Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Hotel Rooms, Ted And Will!

I cannot believe how tired I am. Seriously. I'm so tired that I could sleep for 48 hours easy. My dream travels are really kicking my butt. I'm back to the hotel dreams. Remember I had those before my divorce? Well this signals another major change on the horizon. Last time the hotel rooms were crowed, small and in disarray. Now they are large suites, plush, with all the trimmings. I'm hoping this means my very long phase of being broke is over. I could use the shift - as I'm sure many of you could use as well.

The dreams too for the last couple of nights, I would wake up and it would still feel like was floating about in the dreamscape. I don't know how to describe it really - I would wake up, but it didn't feel like I woke up. Almost like waking up in dream that was still a dream. But I could see what was going on in my room in real time.

BT was received well by my manager's boss. I had some minor things to change but that was it. Now it's off to make its rounds in Tinsel Town. Fingers crossed. No new words on Dreamers or GG as of now. Again - sometimes no news is good news.

I'm going to be kicking the OBE sex book into high gear this weekend. I've cleared the whole weekend to work on that and my yard. My yard has some serious leaves on it. I'm looking foreword to jumping in to the OBE book - my guide Robert is very eager to see that it is done. He has been hanging out lately throwing "Obe" in my face (so to speak) so that I get with the program. He and Ethan are very happy that the BT is done. In fact, Ethan let out a side of relief. I asked him if he'll be around more often and he said - no. But he's always near by if I want to chat.

So I asked Andrew, since he mentioned that having BT done would help things along with Vincent - has anything changed. His reply was that things are moving behind the scenes. If Vincent would wake up to the signs that are right in front of his face and now wait for a nuclear meltdown to realize what was going on - things would move faster. But it seems that he is a stubborn soul (gee - what a surprise) but he will come around . Just like with Will - you (as in me) will be put in front of them until they do something about it - even if it's friendship or a business partnership. Something will have to be done. But - Andrew says - in Vincent case, he won't be able to rest until a romantic relationship ensues between the two of us.

My only reply was - ok, just wanted to know if things were moving. I guess they are:)

Will surprised me today - I wrote about it in the OBE blog. It was nice to feel his energy so close again.

Ted's back --I can feel him. I'm sure something will come of this over the next couple of days. I sure hope he ditched that bitch of a wife. I don't say something normally so horrible about a person I haven't physically met - but her energy is heavy and just pure yuck. I hope he actually visits soon.

Better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spirits R Us, Busy Dreams And Major Frustration!

I'm not really excited about much right now - and for me - that's off. I don't think I'm depressed - usually when that happens I can't get a dang thing done and I have been working through my list. But it feels like that is what my life is - a series of lists to get done. I don't have fun - I mean really -my life has zero fun in it. I really need to change that, but I'm not sure how. It's not like Wooster is a happening town. And I can honestly say that I do not have one friend in this town - not one. I don't think I have one in all of Wayne county. That's sad, isn't it? SIGH. My closest two friends are over a half an hour away - both married with children and have very busy lives. My other single friends live over an hour away - so going out with them usually means spending the night and that is a hassle with my son and animals. So just one person in Wooster to go do things would be nice. Of course hoping on a plane and going to NYC sounds fabo too.

God I need out of this town.

I feel very boxed in and it's frustrating. This is probably because of that astrological phases that has something to do with Uranus that Maria Shaw said everyone from 1960 - 1973 is going through right now and it is set to peak tomorrow the 4th - with another peek at the start of 2009 and then towards the end of 2009. Grrr..I hate feeling like this...I just hope it doesn't feel as confining after this peek passes tomorrow.

Of course it didn't help me today that I had to go get Indy's ashes. I held it together until one of the workers put their arm around me and said sorry for your loss. DAMN. I sat in my car, in my garage for about 30 min when I got home. I get out and Raisin is sitting there just looking at me - like what in the hell are you doing? My son being the 8 year old he is wants to open up the tin and feel Indy's ashes.

