. It's early I know. But I am is dang tired that I don't think I care.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Astral Travel, Dreams, Odds And Ends!

Pillow Talk on The L Word went very well last night. If you want to join me next week for this free chat about sex, here's the URL where anyone can sign up no matter where you live: http://lword.sheeplabs.com/cgi-bin/sl_register_user.pl . It starts at 8:00 pm EST in the Planet. I'm Alison Ashby:)

At Whispers Media we're also in talks with a few big names -- so fingers crossed for me:)

Writing I'm trying to do when time permits. But man, I can't get over how busy I am. I'm not complaining mind you -- not at all - I like being busy as it means I'm helping someone, somewhere...I just need to get a system down. Or better yet, clean my office and get organized:) Now if I could do that and survive on less sleep....

But I love my sleep. That's when I appear to be the most active, at least astral wise. Last night as I snoozing off..my friend Dave shows up and I can hear him say take my hand. No matter how many times I astral travel, that drop in my tummy when my astral body separate from my physical body is hard to get used to. This were really fuzzy when I separated...so I had to yell to make things clear up - and they did. He told me that he had to show me something. In a blink we are wherever Bill is staying right now. There are papers everywhere. He looks to be making notes -- he's doing a lot of reading -- looking into and jotting things into a light brown book. I asked Dave why did he bring me here? Before he could answer, my brain wasn't making any memories....so I have no clue.

I can remember being in a hotel room that had two double beds. I'm working on my computer and the door opens. This woman comes in and asks what am I doing here? I reply that he told me to sleep in here tonight. She leaves the door a jar (my instant feel was for safety reasons like she was afraid of me) and I looked over at the beds and it was now one queen instead of two doubles. She said no way -- and I'm trying to tell her that there were two doubles there. She storms out. I can remember checking my email. And no, I have no clue who "he" is.

Will rolls over and says - mornin` darlin. Dogs....he had a couple of dogs too. It's strange as it feels like we kept jumping locations: I can see trees with the leaves changing - reminded me of North Carolina or Virginia -- then out on the west coast on the beach -- then in NYC walking in Central Park. I wonder, since he found me and not the other way around, will he recognize me when we meet? Or will it be that feeling that I'm familiar but he can't place me? Or maybe that once he meets me he cannot stop thinking of me, but he doesn't know why.

Somebody asked me once if I ever thought it was a curse that I know what I know and I feel what I feel about people that I have no physical contact with. Had they asked me back in 2002 or even 2004 -- I would have said yes. But as time goes on, I have realized that there is no curse to this, but a huge blessing to know that these are the souls who are with me lifetime after lifetime - through the good times and bad -- the eternal love and friendship we feel for one another is thicker than blood, is thicker than anything you can imagine -- in fact, it's so thick that it draws us together in every life no matter if we go willingly or fight and scream all the way. And to me -- that is a comfort and I know that I am blessed.

We're all blessed in this same way - we all have souls that we are eternally connected to throughout time. But you have to be open to that possibility and then once you feel it - sense that connection, you must embrace it without obsessing over it -- while not running away from it and thinking that you're nuts. A tall order I know.

There's just so much out there that our human minds cannot or will not comprehend. I wish there was a way to open up the mind to allow the soul memories to flow through without a filter or a detour. Maybe some day I'll figure that out.

Until that time I have to remember not to overuse the powdered garlic when I make dinner. Oh -- it was God awful tonight and I'm a good cook. 2nd cooking mistake I've made in 13 years, not too shabby of a record. I had so much garlic in there that it gave me a headache and it was way over the top -- and trust me - I'm a garlic fiend. If I say it's too much....then it's out of control - LOL! All my cats turned it down, but my snoop dog Indy Jones didn't. The only thing he and Brodie (the other dog) turn down is Broccoli:)

I need to get back to script writing.......talk to you later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Second Life, The "L" Word And Alison Ashby!

Don't forget to stop by and gab about sex with me at The "L" Word's virtual world, Second Life from 8:00 pm EST on Monday. It's a steady gig and it's my Pillow Talk from Whispers Media in real time with fun Q & A, sex toy chat and erotica entertainment gab.

It's free to join Second Life and if you haven't done it yet -- it is FABO fun!

For people in the US: http://www.sho.com/site/lword/second_life.do
For the rest of the planet: http://lword.sheeplabs.com/cgi-bin/sl_register_user.pl

I'll see ya'll at the Planet!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dave, Will And Look Out For February!

