Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Dreams, Death, The 1920's And The Crystal Skulls!

This is the 2nd time I've tried to write this post. The first time - when I was almost done - my computer crashed and I lost it. That's how my day has been moving along. Two steps forward and three back. So being pissed at losing my last entry - I took a long break before I tried this again. Plus -- all day I have not been able to post to my blogger account. I've had to switch to the blog being hosted on blogger and then switch back to it being hosted on gypsyadvice in order for anything to show up. What I've been trying to do today is find another blog template for Allie's Two Cents. This one bores me to tears. I wasted half the day looking around and trying to find one that would work with blogger & my site (and yes, I did a search for blogger templates - but they have to be the classic style and not XML) and I gave up. I have been thinking of switching it al over to Word Press since it is a better platform all the way around. It's just going through all the steps of setting up the blog and then transferring all of the current content over (as I say a little prayer).

The last dream I had this morning was my ex husband #2 and I in an airplane that looked like the Enterprise from Star Trek. In the "captains" chair sat a man - I have no idea who he was as I never saw his face, only heard his voice. The windshield of the plane has a shield over it so we could not see outside. It felt like we were flipping back and forth - the man told my ex that he has to get over there and fly the plane. He said no - he can't do it. The man said that he had to - my ex was frantic - couldn't fly the plane. I could feel us spiraling down, he still wouldn't take the controls. I tried talking him into it - but he never would listen to me, so he didn't here either. Next thing I know the shield slid open and I could see the rapidly approaching runway. The inside of this plan was now a Cessna - with someone in the pilot & co pilot seat. Behind them sat my two sisters, behind them my mom and my son, and lastly - my ex and I. I hear the instrument warnings go off. I glance out the window and see the runway under us. I brace for impact -- which was rough and bounced the plane all over the place. I heard a voice yell to slam the brakes as the end of the runway was coming up. I leaned so that I could see and we were at the end of the runway. My son reached his hand back, I grabbed it, We all ducked and closed our eyes. I could feel something go through us. The pain - also went right through me. I could hear the fire trucks coming towards us. My dog Brodie barks and wakes me up - I yell at him to shut up and I fall back to sleep. I open my eyes to see what's going on and I'm outside the plane. The plane is totaled. It's smashed. I know I'm dead. I look around and no one else from the plane is with me - so I figure they are all still alive. As I I move towards the plane, time speeds up so that when I get to the plane everyone is on a stretcher and being carried out. They are trying to revive me. I sense someone next to me -- they tell me that I have to go back. I don't want to. She says that I must -- then she adds in, do you want your ex to raise your son -- good point. You still have a lot of work to do - you need to assemble the council. The council? I ask. She says - you'll figure it out. Next thing I know I'm opening my eyes in my body - I do feel the pain now -- and that pain causes me to wake up.

Now - I laid there for awhile and thought about this dream. The first part felt like I was in my ex's dream. My family was his family for so long that it doesn't surprise me that he would have had them in his dream. When the dog woke me up I glanced at the clock - it would of been time for my ex to wake up for work. So when I feel back to sleep his dream had shifted to my dream. I wish I could remember who the woman was -- I feel she was Iris, but when I ask Iris, she doesn't say anything. It wasn't a dream that worried me or scared me when I finally woke up - just the opposite really. I got the message that I have something important to do and no matter what comes my way - I have to do it. Push ahead and persevere.

I just got an email with the subject heading "Update your penis". Snicker. What would I do if I had one? Stick the tip into the USB port and download something new and amazing? LOL. Spam -- it cracks me up.

Monday night I had a past life dream of the 1920's. It took place in NYC (as all of my past life 1920 vision have) in a Speakeasy. I was in a far corner at a table with two socialites - we were discussing money - main I was giving them a reading on how to advance their fortunes. Bill and Ted were a couple of tables over. An alarm went off - the Feds were here to raid the place. Within seconds the booze was gone - I heard a bunch of bottles drop. I knew that they were swimming in the sewer system. By the time the Feds got in, it looked like a respectable diner. After they came in, Will pushed through the crowd. He might of been a Fed - but just the feeling I got was that he played both sides of the fence. He walked right over to me and grabbed my arm. Bill and Ted stood up. I had a flash vision of this place being turned into a blood bath - so I quickly told the guys to sit down, I'll go with him. As Will lead me from the place -- I woke up.

Both nights I can remember fragments of dream visit with the crystal skulls. In each dream the skulls were present, as well as a very large waterfall and a crystal & stone temple. I can see myself going into a cave, crossing an underground river. But I can't remember any more than that.

Also Sawyer showed up -- we argued about what we were going to go see. I wanted to check out some island - he said he had enough of those - lol. So I suggested going back to the past and looking around - oh no, he wanted to move to the future. I suggested another planet - he wanted another galaxy. So what did we end up doing? Sitting at a bar during the 1940's and drinking some strong shit.

I'm surprised lately how much of an effort Ted is making to telepathically communicate with me. He's been asking - are you there? Have you left? When can I see you? Ramblings on about how crazy his wife is (hell, I could have told him that). I've told him not to be such a stranger and he promises that he won't be. He said that he feels stronger when his energy is connect to mine - I tried to explain why, but he was gone.

I had a moment yesterday where I felt Will link to me and through his eyes I could see him looking at my business card. It gave my energy field a nice rush:)

What else happened? Oh - yesterday I was sitting on the potty doing my thing, when an upper tooth on my left side started to ache (again - an ongoing problem) I asked for some help here - I have no time for pain. I sensed Archangel Michael on my left - then my friend Dave showed up. He told Archangel Michael that he's take care of this. I got so emotional when Dave showed up - I have no clue why. But I could feel his hand over my left cheek with my left cheek getting very hot. It was all very cool (so to speak). He and I chatted a bit - told him thanks. And I could of sworn he tried to hug me but he went right through -- a very funky feeling. My tooth did feel much better.

