Sawyer, a Robin and Slavery

So what do all three of those have in common? They were all dreams. The 1st two from me, the 3rd from my son.


Any dream with Sawyer in it (AKA Josh - and yes, that's Sawyer from LOST) is a good one. Even if we're fighting like siblings. This time around he and I are arguing about something stupid (the norm really), I hear "How in the hell should I know" coming from him - he has his back to me - and I grab his butt. We're talking a two handed, double squeeze. LOL. He turned around and gave me the dirtiest look and asked: "What the hell was that?" I shrugged my shoulders. He made this next point very clear: "That is off limits". I said "Ok, ok...I won't do it again. It's not like I wanted to sleep with you or anything. I just grabbed your ass." He smiled a bit, "I could scream sexual harassment." My reply with a smile, "Yeah right." Then I woke up.

This next one with the robin was disturbing. I'm on a highway - no idea where. When I pull over to the side of the road. There's no one around for miles. I'm in the middle of this 2 lane road when I look down and I see a robin staring up at me. It was stuck in the road - literally. I could see it's legs from the mid-shin up. Her feet were below the asphalt. I could see it sitting on the hot tar and sinking in - then the tar hardening. Cars and trucks ran over it every day - not thinking twice about a robin stuck in the road.

So I started to chisel away around it's feet. I'm wondering how this bird has stayed alive with no food, water and the sun beating down on her. I'm also curious if a car is going to run us both over as it comes around the curve. So I stop what I'm doing, move my car so that it's parked behind us with it's flashers on - this way people will hopefully go around (as opposed to plowing right into it). As I'm chiseling away at this asphalt - a woman shows up. No idea who she is - but I show her the robin and tell her what's going on. I chisel down all the way so that I can free the bird -- and she has this stickiness (reminded me of sap) on her feet/legs. She tries to spread her wings and falls right over on her side. I go and grab a pillow - me and this woman are going to lift the bird up and place it on the pillow. I'm scared to touch the bird, so this lady said she would. As she was going to move the bird, I was calling the Dept of Wildlife to find out where we should take it. I woke myself up at this point - because the image of the robin struggling to survive was too disturbing.

I have a mama and papa robin who come to my house every year and nest in my big pine tree. I like my robins. I have no idea what that dream meant. In the gypsy world - robin's bring good luck. But this robin was hurt -- and i had to really work to free her. Maybe it means that I have to work hard for luck to shine on me. But if that's the case - haven't I been doing that? I don't know.

Now this last dream about slaves, my son told me about yesterday morning. Before I go into the dream - a touch of background - my son (almost every stinken time I ask him to do something) has yelled at me that he wasn't my slave. He said it out of the blue once - never knew why he said it. When he told me about the dream - I kinda understand.

He said that he was a black child working in a coal mine. He had a Master. His job in the mine was to shovel all of the loose coal that landed on the floor and put them in the little track carts. He said that he didn't get hardly any food or rest. But his Master liked him - so he had a treat of candy every once in awhile. He was a very hard worker. That's really all he said about it - but I found it interesting.

I was on Keen last night - and was so disgusted with the amount of money I lost that I refused to log on tonight.

I'm soooooo tired. Heading off to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Quick Post!

Well, let's see - what did I get done today? My college essays, Gypsy Magic, Gypsy News and some changes on DREAMERS. No BT or OBE. In fact - after BT I have to jump in an write my horror script. I already have people who are interested in reading it:)

Tomorrow I'm getting a new head shot taken - Wed it's off to OARDC (Ohio State's Agriculture Division) here in Wooster to be a chaperon to my son's class. We get to spend the day looking at bugs:) This weekend I'll be in MI again visiting some friends.

Dreams are still ((*&^% insane. I wish they would either reveal or cease.

Easter was good. Went to PA to my uncle's house. At some great food and had wayyyyy too much chocolate!

You have to watch this video - if for nothing more than to see Simon stunned. I must admit - I did get tears in my eyes.....this woman rocks.

Susan Boyle Sings on Britain's Got Talent 2009 Episode 1 @ Yahoo! Video

Time for me to head to bed -- early!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie :)

A Little Of This And That

Can you do less than nothing? I'm thinking you can. That was my Thursday. I tried to work. But my son sucked my brain power. It was unreal. Every step forward got me 10 steps back. For every brain cell used, I lost 20.

I'm thinking that if I drink enough wine tonight - I might get some brain power back - lol.

Needless to say, I didn't get anywhere with BT and OBE. I have gotten some work on BT done today - working on a couple of early scenes. No OBE work. This weekend I have to write my scholarship essays - and go to PA for Easter.

I have decided that relationship wise - I want a man like Agent Pierce on 24. Seriously - I do. The character is loyal, honest, trustworthy, a good friend, steadfast in his beliefs, can defend you against bad guys and would take a bullet for you. I probably have watched too many seasons of 24. I can't help myself - the dang show is like a drug. Male friend wise - someone like Walter on Fringe. Brilliant and completely whacked out. Never a boring moment with that guy.

Somehow I have managed to get canker sores (still) in my throat. I'm sure it's because of stress. I can't blame it all on the kid....I have piles of things that I have to get done and there never seems to be enough time. It does make it hard to talk at all. I've been avoiding the phone all together.

Dreams are back to being very busy and chaotic. I toss and turn all night. It's crazy. My dreams seems short (maybe 35 min), I wake up, turn over and fall back to sleep again. Even Darin has given up laying next to me (although I'm sure this is temporary. The cat's obsessed with me).

Time for me to try to get some shut eye. Talk with you all later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is It Keith or Kevin?

I hope I can remember most of my dream visit last night. I was with two other people in a car - a guy, girl and myself. We parked outside of a two story office building. The guy got out and mentioned that the empty store/office in front of us had bullet proof glass. I called him either Keith or Kevin - and said that he should rent the place and be a private investigator. Even though it was never said - I knew he was an ex police officer. He saw the woman who owned the building and went after her. I turned to the other girl in the car and mention that she could turn this into a sandwich shop. She mentioned something about what a sandwich shop is called in Brazil. I wish I could remember what she called it - I know it started with a "C". The shop we were at was a place where Kevin/Keith's friend had a business that went belly up.

Next thing I know - we're in a park. I find out that Kevin/Keith is Polish. He wanted to take me to a lake that is on church property. The lake was called Fast Lake. Keith/Kevin was about 6'2" broad shoulder - strong arms. His hair was short, blondish and in tight natural curls. He had on a yellow t-shirt and blue jeans. We got a long like we've known each other forever. I told him that he was not like anyone else I had ever met. He smiled and said - neither are you. There's a connection with his family and Birkenau. I don't know what - but there was something. There was also a mention about he and I meeting once I finished with BT. Not a clue on this dream - but I did wake up in a good mood.

Right before that dream, myself and a guy (have no idea who) were having a tour through this very elaborate house. A pool room was enormous - it was stupid big with a waterfall and all - which took us to the changing room - complete with private hot tub and sauna. Through the back changing room door was entrance to a private court yard. The previous owners lost all of their money and the house was foreclosed upon. It had something like 14 bedrooms, 25 bathrooms - 3 kitchens -- it was just HUGE! I have no idea why I was being shown around a massive place like that. Far too big for me!

My mom's cat Ben died today. He was a great cat - a mancoon. Ben was a stray that my mom came upon who had just been hit by a car and left for dead. That was 7 years ago. He lived to be 12. He cheated death many times - just like my Indy.

Working on a scene for BT. It's coming along well. Structured some OBE stuff. Nothing major - but I did do something with it:)

I did remember to post the podcast to iTunes today:)

I cannot believe that we're supposed to get 3 inches of snow tonight. I thought spring had sprung?

As I said today on the podcast - my heart goes out to those in Italy who were affected by today's earthquake. Tons of energy sent their way!

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Is It Over Yet?

This day -- I just want it to be over. Holy crap I'm tired. Flat out exhausted. I canceled everything I had scheduled today - except for my errands. Whatever is going on with my energy - it had better hurry up and work itself out. I've been here before - with the major mood swings - acting like I'm bi-polar or even a manic depressive. <-----This is not me, not at all. So it's coming from someone else. That hole in my soul - right smack dab in my heart chakra - still there.

I woke up with it and thought -- oh crap, what's going on? Then I opened my eyes -- for a spilt second I saw Michael hovering over me - like Ted used to. I blinked and he was gone. But Michael has been with me all day - watching.

On the way home from talking my son to school - I felt really light-headed, my solar plexus was on fire and my stomach was so upset. I knew someone was connecting to me - it was my Michael. I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. He doesn't know why he's here - he can't see past the line. That's what he kept saying - help him see past the line. But I don't know what that means - unless the line is a barrier that doesn't allow him to see more than what he needs to.

In the visions I had today - they were with Bill or Ted - but in the background there he was, Michael - watching. Just watching. Not in a creepy way though - but like he's trying to figure things out. Since I still have that sinking feeling as I'm about to go to bed - I told myself I will not wake up this way tomorrow. Michael's going to get a visit this evening and something will be worked out.

On top of it all - my guides (Ethan in particular) keeps throwing his song at me -- I can't tell you how many times I've listened to it today -- and the funny thing is I had no idea this song existed until I stumbled upon it.

What About Now - Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?


Now - have no idea why I have to listen to this song. I think the song is connected with Michael - but why? We have never met in this life - so of course there's no love affair to pine over. Crap like this just drives me nuts. I'd really like a straight answer. No more signs - just a straight answer please.

Plus no more downloading to my subconsious. Sheesh. A girl has to get a good night sleep. If I'm not getting laid then I want to be out cold to the world. It's just that simple.

Needless to say - I did not get anything done today on BT or OBE. Although I DID toss ideas around for BT. So I guess that's something.

I should have known better with my emotional roller coaster that I should have not watched the last eposide of ER. Bad - bad move.

I'm up early in the morning for Little Leguge. The tomorrow afternoon it's me - wine and BT.

Oh - one more thing - if you call my office phone and you don't come up on the caller id - I'm not answering. "Unknown Number" will not work.

Night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sometimes I Wonder....

...what the (*&^^&* is wrong with me. SIGH. I worked on BT a good part of the day. More research - I found a survors network that may give me some insight to the Gypsy Family Camp at Birkenau. But as you know, working on BT stirs up a whole lot of emotions within me. Siince my son will be with his dad this weekend - I already went and bought some wine to drink as I'm working on BT.

Not a lot of work on OBE - but I did manage to get myself booked on a couple of radio shows in April & May. So that's cool.

Now as I'm working today - I keep having these visions of Bill and Ted. They are in an outdoor cafe with some friends. They're all talking when I walk up and say "excuse me". Without even looking at me - Bill blows up. In my hand I have Bill's rock. I place it on the table and mumble to myself "I can't do this anymore". Tears fall down my face. I look over at Ted and say, "I'm sorry - I am so-so sorry." I turn to leave and Ted grabs my wrist.

I look at him and say "Telling you won't do any good - you have to know. Seeking out the answers can't stem from your brain as curiosty - rather it has to come from here (I touch the middle of his chest), your soul. The stiring must come from your soul."

I stare at Bill - get close to his face - "I wish you'd pull your head out of your ass. I refuse to do this life over again." I yank my arm from Ted - and walk off.

Now to top this off - once I had that vision - I had to go watch the scene in a movie that reminds me so much of Ted and a past life we had together. What did that make me do - yep cry. So I'm crying today because of BT - which led to the visions and then me crying because of Bill - and that led me to the scene, Ted, and more crying. No wonder I'm tired.

And boy am I tired. Another night without any restful sleep. Whatever my subconsious has to learn - I wish it would hurry up.

Off to get my shower - and I hope - get rid of this sinking feeling I have in my soul.

Talk to you later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Being Accountable, A WTF Dream And Keen!

If you still haven't written me the letter explaining why you've used metaphysical/spiritual advice and why you need that genre of advice - you still have time. It doesn't even have to be advice - it can also be alternative healing, color therapy or Feng Shui. I need them by April 5th -- please!

Keen is going well - I've been on Mon - Fri. A minor miracle:) I find I do well being on 10 am - noon. And then depending what's going on 1 - 2:30. I'm trying to condition myself to do the sex advice at Ingenio (http://www.ingenio.com/Allie%20T) from 10 pm - midnight.

For whatever reason - my guides keep having me watch "Under The Tuscan Sun". I can't get what the message is. I'm thinking it's that my life is going to transform like the lead character Francine's did. Although I wasn't nearly as devastated with my divorce as she was hers. It could be a new start, maybe a trip to Italy (I wish), could be meeting an Italian man (boy do I really wish) - or even standing at a crossroads. I'm sure after the 10th time I watch it something should kick in:) At least I hope so.

If you sent me an email - I know it's here. No need to remind me.

My dreams have been really wild the last several nights. The dream that really stands out is the one from Sat night. I can remember being in a room with a bunch of people - we were discussing my life and lack of love life. I come across 3 guys - all of who I know , 2 I can't remember who they were - but the 3rd was Sawyer. He's pissed at me - he's holding his baby in his arms (in real life Josh and his wife either just had a baby or they are about to) I ask him what's the matter and he says, 'Visions - you have visions? You never told me that.' Before I could say WTF - the guy laying down on the beige couch said 'And she writes in the blog!' The 3rd guy shouts out 'For everyone to read!' I walked away perplexed at why it would shock them now. They all knew about everything. So then I started thinking that I should password protect the blog and only give the password out to people who ask. This way I'll know who is reading the posts. But another thought popped in and said - but Bill, Will and Vincent won't be able to read it then - they'll never ask for the password.

SIGH - I woke up.

I'm having a difficult time coaching myself. I have a huge list of things that I have to do and I can't get anything done because the list is too big. I'm trying to prioritize - but for me it's difficult to do if everything that is on my list should have been done already. Maybe I should go with what is nagging at me the most - besides the scholarship applications I have to finish. That would be Black Triangle and the OBE book. BT has to be rewritten by May 1st so that I can enter it in 2 important contests. OBE book is a huge part of the path I am to take - so it is vital that I get it done. Or at least done enough to send off to a publisher as a book proposal. Time is of the essence with both because as soon as college starts on May 18th - any extra time will be spent studying. So how in the world do I whip my own ass into shape? I know that I do well when I have deadlines and I have to be held accountable to someone. So here's a thought....why don't I just report to you guys? Every day I have to post that I did something...even if it's more research for BT or outlining chapt 1 for OBE.

That would make me accountable. Anyone else out there want to do something that they are having a hard time doing because they are not accountable? Why not post here with me. Leave a comment every day after my posts to what you have done. So what do you think? This will go from April 1st - May 1st and no - the April 1st start is not an April Fool's joke. I like this idea. How can I help people if I don't practice what I coach?

After May 1st - we'll see where I'm at and what needs tackled next.

Off to make dinner!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Dreams And Changes!

Grab a drink and maybe a snack -- this one is long...

Wow - change is in the air - can you feel it? I know can! I have been a busy person for the last several weeks -- I think that this is the longest I've ever gone without posting. Sorry about that! I'll try to do better but I can't promise anything:)

For those of you born in the 60's or early 70's - can you feel the Saturn Uranus Opposition just kicking your tush? The tug away between structure and breaking free is especially intense for those in their late 30's and 40's. The dates of the tug a war are: Nov 4, 2008 - Feb 5, 2009 - Sept 15, 2009 - Apr 26, 2010 and July 26, 2010. With each occurrence pushing us closer to following our soul's path. This isn't much of a choice here - things will happen around you to push you. I talked about this in Monday's podcast --- no wonder I can't sleep:) Falling asleep isn't the problem - the constant dreams are starting to be.

Even when I ask for a break - I'm not getting it. This always means some major is coming up. My dreams - what I can remember of them (I'm honestly trying to forget so I can sleep which I think is making it worse) have either Bill, Ted or my son in them. Every night all 3 show up - normally in different dream visits - although Bill and Ted do show up occasionally. The last couple of days ex #2 has been showing back up. I think that I'm being pulled in his dreams. They all involve me and him getting back together - but not as a married couple. This last one he moves back into the house- but that's only because he has no where else to go. I move my office into my room so he can have the office. I remember this really ill feeling I had in my stomach at the thought of him living here. I woke myself up. Ex #1 showed up last week several times. The dream visits with him would dip into the romantic/sexual aspect. After the last dream visit last week - I put up my protection so that he would not get back in. I told my guides in no uncertain terms that I wasn't heading back into ex #2 dreams either. I have no idea why either one of them would be bothering me now. Maybe they drank out of the same water source?

Bill has been everywhere I looked. No matter what I've been doing - he pops into my mind. Or I see a picture that reminds me of him. With Bill, I can feel him figuring things out between us. In past dreams he has said that he got it - the connection - but that over thinking mind of his is still trying to put every piece in its place. Plus his soul and his guides are trying to send him down the correct path without him thinking it to death. On top of all this his emotions are all over the board. He's very sensitive. I feel sorry for anyone who pisses him off right now.

I have some good news to tell you in 2 weeks. But I can't tell you till then :):)

In other news -- I'm going back to college. I know - what a shocker? But it's true. When I left in 1996 I was finishing my junior year in Bus Admin. Going back I may be a senior to start - but now my major is Psychology. After graduation - Masters in Marriage & Family Counseling -- and if that much schooling hasn't killed me - Doctorate in Sexual Health. Yes - I'm going to be a sex therapist. That clicked in last week. Since then - things have been going much better. Not fabo - but better. Told me ex #2 - he laughed at me - ass hole. But that's ok - it'll just push me harder to prove him wrong. So during the day I'll home school my son - at night - college. Somewhere in there I'll fit in homework, housework and oh yeah - work. I opted out of the traditional foreign langue requirement and am instead taking Sign Language. The hearing impaired have sexual and marriage problems too - I bet it can get frustrating to go to a hearing person's therapy.

My son thought it was great that I'm going back to school. He is going to love to see his mom do homework:) I'll be back up at The University of Akron. My son did have a mini cow and worry that I wouldn't be writing scripts any longer. I told him - never you fear - I have to write like you have to play with your Hot Wheels. He liked that idea. Besides - just got a new idea for a TV show I have to write:) But 1st I have to finish a couple of other rewrites.

This is the 3rd day in a row that I've forced myself to go on Keen:) I figure if I keep forcing, it'll be a habit. If anyone wants some free minutes - email me.

I have this wonderful stone spirit called Wulfenite. It's not as flashy as the rest of my stones, so it normally doesn't get a lot of attention (since I overlook it). But lately it's been calling out. What this stone promotes is the acceptance of the existence of the negative aspects that exist in this crazy -mixed-up world in order to allow one to recognize issues and not allow roadblock to stop or slow down progress. It also helps on to continue on in spite of potential limitations. And yes - it came to my attention last week. So it's no surprise that I'm going back to school. This little gem also allows one to transition between the physical plane to the psychic and astral planes with a quickness. It's been wanting to go with me into my bedroom - but I don't sleep as it is. I'm afraid to see how much dreaming I'll do with it. But I may try -- just to see. In fact, I just went and put in my bedroom.

What else can this puppy do? It can help to bring forth the knowledge and skills needed for white magic. It promotes contact with the spiritual world in the form one manifests; to allow the attunement to those of ancient civilizations (in my case - Atlantis), to those of the near distant past or those of future worlds. It makes a strong connection and attunement to higher dimensions. It also stimulates a bonding between souls who are in the Earth plane and have agreed to meet again during this life time (hear me Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent)?

My guides also had me change my 3 stone pendant. Now it has Herkimer Diamond, Tektite and Moldavite. Now with the HD - I have 2 HD that were joined at one time. A larger one and then a smaller one that attached to the side. The larger one is for Bill - the smaller one is mine. Instead of putting the one that is mine in the pendant - my guides told me to put Bill's in. The HD has a ton of helpful properties. But the jest of it is: helps one to begin again in this lifetime,,, assists one in clearing the body-mind system of unconscious fears and repressions, allowing for total relaxation and expansion of the life energy. .. known as a stone of attunement.... stimulates clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities...it also facilitates and strengthens telepathic connections. What else is nice about this stone is that you can store information into this stone before you give it to another. Maybe I'm supposed to wear it now so that it stores my energy in it before I give it to Bill?

Tektite has a ton of helpful attributes as well. It's rather cool that it is from outer space:) It is said to a charm of great power, as well as bring wealth and fertility to it's owner. It provides one with encouragement to gather knowledge. It helps to sweep away any lasting impressions of undesirable experiences and holds onto lasting impressions of desirable experiences. Tektite balances the feminine and masculine properties of ones character. It also acts to strengthen ones energy field and to provide for increased contact during daily activities. It accelerates thought transmissions within the physical realm and between the physical realm and the location of origination of the stone. Using tektite can also draw one to another, or another to one, due to information provided during transmissions, or due to an attraction which is recognized by others who have the same transmission frequencies aligned in the ethereal body (me, Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent again).

Now Moldavite is a form of tektite as it is also from space. But this is considered a "gem quality" stone of ET origin. This is a powerful stone - one full of energy and purpose. It stimulates cooperation with those of ET's origin with those on Earth. It carries one beyond the physcial reality to a home that has long been forgotten - absent from the conscious mind - as it provides the visions of eternality and the energy to translate the visions into reality. It facilities strong, clear, and direct interdimensional interconnected-mess between ones consciousness and the higher planes of light. It expands the scope of vibrational energy/dimensions which one can approach, while allowing an easier path to those dimensions one has already been to. One will see more clearly and will see with an expansion of vision. it works well with the third-eye, throat charka and the crown chakra.

I have no idea what my guides have planned for me with this stone combination. But my intuition is telling me it's about connecting with Bill in the physical realm. He was the key that unlocked all of this - the dreams, soul mates, OBE, soul clusters - the whole kit and caboodle. He's the reason I started this blog. To be able to sit down and talk to him about everything would be a dream come true. I don't want anything from him but a nice long conversation. I'm just dying to compare notes:)

My mother almost died the other day - or should I say she should of died. But my grams had her back. She was traveling along 77 in Akron - during a busy time - when the SUV in front of her hit something - it flew into the air and scooped up under her car. She smelled something burning and was able to pull over to the right (this is a section of the highway where the on/off ramps are too short and normally cars are on it moving at a high speed). She tried to go somewhere - but the smell of tire rubber was too great. An hour later a tow truck picked up the car. Fast forward - the mechanic calls her in (my sister takes her to the garage)...he shows her what went under her car - a tire wedge that truckers use behind their wheels when they are pulled over or stopped for the night. It flew under her car and wedged itself in-between my mom's front driver's side tired and the tire well. What SHOULD of happened is the car would of stopped immediately (when she was going 65), flipped up in the air and rolled a few times. This would have caused the heavy traffic behind her to slam into her - causing more death and injury. It costs her $12.50 to get her car fixed. It wasn't her time to die. For that I am very grateful.

I think I MAY have figured out what type if disorder effects my son. It's called Sensory Integration Disorder (http://www.spdfoundation.net/).

"SPD can affect people in only one sense–for example, just touch or just sight or just movement–or in multiple senses. One person with SPD may over-respond to sensation and find clothing, physical contact, light, sound, food, or other sensory input to be unbearable. Another might under-respond and show little or no reaction to stimulation, even pain or extreme hot and cold. In children whose sensory processing of messages from the muscles and joints is impaired, posture and motor skills can be affected. These are the "floppy babies" who worry new parents and the kids who get called "klutz" and "spaz" on the playground. Still other children exhibit an appetite for sensation that is in perpetual overdrive. These kids often are misdiagnosed - and inappropriately medicated - for ADHD.

SPD is most commonly diagnosed in children, but people who reach adulthood without treatment also experience symptoms and continue to be affected by their inability to accurately and appropriately interpret sensory messages.

These "sensational adults" may have difficulty performing routines and activities involved in work, close relationships, and recreation. Because adults with SPD have struggled for most of their lives, they may also experience depression, underachievement, social isolation, and/or other secondary effects.

Sadly, misdiagnosis is common because many health care professionals are not trained to recognize sensory issues. The SPD Foundation is dedicated to researching these issues, educating the public and professionals about their symptoms and treatment, and advocating for those who live with Sensory Processing Disorder and sensory challenges associated with other conditions."

My kid is in overdirve 24/7 and has been misdiagnosised with ADHD. But - of course - I cannot find anyone in my area who I can take him to. The place in Stow Ohio doesn't exist any more and all other places are 1 1/2 hrs. + away. So I don't know what in the heck I'm going to do - but I have to do something.

I found this great place called: Day Spa For The Mind. From their site:
"Day Spa for the Mind is an online space where you can relax, unwind, and clear your mind to make room for positive change in your life. We all have busy lives and the thought of meditation or personal development, even though we all know the benefits, can seem all too daunting.

Day Spa for the Mind combines meditation techniques, hypnotherapy and guided visualization to help relieve stress, create deep relaxation and focus your mind towards attracting wealth, love, creativity, motivation, and inner peace."