I really needed to take a step back today and do a session. So I grabbed by healing wand, turned off the phones and settled in. As soon as the session began I arrived at the beach that I used to frequent all the time and meet my guides. Although this time no guides where there but my deceased friend Dave was waiting for me. He gave me a hug and turned me towards the water. He said something to the effect that I'm a busy person and slapped me on the shoulder (like guys do to one another when they say hi). I commented that it hurt -- and he told me to stop being such a baby.

Dave went on to say that Feb will be an explosive month for me. I ask - good or bad? He said it depends on who you ask. For me -- is it a good month? Yes and no was his reply. I tell him that's not an answer - he says it's the only one he's got. I ask about Bill - Dave shook his head -- Ted -- he shook his head again -- Will??? He did nothing but stared straight ahead. I grabbed the guy and shook him -- what about Will? Feb will be a good month for him. Does it have something to do with me? I can't tell you - Dave replied. How can you know anything anyways seeing you're not one of my guides and you certainly are not an angel (he chuckled). You'd be amazed at what you know once you're dead - he smiled that cocky smile he always did in high school.

Well if you know so darn much -- tell me! Give me something to go on. He shook his head -- no can do -- it's against the rules. If I tell you what I know, then you'll focus in on that and neglect doing what needs to be done in order for it to arrive in the first place.

Crap - I said.

Yep - he said. This month is nothing compared to the rest of the year. You'd better eat your Wheaties because you are going to be one busy girl.

We heard a bell chime in the distance.

Got to go - he announced. Oh - sorry about the door last night, I was just having fun.

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH -- I knew it was you!

He smiled - talk to you later sunshine.

And that was that.

Dang that Dave! My office door would not stay shut last night at all. No matter what was tried - it still opened. In the middle of the night I got up, chased the cats out of the office and tried it again -- this time it stayed shut.

Busier than I am now? Hopefully I'll be able to keep my sense of humor:) But I am looking forward to meeting Will. I wonder what happens to make Feb. a good and a bad month for me? It's right around the corner so I guess I'll be finding out soon!

My sex chat went well last night on The L Word's Second Life, until the server crashed! Too many people chatting at once -- the world had about 20,000 people on it. That's a hefty amount of typing. If you didn't get a chance to stop by last night, I'll be chatting it up with everyone on Monday's starting at 8:00 pm EST. The link to the software should be in the entry before this one.

Dreams - last night I'm still in that swanky hotel. I keep walking around with a book and I'm reading it -- jotting down notes. This book has a deep red cover. I'm really into this book - so much so that I'm not speaking to anyone else in the hotel. Maybe tonight I'll be able to grasp more of the dream.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Astral Sex, The "L" Word And Playgirl!

There are times when I feel like I'm slipping into a surrealistic abyss for which there is no escape. Many times I welcome the escape - the blur of the fine lines between physical reality and the astral planes. But most times I find myself kicking and screaming not to be sucked in by the void. But no matter what I do - every day I slip a little bit further into the unknown and closer to my destiny. And today has been no different.

I am amazed at the sheer will power of Will. For as forceful as his presence is in my mind and energy field, he exudes the same strength of kindness. I don't know how to describe it -- hummm.....have you ever sat outside under a cloudy sky and catch a chill? Just when you're ready to pack it in and go inside, the clouds open up and your caught in the warmth of a sunbeam. Will's that sunbeam. That's him - strength and radiated warmth, comfort and zest. I push to know more about this man - as much as I can. I can feel that the physical meet is close - real close.

Bill, Bill, Bill -- (SIGH) when I asked you for a sign that didn't have any subtext, you were right when I meant make it simple. But a simple blurb from you is never simple. Your words, your choices of poems, excerpts, articles are just like you -- full of layers and sprinkled with subtext. So if you are giving me a sign, I'm not getting it completely as the doubt if the messages are directed at me are still full of uncertainty. When I say make it simple, instead of giving me a simple poem about anything - could you give me a simple poem on connections or making contact. That I would understand -- and appreciate.

I know -- I need to update more. I'm trying - honest. But this upcoming week is more insane than last:

- On Monday, I start my weekly online event at The L Word's virtual world - Second Life. If you're in the states you can sign up and join this community for free: http://www.sho.com/site/lword/second_life.do I'll be chatting weekly as Alison Ashby (last names you choose from a list) from Whispers Media all about sex, naughty toys and erotica events;) It starts at 8:00 pm EST and goes on until whenever!