Off to hopefully get my shower and then call it an early evening. I got my changes back for THE BLACK TRIANGLE and I have some work to get going on starting tomorrow.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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OBE Sex II!

An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II
Lesson 3: Advanced Dream Sex I
Lesson 4: Advanced Dream Sex II
Lesson 5: Advanced Astral Sex I
Lesson 6: Advanced Astral Sex II
Lesson 7: Advanced Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 8: Advanced OBE Sex Magic

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Bill, Ted And Will!

Today's appearance went great on Psychiconair.com! I was on around 9:15 am EST and stayed on until 9:40 am or so. We chatted about astral sex -- had a fun time and I do like discussing things with Maria, Matt and Joe. If you missed my radio appearance, it will be on again this evening from 9:15 pm - 9:40 pm EST.

I've spent most of my day writing - writing - writing the OBE sex book -- and my Ask Allie column. Tonight I hope to get to the next draft of DREAMERS. Every draft gets better than the last. Maybe with this one I'll almost be there...

Bill, Ted and Will have all been hovering close lately. Will closer than the other two. I find it odd. Not sure why I find it odd - but I do. Maybe because I haven't felt all 3 of them this close in a very long time. Not since that day when Bill & Ted said bye - that they were stepping back until Will and I had a chance to meet. Okay - duh moment. Will and I did meet - and these two come back. So now what? Will and I are not together - so why group together now? What's the purpose to close in rank (so to speak)? None of them really say anything or have a whole lot of interaction - they're just there.

I can feel another shift coming - but I have no clue at what it's in. Could be Will - could be my career. I can honestly say I'm in the dark about the "what" - I just know it'll happen. But I want someone to shine a big ole flashlight on the "what". Oh well -- time will tell as usual, won't it?

Will's has been connecting to me telepathically - but they are short connections. Almost as if he is trying to connect during a break and that we are in different time zones. Every time he connects though - he smiles. Which, of course, makes me smile. I love his grin.

Too bad I won't have the chance to do any retreats this year. Remember last year when I mentioned I wanted to do a couple of workshops/retreats of my own (meaning I host it and people show up) - doesn't look like it's going to happen. But then again - it's only April.

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Being A Dork And Busyness!

Sometimes I am such a dork. I know -- hard to believe isn't it? (Ha) But yet, that's what I am. Raisin (the outdoor cat) hasn't wanted to spend much time in this house because Darin keeps beating the snot out of him when I'm not around. I've tried all the keeping away - territorial stuff, but Darin just hates Raisin - it's just that simple. So I found my sons water guns and filled them up. Then (and here's the dorky part) I put on my son's play gun holster and put the water guns in. Yeah I know -- where's my fake sheriffs badge and hat:) So anyways - Darin went after him and I pulled out the guns and doubled gunned him with water. I felt sorry for him -- for an instant. He ran and hid. 10 min later he tried it again - so I got him again. He ran. From that point on every time he saw one of the water guns - he hid. Samantha also was bugging Raisin - but when I squirt her -- she just looks at me as if to say -- is this all you've got? This is the same cat who loves to jump in the shower with me every once in a while - so I should of known it wouldn't phase her - but every other feline - you betcha. So now I have one gun up and one gun downstairs in case I need them.

Is it May 1st yet? I'm hankering to get back to NYC:)

My son this week did as I feared - sucked out my brain power. I love spending time with him - but I'm amazed on how brain-dumped I feel once he goes to bed.

When I have too much to do I get overwhelmed and shut down. That is how it's been this week (plus the kid of course). I have my readings, coaching, classes, blogs, screenplay and OBE book to do next week - on top of the normal household things with animals, a kid and well - a house. I tell myself not to panic - I can do all of this as long as I plan ahead -- I'm a Taurus - I like plans. So I took my calendar, wrote everything down - spread it out -- took a look and laughed at myself. Heck - I figure that I don't sleep anyways....plus I would rather be busy than bored.

As I was doing my schedule for next week - Iris pops up and tells me to get used to it - the busyness of it all. I asked if anything eventually fades away into the background. She says - nope, not supposed to. In fact - she continues - there will be more on a daily basis. you feel crappy when you're not writing and crappy when you're not doing all of your metaphysical help -- so honey face it - you're to do both. You're not given anything you cannot handle as long as you focus. You want to play - you want to have a good time - that's fine by me and everyone else -- but when you sit at that computer - honey you have to focus. You want to drift off to Wills-ville -- do so on your own time, before you go to sleep.

Now I have to say something -- what about fun? Can I have some fun? Sure you can - she says - but there is a time and a place for everything. This is your year to move career wise - you've worked hard to get here - don't back off now. Remember this? She pulls out form behind her back the ruby sphere from my Cleopatra visions. Yes - what about it. Grab your ruby sphere you have in this life and carry it with you. The star ruby that the sphere was made from will help you. And with that she was gone.

I went and found my ruby sphere and I'll keep it with me until she tells me something different.

My son and I keep playing a telepathic guessing game (his idea) where we keep guessing what each other is thinking. It's fun and it helps build the telepathy muscle!

The song "Unforgettable" by Nat Cole keeps going though my head. If I'm so unforgettable to someone I wish they'd do something about it:)

I don't know why this dawned on me - but last year when my ex moved out, it was June 30th, one day before my son's birthday and the anniversary of my grams P death (died in 2001). Two very pivotal endings that opened new doors in my life. I wonder if anything pivotal will happen this June 30th?

