My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Magic Box, Writing And Twitter!

I'd like to thank everyone who emailed me about the web design help. I've got it covered now. I appreciate your willingness to help out.

In regards to the Magic Box - I'm not sure how much more there is to say over and beyond what I talked about in the podcast. But in case you didn't listen to it....

The Magic Box deals with The Law of Attraction, your desires, faith and emotions. It's endless on what the box can bring you. The only limit is put by yourself or others around you. This is why it is important to keep what you are manifesting to yourself.

You can have as many different things in the box at the same time.

To make/use your own Magic Box:

1) Get a box with a lid.

2) Write your name on the outside of the box.

3) Write on a piece of paper what it is you desire in your life. Be as specific as you can. You can also clip items from a magazine, newspaper or catalog of what it is you desire. If you're desiring a certain person in your life, be as specific as you can on this also - list as many traits as you can.

4) Next loo at your item you are desiring and start feeling as if the item, person or object is already in your life Put out as many thoughts in a row of what it feels like having this in your life. You should do this from between 30 seconds to 5 minutes without interruption. The more you can focus the more the universe will start matching up like things to your thoughts and start the creation process.

5) Place the above item into your Magic Box and say with great emotion and faith - "Whatever is contained in this box is".

6) Each day or whenever possible open your box and repeat steps 2 & 3. You can also do this when you are not near the box by simply tapping into your imagination.

PS: Be aware that the universe may not deliver the item you are looking for exactly the way you wanted it or when. It is p to you to realize when it does manifest though and be grateful for everything. This helps keep your emotional level up and helps in the creation process.

Thanks to Susan and Jack from A1 Aura Photo (http://www.a1aura.com/) for the information on the Magic Box!

I started to use my magic box this week - I'm optimistic!

Many of you have sent me emails - I am so far behind that it is not even close to being a laughing matter. It doesn't look to get any better either. So breathe deep:)

I can't believe I'll be 42 in just over a week. Where does the time go?

I'm also surprised how many people are following me via Twitter: http://twitter.com/gypsyadvice
I'm such a geek that I keep forgetting I have the darn thing!

Will and Vincent have continued to be in my energy this week. Michael is also around, but has stepped back. No idea what has happened to Bill & Ted.

Working on the horror flick is proving to be a challenge. I can't get the opening the way I want it - and if I can't see in my mind how it starts & how it ends before I write - then I'm in trouble. What is the scariest opening (like the 1st 5 min) in a horror flick that you've seen? SCREAM? NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET? And why did you think it was scary?

Now that I'm thinking about scary stuff I'm going to head to bed. Just great!

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Mouth, No News Yet And Manifestation!

My mouth is killing me. Seriously. My mouth feels like it's inhabited by a canker sore convention on a wild ride. The stupid thing here is that the granddaddy of them all (it's huge) on my upper left gum, I didn't realize I had until the other day. How can you not know that this huge ouch is on your gum? I don't know how stuff like this happens. But I am determined to make them all go away. A truck load of Vit C, focused healing energy and salt. Oh yeah, I put the salt right in there. Hurts like hell - but it always works.

Besides -- it has to go away so I can tell you my big news on Friday. Yes you have to wait to Friday. And it's not: a new man, meeting a soul cluster member or selling a script.

On the way home from MI over the weekend, had a scary trip. I have a hard time seeing at night - and if it rains, forget it. Well last night it was dark (obviously), raining hard and my brakes were failing. I had enough brake left to get to MI and I thought home as well. On the turnpike I had warning lights going off all over the place. I was so thankful I didn't have my son with me. I called in every angel, spirit guide and deceased relative I had. I made it back - no accidents. Needless to say, I was very thankful. The brakes are getting fixed on Thursday.

My friends that I was with in MI are determined that I have a love life. They didn't mince any words (nor would I ever expect them too). So that's what I'm going to try to do. I told Michelle that there was a neighbor that I was interested in -- now I have a deadline of Friday to ask him out for coffee. You know the neighbor I'm talking about - Mike. What else was said? Oh - that OBE had to be put on the back burner. It's my safety net and because of it - I've put relationships on the back burner. Plus I have to lower the thick, tall walls I've put around me. I can't promise anything - but I'm going to try. I'll use my magic box from Jack & Susan to help out.

Speaking of which (the magic box) I need to manifest a web designer who can do an easy project (at least I think) for me in exchange for free advertising. I'm putting the intention out there. If you're interested, email me.

I'm in an ABBA mood today. Not exactly sure what spurred this on.

BT is on hold for now. I'm just not inspired right now. Even if I did get the script where it needs to be - no one will touch it until I have made a name for myself. In order to do that I have to write a flick that is commercial and cheap to make - AKA a horror film. So I'm back to Bloody Mary. The outline is going well. I'm only working on this script during the day - it freaks me out to much.

Off to make dinner!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Ted!

Today Ted is 50 - Happy Birthday to him! This week has been a crazy week - just like last week and the week before that. I'm exhausted. So much so that I forgot to say Happy Birthday to Michael on the 14th - he turned 41. I didn't forget it was his b-day - I just forgot to say it.

I'll be out of town Sat & Sun - I have so much to do that I really need to stay home - but I really don't have a choice. So......I'll suck it up and go. Eventually I'll be able to tell you guys what I'm up to. I thought I could by now -- but alas - just like most things right now it hasn't gone as I planned.

I think what I'm going to stop doing is planning. Cause if you really think about it - it's not up to me. The day to day stuff is - but the overall plan isn't. I wonder if I'll finally be on one to one talking to Bill or Ted by the time I turn 50? I was thinking the other day - it's been 7 years since I discovered Bill, 6 for Ted, I think 3 for Will and 1 for Vincent. Or maybe it's 4 for Will and 2 for Vincent?

Lately my attention jumps back and forth between Vincent and Bill. For some reason Bill's energy is always laughing - as in happy laughter and Vincent stands there with that grin on his face. He doesn't say anything - do anything - he just grins. Michael just hangs around.

I haven't gotten anywhere with BT or OBE all week. It's been very disheartening. The bug field trip with my son's class went well. I was the ONLY parent there out of the whole 2nd grade. I couldn't believe it. My son and I were doing well until we got to the bug-eating part. Couldn't do it. There were live bugs, fried bugs and chocolate covered bugs. Just no way.

I am so tired -- heading to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Quick Post!

Well, let's see - what did I get done today? My college essays, Gypsy Magic, Gypsy News and some changes on DREAMERS. No BT or OBE. In fact - after BT I have to jump in an write my horror script. I already have people who are interested in reading it:)

Tomorrow I'm getting a new head shot taken - Wed it's off to OARDC (Ohio State's Agriculture Division) here in Wooster to be a chaperon to my son's class. We get to spend the day looking at bugs:) This weekend I'll be in MI again visiting some friends.

Dreams are still ((*&^% insane. I wish they would either reveal or cease.

Easter was good. Went to PA to my uncle's house. At some great food and had wayyyyy too much chocolate!

You have to watch this video - if for nothing more than to see Simon stunned. I must admit - I did get tears in my eyes.....this woman rocks.

Susan Boyle Sings on Britain's Got Talent 2009 Episode 1 @ Yahoo! Video

Time for me to head to bed -- early!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie :)

A Little Of This And That

Can you do less than nothing? I'm thinking you can. That was my Thursday. I tried to work. But my son sucked my brain power. It was unreal. Every step forward got me 10 steps back. For every brain cell used, I lost 20.

I'm thinking that if I drink enough wine tonight - I might get some brain power back - lol.

Needless to say, I didn't get anywhere with BT and OBE. I have gotten some work on BT done today - working on a couple of early scenes. No OBE work. This weekend I have to write my scholarship essays - and go to PA for Easter.

I have decided that relationship wise - I want a man like Agent Pierce on 24. Seriously - I do. The character is loyal, honest, trustworthy, a good friend, steadfast in his beliefs, can defend you against bad guys and would take a bullet for you. I probably have watched too many seasons of 24. I can't help myself - the dang show is like a drug. Male friend wise - someone like Walter on Fringe. Brilliant and completely whacked out. Never a boring moment with that guy.

Somehow I have managed to get canker sores (still) in my throat. I'm sure it's because of stress. I can't blame it all on the kid....I have piles of things that I have to get done and there never seems to be enough time. It does make it hard to talk at all. I've been avoiding the phone all together.

Dreams are back to being very busy and chaotic. I toss and turn all night. It's crazy. My dreams seems short (maybe 35 min), I wake up, turn over and fall back to sleep again. Even Darin has given up laying next to me (although I'm sure this is temporary. The cat's obsessed with me).

Time for me to try to get some shut eye. Talk with you all later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Citrine Wealth Tree And I'm Tired

The Citrine Wealth Tree that I talked about in the latest podcast (and in the Numerscope) has had over 1200 downloads already. An average for the podcast is 400 downloads and that's after it's been up for a week. This one has only been posted for 2 days! The last one that took off like wildfire was the past life regression about Vincent. What else did well? Oh - Life Lemonade. Anyways - I find it interesting.

Did some work on BT. I can't do a lot of work on it at a time because of how low it brings me. Not the story itself - but the research that I do. Well - the story does bring me down to a point because bad things happen to good people.

I did do some work on OBE - but not the book. More like editing past audio with me chatting about OBE. I'll never make a career out of editing audio - that's for sure. I'm trying to make a demo MP3. I'd like to speak at conferences about OBE sex.

Will write more when I have a chance -- this week has been so busy that's it's passing by in a blur.

Happy Passover!

Happy International Day of the Romany!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Gosh Darn Not A Thing!

Seriously - I got nowhere with everything today. An amazing day where I was sidetracked with everything I attempted. I finally said &^%^%$ it and played the X-Box with my son.

So BT = 0

OBE = 0

Tomorrow's a new day. Hopefully after I spend the morning and early afternoon at Akron U - I'll be able to come back and get some things accomplished. Tomorrow I officially switch my major from Bus Admin to Psychology. I've already taken enough biz classes to have a minor in Bus Management.

Maybe tomorrow there won't be any snow falling either. One should hope.

Time to head to bed. I have canker sores in my throat - that sucks. It's from the not sleeping. Maybe -- just maybe whatever is supposed to shift for me happened today so that I can sleep again. Here's to hope....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is It Keith or Kevin?

I hope I can remember most of my dream visit last night. I was with two other people in a car - a guy, girl and myself. We parked outside of a two story office building. The guy got out and mentioned that the empty store/office in front of us had bullet proof glass. I called him either Keith or Kevin - and said that he should rent the place and be a private investigator. Even though it was never said - I knew he was an ex police officer. He saw the woman who owned the building and went after her. I turned to the other girl in the car and mention that she could turn this into a sandwich shop. She mentioned something about what a sandwich shop is called in Brazil. I wish I could remember what she called it - I know it started with a "C". The shop we were at was a place where Kevin/Keith's friend had a business that went belly up.

Next thing I know - we're in a park. I find out that Kevin/Keith is Polish. He wanted to take me to a lake that is on church property. The lake was called Fast Lake. Keith/Kevin was about 6'2" broad shoulder - strong arms. His hair was short, blondish and in tight natural curls. He had on a yellow t-shirt and blue jeans. We got a long like we've known each other forever. I told him that he was not like anyone else I had ever met. He smiled and said - neither are you. There's a connection with his family and Birkenau. I don't know what - but there was something. There was also a mention about he and I meeting once I finished with BT. Not a clue on this dream - but I did wake up in a good mood.

Right before that dream, myself and a guy (have no idea who) were having a tour through this very elaborate house. A pool room was enormous - it was stupid big with a waterfall and all - which took us to the changing room - complete with private hot tub and sauna. Through the back changing room door was entrance to a private court yard. The previous owners lost all of their money and the house was foreclosed upon. It had something like 14 bedrooms, 25 bathrooms - 3 kitchens -- it was just HUGE! I have no idea why I was being shown around a massive place like that. Far too big for me!

My mom's cat Ben died today. He was a great cat - a mancoon. Ben was a stray that my mom came upon who had just been hit by a car and left for dead. That was 7 years ago. He lived to be 12. He cheated death many times - just like my Indy.

Working on a scene for BT. It's coming along well. Structured some OBE stuff. Nothing major - but I did do something with it:)

I did remember to post the podcast to iTunes today:)

I cannot believe that we're supposed to get 3 inches of snow tonight. I thought spring had sprung?

As I said today on the podcast - my heart goes out to those in Italy who were affected by today's earthquake. Tons of energy sent their way!

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Another Day.....

....more stuff done. More work on BT. Did more research - which for me is very important. I have to be able to map out the Gypsy Family Camp (BIIe) and the surrounding area. It's amazing how many sectors were part of Birkenau (Auschwitz II). As part of my research, I watched the film called "The Grey Zone" - about Dr. Miklos Nyiszli, the Sonderkomandos (worked the crematoriums) and the revolt on Oct 7 1944. Not a bad movie - I cried though like I do with all Holocaust films.

I also rearranged a few scenes and am getting it where I can just write.

Technically no OBE work - although I did do some sex coaching.

In the aftermath of last week - I realized today that I never posted last Monday's "Ask Allie" to iTunes. Duh! So I did it today.

We're supposed to get a snow storm this week - there's something really wrong about that.

Also in all the hustle and bustle in March - I forgot to acknowledge the anniversary of "Allie's Two Cents" - this blog has been online since March 2005:) It's nice to know that after all this time people still find it helpful as they journey on their spiritual quest. I started the blog to talk about Bill, Ted and our soul connection. Pretty cool how it grew from that.

On another note - I did some much-needed cleaning today along with a butt load of laundry. Tomorrow I take my son to see the sensory therapist here in Wooster. Still having to listen to
"What About Now". I hope I get the message soon. The message from "Under The Tuscan Sun" was Italy. I figured that out by picking something for my son and I to watch - and it was "Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade". I was 1/2 way through it - and it dawned on my, Italy. I haven't had the urge to watch either movie since. Now why Italy? That I have no clue - yet.

One nice thing about me having to check in is that I write here daily:) Now if I could only write once a week in the OBE blog!

BTW -- love hearing what people are doing or not doing on their "To-Do" list.

Off to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

In Keeping With The Program...

....I worked on BT today. Did a lot of research instead of writing - but had the breakthrough I needed. It could have been the wine, The Dead Zone or Queen Elizabeth The Golden Age - but something clicked just as I was about to jump into the shower. I'm not bitching...

Woke this morning with my energy the way it's supposed to be. I feel asleep telling myself to have that talk with Michael as we slept. Looks like it worked. He has been around - the forever "watcher" but at the same time Vincent is here guarding:) I'm glad big, sexy and Italian came back. I hope he stays. Whatever was going on - he must have had a breakthrough as well because Andrew is back.

I'm tired....off to let the dog out and then to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

PS: although technically I didn't work on OBE today - I did read more about fetishes and sex coaching while my son ran around like a loon at Little League this morning.

Is It Over Yet?

This day -- I just want it to be over. Holy crap I'm tired. Flat out exhausted. I canceled everything I had scheduled today - except for my errands. Whatever is going on with my energy - it had better hurry up and work itself out. I've been here before - with the major mood swings - acting like I'm bi-polar or even a manic depressive. <-----This is not me, not at all. So it's coming from someone else. That hole in my soul - right smack dab in my heart chakra - still there.

I woke up with it and thought -- oh crap, what's going on? Then I opened my eyes -- for a spilt second I saw Michael hovering over me - like Ted used to. I blinked and he was gone. But Michael has been with me all day - watching.

On the way home from talking my son to school - I felt really light-headed, my solar plexus was on fire and my stomach was so upset. I knew someone was connecting to me - it was my Michael. I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. He doesn't know why he's here - he can't see past the line. That's what he kept saying - help him see past the line. But I don't know what that means - unless the line is a barrier that doesn't allow him to see more than what he needs to.

In the visions I had today - they were with Bill or Ted - but in the background there he was, Michael - watching. Just watching. Not in a creepy way though - but like he's trying to figure things out. Since I still have that sinking feeling as I'm about to go to bed - I told myself I will not wake up this way tomorrow. Michael's going to get a visit this evening and something will be worked out.

On top of it all - my guides (Ethan in particular) keeps throwing his song at me -- I can't tell you how many times I've listened to it today -- and the funny thing is I had no idea this song existed until I stumbled upon it.

What About Now - Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?


Now - have no idea why I have to listen to this song. I think the song is connected with Michael - but why? We have never met in this life - so of course there's no love affair to pine over. Crap like this just drives me nuts. I'd really like a straight answer. No more signs - just a straight answer please.

Plus no more downloading to my subconsious. Sheesh. A girl has to get a good night sleep. If I'm not getting laid then I want to be out cold to the world. It's just that simple.

Needless to say - I did not get anything done today on BT or OBE. Although I DID toss ideas around for BT. So I guess that's something.

I should have known better with my emotional roller coaster that I should have not watched the last eposide of ER. Bad - bad move.

I'm up early in the morning for Little Leguge. The tomorrow afternoon it's me - wine and BT.

Oh - one more thing - if you call my office phone and you don't come up on the caller id - I'm not answering. "Unknown Number" will not work.

Night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sometimes I Wonder....

...what the (*&^^&* is wrong with me. SIGH. I worked on BT a good part of the day. More research - I found a survors network that may give me some insight to the Gypsy Family Camp at Birkenau. But as you know, working on BT stirs up a whole lot of emotions within me. Siince my son will be with his dad this weekend - I already went and bought some wine to drink as I'm working on BT.

Not a lot of work on OBE - but I did manage to get myself booked on a couple of radio shows in April & May. So that's cool.

Now as I'm working today - I keep having these visions of Bill and Ted. They are in an outdoor cafe with some friends. They're all talking when I walk up and say "excuse me". Without even looking at me - Bill blows up. In my hand I have Bill's rock. I place it on the table and mumble to myself "I can't do this anymore". Tears fall down my face. I look over at Ted and say, "I'm sorry - I am so-so sorry." I turn to leave and Ted grabs my wrist.

I look at him and say "Telling you won't do any good - you have to know. Seeking out the answers can't stem from your brain as curiosty - rather it has to come from here (I touch the middle of his chest), your soul. The stiring must come from your soul."

I stare at Bill - get close to his face - "I wish you'd pull your head out of your ass. I refuse to do this life over again." I yank my arm from Ted - and walk off.

Now to top this off - once I had that vision - I had to go watch the scene in a movie that reminds me so much of Ted and a past life we had together. What did that make me do - yep cry. So I'm crying today because of BT - which led to the visions and then me crying because of Bill - and that led me to the scene, Ted, and more crying. No wonder I'm tired.

And boy am I tired. Another night without any restful sleep. Whatever my subconsious has to learn - I wish it would hurry up.

Off to get my shower - and I hope - get rid of this sinking feeling I have in my soul.

Talk to you later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Spiritual Mission, OBE Sex and Will!

You know what I forgot to tell you guys about? Hell - I forgot about it myself till just now -- my OBE DVD's came in. Remember the workshop I gave back in Oct 2008 at the Universal Light Expo? Well - I have the puppies. I have not watched me -- although I know I did great that day. I can no more listen to me than I can watch me. Maybe I should just watch a peek so I can see what I dork I look like on camera. Hold on...I look pregnant - seriously...SIGH...my hair is messed up - looks like I hadn't slept in weeks. Someone just shoot me. On the flip side - I do sound like I know what I'm talking about - that is a bonus. And I did have plenty of class participation - another bonus. I also liked my top. It's a nice green color. But I still look pregnant....lol.I have 4 copies of this if anyone wants one - email me. Cost $14.95 and that includes shipping. When I do have more and I put them on the site the price will be $29.95.

Now this next part is really quite important......

I'm on a quest now - one that can help thousands of people, but I need your help to get this off the ground. I have to prove to a several important individuals that the need for spiritual/metaphysical help is real.

What I need for you to do is twofold:

1) Email me a note about how someone or something spiritual has helped you move on with your life. It could be a psychic podcast, a spiritual book, an astrology reading, a past life regression, psychic reading, TV show, etc....and how you NEED metaphysical/spiritual help. Why do you need it? What in your life at present do you need it for? It is VERY important that I show these important people that there is a need and WHY that need is there. How can this particular genre of help - help you? Please be as specific and personal as possible when it comes to your story or what you need help with.

2) Use your social networks to spread the word: chat rooms, MySpace, FaceBook, email lists, your web site, podcast, newsletter etc......here's something you can post:
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Hi, my name is Allie Theiss and I run a web site called GypsyAdvice.com. I'm on a mission to prove that metaphysical/spiritual help is real and it is needed. I am asking for your help in order to prove my point.

What I need from you is a note about how someone or something spiritual has helped you move on with your life. It could be a psychic podcast, a spiritual book, an astrology reading, a past life regression, psychic reading, TV show, etc....and how you NEED metaphysical/spiritual help. Why do you need it? What in your life at present do you need it for? It is CRUCIAL that I prove that there is a need and WHY that need is there. How can this particular genre of help - help you? Please be as specific and personal as possible when it comes to your story or what you need help with.

You can email it to me at gypsyadvice@yahoo.com or snail mail a handwritten letter to: Allie Theiss, GypsyAdvice, PO Box 1511, Wooster Oh 44691 USA. You do not have to sign your name - although it does add some credibility if you sign it someway - even with your initials and what city, state, country you are writing to me from.

Your email/home address will not be sold or added to anyone's list.

Thank you for all of your help.

Crystal Sunshine,
Allie Theiss
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I told the group that is involved with this already that I had a good, strong, network of people that can help and get the word out. Please don't make me out to be a liar. You know how I feel about people who lie. Thank you - Thank you - Thank you!My muse has been gone since Jan. Just got up and left one day. Not even a good-bye note. I've been looking for it - asking it to come back. Guess who popped into my shower last night? Will. I asked what was he doing "here" - he replied - I hear you're looking for me. I have been sorely uncreative -- I told him. He said - I know - but for this to work you have to let me back in. I told him I wasn't too hip about him having free reign in my energy again - it causes too many problems. He said everything in life has problems, you need to learn how to adapt. With that he was gone. I must admit - damn it was good to see him. I mean damn..... Heck, you know I'll let him stay. I do like it when he's around - and I guess he's right, I do have to learn how to channel our combined energy better. Ever since he showed up - my several energy is getting mighty high. I either have to learn how to channel it all so that I'm creative - or I'll exhaust myself "taking care of things" before the day is over. Why do you think I remember about the OBE DVD? LOL.

I drove up to the University of Akron and talked to my advisor. Nice girl - she really couldn't been more than 25. When I told her my end game - to be a sex therapist - she quickly looked over to my son to see if he had a reaction. He didn't - he was too busy with that iPod if his. I did discover that when I left school in 1996 that I was a senior. I actually still have a couple of piss ant classes to take and then my core psych classes. I may be able to get done by the end of 2010 - although I really think that's pushing it. 2011 for sure.

Now to try to talk my son into getting a shower. What is it with boys and basic hygiene?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Ted!

Okay.....

First of all the good news - my son doesn't have an aneurysm! Very - very good news.

Then the not so great news: he had an adverse reaction to the sleep meds. On top of that, he caught a flu bug.

Do what has been happening is he's been very tired - so much so I can't get him to stay awake for very long (he slept for 22 hrs on Tuesday). Frequent vomiting (from the sleep meds), diarrhea (from the flu), body trembling & muscle cramps (sleep meds), headaches and a low grade fever (flu).

So Monday it was the Cleveland Clinic in the day - ER at night. Tuesday - ER. Wednesday - Many doctors. He's had blood drawn, IV w/fluids. There's a fear that his pancreas could be damaged from the sleep meds - so more blood was drawn yesterday.

I have pills to stop him from throwing up so that I can get him to drink Gatorade. Problem is - all he wants to do is sleep. All he does is sleep - all I do is stay awake. To say I'm tired would be an understatement.

