Will, Ted And More Change!

I'm exhausted. What a week last week was. After I got all of the Will details fleshed out for the 27th - and energy shift occurred. This happens when there has been a change and my physical body tries to adapt to the shift in my energy body's higher frequency. So for over a week - sleep has been more pathetic than usual, headaches, body tremors, brain on hold -- the fun stuff. Luckily when I do readings it's something that just flows through me and doesn't really require any brain work. So to help with this shift I have stayed away from all extra spiritual work - no mediations, no on purpose dream visits, no anything. This is why I haven't written all last week - when I stay away from things - I stay away.

I don't feel too bad today which is why I thought it was fine to write. I have been doing a lot of shifting and putting things behind me over the last week. I resigned from Whispers Media. No - nothing happened, it was just time to move forward. I have nothing but love for that company. So no more sex toy testing for me - damnit:) But I do have over 60 toys as it is and frankly -- do I really need any more? Maybe a good glass dildo or two -- but that's it. I'm also going to be done with the L Word and I'm not going to do the sex talk show. Maybe some day I'll do the talk show - just not right now. I've decided to focus all of my extra time and energy to my screenwriting. I'm good at it. And with my manager's talent and fine-tuning ability -- there's no reason why I can't make it -- or at least make it to a point where something else opens up. No worries - I am still writing the OBE sex blog and book.

My guides told me to go out and by yellow for Will. I have to wear a yellow shirt when I talk to him. I have no idea why -- but they comment and I just follow their lead. 3 days till I see him. He's been in my mind a lot -- not intrusive like - but it's almost as if he's here to see what I'm doing and how I'm doing. Looking forward to Wed and I find myself nervous. Not nervous to see him - that'll be a piece of cake. It's NYC with my 7 year old - that's what makes me nervous. I have no idea what I'm doing, yet I have to act like I do. I have no idea how to hail a cab and the subway? I get hives just thinking about it. We'll be okay - it's just the big city and I'm a country girl:)

I won't be doing any readings this week - I'm scheduling for the next week and beyond. And it's filling up rather fast.

Watching the Oscars. I'm such a geek I never miss it. I've been watching since I was 10 years old. It's cool as right now they are showing the Kodak theater - and I've been in there. My sister and I went in once for a tour. Tommy Lee Jones and Jack Nicolson sitting by one another -- that would be a trip to be in that area and just listen to those two. I - of course - am going to cry when they show the stars that have passed this last year. I always do. This is the 80th awards and I remember having a dream once where this award show was significant for me. Not sure why. I guess maybe I'll find out afterwards.

My dreams have been jamming lately -- well, should I say -- still. They are just so darn busy. Will and Bill are always in them -- but I can't remember exactly what happens, I just know that they are there.

BTW...Ted finally did marry the vamp last week. Good luck to them both -- they are sure going to need it. I give it 3 years tops.

Back to Will -- as he's obviously on my mind. When we're telepathically connected - I can sense fear, excitement, uneasiness, love, impatience and longing. I think that we are bouncing it off of each other. I can tell that he is not 100% about having his life tipped upside down - even if it is for a good reason. Change is scary no matter if it's wanted or not. Add to this the unknown -- and it can make the most optimistic person a pessimist. This is where I lie - I sway between optimism and pessimism. I think that I put the pessimism in my thoughts so that if things do not go as I would like - then it won't be such a let down. Of course I am honestly not expecting much at all - more like this is a seed expedition. Planting a seed of curiosity. Will's a thinker - once that seed is planted, he'll work on it till he gets it worked out. A lot like Bill -- but Will doesn't overthink. We'll see what happens. But one thing is for sure - the following Monday will usher in a new time for me, regardless if NYC goes well or not. I'm ready for something new in my life. I'm ready for something good.

I will not have my computer in NYC - but I will have the Crackberry (AKA Blackberry) with me in case there is a need and/or time to shoot off a quick post.

Don't forget that Fri - Sun I'll be in Lansing MI for Maria Shaw's Cosmic Connection Covention. Stop out and say "Hi".

Off to keep on watching the Oscars and working on "The Black Triangle".

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dating, A Bit Shocked And Stuff!

I'm shocked -- I am -- really. Not one person - not ONE took advantage of my confession time yesterday. This tells me that 1) You guys are too damn smart and already figured it out 2) Don't give a damn 3) Give a damn but was afraid of the karma law kicking in as you KNOW you'd tell someone! But at any rate, I don't see the opportunity coming around again any time soon. Of course - I never thought this one would come up - LOL. So who knows?

My ex continues to trash me - it's so very pathetic. He even had the nerve to have one of his whores meet him and my son out yesterday. Am I taking the high road? I sure am trying. Did I mention to him to socialize on his own time? You betcha ya. We'll see - the man wouldn't know how to tell the truth even if his life depended on it.