Trick or treat was interesting on Friday. The streets were packed with kids and many houses were handing out candy which was a huge change from last year. My son was dressed as an Army guy and he had a ball. Earlier in the day I went to his Halloween party at school to help out. Had a cute clown (as in one of the kids parents dressed up as a clown) flirting with me. It was cute. And no - I didn't ask him for his phone number or offer him mine.

Oh - don't forget to vote tomorrow if you're in the states. The polls may be very busy - but your vote is still very important.

You know what the one positive thing is about feeling stuck? That I know I'll break through (eventually) and that is such a kick ass feeling to look forward to.

I have a been contemplating some things lately - although I wouldn't have a clue on how to fit everything in:

1) Weekly live radio show - something on BlogTalkRadio until an actual station wants to hire me. With this - I would need a co host. And no - I have no one in mind as of now.
2) Making my own line of gypsy perfumes - call it Gypsy Girl - fun, festive and mysteries scents.
3) Making my own line of gypsy ointments & remedies - based on gram's recipes and some of mine own. call it Allie's Alternatives (sound familiar KS?)

In part of my reading from Joann - she said that I had a healing side (which we all know) that is just dying to get though. She doesn't see me strictly with energy work, but working with herbs, oils and stones/crystals. And if you remember any of my previous visions with my healing center - that was exactly what I was doing. In the mean time I've had 2 separate people comment about me making perfumes and even more mention about the gypsy ointments, creams, etc...

But I also know that I can't spread myself too thin. So after I finish BLACK TRIANGLE, I'm going back to work on the OBE Sex book to get that done and published (I hope) by Valentines day - then we'll see about everything else - all depends where I'm at at the start of 2009.

I know one place I want to be - and that is giving OBE sex workshops - maybe 4 a year: Columbus OH, NYC, LA and either NOLA, Austin TX or Chicago. Robert, my guide, has been hammering at me today because I am not where I'm supposed to be with this -- and Andrew says I'm behind all together but not to worry because something will jolt me into freakish speed mode (whatever the heck that means) and all will be done. Has anyone here put together an in person workshop - maybe a weekend workshop - who can give me some tips on how to do just that?

Before I forget to mention it - Maria Shaw is in Venice/Greece right now so I will not be on the show this Wed. I'm sure we'll have plenty to gab about once she's back next week.

Both my son and I have been hearing Indy around the house tonight. His little whine or the pitter patter of his feet as they crossed the hardwood floors. Plus my Gram P (Dorothy form the séance) is also here - I smelled her White Rain hairspray in my bedroom -- and there was a man's cologne I couldn't place. Seems like this is a spirits stopping point this evening. I hope they let me sleep - I'm so tired.

And I'm that tired from my dreams being overactive. I mean - wow - active. And of course I have not been following my own advice and writing things down. I wake up - I swear - once every 90 min and all I want to do is to roll over and go back to sleep - which I do. A good chunk of the dreams are with Vincent - but I remember glimpses of Bill in other and Will in still other visit. Remembering the dreams is like I have a word on the tip of my tongue and I just can't remember what it is.

Which brings me to knowing I have to do something -but not knowing what it is. Which I do believe adds to the frustration I was talking about earlier. It's like I have to do this something in order to step into the flow of my life - but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I'm hoping that it eventually becomes obvious to me. Maybe it's BT or the OBE book? But I have no idea what - maybe even it's not something I have to do, but a last domino that has to fall in order for me to be in my fated flow. As a psychic you'd think I'd be able to figure things out - but it just doesn't work that way. Kind of like the way in CHARMED the sisters couldn't use their gifts for selfish means - it's like that. I can use my psychic self for others, but for myself when I try the message gets muddled. Which is probably why I like confirmations. Any ways - I can feel that last piece -- just hanging there.

I need to get my shower and go to bed -- I really need to sleep tonight.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Rambles #3

Allie rambles about Vincent and his connection to her past life regression and the weekend at the Maria Shaw Cosmic Convention.



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Vincent, Indy And Last Weekend!