The ex though, I will admit, has pulled his weight through this whole thing. Cleveland Clinic, ER visits and watching our son so that I can get some running around done.

I'm so behind on everything that I could scream - but I am slowly - oh so slowly - getting caught up. I "hope" to get the podcast done today - and the WUYO podcast done tonight. It would be great to post something on the OBE site - I'll try that later too. Email - as you can imagine - is a nightmare. Don't be surprised if you do not hear back from me until sometime late next week. Oh - and for some unknown reason I cannot get to Facebook. Every time I try - my computer freezes.

The meeting with ABC Family is postponed to next week. This is actually good news as the last second some changes were suggested to make it different from Disney or a Nickelodeon show. Had the meeting not moved - we wouldn't have been able to make the changes and ABC Family would have said no.

I'm throwing this in here - Kirk - got your voice mail:) I knew you were going to call - a little birdie told me - glad to hear your news. Sorry too that I can't come to NOLA at the end of the month :(

The small time I did sleep this week - I had a great dream visit with both Bill and Ted. Lately they both have been in the same dream visit - it was so cool. The atmosphere was very peaceful and calm. Ted sat in front if me and I knew I shouldn't bring up our soul relationship - that I was there to help him and I had to do so without giving him more information about us. He and I were discussing his marriage and the shambles its in (gee - I'm shocked). Bill had gel in his hair and it made it all spiky. I have no clue why I remember that part - except that he did look really cute. He kept walking past me and either giving me a quick hug or a kiss. The guy was all smiles. I also knew not to bring up the soul connection to him either - but I also knew that knew already and it could go unspoken. In the midst of all this - I was on set of an Indy film I wrote (I'm guessing the one I am working on now). Steven Spielberg was there reading the script (he was directing). My assistant called him Steven Spiel - Berry! I about had a heart attack. I corrected her immediately - he didn't even look up from the script. Will Smith came up behind me as I was watching the start of 'Men In Black" - I looked at him and said: You did make the suit look good. He was like - huh? So I explained to him about his line in the movie about the suit. Then I woke up.

My son and I are back on the home school kick. Today I was supposed to be ganged up on in the office again to talk about his behavior. I personally have had it with that school. Lucky for me he's still sick and I had an excuse to cancel. God I need to get him and I out of this town.

I added a new Soul Awakening Healing service as well as an email option to the Full Scale readings.

Next week, starting on Tuesday, I should be back to Keen & Live Person. Well - I should say Keen as I've been doing Live Person.

Going to go check on my son - you guys have a good weekend and thanks for all of your love, light and support.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Inner Dialogue, Writing And A New Podcast Idea!

I'm behind on email - not just a little - but a lot. If you've put in an order - I already have it and it's scheduled. I'll email you soon to let you know when to expect it. If you've had a reading and asked some follow up questions - I'll probably get to them this weekend.

I have to hunker down tonight and this weekend to get draft 2 done of my script. I'm on a tight deadline so there's no dilly dallying:)

Found out today that my son won't see any needles for his MRI/MRA. Thankfully they will 1st give him someone to drink to relax him, then place a mask over his face. I'll be back there with him. I'm focused in on him having a clean scan and that the spot on his other MRI was due to his wiggly ways. The kid love the show NORTHERN EXPOSURE now. Remember that show? I grabbed season 3 from my labara - and he just loves it. We call it the "moose" show.

And I'm watching 24 - Season 6. I saw Season 1 as well. I've missed 2 - 5. Can someone tell me what happened to David Palmer? Did he get assassinated? And how did his brother become President? Oh - and whatever happened to David Palmer's wife? What else? Oh - who is this Chloe (I think I spelled it right) chick? She's annoying.

I've been thinking about adding another show to Gypsy Advice. My thought was to call it "The Psychic Roundtable". This would be something on BlogTalk where people can call in. I thought it could be a discussion of whatever the metaphysical topic of the week was on my "Ask Allie" podcast. People would call in and I would have as many people on the line as I could. I've also thought about grabbing a few other psychic's - readers and have them on too. Say for instance there's me and two other psychics. We'd pick a topic and all talk about it from our points of view. Lord knows I know enough psychics/readers/healers, but to find a few who would do it -- and I could alternate them. Allie (not me, another one) would be good for this. Hummmm.....any ways - giving both ideas a thought.

Mercury goes direct tomorrow at 23:11 - yay! That's 11:11 pm ET for those of you who do not know military time.

In dealing with my son, I've payed more attention to my inner dialogue than I had before. Usually I try to be postive about love or even career. But I forgot to be positive about everything else. So my guides led me to this as a reminder:

Adapted from The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire by Deepak Chopra (Harmony Books 2003).

Inner dialogue is one of our most basic characteristics. When we meet new people and situations, a little voice inside our head is constantly assessing this and evaluating that. Useful though it is, this little voice would have you believe that you and it are one and the same, that its goals are your goals.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: The two best ways to overcome being overruled by this little voice are to meditate and to consciously practice positive inner dialogue. Positive inner dialogue helps move us in the right direction, fosters synchronicity, and promotes spiritual development. With positive internal dialogue, we can create self-power.

When we find ourselves looking at the world and saying "There's nothing out there for me," we should probably also look into our hearts and ask, "If there's nothing out there, is there anything in here?" We need to examine our inner dialogue to discover where we might be blocking the conscious energy flow, then remove the ego, step out of the way, and let the fire of the soul shine through us.

The spirit is reflected in impeccable speech and behavior, refraining from anything that could potentially be considered hurtful. The spirit is reflected in confidence, happiness, good humor, fearlessness kindness and thoughtfulness. The quality of your inner dialogue is instantly obvious to other people.

Practice for Positive Inner Dialogue
Imagine that you are centered and totally at peace.
Imagine that you are looking at the world with knowingness and peace.
Imagine that all beings are your equal.
Imagine that you are not affected by flattery or criticism.
Imagine that you are focused on the journey, not the destination.
Imagine that in your presence all hostility is overcome by a profound peace.
Imagine that you're detached from the outcome.
Imagine that a deeply profound ocean of calm exists in you that is not affected by any turbulence.
Imagine that love radiates from you like light from a bonfire.
Imagine that you are in love with everything and everybody. Imagine that you are intoxicated with love.
Imagine that the right answer comes to you spontaneously whenever you are confronted by any question.
Imagine that you know exactly what to do in every situation.


Because of the above and the fact that my guides led me there - I'm trying my best to transform every inch of my inner dialogue. When was the last time you paid close attention to your inner dialogue?

Can I just say that Sawyer is still incredibly hot on LOST? Whew! I like Desmond too:)

And on that note - it's time to make dinner!

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, An MRI and Paul!

This is going to be a quick post - I don't have a lot of time to catch everyone up to speed, so I'll do what I can.

First of all my son. He has had a soft spot on his head for a year or two now- probably about the same time as his headaches. Fast forward - he asked to take him to the doctor - ok, I did. When I made the appointment, I didn't think much of it, neither did the nurse or the doctor.

But on Friday - at the appointment - the doctor ordered x-rays and we discovered that the spot that hurts on my son's head is honeycombed - not solid. This type of bone is cancerous (most of the time) and this can occur if cancer is involved or if his bones did not form correctly after he was born.

Fast forward - had an MRI today. The kid was a trooper. The doc said nothing "scary" was on the MRI. But (you knew that was coming) there is a gray area on the MRI - could of been from him moving. So we have to go to Cleveland to get another MRI - as opposed to going down the street (the clinic here is part of the Cleveland Clinic).

Tomorrow morning at 9:00 am, we have to go in to look at his MRI and discuss what the next steps will be. We have to determine if that bone is cancerous and it also has to be repaired. No matter what MRI #2 says - we're at the start of this journey.

I've been doing my best to stay out of panic mode.

Second up - I will be with Dr. Lynn from 9 - 10 pm ET at Soulsjourneyradio.com stop by - listen - call in.

Third up - I got my screenplay done:)

Fourth up - another soul has entered my life - Paul - and he is much older than I am - much. I have no clue where this headed. And I mean his energy has entered his life - not his physical self. Oh - and this Paul is not to be confused with a previous Paul that I mentioned (I think).

Fifth - with all that is going on - I'm going to try to keep my Keen and Live Person's schedules going, if only that I'm on sometime during the time frame I want.

And that's it for now. Got to do dinner, his homework and then it's on to the radio show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Play Catch Up!

The last full day of President "Dick Wad" Bush. I am soooooo relieved!! I cannot wait to see Obama swore in tomorrow. I hope that my son's school will have all the children in the gm to see this happen. Luckily for me, it'll be online:) I've been warning people in their readings that the man will not be able to fix things overnight. It'll take at least a year before things start to really change in a positive direction. By late July - August we'll notice a slight change, but for most it won't be a whole lot to write home about. This Feb - May we'll hit rock bottom - so we haven't seen the worst yet. That's important to remember that the worst will happen after he takes office - but it's' not because of him.

There are so many psychics and readers who are taking advantage of people during this tough time. Again - Live Person and Keen -- they are charging anywhere from $6.99 up - I've seen as high as $25.00 a minute!! I cannot believe that these people can feel good about themselves at night - not the ones charging and not the ones paying. As long as someone will pay that high price - greed will charge it. Hell - I'm raising my price to $2.49/minute and I feel guilty about it. I know I shouldn't - but I do. The only reason I'm doing so is that the readings from the web site have dropped off significantly. I'm just about caught up from the craziness of Dec - but once I am -- that's that.

I brought Little Black Kitty into the office. I couldn't help it. Last week the low was - 25 and I was worried he wouldn't live. So he and his upper resp infection are in my office. He's much older than I thought he was - maybe 10 or so. And he is a lover. This cat is a lap cat to the max. No worries - he is kept away from all other cats. All but Samantha that is. She ran in here last week (she just had to see why the door was closed) - saw LBK and about had a heart attack. He didn't attack her - but instead it was love at first sight (he's not fixed). So after I got her out (without him screwing her) he now sits at the door when he's not sleeping and cries for his little Sam. Before seeing her - he didn't cry at all. But then again - before the vaporizers and aromatherapy, I don't think that cat could meow at all :( I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't afford to take him to the vet. I put him outside and he just sits at the front door meowing.....so until I decide what to do - he's stuck in my office.

I didn't reach my goal of writing the script in a week. Between getting sick on Thursday and my son off from school from Thursday (weather) till today (MLK Day), I haven't had much peace to write - or when I was awake to write. Getting sick knocked me out. I'm not one to nap - but I sure did Thur and Fri! I will continue to write this week. I'm 1/2 way done - so fingers crossed!

I did work out the problem with my podcast and iTunes. It was Hipcast - I hit a setting I shouldn't of. Now it's all fixed - no thanks to any of them.

During my son's 5 days off - I have decreased my coffee from 8 cups to 6 cups a day. So for me - two full mugs. Then I drink two cups of green tea and I seem to be okay. Not too many headaches.

We have had many spirits visit us the last couple of days. The cats have been looking off into space - the dog is acting crazy and my son keeps asking me if I felt that:) No one has been a pain, but they have been observant.

I woke up a few interesting ways the past few days. This morning I fell into my body - same as the day before. Two days earlier instead of falling in, I slid in. It was so odd - I was running towards my body, I dropped on my stomach and on the way to my body I turned to my side and curled like I was sleeping. I slid right in. When I woke up from this one my 1st thought was that I was going to slide off the bed. The dreams themselves though - I have no idea. All I know is that I was busy and I remember a school.

If I had cable - it would be 2 days till LOST and SAWYER! Whoo Hoo! But since I am cableless - will have to watch online Thursday morning!

Back to work I go. I hope everyone has a great week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Dead Date, OBE and Ice!

This has been an interesting week. I landed some more writing jobs, sold a lot of readings (because of the good deals I was offering) and a lot more of the healing/attunement specials from the podcast than I expected. I certainly have enough to keep me busy during the days I'm actually going to work between now and the 1st of the year. I told myself that when my son is home I'm going to chill more than work. This includes working on any of my books or screenplays. I've had plenty of dreams and visions that 2009 is going to be a very busy year for me - and even Iris agrees that I need to rest now. And hell - I'm not about to argue with her:)

But during my rest time if I'm not playing my new "Tomb Raider" X-box game (or getting my butt kicked by my son in Lego's Batman or one of the new racing games he got) or reading "The Toilet Paper Entrepreneur" - I'm working on my Goal Plan for 2009. Have you started your Goal Plan? Everyone needs one - even if you're not pushing forward with anything major - you should at least accomplish something. And this is where the plan comes in handy. Writing wise for myself - in Jan I want to finish both the OBE outline and the Bloody Mary one. Work wise I want to be on either Keen or Live person Monday - Friday, plus introduce OBE to two sex sites/blogs a week.

Feb will see me sending out book proposals for OBE and writing BM. Keen, LP and sex blogs still apply to this month.

And so forth and onward.

In 2009 I want to pay off a poop load of bills so that way in 2010 I can get the RV my son and I want:) If it happens sooner - wonderful - of not, 2010 is my goal. I need an RV big enough to haul me, the kid, Brodie (dog) and the monster cats. I wonder where I could stick litter boxes? I figure if we move to CA - I'd like to move and then live in the RV for awhile. Make sure things take off before buying real estate. Of course if it's NYC - I don't think an RV will fit:)

Today I did break down and Feng Shui my office. Not an easy task - the office was dusty & cat dust balls just tumbled across the floor. But I think that I have it all situated now. I moved a bunch of things around - cleaned - created better chi flow. There is still clutter that needs dealt with - but it's not as bad as before:)

In case you haven't noticed - I moved all of the OBE stuff to it's own URL: http://www.outofbodyecstasy.com/ I see that Samantha already found out:) OBE has taken on a life of it's own - so I thought it's own home was well deserving. Besides - cleans up GA a bit.

Christmas Eve - my son and I went out in the afternoon. We got out of the car and I told him - the parking lot is icy - be careful. In two steps he fell face first onto the pavement. Busted his lip wide open and loosened one of his front - permanent - teeth. As he was falling - reflex for me - I reached out to grab him and SLAM - right on my back. I wasn't hurt at all (or so I thought) - I just saw a bunch of blood pouring out of his mouth :( Got him into the store - ice & a towel. By the time we got home, the tooth hurt (and so did the lip) but it wasn't as loose. The dentist - being Christmas Eve wasn't in. Fingers crossed I let him go to his dad's and just begged him not to eat with his front teeth, Poor guy - had dirt embedded into his right tooth :( He came back that night - his tooth didn't hurt that bad. Christmas morning - he was fine. Me on the other hand --- as you may or may not know - I have a bad tailbone. Slamming it on the pavement did not help it at all. It also did not help my neck - which - in case you remember from a couple of years ago - I got whiplash from falling backwards in my chair. Yeah I know - who would have thunk? But damn it - if there's a way - you bet your sweet ass I'd find it:) So anyways - my neck was killing me. Next day - the kid is just peachy - and I feel like I'm 60. SIGH.

We actually had a thunderstorm this afternoon. A thunderstorm! Tommorrow it's supposed to be 61 - on Sunday - 24:) Gotta love Ohio. My son asked me the other day why it's always so gray looking in the sky. All I could do was laugh.

Seems like the dead is trying to date. I know when I was just a tiny chick, Dan Blocker (actor when westerns were "in") died -- but here he is again trying to snag a date: http://www.singlesnet.com/?setlocation=view_profile&setarea=view_profile&setselected=14765027
If he could hook me up with Michael Landon I'd appreciate it.

I have to tell ya - when I was playing "Tomb Raider" tonight - my son told me he'd never heard so many bad words come out of my mouth. He asked me if it hurt - lol! I forget that the reason I stopped playing TB years ago was that I'd get so pissed off. Oops!

I need to head to bed -- I am one tired pup!

Hope everyone has been having a wonderful holiday season no matter what holiday you celebrate!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

OBE, Odds And Ends and My Weekend!

So what have I been up to? Well on Friday I was a working fiend - it's was nice, been getting some things done. This weekend my son was supposed to be with his dad - so that I'd be able to concentrate on the OBE outline. But -- the little dude got the flu Sat night and came back home. But speaking of OBE - my OBE blog was given the JanesGuide stamp of approval for quality and originality. Good stuff:) Needless to say - my traffic is up and I HAD to get my OBE stuff done - just have too! And somehow I did get that OBE stuff done. The goal with this book right now is to get it to a publisher such as Hay House or Llewellyn so I'm trying to make what I have publisher "friendly".

This past weekend - despite getting the OBE stuff done - rather sucked. My son was nice enough to pass off his sickness to me - luckily I have been keeping it at bay (barely) - my computer has not been Allie friendly at all since I installed Norton 2009 and Sean -- is no more. Oh he's alive, there just is no chance of a me and him developing. It's okay - he has his path and I have mine. And I guess mine is going to continue to be date-less for awhile longer.

I think Samantha made a prediction that I would get attached to a new stray cat and I think it is because of a past life. Well - "little black kitty" (although he is not that young I suspect) has been coming on my porch for several months to get food. Usually he would eat and just hiss at me. The past couple of days he's been staying on of the cat houses on the porch. He was staying in Raisin's home - until I think there was a fight - now he's in the other one. He's letting me pet him somewhat. Poor things has an upper resp mess going on. It's eyes are very goopy, one was gooped shut today and it has stuff coming out of it's nose. It allowed me to wipe it's eyes a bit - it was enough so that the one eye would open. No hissing today. I'm hoping he lets me work on him some more. This time I know it's a him because he hasn't been fixed. I was thinking of naming him Salem because he's black. We'll see - hopefully he'll trust me enough and I'll have the money to take him into the vet. But in the mean time I am adding Vit C to his dry food and garlic to the wet food to try to build up his immune system.

I've been on Live Person most of the day today - and probably will be tonight. I had planned on being on Keen - but with my son home from school I thought it best not to do phone readings - ya know:)

I mentioned on the podcast today about Angel Food Ministries - a good place to go for quality food at cheap prices. Income isn't a factor and they do take food stamps. I picked up my December food last weekend. All quality stuff - not top shelf - but it'll do nicely.

I have decide to move my OBE blog from Blogger to Wordpress. This will enable me (I believe) to have all OBE/sexual stuff in one place. I've been working on it most of today - and I admit, I'm pissed. I've gotten everything on the WP blog to work - except the ability to add plugins to the blog. It keeps coming up as an error - so I don't know. I have to give myself some more time to look it over.

I know that I have plenty more to write - but right now I'm just brain dead. Stress I think....so I'm going to go play the x-box with my kid and make supper.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Chakras, Vincent And That Dang Cat!

I seriously haven't been able to figure out what ABBA and Vincent have to do with one another. Maybe he likes the group - I have no idea. But when I'm stuck in my writing, I see him as plain as day tell me to put on "Dancing Queen" and dance -- as who can be pissed during that song? It's funny, but it works. If I have a block, I hear him tell me that - I put it on and bingo. But I do wonder if the man actually listens to ABBA in the physical reality - could he be a closet ABBA fan - lol?

Vincent must have more time on his hands lately - he's been around a lot the last week. Everywhere I turn, there's his energy. It's almost as if I'm wearing a big old energy protection coat that has a whole lot of love wrapped up in it. Feels very snuggly. Last night's dream visits had us doing a lot of talking. About what - I can't remember. Had Darin not landed on my head (out of fright) when the alarm went off, I would've had time to grab my journal and write everything down. But by the time I dislodged him from my hair and turned off the alarm - it was too late. Dang cat. I also remember Vincent following me around in all my dreams. I kept making dream visits again to help people, and in every visit he was in the background standing guard.

I sure wish I could be in Sandy, Utah next week - it's just a random out loud thought. If you don't know why - don't ask - lol.

I woke up at 4:19 this morning - Andrew said to remember the number. So I did - and looked it up in my Angel Numbers book. It said: The angels ask you to hold positive thoughts about your Divine life mission. You are qualified, ready and able to heal and help others.

I thought that was a pretty cool message.

Chakras - I've been trying to work with them lately. You know how the saying goes - the carpenter has the house of unfinished projects or the mechanic has the car that doesn't run? Well, same applies with the psychic. I'm so busy helping everyone else (which I love to do) that I neglect my spiritual growth. I think that is one of the reasons why my dreams have been so busy lately - I haven't been doing things in my waking life to aid in my soul growth.

Any ways - back to the chakras. The front chakras get a lot of attention - but the back chakras - not so much. That is unless I'm pushing an energy ball through the front, out the back and then back through again. In writing up homework for a coaching client, I remembered how important the back chakras are since they deal with our unconscious issues (front deal with conscious issues). If you can deal with and heal what's going on in your unconscious, the conscious will always follow. Just like heal or excite the energy body and the physical body will follow.

So I have been sending colored energy balls (color based on what chakra it is) one at a time, into each back chakra. And energy going through this way feel pretty funky. I can feel a pressure that morphs into a tingle. The pressure is pretty intense, like someone is pushing a round rubber ball onto the chakra. I think that I'll make these chakras my metaphysical topic of the week in my podcast on Monday.

This weekend the focus is on OBE sex - if all goes well and I get what I need done, done, then it'll be back onto Bloody Mary for the following weekend.

It is so cold here -- so dang cold. I dread leaving here to pick up my son from school. Speaking of him - he tells me this morning how he is freaking his friends out at school by reading their minds. I told him to scale back a bit on the telepathic connection - lol. He also says he's been getting a lot more "pictures" of the future and into the past. Heck - I'm about to get a reading from the kid:) I think that I'll get him a beginning set of tarot cards (he likes mine) or maybe just a set of mine in order to focus his abilities.

BTW -- if you want to take advantage of my great site-wide deals, don't forget to listen to the current podcast! Great deal ends on Monday!

Time for me to get all bundled up to freeze with the rest of the parents!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dream Visits, ADHD and Greedy Readers!

It is so cold here -- so fricken cold! My son and I were bundled up so tight in the way to school this morning. This evening we're supposed to go downtown to see Santa. This will probably be the last year we'll do this as most of his friends don't believe in Santa - I'm just hoping to have it last a bit longer. Last year when we went down town he was yelling his heart out to have Santa say hi to him (he walked right in front of us) but Santa never did. He was so heartbroken. I tried to tell him that Santa hears everyone - even if he can't respond to all. That seemed to make it okay. But just the hurt look on his little face.....

Did I tell you that his doctor said he was ADHD? And wanted to shove (of course) a bunch of drugs down his throat? The doctor and I argued about the meds for awhile - he wrote a prescription and I threw it out on the way to my car. I'm not sticking my kid on meds - I flat out refuse. I watch his behavior and know what sets him off - when something happens I change things. For example - he's really into Xena (yes, the Warrior Princess) now. We watch it at dinner time. But last week I allowed him to watch it 2x before school. I found out that those days at school he was too wound up and ended up on blue (color scale - green, yellow, blue , and red ). So - no more Xena before school (along with no x-box and computer). And - he went back to being on green and a yellow.

The teacher is supposed to be giving me weekly update - but of course she isn't. However, my son is being a big boy and telling me what's going on.

I have no idea where this week went. No clue. I can't believe it's Friday.

The spiritual show treatment is done - as far as it stands now it's good to go. So this weekend it's horror flick time. Man, I'm such a wimp. I have some scripts to read, to get a feel for horror, and then the outline to do. All to be done during the day. I probably will never go and see any of my horror flicks - not a one. So when you go to see a horror flick - what scares you the most? The blood and gore - or the mental drama? I'd like to write a flick that really @ucks with your mind. More mind messing up and less blood.

The whole movie - TV scripts is basically on hold until after the Sundance film festival in Jan. No more headway can really be made on anything until next year.

Of course - maybe I would really like to work on the OBE sex book this weekend. I wonder if I can split my days into doing both?