Men continue to be scared off by my dating profiles - LOL. Thus far it appears that the men in my area want a lazy, dumb woman who can't tell when a man is lying. So not me. I'll have to expand my search. Of course out of the blue yesterday my son and I had this conversation:

Him - Did you call Bill yet?
Me - No - I don't know his number.
Him - It's time for you two to get married and to have another baby. Ted will help.

Now when I asked the kid how Ted will help (so many scenarios went through my mind - lol), he just shrugged and walked off. The kid hasn't mentioned Bill or Ted in at least 6 months, so I was really surprised when he started that conversation. But from his mouth to the Divine's ears:)

Last night I had an interesting dream - and I actually wrote it down! I was being set up on a blind date. When I saw the man come walking towards me, I thought he was a guy I went to high school with - Dave Dietry. He hugged a woman, the woman who was in charge of the dinner - and my surprise date - and I knew it was Dave. Same good looks - even though they were hidden under a well trimmed beard and moustache -- but the guy was still hot after all these years. He came over to me and he knew who I was immediately and gave me a hug. I had on my perfume (Tuscany) and he took a whiff of it and purred in my ear how good I smelled. I remember feeling the butterflies in my stomach and asking myself if I'm dreaming -- because I had to be. Then I stared at him and realized how close to Ted he looked.

Then the dream shifted to me showing someone my office. It was in an old building - a building that was old and very cool. Myself and a woman went into an office, 530, and it was a good size. I assumed it was my office. I was looking around and noticed a stereo and then a man's leather soft sided briefcase (the kind that slings over your shoulder) and I knew that this wasn't my place. So me and this woman went in search of my office and we found one office sliced down the middle with the numbers 531 & 532. I opened 532 and it was my office - very apparent that I hadn't been there in a very long time. There was a vase of flowers -and they were all dead but a strand of purple flowers - still alive. I wish I could remember what type of flowers they were. They reminded me of lilacs (which is my favorite). Somehow the number 613 came into play, but I can't remember how.

After I woke up I went to Classmates.com and posted that I am looking for Dave. His name has popped into my head several times in the last couple of weeks -- and now with that dream -- who knows? I really haven't thought about him in over 20 years.

I have a web cam now on my computer. I have no idea how to use the silly thing:)

I'm going to offer more readings via Skype and Second Life.

We are so close to closing a winger of a deal for my co = Whispers Media! I get to be as raunchy and as bad as I want (writing wise)! I LOVE it!

Oh - BTW - completely off the depression meds - have been since last Sat:)

Off for some dinner and CSI!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, My Pain And Whispers Media!

I've received several emails -- where are you Allie? Why haven't you posted? Because I ran away and joined a circus! Well, that's what I wanted to say -- I joined as the fortune teller and secretly unlocked all of the cages and escorted the animals to sanctuaries so they could live off the rest of their lives in peace and safety. But what I have been doing is getting drugged up - finally - and jumping in feet first to the poop load of work I'm behind on.

The cat scan confirmed I have a brain and that it gets used -- despite what people may think:) My cat scan and my neck x-rays showed nothing abnormal, and that I have arthritis in my neck but that's normal (or so I'm told) for people over the age of 35. I asked the woman, so what's the norm for people at 40? I figured I'd ask since I'll be 40 in less than 5 months -- the tech laughed and said -- oh honey, just wait. I'm not sure if that was a good laugh or not:) But my reply is that I'm really looking forward to menopause. She couldn't believe it -- why she asks? Because I can have all the sex I want and not worry about getting pregnant! After a chuckle or two she tells me I'm still going to have another child. I asked with who - cause it ain't happening where I'm at right now. I swear this woman really loved to laugh at me -- or with me -- because she did that again and replied -- time will tell!

So anyway -- I finally got some great drugs to chill out my neck muscle spasms and some kick butt narcotics for the pain. I may be a shy high -- but I can think once again.

In the mean time hubby had to go to the ER, an infection from a pulled tooth pushed on into his sinus cavity and ouch! So instead of getting our tree this weekend (we normally go out and chop our own) we're at home on a mountainful of meds. Holiday cards - haven't started. Cookies - haven't even opened a recipe book yet. Yep -- tis the season.

BTW - Bill, my guide has said that you need to place where I can see it the okay to send you a letter. I'm just the messenger here - at least for now. And since I am on meds -- if you could find/write something without a lot of subtext I sure would appreciate it.

Oh - and before I forget folks:

Can you click on this link and do 2 things for me please:

http://www.bust.com/girlweb/New/2006-12-13.html

1) Click on the Whispers Media hyperlink half way down the page and make the connection to our site.
2) Rate us on the hyperlink below our name on this link above.

And

3) if you can forward this on to your buddies and buddettes for them to do the same then that would be fab!

All the help for online marketing hey :o) I call it a hands-on guerilla style modus operandi!

Thanks guys - really appreciate it!