I need an agent or manager for my metaphysical dealings. Know of anyone? Or maybe a marketer who specializes (or is knowledgeable about) metaphysical stuff? The person who I had before would just concentrate on Keen - and frankly - I'm not too hip on Keen. I equate cold call readings (meaning someone who gets a reading without an appointment) to a cold sales call. It just doesn't sit right with me no matter how many times I do it. If you know of anyone that could help - let me know!

And on that note - I've got to run and get back to the screenplay!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Powerful Stone Trio, Destiny Markers And Telepathic Connection!

Ahh..the start of Spring Break..my son is in heaven - me, while I love having him around, I swear he's a brain sucker. Are all kids like this? I know at some point in time I had some intelligence, but I swear I can't seem to find it when he's around - or any focus. Okay - I think the focus is just me -- but the brain power sucking out of...yadda...that's him:) So for the next 10 days if I don't make a whole lot of sense (and we're talking worse than normal here) you'll know why.

The guides are after me to change my 3 stone pendant again -- this time to opal, moldavite and faden quartz. I asked what are they trying to do to me - keep me connected to the everything but where I'm at? Iris said - no. It's to give that last boost of power to telepathiclly communicate with Will. I reminded her that the stones I have are too big for a pendant and do I have time to find smaller stones? She said no. So...I proposed that I put my faden, moldavite and opal together and when I telepathic connect with Will I will simple put my left hand on all 3 stones and get that extra boost that way. Her reply - get busy. I grabbed my faden & moldavite from my bedroom and held both in my left hand as I was looking through my stones for the opal. The power with just these two stones gave me an instant headache. Wow - what a combo to hold together! I found the opal and placed all 3 on my desk. My faden is quite large - so the other two fit on it with ease. I put the moldavite directly on the faden and the opal on the moldavite - like it would be had I had these 3 in a pendant.

I placed my left hand over the combo (lightly touching the opal). within 10 seconds I could feel this massive vibration going through my left hand - massive vibe. I concentrated on Will, and it was as if I flipped on the TV and he was right there -- that's how quick it was -- and it was crystal clear. No fuzziness or working to establish a stronger connection. I could see myself go into his mind and work on any blockages that he may still harbor (and there were quite a few). I "blasted" the blockages away, the took a floor broom and swept up the leftovers. I felt his body twitch like a zing of energy went through it -- then that energy went through mine. I took my hand off the stones and closed this intense connection. I didn't have a headache while the connection was there - but afterwards it came back. He's going to have that breakthrough tonight -- I just know it. Something will trigger one present memory, which will trigger another present memory, then another, then another (4 in all) when BAM it all floods to him. As someone who this has happened to 5 times now -- it's overwhelming and takes some time to adjust to.

Speaking of Will - because of our dream sex last night - pineapple will never look (or taste) the same again!

Tonight is a Friday with a full moon so it is perfect for anyone who wants to do a love spell:) Plus it's Good Friday and the day after the Spring Equinox (and the Rosicrucian New Year) - added power just doesn't get any better than this.....

The other night I was talking with one of my clients and I brought up Destiny Markers. We all have certain destinies to reach at specific times of our lives - this is what I call the Destiny Markers. No matter what - we have to end up at certain places in certain time frames. But we have the free will to determine if we take the easy path, hard path or the damn difficult path (otherwise knows as the scenic route). In my life for the most part -- it's all been scenic. That's because I did not pay attention to the signs and listen to my inner voice. I have always known several things about my current life: 1) I'm a writer - to make movies/TV, 2) I'm psychic 3) A healer 4) An advisor 5) To have one great love (and many minor loves) 6) Success wouldn't hit until after 40.

Because I am listening to my self and paying attention to the signs - what I knew about my life is now coming to pass. Could I have had an easier time getting to my Destiny Markers if I had listened earlier - definitely. But what happened has happened -- and all I can do is be more aware from this point forward. There are more Destiny Markers that I'm not privy to yet -- but I can feel that they are right around the corner.

How can you become more in tune and reach your Destiny Markers with less hassle than most? I found the below message several weeks ago and it was relevant and timely.

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

When you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt -- you know your Destiny Markers and trust that you will get there. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

When highly successful people are interviewed (because they keep reaching their Destiny Markers), many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

Of course I do not believe anything is a "chance event" - everything happens for a reason.

Off to see what my son is up to and to do another reading. For those of you who celebrate Easter - Hoppy Easter!

Looking forward to making my Easter ham with the pineapple .

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

OBE (Out Of Body) Sex!

Just an FYI as this class is filling up fast. I only take 25 people per class and it's almost full. This class is conducted all via email so it doesn't matter where you live.

I'll be posting this notice to my Numerscope newsletter later today (this group is over 6000+). If need be I'll add another class - but I'm not going beyond two classes at once.

Discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

**You'll notice that I teach you how to connect and then we get into the OBE sex part**

Start: April 2

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dreamgate
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic


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Writing, Will And Fast Moving Dreams!

My son -- I love him more than anything. But man -- he sucks out my brain power! Day two of him being home because of the weather. They're talking about keeping the school closed on Wednesday as well. Friday and Monday they already have off school -- so Thursday looks to be my only day to get things done. LOL. Soon I have to go out and shovel. I may not have karate tonight - but I will still get my workout!

I cannot get my speakers or mic to work on my computer. Now the mic & speakers that are ON my computer will work. But if I plug in anything external - it will not. The computer installed some updates and that's when things went wacky. I uninstalled the updates - still won't work. I tried to do a system restore to go back on before the day the updates were done - and it tells me it can't be done. Some unknown error occurs. So I'm at a lose. Stupid Window's Vista -- have a I mentioned how much I DISLIKE this platform? SIGH.