I had a really funky dream the other night. My son and I were in this huge house - I mean it was pretty big. And it was our house. There were construction workers all over the place - updating it. I was on the second floor - in the kitchen (there was a kitchen on each of the 2 floors - connected by a back staircase and a dummy waiter). It was all stainless steel - so nice. I thought to myself - I wonder how my son is doing - playing with all of the hidden doors and secret passages. Sean (he would be the new guy mentioned in the last entry) was on my mind. I was having a hard time trying to figure out if he was here in the house with us or was he in the dream visit that just ended? It was really bugging me. As I was going to go see if he was around - someone wanted me to come over to this huge loft (which at one time was the ballroom) that overlooked the Great Room. This was to be my office. We had to plan out where everything was going to go so that I had the correct electrical plugs and so forth.

Next thing I knew, I was looking for Sean, but I was now outside. My son was on the back patio. I glanced over to my right and saw this big red tent - inside was a blow up bouncy ball set that kids and adults alike can go in - bounce around and dive into the balls. I thought to myself that I'd like to get Sean in there and bounce around with him - lol. I looked up in the sky and I saw the moon (it was day light out), a large bright star up diagonal from the moon, and under the moon a planet that look liked Earth. But I knew I was on Earth - so I couldn't figure out why I was looking at it. I called to my son to hurry up and come here - I wanted to show him this formation. As he was running towards me, the "Earth" moved counter clockwise to the 15 min position and stopped. We just stood there going -- wow.

I never did find Sean. Which - BTW - he has let me put his name in here - hence why the poor guy has dropped the "new guy" label. Another week until we meet - I'm looking forward to it. We have a lot in common. Had a little more OBE fun yesterday.

You know - I get so many emails and hits on my OBE sex blog. People want to know more about this - crave info. I still want to do a radio show with a OBE sex theme - but I can't wrap my head around what it's going to cover. Any thoughts?

I was not one of the winners of the Start Up Nation contest :( Didn't even place. But at least my little meter said I was hot:) Thanks to all who voted for me.

Indy is still here driving the cats crazy. I have to laugh -- he really has had the last chuckle with these felines.

I've been thinking about about going on Keen & LivePerson - I should say carving out the time for it. Why? Because I am looking through what they are changing and damn! Some are $4.99, other's $9.33 and even other's $20 -- that's a fricken minute! Talk about doing it for the money and not to actually help people. Boils my blood it does (I'm talking about people who charge $6.99 and up). Hell - at $1.99 or $2.33 like I charge I think it's a lot.

Better head back to work -- have a great weekend.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Hotel Rooms, Ted And Will!

I cannot believe how tired I am. Seriously. I'm so tired that I could sleep for 48 hours easy. My dream travels are really kicking my butt. I'm back to the hotel dreams. Remember I had those before my divorce? Well this signals another major change on the horizon. Last time the hotel rooms were crowed, small and in disarray. Now they are large suites, plush, with all the trimmings. I'm hoping this means my very long phase of being broke is over. I could use the shift - as I'm sure many of you could use as well.

The dreams too for the last couple of nights, I would wake up and it would still feel like was floating about in the dreamscape. I don't know how to describe it really - I would wake up, but it didn't feel like I woke up. Almost like waking up in dream that was still a dream. But I could see what was going on in my room in real time.

BT was received well by my manager's boss. I had some minor things to change but that was it. Now it's off to make its rounds in Tinsel Town. Fingers crossed. No new words on Dreamers or GG as of now. Again - sometimes no news is good news.

I'm going to be kicking the OBE sex book into high gear this weekend. I've cleared the whole weekend to work on that and my yard. My yard has some serious leaves on it. I'm looking foreword to jumping in to the OBE book - my guide Robert is very eager to see that it is done. He has been hanging out lately throwing "Obe" in my face (so to speak) so that I get with the program. He and Ethan are very happy that the BT is done. In fact, Ethan let out a side of relief. I asked him if he'll be around more often and he said - no. But he's always near by if I want to chat.

So I asked Andrew, since he mentioned that having BT done would help things along with Vincent - has anything changed. His reply was that things are moving behind the scenes. If Vincent would wake up to the signs that are right in front of his face and now wait for a nuclear meltdown to realize what was going on - things would move faster. But it seems that he is a stubborn soul (gee - what a surprise) but he will come around . Just like with Will - you (as in me) will be put in front of them until they do something about it - even if it's friendship or a business partnership. Something will have to be done. But - Andrew says - in Vincent case, he won't be able to rest until a romantic relationship ensues between the two of us.

My only reply was - ok, just wanted to know if things were moving. I guess they are:)

Will surprised me today - I wrote about it in the OBE blog. It was nice to feel his energy so close again.

Ted's back --I can feel him. I'm sure something will come of this over the next couple of days. I sure hope he ditched that bitch of a wife. I don't say something normally so horrible about a person I haven't physically met - but her energy is heavy and just pure yuck. I hope he actually visits soon.

Better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Indy, My Son And BT!

My son was so funny last night - I had to keep waking him up (at his insistence) to let him know when the votes changed for Obama or McCain. He was one happy camper (and so was I) when I told him who won.

Indy's pitter pattering continue here at the Allie household - and not only do my son and I hear it - but so do the people who stop over. It's nice to know he's right here keeping an eye on us. Too bad he can't tell Brodie when someone is approaching - Indy was the ears of the dog operation (while Brodie is the muscle). Indy would let Brodie know when someone was a mile or so away and start barking. Now you almost have to be on top of Brodie to have him hear you.

Brodie's congestion is still there and it hasn't gotten worse. Samantha's tooth on the other hand has - and I'm not sure how much longer the antibiotics will work until her body became immune to them. Let's hope it's awhile.

I woke up with an urgency to finish BT. So that's what I'm aiming to do this week. As you know - when I'm in super write mode - the blogs and the column usually lack updates. So don't be surprised if you don't hear from me until Monday.

Still really no sleep - still plenty of headaches. Looking forward to when this shift occurs so I can get some much needed snooze time! Maybe the shift will happen when BT is done? Still no word on my other shows - sometimes no news is good news.

And on that note I have to run. Having lunch with my son at school- and then it's back again later for parent-teacher conferences. Fingers crossed his teacher says good things about him!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is There A Jeff In The House, Vincent, Will and More!

Earlier in the week I found out that the guy who gave me my 1st real kiss had a massive stroke - he's 41. Devin had been a body builder - Mr. KY at some point in time. He was in great health - had a great life with a wonderful wife, a good job and children. But in Nov 2007 his whole life changed -- and I just found out about it. I just discovered his battle not only for his life but with the insurance agencies - and with his trip to China for alternative health care. I'm trying to stop beating myself up for not knowing what happened to him - but I think about the dozens of times since we graduated in 1985 that he asked me to stay in touch -- and I didn't. I haven't had a chance to tell him how sorry I am for my lack of friendship - that even though I didn't get in touch, that I have thought about him quite a bit over the last 20 + years. Hopefully his wife and brothers will allow me to send a card or something at a later date. Even though he had a stroke - I know he'll remember me.

So that's been on my mind lately.

My son seems to be doing better today (probably because there was no school today) and yesterday too in regards to Melanie. She's moved up on the transplant list. We'll see. I hate to be excited for her to get a heart because that means another child must die in order for that to happen. But I still want her to be okay. My son just came up and got me saying - I tried to be strong and say I could do it, but I can't! So I asked - what? Spiders! He wanted me to be string and go get a couple of x-box games that fell behind the TV and into the spider web zone. LOL. I did. He then said that his wife will have to be strong because he just doesn't like spiders.

I have been down right exhausted all week long. No matter how much sleep I think I get - it's not enough. I'm in a good mood - just damn tired. I saw a picture of Vincent today - taken yesterday I think - and he looks like hell. Andrew tells me that during dream time Vincent and I spend a majority of our time together and if we're not together than we spend our time looking for one another. It's no wonder we're both so tired. He also tells me that neither one of us will get a good night's sleep until we talk - either in person or on the phone. Because once we do that - we'll still be drawn to one another when we sleep - but it's not such a longing that we're that always active. Lord - I hope this doesn't take forever. Paul chimes in and says if I finish BT again that it will go faster. So I ask - is BT a condition that has to be met before I chat with Vincent. I'm told no. But things will move faster if I do. PLUS - I am told -things will be smoother all the way around if I get my OBE book and in person workshops up and moving. Is that also a condition? No - I am told, but financially I won't be as stressed which will make my energy better all the way around.

Okay - got it. Maybe I need a coach to get the OBE stuff done. That is a thought. Anyone know a good coach that can help me with my book & putting together my workshops that won't break the bank? Let me know.

So last night I'm in dream time and just moving about the dreamscape when I come upon a NYC diner - FRANKS. I walk in and I hear someone to my right clear his throat. I turn and it's Vincent, Will, Elliot (remember him?) and a new one - Jeff. I stare over at the group and say hi to Will. He goes to intro me to the rest and I say I know who they are and say hello. Vincent & Will are are one side of the booth (Vincent on the inside) - Jeff and Elliot on the other. I can't remember what is said - but I hurry up and say - well you two (V & W) are always on my blog - you're V & W. I mumbled something else and turn to walk back out in a hurry. Will has my arm and is pulling me back to the table. Vincent says to join them - Jeff says I can't wait to hear about this - and Elliot smiles. So I slide in and am now sandwiched with Vincent on my left and Will on my right. All I can think is how in the hell am I going to explain this - will they actually believe me.

So Jeff jumps in and says to tell him about all of this -- he extremely interested. So I try to explain energy and how we carry the same energy signatures - etc....and he's kind of getting it. So I tell him to put his hands on the table - palms up. He pulls his sleeves up a touch and does just that. I hold my hands over his - maybe about 3 inches away and just let the heat flow. He can feel it - boy can he. His eyes are wide, he's grinning. I pull my hands away and he's like a kid in a candy store - tell me more - tell me more.

Will chimes in and says - you mean to tell me that in your Vincent Rambles 2 - I'm the Will you're talking about. I say yes. He says - I would hope that I have more control than that - I replied - I wish the same too - but that's what they said. I turned and we stared into each other's eyes - I could feel my blood pressure starting to rise and other things well - starting to get turned on. That's when Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and got my attention. You and I need to talk, I've been looking for you for a very long time - is what he said. Yes I replied back - and the sooner you physically get a hold of me the better. I was yanked out of the dream by a cat jumping on me. But as I woke up I could hear Jeff still saying - we'll talk more - I can't wait.

Now speaking of a Jeff - but not this one - I had another dream the night before with a guy named Jeff. He had on a teal long-sleeved short - well built - American Indian. I was a doctor and he was a cop. We were discussing a patient's injury's. I remember grabbing his arm and having a wondrous feel of safeness come over me. I'm thinking that Jeff was really Vincent and his name was Jeff in a past life or maybe in a future life we haven't gotten to yet.

And not to get too confused but there's a Jeff back from my posting in Oct 2006: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2006_10_01_archive.html

Geez....

So to wrap:

Jeff in dream with Vincent, Will and Elliot - Jeff is his actual name
Jeff in dream where I'm a doctor - I think that it is Vincent in a past life
Jeff from Oct 2006 is a fake name - his real name is Kyle.

This is why fake names just don't work with me any more - I get too confused.

George made a stop in my dreams last night. I was sitting around a fire talking to him and another girlfriend of mine. We're just chatting away while my friend's guy just sat there and stared at me - just stared. Even tough he was far away from us - he knew everything we were saying -- really intense energy.

Over the last week I've had 6 people ask me about writing and/or casting spells. And every time I opened one of those emails - Merlin was right next to me saying - yep, I told you so. Fine. I added back into the site: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/gypsy_magic_spells_personalized.htm

And on that note - I'm tired. Time to head to bed and MAYBE get some real sleep. Although I doubt it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Universal Light Expo, Guides, Vincent And Will!

What a week thus far. I don't know where to begin - as this is a continuation of last week.

Humm...

Well, I will tell you that Paul Newman is part of my day to day life. Seems he is a guide in training and Vincent and I are his "pet project". So for this day forth I'm just going to call him Paul - I could care less who he was when he was alive. What I do know from him being by my side is he has a wicked sense of humor. Plus he just radiates a good, loving energy. Oh - and less I forget - he's opinioned. Sometimes it's Paul here - sometimes it's Andrew - most of the time it's both. Every once in a while Robert and Ethan stop by to check in. So Paul is both my guide and Vincent's guide. I asked Andrew how they both can be both of our guides - isn't there a confliction interest there? They said no. What's god for Vincent is god for me and vice versa. If Vincent and I keep listening to Pal and Andrew then things will move forward as they should (and I say should because that is the word Andrew used).

So I asked - what about Will? Paul waves it off. No he says - that isn't in your highest good - nor Vincent's. So why isn't Will in my highest good? I'm confused. Okay - Andrew has me stop and do Vincent Rambles #2. So listen there for more - it should be below this post.

Sheesh - that felt good to get that out of my system.

Update on DREAMERS - both CBS and FOX passed. Neither are looking for sci-fi at the moment. My manager has a new plan up her sleeve. Which is good - since Andrew said we're about 3 weeks behind schedule. I reminded him - Mercury Retro. Things always move at a snails pace during that time. So Paul chimes in today - isn't that over with? Yes Paul - it is - so things should move. I will be working on BLACK TRIANGLE this weekend. The structure/plot is good - I just need to dig deeper into the character's souls for better dialogue. To do that I'm going to have to drink some wine - and cry some (well - a lot) but I can do it -- I have to. I feel good about all of this and with the kid's show (that we haven't heard back from yet). It'll all work out the way it's supposed to.

The Universal Light Expo went well. I met many interesting people - gave many readings. I was surprised though to see a guy that I normally see at Maria's events up in MI. It was nice to see him. There's a past life connection or two between him and I. I can't quite figure it all out yet - maybe I'm not supposed to. But what I've been told is that the sex in the past lives was great:) And I was told by Andrew to tell him this while he was sitting in front of me. I thought to myself - oh God - I can be bold but I do happen to be a shy person. So I just blurted it out. He took it in stride and wrote it in his notebook:) I may ask about him during my past life regression that weekend in MI at the end of the month.

I mention in the Vincent Ramblings #2 about the lighting rod up my @ss on Sat. I was wired - big time wired. And I crashed that evening at Smoky Bones as Kal and I flirted with this young male server. Poor guy - he asked what my talk was going to be on on Sunday and I said OBE Sex. From that point on he was flustered. If he knew what Kal and I were saying when he wasn't there - he would passed out:) Man we're bad.

My booth had great neighbors. This year we had Morgen from The Animals' Voice on one side: http://www.theanimalsvoice.com/ (she's a kick ass animal communicator - and a nice person - along with her cohorts in crime) and on the other side: Sacred Journey's - The Family of Mu: http://www.sacred-journeys.org/ who I got a great trio healing session from - and the group is just wonderful as well (thanks Chrissy for all of the help). I also got a reading from Cindy Riggs: http://www.cindyriggs.com/ she's great. Cindy is the one who I went to for a PLR last year and we chatted about Will.

My workshop on OBE Sex went great. People participated and I needed more time as we ran out before I could cover everything. I lost count on the number of people who wanted to see the talk, but couldn't be there in Sunday. Thankfully there will be DVD's of the talk available here within a month. I had a full house as it was - if the people showed up who wanted to from Sat - there wouldn't of been any way to fit them all in.

I met quite a few interesting men that weekend that peaked my interest. It was fun to flirt - even if it was short-lived. No - I didn't give them my number - but they knew who I was and could find me if they really wanted to - and vice versa. You never know.

My hands are burning up - fire hot. I also have a headache and spend allot of my time being dizzy and lightheaded - like I'm high (but I haven't touched a thing). This coupled with my very active dream time means something is coming up. Something big. I hope whatever it is happens son as I'm tired already of walking like I'm drunk- plus being very tired.

My son's little 8 year old girlfriend needs a heart transplant. Seriously - she does. Melanie spends a lot of time at the Cleveland Clinic. And this makes my son worry so much. He dreams with her on the nights she isn't in school. So he knows that if he doesn't see her in a dream - then she'll be in school for a short time. He says he wants to be her boyfriend so that he can make her feel better. Last year my son's acting out had a trigger - my divorce & the firing of his teacher (happened at the same time). This year it's Melanie. He's staring to slip back into his old habit of disrupting class. The teacher and I are trying to stop it before it gets out of control. I'm stepping in again with the laying of the stones. If you can send some light Melanie's way I would appreciate it.

Had fun today on Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com. Love chatting with those guys. Did some tag team on a couple of readings - chatted about a Dollar Charm and a bit about OBE Sex. I was asked how many sex partners have I had in my lifetime - with OBE sex. I honestly have no clue - it's way -way up there in numbers. Makes me sounds kind of like an OBE sleeze:) Sheesh. I was on from 1:30 - 1:55 pm ET.

Will has been very strong the last two days. He's been saying how much he has missed me. And that he checks the blog still to see how I'm doing and what is going on. We had an intense OBE sex experience today. His energy is always so dang strong. Wow. When I was having my healing session on Sunday - as the chants were being conducted, I saw Vincent in my mind's eye - but then Will showed up and pushed him aside saying something like - this is all mine. And Vincent let him jump in. I could 1st see Vincent in a multi colored robe - but after Will pushed him to the side - I could see Will in a dark violet robe. Will's been right here ever since.

I know that there's more for me to talk about - but I need to get my shower so that I can watch the debate with my son. He really loves the debates.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Gotta Be Someone, Vincent And Strange Vision!

I think that I will do Vincent Rambling part two this evening. Or tomorrow. My son will be with his dad this weekend - allowing me to get close to finishing BT - if not finish it. Rambling about Vincent will give me a good break from the turmoil of the holocaust. Plus - I have some major "get ready for winter" yard work to do. I'm amazed how fast it got cold here - brrrr - it's almost like we don't have a fall any longer. Spring is too short as well. That's the one thing I'll miss when I live in CA is fall time. I think that I either have to visit OH in Oct or go to NYC. Maybe I can combine them:)

In preparing to move to CA - my son and I have already been looking at houses. Granted -it is a bit premature. But I figure by the start of 2009 I'm moving so the more I at least window shop online - the more I will know what we both like when it is time to actually move. So far we have determined that we have to have a pool or be in walking distance of the beach. I also need an area for the dogs to do their business. At least 3 bedrooms or 2 bedrooms and a den. I also prefer older houses with character or new houses that are green for the environment. If I could get an old house and convert it to green- that would be great.

Did I tell you that I'm going to write a horror flick? After BT is done - I'm writing a good ole scary horror story. It's based on the Bloody Mary legends. Thus far I've spooked myself several times as I mull it over at night. Freaking myself out really - especially in the shower as the scene from "Psycho" keeps entering my mind. I keep making a mental note to myself to only think about the movie during the daylight. And when I write it - that too will only be written in the day time or I won't sleep. I'm one of those people who after watching a scary movie can't sleep for days - it's pathetic - yet true.

Vincent - as usual - came to visit me last night during dream time. I really look forward to these nightly visits - I hope they keep coming. In this dream we were at some event for me - some TV thing - I think that it was the premiere of DREAMERS. We had to stop so that photographers could take our picture - the flashes were blinding. There was a lot of commotion going on and it was very confusing to me. He kept a steady hand in the middle of my back and guided me to every stop I had to make. If I was nervous - he'd wrap his arm around my waist and pull me close to keep me calm. He'd whisper in my ear to breathe or to tell me I was doing great. There was a lot of noise, people, flashes - it was nerve wracking really. But to the outside - I looked and acted great - all with the help of my steady.

Yesterday I had the oddest vision - odd because this is something that I wouldn't of dreamt up to even day dream about. I'm in LA with my manager and we're at some restaurant. I have to go to the bathroom. As I'm walking toward the potty - someone stops me and asks me a question (I think it was about if I was Allie from GA) - any ways - after I get done with that person I turn around and I see two men staring at me: Steven Spielberg and George Lucas. George motions for me to come over - I look around to see if he means me (they get a kick out of it ) and when I realize it was me - I walk over thinking to myself what in the hell could those two want?

I introduce myself - they ask me to sit down. Steven then asks if I'm an actress. I tell him I was married twice - that took an amount of acting skill. They laughed. I then said no - not really - a few local commercials about 20 years ago and a stage play or two - but that's it. Seems that they were looking for a younger Kathy Bates and I fit that mold - I had that "look" they were looking for (since I admire the actress, I was flattered with the compliment). George explained the supporting role and the movie -- which would also have Harrison Ford (no - not an Indy flick). I told them no - I'm behind the camera - and not with him (in any scene) I would be too nervous. They talk me into showing up anyways after they asked me what I was working on - told them -- and they suggested that they could help me out to return the favor.

So being scared to death - I went to the place to do a test read. Who do they have me test read with - but Harrison. I thought I was going into cardiac arrest. But I put on a smiley face - and away I went. They had us do a scene that I ad lib most of the way through and Harrison followed my lead. They then had me do another scene (which I found out later they were having trouble working through as something wasn't right). We ad lib again - and the guys smiled. Asked me to wait out in the hall for a second. And that's really all it was - was a second - my manager was there waiting for me. They came out and said the parts mine if I want it. I was speechless - me in a movie with Harry. I nodded my manager told me to close my mouth - lol - and it was over.

So I sat there for a spell trying to figure out why in the world I was shown that. I guess I'll find out eventually - but it hit me out of left field. Kinda like Vincent & Will did when I discovered them.

Yesterday I stumbled across "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback. I've been playing it non stop since. I don't know if it's a message for me - maybe for Vincent - could be for the two of us. I wonder if he's listening to it to? I looked up the lyrics:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, when your looking for a diamond in the rough
When it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Okay - back to work I go....have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Vincent, A Mischievous Spirit And The ULE!

I don't know if you noticed or not - but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today (and still won't be since it ends at 3:00). They're on the road in Salem and it's difficult to have call ins. So listen for me next week!

So you WANT more Vincent ramblings? You guys are great! Either that or really - really bored:) I'm not sure when I'll get to it because I'm finally jamming on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. I was having a hard time there for the last week - just wasn't into it. But after Vincent's dream visit last night - he must of jarred loose whatever was stuck - too bad I can't remember what he said.

What I do remember is that he and I were spending the night in some house - but in separate bedrooms. I was dead tired and trying to sleep - he was wired and kept coming into my room. He'd shake me to make sure I was awake - sit on the edge of the bed and just yammer on. About what you ask? About the excitement of each of us having change in our lives. He kept saying that I've got something big coming up -- and so does he -- and the actions will be freeing to both of us. On and on about how excited he is and will be once we meet. He really was bouncing around like an ADHD kid. Finally I said that if he doesn't let me sleep I'm going to take him down regardless of his size. He bounced in saying - you're going to go down on me regardless of my size?

NOOOOOOO I screamed. Now out - out! He dashed over - covered my face in kisses and out he went. I woke up thinking - what the hell was all of that? Laughed to myself and went back to sleep.

But since I am making headway with BT - you know what suffers - the column and the blogs. I'll try to keep up with some of it -- but this script really has to get done before the ULE next weekend in Columbus OH. Speaking of the ULE - if any of you are going to be there let me know and maybe we can meet out for dinner or lunch. During the expo I never eat - so if I have someone to go eat with - then I will eat something. Besides - if you show up you can meet my friend Kal who helps me out every year. She's Kal, I'm Al and most people who visit my booth either think we're sisters or lesbian lovers. LOL. Oh - and even though it's not advertised - I can give readings at my booth (#894):)

Last night my office door closed on me. There was no wind - the windows were closed. I opened back up and just said - stop it. That's when I heard my bedroom door start to close - I put my hand on it to stop and I could feel pressure on the door. This time I said - Hi David -- don't freak out the animals and you know I'm spooked now anyways (I had been mulling over this horror story I want to write after BT and it scares the crap out of me as is). So the door was left alone. I let the dogs out for one last time (it was close to midnight) - we came in and all of the animals were in the kitchen with me - all 6 of them. When all of a sudden I felt a chill. As SOON as that happened -the animals scattered like their lives depended on it. I thought to myself -- nice, and I'm the one who feeds you.