Everyone take a deeeeeep breath. Come --- breathe in -- hold - breathe out....and repeat....breathe in.......breathe out. One more for good measure -- breathe in -- hold -- breathe out. Ahhhh...doesn't that feel better? No need to be wound up tight wondering what has happened to little ole me. I'm fine. Today I'm fine - yesterday - so-so and on Monday -- horrible. My son and I didn't get home Sunday night until 11:45 pm. By the time I got to bed - 1:30 am and I was up at 6:00 am. I was beat - worn out. Plus - as you know - incredibly sad about Indy. I didn't tell my son about Indy - and he bounced out of bed Monday morning saying - Indy's coming home - my Indy's coming home today.

I was crushed. But said nothing.

School came and went - I whisked him off to art class right after school. And then the moment I was dreading - I had to tell him about Indy's death. The look of shock, sadness and fear crossed his face so fast - I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But he was quiet - and asked how did Indy die. I told him his heart gave out. He sat there again and then said - how am I going to live my whole life without my Indy? I about lost it. So I explained to him how we will out live all the animals and that Indy will probably come back again as one of his dogs. He was angry, sad and hurt. But he did much better than I thought he would. For the last 2 days he'd mention Indy - and that he's dead - but then he hurry up and changes the subject.

Poor Brodie walks around like a dead soul. He just keeps looking for Indy. He gets excited for a moment - and then is depressed. Yesterday he just went outside to a spot on the drive where Indy like to lay - and laid down. He wouldn't come to me. I just stood there and cried.

The vet office called yesterday to see how we were doing - they also sent a nice card that everyone commented and signed. There wasn't anyone who meet Indy who didn't love him right away. He certainly will be missed.

Brodie was having a hard time breathing yesterday -- all I could think is oh please -- don't do this now. Today he seems a bit better - but the mucus is still there. We'll see.

Overall the conference was good. Friday I didn't work so much - so financially I did not do as good as I needed to do. But the OBE sex talk went well on Friday. Many people showed up to say hi and/or get a reading: Holly, Kendra, Carolyn, Monica, Ben, Jeff, Michelle and her mother, Kim and many others whose faces I know - but I can't place their names right now. I met many new people (yes Fran I do remember you) who I would like to keep in touch with -- plus met Samantha (who posts on this blog) - she's a wonderful person and got to see Terra again (again she's on this blog) which was wonderful - and yes T, I finished my Cheez-Its on the way home- very yummy thank you!

As always it was great to see Maria Shaw and Joe, Betty, Carol, Monica T, Donna, DK, Joanne, Lynn, Hazel and Vaughn (I probably spelled her name wrong - as usual).

Monica Davis made me a a gemstone bracelet - with intuitive chosen Reiki charged stones based on what I need (not what I want). She chose: coral, yellow jade, garnet, green aventurine and carnelian. As soon as she put it on my wrist tingled - is was like that for hours. Now when I put it on 1st in the morning the tingles on my wrist happen every time. If you'd like one for yourself - email me and I will send you her contact info.

I have so much Vincent stuff to ramble on about because of last weekend. So much so that I will have to do an audio of Vincent Rambles #3 instead of me typing it all out. He was right there all weekend long. But I wasn't the only one to feel it - others did as well. He zoned in during my kick ass past life regression from Tonya Douglas: http://www.healingaffectshypnosis.com/ it really was great. I went under with ease - I went back to several lifetimes. I have it on CD - I'm going to see if I can get it uploaded to here. Needless to say Vincent was not only in the regression - he was part of me during the regression.

Side Note: In regards to the message to Vincent from the front page of GA. It was up a month - it was time to come down. No - he didn't contact me, but I'm not worried in the slightest about him and I chatting. It'll happen -- sooner rather than later. We'll call it just a feeling I have (and no it's not gas).

But I'll tell you more about Vincent and the regression later - as well as the reading Joanne gave me that had him in it -- and boy was she shocked - lol.

The séance went well Saturday night. Mr. Skeptic himself - Joe - saw Indy running around the conference room. My grams came though as well as my ex father in law. It was difficult to do one with al of the people in there - but we gave it our best shot and it seemed to have work. I know as Maria was asking the candle flame questions about the spirits & the messages they had - that flame sure did dance when it was told to. And yes - Vincent came up here too.