I opened an account. Thus far I really like it. Try out their 10 min sample and see for yourself.

I'm sure I have typos in this entry - I'm tired. If you want, point them out, just don't be too rude about it please:)

For those of you that I owe email to - I know I do. I'm doing the best I can. I'm hoping to be caught up by the time I hit 42.

What else is happening -- I know there's more - but right now I'm brain dead so I think I'll stop and get some shut-eye.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, The Meadow And Dream Time!

Grab a drink and get situated -- this one's kinda long....

This week just has not gone as planned - same as last week. Hell - the whole month of February has been a huge problem not only for me, but for my poor son. He now has the flu - the nasty flu with the high fever, body aches, headache, nausea...I am just praying to anyone who will listen in the universe for me not to get this. I'm trying to push through with the bronchitis I think I have - thank you very much. I don't need anything else.

But what I've been doing with my congestion and nasal snafu is sending white ball of energy to help speed up the healing process. For my lungs I imagine a nice big ball of white light going into my lungs, through the back, and back in again out the front. I do the same with my throat and my sinuses. Anytime I do this, I feel much better afterwards. So I'm trying to send the light through several times a day.

I don't quite get 2009 yet - what it has in store for me. It hasn't gone as I thought it would. Thus far all scripts and what not have been turned down. I'm about as creative as a barn door - which isn't very helpful in the rewrite process. Readings aren't there - readings on Keen & Live Person haven't been going very well - the people I do help (not very many) that don't know me or how I work - give me bad marks. Those that have used me before for a reading (not just an email exchange) - I've been fine with - they know how I work. The one thing that has worked - I guess - is the Wake Up Your Orgasm podcast. My Ask Allie podcast gets about 500 - 600 faithful listeners a week. The WUYO podcast gets about 3000 - 5000 a week. I know - how crazy is that? It's normally in iTunes "Top Audio Podcasts" for sexuality.

I did ask my guides to show me what direction I should be heading into -- and it looks like sex advice is it. Although they are telling me not to give up on my scripts either - that I have to keep pushing that right along with my OBE book and the WUYO podcast. But since I know I can't concentrate on two things at once - I have to pick - book or script rewrite. They pull on me the same.

Which brings me to a radio show. I want to do one radio show, once a week to start with. Now since sex seems to have caught on - do I have it be a sex advice themed show? Or since the majority of people I know work in the metaphysical/healing fields - should it be more like Ask Allie? Or - should I mash them both and do a "Allie Theiss" show that encompasses all of it. But I think that would be too wide spread - don't you think? I like the being a sex psychic and I like promoting that part. It's easier , I think, to bring the psychic part into the sex than it is to bring the sex into the psychic part. Does that make sense? I know it'll be clearer the closer I get to actually doing this. But I should would appreciate some clear cut answers every now and again. Answers that are extremely obvious and leave to room for interpretation.

All of the visions I have of me giving workshops in a large arena deal with the Wake Up Your Orgasm theme. So again, I suppose, that's another sign. I can see the whole thing - a large gathering with me giving a WUYO talk 3x over a course of 3 days. Then there are smaller workshops that people can sign up for and get the know on different kind of fetishes, toys and of course OBE sex. There are also a host of vendors there to sell their fetish products, clothes and toys. Wow - I just got all of that. Pretty cool.

I keep getting a push to go back to the meadow. For those of you who don't know what the meadow is - it's a place that Bill, Ted and I used to meet quite a bit several years ago. Then the woman who actually owns the meadow in the physical world - we had a major falling out - and we've only been back once since then. I'm getting really bothered by it right now. Oh hell - I'm going to grab my healing want and see what happens - hold on.

Okay - first of all when I grabbed my healing wand and closed my eyes - it felt so strange in my hands, like is was bendable - like one of those bendy kid straws you see. As I was at the meadow - it felt like I was bending it, reshaping it, but when I was done at the meadow it was feeling very solid again.

Now at the meadow I was greeted by both Bill and Ted. They looked pretty good - run down, tired, but overall good. The meadow was lush, green and full of vibrant energy - like it had once been. Several hundred feet away I spied a woman. I knew immediately that she was the woman I/we had the falling out with - the one who owns the meadow. I didn't want to go anywhere near her. But then Jesus showed up (this seems to be a favorite place of his as well) and told me that I have to walk over and see her. We need each other right now - I/we need the meadow to move forward in our lives and she needs us in the meadow so that she can move forward with her life.

I told Bill and Ted to stay put and I walked across the grass - felt very velvet like on my bare feet. I was close to her and I just stared at her. She held out her hand, but I didn't take it. She repeated what Jesus had already said - we need to make peace in order to move forward. I shook her hand - but I told her to stay away from us. She nodded in agreement - and she was gone.

I went back to Bill and Ted and let them know that we should be able to come here again without any problems. The large oak tree that Bill and I used to travel up in to reach the heavens had a white glow up top. I could also hear some angelic calling. I looked at the guys and said that they want to talk with us. Now Ted had never been up there with Bill and I. And he didn't want to go. He said he wasn't ready - such a look of fear in his eyes. I told him that if he wasn't ready he wouldn't be here. He didn't care - he said he'd do this later. With that he disappeared.

I looked at Bill and asked if we really needed to go up? I could feel the tug so I knew it was important - but like Ted I just didn't feel like it right now. Bill said no - it can wait until tomorrow. We laid down under the oak tree, I wrapped myself around Bill, he put his arms around me. I said that I missed these visits - he agreed - he did too. I mentioned that the powers that be will snag us in our dreams. He laughed and said - of course they will. And with that the connection was broken.

What does this all mean? Specially I don't have a clue. But I'm sure it has to deal with the increased time I have been spending in Atlantis during my dream time...

Each time I have visited Atlantis over the last week, I have been clothed in a very deep purple or violet flowing robe or maybe it's a dress. But it's very light feeling, like I have no clothes on. Bare feet with nothing on underneath this dress. There is a gold belt or sash around the middle. My hair is up - I have no jewelry on. But I do notice a star tattoo/birthmark inside my left wrist. The star is a light red/purple in color - too light to be a tattoo I think. Maybe times I go from person to person, giving them some sort of clear liquid from a crystal vial. They open their mouths and I pop a few drops in. It's like their daily wellness drops. Then I'm at a clinic of sorts. When people come in, they put their palms on a crystal scanner - after they are scanned, they are allowed into the next section of the clinic for treatment. I'm told that this security was put in because people from other sects were trying to sneak in and have us heal them. Seems that the other sects already began to fall to the dark side ( I feel like I'm in Star Wars) and our sect was one of the few remaining that was all light.

Last night though - it was interesting when I walked deep into a cave. There were no lights in the cave, but I made my way without missing a step. I emerged into this large cavern that was aglow with thousands of crystals (although this was not the Crystal Cavern I've talked about before). In here, were dozens of people from not only our sect, but many others, engaged in an orgy. But it wasn't an orgy like you would think about now a days - it didn't have that negative aura surrounding it. During the time of Atlantis, love was given and received freely - pleasuring one another in a group setting was the way we spread the love (so to speak). I kept hearing that we were vessels of love. That having a physical body to make love to was a new experience for a handful of us who were born just as energy - myself included. When we came to Atlantis through the portal - that is when we received a physical body. Although the pleasure derived from merging energy with energy was greater - the physical aspect of connecting proved to be not only interesting but fun. I could feel though that this form of sexual expression would frustrate me at times as I always wanted to strive for that orgasmic punch I had when I was pure energy.

Anyways -- more on the Atlantis orgy at Out of Body Ecstasy.

It just dawned on me - -just now. Why I'm here - one of the main reasons. Oh hell - sometimes I am just so slow. The more times souls spend in the physical body - the less they remember what it felt like to love outside the physical body. That is what I'm here to do (in part) is to have people reconnect with love & sex outside the physical body - to help them get in touch with who they truly are - their soul - and not that physical body they're in. For the most part, very few people can remember the orgasmic qualities to being pure energy and having sex. Hence - here I am. To help people with their sex lives by using their energy bodies. Also to get sex out of the closet. It's not a dirty thing - it's a wonderful, necessary process for our souls. I guess this just answered my radio show question - didn't it?

Can you believe it's been a year since I met Will? God how time flies. What I wouldn't do to meet him again. How I wish he would've called like he said he would. I wonder what part of me scared him? Was it that I knew him in a different light than everyone else did? Maybe he was worried that by knowing me he'd mess up his current relationship? He could be fearful of change? Whatever it was - I only wish that he showed the same faith that I did when I hopped on that plane to see him with my son. Just a little bit of faith - that's all. Which makes me wonder how Vincent will act. And even if I want to risk being rejected by him.

Today starts the Telepathic Connection e-class. If you haven't signed up yet, you still have time to do so!

BTW..I'm still not HOT yet with the Start Up Nation's Mom Contest <--- Keep voting please!

Kirk - email me - I can't find your email address anywhere.

I need to know from the people who read this blog if any of you would be interested in being a moderator for a GA board I'm starting. I need someone for magic/spells and another one for OBE (astral travel, not sex), dreams and telepathic connections. If anyone is interested - email me . I can't pay you, but it will be exposure for yourself and if you have a business.

I know that there's more to tell you - but right now I haven't got a clue to what it is:) Besides - I think that this is long enough!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Ted!

Okay.....

First of all the good news - my son doesn't have an aneurysm! Very - very good news.

Then the not so great news: he had an adverse reaction to the sleep meds. On top of that, he caught a flu bug.

Do what has been happening is he's been very tired - so much so I can't get him to stay awake for very long (he slept for 22 hrs on Tuesday). Frequent vomiting (from the sleep meds), diarrhea (from the flu), body trembling & muscle cramps (sleep meds), headaches and a low grade fever (flu).

So Monday it was the Cleveland Clinic in the day - ER at night. Tuesday - ER. Wednesday - Many doctors. He's had blood drawn, IV w/fluids. There's a fear that his pancreas could be damaged from the sleep meds - so more blood was drawn yesterday.

I have pills to stop him from throwing up so that I can get him to drink Gatorade. Problem is - all he wants to do is sleep. All he does is sleep - all I do is stay awake. To say I'm tired would be an understatement.

The ex though, I will admit, has pulled his weight through this whole thing. Cleveland Clinic, ER visits and watching our son so that I can get some running around done.

I'm so behind on everything that I could scream - but I am slowly - oh so slowly - getting caught up. I "hope" to get the podcast done today - and the WUYO podcast done tonight. It would be great to post something on the OBE site - I'll try that later too. Email - as you can imagine - is a nightmare. Don't be surprised if you do not hear back from me until sometime late next week. Oh - and for some unknown reason I cannot get to Facebook. Every time I try - my computer freezes.

The meeting with ABC Family is postponed to next week. This is actually good news as the last second some changes were suggested to make it different from Disney or a Nickelodeon show. Had the meeting not moved - we wouldn't have been able to make the changes and ABC Family would have said no.

I'm throwing this in here - Kirk - got your voice mail:) I knew you were going to call - a little birdie told me - glad to hear your news. Sorry too that I can't come to NOLA at the end of the month :(

The small time I did sleep this week - I had a great dream visit with both Bill and Ted. Lately they both have been in the same dream visit - it was so cool. The atmosphere was very peaceful and calm. Ted sat in front if me and I knew I shouldn't bring up our soul relationship - that I was there to help him and I had to do so without giving him more information about us. He and I were discussing his marriage and the shambles its in (gee - I'm shocked). Bill had gel in his hair and it made it all spiky. I have no clue why I remember that part - except that he did look really cute. He kept walking past me and either giving me a quick hug or a kiss. The guy was all smiles. I also knew not to bring up the soul connection to him either - but I also knew that knew already and it could go unspoken. In the midst of all this - I was on set of an Indy film I wrote (I'm guessing the one I am working on now). Steven Spielberg was there reading the script (he was directing). My assistant called him Steven Spiel - Berry! I about had a heart attack. I corrected her immediately - he didn't even look up from the script. Will Smith came up behind me as I was watching the start of 'Men In Black" - I looked at him and said: You did make the suit look good. He was like - huh? So I explained to him about his line in the movie about the suit. Then I woke up.

My son and I are back on the home school kick. Today I was supposed to be ganged up on in the office again to talk about his behavior. I personally have had it with that school. Lucky for me he's still sick and I had an excuse to cancel. God I need to get him and I out of this town.

I added a new Soul Awakening Healing service as well as an email option to the Full Scale readings.

Next week, starting on Tuesday, I should be back to Keen & Live Person. Well - I should say Keen as I've been doing Live Person.

Going to go check on my son - you guys have a good weekend and thanks for all of your love, light and support.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Paul, My Son And A WTF Dream!

We had a good chunk of snow fall here in Wooster over the last 24 hours. I was able to get 1/2 my drive done before my back started to kill me. It wouldn't of been so bad if the snow wasn't so heavy from the freezing rain that fell in between snow blasts. I hurt - all over. I need a guy to massage me - oh yes I do.

An update on my son:

Good news: no cancer, no fluid, no nothing. The spot on his skull is on the brain side of the skull bone and not the hair side. This means it's a "dent" and not life threatening - he will not need to get anything biopsy or reconstructed. So this made up happy - obviously.

Bad news: he may have an aneurism. The MRI showed one blood vessel way too big, while the one next to it is barely visible. This could be because of an aneurism or because he moved during the MRI (I'll put my money on squiggly butt moving). So - with the MRI they also have a MRA scheduled. This means he will be sedated and they will use dye to look at his blood vessels (MRA) and him being asleep will help get a clearer MRI. This is on Feb 9th at 9:40 am in Cleveland at the Cleveland Clinic. I have to find Building L - wherever the hell that is.

Needless to say - now that there are needles involved - he's terrified. And man is he pissed. Because of this -- his acting out is a bit more than the norm. When I dropped him off on Tuesday, I warned his teacher. Sure enough - the kid landed on blue (green being the best, yellow is a warning, blue you're in trouble and red is a trip to the principals office). And he's been a handful here at home.

Surprisingly - the ex said he's come up to Cleveland with us on the 9th. Good for the kid - it will make him happy. My 1st thought was - oh crap - all day with him? What are we going to talk about? Chatting about our son can only go so far. SIGH.

Tom Cruise - he showed up again in my dream. We're friends or something like that - or so it seemed. I can remember rolling over, waking up for a spilt second and saying to myself - well, it's on to Tom. I fell back to sleep and there he was. He greeted me in a swimming pool. We hugged - chatted a bit. We were working together on some sort of project. I can remember me telling someone that he is the nicest guy on the set. The next thing I know - we're in the pool again - he grabbed me and tossed me up into the air. I'm talking I went up in the clouds. On the way down I thought - this is going to hurt when I hit the water. But when I did - it was soft. I went to the bottom of the pool - and it was down 1/2 mile or so (deep pool). When I hit bottom I remember thinking that I forgot to take a breath in when I hit the water - and I wondered if I would make it to the top without drowning. That's when it hit me that I'm in a dream - so of course I could make it to the top. As I was swimming up - I saw that there were hundreds of people at the bottom of this pool trying to swim up. I hit top water - swam to the side and Tom was sitting there. He said - I may be nice, but I'm the boss. He then got up - went into a house and closed the door. I sat there thinking - WTF? Now what did I get myself into? LOL.

Now there's Paul. I know somewhere on this site I had talked about a Paul. But this Paul and that Paul are 2 different men. This Paul - Paul is his real name. The other Paul was a made up name and frankly - I can't remember who that was. At least not right now. This particular Paul is 28 years older than me. Like energies do before they come forward - they hang around - lingering. And I usually can't place why they're there. But Paul really showed up when I was writing that last script. From his energy - I have gathered he is kind, generous, defends people, places and animals that can't defend themselves, he's worldly but down home. He's as comfortable in a neighborhood bar as he would be in one of the finest NYC restaurants. He's helpful, friendly and devoted. He also has a hell of a temper and is stuck in his ways (but really - who isn't). Paul's creative, passionate, patient and multi-lingual. Since he turns 70 this year, I hope we have a chance to meet in person. I have no idea what the connection is - but it's certainly there. I must admit though - I'm intrigued.

I did an horoscope relationship report - just to see:

Sun in the Eighth House

Composite Sun in the eighth house may give the two of you a feeling of "fatedness," that this relationship is going to play an important role in your lives, even if it is not a long-term relationship.

You will be exposed to the most basic and profound aspects of your own and your partner's inner nature. Both of you will experience psychological changes through this relationship.

In a sexual relationship, physical sex assumes an unusual importance. Sex is likely to be seen by both of you as an experience that transcends ordinary reality.

The eighth house is also the house of joint resources and property. This position can give the two of you a strong drive to acquire material possessions. Here again it is necessary not to overdo this emphasis. Emotional needs are actually more important than possessions.

Sun Conjunct Venus

The conjunction of Sun and Venus in the composite chart is one of the strongest indications of a love relationship between two people, even in a friendship. It does not primarily indicate a sexual relationship; instead it signifies love, pure and simple. The attraction indicated by this aspect is so powerful that it can bring together people who are incompatible by ordinary criteria.

If the relationship is laden with conflicts, even a strong feeling of love between you may turn to hatred. In most cases, however, this will be a very fine personal relationship.

Moon in the Sixth House

The sixth house is a rather serious placement for the composite Moon. It suggests that you have a sense of having come together for a specific and necessary task or purpose that may not be completely pleasant. One of you may feel subordinated to the other in some way. Therefore, this is a difficult placement for any relationship that requires you to give and take equally, as most relationships do.

The only way to make this position work is for the two of you to exchange services equally, thus preventing it from becoming a one-way affair.
A related danger is that if one of you is giving more to the relationship emotionally than the other, you could become quite resentful about it.

Whatever the costs, you both must strive to be more nearly equal in giving and receiving.

Moon Opposition Pluto

The opposition of composite Moon and Pluto is an aspect of extreme emotional intensity, calling forth great involvement and strong feelings.
If improperly handled, this combination can give rise to extreme jealousy, struggles for dominance, and excessive possessiveness. As a result, one of you may completely strangle the other's individuality, or at least attempt to do so. If this occurs, the one being dominated will find it very hard to deal with, because the tactics used to dominate will be subversive rather than direct.

The power of this aspect can lead to emotional violence, which could destroy the relationship and leave much bad feeling in its wake. If you are tempted to use these tactics, don't. Be as straightforward and direct as possible. The results will probably be better than you imagine, and at least they will be less destructive.

If you are the victim of such methods by your friend or partner, be direct and call your friend's bluff. Don't allow yourself to be the victim of any kind of emotional blackmail.

Venus in the Eighth House

Composite Venus in the eighth house indicates emotional intensity concerning love.

In a love relationship, the expression of love will be quite intense, with a powerful quality that will transform both of you in some fundamental way. Your love will not be light and gay but something very serious that involves both of you at all levels of mind, body, and soul.

On quite a different level, the eighth house can also refer to joint finances and property. Venus promises material prosperity with this relationship.

Makes me wonder.....one thing I know he's not though - is a father figure. The energy is supporting, loving and giving - but not in a parent-like tone.

Gossip through the grape vine says that Maria Shaw won't be back in Psychiconair.com - due do the fact they won't bring back Joe & Matt. Poo.

And on this note - it's shower time. Before I know it I'll be up and it'll be more snow shoveling....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And No Wasted Time!

I'm almost caught up on my emails and the readings from the special back in December. Whew. The screenplay - still working on it. Once I have a chance to write - it flows. I just have to be able to work on the darn thing - you know?

Little Black Kitty is back outside. He drove me batty yesterday with the clawing at the door and the crying. I put him back out last night. He seems to be doing fine with it. But I do suspect that he'll be asking to come back in before the day is out. He can - for a few - then it's back out again. Samantha is not doing too well. It was as if she aged 5 years overnight (she's already 13). She's still eating, drinking and cleaning herself. But that's it. No more playing - no more nothing but sitting there. It breaks my heart. If I pick her up - she wants to be glued to me - permanently. Trying to detach her from my clothes is tough. I just hope she's okay health wise. I just couldn't take it if something happened to her - not so close to Indy dying.

Will's back:) I could feel his energy close yesterday as I worked. Almost like he was just sitting there watching me. I love it when he's around. Not only because I like the feel of his energy (it's always very high - I would call it jazzed) but he's my muse. When he's around, I just write better. As I was writing the script yesterday, he did make a connection for telepathic sex which I wrote about it in OBE. Last night as I was falling asleep, I could feel him around me. When I was walking down my path to enter my dream portal - Ethan was there as always - he told me to expect the past to be back but with a twist. I asked Ethan what he was talking about - he said that I know he can't tell me more. But that I have to put my nose to the grindstone and keep plugging away. No wasted moments - no sitting idle. I told him okay - and moved on. Further down the path was Will. He was in a long white flowing robe. Around his body is vibrated a wonderful golden energy. I asked if he was going to step through the portal with me. His reply - I'm already there. I stepped through and he was - at the Willow Tree by the river. I don't remember anything else - except that when I saw him I ran to the tree:)

With Will usually comes Merlin at some point in time and sure enough Merlin has been on my heels since I woke up this morning. In fact - he was the last thing I remembered about my dreams from last night. He and I were working in the magical space in the cave. Will was somewhere in the background. Next to me I had an enormous faden quartz crystal. I was putting mugwort around it - Merlin was putting candles around the ring of mugwort. There were 9 candles - 5 violet and 4 blue. During the day today - I keep hearing him tell me we have to get back to work. I have no clue what we're working on - why the mugwort, crystal and candles.

I asked Andrew today - where's my love life? He laughed and said I know where it is - and it isn't in Wooster. I know;) I took down all of the dating ads and what have you that I had online. I've washed my hands of it as long as I live in Wooster. Will I change my mind if I'm still here past July? I might. But lets put the energy out there that I'm moving forward! Any ways - Andrew says there's much more going on behind the scenes of my life than I'm privy to. So keep the faith - keep working and it will all shift the way it's supposed to. He says that January and February are all about work - lots of it. The work will transform not only my career - but my love life - so I must not stop. No wasted time. I tell Andrew that this is what Ethan basically said - no wasted time. He replies- there's a reason 2 of your guides tell you the same thing - listen to our words. And I have:)

LOST is back tonight!! Whoo Hoo! Okay - so since I can't watch it till tomorrow morning - no one email or post about what happened on LOST - okay? Don't tell me! Ahhhh...Sawyer:)

Oh -- I almost forgot...Will and Vincent know one another now. Yep - they met. Don't ask me how I know - I just do:) So now Bill & Ted know one another and so does Will & Vincent. Things are aligning up for me to come on board:)

Vincent is going through a very deep thought process right now. He seems to contemplate everything. He's so deep in thought that I don't dare disturb him. What is he thinking about? His life. What he needs to do and how he's supposed to do it. He's looking at all angles to see what is best for everyone involved.

Back to work I go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Play Catch Up!

The last full day of President "Dick Wad" Bush. I am soooooo relieved!! I cannot wait to see Obama swore in tomorrow. I hope that my son's school will have all the children in the gm to see this happen. Luckily for me, it'll be online:) I've been warning people in their readings that the man will not be able to fix things overnight. It'll take at least a year before things start to really change in a positive direction. By late July - August we'll notice a slight change, but for most it won't be a whole lot to write home about. This Feb - May we'll hit rock bottom - so we haven't seen the worst yet. That's important to remember that the worst will happen after he takes office - but it's' not because of him.

There are so many psychics and readers who are taking advantage of people during this tough time. Again - Live Person and Keen -- they are charging anywhere from $6.99 up - I've seen as high as $25.00 a minute!! I cannot believe that these people can feel good about themselves at night - not the ones charging and not the ones paying. As long as someone will pay that high price - greed will charge it. Hell - I'm raising my price to $2.49/minute and I feel guilty about it. I know I shouldn't - but I do. The only reason I'm doing so is that the readings from the web site have dropped off significantly. I'm just about caught up from the craziness of Dec - but once I am -- that's that.

I brought Little Black Kitty into the office. I couldn't help it. Last week the low was - 25 and I was worried he wouldn't live. So he and his upper resp infection are in my office. He's much older than I thought he was - maybe 10 or so. And he is a lover. This cat is a lap cat to the max. No worries - he is kept away from all other cats. All but Samantha that is. She ran in here last week (she just had to see why the door was closed) - saw LBK and about had a heart attack. He didn't attack her - but instead it was love at first sight (he's not fixed). So after I got her out (without him screwing her) he now sits at the door when he's not sleeping and cries for his little Sam. Before seeing her - he didn't cry at all. But then again - before the vaporizers and aromatherapy, I don't think that cat could meow at all :( I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't afford to take him to the vet. I put him outside and he just sits at the front door meowing.....so until I decide what to do - he's stuck in my office.