So I said out loud: Unless you want me to banish your ass to an earthbound hell - I'd advise you to go NOW. I waited for a few seconds and added: And leave my animals alone!

That wasn't David or Heath - or anyone evil -- I figured it out after he left - it was my Uncle Wally. That jokester died back in 1985. I don't think he'll freak the animals again on purpose.

I added the Empowerment Classes for October: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm with 2 new ones: Gypsy Healing and Metaphysical Business.

I also added a new MINI FS MP3 reading: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_advice.htm

Did you notice that some ass hacked the site last night? Luckily I had it fixed in a jiffy!

Okay - back to writing I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Tracey And Validation!

I can honestly say that my soul feels rested. It's not in search mode any longer. It's such a great feeling - knowing that I found the person I'm supposed to learn my life lesson with -- now everything will fall into place. Maybe not as fast as I want it - but that's okay because I still know that it will fall into place. I'm shifting my focus to the big picture and not the details - although I'm as curious as hell about the little things. I had to - of course - get my 3rd opinion on Vincent. That's what I do -- I feel my own confirmation, then I either ask Maria or Tracey - then go to who I haven't asked. If my "knowing" is validated by both - then I'm pretty comfortable in that.

(BTW - as a side note to my friend Kally who called me from NYC to rub it in that she was there and I wasn't the below reading has a bearing on what you and I talked about. Now you know why I asked what part of Manhattan you were in)

And Tracey validated my feel on Vincent as well as Maria's:

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:09:54 PM): okay! Vincent is very sensitive - and intuitive - a very deep person - people tend to think he is standoffish but has on a higher plane most of the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:18 PM): he does remember your dream visits with him and he knows you - he knows that he is to be with you - he knows his marriage is to end

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:29 PM): he feels guilt and a sense of obligation to his wife

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:41 PM): he seems to feel he owes her on the conscious level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:59 PM): but in his dreams he has seen insight that tells him these feelings are not warranted

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:02 PM): and that she wants to be free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:14 PM): he seems to be thinking about that in relation to you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:21 PM): he knows you are coming and soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:45 PM): he seems to feel creatively drawn to you --the two of you have been lovers who have created together too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:54 PM): he feels that he is meant to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:59 PM): and he feels you are part of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:04 PM): he does know who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:08 PM): he found you by accident

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:18 PM): in a dream he had about you he saw you as a gypsy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:24 PM): and he typed something into the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:29 PM): and found your website

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:38 PM): he has been reading your blog

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:42 PM): and he knows who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:48 PM): and this seems to be kind of exciting to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:54 PM): its like validating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:57 PM): he knows your eyes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:01 PM): he remembers them well

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:13 PM): he knows that the sex btw you two is going to be magical

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:17 PM): he seems to think about that a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:28 PM): he is not sure how you will come together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:34 PM): he thinks he will meet you soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:43 PM): he feels that you will be coming into his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:49 PM): through your creative genius

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:01 PM): he has been pursuing other things besides his current job

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:15 PM): he seems to want to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:18 PM): he has higher goals

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:26 PM): he seems to have a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:36 PM): he is polished on some level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:43 PM): he seems to be very intelligent

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:47 PM): if he is not well educated

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:53 PM): then it is innate wisdom

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:03 PM): he finds your blog awesome

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:11 PM): he laughs when he reads it because you think alike

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:19 PM): he understands you and the way you think

Allie (9/19/2008 2:15:26 PM): he knows that when I put Vincent in there that it is him - right?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:30 PM): he thinks that you are very brilliant

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:36 PM): yes he knows

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:55 PM): he knows and it makes him smile - he has this really slight smile sometimes - sort of like a grin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:11 PM): he seems to feel that something is happening with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:13 PM): something big

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:22 PM): and has got this feeling of excitement, nervousness all in one
Allie (9/19/2008 2:16:31 PM): I have the same feelings..

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:32 PM): he feels like he is picking up on your emotions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:08 PM): he is intuitive and he seems to be spiritually advanced - meaning that he meditates and listens to his intuition - he knows things, sees things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:18 PM): he knows that you are destined for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:30 PM): and that the two of you are destined for some real greatness as a team

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:49 PM): he seems to feel like you can do anything

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:56 PM): and he feels this kind of confidence in himself too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:02 PM): not in a stuck up sort of way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:07 PM): but a healthy balanced way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:11 PM): he is positive

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:18 PM): he sees the bigger picture

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:28 PM): he also knows about your son

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:38 PM): and he feels he has a part in his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:39 PM): a role

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:46 PM): he feels that he is his child too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:48 PM): on another level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:54 PM): like he has parented him before

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:59 PM): he also feels as though

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:04 PM): you are to have two children with him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:20 PM): he has a sense of responsibility to your son though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:19:27 PM): oh good lord - another child or two from me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:30 PM): like he feels like there are things he is meant to do and be for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:33 PM): hahahhahaha

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:34 PM): yep

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:39 PM): hope they come at once

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:41 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:03 PM): he wonders if you know how rich he is

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:13 PM): he does not want that to be intimidating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:25 PM): has not a pomp driven kind of guy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): but there is wealth all around him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): I have no idea how much money he has - and it really doesn't matter to me.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:42 PM): No - he doesn't seem pomp

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:51 PM): he seems to just draw things to himself

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:55 PM): like me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:59 PM): he has a way of manifesting

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:00 PM): me being drawn to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:04 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:12 PM): he thinks you know about his eyes too

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:13 PM): I know this is his doing - me figuring out it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:19 PM): this seems to be something he feels you could not miss

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:29 PM): he has tried sending you messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:34 PM): tried talking to you on the astral

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:41 PM): but he was not sure you were hearing him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:30 PM): he's a gentle giant

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:39 PM): his energy is very protective and loving

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:43 PM): that's sweet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:49 PM): he towers over you

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:58 PM): he's almost 6'4"

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:00 PM): he will be the kind that will want to be with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:02 PM): all the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:07 PM): two steps behind you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:08 PM): hovering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:18 PM): he thinks and he tells you things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:24 PM): I see him standing over you at your computer

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:29 PM): you two are writing something

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:35 PM): and coming up with ideas together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:41 PM): this one is the one

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:46 PM): like the big bucks for you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:49 PM): the main network

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:00 PM): he will be so happy to work with you on this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:08 PM): I hear a baby crying in the he background

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:17 PM): so I think the kid is coming

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:19 PM): like it or not

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:23 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:28 PM): the baby is going to be long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:30 PM): really long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:34 PM): and thin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:44 PM): I see you adoring him (its a boy)

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:49 PM): I keep feeling we'll meet by the end of the year. although like him - I have no idea how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:50 PM): but you will have another one too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:52 PM): a girl

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:56 PM): so be careful

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:59 PM): just after baby one comes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:05 PM): oh lord!

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:10 PM): you may find you are really fertile myrtle

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:21 PM): dang

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:29 PM): I sense that he won't care

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:37 PM): he would be so happy with more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:05 PM): he likes kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:11 PM): they inspire him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:14 PM): because they are so open

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:17 PM): and free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:23 PM): whereas grown ups are so closed

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:37 PM): he would have more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:41 PM): and more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:52 PM): he likes the sounds of kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:57 PM): running through the house

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:01 PM): he will chase after them

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:03 PM): he plays

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:08 PM): he's a sweetheart

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:12 PM): a real sweet man

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:52 PM): he is a big fella

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:31 PM): He's very talented - I see him doing all kinds of things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:40 PM): I see a visage of him playing the piano

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:42 PM): and singing

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:47 PM): kids hanging on him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:13 PM): he also likes to draw sometimes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:16 PM): he seems to get messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:19 PM): random ones

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:28 PM): and he is trying to work on this more

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:40 PM): do you think we will meet by the end of the year?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:42 PM): so that he can ask questions and get more specific answers

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:44 PM): will he know it's me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:45 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:47 PM): and yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:53 PM): I sense you will meet him very soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:01 PM): perhaps as soon as Halloween or a little later

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:06 PM): and he will know your eyes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:31:07 PM): I keep getting that too - hence my nervousness

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:08 PM): anywhere

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:16 PM): yes, I can see why you would feel nervous

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:21 PM): but I sense you need not be

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:24 PM): he's so kind

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:28 PM): so personable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:33 PM): he will make you feel very comfortable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:42 PM): he's got a way about him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:50 PM): sort of like someone you can immediately trust

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:04 PM): I sense he will keep touching you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:09 PM): like touch your arm

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:11 PM): your shoulder

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:13 PM): your back

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:14 PM): your hand

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:21 PM): he uses gestures a lot when he talks

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:28 PM): and every time he touches

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:29 PM): you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:33 PM): its like energy zap

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:35 PM): I keep getting that he like the group Abba too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:40 PM): yes he does

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:42 PM): I gesture too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:46 PM): he likes a lot of old stuff like that

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:56 PM): I keep having to play Dancing Queen

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:01 PM): he likes 'mellow stuff'

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:05 PM): he finds them mellow

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:10 PM): he used to smoke pot a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:18 PM): but he does not now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:27 PM): but it seemed to make him feel mellow

Allie (9/19/2008 2:33:29 PM): does he have someone he goes to to ask about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:32 PM): and helped control visions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:35 PM): he does

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:41 PM): he has someone that costs a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:49 PM): he liked an ad or something you wrote about this

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:01 PM): off the phone now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:05 PM): he laughed and laughed about the costs of services

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:10 PM): for readings and such

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:16 PM): you were so right

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:22 PM): he enjoyed reading this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:28 PM): I hope you know what this is about

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:33 PM): yes I do

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:38 PM): he pays a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:42 PM): but feels this person is accurate

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:44 PM): and worth it

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:50 PM): and has this person talked about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:52 PM): and he feels she helped him with the dream

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:58 PM): in such a way that he found you on the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:02 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): of course

Allie (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): and has this person told him how good I will be to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:16 PM): yes - she has spoken of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:24 PM): and he seems to be looking forward

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:32 PM): because his current wifey is not good to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:40 PM): and she is materially driven

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:42 PM): and he is not

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:56 PM): he feels like her personal atm

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:06 PM): do you think I'll be living in NYC or in LA?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:14 PM): I sense both at times

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:18 PM): and what that means to me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:22 PM): is that you will be living in both

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:23 PM): that's what I thought

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:24 PM): back and forth

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:32 PM): so get ready

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:35 PM): for a lot of flights

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:46 PM): has he figured out where I live yet?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:50 PM): my address

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:53 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:59 PM): he knows that you live there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:03 PM): he wonders why

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:06 PM): he thinks you need to move

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:10 PM): has he been to Wooster yet?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:14 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:18 PM): he's checked it out

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:20 PM): I knew it. He should of come to the door.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:22 PM): recently?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:24 PM): and was like nooooooooo

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:26 PM): gotta move

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:27 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:32 PM): recently in the past month

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:44 PM): he's not feeling its good for you there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:51 PM): he senses some negative energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:58 PM): I think its your ex's energy though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:02 PM): and the unknown caller who didn't say anything today when I picked up the phone? him maybe?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:09 PM): oh yeah - I must move - I know that.

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:15 PM): yes most certainly it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:19 PM): he called while he was there too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:24 PM): but I am not sure you answered

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:30 PM): no I didn't

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:35 PM): I usually do not answer unknown callers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:44 PM): well, you should start!

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:47 PM): I will

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:05 PM): I feel like this guy is your man - you are uncovering the mysteries

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:14 PM): getting to the real deal

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:28 PM): he's waiting

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:35 PM): its like he is waiting for more insight

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:37 PM): answers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:39 PM): how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:46 PM): he keeps wondering how he will meet you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:48 PM): but you know

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:05 PM): I keep getting in a crowded area

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:09 PM): like a party

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:12 PM): or gathering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:14 PM): oh - cool

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:24 PM): and I can feel him looking at me from across the room

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:33 PM): you would def feel his energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:45 PM): he is definitely focused on you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:52 PM): he's got a lot of questions

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:56 PM): so do I

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:59 PM): like should he end his marriage now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:00 PM): or wait

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:13 PM): he's not sure about how you will come together

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:15 PM): now so he's free by the time I get there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:27 PM): he's going to come to that conclusion

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:35 PM): he's just thinking things through

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:49 PM): any idea when I'll be moving?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:58 PM): I get moving in January

Allie (9/19/2008 2:42:06 PM): that's what I thought too

What I haven't been able to figure out is if he's part of my soul circle or if this is simply a karmic connection. To me it doesn't matter - but what can I say? I'm always curious - always searching for answers. That's probably why I love mysteries and cop shows so much:)

No worries about Will, George, Bill and Ted. My desire to work and talk to these guys is steadfast.

I have no idea when I'll get the "Ask Allie" column caught up. I'm pushing myself to finish THE BLACK TRIANGLE and when I'm short on time - the column is the 1st to be put on hold - followed by the blogs. So we'll see.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bob, OBE Sex And Will!

Mercury Retrograde isn't due till Sept 24th - and let me tell you, it's kicking my ass already. My computer - grrr - my internet - double grrr and my wireless - &^^%$$#$%%^&**. That's all I have to say about that! Thankfully it hasn't cut the balls off of my good mood:) I'm so far behind on things that even with a telescope I can't see my large behind -- but I'm determined to get caught up. My alarm clock now says 5:00 am (it was 6:00 am) and next week if I'm not where I'm supposed to be - it'll go to 4:30 am. Any earlier than 4:30 and I may kill someone by 7:00 pm :)

Today on Psychiconair.com, before I came on at 9:17 am, Maria was talking about how the full moon brought out emotions. Well let me tell you - boy my emotions are causing havoc. But - they only jump out as I'm rewriting the BLACK TRIANGLE. I swear - I cry the whole time I'm writing - it's horrible. I'm thinking of rewriting the sex scenes just so I have something to look foreword to! But, I've recently become obsessed with the NBC show - 30 ROCK. I've already breezed through seasons 1 & 2 (thank you Netflix) and am now going through them again. If you haven't watched the show - it is so damn funny. Alex Baldwin is brilliant in this show. Tina Fey and her supporting cast are also excellent - but it's Baldwin that has me rolling. That show is making my rewrite move forward. Every time I get overly emotional - on comes 30 ROCK and I laugh myself silly. I need to write something that I could get that man to play in - he's great no matter what role he's taken on. What can I say? I've been a fan since BEETLE JUICE.

So BLESS YOU 30 ROCK!

Okay - moving on......today's chat on the Maria Shaw Show was great. We talked about my appearance at the 2nd Cosmic Convention at the end of October - the OBE Sex class I'm teaching as well as the séance that myself and Monica T are going to do! Maria brought up adding a class on Tantric Sex to the convention. I had been thinking about adding that element to my weekend OBE workshops. We'll see if we can fit it in - it'll have to be a very basic class!

Bob has been right there next to me now for a few weeks. He's this big hulking energy - very protective - VERY. I thought Will was protective (and he is bless his heart), but with Bob it's a massive amount of protective energy. A gentle giant -- that's a good way to describe Bob. Because although he is this massive energy and I can feel that this is something he's been exploring and learning more about -- he's also very tender - gentle. Andrew has been saying since Friday that I have to put Bob's real name into the blog and not use Bob. He's pretty dang crazy about it too. Seems that Bob has either already been by the blogs and thinks that he's Bob or he will soon and he has to know that what he reads is him. I wish you could see Andrew now - this usually very calm guide is jumping up and down like a crazed man. Do it now -- now -- NOW! He's being wow - vocal. I ask why now? He's says: why do the women in your family have to be so difficult (I have to smile on that one)? Don't ask "why" there's a reason.

Me - being me - had to draw a tarot card to see what I need to know about putting the name in now. I drew the Serpent - it's all about healing and knowledge. It's about understanding and taking what you know to transform your life - to shed the "skin" of the old and embrace the new with "new skin". Then I drew Burden: to release burdens to allow others to follow their path. That I carry weight that is not my own. I had to draw one more card - King: male authority - and sexual energy, The king puts one on notice to take affirmative action and to put their house in order (as something is about to change).

Okay - it's VINCENT. Not Bob. Vincent is his name. The reason I was very hesitant is because I can feel a female energy that is very attached to him through a karmic connection/past lives. This energy does not want anyone else involved in his energy. Of course - I know that the female energy knows I'm already involved. I can feel her on the outskirts. Andrew assures me that the female energy is not a problem at all - nor will she give anyone a problem. She may be very attached -but she is also kind-hearted and spiritual.

So sometime today Maria is going to send me the scoop on Vincent and when she does - I'll post it. I did feel much better using his real name - never liked using the fake name.

My son's teacher called me the other day to say what a wonderful student he is being this year! No trouble at all - a great leader and is setting a fine example for the other students. I knew my energy methods would work:)

Last weekend, my friend Pat and I went out. He's my friend from high school (the fire chief). We had a good time - it was nice to chat with him. I had forgotten how much in common he and I have. My ex, of course, dodged talking my son for the day like he said he would - and Pat was cool about me bringing my son with us. The kid was remarkably good - I was shocked. Of course - he does want me to get married again:) If Pat and I lived in the same state - I don't know - we might actually date. Of course he's about to move to one of my favorite states - Montana. I've been to MT at least 8 times over the last 10 years - simply love Big Sky Country!

George and Will have been trying to out-do one another in showing up in my visions & energy field. They're funny. One vision with Will is that he and I are in a room - some sort of meeting. I come in, shake his hand and say something like: Hi I'm Allie, I met you back in Feb in NYC at.......Will smiles and says oh I know who you are. How's your son? His gaze is very direct - like his eyes are looking through me when he says he knows who I am. We have the meeting or whatever we're at. Afterwards, I see him in the hall and tell him that my son and I are going to go grab something to eat - would he like to join us? He doesn't even think about it - he just says yes.

SIGH. I can't wait to see him again. I truly - truly - cannot wait.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bob And NYC!

For the last several weeks I've looked forward to watching "Burn After Reading" today. But did I? No. SIGH. My stupid movie theater doesn't have any afternoons shows when then kids are in school. Blah. Don't they think adults actually watch movies too? So now I have to wait until some evening when my ex has my son for more than an hour or two. I could do tomorrow - but I'm meeting an old high school friend for dinner. And before you ask yes - the friend is male. He happens to be a firefighter out in WY. Actually - he's a Fire Chief in WY. No - there isn't anything romantic here -- that's why we've been friends since we were 5. Besides - did I mention he lives in WY? I'm not moving there. Of course - he is trying to find a job in CA. Any ways - it will be nice to see him.

DREAMERS is a go with my manager and my manager's boss - and let me tell you, that man (as in the boss) is not an easy sell and he thought it was fantastic (give myself a pat on the back for that one). As Iris said - this will be the version that sells. Finger crossed! I brings me one step closer to Will!

I finished part one on Robert's list - I got the outline of the workshop complete:)

Now - remember Bob from a few days ago? He is making himself more known during the waking hours. His energy feels very protective - like a Knight protecting his Queen. In fact. I keep getting fast glimpse of me as a queen and he as my knight. But he was a knight who was very creative - very poetic and smart. He could read - and write marvelous poetry. My king was much older than me, a friend of my father's and I married him out of duty, to unite the two houses. He died protecting me from the enemies of my husbands. We were also lovers - as I can see him touching me very tender like. He had that twinkle in his eye when he looked at me.

So - Bob is here and no matter what I'm doing or working on - he pops up into my third eye. In this life - he is currently married for the 2nd time. He has a few children. The scene that keeps popping my my vision goes like this:

We're in Central Park. He and I are talking about life in general. About our wishes, dreams. I can tell by the way we interact that we've met like this many times. I tell him that he has to either make it work with his wife or let her go. It's not fair to either of them. And plus - I don't play second fiddle to anyone if I'm in a relationship. It doesn't matter how I feel about them. I have more respect for myself than that.

He looks at me, with a sidewise glance - so you do like me? Now don't take this out of context - I say. You just need to make it work - or leave because you want to leave. That's all I'm saying. So in order for you to get your head on straight - I don't think we should meet like this any more. I couldn't look him in the eyes - they looked -- wounded. Tears were hanging on - he struggled to keep his cool. Then - I hugged him. It was a long hug, nether one of us wanted to let go. I pulled away, and I had tears flowing down my face. He's like - you're crying -- you do care about me. I get pissed and start yelling at myself -- you had it under control - why did you hug him you idiot.

He wrapped his big ole arms around me - and it felt so snug and protective - like I was safe from the world. But I pushed away and told him good - bye.

I walked away - his eyes stared right through me. My legs felt like lead - it took everything I had to move forward and away from him.

Then the vision shifts -- I'm not sure how far after this happens.....a messenger comes to the studio and drops off an envelope for me. I open it up and it's a copy of Bob's divorce papers with a note - Meet me and Franks at 10:00 pm.

At 10:00 I walked into Franks - he was waiting for me.

Then it was over.

So being the person that I am - I looked up Franks in NYC and got this: http://www.frankrestaurant.com/ And this was it -- this was the place from my vision. I know I will certainly have to scope it out.

When I do meet Bob in person (and I know I will) - it's in that crowded room - I feel him staring at me - I immediately look right at him and when I do it's as if someone hit him in the stomach. He smiles - but I can tell there's that "what in the hell just happened" look.

Before I forget - I wrote about an OBE with Bob. I also asked Maria about him - I'll post the reading when I get it.

I got a new tarot deck today - The Wisdom of the Avalon. I drew cards for Will - Merlin & the High Priestess came up - I drew cards for Bob - The Grail Knight & The Bee. Both got the Spider card. So to make a long story short - I work on creative projects with both of them - with Will what I see will come to pass and with Merlin in the midst, everything will unfold as it should. With Bob - the bee brings good luck and the knight -- protection.

I have to work with this deck more - but what I see so far I like.

Damn -- just had an "ah-ha" moment. I was upset with Will becasue he pulled away. He was upset with me because I pulled away - and in his eyes I was "moving on". But it wasn't me or him that pulled away -- it was IRIS! She put a wall between us - it was the only way I would get DREAMERS done. Big fricken DUH ALLIE! See Will - I told you there's no reason to be mad at me.

Need to get to bed - I'm one tired pup!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Three Guides And Energy!

Today I was starting to think that either I forgot to put my clothes on or I only put half on and had pasties on my nipples. Why? Guys kept looking at me while I was out doing errands today. I checked to see if I was "too cold" - nadda. Nothing hanging from my nose. I was perplexed. Until I felt Andrew by my Mini Cooper. Ahhhhh.....I thought - that's why. So I asked him if he put the love mojo on me or something like that. His reply - something like that....you'll get used to it.

I told him if he's doing that - go sprinkle it on the RIGHT person. Not some Joe Farmer here in Wooster. He told me not to worry about it - but to tune into him when I got home.

Okay - so I get home. Right away Robert and Ethan show up. Robert is saying that I need to prepare for the OBE workshop. I need to finish the book. Plan my next step in the OBE world. Copyright or trademark my process. Ethan jumps in -- no, she needs to work on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. She needs to have it done by mid October. She needs to have the OBE by mid-October - Robert quipped back.

SIGH.

So I speak up - HEY! Guides don't fight - they guide. Do I have to call Iris back? Silence from both of them - lol. In a calm voice they both state that I have to have the respected projects done. I told them that I agree. But -- I can't do both at once. With the OBE it would be nice to have someone to guide me - like a coach. Robert took offense to that. He says that I don't need a mortal - I need to listen to him. He'll tell me the steps. So I had to bite here - I asked, what are your steps? This is what he said:

1) Work on the workshop for both Oct shows. They can be the same workshop as they are both 50 min shows. Write the workshop like you would a spell. Do the beginning, the end and then the middle.
2) Have that workshop copy written or trademarked (he said whatever you humans call it) as that process will be the basis of my in-person weekend workshops.
3) Finish the OBE book by end of Oct/Nov
4) Have it in print in Jan for Valentines Day 2009

I thought that it sounded like a workable plan. He was pleased about that. Ethan chimed in - what about BT? I told him that I have a plan for BT. I'm going to rewrite the structure part of it until the 24th or so - when mercury reto kicks in. Then for the next week I'm going to take a character a day and work on their dialogue. I'll have it to my manager by Oct 4th. Then she and I can work on any rewrites until Mercury goes direct on Oct 15th. Finished....I know I cannot get it done by the time mercury goes retro - so I have some time to get it done - and done right.