DREAMERS - is at a state where it can go back to the big guy for his input. Fingers crossed guys -- fingers crossed. It looks really good. I'm impressed with myself.

Speaking of dreams - my dreams have really been kicking it lately. Since last Friday night my dream time has been very active. So active that I keep waking up and then falling back asleep. Everything is very fast moving. When I get up in the morning, I am as tired as I was when I went to sleep. I've asked my guides what could possibility going on and Jezell steps up to tell me that I'm working on the astral level during dream time in order to get ready for the physical and spiritual changes that are coming up. She went on to say that I should be sleeping as much as I can - although it is understood why I'm not getting "restful" sleep. No overdoing anything. She says that even though I'm tired, I should notice that my energy level is good (which I have noticed). Plus, my creativity has kicked into high gear.

Well as those who have been around this blog knows -- that when this happens (the busy dream time) some major change is coming up.

The OBE sex book is starting to take shape as well as the Sex With Allie radio show. Who ever thought with my stifling Catholic up bring that I'd ever be talking about sex? See - you can be de-programmed -- you just have to want it! Ha!

I've had several imagine come into my mind's eye over the last several days. It involves my son and I moving - but keeping my house here in Wooster as a home base. I know that I won't be selling my home here at least for the next 5 years. I feel more NYC than LA - but I keep seeing Canada as well. NYC just keeps coming up - I push it to the side and it pops up again. That would kind of make sense -- seeing that NYC is an hours plane ride from here with a morning flight to NYC and an evening flight back. Eventually it'll all come together - until then I will just keep getting images.

Ted has been hovering in and out of my energy field as well as Bill. They are both there - but not there - meaning they are not being intrusive. Will isn't intrusive either - in fact I can feel him being very busy at this moment. Of course his energy is stronger with me than Ted or Bill - but he's not here so much that it is interfering (I have my son to do that). When he is around, I am getting many visions of life together: working, writing, cooking -- going out -- him and my son getting along. One flash vision had my son slamming the door in Will's face - Will got that "look" like he was really pissed, his hands were on his hips - he looked down and moved his foot - takes a deep breath and knocks on the door.

The kid's here staring at me :) Better run....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Atlantis And A Telepathic Connection!

Miss me? What a crazy day. So busy that I am just now - at 11:30 pm - getting a chance to write this after my L Word chat! I changed the layout on the OBE blog and soon I'm going to do it here too. I may change the layout one more time in the OBE blog as I want to be able to have tabs up top for pages. This way I can have the sex blog, sex radio show and the OBE info in one central location. All I know is that I am sooo tired of seeing the original Blogger templates that it makes me ill:)

I had an amazing telepathic connection with Will in the shower last Thursday. And no - it didn't lead to sex. I know - shocker - huh? He brought me into a very mystical place. It looked like in the backdrop the Aurora Borealis. Off in the distance I saw a crystal castle. We were in the midst of a section of cliffs. I asked Will why he brought me here. With a sheepish grin he tells me that this is where he goes to think - and that I'm the first person he's ever shared this place with. I was touched. I asked how long he'd been coming here - and he said , well - since I've been around since the start of time, I reckon since then. Have you brought me here before? I ask him. He smiles and nods yes. Does any of this jog your memory? The crystal castle - I've been there before. He nods again and said - we both have. What else about this place? Will asked. I looked around and at first I didn't see anything - but I heard the sounds of water. So I rounded the cliffs - and there was the ocean. I turned to him -- Merlin - I said. He's cave is right below us, isn't it? Will grabbed my hands - looks me in the eyes and replied - it's more our cave than his. That's right - it's our magical astral cave:)

I used to find you here all the time when we'd had a disagreement or you just wanted to think. Yes - yes he exclaimed - now you have it!

Something dawned on me and I stare at him. Atlantis I said - what are you hiding from me? His mood went sour and he turned away from me. I run in front of him and make him look at me - but he refused to look at me in the eyes. It hit me -- it was you who ordered the death of Ted and I - wasn't it? He doesn't say anything. What Will - why were you so upset that you sent a hit team after Ted and I -- and the children of all people. He clenched his jaw so tight that I knew it had to hurt. I'm not talking about it any longer - this isn't why I brought you here. Is this why you sacrificed your life for mine in the witch trail? As a karmic pay back? Tears well in his eyes - that and I loved you - love you. So I don't owe you a karmic debt in this life time. He shook his head - no. And you don't owe me one? He shook his head again. Then why is part of my life lesson in this life is to watch you die? What is that for? Because you love me and you wouldn't let anyone else take care of me - that's why. He had me on that one. Plus - he went on - once I die we can prove to people that love survives the physical death of the body. How do we do that? He shrugged - I have no idea.

And the connection was broken. More questions need to be answered. I need to go exploring.

On that note I'm going to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Visions And 10 Items Or Less!

It's amazing how one thing leads to another and before you know it hours have gone by. That's what happened to me today. I decided to throw out a couple of things, which lead me to cleaning out a file cabinet and the throwing the cabinet away - which lead to working on my lighthouse fountain to get it working - which led to the reorder of stones/crystals and books in my office. It's all much better now - better energy - but a 10 min project took 4 hours, And now I have a huge pile of more magazines in the middle of my office and they are too heavy for me to carry anywhere. So at some point in time I'll have to rearrange them in smaller piles so that I can get them outside.

I broke out my new Feng Shui book and that's what got me started on this rearranging adventure. My office need a full weekend of me working on it and nothing else. I'm thankful though that I got the stale energy moving.