I didn't reach my goal of writing the script in a week. Between getting sick on Thursday and my son off from school from Thursday (weather) till today (MLK Day), I haven't had much peace to write - or when I was awake to write. Getting sick knocked me out. I'm not one to nap - but I sure did Thur and Fri! I will continue to write this week. I'm 1/2 way done - so fingers crossed!

I did work out the problem with my podcast and iTunes. It was Hipcast - I hit a setting I shouldn't of. Now it's all fixed - no thanks to any of them.

During my son's 5 days off - I have decreased my coffee from 8 cups to 6 cups a day. So for me - two full mugs. Then I drink two cups of green tea and I seem to be okay. Not too many headaches.

We have had many spirits visit us the last couple of days. The cats have been looking off into space - the dog is acting crazy and my son keeps asking me if I felt that:) No one has been a pain, but they have been observant.

I woke up a few interesting ways the past few days. This morning I fell into my body - same as the day before. Two days earlier instead of falling in, I slid in. It was so odd - I was running towards my body, I dropped on my stomach and on the way to my body I turned to my side and curled like I was sleeping. I slid right in. When I woke up from this one my 1st thought was that I was going to slide off the bed. The dreams themselves though - I have no idea. All I know is that I was busy and I remember a school.

If I had cable - it would be 2 days till LOST and SAWYER! Whoo Hoo! But since I am cableless - will have to watch online Thursday morning!

Back to work I go. I hope everyone has a great week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Headache Of The Golden Globes

I am still having trouble with Hipcast and iTunes - both places are blaming the other and no one will fix the podcast problem. To say I'm upset is an understatement.

And moving forward with the upset part - I saw last night from the Golden Globes site that you could watch the GG. I was excited - because I haven't missed one in 30 years and without cable....I would miss it. Anyways I went - paid the fee - and got sent to this TV Player Pro software that I had download. No problem. Did as told. Problem was - I couldn't find the GG anywhere. I put a request into support at 7:30 pm. At 9:45 pm (they sent it at 9:08, but I wasn't at the computer) I got a reply that it wasn't that software I needed, but the Real Player (which I had) in order to access the show. Since I missed the show - I immediately asked for a refund. Last night I got the sure...you can have one - but we're changing your $9.95 for our software. It's a strict refund policy.

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I saved the convo - see it below (start from the bottom up):

Svetlana Za 1/12/2009 8:56:47 AM
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Sincerely,
Your Customer Service Team


Alison 1/12/2009 7:31:03 AM
What part of CANCEL MY ACCOUNT don't you get?

And I'l make sure every last person knows about your policy - including the Golden Globes.
Irina S 1/12/2009 7:22:23 AM
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According to the Terms and Conditions, if you are within your first 7 days of our guarantee period - you are eligible for a refund of the unused portion of your membership minus a $9.95 activation and software fee which we keep. We have a strict NO-REFUND policy after the 7 day trial period.

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Sincerely,
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Alison 1/12/2009 7:10:19 AM
This is a load of crap - and I'm going to make sure everyone I know - knows about this. The only reason I got the software was to watch the Golden Globes - which I didn't get to see. AND according to you documentation - the Golden Globes would have been watched from Real Player NOT your software.

Cancel the account.

I'm also emailing the producers of the Golden Globe to let them know how I got ripped off trying to watch their show.

I repeat - cancel this account.
Luydmila G 1/12/2009 7:05:06 AM
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Thank you for your ticket. According to the Terms and Conditions, you are eligible for a refund of the unused portion of your membership minus the activation and software fee of 9.95 USD which we keep. We have a strict NO-REFUND policy after the 7 day trial period. Under no circumstances will we offer a refund for any services past this period. The amount that is billed to your credit card is a one-time flat fee which means you will never be billed again.

The promotional offer of 20 USD for a membership with a credit of 19,95 USD is still available to you.

At this moment no changes have been made to your account. Please respond to this ticket so that we can adjust your account accordingly.

Sincerely,
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Alison 1/12/2009 6:50:02 AM
You have got to be kidding me - I have to pay a fee for a service I never used?

Cancel this account.
Olga M 1/12/2009 12:23:35 AM
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Alison 1/11/2009 9:39:50 PM
I want you to cancel my account and refund my money. The only reason I got this program was for the golden globes and since I'm on the east coast - it's pretty much a mute point now.

Thank you
Olga Kb 1/11/2009 9:08:14 PM
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Alison 1/11/2009 7:27:27 PM
I'm trying to find the GG. I have downloaded my player - it works. Where can I find the show?

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And that's that - the rat bastards are keeping the $9.95. It's not the money - it's the principle. No where anywhere did it say that I was to watch the GG on Real Player - no where. When I would log in from the GG site - I kept getting their screen for downloading their software.

Oh - this place is called: http://tv-subscription.com/

I was very-very happy this morning to read Heath won:) I wish I could have seen Christopher Nolan's acceptance speech. I was also happy for 30 Rock and Kate Winslet. How about Mickey Rourke - damn I wish I could have seen that.

Now - on to something pleasant.

I had another wonderful dream visit with Bill. We were at my mom's house - my son, mom, sister's and family were there - along with Ted. Ted stayed in the background this whole dream. He stayed on the couch - just sitting there. Bill had on a long-sleeved red shirt -with some blue in it. There were words on the shirt no idea what. A woman came over - he spoke to her in Spanish - and she went to get us something to drink.

It was a laid back dream - he was showing me a letter he wrote to the editor of the NYT about Pres Bush. I asked him if he included Iran in that letter. He looked hurt for a second - like of crap I forgot to include it - and said no. He said this was the letter as of Jan 12th. His neck and back hurt - so as he was telling me about the letter - I was massaging his shoulders - neck. I got up - kissed him on the cheek and went in to see what my mom wanted. My sisters were there with her and all 3 were commenting on how nice it is to see Bill in the house and that he and I are very comfortable around one another. I agreed and then quickly said- we're just friends - nothing more. The ladies were bummed. I started over to Ted - when Bill intervened and wanted to go outside for a walk. Seems that my mom's house was a cabin in the middle of the woods (it certainly isn't in the physical world). I had my arm through his and we talking about the animals we saw - the different trees. It was all very calm, peaceful and it just felt right. I told him that I had to go poop. Yes - I used those exact words. He pointed over in the distance to a potty he built into the ground.

I'm there - doing my thing. When somehow the scene shifted from that (however I was still on the potty) to a table with 3 other people. I couldn't believe no one could smell my poo. We were discussing this home buying process. Seems that a bunch of homes were about to go on market for cheap prices. We had to reach in and pull out a slip of paper - which would tell us which house we got to buy. I was looking at this Spanish-styled house. It was very nice - over 5000 sq ft with a pool, outdoor kitchen and a hot tub. I told them this was too big and all I wanted was a small place by the beach. They said only big houses were available to me.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Holiday Catch Up Time!

(Just an FYI - I've been trying to get this to post since Sat. late morning)

Happy New Year! Sure - I'm a few days late - but I mean it just the same:) I hope that 2009 brings all of you what you need.

I honestly have no idea where to start - even at the beginning doesn't sound right. Silly huh? So here's a quick run down....

These past two weeks have been so busy - so silly busy - it's unreal. First, as you know, my son is home from school. His dad - being the "whatever" that he is, has decided to be MIA. So with the exception of Christmas Eve - he hasn't stopped by to get his son when he was supposed to - nor has he called him. The SOB is alive and well. He's just being - well...him. Needless to say, my little guy has been very disappointed, which in turn makes my life more difficult. The plans I had for myself all had to be canceled. Which of course is disappointing - but my disappointment doesn't come close to my son's - so I try to keep things in perspective. I've also been lying and making up excuses to my son - so that he won't think his dad has forgotten about him - as he did. That man is going to regret being such an ass when his son lives 2000 miles away instead of 5 min. Yeah - that's what I said - 5 min. Grrrrr.....Of course he finally did email me after I sent the latest asking if he was stopping by - seems that he's been "sick" and can't see his kid this weekend. Yeah - whatever.

So my son has made things very interesting - and stressful - here at the Allie ranch. He and Brodie (the black lab) fight like they are little girls. The kid yells at the dog - the dog barks back at the kid and it goes on and on. I had to banish Brodie to the back room and my son to his room just for some peace and quiet. Overall - the last two weeks have been fine with my son - he's 8 - he acts like an 8 year old. The longer he doesn't see his dad, the more rambunctious he gets.

Iris has been here - as busy as can be. That woman. She has promised me that she's not about to leave my side again. I don't know if I should be happy or scared. She did say though that she's in the background - Andrew is still "in charge" at this point in time. Andrew was talking to me yesterday and my grandmother came up and kissed him. I'm like - not in front of the children!

Now that's it's Jan 3rd, only 18 days till LOST! God I can't stand it -- I have major Sawyer withdraw.

But Iris gave me an idea in the shower - it's about another podcast called Waking Up Your Orgasm: http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/ the site is FAR from complete. My hope is to have the podcast up and running by next Friday (and Friday's from that point on) the 9th. It'll be in the same simple format as Ask Allie - with Q & A sex questions, toy reviews, aphrodisiacs and so forth. Well, I don't know what the "so forth" is yet. Sexual positions and sexual energy I deal with in the OBE newsletter (when I have time to write it). Any ideas? I only want to keep it 30 min or less. I'm also going to do the listener appreciation by giving discounts on the OBE web site.

Dreams - man have they been wild. Ever since I Feng Shui my office (and found about a dozen or so tiny Herkimer Diamonds that I placed on my Faden Quartz next to my bed) they have really been eventful. Bill has been in many of the ones I remember. Two of the visits I've had to entered into his dreams as I remember just standing back watching him pour over books. He's at a round table (both times)...

Okay - I have to interrupt my story for just a moment -- this still has to do with dreams, but....

Earlier last week (can't remember which night) - I had a dream where I was sitting down on a couch, that was a step lower than the room it was in - a sunken couch. An African American man (in his lower 30's I guessed) walked in and it was just as two old friends who haven't seen each other in a while. We hugged, gave each other kisses on the cheek and sat back down on the couch. I was leaning on him, his arms wrapped around me - and he started to tell me how he's been able to write - that he's releasing a new cd. I told him that it was great, I was excited for him (he seemed really pleased with himself) - kissed him a few more times on the cheek. Then I woke up.

Now I had no idea who this person was - never saw him before in my waking life (had no idea if he was alive or not) - had no idea why I would meet up with him - but there has to be some sort of past life/karmic connection. I thought about it after I woke up - couldn't figure it out, so I filed it away. So today I'm thumbing through some online sites - just looking around - and there he was. I was floored. I must of sat there for 10 min just saying nothing. I did find a page for him on MySpace - I sent him a friend request - no idea if he'll say yes. But what the hell - right? Still no clue on the "why" of the dream visit. I'm sure some day I'll figure it out.

Now back to the other dreams and Bill -- so he was at a round table. Books all over the place - most of them open - he had bookmarks in several places in each book. He had a notepad - a journal - where he was writing everything down. I walked up to him and asked how it was going. He's all excited saying he found the portal to Atlantis - but he can't figure out how to get to the portal. Seems that you have to take tunnels and what have you in order to get there - and he can't figure out where the tunnels originate. I asked - isn't it in the bottom of a Mayan temple in Mexico? He stops and stares at me for a spilt second then says - I don't know, they haven't discovered the room yet and when they do, it'll look like an ordinary room. But this (and he points to the triangle inside of a circle) will be in that room. I looked at him again and said - Mexico, it's in Mexico. He replied - but Atlantis's portal isn't in Mexico. I said I know - it's in Belize. But we get to Belize through the Yucatan Peninsula. He stared - it seemed like forever. Then it looked like a light bulb went off because he yelled - now it makes sense and grabbed a book. I woke up. We went through this same scenario twice - and I woke up each time. So I have no clue what he showed me.

Another dream visit we were at my mom's house. My sister's were there along with my brother-in-law, nieces, my son and my mother. Bill was in the basement with my son - I was upstairs watching a large category 3 tornado come towards us. I kept yelling for everyone to stay in the basement - the tornado would spilt off into three smaller tornados, and then regroup into one. The color of the tornado was brown - but when they split apart, 2 of them were gray. I knew my son was safe because Bill had him. My brother in law wasn't listening to me and would not get down stairs. When it got close - he and I ran down. In the basement - I could hear my dog Brodie upstairs. Before I could run up to get him, I woke up.

Vincent has been around during my waking hours. I can feel him move with me. He reminds me of my own astral body guard:) There have been a few instances where the connection was tight and clear - I could see him smiling - laughing. It was nice to be able to feel him feel something other than unhappiness.

Will - he's always around too - but not as close as Vincent - Vincent won't let him. I had a flash visit of me, Bill, Ted and Vincent in a hotel room - chatting. I announced that I want Will here too. Panic spread on their faces and they all said no at once. I told them tough shit - if they want me here - then they'd better go get Will. LOL.

Samantha went back to the vet - her thyroid is still a little high - but all other worries are now gone:) That was so nice to hear. Even though she is not happy to get her pill 2x - she takes it. I'm happy to have my Ninja cat back!

My lower back still kinda hurts - and I noticed a fine crack in my son's tooth. I'm using a heating pad and he goes to the dentist on Tuesday.

I managed to get some medicine in Little Black Kitty's eye last week - only problem is that he hasn't been back since :(

For some reason I'm obsessing over Sex In The City. No idea why. I never watched it on HBO or the reruns - never went to see the movie. But all of a sudden I have to watch it. Very strange.

I got my spring seed catalogs in the mail today - whoo hoo! My kid eats apples like you wouldn't believe - so I'm getting 2 apple trees to put in. Of course I won't see any apples for a couple of years - but I'm still doing it! It goes along with my grapes, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries:) My way of thinking is if I plan it - it better feed me or bring me some luck. There's always that chance that we won't even be living here by even summer - but I do plan on keeping the house. After I win an Oscar I'll put the house up for sale on eBay - lol!

I know there's more going on - I just can't think what else right now.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Guide Ambush, Energy Healing And Progress!

Man is it cold here. Last night it was 1 with the wind chill - 22 degrees F. Granted - not as cold as Minn or maybe the Dakota - but dang it was still cold. I felt so bad for Little Black Kitty (I really should just call him Salem). He wanted to come in so bad last night - and who could blame him? But I can't let a sick - un-neutered male - into my house. Thankfully, his eyes are starting to look better because of the garlic & vit C that I've been giving him.

I was certainly busy on the Winter Solstice. A lot of cooking baking, present wrapping and some more decorations up and out. By the time the day was over - I looked like a bag of powdered sugar exploded on me - lol!

When the day was over and I was looking forward to some shut eye - I was ambushed by my guides. Yep - ambushed. Before I knew it I had Andrew, Paul, Ethan. Edward, Robert, Jezell, Brigit and Iris. I'm like WTF?

I asked what's up? Before anyone could say anything - Iris stepped up. I said - don't get all over about the Cheryl situation. I can't help it. She said for me not to sass her. SIGH. I said fine - but that she didn't have to yell at me. She said she wasn't going to. Just that she'll be popping in and out because my life is about to do a 180. I asked if it is supposed to be a good 180? Because life isn't a bowl of cherries right now - I'd hate to see things go south even more.

She said no - not bad. It'll be like a dam breaks, and it'll take all of them - including her - to keep me on the straight and narrow. Sheesh - what in the hell is supposed to happen? Iris showed me a quick glimpse of airports, meetings, workshops and hotels. She said that's all I need to know. Iris said she'd be back and she left.

So I "looked" around to the rest of them - and Edward stepped up. He said that I need to keep sleeping now - and to work on my dreaming skills - to advance them even more. That's when Robert stepped up and said the OBE book needs to be done - the outline. It's overdue. That brought Jezell up to tell me to work on my manifestation skills and to be very VERY careful on where I decide to place my thoughts. Brigit was next and said that I have to start offering my healing - to which Andrew agreed. Paul told me to get ready because a new love is about to enter my life - Andrew agreed.

Andrew then said that something will happen before Jan 15th that will start the ball rolling in my direction. Ethan stepped forward and said he wanted me to write my affirmations in my journal - which I did.

All I have to say is we'll see what happens:)

The healing part I put in today's podcast. Healing and attunement information before I list it on the site at the start of the year.

It's so difficult to work with an 8 year old in my ear - lol.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted and Dream Visits!

What I week - I mean wow - I've been busy. Trying to do all of my readings before the holidays next week. This hasn't been an easy task. With my 50% off sale that has been going most of the month - many people have taken advantage of this offer. Since I have a couple thousand clients worldwide - you can just imagine the overload I've had.

My inbox has more emails that I know what to do with. If you've sent me an email - especially a follow-up email to a reading - I have it. I'm just buried - so please be patient.

Lately there has been an onslaught of people emailing me for free advice instead of submitting it to the column (okay, so I'm REALLY behind on this column) or the podcast. I can't and I won't answer those emails - they automatically get deleted. This last week I've been getting 20+ a day - I'm only one person doing the best I can. Free questions have to be submitted to the Ask Allie column/podcast.

Plus (pat myself on the back) I was on Keen and Liveperson this week. As I'm working on the OBE outline - again - I'll be on LP.

What else has been going on? Oh - you know Cheryl who likes to comment on this blog? She and her 12 year old son are moving from TX to live up here in OH with my son and I. Her son and my son are soooooo happy that they are going to finally have a "brother". Remember when I said that I couldn't find one friend in Wooster to hang out with? I finally got tired of it and am now importing my friends - lol. The boys are going to share a bedroom - Cheryl is taking my office and somehow - I'm moving my office into my bedroom. Creative arranging -- but somehow it'll all fit. Even if I have to line my walls with shelves. She should be up here right after Christmas. And yes - I warned her about the cold.

My Wordpress problem - I'll have to forgo a WP blog on my site as I'm on a new, very secure server. If I want WP to work, I have to be moved back to an older, less secure server. I leave it where it is.

My screenplays - sitting at the top 5 Hollywood agencies. Fingers crossed. H-Wood is closed down for the holidays and then there's Sundance in Jan. So we'll see if we can hear from someone in Jan. If not - the plan is to have me in Los Angeles in Feb to meet with the agencies and production companies. You never know:)

I did have a lunch date today. No - I'm not going to tell you anything about him, but I will say that I had a nice time. Will there be a second date? No idea - that's up to him. But either way I had a pleasant afternoon.

Wednesday night I had two separate dream visits - one from Bill and the other one Ted. With Bill he and I are sitting around chatting, For some reason he said that he likes a small back yard. I tell him that I have a small back yard. He looked at me with this strange look on his face -- and I said, well ya it's small because I have a 2 1/2 car garage on my property. He was also showing me pictures he had taken -- I don't remember what the pictures were about except that they were of landscapes and some ancient ruins. He was very excited to show me these pictures and I was just as thrilled to be looking at them. I kept asking - when are we going to go? He said -not yet, not everyone is here.

Next dream visit I was sitting wit Ted on a comfortable couch in a large house. I can remember the big fireplace and the beige couches. He and I are just chatting up a storm. He leaned over, put his arm around me and pulled me close. I asked - what are you doing? He leaned in to kiss me - I backed away. I commented - aren't you married? Just then his wife came in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He went to introduce me, but she didn't care and just kept walking. He said - some wife. If you were my wife and I was on the couch with another woman, you'd beat the shit out of me. My reply - naw -- I'd just take all of your money:) So he learned in again to kiss me and again I backed away. I told him to stop it. I'm not anyone's "second". He mumbled something under his breath - when a Brit gets pissed and they start letting the words fly - it's hard to figure out what in the hell they're saying! So I had no clue. I just told him I'd see him later. As the dream was ending I heard him say - you're damn right you will - lol.

I am so tired I swear I could sleep for a week. Off to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Blast From The Past, K3 and the Throat Chakra!

For those of you who have been here for a spell - do you remember my Easter story idea from a few years back? I didn't either - until today. For some reason that baby popped right into my head. A picture book for 4 - 6 year olds about Easter. Anyways - I mentioned it to my manager (which is what I think I was supposed to do) and now it is on the agenda for 2009.

In lieu of my son starting his biz with kids and food - he is going to be starting a business selling either organic soap and/or beeswax candles - which I of course, will sell on Gypsy Advice:) Once he gets his feet wet with this biz, then we will work on the larger one with kids and food. My kid has the entrepreneurial spirit - I love it!

I wish I was going to Utah today...SIGH...I just had to get that out again....sorry.

I had a very interesting experience last night during dream time. I had expected to find Vincent for some great dream sex - but instead found someone different. They thought I could be fooled - ha! What surprised me though was that this person is from a past life with Vincent and I (I mention it in the PLR I have online). He was the King from the past life visit where I was married to a much older man - the King and was having an affair with one of his knights - Vincent. When the King found out about the affair, he set Vincent out to a battle he knew he could not win. And lived a loveless life until I finally died. Rat bastard....he needs to stay away - and I think Vincent will make sure he does.

For some reason I was looking for a "K3" with the 3 lowered so that the top of it is at the base of the K - on labels. I was in a room - reminded me of a very very large walk-in closet/dressing area. There was a K1 & a K2 and I turned to my son and asked about the K3. He showed me a crisp label, portrait style, white with a double gold border wit the K3 top center in silver and some name across the middle. It was very elegant, very regal almost. My son was an adult in this dream - very handsome. I have no idea what they were or why I was looking for them.

My ex just stopped by to pick up our son for a few hours. Seems that he is off work for most of Dec - layoff company wide - until Jan 5th. He also informed me that he's filing for bankruptcy. I have no idea how this will impact me and the house since the mortgage is in his name (although I have been paying it) and the house is in my name. I can't get the mortgage in my name - yet - because I don't make enough to qualify for a loan. SIGH. It'll all work out somehow - it always does.

I've been working a lot on my back chakras this past week. It's amazing the pressure I feel in each chakra as I'm working on it. I spent quite a bit of attention today on the back throat chakra since I'm starting to get a sore throat (and I've been working on the front as well). Today as I was working on the back, it felt like someone took their fist and pressed it up against the back of my neck and just kept pushing. The pressure never did let up - but I did get an energy surge up and down my body.

Time to run, need to fix myself a quick dinner, run to the post office and then get back to OBE sex outline!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Bill and Atlantis!

Here I am, it’s 4:25 pm est and I haven’t been on my computer since this morning. Why? Because it hates me. I have no idea what is going on -- so I have been running all of the nice diagnostic tools and it is taking forever. I did though get a chance to watch “Live Free, Die Hard” in the mean timeJ What can I say - I’m a Die Hard fan - always have been. Someone asked me once who I would take on a deserted island if I could take one person and one person only (this was asked pre my son) and I said: MacGyver as he’d build me the island of my dreams, or John McClane because he’d get me the hell off that island - lol!

This past weekend was interesting. My son and I went to see our neighbors in a Christmas play Sat night. When we got home, the storm drain under the house 2 doors down had smoke and flames billowing out of it. Before you know it - the electric guys were there and in order to get down there to fix this problem, a few city blocks had to be shut down. So they were. Burr...it was 15 or something like that Sat night. Electric was out until sometime early Sunday morning.

Sunday I was a good girl and spent it working on my OBE sex book. I worked on it as much as I could in between the “Mom -- mom -- where are you?” and “Mom, I need you.” every 5 or so minutes J In the process of all of this, I had been trying to talk to Tracey. I haven’t been sleeping well and usually (as you know) when that happens, something is either about to change or I’m not getting a message (usually from Bill). I want to sleep - so she and I were playing email tag for a few days. I was about to get my shower when she and I finally connected.

As our hour chat was coming to a close, she told me that I had to post the chat to the blog - for Bill and Vincent to see. It’s below - but I took out a lot of items that could give away more information on the two of them than I am comfortable with.

Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:06 PM): I have 4 projects in Hollywood - SC, GG - the kids show, Dreamers and The Black Triangle.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:20 PM): will anything of this take off in 2009? and if so - around when?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:44 PM): I get yes to SC and to GG
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:58 PM): I get that SC is the first part of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:03 PM): and GG around June
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:10 PM): you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:14 PM): kind of stressed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:23 PM): but you will get used to the pace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:38 PM): I sense that there is immediate interest in SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:51 PM): There seems to be something coming with it in the first three months of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:01 PM): I sense you will know of this around January
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:10 PM): but may not get started then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:14 PM): it may start in march
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:26 PM): funding has to be secured and some things put together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:39 PM): so you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:58 PM): someone really is pushing this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:03 PM): wants to run with it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:10:11 PM): will I stay in Wooster while SC is going on? and then move after GG takes flight?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:28 PM): I do not get the move until July
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:33 PM): but you will be traveling a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:36 PM): back and forth
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:21 PM): there seems to be a lot of interest around this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:26 PM): a knowing that it will be a good one
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:34 PM): cool.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:49 PM): what about the out of body sex book I am writing - will that show me success as well?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:01 PM): I get yes but not in 2009
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:07 PM): this will come in 2010
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:20 PM): its like there is more 'focus' on you in 09
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:27 PM): that brings success for it in 10
Allie (12/7/2008 8:12:38 PM): okay - that works
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:41 PM): I really sense that once you are out there
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:43 PM): on the SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:50 PM): this is going to draw attention to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:13:08 PM): and then followed by GG - you are really hot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:35 PM): I just sense a lot of positive changes for you - finally in this area of your career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:40 PM): new doors finally opening
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:49 PM): and I see you thinking at times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:53 PM): that you are overwhelmed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:00 PM): and wondering why it came all at once
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:05 PM): but you will adjust to it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:15:06 PM): I believe it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:09 PM): and be able to manage it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:19 PM): its in the beginning when its hairy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:27 PM): esp when you add GG to the mix
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:49 PM): around Vincent I am getting that he’s sort of stretched
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:52 PM): in his career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:00 PM): he’s feeling pulled in different directions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:08 PM): and he’s having a hard time deciding what to do next
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:12 PM): he has some offers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:16 PM): but to do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:21 PM): he has to give up something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:05 PM): he does not want you working with Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:09 PM): he feels if you do
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:14 PM): you may have an affair with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:22 PM): he does not want that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:34 PM): this affair will take place
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:40 PM): whether you are together then or not
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:48 PM): and he would be hurt either way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:58 PM): but esp. if you were together then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:04 PM): he’s knowing the marriage has to end
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:09 PM): he feels he must end it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:12 PM): to be with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:20 PM): he feels like he’s going to have to do this soon
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:28 PM): he just feels change all around him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:37 PM): and all changes that occur
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:42 PM): he considers you in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:47 PM): and how it may bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:51 PM): or push you apart
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:02 PM): so he’s trying to make decisions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:06 PM): with you in mind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:17 PM): he also feels lie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:18 PM): like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:24 PM): you don't find him attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:28 PM): he had a dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:31 PM): where you told him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:34 PM): he needed to shave
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:38 PM): and clean himself up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:42 PM): and lose weight
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:52 PM): and he wonders what that is all about
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:57 PM): so he’s a bit insecure
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:03 PM): that he’s not attractive to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:09 PM): he does not understand the dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:12 PM): its just that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:18 PM): he needed to change his appearance
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:24 PM): for work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:27 PM): not for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:22:30 PM): exactly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:31 PM): in the situation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:39 PM): and you have to be honest
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:41 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:00 PM): he has to lose only 20-30 pounds
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:06 PM): and it won't be that rough
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:14 PM): and he will actually be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:17 PM): more attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:20 PM): and feel better
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:23 PM): so it won't hurt him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:29 PM): he’s so sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:34 PM): very sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:46 PM): he felt like you were talking to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:48 PM): the other day
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:57 PM): it was Wednesday or Thursday
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:02 PM): he felt like he could hear you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:05 PM): but faintly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:11 PM): like a bad phone connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:16 PM): he was awake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:18 PM): lucid
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:23 PM): he thought that was neat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:15 PM): he has to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:19 PM): to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:24 PM): he senses that work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:29 PM): is to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:31 PM): but love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:34 PM): keeps you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:39 PM): he feels he is to work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:42 PM): combining
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:46 PM): talents
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:48 PM): and ideas
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:31 PM): so anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:41 PM): he is stopping by your website often
Allie (12/7/2008 8:28:45 PM): he does get that the Vincent in the blog is him - right?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:50 PM): he makes sure he has access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:52 PM): all the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:55 PM): from his phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:58 PM): or laptop
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:03 PM): no matter what he is doing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:04 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:11 PM): that you would add a feature
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:19 PM): where he could be notified of new posts
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:23 PM): to your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:34 PM): so he can get them right away
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:44 PM): he’s thinking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:50 PM): you will know how to do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:58 PM): and that the inspiration will hit you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:08 PM): he uses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:13 PM): some kind of texting service
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:15 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:20 PM): like paging
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:26 PM): but text messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:31 PM): through email?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:37 PM): I dunno
Allie (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): me neither
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): I am behind the times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:46 PM): on that stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:53 PM): he has a phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): with everything
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): on it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:02 PM): even mp3
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:08 PM): an d he listens to you?
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:12 PM): sounds like an iPhone
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:15 PM): podcast
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:18 PM): ah
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:21 PM): okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:28 PM): likes to listen to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:32 PM): likes your voice
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:33 PM): did he listen to the past life regression I put up that was about him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:34 PM): calms him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:38 PM): thinks you are interesting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:43 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:52 PM): he’s listened to lots
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:55 PM): of Allie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:15 PM): he feels you are brilliant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:17 PM): and a
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:19 PM): spiritual guru
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:21 PM): giant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:26 PM): compared to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:33 PM): I sense strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:39 PM): that you will meet in connection to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:42 PM): to your work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:52 PM): its going to be mid-year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:55 PM): July
Allie (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): what does his spiritual guru say about me and him? what advice do they give him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): maybe June
Allie (12/7/2008 8:33:04 PM): maybe when I move?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:05 PM): that he needs
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:09 PM): to facilitate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:13 PM): getting together with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:17 PM): that he needs to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:22 PM): to bring that into reality
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:26 PM): and that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:29 PM): he needs to prepare
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:32 PM): for you in his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:34 PM): make room
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:36 PM): changes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:39 PM): like marriage
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:41 PM): career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:48 PM): and that he may have to move
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:50 PM): physically
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:57 PM): they have told him 'Hollywood'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:05 PM): in other words he needs to be in that area
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:56 PM): he’s amazed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:00 PM): by how close
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:03 PM): you feel to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:14 PM): you WILL be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:18 PM): if you are doing all this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:21 PM): at the same time
Allie (12/7/2008 8:35:23 PM): so I guess I'd better enjoy what down time I have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:29 PM): no kidding
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:40 PM): he’s getting his 'affairs'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:43 PM): in order
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:51 PM): my sense is that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:56 PM): the notification
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:04 PM): of ending
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:06 PM): things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:09 PM): is in the new year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:13 PM): just after the first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:16 PM): he’s being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:19 PM): empathetic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:22 PM): to the holidays
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:02 PM): he thinks that you are awesome
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:09 PM): and that what he is experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:16 PM): with you is completely amazing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:57 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:02 PM): he’s tired of his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:06 PM): and that he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:08 PM): for moving on
‘Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:50 PM): also he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:53 PM): he and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:57 PM): are going to be friends
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:03 PM): he has been dreaming about Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:05 PM): in fact
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:13 PM): Bill warned him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:16 PM): that if you run into Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:20 PM): affair is likely
Allie (12/7/2008 8:39:24 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:26 PM): and so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:35 PM): he made an instant friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:45 PM): he feels like W and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:48 PM): don't jive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:55 PM): but he gets along with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:02 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:06 PM): B will be a part of your life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:09 PM): why fight it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): I sure hope he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): he’s okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:21 PM): he does not feel like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:23 PM): you and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:27 PM): will be romantic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:29 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:34 PM): he feels you love each other
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:39 PM): which makes him feel good actually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:41 PM): because
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:47 PM): he feels B is protective
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:48 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:53 PM): so he sees it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): as a brotherly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:03 PM): and he is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:15 PM): but I do sense
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:19 PM): that he’s right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:20 PM): in terms
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:22 PM): of the role
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:24 PM): B is choosing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:30 PM): he will be there for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:37 PM): as a protective force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:40 PM): and a guiding force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:46 PM): he’s going to help promote you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:48 PM): and work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:52 PM): and be your best friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:05 PM): Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:10 PM): is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:14 PM): and he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:23 PM): he is not in competition
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:26 PM): with Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:32 PM): they both
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:34 PM): want you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:40 PM): to be happy and successful
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:44 PM): also
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:47 PM): he trusts B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:51 PM): respects him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:58 PM): he’s been reading about B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:01 PM): he did not realize
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:06 PM): how smart Bill was
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:21 PM): he just did not know about him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:25 PM): and he’s thought of contacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:26 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:31 PM): and my sense is that he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:38 PM): and he’s going to bring you up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:43 PM): and direct Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:45 PM): to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:49 PM): and your website
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:32 PM): Bill senses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:35 PM): that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:38 PM): is a friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:41 PM): but for some reason
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:45 PM): he receives Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:48 PM): as a foe
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:50 PM): most of the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:06 PM): he likes that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:08 PM): is big
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:11 PM): he sees him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:12 PM): as your
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:15 PM): thors hammer
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:18 PM): ?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:26 PM): he feels Vincent is good for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:32 PM): lol - B wear a thors hammer as a pendant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:37 PM): NO WAY
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:40 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:41 PM): WAY!
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:46 PM): he also feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:48 PM): you need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:54 PM): call on Thor and Freya
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:58 PM): to give you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:03 PM): the extra umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:06 PM): to get things rolling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:10 PM): with your business
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:22 PM): he feels you need
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:26 PM): more personal power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:33 PM): he knows you have a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:42 PM): but he feels you need more umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:44 PM): behind you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:52 PM): apparently
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:00 PM): B is into Gods and Goddesses
Allie (12/7/2008 8:47:05 PM): yes he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:07 PM): Bill that is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:14 PM): and he’s sending you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:16 PM): power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:18 PM): energy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:22 PM): and light
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:26 PM): to push things through
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:27 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:34 PM): he’s been around you lately
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:39 PM): he’s even asked Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:41 PM): to muster up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:46 PM): what strength
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:48 PM): he has
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:49 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:55 PM): and Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:58 PM): has done so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:06 PM): Ted also needs help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:07 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:09 PM): B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:15 PM): feels that in helping you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:19 PM): this will strengthen T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:21 PM): too
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:30 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:36 PM): feels he is in a position
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:38 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:41 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:44 PM): he’s feeling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:49 PM): like he’s reached
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:51 PM): a level
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:56 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:01 PM): a higher level in meditation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:06 PM): that most can't achieve
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:12 PM): and he’s feeling in awe of it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:24 PM): he’ taking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:30 PM): a retreat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:32 PM): or break
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:35 PM): to time out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:38 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:42 PM): and he’s going somewhere
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:44 PM): inspiring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:50 PM): with mtns.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:55 PM): that have a smoky haze
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:01 PM): and I see a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:04 PM): of some kind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:07 PM): behind him
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:09 PM): Nepal?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:17 PM): yes - that resonates
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:19 PM): he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:28 PM): has to finish
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:30 PM): something first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:36 PM): he wants T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:38 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:39 PM): but T
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:44 PM): does he still have the letter my sister gave him for me?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:46 PM): said he had to bring the Bitch
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:52 PM): and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:55 PM): said no way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:00 PM): he does
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:03 PM): have the letter
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:08 PM): always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:11 PM): I get always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:15 PM): he will have it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:19 PM): he values it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:25 PM): its sacred to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:30 PM): he’s writing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:36 PM): things on the outside
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:39 PM): for the paper
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:43 PM): or envelope
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:48 PM): symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:55 PM): he wonders if you receive the messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:04 PM): he feels like the two of you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:10 PM): were able to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:13 PM): communicate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:16 PM): this way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:22 PM): in the ancient times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:33 PM): and he’s fascinated
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:35 PM): that he
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:38 PM): can do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:41 PM): its some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:45 PM): kind of sacred
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:46 PM): text
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:49 PM): in symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:55 PM): he’s
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:58 PM): wanting so badly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:02 PM): to share things with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:05 PM): that he’s learning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:09 PM): and experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:12 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:16 PM): he could blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:19 PM): about this stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:24 PM): but no
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:27 PM): bad for image
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:32 PM): he thinks that’s shit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:40 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:43 PM): he’s asked
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:47 PM): to hide who he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:49 PM): often
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:53 PM): and he’s not wanting to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:58 PM): he is not ashamed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:03 PM): he feels he is enlightened
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:07 PM): and he’s going
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:12 PM): to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:16 PM): when he gets back
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:26 PM): against 'advice'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:30 PM): so that you have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:33 PM): access to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:36 PM): some things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:39 PM): he wants you to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:42 PM): so he wants you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:45 PM): to pay attention
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:50 PM): to the internet
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:55 PM): and to watch for
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:57 PM): something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:59 PM): from him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:06 PM): he knows you will understand it all
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:08 PM): even if
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:14 PM): its above the average
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:19 PM): persons conception
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:26 PM): of spiritual
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:30 PM): information
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:47 PM): he feels like you are to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:48 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:52 PM): in terms of
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:56 PM): writing a book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:00 PM): he sees you being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:09 PM): co-writers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:11 PM): and he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:15 PM): publish it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:19 PM): and do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:23 PM): kind of artwork
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:29 PM): for the cover
Allie (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): that would be cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): he’s created
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:39 PM): some kind of drawing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:46 PM): that has spiritual meaning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:49 PM): to your connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:53 PM): and he does not understand it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:55 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:00 PM): that he’s to put the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:05 PM): in a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:10 PM): in Nepal for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:16 PM): and he hopes that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:24 PM): the two of you can interpret
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:30 PM): the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:33 PM): for this book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:38 PM): its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:40 PM): to the message
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:44 PM): and this has to do with
Allie (12/7/2008 8:57:48 PM): it has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:49 PM): spiritual connections
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:51 PM): and the past
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:53 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:01 PM): he’s very excited
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:04 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:06 PM): that this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:10 PM): has to be energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:12 PM): in some way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:18 PM): so that you can access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:22 PM): the hidden meanings
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:28 PM): he does not understand it all now
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:33 PM): but he’s putting things together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:36 PM): and he was led
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:42 PM): to delivering it to nap
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:45 PM): for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:56 PM): I sense that he’s also been working on
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:02 PM): locating someplace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:07 PM): for the two of you to visit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:12 PM): this has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:16 PM): and some hidden
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:19 PM): crystals
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:21 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:25 PM): and he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:28 PM): you are to go with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:32 PM): on this journey
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:36 PM): he feels
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:41 PM): you are to return
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:42 PM): to this area
Allie (12/7/2008 8:59:43 PM): he won't get very far without me
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:53 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:03 PM): there is to be some diving involved
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:07 PM): do you dive?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:09 PM): anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:19 PM): he feels like there is a lot of research to do
Allie (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): yes, have to dive into a lake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): on location
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:30 PM): cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:36 PM): you will need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:42 PM): to go where he wants to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:44 PM): he’s looking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:48 PM): at these grids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:50 PM): and maps
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:55 PM): and overlaying them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:57 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:04 PM): he’s figuring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:06 PM): something out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:12 PM): with the help of his guides
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:16 PM): and its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:20 PM): and he thinks
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:22 PM): that its okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:27 PM): if Vincent goes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:32 PM): his powerful energy is good
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:33 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:38 PM): some of the exploring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:43 PM): is just for you and Bill
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:05 PM): yes - just B, T and I can get to some places
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:10 PM): right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:14 PM): Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:17 PM): will get
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:24 PM): dragged by the hair
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:27 PM): if need be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:30 PM): and no Bitch
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:32 PM): Vincent will stand guard or something like that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:34 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:36 PM): likes her
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:48 PM): like he likes hemorrhoids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:50 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:51 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:52 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:01 PM): Vincent is to stand guard
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): so is this why I'm not sleeping - because Bill is doing exploring?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): protection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:08 PM): yes
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:13 PM): damn him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:16 PM): he can't let you sleep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:18 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:23 PM): but Vincent is there - always, like a body guard
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:26 PM): yep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:29 PM): Thor
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:32 PM): in my dreams if we are not interacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:06 PM): I wonder where Freya comes in
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:09 PM): You?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:20 PM): you must have Freya energies
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:23 PM): it has to be me - I have had visions I think with her in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:28 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:34 PM): it's been awhile - I have to look back at my notes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:36 PM): you must put this reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:39 PM): in your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:43 PM): I sense that strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:49 PM): so don't forget
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:52 PM): so that Bill and Vincent can see it
Allie (12/7/2008 9:06:50 PM): I'll put it in tomorrow
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:53 PM): this has been an awesome reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:57 PM): I feel so energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:02 PM): the energy has been great
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:17 PM): I hope you feel it too

Now I know what Tracey is talking about with Atlantis - I’ve written before about Bill and his maps, grids, the crystal cave, lake and so forth. And no - she doesn’t come to my blog to read what I have written - so she really doesn’t have a clue. I am happy to hear that we are supposed to be still going after Atlantis. This week I’m going to empower myself with Thor’s energy and then with Freya - I’ll let you know how it goes.

My son came up with a killer biz idea over the weekend. It’s so good that I can’t tell you about it (yes, paranoid about someone making off with it) but I will say it has to do with food and kids of all ages. I’m just so proud of him. As soon as I sell a script or something, we’re going to try to get it going.

I have no idea when I’ll get to the podcast - maybe late tonight or tomorrow. All depends on my computer - it has all my files & podcast questions on it.

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie J

Chakras, Vincent And That Dang Cat!

I seriously haven't been able to figure out what ABBA and Vincent have to do with one another. Maybe he likes the group - I have no idea. But when I'm stuck in my writing, I see him as plain as day tell me to put on "Dancing Queen" and dance -- as who can be pissed during that song? It's funny, but it works. If I have a block, I hear him tell me that - I put it on and bingo. But I do wonder if the man actually listens to ABBA in the physical reality - could he be a closet ABBA fan - lol?

Vincent must have more time on his hands lately - he's been around a lot the last week. Everywhere I turn, there's his energy. It's almost as if I'm wearing a big old energy protection coat that has a whole lot of love wrapped up in it. Feels very snuggly. Last night's dream visits had us doing a lot of talking. About what - I can't remember. Had Darin not landed on my head (out of fright) when the alarm went off, I would've had time to grab my journal and write everything down. But by the time I dislodged him from my hair and turned off the alarm - it was too late. Dang cat. I also remember Vincent following me around in all my dreams. I kept making dream visits again to help people, and in every visit he was in the background standing guard.

I sure wish I could be in Sandy, Utah next week - it's just a random out loud thought. If you don't know why - don't ask - lol.

I woke up at 4:19 this morning - Andrew said to remember the number. So I did - and looked it up in my Angel Numbers book. It said: The angels ask you to hold positive thoughts about your Divine life mission. You are qualified, ready and able to heal and help others.

I thought that was a pretty cool message.

Chakras - I've been trying to work with them lately. You know how the saying goes - the carpenter has the house of unfinished projects or the mechanic has the car that doesn't run? Well, same applies with the psychic. I'm so busy helping everyone else (which I love to do) that I neglect my spiritual growth. I think that is one of the reasons why my dreams have been so busy lately - I haven't been doing things in my waking life to aid in my soul growth.

Any ways - back to the chakras. The front chakras get a lot of attention - but the back chakras - not so much. That is unless I'm pushing an energy ball through the front, out the back and then back through again. In writing up homework for a coaching client, I remembered how important the back chakras are since they deal with our unconscious issues (front deal with conscious issues). If you can deal with and heal what's going on in your unconscious, the conscious will always follow. Just like heal or excite the energy body and the physical body will follow.

So I have been sending colored energy balls (color based on what chakra it is) one at a time, into each back chakra. And energy going through this way feel pretty funky. I can feel a pressure that morphs into a tingle. The pressure is pretty intense, like someone is pushing a round rubber ball onto the chakra. I think that I'll make these chakras my metaphysical topic of the week in my podcast on Monday.

This weekend the focus is on OBE sex - if all goes well and I get what I need done, done, then it'll be back onto Bloody Mary for the following weekend.

It is so cold here -- so dang cold. I dread leaving here to pick up my son from school. Speaking of him - he tells me this morning how he is freaking his friends out at school by reading their minds. I told him to scale back a bit on the telepathic connection - lol. He also says he's been getting a lot more "pictures" of the future and into the past. Heck - I'm about to get a reading from the kid:) I think that I'll get him a beginning set of tarot cards (he likes mine) or maybe just a set of mine in order to focus his abilities.

BTW -- if you want to take advantage of my great site-wide deals, don't forget to listen to the current podcast! Great deal ends on Monday!

Time for me to get all bundled up to freeze with the rest of the parents!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Gabreael, Dreams And I Need Structure!

I had my twice a year reading today with Gabreael. As always it's great to talk to her. My friend Dave came through, he likes to keep an eye on me - Mitch, an ex boyfriend just stood back to let me know he was there. Both my grams came through. Gram T was there first, she watches me and likes how I'm living my life, Gram P butted in and has been around a lot in the past six months for support. She's in my dreams a lot. 2009 will be a better year - it's a year of renewal and regeneration. I'm supposed to hang in there - have hope for tomorrow.

Health - I need to back off of caffeine (which I have been already), keep an eye on my ovaries, watch my neck (future arthritis) and be careful with my lower back. Money wise - Gab saw a tight fist - meaning money will keep to be tight, but I will have enough every month to make ends meet. I will also get some extra money come in the 1st qtr of 2009. Career wise - scripts will go through, but Gab saw a U-Haul, she took it as I'll be in for the long haul (meaning it's going to be awhile). I took it as moving. Maybe it's a combo of both. She said one script will go before the others. I need to finish the OBE book (yepper) and then get started on my next book. Guides suggested that I add some sort of certification to my coaching - may make it easier for me to get speaking engagements.

I have to get my tush in gear on Keen and Liveperson - that will pay for the certification. I'm a person who needs a schedule - structure - to make things work. I can't understand why I cannot come up with a set schedule on when I should work when. I could do readings in the evenings - but I have to set in a time to relax. I can't work from the time I roll out of bed, until I roll back into bed. There has to be a happy medium that I can find.

Paul Newman is having fun being a guide in training :)

As for love...SIGH...she said that I have to get out and about more and meet people. To get back on the dating sites (personally I don't want to). She doesn't see me with anyone serious until the end of 2009. That's not saying I haven't met that person yet - it's just that it won't turn to serious until the end of 2009. Oh - she also said he'd be a white collar worker. The guides wouldn't tell her anything else. Which is fine because I don't want to get set on whoever I'm supposed to be serious with - like they should have a certain look, in a certain job and so forth. They'll be who they'll be.

Hummm...we'll have to see about everything. As always she's dead on about my deceased relatives and friends. Time will tell for everything else. I like getting readings from her - she pushes me like I push people - so that I get in gear.

My dreams last night were very busy. It's almost as if in my dreams I'm trying to help everyone I can't get to in the waking life. I kept hearing the phone ring in my dreams and it would wake me up. But there were no phones ringing in my bedroom. I remember going from situation to situation helping people make changes in their lives. I didn't know anyone that I ran in to - to my, everyone was a stranger. I did meet one older woman who looked at me and said - I knew someday you'd come. Many times I just sat there and talked to people - I would show them a TV screen of what could be and what will be if they don't make changes. Most of the time though, I would simply put my hands on the person and I could see different colors of light go through me to the person. Each person would have a different combination of colored light. I think that the phone ringing was my signal that someone else needed me.

I can feel something's about to break loose. I have no idea what - or if its good or bad - but I can feel something below the surface.

Time to get my shower and off to bed...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Weekend, Vincent And Dream Visits!

Last weekend turned out nothing like I had hoped it would. Instead of the fun I envisioned - I had to make an emergency run to the vet with my cat Samantha. She really wasn't doing well - and all the way there I prayed that she'd be coming home with me. She did - with 4 meds 2x a day. Thyroid out of whack, heart mummer, not eating, infection around the liver, red blood count borderline anemic and of course her white cells were through the roof. This cat may be 5.8 lbs, but trying to give her meds that get her so upset she foams at the mouth is a chore. Somehow in the course of giving her meds Sat night, I tore a muscle in my back. God it hurt. With no one to rub any Icy Hot on my back (my son was at his dad's) I spent the whole night in pain - no sleep. Same went for Sun until my son came home and helped me out. Today I bought more Icy Hot and a heating pad. I happened to tear the back muscle in the same spot where I hold all my tension. I think my poor back just had enough. So the weekend sucked big time - but Samantha is doing a touch better. Not great - but better -and I'm thankful.

By now you've seen my previous post about the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com being gone. It sucks - I had fun chatting with those guys every week and tag teaming with Maria on callers. SIGH. Maybe Psychiconair will have a brain and bring them back. I have a feeling though that Maria and gang are moving up to bigger and better things.

BTW...did you listen to today's podcast? You should if you want some good deals on my services :)

Friday evening I had an odd dream about being at my childhood home (where my mom still lives) but it wasn't her home, but mine. In the attached 2 car garage there was an elaborate cage system that was attached to the ceiling of the garage. I have no idea who I was in the garage with - but I told them that my ex husband built it for the cats to have some outside air or if we needed them out of the main house for a bit. The person stated - it's up rather high. My reply - just in case the area floods (the house is no where near water of any kind). For some reason there was a school bus in this garage. Me, this person and I think my son climbed inside of it. While we were in there it tipped to the side and rolled over on its roof. That woke me up. I will also add here that the garage (at least) looked like I or anyone else hadn't lived there in awhile. It was shaken up like an earthquake or like a nuclear bomb that wiped out all the people/animals, but kept the dwelling intact. It was strange.

