I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Magic Box, Writing And Twitter!

I'd like to thank everyone who emailed me about the web design help. I've got it covered now. I appreciate your willingness to help out.

In regards to the Magic Box - I'm not sure how much more there is to say over and beyond what I talked about in the podcast. But in case you didn't listen to it....

The Magic Box deals with The Law of Attraction, your desires, faith and emotions. It's endless on what the box can bring you. The only limit is put by yourself or others around you. This is why it is important to keep what you are manifesting to yourself.

You can have as many different things in the box at the same time.

To make/use your own Magic Box:

1) Get a box with a lid.

2) Write your name on the outside of the box.

3) Write on a piece of paper what it is you desire in your life. Be as specific as you can. You can also clip items from a magazine, newspaper or catalog of what it is you desire. If you're desiring a certain person in your life, be as specific as you can on this also - list as many traits as you can.

4) Next loo at your item you are desiring and start feeling as if the item, person or object is already in your life Put out as many thoughts in a row of what it feels like having this in your life. You should do this from between 30 seconds to 5 minutes without interruption. The more you can focus the more the universe will start matching up like things to your thoughts and start the creation process.

5) Place the above item into your Magic Box and say with great emotion and faith - "Whatever is contained in this box is".

6) Each day or whenever possible open your box and repeat steps 2 & 3. You can also do this when you are not near the box by simply tapping into your imagination.

PS: Be aware that the universe may not deliver the item you are looking for exactly the way you wanted it or when. It is p to you to realize when it does manifest though and be grateful for everything. This helps keep your emotional level up and helps in the creation process.

Thanks to Susan and Jack from A1 Aura Photo (http://www.a1aura.com/) for the information on the Magic Box!

I started to use my magic box this week - I'm optimistic!

Many of you have sent me emails - I am so far behind that it is not even close to being a laughing matter. It doesn't look to get any better either. So breathe deep:)

I can't believe I'll be 42 in just over a week. Where does the time go?

I'm also surprised how many people are following me via Twitter: http://twitter.com/gypsyadvice
I'm such a geek that I keep forgetting I have the darn thing!

Will and Vincent have continued to be in my energy this week. Michael is also around, but has stepped back. No idea what has happened to Bill & Ted.

Working on the horror flick is proving to be a challenge. I can't get the opening the way I want it - and if I can't see in my mind how it starts & how it ends before I write - then I'm in trouble. What is the scariest opening (like the 1st 5 min) in a horror flick that you've seen? SCREAM? NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET? And why did you think it was scary?

Now that I'm thinking about scary stuff I'm going to head to bed. Just great!

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Ted!

Today Ted is 50 - Happy Birthday to him! This week has been a crazy week - just like last week and the week before that. I'm exhausted. So much so that I forgot to say Happy Birthday to Michael on the 14th - he turned 41. I didn't forget it was his b-day - I just forgot to say it.

I'll be out of town Sat & Sun - I have so much to do that I really need to stay home - but I really don't have a choice. So......I'll suck it up and go. Eventually I'll be able to tell you guys what I'm up to. I thought I could by now -- but alas - just like most things right now it hasn't gone as I planned.

I think what I'm going to stop doing is planning. Cause if you really think about it - it's not up to me. The day to day stuff is - but the overall plan isn't. I wonder if I'll finally be on one to one talking to Bill or Ted by the time I turn 50? I was thinking the other day - it's been 7 years since I discovered Bill, 6 for Ted, I think 3 for Will and 1 for Vincent. Or maybe it's 4 for Will and 2 for Vincent?

Lately my attention jumps back and forth between Vincent and Bill. For some reason Bill's energy is always laughing - as in happy laughter and Vincent stands there with that grin on his face. He doesn't say anything - do anything - he just grins. Michael just hangs around.

I haven't gotten anywhere with BT or OBE all week. It's been very disheartening. The bug field trip with my son's class went well. I was the ONLY parent there out of the whole 2nd grade. I couldn't believe it. My son and I were doing well until we got to the bug-eating part. Couldn't do it. There were live bugs, fried bugs and chocolate covered bugs. Just no way.

I am so tired -- heading to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

In Keeping With The Program...

....I worked on BT today. Did a lot of research instead of writing - but had the breakthrough I needed. It could have been the wine, The Dead Zone or Queen Elizabeth The Golden Age - but something clicked just as I was about to jump into the shower. I'm not bitching...

Woke this morning with my energy the way it's supposed to be. I feel asleep telling myself to have that talk with Michael as we slept. Looks like it worked. He has been around - the forever "watcher" but at the same time Vincent is here guarding:) I'm glad big, sexy and Italian came back. I hope he stays. Whatever was going on - he must have had a breakthrough as well because Andrew is back.

I'm tired....off to let the dog out and then to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

PS: although technically I didn't work on OBE today - I did read more about fetishes and sex coaching while my son ran around like a loon at Little League this morning.

Making Amends, To-Do List and Subconsious Reality!

I swear I have no idea where my day went. Granted, today was running errand day. I still have one more stop - but it'll have to wait till Friday. It was a nice sunny day here in Ohio and I figured - why not? Besides - was sooooo tired of sitting at my computer. I also worked on my college financial aid forms and my scholarship applications.

I've used a good portion of brain power on my "to do" list which as I told you guys - I'd be accountable for here in the blog. Working on the BT I have hit a road block that I have to find a way through. The original plan in the script was to have an SS officer and a gypsy woman leave the camp in search of something by orders of Mengele. But the powers that be think it's too far fetched - so I have to have all of the action that I had on the various trips confined to the concentration camp. I've been studying Birkenau for hours -- going over maps - looking at buildings. I have to have an idea of what I'm going to write - and then I'll fill in the details as I'm writing. But I can't find that overview to start with......I have 1 month until this script is due and I have to have it done. I know I'll figure it out - but in the meantime it's unsettling.

That said -- I was able to work out a couple of scenes that I want to add. So that was cool. OBE I got no where with. I just ran out of time.

For those of you who voted in the Start-Up Nation contest - thank you. Winners will be announced in May. Fingers crossed.

My dreams are still really out there - and so *&^% busy. I mean WTF? On top of it I can't remember a dang thing. I asked Ethan why can't I remember when I'm usually pretty good at it. He told me the good stand by "You're not supposed to know". I sighed - I couldn't help myself. He told me that if I consciously knew everything my subconscious knew - then I'd be overwhelmed and I'd shut down. The nice thing about a subconscious he said is that it has no distinction between the physical realty and the other worlds/dimensions. So it operates under the assumption that what is going on in the subconscious is your reality. Hence why the thought process and habits are a huge part of our reality. Humm...if I could get my subconscious to believe that I was actually in a physical reality friendship with Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will - would my reality shift to accommodate the world that my subconscious lives in? Or would my subconscious and reality be at war with one another - thereby creating a hell of a lot of inner turmoil?

I must admit - there's a small part of me, I'm ashamed to say, is convinced that I'm not supposed to be in any kind of relationship with anyone in my soul cluster in this lifetime. If that is indeed the case - I must of really screwed up in past lives in regards to these guys to have this happen now. In order to make amends (if there are any to make) would I have to do it in person by having a physical relationship with them? Or could I make amends via our energy fields & souls? Would that heal whatever it is we're stuck in? I should be asleep - but I'm up pondering these things.

I mentioned to Ethan that I have not seen or felt Andrew in along time. He said that Ethan is off working with Vincent. He does stop in daily to see how I'm doing - but Vincent really needs him right now. I'm thinking it's time for some chick power: Iris, Jezell and Brigit. As soon as I typed that I heard Ethan say I was crazy - lol. So what's his point?

Seeing that I will be a pain in everyone's rear end if I do not get to sleep - I'd better scoot.

Samatha and AJ - how did you do on your projects today?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Michael, Mike And Seriously WTF!

I wrote the below $.02 Saturday/Sunday Morning.....

I should be sleeping - I really should. But here I am after drinking a bottle of wine - and I'm awake at 1:18 am. Doesn't make sense. Wine should have made me fall sleep. But oh no....not now. I have too much outside energy running around inside of me.

What does that mean? Well I can feel Bill being very connected. So is Will and Vincent. CJ is still hanging about - taking more of an interest in me than he ever thought he would or that he thought he was comfortable with, You know it's difficult to dream about someone most of your life and then all of a sudden have them wind up on your radar. That's what happened where Bill is concerned with me - and that what happened where I'm concerned with CJ. Especially since most of the dreams he can remember me in we were just kids. It's a bit disarming. And quite frankly you just want things to go back to the way they were - before your "new knowledge".

There's a part of me that's tired of new knowledge. Why can't something happen with the old knowledge before someone else shows up? I don't get it. Any of you - do you get it? Cause I'm at a lost. Like this guy named Michael (not to be confused with Mike from before). He's showed up in my "area" for years now - years. And for the most part I've been able to compartmentalize him. Keep him tucked away as a curiosity and that's it. But now this guy has superseded my curiosity. I want to know why. What possible connection do we have? And why now? Serious. Don't I have enough going on?

I asked Andrew. You know what he said? Vincent is too stuck in his life, Will is too scared, CJ is confused and Bill doesn't have the balls -- so we open up the connection with Michael. I have to ask - is he a chicken shit too? Or would he seek out to explore something that he doesn't quite understand? Andrew says he's an explorer. Always has been - ever since he was a kid. I don't know why Andrew is showing me Michael with a toy sail boat in his hands - but he is. The said boat is has a red base. Andrew also tells me that Michael's mother is something else - and he means that in a good way. She pushes, yet protects Michael. If she find something or someone that can be a positive part of Michael's life - she'll put two and two together - despite Michael protests. So I wonder then - what will happen when she comes upon my blog? When she puts me together with the dreams he's had most of his life. Then what? Does she call me 1st to chat? Or does she just hand the information over to him and guide him? I swear I don't know. I wish I did. But I don't.

I then said "screw it" and went to bed. We'll see if anything comes of this connection. I'm rather tired of the "one-way" feel I've had with the past group.

Michael has been kind enough to keep hanging around. I keep getting the oddest flash visions with him:

Vision 1 - He and I shake hands. I can feel a zap of electric go through me - although I try not to react to it. The same happened to him - I think. We are then sitting at a table with two other women. Michael asks if the two ladies would leave us. They do. He leans across the table at me - and with a very stern look on his face he asks - why me? I open my mouth and start to say because of his past....he waves his hand to signal stop. Give me the real reason - he demands. I sit there and just look at him - trying to figure out what I'm going to say. I finally say - do you believe in soul groups? He smacked his hands together and said - I knew you felt the energy when we shook hands.

Vision 2 - He and I are on the beach. We are by some sort of rock formation. As the sun sets, the beams hit a crystal in the rock formation - which gives off another beam of light to a cave off the coast.

Vision 3 - Michael is inside a house looking outside. From his POV I can see me running to Vincent and jumping in his arms. Michael takes a sip of coffee and says - if he hurts her I'll kill him with my bare hands. I hear a voice (sounds like Will) say - he'd no sooner hurt her than you or I would.

Vision 4 - He's at my 25th High School reunion with me and we're having a blast.

There's more -- but those are the ones I can remember off the top of my head.

My son told me tonight that guys are put on the Earth to drive girls crazy (I couldn't agree more) and for guys to get big muscles so that they can be chick magnets. LOL. I tried not to laugh. I told him to remember that girls are nothing but trouble. He replied - oh mom, guys are trouble too. Snicker...oh how right he is....

Speaking of trouble - there's a guy in Wooster who's a psychologist who I find to be interesting. He and I have known each other since I moved to Wooster - he lives by me. You know how you know when someone is interested in you? Well he's given me that sideways look for the last 8 years. When I could feel him looking at me - I would just keep looking straight ahead. He was married - I was married. Not about to go there or even give the appearance of going there. He was always polite when he saw me or my ex - never anything flirty or over the top. Well, then I got divorced. Still basically ignored him as I know his wife and I think she's a great person - I didn't want any signals to go anywhere that might be misread. So he tells me two weeks ago that he's getting a divorce - been separated at that time for a month. Thought I would hear it through the neighborhood gossip line. Ha! I'm not looking the other way any more. But since our kids go to the same school - I do keep everything low key - flip him a hi when I see him and that's about it. If we happen to be walking the same way in the morning - we'll chat. We'll see what happens - if anything. Well- something will happen, it's just a matter of what and when. He does have the same kick ass divorce lawyer that I had...that guy in Orville is great! What I need to do is to find out when his birthday is -- I pray he's not a Sag or a Leo. Been there - did that.

Oh and guess what? His name is Mike. Yeah - seriously. No - that connection with what's going on with Michael has not been lost on me.

I'm finally HOT in the Start Up Nation Contest! Whoo Hoo! I'm a smoking mamma!

On that note -- it's shower time:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Ego, Lessons And Ted!

Today the snow was falling - falling - falling down in Wooster. If I looked at the sky, 1/2 is dark and the other 1/2 light. Reminded me of the battle of good vs. evil. Since I am in Amish Hell - the sun faded from view and the sky was a drappy gray - yuck. Just before the sun set it broke through the clouds for 20 min of sunshine. We really could use more sun around here - seriously.

So on today's podcast I talked about how the ego is our enemy. I really believe that. Our egos hold us back, frustrated us, give us impressions of others or ourselves that are not in line with reality - egos make us less than what we are meant to me. I think that sucks. The whole ego thing was a lesson of mine. I don't think I've learned my lesson completely - but at least the light bulb turned on so that I can make improvements in myself. I get why I've been treading water for so long. I got the responsibility lesson a couple of years ago when I got divorced. Next I'll be heading into the patience lesson (even more so than I have been). Why? Because I'm going to homeschool my son next year.

His current school just is not for him. It's like fitting a square peg into a round hole - no matter how much you try - it isn't going to work. I see him suffer because of it - he's just a different kind of kid - he can't help it. The labels he has for being weird, strange and different doesn't help him. All he wants is friends and to do so he gravitates towards the kids who are different - but in a bad way (meaning they get in a lot of trouble being bad) and this in turn gets him in trouble and the cycle continues. My ex and I talked about it - I told him for as long as we're in Ohio, he's going to have to help. Science and math were always the ex's strong suits - so I suggested he be our son's "coach" (which is what the school calls the adult since there are online teachers) in those subjects. He agreed. But we'll see what happens come the school year.

Stress will come from keeping the kid and the dog apart since all they like to do is aggravate one another. Somehow, of course, I will have to work. I mulled over getting up at 4:00 am - working on Keen till 8:00 am and then do school. But I know there is no way in hell I'm getting up at 4 am. So I'll have to keep thinking.