What even brought me to the Feng Shui book today was the shift I felt yesterday. I could feel something else fall into place in bring Will and I together. I felt that piece shift and fall into place. As soon as that happened, Will energy was right in my face (in a very loving manner mind you) and ahs grown stronger than it once was. I didn't think it could get stronger - but what do you know. That man is always full of surprises.

During on of the strong energy connections I saw he and I in bed together. We had just finished making love for the first time and were facing one another - propped up on an elbow. He's caressing my face and I could feel such an overwhelming sense of happiness and love. I said - I love you. He smiled and said - I love you. Tears were streaming down our faces. He leaned in to kiss me and we were exploring each other once again. I make a comment that I have to get to the airport and he says we have time. Cut to Burbank Airport and he's dropping me off. I'm crying, he's crying -- he says that he'll see me real soon. We kiss - hug -- and me, my carry on and one suitcase head into the airport. I check in and go to wait by my gate. I reach into my carryon for my computer and I see a card and a small box. I open the card - it's pink - and it in is a message from Will saying how much he loves me. Okay - so now I'm crying again. Then I open the box -- init is a diamond heart pendant on a silver chain. I cried more. I kept thinking -- when did he get this? We met yesterday morning and were together since. So I called him. I told him thank you and that I love him. Before I could ask when -- he said during lunch - which was why he was late getting back to the meeting. As soon as he saw me he just knew it was "me" - and that he and I would be inseperatable.

After that I kept getting visions of him here at my house helping with dinner, feeding the animals and he and I breaking my kid out of school for the day. On this last one - Will surprises me by showing up on my doorstep. After some serious "us" time - we go to get my son out of school. Will waits outside while I go in and get him. I don't tell the kid what's going on -- but as soon as we hit the outside door and he sees Will - his face lights up and he screams "WILL" and runs to him full blast right into Will's arms. Will comments how heavy he is. And my son is just going - I missed you so much. Will replies tat he missed him too -- that he missed him and his mom so much that it was hard for him to breathe.

I cried after that one because my son was so happy - man was he happy. He just lit up like a firecracker on the 4th of July.

I received an email yesterday from a woman who is experiencing the same connection that Will and I have with a man she knows. It's almost identical -- what's different is that she physcially talks to her partner where Will and I do not. Another woman I did a reading for was having the same mind blowing telepathic sex with someone - like Will and I. But again - it is different for her because she physically chats with him. Both women gave me a validation and I to them. It's nice when you find someone who shares the same experiences as you do.

Heath did come back to see me later on Wednesday. After talking to Dave, he seemed better. He told me that he had to go talk care of his family and then go away for awhile, but that he'd be back.

Have you watched that show "10 Items or Less" on TBS? If you haven't - you should. It's fricken hilarious. The show is about a loser guy who is running his family's grocery store after his father died. The guy - Leslie - tries so hard to complete against the giant chain grocery store - Supervalu Mart. Think of your mom and pop stop going up against Wal-Mart. The show is part script - part improv. It really is funny. The whole cast is great and works well together. If there are any major egos - you wouldn't know it on camera. I had to go to iTunes and download the 1st two seasons.

Still working on DREAMERS. The rewrites are going well:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

My Son, Bill And Dreams!

My hair is the bomb. It looks so fabo that I should have done this years ago. My son loves it - says it makes me look fancy - lol! All night he kept telling me how beautiful I was. And the kid needed to make some bonus points - I'll explain that in a bit. He and I went out to eat last night and the male population in the restaurant was pretty attentive - age didn't really matter. First time in a long time I've had anyone take a second glance at me. It was nice:) I think I'll keep this color;) It's much darker now with a great reddish = purplish tint. I definitely look younger.

Now my son. He has been very disruptive in class. I just found this out on Friday right before he brought home his report card. His grades are excellent - but his work attitude during school hours are piss poor. His disturbs other students, is loud, day dreams too much (yet can tell the teacher how to do whatever it is they are working on) and has regressed in every work habit category on the report card. SIGH. When his teacher called me that morning and told me about it - I thought about it for a bit and then I told her - he's bored. So now they are going to test him for being gifted. I wanted to tell him that yeah - he's gifted - he's psychic - but that would freak her I think. Plus - he is an empath and I've been trying to work on an energy shield for him to take to school. I think that this will help him to chill at school. As far as being gifted - the kid is in 1st grade and is doing 4th grade math and reading at home. So what do you think? We'll see what happen in Feb when he's tested. Right now I just need to keep him out of the principals office.

He and I have had many talks about him being gifted - in the metaphysical sense. There are times he believes me and other times when he doesn't. So I asked Tracey to do a couple of questions for him - one was his gifts and the other was his life purpose. This is what she said:


We see he has many, many spiritual gifts. He is a pure and true channel for Spirit, in word, deed, and action, having the ability to do automatic writing, verbal channeling, and spirit communication. He has many psychic gifts, the gift of knowing, sensing, seeing, visioning, dreaming, and perceiving. He is a gifted empath. He has artistic abilities, the ability to do spirit art, spiritual expression with much strength and inspiration. He has the gifts of discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and mercy, compassion. He is going to lead, teach, counsel, minister, guide, others, in his lifetime. He has telepathic gifts.

He has many purposes in this life as he is lead others to higher consciousness in this life, a higher level of evolution, is enlightened, and therefore enlightening. He is a spiritual humanitarian leading humanity into the highest consciousness and light, healing. He has much ancient wisdom combined with new spiritual insights, ideas, ideals, thoughts and perspectives that will make positive changes in the collective consciousness of all.