My chat on the Maria Shaw show today -on Psychiconair.com was really odd. I was supposed to give tips (I think) for Matt and Sara - if they went out on a date -- how to make it more sexually dynamic (without sleeping together). But I couldn't hear anyone. It was like they had their mikes turned up to the max - I caught every 100th word or so. Who knows if what I said made sense with what they were talking about. I was on about 2:00 or so.

My emails are so completely out of control - who knows when I'll get caught up.

Okay - I need to go get my shower and go to bed - I am still wiped out. I will do Vincent Rambles #3 soon - either tomorrow or Friday.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Bill, Dreams And An Energy Shift!

Another day of "where to begin".

I know -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL. He's 50 today and just as sensual and as hot as ever. I connected to him to wish him a good day and happy 50th. We had some small talk - how are you, what have you been up to, etc....he then tells me that we'll cross paths again soon. I'm like - we will? How - when - why? He smiled (God he has a nice smile) and said that he doesn't know that details- only the overall picture. At that moment Will's energy came through - kind of like a "you're not talking to him without me around" type thing. I asked Will if he could excuse us and he said no. Just flat out no. I could feel my energy level really starting to ramp up. I could also fell Ted's energy attached to us all - but his energy isn't as strong as the others due to his drug and drinking problems.

So not I have these two really fired up energies - and Ted - connected to me. That's when Vincent comes in -- and that whammed my nervous system. Will and then Vincent were on "this is my territory" mode so their energy was high. Bill has been working extensively on his spirituality and has made significant improvements - so his energy was high. Because I had all of this energy zinging trough me - my body shook - and it was a steady shake for at least 20 minutes. During this same time I was wired and kept pacing around the house.

As I'm typing this out - it's all starting over again - all 4 are "right there" and my body is doing this all over again. Dang it all......

So Vincent and Will have been center stage all day. I keep trying to connect better to Bill - because I want to keep talking with him - and every time I do Will and Vincent converge. So I gave up - for now. Bill looks really good. His energy colors are balanced, he looks healthy inside and out. He has gotten himself into a really good place and I hope he can keep it there. Being 50 seems rather Zen to him.

It's now Monday evening - I have been trying all dang day to do this post. I don't know what'll kill me 1st - the kid or my pets. DOUBLE SIGH.

Okay - so Vincent and Will have been playing double duty all day. It's been insane. Will connected because Bill did. Vincent connected because Will did. Bill left because he didn't need the headache. So now Vincent and Will seem to be seeing who can hang around longer.

I think that this insanity started last night -- let me explain. Vincent and I are connected always (like with the other guys) but with him I do not have to manually have a telepathic connection - I don't have to seek him out - he's always there. But last night I decide to take up a notch. I asked Andrew how can I get Vincent over his apprehension about contacting me? Lord knows I don't want another Will when it comes to this. He told me that I have to make sure my light is the brightest. It always has to be on. If I'm feeling down - get rid of it by letting the light in. He'll be attracted to the light - there's no doubt about it. So I ask - won't the other guys be attracted too? He said yes, but none of them will do anything about it - Vincent will.

Okay - so that is what I did starting last night. Made the light brighter (and in turn did not fall asleep until 2:00). Then I manually connected to Vincent. And it was such an odd experience. When I was making the initial connection stronger - it was as if the world was spinning and there was a kaleidoscope of colors flashing through my mind's eye. Very cool. Then I connected. He was surprised. He kept saying he didn't know what to do. I told him that if he needs me for anything let me know. For some reason (even though I meant it) I kept saying - I won't let you fall -- I won't let you fall. It was important, for whatever reason, that he heard that. He reached over and kissed me - kissed me again. Then I say bye and broke the connection. The headache I had in my third eye was astronomical. It hurt just to exist.

Damn it - just had another connection to Will - and the shakes start again. This is just so weird.

So let's cut to now - the light from last night attracted everyone like I knew it would. And if I am to keep this pace up with the light - I have all 4 of them dancing about, I find it interesting that there is no sign of George. Andrew says he's in the other soul cluster and that's why.

Ohhhh...the dream I had last night. Sheesh - how could I forget THIS?