Ted made a very nice comeback over the weekend. I wrote about it in the OBE blog. I was actually very supposed to see him since Will and Vincent were the ones that kept popping up in my energy. Will - it feels to me - is coming to a turning point in his life and he's not sure which way to turn. His current and long-time relationship feels very shaky. But by being together so long - is it love that keeps things together? Or the "being used to" the partner? My money is on the "used to". Vincent - poor guy is just so confused. He has no clue on where to turn or what to do. His life is such a "pineapple upside down cake" right now that he's frozen from making any important decisions. And Ted -- he is crashing hard. A big crash. I am hoping that he has hit the bottom without 1) landing in the hospital 2) going to rehab. A divorce has to be soon -- even if she is trying like hell to get pregnant.

Trouble (the cat) was running after air today - I'm going to assume it was Indy coming back to say hi. Ever since he died Trouble has been glued to poor Brodie who tries to convince Trouble that he is not a dog - but a cat.

Off to bed...have a good night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And No Wasted Time!

I'm almost caught up on my emails and the readings from the special back in December. Whew. The screenplay - still working on it. Once I have a chance to write - it flows. I just have to be able to work on the darn thing - you know?

Little Black Kitty is back outside. He drove me batty yesterday with the clawing at the door and the crying. I put him back out last night. He seems to be doing fine with it. But I do suspect that he'll be asking to come back in before the day is out. He can - for a few - then it's back out again. Samantha is not doing too well. It was as if she aged 5 years overnight (she's already 13). She's still eating, drinking and cleaning herself. But that's it. No more playing - no more nothing but sitting there. It breaks my heart. If I pick her up - she wants to be glued to me - permanently. Trying to detach her from my clothes is tough. I just hope she's okay health wise. I just couldn't take it if something happened to her - not so close to Indy dying.

Will's back:) I could feel his energy close yesterday as I worked. Almost like he was just sitting there watching me. I love it when he's around. Not only because I like the feel of his energy (it's always very high - I would call it jazzed) but he's my muse. When he's around, I just write better. As I was writing the script yesterday, he did make a connection for telepathic sex which I wrote about it in OBE. Last night as I was falling asleep, I could feel him around me. When I was walking down my path to enter my dream portal - Ethan was there as always - he told me to expect the past to be back but with a twist. I asked Ethan what he was talking about - he said that I know he can't tell me more. But that I have to put my nose to the grindstone and keep plugging away. No wasted moments - no sitting idle. I told him okay - and moved on. Further down the path was Will. He was in a long white flowing robe. Around his body is vibrated a wonderful golden energy. I asked if he was going to step through the portal with me. His reply - I'm already there. I stepped through and he was - at the Willow Tree by the river. I don't remember anything else - except that when I saw him I ran to the tree:)

With Will usually comes Merlin at some point in time and sure enough Merlin has been on my heels since I woke up this morning. In fact - he was the last thing I remembered about my dreams from last night. He and I were working in the magical space in the cave. Will was somewhere in the background. Next to me I had an enormous faden quartz crystal. I was putting mugwort around it - Merlin was putting candles around the ring of mugwort. There were 9 candles - 5 violet and 4 blue. During the day today - I keep hearing him tell me we have to get back to work. I have no clue what we're working on - why the mugwort, crystal and candles.

I asked Andrew today - where's my love life? He laughed and said I know where it is - and it isn't in Wooster. I know;) I took down all of the dating ads and what have you that I had online. I've washed my hands of it as long as I live in Wooster. Will I change my mind if I'm still here past July? I might. But lets put the energy out there that I'm moving forward! Any ways - Andrew says there's much more going on behind the scenes of my life than I'm privy to. So keep the faith - keep working and it will all shift the way it's supposed to. He says that January and February are all about work - lots of it. The work will transform not only my career - but my love life - so I must not stop. No wasted time. I tell Andrew that this is what Ethan basically said - no wasted time. He replies- there's a reason 2 of your guides tell you the same thing - listen to our words. And I have:)

LOST is back tonight!! Whoo Hoo! Okay - so since I can't watch it till tomorrow morning - no one email or post about what happened on LOST - okay? Don't tell me! Ahhhh...Sawyer:)

Oh -- I almost forgot...Will and Vincent know one another now. Yep - they met. Don't ask me how I know - I just do:) So now Bill & Ted know one another and so does Will & Vincent. Things are aligning up for me to come on board:)

Vincent is going through a very deep thought process right now. He seems to contemplate everything. He's so deep in thought that I don't dare disturb him. What is he thinking about? His life. What he needs to do and how he's supposed to do it. He's looking at all angles to see what is best for everyone involved.

Back to work I go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This, That and the Other!

Is anyone going to watch the Golden Globes tonight? First time in 30 years I'm not watching it and I'm having withdrawal already. No cable = no Golden Globes..or Oscars.

When Mercury Retro kicks in (which was today) that's when most people start to feel the affects. Me? A week earlier. Never fails. Between MR messing things up, my ongoing fight with iTunes & Hipcast (both bastards still say that the podcast problem is the other ones fault), and the "New Kid on the Block" as AJ said:) It's been a headache of a 2009 already.

Plus this last week I'm still catching up on the special priced readings I sold back in Dec.

Oh - and I shoveled snow yesterday (have to do more today) and did something to my lower back. What took me 5 min is now almost 15. SIGH - the wonders of being over 40. This is on top of my pulling a muscle in my upper back when I went to put my hair in a ponytail last Tuesday. Nice....

I watched BURN AFTER READING yesterday. I can't begin to convey my disappointment. How can so much talent come out with so much crap? And the Coen Brothers? WTF? What happened? I wish you could have seen me yelling at my TV - it was funny. Good thing my son wasn't home;)

I'm entering an Indy filmmaker contest. I have only a week or so to write the 1st draft of the script and then only a week to make changes. So if there's no postings this upcoming week (or next) - you know why. But I'll try not to drop off the face of the Earth.

Now for the last week. This was such a WTF - and a WTH every day. I have to thank Chris for this. Now who is Chris? He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill - and somehow I'm stuck in the middle. Another love triangle. Hell. What in the world did I do in my past lives? When another energy comes in - my body hits the emotional overload until I'm used to that new energy. Plus - I can't sleep. So last week I spent my time either pissed off, crying, or just sitting there without a thought in my head. All of it - not the norm of Allie. When Friday rolled around - I was back to the norm Allie. However - I still can't sleep - so something else must be coming down the pike.

So what's Chris like? Energetic, supportive, creative, kind & loving. Very good friend material. As Vincent stands around and "protects" me - Chris yammers in my ear to have to try this - or try that. It's like Chris pushes me and Vincent protects me. It's nice having them both around - but they have a habit of pulling me in 2 different direction - Chris wanting me to try something and Vincent wanting me to stand still and be safe.

I had a dream visit with them both the other night. They were fighting over who would "get" me. I stepped in the middle and said that I'm not doing this again (referencing Bill and Ted). I pointed to Vincent and said him - he's the one who gets me. Chris is like - what? Wait a minute - I haven't had a chance to prove myself. I told him- not in this life. In this life we're friends and some how you help me with Vincent because you two are already friends in the physical world. Vincent comes up and puts his arm around me - gives Chris a smug look. I punched him and told him to grow up. I can still change my mind - which made Chris smile. I told them that I had things to do and left them standing there - lol.

How did I realize that Chris was part of this whole soul circle thing with me? He kept popping up. Same as Ted did. I'd be in a vision with Vincent - and there he was. Iris said something to me that made the light bulb go off. I asked Andrew if Chris was one of "his" as well. Andrew said no.

Which made me ask Andrew - where's this love life I was supposed to have? He said - it's coming - mid 2009. This news made me roll my eyes. He said that I'll be way to busy till then and everything I am doing career wise is setting me up romantic wise. I told him that I didn't want to know any more. It gives me a headache. He did say though that this upcoming week I should hear something positive abut my career. That works:)

Need to kick my tush into gear.

Have a great - what's left of the weekend !

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crap What A Week!

What a #$^&* up week! Nothing went as planned. I'll get ya'll up to speed either tonight or over the weekend. In the meantime:

Ask Allie Podcast (finally done): http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html you can't download this or any podcast (for some unknown reason - Hipc ast and iTunes are blaming each other) from iTunes. You'll have to listen on the site or download the MP3 file and listen.

Wake Up Your Orgasm:
http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/2009/01/09/wuyo-sex-q-a-pineapples-rock-chick/ will be up on iTunes soon - they're reviewing it.

And in 10 min I'll be here: www.Blogtalkradio.com/wingsofloveshow until 3:00 pm EST - call in:)

Oh - there's a new guy on the block - Chris. He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill. Fun....

Will catch you up soon...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

ps: where in the hell are my archives? My recent posts? UGH!!

Holiday Catch Up Time!

(Just an FYI - I've been trying to get this to post since Sat. late morning)

Happy New Year! Sure - I'm a few days late - but I mean it just the same:) I hope that 2009 brings all of you what you need.

I honestly have no idea where to start - even at the beginning doesn't sound right. Silly huh? So here's a quick run down....

These past two weeks have been so busy - so silly busy - it's unreal. First, as you know, my son is home from school. His dad - being the "whatever" that he is, has decided to be MIA. So with the exception of Christmas Eve - he hasn't stopped by to get his son when he was supposed to - nor has he called him. The SOB is alive and well. He's just being - well...him. Needless to say, my little guy has been very disappointed, which in turn makes my life more difficult. The plans I had for myself all had to be canceled. Which of course is disappointing - but my disappointment doesn't come close to my son's - so I try to keep things in perspective. I've also been lying and making up excuses to my son - so that he won't think his dad has forgotten about him - as he did. That man is going to regret being such an ass when his son lives 2000 miles away instead of 5 min. Yeah - that's what I said - 5 min. Grrrrr.....Of course he finally did email me after I sent the latest asking if he was stopping by - seems that he's been "sick" and can't see his kid this weekend. Yeah - whatever.

So my son has made things very interesting - and stressful - here at the Allie ranch. He and Brodie (the black lab) fight like they are little girls. The kid yells at the dog - the dog barks back at the kid and it goes on and on. I had to banish Brodie to the back room and my son to his room just for some peace and quiet. Overall - the last two weeks have been fine with my son - he's 8 - he acts like an 8 year old. The longer he doesn't see his dad, the more rambunctious he gets.

Iris has been here - as busy as can be. That woman. She has promised me that she's not about to leave my side again. I don't know if I should be happy or scared. She did say though that she's in the background - Andrew is still "in charge" at this point in time. Andrew was talking to me yesterday and my grandmother came up and kissed him. I'm like - not in front of the children!

Now that's it's Jan 3rd, only 18 days till LOST! God I can't stand it -- I have major Sawyer withdraw.

But Iris gave me an idea in the shower - it's about another podcast called Waking Up Your Orgasm: http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/ the site is FAR from complete. My hope is to have the podcast up and running by next Friday (and Friday's from that point on) the 9th. It'll be in the same simple format as Ask Allie - with Q & A sex questions, toy reviews, aphrodisiacs and so forth. Well, I don't know what the "so forth" is yet. Sexual positions and sexual energy I deal with in the OBE newsletter (when I have time to write it). Any ideas? I only want to keep it 30 min or less. I'm also going to do the listener appreciation by giving discounts on the OBE web site.

Dreams - man have they been wild. Ever since I Feng Shui my office (and found about a dozen or so tiny Herkimer Diamonds that I placed on my Faden Quartz next to my bed) they have really been eventful. Bill has been in many of the ones I remember. Two of the visits I've had to entered into his dreams as I remember just standing back watching him pour over books. He's at a round table (both times)...

Okay - I have to interrupt my story for just a moment -- this still has to do with dreams, but....

Earlier last week (can't remember which night) - I had a dream where I was sitting down on a couch, that was a step lower than the room it was in - a sunken couch. An African American man (in his lower 30's I guessed) walked in and it was just as two old friends who haven't seen each other in a while. We hugged, gave each other kisses on the cheek and sat back down on the couch. I was leaning on him, his arms wrapped around me - and he started to tell me how he's been able to write - that he's releasing a new cd. I told him that it was great, I was excited for him (he seemed really pleased with himself) - kissed him a few more times on the cheek. Then I woke up.

Now I had no idea who this person was - never saw him before in my waking life (had no idea if he was alive or not) - had no idea why I would meet up with him - but there has to be some sort of past life/karmic connection. I thought about it after I woke up - couldn't figure it out, so I filed it away. So today I'm thumbing through some online sites - just looking around - and there he was. I was floored. I must of sat there for 10 min just saying nothing. I did find a page for him on MySpace - I sent him a friend request - no idea if he'll say yes. But what the hell - right? Still no clue on the "why" of the dream visit. I'm sure some day I'll figure it out.

Now back to the other dreams and Bill -- so he was at a round table. Books all over the place - most of them open - he had bookmarks in several places in each book. He had a notepad - a journal - where he was writing everything down. I walked up to him and asked how it was going. He's all excited saying he found the portal to Atlantis - but he can't figure out how to get to the portal. Seems that you have to take tunnels and what have you in order to get there - and he can't figure out where the tunnels originate. I asked - isn't it in the bottom of a Mayan temple in Mexico? He stops and stares at me for a spilt second then says - I don't know, they haven't discovered the room yet and when they do, it'll look like an ordinary room. But this (and he points to the triangle inside of a circle) will be in that room. I looked at him again and said - Mexico, it's in Mexico. He replied - but Atlantis's portal isn't in Mexico. I said I know - it's in Belize. But we get to Belize through the Yucatan Peninsula. He stared - it seemed like forever. Then it looked like a light bulb went off because he yelled - now it makes sense and grabbed a book. I woke up. We went through this same scenario twice - and I woke up each time. So I have no clue what he showed me.

Another dream visit we were at my mom's house. My sister's were there along with my brother-in-law, nieces, my son and my mother. Bill was in the basement with my son - I was upstairs watching a large category 3 tornado come towards us. I kept yelling for everyone to stay in the basement - the tornado would spilt off into three smaller tornados, and then regroup into one. The color of the tornado was brown - but when they split apart, 2 of them were gray. I knew my son was safe because Bill had him. My brother in law wasn't listening to me and would not get down stairs. When it got close - he and I ran down. In the basement - I could hear my dog Brodie upstairs. Before I could run up to get him, I woke up.

Vincent has been around during my waking hours. I can feel him move with me. He reminds me of my own astral body guard:) There have been a few instances where the connection was tight and clear - I could see him smiling - laughing. It was nice to be able to feel him feel something other than unhappiness.

Will - he's always around too - but not as close as Vincent - Vincent won't let him. I had a flash visit of me, Bill, Ted and Vincent in a hotel room - chatting. I announced that I want Will here too. Panic spread on their faces and they all said no at once. I told them tough shit - if they want me here - then they'd better go get Will. LOL.

Samantha went back to the vet - her thyroid is still a little high - but all other worries are now gone:) That was so nice to hear. Even though she is not happy to get her pill 2x - she takes it. I'm happy to have my Ninja cat back!

My lower back still kinda hurts - and I noticed a fine crack in my son's tooth. I'm using a heating pad and he goes to the dentist on Tuesday.