If you are ever interested in which stories I wrote for WM. Check out under Red Whispers, "Sex In The Cities" - Picture This, (http://www.whispersmedia.com/html/product.asp?strParents=&CAT_ID=62&P_ID=407) and under Blue Moon, "Just The Two Of Us" - Imagine This, The Perfect Storm and A Slice Of Heaven (http://www.whispersmedia.com/html/product.asp?P_ID=405) .

Head over to Pillow Talk (http://pillowtalk.typepad.com/) and submit a question or two for Between The Sheets.
And -- one more thing before it flees my mind -- again. I have found two more Family Magic books - so I am extending the offer of All 3 GYPSY MAGIC FOR THE SOUL books (Love, Prosperity, Family), personalized for the low price of $24.00 + shipping! Only TWO of these combos available (the original 5 that I offered in the Numerscope are gone). If you want one, email me ASAP at askallie@gypsyadvice.net

My emails from hell are very - very slowly getting caught up.

And on that note I'm going to head to bed. I'm hoping to have some meaningful dream visits tonight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dream Visits, Bill, Change And An Interview!

Sometimes I just don't know and other times - I don't want to know. Why would I even bring that up? Because my son in all of his 6 year old wisdom said mommy - I know too much and my brain is gonna pop out my ears. You too? I said - yep -- but think how much it would hurt if we knew everything. Sometimes we don't know something -- to which he replied -- I just don't wanna know. I told him I understood.

I have clients who come to me repeatedly in a short span of time or I have new clients to come to me after talking to another 4 intuitives first. I always tell people, sometimes knowing too much makes things worse not better. Your brain can only absorb so much information and after that - it just sits there muddling up what is already there. Sometimes people listen to me - other times the schedule another reading right away or tell me they are going to try another psychic (eventually, someone will back up what another said and tell them what they want to hear).

My Mini Cooper S is just jamming along. It's nice to be in a dependable care with airbags. The car payment is worth the comfort of knowing my son is safer -- plus since I am directionally challenged (when I say left I usually mean right) the navigation system is helping me stay on track with that all-so female British voice.

Bill's over there in London-- at least that is where he's supposed to be. Part of me feels though that he either keeps hoping over to France or he's in France hoping over to London. I hope that he and Ted are able to spend some time together. Speaking of Ted - did I tell you that he's dating the She-Devil again? I think I did - but it still makes my blood boil.

Whispers Media is launching on Tues, Nov 14th - the same day I'm going to be on LA's 2nd largest radio station - 1500 am KKZZ (http://www.1590kkzz.com/showdj.asp?DJID=32743) with Maria Sanchez at 8:05 PST - 11:05 EST. I get to talk about WM --really looking forward to this!

I've had a couple of interesting dreams. Let me start with last night. I am in a room, waiting to get a consultation from Bill. He is going to go over my books and tell me what I need to fix in order for them to sell more. Now since he is a publisher in real life -this isn't too far fetched. I remember him joking it up with a blond-haired woman about her book - he runs off some copies for her. She leaves and I go back. He sees me and doesn't know quite what to make of me. I know that he knows "who" I am -- I can see it in his eyes. I look down at his very messy desk and I see the cover of my healers book - the one I'm not going to write in real life. I remember thinking - now how did he get that - it hasn't been released yet? Hell, I'm not even going to write it! We sat next to one another, very close, tension just oozed between us. Not a tension where you want to beat the crap out of someone - but the kind of tension where you're just dying to have the other person say or do something. He sat there - so damn serious like.

Finally I couldn't take it any longer. I say - you know who I am, don't you? He bites his lower lip, raises his eyebrows slightly and gives me that slight turn of the head with a nod. Are you okay with it - I ask? He nods. We go over the book - he mentions that the love book is missing numbers and text - told him that I'm on up and have already had it taken care of. He says if I was one up I would have caught it sooner. (Smart ass - but he's right). I look down at this piece of paper he has on this mess of a desk (in a mess of an office - with the copier right out side his office in the small hallway and the waiting room w/assistant just beyond that. I keep thinking that it is all painted in a light green like my bathroom) and he has contact information - one for books and the other for music if there are any more questions. No - I have no clue what it said. Then I woke up.

The night before - I can remember being in a hotel with a bunch of people. I was pushing a cart towards room number 455 - where my husband and I were told that we were to stay, by the man in charge. But when I look down at my key it says 355. He tells me that we have to hurry up and go to the other floor and put our stuff away (a good chunk of it was in the cart I pushed) as we had to be downstairs at 5:55 for a meeting. The rest of the group all stayed on the 4th floor while my husband and I had to go to the 3rd.

I decided to look up the numbers to see what messages I was getting:

355 - the ascended masters are helping, guiding, and supporting you during this time of significant change, which improves your life in new and miraculous ways.

455 - the angels guide and support you through a significant and much-needed life change. Trust and follow their guidance.

555 - major changes and significant transformations are here for you. You have an opportunity to break out of the chrysalis and uncover the amazing life you truly deserve.

I knew something was coming down the pike. And boy -- am I READY!

Sweet Dreams!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)