Both guides were happy.

Now Andrew (who had been standing back watching all this) steps forward. He asked me if I would work on my heart chakra - to open it up more. I said sure. He said that Will has been consciously connecting to me over the last two days. I told him - I know. He miss you. I know - I said - it's mutual. Because he's consciously connecting to you, your energy is shifting to a higher frequency and it is absorbing his feelings for you, your soul is responding by putting out the energy signals for him. I jumped in -- so that's why these men are looking at me like I'm dessert? Because my energy is projecting a certain frequency to Will? Andrew said - yes.

Oh hell - I said. Is there a way for my energy not to do that? Sure he said, you could close yourself off from Will again - then he'll close himself from you and you two will be back to where you were this summer. Well I don't want that. I want to move FORWARD. Andrew agreed. Then he chimed in - you better watch Will when George enters you life.

So me being me asked -- so they'll both be in my life at the same time. Andrew said - yep. And Will won't want George around - but George will try to smooth things out with Will.

I asked Andrew - any idea when I'll see Will next? He smiled and said -- sooner than you think.

And with that all 3 were gone.

Will has been around a lot the last two days. Not so much that I can't get anything done - but quite a bit. It's been really nice to know he's right here again. Let's hope this time he doesn't go anywhere.

Now for the dream I had last night that I can't put my finger on the why. I walked into a restaurant - where there was some sort of party going on - like a retirement party or new hire - something like that. Seated at a long table was this man I'll call Mike. I felt him staring at me as I was in another part of the restaurant picking out a dress to wear to my cousin's wedding (which is at the end of Sept). He walked over and introduced himself - I smiled, intro back and then went on with what I was doing. People kept bothering him - women mostly - he is a well-known person. He was persistent and kept walking up to me and suggesting what dress I should buy. I finally bought one (at his suggestion) and as I was leaving he asked if he could call me sometime. I asked why? He said because he would like to take me out. I was hesitant - I gave him my number.

We went out a couple of times - had fun. Next thing I know is he and I are swimming in the YMCA pool here in Wooster. I'm standing next to him in my swim suit - I tap his abs and say - now that's a body. He blushed and laughed. I asked if he was going to help me get in shape - and he said if that was what I wanted. We're in the water and he has one arm around me and is twirling me in the water. He commented that this was a nice pool. I said that yes it's nice - but although I have a membership - I haven't been here since Feb (which is true) - and that my son never picked up his membership card yet (also true). Mike said that we'll be at that pool every day. I'm like - every day? He said yes.

So later on we are walking into the same restaurant where we met - and as we're walking in I hear a couple women talk among themselves is if he's so and so. I leaned over - smiled - and said , yes he is. Then I woke up. Why I would have a dream like that about a guy I don't know, who's not my type, and the odds will never meet - is beyond me. Andrew said (just now) that he has stumbled upon my blog just recently. But I still don't get the dream.

Hummm...

For those of you who voted for me yesterday - thank you! I greatly appreciate the help. Remember you can vote once every 24 hours:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill, Atlantis And Energy Work!

All I have to say is why didn't I think of this:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250280309940

God that would have been great!! HA! But that's long over and I'm finally - I do believe - all over it. I feel that over the last year no matter how happy I was to be rid of the negative weight my marriage brought me - I still held onto some of the anger. But oddly enough - I just woke up this week and it was gone. Don't know why - don't know how - but that doesn't matter. I also had an unexpected shift that resulted in a determination to move out of Ohio. Sure I've always said I wanted to -- but now I'm determined to -- that's a whole different ball game.

I'm getting ready to leave for FL. If you've emailed me and I haven't gotten back to you yet - the odds are slim that I will before I leave. Although I am taking my lap top with me. This only in case I'm inspired to write - I've had some interest in Dreamers so I have to redo that again. I'll be by the gulf - lounging on the beach for 5 days - and I do get my best ideas in and around water -- so you never know. The lounging part al depends on how much my father drives me crazy - or the combo of my father and my son - through my step-mom into the mix and I just don't know. It won't be a dull trip - that's for sure! My son is excited that I won't work (technically) for 5 days - he's excited we get to play all the time:) His favorites games are Trouble and Uno! I'm trying to get him interested in Clue - but so far no deal.

My son is all signed up to go back to his school upon our return from FL. I don't know if it was good or bad that the principal remembered him by name. I'm thinking bad. He's kind of of excited to go - that should last maybe a week - probably more like 3 days. I'm working on him energy wise - the laying of the stones is going well. I am also working on him after he goes to bed with what I call Energy Smoothing. It's taking the uneven parts of his energy field and making them smooth. I don't do this over him while he's asleep - but I stay in my office while he's in bed. I can zone in on his energy field and pour colors into his energy field or take the excess away. Then it's like my hands go over his energy field to smooth out the rough edges - it's a pretty cool process that I had a dream about weeks ago. I had forgotten about even having the dream until I went back through my dream journal the other day. In the dream I was in Atlantis. I was working on Ted's energy with the process I described above. As I was working on his energy, Bill was placing different crystals/stones in this water channel that ran around the outside of the crystal bed Ted was on - it was very cool. I would shift energy, Bill would then change stones and I would fine tune Ted once again. This went on until when Bill changed stones - Ted's energy wouldn't flux, but stayed smooth. I haven't quite figured out how to incorporate the crystal table/water channel with stones. Unless I worked on him while he took a shower - and I could but some crystals/stones around the tub. Humm...

When I get done with my son - I should work on Ted. That man and his energy - dang it's all screwed up. I don't see how that man functions on a day-to-day basis. His face/energy did come by yesterday - but it was a very short visit. It was almost as if he was checking in on me and then he left. I tried to get him to come back - no dice.

Bill is in my dreams a lot lately. Mostly we are doing the same thing we always do - pour over notes, books and maps. This last dream we were in a very dusty, moldy - haven't been touched in over 200 years - type of room. Whatever clue we found in the previous dream led is here (I, of course, didn't write that dream down). Both of us kept coughing because of all of the dust we stirred every time we moved. We were looking for a book that had 3 interlocking silver circles and the circles were interlocked so that it formed a triangle. We searched and searched and finally found it. Bill removed it from the shelf and we thumbed through it. There wasn't anything there. He was complaining - and I took my flashlight and shown it into the empty space where the book has been. I saw something.....told Bill to come here and we removed some books. Back into the shelf was a 3 stone lock - meaning there were places for the placement of 3 stones. We looked at one another - we need Ted. Both of us looked panicked - Ted isn't the most reliable one on the planet these days. Bill said he'd work on him -- and he left, I woke up. No wonder Ted's energy came through earlier in the day (it just dawned on me - duh), we needed him in our dream visit.

Iris told me this morning that her time with me is almost over - at least for now. I asked who was coming next, she said my guide Andrew. I asked if he was my great uncle Andrew who was actual my grandma's 1st husband (had pneumonia and died - then she married his brother - my gramps). When she answered me - I had a hard time receiving her answer as my brain got involved and wanted it to be a yes. So I took a step back, cleared my mind and asked to see a picture of my guide Andrew. It was a picture of my Uncle Andrew. I'm curious to see how this is going to play out as the stories I heard from Grams about him was that he was a very loving, kind and gentle man. Nothing like his brothers. I asked Iris what is his purpose with me? She said to find love. That's a good thing:) But Iris will be here for a spell longer - she said as soon as one thing slips into place in regards to my career - the door closes with her (for now and she stressed the FOR NOW part - lol). She of course, did not tell me what needs to slip into place - but I'm sure it has to do with my screenwriting -- or -- my OBE Sex workshops.

Last night Will actually popped in while I was taking a shower. No - nothing happened. But the exchange went something like this:

W: It's about time.
A: What?
W: It's about time that you let me back in.
A: Last time I checked you were old enough to use the phone without your mommies permission.
He didn't say a word for a few moments and then....
W: I know. But we're going to see each other soon.
A: We are? Why?
W: Does the why matter?
A: Yep.
W: I don't know the why except that it has something to do with your Dreamers.
A: Why can't you pick up the phone - seriously. Your girlfriend has plenty of male friends and you have plenty of female friends. Why can't I just be one of those friends?
W: Because -- it wouldn't work that way and you know it.
A: Do I now? I know how to say no.
He shot me a sideways look, raised an eyebrow (damn it was cute).
W: No you don't.
A: You do not have that much power of me -- now if you were British AND could speak Italian, you may stand a chance.
Will smiles.
W: We'll see. In the mean time, I can't call.
A: And in the mean time I am not waiting around - nor am I putting the energy into having you contact me.
W: I know. I know. (in a very irritated voice)
A: Now go place house or whatever it is you do and let me finish my shower.
W: You're bull headed.
A: And you're a chicken shit.

And he was gone. He did leave with that cute grin of his. I guess we'll see what happens once I finish the latest version of Dreamers.

BTW -- has anyone seen the trailer to Burn After Reading ? I have to see the movie just because Brad Pitt is such a dork in this trailer -- and George Clooney is not far behind.

I don't know if you noticed or not, but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com this week. Maria's producer, Joe, was in the hospital. He's out and feeling okay now - thanks goodness, he's good person -- and apparently no one has my contact information except Joe. Next week I'll be in FL so I won't be on either.

On that note I am out of here. If anything exciting happens I'll send you a message on the Crackberry. If not - see you in a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

NOLA, OBE Sex Workshop And My Readings!

Well before anyone asks - Nickelodeon took a pass on the project for now. They need some things changed and some established talent w/credits, to come on board. We are invited to resubmit later on down the road. So we'll see. Am I bummed? Not really. I'm so used to being shot down that it really doesn't phase me any more. Now when I finally get a yes - that will register. So back to the drawing board on this - DREAMERS and the new project I just started.

I did not see Will in NOLA and I can honestly say that I didn't care. In fact, I'm at that point that if I never see him again in this life - I'm fine with it. I can still push his buttons 24/7 and no matter who he's with, they'll never be able to do that.

NOLA really was a blast. I met a lot of fabo people while I was there. I did spend Sat. night stumbling down Bourbon St. with my sister and a good friend of mine. We all know that if I start crying - my friend starts calling me a fucking whore and my sister says - it's all good....that we've had too much and it's time to stop:) The only thing that was wrong with me Sun was that I was tired. I never got sick, nor did I have a hangover:) I did go to Jackson Square (which I LOVED) and saw all of the stray cats that the town feeds. I also got a reading by a woman named Fox. I'll tell you what she said - along with Amy, an angel reader - what she had to say in a bit.

My OBE sex talk went well - a few people looked confused - some looked like they were too advanced with what I was trying to teach -- and others had no idea why they were drawn to the talk. That is until they got a reading from me and had "uh-ha" moments! I met many people who are still trying to get their lives back on track after Katrina. Others I met were dealing with discovering and/or meeting with their soul mate/soul clusters. One young woman I met was so gifted at seeing the dead - I mean WOW gifted. She is trying to get a handle on how to help them. One tall spirit guy was standing behind me as we talked and he kept touching me - very interesting. But she is a wow factor -- honestly - she has more of a gifted insight than John Edwards and Sylvia Browne combined (not to mention the original Ghost Whisperer). Anyways - I'd love to see where she is in a few years.

I did do a ghost/vampire tour which was a blast. Our feet hurt so we left it early - but we still had a good time. The French Quarter was nice - I liked the houses and just the "oldness" of that place. I rode the street car/trolley to get to The House Of Broel in the Garden District (where Maria had the show). We were stuck in Atlanta until late Monday night (weather related) - but the time I got home it was early Tuesday morning. And I'm still tired.

Now both readings - very similar in scope. Amy said that I have to trademark my OBE stuff and start doing workshops on my own. Doesn't matter if I have one couple show up - that this is where my bread and butter lies. That it will propel me to an area I didn't think possible. I do agree - I have to come up with something and I would love to give workshops on OBE sex - my problem is that I don't know how -- meaning I don't know how to come up with a curriculum. I guess I could base it on my OBE email class? And what I'm putting in my book? What else? Both ladies said that my energy is not putting out the right vibes to attract a love - that I'm prickly. Both wanted to know about the fireman and that I shouldn't keep him at arms length. Both said I scared off Will (by him reading my blog) and the person he is with doesn't scare him - he's more in control with her. Whatever. Both said that they doubt that Will and I will do what we have to in this life as he's too scared to take the next step. So oh goody - I get to come back and do this again.

Amy wants me to evoke Aphrodite. Say she wall help me lower my guard and allow someone into my life. Fox said I won't be getting laid till about forever. Both said that I have to focus and not to dawdle with what is in front of me - take the bull by the horns - etc....

Let's see money will continue to be tight but I will find a way to make ends meet. 2009 will be a great year - more money will start to come my way end of 2008. That's all I can remember.

I did feel something shift while I was in NO - I have to idea what, but it was good and had to do with my career. Time will tell.

Back to thinking about the OBE workshop. 3 days - one day per method. Ohh..I just thought of some wonderful oils & incense combos that would be a fabo part of the workshop. Plus crystal sex toys - oh yes - you heard correctly. I did have some OBE experiences while in NO. I have to find the time tonight to write them in the OBE sex blog.

Just so you know - I will be in FL from Aug 16 - 20 with my son to see my dad and step-mom. Then my son starts school the next week. Dang - where did the summer go?

My email is so scary that I don't even want to think about it. But I will eventually get back to everyone.

Oh - I did Maria's show live in NO on Monday instead of being on today -- but you probably already figured that out. I still would have loved to have my own show on Psychiconair.com - but I guess that it wasn't meant to be.

Which gets me to thinking about an OBE sex radio show - again. What in Goddesses name would I have on that show? Readings - sex & love - obviously. But what else? I wonder if I could have a co-host? Hey Matt (he knows who I'm talking about)...what do you think? Okay - I'm just thinking -- and on that note...

...I'm off to get my shower!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Raindrops, George and New Orleans!

"Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head" - I swear to anyone who will listen I can't get this song out of my mind. Each time it pops up, I can hear/see George singing it. I have no fricken clue. But I hope that this song will have provided it's purpose soon so that I can move forward to another song:) Maybe the man likes the song -or the rain? Maybe both? If there is a message in there - I don't get it. Unless seeing George is the message. The man could show up in New Orleans - he does have friends there.

I would probably have a heart attack if I rounded the comer and ran into him - no correction, not him - but Will. Who -BTW - over the years I've had dream visits with him in it where we were in NO. The man does like the city. Last night's dream visit had me checking into Hotel M (where I'm actually staying) and seeing him in the lobby. I don't know whose heart skipped more - it was rather humorous to se the look on his face and I know I must of mirrored him. Any way - he immediately gathered himself and said hi, asked how my son was and why as I in town. I explained why. The next day he showed up to get a reading -- lol. That woke me up. I laid there for a bit thinking to myself - so what would come up in a reading for him? Besides that I'd be the best sex he'd ever have :)

I've had a feeling that this weekend will be pivotal to me in some manner. I'm not sure how - just that feeling I get. I did throw down a few tarot cards and got The Sun, One of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, Queen of Cups. So I know whatever it is will be good - I just don't know what exactly. The cards portray a mix between money/career and romance/love - so many I'll get a little bit of both. I really can't wait to head out of dodge though - can't happen soon enough.

Although I am still working on DREAMERS - I'm now working on a sci-fi/action pitch for a feature. So I'm not entirely sure when I'll be able to write again in this blog this week. I am however taking the crackberry so if there's any interesting updates....

No more visits from Bill since last week. But I'm in the "I can't sleep mode" and Tracey has her headaches, so something is going to happen.

With the fireman - no worries, slow is the only speed I'm on.

Ths is a short entry - but I haven't had much time for anything to go on today:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Very Quick Update

From spending most of the day at the vet (and this dang heat which makes me very tired), I am very behind. Here's a fast update:

- If you sent me email -- it's in ever growing stack. I'm gone all weekend - so I will try to respond on Monday.

- My son did really great at the EEG for his brain (it was cool to watch the brain waves). No test results yet.

- The pitch at "Nick" went great - from our end it couldn't have went better. Nick said this was the magical world they were looking for. They have a couple of magical type shows in development (but not on the lineup) - so we'll see. Now it's a waiting game.

- Brodie is doing better. His lungs are improving. Took a scan today of his heart - will know something on Monday.

- Still haven't had time to make up my mind for more readings.

Both the kid and I were stung by hornets (him yesterday - me today). I have a nest -- and a spray to kill the @uckers -- but I'm scared to do it. SIGH.

Okay - gotta go, have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychic Stuff, Readings And WTF?

Dang it's hot. I don't realize how hot my office is until I go downstairs - wow - what a difference. And where are 3 of my 4 cats -up here with me. They did throw me a look kike - are you ready to put in AC now? Nope - I'm not. So here we are -- a bit hot & muggy, but otherwise okay.

My son is so nervous to go to the Cleveland Clinic tomorrow for his EEG (I think I had called it a EKG) of his brain. I had to assure him that all they were going to do was to place electrodes on his scalp - and they'll ask to breathe certain ways - flash a light in his eyes -- all to see if his brain has mini seizures. I'm sure he'll be fine and the test will turn out perfect. But we're going cause the doc suggested it. The kid has a thing about anything feeling "pricklely" or sticky on his body. He was almost having a fit when he was thinking about when they remove the electrodes! Sticky stuff in his hair -- and there may be pain! The kid was funny. I calmed him down enough. The clinic wants him tired for the test - so I told him he could stay up as late as he wanted tonight -- that make him feel good.

Tomorrow is pitch day for Nickelodeon - fingers crossed!

I was tweaking a few things on Liveperson & Keen last night -- and I know I shouldn't have done this -- but I started looking around at the prices of other readers again. It made my blood boil. I found one on Liveperson for $20.00/minute - what the hell? AND people are actually paying it! WTF? Come on guys -- does anyone but me think that this is in excess? I could see a sex hot line charging that much (like Nite Flirt) because you're just there to get off, you're not vulnerable and seeking advice. It just rubs me the wrong way. I pray to the Goddess above that my ego never gets that big that I charge someone $1200/hr for my psychic services.

BTW -- I've had several people contact me about Cheat Peeps. I'm good -- and I'll be contacting the people I've already talked to to chat again about what I need.

New readings - I'm still thinking about adding a few more from what's been suggested to me - because they're all good. But I haven't had time to really give it thought -- so later on that one.

I really enjoy giving sexual energy readings. The ones I gave the hosts for the Unexplained World and for The Maria Shaw Show (Psychiconair.com) were very short. There's only so much time in the slots I was on air - so I had to scale back a bit on what I wanted to say -- but I just love doing this. Any ideas for sexual readings would be appreciated - and if it's picked - you get one of those readings for free. So put on your sexual thinking caps!

Will, Bill and Ted have all taken a giant step back - I have no idea why. George has taken a step forward. I'm sure there's something for me to learn here - I just do not know what it is. And if Tracey's work with the guys is over (which it is) what in the hell happened? I still haven't gotten that call from Will (Iris is here saying - be patient, you will). It's not that I'm not patient and it's not like I want to jump into something with the man any time soon - but I would like to talk to him. George seems just as baffled as I am to why he is right here now. But he's smooth about it - I guess I could say - reminds me of Frank Sinatra smooth. I know that for the last few days as my headaches have come back and my sleep patterns are screwed up - that it has to do partly with him and maybe the guys somehow. I do know that a big life change is on it's way. When I throw the tarot cards down to see what -- I keep getting the Tower card. Now the Tower I don't consider to be a bad card - I just see it as being blindsided and your world is drastically shifted into another direction.

But WHAT direction?

Iris and I had a chat the other day about marriage. I asked her if I really had to get married again in this lifetime in order to fulfill a Destiny Marker or my Soul Path? She said no - but that I would be in a committed relationship. I can do that - committed. But I honestly never want to do the marriage thing again. I don't see the purpose in it. It's not that I'm against marriage - I just do not see it's logical purpose in this day and age - especially with the divorce rates as high it is. It's not the 1950's any more - women work outside the home, you don't have to be married to have children. Plus since we all have several Life Partners to help us on our Life Path with our life's lessons - the odds of getting divorced are astronomically high. Luckily for me - the man I am supposed to be with views marriage the same way I do:)

BTW - Mr. Client Guy - dropped off the face of the earth. I haven't chatted with him in over 2 weeks. Oh well. I'm okay with that.

Thank you for those who have been my psychic pimp:) Please keep it coming - I have a feeling when I take Brodie to the vet again on Friday - it's going to be a hefty bill.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

An Upcoming Shift, Dreams & Radio Show!

I've done nothing this weekend but chill with my kid and play Halo 3 on the X-Box. I did manage though to actually update my Cheat Peeps web site/blog - with some more stuff on me and a change in prices. I need to hire someone to do blog postings on affairs, cheating, divorce, online dating and so forth. I just don't have the time to do that - which is blatantly obvious by my lack of attention to the site.

Fingers crossed for Thursday - this is when my show is being pitched to Nickelodeon. Send positive vibes please!! I wish I could tell you more about it -- but right now I can't. That said -- it's such a cool idea that even my mother loved it. And she's very hard to impress.

Depending on the outcome of my show - whether or not Nickelodeon and/or Disney turn it down or try to pick it up - will help me to decide whether or not to go for my PI license. It's something I'd be damn good at - but if I'm doing the show, there won't be any time to be a PI, so why get the license? If both networks say no - then the universe is trying to send me in another direction. Maybe I was a detective in a past life and that's why I love it so much? No idea.

Over the weekend (and last Friday) I did look around Live Person and even do a few readings. Revamped Keen a bit too. Let me tell you - I'm shocked at what I see. The prices the psychics/readers are charging is unreal. And that someone would pay it? Oh good Lord! I saw some at 6.99/minute - others at 9.99/minute and still others at $16.00/minute! I think $4.99 is too much! I'm at $1.99 for now, and I'm sure it will go up. But gosh - $16.00 a minute? Granted - psychics need to charge for their services - no doubt about it. But isn't some of this greedy? I don't know -- seems like some are in it more for themselves than to help other people -- it just ain't right. But in all professions there are people who are into it more for themselves -- these people usually get stuck or find themselves backed into a corner with no place to go -- especially when they need help. Oh well....

I just finished with The Unexplained World (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw) and had a blast - knew I would. When I logged on my phone came up as straight 11111111 against the board and at the same time of my connection - I lost my internet. Gave the 3 hosts and Ed's wife sexual energy readings. I love doing those! If you click on the link you'll be taken right to the show's page and the show I was on is the one that pops up & plays. Will be that way for the next 2 weeks - you can also download it to your MP3 player. They talked about me going back - looking forward to doing just that.

I wanted to write in the blog tonight (this morning) as I'm not positive I'll have a chance mid tomorrow. Brodie (the black lab) is not doing well. He still is struggling to breathe - he's in a constant stage of panting. So I'll be calling the vet 1st thing in the morning. I know the universe will have my back - but dang I hope I can afford the next onslaught of medical bills.

I need to move my office into the bathroom. I told my son that and he almost birthed a cow - lol. But really - I get my best story ideas, visit from guides/angels/deceased - plus "ahh ha" months + OBE Sex in that dang bathroom. Anyways - this time my "ah ha" had to do with dreams. The dream world is comprised of an infinite number of dimensions (kind of like the show SLIDERS or STAR GATE) where every door, window or mirror can be a portal to another dimension. And something in one dimension may not look the same in another dimension even though you're in the same spot in both dimensions. So when you are in a dream and you have a random series of events happening to you as you travel through this dream - you are going through portals to different dimensions and while landing at the same "sector" as the previous dimension, the lay of the land is completely different (or in some cases slightly) because of how that dimension is run. That's why at times we have some whacked out dreams of seaminglessly random things happening during a dream - we're dimension hopping. Once I realized that (as I was sitting on the potty last Friday) my jumbled dreams actually weren't so jumbled and didn't feel that way upon awakening.