I managed to get some medicine in Little Black Kitty's eye last week - only problem is that he hasn't been back since :(

For some reason I'm obsessing over Sex In The City. No idea why. I never watched it on HBO or the reruns - never went to see the movie. But all of a sudden I have to watch it. Very strange.

I got my spring seed catalogs in the mail today - whoo hoo! My kid eats apples like you wouldn't believe - so I'm getting 2 apple trees to put in. Of course I won't see any apples for a couple of years - but I'm still doing it! It goes along with my grapes, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries:) My way of thinking is if I plan it - it better feed me or bring me some luck. There's always that chance that we won't even be living here by even summer - but I do plan on keeping the house. After I win an Oscar I'll put the house up for sale on eBay - lol!

I know there's more going on - I just can't think what else right now.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Blast From The Past, K3 and the Throat Chakra!

For those of you who have been here for a spell - do you remember my Easter story idea from a few years back? I didn't either - until today. For some reason that baby popped right into my head. A picture book for 4 - 6 year olds about Easter. Anyways - I mentioned it to my manager (which is what I think I was supposed to do) and now it is on the agenda for 2009.

In lieu of my son starting his biz with kids and food - he is going to be starting a business selling either organic soap and/or beeswax candles - which I of course, will sell on Gypsy Advice:) Once he gets his feet wet with this biz, then we will work on the larger one with kids and food. My kid has the entrepreneurial spirit - I love it!

I wish I was going to Utah today...SIGH...I just had to get that out again....sorry.

I had a very interesting experience last night during dream time. I had expected to find Vincent for some great dream sex - but instead found someone different. They thought I could be fooled - ha! What surprised me though was that this person is from a past life with Vincent and I (I mention it in the PLR I have online). He was the King from the past life visit where I was married to a much older man - the King and was having an affair with one of his knights - Vincent. When the King found out about the affair, he set Vincent out to a battle he knew he could not win. And lived a loveless life until I finally died. Rat bastard....he needs to stay away - and I think Vincent will make sure he does.

For some reason I was looking for a "K3" with the 3 lowered so that the top of it is at the base of the K - on labels. I was in a room - reminded me of a very very large walk-in closet/dressing area. There was a K1 & a K2 and I turned to my son and asked about the K3. He showed me a crisp label, portrait style, white with a double gold border wit the K3 top center in silver and some name across the middle. It was very elegant, very regal almost. My son was an adult in this dream - very handsome. I have no idea what they were or why I was looking for them.

My ex just stopped by to pick up our son for a few hours. Seems that he is off work for most of Dec - layoff company wide - until Jan 5th. He also informed me that he's filing for bankruptcy. I have no idea how this will impact me and the house since the mortgage is in his name (although I have been paying it) and the house is in my name. I can't get the mortgage in my name - yet - because I don't make enough to qualify for a loan. SIGH. It'll all work out somehow - it always does.

I've been working a lot on my back chakras this past week. It's amazing the pressure I feel in each chakra as I'm working on it. I spent quite a bit of attention today on the back throat chakra since I'm starting to get a sore throat (and I've been working on the front as well). Today as I was working on the back, it felt like someone took their fist and pressed it up against the back of my neck and just kept pushing. The pressure never did let up - but I did get an energy surge up and down my body.

Time to run, need to fix myself a quick dinner, run to the post office and then get back to OBE sex outline!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Bill and Atlantis!

Here I am, it’s 4:25 pm est and I haven’t been on my computer since this morning. Why? Because it hates me. I have no idea what is going on -- so I have been running all of the nice diagnostic tools and it is taking forever. I did though get a chance to watch “Live Free, Die Hard” in the mean timeJ What can I say - I’m a Die Hard fan - always have been. Someone asked me once who I would take on a deserted island if I could take one person and one person only (this was asked pre my son) and I said: MacGyver as he’d build me the island of my dreams, or John McClane because he’d get me the hell off that island - lol!

This past weekend was interesting. My son and I went to see our neighbors in a Christmas play Sat night. When we got home, the storm drain under the house 2 doors down had smoke and flames billowing out of it. Before you know it - the electric guys were there and in order to get down there to fix this problem, a few city blocks had to be shut down. So they were. Burr...it was 15 or something like that Sat night. Electric was out until sometime early Sunday morning.

Sunday I was a good girl and spent it working on my OBE sex book. I worked on it as much as I could in between the “Mom -- mom -- where are you?” and “Mom, I need you.” every 5 or so minutes J In the process of all of this, I had been trying to talk to Tracey. I haven’t been sleeping well and usually (as you know) when that happens, something is either about to change or I’m not getting a message (usually from Bill). I want to sleep - so she and I were playing email tag for a few days. I was about to get my shower when she and I finally connected.

As our hour chat was coming to a close, she told me that I had to post the chat to the blog - for Bill and Vincent to see. It’s below - but I took out a lot of items that could give away more information on the two of them than I am comfortable with.

Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:06 PM): I have 4 projects in Hollywood - SC, GG - the kids show, Dreamers and The Black Triangle.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:20 PM): will anything of this take off in 2009? and if so - around when?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:44 PM): I get yes to SC and to GG
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:58 PM): I get that SC is the first part of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:03 PM): and GG around June
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:10 PM): you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:14 PM): kind of stressed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:23 PM): but you will get used to the pace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:38 PM): I sense that there is immediate interest in SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:51 PM): There seems to be something coming with it in the first three months of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:01 PM): I sense you will know of this around January
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:10 PM): but may not get started then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:14 PM): it may start in march
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:26 PM): funding has to be secured and some things put together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:39 PM): so you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:58 PM): someone really is pushing this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:03 PM): wants to run with it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:10:11 PM): will I stay in Wooster while SC is going on? and then move after GG takes flight?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:28 PM): I do not get the move until July
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:33 PM): but you will be traveling a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:36 PM): back and forth
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:21 PM): there seems to be a lot of interest around this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:26 PM): a knowing that it will be a good one
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:34 PM): cool.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:49 PM): what about the out of body sex book I am writing - will that show me success as well?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:01 PM): I get yes but not in 2009
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:07 PM): this will come in 2010
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:20 PM): its like there is more 'focus' on you in 09
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:27 PM): that brings success for it in 10
Allie (12/7/2008 8:12:38 PM): okay - that works
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:41 PM): I really sense that once you are out there
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:43 PM): on the SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:50 PM): this is going to draw attention to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:13:08 PM): and then followed by GG - you are really hot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:35 PM): I just sense a lot of positive changes for you - finally in this area of your career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:40 PM): new doors finally opening
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:49 PM): and I see you thinking at times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:53 PM): that you are overwhelmed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:00 PM): and wondering why it came all at once
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:05 PM): but you will adjust to it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:15:06 PM): I believe it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:09 PM): and be able to manage it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:19 PM): its in the beginning when its hairy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:27 PM): esp when you add GG to the mix
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:49 PM): around Vincent I am getting that he’s sort of stretched
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:52 PM): in his career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:00 PM): he’s feeling pulled in different directions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:08 PM): and he’s having a hard time deciding what to do next
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:12 PM): he has some offers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:16 PM): but to do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:21 PM): he has to give up something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:05 PM): he does not want you working with Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:09 PM): he feels if you do
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:14 PM): you may have an affair with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:22 PM): he does not want that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:34 PM): this affair will take place
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:40 PM): whether you are together then or not
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:48 PM): and he would be hurt either way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:58 PM): but esp. if you were together then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:04 PM): he’s knowing the marriage has to end
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:09 PM): he feels he must end it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:12 PM): to be with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:20 PM): he feels like he’s going to have to do this soon
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:28 PM): he just feels change all around him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:37 PM): and all changes that occur
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:42 PM): he considers you in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:47 PM): and how it may bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:51 PM): or push you apart
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:02 PM): so he’s trying to make decisions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:06 PM): with you in mind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:17 PM): he also feels lie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:18 PM): like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:24 PM): you don't find him attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:28 PM): he had a dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:31 PM): where you told him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:34 PM): he needed to shave
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:38 PM): and clean himself up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:42 PM): and lose weight
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:52 PM): and he wonders what that is all about
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:57 PM): so he’s a bit insecure
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:03 PM): that he’s not attractive to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:09 PM): he does not understand the dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:12 PM): its just that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:18 PM): he needed to change his appearance
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:24 PM): for work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:27 PM): not for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:22:30 PM): exactly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:31 PM): in the situation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:39 PM): and you have to be honest
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:41 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:00 PM): he has to lose only 20-30 pounds
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:06 PM): and it won't be that rough
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:14 PM): and he will actually be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:17 PM): more attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:20 PM): and feel better
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:23 PM): so it won't hurt him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:29 PM): he’s so sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:34 PM): very sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:46 PM): he felt like you were talking to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:48 PM): the other day
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:57 PM): it was Wednesday or Thursday
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:02 PM): he felt like he could hear you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:05 PM): but faintly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:11 PM): like a bad phone connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:16 PM): he was awake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:18 PM): lucid
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:23 PM): he thought that was neat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:15 PM): he has to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:19 PM): to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:24 PM): he senses that work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:29 PM): is to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:31 PM): but love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:34 PM): keeps you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:39 PM): he feels he is to work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:42 PM): combining
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:46 PM): talents
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:48 PM): and ideas
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:31 PM): so anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:41 PM): he is stopping by your website often
Allie (12/7/2008 8:28:45 PM): he does get that the Vincent in the blog is him - right?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:50 PM): he makes sure he has access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:52 PM): all the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:55 PM): from his phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:58 PM): or laptop
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:03 PM): no matter what he is doing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:04 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:11 PM): that you would add a feature
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:19 PM): where he could be notified of new posts
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:23 PM): to your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:34 PM): so he can get them right away
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:44 PM): he’s thinking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:50 PM): you will know how to do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:58 PM): and that the inspiration will hit you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:08 PM): he uses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:13 PM): some kind of texting service
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:15 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:20 PM): like paging
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:26 PM): but text messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:31 PM): through email?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:37 PM): I dunno
Allie (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): me neither
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): I am behind the times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:46 PM): on that stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:53 PM): he has a phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): with everything
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): on it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:02 PM): even mp3
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:08 PM): an d he listens to you?
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:12 PM): sounds like an iPhone
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:15 PM): podcast
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:18 PM): ah
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:21 PM): okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:28 PM): likes to listen to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:32 PM): likes your voice
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:33 PM): did he listen to the past life regression I put up that was about him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:34 PM): calms him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:38 PM): thinks you are interesting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:43 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:52 PM): he’s listened to lots
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:55 PM): of Allie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:15 PM): he feels you are brilliant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:17 PM): and a
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:19 PM): spiritual guru
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:21 PM): giant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:26 PM): compared to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:33 PM): I sense strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:39 PM): that you will meet in connection to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:42 PM): to your work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:52 PM): its going to be mid-year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:55 PM): July
Allie (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): what does his spiritual guru say about me and him? what advice do they give him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): maybe June
Allie (12/7/2008 8:33:04 PM): maybe when I move?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:05 PM): that he needs
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:09 PM): to facilitate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:13 PM): getting together with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:17 PM): that he needs to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:22 PM): to bring that into reality
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:26 PM): and that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:29 PM): he needs to prepare
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:32 PM): for you in his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:34 PM): make room
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:36 PM): changes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:39 PM): like marriage
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:41 PM): career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:48 PM): and that he may have to move
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:50 PM): physically
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:57 PM): they have told him 'Hollywood'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:05 PM): in other words he needs to be in that area
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:56 PM): he’s amazed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:00 PM): by how close
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:03 PM): you feel to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:14 PM): you WILL be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:18 PM): if you are doing all this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:21 PM): at the same time
Allie (12/7/2008 8:35:23 PM): so I guess I'd better enjoy what down time I have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:29 PM): no kidding
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:40 PM): he’s getting his 'affairs'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:43 PM): in order
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:51 PM): my sense is that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:56 PM): the notification
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:04 PM): of ending
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:06 PM): things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:09 PM): is in the new year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:13 PM): just after the first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:16 PM): he’s being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:19 PM): empathetic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:22 PM): to the holidays
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:02 PM): he thinks that you are awesome
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:09 PM): and that what he is experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:16 PM): with you is completely amazing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:57 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:02 PM): he’s tired of his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:06 PM): and that he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:08 PM): for moving on
‘Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:50 PM): also he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:53 PM): he and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:57 PM): are going to be friends
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:03 PM): he has been dreaming about Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:05 PM): in fact
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:13 PM): Bill warned him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:16 PM): that if you run into Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:20 PM): affair is likely
Allie (12/7/2008 8:39:24 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:26 PM): and so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:35 PM): he made an instant friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:45 PM): he feels like W and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:48 PM): don't jive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:55 PM): but he gets along with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:02 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:06 PM): B will be a part of your life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:09 PM): why fight it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): I sure hope he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): he’s okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:21 PM): he does not feel like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:23 PM): you and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:27 PM): will be romantic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:29 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:34 PM): he feels you love each other
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:39 PM): which makes him feel good actually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:41 PM): because
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:47 PM): he feels B is protective
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:48 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:53 PM): so he sees it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): as a brotherly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:03 PM): and he is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:15 PM): but I do sense
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:19 PM): that he’s right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:20 PM): in terms
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:22 PM): of the role
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:24 PM): B is choosing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:30 PM): he will be there for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:37 PM): as a protective force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:40 PM): and a guiding force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:46 PM): he’s going to help promote you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:48 PM): and work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:52 PM): and be your best friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:05 PM): Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:10 PM): is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:14 PM): and he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:23 PM): he is not in competition
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:26 PM): with Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:32 PM): they both
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:34 PM): want you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:40 PM): to be happy and successful
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:44 PM): also
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:47 PM): he trusts B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:51 PM): respects him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:58 PM): he’s been reading about B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:01 PM): he did not realize
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:06 PM): how smart Bill was
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:21 PM): he just did not know about him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:25 PM): and he’s thought of contacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:26 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:31 PM): and my sense is that he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:38 PM): and he’s going to bring you up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:43 PM): and direct Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:45 PM): to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:49 PM): and your website
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:32 PM): Bill senses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:35 PM): that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:38 PM): is a friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:41 PM): but for some reason
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:45 PM): he receives Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:48 PM): as a foe
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:50 PM): most of the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:06 PM): he likes that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:08 PM): is big
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:11 PM): he sees him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:12 PM): as your
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:15 PM): thors hammer
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:18 PM): ?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:26 PM): he feels Vincent is good for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:32 PM): lol - B wear a thors hammer as a pendant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:37 PM): NO WAY
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:40 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:41 PM): WAY!
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:46 PM): he also feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:48 PM): you need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:54 PM): call on Thor and Freya
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:58 PM): to give you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:03 PM): the extra umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:06 PM): to get things rolling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:10 PM): with your business
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:22 PM): he feels you need
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:26 PM): more personal power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:33 PM): he knows you have a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:42 PM): but he feels you need more umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:44 PM): behind you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:52 PM): apparently
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:00 PM): B is into Gods and Goddesses
Allie (12/7/2008 8:47:05 PM): yes he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:07 PM): Bill that is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:14 PM): and he’s sending you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:16 PM): power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:18 PM): energy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:22 PM): and light
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:26 PM): to push things through
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:27 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:34 PM): he’s been around you lately
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:39 PM): he’s even asked Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:41 PM): to muster up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:46 PM): what strength
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:48 PM): he has
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:49 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:55 PM): and Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:58 PM): has done so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:06 PM): Ted also needs help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:07 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:09 PM): B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:15 PM): feels that in helping you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:19 PM): this will strengthen T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:21 PM): too
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:30 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:36 PM): feels he is in a position
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:38 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:41 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:44 PM): he’s feeling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:49 PM): like he’s reached
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:51 PM): a level
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:56 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:01 PM): a higher level in meditation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:06 PM): that most can't achieve
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:12 PM): and he’s feeling in awe of it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:24 PM): he’ taking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:30 PM): a retreat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:32 PM): or break
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:35 PM): to time out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:38 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:42 PM): and he’s going somewhere
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:44 PM): inspiring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:50 PM): with mtns.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:55 PM): that have a smoky haze
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:01 PM): and I see a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:04 PM): of some kind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:07 PM): behind him
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:09 PM): Nepal?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:17 PM): yes - that resonates
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:19 PM): he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:28 PM): has to finish
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:30 PM): something first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:36 PM): he wants T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:38 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:39 PM): but T
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:44 PM): does he still have the letter my sister gave him for me?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:46 PM): said he had to bring the Bitch
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:52 PM): and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:55 PM): said no way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:00 PM): he does
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:03 PM): have the letter
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:08 PM): always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:11 PM): I get always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:15 PM): he will have it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:19 PM): he values it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:25 PM): its sacred to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:30 PM): he’s writing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:36 PM): things on the outside
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:39 PM): for the paper
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:43 PM): or envelope
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:48 PM): symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:55 PM): he wonders if you receive the messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:04 PM): he feels like the two of you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:10 PM): were able to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:13 PM): communicate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:16 PM): this way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:22 PM): in the ancient times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:33 PM): and he’s fascinated
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:35 PM): that he
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:38 PM): can do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:41 PM): its some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:45 PM): kind of sacred
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:46 PM): text
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:49 PM): in symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:55 PM): he’s
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:58 PM): wanting so badly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:02 PM): to share things with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:05 PM): that he’s learning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:09 PM): and experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:12 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:16 PM): he could blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:19 PM): about this stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:24 PM): but no
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:27 PM): bad for image
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:32 PM): he thinks that’s shit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:40 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:43 PM): he’s asked
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:47 PM): to hide who he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:49 PM): often
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:53 PM): and he’s not wanting to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:58 PM): he is not ashamed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:03 PM): he feels he is enlightened
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:07 PM): and he’s going
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:12 PM): to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:16 PM): when he gets back
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:26 PM): against 'advice'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:30 PM): so that you have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:33 PM): access to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:36 PM): some things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:39 PM): he wants you to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:42 PM): so he wants you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:45 PM): to pay attention
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:50 PM): to the internet
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:55 PM): and to watch for
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:57 PM): something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:59 PM): from him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:06 PM): he knows you will understand it all
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:08 PM): even if
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:14 PM): its above the average
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:19 PM): persons conception
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:26 PM): of spiritual
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:30 PM): information
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:47 PM): he feels like you are to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:48 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:52 PM): in terms of
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:56 PM): writing a book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:00 PM): he sees you being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:09 PM): co-writers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:11 PM): and he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:15 PM): publish it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:19 PM): and do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:23 PM): kind of artwork
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:29 PM): for the cover
Allie (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): that would be cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): he’s created
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:39 PM): some kind of drawing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:46 PM): that has spiritual meaning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:49 PM): to your connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:53 PM): and he does not understand it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:55 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:00 PM): that he’s to put the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:05 PM): in a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:10 PM): in Nepal for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:16 PM): and he hopes that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:24 PM): the two of you can interpret
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:30 PM): the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:33 PM): for this book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:38 PM): its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:40 PM): to the message
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:44 PM): and this has to do with
Allie (12/7/2008 8:57:48 PM): it has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:49 PM): spiritual connections
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:51 PM): and the past
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:53 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:01 PM): he’s very excited
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:04 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:06 PM): that this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:10 PM): has to be energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:12 PM): in some way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:18 PM): so that you can access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:22 PM): the hidden meanings
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:28 PM): he does not understand it all now
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:33 PM): but he’s putting things together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:36 PM): and he was led
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:42 PM): to delivering it to nap
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:45 PM): for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:56 PM): I sense that he’s also been working on
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:02 PM): locating someplace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:07 PM): for the two of you to visit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:12 PM): this has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:16 PM): and some hidden
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:19 PM): crystals
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:21 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:25 PM): and he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:28 PM): you are to go with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:32 PM): on this journey
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:36 PM): he feels
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:41 PM): you are to return
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:42 PM): to this area
Allie (12/7/2008 8:59:43 PM): he won't get very far without me
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:53 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:03 PM): there is to be some diving involved
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:07 PM): do you dive?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:09 PM): anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:19 PM): he feels like there is a lot of research to do
Allie (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): yes, have to dive into a lake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): on location
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:30 PM): cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:36 PM): you will need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:42 PM): to go where he wants to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:44 PM): he’s looking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:48 PM): at these grids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:50 PM): and maps
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:55 PM): and overlaying them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:57 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:04 PM): he’s figuring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:06 PM): something out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:12 PM): with the help of his guides
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:16 PM): and its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:20 PM): and he thinks
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:22 PM): that its okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:27 PM): if Vincent goes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:32 PM): his powerful energy is good
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:33 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:38 PM): some of the exploring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:43 PM): is just for you and Bill
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:05 PM): yes - just B, T and I can get to some places
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:10 PM): right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:14 PM): Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:17 PM): will get
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:24 PM): dragged by the hair
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:27 PM): if need be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:30 PM): and no Bitch
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:32 PM): Vincent will stand guard or something like that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:34 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:36 PM): likes her
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:48 PM): like he likes hemorrhoids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:50 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:51 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:52 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:01 PM): Vincent is to stand guard
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): so is this why I'm not sleeping - because Bill is doing exploring?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): protection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:08 PM): yes
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:13 PM): damn him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:16 PM): he can't let you sleep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:18 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:23 PM): but Vincent is there - always, like a body guard
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:26 PM): yep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:29 PM): Thor
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:32 PM): in my dreams if we are not interacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:06 PM): I wonder where Freya comes in
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:09 PM): You?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:20 PM): you must have Freya energies
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:23 PM): it has to be me - I have had visions I think with her in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:28 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:34 PM): it's been awhile - I have to look back at my notes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:36 PM): you must put this reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:39 PM): in your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:43 PM): I sense that strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:49 PM): so don't forget
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:52 PM): so that Bill and Vincent can see it
Allie (12/7/2008 9:06:50 PM): I'll put it in tomorrow
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:53 PM): this has been an awesome reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:57 PM): I feel so energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:02 PM): the energy has been great
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:17 PM): I hope you feel it too