I'm in a restaurant in NYC - again I think it's that Frank's (I so have to go there in person just to see this place). I walk in - ask for a table for 1. I'm told it's going to be a few minutes. I ask where is the restroom and they point me to it. As I'm walking I hear someone say - are you Allie? I turn and it's an older woman. I say yes. She tells me that she listens to my show, read my book on OBE sex - etc.. and asks if she can have my autograph. I tell her that I don't have a pen on me. I hear a voice - here's one. I turn and sitting in a booth is Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will. Bill and Will on one side (Will inside) and Ted & Vincent on the other (Vincent on the inside). Despite the fact I almost had heart failure - I took his pen, signed the book (as I'm signing she's going on about Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent with what I have written about them - not knowing that they were all right there) and sent her on her way. I stood there for a second - took a deep breath - and turned around to give Bill back the pen. Vincent told me to have a seat. I told Bill to get out so that I could sit between him and Will as I didn't trust the two of them sitting next to one another. But before I could slide in I knew I was about to wake up. I look at Bill and say - my dream visit with you are either at a party, in a library or a bookstore. No matter what there are people and books. I look at Will - with you it's a river and a willow tree. If I see a willow - no matter where - I just start looking for you. To Vincent - you it's beaches, lakes, parks, trains. To Ted - with you it's parties and castles. I have to go now - but I'm sure I'll see you all later.

Will chimes in - we know you're giving a workshop tomorrow night. I look at all 4 -- don't tell me you have tickets? Vincent said - front row - right guys? All 3 are like - yep. I'm like shit -- you're my examples. My examples aren't actually there - that's how I can use them as examples. Bill smiles - get used to it.

And I woke up. All I could think was - holy shit they're hot. LOL.

I found my ex husband's (as in #1) dog tag today. I didn't think I had it any longer. My ex #2 made me throw out everything of #1 several years ago. He was still pissed I had held onto it from high school till my mid 20's. Funny enough as soon as #2 moved out everything that dealt with him was in the trash - everything - pictures,letters, cards, wedding crap, paintings, fountains etc.... Any ways - my son wants to be an Army Commando for Halloween so I went looking for the dog tag and it was real easy to find. It was where I last put it - in my jewelry box. I also discovered I had my pre-engagement ring that he gave me when we were 18 :) I was so proud of that ring when he gave it to me:) The one ring was the only thing someone gave me that I didn't pay for (I paid for my engagements rings and wedding sets - plus any other jewelry). He and - we were such stupid kids. Had we stayed in El Paso after he was discharged from the Army, we probably would have never gotten divorced.

I was amazed on how much anger I had towards him all these years. I don't have it any longer. I don't know when I let it go - but I'm glad I did. We could never go back - and if he were to show up again after all this time we'd never be romantic again (Allie does not move backwards) but it would be nice to be friends.

I haven't had any dizzy spells lately - which is nice. Now I just have some headaches:)

Off to get my shower and then to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is There A Jeff In The House, Vincent, Will and More!

Earlier in the week I found out that the guy who gave me my 1st real kiss had a massive stroke - he's 41. Devin had been a body builder - Mr. KY at some point in time. He was in great health - had a great life with a wonderful wife, a good job and children. But in Nov 2007 his whole life changed -- and I just found out about it. I just discovered his battle not only for his life but with the insurance agencies - and with his trip to China for alternative health care. I'm trying to stop beating myself up for not knowing what happened to him - but I think about the dozens of times since we graduated in 1985 that he asked me to stay in touch -- and I didn't. I haven't had a chance to tell him how sorry I am for my lack of friendship - that even though I didn't get in touch, that I have thought about him quite a bit over the last 20 + years. Hopefully his wife and brothers will allow me to send a card or something at a later date. Even though he had a stroke - I know he'll remember me.

So that's been on my mind lately.

My son seems to be doing better today (probably because there was no school today) and yesterday too in regards to Melanie. She's moved up on the transplant list. We'll see. I hate to be excited for her to get a heart because that means another child must die in order for that to happen. But I still want her to be okay. My son just came up and got me saying - I tried to be strong and say I could do it, but I can't! So I asked - what? Spiders! He wanted me to be string and go get a couple of x-box games that fell behind the TV and into the spider web zone. LOL. I did. He then said that his wife will have to be strong because he just doesn't like spiders.