Whew!

I also realized that I'm so dang blessed with the people I know -- that I could just do a happy jig! No - I'm serious. I'm blessed and I thank all of you for making me that way:)

Also - depending on the outcome of Thursday/Disney/Nick - I may add a weekly live radio show to my mix. I keep getting the urge to do that. I don't know. Would you listen? Would you listen to that and the podcast? They'd be 2 separate shows. I'm rather attached to my weekly rambling podcast and I'd hate to give it up. Maybe have the live radio do reading too - chat about sex and have a guest on? Maybe a co-host or a slew of regular guests? Hummm.....

I have a headache coming on -- must mean a visit from one or all of the guys. I discovered that I can get burned out by the guys. All of them - doesn't matter who. I must put up a wall - or maybe they do - when we've had enough of one another. My wall came down - I'm ready to rock and roll again.

I feel that shift coming up. I should be sleeping - but I'm not. Granted - my energy is up from the radio show - but normally I'd be in bed now sleeping. When I'm awake -- that means a shift - headache - shift. Something good is coming my way! Ya-hoo!

In case you guys didn't know or forgot -- I will be in New Orleans Aug 2 & 3 for Maria Shaw's psychic fun fair: 2220 St. Charles Ave, New Orleans, LA, 11a.m. to 5p.m., Admission $10 includes hourly lectures, Readings $10. REALLY looking forward to this. As you know I only do in person readings at these fairs - the next one won't be until the end of Oct.

Three books I need to find time to write: OBE Sex (finish), Psychic Scams & 101 Ways To Bust Your Partner (meaning cheating/affairs).

BTW -- thanks for the great reading ideas! I'll take them all into consideration.

And on that note I'm going to force myself to go to bed -- I have to get up at 6:00 am and it's midnight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Brodie looked better this morning - he isn't panting ALL the time. But I still made an appointment for him for Friday!

Odd, Ends And Me Bitching!

I hope my brain doesn't fall out over the next two weeks. Seriously - I hope not. The kid is home with me for the next two weeks and if they go like this last week did - I'm in trouble. He's really pushing those boundaries and that mouth --- talk about having to count backwards from 100 so I wouldn't kill him. And he's grounded - from everything that he loves (that usually keeps him out of my hair as I work) - which in turn is punishing me. But - I can't give in -- and I won't.

Phase one with Nickelodeon is complete - and the project passed. Now we have to go to phase two and pass through a test in person (not me in person but my Rep's) - and this will not happen until everyone is back from their vacations. We're looking at the week of the 14th. Fingers crossed for that:) I've done my own tarot reading on it and it looks really good. Hopefully I didn't put too much of "me" into the reading and skewed the results.

I feel like I'm in a big void of nothing. I have all of this stuff that I need to do - but no excitement to do it. All of the waiting I've had to do for a variety of things has zapped my "want to do something" mood. I need something to shake loose somewhere. Whether it's my non-existent love life (yes folks, I do believe I have scared off another person and this one already knew all about me), stalled career or beyond hilarious - getting me very stressed out - money situation - something has to move forward. I know something will have to move because change is inevitable - but come on already. Frustration doesn't do well for my complexion.

Yes, I do believe another man has gone running in the opposite direction. SIGH. And no, I have no idea what happened. One second everything was fine - the next nothing. I guess that I'm just not supposed to be with anyone for now. Maybe someone WILLed Mr. Client Guy away? I have no idea. But it doesn't set well with what self-esteem I do have left. I just can't wrap my head around my good for nothing ex having a happy love life - when I can't seem to get a guy interested for more than 2 weeks. UGH!!!

Okay - enough of me whining -- moving on...

The kid and I are heading up to Cleveland soon with my mom to see a dinosaur show up at the "Q" (which is where are Cavalier's play) in a couple of hours. Should be a nice outing. Hopefully the weather won't be too disagreeable and make driving a big hassle. Tomorrow is my son's kid party - should be fun.

Will's been around more than usual the last couple of days. It's been nice to see his face in my mind's again. The two scenarios that keep flashing through my mind are he, my son and I walking into a building where there is a doorman and he knows my kid and I as we live there -- he also knows that Will is a frequent guest. The other scene I see is Will, the kid and I in a small Italian restaurant sharing a pizza -- we're laughing about something. Both scenes are uplifting and positive. I rarely ever have a bad scene with Will in it. Even the fight visions I get aren't that bad because the make up sex is well worth the fighting:)

Speaking of sex - with Tracey's healing on Will the sexual energy clog that he's had is certainly cleared up. His energy has let me know that he's feeling much better.

Either Bill or Will has been doing a lot of blog checking lately. Not sure which one as both of their energies are strong right now. Could be both - don't know.

An odd last dream last night/this morning --- I was in my house, and my cats were chasing something. It looked like a small dragon - but I thought it was a frog - it had red spots. My cat Cera really kept bothering it. I finally got all of my cats into my bedroom and shut the door so that I could find this little creature and put it outside before it was eaten. I find it -- and what is it - but a tiny cat. Like it got put into a shrinking ray or something. It's a long-haired white cat with reddish & black spots. It looks at me and just lets out the biggest meow! I picked it up and it sits in the palm of my hand, just being as vocal as can be. Now I'm thinking - what in the heck am I going to do with this cat so that my other cats don't kill it? I put it in a an open dresser drawer and think about getting a very large bird cage to put it in. I call my mom to ask what I should do and I wake up.

I just went outside to let my dogs do their business when that butterfly who tried to run into me before - tried it again. It sees me and it's like I'm a magnet. Very strange. I saw orange kitty a few days ago - his front left leg was looking really bad -- and he hasn't been back since.

Off to go get some writing done and then heading up to Cleveland!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Tracey And Sexual Energy!

Thunderstorms have been the bane of my existence these last several days. I've had more trouble with electric staying on and my Internet connection during this time than I've had for years. Dang good thing that Mercury Retro is over or it really would have been bad! I've had a 7 year old attached to my hip and a herd of cats/dogs following me all over the place with the - "help me" - look on their face. Fingers crossed - the weather for tomorrow doesn't include storms. I am however, grateful for the rain, which is helping my plants grow - grow - grow.

Last night - around 10:00 pm EDT - emotions kept coming to the surface and staring at me in the face. Repressed anger, regrets, sadness -- all showing up. As quickly as something would pop up - I'd acknowledge it and it would fade away - and I'd be fine....until the next item came up. I emailed Tracey today and asked how her healing with Will went last night - she replied:

Yes, I worked on him from 9-11:30 PM my time last night. Emotions were his biggest issue. I focused on emotions for at least 60 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But, everything went beautifully. I am going to move onto personal growth next, like fearless reiki, light of forgiveness, deep healing, open heart, inner light, light of truth, inner beauty, soul mate and self love. I am going to do these every night starting tonight at 10:00 PM my time, in the order I mentioned above until he gets an hour of each. This is what the Guides revealed as what he needs most at this time.

So when she started the healing last night at 9 - that is CDT - it corresponded with my 10:00 pm emotional train wreck. So because Will and I are so close, what is being done to him - effects me. Tracey said that she'll be doing healing for the next 9 days, every evening, 10:00 pm CDT. SO by 11:00 EDT, it will be a good idea for me to be in bed, just in case more memories or emotions pop up. I wonder how this is affecting Bill and Ted? I wish I could call them up and ask.

Fingers crossed for tomorrow - Tuesday - my people (I actually have people now - lol) are going to talk to Nickelodeon. Extra positive energy for a good outcome - if you could spare some:) Just so happens that the Nick executives are in NYC. What a shame if I would have to go there!

In between no power and my son being so close you'd swear we were conjoined twins, I did some reading on energy healing - just as I was supposed to. And as I was reading all I kept thinking was -- why does this have to be so complicated? Why do you have to manipulate this to shift that to heal stuff? If the healing energy comes from the Divine and not us (obviously) wouldn't the Divine know what needs to be done where, when and how? Without us doing a whole lot of extra work? But I guess you can't sell books if they are only 50 pages thick - now can you? I mean come on -- I'm reading books by some of the big names out there in energy healing and I'm serious --there are so many terms thrown at me, that even I can't keep them al straight. Keep it simple. You need to keep things simple. That's what I kept hearing Iris say to me -- think back, she said - remember Atlantis - how complicated was it? And if I session back in time, it wasn't that complicated. Sure, there are certain things to do for each illness - but it was still very simple.

Humm....

Which lead me to add some different readings to the Sex Advice part of Gypsy Advice. I added in Sexual Energy Readings. Iris said that one of my missions in this life is to help people with their sex lives -- and in that process I will develop a sexual energy repair/enhance method.

Humm again....

I added a search box at the top of Gypsy Advice's index page that allows you to search both GA and Gypsy Girl Press. There's so much info now on both sites, that I thought it would be helpful to have that.

I'm in the process of rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE -- and for that I've had to dig back into my research. It makes me ill -- really sick to my bone rereading everything I uncovered. When I don't think I can read any more, I flip to a girl's picture - a cute gypsy girl in pig tails, with a wonderful smile and heart pounding brown eyes -- and remember that she died at the hands of Mengele. That spurs me to keep working. She's my poster child.

Okay - off to get my shower and then to bed before the next storm hits!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Energy Healing, OBE Sex And Will!

Happy Solstice everyone! If you're into doing magic and casting spells - today is a doozy of a day for you! The extra emery on the solstice helps any spell manifest. But since today is Friday, the day of love, AND within the full moon range (a phase of the moon is considered 3 days before - the actual day - and 3 days after) -- it really is a kick butt day for a love spell. Over at my Gypsy Magic blog -- I have tons of love spells that can be cast today! But be very careful today what you wish for!

My son - who has been a good kid in all of his summer school activities - told me last night that he is firm, he wants to go back to public school. So I say fine - you will. So today when I pick him up yesterday, his teacher tells me that he has reverted back to his intrusive and not listening days. What gives? I just don't get it. I asked him what was going on -- and he just says but I want to have fun mom. I can understand that - but you have to have fun within the rules of the place you are at. he went back and forth for a bit - and I told him if I hear anything bad today - his x-box is in storage until further notice. He about had a cow with that - but some grumbles later he said okay. (update - he was a good boy)

So there you go - public school it is. I'm still not cool about it - but - it is his choice. We'll see how the year progresses. Hard to believe he'll be 8 on July 1st. He showed me his "whiskers" on his face they other day - lol.

Yesterday when I took him to and from school - I had a white butterfly follow me up and back both times -- then here at home there was a beautiful yellow & black butterfly fluttering around! It's been a while since I've seen any butterflies - let alone having 2 who were hanging around with me.

Today is a busy day. Stupid busy. I should fire the person who made my schedule --wait -- can I fire me? Seems like a damn good idea! I could use the time off - lol.

DREAMERS seems to be okay as is -- and now I'm working back on BLACK TRIANGLE. So don't be surprised - again - if you don't hear that much from me in the next week.

I've been obsessed by this little baby Cardinal (just got his feathers in) who is in a tall bush down the street. He's learning to fly and for the last 2 days he'd stay on the ground. Which would be okay since mom is around - but it is right in the heart of stray cat zone. So I've been going down and putting him back in the bush a couple of times a day (gloves on mind you). Mom's there and both her and the baby are rather used to me now. I have to check on him again today.

Orange Kitty (a new tom cat who showed up on my porch last month) really hurt his paw (wouldn't walk on it) and now he hasn't been on my porch for 3 days straight. Makes me very worried that something horrible happened to the guy. He is so starved for attention that when you do pet him he is soooo into it he scratches the hell of of your hands -- so I have to wear gloves petting him.

Petting - which reminds me of hands - which again reminds me of how hot my hands have been these last two weeks. I'm rather baffled to the "why now" of them being hot. I know it has to do with healing and I'm just going to put my hands on the animals. If I think about healing or my hands being hot - they flare up. I've read more books on healing - and I have my own method. I had always thought though that I would do healing after my entertainment (TV shows, etc...) career was over - so later on in life. I can see Iris here shaking her head. Well, heck -- I wonder what kind of time she expects me to do. Ahh - she is telling me that she wants me to read more before I go to bed - and on my down time (what down time) to put Law & Order on hold till Fall (oh man) and read to relax instead of watching TV. Is there any book I should be reading 1st. Yep - she wants me to re-read my Rosicrucian booklets (yes, if you didn't know I am a member of the order) and at the same time - pick up he Advanced Chakra Healing book and go through it again. But I am not to fall into one method of healing - but take from here and there to form my own method. Just as I said that - I had a flash vision of a crystal grid with someone's picture in it -- to use for distance healing - and if someone is at my place (I'm going to have a healing place - before the castle - Iris says yes?) then I am to configure a grid around them as I work.

So if I am getting what I see -- my energy methods are a combination of crystal grids (and laying on), energy and flower essences. Iris says -- yes girl -- now get busy with your practicing.

It's strange cause I can see it as plain as day -- a person on my table - but it's not an ordinary table, but one that I have had handcrafted from crystal - a cloth covers it so that the patient will not be too cold as soon as they lay down. Around them are grid make from amethyst towers and large chunks of moonstone - there is a door to another room and in this room is a HUGE crystal in the center & sage smoke all around -- and on the shelves sits just about every stone one can think of. I walk into this room to grab what stones I need and go back to the other room. I first place energy into the patient then lay down the stones. As they lay there with the stones on them (soft music is playing) I move over to the flower essences and put together a personalized remedy - I also see myself opening up a putting together a gem elixir. Way cool. This vision rather expands on past images I have had about a healing center - one that is in a castle - but this part of it seems to be in a cave, or in the side of a mountain. And I'm getting a yes from Iris - this part is actually built into a the side of a mountain where there is a fresh underground spring.

Sweet! Iris says that I have to start now with the healing as the entertainment career will help pay for that healing center. But in order to have the center, I have to be a healer. Makes sense to me. But dang it all - seriously - how do I shove it all in a day? I know -- I know -- no more Law & Order!!

Tracey emailed me Wednesday evening after I told her that Bill would be back:

He did show up again Allie - and this time was too funny because this time he looked really strange. He did not look like himself at all. I do not know if he was appearing as he was in a past life or what but he looked dirty and rough I guess. He had a beard and mustache and his hair was darker and he was dressed oddly for him - kind of rugged and dirty I guess. Anyways, he said that he has been working on Will on another dimension - as he realized that Will is having a hard time taking all this in where he is at this time in the physical reality. Bill says that he is able to travel multi-dimensionally - and that he was able to meet with Will on a higher level. On this level, he had more success and he feels like this will help Will. He asked me about doing some healing for Will even though I do not have his permission on the Earthly dimension in the Higher dimensions he is okay with this. So, I tell him that I am assuming that it is okay but I will ask Allie and pray about it in meditation. He says fair enough. He showed me his hands and they were rough looking - not like I would expect his hands to be. He said heal them. I said okay and I started working on him just like I would if someone were in person and his hands started glowing this beautiful emerald green and then they went back to normal - no roughness. He said see what you can do. Thank you. That's all I remember, Allie. So, what do you think about the healing energy for Will and what kind should I do if we think its a good idea - like Reiki, Aura Clearing , Cleansing , Balancing - yadda yadda??

I gave her some suggestions on what she should try with Will and she mentioned that she was going to start with him yesterday. I haven't heard back on what happened.

Iris is saying that I should ask for some volunteers for healing. I will do just that - but not yet. I'll take people in groups of 3 -- I'll let you know when I'm ready. In the mean time - think about it :)

Hell - now she tells me is that I'll come up with some energy combo to aid sex lives - fits in with the OBE sex. Again -- how many hours in a day? Okay, one step at a time - I have to stop looking at the whole picture, even though that is what I see right now. baby steps Allie - baby steps.

And on that note - it really is time for me to get back to work/writing/readings.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Kid, My Family Tree And The Garden!

So I'm almost done enrolling my son into the homeschool program with K12. My parents - bless their hearts - say I'm making the biggest mistake. I said no -- been there and done that when I got married to ex #2:) They didn't find that very funny. I listened to them both a bit (two separate phone calls - one from each parent) on the concern of taking him away from other children, I'm not a teacher - yadda, yadda. I explained again how it all works and then politely told them both that while they are free to express their opinions - I'm free to ignore them. They both know that it really is fruitless to try to talk me out of something once I make up my mind.

And then the kid says something to me -- mom, I don't know if I want to be homeschooled.

HEAVY SIGH

Okay -- I tell him -- think about it, but you have only 24 hours to do so and get back to me.

Now mind you - this is a subject that he and I have discussed at length. Now all of a sudden he's thinking about it. What could have changed his mind? Two words: his father.

Well - it's not like I'm jumping up and down with joy at the thought of teaching the little rascal. Just like a spouse - he is well equipped and knowledgeable of knowing what buttons to push to piss me off:) But, my top goal is to make sure he can learn and adapt enough with his empathic gifts in a comfortable environment without getting stressed out to the max.

I finished putting in the rest of my garden on Sunday. Killed 3 peppers plants in the process. I grow the little guys from seeds, so I take offense when they die. But they suffered from transplant shock. Everyone else seemed to have made the transition okay. A couple are a bit droopy today - but not dead, so there's hope. Now while you're in the garden you feel fine - dirty & muddy - but fine. Two hours afterwards it hit me -- and my body is still hurting. I need a serious body massage:)

Did I ever tell you that on my mom's side of the family - her mom - they did a family tree. Traced my ancestry back to some civil war soldiers, American Indians, over to Europe - all the way back to Charlemagne. I kid you not. So on one side of my family tree I have Vlad the Impaler and on the other side "The Father of Europe". Here's a tid bit on him: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charlemagne Very - very interesting. Add to this my DNA ancestry - my soul past lives of Cleopatra, Atlantis and Joan of Arc -- and no wonder I hate to clean!

Tracey emailed me today. No word from the guys over the weekend. But she is having one of those kick you in the butt headaches. This usually means something is about to happen. So if Bill does not contact her today - she's going after him. I'll let you know what happens.

Turned in the latest of DREAMERS. We'll see.

That's about it for now. Usually when there's not much to report is right before there's a lot to report:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill and Tracey!

My lower body is fricken killing me. And no, I didn't get lucky last night. I had karate yesterday - twice. My private lesson and then the lesson with my son. In the morning I was flipping people and learned a new kick - had a blast. In the evening my son flipped me a few times and he learned the kick I did that morning as well as both of us learning a few moves. Last night when I went to bed - no problems at all.

Getting out of bed proved to have it's own set of problems. I was like - WTF? Wow -- what a difference a day makes. My son and I are taking the summer off from karate - he thinks it's to give us a break - but actually its to pay for his eye therapy and other things he wants to do this summer. Plus his 8th birthday is July 1st (I can't believe he'll be that old!).

Of course this morning I couldn't believe how old I felt! HA!

I woke up at 2:58 last night and couldn't go back to sleep for about an hour. Will and Bill are rummaging around and keeping me awake. When I woke up I knew I had just come from seeing them - but I don't know what happened. I asked Iris to clue me in and she said that it's better if I don't consciously know what was said. To me that sounds like I'd be really pissed if I knew. But I was awake, and trying to fall back to sleep kept bring up images of those two fighting. I finally feel asleep in time to wake back up again.

I emailed Tracey Monday night and told her to watch out for the two of them - I just had this feeling....she emailed me back and said that Bill already visited her Sat night in the midst of a Reiki session and then woke her up with a start Tuesday morning at 5:00 am CDT. I write back to say that I woke up at 6:00 am EDT with a start - we both knew it was Bill. She told Bill to go away both times, as she was busy -- I told her he'd be back. She wrote me back twice yesterday:

Well, Allie, I went back to sleep and I guess I must have been in a coma because I just woke up. So, surprise no more because they both visited me in my dream.First, Bill and I are in this office with a long table. We are sitting at the end of the table. There is a large window at the end of the office.

Bill tells me that has pissed off because he stepped back to allow Will to come forward and the bastard (his words not mine) has not come through. So, he wants me to sit in on a meeting with Will. He tells me he has called him in under the pretense of talking to him about a business opportunity. I say okay - so what am I to do? He says, you are my assistant - here....and he hands me a laptop. I say okay?

He says the plan is confrontation time. Either he will come forward with Allie or I will. I am tired of waiting around on this. I tell him okay. (Its obvious he's in charge)

It was ten minutes to eleven in the dream and Will was to be there at eleven. At ten minutes after eleven we get a call on the speaker phone that he's on his way to the conference room. At eleven, eleven he arrives.

He comes in and shakes Bill's hand and Bill introduces me and Will shakes my hand and stares at me for a long time and says, okay, what's going on? He is looking at me!

Thankfully Bill says, Well, Will, (very condescendingly) here's the deal. I stepped back from Allie. to allow you to move forward and you are not coming forward so to put it bluntly ...... WTF is your problem and are you going to show up or not?

Will, looks stunned - and then he says, you know, Bill, (condescendingly) I don't owe you an F'ing explanation. Bill says I think you do! I am the captain of this team!

Will says well, then I quit! Bill says you can't quit, you idiot! Will says well, I am not sure what I am doing. Bill says, clearly! (condescendingly)

Then Will goes silent - and Bill does a lot of yelling - with lots of F words...........Bill tells me to leave the room. I feel like he's about to get physical with Will.............so, I leave.........

I hear all kinds of fighting - finally Will pipes in with some choice words!

Then Will leaves and slams the door. He kisses me on the cheek and walks down the hall to the elevator and gets in.

Bill opens the door abruptly - and looks at me laughs and smiles and says, I win - and I wake up!

Tracey was confused as to what it meant to "win" here. I told her that one or the other would be back to give her more of a clue. I also told her that indeed Bill and Ted stepped back awhile ago to let Will in. Later on I got my second email:

Well, I could not stay awake. I took another nap.

This time I just got Bill - he said that he has worked out things with Will - he says the issue with Will is that he does not understand all of this fully! (geesh)

So, Bill said that he and Will have to calm down and sit down again. He thinks that he may have let his anger take control and then things got out of control. He's going to let me know when - he's sick of everyone being busy. He feels like he cannot get through to everyone he wants to talk to. He said he wants Ted there too.

He feels like you (Allie) have pulled back and he does not like that because he's afraid that you are giving up and he's afraid you are right that if someone does not step up everyone loses. He also wants you to know his girlfriend is dispensable and he smiled.

He seemed much more calm. He said he is going to stop drinking caffeine again (while he was smoking) and he's going to take a nap. He has not slept in over 24 hours. He's also going to create a less intimidating place to meet. So, he told me to be on the look out for something different and unique!

I had told Tracey that once one of them showed up to tell them that one better step up and soon or no one will need to bother making all of us have to repeat this lesson in the next life -- and let me tell you if that happened I will make sure they have to really - really work to get to me.

Now I'm just waiting for another email from her as I'm sure they showed up last night. The poor girl - she is going to be soooo tired.

Speaking of tired - DREAMERS still isn't where it needs to be. It's the dialogue -- I can't get it. To me it sounds natural - but to everyone else it doesn't. Maybe I just talk weird:) Back to the drawing board on that. Still working on that treatment for the Nick show. Fingers crossed here for me guys -- some light to help me unlock any creativity that is stuck would greatly be appreciated.

I'm on Psychiconair.com and/or AOL today on the Maria Shaw Show in the 11:00 hour to talk about OBE sex and some love magic. Tonight I will be on Global Psychics http://globalpsychics.com from 8 - 9 pm EDT to discuss gypsy magic and do on air psychic readings!

And on that note -- I'm back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Writing, Dreams Visits And Old Friends!