Now I know what Tracey is talking about with Atlantis - I’ve written before about Bill and his maps, grids, the crystal cave, lake and so forth. And no - she doesn’t come to my blog to read what I have written - so she really doesn’t have a clue. I am happy to hear that we are supposed to be still going after Atlantis. This week I’m going to empower myself with Thor’s energy and then with Freya - I’ll let you know how it goes.

My son came up with a killer biz idea over the weekend. It’s so good that I can’t tell you about it (yes, paranoid about someone making off with it) but I will say it has to do with food and kids of all ages. I’m just so proud of him. As soon as I sell a script or something, we’re going to try to get it going.

I have no idea when I’ll get to the podcast - maybe late tonight or tomorrow. All depends on my computer - it has all my files & podcast questions on it.

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie J

Chakras, Vincent And That Dang Cat!

I seriously haven't been able to figure out what ABBA and Vincent have to do with one another. Maybe he likes the group - I have no idea. But when I'm stuck in my writing, I see him as plain as day tell me to put on "Dancing Queen" and dance -- as who can be pissed during that song? It's funny, but it works. If I have a block, I hear him tell me that - I put it on and bingo. But I do wonder if the man actually listens to ABBA in the physical reality - could he be a closet ABBA fan - lol?

Vincent must have more time on his hands lately - he's been around a lot the last week. Everywhere I turn, there's his energy. It's almost as if I'm wearing a big old energy protection coat that has a whole lot of love wrapped up in it. Feels very snuggly. Last night's dream visits had us doing a lot of talking. About what - I can't remember. Had Darin not landed on my head (out of fright) when the alarm went off, I would've had time to grab my journal and write everything down. But by the time I dislodged him from my hair and turned off the alarm - it was too late. Dang cat. I also remember Vincent following me around in all my dreams. I kept making dream visits again to help people, and in every visit he was in the background standing guard.

I sure wish I could be in Sandy, Utah next week - it's just a random out loud thought. If you don't know why - don't ask - lol.

I woke up at 4:19 this morning - Andrew said to remember the number. So I did - and looked it up in my Angel Numbers book. It said: The angels ask you to hold positive thoughts about your Divine life mission. You are qualified, ready and able to heal and help others.

I thought that was a pretty cool message.

Chakras - I've been trying to work with them lately. You know how the saying goes - the carpenter has the house of unfinished projects or the mechanic has the car that doesn't run? Well, same applies with the psychic. I'm so busy helping everyone else (which I love to do) that I neglect my spiritual growth. I think that is one of the reasons why my dreams have been so busy lately - I haven't been doing things in my waking life to aid in my soul growth.

Any ways - back to the chakras. The front chakras get a lot of attention - but the back chakras - not so much. That is unless I'm pushing an energy ball through the front, out the back and then back through again. In writing up homework for a coaching client, I remembered how important the back chakras are since they deal with our unconscious issues (front deal with conscious issues). If you can deal with and heal what's going on in your unconscious, the conscious will always follow. Just like heal or excite the energy body and the physical body will follow.

So I have been sending colored energy balls (color based on what chakra it is) one at a time, into each back chakra. And energy going through this way feel pretty funky. I can feel a pressure that morphs into a tingle. The pressure is pretty intense, like someone is pushing a round rubber ball onto the chakra. I think that I'll make these chakras my metaphysical topic of the week in my podcast on Monday.

This weekend the focus is on OBE sex - if all goes well and I get what I need done, done, then it'll be back onto Bloody Mary for the following weekend.

It is so cold here -- so dang cold. I dread leaving here to pick up my son from school. Speaking of him - he tells me this morning how he is freaking his friends out at school by reading their minds. I told him to scale back a bit on the telepathic connection - lol. He also says he's been getting a lot more "pictures" of the future and into the past. Heck - I'm about to get a reading from the kid:) I think that I'll get him a beginning set of tarot cards (he likes mine) or maybe just a set of mine in order to focus his abilities.

BTW -- if you want to take advantage of my great site-wide deals, don't forget to listen to the current podcast! Great deal ends on Monday!

Time for me to get all bundled up to freeze with the rest of the parents!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

My Weekend, Vincent And Dream Visits!

Last weekend turned out nothing like I had hoped it would. Instead of the fun I envisioned - I had to make an emergency run to the vet with my cat Samantha. She really wasn't doing well - and all the way there I prayed that she'd be coming home with me. She did - with 4 meds 2x a day. Thyroid out of whack, heart mummer, not eating, infection around the liver, red blood count borderline anemic and of course her white cells were through the roof. This cat may be 5.8 lbs, but trying to give her meds that get her so upset she foams at the mouth is a chore. Somehow in the course of giving her meds Sat night, I tore a muscle in my back. God it hurt. With no one to rub any Icy Hot on my back (my son was at his dad's) I spent the whole night in pain - no sleep. Same went for Sun until my son came home and helped me out. Today I bought more Icy Hot and a heating pad. I happened to tear the back muscle in the same spot where I hold all my tension. I think my poor back just had enough. So the weekend sucked big time - but Samantha is doing a touch better. Not great - but better -and I'm thankful.

By now you've seen my previous post about the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com being gone. It sucks - I had fun chatting with those guys every week and tag teaming with Maria on callers. SIGH. Maybe Psychiconair will have a brain and bring them back. I have a feeling though that Maria and gang are moving up to bigger and better things.

BTW...did you listen to today's podcast? You should if you want some good deals on my services :)

Friday evening I had an odd dream about being at my childhood home (where my mom still lives) but it wasn't her home, but mine. In the attached 2 car garage there was an elaborate cage system that was attached to the ceiling of the garage. I have no idea who I was in the garage with - but I told them that my ex husband built it for the cats to have some outside air or if we needed them out of the main house for a bit. The person stated - it's up rather high. My reply - just in case the area floods (the house is no where near water of any kind). For some reason there was a school bus in this garage. Me, this person and I think my son climbed inside of it. While we were in there it tipped to the side and rolled over on its roof. That woke me up. I will also add here that the garage (at least) looked like I or anyone else hadn't lived there in awhile. It was shaken up like an earthquake or like a nuclear bomb that wiped out all the people/animals, but kept the dwelling intact. It was strange.

Now Sat night I had a dream visit with Vincent. We were on of all things - a bus. But it was one of those decked out charter buses, not a school bus. He looked tired, worn down, but okay - like he had just gotten himself out of a bad situation and he knew that he was on the mend. On this bus we were driving through Wooster - I was showing him around, he was amazed on how cheap everything was here. I told him that compared to NYC, just about anywhere but LA or London is cheaper:) What was weird is that he knew of our connection, but he wanted me to know that he knew without anyone else on the bus knowing he knew. He sat across from me for the longest time and just stared at me. It was a bit unnerving - because his stare can be very intense. He kept putting his hand over his mouth - like his chin would rest in his hand. Finally he got up and sat next to me (we were in the back of this bus and I was on the very back seat which was a bench seat). Next to me I had a bunch of books. He picked up the stack so that he could sit next to me - I saw him slip something inside of the top book - and he did it so that I would see. He wanted to look at that book - it was an 8 x 11 book with a black cover - I think it said something like Magic 101 as the title.