Now Sat night I had a dream visit with Vincent. We were on of all things - a bus. But it was one of those decked out charter buses, not a school bus. He looked tired, worn down, but okay - like he had just gotten himself out of a bad situation and he knew that he was on the mend. On this bus we were driving through Wooster - I was showing him around, he was amazed on how cheap everything was here. I told him that compared to NYC, just about anywhere but LA or London is cheaper:) What was weird is that he knew of our connection, but he wanted me to know that he knew without anyone else on the bus knowing he knew. He sat across from me for the longest time and just stared at me. It was a bit unnerving - because his stare can be very intense. He kept putting his hand over his mouth - like his chin would rest in his hand. Finally he got up and sat next to me (we were in the back of this bus and I was on the very back seat which was a bench seat). Next to me I had a bunch of books. He picked up the stack so that he could sit next to me - I saw him slip something inside of the top book - and he did it so that I would see. He wanted to look at that book - it was an 8 x 11 book with a black cover - I think it said something like Magic 101 as the title.

As he was about to look at the book, I slipped my hand in and pulled out the piece of note book paper he slid in. The handwriting was as bad as mine:) The front of the paper said something like "I know who you are and our connection" and the back had 2 martini recipes on it. I looked at him and said shaken or stirred (my question to him to make sure this was indeed the paper he put in) and he said - shaken. I commented - oh like James Bond. He then handed me a book with a bookmark - it was his diary that was in book form. He told me to turn to Chapter 20 - I did - and on it, circled was him meeting Bill and shaking hands - knowing full well who he was in relation to the soul group. Now he put Bill real name in quotes like: I saw "Bill" standing outside the pizzeria..... When I turned to ask him why he put Bill's real name in quotes and didn't put Bill in there - I woke up. Now somewhere in this dream I introduced him to one of my sisters and said that in the blog I called him Bob at first. She said - you mean like the Bob you said I'd marry someday? I said yes, but they weren't the same guy. I thought about it afterwards - Bill's birthday is on the 20th. Interesting that he was in Chapt 20 of Vincent's book.

I fell back to sleep and Vincent and I were in Central Park - holding hands and enjoying the snow falling. We didn't talk - didn't even look at one another - just walked in silence. I woke up again, but this time I stayed up.

Andrew and Paul showed up last night as I was getting ready for bed. I said something like - long time no see! They assured me that they had been busy. I asked - working on Vincent? They said yes. I asked how that was coming along? They told me the man has some heavy emotional baggage to get rid of - which he is in the process of - and then he'll be fine. In the meantime he's just very heavy energy wise - and will keep tapping into me in order to keep himself afloat. So if all of a sudden I feel down in the dumps - it's him. not me, and I have to refocus my energy. I asked the guys since they are in charge of my love life and nothing is really happening at the moment (I mean it is - but it isn't) with it if I missed some condition. They assured me that all is in place for me - career wise. I haven't missed anything. I said - are you sure - I didn't have to have the OBE book or outline done? They said no - that whatever relationship I'm supposed to be in will help with the completion of the book. Hummm.....okay I said. At least on my end I'm doing what I'm supposed to.

Time to go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted, Day Dreams and Atlantis!

I'm chilling out with the kid today -- he's off until Monday and it's nice to just hang and play X-Box with him. I'm not taking it easy all day - I am working:) But the chill factor is mighty high. Tomorrow will be a day of fun and way too much food over at mom's house. This year I'm in charge of the sweet potatoes...yummy! Looking forward to giving thanks and eating some good stuff!

Speaking of food - besides the other day with the frozen chicken fingers and fries - I actually cooked. And when I mean cook - I mean not opening a box of something, adding a thing or two to it, and then eating. I mean actually cooking - like I used to do before the divorce. I forgot how much I liked to cook. My son asked if I could do this more often and I assured him I would.

The dreams I've been having the last two nights have been rather funky like. Last night I had one of the hotel dreams - but it was not a nice hotel. Or it might of been, but they didn't clean my room. In the dream I walked into my hotel room and saw that it was a mess. In the back portion of the room was a closet and to the side of the closet was another door. Through that door was the housekeepers room. The housekeepers where actually storing their sweepers in the closet of my room. I opened up and yelled in to someone if they could come clean my room. A woman peeked into my room - murmured something under her breath and said right away. I couldn't get over the mess here - it had two double beds (one for me and one for my son) that were in shambles - there was cereal (I think corn puffs) all over our floor - the toilet wasn't cleaned....it looked as if someone had a party while my son and I wasn't there.

The dream then shifted to me running into an old high school boyfriend. Jim was in my dream the night before too. In the previous night's dream, I ran first into a guy I kind of knew from high school named Mike. Next to him was Jim. I told them - Hi - I'm Allie and we're friends on Facebook. Jim walked off - Mike grabbed my hand to shake it and my left hand went to hit him on the side of his leg (I have no idea why) but he moved and I hit his butt. He asked me if I was trying to smack his butt - I assured him no I wasn't. Then we talked about his wife and how they were high school sweethearts and then were still married - yadda. I went off in search of Jim and he was talking with my father - they acted like they were old friends. Jim just said hi to me and left.

Which brings us to last night after the hotel dream. Jim shows up and I tell him - guess what I had a dream about you last night and I proceeded to tell him about it. He said something like - you are beautiful - and then hugged me. He asked me out to dinner -- I noticed he was wearing a wedding ring -- so I told him sure , but it would be dinner only. And I stressed that point - only dinner, don't expect anything else. Then I woke up.

I think it's strange that he was in my dreams 2 nights in a row when I haven't thought about him in about 20 years. There's a reason, I just don't know what it is yet!

I've been purposely setting aside each day to just day dream. During these day dreams, it's almost like it was when I would go into meditation and into a session with Tracey or one of my guides. But with just day dreaming I can retain more information. Normally, as I enter a day dream, it looks like someone turns on a flat screen TV - everything in the picture has a vibrant color to it - I then step through the TV into whatever picture is there. Sometimes though instead of a TV there, I'm in the middle for the woods with a river flowing in front of me. I jump into the river and see where it takes me. At times I try to swim against the current - but that always tires me out. If I try that - when I'm done with the day dreaming I reflect upon what images I saw and then combine it with that tired feeling of swimming upstream. This way I figure out what I've been fighting against and I let it go.

Earlier today when I had my day dream, I jumped into the river and went with the flow. This time though it took me right over a falls. I almost pulled myself out of the day dream because the falling sensation was so real. When I hit the bottom, I went under and saw a cave a short distance away. When I swam into it - I swam right into Atlantis. I pulled myself out of the water and there was Bill and Ted. Just sitting there. Bill smiled and said - it's about time. Ted chimes in - do you think we have all bloody day? Smart asses they are!

Bill said - we got off task - we went our separate ways and stopped searching for the way into Atlantis from our world. I told Bill that we need the leather bound book - the one that has been in tons of our night time dream visits. He said - right - but we have to do something that will start us in the right direction. I told him that he needed to go to Peru. He asked why. I told him that I don't know - but he is to go there in person, in the physical. There you find some sort of clue in an old odds and ends shop. That clue will remind you of me in the physical reality, then you and I will meet up.

Well, what in the hell am I supposed to do - asked Ted? Get divorced - I said. Can you imagine what your greedy wife would do if you found Atlantis? Bill said - what if the world isn't ready for Atlantis. My reply - the ones who need to be ready will be.

Did you find the skull yet - Bill asked? Ahhh - no skull has been found - I would have called for you sooner if it had. Mexico Ted said - it's in Mexico.

This is when Robert showed up - she has no time to be running around looking for a skull. She has to focus. You're not going to let her focus.

Bill stood right in front of Robert - nose to nose almost - you're not separating us again. We have to do this - you know we do.

I never said you didn't - Robert said - but she has to focus in on what she is currently working on. Then she can run off and play Tomb Raider. Robert turned and looked me and said: get back to work.

And I was forced out of the day dream with a jolt. Sheesh.

I asked Andrew why didn't he show up and help out. He shook his head - not my battle. My job is your love life - which will go well if you let it. What's that supposed to mean - I asked? That the only one who will stand in your way of happiness is you - so don't allow yourself to close off again - you've been doing well, keep it up.

Okay Andrew -- Okay Robert.....

And on that note - I'm outta here.

Have a great Thanksgiving and remember to be thankful for what you have, not pissed at what you don't have!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dream Visits, ADHD and Greedy Readers!

It is so cold here -- so fricken cold! My son and I were bundled up so tight in the way to school this morning. This evening we're supposed to go downtown to see Santa. This will probably be the last year we'll do this as most of his friends don't believe in Santa - I'm just hoping to have it last a bit longer. Last year when we went down town he was yelling his heart out to have Santa say hi to him (he walked right in front of us) but Santa never did. He was so heartbroken. I tried to tell him that Santa hears everyone - even if he can't respond to all. That seemed to make it okay. But just the hurt look on his little face.....

Did I tell you that his doctor said he was ADHD? And wanted to shove (of course) a bunch of drugs down his throat? The doctor and I argued about the meds for awhile - he wrote a prescription and I threw it out on the way to my car. I'm not sticking my kid on meds - I flat out refuse. I watch his behavior and know what sets him off - when something happens I change things. For example - he's really into Xena (yes, the Warrior Princess) now. We watch it at dinner time. But last week I allowed him to watch it 2x before school. I found out that those days at school he was too wound up and ended up on blue (color scale - green, yellow, blue , and red ). So - no more Xena before school (along with no x-box and computer). And - he went back to being on green and a yellow.

The teacher is supposed to be giving me weekly update - but of course she isn't. However, my son is being a big boy and telling me what's going on.

I have no idea where this week went. No clue. I can't believe it's Friday.

The spiritual show treatment is done - as far as it stands now it's good to go. So this weekend it's horror flick time. Man, I'm such a wimp. I have some scripts to read, to get a feel for horror, and then the outline to do. All to be done during the day. I probably will never go and see any of my horror flicks - not a one. So when you go to see a horror flick - what scares you the most? The blood and gore - or the mental drama? I'd like to write a flick that really @ucks with your mind. More mind messing up and less blood.

The whole movie - TV scripts is basically on hold until after the Sundance film festival in Jan. No more headway can really be made on anything until next year.

Of course - maybe I would really like to work on the OBE sex book this weekend. I wonder if I can split my days into doing both?

I had a really funky dream the other night. My son and I were in this huge house - I mean it was pretty big. And it was our house. There were construction workers all over the place - updating it. I was on the second floor - in the kitchen (there was a kitchen on each of the 2 floors - connected by a back staircase and a dummy waiter). It was all stainless steel - so nice. I thought to myself - I wonder how my son is doing - playing with all of the hidden doors and secret passages. Sean (he would be the new guy mentioned in the last entry) was on my mind. I was having a hard time trying to figure out if he was here in the house with us or was he in the dream visit that just ended? It was really bugging me. As I was going to go see if he was around - someone wanted me to come over to this huge loft (which at one time was the ballroom) that overlooked the Great Room. This was to be my office. We had to plan out where everything was going to go so that I had the correct electrical plugs and so forth.

Next thing I knew, I was looking for Sean, but I was now outside. My son was on the back patio. I glanced over to my right and saw this big red tent - inside was a blow up bouncy ball set that kids and adults alike can go in - bounce around and dive into the balls. I thought to myself that I'd like to get Sean in there and bounce around with him - lol. I looked up in the sky and I saw the moon (it was day light out), a large bright star up diagonal from the moon, and under the moon a planet that look liked Earth. But I knew I was on Earth - so I couldn't figure out why I was looking at it. I called to my son to hurry up and come here - I wanted to show him this formation. As he was running towards me, the "Earth" moved counter clockwise to the 15 min position and stopped. We just stood there going -- wow.

I never did find Sean. Which - BTW - he has let me put his name in here - hence why the poor guy has dropped the "new guy" label. Another week until we meet - I'm looking forward to it. We have a lot in common. Had a little more OBE fun yesterday.

You know - I get so many emails and hits on my OBE sex blog. People want to know more about this - crave info. I still want to do a radio show with a OBE sex theme - but I can't wrap my head around what it's going to cover. Any thoughts?

I was not one of the winners of the Start Up Nation contest :( Didn't even place. But at least my little meter said I was hot:) Thanks to all who voted for me.

Indy is still here driving the cats crazy. I have to laugh -- he really has had the last chuckle with these felines.

I've been thinking about about going on Keen & LivePerson - I should say carving out the time for it. Why? Because I am looking through what they are changing and damn! Some are $4.99, other's $9.33 and even other's $20 -- that's a fricken minute! Talk about doing it for the money and not to actually help people. Boils my blood it does (I'm talking about people who charge $6.99 and up). Hell - at $1.99 or $2.33 like I charge I think it's a lot.

Better head back to work -- have a great weekend.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Hotel Rooms, Ted And Will!

I cannot believe how tired I am. Seriously. I'm so tired that I could sleep for 48 hours easy. My dream travels are really kicking my butt. I'm back to the hotel dreams. Remember I had those before my divorce? Well this signals another major change on the horizon. Last time the hotel rooms were crowed, small and in disarray. Now they are large suites, plush, with all the trimmings. I'm hoping this means my very long phase of being broke is over. I could use the shift - as I'm sure many of you could use as well.

The dreams too for the last couple of nights, I would wake up and it would still feel like was floating about in the dreamscape. I don't know how to describe it really - I would wake up, but it didn't feel like I woke up. Almost like waking up in dream that was still a dream. But I could see what was going on in my room in real time.

BT was received well by my manager's boss. I had some minor things to change but that was it. Now it's off to make its rounds in Tinsel Town. Fingers crossed. No new words on Dreamers or GG as of now. Again - sometimes no news is good news.

I'm going to be kicking the OBE sex book into high gear this weekend. I've cleared the whole weekend to work on that and my yard. My yard has some serious leaves on it. I'm looking foreword to jumping in to the OBE book - my guide Robert is very eager to see that it is done. He has been hanging out lately throwing "Obe" in my face (so to speak) so that I get with the program. He and Ethan are very happy that the BT is done. In fact, Ethan let out a side of relief. I asked him if he'll be around more often and he said - no. But he's always near by if I want to chat.

So I asked Andrew, since he mentioned that having BT done would help things along with Vincent - has anything changed. His reply was that things are moving behind the scenes. If Vincent would wake up to the signs that are right in front of his face and now wait for a nuclear meltdown to realize what was going on - things would move faster. But it seems that he is a stubborn soul (gee - what a surprise) but he will come around . Just like with Will - you (as in me) will be put in front of them until they do something about it - even if it's friendship or a business partnership. Something will have to be done. But - Andrew says - in Vincent case, he won't be able to rest until a romantic relationship ensues between the two of us.

My only reply was - ok, just wanted to know if things were moving. I guess they are:)

Will surprised me today - I wrote about it in the OBE blog. It was nice to feel his energy so close again.

Ted's back --I can feel him. I'm sure something will come of this over the next couple of days. I sure hope he ditched that bitch of a wife. I don't say something normally so horrible about a person I haven't physically met - but her energy is heavy and just pure yuck. I hope he actually visits soon.

Better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Indy, My Son And BT!

My son was so funny last night - I had to keep waking him up (at his insistence) to let him know when the votes changed for Obama or McCain. He was one happy camper (and so was I) when I told him who won.

Indy's pitter pattering continue here at the Allie household - and not only do my son and I hear it - but so do the people who stop over. It's nice to know he's right here keeping an eye on us. Too bad he can't tell Brodie when someone is approaching - Indy was the ears of the dog operation (while Brodie is the muscle). Indy would let Brodie know when someone was a mile or so away and start barking. Now you almost have to be on top of Brodie to have him hear you.

Brodie's congestion is still there and it hasn't gotten worse. Samantha's tooth on the other hand has - and I'm not sure how much longer the antibiotics will work until her body became immune to them. Let's hope it's awhile.

I woke up with an urgency to finish BT. So that's what I'm aiming to do this week. As you know - when I'm in super write mode - the blogs and the column usually lack updates. So don't be surprised if you don't hear from me until Monday.

Still really no sleep - still plenty of headaches. Looking forward to when this shift occurs so I can get some much needed snooze time! Maybe the shift will happen when BT is done? Still no word on my other shows - sometimes no news is good news.

And on that note I have to run. Having lunch with my son at school- and then it's back again later for parent-teacher conferences. Fingers crossed his teacher says good things about him!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spirits R Us, Busy Dreams And Major Frustration!

I'm not really excited about much right now - and for me - that's off. I don't think I'm depressed - usually when that happens I can't get a dang thing done and I have been working through my list. But it feels like that is what my life is - a series of lists to get done. I don't have fun - I mean really -my life has zero fun in it. I really need to change that, but I'm not sure how. It's not like Wooster is a happening town. And I can honestly say that I do not have one friend in this town - not one. I don't think I have one in all of Wayne county. That's sad, isn't it? SIGH. My closest two friends are over a half an hour away - both married with children and have very busy lives. My other single friends live over an hour away - so going out with them usually means spending the night and that is a hassle with my son and animals. So just one person in Wooster to go do things would be nice. Of course hoping on a plane and going to NYC sounds fabo too.

God I need out of this town.

I feel very boxed in and it's frustrating. This is probably because of that astrological phases that has something to do with Uranus that Maria Shaw said everyone from 1960 - 1973 is going through right now and it is set to peak tomorrow the 4th - with another peek at the start of 2009 and then towards the end of 2009. Grrr..I hate feeling like this...I just hope it doesn't feel as confining after this peek passes tomorrow.

Of course it didn't help me today that I had to go get Indy's ashes. I held it together until one of the workers put their arm around me and said sorry for your loss. DAMN. I sat in my car, in my garage for about 30 min when I got home. I get out and Raisin is sitting there just looking at me - like what in the hell are you doing? My son being the 8 year old he is wants to open up the tin and feel Indy's ashes.

Trick or treat was interesting on Friday. The streets were packed with kids and many houses were handing out candy which was a huge change from last year. My son was dressed as an Army guy and he had a ball. Earlier in the day I went to his Halloween party at school to help out. Had a cute clown (as in one of the kids parents dressed up as a clown) flirting with me. It was cute. And no - I didn't ask him for his phone number or offer him mine.

Oh - don't forget to vote tomorrow if you're in the states. The polls may be very busy - but your vote is still very important.

You know what the one positive thing is about feeling stuck? That I know I'll break through (eventually) and that is such a kick ass feeling to look forward to.

I have a been contemplating some things lately - although I wouldn't have a clue on how to fit everything in:

1) Weekly live radio show - something on BlogTalkRadio until an actual station wants to hire me. With this - I would need a co host. And no - I have no one in mind as of now.
2) Making my own line of gypsy perfumes - call it Gypsy Girl - fun, festive and mysteries scents.
3) Making my own line of gypsy ointments & remedies - based on gram's recipes and some of mine own. call it Allie's Alternatives (sound familiar KS?)

In part of my reading from Joann - she said that I had a healing side (which we all know) that is just dying to get though. She doesn't see me strictly with energy work, but working with herbs, oils and stones/crystals. And if you remember any of my previous visions with my healing center - that was exactly what I was doing. In the mean time I've had 2 separate people comment about me making perfumes and even more mention about the gypsy ointments, creams, etc...

But I also know that I can't spread myself too thin. So after I finish BLACK TRIANGLE, I'm going back to work on the OBE Sex book to get that done and published (I hope) by Valentines day - then we'll see about everything else - all depends where I'm at at the start of 2009.

I know one place I want to be - and that is giving OBE sex workshops - maybe 4 a year: Columbus OH, NYC, LA and either NOLA, Austin TX or Chicago. Robert, my guide, has been hammering at me today because I am not where I'm supposed to be with this -- and Andrew says I'm behind all together but not to worry because something will jolt me into freakish speed mode (whatever the heck that means) and all will be done. Has anyone here put together an in person workshop - maybe a weekend workshop - who can give me some tips on how to do just that?

Before I forget to mention it - Maria Shaw is in Venice/Greece right now so I will not be on the show this Wed. I'm sure we'll have plenty to gab about once she's back next week.

Both my son and I have been hearing Indy around the house tonight. His little whine or the pitter patter of his feet as they crossed the hardwood floors. Plus my Gram P (Dorothy form the séance) is also here - I smelled her White Rain hairspray in my bedroom -- and there was a man's cologne I couldn't place. Seems like this is a spirits stopping point this evening. I hope they let me sleep - I'm so tired.

And I'm that tired from my dreams being overactive. I mean - wow - active. And of course I have not been following my own advice and writing things down. I wake up - I swear - once every 90 min and all I want to do is to roll over and go back to sleep - which I do. A good chunk of the dreams are with Vincent - but I remember glimpses of Bill in other and Will in still other visit. Remembering the dreams is like I have a word on the tip of my tongue and I just can't remember what it is.

Which brings me to knowing I have to do something -but not knowing what it is. Which I do believe adds to the frustration I was talking about earlier. It's like I have to do this something in order to step into the flow of my life - but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I'm hoping that it eventually becomes obvious to me. Maybe it's BT or the OBE book? But I have no idea what - maybe even it's not something I have to do, but a last domino that has to fall in order for me to be in my fated flow. As a psychic you'd think I'd be able to figure things out - but it just doesn't work that way. Kind of like the way in CHARMED the sisters couldn't use their gifts for selfish means - it's like that. I can use my psychic self for others, but for myself when I try the message gets muddled. Which is probably why I like confirmations. Any ways - I can feel that last piece -- just hanging there.

I need to get my shower and go to bed -- I really need to sleep tonight.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Bill, Dreams And An Energy Shift!

Another day of "where to begin".

I know -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL. He's 50 today and just as sensual and as hot as ever. I connected to him to wish him a good day and happy 50th. We had some small talk - how are you, what have you been up to, etc....he then tells me that we'll cross paths again soon. I'm like - we will? How - when - why? He smiled (God he has a nice smile) and said that he doesn't know that details- only the overall picture. At that moment Will's energy came through - kind of like a "you're not talking to him without me around" type thing. I asked Will if he could excuse us and he said no. Just flat out no. I could feel my energy level really starting to ramp up. I could also fell Ted's energy attached to us all - but his energy isn't as strong as the others due to his drug and drinking problems.

So not I have these two really fired up energies - and Ted - connected to me. That's when Vincent comes in -- and that whammed my nervous system. Will and then Vincent were on "this is my territory" mode so their energy was high. Bill has been working extensively on his spirituality and has made significant improvements - so his energy was high. Because I had all of this energy zinging trough me - my body shook - and it was a steady shake for at least 20 minutes. During this same time I was wired and kept pacing around the house.

As I'm typing this out - it's all starting over again - all 4 are "right there" and my body is doing this all over again. Dang it all......

So Vincent and Will have been center stage all day. I keep trying to connect better to Bill - because I want to keep talking with him - and every time I do Will and Vincent converge. So I gave up - for now. Bill looks really good. His energy colors are balanced, he looks healthy inside and out. He has gotten himself into a really good place and I hope he can keep it there. Being 50 seems rather Zen to him.

It's now Monday evening - I have been trying all dang day to do this post. I don't know what'll kill me 1st - the kid or my pets. DOUBLE SIGH.

Okay - so Vincent and Will have been playing double duty all day. It's been insane. Will connected because Bill did. Vincent connected because Will did. Bill left because he didn't need the headache. So now Vincent and Will seem to be seeing who can hang around longer.

I think that this insanity started last night -- let me explain. Vincent and I are connected always (like with the other guys) but with him I do not have to manually have a telepathic connection - I don't have to seek him out - he's always there. But last night I decide to take up a notch. I asked Andrew how can I get Vincent over his apprehension about contacting me? Lord knows I don't want another Will when it comes to this. He told me that I have to make sure my light is the brightest. It always has to be on. If I'm feeling down - get rid of it by letting the light in. He'll be attracted to the light - there's no doubt about it. So I ask - won't the other guys be attracted too? He said yes, but none of them will do anything about it - Vincent will.

Okay - so that is what I did starting last night. Made the light brighter (and in turn did not fall asleep until 2:00). Then I manually connected to Vincent. And it was such an odd experience. When I was making the initial connection stronger - it was as if the world was spinning and there was a kaleidoscope of colors flashing through my mind's eye. Very cool. Then I connected. He was surprised. He kept saying he didn't know what to do. I told him that if he needs me for anything let me know. For some reason (even though I meant it) I kept saying - I won't let you fall -- I won't let you fall. It was important, for whatever reason, that he heard that. He reached over and kissed me - kissed me again. Then I say bye and broke the connection. The headache I had in my third eye was astronomical. It hurt just to exist.

Damn it - just had another connection to Will - and the shakes start again. This is just so weird.

So let's cut to now - the light from last night attracted everyone like I knew it would. And if I am to keep this pace up with the light - I have all 4 of them dancing about, I find it interesting that there is no sign of George. Andrew says he's in the other soul cluster and that's why.