I have been down right exhausted all week long. No matter how much sleep I think I get - it's not enough. I'm in a good mood - just damn tired. I saw a picture of Vincent today - taken yesterday I think - and he looks like hell. Andrew tells me that during dream time Vincent and I spend a majority of our time together and if we're not together than we spend our time looking for one another. It's no wonder we're both so tired. He also tells me that neither one of us will get a good night's sleep until we talk - either in person or on the phone. Because once we do that - we'll still be drawn to one another when we sleep - but it's not such a longing that we're that always active. Lord - I hope this doesn't take forever. Paul chimes in and says if I finish BT again that it will go faster. So I ask - is BT a condition that has to be met before I chat with Vincent. I'm told no. But things will move faster if I do. PLUS - I am told -things will be smoother all the way around if I get my OBE book and in person workshops up and moving. Is that also a condition? No - I am told, but financially I won't be as stressed which will make my energy better all the way around.

Okay - got it. Maybe I need a coach to get the OBE stuff done. That is a thought. Anyone know a good coach that can help me with my book & putting together my workshops that won't break the bank? Let me know.

So last night I'm in dream time and just moving about the dreamscape when I come upon a NYC diner - FRANKS. I walk in and I hear someone to my right clear his throat. I turn and it's Vincent, Will, Elliot (remember him?) and a new one - Jeff. I stare over at the group and say hi to Will. He goes to intro me to the rest and I say I know who they are and say hello. Vincent & Will are are one side of the booth (Vincent on the inside) - Jeff and Elliot on the other. I can't remember what is said - but I hurry up and say - well you two (V & W) are always on my blog - you're V & W. I mumbled something else and turn to walk back out in a hurry. Will has my arm and is pulling me back to the table. Vincent says to join them - Jeff says I can't wait to hear about this - and Elliot smiles. So I slide in and am now sandwiched with Vincent on my left and Will on my right. All I can think is how in the hell am I going to explain this - will they actually believe me.

So Jeff jumps in and says to tell him about all of this -- he extremely interested. So I try to explain energy and how we carry the same energy signatures - etc....and he's kind of getting it. So I tell him to put his hands on the table - palms up. He pulls his sleeves up a touch and does just that. I hold my hands over his - maybe about 3 inches away and just let the heat flow. He can feel it - boy can he. His eyes are wide, he's grinning. I pull my hands away and he's like a kid in a candy store - tell me more - tell me more.

Will chimes in and says - you mean to tell me that in your Vincent Rambles 2 - I'm the Will you're talking about. I say yes. He says - I would hope that I have more control than that - I replied - I wish the same too - but that's what they said. I turned and we stared into each other's eyes - I could feel my blood pressure starting to rise and other things well - starting to get turned on. That's when Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and got my attention. You and I need to talk, I've been looking for you for a very long time - is what he said. Yes I replied back - and the sooner you physically get a hold of me the better. I was yanked out of the dream by a cat jumping on me. But as I woke up I could hear Jeff still saying - we'll talk more - I can't wait.

Now speaking of a Jeff - but not this one - I had another dream the night before with a guy named Jeff. He had on a teal long-sleeved short - well built - American Indian. I was a doctor and he was a cop. We were discussing a patient's injury's. I remember grabbing his arm and having a wondrous feel of safeness come over me. I'm thinking that Jeff was really Vincent and his name was Jeff in a past life or maybe in a future life we haven't gotten to yet.

And not to get too confused but there's a Jeff back from my posting in Oct 2006: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2006_10_01_archive.html

Geez....

So to wrap:

Jeff in dream with Vincent, Will and Elliot - Jeff is his actual name
Jeff in dream where I'm a doctor - I think that it is Vincent in a past life
Jeff from Oct 2006 is a fake name - his real name is Kyle.

This is why fake names just don't work with me any more - I get too confused.