- On Thur/Fri I will be in NYC to attend the Playgirl party. Yes - I said Playgirl:) It ought to be fun!

The back of my neck has been sensitive today. Real sensitive as if someone has been trailing their lips up and down all the right spots. I can't believe the number of times today I've had to stop what I was doing just to rub my neck in hopes that the sensation goes away. Because quite frankly - my neck is the most sensitive area on me -- if it gets kissed in just the right spot - I'm toast. I just hope it come back during the night!

Speaking of night - I haven't been sleeping worth a damn. I am up all of the time - especially since Will consciously entered my life. At first I wasn't spending much time in the hotels/resorts that I used to dream in -- but now I'm there every night. A real nice place, real swanky and all with comfort abound. But in the dreams I know that it is just temporary and I'll be moving on. Will is there - in almost every scene. I'm spending a lot of time in school too. But now I'm not looking for my class or instructor - but actually taking the classes. I only wish that my conscious mind could grasp hold of more dream memories.

I have discovered, though, Will's purpose in my life or at least part of the purpose. He and I are to show the world that there is reincarnation, life after death, that the deceased CAN hear the living and that it is possible to communicate. Bill, Ted and I are to do something on a healing level that has to do with Atlantis. I'm pretty sure that Bill and Ted's work comes after Will and I -- but I'm not sure who I will physically be in contact with first. My intuition is telling me Will - but as with everything, time will tell. I just honestly cannot wait to tell you who Will is or at least more about him on a personal level so that you can get a better picture of who I'm talking about.

Now - Bill and Ted. Bill is extremely busy -- stupid busy actually - but he is doing well. When he's this busy he always pulls back -- but I know that when things have calmed a bit -- he will be back with a vengeance. Now - as I typed that, there went my neck again --- hummm....I really do think he is making headway with he and I. As I've discovered with Will - it takes a lot to all of a sudden find someone in your energy field that you think you know -- but you're not sure why you should know - or how this person fits into your life. So I have more empathy for both Bill and Ted -- because now I GET it:)

Ted, is doing rather poorly. I can feel him reach out and when I reach back - he pulls away as if my touch wounds him. I can feel the depression and the insecurity. But I can't help him unless he lets me in. Do I still feel that he is sick? Yes - no doubt - which I think his mortality is getting the better of him. If only he would take better care of himself......

Astral sex -- yes please:) LOL! In the many times that I've awoken this week - it's been well, difficult to go right back to sleep because of the intensity of the sexual high I was on. It's Mr. Will - make no mistake or should I say -- I've not made the mistake of thinking it was Bill or Ted (man I sound like an astral hussy - don't I?) and Will is so different than the other two. With him I'm made to feel like I'm a precious gift that is meant to be unwrapped slowly and deliberately. He also isn't sexually overpowering during my waking hours either - but he's always there, watching, smiling and waiting.

Yes, I have more thoughts about Will. I keep thinking about what we are supposed to do in this life. I sense that he'll die before me (and before Bill & Ted) and because we have time before he dies (I'm thinking a long illness) we have everything set in place about what he is to do on the other side - so together we can show everyone that there is still a life without a body and people can communicate. I had a flash vision of me at his funeral - I was a flipping wreck - inconsolable and really not wanting to be alive. Hopefully I can alter things so that I either do not feel so much pain or better yet - am equipped to handle it better.

I'm tired. I think I'll call it a night soon:) Wish me good luck this week and send me some extra light please - I could use it:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Playgirl, The "L" Word And More!

So unlike me to go this long without an update. I've been seriously busy - honest I have. I'm going to do a list in order to catch ya'll up to speed.

- Jan 25th/26th I'll be in NYC at the Playgirl party. Damn that Whispers Media - I hate job perks - don't you?

- Speaking of Whispers Media, we are going to host events on The "L" Word's virtual community called - Second Life:) http://www.sho.com/site/lword/second_life.do (for US residents only). Now for those of you who have been reading this blog for awhile - you KNOW how much I love The "L" Word! So this to me is just fricken fantastic! As soon as I have dates/times for our WM events, I'll let you know.