Ohhhh...the dream I had last night. Sheesh - how could I forget THIS?

I'm in a restaurant in NYC - again I think it's that Frank's (I so have to go there in person just to see this place). I walk in - ask for a table for 1. I'm told it's going to be a few minutes. I ask where is the restroom and they point me to it. As I'm walking I hear someone say - are you Allie? I turn and it's an older woman. I say yes. She tells me that she listens to my show, read my book on OBE sex - etc.. and asks if she can have my autograph. I tell her that I don't have a pen on me. I hear a voice - here's one. I turn and sitting in a booth is Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will. Bill and Will on one side (Will inside) and Ted & Vincent on the other (Vincent on the inside). Despite the fact I almost had heart failure - I took his pen, signed the book (as I'm signing she's going on about Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent with what I have written about them - not knowing that they were all right there) and sent her on her way. I stood there for a second - took a deep breath - and turned around to give Bill back the pen. Vincent told me to have a seat. I told Bill to get out so that I could sit between him and Will as I didn't trust the two of them sitting next to one another. But before I could slide in I knew I was about to wake up. I look at Bill and say - my dream visit with you are either at a party, in a library or a bookstore. No matter what there are people and books. I look at Will - with you it's a river and a willow tree. If I see a willow - no matter where - I just start looking for you. To Vincent - you it's beaches, lakes, parks, trains. To Ted - with you it's parties and castles. I have to go now - but I'm sure I'll see you all later.

Will chimes in - we know you're giving a workshop tomorrow night. I look at all 4 -- don't tell me you have tickets? Vincent said - front row - right guys? All 3 are like - yep. I'm like shit -- you're my examples. My examples aren't actually there - that's how I can use them as examples. Bill smiles - get used to it.

And I woke up. All I could think was - holy shit they're hot. LOL.

I found my ex husband's (as in #1) dog tag today. I didn't think I had it any longer. My ex #2 made me throw out everything of #1 several years ago. He was still pissed I had held onto it from high school till my mid 20's. Funny enough as soon as #2 moved out everything that dealt with him was in the trash - everything - pictures,letters, cards, wedding crap, paintings, fountains etc.... Any ways - my son wants to be an Army Commando for Halloween so I went looking for the dog tag and it was real easy to find. It was where I last put it - in my jewelry box. I also discovered I had my pre-engagement ring that he gave me when we were 18 :) I was so proud of that ring when he gave it to me:) The one ring was the only thing someone gave me that I didn't pay for (I paid for my engagements rings and wedding sets - plus any other jewelry). He and - we were such stupid kids. Had we stayed in El Paso after he was discharged from the Army, we probably would have never gotten divorced.

I was amazed on how much anger I had towards him all these years. I don't have it any longer. I don't know when I let it go - but I'm glad I did. We could never go back - and if he were to show up again after all this time we'd never be romantic again (Allie does not move backwards) but it would be nice to be friends.

I haven't had any dizzy spells lately - which is nice. Now I just have some headaches:)

Off to get my shower and then to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is There A Jeff In The House, Vincent, Will and More!

Earlier in the week I found out that the guy who gave me my 1st real kiss had a massive stroke - he's 41. Devin had been a body builder - Mr. KY at some point in time. He was in great health - had a great life with a wonderful wife, a good job and children. But in Nov 2007 his whole life changed -- and I just found out about it. I just discovered his battle not only for his life but with the insurance agencies - and with his trip to China for alternative health care. I'm trying to stop beating myself up for not knowing what happened to him - but I think about the dozens of times since we graduated in 1985 that he asked me to stay in touch -- and I didn't. I haven't had a chance to tell him how sorry I am for my lack of friendship - that even though I didn't get in touch, that I have thought about him quite a bit over the last 20 + years. Hopefully his wife and brothers will allow me to send a card or something at a later date. Even though he had a stroke - I know he'll remember me.

So that's been on my mind lately.

My son seems to be doing better today (probably because there was no school today) and yesterday too in regards to Melanie. She's moved up on the transplant list. We'll see. I hate to be excited for her to get a heart because that means another child must die in order for that to happen. But I still want her to be okay. My son just came up and got me saying - I tried to be strong and say I could do it, but I can't! So I asked - what? Spiders! He wanted me to be string and go get a couple of x-box games that fell behind the TV and into the spider web zone. LOL. I did. He then said that his wife will have to be strong because he just doesn't like spiders.

I have been down right exhausted all week long. No matter how much sleep I think I get - it's not enough. I'm in a good mood - just damn tired. I saw a picture of Vincent today - taken yesterday I think - and he looks like hell. Andrew tells me that during dream time Vincent and I spend a majority of our time together and if we're not together than we spend our time looking for one another. It's no wonder we're both so tired. He also tells me that neither one of us will get a good night's sleep until we talk - either in person or on the phone. Because once we do that - we'll still be drawn to one another when we sleep - but it's not such a longing that we're that always active. Lord - I hope this doesn't take forever. Paul chimes in and says if I finish BT again that it will go faster. So I ask - is BT a condition that has to be met before I chat with Vincent. I'm told no. But things will move faster if I do. PLUS - I am told -things will be smoother all the way around if I get my OBE book and in person workshops up and moving. Is that also a condition? No - I am told, but financially I won't be as stressed which will make my energy better all the way around.

Okay - got it. Maybe I need a coach to get the OBE stuff done. That is a thought. Anyone know a good coach that can help me with my book & putting together my workshops that won't break the bank? Let me know.

So last night I'm in dream time and just moving about the dreamscape when I come upon a NYC diner - FRANKS. I walk in and I hear someone to my right clear his throat. I turn and it's Vincent, Will, Elliot (remember him?) and a new one - Jeff. I stare over at the group and say hi to Will. He goes to intro me to the rest and I say I know who they are and say hello. Vincent & Will are are one side of the booth (Vincent on the inside) - Jeff and Elliot on the other. I can't remember what is said - but I hurry up and say - well you two (V & W) are always on my blog - you're V & W. I mumbled something else and turn to walk back out in a hurry. Will has my arm and is pulling me back to the table. Vincent says to join them - Jeff says I can't wait to hear about this - and Elliot smiles. So I slide in and am now sandwiched with Vincent on my left and Will on my right. All I can think is how in the hell am I going to explain this - will they actually believe me.

So Jeff jumps in and says to tell him about all of this -- he extremely interested. So I try to explain energy and how we carry the same energy signatures - etc....and he's kind of getting it. So I tell him to put his hands on the table - palms up. He pulls his sleeves up a touch and does just that. I hold my hands over his - maybe about 3 inches away and just let the heat flow. He can feel it - boy can he. His eyes are wide, he's grinning. I pull my hands away and he's like a kid in a candy store - tell me more - tell me more.

Will chimes in and says - you mean to tell me that in your Vincent Rambles 2 - I'm the Will you're talking about. I say yes. He says - I would hope that I have more control than that - I replied - I wish the same too - but that's what they said. I turned and we stared into each other's eyes - I could feel my blood pressure starting to rise and other things well - starting to get turned on. That's when Vincent put his hand on my shoulder and got my attention. You and I need to talk, I've been looking for you for a very long time - is what he said. Yes I replied back - and the sooner you physically get a hold of me the better. I was yanked out of the dream by a cat jumping on me. But as I woke up I could hear Jeff still saying - we'll talk more - I can't wait.

Now speaking of a Jeff - but not this one - I had another dream the night before with a guy named Jeff. He had on a teal long-sleeved short - well built - American Indian. I was a doctor and he was a cop. We were discussing a patient's injury's. I remember grabbing his arm and having a wondrous feel of safeness come over me. I'm thinking that Jeff was really Vincent and his name was Jeff in a past life or maybe in a future life we haven't gotten to yet.

And not to get too confused but there's a Jeff back from my posting in Oct 2006: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2006_10_01_archive.html

Geez....

So to wrap:

Jeff in dream with Vincent, Will and Elliot - Jeff is his actual name
Jeff in dream where I'm a doctor - I think that it is Vincent in a past life
Jeff from Oct 2006 is a fake name - his real name is Kyle.

This is why fake names just don't work with me any more - I get too confused.

George made a stop in my dreams last night. I was sitting around a fire talking to him and another girlfriend of mine. We're just chatting away while my friend's guy just sat there and stared at me - just stared. Even tough he was far away from us - he knew everything we were saying -- really intense energy.

Over the last week I've had 6 people ask me about writing and/or casting spells. And every time I opened one of those emails - Merlin was right next to me saying - yep, I told you so. Fine. I added back into the site: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/gypsy_magic_spells_personalized.htm

And on that note - I'm tired. Time to head to bed and MAYBE get some real sleep. Although I doubt it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dreams, Vincent And ULE 2008!

Wow - what a productive weekend I had. I finished BLACK TRIANGLE and it is now sitting on my manger's computer. Hopefully the changes will be minor. I also worked on the yard, took care of cooking down a ton of tomatoes and did some other bulk cooking. No wonder I was tired when I went to bed Sunday night. I did the busy body stuff when I needed a break from BT.

I started my Vincent Rambles 2 last night - and wouldn't you know it, my ex brought my son home an hour early. So I stopped - deleted it - and hopefully I'll be able to do it again and actually finish it.

This morning I'm getting my son ready for school and he says -- mom, who are you going to pick? My mouth was full of toothpaste - so I muffled a "what"? Who are going to pick mom - you know - to kiss? Will, Vincent -- I jump in - Vincent. Bill -- Ted -- he said -- Vincent. Vincent - Vincent - Vincent - was my reply. He looked at me - mom, why did you say his name so many times? Because - I said - no matter who you say it's still Vincent. What about Bill - he said? What about him -- we'll be good friends I hope. And Will - he asked. Don't worry about Will - trust me - he'll be in our lives - you'll still see him. He said - I'd better -- and I want to hurry up and meet Bill, I've waited long enough. I had to smile. But I assured him that he'll meet whoever it is he is supposed to meet. And I had to assure him again about Will. If Will does decide (later on) not to be in our lives at all except on a professional level - it'll just crush my son. I've never known a child to have such a strong attachment to a person they met once. But of course their attachment is past life lives.

He then went on (he was chatty this morning) that if Vincent is so much taller than me - how am I supposed to kiss him? And how is my son supposed to hug him? I replied that I'll stand on a stool and he can stand on a piece of furniture. He said I was being silly -- I was serious:) In fact in a dream visit last night I did just that - grabbed a stool and stood on it to hug him. This way I could get the full-body hugging experience.

During the dream visit last night - I was walking through a large crowd of people - it was all in slow-mo. Everyone was laughing - chattering - having fun. I'm at a table looking at something - don't know what - when a surge of energy went right up my spin - the hairs on my neck stood up -- and I just "knew". I turned and there he was - Vincent - several feet away from me. Our eyes met and the instant it happened the slow-mo people were frozen in motion. He smiled - winked at me. His grin was huge - and it was soooooo cute. Man - he was so handsome. I blinked and all of the activity picked up to regular speed - and he was still there - but now he was walking to me. As soon as he reached me - he hugged me. When we pulled apart, he had my face in his hands. He started into my eyes and said - You're more beautiful than I imagined.

My alarm went off - I woke up.

But I laid there feeling his hands on my face - the movement of his thumbs as they caressed my cheeks. HEAVY SIGH. What an image to wake up to - his handsome face looking at me.

Speaking of handsome -- Paul Newman. He was with me a good portion of the waking hours of my weekend. Seems that Andrew was his guide as well and brought to him his wife Joanne. Andrew and Paul just smile -- what goofs. Paul looks the age he was in Butch & Sundance. Oh - and the comment he made after I heard him was: If I knew being dead was this great I would have died a lot sooner. Ha! But he says he's working with Andrew on the Vincent project (project is Paul's word). He was with me all weekend helping me with BT. He is a very opinionated man. He said that's it important to get it right. I agreed. When he got here Friday night - Heath Ledger came with him. Those two are hanging out. Actually - Heath brought Paul to me with a "see I told you she could hear you". Paul also seems to like the song "Amazing" by George Michael. I have no idea why - but when it's on I swear I can feel him dance.

Last year - or maybe it was the year before - Kal and I were at the Groves City Holiday Inn (our yearly accommodations for the ULE) and in the parking lot was the Oscar Myer Weiner-Mobile! I was instantly a kid again. It's amazing how fast that Oscar Meyer wiener song can come back:) Every year we look for it - hasn't been back yet. Don't forget that at the ULE I'll be at booth 894 and my OBE Sex chat will be on Sunday from 11:00 - 11:50 am in room 201. Stop by and say hi so poor Kal doesn't have to listen to me jammer her ears off with my rambling:) The main focus of the booth is the Gypsy Magic books - but I'm also going to be doing readings and writing personalized spells. I just can't really advertise the readings & the spells - but I can do them both:)

And on that note - better get ready to go get my son.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Gotta Be Someone, Vincent And Strange Vision!

I think that I will do Vincent Rambling part two this evening. Or tomorrow. My son will be with his dad this weekend - allowing me to get close to finishing BT - if not finish it. Rambling about Vincent will give me a good break from the turmoil of the holocaust. Plus - I have some major "get ready for winter" yard work to do. I'm amazed how fast it got cold here - brrrr - it's almost like we don't have a fall any longer. Spring is too short as well. That's the one thing I'll miss when I live in CA is fall time. I think that I either have to visit OH in Oct or go to NYC. Maybe I can combine them:)

In preparing to move to CA - my son and I have already been looking at houses. Granted -it is a bit premature. But I figure by the start of 2009 I'm moving so the more I at least window shop online - the more I will know what we both like when it is time to actually move. So far we have determined that we have to have a pool or be in walking distance of the beach. I also need an area for the dogs to do their business. At least 3 bedrooms or 2 bedrooms and a den. I also prefer older houses with character or new houses that are green for the environment. If I could get an old house and convert it to green- that would be great.

Did I tell you that I'm going to write a horror flick? After BT is done - I'm writing a good ole scary horror story. It's based on the Bloody Mary legends. Thus far I've spooked myself several times as I mull it over at night. Freaking myself out really - especially in the shower as the scene from "Psycho" keeps entering my mind. I keep making a mental note to myself to only think about the movie during the daylight. And when I write it - that too will only be written in the day time or I won't sleep. I'm one of those people who after watching a scary movie can't sleep for days - it's pathetic - yet true.

Vincent - as usual - came to visit me last night during dream time. I really look forward to these nightly visits - I hope they keep coming. In this dream we were at some event for me - some TV thing - I think that it was the premiere of DREAMERS. We had to stop so that photographers could take our picture - the flashes were blinding. There was a lot of commotion going on and it was very confusing to me. He kept a steady hand in the middle of my back and guided me to every stop I had to make. If I was nervous - he'd wrap his arm around my waist and pull me close to keep me calm. He'd whisper in my ear to breathe or to tell me I was doing great. There was a lot of noise, people, flashes - it was nerve wracking really. But to the outside - I looked and acted great - all with the help of my steady.

Yesterday I had the oddest vision - odd because this is something that I wouldn't of dreamt up to even day dream about. I'm in LA with my manager and we're at some restaurant. I have to go to the bathroom. As I'm walking toward the potty - someone stops me and asks me a question (I think it was about if I was Allie from GA) - any ways - after I get done with that person I turn around and I see two men staring at me: Steven Spielberg and George Lucas. George motions for me to come over - I look around to see if he means me (they get a kick out of it ) and when I realize it was me - I walk over thinking to myself what in the hell could those two want?

I introduce myself - they ask me to sit down. Steven then asks if I'm an actress. I tell him I was married twice - that took an amount of acting skill. They laughed. I then said no - not really - a few local commercials about 20 years ago and a stage play or two - but that's it. Seems that they were looking for a younger Kathy Bates and I fit that mold - I had that "look" they were looking for (since I admire the actress, I was flattered with the compliment). George explained the supporting role and the movie -- which would also have Harrison Ford (no - not an Indy flick). I told them no - I'm behind the camera - and not with him (in any scene) I would be too nervous. They talk me into showing up anyways after they asked me what I was working on - told them -- and they suggested that they could help me out to return the favor.

So being scared to death - I went to the place to do a test read. Who do they have me test read with - but Harrison. I thought I was going into cardiac arrest. But I put on a smiley face - and away I went. They had us do a scene that I ad lib most of the way through and Harrison followed my lead. They then had me do another scene (which I found out later they were having trouble working through as something wasn't right). We ad lib again - and the guys smiled. Asked me to wait out in the hall for a second. And that's really all it was - was a second - my manager was there waiting for me. They came out and said the parts mine if I want it. I was speechless - me in a movie with Harry. I nodded my manager told me to close my mouth - lol - and it was over.

So I sat there for a spell trying to figure out why in the world I was shown that. I guess I'll find out eventually - but it hit me out of left field. Kinda like Vincent & Will did when I discovered them.

Yesterday I stumbled across "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback. I've been playing it non stop since. I don't know if it's a message for me - maybe for Vincent - could be for the two of us. I wonder if he's listening to it to? I looked up the lyrics:

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, when your looking for a diamond in the rough
When it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Okay - back to work I go....have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Vincent, A Mischievous Spirit And The ULE!

I don't know if you noticed or not - but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw show today (and still won't be since it ends at 3:00). They're on the road in Salem and it's difficult to have call ins. So listen for me next week!

So you WANT more Vincent ramblings? You guys are great! Either that or really - really bored:) I'm not sure when I'll get to it because I'm finally jamming on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. I was having a hard time there for the last week - just wasn't into it. But after Vincent's dream visit last night - he must of jarred loose whatever was stuck - too bad I can't remember what he said.

What I do remember is that he and I were spending the night in some house - but in separate bedrooms. I was dead tired and trying to sleep - he was wired and kept coming into my room. He'd shake me to make sure I was awake - sit on the edge of the bed and just yammer on. About what you ask? About the excitement of each of us having change in our lives. He kept saying that I've got something big coming up -- and so does he -- and the actions will be freeing to both of us. On and on about how excited he is and will be once we meet. He really was bouncing around like an ADHD kid. Finally I said that if he doesn't let me sleep I'm going to take him down regardless of his size. He bounced in saying - you're going to go down on me regardless of my size?

NOOOOOOO I screamed. Now out - out! He dashed over - covered my face in kisses and out he went. I woke up thinking - what the hell was all of that? Laughed to myself and went back to sleep.

But since I am making headway with BT - you know what suffers - the column and the blogs. I'll try to keep up with some of it -- but this script really has to get done before the ULE next weekend in Columbus OH. Speaking of the ULE - if any of you are going to be there let me know and maybe we can meet out for dinner or lunch. During the expo I never eat - so if I have someone to go eat with - then I will eat something. Besides - if you show up you can meet my friend Kal who helps me out every year. She's Kal, I'm Al and most people who visit my booth either think we're sisters or lesbian lovers. LOL. Oh - and even though it's not advertised - I can give readings at my booth (#894):)

Last night my office door closed on me. There was no wind - the windows were closed. I opened back up and just said - stop it. That's when I heard my bedroom door start to close - I put my hand on it to stop and I could feel pressure on the door. This time I said - Hi David -- don't freak out the animals and you know I'm spooked now anyways (I had been mulling over this horror story I want to write after BT and it scares the crap out of me as is). So the door was left alone. I let the dogs out for one last time (it was close to midnight) - we came in and all of the animals were in the kitchen with me - all 6 of them. When all of a sudden I felt a chill. As SOON as that happened -the animals scattered like their lives depended on it. I thought to myself -- nice, and I'm the one who feeds you.

So I said out loud: Unless you want me to banish your ass to an earthbound hell - I'd advise you to go NOW. I waited for a few seconds and added: And leave my animals alone!

That wasn't David or Heath - or anyone evil -- I figured it out after he left - it was my Uncle Wally. That jokester died back in 1985. I don't think he'll freak the animals again on purpose.

I added the Empowerment Classes for October: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm with 2 new ones: Gypsy Healing and Metaphysical Business.

I also added a new MINI FS MP3 reading: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_advice.htm

Did you notice that some ass hacked the site last night? Luckily I had it fixed in a jiffy!

Okay - back to writing I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Three Guides And Energy!

Today I was starting to think that either I forgot to put my clothes on or I only put half on and had pasties on my nipples. Why? Guys kept looking at me while I was out doing errands today. I checked to see if I was "too cold" - nadda. Nothing hanging from my nose. I was perplexed. Until I felt Andrew by my Mini Cooper. Ahhhhh.....I thought - that's why. So I asked him if he put the love mojo on me or something like that. His reply - something like that....you'll get used to it.

I told him if he's doing that - go sprinkle it on the RIGHT person. Not some Joe Farmer here in Wooster. He told me not to worry about it - but to tune into him when I got home.

Okay - so I get home. Right away Robert and Ethan show up. Robert is saying that I need to prepare for the OBE workshop. I need to finish the book. Plan my next step in the OBE world. Copyright or trademark my process. Ethan jumps in -- no, she needs to work on THE BLACK TRIANGLE. She needs to have it done by mid October. She needs to have the OBE by mid-October - Robert quipped back.

SIGH.

So I speak up - HEY! Guides don't fight - they guide. Do I have to call Iris back? Silence from both of them - lol. In a calm voice they both state that I have to have the respected projects done. I told them that I agree. But -- I can't do both at once. With the OBE it would be nice to have someone to guide me - like a coach. Robert took offense to that. He says that I don't need a mortal - I need to listen to him. He'll tell me the steps. So I had to bite here - I asked, what are your steps? This is what he said:

1) Work on the workshop for both Oct shows. They can be the same workshop as they are both 50 min shows. Write the workshop like you would a spell. Do the beginning, the end and then the middle.
2) Have that workshop copy written or trademarked (he said whatever you humans call it) as that process will be the basis of my in-person weekend workshops.
3) Finish the OBE book by end of Oct/Nov
4) Have it in print in Jan for Valentines Day 2009

I thought that it sounded like a workable plan. He was pleased about that. Ethan chimed in - what about BT? I told him that I have a plan for BT. I'm going to rewrite the structure part of it until the 24th or so - when mercury reto kicks in. Then for the next week I'm going to take a character a day and work on their dialogue. I'll have it to my manager by Oct 4th. Then she and I can work on any rewrites until Mercury goes direct on Oct 15th. Finished....I know I cannot get it done by the time mercury goes retro - so I have some time to get it done - and done right.

Both guides were happy.

Now Andrew (who had been standing back watching all this) steps forward. He asked me if I would work on my heart chakra - to open it up more. I said sure. He said that Will has been consciously connecting to me over the last two days. I told him - I know. He miss you. I know - I said - it's mutual. Because he's consciously connecting to you, your energy is shifting to a higher frequency and it is absorbing his feelings for you, your soul is responding by putting out the energy signals for him. I jumped in -- so that's why these men are looking at me like I'm dessert? Because my energy is projecting a certain frequency to Will? Andrew said - yes.

Oh hell - I said. Is there a way for my energy not to do that? Sure he said, you could close yourself off from Will again - then he'll close himself from you and you two will be back to where you were this summer. Well I don't want that. I want to move FORWARD. Andrew agreed. Then he chimed in - you better watch Will when George enters you life.

So me being me asked -- so they'll both be in my life at the same time. Andrew said - yep. And Will won't want George around - but George will try to smooth things out with Will.

I asked Andrew - any idea when I'll see Will next? He smiled and said -- sooner than you think.

And with that all 3 were gone.

Will has been around a lot the last two days. Not so much that I can't get anything done - but quite a bit. It's been really nice to know he's right here again. Let's hope this time he doesn't go anywhere.

Now for the dream I had last night that I can't put my finger on the why. I walked into a restaurant - where there was some sort of party going on - like a retirement party or new hire - something like that. Seated at a long table was this man I'll call Mike. I felt him staring at me as I was in another part of the restaurant picking out a dress to wear to my cousin's wedding (which is at the end of Sept). He walked over and introduced himself - I smiled, intro back and then went on with what I was doing. People kept bothering him - women mostly - he is a well-known person. He was persistent and kept walking up to me and suggesting what dress I should buy. I finally bought one (at his suggestion) and as I was leaving he asked if he could call me sometime. I asked why? He said because he would like to take me out. I was hesitant - I gave him my number.

We went out a couple of times - had fun. Next thing I know is he and I are swimming in the YMCA pool here in Wooster. I'm standing next to him in my swim suit - I tap his abs and say - now that's a body. He blushed and laughed. I asked if he was going to help me get in shape - and he said if that was what I wanted. We're in the water and he has one arm around me and is twirling me in the water. He commented that this was a nice pool. I said that yes it's nice - but although I have a membership - I haven't been here since Feb (which is true) - and that my son never picked up his membership card yet (also true). Mike said that we'll be at that pool every day. I'm like - every day? He said yes.