George made a stop in my dreams last night. I was sitting around a fire talking to him and another girlfriend of mine. We're just chatting away while my friend's guy just sat there and stared at me - just stared. Even tough he was far away from us - he knew everything we were saying -- really intense energy.

Over the last week I've had 6 people ask me about writing and/or casting spells. And every time I opened one of those emails - Merlin was right next to me saying - yep, I told you so. Fine. I added back into the site: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/gypsy_magic_spells_personalized.htm

And on that note - I'm tired. Time to head to bed and MAYBE get some real sleep. Although I doubt it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent Rambles #2

Allie rambles about Vincent - with a mixture of Will, Andrew and Paul. Plus an interesting experience at the Universal Light Expo.

But she does ramble - you have been warned:)



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Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Gotta Be Someone, Vincent And Strange Vision!

I think that I will do Vincent Rambling part two this evening. Or tomorrow. My son will be with his dad this weekend - allowing me to get close to finishing BT - if not finish it. Rambling about Vincent will give me a good break from the turmoil of the holocaust. Plus - I have some major "get ready for winter" yard work to do. I'm amazed how fast it got cold here - brrrr - it's almost like we don't have a fall any longer. Spring is too short as well. That's the one thing I'll miss when I live in CA is fall time. I think that I either have to visit OH in Oct or go to NYC. Maybe I can combine them:)

In preparing to move to CA - my son and I have already been looking at houses. Granted -it is a bit premature. But I figure by the start of 2009 I'm moving so the more I at least window shop online - the more I will know what we both like when it is time to actually move. So far we have determined that we have to have a pool or be in walking distance of the beach. I also need an area for the dogs to do their business. At least 3 bedrooms or 2 bedrooms and a den. I also prefer older houses with character or new houses that are green for the environment. If I could get an old house and convert it to green- that would be great.

Did I tell you that I'm going to write a horror flick? After BT is done - I'm writing a good ole scary horror story. It's based on the Bloody Mary legends. Thus far I've spooked myself several times as I mull it over at night. Freaking myself out really - especially in the shower as the scene from "Psycho" keeps entering my mind. I keep making a mental note to myself to only think about the movie during the daylight. And when I write it - that too will only be written in the day time or I won't sleep. I'm one of those people who after watching a scary movie can't sleep for days - it's pathetic - yet true.

Vincent - as usual - came to visit me last night during dream time. I really look forward to these nightly visits - I hope they keep coming. In this dream we were at some event for me - some TV thing - I think that it was the premiere of DREAMERS. We had to stop so that photographers could take our picture - the flashes were blinding. There was a lot of commotion going on and it was very confusing to me. He kept a steady hand in the middle of my back and guided me to every stop I had to make. If I was nervous - he'd wrap his arm around my waist and pull me close to keep me calm. He'd whisper in my ear to breathe or to tell me I was doing great. There was a lot of noise, people, flashes - it was nerve wracking really. But to the outside - I looked and acted great - all with the help of my steady.

Yesterday I had the oddest vision - odd because this is something that I wouldn't of dreamt up to even day dream about. I'm in LA with my manager and we're at some restaurant. I have to go to the bathroom. As I'm walking toward the potty - someone stops me and asks me a question (I think it was about if I was Allie from GA) - any ways - after I get done with that person I turn around and I see two men staring at me: Steven Spielberg and George Lucas. George motions for me to come over - I look around to see if he means me (they get a kick out of it ) and when I realize it was me - I walk over thinking to myself what in the hell could those two want?

I introduce myself - they ask me to sit down. Steven then asks if I'm an actress. I tell him I was married twice - that took an amount of acting skill. They laughed. I then said no - not really - a few local commercials about 20 years ago and a stage play or two - but that's it. Seems that they were looking for a younger Kathy Bates and I fit that mold - I had that "look" they were looking for (since I admire the actress, I was flattered with the compliment). George explained the supporting role and the movie -- which would also have Harrison Ford (no - not an Indy flick). I told them no - I'm behind the camera - and not with him (in any scene) I would be too nervous. They talk me into showing up anyways after they asked me what I was working on - told them -- and they suggested that they could help me out to return the favor.