- Yesterday's blog entry I mentioned the Healing Arts weekend I'll be a part of at the end of April. If you want to go - NOW is the time to sign up. I'll be doing two more events with Maria Shaw in 2007: Salem Witch Tour in Oct and a psychic cruise in either Dec or Jan 2008. I am beyond psyched and honored to be a part of these events:)

- Speaking of Maria, she did a reading for me on Will. I'll get to that in a minute -- but Will has continued to be right there. A very loving, very respectful energy that is not pushy, self-serving or angry. His spirit embodies everything I could possibly want in a good friend, a teacher and whatever else the universe has in store for us. Last night we had another wonderful dream visit. We chatted about my cat Darin and how he is my night-time angel who takes his protection job very seriously and trust me, as soon as the sun sets he is at my side until I wake up. The cat is relentless! Any ways - this morning I woke up with a smile on my face and I could smell Will - a type of cologne or maybe soap - I don't know but it was woodsy and spicy all at the same time.

- I asked Maria about Will and what is our connection as I couldn't get a handle on why he is so predominate in everything I do now. Maria's good -- and for only $40 you get a question answered: http://www.mariashaw.com/store/one_question/index.html . I told her what I know about him this is what she said:


Dear Allie - Without his birth time, it will be a more difficult to say how you fit into his chart but I do know where he fits in yours.

This Will gentlemen...and BTW, you will likely meet or at least correspond sometime this year; either before April or after August. He would make a good business partner because he would be very supportive of your efforts and offer assistance; either his energy, time, knowledge, resources, etc. to help you on your path.

You will really like him because your Venus conjuncts his sun sign in Gemini. Whenever you see an aspect such as this between two people, it is great for chemistry; sometimes for love and other times for friendship. In other words, this is a wonderful connection to have.

I spoke with a reporter from Kenya yesterday who is doing a story on me for a LA-based magazine. I did his chart before he called and saw that we had a Venus connection like yours and Will's. The conversation was wonderful; just like 2 old friends talking. We both has the same views and both understood what the other was talking about. The interview just flowed and was a pleasure to do. You have the same connection with Will.

It also shows that he could be a great teacher. You could learn a lot from this man and by knowing him, you could grow spiritually even more so. He could introduce you to a new way of looking things and expand your vision of the world in some way. Also there is a spiritual connection between you two and the main purpose is for "learning" and spiritual growth. I guess if you took it further, you two could collaborate on a book, a seminar or a teaching tool in some way. But definitely there is strong spiritual growth associated with this relationship.

On a mundane level, there could also be an attraction between you two; first because of the "mind"......you will be drawn to the intellectual side of Will or his deep, intensity and communication style.

In some ways, this could be a lucrative business partnership and if you were to take a different route, a more personal relationship.

So in answer to your question; yes, you can be together in this lifetime if you pursue the relationship, from a business stand point first. You may need to reach out since you are the "student". You know that when the student is ready, the teacher appears. But you need to grant him permission to help you. He has already appeared to you. But you will need to pursue the relationship first and then get it rolling. Venus and some other connections in your chart will help you two come together.

So I thought about what she said for a spell and then did a short incantation to let the Universe and Will know that I an open and give permission to Will for his help and guidance. That next morning I sent Maria an email and told her a few more personal items about Will that I knew. Minutes later she offered me the chance to join her on a few of her projects. Coincidence? Nope - there's no such thing.

- I have also given great thought over the last couple of weeks that Will reads this blog. He found me, not the other way around like Bill and Ted. And now, just like Bill and Ted will do at some time with me - I have to pursue Will to let him know that I am ready.

- So what about Bill and Ted? Not much really - at least lately. Ted has pulled way back and he seems to be sulking over something and Bill - I can tell - is very busy with work and when that happens all doors are closed until he is done. That's okay -- they both know where to find me.

- I wrote the prof I did a talk for at the College of Wooster and asked her if she knew of anyone who would like to do research/write a paper on past lives. This is what she wrote back:

I first wanted to let you know thatin the final journal entries for my FYS students and on the course evaluations, at least half of the students cited your visit as one ofthe most memorable, enjoyable and informative aspects of this course!

I know you won't be offended when I say that for some, it was because they found you a little wacky but entertaining (i.e. they weren'tconvinced!), but others found your visit to be informative, comforting(especially for a couple students who had experienced recent losses!),and thought-provoking. So, thank you!

In response to your latest email, one of the things I liked best about meeting you was your skepticism and need to "increase the sample size" before really believing some of the things that have happened to you. I don't know of anyone at the College interested in studying past lives, I'm quite sure there's nobody in the biology department, but I will forward your email to a friend in the psychology department in case there is anyone over there that would be interested.

I'm entertaining, wacky and comforting -- I wouldn't have it any other way!

And I think that is it for now. I'll try to keep up, but it's difficult with the amount of daily work I have to do.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)