His Higher callings will be direct from Spirit and he will know these and hear these clearly, specifically and he will answer his higher callings and fulfill his missions on Earth. He will actively seek his spiritual purposes. He will always seek the illusive truth, search for the deeper meaning and purpose in all situations. He already recognizes his spiritual self and will answer the calls to express this in the directions that he is called to in this life.

Then I asked about him and Will:


He and Will are going to be very close to one another, developing a strong bond and friendship built on trust and mutual respect. They will have an instant rapport with one another. He is highly intuitive and he knows things before they happen and this allows him to know and sense whom he can trust in his life and with those whom he loves.

There will be a deep relationship formed between the two of them. There will be no distinction that he is your son, that Will is his step father, as Will is going to treat him as his own son, and your son will treat him as his dad. The two of them will have much love, admiration and affection for one another. They will spend much time with one another. They will be friends, companions, and yet he will have the utmost respect for him, and see Will as someone he can trust and listen to and will value his support, and even considerations in times when he needs to have heart to heart talks that may be difficult for both of them.

To say that my son was overjoyed not only by his information - but that of Will, was an understatement.

I of course asked about the guys and they are all where I thought they would be. Even poor Ted who I had a telepathic sex encounter with the other day. Will is always around me - very strong and very loving - Bill is like a big shinning star, Ted is in the depths of despair and Matt is learning.

I had a great dream visit with Bill last night. We, of course, were with a large group of people. He had a very large leather bound book - his memory book - that had journal entries, pictures, ticket stubs - anything that would anchor a memory. He let me flip through the book. There was one entry in particular that had to do with a birthday party. I can remember an "L" being on a slip of paper in that book. It was a long word that started with the L and it was the only word on that paper. I gave the book back to Bill - but then I wanted to see it again. he told me okay - but -- and I chimed in - I know, I'll keep your entries private. As he handed me the book - he asked why my Mini Cooper was parked in a different spot. Knowing that I've never told him I have a Mini, I thought to myself (HA - I knew you read my blog) - but didn't say a word. Just took the book.

As I was thumbing through it - I realized it was about all of Bill's lives and although the book was light - it was never ending. At the start was a 5 -pointed star. On each of the tips were names: Ted, Bill, Matt, Will and a name I couldn't read -- and then my name was in the center.
The place I was at was very dark, like a library - but felt more like a very large coffee house. It was comfy and there were floor pillows all over the place. Bill sat down next to me and asked me how I was doing. I replied - I though you'd never ask.

Then I woke up.

My son is home today from school - hence why I am behind in everything and I have not recorded my podcast yet. When he goes to his Tiger Cub meeting with his dad, I'm hoping to do it then:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Constant Cravings And A Stage Show!

Constant Cravings. That's what I'm going to name the book about my soul circle experiences. Because that is what it is exactly - a constant craving to be reunited. It never goes away, never fades. In fact, every day it grows stronger - yet not all consuming. You can hide the cravings, try to ignore them, but they never go away. So every day you hold on - stay strong and pray that the reunion is just around the corner.

I notice an immediate shift in my attitude, mannerisms, creativity - when I allow the soul circle to flow through me instead of fighting that flow. After last week and the pit of hopelessness I found myself in - I made a promise. A promise not only to myself but to the guys as well - no matter what happens, I won't cut off the light. I will not shut them out. It's a horrible empty feeling - one which I do not want ever again. I'm not sure how Bill and Ted go through the day when they cut themselves off. They go through much longer periods than I ever do, when they throw up that wall and no one can get through. I don't know who is worse - Bill or Ted. But I am going to make sure that they never feel like they are alone. I won't give up when they put up that wall - I will not back down. I am more determined than ever to have us connect. I like it when I feel determined. I never fail when I feel this way - never.

What helps me feel this way is Will. He empowers me. His energy pushes me to strive -- to attain a higher power of being. It's hard to describe - but I can sense the shift in my energy. And if you go back through my writing in this blog, you should be able to pick up on it as well. I write the same (I think) it just has a different energy behind it. He has never cut off the light - he has not pulled back, not once. In fact, his energy and connection grows stronger every day.

I did finish my draft of DREAMERS last night. It is now in the hands of my manager so that she can work her magic and tell me what I need to change. My guide Ethan has told me on more than one occasion that with me being more "famous" and all - that I have to strive to be more known - it is to be in the realm of my writing, not of my psychic abilities. There will be a day when I will not do readings much any more and instead will be educating mass through my writing. But he doesn't come out and say if my writing will be in the form of books. When I press for an answer, I am alluded to me making movies and stage plays.

My cat just ran off with my pop tart. Seriously - she just did. I looked over and she was dragging it out of my office. SIGH.

Anyways - not me "in" movies (God forbid) but writing them. However, I get a very vivid picture of Will and I doing a stage play based on our reunion journey. It's too vivid to be passed up. The stage has very few props on it - not much in set design. Every show is different - there is no script. Each performance is organic. He'll start with something and I'll flow into it and visa versa. We act out our emotional roller coaster. It's a goal to show people that reincarnation is a part of life, that soul mates/circles do exist but it is not an easy relationship to maintain. Eternity may bring with it a lot of love, but it also brings a lot of baggage -- and the soul forgets nothing. Plus - it's important to get across that if a person experiences what we have (and still do) that they are not crazy. Every day brings a new realm of possibilities to the table. Every day they are there -if you ignore them, they will still be there. But after time they feel more like baggage, wearing you down until you finally act on it and lighten the load.

And on that note - I'm taking my son to the Polar Express today. Things to do.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Good Morning Beautiful And Guides!