Oh boy -- so much going on here at the Allie household! I did finish another version of DREAMERS over the weekend and sent it in. This one is an improvement over the last (in my opinion anyways). So we'll see if this one will work -- or at least most of it;) In the mean time while I'm waiting for a verdict, I have another project to work on ASAP - it's the TV treatment for the series on Nickelodeon. It's gotten a two thumbs up thus far and I have to flesh out my ideas sooner - rather than later. So that's what I'll be working on every day this week. Don't be surprised if my blog posts are again sporadic.

Friday night I had a dream visit from a guy I'll call Al. We were on a sailboat, it was night and we were sitting on the hull (I believe that is the front - right - or is it the stern?), drinking some red wine. The air was cool - the water calm. We were both laid back, laughing away at something - his arm was around me and it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. I looked at him and asked if it was all worth it? I was talking about his drug & alcohol addictions. He sat there for a few minutes in silence - looked at me and said yes. But would you do it all again the same way - if you could have a do-over? He shook his head - no, he wouldn't. But he would want the outcome to be almost the same as it had been - maybe with a bit more glory and money. I reminded him that if he wouldn't have had his addictions, he would have had more of the glory & money like his friends. He laughed and said - but I wouldn't have made people laugh as hard.

Al looked at me - really gave me a stare - if you know what I mean -- and I asked what he was doing? He replied that everything was going to be okay for me - that it was all working out as it should. I nodded. I asked Al that if I ever saw him in the physical world if he would know who I was. He sat for a minute -- and replied probably not. But you would peak my interest and I would want to know more about you. So eventually I would put two and two together. He told me to be ready for that - to brace myself for running into people that I've known and/or helped in this lifetime and before. Many people are going to want to talk to me without knowing why - and it will bother them on why they want to talk to you - but they will anyways. And as time goes on their fear will subside and they will be happy to speak with you without fear or hesitation. This includes Will you know - and Bill and Ted. I laughed and said - of course it does - kind of hard to separate me from them and visa versa. Al kissed me on the forehead and said it was great to see me again.

Then I woke up.

Saturday night I had a dream visit about Bill (he was also in a separate dream visit that night that I don't remember though), in the mail I received an announcement card with his business name on it (I think -- or maybe from one of his "people"). It was a light blue card in a light blue envelope.

When I took the card out of the envelope, in the center was printed "Congratulations". Of to the left was two stick figures (a man & a woman) holding hands. Under the couple it said "Bill and Allie forever", under that was signed "his initials and a little doodle". I recognized it as his handwriting and his favorite black Sharpe markers that he wrote with.

I was on the phone with his assistant and she said she didn't mail it - so it couldn't of come from Bill. I told her that he's a big boy and probably mailed it on his own - after all, he tends to do things when he wants to in his own special way. I was so elated to be holding this card in my hand -- so very happy that I finally had a sign that he "gets it".

I woke up with a smile on my face.

When Bill is around me more - he is around Tracey as well. I emailed her and asked "How's Bill" without telling her about my experiences - and she had plenty to say about him - lol. He must be in between creative projects or maybe is starting on one. But I'm glad he's back more often.

I had another dream visit Thursday night with this Hispanic male and it dealt with sex and condoms:) I'll write more about it in the OBE sex blog when I have a chance. But for now it's time to make dinner:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Psychiconair.com, Bill, Ted, Will And Destiny Markers!

Think Allie -- think. That's what I've been trying to do for the last several hours since my mom dropped on me that she cannot watch my son while I attend my conferences and do my talks & readings. Work changed her schedule and she cannot have a flex schedule. So she can watch him on the weekends - but Thur & Fri is out. But without Thur & Fri - there's no weekend. His dad is a no (besides the fact that he is completely unreliable - knowing that I was out of town he would take my son to see his children - this is a complete no-no and is in the divorce agreement. But he would do so and tell my son to lie - just like he did several years ago and my kid has horrible nightmares that I was going to leave him because he saw his two evil half siblings behind my back...anyways), my sisters - a complete no as well. I have no friends here - my neighbors are cool and would help with some things if I needed it - watching my son for several days is not one of them.

So what in the hell am I going to do? The only think I can do is bring him. But heck - how am I going to do readings if he is right there? And how can I talk about OBE sex during a workshop if he's sitting right there? UGH! I talked to my son about this and he said he'd do readings too - we can be a mother - son team. I reminded him he'd only be 8 at the time and adults probably wouldn't listen to what he had to say. He assured me they would - lol.

UGH -- I hate not having a plan. I'm a planner - I like plans. I'll figure something out - I always do. I just don't know what right now. I could win a lot of money -- or sell a script and then I could hire someone to watch the tyke while I work and take the both of them.

Speaking of scripts - I'm pretty damn determined to get DREAMERS done sooner rather than later (and no -- I'm not rushing it) especially after seeing Indy. I have no comment really except that Indy's crystal skull needed one of those head shrinkers from a remote Amazon tribe. But I say this as I'll be writing a lot over the next several weeks. Breathe deep if the posts aren't on scheduled every week. I will at least post twice because I have stuff that I need to share with everyone. I get crabby if I don't blog:)

But I will be able to share every week on The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com! I'll be there weekly every Wednesday - starting today - in the 10:00 hour. Today we'll talk about OBE sex -- not sure what we'll discuss every week. I think it'll be a surprise. I'm excited to be a regular contributor. Okay - was just on - from 10:16 or so until 10:30. Chatted about the OBE sex and also the Magical Item of the Week:)

Bill. Man he is back and persistent. But he's not a pain. He's visiting me in my dreams every night - I know he's there - but I don't remember the whole scope of the visits. We are always with a group of people to start with -- we chat for a bit -- then either we are on a countryside or on a ship. None of the visits are draining - all are positive. During the waking hours he is also there, in my energy field, more on the fringe than close in my face. He's not draining - he's contributing. It's almost as if he's contemplating a major life change and he's hanging out with me while he thinks things over. Maybe he'll get married again like Ted did? I have no idea what it is - but I do know he's doing a lot of heavy thinking. He won't allow me any further into his mind, and I'm not pushing it. On the way back this morning from dropping my son off at school, Iris joined me. I asked her why is Bill back? She said he feels you're safe and comforting - he needs to think some things through. But what does he have to do about Will (because I can feel this also has something to do with him) and she replied - who is the one soul who is major competition for your heart - the one Will could worry about? I would guess either Bill or Ted -- she says no -- Bill. When Bill and Ted said bye to you many moons again - it is because Will is to be with you and your energy. They have stepped back out of respect for your twin connection to Will. Both men know that you and Will being together is needed in order for hundreds, many thousands of people to reach their next Destiny Marker. If the stakes were not so high, they would not have pulled back. And Ted wouldn't have felt lonely and gotten married - I add. Iris says - correct.

So since we all have free will - and this includes Will - what if he decides that our connection is too powerful, that it scares him, and he prefers not to deal with it. There's no "what if" Iris says, the Divine will keep putting you two together - or should I say, putting you in his path, until he says yes. This is something that has to happen - if not, then thousands of souls have to do this life over again - and none of them want that. If Will and I are some sort of key to something bigger - why won't you tell me what. Because you'll write about it in your blog, Will will read it, and it'll push him away even further. Besides, it's best if you two are on a need to know basis.

Okay - so why does Will and I have to be together for Bill and Ted? Because you and Will unlock something within one another, that once it is unlocked in you, it will unlock in Bill and Ted - then you 3 can move forth with your destiny. So my destiny with Bill and Ted is separate from what I'm doing with Will? Correct - separate but completmenory - you need both halves. Your destiny will not work unless both halves are activated and for that to happen - Will is it. Okay - so if I get this straight I have two seperate paths which lead me to my destiny in this life time. In this lifetime and beyond - Iris adds.

Then I arrived home and she was gone.

So what in the hell am I supposed to be doing while Will contemplates? His energy has pulled way back and walls have gone up. I'm not treading over there to find out what's going on specifically- what I feel is that he had to attend to some unpleasant things and is now just paying attention to himself. So - I will let the man be. In the mean time -- time waits for no one -- and I'm a busy gal. Maybe not relationship wise, but I have enough on my plate to keep me occupied and out of trouble:) Besides, with my son out of school - who knows when I'll have a moment of peace:)

I have been contemplating - again - studying past life regression. There's no one in this area that does it - no one. You either have to travel to Cleveland or Columbus. Both are about 1 1/2 away in good weather. I found that Dick Sutphen is teaching courses this summer in NYC: http://www.fellowshipsspirit.org/spiritually_based_hypno_plr.php but I run into the problem with my son. No one to watch him so that I can go get training. I have thought about a home study program. I just don't know. I do know that this is something I want to do - I just don't know how to go about doing it. Iris just showed up - she says don't worry about it, it's not on your life's path. You'll design a course of study for people to have improved sex lives via OBE sex - that's part of your path. Move on she says...

Okay - that was one way to take care of that. I still want to do it though - dang it:)

There's only so many hours in that day - speaking of which I got to move on to the next item on my list....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Short Odds And Ends!

Before I forget - again - a reminder that Monday the Mercury Retrograde starts and will be with us until June 19th. It's not a good time to start anything new, move, travel or sign any contracts. However, it is a great time to clean, throw stuff away, tie up lose ends and finish projects.

Got the notes back on DREAMERS - more rewrites are needed - but they're not that bad this time around.

Have you watched National Treasure 2? If you have, the Presidents Book - that is almost exactly how the book looks that I see Bill hold in my Atlantis visions. But the leather is a darker color and the cover is a lot more beat up.

My son played his first Little League game today. They got killed:) But they all tried their best.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dreams, Death, The 1920's And The Crystal Skulls!

This is the 2nd time I've tried to write this post. The first time - when I was almost done - my computer crashed and I lost it. That's how my day has been moving along. Two steps forward and three back. So being pissed at losing my last entry - I took a long break before I tried this again. Plus -- all day I have not been able to post to my blogger account. I've had to switch to the blog being hosted on blogger and then switch back to it being hosted on gypsyadvice in order for anything to show up. What I've been trying to do today is find another blog template for Allie's Two Cents. This one bores me to tears. I wasted half the day looking around and trying to find one that would work with blogger & my site (and yes, I did a search for blogger templates - but they have to be the classic style and not XML) and I gave up. I have been thinking of switching it al over to Word Press since it is a better platform all the way around. It's just going through all the steps of setting up the blog and then transferring all of the current content over (as I say a little prayer).

The last dream I had this morning was my ex husband #2 and I in an airplane that looked like the Enterprise from Star Trek. In the "captains" chair sat a man - I have no idea who he was as I never saw his face, only heard his voice. The windshield of the plane has a shield over it so we could not see outside. It felt like we were flipping back and forth - the man told my ex that he has to get over there and fly the plane. He said no - he can't do it. The man said that he had to - my ex was frantic - couldn't fly the plane. I could feel us spiraling down, he still wouldn't take the controls. I tried talking him into it - but he never would listen to me, so he didn't here either. Next thing I know the shield slid open and I could see the rapidly approaching runway. The inside of this plan was now a Cessna - with someone in the pilot & co pilot seat. Behind them sat my two sisters, behind them my mom and my son, and lastly - my ex and I. I hear the instrument warnings go off. I glance out the window and see the runway under us. I brace for impact -- which was rough and bounced the plane all over the place. I heard a voice yell to slam the brakes as the end of the runway was coming up. I leaned so that I could see and we were at the end of the runway. My son reached his hand back, I grabbed it, We all ducked and closed our eyes. I could feel something go through us. The pain - also went right through me. I could hear the fire trucks coming towards us. My dog Brodie barks and wakes me up - I yell at him to shut up and I fall back to sleep. I open my eyes to see what's going on and I'm outside the plane. The plane is totaled. It's smashed. I know I'm dead. I look around and no one else from the plane is with me - so I figure they are all still alive. As I I move towards the plane, time speeds up so that when I get to the plane everyone is on a stretcher and being carried out. They are trying to revive me. I sense someone next to me -- they tell me that I have to go back. I don't want to. She says that I must -- then she adds in, do you want your ex to raise your son -- good point. You still have a lot of work to do - you need to assemble the council. The council? I ask. She says - you'll figure it out. Next thing I know I'm opening my eyes in my body - I do feel the pain now -- and that pain causes me to wake up.

Now - I laid there for awhile and thought about this dream. The first part felt like I was in my ex's dream. My family was his family for so long that it doesn't surprise me that he would have had them in his dream. When the dog woke me up I glanced at the clock - it would of been time for my ex to wake up for work. So when I feel back to sleep his dream had shifted to my dream. I wish I could remember who the woman was -- I feel she was Iris, but when I ask Iris, she doesn't say anything. It wasn't a dream that worried me or scared me when I finally woke up - just the opposite really. I got the message that I have something important to do and no matter what comes my way - I have to do it. Push ahead and persevere.

I just got an email with the subject heading "Update your penis". Snicker. What would I do if I had one? Stick the tip into the USB port and download something new and amazing? LOL. Spam -- it cracks me up.

Monday night I had a past life dream of the 1920's. It took place in NYC (as all of my past life 1920 vision have) in a Speakeasy. I was in a far corner at a table with two socialites - we were discussing money - main I was giving them a reading on how to advance their fortunes. Bill and Ted were a couple of tables over. An alarm went off - the Feds were here to raid the place. Within seconds the booze was gone - I heard a bunch of bottles drop. I knew that they were swimming in the sewer system. By the time the Feds got in, it looked like a respectable diner. After they came in, Will pushed through the crowd. He might of been a Fed - but just the feeling I got was that he played both sides of the fence. He walked right over to me and grabbed my arm. Bill and Ted stood up. I had a flash vision of this place being turned into a blood bath - so I quickly told the guys to sit down, I'll go with him. As Will lead me from the place -- I woke up.

Both nights I can remember fragments of dream visit with the crystal skulls. In each dream the skulls were present, as well as a very large waterfall and a crystal & stone temple. I can see myself going into a cave, crossing an underground river. But I can't remember any more than that.

Also Sawyer showed up -- we argued about what we were going to go see. I wanted to check out some island - he said he had enough of those - lol. So I suggested going back to the past and looking around - oh no, he wanted to move to the future. I suggested another planet - he wanted another galaxy. So what did we end up doing? Sitting at a bar during the 1940's and drinking some strong shit.

I'm surprised lately how much of an effort Ted is making to telepathically communicate with me. He's been asking - are you there? Have you left? When can I see you? Ramblings on about how crazy his wife is (hell, I could have told him that). I've told him not to be such a stranger and he promises that he won't be. He said that he feels stronger when his energy is connect to mine - I tried to explain why, but he was gone.

I had a moment yesterday where I felt Will link to me and through his eyes I could see him looking at my business card. It gave my energy field a nice rush:)

What else happened? Oh - yesterday I was sitting on the potty doing my thing, when an upper tooth on my left side started to ache (again - an ongoing problem) I asked for some help here - I have no time for pain. I sensed Archangel Michael on my left - then my friend Dave showed up. He told Archangel Michael that he's take care of this. I got so emotional when Dave showed up - I have no clue why. But I could feel his hand over my left cheek with my left cheek getting very hot. It was all very cool (so to speak). He and I chatted a bit - told him thanks. And I could of sworn he tried to hug me but he went right through -- a very funky feeling. My tooth did feel much better.

Off to hopefully get my shower and then call it an early evening. I got my changes back for THE BLACK TRIANGLE and I have some work to get going on starting tomorrow.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, The Crystal Skulls And My Son!

No need to send out Special Forces - I am alive and well. I've just been very busy. The doctor's appointment with my son went as planned- he has the problem with his eyes that we suspected - he has to work 300% harder to focus than the normal person. Explains the headaches, short attention span. We start therapy in June. If I can get to him to do exercises at night (as therapy will cause him headaches) then we'll be in it 3 months instead of 6. And - I hope - it will cost me a lot less.

Finished DREAMERS over the weekend. It got the two thumbs up from my manager - not fingers crossed that the powers that be like this version. I also wrote a rough draft of a treatment for a Nickelodeon TV show. I was surprised how easy it came together. This week I start my rewrite of THE BLACK TRIANGLE and finish up on the unnamed Nick treatment. But the Nick show I set in NYC as I did DREAMERS. I figure if I'm there - would be better to have the two shows close to one another.

But in rewriting DREAMERS I've had some funky dreams about the crystal skulls and Atlantis. In the dreams Bill has that brown leather covered book and he and Ted are arguing about which way to go. I'm off looking at a symbol (A crystal skull in the center of a triangle) on a wall (I believe we're in a pyramid) and call Will over. He and I discuss where we've seen it before - I go over, grab the book out of Bill's hands and flip through it. This symbol is carved over the entrance to the room that houses the Atlantis Time Capsule. Bill and Ted place some big stones under the entrance of our current room (yes, we have seen too many movies). I fish out of my back pack a crystal skull which was wrapped in a purple cloth. I hold face the skull to the symbol on the wall. There was a light exchange between the symbol & the skull and the wall fell back.

We move into the next chamber and there is a thin, stone table in the center. In this table (or actually a pedestal) are three large notches. Bill and Ted took their crystal skulls from their back packs. We told Will it might be better if he stepped from the room - he said not a chance in hell. Us 3 put each of the crystal skulls into a notch with the front of the skulls facing inward. Once we did that the pedestal started to turn clockwise and lower. I remember my stomach feel very queasy and getting very lightheaded. It felt as if the floor dropped out from under us -- and that caused me to wake up.

This happened three nights in a row with each time the floor dropped (I think) it woke me up. Each time I woke up my heart was pounding something fierce and I was too energized to go back to sleep.

I am a firm believer in the crystal skulls and in Atlantis. I base my belief on my dreams, meditations and past life regression sessions. I personally do not think any of the 13 skulls have been found yet. Despite what has been written. I do think that the skulls that have been unearthed thus far hold a wealth of positive energy. The natural disasters that have been happening over the last two - three years, I feel, is to help uncover the skulls. If the skulls had been placed where they were not to be found until the time is right -- it would have had to have been some kick ass hiding places.

I find the legend of the 13 crystal skulls fascinating as I do the myth about Atlantis. It doesn't surprise me at all that the new Indiana Jones flick deals with a crystal skull.

Because I've been writing during my free time instead of writing in the blogs or returning emails -- by inbox is a natural disaster of it's own.

I still haven't uploaded the orb pictures to my computer -- I know, I know -- I'll get one it:)

And on that note - back to work I go:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

NYC, Bill And A Book!

Will. Boy - is his energy strong. I'm so tempted do go rummaging around that mind of his to discover what he's up to. But he'll know I'm there. And he'll probably be a bit upset with me - so I won't. But let me tell you the temptation is strong to do so. I'm so damn curious:) But we know what curiosity does, don't we? It either kills us or makes us stronger. I'd like to lean towards this would make me stronger, but I won't let the temptation get the better of me.

My son is soooooo happy. Why? Because my TV pilot DREAMERS was based in Mass. Well, I changed it to NYC and he is beyond excited. I told you we were going to move there!! He shouted that over and over again -- see mom I am psychic:) LOL. That kid. But I've been working on it - not much time for anything else like writing in the blog or returning emails. So if there's an email from you in that inbox of mine -- don't hold your breath. I have until Friday evening to get this draft done. And now that I switched it to NYC - things are flowing a lot easier.

Tomorrow I take my son in for his series of eye tests. Wish me luck that the sensor motor problem he has isn't as severe as they think it is.

My sister is flying to London tomorrow to go to a concert. A concert. The only reason she's going across the pond. Am I jealous? Heck yeah. She's seeing my 80's groups dog gone it! Rick Astley. Go ahead, roll your eyes, but I just love that guy. Besides, I've always wanted to go to the UK. Hopefully I'll get to go in 2009! You know me and British guys - just love them.

Since I've been back home I'm sleeping better. I still have some of my headache - but nothing like last week - nothing. So the shift did occur over the weekend like it was supposed to.

Bill has been around lately. It's good to feel more of his energy. He has such a way of pushing my buttons - both good and bad. He has been showing up in my dream visits. He keeps showing me this leather bound book that reminds me of one I had in a vision of him, me and Ted about Atlantis. He very insistent that I memorize this book. There are a lot of hand drawn maps, notes and symbols. But when I wake up - no matter how much I program myself to remember what he shows me, it skips away. All very frustrating. I guess when the time comes and I do run into that book in the physical sense, I will have one of those "moments" that click. Besides the book, I keep trying to find Bill. One second he's there in the dream - and then he's lost in a crowd and I run around trying to find him. When I do - it's back to that book which he keeps under his arm. Then he's gone again. Why does he have to jump in and out? Can't he just stay? SIGH.

But with him arriving more often - it feels to me that the stay of contact with me, him and Ted is coming to a close. All I have to say for that is thank goodness!

And on that note - time to get my son, go to little league and then work on DREAMERS!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Catch Up Time....

MI was a bust - damn it all! I did though love seeing everyone. Our bunch of psychics that get together are a good bunch - what happens in the psychic tent stays in the psychic tent - lol. I wish that they all didn't live so far away - or should I say I wish I didn't live so far away. So I drove all the way there, spent $$$ on a really nice hotel room that I stayed in alone, stayed out in the rain for a spell and came back home. I could, though, have had the chance to pick one of several happy-go-lucky college students at the hoedown. I was propositioned many times over. It was a nice esteem boast:) No new hot men on Sunday. I honestly cannot figure out why I had to be there. But even the feeling I had Sunday morning and the tarot cards I threw down as a back up all showed the same thing - I had to be there and it was because of my love life. And that day was Sunday- not Saturday. Completely baffled.

When I got home I threw down the cards again and sure enough - whatever was supposed to happen did happen and things are moving in the direction they are supposed to. I asked Iris - what direction - she told me not to get bogged down by the details. Just that everything will work out. Okay super guide guru - I will take her word for it. The energy though was so charged this past weekend. I didn't sleep at all Sat night. Every time I did doze, I woke up 20 min later with Will on my mind. I'd fall back to sleep and do it all over again. Sunday it was if my nerve endings were on the outside of my body. My mind was going full tilt - too bad my body couldn't even come close to keeping up!

I just wish it didn't have to cost me so dang much to get up there to MI and then not see the fruits of my labor. That said - I am very grateful that we don't live in China or Myanman -- or even where all the tornados hit in the states. So I am grateful for many things....

Sawyer - he's so damn funny. For the last two years (I've lost count of the actual time frame) he has been visiting me in my dreams almost every night. I know he wasn't me to call him Josh - but I won't - just for the sheer fact it bothers him. That man has figured out all the buttons to push on my radar - so if I can push just one on him - I'm going for it. Every dream visit we start off by arguing - every single one. Then we're smart asses (gee - what a surprise) and finally we end up chatting like old buddies about some subject. As much as I really, really would love to turn him into a sexual fantasy (boy would I ) it doesn't feel right. SIGH. So to me he's my Sawyer - the southern sass. Eventually some day I'll figure out why he keeps showing up and what our connection happens to be. He just smiles when I ask him - says I'm the psychic so I have to figure it out. To which I point out -- so are you!

Heath is now good on when to pop in and out of my space. We had a chat and I told him that he can't just pop in whenever he felt like it. I like talking to him and going over the mysteries of life - the why, what and how of things - but there has to be some boundaries. I attributed it to him sitting at a table with Michelle or his daughter and a fan would come up for an autograph. Whatever mood he was in with his table mate - was stopped as soon as the fan arrived. Then once the fan was gone - it was difficult to get back into that mood again. He agreed. So now if I'm doing a reading or writing -- I can sense him show up, but he hovers in the background until I am done. Then he steps forward. Works much better this way.

Will. I'll be dammed if I can't figure him out. He has been right there since last week. So right there that his energy field was my energy field. Which - is the norm anyways - but I don't know -0- the energy fields were closer? I don't know know how to put it. But all my dreams (if they don't have Sawyer in it) they have Will in it. Not a bad way to dream if you ask me. But - I can't really remember the dreams - just that he was there. Now I had a dream visit or two or three with ex husband #1 and I remember some of them -- nothing earth shattering (besides the fact that he was in my dream to start with) just us sitting around talking. He and I were always better friends than anything else - and I always did like chatting with him. I do remember checking in on him to make sure he was okay.