As he was about to look at the book, I slipped my hand in and pulled out the piece of note book paper he slid in. The handwriting was as bad as mine:) The front of the paper said something like "I know who you are and our connection" and the back had 2 martini recipes on it. I looked at him and said shaken or stirred (my question to him to make sure this was indeed the paper he put in) and he said - shaken. I commented - oh like James Bond. He then handed me a book with a bookmark - it was his diary that was in book form. He told me to turn to Chapter 20 - I did - and on it, circled was him meeting Bill and shaking hands - knowing full well who he was in relation to the soul group. Now he put Bill real name in quotes like: I saw "Bill" standing outside the pizzeria..... When I turned to ask him why he put Bill's real name in quotes and didn't put Bill in there - I woke up. Now somewhere in this dream I introduced him to one of my sisters and said that in the blog I called him Bob at first. She said - you mean like the Bob you said I'd marry someday? I said yes, but they weren't the same guy. I thought about it afterwards - Bill's birthday is on the 20th. Interesting that he was in Chapt 20 of Vincent's book.

I fell back to sleep and Vincent and I were in Central Park - holding hands and enjoying the snow falling. We didn't talk - didn't even look at one another - just walked in silence. I woke up again, but this time I stayed up.

Andrew and Paul showed up last night as I was getting ready for bed. I said something like - long time no see! They assured me that they had been busy. I asked - working on Vincent? They said yes. I asked how that was coming along? They told me the man has some heavy emotional baggage to get rid of - which he is in the process of - and then he'll be fine. In the meantime he's just very heavy energy wise - and will keep tapping into me in order to keep himself afloat. So if all of a sudden I feel down in the dumps - it's him. not me, and I have to refocus my energy. I asked the guys since they are in charge of my love life and nothing is really happening at the moment (I mean it is - but it isn't) with it if I missed some condition. They assured me that all is in place for me - career wise. I haven't missed anything. I said - are you sure - I didn't have to have the OBE book or outline done? They said no - that whatever relationship I'm supposed to be in will help with the completion of the book. Hummm.....okay I said. At least on my end I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

Time to go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Allie's Past Life Regression

Below is the regression I was telling you about - I finally had a chance to convert it and upload to the blogs. If you subscribe to my podcast - it's also up on iTunes.

Enjoy!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Allie's past life regression session on Oct 23, 2008 at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Convention in Midland, MI.

Regression by Tanya Douglas.

Main focus of the regression (discussed after the regression was complete - not recorded) was Vincent. He is the central male figure/love interest in each lifetime.

Some clues from the PLR on why Allie does not let too many people get close to her in the present life, emotionally and mentally, especially men.

The recording starts at the point of the first regressed life.

An FYI - At the point in the regression where Allie was naked with Vincent - it was not as you think, not for sex, but for skinny dipping while the kids were off playing. It wasn't explored in the regression (although Allie knew why at the time), but discussed afterwards.



MP3 File

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Hotel Rooms, Ted And Will!

I cannot believe how tired I am. Seriously. I'm so tired that I could sleep for 48 hours easy. My dream travels are really kicking my butt. I'm back to the hotel dreams. Remember I had those before my divorce? Well this signals another major change on the horizon. Last time the hotel rooms were crowed, small and in disarray. Now they are large suites, plush, with all the trimmings. I'm hoping this means my very long phase of being broke is over. I could use the shift - as I'm sure many of you could use as well.

The dreams too for the last couple of nights, I would wake up and it would still feel like was floating about in the dreamscape. I don't know how to describe it really - I would wake up, but it didn't feel like I woke up. Almost like waking up in dream that was still a dream. But I could see what was going on in my room in real time.

BT was received well by my manager's boss. I had some minor things to change but that was it. Now it's off to make its rounds in Tinsel Town. Fingers crossed. No new words on Dreamers or GG as of now. Again - sometimes no news is good news.

I'm going to be kicking the OBE sex book into high gear this weekend. I've cleared the whole weekend to work on that and my yard. My yard has some serious leaves on it. I'm looking foreword to jumping in to the OBE book - my guide Robert is very eager to see that it is done. He has been hanging out lately throwing "Obe" in my face (so to speak) so that I get with the program. He and Ethan are very happy that the BT is done. In fact, Ethan let out a side of relief. I asked him if he'll be around more often and he said - no. But he's always near by if I want to chat.

So I asked Andrew, since he mentioned that having BT done would help things along with Vincent - has anything changed. His reply was that things are moving behind the scenes. If Vincent would wake up to the signs that are right in front of his face and now wait for a nuclear meltdown to realize what was going on - things would move faster. But it seems that he is a stubborn soul (gee - what a surprise) but he will come around . Just like with Will - you (as in me) will be put in front of them until they do something about it - even if it's friendship or a business partnership. Something will have to be done. But - Andrew says - in Vincent case, he won't be able to rest until a romantic relationship ensues between the two of us.

My only reply was - ok, just wanted to know if things were moving. I guess they are:)

Will surprised me today - I wrote about it in the OBE blog. It was nice to feel his energy so close again.

Ted's back --I can feel him. I'm sure something will come of this over the next couple of days. I sure hope he ditched that bitch of a wife. I don't say something normally so horrible about a person I haven't physically met - but her energy is heavy and just pure yuck. I hope he actually visits soon.

Better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spirits R Us, Busy Dreams And Major Frustration!

I'm not really excited about much right now - and for me - that's off. I don't think I'm depressed - usually when that happens I can't get a dang thing done and I have been working through my list. But it feels like that is what my life is - a series of lists to get done. I don't have fun - I mean really -my life has zero fun in it. I really need to change that, but I'm not sure how. It's not like Wooster is a happening town. And I can honestly say that I do not have one friend in this town - not one. I don't think I have one in all of Wayne county. That's sad, isn't it? SIGH. My closest two friends are over a half an hour away - both married with children and have very busy lives. My other single friends live over an hour away - so going out with them usually means spending the night and that is a hassle with my son and animals. So just one person in Wooster to go do things would be nice. Of course hoping on a plane and going to NYC sounds fabo too.

God I need out of this town.

I feel very boxed in and it's frustrating. This is probably because of that astrological phases that has something to do with Uranus that Maria Shaw said everyone from 1960 - 1973 is going through right now and it is set to peak tomorrow the 4th - with another peek at the start of 2009 and then towards the end of 2009. Grrr..I hate feeling like this...I just hope it doesn't feel as confining after this peek passes tomorrow.

Of course it didn't help me today that I had to go get Indy's ashes. I held it together until one of the workers put their arm around me and said sorry for your loss. DAMN. I sat in my car, in my garage for about 30 min when I got home. I get out and Raisin is sitting there just looking at me - like what in the hell are you doing? My son being the 8 year old he is wants to open up the tin and feel Indy's ashes.

Trick or treat was interesting on Friday. The streets were packed with kids and many houses were handing out candy which was a huge change from last year. My son was dressed as an Army guy and he had a ball. Earlier in the day I went to his Halloween party at school to help out. Had a cute clown (as in one of the kids parents dressed up as a clown) flirting with me. It was cute. And no - I didn't ask him for his phone number or offer him mine.

Oh - don't forget to vote tomorrow if you're in the states. The polls may be very busy - but your vote is still very important.

You know what the one positive thing is about feeling stuck? That I know I'll break through (eventually) and that is such a kick ass feeling to look forward to.

I have a been contemplating some things lately - although I wouldn't have a clue on how to fit everything in:

1) Weekly live radio show - something on BlogTalkRadio until an actual station wants to hire me. With this - I would need a co host. And no - I have no one in mind as of now.
2) Making my own line of gypsy perfumes - call it Gypsy Girl - fun, festive and mysteries scents.
3) Making my own line of gypsy ointments & remedies - based on gram's recipes and some of mine own. call it Allie's Alternatives (sound familiar KS?)

In part of my reading from Joann - she said that I had a healing side (which we all know) that is just dying to get though. She doesn't see me strictly with energy work, but working with herbs, oils and stones/crystals. And if you remember any of my previous visions with my healing center - that was exactly what I was doing. In the mean time I've had 2 separate people comment about me making perfumes and even more mention about the gypsy ointments, creams, etc...

But I also know that I can't spread myself too thin. So after I finish BLACK TRIANGLE, I'm going back to work on the OBE Sex book to get that done and published (I hope) by Valentines day - then we'll see about everything else - all depends where I'm at at the start of 2009.

I know one place I want to be - and that is giving OBE sex workshops - maybe 4 a year: Columbus OH, NYC, LA and either NOLA, Austin TX or Chicago. Robert, my guide, has been hammering at me today because I am not where I'm supposed to be with this -- and Andrew says I'm behind all together but not to worry because something will jolt me into freakish speed mode (whatever the heck that means) and all will be done. Has anyone here put together an in person workshop - maybe a weekend workshop - who can give me some tips on how to do just that?

Before I forget to mention it - Maria Shaw is in Venice/Greece right now so I will not be on the show this Wed. I'm sure we'll have plenty to gab about once she's back next week.

Both my son and I have been hearing Indy around the house tonight. His little whine or the pitter patter of his feet as they crossed the hardwood floors. Plus my Gram P (Dorothy form the séance) is also here - I smelled her White Rain hairspray in my bedroom -- and there was a man's cologne I couldn't place. Seems like this is a spirits stopping point this evening. I hope they let me sleep - I'm so tired.

And I'm that tired from my dreams being overactive. I mean - wow - active. And of course I have not been following my own advice and writing things down. I wake up - I swear - once every 90 min and all I want to do is to roll over and go back to sleep - which I do. A good chunk of the dreams are with Vincent - but I remember glimpses of Bill in other and Will in still other visit. Remembering the dreams is like I have a word on the tip of my tongue and I just can't remember what it is.

Which brings me to knowing I have to do something -but not knowing what it is. Which I do believe adds to the frustration I was talking about earlier. It's like I have to do this something in order to step into the flow of my life - but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I'm hoping that it eventually becomes obvious to me. Maybe it's BT or the OBE book? But I have no idea what - maybe even it's not something I have to do, but a last domino that has to fall in order for me to be in my fated flow. As a psychic you'd think I'd be able to figure things out - but it just doesn't work that way. Kind of like the way in CHARMED the sisters couldn't use their gifts for selfish means - it's like that. I can use my psychic self for others, but for myself when I try the message gets muddled. Which is probably why I like confirmations. Any ways - I can feel that last piece -- just hanging there.

I need to get my shower and go to bed -- I really need to sleep tonight.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Rambles #3

Allie rambles about Vincent and his connection to her past life regression and the weekend at the Maria Shaw Cosmic Convention.



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Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Bill, Dreams And An Energy Shift!

Another day of "where to begin".

I know -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL. He's 50 today and just as sensual and as hot as ever. I connected to him to wish him a good day and happy 50th. We had some small talk - how are you, what have you been up to, etc....he then tells me that we'll cross paths again soon. I'm like - we will? How - when - why? He smiled (God he has a nice smile) and said that he doesn't know that details- only the overall picture. At that moment Will's energy came through - kind of like a "you're not talking to him without me around" type thing. I asked Will if he could excuse us and he said no. Just flat out no. I could feel my energy level really starting to ramp up. I could also fell Ted's energy attached to us all - but his energy isn't as strong as the others due to his drug and drinking problems.

So not I have these two really fired up energies - and Ted - connected to me. That's when Vincent comes in -- and that whammed my nervous system. Will and then Vincent were on "this is my territory" mode so their energy was high. Bill has been working extensively on his spirituality and has made significant improvements - so his energy was high. Because I had all of this energy zinging trough me - my body shook - and it was a steady shake for at least 20 minutes. During this same time I was wired and kept pacing around the house.

As I'm typing this out - it's all starting over again - all 4 are "right there" and my body is doing this all over again. Dang it all......

So Vincent and Will have been center stage all day. I keep trying to connect better to Bill - because I want to keep talking with him - and every time I do Will and Vincent converge. So I gave up - for now. Bill looks really good. His energy colors are balanced, he looks healthy inside and out. He has gotten himself into a really good place and I hope he can keep it there. Being 50 seems rather Zen to him.

It's now Monday evening - I have been trying all dang day to do this post. I don't know what'll kill me 1st - the kid or my pets. DOUBLE SIGH.

Okay - so Vincent and Will have been playing double duty all day. It's been insane. Will connected because Bill did. Vincent connected because Will did. Bill left because he didn't need the headache. So now Vincent and Will seem to be seeing who can hang around longer.

I think that this insanity started last night -- let me explain. Vincent and I are connected always (like with the other guys) but with him I do not have to manually have a telepathic connection - I don't have to seek him out - he's always there. But last night I decide to take up a notch. I asked Andrew how can I get Vincent over his apprehension about contacting me? Lord knows I don't want another Will when it comes to this. He told me that I have to make sure my light is the brightest. It always has to be on. If I'm feeling down - get rid of it by letting the light in. He'll be attracted to the light - there's no doubt about it. So I ask - won't the other guys be attracted too? He said yes, but none of them will do anything about it - Vincent will.

Okay - so that is what I did starting last night. Made the light brighter (and in turn did not fall asleep until 2:00). Then I manually connected to Vincent. And it was such an odd experience. When I was making the initial connection stronger - it was as if the world was spinning and there was a kaleidoscope of colors flashing through my mind's eye. Very cool. Then I connected. He was surprised. He kept saying he didn't know what to do. I told him that if he needs me for anything let me know. For some reason (even though I meant it) I kept saying - I won't let you fall -- I won't let you fall. It was important, for whatever reason, that he heard that. He reached over and kissed me - kissed me again. Then I say bye and broke the connection. The headache I had in my third eye was astronomical. It hurt just to exist.

Damn it - just had another connection to Will - and the shakes start again. This is just so weird.

So let's cut to now - the light from last night attracted everyone like I knew it would. And if I am to keep this pace up with the light - I have all 4 of them dancing about, I find it interesting that there is no sign of George. Andrew says he's in the other soul cluster and that's why.

Ohhhh...the dream I had last night. Sheesh - how could I forget THIS?

I'm in a restaurant in NYC - again I think it's that Frank's (I so have to go there in person just to see this place). I walk in - ask for a table for 1. I'm told it's going to be a few minutes. I ask where is the restroom and they point me to it. As I'm walking I hear someone say - are you Allie? I turn and it's an older woman. I say yes. She tells me that she listens to my show, read my book on OBE sex - etc.. and asks if she can have my autograph. I tell her that I don't have a pen on me. I hear a voice - here's one. I turn and sitting in a booth is Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will. Bill and Will on one side (Will inside) and Ted & Vincent on the other (Vincent on the inside). Despite the fact I almost had heart failure - I took his pen, signed the book (as I'm signing she's going on about Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent with what I have written about them - not knowing that they were all right there) and sent her on her way. I stood there for a second - took a deep breath - and turned around to give Bill back the pen. Vincent told me to have a seat. I told Bill to get out so that I could sit between him and Will as I didn't trust the two of them sitting next to one another. But before I could slide in I knew I was about to wake up. I look at Bill and say - my dream visit with you are either at a party, in a library or a bookstore. No matter what there are people and books. I look at Will - with you it's a river and a willow tree. If I see a willow - no matter where - I just start looking for you. To Vincent - you it's beaches, lakes, parks, trains. To Ted - with you it's parties and castles. I have to go now - but I'm sure I'll see you all later.