Will must meditate in the morning or at least set time aside for spiritual growth, since the connection is growing so much stronger. I was in the kitchen this morning - about 7:30 am EST, when I felt a tingly wave come over me - then butterflies in my stomach. I could feel him, his energy felt like a big fluffy comforter wrapping me on a very chilly day. He smiles, and it causes me to smile.

A smile already and I haven't even jumped into the shower yet.

In the shower he as there, but not there. I could feel him trying to stay strongly connected, but that someone or something was pulling his attention away. He must have moved because as I have 1/2 way into washing my hair I here - Good morning beautiful - in that southern drawl that I just love. I told him about my sister being down in NO today and that he needs to be on Bourbon St. tonight. He's like - really? He said he'd make a point of being out tonight for awhile. I mentioned that if I know where she'll be I'll put it in the blog, he said with work today he won't have a chance to get online. So he wants me to telepathically give him places. Okay I told him:)

We talked about him coming up here and how he couldn't make it before the new year. He kept repeating my address:) Of course as he talking to me he's kissing on me too. I kept thinking about what Tracey said about us -- and I couldn't help but laugh. He's like - what are you laughing about? I told him to read the blog. But the telepathic sex continued and I found myself responding just as I done the day before. Only since I was prepared for it this time - it didn't throw me for a loop. That said, I still was very pleasantly devoured - lol.

Funny - I had a few people yesterday get in touch with me and mention - in nice flowery terms - that my muse is alive and well and I can tell a great story. I assured them that it wasn't a story and even though my muse is alive, it wasn't my imagination working overtime. But do I care that people don't believe me? Nope. However, I do feel a touch sorry for them as if they think it is all in the imagination (and in my opinion, imagination gets a very bad rap as people take imagination = fantasy and they are TWO separate things...but anyways), then they will never have the courage to go forth and try it for themselves. And let me tell you - even if you try a telepathic connection or sex half assed - it is still an interesting experience!

My guide Edward just came and chatted into my ear - wants me to concentrate he said. No messing around, no letting myself get distracted. He said, Will's on his way and when he gets here (2008) I have to be ready or his arrival will be delayed. Do I want it delayed? I assured him no - then no distractions. Check boss.

Brigit has also stopped by -- this was odd as she hasn't been around in while. She wants me to follow her - so I do. She shows me a window, in the window I see Ted. He's piling stuff into a box. He's using his arms to sweep stuff off of a dining room table and into a box. You saved him - she said. You're intervention has freed him from her grasp. He's moving on. Be prepared for him to have more of an impact on your life.

Will showed up -- out of the blue - told Brigit - she's not going to him. She's mine. I turned to Will and said - I'm "belong" to no one. That's not what I meant - he said. I mean that you're mine, your my girl. I said - yes I am. But as being part of Ted's cluster, we have a responsibility to both him and Bill - not to mention Matt. I know - Will said - I just lost my head. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and said - I need to get back. And he was gone.

Brigit looked at me and I shrugged. She laughed and said - he really loves you. You're home to him. I smiled - I know. But what about Ted? Bill? All in due time - for now, you continue to be their white light - their power grid. Will is where you must be right now -- it is something that you know and understand. Yes I said.

Edward showed up - let her get back to work. Brigit laughed and said - you've always been the iron fist. And for a reason - Edward bellowed. LOL -- guides.

Everyone left and here I am.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Holy Shit Will!

Wow - wow - fricken wow!! I had the most AMAZING experience will Will this morning while I was in the shower. I had to talk to Tracey ASAP -- just to make sure I wasn't nuts. My energy is different now., I feel alive -- and excited -not sexually, but excited to be alive. I can't stop smiling....

Below is our convo:

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:21 AM): Thanks for fitting me in at such a short notice

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:27 AM): Anytime

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:39 AM): but what happened today just wow - throw my ass into a loop

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:52 AM): oh boy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:53 AM): what happened

Allie (11/13/2007 11:21:37 AM): I was in the shower, minding own biz I was going to do my energy exercises when I felt Will's presence. He told me to wait a min from the energy ex and I said sure

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:13 AM): The next thing I knew we were telepathically connect (like normal) but this was really - really strong, like he was testing out a theory

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:59 AM): I opened (this is in the connection now) my front door and there he was - smiling. I couldn't believe he was there and I touched his face - he was crying. I hugged him when I realized he was real and invited him in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:12 AM): I commented that I didn't shave my legs and he laughed

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:18 AM): how bad is it? he asked

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:31 AM): I showed him and he laughed again. I said - yeah, I need to take care of this

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:49 AM): so he went into my office and looked around - loved the books I have - he has most of the same

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:09 AM): I'm in the shower shaving and he is in the bathroom talking to me through the curtain

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:16 AM): he said that he should just come in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:26 AM): and I told him if he did we're staying in here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:34 AM): so he took the book and went into my bed room

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:50 AM): I finished the shower, just wrapped my towel around me and I went in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:20 AM): He kissed me - so soft and full of passion. I normally feel him

when he does this -- but I could have sworn that he was really right here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:26 AM): that I could reach out and touch him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:36 AM): my lips responded as if he actually was here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:59 AM): and I found myself kissing air (I was still in the shower physically - BTW)

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:26:45 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:26:47 AM): he ripped up my towel and we were both on my be. I really can't put this into words, but I felt his hands, mouth all over my body and my physical body (in the shower) was on fire

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:08 AM): my physical body had an energy shooting threw it that I never had before - ever

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:49 AM): you know when you are actually having sex with someone and noises slip out (if you are having any fun) because you can't help it? well that was me in the shower

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:59 AM): it was like I was there - but I wasn't there