So later on we are walking into the same restaurant where we met - and as we're walking in I hear a couple women talk among themselves is if he's so and so. I leaned over - smiled - and said , yes he is. Then I woke up. Why I would have a dream like that about a guy I don't know, who's not my type, and the odds will never meet - is beyond me. Andrew said (just now) that he has stumbled upon my blog just recently. But I still don't get the dream.

Hummm...

For those of you who voted for me yesterday - thank you! I greatly appreciate the help. Remember you can vote once every 24 hours:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dizzy Spells, Dream Visits And Bob!

What a holiday weekend -- my son's allergies and his congestion are pretty bad - but he's doing okay despite it. Me on the other hand - I don't know what's going on. Yesterday after we returned home from my mom's house, I got lightheaded and very dizzy. It was as if I had taken a drug and was feeling it's side effects. I tossed my cookies several times last night - but I found it was only after having to be up and walking. If I got up (and walked like a drunken sailor) and did anything - 30 to 45 min later I was hugging the porcelain God. This went on all Sunday early evening into Monday morning. So far this afternoon & evening I haven't had to run to the bathroom, but in place of it is a killer headache.

No one else that was at my mom's house is sick and my son is still going through what he had - nothing else new.

Which got me to thinking back to Bill & Ted. Any time something with them shifted or anything at all really in that period of discovery with gifts, soul mates, etc...I would get very lightheaded and dizzy. But it would only last a couple of hours tops - and it wouldn't be so bad that I had to run to the potty. So if something shifted in my life - what in the hell is it? Which of course had me think back during the day to see if any visions or anything happened that I should've taken note of. Which sent me back to my dreams fro Sat night/Sun morning. The last dream visit I had was with this guy I'll call Bob. He's been in my dream visit before - we're always very flirty in the visits. This time though he was sitting next to me and he was leaning in to give me a kiss. I told him that I can't do this because he's married -- that it's wrong. He said he knew that it was wrong, but he can't help himself -- the next thing I knew we were kissing - it was a great kiss. I broke off the kiss and the look he gave me - his eyes twinkled. There was someone going through the room and I thought to myself that we're partners, but now we're lovers too. And as I thought that he reached over and put his hand over mine - gave it a light squeeze. A jolt of energy went through my body and I shivered. Then I woke up.

During the day his face keep popping into my head - then the same scenario would follow in a vision: We were in a crowded room - we were all dreamed up, but not together. I'm talking with a group of people, I have a drink in my hand. I let my eyes wander the room for a moment when I see Vince staring at me - I stare back. For the rest of this event - I would catch him watching me, observing me. He was flirty with his eyes. Finally there's a point where I turn and he standing there next to me. He holds out his hand and introduces himself and then he says - we do know each other - don't we? And that's where it ends.

No idea. But we'll see if I remember any more visits with him during dream time.

I didn't get to the podcast today - I'll do it on Tuesday. I also have another long list of emails to return. Please be patient.

I need to get back to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Karma, George And Will!

Oh for the love of Goddess and all that's sane -- what a day thus far. I thought things would run more smooth since my son is back at school. That podcast of mine took 7 - yes 7 tries to get it to go. My brain was actually getting fried from having to repeat the same thing so many times. It's all because of that George. Yes - George. You know who you are George...in fact, I'll also bet that Will knows which George I'm talking about too although I'm almost certain they haven't met -- yet.

Okay - so over the weekend I was thinking back on my life - especially back to my childhood (I took out my old diary's) and I discovered that most of my Ken dolls I named "George", my pet I wanted to name "George" I even wrote that my husband's name was "George". This got me thinking about George. His energy is what Will's was - very persistent and patient. But with one difference from my side - I am keeping him at a distance on purpose. But I don't know why I'm doing that. George by all outward appearances is kind, generous, creative, handsome and exactly how Samantha described my future mate to be (although I did think at 1st this was Mr. Client guy - I was hoping actually that it was Mr. Client Guy and not George who 1st popped into my head): He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move.

Now right now I don't "know" George - so again when his named popped into my head, I dismissed it.

But this made me shift through my old chat logs with Tracey and came upon an old reading that she kept saying the name George in. One of the people I was asking about kept saying George and I had no idea what she was talking about. This was back in May I think. So -- this all led me to ask Maria Shaw about George and I got her answer right before I did the podcast - blew my mind away and explained a lot:

This guy shows up in the marriage part of your chart......I think the past life has to do with the fact that you were married three times in other lifetimes. He feels a strong need to be with you....like he is supposed to be with you but I am not so sure you want to remarry him again! One relationship lifetime he was abusive. The other one he was a drinker and the other one he was a good man. He was never the woman. He had to learn about his male energy (side) so always reincarnated as a male. It is he who cannot let you go. He has a strong need to possesses you. You feel a connection but also something is not right. He will revert back to old patterns from those lifetimes with control and your soul knows it doesn't want to go there but he wishes to fix the karma. He really does but do you wish to sacrifice another lifetime to allow him to do it? It is up to you! He has a Pisces rising sign (addictions) that falls in the 5th house of your chart which rules love affairs.....and taking risks in love. It also speaks on where your personal wounding is (for Allie). He wounded you in former lifetimes. His moon opposes your Jupiter EXACT. He may not support your traveling or even your spiritual growth in time to come. He may go along with it now but long term could limit your spiritual growth and advancement.

In his chart you show up as someone who could be financially supportive of him as well as someone to teach him his self worth. You also show up in the house of marriage! Go figure. Those past life aspects are pretty strong in both your charts and in the same places too. And yes, your moon shows up in the 12th house of his chart...which is one if not the biggest indicator of past life ties. I took a class in this years ago and this is amazing. Many marriage connections. I am fearful of the things I mentioned above; addiction, temper, possessiveness, control issues once he is married to you.....his past life personality may shine through eventually. But it is UP TO YOU. You have your reservations about this. You should but since you say he is patient then you have time. Take your time. The findings could be exciting, revealing and release you of karma for good with this man. OR you could choose to marry him and work them through. It is your choice.

So -- after I collected my thoughts and stopped yelling "SOB" & "you've got to be kidding me" at the computer - it all made sense. Why his energy is always there pursuing me and why I am very standoff-ish about him. It took me a few rereads but something else hit me. When I was married to George 1st he was abusive - my 1st ex husband in this life was abusive, the 2nd time I married George he was an alcoholic - ex husband #2 was yes, an alcoholic. The 3rd time George was a good guy and everyone has told me that my last partner will be a good one and it will be a past life connection. Could my soul actually have sought out the 1st 2 husbands in order to get that part of my experience with George out of the way? So that when he does come along I let him in? Could it also be that I am alone now to work on me and build me and my spirituality up so he will not have a chance to try to control?

I don't know....but it actually all makes sense to me without me trying to have it all fit. It's not something that I had to work on. Now if I am with George, then I'm not with Will. And if I'm not with Will then I'm not with Bill later on -- and then we do not complete whatever it is we are to complete this time around. We'll have to try it again.

Being with George is something that is up to me while being with Will is something that is up to Will.

Will I be as scared of George as Will is of me? No. Because I understand.

So George - what in the hell are you waiting on? Seriously. Will hasn't made a move and who knows if he will. Let's see if you have more guts than I give you credit for:)

Now on an unrelated kind of note - I had this wacked out dream the other night. I was walking along side a castle with someone - I can't remember who - but I was telling him that he was in my soul circle. I was trying to tell him without sounding like a nut job. But as I was telling him the castle was getting ready for battle and there was a spy in our castle. We (as I guess I was the queen) built a secret chamber under the castle so that my son could hide out there during the war. He had enough food, water and air to last him several years. I was to go to battle with everyone else. But I was told no - that I had to go below with my son and ensure his survival. It was too important to have him survive - since I was a warrior as well, I could battle anyone that found us.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta run. I still have a crap load of emails in my inbox. many of you have a ordered readings, classes and coaching - I'll get back to everyone as soon as I can.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill, Atlantis And Energy Work!

All I have to say is why didn't I think of this:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250280309940

God that would have been great!! HA! But that's long over and I'm finally - I do believe - all over it. I feel that over the last year no matter how happy I was to be rid of the negative weight my marriage brought me - I still held onto some of the anger. But oddly enough - I just woke up this week and it was gone. Don't know why - don't know how - but that doesn't matter. I also had an unexpected shift that resulted in a determination to move out of Ohio. Sure I've always said I wanted to -- but now I'm determined to -- that's a whole different ball game.

I'm getting ready to leave for FL. If you've emailed me and I haven't gotten back to you yet - the odds are slim that I will before I leave. Although I am taking my lap top with me. This only in case I'm inspired to write - I've had some interest in Dreamers so I have to redo that again. I'll be by the gulf - lounging on the beach for 5 days - and I do get my best ideas in and around water -- so you never know. The lounging part al depends on how much my father drives me crazy - or the combo of my father and my son - through my step-mom into the mix and I just don't know. It won't be a dull trip - that's for sure! My son is excited that I won't work (technically) for 5 days - he's excited we get to play all the time:) His favorites games are Trouble and Uno! I'm trying to get him interested in Clue - but so far no deal.

My son is all signed up to go back to his school upon our return from FL. I don't know if it was good or bad that the principal remembered him by name. I'm thinking bad. He's kind of of excited to go - that should last maybe a week - probably more like 3 days. I'm working on him energy wise - the laying of the stones is going well. I am also working on him after he goes to bed with what I call Energy Smoothing. It's taking the uneven parts of his energy field and making them smooth. I don't do this over him while he's asleep - but I stay in my office while he's in bed. I can zone in on his energy field and pour colors into his energy field or take the excess away. Then it's like my hands go over his energy field to smooth out the rough edges - it's a pretty cool process that I had a dream about weeks ago. I had forgotten about even having the dream until I went back through my dream journal the other day. In the dream I was in Atlantis. I was working on Ted's energy with the process I described above. As I was working on his energy, Bill was placing different crystals/stones in this water channel that ran around the outside of the crystal bed Ted was on - it was very cool. I would shift energy, Bill would then change stones and I would fine tune Ted once again. This went on until when Bill changed stones - Ted's energy wouldn't flux, but stayed smooth. I haven't quite figured out how to incorporate the crystal table/water channel with stones. Unless I worked on him while he took a shower - and I could but some crystals/stones around the tub. Humm...

When I get done with my son - I should work on Ted. That man and his energy - dang it's all screwed up. I don't see how that man functions on a day-to-day basis. His face/energy did come by yesterday - but it was a very short visit. It was almost as if he was checking in on me and then he left. I tried to get him to come back - no dice.

Bill is in my dreams a lot lately. Mostly we are doing the same thing we always do - pour over notes, books and maps. This last dream we were in a very dusty, moldy - haven't been touched in over 200 years - type of room. Whatever clue we found in the previous dream led is here (I, of course, didn't write that dream down). Both of us kept coughing because of all of the dust we stirred every time we moved. We were looking for a book that had 3 interlocking silver circles and the circles were interlocked so that it formed a triangle. We searched and searched and finally found it. Bill removed it from the shelf and we thumbed through it. There wasn't anything there. He was complaining - and I took my flashlight and shown it into the empty space where the book has been. I saw something.....told Bill to come here and we removed some books. Back into the shelf was a 3 stone lock - meaning there were places for the placement of 3 stones. We looked at one another - we need Ted. Both of us looked panicked - Ted isn't the most reliable one on the planet these days. Bill said he'd work on him -- and he left, I woke up. No wonder Ted's energy came through earlier in the day (it just dawned on me - duh), we needed him in our dream visit.

Iris told me this morning that her time with me is almost over - at least for now. I asked who was coming next, she said my guide Andrew. I asked if he was my great uncle Andrew who was actual my grandma's 1st husband (had pneumonia and died - then she married his brother - my gramps). When she answered me - I had a hard time receiving her answer as my brain got involved and wanted it to be a yes. So I took a step back, cleared my mind and asked to see a picture of my guide Andrew. It was a picture of my Uncle Andrew. I'm curious to see how this is going to play out as the stories I heard from Grams about him was that he was a very loving, kind and gentle man. Nothing like his brothers. I asked Iris what is his purpose with me? She said to find love. That's a good thing:) But Iris will be here for a spell longer - she said as soon as one thing slips into place in regards to my career - the door closes with her (for now and she stressed the FOR NOW part - lol). She of course, did not tell me what needs to slip into place - but I'm sure it has to do with my screenwriting -- or -- my OBE Sex workshops.

Last night Will actually popped in while I was taking a shower. No - nothing happened. But the exchange went something like this:

W: It's about time.
A: What?
W: It's about time that you let me back in.
A: Last time I checked you were old enough to use the phone without your mommies permission.
He didn't say a word for a few moments and then....
W: I know. But we're going to see each other soon.
A: We are? Why?
W: Does the why matter?
A: Yep.
W: I don't know the why except that it has something to do with your Dreamers.
A: Why can't you pick up the phone - seriously. Your girlfriend has plenty of male friends and you have plenty of female friends. Why can't I just be one of those friends?
W: Because -- it wouldn't work that way and you know it.
A: Do I now? I know how to say no.
He shot me a sideways look, raised an eyebrow (damn it was cute).
W: No you don't.
A: You do not have that much power of me -- now if you were British AND could speak Italian, you may stand a chance.
Will smiles.
W: We'll see. In the mean time, I can't call.
A: And in the mean time I am not waiting around - nor am I putting the energy into having you contact me.
W: I know. I know. (in a very irritated voice)
A: Now go place house or whatever it is you do and let me finish my shower.
W: You're bull headed.
A: And you're a chicken shit.

And he was gone. He did leave with that cute grin of his. I guess we'll see what happens once I finish the latest version of Dreamers.

BTW -- has anyone seen the trailer to Burn After Reading ? I have to see the movie just because Brad Pitt is such a dork in this trailer -- and George Clooney is not far behind.

I don't know if you noticed or not, but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com this week. Maria's producer, Joe, was in the hospital. He's out and feeling okay now - thanks goodness, he's good person -- and apparently no one has my contact information except Joe. Next week I'll be in FL so I won't be on either.

On that note I am out of here. If anything exciting happens I'll send you a message on the Crackberry. If not - see you in a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Raindrops, George and New Orleans!

"Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head" - I swear to anyone who will listen I can't get this song out of my mind. Each time it pops up, I can hear/see George singing it. I have no fricken clue. But I hope that this song will have provided it's purpose soon so that I can move forward to another song:) Maybe the man likes the song -or the rain? Maybe both? If there is a message in there - I don't get it. Unless seeing George is the message. The man could show up in New Orleans - he does have friends there.

I would probably have a heart attack if I rounded the comer and ran into him - no correction, not him - but Will. Who -BTW - over the years I've had dream visits with him in it where we were in NO. The man does like the city. Last night's dream visit had me checking into Hotel M (where I'm actually staying) and seeing him in the lobby. I don't know whose heart skipped more - it was rather humorous to se the look on his face and I know I must of mirrored him. Any way - he immediately gathered himself and said hi, asked how my son was and why as I in town. I explained why. The next day he showed up to get a reading -- lol. That woke me up. I laid there for a bit thinking to myself - so what would come up in a reading for him? Besides that I'd be the best sex he'd ever have :)

I've had a feeling that this weekend will be pivotal to me in some manner. I'm not sure how - just that feeling I get. I did throw down a few tarot cards and got The Sun, One of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, Queen of Cups. So I know whatever it is will be good - I just don't know what exactly. The cards portray a mix between money/career and romance/love - so many I'll get a little bit of both. I really can't wait to head out of dodge though - can't happen soon enough.

Although I am still working on DREAMERS - I'm now working on a sci-fi/action pitch for a feature. So I'm not entirely sure when I'll be able to write again in this blog this week. I am however taking the crackberry so if there's any interesting updates....

No more visits from Bill since last week. But I'm in the "I can't sleep mode" and Tracey has her headaches, so something is going to happen.

With the fireman - no worries, slow is the only speed I'm on.

Ths is a short entry - but I haven't had much time for anything to go on today:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

An Upcoming Shift, Dreams & Radio Show!

I've done nothing this weekend but chill with my kid and play Halo 3 on the X-Box. I did manage though to actually update my Cheat Peeps web site/blog - with some more stuff on me and a change in prices. I need to hire someone to do blog postings on affairs, cheating, divorce, online dating and so forth. I just don't have the time to do that - which is blatantly obvious by my lack of attention to the site.

Fingers crossed for Thursday - this is when my show is being pitched to Nickelodeon. Send positive vibes please!! I wish I could tell you more about it -- but right now I can't. That said -- it's such a cool idea that even my mother loved it. And she's very hard to impress.

Depending on the outcome of my show - whether or not Nickelodeon and/or Disney turn it down or try to pick it up - will help me to decide whether or not to go for my PI license. It's something I'd be damn good at - but if I'm doing the show, there won't be any time to be a PI, so why get the license? If both networks say no - then the universe is trying to send me in another direction. Maybe I was a detective in a past life and that's why I love it so much? No idea.

Over the weekend (and last Friday) I did look around Live Person and even do a few readings. Revamped Keen a bit too. Let me tell you - I'm shocked at what I see. The prices the psychics/readers are charging is unreal. And that someone would pay it? Oh good Lord! I saw some at 6.99/minute - others at 9.99/minute and still others at $16.00/minute! I think $4.99 is too much! I'm at $1.99 for now, and I'm sure it will go up. But gosh - $16.00 a minute? Granted - psychics need to charge for their services - no doubt about it. But isn't some of this greedy? I don't know -- seems like some are in it more for themselves than to help other people -- it just ain't right. But in all professions there are people who are into it more for themselves -- these people usually get stuck or find themselves backed into a corner with no place to go -- especially when they need help. Oh well....

I just finished with The Unexplained World (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw) and had a blast - knew I would. When I logged on my phone came up as straight 11111111 against the board and at the same time of my connection - I lost my internet. Gave the 3 hosts and Ed's wife sexual energy readings. I love doing those! If you click on the link you'll be taken right to the show's page and the show I was on is the one that pops up & plays. Will be that way for the next 2 weeks - you can also download it to your MP3 player. They talked about me going back - looking forward to doing just that.

I wanted to write in the blog tonight (this morning) as I'm not positive I'll have a chance mid tomorrow. Brodie (the black lab) is not doing well. He still is struggling to breathe - he's in a constant stage of panting. So I'll be calling the vet 1st thing in the morning. I know the universe will have my back - but dang I hope I can afford the next onslaught of medical bills.

I need to move my office into the bathroom. I told my son that and he almost birthed a cow - lol. But really - I get my best story ideas, visit from guides/angels/deceased - plus "ahh ha" months + OBE Sex in that dang bathroom. Anyways - this time my "ah ha" had to do with dreams. The dream world is comprised of an infinite number of dimensions (kind of like the show SLIDERS or STAR GATE) where every door, window or mirror can be a portal to another dimension. And something in one dimension may not look the same in another dimension even though you're in the same spot in both dimensions. So when you are in a dream and you have a random series of events happening to you as you travel through this dream - you are going through portals to different dimensions and while landing at the same "sector" as the previous dimension, the lay of the land is completely different (or in some cases slightly) because of how that dimension is run. That's why at times we have some whacked out dreams of seaminglessly random things happening during a dream - we're dimension hopping. Once I realized that (as I was sitting on the potty last Friday) my jumbled dreams actually weren't so jumbled and didn't feel that way upon awakening.

Whew!

I also realized that I'm so dang blessed with the people I know -- that I could just do a happy jig! No - I'm serious. I'm blessed and I thank all of you for making me that way:)

Also - depending on the outcome of Thursday/Disney/Nick - I may add a weekly live radio show to my mix. I keep getting the urge to do that. I don't know. Would you listen? Would you listen to that and the podcast? They'd be 2 separate shows. I'm rather attached to my weekly rambling podcast and I'd hate to give it up. Maybe have the live radio do reading too - chat about sex and have a guest on? Maybe a co-host or a slew of regular guests? Hummm.....

I have a headache coming on -- must mean a visit from one or all of the guys. I discovered that I can get burned out by the guys. All of them - doesn't matter who. I must put up a wall - or maybe they do - when we've had enough of one another. My wall came down - I'm ready to rock and roll again.

I feel that shift coming up. I should be sleeping - but I'm not. Granted - my energy is up from the radio show - but normally I'd be in bed now sleeping. When I'm awake -- that means a shift - headache - shift. Something good is coming my way! Ya-hoo!

In case you guys didn't know or forgot -- I will be in New Orleans Aug 2 & 3 for Maria Shaw's psychic fun fair: 2220 St. Charles Ave, New Orleans, LA, 11a.m. to 5p.m., Admission $10 includes hourly lectures, Readings $10. REALLY looking forward to this. As you know I only do in person readings at these fairs - the next one won't be until the end of Oct.

Three books I need to find time to write: OBE Sex (finish), Psychic Scams & 101 Ways To Bust Your Partner (meaning cheating/affairs).

BTW -- thanks for the great reading ideas! I'll take them all into consideration.

And on that note I'm going to force myself to go to bed -- I have to get up at 6:00 am and it's midnight!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Brodie looked better this morning - he isn't panting ALL the time. But I still made an appointment for him for Friday!

The Guys, Tracey And George!

I'm trying not to cry - but I'm a big chicken worrier. My Black Lab - Brodie - has a lot of fluid in his lungs. He is going to the vet today at 2:15 EDT. Labs are famous for congestive heart failure and lung tumors. I am praying for bronchitis. Indy is also going to the vet today - 1:00 - for his annual thyroid test. He hasn't been eating very much - and for a dog who lives for food - that worries me. So fingers crossed that my snoops are okay because if they're not - then mamma here is not okay.

The kid goes in tomorrow for his neurology consult. I don't think that anything is going wrong in his head - and I feel it is the energy he absorbs is the problem - but you never know.

Now would be a good time to have someone where to lean on. I'm not good at leaning - in fact - I suck at it. Blame it on me being the oldest child or that I help people for a living - I just bite at it. One of my lessons, I'm sure.

My son asked me if I was gay over the weekend. I told him no - not as far as I know - but why did he want to know? He said because I am not dating anyone and he thought it was maybe because I loved a girl. I told him no - that's not why. Mom doesn't have the time to date and even if I did - the pool in Wooster Ohio is but a puddle for me to find a date in. He replied that he's tired of just one adult here - he wants another person with us. My reply - when I have time - and have some men to choose from (that are actually interested) I will consider dating.

So then he said - what about Will? I said - what about Will? Why hasn't he called - he said? I don't know - I replied - maybe he's scared of us? We're not monsters - the kid chimed in - we can love him. I know honey - I replied - this is something that time will have to take care of. He was not happy with that. The thing with the kid is he's just as psychic as I am - and seeing the future or knowing what is supposed to happen, doesn't help. It's very frustrating to me - so I can only assume how frustrating it is to him.

On that note - both Tracey and I had major headaches last Thursday -- this could only mean one thing, a visit from the guys. They did -- and she emailed me this the next morning:

First, I remember Will coming to me and saying that he would not like to attend the meeting because he was feeling so great from his healing that he did not want Bill to ruin it with any anger towards him. He said that he is having a hard time being in Bill's 'field of energy' because he's so angry. He said - further - Ted is just as intolerable as he is in need of 'cleaning up his act'. He told me that he had been saying prayers for Ted that he would get to rehab because he is concerned that if he does not he will have seriously ill health.

Then I remember Bill coming to me. He was all in white. He had this oversized white blouse on with puff sleeves and white pants similar to the type that men in India wear but different. He had on a necklace and it was made of ivory and there was a shark's tooth on the necklace. There was light all around him. He told me that he had been cleansed and purified in 'the lodge'. He further told me Allie did the ceremony. So, he said, tell Will I am no longer angry with him - I only have brotherly love for him.

Then I remember Ted coming in - oddly he had on Harley Davidson type clothes - all black, leather - not his typical garb. I remember in the dream feeling I had to ask him - so I did! I said, Ted what is with the clothes? He said - well since I am the villain in this situation I decided to fit the part. I am evil - don't you know? Drinking and drugs - sex and rock and roll - all that stuff! Piss on Will! He thinks he is better than me! He said that he was living his life the way he wanted to and that no one including, Will would tell him how he should live his life! He said that Will was a judgmental prick. He lite a cigarette and pulled a flask out of this bag he was carrying. I remember looking in the bag and it was full of all kinds of alcohol and drugs, etc. I told Ted that he did not have to 'play' this role and that he could fill his bag with treasures instead. I filled it with healing stones and crystals. Then he illuminated and his clothes turned to an aqua greenish blue color and he looked much different. He said that he no longer needed those old things and that he was unhappy. He told me he needed healing too and asked if I would work on him and I said yes.

Then I remember the three of them coming together. Rather than talking about you at this point - they were talking about themselves. Will apologized to Bill and to Ted for seeming difficult and judging - and for not moving forward. He talked to them about needing to deal with issues and emotions and he told them he felt that he was a different person. He was thinking so much more clearly now. He could see the good in both of them and within himself. He thanked them for not giving up on him and for being his soul brother and friend.