So being scared to death - I went to the place to do a test read. Who do they have me test read with - but Harrison. I thought I was going into cardiac arrest. But I put on a smiley face - and away I went. They had us do a scene that I ad lib most of the way through and Harrison followed my lead. They then had me do another scene (which I found out later they were having trouble working through as something wasn't right). We ad lib again - and the guys smiled. Asked me to wait out in the hall for a second. And that's really all it was - was a second - my manager was there waiting for me. They came out and said the parts mine if I want it. I was speechless - me in a movie with Harry. I nodded my manager told me to close my mouth - lol - and it was over.

So I sat there for a spell trying to figure out why in the world I was shown that. I guess I'll find out eventually - but it hit me out of left field. Kinda like Vincent & Will did when I discovered them.

Yesterday I stumbled across "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback. I've been playing it non stop since. I don't know if it's a message for me - maybe for Vincent - could be for the two of us. I wonder if he's listening to it to? I looked up the lyrics:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, when your looking for a diamond in the rough
When it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Okay - back to work I go....have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Vincent, A Mischievous Spirit And The ULE!

I don't know if you noticed or not - but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today (and still won't be since it ends at 3:00). They're on the road in Salem and it's difficult to have call ins. So listen for me next week!

So you WANT more Vincent ramblings? You guys are great! Either that or really - really bored:) I'm not sure when I'll get to it because I'm finally jamming on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. I was having a hard time there for the last week - just wasn't into it. But after Vincent's dream visit last night - he must of jarred loose whatever was stuck - too bad I can't remember what he said.

What I do remember is that he and I were spending the night in some house - but in separate bedrooms. I was dead tired and trying to sleep - he was wired and kept coming into my room. He'd shake me to make sure I was awake - sit on the edge of the bed and just yammer on. About what you ask? About the excitement of each of us having change in our lives. He kept saying that I've got something big coming up -- and so does he -- and the actions will be freeing to both of us. On and on about how excited he is and will be once we meet. He really was bouncing around like an ADHD kid. Finally I said that if he doesn't let me sleep I'm going to take him down regardless of his size. He bounced in saying - you're going to go down on me regardless of my size?

NOOOOOOO I screamed. Now out - out! He dashed over - covered my face in kisses and out he went. I woke up thinking - what the hell was all of that? Laughed to myself and went back to sleep.

But since I am making headway with BT - you know what suffers - the column and the blogs. I'll try to keep up with some of it -- but this script really has to get done before the ULE next weekend in Columbus OH. Speaking of the ULE - if any of you are going to be there let me know and maybe we can meet out for dinner or lunch. During the expo I never eat - so if I have someone to go eat with - then I will eat something. Besides - if you show up you can meet my friend Kal who helps me out every year. She's Kal, I'm Al and most people who visit my booth either think we're sisters or lesbian lovers. LOL. Oh - and even though it's not advertised - I can give readings at my booth (#894):)

Last night my office door closed on me. There was no wind - the windows were closed. I opened back up and just said - stop it. That's when I heard my bedroom door start to close - I put my hand on it to stop and I could feel pressure on the door. This time I said - Hi David -- don't freak out the animals and you know I'm spooked now anyways (I had been mulling over this horror story I want to write after BT and it scares the crap out of me as is). So the door was left alone. I let the dogs out for one last time (it was close to midnight) - we came in and all of the animals were in the kitchen with me - all 6 of them. When all of a sudden I felt a chill. As SOON as that happened -the animals scattered like their lives depended on it. I thought to myself -- nice, and I'm the one who feeds you.

So I said out loud: Unless you want me to banish your ass to an earthbound hell - I'd advise you to go NOW. I waited for a few seconds and added: And leave my animals alone!

That wasn't David or Heath - or anyone evil -- I figured it out after he left - it was my Uncle Wally. That jokester died back in 1985. I don't think he'll freak the animals again on purpose.

I added the Empowerment Classes for October: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm with 2 new ones: Gypsy Healing and Metaphysical Business.

I also added a new MINI FS MP3 reading: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_advice.htm

Did you notice that some ass hacked the site last night? Luckily I had it fixed in a jiffy!

Okay - back to writing I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

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