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:28:10 AM): Amazing!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:33 AM): and at the end -- it was really the end and my body responded but the energy that zipped through me was the most amazing feeling

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:44 AM): I felt like a firecracker

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:51 AM): a very white light one

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:00 AM): and he told me that he's coming to get me

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:04 AM): get me in a good way'

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:17 AM): and he wanted me to repeat my address to him over and over again

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:29 AM): he told me that the scene we just had was how it was going to be when he showed up

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:40 AM): I asked him to give me a date - so that I can shave

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:43 AM): he said no

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:08 AM): then I could feel his energy body - soul merge in my body - I could feel the man in there -inside

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:18 AM): he's like - so this is what it's like to be really inside of you
Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:19 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:30:25 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:42 AM): and I did my energy work - he did it with me and I could feel our combined energies getting stronger

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:53 AM): and he said again - I'm coming for you

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:03 AM): he repeated my address back I don't know how many times

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:17 AM): and my body now -- still feels as tingly as before

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:20 AM): I feel so alive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:28 AM): that is the only way to describe it

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:38 AM): please tell me that he was conscious of this as well

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:52 AM): after this I'll tell you what my son said

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:31:58 AM): I get a definite yes to that

Allie (11/13/2007 11:33:26 AM): I've never felt so alive and excited - not sexually excited - but excited about life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:33:57 AM): I get his ability to open to you and communicate with you is completely wide open and clear. He can hear and see with clarity and is very aware of your oneness. I get that he has been meditating and working on his ability to clear his mind and clearly see - and hear and has been doing some exercises and has gotten some type of energy clearing or cleansing. It was believed that there was a block and now he is completely spiritually open and able to tune in on all levels!

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:23 AM): The connection between you is deeper - he feels this too - he could feel all the sensations as if he were there.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:31 AM): He has the address.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:48 AM): He has it and do not be surprised if he shows up because I got 'homecoming'

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:56 AM): He is ready for the homecoming.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:19 AM): He feels love, compassion, appreciation - sees you as a potential lover, companion and friend.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:33 AM): He feels very alive right now - sex energizes him.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:41 AM): He is feeling peaceful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:04 AM): He has profound and intense feelings, sensations - he is referring to this as after shocks and he smiles.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:36:16 AM): yeah -- I can understand that

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:23 AM): He did experience this on a core level.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:46 AM): And - I am getting something about him receiving insight or information about the two of you in a past life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:02 AM): In this past life you were separated due to different races. This was very painful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:25 AM): He will not let you be separated in this life just because you travel in different social circles if you will.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:37 AM): He will make contact with you and he is likely to just show up.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:00 AM): I can't stop smiling -- it's the strangest thing. My tummy has butterflies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:04 AM): He is ready and he hopes you are ready so shave your legs and keep them shaved.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): HE is smiling too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:19 AM): yeah - be ready

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:23 AM): yeah -- they need shaved -- will do

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:31 AM): he won't wait for you to shave them though

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:37 AM): so either way

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:40 AM): it does not matter

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:52 AM): its like he will not care

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:02 AM): about your legs being unshaven

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:12 AM): he thinks so what

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:21 AM): he does not want to hump your legs

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:22 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:24 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:26 AM): he's kinda funny

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:34 AM): has a sense of humor

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:37 AM): yes he does

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:51 AM): he seems to be feeling pretty chipper now

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:54 AM): feisty

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:09 AM): his strong energy has gotten to my son too. He said the other day out of the blue that Will is coming and that he needs to clean his room

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:30 AM): no way! that child is so psychic!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:31 AM): then - that Will and I will get married and he'll have a baby sister

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:35 AM): sooo sensitive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:37 AM): I asked about Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:42 AM): he said after Will dies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:46 AM): oh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:48 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:51 AM): so intuitive

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:12 AM): Will is doing a spiritual workshop - going to one.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:18 AM): He is having a lot of dreams.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:30 AM): He is seeing scenes in his mind - like a movie.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:41:48 AM): he is -- I've had the thought for weeks now about Will and I being together and one of the things is how the soul survives. We're going to show the world that he will come back for me - in a spiritual sense.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:06 AM): he gets cancer - but it's a blood clot that kills him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:20 AM): he knows it's coming and Bill is there too

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:29 AM): it's like he hands me off to Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:31 AM): so to speak

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:33 AM): In one of them he sees himself riding bareback on a brown horse with his head down like he is injured after a battle and realizes that he got shot by a white man - he is an Indian in the dream but knows its him. this place where he is shot is the cancer area.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:51 AM): or clot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:53 AM): rather

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:08 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:11 AM): I sense that he is taking some type of advanced courses spiritually.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:22 AM): he has to be in order to push forward

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:24 AM): Its like he gets some personalized attention.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:35 AM): he's in new Orleans right now - so maybe he is seeing someone there too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:47 AM): In this class - and its about telepathic communication and also past lives.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:53 AM): Awesome.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:06 AM): He is going to get some more healing too.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:16 AM): and you are right

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:20 AM): its at his current location

Allie (11/13/2007 11:44:33 AM): are you still seeing him showing up after the 1st? Or do you think it could be sooner?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:39 AM): they will help him physically, mentally, emotionally and with spiritual issues.......

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:52 AM): after the 1st - sooner is a problem

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:57 AM): he can't before then

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:59 AM): or he would

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:07 AM): today would not be quick enough

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:21 AM): when he gets his one on one sessions

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:23 AM): look out

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:35 AM): because he will connect on an even deeper level

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:44 AM): and the passion will be like an animal

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:49 AM): wow -- and this one threw me

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:54 AM): he wants more

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:58 AM): so do I

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:59 AM): now he really wants you

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