Will chimes in - we know you're giving a workshop tomorrow night. I look at all 4 -- don't tell me you have tickets? Vincent said - front row - right guys? All 3 are like - yep. I'm like shit -- you're my examples. My examples aren't actually there - that's how I can use them as examples. Bill smiles - get used to it.

And I woke up. All I could think was - holy shit they're hot. LOL.

I found my ex husband's (as in #1) dog tag today. I didn't think I had it any longer. My ex #2 made me throw out everything of #1 several years ago. He was still pissed I had held onto it from high school till my mid 20's. Funny enough as soon as #2 moved out everything that dealt with him was in the trash - everything - pictures,letters, cards, wedding crap, paintings, fountains etc.... Any ways - my son wants to be an Army Commando for Halloween so I went looking for the dog tag and it was real easy to find. It was where I last put it - in my jewelry box. I also discovered I had my pre-engagement ring that he gave me when we were 18 :) I was so proud of that ring when he gave it to me:) The one ring was the only thing someone gave me that I didn't pay for (I paid for my engagements rings and wedding sets - plus any other jewelry). He and - we were such stupid kids. Had we stayed in El Paso after he was discharged from the Army, we probably would have never gotten divorced.

I was amazed on how much anger I had towards him all these years. I don't have it any longer. I don't know when I let it go - but I'm glad I did. We could never go back - and if he were to show up again after all this time we'd never be romantic again (Allie does not move backwards) but it would be nice to be friends.

I haven't had any dizzy spells lately - which is nice. Now I just have some headaches:)

Off to get my shower and then to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is There A Jeff In The House, Vincent, Will and More!

Earlier in the week I found out that the guy who gave me my 1st real kiss had a massive stroke - he's 41. Devin had been a body builder - Mr. KY at some point in time. He was in great health - had a great life with a wonderful wife, a good job and children. But in Nov 2007 his whole life changed -- and I just found out about it. I just discovered his battle not only for his life but with the insurance agencies - and with his trip to China for alternative health care. I'm trying to stop beating myself up for not knowing what happened to him - but I think about the dozens of times since we graduated in 1985 that he asked me to stay in touch -- and I didn't. I haven't had a chance to tell him how sorry I am for my lack of friendship - that even though I didn't get in touch, that I have thought about him quite a bit over the last 20 + years. Hopefully his wife and brothers will allow me to send a card or something at a later date. Even though he had a stroke - I know he'll remember me.

So that's been on my mind lately.

My son seems to be doing better today (probably because there was no school today) and yesterday too in regards to Melanie. She's moved up on the transplant list. We'll see. I hate to be excited for her to get a heart because that means another child must die in order for that to happen. But I still want her to be okay. My son just came up and got me saying - I tried to be strong and say I could do it, but I can't! So I asked - what? Spiders! He wanted me to be string and go get a couple of x-box games that fell behind the TV and into the spider web zone. LOL. I did. He then said that his wife will have to be strong because he just doesn't like spiders.

I have been down right exhausted all week long. No matter how much sleep I think I get - it's not enough. I'm in a good mood - just damn tired. I saw a picture of Vincent today - taken yesterday I think - and he looks like hell. Andrew tells me that during dream time Vincent and I spend a majority of our time together and if we're not together than we spend our time looking for one another. It's no wonder we're both so tired. He also tells me that neither one of us will get a good night's sleep until we talk - either in person or on the phone. Because once we do that - we'll still be drawn to one another when we sleep - but it's not such a longing that we're that always active. Lord - I hope this doesn't take forever. Paul chimes in and says if I finish BT again that it will go faster. So I ask - is BT a condition that has to be met before I chat with Vincent. I'm told no. But things will move faster if I do. PLUS - I am told -things will be smoother all the way around if I get my OBE book and in person workshops up and moving. Is that also a condition? No - I am told, but financially I won't be as stressed which will make my energy better all the way around.

Okay - got it. Maybe I need a coach to get the OBE stuff done. That is a thought. Anyone know a good coach that can help me with my book & putting together my workshops that won't break the bank? Let me know.

So last night I'm in dream time and just moving about the dreamscape when I come upon a NYC diner - FRANKS. I walk in and I hear someone to my right clear his throat. I turn and it's Vincent, Will, Elliot (remember him?) and a new one - Jeff. I stare over at the group and say hi to Will. He goes to intro me to the rest and I say I know who they are and say hello. Vincent & Will are are one side of the booth (Vincent on the inside) - Jeff and Elliot on the other. I can't remember what is said - but I hurry up and say - well you two (V & W) are always on my blog - you're V & W. I mumbled something else and turn to walk back out in a hurry. Will has my arm and is pulling me back to the table. Vincent says to join them - Jeff says I can't wait to hear about this - and Elliot smiles. So I slide in and am now sandwiched with Vincent on my left and Will on my right. All I can think is how in the hell am I going to explain this - will they actually believe me.

So Jeff jumps in and says to tell him about all of this -- he extremely interested. So I try to explain energy and how we carry the same energy signatures - etc....and he's kind of getting it. So I tell him to put his hands on the table - palms up. He pulls his sleeves up a touch and does just that. I hold my hands over his - maybe about 3 inches away and just let the heat flow. He can feel it - boy can he. His eyes are wide, he's grinning. I pull my hands away and he's like a kid in a candy store - tell me more - tell me more.

Will chimes in and says - you mean to tell me that in your Vincent Rambles 2 - I'm the Will you're talking about. I say yes. He says - I would hope that I have more control than that - I replied - I wish the same too - but that's what they said. I turned and we stared into each other's eyes - I could feel my blood pressure starting to rise and other things well - starting to get turned on. That's when Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and got my attention. You and I need to talk, I've been looking for you for a very long time - is what he said. Yes I replied back - and the sooner you physically get a hold of me the better. I was yanked out of the dream by a cat jumping on me. But as I woke up I could hear Jeff still saying - we'll talk more - I can't wait.

Now speaking of a Jeff - but not this one - I had another dream the night before with a guy named Jeff. He had on a teal long-sleeved short - well built - American Indian. I was a doctor and he was a cop. We were discussing a patient's injury's. I remember grabbing his arm and having a wondrous feel of safeness come over me. I'm thinking that Jeff was really Vincent and his name was Jeff in a past life or maybe in a future life we haven't gotten to yet.

And not to get too confused but there's a Jeff back from my posting in Oct 2006: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2006_10_01_archive.html

Geez....

So to wrap:

Jeff in dream with Vincent, Will and Elliot - Jeff is his actual name
Jeff in dream where I'm a doctor - I think that it is Vincent in a past life
Jeff from Oct 2006 is a fake name - his real name is Kyle.

This is why fake names just don't work with me any more - I get too confused.

George made a stop in my dreams last night. I was sitting around a fire talking to him and another girlfriend of mine. We're just chatting away while my friend's guy just sat there and stared at me - just stared. Even tough he was far away from us - he knew everything we were saying -- really intense energy.

Over the last week I've had 6 people ask me about writing and/or casting spells. And every time I opened one of those emails - Merlin was right next to me saying - yep, I told you so. Fine. I added back into the site: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/gypsy_magic_spells_personalized.htm

And on that note - I'm tired. Time to head to bed and MAYBE get some real sleep. Although I doubt it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Rambles #2

Allie rambles about Vincent - with a mixture of Will, Andrew and Paul. Plus an interesting experience at the Universal Light Expo.

But she does ramble - you have been warned:)



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Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Gotta Be Someone, Vincent And Strange Vision!

I think that I will do Vincent Rambling part two this evening. Or tomorrow. My son will be with his dad this weekend - allowing me to get close to finishing BT - if not finish it. Rambling about Vincent will give me a good break from the turmoil of the holocaust. Plus - I have some major "get ready for winter" yard work to do. I'm amazed how fast it got cold here - brrrr - it's almost like we don't have a fall any longer. Spring is too short as well. That's the one thing I'll miss when I live in CA is fall time. I think that I either have to visit OH in Oct or go to NYC. Maybe I can combine them:)

In preparing to move to CA - my son and I have already been looking at houses. Granted -it is a bit premature. But I figure by the start of 2009 I'm moving so the more I at least window shop online - the more I will know what we both like when it is time to actually move. So far we have determined that we have to have a pool or be in walking distance of the beach. I also need an area for the dogs to do their business. At least 3 bedrooms or 2 bedrooms and a den. I also prefer older houses with character or new houses that are green for the environment. If I could get an old house and convert it to green- that would be great.

Did I tell you that I'm going to write a horror flick? After BT is done - I'm writing a good ole scary horror story. It's based on the Bloody Mary legends. Thus far I've spooked myself several times as I mull it over at night. Freaking myself out really - especially in the shower as the scene from "Psycho" keeps entering my mind. I keep making a mental note to myself to only think about the movie during the daylight. And when I write it - that too will only be written in the day time or I won't sleep. I'm one of those people who after watching a scary movie can't sleep for days - it's pathetic - yet true.

Vincent - as usual - came to visit me last night during dream time. I really look forward to these nightly visits - I hope they keep coming. In this dream we were at some event for me - some TV thing - I think that it was the premiere of DREAMERS. We had to stop so that photographers could take our picture - the flashes were blinding. There was a lot of commotion going on and it was very confusing to me. He kept a steady hand in the middle of my back and guided me to every stop I had to make. If I was nervous - he'd wrap his arm around my waist and pull me close to keep me calm. He'd whisper in my ear to breathe or to tell me I was doing great. There was a lot of noise, people, flashes - it was nerve wracking really. But to the outside - I looked and acted great - all with the help of my steady.

Yesterday I had the oddest vision - odd because this is something that I wouldn't of dreamt up to even day dream about. I'm in LA with my manager and we're at some restaurant. I have to go to the bathroom. As I'm walking toward the potty - someone stops me and asks me a question (I think it was about if I was Allie from GA) - any ways - after I get done with that person I turn around and I see two men staring at me: Steven Spielberg and George Lucas. George motions for me to come over - I look around to see if he means me (they get a kick out of it ) and when I realize it was me - I walk over thinking to myself what in the hell could those two want?

I introduce myself - they ask me to sit down. Steven then asks if I'm an actress. I tell him I was married twice - that took an amount of acting skill. They laughed. I then said no - not really - a few local commercials about 20 years ago and a stage play or two - but that's it. Seems that they were looking for a younger Kathy Bates and I fit that mold - I had that "look" they were looking for (since I admire the actress, I was flattered with the compliment). George explained the supporting role and the movie -- which would also have Harrison Ford (no - not an Indy flick). I told them no - I'm behind the camera - and not with him (in any scene) I would be too nervous. They talk me into showing up anyways after they asked me what I was working on - told them -- and they suggested that they could help me out to return the favor.

So being scared to death - I went to the place to do a test read. Who do they have me test read with - but Harrison. I thought I was going into cardiac arrest. But I put on a smiley face - and away I went. They had us do a scene that I ad lib most of the way through and Harrison followed my lead. They then had me do another scene (which I found out later they were having trouble working through as something wasn't right). We ad lib again - and the guys smiled. Asked me to wait out in the hall for a second. And that's really all it was - was a second - my manager was there waiting for me. They came out and said the parts mine if I want it. I was speechless - me in a movie with Harry. I nodded my manager told me to close my mouth - lol - and it was over.

So I sat there for a spell trying to figure out why in the world I was shown that. I guess I'll find out eventually - but it hit me out of left field. Kinda like Vincent & Will did when I discovered them.

Yesterday I stumbled across "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback. I've been playing it non stop since. I don't know if it's a message for me - maybe for Vincent - could be for the two of us. I wonder if he's listening to it to? I looked up the lyrics:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, when your looking for a diamond in the rough
When it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Okay - back to work I go....have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Vincent, A Mischievous Spirit And The ULE!

I don't know if you noticed or not - but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today (and still won't be since it ends at 3:00). They're on the road in Salem and it's difficult to have call ins. So listen for me next week!

So you WANT more Vincent ramblings? You guys are great! Either that or really - really bored:) I'm not sure when I'll get to it because I'm finally jamming on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. I was having a hard time there for the last week - just wasn't into it. But after Vincent's dream visit last night - he must of jarred loose whatever was stuck - too bad I can't remember what he said.

What I do remember is that he and I were spending the night in some house - but in separate bedrooms. I was dead tired and trying to sleep - he was wired and kept coming into my room. He'd shake me to make sure I was awake - sit on the edge of the bed and just yammer on. About what you ask? About the excitement of each of us having change in our lives. He kept saying that I've got something big coming up -- and so does he -- and the actions will be freeing to both of us. On and on about how excited he is and will be once we meet. He really was bouncing around like an ADHD kid. Finally I said that if he doesn't let me sleep I'm going to take him down regardless of his size. He bounced in saying - you're going to go down on me regardless of my size?

NOOOOOOO I screamed. Now out - out! He dashed over - covered my face in kisses and out he went. I woke up thinking - what the hell was all of that? Laughed to myself and went back to sleep.

But since I am making headway with BT - you know what suffers - the column and the blogs. I'll try to keep up with some of it -- but this script really has to get done before the ULE next weekend in Columbus OH. Speaking of the ULE - if any of you are going to be there let me know and maybe we can meet out for dinner or lunch. During the expo I never eat - so if I have someone to go eat with - then I will eat something. Besides - if you show up you can meet my friend Kal who helps me out every year. She's Kal, I'm Al and most people who visit my booth either think we're sisters or lesbian lovers. LOL. Oh - and even though it's not advertised - I can give readings at my booth (#894):)

Last night my office door closed on me. There was no wind - the windows were closed. I opened back up and just said - stop it. That's when I heard my bedroom door start to close - I put my hand on it to stop and I could feel pressure on the door. This time I said - Hi David -- don't freak out the animals and you know I'm spooked now anyways (I had been mulling over this horror story I want to write after BT and it scares the crap out of me as is). So the door was left alone. I let the dogs out for one last time (it was close to midnight) - we came in and all of the animals were in the kitchen with me - all 6 of them. When all of a sudden I felt a chill. As SOON as that happened -the animals scattered like their lives depended on it. I thought to myself -- nice, and I'm the one who feeds you.

So I said out loud: Unless you want me to banish your ass to an earthbound hell - I'd advise you to go NOW. I waited for a few seconds and added: And leave my animals alone!

That wasn't David or Heath - or anyone evil -- I figured it out after he left - it was my Uncle Wally. That jokester died back in 1985. I don't think he'll freak the animals again on purpose.

I added the Empowerment Classes for October: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm with 2 new ones: Gypsy Healing and Metaphysical Business.

I also added a new MINI FS MP3 reading: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_advice.htm

Did you notice that some ass hacked the site last night? Luckily I had it fixed in a jiffy!