Bill apologized and he shared that his love for everyone was what made him so passionate about bringing everyone today. He told Ted that coming together is important and that Ted would experience a transformation once the group was together. He told Will that he had an impt. part in all of this. He told him that his actions would change many lives. He told him that he was proud of him - that he loved him and that he did not want to bicker with him anymore. He looked to Ted and he said we are brothers and we are friends. We are on the same team. We are one.

Bill and Will embraced Ted. Ted was holding their necks tightly. Then this Gold Light surrounded all of them. There were these two triangle grids that formed into one shape. I hope this makes sense. The three of them were in the center of this grid. There was this sphere of light that appeared between them - in the center. It was golden white. It brightened. Then it ignited into a bluish flame. Then it turned into a gold flame. The energy was expanding all around them and it was spinning, pulsating, and I remember that I could feel the heat and the intensity of the fire. Just above them I saw an image of your face - like you were there but far away - it was so faint but it was there. Behind you I saw a blue Angel. She was faint or faded looking as well. The two of you sort of blended together into the background outside of the pyramid(s) grid.That is all I remember......but it seemed as though there was more or that these were really long or took a long time............I woke up feeling like I had not slept.

Before she sent me that email - I had asked her to ask Bill about George. Now George is someone who has been around for awhile - and keeps trying to make himself better known to me - but I keep pushing his energy away. There's a definite soulful connection as when I even think about George, my heart chakra expands. He's 6 years older than me, from the Midwest (is KY the Midwest?). dark hair and dark eyes - and his b-day is only a few days different than mine. I don't know about this one - what role he's played and will play. I've mediated on him - asked Iris for input - and all I'm told is that if I know ahead of time it will freak me out and I'll change the course. So hell - I don't know. I can see where knowing more would freak me out - but I want to know more. I feel about George how I felt about Bill when I first discovered our connection - the "You've got to be kidding me" phase. But I don't know our connection yet. So maybe I'll hit the "Holy Shit" phase when that happens....

And yes, George is his real name.

So Tracey said she would concentrate on George and Bill as she fell asleep. This is what she wrote the next morning:

I had another dream this morning but I have no idea what happened. I saw a flash of what seemed like another planet. There were aliens. They were communicating telepathically but I could 'hear' their thoughts........ and I saw this purple, amethyst - violet - hues of purple looking dome thing and I was in a space ship and so were you and Bill - although I did not see either of you -- I just 'knew' you were there. I woke up saying - B??????????? A??????? That is all I remember. But I had set that intention of G and B when I fell asleep - so maybe this is part of the answer?

So the plot thickens - even though I don't want it to thicken, I want something to happen so that we can move forward. SIGH.

And on that note - time to start to get ready to take Indy to the vet.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dirk, Kevin And Dreams!

Psychiconair.com and the Maria Shaw went went great today. Looks to be that I'm in the 10:00 hour every Wednesday. Today I chatted about the Orgasm Enhancing Oil form the OBE blog, but we called it Lovemaking Oil - just to be PC on CBS:) I also chatted about Thyme oil and some other oils that help to give you energy.

Kevin. This is a guy who kept showing up in my dreams last night. I remember telling him that he was awful persistent. He replied that eventually his charm would win out and I'd speak to him - lol. We were in a bar - there were a lot of people and I was helping a few of them with readings. Kevin kept walking back and forth. He was tall - probably about 6'2", thin (but not rail thin) with reddish-brown hair and glasses. He said that he was perfect for me. I laughed and told him that I wasn't looking for perfect - but for someone who is good to my son and I, is loving, kind, encouraging and a friend who has to be secure enough in themselves not to feel threatened by my success or my relationship with my soul cluster. He smiled and said - that's me - see I AM perfect for you.

And that's all I can remember except for him massaging my shoulders - which felt really good. We'll see if he shows up again in my dreams and/of if I remember.

From Kevin we go to Dirk. He's still hanging around. But since he's good looking I really don't mind:) He keeps a very respectful distance. His energy doesn't interfere in any way - rather like it was with Will when he first showed up. Will - BTW - is here but not really here. His energy is always merged with mine, but he's busy working - not sure on what expect that it's creative. Between working he's resting - his energy feel exhausted as if he had just run a marathon. As far as I know Tracey's work with Will is finished and although I emailed over the weekend and asked how everything went - have the guys visited - etc...I have yet to hear back. So once I hear something I'll let you know.

My dreams were so busy last night - so much so that I am exhausted today. I'm sure my son not being home contributed to the busy night. He actually stayed with his dad last night - 1st time since Oct 2007. Any time he's away from me I have a hard time sleeping - this happens as well when I'm traveling for the psychic fairs. I don't remember waking up in between dream visits - but I can remember visiting person, after person and trying to help them. Maybe it just so happened that many people needed help last night and it had no baring on my son being gone? Or -- maybe I've hit that time where things are about to change in my life. We'll see tonight, If I'm exhausted again in the morning then there's more going on than me helping people -- change is in the air.

My son and I had fun on his birthday yesterday. We went to his favorite eatery and then to see WALL-E (which was a cute movie).

I doubt if I'll write again here in the blog this week with the 4th on Friday with my family coming down to visit. But if anything exciting happens, I'll be sure to update you:) I'm also not too sure when I'll get to another issue of the "Numerscope" or if I'll even get any "Ask Allie" columns for the next week done. It's major do stuff around the house time.

And on that note -- I have to go mow the lawn:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dirk, Dreams And The CIA!

I'm trying to get some readings done this late morning, do the podcast and THEN write in this blog. But the powers that be keep bugging me to write about Dirk. Okay, I hear you - who's this one? Dirk is someone I met when I was 13 and it was (until my son was born) the #1 best moment of my life. Now Dirk shares spot #2 with Will. I've tried to move Dirk to #3, but it doesn't feel right to do. So there he stays - until Will calls, then maybe he'll move to #3:)

So Dirk is handsome - wonderful blue eyes, nice smile, very charming. Nothing ever romantic here - but I have always thought he was pretty darn hot. Age wise, he's now in his 60's - but again, he's still hot. Periodically over the last 28 years I've thought about him - nothing too intensive and usually not more than maybe a day at a time. But Sat., something happened that triggered my memory of him, and he's been right there ever since. Yesterday I realized two things about Dirk: 1) he influenced the way on why I do not eat out very often, once calling restaurants (especially fast food) as drive-thru cancer centers and 2) influenced my two trips to Montana (he lives there) and although I was with my ex - two of the next vacations I have ever had. I LOVE MT - even more than NYC or Calif.

Okay - why now - why is he "right there"? I don't get it. I keep getting flash visions of he and Will sitting there chatting and me being very nervous, yet flirting with both. I don't know why he's here - but Ethan said it was important for me to mention him in the blog, Iris is here too agreeing with him and saying for me to breathe deep. Why? Is something going to come out of left field? Quite possibility. Another vision I keep seeing is Dirk and I with papers around us discussing creative ideas.

I so wish visions came with a guide book -- not just the guide:) And I don't know how Dirk fits in with the whole soul cluster, soul group thing. He fits in some way - I just do not know how. Wow - what a sizzling energy I had zap through me (the kind that makes your skull tingle). If I find out anything else, I'll let you know. And Dirk, when you stop by this blog (and someday you will), let me know what you get of our connection.

Before you ask - Dirk is his real name. I was told to use it and that it would be okay to do so.

Dreams last night. One was me standing in line at the bank, trying to make a deposit - but there was only one teller working. Another one was messing around. She finally came over and another guy with 2 small kids cut in front of me. I looked over at him and said "excuse me" - he took a step back. I handed the woman the check and the deposit slip. She looked at it and said she'd be right back. The Bank Manager (a woman) came over and told me that this was a rather large check and would I met her at her desk. Okay -- I go over. We sit down and she proceeds to tell me that this is too much money to place in one account. That it would be good to put some in a savings, IRA, etc....I assured her I'd think about it after I deposited the check and paid off things. With what's left -I will spend some on fun stuff and put the rest away. I assured her that this was not my last big check so I wasn't worried about running out of money.

In this next dream, I was in a research facility. I had to go into someone's dream to help them out of a coma. But first I had to pass the "Dream Keeper" - a very scary looking dude in orange & black armor - you had to pass him in order to get into the Dreamscape. He was like a dream gatekeeper. He knew my energy signature, so they did not want to send me in 1st, Someone else had to go in and distract the DK. I keep getting this was in CIA. Anyways -- a woman put on a special dream helmet and laid down. She went to sleep and on a flat screen TV, it showed us what she was dreaming about. We could hear what was said, what she did -- and with the DK coming towards her (with a very loud and deep voice) I had to turn off the TV, as I was concentrating too much on DK - to do so would alert him that I was around. I didn't need a helmet to enter into this dream world - I sat back in a recliner - Will came over and told me to remember not to think about DK at all, or he will be drawn to me. I tell him - okay - he tells me to be careful -- and I go into the dream.

I am in a very dark area. I don't nee a flashlight as I can see quite well in little light. There are rocks, and smoke everywhere - the land is barren. I'm using all of my brain power on concentrating on this person I have to find. I can see a white light glowing up head to my left. I can hear crying - but I ignore it - moving straight towards the light something catches my eye over to the right. I look and it's Bill. I ask him what's he doing here? He replied that he thought I might need the help. As soon as he said that - it alerted DK and it showed up behind him - I screamed at Bill to wake up NOW. I woke myself up.

As I was lying there in my bed - heart pounding a million miles an hour...I wondered if Bill was lying in his bed doing the same? And would he remember what just happened? That was really interesting -- although DK scared the crap out of me.

Off to the store -- the kid is driving me crazy.

Okay - it is now dinner time and I'm finishing this up for now. I had to get caught up on my readings. My podcast - I hope - will be later tonight. The dinosaur show up in Cleveland was a lot of fun on Saturday and his party on Sunday was a blast. Tomorrow it's his actual birthday so I'm taking him to see WALL-E. We seem to see a Pixar flick every birthday. Then on Friday the family gathering with fireworks that evening.

I did see orange kitty today - I was relieved. His paw/leg still isn't healed - but it does seem to look better. Mr. Client Guy called today too - didn't have a lot of time to talk with the kid's phone radar, but at least we chatted - so that was good.

As of today the kid and I have been on our own for a year! Yay! I always knew I could do it - but knowing and then doing are two separate things. I give great thanks that the Universe has always had my back - and will continue to do so! It hasn't been easy - but I am very grateful for the experience. Besides - I'm much better off today (mentally, emotionally and spiritually) than I was a year ago.

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Odd, Ends And Me Bitching!

I hope my brain doesn't fall out over the next two weeks. Seriously - I hope not. The kid is home with me for the next two weeks and if they go like this last week did - I'm in trouble. He's really pushing those boundaries and that mouth --- talk about having to count backwards from 100 so I wouldn't kill him. And he's grounded - from everything that he loves (that usually keeps him out of my hair as I work) - which in turn is punishing me. But - I can't give in -- and I won't.

Phase one with Nickelodeon is complete - and the project passed. Now we have to go to phase two and pass through a test in person (not me in person but my Rep's) - and this will not happen until everyone is back from their vacations. We're looking at the week of the 14th. Fingers crossed for that:) I've done my own tarot reading on it and it looks really good. Hopefully I didn't put too much of "me" into the reading and skewed the results.

I feel like I'm in a big void of nothing. I have all of this stuff that I need to do - but no excitement to do it. All of the waiting I've had to do for a variety of things has zapped my "want to do something" mood. I need something to shake loose somewhere. Whether it's my non-existent love life (yes folks, I do believe I have scared off another person and this one already knew all about me), stalled career or beyond hilarious - getting me very stressed out - money situation - something has to move forward. I know something will have to move because change is inevitable - but come on already. Frustration doesn't do well for my complexion.

Yes, I do believe another man has gone running in the opposite direction. SIGH. And no, I have no idea what happened. One second everything was fine - the next nothing. I guess that I'm just not supposed to be with anyone for now. Maybe someone WILLed Mr. Client Guy away? I have no idea. But it doesn't set well with what self-esteem I do have left. I just can't wrap my head around my good for nothing ex having a happy love life - when I can't seem to get a guy interested for more than 2 weeks. UGH!!!

Okay - enough of me whining -- moving on...

The kid and I are heading up to Cleveland soon with my mom to see a dinosaur show up at the "Q" (which is where are Cavalier's play) in a couple of hours. Should be a nice outing. Hopefully the weather won't be too disagreeable and make driving a big hassle. Tomorrow is my son's kid party - should be fun.

Will's been around more than usual the last couple of days. It's been nice to see his face in my mind's again. The two scenarios that keep flashing through my mind are he, my son and I walking into a building where there is a doorman and he knows my kid and I as we live there -- he also knows that Will is a frequent guest. The other scene I see is Will, the kid and I in a small Italian restaurant sharing a pizza -- we're laughing about something. Both scenes are uplifting and positive. I rarely ever have a bad scene with Will in it. Even the fight visions I get aren't that bad because the make up sex is well worth the fighting:)

Speaking of sex - with Tracey's healing on Will the sexual energy clog that he's had is certainly cleared up. His energy has let me know that he's feeling much better.

Either Bill or Will has been doing a lot of blog checking lately. Not sure which one as both of their energies are strong right now. Could be both - don't know.

An odd last dream last night/this morning --- I was in my house, and my cats were chasing something. It looked like a small dragon - but I thought it was a frog - it had red spots. My cat Cera really kept bothering it. I finally got all of my cats into my bedroom and shut the door so that I could find this little creature and put it outside before it was eaten. I find it -- and what is it - but a tiny cat. Like it got put into a shrinking ray or something. It's a long-haired white cat with reddish & black spots. It looks at me and just lets out the biggest meow! I picked it up and it sits in the palm of my hand, just being as vocal as can be. Now I'm thinking - what in the heck am I going to do with this cat so that my other cats don't kill it? I put it in a an open dresser drawer and think about getting a very large bird cage to put it in. I call my mom to ask what I should do and I wake up.

I just went outside to let my dogs do their business when that butterfly who tried to run into me before - tried it again. It sees me and it's like I'm a magnet. Very strange. I saw orange kitty a few days ago - his front left leg was looking really bad -- and he hasn't been back since.

Off to go get some writing done and then heading up to Cleveland!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Bill, Will And Tracey!

Finally -- I woke up this morning with this email waiting for me...

Hi, Allie. I went to bed and set the intention for a dream visit. I had a dream visit with Bill. We were on an airplane together. He had all these papers he was working on - lots of paperwork. He said, see how busy I am and yet I have time to meet with you. I said yes. He told me he was pissed at Will because he is not answering him - not responding. He said he had a solution to that - he would just get in his face until he answers.

I asked him where we were going and he said where else? NYC. I said okay. He told me he was going to keep on bugging Will until he got mad - angry - cried or something.

So, the plane lands. A limo is waiting and Ted is leaning against it waiting on us. He comes over and helps Bill with his bags. He goes to take Bill's brief case thingie and Bill says no let me keep this.

We get in the limo and Ted says, want a drink? Bill says no! And, we need to talk about the drinking. Ted rolls his eyes while making himself a drink. He tells Ted that he cannot take watching him kill himself. Ted says he's going to be around forever and not to worry about it. Bill tells Ted he needs to look in the mirror as he looks like shit - looks like he's aged 10 years. Ted says he's not stopping and doesn't want to talk about it or else they will just fight. Bill says okay.

We get to this hotel. Its a really nice one - we check into the hotel. Bill asks me where my bags are and I said I did not bring any as I did not think I was staying. He says, no problem, here is my credit card. Get some stuff from the shops on the first floor and meet us in our room which is room number 311. I say okay. I go to the shops down there and buy some clothes, toiletries, etc.

I go into the bathroom and get in a stall and call you on your cell phone to tell you what is going on so far. You tell me not to let Bill go off on Will as Will is not going to respond well to it anyway and they will just butt heads and nothing will get accomplished. I say okay. I hang up. I go up to room 311.

I get there and Bill is on the phone arguing with someone about speaking to Will. Ted rolls his eyes at me and says are we having fun yet, wanna go to the bar? Bill is half listening and he shakes his head no - to me - so that I say no. I tell Ted no, lets just stay in and have a drink. He says okay lets go on the terrace.

Then Bill hangs up and comes out onto the terrace and takes our drinks and empties them over the side of the terrace. He says to Ted - I mean it - STOP. Bill goes into the bathroom. Ted grabs my hand and starts pulling me out of the room. I am thinking to myself how do you say no to these guys! So, we go down to the bar. We are sitting there a few minutes and Will walks in.

He sits next to us. He says call Bill and tell him to come down here. We can talk here as long as he can be civil.

We call Bill and he comes down. So, he tells Will that he's not going to yell or argue but that he is angry with him. He's angry because he's not answering his calls and angry because he did not show up for the meeting - he's angry because he's hurting Allie.

Will says that he is sorry that his actions are hurting Allie, that it is the last thing he would want to do. He tells Bill the truth is he is freaked out - not sure what to do - he's angry and upset because Allie is seeing someone. He's deeply hurt by it and he feels that perhaps Allie is happy without him.

Bill cuts him off and says - save it Will - go get the girl - get over yourself - what are you, a pus? She met someone - so what - go and get her - stop pouting like a baby! He tells him that he does not blame Allie for seeing someone since Will is afraid of his own shadow and will not come forward. He tells Will he needs to deal with his fears and insecurities and stop thinking and start acting.

Will says that he's struggling right now with all of this - and Bill say boo hoo - Will - do something or everyone loses - this is on you!

Then Will says no it was on you and you did not do anything and now you want me to and I am just trying to process my feelings and decide what is best for me!

Bill says - you are so stubborn and hard headed - and analytical - and just annoying - and Will says well look in the mirror -everything that annoys you about me is within you!

Bill laughs. Will says he has something he wants Bill to look at and Bill says funny I have something I want you to look at. So, we go back to the room. They are comparing information from your website but I can't see what it is. Then Will says - right, that makes sense. That's what I will do then and I will see you next week. He leaves. Bill smiles and Ted and I look at each other like WTF?

I wake up.

I can vaguely remember talking on my cell in the dream and that it had something to do with Will - but I don't remember who I was talking to. I can also remember Will walking across a hotel lobby and Bill with a stack of papers. Seems almost as if I was looking in on it - but I really don't remember any of it (maybe because I wasn't supposed to be in the meeting?)

I looked up 311 in my angel number book and it says: The ascended masters are helping - and urging - you to keep your mind focused on creating and manifesting at the highest level of light and love. Avoid addictive behaviors as they mask your desire to create.

Interesting message to the 3 men - don't you think?

I know that Will is upset with my new interest, but it's not like I'm marrying the guy tomorrow.

I can feel that a dam is about to break - in a good way - but I'm not sure if it deals with my personal or professional life -- or both. I'm just ready for something to move forward:)

Off to get moving on the day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill And Will With A Sprinkle Of Ted!

I'm not mechanically inclined. Try as I might -- I just can't figure out how things go together unless the instructions are ironclad. Well, the direction for my fan were not that straight forward. What would have taken my ex maybe 10 min, took me almost 40. But -- I did get it together - so for that I have to give myself a pat on the back.

I also have a horrendous tooth ache I'm battling. Getting my 1st cavity at 38, I'm not used to mouth trouble. But this tooth is just killing me! Well, it's not just a tooth, it in loves 1/2 my jaw. Now I realize part of the problem is that I clench my teeth as I sleep and I've used one of those store bought guards for awhile (a dentist made one is way out of my price range) -- but dang. I think part of my filling came out. They couldn't get me in to see he dentist till next Thursday. So until then I'm a crying and popping Tylenol. But Goddess..this thing REALLY hurts!!

With my tooth and the "kick me in the ass" pain - I can't eat. It hurts to eat or drink - unless everything goes through a straw. Plus - it hurts to talk. That's a bummer on so many levels. Not exactly sure about the podcast tomorrow - if I do one it may be really-really short.

(The above I wrote on Friday)

Today - Tuesday - I'm going to the dentist -- they had a cancelation!

(Below - This dream visit I tried to write about on Sunday)

I had a dream visit last night with Bill, Will and Ted. I entered the dream in a long hallway with high arches. Everything looked to be made from moonstone and marble. There were quartz crystal sconces on both sides of the hall - no visible flame or light bulb, but they glowed anyways and lit the way. Bill came running out of a doorway - stopped - looked at me and flashed me his million dollar smile. What are you up to? I asked? Nothing at all - he replied.

But I knew he was full of it -- something was up.

Bill commented - You're going to love NYC! I'm sure I will - I replied - any idea when I'll be there? He laughed - sooner than you think. He grabbed my hand and started to pull me down the hall. I'm like - where are we going? He said - any place but here.

Which of course made me think - why?

Then I knew why -- Will came out of a door. Will looked down and us and shouted - Hey!

I gave Bill that "look" - like shame on you.

Then those two started yelling at one another - oh good lord the cuss words. Finally I said (and I remember this line crystal clear) -- both of you shut the fuck up!

Startled they both looked at me -- I kept yelling: what do I look like - a piece of property you two can barter over, decide who I will be with -- talk to me as if I wasn't here when I'm standing right here! That's it -- I pick Ted.

The look on their faces was simply priceless. You can't do that -- Bill said. And who in the hell made you team captain? I yelled back. I'm the oldest soul Bill replied - that's why. Wrong - oh wrong -- I said, Will is. You're wrong - said Will. Am not - I said. Yes you are - we're the oldest soul - Will said.

Roll of the eyes -- whatever. I pick Ted. And when I roll over morning, noon or night and look into those scrumptious green eyes -- I will not be thinking of either if you.

He's married - Will said. Today he is -- but it's Ted, give him a few more months, a year tops.

Where's Tracey - Bill said. Not here - I replied -- and I'm outta here. Bye boys.

A look of sheer terror came over them.

I woke up and smiled. They have no clue who they're messing with -- but they'll catch on.

And on that note - off to the dentist I go...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill And Tracey Part 2!

I told you I was waiting for an email from Tracey. With as much sleep as I did not get last night I just knew they were there with her. So I emailed Tracey and told her she was killing me keeping me wondering what's going on. Here's her reply:


How in the heck do you always know what will happen. I have not had ONE WINK of sleep tonight! Not one!

So here is the break down.....

11:30 PM - Bill pops in - are you available? and I say yes! He says good. He is going to get with Ted and make sure he can meet us at 12:00 PM - he wants me in my meditation room.........

12:00 PM - Bill again! Ted is there too! No Will! Bill says, okay - here is the deal - I need to talk to Will but I need you there for the energy support - and I need Ted there for moral support and to calm me down if I get crazy again! Ted says, me? I am crazier than you! Bill says, this is serious - Ted says, I am serious - Bill says stop drinking the rest of the night - Ted says how about pot? Bill - says nothing! Ted - says - I can't do that! Bill says grow up - Ted say no! (I feel like I am watching a ping pong match with adolescents) Bill says brb let me get Will in here.....

Ted asks me what I think of Will. I tell him I like him but I want him to come forward for Allie. Ted says he does not really like him for you (Allie) but if she (Allie) wants him then he will help. I said well thats what is important then.

12:10 PM Bill is back, Will won't be ready until 2:30 AM, Ted rolls his eyes, Bill gives him the finger and I just say okay see you then.

2:30 AM Bill is back, Ted is back, no Will - Bill and Ted have select words - Bill says Will was involved in something important (didn't say what) and that maybe he was running late - he would meet back at 2:45 am Ted says this is such b.s.

2:45 AM Bill is back, Ted is not there, Will is late by 5 minutes - Bill apologizes for his outbursts, Will accepts apologizes for his - Bill tells him someone needs to come forward - Will agrees - He says that he is not sure he is ready - tells Bill this is a lot to digest - to understand - to trust - and that he's having a hard time with it all - and has been feeling like he's crazy, second guessing himself - the whole situation - is nervous, scared, skeptical - Bill asks him to meet with he and I and possibly Ted once a week this month about this and Will says okay - Bill asks him if he thinks by the end of this month if he will know one way or the other what he will do - and Will says yes he thinks so. Bill says fair. Then Bill tells me that he is going to take Will to the places we have already been - back in time - and throughout the various meditation visions - the ones with me, the ones with Allie - and that he won't make me go again. I say thanks! :) He and Will shake hands - Bill puts his arm around Will - and they kind of step over something I cannot see and they are gone.

5:00 AM - Bill is back - Wanted me to know Ted passed out drunk and high.....I said that figures - lol - and he said - well, it was okay anyway, I say yes. He says Ted will meet with us....and he will coordinate the when each week - and that next week it may be tuesday or thursday....I say okay let me know - he says he thinks Will will step up. I say good. He says when I get your bill its going to be big! I say no its free but can I go to sleep now? He said yeah and that he thought he could sleep now. He kissed me on the cheek, gave me a hug and he was gone.

And there you go...the saga contiunes.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)