Just got an email - I have to run, get my shower, put on coffee and finish DREAMERS if not tonight - then really damn soon. Wish me luck....I haven't done a real late nighter since college and that was 20 years ago.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Séance, The Dreamer Whisperer And Ask Allie!

I had a first over the weekend - and I have few of those these days. A friend of mine was throwing a party and wanted me to come over and do readings for people -no problem. Then she asked - Allie, can you hold a Séance at the party? I thought - SWEET! And said, heck ya! After the readings were done, we all sat around the dining room table (there were 12 of us - 13 with me - in all). I had three candles in the middle (lit) and some frankincense burning - some nice music in the background.

We held hands and I took everyone through some energy exercises. I then said a short opening speech - inviting the spirits in that are for our highest good into the room. The temperature dropped. It was kind of freaky:) Then we went around the table one at a time and they asked a yes or no question - the answers came through me. We heard something knock over and I had to bring everyone's focus back to the table. Once we were done with the questions I told the spirits thank you for their aid -- to focus in on the flames of the lit candles and to go back to the other side.

We talked about our experiences afterwards. Each person saw images, movies, words in their mind's eye.

It was so much fun that my friend is throwing another party this summer and I'm going to go and do readings & hold another Séance. Whoo hoo!

I'm doing that at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention in Oct - holding a Séance -- it'll be a blast I'm sure!

I found a TV proposal that I wrote years ago -- it was for the Ask Allie radio/TV show. If any of you have ever watched the Howard Stern show, he had his radio show & at the same time their filmed it and placed it on TV. Like that. I would do listeners readings, have on guests to discuss different metaphysical topics, have a daily, numerology forecast -- etc... I forgot that I even wrote this so many years ago. Now I can add to it OBE sex, helping others improve their sex lives and so forth. I still think it's all a good idea:)

Next Monday - May 5th - I'm going to be raising all of my reading prices (and probably add a few new readings to the mix). So if you want the current prices - buy now until next Monday. If you want to buy a reading and hold it until later - that's fine - just let me know. Keep in mind that if you purchase the reading Thur - Sun that I will not be home (and I'm not taking the lap top, only the crackberry) so I will confirm your purchase on the 5th.

I slept ZERO last night. Every time I tried - I got pulled into an intense dream visit. I'm exhausted. This happened Friday night - Sunday night -- I have one heck of a headache. No time for naps. The dream visits were with people I don't think I know in the physical world - but each need my help about something. One was in an abusive relationship (where the wife was the abuser) and he didn't know what to do. She was there in the dream as well. I taught him how he can change his dream and lock her out. And suggested what he should do in the physical reality with his marriage. Another was on the verge of losing her home and having her and her 7 kids on the street. I helped her shift her dream from the dark despair of being homeless to money coming in and everything around her being bright.

Another person had ovarian cancer - I administered healing, another person was depressed after their boyfriend broke up - and the list goes on. I woke up after each dream visit - which is why I remember them. Just call me the Dream Whisperer!

Friday night/Sat morning - Heath Ledger was front and center. He was doing a lot of pacing -- man, and I thought Will could pace. I kept telling Heath he has to cross over - he kept saying that he wasn't finished yet - still had things to do. I told him what my friend Dave was to take him over - and Dave said he did - so what is he doing back here? Heath said that he did indeed go over - but he came right back. His soul hurts - he misses his daughter and Michele something fierce and he can't leave them. He has a lot of guilt.

So since he pulled me into this visit - I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. Then he and I were in a 1960/early 70's big 4 door dark blue car with a white roof. And he's driving -- and we're driving it up this huge (length & width) staircase. And we were having a heck of a time getting it up the stairs. Heath's pissed -- and I asked him why is he doing this? He told me that he promised his dad he'd deliver the car.

Then it switched to a hotel. But Heath disappeared. So I went looking for him. Opened one hotel room - nothing, The next one was my room and I walked in - nothing. But my lap top was on the bed and my screensaver was on -- the screensaver was Heath. I remember thinking to myself - I wonder if that freaked him out -- seeing himself as my screensaver? BTW -- he is not my screensaver in the physical reality - in fact - the guy is not on my computer or in my movie collection at all. So I can't figure out why he's drawn to me.

Any ways - I opened the third hotel door and there was a woman lying in one bed, with her head at the foot of the bed - a man in the other bed - with his head at the top of the bed. I started to close the door when the woman stopped it. She asked if I was looking for Heath? I said yes. She replied that he had an appointment and was down at the shower room. I started to close the door - changed my mind and reopened it -- she said that she had a 9:00 am meeting and really needed to get some sleep. I closed the door.

Now I'm at the shower room - which is a large shower building where men & women can shower - each with their own stall. I see Heath running form one building to shower room and I yell out to him. Now - my son is next to me. Heath turns and looks at us - saying he has to be someplace at 5:00 and if I would come stand guard at the shower so that people will leave him alone.

I told my son that he too needed a shower and for him to hurry up - I put him in the stall next to Heath. I had to keep shooing people away from Heath - they wanted his autograph. Now how rude is that? The man is taking a shower! I peeked my head into my son's shower as it was 4:55 and Heath had to run. Heath flew out of the shower (fully dressed) and I grabbed my son. Heath said we'll talk later...

And I woke up.

When my son got up the 1st thing out of his mouth - I hate it when you make me take showers. I told him that he didn't have a shower last night. He says no mom, in my dream - in my mind you made me take a shower. Now stop it. I asked if he remembered anything else -- he said no.

The pressure just dropped in my office - Heath showed up. I asked what he wanted - he said he was lonely. I told him that if he would cross over he wouldn't be lonely any more. He rolled his eyes and left. SIGH. One thing that he did say before he left is that he is not haunting Michelle. I think she think he's haunting her when all he's doing is standing by to make sure she's okay. There's no haunting involved - he'd never do anything to scare her on purpose.

Will has been around - but at a distance and that's fine by me. He pops in - pops out. Kind of like telepathic pacing. I only wish he would make the decisions he needs to make and then take action. Him keeping himself in limbo is doing nothing but driving him crazy which in turn - drives me nuts.

Speaking of driving nuts. I've been trying to work on DREAMERS. And I say try because my internal critic has been being very naughty. Many negative comments which I keep countering with positive reactions. The negativity in me says to hang it up -- while the positive side remind me that I'm not a quitter. I push forward until it is obvious that I have to change my course. It's not obvious here except that I push forward. So I will prevail - there's no choice but that.

It's been 1 year since I found out my ex was cheating on me - one year that I had that feeling. It was an overpowering feeling too - way overpowering. On my b-day it'll be one year since I had proof of the affairs. And I say affairs as he had his online/phone woman for cyber & phone sex and then the woman he was screwing here in the physical realm. And wow - what a year this has been. My health, attitude, energy and overall well-being has improved 400% as soon as he moved out. What a year, what a year -- and this next year will be even better!

And on that note I need to eat lunch and then to the podcast:)

3 days till NYC - but who's counting:) Me - that's who:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Tonight's Radio Show, My Lackluster Love Life And My Son!

You guys are a great bunch of readers. Thanks for all of the uplifting and comforting emails about my son, all of the stuff we're dealing with and Will. I'm too swamped to reply to everyone who has emailed me - but I've read all of the emails and they meant the world to me - so thank you.

Speaking of email - the back log is frightening.

His teacher called this morning - I was doing a reading and couldn't answer. She didn't leave a message, so whatever it was it's not earth shattering. A week 1/2 till NYC -- my son is so excited - I think more than me, although I'm dreaming about pizza and cheesecake, so I doubt it:) For my b-day I want to go to FAO Swartz. That's someplace I've wanted to visit since I was a kid. We'll show up either for storytime or for the piano players - whichever they have on a Friday. Then I think the Central Park Zoo would be fun since our hotel is along side the park. Sat is a good day to catch a museum and maybe the Empire State building. I'm not over planning anything - no buying tickets a head of time so we have to be somewhere. I'm going to see how the days unfold and take it from there.

I've thought more about the home school. And if the kid is still okay with it come July - I'll sign him up. My thought is that this will force me to be more organized and to learn more patience. Plus - I think that it will make me a more effective teacher for workshops. And for travel - I don't have to worry about taking him out of school since we'll take it with us.

I met an interesting fireman last night online. I met him 1st and then found out what he did for a living. My #1 fantasy turn on -- firemen. So -- needless to say I was pretty darn happy about that. Any ways - we were chatting and he asked what I did for a living. I hesitated for a split second and then said I was a writer. In the past when I've come right out and said I was a psychic & a writer - either the guy ran -- or he was intrigued. When they were intrigued, eventually they would find my web site -- and then my blogs. Then they would run...

So I'm hesitant to say much to this guy as of now. But this got me to thinking -- if I'm to have a meaningful relationship with anyone - it either has to be someone from the blogs or a man who doesn't freak because of what I write. And when I do find someone - and if he is not Will (remember, the man has free will here) - then what happens to what I write - even if he's okay by it? I don't know. Seems to me that to keep a guy longer than a few days, I have to keep this part hidden. But to keep any part of my authentic self hidden is against what I believe. So what do I do? I know - it'll all play out the way it's supposed to. But the whole scenario got me thinking -- if someone from this blog doesn't step up, then how long will I be single? A year? 5 years? 10 years? I remember several intuitive friends (Tracey, Sky and Gabriele) all saying that once I got divorced (they all said this back in 2006 & 2007) that I would be alone for a spell and then get married (not necessarily in the traditional sense) for the final time. But no one could say how long that alone time would be.

Humm... this just all got me to thinking. I'm not bothered by any of it - it was just food for thought last night as I was drifting off to sleep. I'm pretty comfortable in knowing that what is supposed to happen will happen -- so I just go about my daily routine.

Speaking of which - I will be on Blog Talk Radio tonight with Phil Harris: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pharris from 8:00 pm - 9:00 pm EST. I pray that my son lets me get through this with as little guff as possible.

Writing is going slow - but is is moving on this next draft of DREAMERS.

Off to get the kid!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted And Will!

Today's appearance went great on Psychiconair.com! I was on around 9:15 am EST and stayed on until 9:40 am or so. We chatted about astral sex -- had a fun time and I do like discussing things with Maria, Matt and Joe. If you missed my radio appearance, it will be on again this evening from 9:15 pm - 9:40 pm EST.

I've spent most of my day writing - writing - writing the OBE sex book -- and my Ask Allie column. Tonight I hope to get to the next draft of DREAMERS. Every draft gets better than the last. Maybe with this one I'll almost be there...

Bill, Ted and Will have all been hovering close lately. Will closer than the other two. I find it odd. Not sure why I find it odd - but I do. Maybe because I haven't felt all 3 of them this close in a very long time. Not since that day when Bill & Ted said bye - that they were stepping back until Will and I had a chance to meet. Okay - duh moment. Will and I did meet - and these two come back. So now what? Will and I are not together - so why group together now? What's the purpose to close in rank (so to speak)? None of them really say anything or have a whole lot of interaction - they're just there.

I can feel another shift coming - but I have no clue at what it's in. Could be Will - could be my career. I can honestly say I'm in the dark about the "what" - I just know it'll happen. But I want someone to shine a big ole flashlight on the "what". Oh well -- time will tell as usual, won't it?

Will's has been connecting to me telepathically - but they are short connections. Almost as if he is trying to connect during a break and that we are in different time zones. Every time he connects though - he smiles. Which, of course, makes me smile. I love his grin.

Too bad I won't have the chance to do any retreats this year. Remember last year when I mentioned I wanted to do a couple of workshops/retreats of my own (meaning I host it and people show up) - doesn't look like it's going to happen. But then again - it's only April.

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Ted And Psychiconair.com!

My day completely got away with me. This morning everything was going along as planned - on schedule and all. The Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com went great. We talked mostly about OBE Sex. I emailed Maria to thank her and this was the email she sent back " you were great! The big boss was listening and said it was great!!!! We will have you on again " so that was very encouraging to hear. Had I wrote this when I wanted to this morning - you would have known that if you missed me at 9:15 am EST - you could have heard me at 9:15 pm EST as they repeat the program at night. At the end of this blog entry, there an 8 min file of my radio program (thanks David) - the whole talk isn't there - but there's a snippet anyways.

One of my son's classmates died over the weekend - his name was Kristopher and he was only 7. All I know so far is that the little guy got a virus and died. They're doing an autopsy on him. His poor parents - I can't even imagine. My son was friends with him. He's doing "okay" with it -- if he thinks about it he's 1/2 sad and 1/2 mad. The school had a crisis team to talk to the children. We couldn't have started to see the psychiatrist at a better time starting tomorrow. Timing is everything - isn't it?

Speaking of which, I had to go pick my son up at school today. He has been getting headaches now for a couple of months and they seem to be getting worse. Today he had to go lay down at the office so I went and got him. Nothing wrong with his noggin - thank Goodness - so I have to keep a headache journal so we can try to determine if they are stress/tension related or migraine. He sways both ways right now. I'm sure the death of one of his friends hasn't helped his head much.

I turned in THE BLACK TRIANGLE over the weekend to my manager - yay me:) So that is now out of the way -- for the time being. Now to do some rewrites on DREAMERS and when she's done looking at BT - I'll be back on it again. Just got the rewrites for DREAMERS - more than I thought there would be. But that's okay -- I'm forging ahead! Each draft is better than the last!

I had a couple of interesting visits over the weekend - Will's guide Sarah and Ted:) Will's guide visited me in the shower Friday night:

Iris pops in to see me and I tell her that I need a sign that things are going in the right direction with Will - that things will move. She asks me what sign? I tell her that if my evening went a certain way than he will call me by the end of next week -- and if doesn't go like I hope, then by my birthday 2008. Because -- I promise that I will have this versions of BT to my manager by Sunday night.

She thinks about it for a sec and says - okay.

Next I can feel Will's guides around - so I'm like -- hey, can you come here? This one with long curly thick red hair shows up and I'm like - what the heck? She says that Will has been fidgeting around - wanting to call, picking up my card, thinking about things -- but when he's about to, they through something in his path to make him do something else than call. Why? Because they are waiting for the okay from Iris. And from what I hear - Iris is high up on the guide chain - you don't cross her. But the man certainly wants to call.

And I ask -- and he had the breakthrough I felt he had -- oh yeah she says -he sure did. Now he's just trying to get a handle on it all. I ask - so is the reason he likes women with red hair have to do with your red hair? She smiles and says I have known him for awhile -- but not as long as you have. No - he loves red hair because that is the color you've had in so many lifetimes -- my hair is truly strawberry blonde (and her hair changes color).

Iris come in from the right and this guide says - I've got to go. I'm like - wait -- what's your name? It's Sarah. And she's gone...

SIGH -- and my night DID NOT go how I wanted it too. So I'm looking for him to ring around my birthday. I'm hoping that means this birthday and not 2009. If he rings up in 2009 for the 1st time -- I'm not answering.

So then here's Ted last night. Man have I missed though gorgeous green eyes and kick ass British speak. Seems he's had it with his wife already (gee - like I'm surprised). He was dressed in a long sleeve white sweat shirt, jeans and tennis shoes. He was leaning against a tree - looking well -- so Ted like. We had some small talk - he let on how abusive his wife is and how hot tempered he is at her. That they'll either wind up in matching holding cells or maybe his & her rehab. I tried to get him to talk about drug use, but it irritated him immediately and he clammed up. He said - that Will, he's a fine man. he'll be good to you. I asked - you think so? Aye he said -- and I can't say that I'm not jealous, cause I am. Maybe some day....

He was quiet and I asked him -- so what do you want Ted? He let me know - short sweet and to the point. I put it in the OBE sex blog.

The Maria Shaw Show asked me to come back Tuesday morning to continue our chat (just got the email) unfortunately I will be at the doctor's with my son. It's a good feel to know they would want me to come back the next day. Maybe next time:)

Just had a bang of an idea for DREAMERS. Dang -- my mind is a whirl now. I wonder how much sleep I will get? Any of you guys who read this blog a grad student or have been one? If so - email me -- especially if you were a psych major. I was never a grad student - and I have to know how their days progress - just an overview.

Will visited Tracey the other night in a dream. She sleeps at the oddest hours - like he has been doing. So I guess it's no wonder they connected. She and I had a chat about it and this is what she said happened:

yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:01 PM): I was sleeping at my desk
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:06 PM): and kept waking a bit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:08 PM): thinking
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:11 PM): I need to go to bed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:17 PM): but I did not want the connection to stop
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:19 PM): soooooo
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:21 PM): anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:24 PM): this is what happened
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:31 PM): First
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:31:43 PM): I am in these beautiful woods in a mountain area.
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:02 PM): I climb up in a tree and there was a deer stand type thingy I guess cause I sat on this platform
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:12 PM): it was in a tree but the branch was hanging over a cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:18 PM): I looked down over the cliff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:21 PM): and there was Will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:26 PM): and he said Hi
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:34 PM): I said hi - you scared the crap out of me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:41 PM): he said sorry did not mean to
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:49 PM): he said I am glad you finally arrived
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:55 PM): been trying to get you here for awhile
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:32:59 PM): I said oh?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:01 PM): why?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:04 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:08 PM): I will show you
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:15 PM): So, then this opening came
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:18 PM): like Sliders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:22 PM): lol if you know that show
Allie (4/6/2008 5:33:26 PM): I do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:28 PM): and we went into the opening
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:33 PM): and we were at this old house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:38 PM): like back in time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:39 PM): time
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:47 PM): and it was Will's family home
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:52 PM): (in the dream)
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:56 PM): I don't know if it really was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:33:58 PM): but anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:02 PM): his dad came out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:06 PM): and he said to us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:11 PM): your grandmother
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:30 PM): has made some rice and gravy, roast, fresh veg's out the garden - and cake
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:39 PM): you should wash up and go into the kitchen
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:41 PM): so we did
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:45 PM): and we both realized
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:48 PM): we were kids
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:54 PM): and we laughed about it in the dream
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:34:56 PM): his grandfather
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:02 PM): had on suspenders
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:09 PM): don't know why but it struck us as funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:19 PM): so then he took them off and put on a robe and slippers
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:23 PM): we laughed again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:28 PM): so we are sitting at the table
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:37 PM): and Will's cousin's (2 boys) come in
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:42 PM): and are rowdy playing around
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:48 PM): and they knocked the cake off the counter
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:53 PM): and it fell to the floor
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:35:55 PM): all messed up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:00 PM): and they were like oh no!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:05 PM): she said really softly
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:08 PM): no problem boys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:10 PM): watch this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:13 PM): she got a plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:17 PM): and put it on there
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:24 PM): turned it upside down on another plate
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:28 PM): so that it was right side up again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:33 PM): and smoothed out the frosting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:40 PM): and with the exception of a few imperfections
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:44 PM): it was as good as new
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:48 PM): and she said shhhhhhhhhhh
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:51 PM): don't tell anyone
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:57 PM): and Will started to tear up
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:36:59 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:00 PM): to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:02 PM): that's how she was
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:07 PM): so I am assuming
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:11 PM): grandma is in Spirit
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:22 PM): and then he took me to visit some other people
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:27 PM): they were very down to earth
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:32 PM): just like his grandparents
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:35 PM): like Mayberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:37 PM): but he called it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:39 PM): willberry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:41 PM): to be funny
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:47 PM): its like they all lived close
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:49 PM): we walked about
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:51 PM): it was nice
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:37:58 PM): he talked to me about all kinds of silly stuff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:02 PM): about when he was a boy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:04 PM): so anyway
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:06 PM): I said will
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:09 PM): why I am here
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:12 PM): I don't understand
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:16 PM): and he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:28 PM): because you need to know this so you can tell Allie
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:31 PM): that underneath
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:35 PM): I am just a plain
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:38 PM): good old guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:42 PM): with not much fluff
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:47 PM): and who appreciates
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:49 PM): small things
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:51 PM): and really
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:54 PM): I am kind of a quiet guy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:57 PM): sometimes even shy
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:38:59 PM): though
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:03 PM): I have learned to be bold
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:09 PM): but I still struggle with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:45 PM): coming out with things - like being forward even when I have made up my mind to do so - I am underneath a really simply laid back salt of the earth person - stuff and money means nothing to me
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:49 PM): and he started to cry
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:51 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:39:59 PM): that his time with his grandma for example
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:06 PM): means more to him than anything he has today
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:11 PM): he would give it all for that time again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:18 PM): so I said okay
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:20 PM): I will tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:23 PM): and he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:24 PM): tell her this
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:29 PM): once I promise her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:35 PM): and seal it with a kiss
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:39 PM): then it is done
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:41 PM): it is so
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:45 PM): and there's no going back
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:47 PM): like the mafia
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:50 PM): you don't get out
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:54 PM): and he laughed
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:40:57 PM): and smiled
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:03 PM): and he turned back into a man again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:09 PM): and then I noticed I was a girl again
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:12 PM): but then he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:18 PM): tell Allie that the place you saw
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:21 PM): is our place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:24 PM): I said what place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:28 PM): your grandma's house
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:30 PM): he said no
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:32 PM): the first one
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:38 PM): I said in the mtns?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:41 PM): he said yeah
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:45 PM): do you think she will like it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:50 PM): I said I think she will love it
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:53 PM): it was beautiful
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:41:56 PM): he said good
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:01 PM): I am buying 2000 acres
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:05 PM): and building a place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:08 PM): for her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:13 PM): I said her work
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:16 PM): what do you mean
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:18 PM): he said well
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:22 PM): whatever she wants to do
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:29 PM): when she feels like working with you guys
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:32 PM): she can do retreats
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:36 PM): when she wants to write
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:44 PM): she can have an inspirational place
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:48 PM): when we want to hide
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:51 PM): no one will find us
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:55 PM): and then
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:57 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:42:58 PM): and tell her
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:02 PM): I will even get horses
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:06 PM): for her Texas friend
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:11 PM): for her to come to see and work with
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:13 PM): and I said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:17 PM): Allie and horses?
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:22 PM): that should be interesting
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:23 PM): he said
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:27 PM): she can do anything
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:33 PM): and that's all I remember
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:35 PM): I know
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:38 PM): too much information
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:45 PM): but it was so clear and vivid
yecart68 (4/6/2008 5:43:50 PM): and I could not sleep

Funny enough - I love horses and have ALWAYS wanted a stable full of them -- with a house up in the mountains. Tracey - knew none of this about me -- so when she mentioned this, I had to smile.

Okay - I have got to try to quiet my mind down so that I can sleep!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)


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Hey - guess what? I have an actual date and time for the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com. 9:15 am on Monday. I'm excited:) We're going to chat about OBE Sex and a few other items. I have to update my personal appearance page as I signed up for a few more of Maria's psychic fairs: 1 in June, 3 in August. She hopes to have me on her radio show a few times a month - but definitely at least once a month. As far as I know there is no way to record the snippet that I'll be on. But you can listen directly from the Psychiconair.com site.

I suggest to About.com to have me as a guide on the topic of gypsies. They like the idea and are taking it under advisement. Fingers crossed that they say yes:)

The BLACK TRIANGLE is still going well. Every block I run into I find away to make it better. This script is connected to Will in the way that Iris came to see me the other day -- she told me that once I hand in this version to my manger, I'll hear from Will. Granted - that is great incentive to get a move on -- but I'm not rushing the script. However, I hope to have it to my manager by Sunday night.

I'm not sure who put the wall up between Will and I -- but it's been there for over a week. I think it was my guides to be honest. Iris just popped in -- and she says -- your point is? I understand why it was put there - I have gotten allot of things done. But I want to be the one who puts up a wall when I feel I need the wall. Iris chimes in - as your guide I do what is best for you. What is best is that you