Okay - back to writing I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

I must admit - I'm surprised at how many people have listened to my Vincent Rambles from the other day. There will be a part 2 coming up when I have some time. If you haven't noticed yet - I have a msg to Vincent on the front page of Gypsyadvice. It's rather a bold move I think - somewhere I must keep a set of balls. I have a 95% feel that he'll be back to this site - we'll see if he realizes that I'm talking about him. If not -- the powers that be will put us in the same place when the time is right. Damn having patience as one of my lessons in this lifetime.

Yesterday as I was trying to work I kept feeling Vincent's energy right here. Well, it was making it difficult to do what I had to get done - so I made a comment that I needed a little "off" time. Out of no where I feel Bill & Will's energy surround me like a big thick wall. Ted's energy was there too - but it wasn't nearly as secure as the other two. Any ways - so I feel the guys close ranks and at the same time I could feel Vincent's blood pressure go up -- and my chest had one of those pains. Vincent then proceeded to create an enormous surge of energy (it was @ucking massive) and burst through the wall. I heard him say - I don't think so.

I thought damn- I can't even create that much energy - yet. The things I could learn off of him. He definitely got my attention. But I told him that I really needs him to chill a bit. He withdrew a portion of the energy and said: just as long as you don't cut me off. I promised him I wouldn't. He kept his word - I did mine - and I was able to get some things done.

When I'm at Maria's Cosmic Convention the weekend before Halloween - I'm getting a 2 hr past life regression - when I get there on that Thursday. I'm psyched. I have so many things I want to cover. It would be so cool if Vincent was in the room with me -- so cool.

Speaking of cool - I colored my hair again (well, I didn't do it - that would be a disaster) - this time with more red than violet in it. Still looks very good.

Sunday night at 10:00 pm (EST) I'm going to be on WLIP AM-1050, which broadcasts through Milwaukee and into Northern Illinois. This is going to be a fun show. To find out more about it, go to: http://www.mothershipradio.com

And before I forget - The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com is changing their time from 9 - noon to noon - 3:00.

I'd better go hop in the shower! Talk to you guys later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Rambles

Allie's ramblings about Vincent - she rambles - you've been warned.

Maria Shaw, Vincent And Discoveries!

What a day! The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com went great. I think that I was on for an hour - from 9:30 - 10:30. As always - I love chatting with those guys and tag teaming with Maria on callers. I felt though, like I was being tested today for some reason. I can't quite put my finger on it -- but it felt like a test. After my time was done I thought to myself that I should of pushed harder to finish my thoughts on some of the callers. I hate talking over Maria (it's rude) and interrupting her (still rude) so when she moved forward - I just moved with her without saying everything I wanted to say. Oh well - if it was a test I hope I didn't flunk:)

Even though Mercury is in Retrograde - I still managed to get my wireless fixed. I had to pat myself of the back for that one. I made the mistake of calling support. HA! A new bra would have given me more support than the support staff could - sheesh! I finally said - screw it - and fixed it myself. Dog-gone-it-all!

I have to talk about Vincent tonight - and I mean actually TALK about him. What I wanted to do initially was just call someone up (who knows about Vincent) and just chat about him. I need to talk - talk - talk.....it's like I'm going to burst if I don't get a chance to get out all of the discoveries I've been making. Sure - writing down helps - but things fly at me with such speed that my fingers can't keep up and I keep forgetting things. So then Andrew said for me to talk and record it - make it into one of those podcast things - he said. Okay - although I'm not sure who would want to listen to me go on about Vincent - but I know that Will will show up as well as George, Bill and Ted. Seems like I have a lot of things to say - I just hope I remember what they all are once I start talking. LOL.

Today Vincent's energy has been VERY intense - and I mean heart-pounding intense. It was like he was in my body - if that makes any sense. Will did this several times to me over the last couple of years - step in - so to speak. But with Vincent - the feeling is different. There's the high energy aspect that is the same - along with insatiable sexual urges. But the real difference comes in with Will there was also fear - with Vincent, there's no fear, but loneliness. Like a soul in search of that missing piece. As I'm thinking back - Bill's difference was a judgment energy while Ted had sadness. When any of the guys do this - I have a hell of a time thinking about anything else besides them. Today I tried to keep breaking that lock by watching - you guessed it - 30 Rock.

One of the things I discovered today - was that back in the 1600's - Vincent, me and Andrew were the best of friends. Feels like Andrew was my brother - and Vincent was his best friend - who I married. I keep seeing us, sitting around laughing. It makes perfect sense then why Andrew felt so bad about Vincent and I dying as kids in that 1930's life and the in the 40's.

For the last several days I've been getting chest pains. But every time one comes on - I hear a voice tell me they're not my pains (hell- they feel real enough) but they're Vincent's. Today with his intense energy - my heart would pound so hard it felt like it was coming out of my chest. And I kept hearing Vincent's vice tell me to calm down - take a deep breath, work through the energy. It's his energy that ramps up my heart and he tells me to take a deep breath! But no worries - if it were to feel really bad on my part, I would call 911.

Now that his energy has taken a step back (wow - just felt a warm calm go from head to toe) I'm tired:) So if I don't get to the vocal part tonight - I will tomorrow. I still need to go get my shower.

Speaking of shower - reminds me of wedding - which is where I will be this weekend. I'll be at the 20th Century Club in Pittsburgh for my cousin's wedding. My son is so excited to stay in a hotel overnight - lol. This is the 1st get together my family has done - that wasn't funeral related - in 7 years. So good times this Sat!

I need to bust some sort of move - providing I don't hurt myself!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, Andrew And Past Lives!

This morning I'm working on a few things when I can feel Andrew next to me. He's not saying anything - doing anything - just standing there. Vincent pops into my head. Okay - I'm going with it - I can see him smile, extend his hand - I grab it - his eyes twinkle. Then it hit me out of left field..

...Andrew is Vincent's guide too. The shiver that went up my spine from this revelation - wow.

That's why you're my guide --- because you're Vincent's? I asked Andrew.

His face turned very somber - his energy got very heavy all of a sudden. I owed it to the two of you - he replied.

Why - owed us for what? I said. You need to remember - Andrew shot back - just relax a minute and let me show you.

I'm in a past life - must of been in the 30's by the way I'm dressed. I look down at my feet -barefoot. My feet are dirty - I had on a dress. I looked at my reflection in the river and I must of been what - 5 or 6. I had short dark hair and big brown eyes. Out of no where this boy comes and tickles me. He's dirty - just like I am - shirt and trousers all dirty. He's about 10 or so. I look at him - and I know the eyes - it's Vincent. He gives me a piece of bread that he said he found. I ate it. He's tells me that see - he takes good care of me. There's a guy downstream fishing. Me and this boy walk up to him and the boy talks to him. The man says if we hunt for worms for him - he will give us a fish for our troubles.

So that's what we did - we went hunting for worms. I saw something in the water - looked shiny and I reached over to grab it. But I fell in. I couldn't swim. The river is taking me downstream and the boy (Vincent) sees me in the water and jumps in to save me - without even thinking that he can't swim either. He reached me - but we both drowned - looking at one another.

The man fishing was Andrew. He says had he just given us the fish I wouldn't have been searching for worms. Andrew goes on to tell me that Vincent took care of me since I was 3 - our parents were dead - we lived on the streets. And he did take care of me - until the end. I was right - this was the early 30's.

We came right back - born to different parents in different parts of Europe. But we had one thing in common - we were gypsies. Andrew was our guide then - tried to help us make smart choices - but he was green at the job and didn't get through to us. We both ended up with Dr. Mengele. I tell Andrew that I see myself as an adult there - not as a child - and my son was my child. So how could I be a kid? And Ted was a guard - and my friend. Andrew tells me not to force things to come into focus.

I ask him then to show me -- and he says no - not this time. Vincent, myself and my son (in this lifetime) ended up in the gas chamber.

So in this life it was agreed upon that we would not meet until much later in life - when we could already take care of ourselves. Although we did almost meet as kids in FL. We were moving toward one another when something happened to take our attention away from what we were doing. Andrew said we weren't supposed to meet - that would have thrown everything off. But it's the eyes that neither one of you have been able to forget - you caught each other's eye and there was something familiar about it.

When you two meet in this life - it'll be instant - Andrew said. It'll be as intense as when you met Will - or Bill -- but this time it will also release a wave of calm - over both of you. Neither of you will be able to explain it -- but there is a need to talk to one another. From that moment on - you two will be as inseparable as you can be based on your work schedules. So don't worry Allie - everything is already in motion - that's why I'm here.

I'm not worried - I tell Andrew - I just would like to know a bit more --- see more. I could feel Andrew smile - -this is a time of patience - you still have some work to do. Now as Andrew showed me about Vincent and I and talked to me - I felt a chunk break loose from my heart chakra and disappear. It was heavy there - then it was tingly and light. Very cool.

This new info about me, my son, Vincent and the holocaust makes sense on why working on the BT in tandem with the unlocking of Vincent would be too emotional for me. Now that I get it -- I can deal with it much better. Which - BTW - my emotions reigned in on Sunday - so thank you for the emails I received.

In the span of 24 hours - a praying mantis said hi to me (I mean really said hi - I saw it, said something and it turned it's head to look at me - so cool), a dragonfly held steady in front of my face and a butterfly landed on my shoulder. All to let me know it's a time of patience, transformation and change for the better.

Don't forget to keep voting for me in the Start Up Nation contest: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php I wouldn't mind being "hot" :)

I have a lot on my plate today - I'd better get going!

Crystal Sunshine!

Past Lives, Emotions And No Where To Go!

I'm sitting here working on THE BLACK TRIANGLE -- and it's a tough go. The relationships between the characters are heartfelt - and I can feel their emotions as I type. I can feel the struggle, Jeta, the main character has trying to keep her girls alive in a concentration camp while she's falling in love with an SS officer. As a mom - I know the lengths I would go through to save my son from harm - there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Parents shouldn't outlive their kids. At the same time - Jeta is a woman who craves love and has that primal urge to survive. I get that too.

As I sit here and feel their EMOTIONS - it actually forces me to examine being psychic - and what I've discovered thus far. I'm not bitching that I have this gift - trust me - I know that I am blessed. But at the same time I want so bad to talk to someone about what I see - what I hear -- what I know and feel. I write things down - obviously - in this blog and in my journal. I try to pour things out, to empty it from my system. But it still lingers - waiting for me to have a face to face chat with any of the guys: Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted or George.

With every karmic and/or soul connection that I discover - I too then discover the feelings for the past associated with that soul. The good - the bad - it doesn't matter, what matters is that they are all there. I keep them bottled up - because, what in the hell am I going to do with them? But I get to a breaking point -- and I reached it again. The BT is an emotional story that takes all of my energy not to cry as I rewrite -- so I cannot use that energy to hold back the sea of emotions and past life memories.

I really don't have much more to say. I don't mean to sound bitchy - I guess I'm just frustrated. All this information & emotions and no where to direct it. I'll be able to patch it up - keep it bottled again -- but I'm telling you, I know I'm a leaky dam. I have to talk to one of them soon or go up to Glacier National Park and just keep screaming until my voice is gone - and I'm too pooped to give a damn.

My soul is stil rested after this last puzzle piece with Vincent. It just really needs to talk - and have someone listen.

Thanks for letting me vent -- back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, Tracey And Validation!

I can honestly say that my soul feels rested. It's not in search mode any longer. It's such a great feeling - knowing that I found the person I'm supposed to learn my life lesson with -- now everything will fall into place. Maybe not as fast as I want it - but that's okay because I still know that it will fall into place. I'm shifting my focus to the big picture and not the details - although I'm as curious as hell about the little things. I had to - of course - get my 3rd opinion on Vincent. That's what I do -- I feel my own confirmation, then I either ask Maria or Tracey - then go to who I haven't asked. If my "knowing" is validated by both - then I'm pretty comfortable in that.

(BTW - as a side note to my friend Kally who called me from NYC to rub it in that she was there and I wasn't the below reading has a bearing on what you and I talked about. Now you know why I asked what part of Manhattan you were in)

And Tracey validated my feel on Vincent as well as Maria's:

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:09:54 PM): okay! Vincent is very sensitive - and intuitive - a very deep person - people tend to think he is standoffish but has on a higher plane most of the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:18 PM): he does remember your dream visits with him and he knows you - he knows that he is to be with you - he knows his marriage is to end

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:29 PM): he feels guilt and a sense of obligation to his wife

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:41 PM): he seems to feel he owes her on the conscious level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:59 PM): but in his dreams he has seen insight that tells him these feelings are not warranted

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:02 PM): and that she wants to be free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:14 PM): he seems to be thinking about that in relation to you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:21 PM): he knows you are coming and soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:45 PM): he seems to feel creatively drawn to you --the two of you have been lovers who have created together too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:54 PM): he feels that he is meant to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:59 PM): and he feels you are part of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:04 PM): he does know who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:08 PM): he found you by accident

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:18 PM): in a dream he had about you he saw you as a gypsy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:24 PM): and he typed something into the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:29 PM): and found your website

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:38 PM): he has been reading your blog

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:42 PM): and he knows who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:48 PM): and this seems to be kind of exciting to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:54 PM): its like validating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:57 PM): he knows your eyes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:01 PM): he remembers them well

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:13 PM): he knows that the sex btw you two is going to be magical

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:17 PM): he seems to think about that a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:28 PM): he is not sure how you will come together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:34 PM): he thinks he will meet you soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:43 PM): he feels that you will be coming into his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:49 PM): through your creative genius

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:01 PM): he has been pursuing other things besides his current job

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:15 PM): he seems to want to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:18 PM): he has higher goals

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:26 PM): he seems to have a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:36 PM): he is polished on some level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:43 PM): he seems to be very intelligent

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:47 PM): if he is not well educated

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:53 PM): then it is innate wisdom

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:03 PM): he finds your blog awesome

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:11 PM): he laughs when he reads it because you think alike

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:19 PM): he understands you and the way you think

Allie (9/19/2008 2:15:26 PM): he knows that when I put Vincent in there that it is him - right?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:30 PM): he thinks that you are very brilliant

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:36 PM): yes he knows

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:55 PM): he knows and it makes him smile - he has this really slight smile sometimes - sort of like a grin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:11 PM): he seems to feel that something is happening with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:13 PM): something big

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:22 PM): and has got this feeling of excitement, nervousness all in one
Allie (9/19/2008 2:16:31 PM): I have the same feelings..

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:32 PM): he feels like he is picking up on your emotions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:08 PM): he is intuitive and he seems to be spiritually advanced - meaning that he meditates and listens to his intuition - he knows things, sees things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:18 PM): he knows that you are destined for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:30 PM): and that the two of you are destined for some real greatness as a team

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:49 PM): he seems to feel like you can do anything

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:56 PM): and he feels this kind of confidence in himself too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:02 PM): not in a stuck up sort of way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:07 PM): but a healthy balanced way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:11 PM): he is positive

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:18 PM): he sees the bigger picture

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:28 PM): he also knows about your son

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:38 PM): and he feels he has a part in his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:39 PM): a role

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:46 PM): he feels that he is his child too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:48 PM): on another level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:54 PM): like he has parented him before

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:59 PM): he also feels as though

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:04 PM): you are to have two children with him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:20 PM): he has a sense of responsibility to your son though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:19:27 PM): oh good lord - another child or two from me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:30 PM): like he feels like there are things he is meant to do and be for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:33 PM): hahahhahaha

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:34 PM): yep

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:39 PM): hope they come at once

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:41 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:03 PM): he wonders if you know how rich he is

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:13 PM): he does not want that to be intimidating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:25 PM): has not a pomp driven kind of guy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): but there is wealth all around him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): I have no idea how much money he has - and it really doesn't matter to me.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:42 PM): No - he doesn't seem pomp

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:51 PM): he seems to just draw things to himself

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:55 PM): like me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:59 PM): he has a way of manifesting

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:00 PM): me being drawn to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:04 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:12 PM): he thinks you know about his eyes too

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:13 PM): I know this is his doing - me figuring out it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:19 PM): this seems to be something he feels you could not miss

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:29 PM): he has tried sending you messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:34 PM): tried talking to you on the astral

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:41 PM): but he was not sure you were hearing him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:30 PM): he's a gentle giant

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:39 PM): his energy is very protective and loving

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:43 PM): that's sweet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:49 PM): he towers over you

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:58 PM): he's almost 6'4"

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:00 PM): he will be the kind that will want to be with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:02 PM): all the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:07 PM): two steps behind you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:08 PM): hovering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:18 PM): he thinks and he tells you things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:24 PM): I see him standing over you at your computer

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:29 PM): you two are writing something

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:35 PM): and coming up with ideas together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:41 PM): this one is the one

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:46 PM): like the big bucks for you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:49 PM): the main network

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:00 PM): he will be so happy to work with you on this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:08 PM): I hear a baby crying in the he background

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:17 PM): so I think the kid is coming

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:19 PM): like it or not

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:23 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:28 PM): the baby is going to be long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:30 PM): really long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:34 PM): and thin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:44 PM): I see you adoring him (its a boy)

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:49 PM): I keep feeling we'll meet by the end of the year. although like him - I have no idea how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:50 PM): but you will have another one too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:52 PM): a girl

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:56 PM): so be careful

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:59 PM): just after baby one comes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:05 PM): oh lord!

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:10 PM): you may find you are really fertile myrtle

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:21 PM): dang

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:29 PM): I sense that he won't care

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:37 PM): he would be so happy with more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:05 PM): he likes kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:11 PM): they inspire him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:14 PM): because they are so open

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:17 PM): and free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:23 PM): whereas grown ups are so closed

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:37 PM): he would have more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:41 PM): and more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:52 PM): he likes the sounds of kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:57 PM): running through the house

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:01 PM): he will chase after them

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:03 PM): he plays

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:08 PM): he's a sweetheart

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:12 PM): a real sweet man

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:52 PM): he is a big fella

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:31 PM): He's very talented - I see him doing all kinds of things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:40 PM): I see a visage of him playing the piano

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:42 PM): and singing

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:47 PM): kids hanging on him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:13 PM): he also likes to draw sometimes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:16 PM): he seems to get messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:19 PM): random ones

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:28 PM): and he is trying to work on this more

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:40 PM): do you think we will meet by the end of the year?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:42 PM): so that he can ask questions and get more specific answers

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:44 PM): will he know it's me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:45 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:47 PM): and yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:53 PM): I sense you will meet him very soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:01 PM): perhaps as soon as Halloween or a little later

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:06 PM): and he will know your eyes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:31:07 PM): I keep getting that too - hence my nervousness

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:08 PM): anywhere

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:16 PM): yes, I can see why you would feel nervous

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:21 PM): but I sense you need not be

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:24 PM): he's so kind

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:28 PM): so personable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:33 PM): he will make you feel very comfortable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:42 PM): he's got a way about him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:50 PM): sort of like someone you can immediately trust

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:04 PM): I sense he will keep touching you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:09 PM): like touch your arm

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:11 PM): your shoulder

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:13 PM): your back

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:14 PM): your hand

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:21 PM): he uses gestures a lot when he talks

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:28 PM): and every time he touches

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:29 PM): you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:33 PM): its like energy zap

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:35 PM): I keep getting that he like the group Abba too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:40 PM): yes he does

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:42 PM): I gesture too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:46 PM): he likes a lot of old stuff like that

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:56 PM): I keep having to play Dancing Queen

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:01 PM): he likes 'mellow stuff'

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:05 PM): he finds them mellow

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:10 PM): he used to smoke pot a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:18 PM): but he does not now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:27 PM): but it seemed to make him feel mellow

Allie (9/19/2008 2:33:29 PM): does he have someone he goes to to ask about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:32 PM): and helped control visions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:35 PM): he does

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:41 PM): he has someone that costs a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:49 PM): he liked an ad or something you wrote about this

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:01 PM): off the phone now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:05 PM): he laughed and laughed about the costs of services

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:10 PM): for readings and such

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:16 PM): you were so right

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:22 PM): he enjoyed reading this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:28 PM): I hope you know what this is about

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:33 PM): yes I do

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:38 PM): he pays a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:42 PM): but feels this person is accurate

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:44 PM): and worth it

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:50 PM): and has this person talked about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:52 PM): and he feels she helped him with the dream

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:58 PM): in such a way that he found you on the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:02 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): of course

Allie (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): and has this person told him how good I will be to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:16 PM): yes - she has spoken of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:24 PM): and he seems to be looking forward

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:32 PM): because his current wifey is not good to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:40 PM): and she is materially driven

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:42 PM): and he is not

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:56 PM): he feels like her personal atm

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:06 PM): do you think I'll be living in NYC or in LA?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:14 PM): I sense both at times

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:18 PM): and what that means to me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:22 PM): is that you will be living in both

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:23 PM): that's what I thought

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:24 PM): back and forth

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:32 PM): so get ready

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:35 PM): for a lot of flights

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:46 PM): has he figured out where I live yet?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:50 PM): my address

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:53 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:59 PM): he knows that you live there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:03 PM): he wonders why

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:06 PM): he thinks you need to move

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:10 PM): has he been to Wooster yet?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:14 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:18 PM): he's checked it out

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:20 PM): I knew it. He should of come to the door.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:22 PM): recently?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:24 PM): and was like nooooooooo

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:26 PM): gotta move

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:27 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:32 PM): recently in the past month

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:44 PM): he's not feeling its good for you there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:51 PM): he senses some negative energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:58 PM): I think its your ex's energy though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:02 PM): and the unknown caller who didn't say anything today when I picked up the phone? him maybe?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:09 PM): oh yeah - I must move - I know that.

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:15 PM): yes most certainly it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:19 PM): he called while he was there too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:24 PM): but I am not sure you answered

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:30 PM): no I didn't

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:35 PM): I usually do not answer unknown callers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:44 PM): well, you should start!

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:47 PM): I will

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:05 PM): I feel like this guy is your man - you are uncovering the mysteries

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:14 PM): getting to the real deal

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:28 PM): he's waiting

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:35 PM): its like he is waiting for more insight

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:37 PM): answers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:39 PM): how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:46 PM): he keeps wondering how he will meet you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:48 PM): but you know

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:05 PM): I keep getting in a crowded area

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:09 PM): like a party

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:12 PM): or gathering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:14 PM): oh - cool

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:24 PM): and I can feel him looking at me from across the room

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:33 PM): you would def feel his energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:45 PM): he is definitely focused on you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:52 PM): he's got a lot of questions

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:56 PM): so do I

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:59 PM): like should he end his marriage now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:00 PM): or wait

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:13 PM): he's not sure about how you will come together

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:15 PM): now so he's free by the time I get there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:27 PM): he's going to come to that conclusion

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:35 PM): he's just thinking things through

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:49 PM): any idea when I'll be moving?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:58 PM): I get moving in January

Allie (9/19/2008 2:42:06 PM): that's what I thought too

What I haven't been able to figure out is if he's part of my soul circle or if this is simply a karmic connection. To me it doesn't matter - but what can I say? I'm always curious - always searching for answers. That's probably why I love mysteries and cop shows so much:)

No worries about Will, George, Bill and Ted. My desire to work and talk to these guys is steadfast.

I have no idea when I'll get the "Ask Allie" column caught up. I'm pushing myself to finish THE BLACK TRIANGLE and when I'm short on time - the column is the 1st to be put on hold - followed by the blogs. So we'll see.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Update Via Maria Shaw

Hi Everyone,

I'm dog tired..but before I hit my bed I wanted to share with you Maria's astrological and intuitional feel about Vincent and myself.

With all of the guys I've thrown at her for the last two years, she's never suggested that I actually get together with a person in the physical (regardless of the karmic ties, soul mate connection, etc...). Until now.....

Hi Allie - Vinny shows up in the spiritual teacher house of your chart....higher love, getting to know thyself.....traveling to higher places than ever before! There's so much more you can learn from one another. He could be your greatest teacher. His moon conjuncts your north node...very karmic. In fact, you should attach yourself to him because he can take you higher than you have ever before. He is good for you. He can help you achieve greatness, wisdom and perfection in relationships. He is here to teach you what a relationship should really be about. He is here to make sure you feel loved and there is balance in your world between both worlds; spiritual and mundane. His moon also hits your sun sign so there was likely a strong bond or a marriage in a former lifetime.. In his chart, you show up as a friend and his north node is on your rising sign so there is a mutual identity here.....same likes and dislikes....same needs, etc. He "gets you" and last but not least, go figure, your moon falls in the house of sex. You are a very mysterious woman for and to him, one that is willing to try new things and emotionally can hit him in a deep place. I bet if this were a real physical relationship, not just on the astral plane, you two would get along famously!

A man who actually "gets" me. Amazing :)

I knew his energy felt great to be around.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bob, OBE Sex And Will!

Mercury Retrograde isn't due till Sept 24th - and let me tell you, it's kicking my ass already. My computer - grrr - my internet - double grrr and my wireless - &^^%$$#$%%^&**. That's all I have to say about that! Thankfully it hasn't cut the balls off of my good mood:) I'm so far behind on things that even with a telescope I can't see my large behind -- but I'm determined to get caught up. My alarm clock now says 5:00 am (it was 6:00 am) and next week if I'm not where I'm supposed to be - it'll go to 4:30 am. Any earlier than 4:30 and I may kill someone by 7:00 pm :)

Today on Psychiconair.com, before I came on at 9:17 am, Maria was talking about how the full moon brought out emotions. Well let me tell you - boy my emotions are causing havoc. But - they only jump out as I'm rewriting the BLACK TRIANGLE. I swear - I cry the whole time I'm writing - it's horrible. I'm thinking of rewriting the sex scenes just so I have something to look foreword to! But, I've recently become obsessed with the NBC show - 30 ROCK. I've already breezed through seasons 1 & 2 (thank you Netflix) and am now going through them again. If you haven't watched the show - it is so damn funny. Alex Baldwin is brilliant in this show. Tina Fey and her supporting cast are also excellent - but it's Baldwin that has me rolling. That show is making my rewrite move forward. Every time I get overly emotional - on comes 30 ROCK and I laugh myself silly. I need to write something that I could get that man to play in - he's great no matter what role he's taken on. What can I say? I've been a fan since BEETLE JUICE.

So BLESS YOU 30 ROCK!

Okay - moving on......today's chat on the Maria Shaw Show was great. We talked about my appearance at the 2nd Cosmic Convention at the end of October - the OBE Sex class I'm teaching as well as the séance that myself and Monica T are going to do! Maria brought up adding a class on Tantric Sex to the convention. I had been thinking about adding that element to my weekend OBE workshops. We'll see if we can fit it in - it'll have to be a very basic class!

Bob has been right there next to me now for a few weeks. He's this big hulking energy - very protective - VERY. I thought Will was protective (and he is bless his heart), but with Bob it's a massive amount of protective energy. A gentle giant -- that's a good way to describe Bob. Because although he is this massive energy and I can feel that this is something he's been exploring and learning more about -- he's also very tender - gentle. Andrew has been saying since Friday that I have to put Bob's real name into the blog and not use Bob. He's pretty dang crazy about it too. Seems that Bob has either already been by the blogs and thinks that he's Bob or he will soon and he has to know that what he reads is him. I wish you could see Andrew now - this usually very calm guide is jumping up and down like a crazed man. Do it now -- now -- NOW! He's being wow - vocal. I ask why now? He's says: why do the women in your family have to be so difficult (I have to smile on that one)? Don't ask "why" there's a reason.

Me - being me - had to draw a tarot card to see what I need to know about putting the name in now. I drew the Serpent - it's all about healing and knowledge. It's about understanding and taking what you know to transform your life - to shed the "skin" of the old and embrace the new with "new skin". Then I drew Burden: to release burdens to allow others to follow their path. That I carry weight that is not my own. I had to draw one more card - King: male authority - and sexual energy, The king puts one on notice to take affirmative action and to put their house in order (as something is about to change).

Okay - it's VINCENT. Not Bob. Vincent is his name. The reason I was very hesitant is because I can feel a female energy that is very attached to him through a karmic connection/past lives. This energy does not want anyone else involved in his energy. Of course - I know that the female energy knows I'm already involved. I can feel her on the outskirts. Andrew assures me that the female energy is not a problem at all - nor will she give anyone a problem. She may be very attached -but she is also kind-hearted and spiritual.

So sometime today Maria is going to send me the scoop on Vincent and when she does - I'll post it. I did feel much better using his real name - never liked using the fake name.

My son's teacher called me the other day to say what a wonderful student he is being this year! No trouble at all - a great leader and is setting a fine example for the other students. I knew my energy methods would work:)

Last weekend, my friend Pat and I went out. He's my friend from high school (the fire chief). We had a good time - it was nice to chat with him. I had forgotten how much in common he and I have. My ex, of course, dodged talking my son for the day like he said he would - and Pat was cool about me bringing my son with us. The kid was remarkably good - I was shocked. Of course - he does want me to get married again:) If Pat and I lived in the same state - I don't know - we might actually date. Of course he's about to move to one of my favorite states - Montana. I've been to MT at least 8 times over the last 10 years - simply love Big Sky Country!

George and Will have been trying to out-do one another in showing up in my visions & energy field. They're funny. One vision with Will is that he and I are in a room - some sort of meeting. I come in, shake his hand and say something like: Hi I'm Allie, I met you back in Feb in NYC at.......Will smiles and says oh I know who you are. How's your son? His gaze is very direct - like his eyes are looking through me when he says he knows who I am. We have the meeting or whatever we're at. Afterwards, I see him in the hall and tell him that my son and I are going to go grab something to eat - would he like to join us? He doesn't even think about it - he just says yes.

SIGH. I can't wait to see him again. I truly - truly - cannot wait.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)